shame

we can not appreciate it, all the bounties of the world and its ll in disgrace, everything is bastardized, there is no family that is divine , nor relationships, shame, bc its all too wonderful here, so much to be grateful for, when u experience mother nature, u feel uplifted, nature is healing indeed, so is our food sources when they are not meddled with, shame; we so this to ourself thereby each other , shame bc it could have been so much better , shame maybe we need to feel shame, but how do we , whose fault is it anyways? bc the very notion of shame is almost always systemic, maybe that’s where the work is after all, we may go take a walk in nature first , to wash our senses and come back o our own, and then congregate on the mechanics of shame, and why it’s an essential tool to change the most engrained cindrioning that at first is not our fault but only becomes so bc we insist on its correctness, shame , in a way, offers us a chance, albeit uncomfortable at first, to break thru smth we do not fully grasp nor underwent , it’s no wonder why it’s seismic, almost paralyzing the experienced, and the feelings are rotten at first , but some of our feelings form the past when they are repressed, as happens due to presence of a conditioning , which literally suppresses ur truth and person, to override it with impurities or what isn’t , hence conditioning, there are good and bad ones what we are loll it for is the bad ones that have happened during our early development , based on by the ignorance we were grown and cultivated in lieu to the times of our birth, and based on by what was socially available think that if u haha conditionings u must break thru, so do ur parents and everyone else who were around then too, and their confronting was proceeded by rieur parents conditioning which were also a mixture of good and bad occurrences, we can parse thru these objectives and notice they things got much better , although the very act of conditioning is changing face too , bc along with the good occurrences that develop, the bad goes on develop long too, which is why shame plays a essential tool just in case we run the risk of mistaking a conditioning to a truth, and insisting on its cultivation which can offer deleterious side effects, examples of which are already abound,

we see shameless objectives everyday, at increasing intervals , it’s almost like a movie scene where people expect gore and bloodshed, they want others to do dumb things that u would not otherwise recollect, want this for purely entertainment, shame, bc this is what our world has come to, in terms of past sacrifices and hard work and effort, i a way we are at a verge of throwing away all our past efforts for shamelessness , and at first u think it’s product of this or that, such as issues in the austen’s , covid, or other instabilities that may put a stress on a person, that u become out of control, or shameless, or u simply wish to put the blame on someone else, even by ur own doing that ur simply denial is causing issues to grow to higher proportions instead, or maybe, u are homicidal. i wish to see the world burn, as u attribute the issues to people and people only, hardly ever r yourself, perhaps bc u may think urself of otherworldly, ur mistake ur profession for the one who is the watcher or god, where ur a down , good bad or otherwise do not count towards what we consider as personal responsibility, perhaps bc u bebe has to experience shame growing up, especially if u loved in odd atmosphere, where u got exclusive treatment , and conditioning , again c this shamelessness is not to be promoted, bc it’s dangerous, but it does have truth there, especially when u consider th amount of shame termed place on people, on small claims just so they can make excuse for their own shamelessness towards their abuse and ignorance as well as greed towards the people, i’m now our shamelessness ha grown to such heights we are calling the people who call our baby killers as anti semiotic, that’s how shameless we beans, we disrespect the whole struggle of what makes anti semitism bc it’s still a big issue today, as it can happen, i think tho even that is if holy politicized rather than anything personal or individual , more so a weapon that u keep on a shelf for later deployment if al else fails, and we see remit in real time as it happens, but more so, thus shamelessness towards the lack of acknowledgment, for one’s own actions , bc u force people to partake in ur crimes when ur shameless, when u get away with one thing shamelessly it becomes a gateway for it, and u get geeedy with it bc it gives u the very thing narcissists rely on , power,

and i w know that shamelessness is a quality of narcs , they have to validate their criminal behaviour and terrible conduct and hate toward others, that’s why no two experience is alike, for the same crime a regular person who seems i do away coal in sharks eyes can have their life ruined, but for the shameless who are in the umbrella of protection that treats them exclusively differ, and permits all kinds of ways, tends to relate different end results than ur usual day criminals, ofc the types of criminals feed off of each other very much like my assimilating urself to ur favorite rapper or artist, entertainer , fashion statement, style etc, they may have more pomp than ur much bigger monsters who hide in suit and tie all day, ofc we don’t have to choose either of the two, but we can easily say one is bc the existence of the other, so we see the condition of many things bc of the existence of the many other things that are more sophisticated bc they are treated exceptionally and who wouldn’t wanna aspire for that? but because conditionings and comedians differ, they only have apparence of being disconnected from each other, we can say the same thing between the abuser and the victim , they are on a way one and the same, ofc not the way we think about the sameness, but one is bc of the other, and with narcs there is always constant supply of victims, they may have h and use u for their outcome , but then they shamelessly move onto another they always have concerner supply of abuse victims , all bc they refused to face the shame and guilt based on by their excuse , someone was after their fame or fortune, jealous on frivolous objectives for simply pointing out to their conundrums, discomfort, whatever the issues maybe , a common mistake narcs make when people confront them on important objectives is always on shallow frivolous objectives, which is why they control speech of others, bc they know tiers are hard to bear, and when the truths are presented they remind them of the shame, and the conditioning that pulls at them and leaves them without harm only and peace which is why they are numb, and to feel any degree of humanity , they live thru harming others, so in a way , that’s the only way they can feel anything .

shame, this world is otherwise wonderful, it’s great to be alive and experience ur humanity, ur parents were once young , felt in love and conceived u, u , before coming here , travelled universe, many things transpired along the way, and the something attracted u to here, maybe bc there is smth to gain, but we don’t know what this gain is, materialists often think of earthly things, spirituality in the other hand place emphasis on the intrinsic, the substance , or merit, divisive folks often think that ur loss is their gain, users often think ur food for their gain, that u don’t share the same fate, such as birth life and death, and so in a way we can see that we are trying , growing still, and none of us have everything figured out, shame that we can even experience this, the simple curiosity that not everything we have been taught is true and just even if it comes from our parents , it’s not about whether if they are wrong or right, but the fact that they were past of smth , it could have been good or bad, it’s good to know this, bc then u understand what work is ahead of u better not to condemn ur parents or cut them off, or assimilate to every fantasy as a fact either, we may look back and see a sea of differences and tribulations at large it was difficult then as it is difficult now but we are having smth new happening its unlike what it was like then, its expansion of our consciousness maybe also bc things we progressively getting worse , such as the planet, its not like it was before we drilled holes alll over it tricked others to get their gold, to keep all resources to ourself, and now we expert the world to fend for itself , all of a sudden we got better, we suddenly don’t have responsibly , and we think that this non response ability is responsive in anyway, but it is, it communicates smth to us that can not be denied ,shame bc shame itself is natures gift a tool n for personal use, not systemic weapon against the pity to the people, u pity them bc they are ignorant , yet u intentionally keep them dumb, prevent them from having any breakthrough at all, if they get traction, u say wait( only to take the round they have established and weaponize it , and ur convinced it will make them better what it does is make them palatable to ur taste bc u don’t like them for who and what they are u like them for what they can do for u, their user ability that is, that’s what narcs focus more on; useful,? but only for how long, u think that by playing safe or selling g out to corruption they will guarantee u future safety? today u sell out ur brethren for ur self security, tomorrow when ur deserted together how will u face them? shame, u refused to feel , and now it’s surmounting ,

the pressure of change is great indeed,when change , natural occurrences, come knocking on our door , we can only pretend to not be there for so long , at some point , something or other gives way, ur shame can turn to self hate when u refuse to feel it, ur higher self is screaming in agony and pain that u keep ignoring the signs of respite despite its excepts to guide u towards the light , in thru the darkest night of ur soul, what? do u think shame is afforded only to the systemically afflicted? it’s for everyone , bc we are human, we come here not kent how to act how to live and what for, all is taught thus , yet we still criminalize innocent ignorance, and leopard the criminal activities upon the people with hefty dose of shame just bc we don’t wanna feel our own , which can change many things for us, the break through that comes from past lies, at first feels like ur dying, but it’s what u rhofjr was that’s doing the dying and it’s more of a fade away as the true u begins to emerge from the ruin, and in fact it was there all the time, it is the truth u after all, with al the layers of shit caked over us we may really convince ourselves of entirely false anew if self but it goes only for so long, this , change, happens naturally anyway, but when on the other hand can give us a head start at early stage of our experience when we begin to get more confises about reality and thereby wolof to change what is necessary about some of the things that were previously out of our hands , when we skip this step, we become like the monsters that run the show right now, they never had to feel shame, and they are convinced of lies , they tell themselves everyday, they don’t care about their time and energy which is why they do anything for money, and most eventually why they don’t respect ur time and energy, maybe this has smth to do with smth that happened to them in their life , but bc they never had to feel shame, bc this isn’t always punishment, their religion or texts my say otherwise , that’s just systemic stupidity and many things end up getting weaponized against the people to keep them busy with frivolous objectives n weak, tired, lonely. they are only shameless for this makes them money, and that in and of itself is shame, bc they are not safe from the perils of future time, ur money doesn’t come to afterlife, we should know from the origin story, egyptian Pharaohs, they loved their gold , has great stories they told of themselves whereas used slaves to build their cities and be buried at lower areas like they are less work thy, and now they are in purview in museums, has most of their gold and belongings plundered, but the slavery is alive and well today, and u may wonder, what shame, it is to be , after all that, that we may stop and wonder at our ow self contditioning,

on the reasons of being born,

the reason are often sought, then they are assigned , they then can be guided, to reason, and juxtaposed as if, and what it, versus the actions reasons hidden wherein the soul resides. one is born, therefore one must die, but intern, life takes place , context of which is myriad fold, some die sooner while others later, meanings of reason for existing may differ, some may exist solely for work load, man power, u work, they entertain, the thought that all of this contributes to greater substance matter, and it does, as we do continue tibetan on the objectives tht have took place in the priori, its not hard to think there is compelling evidence of being caught up in, or influenced, rather of smth or else, outside of ourselves, we aren’t exactly the directors of our lives perse but we are divinely guided, but in the sense that it not always does make sense, but that it should, and it could but at the same time , because there is plethora of games , that work like workload, more so, have the illusion of what maybe perceived as essential to one’s nature , or the priority that comes even way before the human life ever could, surely there are truths in everything, there’s simply a way of organizing he matter in which correlates with not only ourselves and each other but also smth that works with mother nature, this part is very key, to unlocking many wonders into our comes over soul, which can not exactly be partial either although there are accounting personal experiences that differ and may offer at different intervals for the liberation of one’s soul, and the soul of others, from the potential of destructibility of all other potentials, in which case, we wish to stop all self destructive behaviours, for the priority that be, one who can destroy potential of self is likely to destroy all other potential and vica versa, as one cannot be differentiated from others, this is a finding rather than an absolute fact that does not consider that which transpires in the prior, but in the other hand , considers that as the bedrock, and uses it as a opportunity rather than a potential of , denial, due to shame and guilt and what not, we may look to a shared past and choose, willfully a good righteous path or choose willfully on the otherwise, what transpires here is a modernization of a false fact, acting as truths instead , here , aside from what was not completed in the prior, addition to that, a transformation of a particular from the last, into its next form, they which we may expect multitudes of initially confusing objectives to unfold, much like a pandemic, a new objective finds many ways to spread itself, its un avoidable, in someway or form, these particles make their way into everywhere much like dust that travels everywhere , and u may have the look of security, a safe bubble but these particules serve to smooth out rough edges that borders tend to create, and constrict between objectives that otherwise do not germinate,

hence the influence of the past , can ur in the risk of being willfully recreated, we may assume , by our excess strategies to be highly recognized we must conquer the opposite, by being reckless, as there is no consequences for getting enlightenment this is not true, we can think too excessively and assume the function of these objrdirves without recognisnf the finer stuff, bc they germinate like dusts, and travel like such, the enclosures we rely on only give us the illusion of our assumed successes but this is only that, distortion of cars won’t make new faces, they will only take our energy and time, of prolonging the progression of smth, but it progresses anyway, it’s the multiplication of delusions that occur after words the original delusion is asserted and supported, with any potential help resisted , that causes the illusion of prolonged progression , it just adds to it more difficulties instead -!: we may begin to get a bit perplexed at the level of complexities there, we often refer to this as being overwhelmed in which case the easy solution ends up being killing people in mass degree, where the cost being cut, allows for the illusion of settlement, where those who may query the notion of why existence must insist, regardless to many obstacles that come in the way, although natural, although artificial, hence the plight is resolved when , the essentialist of beings is afforded only to few, as if, there needs to be hoards and gate keepers, of societies , and only handful , who wish not to be human , but are truly, much like in the way as everyone, assume the position of godly powers and so harm, for the other are responsible w for all and it then, as if this is a zoo and animals must be kept in line for instance if there’s overgrowth somewhere u must do smth to guard against it, and now things evolve, and so is the nature of bad ideas that have not be confronted timely and cornered on full, hence we can or take full blame for not knowing better when all odds were sucked against us right from the start, but only work from where we are at, and in kind, while making sure that those with the wrong application , to be seen at the light , that makes those concerns shine forth, a special kind of wisdom, versus assuming we have the same heart, and intention, but all the while , keep , benevolence, for this will make us go further in terms of our collective conscience. even brooch the opposite has long been ensured, the inability to remain calm under pressure , of constantly being challenged on the notions of ur existentialism, why are u here indeed? to make others rich and successful when u toil in dirt? how much suffering is too much? who gets to decide how much a perso should suffer , by what degree , on what reasons ? we could be wrong? and why do we seek for outside of ourselves for the want of being recognized in all our misdeeds ? perhaps our conscience is calling to us, only u can save urslef dear one, from ur own mental afflictions done by ur own hands, ur not gonna find it in books, in holy man,

u can change places but ur not gonna delete what took place , even when nobody is there , accounting witness for what may have took place, there’s the winds the waters the elements that make up our lives that run thru us, and others, u may say, well if a person dies in punishment and agony, or if they see too much of smth this may impact them , but we are illusioned if we think we can assume it for others, only know ourself, bc we live in our skin, i do not possess yes nor do u mine, surely we can associate meanings based on by relevance but when there is gauge and pressure to wash person can become realized in the middle of their own storm, whether of their own doing , or purely by ex real conditions that may befall them, this wisdom, often is said to lose its utility bc it’s not put to active practice but i disagree, an active non practice is also perceived as some form of practice, one chooses not to do smth, one chooses carefully on where to ration one’s mind, that’s powerful, that’s directive, that’s taking control of ur life, we may think out where in the world of capital there is freedom and there are variations of it, but nothing can supersede the freedom of the soul that know sits existence, and basks in it, according to one’s likes and dislikes, so long it harms nobody else, in fact that’s the juice right there, to harm nobody else, has greater impact than all the harm that make this world turn in all aspects and ways, ones may not notice bc ur near u can’t be der , and when ur far coming near there is great shift in perspective , it is of the fools gold, the luck that the beginner must find, accidentally but take notice the wisdom in knowing its vital , in the same way we can look at our collective past and not feel hindered , but the hard work does fall on everyone, those who deny this portion vehemently leads to collective fall further indicating to the universe , by the denial of such higher powers, the call for collective demise , without notice perhaps bc we become our worst antagonists we know this from none other than our relationships with our true spec when nobody is looking, when we think we are completely alone, but u love this world, u just don’t have the heart to admit it so u want accompaniment on ur journey to self harm , u want everyone to come along , to the collective punishment for what of the better world, ur pain was not reduced, but u had the answers all along, only if someone was practically showing us the ways, or anyone, without proper trust i’m even if this was the case, it would not register accordingly for the receptivity goes both ways, one sided, it often causes instabilities and imbalances that far often felt , to a sensible degree much like a vibrations from spider web when a victim arrives.

we take to mother nature when we wish to know deeper reasons, on being born we look to cycles of life, around us, we say, ok some are food for others, some suffer and die so others thrive, and systemically this is a hardship, this is of great consequence bc first of all we are not animals we are humanC we communicate in ways that animals don’t ever can, they have representations of it but their wiring runs along the lines of not so much innovation to ease their life, but there is presence of those as well, but they didn’t invent the wheel or figure out how to start fires, we did, we can attribute this to our biology, we can say i haha mobility in my hands , and that’s why i find room, or the brain , that also works differently than animals ever can , we can reach them to speak or act , train them the ways only so much, for other connections we notice they are breached beyond words, which gives way to unseen worlds of connectivity already, but let’s leave it there for now, in the human interaction we have what appears to be as inability to tell, who need to be benefiting from good bounty of nature and who isn’t, not because we cannot honour life, we never had the privilege to truly honour life in the sense that life should ever be honoured , we don’t honour life to save it, we sworn care about it but only selectively, we at some life matters but at the cost of others, we revere it we lack age and sell it as rewarding behaviour ur dead who is gonna colder the gold? ur otherwise improvished family, that’s who, its actual hunger games but conceptualized , where we do not refer to not just the mechanics of being born, or the reasons there in, but also why this even, why the world, in all its systematics , we cannot afford it if we think it truly cares for us, for our sake , no and otherwise is too destructive either, u can rebel , but they hide it so well, they know all the tricks of maid r hung’s seem as smth else they hold the reign to all the système that classify humans , ur the npc this is all a facility that makes u happen , it owns the rights to ur person and if it sees u urself as poor then that’s what it’s gonna seem u to it, and if it sees u as worthy for smth more, only after enough suffering is incurred to which u can say, even though there is no proof , u suffered so u can help others , bc we want meaning, or else we realize the ugly truths, that all this suffering actually serves monkeys, and it’s better not to break people in the first place and if we are reckless it’s because we are fed senseless objectives on the daily, there is no earth where lies ensue and those who consider themselves as expertly, for the want of protecting flawed systems , whereas we can learn and apply things timely, change for better collectively , not as a means to point fingers at anyone but also don’t take crimes lightly, we say collectively, this great opportunity to conned r with each other can be used for ills, that’s what everyone else is doing lies trickery deception, it’s all an act , a theatre that gets boring after some time has passed , it’s all predictable when they shift to kill, it’s all too easy when they do bad and then say i give up i give in i let go im better now all is well im changed imm a good guy now whereas the very ill remains festering still

and we get overwhelmed and we go on genocidal rampage , bc we wish to élimine the ills we created, we think it’s people that’s the problem and we are not wrong but we forget to add ourself to the mix of problems, who originated it who caused it who started , who instigated , who were at the beginning of such shit race, it’s true we can maintain to run from truths for a while, but , more so than any answer can help quell our anxieties, the most pressing one we can’t escape, why are we born, passion, or otherwise may dreamt us some answers at the very least we can eat what we want fuck whoever, kill , steal, maybe live recklessly bc we anticipate the end of our life, but we don’t wanna pull the plug, bc we know it’s wrong, they don’t do it either, for one is a suicide crime and the other is homicide both of which we know in the game of human life are easy scales to denounce ur soul , or ur souls path, but with also strong caveat especially on the suicide bc can we say one suicides their values and remain alive still? and u can’t maintain hold for long eventually u get tired of running , and eventually conscience gets to be too loud, u can lie but u can run and hide, u can deny, but smth continues to nag at us, and here is a person is constantly misdirected and intentionally too they are prone to making grave errors that systems thrive on, such institutions are predictable bc they make predictable money, they employ predictable amount of people, and do predictable amount of tasks they say that nothing should be wasted that is of what u previously invest in that even though does not relate to now, u carry it out anyhow for the sake of personal profit and of look of not having wasted ur energy and time on smth that no longer relates to these days , especially based on by our evolving collective consciousness , such as with being fed stale truths that not resonate with what is but rely on what if and what not what if ur stupid to bite into it, and what not kin which case they up the ante in other despicable bullshit , bc the end game is key, u may eventually make a mistake bc it’s tiring to rally against gestapo or gang of fools who are too intent on their toxic destructive ways , and help is vital and held back, only to be offered later, which may not be taken in kind, not always bc we sense in thru those dusty halls and walls ways the absolute tierra , that are there, much like the ghosts of yesteryears, we may assume , we don’t see them, but such acknowledgment is hard to evade, for there is presence of symbolism in our dreams , which correlate to our waking life, when we begin to trust, as open up to the world we become receptive to this subtle language , which fills the gaps in the jokes of told histories

they were someone’s children

u see adults today were someone’s blessing at some time, someone anticipated them, fell in love and conceived them, it took a long time to bring them here, sure , conditions may differ from person to person but a parents love for their child is smth irreplaceable, it’s hard to imagine anyone as a mistake when we see miracles, but mistakes in our judgment can happen, since there are difficulties in determining the difference between similar objectives , minds likes categorize them,to associate meanings to similar situations , but no two things wil ever be the same, let alone two identical experiences, other than the consensus , that regardless to our situation , we feel homesick for a place that doesn’t exist, or that it’s hard to find build or establish here on this earthly place, even though mother natures love is eternal, it’s caring, surely even in nature we see such discrepancies of destruction death disease, but the life itself is a miracle, you are here , and at some time u were someone’s darling, when we go outside we can practice this with everyone we come across c regardless of what we know about them, we may know about their family situation or their name, but just to step back and see another, who has nothing to give back in return to u, as someone’s miracle is a eye owner, u start to see someone in their infancy , curiosity, love , wonder, something that we all have in common growing up, also with invincible friends, a keen sense of imagination, role playing, good sense of humour, if u recall ur childhood, it’s full of colour, u enjoy life, of being alive, surely kids fight too, but it’s nowhere near where we are today, as we see collectively, adults surpass children on that one so much that some of them can’t live to tell the tale of it. but the adults doesn’t feel less critics and discomfort to their once upon big dreams, and as u continue to practice this everyday u go out, in all ur interactions , u may remember such innocence, its easy then to ask ourselves where did we go wrong or how did we get here , or retract our steps so that we can recollect some of that innocence , which can be trendies in tumult us times bd they ignite what becomes of peace. now the adult u see today, also has hardship, and it’s these hardships that shame them, and you because u can draw form ur own experience as u do this, the more u see others as chosen the more random n child hood memories u may have coming up , they could be pleasant or otherwise, sadly we may notice the conditions of today offer insight to what might have previously happened, we can notice how our minds operate between what is know and unknown objectives , who might have known what, how was their development, they were kids once too, how did the idea become about, how does a person decide to suddenly grow up and forget about childhood, there used to be a language between the child and nature before their mind grows , to recognize their surroundings a little bit more because of the consciousness that becomes accustomed to the ways of the world, the more accustomed we are with the world the further we go from nature, but the nature does not leave us, it makes us get older, more tired, maybe even get sick with discomfort, we may not know that these are very much like we know each other , or not, that well, bc we are children of nature, but the false sense of knowledge that ultimately we have time to enjoy nature, that’s a lie, bc we work so hard in these years, so much that we do not notice each other, as once upon a child, let alone recognize the same in ourselves, we become somewhat disconnected from our true self and true creative nature for the survival within the system instead

ina way systems at some point replace our parents, they wanna take good care of us, they make nice promises, sometimes they give us gifts in the form of tax exemptions or days off from work, or some other objective that’s been on hold, we feel generally safe and warm about this because there is someone out there who is doing the checks and balances, paying the bills, making sure all the things are working , that we rely on, and so on. someone say this is a good idea , and we say ok phew that’s good, someone did the foot work , i can trust this bc it’s been trustworthy, this path or person, u do the same wit ur parents too initially u get what u get and u believe it u eat it all up and that’s good and fine but they too are learning still, so here is where their disconnect may happen, they get mad at u not bc u remind them of their former self , but because of what unfortunate planet they might have brought u in , but bc they feel guilty for this , they react instead, hey say , u shows do this or don’t do that, instead which sound rude maybe mean, but internally it comes from a good although misplaced place bc they are learning , back then system share not as clear, it wa skit easy to get around , taking from our development we already see how much traction human beings can make in a decade, so about five of them can lead to tremendous changes that we may not recognize in hindsight simply because we weren’t there ourselves but our parents under healthy conditions , aka they have better jobs less money issues maybe they got good education their life may feel more fulfilling, they may receive al the support for their health care needs, they don’t stay awake at night worrying anxiously whether if they can lay the bills and so on, can be more understanding , they may be like oh ok ur just frustrated i can show u the way, for this to be possible they have to be at the better part of town, that recognizes them as complete beings and not partial, that partiality is often adopted much later on and often comes with more than many reason c it could be to hide previous policy failures , infastructure issues simply checks and balances , its like mommy dearest all of a sudden, its a very tough love ans someone says it’s for ur good but its only mai g things worse but u must listen bc they are the adult they see the parent and ur the child and are strong and ur weak and so on and u can’t take abuse from the parents sometimes u choose to be homeless without knowing the world is far worse u just haven’t met some of the worst monsters that can hide in plain sight, but u can’t escape the systems

and the word choice here is taken with grain of salt, bc the ability to choose doesn’t fall equally for everyone in this world, sown folks can’t escape even thee own convictions even though they have the outlook of freedom , they may travel to places and all war completely fine with the way of the world, it’s amazing really, what mother nature can do, we can really trick ourselves into assuming we are good when we are not, we can smile between ear to ear but deep inside we could be falling into million pieces, and we can take from our own experience, how did we first enter , the space of doubt, that we begin to lose all form of hope, and trust , in all and everything, it eventually wars down on the person, after some time or maybe it happens real fast but even though ur past of nature and everything seem a natural , the experts is so fast that u haven’t caught up to it yet , perhaps also because ur wired to a synthetic version of reality up to this moment, u thought gov had ur back, and ur parents weren’t that evil, u simply could draw boundaries with parents , with the system, u can meet people who wear away that trust and eventually when u do come across good people, who may mean well, u may not trust them, bc it’s very difficult to trust again when the trust line sis breached its better to catch distrust signals early on, so as to act quickly for quick recovery of the person , u shouldn’t say, well that lesson doesn’t lack enough trust to be helped, we may need to wait a little while, or ridicule someone in the progression of their distrust , bc it’s very difficult indeed, u yearn for a home that does not exist, all the while the world is ur home and all is dangerous , yet all is also wonderful. even sometimes our friends betray us, what happened to our shared child like quality? all of a sudden we grow up, we forget our jovial nature, our playfulness, we become serious instead, we even give up on how we used to personalize ourself, as if there is a age limit to how we can, we become so serious we stop doing all the fun things, we decide that work is our only life c and it becomes ever so this way, bc if h don’t do this u w for homeless, at least that’s what is often stated about the choice of homelessness but the choice part is quite hidden , irs not what we think at all, this choice really, u could rely on a wrong person, and become homeless , u can count on someone and become homeless, systems already wait for u to be a statistics they thrive on it it means a cost is cut short, it’s easy this way, or maybe so, there is a crisis forming, but we do not notice again, since certain things have to be acclimated to institutions and not the other way around , a crisis centre should say i wanna evade a crisis from getting worse , not wait until it fits a particular criteria to send relief

they were someone’s children , when i think about not the finished work, but the process of it getting there, the findings are marvellous, ur amazed at the many opportunities to make things better before they get worse .u don’t wanna lose hope, u wanna be stronger , make it deeper, how then can we instill trust in ourself, so that we can believe in the hopes we tell ourself, or else we believe nothing which can be empathy, too devoid of any essentials of meaning when meaning is what establishes a continuity in our lives of maintenance without a established baseline, its quite difficult to build anything forward and upwards, our creative takes a halt when we learn about the world but without much administration, of what we learn bc we are too busy in the intellectual level, idc this serves a purpose it’s called incubation period, much like our life in many gestation we do have many deaths and many life within one life, but i just one life one birth and one death in all actuality, the distinction happens as a result of system management, ur the one who must make accommodation , much like when a visitor comes and then ur mom says u move to the basement and give grandma the bed room, instead, but the grown up version can be scary, they can take ur homes, ur things , they can deny u credit all of a sudden so ur choices , and which inks to us all the more towards that faraway homeless place, we know it’s out there but we can tween to find it only if we could geo locate it, instead, bc the world in its wonders is also very scary, but people tend to make it worse sometimes, unlike children , but we often say ah there are rude kids too tho , and blah blah u we don’t realize they probably picked it up from somewhere, to really learn this level of thought fullness takes time and practice kids learn it too u say don’t fight say sorry give it back and so on, or eat ur veggies and it’s good for u , sometimes we find our way at first then lose itC and then find it again, unless we are targeted individuals within the system and then every avenue strategically turns its back on us, ofc here we ca totally lose hope in humanity, and ma become a strong statistic as a result not because we didn’t try, at which point we may even contemplate suicide , bc there’s no reason to love anymore, under certain conditions but must remind ourself this is easy way for systems , maybe not for our parents and ur shows i think some of us should have been aborted but , sorry for their children but thats me, and it comes from a place of great concern, since their african cause greeter grief among us, when it works against our trust ability, our trustworthiness , bc what this does is doin r healed, ur like am i really that idiot, that i can’t be trusted with basic tasks of being able to tell who i can trust and who i should avoid , what’s wrong with my system, what did i do to deserve all this suffering and so on.

nobody comes to this world to say yes well i want my life to be absolute worst, i think most thing we’re learned and can easily be unlearned but the same can not be true of good things bc once u get a taste of doing good, and having clear conscience u don’t wanna go back to anything , u find refuge in truths, u revel in facts, it is like the world is ur oyster and u are the jewel, seated at the center of it u see others re the sam from their point of operation so i care much less about what they think, more about what they do and don’t do, its more revealing the act of mother nature, u would not want to lose ur self curiosity and curiosity for the world, but the world is hard ? it’s full of tough people eager to fight , and it’s not kind, this agility to ruin things and occasionally break a person or few, just for fun, or maybe there is some reason of other worldly, that much we can tell, there is some imagination there z, we can say , creativity, but it’s producing negative side effects it’s almost the individuals is sleep walking through a dream, they must express, bc there is no natural way to release ur tension, there has to be release of agression because flit has collected from the true divine of what is the worse thing about this world, hiding in plain sight , it is almost a possessive action, that compels the susceptibility of the person who was either consciously or subconsciously led thee, hence the sleep walk thru life, and we recall this person back to their childhood and we may notice how delicate human life is, though it seems, the living actions tend to price more longer lasting essential healing for the world, hence the institutions can arise they can become sky scrapers! someday they will become executives of fistons and operations , or the divine hunt life, where everyone has benefitted to become endowed, here , u are ur own ruler in ur own self kingdom , autonomous, cultivating ur own food, in ur own land, what wit all the supply chain bullshit, but ofc , some transporterions has to be made, for a functional societies u can’t take the baby with the bath water , u must consider what essential growth we can take out of all this, and must carefully parse but remember we lack trust , in ourself even, we forgot our way to our childhood and forgot we were all smoke a children.c we can’t make thee big decisions when we are still at our comédiens adolescence , we must grow up and grow far so our maturity catches up to changes before things get any worse , but at the same time honour the time it needs to take for its necessary fruition , hard balance to make when we mistake older adult bodies for complete maturation, u dream of bigger things u say this world can be better ,? see ? it’s not so bad , because we all do return to our true nature eventually, no matter how busy we keep ourself, maybe we keep ourselves in loud rooms so we never have t hear our internal voice scream, we can’t , eventually the rink must cease and we begin to make peace with mother nature, better before our ultimate departure , for we may not be granted these days again, since no two miners are the same, nor can when truths are uttered can they be saved for a later time of deployment bc the timeline then may require different set of truths to follow , and so on , i bid adieu

trust

a very difficult achievement indeed, in world of lies which only work or strengthen otherwise, a cause in which we may then find ourselves in limbo, or as stand still, where nothing improves, this could mean either going further backwards, and undo all the prior preparation that invests in mutual trust, or build from it , which may offer discomfort at first, and based on by plethora of lies, to truly trust is a great risk indeed, for what lies work to achieve is generate murkiness and not clarity, for the benefit of self, one may not be entirely direct, for benefit of oneself , one may conflate, for one’s protection , such covetious ness bears predictable fruit, in tueurs however the gardenia bountiful and thus offers harmony as well as safety, from worldly storm, u have each other, you have others, words be actions match, there are no abject discrepancies, imagine, the feeling is already there, for we do in occasion see thru the silver lining of our joint struggles, the potential that we could reach, if we figure out the mechanics of mutual trust for benefit of everyone, and put that into consciousness action, thru about our daily lives, a transformation would offer avenues for coming up with better solutions while also mending the issues occurred from prior, we mend the past to strengthen the future for each other, the consciousness careful effort to choose the right words offers truest ability, when they are true match to paired actions, this is to i do what we wish done upon us, especially during doubtful states, and stages that we all get challenged eventually, especially during times where truth is absent, or hidden, and the abundance of distortion of truths is so that those whose souls are not at ease find some shelter, and protect themselves from the storm, but what storm? of whose storm is this ? is this man made storm? or one offered by nature, maybe we are deflecting here or projecting or juxtaposing bc we have denied the origin of our uncomfortable cause two things can be true , but truth does it always offer composure it may open doors to where the issues may become entangled and developed there after in why b case we can determine both good and bad happenstances , most of which , were, to be experienced, so that now we have full picture of , the extreme , of polarities , that govern mankind, from here we can then recognize the priority of trust ability, and then pair our truths to it, for better conveyance on that what is based on by our unique position within the world,

we may , be confined, of our irrelevance for there are lots of twists and turns about the life, unfolding, reckless or directive , with or without realized purpose, intentions asleep, or half awake, perhaps we are testing out theories by reality of self conviction , when trust is murky and yet we pretend to possess such , acquired quality, for its earned the same for everyone, this generates the distortion, thru which we then recollect an abject version of trust , among us, we can be too quick to wnnethen have a fall out, not knowing how such breaks upon our road are formed, we are hunk th empire the succession of trust is the deeper the well goes without considering environmental contribution, as well as how some objectives along the lines of mutual trust work in a very different format , than what we generally have come to accustom ourselves, in terms of interpersonal trust that tends to be exchanged among us, we do this by adopting thoughts and expression of others, and by delving into intricacies of our unanimous actions, we recognize the unity of all to some extend , and then half of this if not bend recognized by the bigger dictionaries , we find ourselves at a discrepancy with what truly is, or what for are the reasons for such massive secrecy, among us , in the larger purview, where the lack of trust , may cause instabilities ; this seismically radiate everywhere, we may not duly grasp what this means and mechanically and systemically respond and react to it , the anti trust , much like any project eventually bears strong fruit, and not because we do not recognize one another as fellow man, but bc we are deprived, too exhausted , by the container struggle between states if trust and lack of it, had we establish a continual progression of mutual trust among us, and with bigger objridtves at large, then during the unstable states which tend to occur more naturally, as the development of human husk try does offer some caveats, and similarities can possess some challenges there as well, we may have become only so recent cognizant of some stores of consciousness but may still come upon some other previously unrecognized ones, such that they may be subliminally gathered and may pose a welcome for great change upon the human n race, but ofc mistaking this for self flaw, or self related issue and concern , we may mistake the whole apparence of a given objective to a falsified one in an effort to maintain , some degree of continuity in our mutual trust process with the world, but at some point ,all efforts must bear fruit, and here if we can’t trust mankind we trust eventually the nature of all things, when we especially get out of the way of occurrences, we do not add or confabulate to it, and only act and do so when and where our contribution bears towards collective trust, definitely not against it

the opposite of true ofc leads us to loneliness, strong isolation can rob the joy off our life and hope can dwindle overtime but then nature saves us, there are birds and vast landscapes brining with life, but still the issue may seem at its infancy but also at the same time a person can truly trek further distance this way, so as to not mistake our notion of precept ability to one from our point of experience and not another’s , although here , the anti thesis to trust develops quite subtly, but more effectively, than previously motioned, u may have some degree of knowledge about such losses, betrayals abound in this world, but when intentionally inflicted and upon our existentialism , where it can be killed, and so thus we, along with it, die the attention flows where energy goes and there is an attraction of power plays everywhere, although we may not see this , bc of our personal experience, these do tend to reveal itself by the end results, now we can say however, bad things have happened, i don’t think there is ever returning to what might have been perceived as better in the prior, the abject notion of reality perceived as better or worse is depended upon our degree of self ignorance, and general misapprehension of what is due to over abundance of lies, but entirely a product of our minds per se, although, things maybe changing, still, lies won’t release their grip that easily, for the anti truer can pose such attachment to , illusion of one’s safety, in seclusion, extremely guarded from eternal world to such heights that begins to show strong side effects, and here the control over that which u otherwise do not possible have control, may give the illusion that a control is established, but this isn’t true if we notice the prioritizes we don ourselves with, but what we wish to appear to the world as. surely we can say that we have a degree of self control over others perception of us, but sadly, let’s go back to worldwide lies, long established to ; make life easy for the conventional thought processes, of everyday person who otherwise needs to put all their energy and effort to one’s work offered by the government and the system and labeled as essential, and even deemed as contributory to the community and give back to the world ur hefty portion, even though the end results may show others is, we may see the degree of pollution in our entanglements, in the same way, since our peril rises tend to redecorate that of the systems, thru which we , may adopt to a small scale version of that trust process but subconsciously, until we are conscious of it, but we couldn’t say the same upon the systems of its every day calculations are deemed to predict, and depend on such predictions, and data for its congruity , with that of prior, most of which , are going through their own transformation as we speak, but ofc we don’t want the maintenance of the same under lay, with only the external of having changed, for such change is exhausting, and offers not much respite to our collective suffering, it only the irks to readjust its parts, relocate objectives restart some , and halt upon others, cutting off some entirely, and then using the rookery do that which may offer some validity and truth, but in a obscure way, so in a way, we have one of to choices we either evolve on our collective efforts and actions towards truth so that we inch closer to mutual trust, or we veer towards evolution of a lie, which only works to distant us from our paths and makes it all the more harder to overcome its effects later on

and yes indiciaire effort matters here bc systems are run bu individuals like us, so there is no distinction between hierarchical power plays when it comes to each being simple human beings like the rest of us, we all have the trajectory of evolution of the soul, worries concerns, fears the same, and power to adaptability and even conformity to an objedirve or other, the ability to run the same error of which we might have done in the prior, is less likely that a collective one, in repeat, bc the greeter by number offers the likelihood via similarity of objectives earned from that of prior, which can mimic the relativity to that which u gravitate towards but bc there are plethora of lies in abundance , which includes viral data about our history and humanity as well as its many mysteries and evolutions along the way, for such secrecy offers priority over others bc u know smth others don’t, that gives u illusion of some investment to a future that grants u priority, although depending on which the level of secrecy attributes to either predominantly personal matters of concern , or general, tends to determine the palpability to maintaining it as secret, since such relevance ends to naturally gravitate towards the collective recollect, our experiences are colourful where there are trust , experienced, in parts, either recognized or not recognized, as it occasionally aligns since its eventually headed there to its perfection, but the quality of which may possess one worlds of difference , interim, now we may not think of “worlds” a difference here but a given lifetime can pose a great impact, as we notice, now in the wake of our collective self conscience , we may wish to take caution upon that which we individually create, especially in bigger groups the same , better if we we sensitive to world wide creativeness, with our word and actions that we align more and more each day to forge trust among our peers and notice all the more its essential to tell the truths and ofc this can come with strong challenges due to lies of not being unintentional but in fact they are intentional deception that runs and is maintains at large, guard o which immediately detect bc one of the lies is to have not noticed even though one has indeed noticed smth. oh i didn’t know, oh i didn’t see, i wasn’t there.f maybe systems deception due to secrecy offers the being there with our being there theory, bc u don’t wanna be found out in ur interiors and efforts to “know ahead d the enemy” while only one is criminalized.

because we see the responsibility it takes thereafter, to break the trust and then mend it than not having broken it in the first place, wish not to undo hard work and efforts of others that came before us and thru their sacrifice do we stand the way we collectively do today, surely some of us are bearing the burden of abject human suffering occurring all over the world, we wouldn’t have a say , if it’s recollectibility nor determine which parts befall us in terms of personal responsibility, and tomorrow it could be anybody, since often things tend t o progress in the direction of strong continuity and attachment especially when it’s wrong bc u must know but do not wish to feel or be hobert with urself bc perhaps u lack self trust, and ur trust in this sense would be to rely on ur nature but also while adhering to natural laws, when a person only relies on their nature but does not consider the nature that applies to all, there forms a strong resistance due to denial, which automatically creates polarities within the individual , but bc the denial is so strong it ends up relating strong to the world , bc for its discomfort , it must seek it outside since itself has denied it within, thereby causing suffering and confusion inn others, worse when this is normally supported, bc its senseless it eventually loses its original plot, only turning out to be a continuity of suffering , that seems to never end bc a perfect ending would be futile if expected under false guises hence the nature of the limbo and only when a change had to happen if we haven’t reached collective improvements is when we begin to deteriorate collectively, one nod the easy ways to get there is to drop the act, but to drop it first we must determine it, often when we are in ended in smth we can’t see outside it and may not detect details much either bc of the repetitiveness of objectives especially stressful or painful in life, not when in relaxed states bc anyone can claim kingly in relaxed states thats bc ur not struggling in the same existential way as others , thereby not notice the strong perceptions that walk among us. we may wish to learn from our errors of judgment as opposed to deny, for it will be a tug of inner war which overtime exhausts vital strength which then falls short just when our judgment may need to be right so that we can find a correct measure of aperture toward weirdly suffering and struggles, we have not known that’s why we got here d but now that we know, what are we gonna do, future denial may r helps us in the long run, and lies can become detrimental so far as to kill someone’s, and leave it there, like a dark spot in the corner of our consciousness, no reason why there should be no clouds there at all, but we do feel might my fine on any given sunny day, so that must be the ultimate way, anyway i bid adieu

our craving

or gravity brought us here, causes and effects made our life possible, we became consciousness itself bc we were piece of it, but why is the period between early years to now different, why must we be so innocent at first only to be taken advantage of later and then have that as the path of our soul, how relevant are the events on our lives, and what quality are the events , which may or may not have anything to do with our souls path, can it be changed? can we collectively come to a consensus about making a better world out of all this? how then can we trust one another, are we the enemies ? or is the enemy a thought or an idea form, bc upon coming here we all come with not exactly knowing, we simply do not know, children are innocent as they believe things that are presented to them, but later what ever is the qualifying there, that is divine and true, not the facades we decorate ourselves with, that begins to resonate with every individual, we realize everything is a mechanical action, everything is caught up in down delusion, but upon breaking free form this we can go with meaninglessness, which can get a lot of necessary work to back up, so there is reason for being here, we somehow got attracted to an idea or form or both, or smth that brought us here, the perception of good and bad may be residue form our prior form, but here, we have the effect of there’s cause so we don’t know the score form it, maybe we were told upon exiting there, but we couldn’t retain it or it wasn’t effective in terms of appropriate gravitation, simply not recognizing the factors of rise times , in here time by human perception, we did as well as what we get from here now, collectively , since on individual basis, we see many different extreme forms of this “ wrong “ or mistake or cause of which allows us to “experience this” , so on collective basis this is best we can do, and here we have progression of what constitutes as consciousness which primes us for what is to be effected from the causes of this life, which we become aware of, the meaning is already there, its evolution or change, or efficiency or betterment, he better more improved than u we’re before , the gas change, and this is much like what cspitslims teaches us , it used to build things of sturdy now it makes them easy to break is u buy more often and while u go bankrupt, the stuff gets recycled to be remade cheaply again, it’s how machinated we live, the danger of which normalizes in us as fact or right which becomes our confirming if we insist and persist on it but the expanse of our collective consciousness has pointed to a way we haven’t realized in the prior, that is if our unity consciousness and that we are soul before our human lives and much of life’s struggles could have been mended with simply knowing , and u notice why things were intentionally shrouded, but what we do from here determines so much more , not assuming we harness power of now by denying an active last, and trying to control the trajectory in sheer holes to continue power and control over everything , first we fill ourself that this is control. this is power, the mighty exertion of excess negativity in full bloom

and u may still smile and be nice in ur “ tough love” but here the love is far from tough nor the tough from love, toughness without love is abusive, for the tough love sounds very much like this and we can see how we handle such, from material objectives to when things get called out, so the proof is already hiding in the pudding, the truths are ugly but they are in plain sight, u can see the whole thing in the works , and here when we are repeatedly exposed to things we take them as true and fact, perhaps initially, and upon our development our minds are shaped very much like this, now we know more see more our minds can be more expanded we can perceive and do things much more differently than ever before we didn’t think that those we admired , are actually also in us, that we too can achieve great things and even do so much more with our unique person , we each have stories , but often, since the world is not developed according to us, but we are instead being demanded to cut ourselves short or down, to match whatever is affirmed, and here the betrayal comes in the form of natural key whereas what ur experiencing is far from natural, the artificiality becomes like a machine, u may get mad at someone and live in ur delusions in ur own mind for hours days weeks months and even years on end and not realize what frivolity it is, but ur feeling and experiences are valid, and u can’t simply cut them off or deny them either, ur just not given the priority , hence u do not possess that same priority within, we don’t come with the instructions on how to be, which is where the clue comes , as to us not exactly being true inhabitants of this planet, it was animals and plants and all that other germinal stuff, we happened to arrive here later, before us was dinosaurs , much other different species have come they, and some of which have gone extinct, this goes to show us that all things must also come to a good end how we end things must matter here, dinosaurs didn’t he but easy, they got annihilated , and it was after the meteor that hit earth that they slowly suffocated and died of hunger, and other terrible conditions, that’s unfortunate, bc the meteor didn’t directly kill them, its effects did. we go back outside to seek for self in all things reality , thus synchronicity allows us to establish some how of basis for our thoughts, we do know that we can run the risk of making error in our thighs, make wing judgment calls or decisions , that effect greatly upon our life, this shows that we do seek outside of ourself, either in others , for confirmation, not validation but acceptance more like, of unity, bc when ur alone sometimes things can be daunting, and the life is very much that, it can be isolating and lonely at times, cold, when u think about it; the difference between natural order which is bountiful, how the world gives us food and everything we need, and cold bc it’s also financial, capitalists rule every aspect of our lives, we are looked at as machines who should do things , and that’s our only worth.

we may ask ourselves what may brought us here, and not receive answer in human term, it could be causes and effects between much bigger objectives and say tens, but then we might have much higher self we might have temporarily derided from, the amnesiac states of consciousness , and the cause was much bigger, we forgot, now we are en route to remember, but this is also not in human term, to remember is to embody smth that’s beyond comprehension, but it’s not like being possessed, although that too happens here, via mind games gaslighting and manipulative techniques, although the directives are purely cosmic ? the way to tell their correctness comes from wanting betterment for all, that one have already grasped the concept of human unity, and does not wish to project further distractions, only each word in truth, each action meaning full than before, fully present and self conscious, upright in all that one does, aka has a spine to stand against many atrocities, and at the very least does not vaccinate upon one’s values for th earthly pleasures that offer many, a bad ideas to unfold if we cave into simple pleasures and desires of the five senses for instance , u may think ur efforts go wasted but this is illusion bc there’s look of false worldly win, the falsity does not happen on its own ? there is indeed an interaction being made, between people, between nations, between power and the ones under he power, but we don’t just go out in public and claim this connection we don’t say yes system are aware of u bc they do profess their love but when it comes to get human feelings done they are nowhere to be found, they don’t answer phone calls or response diligently to emails or thee concerns when they are brought to them, there’s simply no acknowledgment. so there is presence of consciousness and conscience, u may feel about smth, but to remedy is goes beyond validation from others , or the simple act of seining that to reimburse although, in much less , in observation , based on by otherise human consciousness that already lets us know we are equal humans that there are no hierarchies , by what we came to realize by material endowments, but by our expertise, wisdom, righteousness or the merits from our good self consciousness that we bring to the lot, which naturally does not expect domination, does not become a dictator either. is only king in his own kingdom in in his private life

in a way self control does permit us the freedom we are, but we don’t get that in the way that we divinely feel, our conscience rescues us, that self control is right of way, its right way, bc just bc u can do smth doesn’t mean u should , u can see this, and u see it’s replicate all over the world the many ways “ self control “ forms to play. but we also notice this is not a sense too common among the lot, ease of which comes from that which was established in the prior. we say we aren’t responsible bc we have not been at the privilege of executing those options but we are executing these options and at the end it’s both options which permit a way to see available options other than our small minded thinking on what limited options have long been developed , small bc we think that people are to be feared bc of the systems “emphasizing excess control and power” and surely www are species that like to colour outside the lines we likes to explore and detrimental our own boundaries and here is where we err sometimes bc the amount of knowledge is available at different rations , were, in thru human life and development, some of these being hard earned, and our instincts have become more calmed down, we are a lot more civilized , we notice that art of war is frivolous pursuit even in most remotest pasts , tribes know to work together for their collective survival, but some of these old ideas are so grand they are hard to die, they don’t die, they are resistant in our lives , and those who take up these options tends to realize this as a form of blessing but it could be the very challenge, the fuck around and find out type thing , but what’s our role, each person, since this pertains to us all in some way, and that we can’t simply accept an ignore, just bc we alone couldn’t change about it, what then do we do, how then do we accord our life so that it one’s not loss its meaning, and we , ourselves while we remain in wait, since initially we begin to orb some degree of blind faith, we trust too much too fast and we expect things to get better , and thus hardly harkens in a world that has determined otherwise. bc u could say well they are bad they r rotten they will be punished and then we turn our backs and leave it to nature, they leave it to nature too they poison us and then leave us to ourself see what we will do next the wait in between states is the hardest bc life happens anyway u could encounter someone or smth can change a strong fate , in waiting states

and that’s after all this evolution took place and it brought u here ur mom and dad fell in love which is a blessing and it’s rare, and then they got pregnant with u another miracle and rarity bc it often is hard to happen, there is a very small window of open unity, and then people who sacrificed so much made ur reality possible, and the systems that surround u help guide the way, all seems kosher at first but then i begin to notice discrepancies , or that smth is off there’s contradiction somewhere or other, a system failure or inconsistency somewhere or else but we often look to those who are near us initially bc we don’t irise system are aware of us and that there is a process and a program, thru which we tend to progress collectively anyways,and warfare takes ur life or poverty, or smth else happens, so it’s not ur fault, it’s the contrions that are put on earth that make this possible, we tend to think it’s normal, byproduct , of being here ,, eat or be eaten, or kill or be killed , or hunt or be hunted, or and we do that regardless to the illusion of system, and civilly, now i personally think civilized societies work better when we have bette outlook towards each other, and better intention, which includes improved thoughts, u can’t be racist inside and act kind on the outside for example, but just bc ur racist doesn’t mean u should be explicit, but seek help, do introspective search, maybe ask urself why u may feel this way, and how u can take steps to improve ur own conditions, some of it could be part of ur seller programming and conditioning, to do smth differ does not expect from us to see as others do, that would be monkey business , ur just copying strategies to assimilate urself to simulated version of reality, a sort of role playing so to say, but without pronouncing it , the exchange as one. which can be often misleading in and of itself, or after all this evolution u do smth predictably dumb , either act on ur delusions , or sadly, ur evolution comes to end when others delusions are cast upon u, u could be targeted for simply frivolous objectives that stokes the fires of such mental conditions , the afflictions , the loss, hardship, all that evolutions and poor we are gone like a mist, but this is all symbolic, it’s trying to tell us smth, if we are willing and receptive to hear it at a heart consciousness, bc surely our minds can be trained, we can evolve and be mature mentally, know how to use our kinds and not be subjected to it, and use it for good things , for all betterment, our hearts too become smart and mature overtime, for maturity refers to wisdom that’s where smart comes from, it’ takes a lot to get us here, what can we do from here that can determine a better .. perhaps, a new world, we can try here first before things get worse and we may have to migrate.

perspectives

it’s not just a different way of seeing things, but our arrival there is different and what constitutes as different sets the pace, not what we think is meant to be different as one that sets in the pace, we depend on such momentum, so that’s why it’s essential that we get a better understanding about the multifaceted aspect of perspectives, there are truths and then there are relative truths, u can say that some one is dead, u can say they are expired by nature, perhaps part of that is due to foul play, such as toxins and misinformation that prevents us from knowing what we are ingesting so that we take some action, and then there are others such as accidental deaths, ones where someone was “simply killed” , which processes the presence of other or others who might have done the act, but we may leave out one fact, that in fact we did the killing , and had a strong hand, in fact we held the weapon, we did the deed, now the use of words that convey perspectives tend to soar a lot among itself, u say my way is better and another says theirs is right, whereas what we don’t recognize collectively in terms of what united our our perspectives is based on by things that can’t be denied , such as how we all are same inside , we have white bone, tissues and muscle that surrounds them, and then organs in the central part of our bodies, and then some other key areas that extend to the limbs and hand sans feet with their unique mechanism is also alike, then our brain, eyes the whole skull full of good stuff, is also same c two eyes and etc, we have certain conditions which can be clearly expressed with science, we also have other perspectives that’s quite common, such as how we all need food and water; purity of these objrdirves bring us optimum result since we got the science of human body to determine this openly, in a way peeeowdtoves work like that too, u see different colours of hair, different texture and whatnot, there’s no wrong or right way to wear it, but these are the social perspective which are somewhat arbitrary, it’s like believing in blind magic, u think by some performative antics ur gonna be granted with such exaltation, but in truth much everything can be explained with simple science which many of the foot work has already been laid down before us, what conjunction in our perspectives is how ever by todays standards refers to smth much more, and different than what we consider as unified, we may suddenly say that we are one but still don’t act like it for instance just to have the benefits from what unit it offers but without much if anything to offer in return, but there has to be that for perspectives to be that, perspectives, u can have a conflict for instance both can argue in extremes well u pushed me and he other will say well u took my lunch i was mad, bc i was hungry ask expecting to see my sandwich in the fridge, , but u pushed me, and thus can go on back and forth and u can see that both have made error u can already see how u can do the work to go backwards and break down the actions someone pushes someone but first someone else did smth that started it, while pushing the person was not ri(‘tht, the stolen food can be sought as origin of what caused the issue which means that the person who started smth will have the responsibility of having started it, in addition to how much damage they might have caused which includes how they denied how much they denied or whether if they took the initiative to accept and then reimburse the cost of issue , to being things back to even keel as u can see both are right bc both are flawed and both have done smth in their own way , for one reason or other, though it’s in the insistence that we must have one perspective over the other do we end up having all kinds of issues multiplied thereafter though all must be united by a central perspectives much like food and bone and other internal stuff that unites us such as feelings of joy and sadness or anger or worry or depression.

why this matter is clear, we can already map many of our shared problems, and the many inconsistencies there in with it , a simple shift in global peroedirve can do us a lot of wonders , from here we no longer feel the need to maintain a facade of self perfection for the sheer sake of illusion of perfection but take the challenges with humility and also head on, since the true act of change comes well from each person within who shares the same inclination at the end of the day, for the better ment of all, bc u know and understand the inter relationship between all and everything, all of which brings us to a comkddirve perspective about the truth about our lives , here there as well as everywhere, why are things written how do people choose to share what with certain might and depending on at what time relative to why condition and what not bc it all communicates, it all matters and we are entangled in a way, there is no evading that fact, what u do matters for all which also includes those u wish not to do, with both good and bad reasons for that, which may not fully depend on persecuted of one person over the other , if there is smoke signals there is usually at least two that are making it happen, to make fire u need a few things, u don’t just snap ur finger and it happens, in the same way that we are all impacted by the quality of around, environment matters here greatly in shaping in our perspectives though we also have cave dwellers who are cut off from the world the of near by nesss and focus inward, and with minimal effort , to reach this inner complexity which simplifies everything, bc everything was already simple , we just filled it with a ton of lies instead, we decided that our unity came from the right to claim rights over others , and what separated us was our exaltation, which is why we tend to see people who are roughed up by systems equal as in they must have had the same choices and rights but decided for these other destructive things instead well who put the destruction there? it didn’t come there by it self can u not see the whole world is owned and seized by man there is no areas that’s not left unturned and ur gonna tell me that some thing are simply untapped negative sources that are not input there by man, albeit self conscious or otherwise doesn’t matter bc consciousness does kick in at some point much like coming to understanding toward smth, that which was previously unknown, we try to walk the man made systems as if they are happening spontaneously, where’s we try to act spontaneous in our self machinations to trick society, bc there has to be hooks for people to get dragged in to some form of thought process that is established from specific perspective es over the wellbeing of others in their own unique perspectives that got them there, u can look at a homeless person and assume their nature for them, their way of arrival there could aptly differ, there are many ways to get there, but once u get there a lot of predictable things happen, those are the common shared perspectives that are result of the causes of others, which may be maintained for their continuity, since we depend on the momentum of the material world to suppose our mental perspectives especially when they are faulty, or simply wrong , we bind to the perspective that we effect as if they were the cause of a former perspectives , and then abandon the perspectives that are true in and of themselves; if we only approach with open mind, and ask rightly, what bright u here, and what evidence do u have to support ur claims, which often times people do have , though the most toxic form of perspectives comes from the systemic perspectives bc they are pro to establish mystique due to their national security or security if their parties within it that’s also divided, which further divides the people based on by extreme objectives today ur the winner tomorrow ranked could turn with one vote and ur now at the receiving end of hardship that previous u wished up another , and here we also notice that among the many perspectives, i don’t think we were meant for large audiences, most often if we are well established in our communities that succès, we can still be known worldwide, but to cater to world of perspectives is very difficult wit what sort of perspectives that have already been established in about the world, and around all and everything, we find these discrepancies, as if, the whole purpose about coming here to this plant is not just about abject suffering , but that we are constantly at dispute with one another with someone , or some period against others , or this country versus that , thus religion versus that, this tradition , this right.

sometimes we can innocently make error of judgment in our perspectives , which is ok, it can happen, bc we can’t expect ourselves to meet the needs of every differ perspectives out there, but we can relay ourself back to the general perspectives origin of which gives us the natural relevance through which makes a perspective either valid, or appropriate, or relevant, even , not always do we succeed in considering all, but we can, think of this as a means of what we cal learn from how perspectives develop, and how can we improve upon each especially if down perspectives have been disturbed, and they cause much confusion for those who see a particular way, but also manifest along the lines of such. to receive such support regards simply innocent or foolish perspective is a lot easier to do, than cultivating a environment which lets it fester among the rest, whose priority is afforded and accorded by false sense of merit, which ofc does not permit the feeble fool the same services, and that can cost a life, or a lifetime even , under unrealistic contrions bc the perspectives that brought them there were screwed, didn’t produce right results, and added to a false sense of statistical data that can’t be entirely relied on, even if it’s succinctly written bc one of the most insidious form of perspectives comes from abuse of the word, for it knows more to plagiarize than come up with smth unique of its own , or at the very least , relevant with the position of light shed on a particular perspective, through which we then can determine , the role of many perspectives that come into play, u may think it’s little consequence what others may think, but u may lose the merit in ur own words by the misapprehension of someone perspective that criminalizes u before u can defend urself , and die some its life and death matter; where when u also gain new perspective u can’t ignore it u can’t unsee what u see u can’t un experience what u expeeice but u can unlearn or purify it, and use it for good, here is where we have the ultimate perspective of liberation of all from suffering , perpetuated by the limited perspectives of the few, projected upon many, in simultaneous succession thru misuse of systems and misapprehension of what perspectives mean, that u may think ur the called upon whose perspective dominates of all, ans at the cost of others , regard selfish things such as fake and fortune, or appeal to a particular type of audience , often those who support ur delusions , for worship, such as in cults, dogmatic, and crass, often has kingdom mentality, higher and above than all else, where others are to be pictured and that credits u even more exalted it adds to to successive merits to reach and only reach higher to heavens while they carry u, the poor the sick and afflicted .but theirs is deserved by ur perception , here is the issue, ur perception , determines their reality, even when nd though ur wrong, far from facts, bc firstly u cut off their vocal chords, next u control their bodies, u then sexualise everything, systems can be very personal , it’ gets itself in between ur relationships , u may think about taxes while in the middle of love making, that’s systems way of want to participate in ur love affairs for instance ( they want everything, including ur beliefs and ur values , they even love to have ur potential if they like it they will keep it for themselves, ofc for profit, and social merits they didn’t aptly gain but wished they thought about it first, while they set u back to a distant time they maintain as a form of hellish reality for those who they reject socially based on by their even more toxic perceptions which is why they can be shameless bc they got away with it for so long. and for momentum’s sake , that’s how bad it can be and worse it can go. all bc of false sense of self perceived with flaws self logic , oscillating between guilty conscience that compounded the the equivalent height of arrogance to delusion ratio one may portray in their perspectives , u can tell by whom this applies, who does their perspective conveys does it change things for good, appeal to people in a realistic way, or does it works to intentionally ignore certain portions that do unite us in the sense of those perspectives that may apply universally, bc we can make the assumption that we have the universal approach to smth that otherwise does not even align with what we do since we are what we do, which refers to our habits , regardless to how we portray them as, we would be lying to ourselves which ruins our self perception which does not give us a chance to handle our mistakes in our thoughts and thereby forcing us to fill the void with self imposed lies instead, perhaps bc of the guilt that we deny, which compounds , w hi ch is not actually negative, when it arises naturally a a a byproduct of our false perception not to be mistaken by systemic guilt, and shame bc they cannot match their words with their actions which causes among the people a ton of conflict, undesirable side effect due to lack of choices, availabilities and services that work to apply for all, but gaslight people by withholding help if they perceive u do not deserve any,

most of our perspectives r wasted as are our rights , where people are intentionally disabled, systemically and even socially, where this involves quality of life, due to health condition, and the further perception of doing smth right where as ur the instigators to the origin of cause n effects of now have been multiplied in which case , it’s perceived as expensive , often people r not useful when they retire, and they are vulnerable bc of their retirement, if u notice old age is not a cause it’s a blessing, and aging of the body is not meant to be disgrace or as much with hardship, if w have that socially, its byproduct of faulty infastructure and poison in our many supplies which includes the quality of our relationships since its in hierarchal order with perplexed perspectives that go nowhere and works to weaponize the higher status perspective against that of the one residing inthe “lower” . most people are of no use , and of no consequence to be wasted upon the presence of some perspectives that work to love solely for itself, its story matters its the best in answering all ur woes, but who are u, are u of lower or higher status urself, the perspectives to which a particular perspective is presented and is directed towards is key to determine here, people didn’t like kurt cobain , bc he challenged capitalism, wasn’t into all that “stuff” thereby was of no use during that particular time, he even worked to challenge the jocks who used to bully him and then later on thought he wrote his music to satisfy them, nowadays this is not only perceived as a strategy but it’s deployed in places where it need not be, that’s why it’s essential to tell the difference between perspectives and not overgeneralize it, which is more effective when we apply this from a systemic purview oh but they are already doing it, they weapons w their perspective as if they are right with little or no room for u to defend urslef, what can u do, to bring the system about , on even keel , which can benefit everyone in some way? for one aspect when u correct ur perspective ur doing tremendous help and support for urslef, bc ur not longer convicted by ur own self imposed delusions that work to cause u much suffering so much that makes u compelled to go out there and cause suffering in others bc when people are traumatized and the world is happy, in the face of their trauma, this can further cause them to be demotivated to take into account others perspectives about virtues and especially the stuff of relevance they which they gained their trauma, bc there is a difference between what happened and how it’s handled later on, most often it’s not life’s difficulties but a strong support system that helps us that makes a tremendous difference in the way we heal. but this isn’t often supported by the systems in fact if ur an orphan then statement find this opportune moment to use u as a lab rat, or a test subject to determine human capability to withstand multitudes of pain and suffering , then this is dumbed down diluted conceptualize packaged and sold at multitude of avenues of human consumption, some of which are often dulled perpetuated systemic “mal” function. which is to serve checks and balances. to maintain the core of the nation u must sacrifie a lot, but here , the sacrifice is people. and the offering , or the return , is very little, it’s the sis de if a small town , with the rest of the country in scraps surrounding so u must keep them sick so they don’t rise. divided so they never organize, dumbed down so they do stupid shit and fill ur institutions so u are having the look of work done, but in truth it’s all perpetuated. and if they find ways to overcome that too, u find new ways u make up new laws u make up new issues make up illnesses and cause division in families and triangulate lovers in relationships so they turn to whores and never experience true love, and are afflicted constantly with “their choices” bc u do not work to perfect ur own perspectives about the whole objectives u do not notice who instigated it, so it’s easy to shame others in their afflictions bc it’s a cop out.

if they overcome that and put themselves thru school u change about statistics by the induction of some crisis or other over the priority over others so now we have no need of these but we have need for those, but we can only do this or that, but not work to invest in all objrdirves since that would be representative to what a united perspective looks like that considers both sides and then takes measure of each by its affliction and cause and reason as well as the price ticket for potential damage or reverie of this is a academic setting or reward if this is sports, we have the mechanism to do this, we already do it in places but it never comes about in human life bc some how we perceive some people to have less rights than others, and that we perceive some people to be less human than others, whereas we uphold few above all others, with variations among them, and then we apply this all around, which causes us the hen that we calm each other our but all we have to do is take a look at ourself, and try to perceive ourself in full; for when we know ourself in truth, in all our imperfections and the like, we won’t easily be filled by the misperception of other with the exception of systemic perspective that hmo’s harmful, is often neglective and worse if it has targeted individuals bc then everything is wrong, u say well this self rested me wrong it’s their fault that treated me wrong that’s their fault and ofc that seems like red flag in others since the perspective about that is already setup socially, even though it can be true especially when ur targeted to not receive particular help, that someone perceived u to be worthy of less , or even none , especially for the case about poisoning which is attempted murder bc someone decides ur health die u, intentionally harms u, and then makes it seem like they are the good guys by offering health care of help or support , but it’s all acting it’s lies, u can not even say this is honest perspective when they know , bc they remedy issues they cause in the first place but the remedies are cheap where’s the issues r expensive so it’s bc numbers don’t match up that we do this but instead of being arbiters to society( we do otherwise we sell our the people bc it can’t be helped for one reason or other, perhaps who we work for has a stronger more flawed perspective that dominates ours, but we then become that which we didn’t like in the prior, of which is generally shared; that collective freedom living perspective that’s the continuation of hippy times with former hues charted by those who came before us, who saw and foretold, bc no right minded person would, and i’m sure then it was more obvious versus the multiplication of perspectives that dilutes us, but here , we have advantage of experience and momentum.

it’s hard to trust anybody

with our body being attacked by many toxins, we don’t get the i’m gut instinct to tell what is from what is but, a lot of energy is wasted on trying to figure out a way thru this world, with as little madness as possible, the fact that there is all kinds of lies abound, the way we “know” humanity, already causes a lack of trust in stuff like media that even wars is not what they say they are, ofc it’s all real, or to an extend we can base some meaning on that which is real but we don’t perceive it as it is we perceive it’d from where we are, whereas they are operating form their origin, so in a way a conjunction of meanings take place, what the gov and systems do is take their pov as the absolute for the sake of common good but while not recognizing the systemic side effects as potential part of systemic error and not a error made by the individual in terms of their development so as to give them necessary education or help or service for them to recover quicker and be part of the functional society, for example i call what i do as what a reporter should be, if there’s smth going on in place like ywca i should be able to call a reporter have them come here involve police and figure out what to do who to contact within systems of bring awareness and then change thjngs for better ur this isn’t what happens here, we are busy with what government says what’s happening in the reality, which is often misleading bc of national secrets u can’t say u don’t lie bc of national secrets , we can see how u guys don’t get along and it’s not bc of our shared past it’s bc of money, and power. otherwise why have media? what happens each day, we just speculate much like the public already can why add to it, u r job is supposed to connect the dots and do the intellectual detective work and involve who u need to , for the collection of a task which is often aligned with human rights, for the benefit of the unsocial who may otherwise be ignored or isolated , and needs some type of attention or else they are gonna get worse, it’s the responsible things to do, it stabilisées trustable neighbourhoods and have faith in the system bc then leaders can say well we didn’t know , but we have media sir but they within answer our calls while continue to simp for sides a and act like only a sophisticated version of the public, but why do in want that i can already think for myself all the rest is recitals what is this a theatre but the suffering is very real and i’m reporting quite alive on this.

and then it gets worse people follow this type of politics ofc we have to our whole life is politics there is no way to evade this it affects us this much, politics run the systems and that’s all systems, they tend to regulate and constrict stuff so they have more power then they show us, in a way polticia is death bans much like death we can’t evade it, but those of us who take it up like a sport and watch the news everyday and talk about all the stuff that is shared in the media like its absolute fact and treat u like a moron for having difference of opinion , bc u actually are talking from personal experience for there is no not knowing anything about polticia bullshit, it’s all the soul of it, it affects us this much we die as a result of it our bodies get poisoned our potential is stifled our families are divided our hearts wee broken our soul is tired, and then they play among each other on what they hear everyday from media and news , look u can memorize stuff, can u? look the information source is right here, ah that’s so boring have u fact checked it? how can u fact check if a system is kosher or not if everything is sold out, and bought by the same people that run the show anyway? it’s a lost cause right from the start so why believe it so religiously have u no faith in ur neighbor , or brother ? so ofc this becomes a trust issue, and a major one at that, where we are forced to trust systems almost blindly but how can we tell we aren’t being slowly exterminated, and booked and processed , justice of which is determination of material ration, as well as how much u should aptly suffer, how did we get here ? how can we have faith in continuity in system that is deteriorating year after year? how can we save humanity when our compassion is turning into anger, when our efforts go to waste we may wonder if anything is worth the pursuit, how can we live that hopelessly? we don’t know why we came here, but our hands is worthy to make someone richer, we use our vocal chords like a robot, to get money so we can live here, we continue to repetitive demanding jobs, jobs that are alright if they paid well, and be forced to relocate give up start over and begin anew, we can be sent to some neighborhood with bad infrastructure , it’s ok, that we are slowly being poisoned this is their version of “let nature handle it” aka silent warfare to exterminate humanity , who’s is why they don’t respond, otherwise if the systems actually powered under their claims as they profess them to be then there would be concern here and action to be followed, we don’t see that, we see the lo steady decay of what was prior , covid already set the new paradigm if u noticed next in line is digital id but before that , justice according to them, and a new way to ration people to places versus actually doing ur job of innovation and updating places taking care of infastructure and using scientific knowledge to help with the quality of human life bc u already have examples when this happens, people thrive.

surely right now e have among us what appears to be it will never be me people , who look at u and say well that’s unfortunate buddy, that’s why i have to play things safe , for i dit wanna be punished if i do object, but it’s this precise surrender that gets us in trouble, what are we conforming for, u think u will be safe tomorrow just bc they don’t touch u today? i think that just bc it’s other people that are experiencing things that it must be a issue with them and it the same system that lie between their teeth to u that they are good indeed? but u can’t revolt, not in the way that people burning buildings that’s not gonna produce any venerable results, only can confirm their claim against you lot, then what do u do? first u may acknowledge that this trouble concerns all of us, its not just a gays issue women’s issue or trans ur rights won’t be fought and won at the cost of someone else bc ur all part of a much bigger extermination plan and a global agenda that’s gonna impact everyone that’s how big it is but we see a small scale already due to what’s happening to palestine as we speak what if what if covid was manufactured so that we get it to a point of economic collapse and the rekindling of wars so that extermination of palestine happens on broad daylight to brood for ideals next plans on its own bulging economy once all this blows over but who’s next and how many knee casualties before it even gets there , they are awfully wasteful when all this infrastructure is weaponed against us for small claim u see the issue too right ? here’s a red flag once they make everything machetes what do u think they can do for u? do u thin brow need u? will u be replaced entirely ? how come nobody discusses the fate of humanity in terms of what changes this may reflect, when we autorise all industries ? they can’t even do simple thing s right today meanwhile big advancements are happening that’s not a good balance imo knowing how human beings already are, but u must not do stupid stuff u know they have the weapons , they have all the law that they can use agaisnt u and ur no good behind bars that’s what they would want from u anyhow that’s how they fill those extreme slots that are hard to fill when there is no motivation for crime,

imagine this, we are more conscious aware of what each other is going through instead of believe in the theatrics , and never think just bc they chose u over other and ur the chosen les who are safe, and redeemed, ur safe till will be ever lasting, look at what they do to their own children for christs sake, do i think they would actually care about u and olyoirs ? idc not it’s all about power and money for some, that’s the reason why it never gets reported that’s why u don’t think ah yes anyone can think systems need a change anyone can say covid should be rationed by govs and system and not billed upon the people, they are weakening us now and for what say that the unfortunate events increase , how tired will we be then? i know this bc i was a small sample of that, for the last decade, they tired be before sept 22 2022 by then i was too exhausted n and if i knew canada was not truth worthy i would have handled the situation differently, and u see the hate between their teeth, such people who run govs and system make people lose faith in systems , and not wanna do anything , maybe that’s the idea if u are thinking of extermination or let nature handle it we will keep them poor put them in incredibly difficult situations and by nature this will wear them down eventually when they will no lo gee be a leo me to us, and they wanna benefit from both sides of the coin do business with the abusers , and then turn around abuse us cause issues and then throw half hearted solutions to it call it empowerment , and then get credit for how great they are , it’s not true at all this should be reported extensively for the peoples benefit , that’s what a reporter shush do, protect human rights, and ensure they connect the humans to right authority, where the attention is gained, it keeps the authority honest, less eager to abuse the system in his favour, the most sophisticated extermination tool during this time is canadas infamous the most kinder that they made a dumb kids song out of the stupidity , their maid program, imagine that , so in the last four years thing are getting worse, and we are only four years in its meant to get worse and smth has to be done about it so again what can we do that’s not aggressive or gets us in trouble with syatem u know they can do that to u when u alone do smth they wil try to bankrupt u and make ur life harder get u in accident brush in with smth or they transitional places like these where u will be vulnerable, weaker to weakness. people aren’t sick here bc it’s their biology, bc smth is going on here. so they poison us do u think they won’t poison you?

one must not be alone venturing in the dark alleys without accompaniment hence ur greater by numbers don’t do things of that sort knowing full well its gonna get u in obvious trouble but working f together and sending letters to ur constituents on everything that happens see smth say smth type ordeal and don’t give up on it that’s why u need to be well with each other so that u can work wit each other on the benefit of everyone versus the system functionaries that are already outnumbered by us, which includes all backgrounds , when y make peaceful demands and let them know that u know eventually this burdens their system they can’t go on with their narrative anymore then, u will say well i don’t my taxes to go towards wars, i think u ned to do smth about how these numbers don’t match up in becoming homeless, and sometimes we need to do that for each others, especially those who are currently saved which among u lot may have sold ur brother or sister but its never too late to do the right thing all u have to do is tell the world u we’re conned , but by whom and what can u do to make things right will be up to each and every individual of that calibre to determine based on the context of their unique circumstances , as these things can or often be generalized. we see people in bikes instead we see people much like consuming everyday media living gloves in a rather machinated way girls go to their bachelorette parties fast car drivers can make their donuts and think nothing of the world wide calamities , same with the people who follow fashion, or do their everyday jobs they go out on tv weekend d go to a coffee house all is well all is distraction all is maya none of this is real ur life is ending one minute at a time , ur one day closer to ur grave , it’s alright though we are in this together, and that’s the issue, once we are finally gone from this planet, we still take smh with us bc we are changed after getting thru here, and towards what’s next, the elements of the quality of collective all will germinate, and at some point we will be frustrated or challenged, or whatever this chemical substance will do in another meaning g form not in human terms , unless we get to do tht while we are still here, we are comfortably numb, we try to get away seek shelter by we know e are being watched all the time being processed sized and measured we are terrified alien if we err we know we can have tough luck our life will turn upside down on its head they may send us agents we may get too paranoid and such paranoid lifestyle cannot be healthy for our adrenaline we may constantly feel strong distrust , sounds would make us numb, and the world would not look much softer , why exist though, is seething a punishment? why is it made into such but he system, suicide is not the answer but it’s often misunderstood, and if we can simply change our lives collectively basis, through the systems. if we truly want too, then perhaps there would be a

obituaries are weird business

they talk about how someone sacrifies their whole life on the wellbeing of others, it’s this sacrifie or that ( they might have worked hard and died short of their life supply, bc they over extend d themselves and we revere that, even though those who survive their sacrifices waste it, we see this from how we treat veterans and how we are modernization of wars from what we previously had , the search for war that ends wall wars and the profess of such, in each chance we get: in the other side of the spectrum it took u eons to get here, and lots of sacrifices of others whose names u will not know whose faces u will never get to see so u exist here like this as sue government or some body of system or other is trying to recklessly kill u, here is the irony of sacrifice , self sacrifice or selfless own at that, it’s one that’s often misunderstood, we revere it perhaps bc we cannot hide it those who make it to main stream at least or if we find that itself can be a high selling position for folks to work even harder to the death, with little in return if any. surely we can do good deeds, selfless sacrifices are part of life for only living for urself is not that fun, it would be greedy indeed, but where do we draw the line, and to whom do the task fall upon are still to be answered, when ever we can’t figure smth out, here is where we notice mass sacrifices we sacrifice our children so we fight more with each other , bc we want to be right ,- and we forget they are there maybe they have been there previously too many times and they can expect ahead of time what’s to follow, this often called the early controlling of a human being consequences of which flore bigger later in not much in the earlier times , , and it’s not always in the form of rejection of the parent, it could be rejection of opportunities , or rejecting a higher form of self, bc it come easy and feels relief that u feel ur not working hard enough u may not get ur limelight in the afterlife , if how many sacrifices u might have had that others may decorate with fancy words on the back of a newspaper column, we want to be that person who thru suffering , any suffering has become self realized, or in this case selfless realization but we fail to realize that the seeking itself creates a profile which refers to a stationary self and we can’t be contained in a mere colourblind but only highlight a few dormant of its objectives as u can see we are ill prepared for that for one aspect systems refer to this as jot down expertly notions which is built they time over pattern recognition and intuition that also developed during work hours but this is not always neutral nor is it always correct, in fact it has long been abused, its transforming now in the form of social justice without involving any way that an individual can defend oneself

surely we can exist and find meaning without excess suffering let alone sacrifices, for to understand what selfless workforce it look at ursleves , take a look at the way of the workings of ur man made reality, and then the natural world, some may say ur contribution is to social extermination , well thank u for ur sacrifice, now that ur dead and gone human life can finally continue in its existence, but, we may not notice a grater cyclic occurrence here, where the stake ideas re refurbished, and overtime , a pattern is formed, thru which we then recognize the period of clean up, where greeter human sacrifice is called, and then followed by great exhaustion, and calming of the nerves bc those of us who remain, must feel a degree of satisfaction within the worlds, for that we need to make excuse for the things that happen within it, to understand the basis of what sacrifice is, its to give up smth entire and take a portion of urself off like giving off a kidney which may potentially shorten ur life, or alter it permanently , these sacrifices ere only revered in society bc there is lack of systemic reach to places where this sort of sacrifice can easily be averted thereby keeping long healthy life, and happy individuals within functional communities that also thrive overtime. but to think this big requires careful objectives to be formed u can’t manage smth that’s bigger than the bite, u may need to it roofed other to organize and help rebuild relationships, u could think of this as a healthy constructive sacrifice of time and energy as it should be, not life, or health, or ur body parts , unless those are what of ur personal choosing f depending on the circumstances u might be part of in ur own life, we are often left with our sacrifices once we perform them, someone can say just to evade responsibility and personal benefit , that it was ur choice and that they don’t need to recognize the sacrifice as part of smth, that , regardless to what changes, must be tended to keep up the natural order which is the case about human health, since it does tend to produce ton of issues when it’s not tended to, so sacrifice urself in ur own health, bc ur household is in disarray is not smart long term, same goes for bigger more complex systems , we may need to re educate ourselves about stress role on human body, to determine the true cost of such demand for self sacrifice for the sake of human examples , role models , so that others feel more inclined to sacrifice their own lot, more willingly, and without thinking about their own self well being, what this does is on the short term u could look good in the eyes of the public, over long term however ur depravity will add up, leaving u at someone else door step, but here just bc u have pure heart doesn’t mean others do, nor is sacrifice a customary attribute to human nature to such a destructive level in the first place it’s only established in some parts as a consequence of our past false sacrifies we made , in the name of god, or love , or war, or thai or that objectives , even ur own health in the pursuit of funds, can be a form of self sacrifice and can be despicable, disrespectful, and unhealthy over the long term .

now let us not get confused sacrifice with sharing, sharing is not sacrifie, sharing is sharing sacrifice is sacrifie, in sharing ur a candle lit and who lights others, it doesn’t take anything from u to where versus in sacrifice there is a lack and u must feel it for it to be effective and considered as a sacrifice, so u can sacrifie ur energy and time , and u can feel this lack bc u put off ur house work, or ur own health, in fact during a sacrifie there has to be suffering for it to be convincing , that’s what the audience wants anyway they want a complete meltdown, they want u to really suffer, struggle get sick overcome that get into trouble overcome that get in and out of habits that cause u all kinds of ups and downs and overcome it or get stuck have ur struggles multiply even more that u forget how u even got here, it’s better if u sacrifie ur attention, ur mind, or clarity, u may be too smart for some occurrences , so that ur sacrifice ends up becoming a distraction and u become recruitment to others to think such things is to be revered instead of looked at social red flags, that there is smth wrong here, and the only way is looking at the system in determining what is wrong, since most impact takes place there, and most material is distributed from there including the body of power of people who may service u. some people are asked to be sacrificed bc that’s the only way they are palatable to the world it makes u pity them, so then u get on the saviour seat, u remedy them, u caress them baby them they r broken so they are weak when they are broken which makes u go awwww just look at them, so sad isn’t it, ooor thing, let me care for u, and the care is only limited to a facility, that as rigid rules bc unlike the sacrificer who u feel bad for ur time is too precious , u simply can’t afford the same sacrifice and be there and walk with them thru their struggles to really have a success story for someone who has sacrificed smth that can never be bought or restored due to failed policies of the past, or failed practices of the present trying hard and sacrificing truths and ethics to personal responsibility so as to make things worse instead, to sacrifice the effort of the sacrificed in attempt to heal themselves is often the worst, u may have to sacrifice ur kindness to remedy ur inferiority instead bc someone’s existence and presence bothers u that much, so u sacrifice them get rid of them instead, u say that they r not trying hard enough but do not recognize the lack that such sacrifice offers and without filling it to brim u expect them to perform miracles bc u may see their sage like quality and assume just bc they handle their pain well that they can handle more or that they even should, we don’t think such sacrifice as smth to be revered bc often these people don’t have money, they don’t seem to be contributing to society in a beneficial we may as some others who think that the only sacrifice that counts is the one that brings in the dough , bc it does trendies damage to one health and well being as well as their course of spirituality , people their best years on endless pursuit of knowledge to bring in more cash flow, only to waste those years on smth so fleeting as transient, and comes wth more problems, the more u acquire it the more problems u have , and the more conflict u will have regards the correctness of ur own sacrifices thereby always seeking outside of urself for some meaning , by comparing others sacrifices maybe, but here is why it’s not efficient, and silent sacrifice is habit, conditioning , bc once the mind is evolved to such degree it can’t return back to its prior stage, and sometimes traumas do just that, one of the silent sacrifices the world demands from its people by comparing pain thresholds of others without fully understanding the origin and cause as well as truth about their own human nature let alone feels the true meaning of events that they assume they understand

all the while they profess knowledge over others bc they are experts or that they fully undersnd how trauma works and that they assume knowledge on the type of sacrifie that comes with trauma that they sacrifice being authentic for a mechanical thought assuming all of a sudden that people are playing the system they are pretending to be weak, so they deride from their true path of sacrificing their time and energy to help them, to help them in their special way, which is where they do a thing like u do to phobia patients , u introduce the trauma over and over u make them live it over and over assuming that helps, but to do this effectively first u need to understand and if u miss the first step, then u can cause grave damage to the person who has sacrificed smth and has done components either misplaced or missing , entirely, in terms of development, , and then u may get frustrated with ur sacrifice bc u think u are certain and that u figured it out , but since ur not getting good results and the train patient has now made u look bad, u sacrifice all ur prior hard work by i flexing pain on them? u become not trustworthy as a result of such, and end up sacrificing smth , a potential, that can be enlightening, for the immediacy of ur ego to be stroked, or ur false assumptions to be right at any cost, some may feel inconsistencies rather so they will try to get others to err so that they can then offer remedy and be savour to smth that’s predictable to them, while not solving the original issue , which ends up wasting lots of effort, with little to no end results produced that is sustainable, and a person relapses , on their troubles later on again . whereas the person only needs restored what was previously taken for them, sacrifice or no sacrifice, and the remedy sometimes involves, care, restoration of one’s wellbeing , as u can see we don’t do this with our veterans, but we hardly do this towards survivors of certain conditions , we want the issue to be swept away under some hypothetical carpet, and then call it job well done. and often we have those who sacrificed , to sacrifice more to help others who have sacrificed, which is smth; but it still won’t help evolve certain conditions without the restoration and proper care of the afflicted at baseline of the occurrence of the event that made them feel great lack

to ask for this is not selfish, bc u first of all need to be held thy ask self kept before u can help others and serve the world, before u can contribute to ur society even, how can u do this when ur feet are weary? maybe its ur head or heart that feels intense pressure ? u are not a machine after all and most work is frivolous anyway whereas the cruel work in the world us evil, we sacrifice that too, we don’t do what’s necessary but we keep busy with daily frivolities and call that job well done, our arguments reflect this same, we never go anywhere with our abject and sculpt conclusions unless feeling great at the cost of others wellbeing the only life mission. then it’s not worth the trouble, u réalise how frivolous most things are and how cheap human life is that now things contradict themselves anyway by no matter how they self promote with shiny objectives and fancy occurrences the like, and all of these very if sacrifices are among us, so that we can make it to the newspaper someday by the effort of someone we might have left such impression that they will find the need to say, well she was greet with kids she sacrificed herself to work so hard to keep them happy and healthy, well what sort of sacrifie bc we heard she was gravely ill and dropped dead one day unexpectedly even doctors were surprised bc her prior condition was so healthy, well they were in abduct poverty, and she hardly went to the doctor in deft it’s been ten years once she saw the last one but she is saintly bc she died so the kids were fine , well where are they now? the state took them , are they at least together, no they had to be separated , oh that can’t be good for the children but nowadays they too must as rice too, it’s better to start then early on since this is the custom of the wanna make it big in in the afterlife and we are talking about how to we romanticize human suffering, and appreciate people only after they have come and gone . cheers .

responsibly

we often hear expressions surrounding the word responsibility as a means to human conduct, and human directives , but fail to address how these conduct and directives relate to everything and in what ways, when there are hierarchies that are unrealistic, chores are distributed in a uneven way, where some people are often given the grunt of the work, undesirable knute daunting tasks whereas everyone es wants the cream of the crop u wanna business that runs itself, take a loo at a restaurant u can get away with giving minimum wage regardless to how much on the sales u make, people carry ur food, they cook it, they clean ur dishes like machines in meat form, the responsibility falls along the lines of what systems find acceptable as practice, the same is evident when landlords abuse their power, and raise monthly rates u also notice that they were also inconvenienced by systems who make unrealistic property demands , and make conditions , its kit that we can’t reach the system and vica versa, bc there are people, when a thing gets done , it doesn’t just appear out of nowhere and just be done, there are steps to take, and indiciel that communicate, relate information and deliver objrdirves, which take time, it’s like wanting potato chips, and actually acquiring it, in the latter u must take necessary steps, and here when we consider responsibility and necessary steps to take, we experience great hardship for there are lots of discrepancies as to where the responsibilities lie, we say in fact, u have to contribute to the society, whereas there is nothing worthy to contribute to that relapses ur value sure u can be resold now and accountable for ur part in the human manifold but does that have to come with accepting less than u deserve just bc some other human who has a lot more to be grateful for says so? and often bc it’s hierarchical system u hear it from those who want the cream of the crop or are already riding its waves.

ofc we want to contribute to society in a beneficial way, we are not lazy way wards, who live aimlessly thru our life, some things are just not worthy the chase and pursuit to we , play in a world where ur often criminalize for basic shit where as others get away with genocide does not sit well within our sole risk mechanism, bc u see the frivolity and rather plastic nature of all and everything, this becomes philosophical pursuit, it becomes the life, ur life’s work is ur true self, and ur true self has to do things with meaning, say things worth saying so it doesn’t suffice to settle for responsibilities of slavery, and such misdirection from what makes responsibilities it, for example to me, a responsibility is don’t make people worse lest they do not become burden upon others, which includes systems , bodies of operations and that also includes other indiciels in their life, surely we may have some errors of judgment among the way, but what do we do to correct our ways, right our wrongs, have we truly changed? these are responsibilities too, and they impact everything , especially in those who are prone to revenge and destruction of others for their own selfish benefit , all of which most often evade responsibilities and thwart the system that are geared to supporting such, we may think being neutral in handling such matters would require from us to do that, but when we aren’t self realized , and aren’t settled with establishment of healthy grounds for self responsibilities we can dilute these neutral being ness to judgment toward others and criticism, which tinges our work, ethics, as well as impact what has to happen next as well, since for every action there is equal or opposite reaction and for every word uttered, there is response , eventually, in some way or form

after bringing the world about, we abandon ship, we want to be decentralized, we want the work to take into it some account and have its ground , we demand , be responsible, , take ownership of ur life, be accountable, but it’s better to be an accountant from where u notice the numbers don’t match up, and there are ton of discrepancies of full function in towards such decentralization, we want to use it as a way to relinquish our responsibilities suddenly we have evolved we want others to do their own bidding from where we find ourself, not from the comprehensive of how we got here and its not that we do not understand bc if we truly don’t this is 101 stuff you can’t both be an delete and a total fool on the beginning of a journey u can’t have that while ur there in haha system then we have to dismantle the hierarchy and then everyone is equal, then we are good, and with that we also have to match the material and word of power and influence and getting things done around here or else we must continue to recognize unequal power plays , and no equal of reciprocity play out here in this world concerning our problems which determine what responsibilities even are, if that’s it, then go back to school? ur information and judgment can t be trusted if u can make grave errors like faulty thoughts but the only difference is ur urnes into action, and disfigured peoples life quality, as a result of ur ignorance , and whether if this is implied or is direct , doesn’t matter, a word of caution to those who keep relaying their faults to “i didn’t mean it” surely u may not mean it but it happened , now what are u gonna do. this whole objrdirves takes us to many paths leading to one, in determining how to be responsible, i a word of diversion, confusion, conflict, covetious ness c lies deceit greed and jealousy, that is those who keep u at arms length but also don’t want u to be happy with others in other circumstances, and the nations that give u freedom like shit are bed wall, where nothing really gets done.c ur free to get killed, ur free to die and be done with, ur free to fade away into oblivion, ur crazy to have ur rights but free to work in our many jobs , maybe we may consider whether if every responsibility is a necessary one, some are just traps, money laundering for cheap labor so u can take more dollars under ur name,

i say our responsibly is to ourself, and we can’t even take care of our self or protect ourself bc the system are greedy and they don’t want u to be happy, but also don’t want ur complaint, the actuality here refers to suffering in silence , while u love among others in broad daylight, they expect u to do this personally, and well, for the responsibility they landed upon u , but from where, who are they, are they god, is this a social credit score,? then how can we say justice system responsible here, are they taken over too? nothing works, nothing works, yet we are expected as priority to be responsibility to the shit of the muck every day , for the sheer superfluousness of it whereas we can’t be healthy parents bc our families are divided, we can’t be healthy siblings , bc our families are divided, we can the helsth y friends bc our society is divided, we can’t be health bc our food is poisoned and our world is divided, we can’t be responsible bc we are too tired and our energy is diverted, our energy goes to governments superfluousness everyday on why things shouldn’t get done everyday so that the frivolous activities are maintained under the in real term, “ responsibilities ” no wonder we are divided; they put a cap on ur freedom and rights but never in rent increase or irregularities of numbers that run our lives everyday . to see people u don’t like particularly for some reason or other when they don’t even know u means that some attachment has been formed, and here, the attachment is that u simply can’t be happy among other individuals who are diverse whose life is differ but does not need to be bastardized, for u to feel good and content about urs. some of the human superfluousness stems from looks, fashion, of monetary use, body function, body colour, hair styles, and all that other external stuff, other ways that people can feel inferior towards others is of intelligence , both mental and emotional, and yet others pertain to sororities fruits, gifts, endowments and what it, when these occur, the responsibility is clear, and falls on who as well with it, in the event things are getting intentionally worse, there is emerging emergency, for which we may need to pay careful attention to in order to determine ration of responsibility.

when expel become a social responsibility due to some others who refuse to take on theirs, what happens, systems have two ways , either choose hierarchy , and favours, over what is sanctitious, or equality, where ur granted equal of choice, but here , again we note the responsibilities are jot often not recognized, we keep low wages and publicly revere self kindness virtuous ness righteousness to its solution whereas behind the scenes we force people o it, we condemn them , shame and guilt as in social credit scorers, without justice system favouring neutral n listening and concerning itself with sound solution, all of which to evade ur own self responsibility, i mean slavery was borne out of that even pharaohs did the same bc they dimly didn’t see themselves doing those dirty things, even they buried themselves in gold and to that i ask what good did that do? the plunders came and toon it all others turned to dust yet others rot in museums for sport, burning churches to destroy evidence to evade persons responsibilities for what ur part of, while diverting others to thinking of ur self righteousness, self realms both that juxtaposes itself , and towards unsuspecting fools around u, both near and far, for u to live ur delusions thru them, and lying to urself regards why u ant or shouldn’t do certain important pressing task concerning others see all but great examples of such. and in turn we revere our laws only when it favour us, when we have thwarted it behind the scenes already, where’s in public domain its just one big theatre of mock justice or to eke like u keep busy that’s why u don’t meet the objrdirves of day to day demands who rely on such effort and responsibility, n there is all these responsibilities that we intertwined, it is easy to get others to do ur dirty work, or to do that which u wish not to do urself, the same realms both reached out into environment, for the things acquired require to be extracted, processed, transported, for that, there are many steps to follow not just the idea of getting things together for the sheer responsibly of the finished product.

we leave behind a trail each and every one of us, is this why unsocial trails are often thrown into cauldron of melting pot of over simplified where’s corporal trails are hidden in plain sight ? justice of which is never met, bc they work together, the govs corps systems all that , and for benefit of people its often said, surely there is truth thee, we have medicine and advancements to be appreciated , just the internet helps us connect, and relay our information thru self expression, all to be grateful for, and then we see how others are prevented to the same, now we have o resonance over policies ruining a thing that was already not that great in the first place, we have ant to be positive , since ww2 we want to say well peace is becoming the new norm, people are loving civilization there’s prospect in all this with ease and imagine if everyone else did it, esotericism , to love like its standard for all is hard to do indeed, a very vital responsibility indeed, and for a while we collectively found bliss until some realizes some opportunities within it that granted them maker, better bigger powerful, and it never ends, the wanting never ends, the acquiring never ends, and it all comes from somewhere , they are not from nowhere, thus is not possible, we know this from our shared responsibilities that this isn’t a fact, we each one of us act, is a responsibility unto this planet and to each other as well as ourselves we just can’t find the right balance what with all this hierarchical dominating bullshit we keep feeding it into our system each day assuming its normal just and works at all bc it hasn’t .

betrayal

it’s pretty bad, for some of us, we can spend a considerable amount of time and energy to overcome it? worse when we don’t know as it happens, but when we don’t know, does it mean that it has no effect? how do we process feelings of betrayal when we don’t know that we are being betrayed? what do we associate these feelings, sensations to? and how do we proceed on towards eliminating any discomfort that may arise from it ? we often have a ton of confusion surrounding many objectives concerning human, we try methods and tend to not produce good results, we think perhaps the whole thing is a gimmick , or that we simply cannot achieve it in someway, there are reasons that don’t come to us directly, but are acknowledged in the form of shame and guilt, bc we don’t know we are being betrayed and every answer does not seem to produce positive results in our life, when we do it, despite others, who may or may not get better more effort results that are attribute to some pattern of efficiency and effectiveness, and ofc we do look at ourself and blame and criticize ourself for the lack of availability within ourself that can help achieve the eliminating of discomfort in our own system, the betrayal, is called, it lurks in the dark, and acts as if all is well in broad daylight; ofc we are “familiar” with it and bc we are among the healthy lot, that is , not everyone is part of the same betrayal and there are d’identité forms of it, and different combination of betrayals cause different effects but the end results can be summarized to relativity of effects and the pattern in which they develop, ofc our bodies are resilient to forms of betrayal, and itself communicates to us but bc the language is diverted, for that which we cannot see but know deep within, how then can we associate and form a somewhat meaning relative to its truth is that we can begin the correct way towards healing ? we can’t achieve this if we don’t think anything is wrong, certainly can’t achieve this by juxtaposing the origin of the cause either, both of these tend to happen in the form of extremes, or duality of consciousness, and it’s highly supported in knowledge about human store much like in self help books on how we can overcome such betrayals and their many forms, as well as the forms we do not discuss openly, the issue with constantly deconstructing and reconstructing oneself is self evident, there are no method that is effort, that’s one, and two , one becomes very versed in the deconstruction reconstruction repetitiveness, and the muscle memory, and the brains own plasticity contribute to the continuity of such entanglement, to get out of it one needs more than just one avenue or few, and all of which complements one’s unique betrayal context for each may differ, and decoding to our souls path, which refer to our souls journey, our prior karmas, and mistakes we might have incurred bc when u want to cut off deconstruction completely that’s also bad bc then u accumulate issues that u may need to revise on, u may think bc deconstruction on repetitive scale is bad u must stop all together but the recovery is that much harder bc u may need to stop temporarily but then work to recall and remeber to start it up efficiently again , and of what we want is the regular wear and tear of a persons psychology, not additional of delusions produced by excess worry bc we do not know origin of our pain .

the proceeds of recognition of whether if ur being betrayed or not is to play with potential of being betrayed, and then look to listen to ur body and ur mind, as well as feelings that may arise, when we direct our attention to something then we begin to see its likeness around us, we pick up on signs and symbols, not to be confused by man made signs and symbols but some of them can be incorporated to our understanding for everything that’s connected reveals a particular truths just that we cannot give too much into relativity only so much that the objrdirves lose their origin of meaning, or we end up making delusional hypotheses , u can wanted about objrdirves and do introspective search, into ur development and being, any area that may come up that seem phenomena? out of line or not normal? how about any objrdirves that might have occurred that feels quite natural and normal, but how do we tell the difference between that which is conseilles into us, which can be familiar and thus act normal and that which is not in our recollect that is normal but we haven’t found correct application of it, although its there, as well , among sea of trouble. it’s said that sometimes a bit of poison cures the person from that which they didn’t n know they had trouble with, sake others life’s struggles , we learn a ton of stuff we can utilise later on on causes much bigger than us , where we aren’t directly impacted by it but we may have smth to offer based on by our prior experience. also bc we are connected , who knows if reincarnation is real, if nothing else motivated u, treating each other and urself with dignity means that this can come back to u should i return , back to earth , in some future place, its like today ur the leader who passes laws , tomorrow ur at the receiving end of the laws u prior passed. even if reincarnation is not true, or the way we may think about it, u leave here, but u are connected to here from elsewhere much lie ur connected to to cosmos from here , there is mystery about each and every one of u that any other , also same, cannot determine for , but betrayal does precisely that. which is why it’s hard to overcome even when we know , that when we don’t know, is even harder obstacles , and when this type of betrayal is systemized and normalized , it’s no wonder why we can’t see a day of light, even on broad daylight, since even that which cannot be seen or perceived directly by senses tend to affect everyone in some way due to laws of connectivity, that we are one. in a way both betrayed and betrayer are one and the same, they are both afflicted with smth, they don’t find peace, they both have wisdom, and small and large self, only difference is , one inflicts pain upon the other consciously, and with intent, that is not for benefit of the other but offers greet harm. we tend to coal this false justice as help and righteousness we think others are intrinsically flawed that if they are manifested in actual form, this may relieve them purify them make them into better people, although prolonged pain origin of which come where from causes more afflictions it’s like a rebel without a cause !

betrayal of this sort only refers to the type of justice we have in this world, how is justice defined? how are people directed , and towards their “ shared and indiciels responsibilities ” are all but many representations of how justice is rationed among the people, however indivisible betrayals can be referred to as faulty justice bc one must , accord one’s misbehaviour towards others, as right and just, therefore one must create stories around to comfort oneself in such misdeed, otherwise how can one likes with oneself after such betrayal is made? u have to continue to feed delusions and then find supporters who support the conclusions, where the delusion are systemized, and normalized , and not only that they can easily be justified by simple terms, perhaps it’s in our inner admission to be automatic bully bc we don’t wish to be one, as we see around the world, happen, but instead of apply our power o resolve it, we become it to overcome others, we see the pursuer as simply sport, we are fit for it, we can achieve anything , this to us is the right thing. off to divert from one apartheid cannot be good for one especially when it is prolonged , for example u can detox but unless u remove the toxins too, u may continue to to be exposed to them, otherwise u would give ur system enough space and time to recover itself , since it has a great detox system built in already, and in case u may need external support, science offers plenty of options, now ofc we may notice the frivolous aspect of stuff, don’t make dint to societal development in terms of what we think such conservation may do over long term, we may be acting on phobias from the yesteryears , in thru which we may notice initially, what human beings are capable of, good is exalted, the bad, on the other hand had, is feared. we may not notice that certain things that are bad can easily be resolved, its the not knowingness that prolongs the duration of the discomfort, which then makes it seem like a defeat to even try to recover oneself from affliction whereas if u knew ur being betrayed. that itself is very powerful anti dote, in reality a lot depends on a lot of all else, for the continuity of its quality depends on all participants doing their part, to give other such power is also an exchange , as well a risking that power back from them bc there is clear abuse, for betrayal is a form of abuse, its ill intent, it produces nothing of good and effective in terms of human endowment but only works to facilitate more of human suffering . and then play god upon them, so when we remove our attention from smth it stops growing , bc the vital nutrient necessary for its grown is now missing, and the proper starvation takes place, and then attention moves to what it necessary needs to attend to,

at the end of the day we all want to love a good life, and have quality of experiences, this doesn’t mean arrogance or entitlement, it’s simple basic human right upon being here, or else how can we convince a world of people that financial re is natural and it should be protected at all costs, even if that means we have to sacrifice real human life for it, to bring justice to light, we have to choose the worst ones who deserve such suffering, this itself is separatist , it divides us for at the poor where we could otherwise understand each other, we become otherworldly beings instead, we live together but we don’t love together, we smile but we don’t mean it, we say nice things bc we know people like that shit, it does attract bees like to a honey, or we are all deprived for true love, we are all flawed , hurt , wand are looking for a way back home, that once upon a wondrous place where all things were possible, to a child’s mind the world is a wonder to be explored and experienced whereas to an adult, we condemn the child, for every seeking curiosity, bc it offended someone, how could we know? to a man made system human is just a byproduct of mass ignorance not out of wedlock or love , a human is a machine to be used , severs the purpose and if and once it does not, its easy to be discarded, u need no more use of humans, but u must not be obvious, which is contradictory to assuming this is justice at all, bc on one side , u say they deserved it but the infraction is minor often people are born into do croons , and on the other hand, u hide it and hide it well, so if it’s true, why hide it, then we may afford to speak openly on such condition and their underlying truth and reason, any scholar can point to the contradiction but it’s none other then people themselves who knows this best, in why nothing works as a solution until we do, surely we know personal contractions of which other especially of systemic hierarchies can really deploy upon the people, but when statements operators have contradictions in their operations , this is precisely what cause us systemic instabilities and thus affects human lives, our behaviours towards each other, and that which is distasteful, it’s looked down upon and separated from the rest as if it’s stand alone, happens all on its own, a byproduct of human waste. to live well with this bc we can’t escape it , and it’s better that we man the streets anyway, we have to grow accustomed to the waste, and wastefulness , of such energies and conditions that befall some of us humans, we may think we are virtuous, good and we have to convince ourself of this culpability so as to have the motivation and tolerance to keep living with trash. to really justify the occurrences, we have to find the right resources, to back up our claims, and here is why system functions tend to be worse , bc they can claim anything they wish to manipulate in terms of their own grounds towards the people, which is harder to detect even harder to overcome bc of all the avenues that may deny reject the claim and not examine the evidence, bc all departments are seized and are under heavy control, which , according to n how they seem.c is contradictory , hence a example of form of betrayal that plays out as normalized among us, where when we try to counter it , we are anti democratic, we simply don’t have an open mind to have it poisoned to as to get us out of control, or make us angry without reason or cause, which only works to backup the claims that some of us are simply born this way, or that it’s byproduct or the same thing everyone else already does, that we are terrorists for disturbing common peace that we need tranquilizers to calm down, stop all passion and give ourself to our life’s work, which may not be much

for some , it’s not at all, a concern to know where the discomfort comes from. only that they may think everyone else is like them, u may think bc ur well natured that everyone else is too, and we all are but where do we separate self from our work? how do we say it’s just business and no newer and certainly no consequences ? to our actions ? simply saying im following orders, im just don’t my work, its just work, does not seem to suffice to many, the true definition of one’s work means service to the world, of doing ur part, of being accountable for being here, and responsible in that of ur being , via ur correct doing, so here we see accountability, means that there are certain types of work that fall on us for upkeep of the world and our life, we all have a part in this, natural need versus societal wants are discrepancy however that which we see, for example service industry works much like slave labor many look down on the job, and bc it offers too much stress but if it paid well, its nice , if the among of duties were reduced where ur jovial naturally, u can naturally connect with people , it can be a pleasurable experience to serve others with love, and light, without allowing urself to be disrespected and we can’t blame the person who asks for food either bc they too are ill prepared i know other types of work that does the same , maybe much less for their context, depending on here they live, then the exchange would naturally be improved, people wouldn’t need to betray themselves to make ends meet bc of the need to meet those responsibilities that fall on them, but unnaturally? and this is a world, we come here , not knowing why we are here, surely there are things that need to be done, which includes, forest way of doing things, now when people are being betrayed this refers to justice being of no correct order, for it knowing how n where to find respite , we may never find justice for our suffering, always living in guilt and when that never ends, which we think is due to our childhood woes, or some other manufacture illness .

truths

have a way of slashing thru delusion s, illusions, psychoses, with then latter being more difficult to eliminate , one must truly want it, seek it, one must be liking and available to be self direct, for truths first go thru us, from there do we tend to act , our actions reflect many realities that come under one umbrella , or pure functionality, yet we seem to have collectively lost our way, we tend to say things we do not mean, do things that are not in accordance to our truth and being, and this happens bc everything has become extremely systemized, almost all our interactions have the same basis, we end up abusing our vocal chords, when we continue to go with what the systems require from us, which is a infraction to our vocal chords for they tend to be the passage to manifest reality, if u see the service industry for instance , these people have to exploit themselves for the sake of told , and this is dire, bc if u don’t please the customer, ur not gonna live by what’s paid as bare minimum for the wage to expectation from ur reality is unequal , and hence the stress which leads to self exploit, u abuse ur vocal chord and someone asks u ur personal business, in attempt to “maintain peaceful experience “ during their course meal so that they “pay u well” at the end of their stay. same with any other time bc we are ill prepared to communicate right in the first place, it’s not like our bedrock of humanity is established in some solid grounds , with the unstable grounds, and the type of checkered history we have, jumping right off to being goodie goodie with each other without anythjng solved is not healthy either, but being rude isn’t good either, it’s just that there are so many dormant wisdom in ourselves styling down like sediments bc we are systemically ignored injustices and made out to be more like animals than human, we can act out we can be terrorists for all who know and the system has to treat us all poorly out of the prospect that while the whole act of terrorism is a controversy, people can be programmed, we know this bc of our own programming , no matter how innocent it may seem. there’s a complete misdemeanour of personal responsibilities in rows like ducks, waiting to fall in line, and toe the line at that without questions asked , no exploration is necessary, everything is paved before us after all, we just follow the stream, and then at the end of the rainbow we r confronted with gaslighting , bc now all of a sudden we are sole instigators to such conditions , now that’s why it d’essentiel not to abuse ur vocal chords , the voice is a passage thru which we manifest , if not , u will manifest a type of reality that we see as it is, for example if u allow systemic injustice upon ur vocal chords u make it harder for others to survive bc now u helped normalize smth toxic that falls upon us all.

ofc words some times have to be contend with strong countenance, which requires the same or similar level of frequency, what this means is that u how to do the equivalent of the podiatrist of which a poison is injected into ur system, that equivalence might be smth else, but it has to relate and quell the negative side effects of the origin of the initial frequency that’s causing strong side effects, the anti dote that is, must be of some intrinsic equal quality , not quantity, so that itself works to quell the whole works , purifies it, which is why if ten the way to solve issues is not thru the same way that got us there, nor does the anti dote dem to be equal in its nature of equalizing , and they purification, becoming more clear, so we may ask doubt the clarify bc of this false notions that everything must be equal but we are conditioned for tit for tat, we earn a living that’s not even equal we have allowed ourselves to be dumbed down, like animals to human kingdom which they don’t wish to touch us, but some are letting zoos, others are slaughter houses , others are domesticated pets ur very favorited, and then others who are used for other ill purposes such as wild game chase and for sport, and u can keep people down for so long before it impacts u too, everyone has lost their way, and the language shared from the origin of “those times” where some “ideas where initially borne” out of wedlock between greed and selfishness, u see the echo of thoughts that resonate well within ur sporting of wisdom, bc all is embedded in our very dna, we dwtexf these signs but bc we let ourselves be bogged down and bastardized every which way, we think standard of it bc it’s there as air, and bc everything seems or has the look of benevolence, or civility, kind words even though they reject and reject u entirely, in ur person, u feel like u have to over explain urself just to be heard ur waiting becomes a lifestyle, and ur words become so embedded bc ur forced to repeat them, over and over as if there’s no other side of u, no deeper lesson that can emerge thru, here we think of repetition as part of conditioning itself , is much like muscle training or reading recitations for proper memorizations and whatnot , even our hearts have some type of condoning which takes place, between constrictions and expanse , for proper blood flow, or the opening of the heart, to feel more humility on ur path, to be softer and gentler towards things u may have to handle, which ironically starts with ourself but we are often prevented due to the performance and priority of capitalist needs served

and here we already know n notice who’s behind the curtain, bc we see the person on front of it and behind it, that we know all of this can easily be changed in peoples favour, but we can’t speak it into our existence , since we are taught why to think, in collaboration with the use of our vocal chords, u can’t asses this by how u feel when ur changing jobs, that repetitiveness of ur behaviour as it shifts and changes, and then in time there is a purification that takes place where the lessons and experiences have been there in elemental form, that contributes towards ur wisdom bank, yet we think just bc we see changing jobs we are shifrinfpeeialoties , and it often feels like it, ur this person then ur that person, a group of individuals who do series of bad things to get easy money often are misunderstood, in their ambitions, but it’s only appropriate when u have already had ur break thru and the watches may also favour u to some extend, that ur wrongs can only be rewarded, not when ur starting up from the bottom , some no name someone who wants to figure out the next best business opportunity is not going to have much luck, as opposed to the competition from those who are well off, such success stories for rags to riches come with a ton of hidden attachments such as of having been previously betrayed and its only bc u we’re somehow able to get thru the muck, bc of the competition, that is, u won against all other potential candidates, and so now the systems soften, bc they go ah we have a winner thru the hunger games, that’s when rewards flow in c the up higher u go the easier it gets but u can’t shake off the betrayal especially if it robbers u for ur health or took u backwards to some degree or u notice the ugly truth that u had the potential to not make it, what then? u look around for answers, and bc this is not discussed ur not well trained to handle it hence the arrogance, and assuming that u earned things better n in right order bc if u has to accept the ugly truths u would say oh i got conned im only here bc i made it but others are shit out of luck, and if i didn’t win, which there is a potential , i too would have been shit out of luck, what kind of world is this but u can’t accept this bc u wouldn’t know what to do next, in such a world of strong contradiction where it puts us against each other for our sheer survival, for most part u want others to go thru the same u will happily pull up a chair in the front lines to see the shit show, their progress , or decay, and see the ones who falter like a fun game, or some type of shitty entertainment, for ur intellectualism, and some of this is systemized thru talk shows and enjoy not , surely this too could be abuse of speech, bc what they should have talked about is clear, when we see in hindsight of our personal experience the same , the human confirm that causes much unnecessary suffering

in terms of the welfare of the planet, it’s hard trajectory, bc our baseline is established in selfishness and greed, and this is a huge issue to overcome collectively , in its many forms this is akin to chucking the soul of smth for its body, aka a death of smth, or selectively parsing thru stuff to get what u want and discard what u don’t want, as in people, as in things the same, as well as what we consider as wisdom, we may even do the same in terms of memories, we wanna emphasize inn good ones and don’t even try to understand some of the bad ones, we must not fight it, the negativity we think may swallow us if we look in its direction for once, but in this attempt we resist the inevitable, until it comes to fruition in some form, it’s difficult when we add clinging to these ok notions as well, we may think ourself higher than others , and assume that we are cast aside, we hear this from depictions of some spiritual beings of coming here to help others out, regardless, u have human form, and u too are susceptible to the same conditions that befell everyone, and ur skill set may fall short, not bc ur not capable, as we can undsrsnd but bc the world is easy to defile each new arrival, upon delivery, the robotics of human machinery , if we are trained well for it, and the more we train, we may finally get desired results , and the more we fell into such robotic reality we become only polarity to it , our self imposed , assumed notions about our collective humanity, as instigated by some early explorers , some claim that they can cast aside themselves to such an extend they will not be affected from such machinery, what do u think? do u think that a person of a novel idea can have its own machinery? like a picture on a screen? regardless, a movie ina screen will not bear fruits to real garden, its just a hologram, whereas the ground has to be cultivatable for such germination, in such machination this is not possible, but we do have wildflowers grow thru the cracks , and the thing that is contradictory is the very nature that some have that initial grab, they go aha , well , but they don’t notice that it’s due to the possibility of a shared mind, now when u go about augmenting that shared mind, what sort of feedback feeds u? hence the machinated blindness tends to unfold, bc u too give birth within ur own plastic world, ur facade reality, u make fake babies with in it , and nurture it send it into the world to manifest more fake happenstances to multiply, since we can’t keep things as our own, our words actions n feelings truths , all of it seeps out, with the truths among it all too, with or without recognize, the key is to reach full recognition first, then reallocate those truths, open doors to inner reason, not be embarrass at first sign of offending truth , or a factor, it might have been abandoned for long, becoming foul, or it seems that way bc it could be part of smth much bigger that a systemically fouled

off we can say , the world is a illusion, and it’s also a dream, so who cares which stream in which u swim, ofc it matters , there could be a everlasting ocean we could be headed towards maybe the idea of rebirth is that after u die u don’t disappear, ur rebirth is once u die, but it’s not by our human termC which refers to continuity, which means that even though i are no longer here since ur continuing, the events that continue to evolve here may impacts u there, and vica versa , u may evolve there and send back some signals here , in angelic form, to help the continue of events that u took part in that were happening before u got here, andy came from somewhere else too, and somehow there maybe some relativity there that which we can’t put into clear dialect, but can feel deep within of its truth ability, maybe that’s why it matters to be separate in this world but also be active part of it, to be while not getting caught in it so excessively that u forget what all this is and how u got here and why things are the way they are, the minute we forget that we dream; within a dream which is not always stable, bc here is where a lot of deep psychological issues tend to come to the surface , things that might have been buried from long time ago, and some of which w are ill prepared to handle n do usually and socially, especially systemically, for it preys upon ur conscience in the first place for such options of exploit, it even promotes it as a way of testing , but such tests are futile and often misleading bc ur also a learner and a follower and part of a team , now u may think ur a ticking bomb but fear not, ur forced and taught to fear ur system ur body and thats why u lack self trust, ur always swim in doubt but a degree of self inquiry is key so we don’t mistake facade as fact, bc the mistake runs ever so often along us, the grounds is cultivatable hence we must not forget, to adhere to truths is a life’s work, bc it cuts thru illusion delusion and the wrong objrdirves, it is the passage thru which we pave the way to finally establish alignment between what is and what appears to be, the ability to do that starts from calling things by their true name, we have the power to do that bc each of us are the active key players within this systemic manifold, every which way we see it , even in our privacy and our relationship to true self , bc we hav to be realistic and make sure we keep the fact that we come only work with what we got, here, this can be an internal process, that is required more so an external shift, bc some things can resolve itself, fall in lineC the minute we find the efficient stream to follow, and choose the portion from where we do the alignment, that naturally helps align all others, think of it much like a puzzle piece, but don’t be too differential or non stretched , bc then we still run nth risk of becoming mechanical, the anti dote to that is collective unity, where we have each others back, don’t sleep, don’t falter , don’t get lazy and lax, here.a word is offered and that word was truth

what can i say?

some days are like these where u must prioritize yourself , love urself , honour yourself, and put urself first , where the loving care is true and just, since let’s admit it, what we refer to romantic love on this planet is face, it’s the very basis where cyclic suffering takes place, if u want to end suffering ,u stop what starts it and here, we speak of giving endless birth in a unstable planet, what are we even doing ? everyday is the same, we pomp ourselves while distracting from real and persons concerns, we detour to this eon that avenue , in just love is a fiction , a distraction, when u think on selfishness or more so like a business that functions , perhaps if we had functional societies we wouldn’t depend on love so much, bc we think ah so, we must find a way we can connect with people and not be alone, but in truths we are already alone, every day we are alone , even in room full of people we can find this loneliness let alone be irrelevant in a world full of peoples presence bc let’s face it nobody flinches in day to day suffering that takes place yet we all proclaim we found love and that this will changw the world for better , we think ignoring all the red flags is altruistic , we think maybe we are thinking too along the lines of shallow thought but this ain’t true, sometimes what u feel tells u where to look at not exactly means where u found it at , but ofc given that we are also stubborn, for the romantic lore is rather selfish and greedy, , we miss the mark on what it means to truly open our hearts and notice that it’s our self love that brings light to the world not some facade business like exchange of what we think romantic love is and should be, u might wonder well what sort of planet do u live in, ah we live in a stupid planet my friend , the dumbest of it all, we get all kinds of proclamation of who is better than who, lots of competitions and enfiles drivel on what is assumed as necessary, which is often in the superfluous aspects of what constitutes as our reality, which is why nothing truly meaningful happens here, only few, ofc there’s good, when baies are born , u know that they stopped their breath in another universe, they held it, and sometimes they forget to restart their breathing or where they are at allows for such meditations so here they grow into adulthood and or u get the stand ins too, walks ins as well as walk outs when during sleep walk stages where these susceptible people will get out as they stop “ their breath “ the intensif connectivity that lets ur consciousness be here , and then ur consciousness has to go elsewhere but only momentarily, so in the mean time another may do the same and step into ur body for a little bit, and have their consciousness thru the laws of this appropriate place, that’s where i am, anyway , and who is to say that they are capable of the same love , bc the rules o such are not reliant on magic, or any tiptoe of wish, especially if its not true, it simply cannot be sustained, and a lover can recognize those isn’t solutions like right away or their love is also not awakened or not real , then again this is not a real world, it just a version some type of reality, and we are easy to be convinced also the food is good

for instance what constitues as karma can it be determined by laws that are available among our kind, there is a motion that love is justice for it allows ur heart to flourish which is the absolute reach of full potential since the cultivation of the merits come adorn a good place but not of secular kind, bc that would be limited , it would be tit for tat also, and that’s not what love actually does when it’s practiced with good intentions in the right order and done with the collective in mind, u don’t think it’s me versus the world, bc u don’t even belong to urself, ur only here getting in and out of myriad of situation and and there are professions , multiples of them that u can participate , all with love , and in gold kind, though here in where i’m at because nothing is real, all is plastic and fake, this especially includes actions and intentions, where what appears to be hardly ever is what it is or what it says it intends to be , i think we have a germination problem or more so a contamination grit where those who step in from time to time, bring wit themselves a degree of other planters functions that are newly introduced here, but then our system is not able to handle it, since not every place has dominant love frequency as its baseline operations , so we get this love type thing it’s not love but it hides behind love it’s distrust it’s scepticism it’s ridicule it’s all things love cannot contruse , for it can’t make such claims and make them stationary , even eternal objrdirves aren’t stationary look at us we scatter about like marbles all over the galaxy, order is made to force us into a line so that we don’t scatter much further than it, then we too go to these mental spheres , our consciousness with us, entirely new worlds, and of lacking of love , u are introduced to all other forces but bc ur still fresh off the love zone C and pls don’t make fun of my planet it’s stupid and it’s not perfect but the love , perhaps bc it’s stupid , is what makes it all the more true, even though we keep wasting it on romanticism , so anyways, we think all that we see there is of love , and we think if we elaborate on our self love , then perhaps they recognize our value and worth, though these forces , well, in their purified form all force is just science, they serve a purpose , they accompany other objrdirves they combine and advance, continuity is the name of their game, but this is only possible if all the dominant forces are in some divine order, and of purity at that, which we can upon coming back to this planet, realize where we are , level wise, in all those forces, whether do its operating from its dominant house of origin or , in small dots here and there as simply “walk ins “, if ur lucky, u may learn to love urself thru it all, but the path is not easy, bc of alll the ration of riches all across the space, some far away ,for it challenges our human logic even mathematics , we simply cannot compute what this vastly may mean for us, but only know thru self love, that is the equanimity of being into which one sees oneself in constant transmission and does not be too tough on oneself on those conditions all bc its attributes by the misapprehension of other forces around him

my planet does not recognize such love systemically bc its love incorporated here, its spirituality corporated , family corps, all types of corps u can find it all here, so in truth we don’t have time for love , the true love does not even have a chance to bud inside the mind b dire too busy about earthly objectives, too much concern about what will happen next, or what happened last, many times we have to do the work too many times over, bc it was wrong the first several times, and we get a new information, but this info was from like decades ago, so u can assess the footwork , u have to keep going back , dismantle the whole thing and hike it right back up, u goya’s have a degree of self love for that, or else u can run the risk of going mad, bonkers , and it’s not one where u temporary take ur mind out to another earthly place and then bring it back for supper either for some madness remains , as it becomes the place of love , for those who were never granted a chance in the world of , how can i say, lack of proper understanding , for we may connect the operation of what love makes, and in part it makes love thru understanding that’s mutually shared, we too have a intention too great , we want a world that’s livable, that’s worth living in, are u worth it? the suffering ? are u worth the struggle ? u wanna love the world u love in , and ensure it’s not gonna kill u at the same time u need to not let ur head get to u, don’t think that all deaths r attribute to this planet, for some , simply forget to breath again, it’s really that simple, and others who figured out how to keep their consciousness here while holding their breath, tend to distort their purview over some time, much like when u keep ur true word hidden or keep a secret, or a fart, h tend to implore , bc it has to go somewhere u can’t just seize and hold for u may stifle it, and we know, at times we can be, stifling, we do this two ways, either by non interaction or too much interaction which is a suggèrent way to stifle someone , u stifle them from their a moth to be themselves or their truth and their person, bc now there is a business of trying to keep u happy, and this is a failing project, we are resolvable from our happiness, that if we did the work of self love we would have found it, in a way u can say go love urself bc, it’s more powerful than fuck, a fuck does not even constitute a love, it’s list at best, it’s ur body desires much like foo, it serves a purpose , but while ur here, once u cease , do u think that food is gonna matter ? maybe in someway, but not of dominant kind, we know this based on by our valuations system? what do we priorise what lingers in our minds more then all others what do we come back to? what is the ones that propel us forward, what attracts us? what are we attracted to? is there a component in ur self u can recall , and in kind, smth that refers to ur entire race, this earthly place in a beneficial way, that can never be undone ? it’s hard to say so bc we are mostly prevented from being genuinely kind here bc everything is mortised , ask pelle they prefer to have nice things than nice people around maybe bc our love has never had a maturation stage we think marriage and divorce is a maturation stage but given on a collective stage it’s infantile, and we see why and how that is

firstly we are not real, it’s fake all over, we are afraid to tell the truths about is first infraction to self love, dude u can’t even afford urself ur own truths that’s sad , and it’s just words , u don’t actually have to pay for it, if u could only sit alone for a bit and tell urself some there’s, about urself , about the world, and stuff, and listen , try to rally under den what this means, which is where humility comes from, bc truths can be rough, they can be ugly at times, harsh, brash , and even cold, ice cold at that, they can cut thru concrete, but not even that, it’s bc of that distant place that we feel this coldness at times, even to ourself, we become numbs when we don’t feel, and that’s bc the truths are not available where they need to reel in like the holographic world this is, but we see fake remember, ur forbidden from ur true self, for truths are gateways to change, it’s not allowed in my world, we only conceptualize love, and put it on a silver screen i n the form of posh porn , and then spend the rest of lives in search for it, advertisement tell you how to love urself by the products they sell, but something g has to change, and it often does , what do u think is the new face of love incorporées on this destitute place ? maybe now we got human suffering , suffering pornography? ah cry ur hearts out, nothing will change , soon this too shall pass ,but it doesn’t in truth they are there as we left it, but bc we are fake and we lie so well, we believe otherwise , we say oh it’s indigestion, oh in need a new haircut, i need to buy that thing, or do this thing, collect life experiences so i don’t feel my flesh rotting , it’s sizzling in the sync it produces door, fluids, if ur quiet down enough u can hear the decay in real time, but we run and only for so long, there’s no fun, no joy in buying love, it’s entirely ejaculation of heart bubbles that are just that, bubbles in the mist, soon to become rain, where u don’t reign a worthy kingdom, bc nothing lasts when we build castles in the sand, but we lied too much so now we live the suffering and we think that’s the way it is supposed to be, so we keep fornicating and multiplying issues and we can’t handle the issues nor care for them properly, a strong symbolism of samsaric reality , but we have to fill the void or else we hear our bones crack along as we continue to inch closer to our grave , and our lie has become so habitual , it’s almost like second nature, it comes easy, goes too just as easy, but now its multiples so other forms of it keeps coming bc they too don’t have a mind of their own, they just keep borrowing what’s around, they go ah so that’s how u do it, we must not reveal true self and at some point the true self stops breathing

now we are still figuring things out, my love for instance this self love that i have can be seen arrogant in a place like this bc then ur like how dare u be haiku, have so much to be happy ansgesrduk for and there’s nothing about u to be grateful or happy for, often , the idea of happiness joy and even contentment are overlooked and under appreciated we think things makes it, we think perfect people only exist in exalted places , everything is edited, bc the reality is heavily altered, we just allow the stagnation in the air to become dense, and thus sensitive soon becomes material objects, things don’t just appear , they are made, and the continuation of these things is thru their maintenance , which involves many different processes of upkeep, u have to make sure each part is functional and replace parts as u need to, have trouble shooting steps available and handy,‘ u might have to think of anything that could possibly go wrong but not adhere to it as if it’s a fact, which is hard to do, since we lie a lot, and always approach ur conditions with love, but here , we have already lost our way, our love is in packages, we consume them to prolong our beauty, or in cases of poverty, shorten it, and here, we are thinking along side karmic lines , for a cyclic rebirth can never be deduced to a child born in war zone, it must be made sense such as when u are forced into criminalized positions , u may find a way out thru compassionate concern to urslef in ur situation, u might not notice that much of what we think is real is actually quite frivolous, all these forces diluting the living process may have some merit after all though, for we notice that love itself is not enough, there is always need for smth more, here is all the induction of the forces we do not now , nor are they fully purified, for if things are this way here, so u think this is only limited to this place? u would constrict ur senses if u think that what goes on here remains here and only refer to here, u can go crazy, it’s just a dream after all, there are no responsibilities , u will be purified anyway, but so wi they, the people who u working so easily, hurt harm and use so excessively, people , here , my people of my planet, so know so much about the many forms of love, but we often think we have to choose between such things , we say i will change my ways, so that i will no longer create undesirable actions which is true ur then we chuck the whole thing away, we cut the entire chord to smth that could pose as vital in someway, we don’t work to think that many objectives can be true at once but maybe not the same c just right in their own ways, this deconstruction with the reconstructive process shows that we reject our whole self in favour of favouritism, of others bc we think love is sought, and it is only given if we are worthy, not when we simply are, in fact we can’t even be or try are bc we living a lie, remeber ?

to decide what to do we need to keep our thoughts pure

to keep our thoughts pure we need to do series of actions and make decisions that keep this purity maintained , ok , which comes first ? pure thoughts or purified thoughts . there seems to be lots of obstructions in the way of purity, we may wonder if purity is incorporated instead, only some people get to benefit from what makes us truly purely human beings , living good lives, having best of everything or better of everything while the rest of us suffer , material inconsistencies , and issues upon their health , which is the anti thesis to purity, when u think of pollution for instance of variation of food values, ingredient qualities and what this does to our bodies , and therefore our minds, but then we are also confronted with systemic pollution bc systems of knowing this and having done vital research into our biologies would know better but still continues to maintain and even create more so systems to maintain this impurity and from there despite what’s found scientifically, criticize and condemn people as if they are naturally impure, which returns to us in form of strong message , that we aren’t healers, or truth seekers or those who are intentionally good, things become philosophized so much that it others us in subtlest ways, which only work to contribute to systemic pollution, in terms of human theories, the answers to who are we , why are we here , are we good or bad, what’s the purpose for our entailings ? and why sort of benefit do we get from being human, not in things acquired or false successes but the intrepid , what accompanies the spirit when we move on from here ? we are feared our bodies and we fear death, two components of our truths and factors , paths of which can be enlightening and offers wisdom, if nothing else, those includes the better people, ur polluted due to natural occurrences , and by natural this concerns the quality of humanistic lifestyles that exist among us most of which are subsisted by the faulty systems , and thereby as a result of such ur affected, whether if u follow news or just sit at home and lock fin ur personal bubble, there will be a smth that can induce a type of pollution, the same, fro what reflects the world, and to urself, regardless to ur personal involvement or awareness of it, and this can come in the form of daunting feelings, and heavy feelings, confusing thoughts , lack of satisfaction with life , and other lighter version of delusional thoughts, bc these happens as a natural precaution to our bodies own défenses when it comes to detecting danger in the air, and toxicity is precisely that. it’s the anti thesis to clarity, clear seeing and of clear being, clarity of life, clarity in intention, if nothing else , clarity of the body , affects strong immunity against life’s physical ills , such as mental, and physical ailments, now we see life is about a road with twists and turns but , there’s smth artificial about that, bc in reference to our true self, we feel smth much more than our associative human attribute to it, thru which there could be strong contradiction in that which we feel and think and this impacts our decision making a unified we know better but we can’t execute it bc we are forced to oscillate between material and spiritual states , of effort value ethical conduct and of profession and this comes from accountability and responsibility both of which are also polluted wrongly within the world,

what is accountability may not be equal for everyone we see this as a strong correlation and representative form workers rights, and responsibility , we see examples of global hierarchies of national differences , as well as how we perceive them, generally, what’s accepted can not always be right or true, but it was serving some purpose that we can’t claim the rights to, it might have been the best possible option at that time , which only works to demonstrate to us how much work is before us all collectively , and that change is imminent? for its the passage thru which life continues on, or else we are not progressing on, then there’s not much intrinsic fluid that is worthy for upkeep, there could be slow decay fro that eventually leading to complete fragmentation of body of system, if it’s not tended to, and cared foe, the substance is more dissociated from strong meaning, it says what’s good is good and what’s bad is bad, we take the good and leave the bad , but we also learn from the bad for it offer what future lessons we might have to have in order to turn that into good, aka purification, process from that which initially started that which we didn’t know so the mistake is honest and when the mistake is honest nature is kind, it’s only when the mistake is not honest that nature becomes hostile. but bc our collective philosophy is diverted, to each their own we say, sure but u can’t determine others philosophy for them, it’s a very dangerous game much like psychology and clinical drugs we know nothing of their long term side effects and what sort of negative to positive effects they have in treating certain comédons, that could easily be prevented if we make simple lifestyle changes but then we don’t do those bc systems least say we are i convo caning them for asking for our basic human rights whereas they also don’t let us forage the term for that is homelessness and it’s criminalized demeaning and downright inhumane versus living off grid if u coke have a right to sue five on ur own bc systems failed to protect u and ofc u need materials to survie urslf in the woods where al resources are already located and excavated if u go to any site worthy of personal plunder , to say the least one person maybe more self conscious while taking from earth than a corporation bc its corporations that have to predict supply demand, as well as the type of waste management hey already have which err far from perfect, seems the systems are not working efficiently, which pollutes the earth, one person can leave behind her age or take more than his lot but he still has to consider of proper storage and carry those objrdirves which isn’t a lot, so there would naturally set personal limit there that u can detect and honour, but systemic excavation is not like that bc it’s a machine it cannot detect if it’s taking too much bc it doesn’t speak the same dialect as mother nature, if u take a drop of elmer and not pay for it system will slam u with the courts anyway u will go to jail for smth like that. much like poverty and homelessness

we have many methods to attribute all things to god a n in false way , not that we shouldn’t believe why we want , but things get bad when some people don’t do the self responsible thing like pay taxes and then we get our judgment clouded as to why that is and how that may serve the humanity in a beneficial way, it’s a book at the end of the day and any person without the help of anyone else assigned can do their own reading , but there is a fear old as time, so now we are looking into some set standards that still impact us and maybe they changed form, but we don’t know about it, some one may have noticed the arbitrariness of some topics or the way we practise them, but it’s convenient to keep the masses in slug slumber, bc it weakens them and others weakness is ur strength, however we lose clarity in that if we wish to delve into this further and turn our thoughts into action, that’s when we lose our way and need help from others , this help comes in many form, it can be random words u hear , u see zc things that call into u, that they linger and they have smth to say smth to point to, a way or smth, an internal light that wants to get ur attention in a benevolent way it says the path is here it’s just endless fields in all directions , where nature communicates to u, there is crickets and june bugs everywhere here, fireflies light the path in a jovial form , this communication as union with nature is always there but pollution gets in the way, and so is with system that we are silt labelled as lazy and in motivated beings who don’t know what they want and are useless bc they don’t contribute to the world, and their version of contribution is alll the stuff that denigrates ur sovereignty for the way it’s delivered and how it conjuncts ur mind and heart and how u feel and think not in alignment with what is, so there is smth there but religion teaches u to keep harming urself , blame urself deconstruct so u can reconstruct go back to ur childhood everything is attribute of ur past bc ur weak? or is there smth magnetic there ? but it attracts itself to u lot u voluntarily to it, per se, and we love to play doctor upon each other bc www re natural born healers but pollution ruins a good tbh g for everyone as we all lose our way bc we are in it together as we walk the path alone and together the same, u can’t advance at the cost of others nor can u “leave them behind” without some type of lag upon ur own way and self successes no matter how this may seem , from one perspective but we all now too well physical way is not the only way, there is more to this life , for we are the soul to it, surely a degree of self responsibility is paramount but religion don’t teach us what happens when others intentinally wrong us just simply let it go and forgive does not seem to suffice so is with turning the other cheek, and other ones like eye for an eye or kill or defeat the enemy, or eat particular type of foods for powers and do certain activities to gain special powers, what we ant is to de tot the bone or the matter here, not dress it simply in nice garments but we don’t have to choose either we can say why not have both, care for the garment and care for the soul .

when our healing goes wrong we became doctor to each other we become owners and we become mad scientists, we want to dissect and see weak so we can take care of u, we can nature u like other dearest , we can be twisted kind of love, and harm and care at the same time bc to care first u need to harm, for care to develop there has to be pity, and u can only love ur enemy when there is pity, also bc of our guilty conscience , it nags at us and forces us to go there and say sorry, but bc we are not kids and we aren’t getting the full message , we just throw some charity at their way, we give them welfare checks , we say food banks is good remedy, we try to help ourself thru helping others , so that we feel less guilty, in fact we now reached a para min r stage where we think that’s how the work is finished we can harm someone but so long as we give meth back in return such a s when god takes from u, don’t fret for it comes back in another form, they help u a bit in their own twisted fucked yo california way, much like a dungeon master would, bc they are married to their pollution, they know nothing outside of it and if ur pollution is like corps u made a killing and u own and operate it all it would be very difficult to divorce these toxic notions , bc the depth and attachment seems real maybe bc of the product of guilty conscience and faulty way of handing one’s own faults and responsibilities which explains why it’s often compensated by projecting it on people in homelessness n poverty conditions u need to have people worse off than u so u feel batter about ur own errors of judgment and faulty practices bc u can always say the issue originates from some where else it’s always someone else and never u, u never could contribute to or instigate smth but mind u system have way of solving last policy failures but also while saying they aren’t responsible bc they are current admin and not past admin while they do far worse in nagging those condition for smth to compensate it has to come from somewhere else and u can rest assured hire someone who can handle the product of todays issues in the same ill fashion , by creating g more , and only replacing the source of the issue or the continuation in some way or form , faces change but the issues hardly ever improve . so it’s hard to tell for s as oh indivisible to be responsible bc we don’t know what is to be responsible for when we can’t even be self responsible bc we are prevented from knowing what is happening g in our life and with all being projected to us as a stand alone cause , and condition as if we are the sole instigators to life , we have that much power and bc of that we must be kept small, so that we do not act out of line or get out of hand or have that sort of growth , in the ill intended way, whereas this is actually what the system do, bc we hardly see it take self accountability for being so dominant in our lives it should, and hardly ever do we say well what’s the purpose here, bc there is a cautious reason and type of clarity that’s already there, we just can’t systemically recognize it for some reason,

we are concerned about all these politics they are meant to kill us and make it seem like it’s happening naturally, or as a byproduct of ur faulty choices faulty in that maybe u smoked cigarettes or did some dumb thing about ur scholastic choices, smth financially affects u such a broken car or sore tooth, or u took too many muffins from the sunday church lunch hour, maybe ur not a good recycler, even though it’s not perfect it goes to landfills some are passed onto lesser important nations and become their problem , bc they need the money, and u know how to be advantageous , and h don’t care this side of the planet versus that bc the delusion and toxicity of the illusion of separation has caked in u, u can’t see past it, there’s nothing better than it that can inspire u, and all bc u wanna live we all do, we want to get the most out of our lives , but it’s determine how we wanna ago about it that sets our pollution level and world is quite polluted at that, sure we traded the dirt for the science , but it was novel idea and we were felt better to it, like medicine , human caring for each other, felt right, at first, people generally being warm and resourceful, and wanting to use their time and energy for good sounds nice , it’s like a warm shelter from the life’s storms it gives u a second chance at whatever ur doing and may briefly encounter detour it brings safety in ur subconscious mind , and articulate we can simulate these , assuming someone else is good when they are not and ass a result of such there ends up being compensation within, u feel a lack , tiredness u don’t now who or what saps ur energy, and u can’t tell about if ur not thinking clearly, bc it’s easy to associate relative feels and terms meanings and things , very easy mistake to think it’s u when it’s not and it’s not u when it is, but no matter what we do, what we wish to believe in our humanity is pretty settled in terms of basic truths and factors it’s just a matter of getting things in good order that they may benefit us all efficiently and to greater extend , everyone C in some necessary way? without leaving anyone behind or done at the cost of others as a scapegoat or stepping stone part of what happens systemically to dilute peoples minds is so that people don’t see the systemic faults , bc they worry that’s gonna cause chaos , while they don’t factor in their chaos they do to us and not note or notice the effects ere from that not smth ancient, the issue is ancient the side effects are limited to this life, bc u got one life that’s why we forget we can’t say u we’re hitler in a past life but we can say ur a fine today are aligned to its values it operated on, and advanced.

usually at times like these

there’s a great stress about the future, for the necessity to know allows us some degree of security in making decisions , as well as find comfort in between wait periods, we do not however have the clarity to see into the future when things are in constant upheaval, there’s sense of dread, doubt, and the many anxieties that come with such occurrences, we may wonder, how then .can we determine , what the right thing is , when our scope is limited, and this , in part because times is difficult, there are ton of opportunities to take , but aren’t often geared for the benefit of human kind, but think along the lines of looting after a really important demonstration for some human right or other, ar times like these our future feels stifled, we can’t see far much ahead, and it’s hard to determine what crions that we necessary for now process so that we can reach those achievements, it’s nowadays said, whole lack motivation to do anything but why, and u may see there are actually pretty good reasons surrounding that bc we know by now that excess concern about he safety is gonna cloud ur judgment in some way, or the fact that our priorities tend to take centre stage and for each person , this is equivalent to ur finite energy sources per each day, how u utilise this energy takes u forward and how much distance u make depends on ur availabilities more so, its said, most people exist only few get to live, initially we think esoterically , we say ah so , there’s some mechanical ness to that and then there are those while we truly liberated from a samsaric reality, they have found a way to let go or to live here without being affected or affected to some of the negative enumerations we make about reality and assume as stationary while it’s just a project of our minds, on a collective level based on by meanings we place on them, or labels , now in looking at our aspirations, this act of living ur life means that ur life is going somewhere as there are improvements within it surely we can say we all err at times , seems to be the guide is lost to navigate the earth or there’s over abundance of info with very little to do with any of it, while daily we keep reciting the same lines over and over about objrdirves that are already discovered such as how anxiety and worry as well as stress kills people eventually and other truths that we have come about , but some how do not work in alignment or a common ground or page about these objrdirves for ample coordination that gets tasks done and then we also see reflection of that self improvement in the exterior, not just in our life , but everyone else’s too, for all is connected and we can determine the quality by the overall availability, which we then see, thais rifling of dreams maybe standard, bc itself does not wish to fully be actualized, but is a process of narrowing things down, and slowing the process in which we see the immediacy of the matters found therein,

and there is a purpose in that in the systemic machinery bc there are new people who grow up and become adolescent and then into young adulthood, u already we that there is fundamentally smth wrong in the world so there’s a switch of gears of systems from the older generations and focus into youths , to get them to be involved, in matters that they are not prepared nor are their elders , which initiates a great disturbance in between generations , ur hopes an dreams stifle if u didn’t make the cut, and the cut is a arbitrary number determined by those who chose this to be as right, but this doesn’t mean well u should be glad next generations will have gold fortune but that’s not true either bc i know from ur own experience this is not true, bc none of this fundamental basics have changed in that favour if it did it woukd reach u too eventually bc we are connected, ur led everything is pomped bye excited u have smth to look forward to and ur told to wait we’d turn to decades maybe and with very little improvement in ur life or smth is introduced c life happens and then there are many detours to all that and then everything comes to a halt, all of a sudden, there is no future . all the plans change and ur detours become ur new abode, and thru which u develop newer detours , more complex ones at that, e are currently not only reinventing the wheel but we are also denying that it exists , and it’s in fact constructed by humanity, ur hopes and dreams are repackaged and resold to next generations and with greater risk, so the promise has to be even bigger but is this where we say the higher the promise the greeter the fall? i mean , that was our experience at the very least, and we did weigh and measure our process with that of our elders too regardless to systems attempts to cause separation between us, i guess things are improving , but slowly, and quite tough at that, for smth of substance to really take root , it needs to be more congruent , in a daily basis, and is then maintained automatically after a while, becoming more efficient overtime, so i can sort of tell what’s artificial and forced from what authentically flows, by the rigidity of its flow process , and its energetic blueprint, am the one that flows feels easier bc itself is efficient , it has adhered to actual laws and is liked with alignment of truths and facts whereas the other the forced constructive speech , that has rigid lines , cuts and breaks , not in speech pattern but more so the flow of energy, like music and notes, and i know that its enticing at first , how the induction of that is new and shiny objective , but then it turns sour overtime, as it envelops u, much like weeds in an garden that pulls and covers and wants for itself and itself only, at ur cost , that’s it a parasitic relationship is formed

ofc there are ways through these difficulties when we can determine what’s right but still we see then limits in that, better ? what’s better ? what improvements .? many would say that right now we are inching towards our extinctions , yes probably, for the potential for that is always one step away, bc we made it possible, but that doesn’t mean we are headed there exclusively, unless that’s what we want is that what u want tell me the truth, i have heard this statement many times before , bc of collective ailment , maybe it suffices to end it all for good and may a meteor come over and do precisely that for us, so we notice these conjunction so theories running rampage in our minds which means that it’s not limited to only those whose abject reality where their entire dreams are lost and their life is prevented from moving forward the same goes for us all collective in ways that we cannot determine what improvements really is, we can only determine whether if a thing is good or bad by its end results, to determine what ends is very difficult here when we are dealing with conjunctional minds that’s why when do u determine a generation has done its time and its time to refocus in the direction of the youth, before u waste all the resources necessary to combine all efforts to mutual righteousness and even mutual justice , i mean that’s why we would be involved in our lives in these sys that we can not only discuss improvements but also eel the way they it, and not just in a limited way, bc what we see is only advancement in certain job descriptions but hardly ever in mass peoples lives , whereas it’s quite clear to take care of what’s in front of us bc itself helps us create the future with the next generations, u don’t just decide to break one of the legs off the table seeing that it no longer has any use for u, without noticing what all that is connected to, but this is what happens when people are prevented from truly living , and are made to wait , until eventually they die, hence the quote many exist few live is not a ability issue , it’s availability concern accessibility maybe, and healthier communications bc none of this is unknown people experience their life after all they are there as the sole experience of their life experience they are resourceful thus but when nobody i s listening and when systems have a way of putting on paper and registering false occurrences of limited scope and ton of wait time, this becomes propels standard way of life, and maybe next gestation already see there is a competition among them, for the future generations of further displacement when next calculated calamities do occur , bc it always does, and it’s designed to get u to doubt ur self ur life ur parents and family n friends instead and go with whatever the systems tell u, which is good and fine , until what it take is to can evil us to our collective extinction, bc the further a society fragments the more its going to become unstable , and this causes too many shocks in the system, will this be averted ? have we already passed to point in which this could have been potentiated ? it’s much like before a disease is formed , there is a gestation process , are we in it still? did we pass the extreme conditions already? are we just feeling the after effects only, that we don’t know, but this is where u begin to think stuff like well, we didn’t know but they should know so they have a fighting chance , and by fighting we mean fight against ignorance

at times like these, we have times like these where bad things do occur, lots of people die as a result of it , and i go ah someone else died again, and then we get back up, collectively , carry on as if the prior didn’t just occur, we just lost many bodies , they fell, dropped like that, and then there were systemic repercussions that caused more of that, others were heavily displaced they had to move houses down side or whatever , while others lost their jobs and had to settle with lifestyle changes there after, for others it’s a more intrinsic displacement, all of which are geared to get us to sleep, ah to sleep walk thru life is confusing indeed u do not know of what u do think or believe anymore who is telling truths , what is a stage and who are the theatre goers ? are u the water or the watched ? are u the player or the one one who’s being played ? ur not sleep as in ur dumb, smth is being done intentionally to get u to believe of its convince ability, that itself is true while itself knows its not, and u can perhaps sense these from a subtle point of view itself knows this bc itself is u, so it deployed series of diversions to get u to never reach that point of understanding for if there are other albeit false objectives in the way , this doesn’t mean u can’t see it , but it will be harder for u to see it if at all, depending on the context of what’s being artificially induced, the good thing is on their own they aren’t that strong, these delusions , but they only tend to have potential of strength when they we combined with among each other, in various forms of delivery to make up the whole, this could be a contradiction in display, a public argument, to convey what it doesn’t actively say, to divert attention perhaps , to keep busy bc it has previously established emotional ties with the audience so itself can spark it up much like filling slots in the tv channel schedule, ur not depressed , it’s just the product of the environment that says everything his fine when clearly they are not, but there is truths there tho, bc of the effort necessary to bring about , some type of congruence, amines all the social disintegration, that insists and persists on increasing, so the distance is already there.c but the stagnation what causes us the loss of our potential future endeavours , bc the stagnation signifies that there’s a areas that is localized, much like illness in the body, where excess focus is unmediated towards it, which draws from the resources of other areas, has severe cut backs, so that it conserves energy to at the very least, maintain bare minimum, when we perceive ourselves from external eye there sre few things that happen, one which determine a our actions from our purview the other from others purview then u extend u see others arrival at those purviews and then i look deeper within, on ur own attainment, and doubts and maybe error of thinking , bc when we set out to figure out that which we wish to perceive we can assume white easy, for there are lots of inconsistencies in the development of which, we call the right thing in the first place, for there are lots of guardianship against it, rather than promote towards it cultivate and care,

so good and bad, maybe the meteor wishes are right, if we can’t achieve greeter stability after correctly overcome our struggles, then how can we carry on living collectively this way? some calamity or other is eventually gonna get us , bc we are ill prepared to know how to work together , we do more the opposite , we cause separation, we promote competition, all of which cannot be discussed bc of u discuss these matters u the on that’s aligned with human rights bc it only makes sense to be all inclusive, u need the youth and the elderly and every person to know how to communicate and get along, but u also don’t wanna sound like a groomer, bc when u forgo parents and go straight to kids and appeal to them that’s what it sounds like to adults who can’t compete with the same system that are now trying to indoctrinate and hijack their children, and not make things better so that parents themselves can tackle those objrdirves and cooperate be ample example which also improves communication as relationships , bc right now thing are so divided, and one sided that kids can look at their parents and think the system incompetence belongs to them, and the favor the fantasy takes system tell them over the concerns of their parents , we also do this with older generations we think they are crazy that they didn’t try hard enough, so maybe the right thing here is already clear, that when a opportunity presents itself we don’t need to say yes to it if it is at the cost of someone else’s well being and aside from self restraint we have greeter enemy, one that’s systemic bc itself likes to do this, to maintain division between us bc the white divide and conquer is alive as well among us still, this time, we must not fall for it. the separation isn’t always in the sam lines and apparences as we see separation in its most abject clause , when people systemically suffer, this creates a self inflicted separation between people, making it unable for them to connect to others properly, bc there’s general sense of breach of trust, betrayal and the like; so it’s not that u can’t actualize ur dreams, there seems to be smth that blocks ur way almost intentionally, and then it takes the same , what u are and how u embody urself in this world of conduct regardless to what u have, where u are, which means th at they do notice , but do nothing about, they take it reconstruct it and then give it as a promise to the next generation saying that this is smth that they gave to u but u squandered which is what gets the special unique name separation bc itself gets people to do things on their own accord, it is u who wanted that separation it’s u who couldn’t no longer stand them, it’s better decision even though it maybe not, perhaps isn’t , bc one of the ways in which we can reconcile loss is by taking accountability and it’s hard to do that when u don’t know originating source of ur affliction, when systems appropriate it, and make it seem like it’s happen on its own accord, naturally or as u , ur karma , might have brought it, and this taking ur resources and using it as a decoy for other victims does not sit well, obviously, it’s not supposed to , unless they succeed in closing ur heart all together, sealed shut, much like being buried alive, and dead in broad daylight, walking among the unsuspecting lot , or they notice and clap, and they frown when but don’t succeed in entertaining them, for hype , bro,

what does it mean,

a meaningful living ? to give meaning to things in life aside bc it may be a subjective experience , to us, while not adhering to global relativity, the meaningful life is quite full filling, it’s with substance , and it helps us feel contentment thru out our lives , regardless of what it seems like on the outside we could be in the middle of a battlefield, an injustice is an injustice, with a wrong being a wrong, and knowing our rights full well, we remain, the uppermost meaning upon our life and righteousness, which stretches well beyond this one life, thus everlasting ness of our pure presence is the meaning, we embody, in human form, at times it can be shrouded, or secular, others meanings maybe too self interested , it can cause quite many harms, which we see abound, especially during heightened times, we lost all meaning, reasons go out the door , bizarre events happen all under the umbrella of systemic inconsistencies, which instigated guilt and that further facilitates paranoia, which then makes people astringent towards others in their personal path and unique struggles c often feeling inferior in presence of someone who might figure things out or do things differently but it produces well results, they can easily see this as a attack bc challenges who and what they are and what they are , although secular , in thought, is quite very flawed, since it doesn’t operate from the oneness basis other than the oneness being ownership, their meaning do the same establishments in our collective efforts to harmony , and happiness is their selfish benefit at ur cost, in fact this rooted to our human history, a big maladjustment is what gets us all messed up in the end, it’s the misalignment that requires a spiritual chiropractor , not to break u , those included to such thoughts, but to help u get thru ur end of the ordeal , for the bargain is thick, the road does not seem clear, as delusions would have us, especially when they linger, we may also notice our bad behaviour, what it instigates and feel shame and guilt, inadequate that we wish to have others in worse situations, bc then it makes us feel less wrong or faulty, these are all meaning see place in events that happen in our lives when we think ourselves too desperate from others, n its hard to overcome bc if we cast ourself apart we refuse all forms of communication , and therefore forcing others to act in accordance to our separation but issues is we may assume they caused the separation first bc we are delusional and do not see our own behaviour and what instigated these series of events bc of our denial and refusal of our part within its unfoldment, in a way, coming to a collective meaning is going to have to be t he way and i think everyone to an extend is aware of it, hence the strong sense of resistance to change and intent to further separation , the issue is this, we can’t hang onto faulty ideologies anymore we simply cannot afford it, it causes very terible things to occur in the world and materialize , in thru action form, for example there is words , and then there is abuse of words to at go thru use of system such as faulty legislations or lies , slander , that are also filtered thru systems including faulty orders, and brewing the law , so in a way system is breaking the rules its own rules to meet down secular objective ,, the difference on many similar objrdirves is this sensitive to discernment, its hard to tell the originating conditions , if we went cautious and careful as we parse through the appropriations of certain instances., as it’s often said, not all kindness is kind as not all glitter is gold, some just offer traps to further subdue and thawed our own budding meanings within the world, as we are gardeners to our life these secular meaning are like weed stifling our recourses and further causing us extinctions disturbing the balance evading peace

surely we can mean well and believe just we can overcome these trouble too but we must want it, and be honest about it, and be willing to work thru our difficulties for good change not evasion and empty proclamation that we have changed for better fie simply passage of time or simple basic appropriation to kindness and charity whereas we don’t truly keep things constant or do things for the good in our hearts for good change and bc it’s the right things to do bc the basis for good change is the ability to be and do good and have self restrain although we can easily detect how preferential secular thoughts are, they are always about what’s in it for me and what can i get from this, and while there is nothing wrong with wanting to have value along with ur meaning it’s wrong when we become so accustomed to getting smth or self value and worth that we abandon free causes , such as how there is no profit in helping people, or doing good things , from a systemic purview that’s established on false ideologies this is a threat and growing danger upon many effects of which we see amplified in the recent years , and those with the secular ideas are like vampires that grin between their teeth in broad daylight bc they figured out a way to be shameless, u confront them in their inhumanity and they smile and say so what? so what, that’s a big issue bc we can’t communicate, what then is next to do here, words we often used as trails , the i was here, hey look here, there is a problem , and it’s supermassive , for it threatens all of us in some way, if we can’t achieve small discrepancies and tiny objrdirves with fuel diligence how can then we be held responsible on bigger matters of human entanglements ? bc we can’t simply say we can manage thru this , when we can’t even accept self digress , u might have done some mistake along the way, but don’t know how to find a meaning , for meanings is all makes us sometimes when we do not establish a sense of self without clinging , the question arises who are u in the absence of me, surely the absence maybe an illusion bc even those who die are alive among us still, and that there is general sense of permeability in the wild and in space, from our human purview the most dominating constant is the presence of energy, this eternal bliss is what we in a way chase , thru out our lives which eventually we shall return towards but there is arrival and then departures , here the quality of departure matters just as much as how we got here , we may think too little of it, but internally that which we fear may hold some truths there but we may simply not know how to go about it, bc the ways of the world has us this rather amnesiac states of existence , for if we remeber everything and recalled all as such for the linguistic weaklings we are , offended at every guk but memory has a way of creeping up, it doesn’t leave us too exactly does it we contain ancient secrets in our make , well beyond this world for we came from somewhere , and are collectively on the way o somewhere else from here , this escapes us somehow, or we get cynical at times for the pain we incurred , but don’t know how to form establish basis for the meaning part of things as sometimes we feel nurtured by the universe and at other times , feel indifferent , and this may perturb us, as the question arises , what did i deserve to experience this, was i really that bad, what does this really mean to my spiritual path? is there anything i should look about and change well within my spring of existence so that i improve upon the conseil of which im periled

and sometimes things happen, there are meanings something has to start smth somewhere somehow in some way containing some people that simply happened to be there and that’s it, e for seize it own it run claims that we know what we were doing, we didn’t , we simply do t have that kind of expertise early on its introduced to us , and we are imitates of such secret order , of being human, the divinity of it, and how actually sacred we all truly are, but we still can’t get it right, this split between the people , so bad so toxic, and they do more , than just to wash other, they do it to others too and worse it mutates they triangulate they cause separation between happy healthy relationships to stir things further in their own favour, and ofc the worst case scenario is always rip , rip to u and rip to ur family rip to all ur hopes and dreams too rip to all the plans u had in line with that and all ur relationships are also buried like lost treasure, weird as it may, this world is wild indeed we only learned how to dress better , and act like this great idea is true and just maybe we hit a celestial vein, smth that truly resonates although at first we were only thinking for and of ourselves we said , ah yea , i umm we should quell the people we need to keep them contained so we should lie about objectors and fear monger them to submission it will always work in our favour bc they don’t know this. and they act among us, they plunder on broad daylight, we willingly give it away bc we believe it , bc what else is there, we are convinced too that the systems re quite very real as they are they can get very real real quick, they have power to flip u on ur head after all, and idc at heightened times they will order war off the menu, they love the thrill, and but we don’t want that kind of life, constant entanglement, constancy of struggles some of these people are too much imbued in our lives it’s like they can’t exist without our constant attention whereas life can be very simple indeed bc we have evolved past our cold drive misdeeds , but we see everything in a compassionate eye, even towards those with secular minds and who insist on their meanings that may be related to them.c to be for all, in some dominating forces coercive way, and that’s wrong, u can believe whatever it may be the first thing that wholeness o earth but that doesn’t justify the means ans the means is too mean for us to continue on with it for much longer, something has to give smth has to change about things otherwise we are already headed to our collective extinction and here surely some folks can or handle their troubled memories, bc it hurts how bad u are here u at the end , and u may even feel suicidal and nihilistic , but taking it out on the world of people won’t make things go away either it’s like ur out of control while only holding what appears to be in control , ur abject version of it . that’s where most slip ups happen, how do we tell people kindly who refuse to hear us, that this harms us everyone, and there are better ways to establish and co ordinate better meanings that we can place upon everyone to each individual for there u too can have healthy meaning , not the ones in repeat or hiding in plain sight or have to be arrogant or aggressive just to seek some forced coercive validation from rest of us bc we know, we already see thru the facades and it has to stop .

we also need to understand , we don’t have to be fond of each other to do the right things , bc this is often where things go wrong with the oldest ideology that ruined the world and to this day we treat the effects as stand alone causes or characteristic of them without holding ourself responsible for any of it while work to continue to maintain stronghold and promote further separation which leads us collectively to further disintegration which we see today , that’s why this his the most dominating issue peril of us and getting in our collective way of some type of resolve , and the other issue is the ideology is rooted in violence they know nothing but cause friction and war monger so when we speak like this we run the risk of , much like making eye content with a beast and that instigates their attack bc they feel this is a engaged attack, aka extremely alpha behaviour but it lacks reason , self discipline which is self control, so u see where the compensation is at, when u lack self control u wish to excessively control others, this is terrible thing when these types of indiciels with this strong belief to take up gov office spaces. this unreasonable hate has to be brought to global light , to shed light on this hateful objrdirves that plagues our lives is essential and is a must for its a cancer to society, it harms everyone shortens our life causes much friction among our loved ones all of which impact our health and we already have to deal with plastic beads in our food resources and all the other contaminated crap, there is little room for reasonable understanding when ur dealing with extreme alpha individuals , and u may ask me well since ur so versed in “meanings “ what is the meaning of our lives then, well good q , and our meaning is precisely that , to be sovereign human beings co habituating the earth equally under one law, the golden rule, imagine we are all self disciplined know right from wrong wont spend money frivolously or abuse systems or each other , we know right from wrongs, we wanna be able to cultivate a honorable life , not this current one where the work seems rather upside down for many, u have to lie cheat deceit just to get by and get around, there are a ton of corners cut in the finacial realm where it barely survives yet we think this is a perfect system at we really that delusional ? we know something has to change bc this constancy of hate and social grift will eventually have to come to end, we can’t maintain expanded state of mind at the same time bc we can’t evade facts and factors that make up our lives , we don’t think literally words are spells when we say thing since that should suffice maybe to recall few more times if we stop talking about it doesn’t mean we changed our mind about it, or else it’s always better to ask first before assuming of it’d palpability and not act on them. and so with that representative , we don’t just go thru stuff in our lives and then we adapt to what’s next, without prior resolve, and depression and sadness aren’t individualistic they are made to be chronic for what happens after what take place initially, this is in no secret a truth when things are small we tend to to them with good intention and kind , when we mean truly well this produces good results socially, and the bad speaks for itself , bc now we have appropriation of good which is what’s at stake here imagine u think smth is good for u and go on trusting it it smiles and acts all loving but it actually is killing u slowly and gets off of achieving its secret, its sinister it truly is a cancer to us, this ideology , and with a few simple basic changes socially and systemically we can improve a great deal of objrdirves worldwide and thus may reflect much better edits on our spiritual ground no matter what ur belief system is, its the contentment that we seek , to establish and maintain effortlessly, , there is smth sinister about people who are delusional also bc they are unpredictable even though they r entrusted with human ordeals such as big social responsibilities thru the systems , in return they rob the world of potential of good people with great unique skill fro enriching it, including themselves , the secular ones too, as well as cause people to be responsible in others life such as their families , all in perils but we don’t have systemic retribution for such discrepancies , even though they cost the systems more , unless we see that the ideology is on our economy, and that killing people saves lives then we seek human rights counsel unless they are tainted with the ideology too so the issue is much bigger when we see the patterns all over the world and mesure the end results of each , versus what they say, bc we aren’t enchanted by fancy words with no substance aka action to back them up

the true art of diverse seeks some type of unity , but without changing others for ur self benefit, which pairs the dominating ideologies that do not respect others in their culture and their own preferences and ways as well as their narratives for all this imbued and its what makes up our coordeove loves we see systems both revere themselves for doing greet things and don’t do greet things when in extreme collective perils this is a contradictory occurrence which should be for thee examine s and looked at, bc if we have developed a set of system for the be fit fo the people, that is of true meaning albeit however falsely initiated originally, the vein seems to resonate well with the goodwill of people and we see examples where those of economic relief tend to do better in life and as human beings including their health, healthier neighbours that are safe n produce positive results in the peoples lives , surely we see issues there too, we can see domestic disputes divorced , even child abuse bd this is past of our unity that w which we can’t core ok bc of our permeability , when there is disturbance in the ether if field things manifest , and especially those of ignored or denied objectives that trickle down to us in a way u can see what leaders do at large by deciphering what people do and why they do among each other why and what not, we must be present and conscious as well as aware and not adhere to secular meanings but coercive ones , those that pertain to all equally u must love people and believe their rights and righteousness regales to what ur being taught, in history books or basses on by someone’s idea of them, and there is good among us people who are trying to keep the lot together and unified regardless to all the challenges posed on us all, in some measure and regardless to our faulty past, bc we all have them but these acceleration of recent years have changed us a bit too we may wish to recognize that, all the suffering in the world -!: our own struggles mature us, we become quieter , but mindful thoughtful inquisitive curious contemplative drawn within, and working towards benevolence, compassion, we want to understand each other and wish to help each other its thinking ur the drop in the ocean and u can feel the whole ocean when u fell united to all in some way? so then making ocean toxic isn’t gonna affect u? that’s the power of one that’s the law of one at that, we think we taint parts of the water or air or land or each other , but we can’t get in the way of this and we have tried that’s why economic gaps are weapons bc it prevents some people from vital info and info can save lives especially when paired with systemic execution of what needs to be done to help them.

things take their time

time passes anyway, might as well walk all wobbly, stumble along the way, fall falter whatever , things do tend to happen in reality in myriad of ways, not that they are right or clear or true or just but that’s just the grounds that come with such natural laws governing we, except we do not fully grasp the notion of self harm, that is what we do to others we do to our selves we just don’t seem to relapse the effect which tend to come back to us ten fold , on other subtler forms, we may take this as an external attack instead , our minds like to figure things out, have a tendency to play inner detective for instance, from here too much mental activity takes place, we may or may not think of this from a spiritual purview , but spirituality aside, bc everything have been excessively conceptualized , packaged and sold to masses for one purpose or other, our tastes may differ , we may notice that life can give with ease some of those answers that we can clearly and with much ease apply , see good results .while in others however there is a stricter side to systems that preferentially keeps them down, as with things taking their time, exactly on whose time we may wonder, and here we see the most dominant force that propels through our systems that make all things possible, from our minds come the ideas that take their maturation , there is a passage through which we must first let things arise and rest then let this marinate, only after some friction has been made , that is u may , include others in the thought process , and then from there bring about joint ideas , or formations , and here still we may see that a degree of pre mediation takes place and upon such meditations u may feel the need to gain more knowledge in some areas, aside from inquisitiveness some concerns could require further research for instance, u may notice along the way further planning is necessary, concerning material things that’s necessary to bring an occurrence into fruition, gathering of objrdirves is a customary standard on this plane of existence in terms of our survival , we get her data so that we know ahead of time , and or convey meaning and establish basis for reasons upon objectives that impact us daily, we gather objects to keep us in security and safety, we forage ,”” forage, so that our bodies are sustained , the nature provides , this has been older than man, older than our perception of time, but here we are at strong conjunction, as we are intentionally kept low we are resorted to stained glass type reality, u know the answer are behind the veil but u can not reach it or u must not to avoid further peril , so u sacrifie at will ur potential to be greater for a lesser one in an effort to avoid the worst , for this is the best we can do, tends to be the standard , at best is often our worst however

how do we get ourselves out of our self conundrum is not always up to us, here we may notice the things taking time, for example if u needed to expound on the systems depending on what is cucurrently needed as per need, of heightened conditions maybe bc life is not always neat, there are a ton of messy objrdirves that take place within it, the fact we eliminate waste in our bodies is a strong symbol to this, it’s ok, we got this, but also we don’t, given by the current condition of worldly objrdirves , the things taking time left can be summed up to how we must manufacture objects that people need, which allows us to plan ahead of time, and have formative education on the objridves then gather the objects necessary to put things together which take time and they aren’t often perfect , sometimes things break down , then u call the technicians but think of this ur call depend s o the systems equivalence of how many technicians are intuitively needed per task as they may spontaneously arise, so that the full function of objrdirves is not delayed for this may impact greeter objrdirves, these are very thin lines of thought that allow to create some type of predictability, and are often based on by studies and observations of needs and how things tend to generate patterns of these occurrences , somewhere along the line, there is deterioration of quality and increase by numbers , so such an extend that even we are feeling the great pressure this tends to release into the atmosphere as per natural right as strong as in that we can do what we want but this doesn’t mean it self will lose value just bc we do not accept or recognize itself as itself , and that itself contributes to the world in a way that’s hard to ignore , avoid and even pretend u do not see bc it’s there and it contributes it starts up fires it causes havoc to our system or it continues in a a beneficial way that which could be elaborated upon so as to help the woes ina better way, we may se the choice is ours but often bc we see squeezed way down we say well i can’t do anything about that actually, whereas ofc it’s no wonder why we don’t always have the right type of approach and right type of energy on matters of great concern bc we mistake every concern of greet neutre thereby expand way too much energy than is necessary, hence the excessive multiplication of frivolous objrdirves , as symbolized here, but what does this mean? perhaps the byproduct of the collection of waste from the few begins to capsize this collective boat , overtime certain things could no longer be avoided , again as symbolized here, but we grow complicit, we are only one upon our collective “” collective, wrongdoing.

oh and we are trying , all this stumble and fumble through life’s ups and downs, add to that all the toxic ills that we intentionally do to one another, which leaves a strong after taste, bad , really, as we may like to call it, an intentional harmful co existence, almost to a bind, entangled to such an extend u love for the others , to their demise or torture, u can’t even have time to think of ur own cue self , in ur own dwelling truths, ur too concerned , how can i hurt them today, what are they doing today , how are they don’t today, what can i do for them today, today today, and its this everyday sameness that slowly drowns the soul, as u do not know who u we is they are not around, ur sole existence and purpose surround them, there’s meaning behind the enemy, and point of torture but it’s muted dulled out not worthy of any pursuit, for ones too excessively fixated on the outcome ones in perhaps intrinsically one knows that such calamities are hardly ever resolved, and this may mimic the feeling of uniform, allowing the pessimistic soul to feel solace in smth more than this fleeting life, and its expiration dates abound, on almost everything, for why the pursuit,? u can technically live without the enemy, but u would know that there would be smth missing from ur soul bc u didn’t do the preliminary inner work of self knowing bc u were too busy, too fixated on arbitrary knowing , it’s too scary otherwise, a comprehensive existential crisis on the rise for the space is cold, and empty, we often say, if we see terminal, say we have ten years rom love or less, maybe it’s ten hours idk, to go out there and experience as many things as possible during this finite life, funny all of a sudden.c and of things acquired, in superfluous, we are perhaps exasperating our senses of nightly recollect we fear of worry of greet growing concern of ever having to feel regret, and tis true that we do in rest place meaning on arbitrary objrdirves just so we avoid the entire subject its discomfort able, it reminds us of a uncomfortable place, of great distaste left by the ignorances of others who came thru our wake , but before we fell back to our uneventful slumber, we sleep walk through our problems, troubles , for the greater pain must spark something but based on by whose need, that much is shared. we haven’t come to full grasp of it just yet bc we tend to think too narrow along the lies of others need, and too boastful about our own personal in our own wake bc we do feel the further /nearness of objrdirves of having greater impact but at times , objrdirves of further distance do also possess greeter impact , upon our collective lives which is why it’s worthy to pursue the idea of things taking their time , as its only a matter of time things reach a degree of clarity, and that we cannot cover our tracts , as we cannot hide from our own shadow, for its part of us, a witness , right there, and nights are great at that we think we hide our mud too well, may even be systemically symbolic to an extend where we see of great things hiding in plain sight, monuments and great structures alike are representatives of past line sod thought collectively shared at some point but then dominated to one side or other, of what great focus we pay to those that are essential but also very superfluous, or we might say that we recall a past place of great pain and suffering , whose ghost is falling from within, at every turn this greet pain is ignited in us, for without a name, its only a voyager on the course of our path, but self let’s itself be known, without need for such recognize, that much we can all agree on,

what haïtiens when we are intentionally forced down and kept there, nature has a funny way of making such concessions at every detour, u see thing showing in places where they need not grow, u may feel worried , usually cancers grow this way, or u get some other concern, we are scared of our selves this, bc of the delicate balance between the worlds , the interactions give sense of unity, only at times of perils we may reflect on this, for when things get better we are thinking perhaps we are sort of paving a way out rather , and here we think the whole objedirve could easily be forgotten or written out, but then there are things of such nature that goes on anyway, these things in nature that goes on anyway are evident in our bodies, our consciousness for instance when we sleep, we don’t just turn off and on, smth transpires, and same with our comings and going between different thought processes, just bc we have some false thought , as this might have happened before, doesn’t mean we aren’t grateful when the thought isn’t materialized when say we were receptive to notice it’s discrepant nature, here we could symbolically connect the undesirable materialization of events and objectives in to our life and that which we “ didn’t mean it “ or in another example we may have prophetic dreams but of no great use bc the event happened anyway, maybe we notice we are getting this premonition, and ahead of time at that, but we do not know what to do with the information, not know of any way to apply it in some coherent way, because we notice that there are certain limitation on the external reality that surround us each depending on their own contextual basis of existence , which vary from lineage across the lands , and whose lives have greatly been chiseled by the man made systems , we may consider this as a characteristic basis for what it tends to alter, and effectuate , and our dreams of far sightedness was may give us a trajectory of where we cumulatively may be at , sure u see a potential of answer in clear form but it’s the best case scenario of what happens , and often when we hear the words worst or best we go ah i know full well what this means , but we don’t bc there are variations and gradations of terms and influence or meaning of the words in the contextual use , by whom, how long these thoughts were ordain within, cooked so to say, or brewed, what may have transpired them, under what conditions, and where was the data collected, aka sources, this may give us assurance not everything is waste or wasted, we may take reverie for what little movement we have made, again wobble crawl or stand to a halt, either way everything moves and we feel this movement foremost within, we don’t just spontaneously conjure up a world of words , for they reflect our inner sphere of existence, that’s why it’s often said control ur thoughts discipline them via meditation train them so as to not fall into lower states of consciousness which are strongly attracted to lower frequencies which tend to manifest lower quality materials experiences, within and among individuals , however some are intentionally instigated here.

and this inner self work is what brings about the excellence that is authentic true and just its self efficient and is easy to maintain bc it adheres to natural laws and nature and laws, and honours all people, which invests in others for the love of environment , in loving environment, great things can transpire, healing can occur, people generally do better in warmer conditions , by warm i don’t mean the temperature , if the heart is warm, anyplace will do, we have great opportunities at every “ trouble” we may either feel deterred from our collective work, or be excited that there are opportunities for us to put to perspective all that we have even learning and studying about, it’s good to exercise the brain better when we crystallize it bc it crystallizes eventually, but with greater use what would this reflect our collective materiality? and the ability to practice such wisdom begets more , there is no more of hidden information or secrets, no special ordainments , it’s all within already, what truly matters is to figure out way, to keep ourselves and each other, be inspired continually , while understsnjg such nature of change in the way information evolves, we say for insecte its always people that change but hardly ever the systems when will we begin to make such connections between or example two growing concerns are population and resources both of which are never discussed the way that can help solve all the rest, for one aspect are we too many or too few? versus resources, are they too plenty or too few? what we wants versus needs? what’s the best way we can handle collective things without leaving anyone out such as castes , and hierarchical system that say well maybe we think muslims don’t need to exist anymore or , how about we criminals or homelessness but we are certainly not meaning that to criminalize the way of getting there and by that, to establish and build a system that pulls people out of it, and then create more safety nets that if such conditions ever must permit, to tend to it timely, as we can see , things take time, u will need to talk plan and put objrdirves together so that u can then walk the way as we cannot do this overnight C we can still take intermediate steps along the way, that way things aptly evolve without leaving nothing and therefore nobody behind . or micro managing “poor “ peoples way of spending when u urself never experienced that, never know what it is like, for if there is issue and solution why is the solution half hearted, we say most issues our not fault bc we were not there as it happened but then work to make thing d worse and even do worse things than previously happened, we may ask ourself what’s our allotment of responsibility here when we want to be adepts on the spiritual road to collective interdependence , and here the independent part means that each of us can accord themselves , in a way that doesn’t require too much picking and governance . and this in turn brings the leaders and other world pioneers to centre focus, who’s governing those

there are two directions we take

one that’s personal, we each of us take our directions , albeit there are systems that help guide us, this indivisible process is the linear development thru out our day to day lives , the other being of planetary advancements, where we all rise , and take on a singular directions bc we are on the same one planet, now when we see our individual directions , there is a process, often this is the one where we do things first without knowing, and then spend the rest of our lives paying for it, but also there are great variations bc this is highly systemized operation, among us, and each may differ, as u may have noticed , leaders of other nations can condemn others faulty actions but never speak concerningly about their own issues a great phenomena that separates us in rigid tones, saying things like i can do whatever i want in my own nation but i can obviously tell the difference between right and wrong when it comes to understanding concerns of others , its just split, and here for me, my own personal experience with “my people” is different, its the but this is different in series of sequences for some reason it can never be defined as faulty mechanism or needs a revise or a different type of approach, yet we see too quick to judge others in their own admissions but this also does not make things right, all of which takes us to levels of justice systems that exist among us, as well as the types of understanding of what makes us diplomats, diplomacy is that thinking out side of the box but what does it support? further constrictions or coming to terms with long standing issues in a way that benefits everybody, in a way it’s a justice system without the courts, involved, without all the money and headache , spent , bc u can all establish a co effort basis that u can all have what it takes to get thru the muck, with as little friction and waste produced otherwise had u chosen the same old beaten tracks , in a way diplomacy is a systemic soul of the world, but we have ways to get it right, and it’s a continual process, where the determinant point of whether if we see on the other track collectively is by the end results, does it benefit everyone ? or harm some or many or all? there are no scapegoats in diplomacy, nor stepping stones as people, surely we may notice the urgency for collective efficiency benefits everyone, especially when we think of this in terms of planetary representation, as a whole we represent collectively , “people”. when we harm each other we take away potential that someone’s gifts could help transcend the planet towards the right course of direction that benefits all in the efficient most ways , which when we look works by todays standards we can immediately tell we aren’t quite there yet.

and we can feel the resistances as well, in our personal admission we wanna be best , better than ourself or better than each other or both, whatever is ur drive , right or wrong, may correlate as much as the shape of ur thought processes , as well as what u do with what u know, and how u utilize this knowledge , here we don’t establish wrong because it hasn’t yet matured, there’s potential that things can bounce back, however in systemized societies there is no potential , for this is often weak laws, against the people, who then pay a hefty price on a universe that doesn’t exist, or is adjacent or alternate than what it actually is, which is the origin of our wastefulness, one source comes from strong sense of ignorance , bc paired with lack of knowledge comes false knowledge or selective knowledge and in a way they are correlated , as they pull and push at the collective helm of reasoning , we feel the stress of acquiring data for the sake of knowing but not being able to make do with it hence let it sit on a mental shelf and collect dust , meanwhile this has tremendous effect on our system, on our personal journey which then gets inhibited by the rigidity of systems that can reduce a man with mere sentence, or one word, surely here we must work with known objectives, perhaps if we have already acted in divine accordance to knowing of objrdirves as they are in their original form, then we would not be diluted with the strong side effects , here we may not be able to realize the conditions we set for ourselves when we trick and deceive esch other, bc we need esch other, but not in the way we think , where in systems for instance the causes and effects are interlinked but there is a order of chain of occurrences and levels in that, where the same experice is not experienced inthe same for two people in such a distinct way that these strong contradictions cause split between the peoples opinions about the same or similar objrdirves that could otherwise expedite some type of organized union towards its continuity, we don’t get to have that power , of altering the course of events that correlate to our lives thereby cutting us off at times , depending on which the systems may require , which are not in divine accordance in terms of human guidelines , since we do see the strong split between , honestly expressing a growing concern , or the discovery of the prior that bright us in a specific way, to one where we are using what we know , to alls benefit, we don’t do that precisely bc we fear of being confronted with strong revolt, we think perhaps from our own seat of operation bc we ourself would not like that way of life if it was presented to us, so we up the ante just to keep around some good luck, for the preservation of self concern over the welfare of others, is not a new trick in the book of actions that have long been performed in this planet which is why we may ask ourselves aside from everyday linear actions , what of this transcended, or where we say , the only way is up .

the beautiful objrdirves about meanings is that there are so many of them but at the end of the day all brings us to one collective path, we are all trying to understand our surroundings reality, so that we can conduct ourselves with a bit more responsibility , which promotes healthy life for us and for everyone, then things are going well we may feel strong urge to replicate objrdirves without knowing how things came about, this tend to be quite standard practice here where things only benefit one side , at the cost of the other, at esch other so an experience is shared , but there is no co efficiency, bc it’s at the cost of the other side, if we could recognize that each person might offer something unique based on by their own spiritual portion of which complements us here as whole, then perhaps we encounter things we never had chance to recognize of, think differently, to promote and inspire new ideas to follow, and here when we think of rigidity of systems we see a lot of plagiarism and taking of others right livelihoods or their personal process of fighting a portion of the world about the transformation of it , in some evolutionary way , we each of us have that in us, and the contributions of small to large degree , does not matter , everything supports everything else, that’s not communism, that’s common sense , it is not ownership of others livelihoods , it’s recognizes the value of the input of everyone , and making no distinctions of it too great or small that it causes harm to some, stagnation to others , and for many others, their lives are stunted much early on, this is the strong byproduct of the systems that we do not fully recognize their true purpose and way of integration into our lives but we try, in a half hearted way, perhaps always considering ourself foremost , perhaps bc we feel outnumbered , or we feel that , as its customary here , for self benefit, has been practiced for so long that this is the sole way to overcome global conflict, and others struggles along the way, for the chain of system are interlinked so closely , much like a spiders web, but unlike the same resistance , itself is material, buildings collapse, people go bankrupt and they have their lives build in spectacular way, much like spiders web, things can go upside down easy, overnight , and this is peoples lives which systems cannot support, we know from welfare programs how true this is but they succinctly create these options and maintain them to this day. ever so poorly, yet the turning people against each other has also been concomitant to this process , but it does come with lots of gray areas,

there is occult evidence that human spirit comes with a element of surprise, or mystery, that unknowingly is what we are after and what is sought , the philosophers stone, what is it? essentially it’s the mark of the spirit, or the one that can be “possessed” , taken over , or made predictable so that u feel better in its presence, we become trained specialists in being exploited for our livelihoods, constantly allowing promotion of ourself for fear of losing our jobs, or offending others, making them weary, upset, there seems to be a one sided theory of too much too much information oneself just to convince the system that ur good, that you mean well, and at every avenue ur doing good, of micro managing ur thought processes like chop suey, parse thru every nook and cranny, slice and dice , expressively, if the mind had adrenaline built in system u could be steaming right now , and here they will shame u for indulgences such as self care, self love, joy happiness, a mouth breather they will proclaim , u waste space , u do nothing all day, ur useless or what u do matters less of not none hardly ever enough or good at that even tho on the contrary , in ur absence , what can they do and have , and u can only think of these words as the winds welcomes them to ur attention, and here our minds may adopt to these as facts or we get worried begin to doubt our self or wonder if this is true or where it is coming from, why and what not , but u may know from ur memories and own truths bc u have ur own experiences in this world that can be ever be determined deleted and augmented by others , surely there’s too much emphasis on value of each person in the world , i can understand net worth, but value placed on people based on by arbitrary notions cheapen the whole human experience, but here in systems we place great value and emphasis on words and labels that trap and effectuate people, so much that all we do is see everyone thru systemic filters to establish a basis of who they are , which is why, it shows , and leaders say we know and can tell the right from wrong on others causes and concerns but our own is always different , we may be too hyperbolic here towards no two people experiences the same thing in the same way, bc at the end of the day a right is right and wrong is wrong, and we need to refer things by their true name , then we can see that the flexibility to err is like a trembling frequency, we may have oscillations when issues are still at their infancy.c and change for better, as the nature is nurturing and given that our mistake is not a irreversible ordeal such as rising someone’s life or harming others to such an extend they live scarred, and regardless to our not knowing , even the fool must learn how to hold oneself accountable, so there is going to be an event where when someone wrongs somebody, they must return the devour, give back and help them be restore to thee prior condition, this is pretty much how we can prevent things from getting bigger, bc we have tried all these past theories before, trick others c, lie , cheat , deceive, misuse information manipulate it, cause division between the people so better to dictate them, call things by other names to attract the crowd much like honey attracting bees but without the substance or the actual hard work, ( but a long held practice handed down for generations eventually loses it away, especially when it ups the ante bc we are too safe and need to be rocked, out of that , safety, so we can be altered)

when we feel unable to tell what we need to do next, we may always refer to cosmic unity, we may ask ourself , is this right thing to do? the most efficient? can i invest in this for long term? smth that’s gonna work for benefit of everybody, a thought or an idea it may be, a choice or a way of life, in a persons own take in their own struggles and troubles with in ones self, for everything starts there foremost, as we all have that initial split, bc the systems might have helped us at some point in the distant past, maybe bc we were too conditioned to keep on fighting , bc that what happened, bc it was traumatic, for the shock on our bodies can be simulated by todays modern warfare as we watch, and our bodies respond for unsnaps , it says , this is not natural , this is not normal, bc we have smth better to compare it to now, versus in the past where we rose out of warfare among ans against all odds we made it this far, but the growing concern reaches far beyond ourselves , bc we do experience this , either think only of urself , or run the risk of being punished when i think of others , and urslef bc u notice the unity of all and this exposes a great point about with the system that they are caught, maybe they wanna do good life term but only after these wrongs , but sure u may say if it’s over there that it’s fine , but what if ur next , or what if it happens to u at some point down the line, u may not expect the help then bc u will recall these years, and here some will be like well i have to think of myself so ur trying to fear monger me and i will not have it ( u wanna be good after all but u think much like anything else u take from others to make ur own, u think u have to take this from others too whereas yours could look very different ) , all the self help books heralded fools like u would come and try to threaten my self success thru the bodies of the systems that according to my ex prince work quite well, and maybe not for u because u keep rigid when they make simple requirements whereas all u has to do was follow what they tell u to do and u would have been just fine, a u followed their orders, it’s bc of ur inability to follow their orders that ur in ur situation definitely not bc of some issues within the system , the systems are fine at all times of our lives its always the meek of a human being that does the wrong that’s a strong characteristic of themselves which would be stifled and quelled or kept small, but in truth, this is only a mere excuse, bc our issues have long been reduced, surely in among us there are some very troubling concerns perhaps bc some have those types of susceptibilities that are easily cultivatable bc the grounds is also fertile for it , but for the error us we are not running the risk of getting condemned to a faulty life for simple frivolous objrdirves in fact we run out of objrdirves we create new ones or make them up, just to make it from point a to point b, that’s why we wish to improve the grounds so the most vulnerable get by with very little discursion based on by their faultiness of action or whatever influences some of us, perhaps the nature is resilient in bringing to us certain topics bc they point to smth else that’s collective that could be handled well for its transcendence , for the benefit of everyone . bc right now it works like we take turns on wins and losses whereas the conditions that make these possible at every level are hidden from discussion c and for their collective resolve, we cannot fathom think that we can mature collectively, only some of us, reach perfection of humanity, but in there, maybe that’s as much manpower we have to really organize and make certain things efficient .and may need to employ more people, with same way and quality of operation and timeliness , so that we do not feel bereft of options and end up falling into competition or inferiority with others, bc here we experienced a lot, and it impacted our lot, everyday u in the risk of incurring some bad type of karma and it takes precedence over ur souls path, often implicate it, at least physically / materially , and that ruins things for everyone , for ur potential often stifled, there may be a long time before a chance can made glimpses between the clouds of dreariness of everyday repetitiveness that deludes even the most brightest of minds, for these leaders too, are pure genius but often misuse it,

all these opposites

of taking and giving , of coming and going , all the experiences of such exchanges we have with in ourself and the reality that surrounds us, can give us a sense of this feel between knowing and unknowing , living and being, in terms of our action and periods of rest, figuring things out actively in our cognitive minds and then erring things rest, and marinate so we are infused with truths rather than constructed out of our inner architect , which comes after , first we are infused, we may not be aware or we forget , our initial stages of having been here we do not know bias, or trouble, for desperation, or cause to be hardened, or heart broken, those are acquired later, indication of which can cause a split between inner states. of compartmentalizing it’s often said, to put it aptly, having secrets from urself that’s not secrets bc u take them.c and put them in a inner broom closet, and then lock the door and throw away the key, and if anyone asks what’s beyond the door u can always say what door . u don’t see anything there, u simply refuse to acknowledge it, even though u put it there, we can truly convince ourself that we can outsmart our smart self, we think we are cunning and decisive to first alter our self with such states of division, to deny what is is akin to close one’s eyes to life’s hardship, because life is full of jt as we do too make it harder for each other because of the induction to reality, as troublesome as its been, is quite personal, hence the ridicule to our past states of innocence u can look at ur older , or in this case , much younger pictures of urself and remember the time in which u had ur shape of worldview, all was wonderful with more possibilities and the concerns all to real but these are quite alright next to much bigger occurrences that can really cause impede.c such as the historical context we read about, and the pictures and potentials that we see, but we aren’t made of glass we wouldn’t be affected if we run across a story occasionally, we would be concerned , it would still have the degree of impact for generation of enough care to pursue and do smth about it, with the intent to eliminate suffering ur not supposing unknown whether if this person deserved it, but when say ur profession requires from u, too look at, various data of such content in the context of which has a particular pattern, or the context is repetitive states of induction of pain and suffering it may cause u to collect overtime these long standing effects that are harder to shake off and n this works the same, to alter our consciousness, effectuate our decision making abilities, for we may feel stunted, in terms of our growth, where all of a sudden, the states of panic and worry, take centre stage, and the growing uncertainty towards a future that may not be as collective , for in parts or even whole could entirely be threatened, we may not notice these .. gratitude moments, bc they come of standard, like suns rays or every day that comes about.c it’s assuring to think u will have ur cup of coffee and sit by the window and watch the sun rise every morning, the growing concern is to be more in the body, and stuck in the mind, operating strictly on the survival mode but in the mental realm, more so than one’s own personal vicinity, ur own private realm, and these mental agitations causes more delusion in the reality, bc ur not akin to urself , have compartmentalized parts that are offensive, or have paired with in urself a certainty towards reality that is not as it appear and that ur conveyance of factors are also not in line with what actually is, for this creates twists on the road if under sensing, and can take the help of others for its undoing , for its necessary to undo binds that confine us, and cause us much suffering, where the way way out has long been thru warfare, all forms of it exist today

we don’t talk about it because it’s forbidden, and then once we passed the forbidden stage for we couldn’t overcome it any longer, as the the rectors begin to act like phenomena among us, we permitted speech but also a strategic occurrence took place in the form of smoke and mirrors where words bounced off their reflection causing infection of thought processes, as well as split mentality between two objrdirves, where relativity formed some type of bridges between certain thought processes as we see example of how certain words can invoke certain memories for instance or can trigger certain states we don’t understand at a intellectual level but feel deep at heart, the feeling to that is akin to having dry throat all of a sudden ur eyes water and there is a smoke like warm feeling oozing from ur heart as in the form of an ancient cry, origin of which is so far distant that u cannot intellectually grasp if it’s truth or essence but it’s also very much there in its purest form, but not all things hidden from us are that further away, it just is part of a continuity that has long been abandoned , but also, not really, bc we can’t truly separate ourself from our truth or self, we can only project abject versions of a self that is much smaller than the grand self that’s comprehensive and whole, all of which makes us who we are they is also in its continuum stage bc it and therefore we never end, we may see this like the changes we go through, in life, many stages , evolution of the self , of changing faces , our needs also may change , so is with our thought processes, today we may feel this way tomorrow that, we are multi faceted thus, and cannot easily be convened by mere few statements but in the contrary our systems do precisely that, an understandable point of view suggest the work load, and the counter point points to all levels of poverty and loss , and aimlessness in life where the passionless pursuers then to multiply, and are systemically too many, supported in some cases, and in others , elaborated fritter upon, we seem to have more to do with controlling self, that is human , but split, that is always other people, and never ourself, bc we either don’t know our true self, or worse, we think we do, with the latter is very concrete u think u have arrived, ur stuck nowhere in a prism like occurrence , constantly, vibrating the same frequencies bc then there’s maintenance of states of outcome independent in nature , while this may apply to personal habituations , to apply this artificially upon the whole, in a forced way can be detrimental to each personal personal trajectories and ofc this might not have had been available in the prior stages of human development since due to the darker times we had to endure in the coming of understanding into some type of our nature that allowed all that we are part of possible by todays standard, if u have noticed the colour of our perspective towards events that occur do transmit some type of frequency that emits it from somewhere else, some people led by us, others understood, and then the process in which where we combine the known and he unknown tends to provide smth a bit out of our control, even to a collective degree, this unknown has or might have had shown itself in the prior development of human nature in the types of those phenomena which we now completely mistake for the real or essential of continuity in the same mannerism bc we feel as if this serves us in some self protective way, and that depends on the direction in which such conveyance is made, bc it’s not perceived the same from all other directions , then perhaps the issues aren’t actually that deep, but there could be some depth there , there could be a collective vein here and there that throbs in agony but we each of us perceive this pain rather differently

we may strike our consciousness right at differ occasion , knowing full well without full knowledge , to sense that smth is right nor concerning in a way that perks up our interest and further in its direction, and there are a ton of occurrences that tire us on the daily, around the clock, we have more issues that go backwards than forwards , with a ton of stagnation in between states of occurrences where the next possible occurrence also sets us back in a little bit by little, we don’t try to collectively come to terms with the issues concerning such, where we may adhere more within the system , of that which can serve us, or an idea that has been on a roll, trying to get the actualization of smth that might have took root from the past but only to transcend it based on by the viewpoint of the few, to finally alter it in a way that it will not continue to arise to work to challenge up its own self advances, or to constantly “confront” those objrdirves, while robs the job , allegedly, off those who done u wrong, but much too refuse to acknowledge let alone restore any of it, where the passage of time becomes like a garden that haphazardly grows and u call that life bears fruit when u give it time, but time alone doesn’t do this there is rain, and induction of the wind and whatever it may bring, if the conditions are right and even then, the haphazard in growth suggests diversity unless u planted specific seeds, even then u may face some challenges , and this demonstrates the same, bc we think certain occurrences are stand alone , all on their own, and for specific purpose , but there’s meditations that take place proper to development of smth in manifest form, not always isolate, often connected bc they can versus why we know, in terms of such network of operations that must cross paths much like collègues who pass u in fluorescent hallways in a way we fear humanity but we also cannot without it, we depend so much on social interactions , but at the same time, to find the need to get away where people are not, is same for all especially for those , among us whose diverse experience differ greatly, often barred from speech, and looked up as terrorism to counter society and civility, u must not speak in such tone bc u might disturb the peaceful, but if truths can disturb ur peace was it even real? and now we are on the same cross roads to chuck the baby with the bath water or to not ? that is the question, perhaps we are too stifled of organic ideas, due to sidling of ourselves via strangling each other, it’s possible that we are missing some serious key players within the world front, that is a composite of everyone by the way for those who may think what? me? i’m just an ordinary person , my life has not much impact , almost invincible, only useful in body, hands many, or reciting specific lines in repeat, as i’m often told to do, for my survival in bliss , or peace where peace is a seed, just looking for a cultivatable grounds to germinate and be more efficient , likely, or external ,and it’s always a far fair and place, our collective expectations in wait, in agony, getting worse on the daily bc things tend to decompose they rot building gets old, pipes and wires get worn out over time , jobs make new rules ur kicked out all of a sudden it’s always u who must change and change hard, breaks apart and be put back together , it’s better to get worse before u get better even though the task is quite very simple we make everything spiritual but in a very dogmatic way, and then we wonder, who am i, we go back to the prior sense of self of returning to a state of innocence but with memories, wisdom, knowledge, ideas, experiences that also shaped urself in a way that u cannot deny their existence even if u tried, at some point we sit with our true self, or we don’t , we reject that too, constantly filing the room with others , if there is noice hustle and bustle then we can run from this; having to face our truer self and truth and our self in the same room without fighting each other , or we think we can, therefore we oscillate maintain lower states of self, attracting trouble where there need to be one, and causing much fright in others life bc if we aren’t having an argument with ourself then we need to have argument with others, but , given that our advantage may permit from us to uniquely design many other forms of how one can practice art of having arguments, bc others may not notice that ur fighting them, that is to ur advantage, that is if they don’t know, then ofc it’s better for u to secure a win before u even begin then it’s easier to take such chances upon others, but sometimes anomalies do happen, and then slip ups also accumulate, causing instabilities in the system and at first its convict fro say the least we do occasionally have troubles as recorded from the prior times which could facilitate genuine understanding but then it repeat and u see a pattern emerging and u notice there is strong stagnation in the learning process of some reflection of practices ,

at times we are left to our self, where we are confronted with many voices that may arise in the otherwise stillness and silence , some happen due to life changes, others changes in where it live, who u might surround urslf with, an adjustment period offers this profound silence, which is often profound with its abject profundity, we see the many objrdirves desirous in nature not of , attachment , but that which liberates the soul or takes it back to its origin which is ur home or the warm feeling of the sun, that ensuring guarantee of the earthly abound, bountiful animal kingdom bursting with diverse life, has tremendous healing qualities, where we context, and ground, where we give just our true self, a true gift indeed, with many skills and experiences under our belt , we are the prodigies who are born to walk the earth, but why the stifling? why do we feel inferior next to our kin? perhaps the reason to that comes from the distaste towards our collective past some who do knows theirs too week, but so not understand why they could be born within such lineage , while on the outside u must upkeep , and work to support ur lineage , on the inside , u wonder in ways of how u can rebrand ur clan in a way that’s gonna make it look nicer to the world, when especially we all get glimpses of the human past, it’s hard to tell where the responsibilities lie, when it comes to individual concerns but on the cold force , there could be determinable factors where we can track things done to their earlier occurrences , as well a paired interactions , all of which is attribute to our human nature which we pretend to not notice ? especially in our true self? that which we close behind the door and never look back, and this holds us back, the chains that we place upon the door, where this event took place, and we wish we didn’t know or know too much or too well, but don’t know how to go about it, causing us much fright that means u gotta get tougher to overcome this tough life, but how much toughness is tough enough, and where do we draw the line? between chance of being abusers ourself, and being protective of ur lot? that one is still up for further discussions among the world of people but we must not get too comfortable with words only, a conversation stage eventually most move to an action form, but here we can assume that the limbo serves a purpose, while closing down avenue of self speak, if we don’t confront ourself and get away with it, then it’s easier to get away with running from others concerning our responsibilities and duties for the world and u do this precisely bc of the benefits that’s offered , u may think the world échange of such ideas don’t come with some type of imbalance , which we see more of, bc we look to who is reliable in terms of deciphering the world, and it’s workings , that why we try to find people , those of others , who will not thwart the mutual trust of words and what they truly represent , a merit in the integrity of mutual interactions is needed indeed, to not only set a pace that gets us out of our collective conundrums but also sets example , to facilitate more of the same in others who also in their ways , before to forge ways onto solving many issues that we enveloping us at all areas of our lives, which could potentially turn the disintegration process and to one where it is mutually beneficial on all fronts , as well as undoing any of the harm , with the exception that sadly we still can’t figure out how to bring back the dead nor can we go back in time or go backwards so our a fine become gentler here so is with our daily tentions and if we are in a position of great might, we may need or refer to community members those who can tell us what we need to hear not what we want to hear, or more blindness, so that we can get the help we need and overcome such afflictions , the tasks should excite us rather than feel daunting , u do notice the grand awakening ur stuck between a dark past and potential of future going either way, good or bad, demise or uprise , transcendence , or demise, all of these are part of where we are, a big task and challenge that we can utilise great care and even greater skill to overcome instead of cut corners, or repeat the past or assume that our afflictions are of normal, surely the history and human nature

has a lot of pitfalls , for its not supposed to be this way, so what u feel, in the abject reality to much suffering u too can tell the same u natural ness of human aggression even though we have perfected skill of normalizing it systemically, but u may also notice that we are still figuring things out which we never gave it a try to invest in all people and do things differently reveled to what we come to know, so to say, to know everything about the world and still love it wholeheartedly therefore care for it honestly, and which means all its inhabitants entirely, to the best of ur abilities ofc, we can’t sacrifice ourself to a point where we ourself become a liability, and which case systems do not notice when they break people they aren’t just a product and responsibility to the system they are responsibility to their family and friends and at the very least their colleagues and further dependencies upon the systems thereafter such as many of its abject resources geared to keep people low, and as far as changing of the material world is considered, its the grand existential issue that faces us all equally, for in the future great ecological changes may occur as we may not be aptly counter them, we will be forced to evade home , so things differently, as in , mass migrations, or other concerns, forcing us to chose between two objrdirves , either abandon each other, or try to work with each other without prior training which case things can also go two ways, either go in absolute chaos among esch other, or find some way towards harmony if we are all vested in the same outcome or we don’t have to wait till last minute, and try to work up some communication now, for what may avail us, and wait for us in near future , than try to take matters into our secular hands and think we can carry with of the world , in just one word, our own personal commands , which also bears one of two conundrums solution , either to make a big mistake , an oops moment where we end the human race once and for all, or we end up seldom four self our own mind in the progression of the human soul that supersedes all obstacles even though in the surface it may not seem like it, and in explicit form, as it often does, possess the quality of false apparences , but this too can lead us to our final end, we could however , work to challenge that now instead of test its ppl ability like a rebel against the universal forces that made this possible, u may stick ur fist into the air and say bring it on, and sure it does, sure it does and plenty

in everything that changes, only the eternal is the same

but in the eternal everything changes the part that is constant that doesn’t change is nothing , or cannot be defined, that is what propels inside of u, the eternal that we touch on about, so we have a conundrum between that which changes in particular on this planet and what our perception of space is also goes through its changes, but all of this contain the seed of eternal, that which never changes and is constant, but what is eternal? when we ask what eternal is we find nothing , but everything contained in it at the same time, which means that eternal is greater than all things material that go thru changes , which includes their intrinsic phenomena that also changes, if change is constant , then what requires change is rooted to eternal, that’s why we think of stuff that goes not go against what eternal means when we can’t even define it , we say well, if smth is eternal then it means that it exists constantly , then we must not hurt or, and cause harm, bc that would denote to destructive behaviour which is anti thesis to what’s considered eternal, since what goes away from our human purview does not actually get destroyed , it just gets inhibited from being here in the now, and for a while we can be distracted with worldly wonders , this may not solve all our problems, for example, we cannot bring back the dead, but there is prospect of resolving conflict and righting our wrongs if we truly want it, but this would require from us an honest take a look at things and get real with our truths and about ourselves bc if we do activate and or touch or be conscious with our eternity, then there’s no need to run, bc everything is here at all times anyway, there’s no denial, bc it’s all in u, and there’s no need to fight urself about it, bc then ur just wasting precious energy and time , and u can do that for eternity if u truly want, which is fruitless, it goes and becomes more concrete, more stationary, and much later when u do “change” it would become harder to break away, and or , in truth, perhaps closest to its meaning bc we try to define what’s undefinable, here the correlating effects are concomitant to the process in which we insist, and persist in its ways rather than itself being of standard in nature or the some instigator, but we can easily mistake it for it bc of the strong relativity between objrdirves as they continue to repeat, but we also see that if we choose to utilise this power for good then it will manifest sustainable results maybe even take us to next evolutionary point of operation where we transcend smth or other that benefits us all in terms of our pure process of change that some how for some resin takes places in this infinite endless space and our collective eternity .

aside from self honestly , in terms of resolving conflict we need to assure each other that we are not gonna go back on our word, this would teach us about integrity of living in our truths and not just say it or hide behind words but do not actually employ their teachings or be true to our self rather than appearing as better than where we are right now, especially if we are actively working on a ongoing inner conflict,it saps so much energy from us , when we become too idle to notice our own self choices, and what we wish to do with our own true will power, and how we tend to relinquish based on by mental afflictions , in a reality that is not real nor is it also true, and we cling on to everything and everyone , ideologically , this refers to some of wanting to seek validation constantly, as they do wrong things or things they inhibit their own world, causing them much fright, but they don’t notice this internal fear as such, they use this as a fuel to continue being in the wrong , bc the momentum sometimes gives us this special kind of likeness but we may not notice that what we choose to continue on towards may not actually be good for us, bc we may have mistook it for a cause of something else, and all of this works to elaborate on our cosmic senses , o but on human plane we have rules and laws and for good cause, although we go back to the quest for finding, where then do the dead go if not over here, and why does that say towards our collective behaviour,then u wonder why even do all these human related objrdirves if we are eternal and have contained within ourselves that which is all and everything , there is indeed eating of the dead, so we can only relate to what toon place in the prior, smth that can’t come with us when we die and didn’t have before we got here and that which is left behind when we do depart, that which goes back tot he cosmic soup of infinite chances until the case about change comes lancing on ur door, its time to transcend my dears come on let’s proceed, u might not be ready for it , we hardly ever are when it comes to eternal things , but that’s the issue , bc eternal is not a flat surface or just a dot, it’s got substance, that’s what weighs heavy but is also very light , maybe this is attribute to impact of what makes us eternal,

in a way, we are choosing our own experience but for a differential point of view which is also very alien to us, maybe that’s what it means to be alien on a foreign planet, and the dis to drink comes purely from our minds , a part of a system that we do not fully comprehend , even though we liken, bc it springs from within, although, in resolving conflict, we easily forget this one bit, bc the stuff of world , may not come with us when we do transcend but it’s a life and seething matter on this planet, there are some set of rules or some codes to decipher, some things to figure out, a correct order, right ration, whatever, but we are too keen on taking on quick routes, which prolongs our stay, collectively perhaps , bc maybe the art of countering feelings of intense existentialism and helplessness would be to break free before things get worse , not neglect what we came here to do, and do it wholeheartedly, and to ensure we can claim or wake into our true power, smth that says, well surely this universe and this solar system will experience some type of change and this may deter us from caring about it all together we may say well u know what none of this is real, and so i’ll do why i want and u do what u want and if we ever brush shoulders in the wrong way may it work for the benefit of the righteous and good and by the way in case u didn’t notice, in the righteous one, as i always am, so if anyone has problem with me they should look to themselves and so on.. of we don’t like being wrong, its highly uncomfortable and strongly self challenging if one senses maybe thats why its often weaponed among us as part of some political strategy and in terms of people relations, at that, and we can boast about our wins here , bc it often happens as its been a long term practice which only seems to get smarter in time , but not for our collective benefit i presume since the effects seem to be highly costly upon our collective conscience , this gives us a strong sign that not all that glitter is gold not all the happy is good not all the kindness is right and the virtuous mighty which shouldn’t concern us bc then we are like uh oh we had a chance and we blew it ? what happens beyond the point of complete copy of urself ? but without still merit or growth it’s just eternally plastered like a picture hanging from a wall and that’s it? do we mistake our eternity to things that need changing to be unchanging and therefore abandoning things that need changing while adhering to false sense of completion? bc complete is ever never so , it goes on competing itself , its self perfection that is never finished, it just goes on, that’s eternity it moves, it’s active , maybe it has passive dormant stages much like our human sleep hours and even then there are ton of mystical activities that continue to take place, at the very least u wake up refreshed in the event that u do not recall dreams, u will still be presented with how different ur mind fluctuates day after day, but ofc we may consider that our reality is heavily augmented , its distorted by human perception for human consumption, and its altered to such an extend its artificiality tends to create intense heightened states of consciousnesses but bc we are also adaptable, n diverse, this can create myriads of effects to follow and multiply, ofc there are frequencies we can tap in and out of , in group, or all together, depending on the relativity and pull of events that tend to create these crossroads.

nature always brings us back to this eternity, for itself contains piece of it as well, this eternal being whose former grounds is quite unknown whose workings and mechanisms is hard to know, maybe we all operate this , big machine , taking our turns , between realms, we may be saturated with it, our pasts that correlate but not our entirety, say if we possess some type of omni presence collectively in all places all at once but are currently confined , in terms of the type of consciousness that coordinates with the earthly realm, and so as we move here today we are also living there everywhere in myriad forms? then how do we chuck all that , omni presence for mere human infractions? we are big then we are also very small, and we do this, we think that this is earthly laws, as collected from our histories which are partial and bc we’re adolescent at heart still, we need to mature with the j formation as opposed to grow too quickly thru it, now we think of expertly conditions what this means is that some adepts take onthe road to live deeper into specific topics , but this is not an end of its mess or a completion of all and everything for everything contributes in some way, even the dead , although their change may have subsisted in parts but not in all since what we are doing is extract the eternal in everything in form of earthly clues and cues that can help guide us thru it , and here we are thinking of pure , those that connect to the rather omni presence of space in its as is ness as it also continues to coalesce and change , we are simplifying our ways , collectively this way, for a quick whip of a stiff thought that rigidly cuts thru the heart of others will eventually dawn on us in the form of supernovas and we have no control about what that may effectuate while all this comes to end, then it suffices none the less to invest in the eternal all the more, for it can expedite greater luck on the collective and individual course of overcoming these pockets of instances where we are planetary beings , and we know too well , to look no further than ourself , on how hard that is, and here we may experience pure joy, and continuity into a more super curious and inquisitive nature that’s also creative inspired, transcending along with the cosmic laws, with more ease , as if, u have completed a vital lesson , wisdom of which is the essential nutriment that substance we speak of , that will accompany u on the course of what’s next and where to under what conditions , though we can hear ourself as we try to determine only in the mind but not the heart or the soul, so we may wish to hold loose the thoughts as they arise bc they are byproduct of the human entanglement so a degree of control, doubt, and flexibility for further delving into their truths n meaning can serve us in this long term investment and duration thru which we pass each day , otherwise we think we are possessed and we can be possessed by an idea, we have the power to enchant ourselves with our lies but that which won’t last eventually falls apart , each time we learn but only for so long , we notice our life is brief , today we are here tomorrow we are gone , so a degree of investment ina fleeting world proves to be wealthy than being too pessimistic about the whole ordeal bc we are gonna die anyway and this is a dream and much like some of our reckless dreams , where we get all kinds of crazy , unlike our awakened self, this his a sign that we may misapprehend this symbolism to actualize from our purview via violent actions for pessimistic reasons , that causes harm as if we are challenging higher powers, do as thou will , idc bc i don’t believe this or that if all this comes to pass , well show urself , i don’t trust u, i dot think u exist, and stuff like that, meanwhile the nature shows itself don’t u find its beauty? alluring ? we do know that actions cause permanent changes , permanent in the world , that’s also changing , we can study the past and notice that certain conditions go on whereas others cease but not everything that ceases ceases permanently and not everything that continues is essential to us do the continuity of their eternity bc at the time of which we insist on the continuity of such practices we keep causing harm to ourselves

our true nature is that if one with harmony of the world and everyone and it starts with us, when we are constantly afflicted between what’s eternal and what’s not, we are afflicted as to place various meanings which determine and shape our lives , for example its hard to tell between the signs of emotional distress and body issues , such as one attribute to health, bc there are so much toxins, and human conflict , such traumas can get us to juxtapose the signals , when they are occurring, which requires medical remedy, which requires human interaction ? which require change reflect to the system, something that can be expedited, bc unlike the space we are far more violet, we do it to each other, and we are mere human, we don’t think twice about long term effect to that which we do, bc we are internally not sure is this gonna come with name or not , and bc dead is dying , what’s here today is fine tomorrow we can convince ourselves of this possibility until we are next, and we are always next, bc things don’t selectively work on our devious just bc our minds like to believe if it’s true, this is just the most extreme reaction to common distrust among people as well as how timid we generally are even to mother nature, even the space can scare us , dark cold dreary? void? so u mean there is nothing after this ? it begs the question, what did we do that desired the way of our exiting like this here became possible ? are we really that bad? or is it true that which we do does in fact come back to us? but what we are baffled with is that not everything does, so there’s a flaw in the type of thought process we have been running on for so long , something that is difficult to look at , bc it’s like peering into the cast nothing in space, we get scared, of this vast emptiness bc it challenges all that we came to know and worked so hard for for so long and that to think of it as meaningless is what deters us from productive when motivation to keep on the righteous path, a contradiction between our infinity and , identity is indeed hard to balance , a degree of foolishness of wonder, and not assuming that we has and have control over everything at all times and that we know and that we did and do everything knowingly and that everything that we do is well intended without checking with our inner resources first and take the time in figuring objrdirves out regales to how societies force us to hurry up and make hasty decisions out of fear , and competitiveness induced objrdirves , which teaches us how to think what to think, and how to determine our life in the spiritual sense bc we then contradict our higher self on some of those collective notions , which should be reorganized and prioritized for the collective benefit , for it benefits us all, each and every one.

we have the extremes bc things are out of balance

things are out of balance because we have the extremes, it actually does not matter which comes first but for the entertainment of the mind and the delving deeper into the nature of objectives, we simply notice the intersections between what instigates alternations, and what maintains them, but more so we delve into what maintained them bc it’s thru there that we can bring about good balance , otherwise our alternations can continue to cause us to point fingers at each other, but u started it first therefore i can be as bad as i want to be and there’s nothing u can do about it plus it’s justified, justified ? by whose standards ? we don’t notice our power, that’s the problem , doesn’t matter whether if we are the doers or the ones that are done to, for this only complements our selective reality, we want this or that from the buffet of humanity, that which appeals to us and then reject anything that we do not like, especially that which belongs to us, which may require that inner diligence to dig a bit deeper to find out its out of balance ness for all the extremes about us comes from within, there has to be a contradiction somewhere, at the end of the day , the true meaning of what out of balance ness means comes from something being too much somewhere and thereby causing lack somewhere else , in conjunction to it whether if the connection is direct or indirect, bc these would be our own self oscillations about meanings of objrdirves, which came first , which is the correct order, but there are many contexts at play, and this purely depends on the comprehensive order in which we recognize reality, some say the material reality dominates more .others say it’s the intrinsic fluid of what makes us human, the egg or the chicken? maybe they come together and then at the middle somewhere , depending on which they middle can be derived, surely there’s a correct balance to it as well, to truly meet at the middle where it’s almost like ur holding a staff with double edges, both can be be exist and harmful the same, so the lace has balance of the opposites and opposites within the plaited as well, things can go well, then they can get out of whack pretty quick,and we can chuck an entire system by misunderstanding a part to the whole, now that’s just another form of extremism , it’s much like a cancel culture, ur sure too certain and an attribute to a greater cause can instigate forced chance but often this switches gears somewhere in the middle, where the two extremes meet , and often people end up paying the price for smth that doesn’t benefit society, but to meet in the middle, first we may wish to determine where each of us came from, thru our development ofc, but this part can be murky, since there’s extreme there too, it’s almost like we live a double life, there’s one that takes place within, and the other that must partake in the world of order of events, where the order of things is murky as well bc they are precisely designed by people who are getting familiar with their own inner order, in these instances z, we have why appears to be diversion of public realtors , where the extremes are together and also apart, h get ur small group where all this benefits them , in their favour, attributes to a what appears to be exemplar to a amicable healthy happy societies and the peoples who are pure, whose intentions are clear and or they make the models for what perfect humans could be, or striven for, an example for brb masses who make the other end of the extreme, in constant strife, riddled in poverty, with numbers dominating their minds for the most time ,

in the same way our inner conditions may touch upon this excess extremism, we may feel excessive craving to objectives , and then be too up in the clouds about meta sphere, but out of order in both instances where such cravings could refer to diversion of cause and effect where ones may not only not notice that which they create but are not up to the task of responsibility for that which they create, and in the other instance, their meta sphere could be clouded judgement , where they meditate on harming others and get pleasure from the thought of harming others, with the meta part being that we think we can achieve this , and we convince ourself that this is good, and that it serves smth vital, the delusion here refers to mistaking the bad action for a good one, and the ignorance borne out of denial, regardless to what road signs may perturb us in our otherwise sensibilities , where after a few wrongs at least that we must ascertain this is not the right way to go, and or correct order of objectives and begin our inner calling for the humble seeking for righting those objectives, then this coincides with the other, craving turns to strong need to eliminate one’s suffering caused by one’s ignorances, and because one has already projected outwards a faulty or limited deluded version of one’s being, this craving translates as eliminating the enemy, or further causing harm, bc now ur mistaking ur survival ability with that which u register internally, foibles by the external conditions and here we may note most altercations have no external harm or danger to their person, its all spring from an internal process, even the cases of warfare require careful diligence u must sit and meditate u must think of what steps ur gonna take, at the very least there has to be proper presence of nurturing of particular nature of thoughts that complement the eventual act , say u succeed, u do smth that can’t be undone , it registers with nature, and u may feel strong discomfort from the effects that haven’t natured, u just get a glimpse into the future, a sort of foresight, or that he feeling s are redirecting their course of trajectory bc of the induction of a new fresh karma in ur system, u know that life is good otherwise , for we all feel and seek some type of prayer as well as respite from simply being, for being, and for simply existing, our true nature therefore is rooted in harmony and joy, bliss and -contentment-.

for example, whether if what we do is good or bad, say we are doing smth bad assuming it’s good, after it’s done, we have conflict of two feelings, the delusion that we did smth good and the satisfaction of competing a task( although this part is not sustainable for the bad it contains but the good parts almost always count for smth as which is where we compartment or we selective assume the secular good for a particular part of whole to the entirety of the whole in its equanimity without having established balance between the both) and the fact that smth bad happened and that we feel into the future of smth daunting that implicates the way all of a sudden, and that we must seek to eliminate what ever this instigated reaction, assuming that someone might have saw our good deeds and wants to get in its way , this causes us to be defensive for no reason , more so wrong reason , bc for the place where we need to truly open up and take a good look at us we assume is external to us thereby forcing us to get on attack mode toward others, who maybe near by who may psychology ignore smth triggering to the concomitant inner contraption of our psyche, we can become quarrelsome when we do not stop to reflect on our actions , always living in the impulsiveness is another sign of extreme conditions , a person may mistake a particular type of experience for another , even for its essentialist, for some spontaneity has purposes, it cannot however be simulated lest it loses its lustre of what makes it spontaneous, for the true art of deciphering what sort of spontaneity refers to one’s life one must be clear undiluted by the perturbations of one’s mind, coupled by one’s senses as well as how one translates thought into action, more so what thought into action and the quality of that thought process as well as the as thoughts that can ahead of time be part of one’s internal system of checks and balances in terms of wrong and right, how much and what can u risk here in terms of the decisions that u make, and here we have influential conditions as well, as there’s a degree of unmitigated conditions that cannot be altered by one’s mind , only that one can make incantations and such, such as prayer before eating a meal, or handing of food in good conscience, no harmful thoughts or ill intentions complement and infuse ones actions and what one touches, whom , and why , some of which we are attracted to, for reasons well beyond our self control, and that which we can thus refer to extent condition of the nature in which everyone must to an extend be compelled other this or that way for the sanctity of the entire karma of humankind, to be aptly and compassionately resolved after such issues are brought collectively to light, we can deny the palpability do a better life, giving into extreme condolence do selfish might, assuming that there is no respite , despite the good efforts of those with god conscience , in which case when we in our senses are heightened in extremes , we find the peace rather boring , harmony dull , and anything else that’s good as some sort of trap or too orderly, u might think outside the box in terms of what makes u feel alive but it’s it always found in such extra conditions of causing harm to others in order to feel anything , bc u do not otherwise sit well with self conclusions which refers to self study, closing chapters, digesting one’s own experiences, seeking wisdom and reconciling differences in a humane way, utilizing the five senses and using communication as a means to derive willpower, the staff of double edged sword , in which case u build necessary skills to balance it aptly , with no harm to urself and or others ,

in a way, everything brings us to the relationship between thoughts and feelings /!: where we utilise our inner most , that meeting place, of two extremes, to bring about , via our wielding of willpower, that is the careful balance between making a wish , and having it come thru, that u also walk the way in towards it’s manifestations , although it sounds simple, for it brings us to two points of operation , one where we work internally, to carefully parse between stark objectives and the other is turned into action, but u know full well u can’t back track ur actions so u must be careful, and then if u do err , work to its resolution and not refer to denial or act like things didn’t happen, bc u made a error but wish not to accept it’s consequences, this is how we can solve things before they become too extreme, too far apart that we cannot recollect our sense and being about some comprehensive unity, during tough times, as we know tough times bring with it a ton of destruction, things fall apart , things get undone , and in addition to that, things get into abject collisions with each other which causes a host of other problems, mutates negative side effects, and causes delusions to arise which multiply more illustrious behaviours of extreme conditions to follow and then we give birth to more worlds within worlds of delusory natures, its worse when we pass laws and normalize systems in assumed good conscience than what is right and true and in , some instances, we may know smth to not be right but have incorrect order of objrdirves such as things come before people, or properly if things matters more than priority if people, even though in some instances u have to prioritize things such as in medicine or when ur working the docks , u have to be careful handling boxes or else they break which can be wasteful, but ur not sacrificing ur life or health for it, thats the point , the human objective should precede material objrdirves and then work with human objectives not as a mere incentive to its abject obfiscurations determined only by the few upon the many regardless to what limited context we know into or untruth and nature , of why we are here, our comprehensive philosophy, which determines us back to eliminating of any type of confusion and discomfort, and seeking contentment disguised as joy fleeting happiness temporary conditions that may desperately give us a resolve but that which we may not be able to sustain bc they are not appropriate to our condition or cause and we are not ready receive the truths about our soul, not bc we are not deserving orc but due to induction of the new karma that implicates our way, blocks our purview, isn’t designed to blind us, it is there to get our attention, so that we can look to it rather than reject or deny or prolong our suffering , for this causes us many mental ablutions where we mistake one cause for another and juxtapose between stark objrdirves, another form of extreme controls that imperil us

and there’s attachment, the worse of it, it’s said a broken clock is right two a day, so here we can get glimpses or relief and mistake it for the right thing, shall secular contexts disguised as whole, wolf in sheep’s clothing, and bc we are so desperate by now , since extreme conditions sap us from energy, tires us depletes our resources, makes us sick , with concern and worry, we are too tired , as a result of that attachment arises whrr we re we mistake secular joys for full contentment but the thing about contentment is that unlike happiness joy and fleeting desires, it cannot be enforced or mimicked or assumed, it has to develop naturally and be maintained naturally which it already has if contentment is our true nature so then what blocks the purview ? why are we so agitated all the time, ? there could be one of two reasons, either we are artificially perturbed by external simulated conditions or we are causing our own self from insisting on our denials of being right, and what is denied here ? ur truth? ur own story? and digestibility ur own hard experiences ? there’s a current purview that people are both guided by the system and at the same time of having caused their own suffering regardless to external conditions , now we see the system come to full purview of having gone thru many past transformations and here when we are deeply imbued we may not see what’s portrayed and what’s changed but when we step back a little or let the waters clear, then we notice that things are alive and well and are actively being changed to meet the needs of , well the central past about our life , where there seems either to be die type of lack or some extreme need for the strong insistence on things being this way, this is not self happening either bc when we determine objrdirves we can refer to set of actions that potentiate their results which means that there’s no spontaneity in places where there are material distinctions to be made and correlations of such is what makes up our material reality, they which we take great reverie on following orders , and preserving structure, so far it has killed us. where’s in the last some objrdirves might have accidentally been occurred, nowadays we machinate these adrien as part of our strategic operations to stay alive at the cost of others suffering, this seems to have been the hidden motto, an elephant in the old, that we all notice , may subconsciously be aware, or are completely affected by the strong side effects of its causing much might, forcing us into conundrums, a mind of fomo, ur not able to determine whether if the choices u make are going to bring u good results bc u can’t afford the time to slow down and think carefully, u simply couldn’t stop in the train tracks as a train approaches do u? ofc not, but this very much feels like it, stop and life runs over u, mulching u to become fodder for others successes, and the other , least successful part is that u may simply create undesirable side effects either guided by external invincible hand of some who wish to use u this way, or as faulty part of social mechanism that breaks down in parts or is often misused , for some purpose or other, much for when we cut people down and fit them into the infastructure of yesteryears than improve the infastructure along with ever evolving peoples needs , and the preservation of certain jobs as titles over the sanctity of the others, which are more along the lines of wage slavery, or no finding respite , despite our constant efforts to overcome strong adversity in myriad of extremes, causing this human experience to be anything but full of contentment , and surely we too can let it go and find bliss and contentment in nothing , for this does us our soul much gratitude to let things go before time comes, though just bc we can does it mean we should , can we ahead of time know how this world works so that when we are getting thru we consider others, u can handle the pain, but should our kids and grand kids be subject to it? the same ? where is evolution then? these extremes may quell overtime but time runs out fast in a universe of bigger causes and effects in full motion .

the world has soul

but what sort of energy is this? how is it being infused how different or similar are we , between the earth and what propels us, and how does that process work? it’s curiosity inducing to think of the ewe subjects and u may wonder why, what purpose does it serve ? we have work, the daily ups and downs of life, there are many objectives to fulfill, we think takes priority, and they do, to an extend these objectives are essential for our collective survival but there seems to be a way to get at things , not from the purview of selfish benefit but thru selfless benefit that also includes self in the mix, bc u have figured out the way for unity, and of working thru for the benefit of everyone, not urself, and consequently , not at the cost of urself either for u are divine and part of all and everything just as much as everyone ., the world could be comprised from older beings, but how many? how do people from a past world ( and we say past world but it may be nothing like what we know now relative to our placement ) migrate to this universe and become a world of their own, a sort of a reflection off a god or the universal flow that makes all this possible? are they any better than us? the world does not speak like human beings do, they don’t have willpower the way we do, they are much like another form of animal kingdom, they just are, they are there, there seek to be past laws that have long been established purified, but we can r seem to access data details whose name and where from, and how so, at that. and what does this process tell us, as to what we do, what works what does not, how do these theories and teachings apply, and whether if we are gonna migrate to what’s next , but how many of us together , and becomes world of our own, a reflective power of what a version of a god might do, there are too many unknowns, about the whole process, but treating the world like another sentient being helps to love it more, and more importantly , love it authentically which isn’t perfect, it has its fluctuations, there are daily challenges that can obstruct the purview or challenge our good graces, u can see the type of relationship we have with ourselves by how we treat mother nature and other sentient beings, not just animals or some anna’s over other annals or some humans or no humans only plants and animals or u don’t like any of that bc of the bugs , or u like some bugs but do not prefer to honour the existence of others not realizing their role in the kingdom of life and some times the bad is very bad and the god is very good, we have no choice but to force ourself to recreate the good over and over again we went exalted placement of our life experiences much like a jewel, a blessing for being here, for having been become, for being truly who u are, but who are we , and can we determine it, we did a bad job so far in determining much everything but there’s also ample good there to be grateful about and most importantly appreciate authentically

often the bad is very bad and maybe this refers to our perception of what makes bad or that we know how to push each others buttons bc we know ourselves in our distastes and triggers, but we do not know what to do with what we know, there are too many misplaced intentions, we get on the defensive , which is a sign that we are still maturing , that time is timeless and getting older is an illusion but a process thru this world, our depiction of the law of three is dualistic, it says there’s a god that loves u and a devil that misleads u, and then between the two is a warring mind , and conflicting heart, a constant soul in period, half heartedly knowing what all this is about, a a body that’s marred, disheveled , tired and torn, bc we are on top of all the challenges of our intrinsic exchanges, have overwork to flow thru, whereas a moment of refuge offers us much clarity, but we don’t know where to place our faith, our hopes and dreams, much soil has been uncultivatable for so long, it’s been all augmented by the might of men, who were too eager to conquer but did not know how to take care of what they plundered , by that it must be clarified, are too eager, bc we are still in process until our final days on earth, we may go back to our intellectual origin, try to decipher, maybe god isn’t that good and devil isn’t that bad, but that’s a dangerous grounds for those who are not skilled at playing with thoughts without administering their actions to it, there could be found, many inconsistencies in the process of human which can instigate animosities based on betrayal, u may notice that ur life isn’t frivolous, and u meteor less, just because some said so, those are not godly objrdirves, they are the work of a devil generated by the man’s own perception , it’s what we do with what we think is the truth that turns the day into night, and nothing can stop its effects once we begin to walk the way with such might, still, to this day, we wish to control, over others responses, things , events, inarguably people fall into this place, where u can choose to do what with all u got, and still, no two experience is alike, some may slightly like what they are going thru, and others may develop a complete distaste perhaps bc smth reminds them of smth else , or they don’t seem to have the capacity to see things the way some others do, and here diversity is key to establishing mutual grounds on a world that afflicted by its own wrongdoing , could be summarized to a fewest big misunderstanding , where we seek a clean slate, we want to begin anew, but we keep on going back to the old modes and methods in achieving it, smth has to change, at least that’s what the slogan says.

but we may need to practice caution, especially on those that are bad, bc we have artificially steered out of our centre, our way or the way for a very long time and built castles around the quick sand, we couldn’t future out the true purpose of our lives early on, that’s too much for any new species to touch down on somewhere foreign , u have to become familiarises first with the locals and what all this is about, to do that requires a degree of self knowledge , but who am i that is here , in human form, for the first time in my life, that is , the collection of events in this life alone, with some exception to a deeper, core truths, or ones that have long been established as so, they make us feel good, and knowing that at every time we get the chance to practice it we become jovial naturally lighter and then it leaves us feeling like why can’t this be like that all the time? why must there be suffering hardships ? hate? violence ? poverty? loss after loss, bc all these could easily be mended , if we collectively get our lot right, but still, we have these conceptual stages of enlightened, inc, instead, where much like anything else is finite, limited, so is here, and the only way that a truly encompassing enlightened is via denying people their own truth, feelings , the diversity that we touch on, while taking arbitrary shallow take on diversity, well u can be good all u want , u can be stupid all u want, u wanna have benefit of thought of the people? be my guess but i’m gonna do evil be bad supersede all, use everyone for my advantage,! take all the limited resources, bc we know it’s not the evolution of people would actualize even power but the things we are attached to that holds us back , we mock people for having been fooled bc they trusted, we say that’s not how it works in this world, we don’t trust each other we only have what looks like mutual trust cloaked under mutual benefits, even mies can congregate if they have third mutual enemy they share, and will do anything with their joint efforts to bring them down for instead, but hardly ever do we see people congregate on the right stuff, it’s very hard to do, but destruction seems to come easier , and it’s also the most costly bc of the causes and effects that follow and if our actions are not adhering to the divine, then the effects are concomitant for their process not ours, so that’s why it makes us wrong, but much like the terminology of bad, we also created a shadow aspect to the word wrong, we condemn and even kill people for it , and for others give them free pass,as a result of that? the people who do good, don’t go nowhere while people who do bad, get good results, ofc strategically and electively allowed by whatever system supports their claims, which itself is wrong entirely, as we can see, surely there are those who get the right benefits , maybe accidental, or our intentions do come with degree of merit, which is where we derive the truth that we are all innately good, but smth goes awry in our development along the way, which tends to inhibits us and then compels us to all these wrong support ,

what could have happened in their life, those former people or species or the energy that propels this world, how did things come to be this way, what purpose does this serve , how can we become more inclined to being self honest, not afflicted by the material lot but also recognizing their importance in our lives ? we may say that not all resources need excavating , some may stay where they are , as we can appreciate flowers without plucking them, if it’s rare and does not serve human need but works to serve human want, this decision woukd easily be made unless we have attachment to material lot, more so than th intrinsic part of our lives that feeds us more , satisfies our soul, which leads us to contentment, then when we have more contentment thus means we have less cravings and attachments which leads to our liberation, but it doesn’t stop there, seeking self contentment must reflect actions, its hard to ermine our actions bc we aren’t alone in choice, we are part of a web of systems , people, complex exchanges made on the daily, with the aid of imperfect and flawed system , we oscillate between good and bad behaviour, we hide cover, and then we act on good graces, we try to find a sweet spot between trusting just right but not too much that ur taken advantage of, but u also have to do this in a way that doesn’t offend others, worse if they do the same, say u have a personal security system.a security system suggests u develop strategies u must not reveal if u do then ur opponent will repeat the same which means they will close all the grey areas and back doors in which u have access to use the findings against them( but we always exchange one thing for another ) , then this makes ur strategy useless , which is where u may need to generate a whole new one but this takes time and resources for generating strategies are limited based on by our stationary point of operations but simply making mental changes is what changes what we perceive , but this doesn’t change its value , it works to make us receptive to perceiving things as they are, a strategy is like a truth when it leaves u it’s dead it’s often said, dead here means transformation, it takes on a new form, given by the inclusiveness of all others who answer the call and rise up to the task of such effects development , that’s why it’s said that’s not everything can be in our power and control, but when we have our heart in the right place, and do not lose sight of our truths and factors that lie therein, then we are going to come out better than before, regardless to the condition of the path, with all its unknowns .

when we begin to live our lives from a selfless pov, which also includes our self in the mix, we are tapping into a resources place or source , bc it can’t be wrong, as opposed to all other misdemeanours of thought, what’s better then thinking for all, of waitninf peace love and harmony for all? regardless to what history books and other people tell us who they are and what should be and happen? under certain inwtences, we may feel compelled to think these answers suffice but there are too many unknowns , we must not be too sure where our certainty is placed on smth that’s indestructible, love , for instance, that’s why love is such a healing frequency on earth and it makes us feel good and propels us to be better , regardless to how much bad u might have been part or and have done, we just need our self to be removed from the bad habits for some time, for the body heals , as well as the mind and soul, and the collective scale healing requires all of our contributions to peace , all of us, together, for the cultivation of healing to be possible, there are intensif types of healing , those that are part of our minds, the ones that refer to body are easy to understand, if u stop a toxin then ur body is granted chance to recovery, its the constant presence to daily bad behaviour and bad toxic habits and things that harm our minds hearts and bodies that wear us out after some time has passed and that should be known, to impede our collective way, in which case we may ask, where do we go from here ? and in what shape and form? whose gods would we be? would we be benevolent ? or unruly? in looking g st other planet they all have their strong characteristics, elements of which we find in our own human processes, which gives us a clue into cosmic constancy, even though our human life is brief , how can we tap into the true meaning of why we we here so that we do not feel so anxious and sick all the time, so that we have some respite, and we can think of the worst case scenarios, that people can’t be trusted, that world will never change for better, that someone somewhere is gonna die nth terrible and someone is always gonna get hurt, but sometimes we live thru what we think when we think of worst case scenarios , which afflicts us too, worse when the systems make those concerns more palpable and possible than otherwise, we feel alone, and the world is cold, even colder than the universe , as u course they warm bodies with cold hearts, and even rigid minds with sharp corners that when these are materialized they cut like sharp knives.

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how do we have a collective ideology that benefits everyone ?

something that won’t be hijacked or thwarted would be nice , it would also be effective and longer lasting than our current isolated ideologies that crash about, or are one sided, too subjective, destructive in nature given by what its aims are or could be, hence considers much less the needs and concerns and equality of others , for self benefit, does everything wrong internally for the right apparences externally, while only concerning itself with external objective frivolous reality by the looks of it regardless to intrinsic substance of it, though it would be difficult to have a collective ideology that benefits everyone , bc what this would mean different paths one outcome, and this may mean we may need to compromise a little , for the greater good, now ofc , what’s on the back of our collective minds is this, since we are all human and we know this much how much this too could be abused , we dictate others thus on compromise more than their shared lot, which can create deficit in their systems whereas gives in excess in other parts which are then seized controlled and kept on one’s own lot, these ideologies are stronger than thoughts bc they have long been practiced for generations, and have bore material fruits , stationary objectives , which is easy to mistake for the right thing bc they are already established and what do ignorent actions teach us? they teach us that not everything that comes easy is actually good for us, not everything we feel to be right is right thus but too much doubt can be crippling as well and that means there’s a sweet spot, somewhere in the middle , and when we play around with these we realize how difficult or how the shape of collective ideology that serves everyone would be like, first of all we are thinking from a dual state of mind, we think this is this and so that’s that and if this is this then that must be that, then we act on that and then things get split in half but in a arbitrary unequal way and then each side fills their void with more assumptions bc they like string theory, but in truth what ur doing is getting stuck between two objectives instead , and the only way we can get out of that is knowing when to be neutral, bc we don’t know everything and so does anyone else at that, when we do this we already generate some wiggle room and flexibility for the unknown aspect of things, or doubt in positive sense though only, not the crippling kind, our language should reflect that, but language has long way to go bc it’s often used to mislead , and cause divide between people, and also, language is used to make smth look different, for some hidden purpose that’s also hidden, for selfish reasons, and that becomes possible with selective reasoning, u wish to not see some of the bad things in the world deny their existence and reject if ur ever criticized to have been actively participating in it urself for its effects, and then by using the available systems , to ur advantage, u can to add to that, abuse ur language ans then with ur language abuse others , for shame and the the magical component of spelling string of words strengthens our senses, almost to a mesmerizing kind, especially at the early onset, but ofc spells do come to an end, unless they are spell bound or spell worthy, which are adherents to actual reality, closest to their kin truths and facts that make up the reality and allow us to make sense of objrdirves and why mastering thus matters is so that we can the chisel with word and via communication c find out the best ideology that can help every single human on earth, without sacrifices, scapegoats, targeted individuals, and peons of society

the danger with smaller and limited ideologies is that no matter how long they run for , if they are not benefitting everyone , eventually they crumble, they come down bc they cannot handle the opposing cosmological forces that work to challenge humanity, the component about space that can’t be hacked , or unadulterated or overcome by secular human thought, , u can try this out for urself, be kind n do thing with integrity, and good will and good conscience and without expecting anything in return do this privately so that others who spy on u won’t thwart ur efforts so whatever objectify u place ur attention to for ur own test so to speak, ur own self study, do it so privately, and do it with authentic way then notice the signs and changes then pay attention to responses in ur body and life , do u feel lighter ? do u feel better ? how does this make other objrdirves with ease in ur life ? and it doesn’t stop there, there’s always smth next , smth more , so u learn and notice and ally more stuff to us day to day dealings and u already know it’s all the stuff that springs from within that makes up an individual, u will like the experience and itself will motivate u to keep on the self righteous path, and u know the true self righteous path is one to at does not force one’s way towards others , but does not let one’s way be bastardized by the force of others either , to live and let live is the motto, to be and become, what do what to be truly in this world? good and kind ? s what does that do? bc that’s another way to come to our collective solutions , we each do our work, with good conscious effort, and then being that to the cosmic lot,, toward manifesting the type of reality, and here manifest reality, is a big concern for many, bc of the inconsistencies that run large now, among us, or else we can say, well, be poor , be disheveled but by all means be grateful, it didn’t work that way, an equal and just society in collective sense would have equal of opportunities not secular and isolated ones, so there are some fixed ideologies among us who are currently having their flare ups, and as it happens especially during cosmic heightened times, these times are pivotal for their cosmic means , much bigger than our comprehension but we can simplify these by adhering to the right, and here the right would refer to everyone’s mutual benefit, not at someone else’s cost bc we have long been doing it and it has brought us none in terms of respite, or support in the social front thru some of our long standing issues long her to be resolved.

and here, everyone wants change but that depends on the type of change we seek, most often those who are “alright” want u to change or want all other people to do all the changing and yet they themselves are exempt from this inclusion, others may implement change for the outside look of things but hardly ever touch on the intrinsic context of matter which could solve an issue at the root, and reflect these thru system and bring about good change , for they may refer to the environmental relationship to causation , there is natural change there as well, some we know , ah u will need to hurt some more that’s when u will know although i personally disagree; if language in this world is abused then we may misunderstand a lesson simply bc of language constrictions and thereby suffer excessively for the sake of quotations, others may think they understand lessons that have been passed down, and bc this is limited to a number of peoples exposure , to content , we do not get enough germination, we get filtered version of the truth that gets multiplied in miscommunication, and causing lot of delusions along the way, bc we rely on assumptions when we have limited information but on a pressing concern, which calls us to it, as we are also part of it, so that’s why it’s often said things don’t remain hidden for much longer, as they are first revealed within, so being awakened to our true self is key, and in establishing something efficient that can never be thwarted or taken back to dark ages, it’s via self knowing that we understand a bit more about the overall human process bc u would naturally refrain from causing harm to others, or doing things to them that u urself would not like done upon urself, this , in conjunction with self knowing , bc we do err before we figure things out, as there is abundance of information in the world , it’s the miscommunicated , and has many hidden purposes of exchange, and words do have a mesmerizing quality, in a way; sometimes we may accidentally mystify ourselves or hypnotize, and that sometimes complements thru indication of smth exterior to us , to which we then subconsciously co create with, but bc we aren’t aware and words work like spells, they can compel us in our self mesmerize , we may be convinced of the truth ability, its like mother nature is there all neutral and what not in the form of old trees and nature that we walk by everyday, itself talks to us whether if we listen or not, and itself warns us, even though we may think well mother earth but we are in this together i will base my danger levels by sizing up ur peril feed , but earth stands still everyday, and there’s no question as to whether if will remain when time comes and we perish, or make ourselves collectively disappear, then in our abject perils we may come across a tree and the get offended bc it just stands there and witnesses in silence our anguish

but we feel smth different , than before , bc we have remembered and likened a memory where some people are like trees too, they just stand there and do nothing, they witness atrocities and then they proclaim “ their nature “ except the tree that witnesses ur perils in silence as u more love than these humans ever can, the tree may never say i told u so, but stand there in silence , knowing what it cannot do, versus a human who can do, but chides either to do opposite , or none at all, now that’s a different story, especially when u can do smth, and u have where with all u should to do with , from where u operate , as in systems and their many functions that tend to operate and coordinate among us, to propel the daily functions and allow for more order based happenstances to continue versus the chaos based occurrences , which we still get enough of, in our daily lives , which means that there are strong inconsistencies, firstly however we must consider what makes a crime bc there are occurrences that have too done shape and form among us that pass as legal just bc they haven’t been recognized as illegal just yet , so then we must not be mature enough collectively, even though some of our issues are quite serious, we have world leaders go on the podium and talk about killing innocents and that it’s alright just bc they say so but off then hiding aspect is that we recognize we are all in this together that means and includes our toughest lot, bc when we begin to excessively single out and criminalize each other thus only works to separate our selves from each other and make space and flexibility for more destruction and add to our cold drive demise , ofc the earth would stand still , bc it cannot change us, it can show us th better way inspires us, cares for us makes us feel wholesome, we may mistake this whole thing for boredom, bc we are so other to adrenaline rush, the drug of life if keep going the constant productivity make more money , get more things make more network connections so that adds to our future benefit all bc the true pressing issue are left on the back burner , our world our home and much like our home when objectives are neglected they tend to nag at us, and we generally feel uneasy, laundry piles up as we run out of things to wear, we may feel down and depressed bc things err out of array and dirty, we may feel bad , when we disagree with family members and feel down bc of it , and the same holds true when we mistake our righteous anger for smth to be changed and not knowing which avenues to take for our proper use of language , and when we do that it doesn’t change things still bc there are ideologies that get offended at every word of truth they say u spoke hasty u should be institutionalized bc u yelled at me ur a terrorist bc u said smth i do not agree with, but in truth what haleine is that we wanna weaponize system to win against each other for our self benefit , which is the anti thesis to having a common page where we stand, we chuck the idea of compromise entirely out the window , we said i wanna go my way u go urs , except that u may also systemically claim all rights to pretty much everything u own, so we see in many ways that such ideologies are not only limited but they are also harmful bc they tend to create their ow rules and laws and i which they are always the winners and that things happen according to what benefits them, its easy when this happens thru systems bc thats where most manifestations can easily be made and which is why there should be more oversight u get a handful of folks having access to the destiny of ur life then they should have more oversight and careful gaze as to whether if one member or few make an error of judgment u get to say hey that’s wrong and this happens, but strategically, by peoples who actually cannot influence the group thought process, but hardly ever fro within where the objrdirves has more merit for good change ,

and that’s perhaps bc the more closed and constructive an ideology is , the harder for anyone , within its order of operations to make any calls on its overall operative processes, and not everyone is granted the same amount of info either so ur doing as ur told, u cannot question that which u do not know, and when u do smth that u know harms somebody, u are forced to do this as part of ur business as usual mindset, and this comes in two ways , one in which we become witness to a much bigger human affliction and an objective so old as time that we can’t simply have a dialect borne overnight that’s going to somehow touch it in a reasonable way, so we have had many misdemeanours of thought processes as a result of such which i believe some past visionaries have heralded to us , they said this will happen for this purpose , they knew it bc the were there alongside those other more secular objectivists whose ideologies were going to being long lasting discomfort for lifetimes to come, which we all know too well, at least at our baseline element of humanity, perhaps may not be able to o woo fro recall all objectives but some of tia also protects us bc the collective part of humanity is quite grotesque in nature which perhaps is why we may at time steel great shame, and grief, for our humanity, and that which we also detest , oh to be human to be part of such collective haughtiness, idc we wouldn’t want anything to do with it, but better if we can prudish it and not repeat sequence as if its playbook as if this is some sick sport, u hate the idea of humanity but then u do the things u detest in others in heightened degrees, ofc these ideologies will bring us to a eventual end bc we have strong material connection to that which has long been acquired , which is why the mistake is ideal, it appeals to people who recognize the worldly plight, they see the conundrums taking place within it, and even if they are part of a given ideology, there’s hierarchies within it which may cause them , on their own accord to thinking and being too small and that they alone cannot bring lasting change, and those who are anomalies along the same ideologies do get some better acknowledgment but are also revered to as oddballs bc they do counter thee own ideological ignorances? thru which given enough oddballs and realizing within ur own self truth system, where u notice the more authentic good u do is all u ever needed to feel better about urself not acquiring scapegoats lie cheat deceit or use others as a stepping stone for ur selfish pursuits , and that this goodness and altruism is not a trick or exemption as some may think of it as , but it’s also not how we think altruism is, bc we go to the order of development of objrdirves , not cut corners and say or chuck things on to places where they need not be corrected from, since part of the reason why altruism is chucked is that there is assumption surrounding some who do not pay for their karma or occurrences but these ideologies do very much that when they cast themselves apart from the rest bc they are operators of long established systems , and thus their actions must have no consequences at all, that’s where the issue is, karma belongs to us all everyone , and it’s tough objectives to its resolve but it’s where the path is to find more adaptable ideologies that apply to all equally so that each of us are granted chance to learn our truths about our soul apply what’s necessary for its good change that contributes to all in good way , without harming anyone

u can’t create spontaneity in stationary man made systems

but there will be mystery and a degree of flexibility three, there will be a small scale spontaneity that’s only small at the surface for it’s soul infused and soul related , its magnification elsewhere , it only projects here with whatever is available to self, though in looking at the systems there is strong insistence of spontaneity there bc u learn that about urself but u tend to misuse the teachings, u say the point of life is to predicate upon others , to tell ahead of time, the law of one, through comprehension of the self, bc we are human , but apply false and frivolous aspects of it as if those are the concerns , whereas augmenting the systems in a way, that makes things seem like they are occurring spontaneously and is an attribute to the soul of the experiencer whereas the soul of the matter traverses the universe . it makes its rounds around the planetary functions .which has its own code, depending on what ur infused with and the intention and direction which ur headed, there are no right answers only a path that’s concomitant with ur absolute process, and the associatives which are diverse in nature like sands on the beach , and it fights back the soul that’s artificially generated and projected onwards as naturally occurring , in a way we are at constant spar with ourselves bc there’s a part of us that wants to evolve and then a part of ourself that’s rather artificial in a sense it’s not us our true self but a projection of some outside film inwards bc of the connectivity between objectives, and via this connectivity things tend to materialize most often not in our favour which is why when the souls essence traverses universe and aligns itself to concomitant objrdirves that improves and likens about his soul it remits that info here , in its form, which if we aren’t aligned to those conditions , we try to liken bc there is a familiar language there that developed since birth and becomes familiarized overtime, via given experience is had, and enough information has naturally been gathered , for this is the spontaneity the system that’s can’t seem to control seize or destroy, no matter how we shape the world the truth is unbridled by defilements by human terms , even if reincarnation wasn’t real, say , it’s not real that it happens on planet earth per se , but ur gonna have smth somewhat else eventually, maybe that’s reincarnation, and here we may get some type of “agreement “ with a force, perhaps , other than love, and the quality fit hay moment depends strongly on how well we are doing here, individually, which is the soul infused substance that propels this world , in terms of our inter relationships, where the information is heightened , and the more numbers this contains , the more heightened this information gets, and u can only imagine what sort of counter balance of disturbances this would have upon our collective improvements , ofc we would be and feel uneasy, at war with ourself in some way or other, or disturbed, lacking in peace bc of the instabilities that keep multiplying around us

the systems on the other hand are designed to create predictability, they come from times of great hardship which taught us together we are strong , and we go far but this path is often abused ,now we have hierarchies within those functions where some folks are chained to a lifetime of struggle that they don’t deserve to live , for this to be averted, we have to make sense of things , we base this by our own experience and then comparing someone else’s process to our own , often it’s said that i must not compare, but this way we use it to find out how the systems work, are they treating us all equally? do they have set standards for all? how does that fare well with what they claim, bc u can see with ur own eyes stationary conditions and causes to maintain them, when there’s frivolity usually there’s excess leisure activity, it’s a sign that smth went lazy along the lines and decided to take everything for itself , at the cost of everyone else , where people had to adjust their levels to meet the needs of this opportunist , u want too of the line if everything when u can’t be it’s two loaves at once, unless u have others who fill in for u in ur absences and that’s how hierarchies are created where others do the lesser work, and work it constantly, we see that movement is in the summit more so than the bottom of the pyre even tho it’s the bottom that sustains it , and what if systems treat us differently and based on by what stationary, and trying to make stationary things soul related reasons and conditions , which is impossible, it’s almost like making the claim that man made buildings are part of nature just bc they contain material used from nature, but a building does not live or breathe, it could contain energy , but that doesn’t mean it self was concomitant to the natural laws , what makes it possible is that it was constructed by our minds , it could or could not support the natural systems , but if we were here, these objects would also not exists, perhaps some other creature could have come up with smth else based on by their individual needs , but we got here and this is the type of stuff we were able to create , in terms of our ancestors , and how the systems came to be but in no way we can make a claim that they knew subconsciously what they were doing as these systems are a divine guidance on how we can course thru life and figure out at best it’s better ways , pertaining to the soul , without establishing first a sense of self spontaneity, and then work to recognize the same in others

what acts as spontaneous is smth that makes a pack with the soul , it says well here we go, be receptive bc im gonna send signals ur way, send u sign posts on how to course urself thru life, without manmade systèmes we had some connection and inner guidance , then this was lost in the mix of advancements and control, perhaps bc we also noticed what we were capable of, in our not knowingness about our human existence , exuberance of which comes with many mysteries , of a former place that no longer exists in human terms nor can we recognize its dialect , u might have heard the term, we may need a soul infused systems where it’s alive like sentinel c among us , which does the running and tasking for us, some little mundane organizations on day to day basis , which thrives on data, looks at statistics , analyses all and everything to upkeep, but this would require a strong feedback system so in a way we are replicating the space of stuff into our day to day lives, we may already know this mechanism , that if we lie , it comes back on us, and when we cheat , it too does not leave us , until it’s rectified , and when we deceive kill hurt harm and trick others , betray their trust man ship, then this too , becomes like a shadow to us, until it’s rectified, we know this by the systemic cause and effects , we know very actions matters and every person in quarrels must be stopped , and every person in peril must be brought to safety, and every ugly truths be brought to light , especially when we find ourself in strong resistance in accepting what is, an ignition to self fight, bc ur first negating it inside , the truths and factors about the true reason, n origin of our being, and this discomfort is translated as “ constant spar” it usually translates as self aggravation, which is friction with urself , in universal mode, universe does not fight u, it equivalents u, based on by what u project to it, in human terms the closest words is “ constant spar” bc it causes u struggle and often times when we are struggling we do have strong tendency to fight each other , bc the inner aggravation, whether it’s happening naturally bc of ur at odd ness with universal forces , or by smth external in human terms , originates by someone else’s ignorances, doesn’t matter bc the true responsibility here would be to recognize the true art if togetherness , or unity mind set or consciousness by the way we learn how to coexist with our true self, and then form a healthy union with it, the language , everything , and then recognize the limits inthe world too, remeber that what u see as concrete objectives not all translate to natural laws, a lot of artificiality runs man made system and their true purpose is to predicate stuff so ur better prepared to save urselves bc in the past we learned even when we disagree or dislike each other, when push come to shove and excess hardship came along that hazarded our crops or safety, uniting and working together made us go further , but now ofc we have technology, we think that human beings all of a sudden don’t matter and we can cut them down by numbers ofc we would need to make this seem spontaneous ,

but we say universe is indifferent to our suffering, well not really but it sure does seem like it, we pray to god or a higher being or higher reason or higher causes and control are so that our situation improves and why must we suffer, when we see ourself as united instead of from the hierarchical pov bc there is a concept of lesser human has projected strongly especially by the system diversion of community members and just people in general , get into predictable systemic conditions that’s portrayed above them, in a way system offers some of us benefit of predicating over others , and then they maybe inn position but in a w different way doing the same, which only seems like this can only be this way, whereas the true benefit lies in benefitting the few at the cost of the many, and here , the benefit is also a projection of the mind that thinks that utilisent lifestyle like a buffet of options needs to be sustainable and realistic , if it involves other people, u may ask urself , how would i feel if i was in this situation, and then find a ethical way to actualize and accord ur own life, this is the power we have , but bc we can deny reject and even ignore at will die mowers to ourself, we then can utilise the system to project those responsibilities onto someone else, of u notice that our global humanity soul age is that of a adolescent, it’s not meant to ridicule or critics us but give us a likeness u must understand that this is a skill based system, to be human, it takes time effort energy and experience, we get series of shots , each is one single shot however and we keep missing sign posts , smth is wrong in here , we do internally our best , and still go nowhere , and get no clear footing bc the stationary system do not wish to be updated or changed maybe its cheaper to let the buildings crumble and ofc again, the people we discredit is a branch off of us, and it resonates well with the universe , but what does it say back to us ? does ur soul hear its humble calling ? u may notice that there are things that happen on the surface of ur life that do not relate or translate well with in ur one reality, ur true self becomes buried in layers of illusion, where depending on which place u go there are concomitant reactions, and these reactions are not apt concise responses they do not dwell in the silence of their soul but more like recite from a page or , narrate a story line, by the soul is kind it refers to us benevolent guidance , despite our human ugliness , which we wish to seize control of bc it feels so nice, we want to hold it and ruin it too , in our human ugliness, we don’t notice the required changes, while its soul benevolence tries to carry us from our afflictions, much like a companion, we want to use it for our selfish betterment , we wish to seize it and control it bc we assume just bc there is glimpse of betterment that we are already better for it, but ill prepared we become subject to our delusion affliction and ignorances

spiritual materialism becomes a thing, as a result of that, we don’t get arrogant bc of our abject or artificial suffering , but bc it’s artificial that’s trying to pose itself as organic that we must suffer, since it’s not natural and not only that it self does not wish to remain neutral if it’s neutral then u can say well the system has a soul of its own infused by its own inner guidance with minimal oversight and maintenance, but that’s not the it’s still run by people, operated daily, on conscious guidances of others self judgement , so it can be altered, bc we are present and we are there we do not take all the time necessary to make smth occur spontaneously , bc there is no potential for that kind of spontaneity in systems since u have to move objects premeditate on issues, and act on them where the only spontaneity comes from the human soul that has received its universal food sources and then becomes one with ones own path, in true guidance from a universal star , or a pet b finder , much like what relationship we had with our true nature before, if anything we could tap into that resource not the ones from history books attributing to man made systems acting as neutral, bc we know from ourself we can be petulant children, we can get arrogant play mind games feel left out when we are outcasted we can have series of melt downs, we can all of a sudden le anger take hold on us , we get angry like children in adult form, our face changes , our energies fluctuates, these are things to be nurtured not criminalized in some and revered in others and maybe that’s why only love can save us, bc it does require a degree of humanity to nature and care, otherwise destroying thjngs and especially people is easy, let alone systems made it easier we relinquished our weapons and entrusted people like us who studied certain subjects to take office , not to choose our suffering or pay for our own trauma , what kind of idiot would that make us? we begin to get arrogant or superior to our kin bc we assume that it’s bc of their own fault or inabotkubtjat they couldn’t overcome systemic injunctions , where’s the systems we’re selective kinder to us so we think like this, bc it’s co fixing when it comes from our personal experience , and this level of control from the systems can confuse us, on our souls path bc it reframes how we see others , and then we do the things that are frivolous, in excess in guidance of productivity sake whereas what needs to happen doesn’t happen c which causes some people to believe there is lesser humans among us, but not in the way we think, and not by whom u wish , does the thinking, for one artificially assumes some are less human thereby allows one lesser humanity to be acceptable and even necessary, for good kind, or i never err, for in higher than thigh, for my mistakes err a blessing to this world, and they refer to greeter good, and thus can’t be denied or argued against , at the end of the day its just some human beings mental afflictions we must run the rest of our lives thru, and we may stop and ask ourselves then , why the lies about artificial spontaneity? when its clear that we see its not real, its a full blown lie, and is weaponed against us, what’s the end game ? do we keep lying to the universe ? and reject true ordain? and for how long must we upkeep false appearances ? do we at some point , give up believe the facades pretending to be real? and most essentially, whom does this serve ? would that be appropriate ? perhaps they feel subtle suicidal tendencies cloaked under self decency, or self care or self superiority over others which is why they are frivolous and reckless with other peoples lives ? then we must send hell, this is a mental affliction! we need to get out of other peoples psychosis, it’s worse when it’s an entire group that has it, where u need friends or people, who need to tell u what u need to hear, the true spontaneity , part of which makes it so wondrous comes from human entanglements and relationships

what does it mean that anger harms us ?

often we hear anger harms us before it harms another , we don’t quite know what this means, people may think that this refers to our outwardly quality of being , such as in statements “anger makes a person ugly” both figuratively and actually, and so on, as the expressions may make us unattractive , or that the corrosive materials that run thru our bodies tend to harm us more, such as excess hormones , queen we are in height of angry states, or that when we are angry with others , it’s often a sign that we are at a strong discrepancy first within, that we must secretly be fighting a hidden aspect to ourselves that we have exclusively rejected from us, which is almost like god expelling devil from the kingdom of heaven, other times , angry states can temporarily divert us in our energies , from the true path of our nature, and get into delusional ways, bc we are too busy within uncontrollable states of anger , and so not know where the discomfort comes from, is it from us from outside somewhere else, an indeterminate factor on the path of discernment , its funny in a way that anger harms us the least, its effects often hidden at first , but when we act on anger , the effects are immediate ? we may expand on this space between our angry states and before we relay anything into conscious actions that at every second we have a chance to change things for better , until a particular action out of anger is done, in which case, now u may have to face the consequences of such heightened nature, which cannot be denied or turned back , where the only way is forward , whereas in angry states before the anger bear fruit to action, u still have a chance to change things , the fate , and learn about lesson and skill that u can continue to accompany with u on the course of ur journey, bc much like how u oscillate between ur own anger states , there’s also a oscillations in the world about other people and their inter relations all of which is a process, much like ur personal process , and takes time , requires care, diligence, tolerance, patience , and presence , as well as perseverance, we may have socially come to terms with how dangerous angry states can be especially when they have translated to actions , it’s worse when we have created lusciously states out of anger and are now running these states as if they are not angry, and that all is well and suffering is part of the condition of he people even though, in juxtapose , we see that the relationship people have with material is not related to spirit, u don’t deserve bad cities and dangerous neighborhoods bc u did some hi g bad in a last life, we can never prove this part, we can only do our part within the manifold , as humanly and best as we can and this part requires completeness of a person, while we are divided in self, it’s no wonder we can never find establish and deepen lasting peace out there among us

let’s go by our chakras, and the vibrations that enter us as well as vibrations that we send off into the universe, now the vibrations that enter us come from the crown and active the top chakra downwards and the vibrations we send off , may come off also from above our heads but they are propelled by root chakra so then there’s vibrations that move from bottom to top in terms do chakras, the chakras that come from bottom to top and thales that come from top to bottom meet somewhere in the middle but first each chakra must align , to meet in a arbitrary middle can get one feel out of balance , so as with constant resistance between the opposites , in this case between top to bottom and bottom to top, as the resistance may get us tired and lazy and then we may have to power up again from top to bottom and from bottom to top, which also refers to wasted energy , or that we may need to become efficient if we wish to get to and thru the next stage , we may refer to meditative states, when we do not know for instance , always choose love , as it seems, the force of love is both healing and is a good teacher, and love happens even in anger, perhaps even to calm and quell oneself , for one has already established a type of self love, enough is difficult to navigate in this planet given by condition that if ur born somewhere bad that u must have deserved it instead of improve on those conditions bc they are material things versus a human soul cannot easily be detected , perhaps our more subtle anger comes from a very deeply rooted part of us, where we think of others differ based on by where they are born versus who they truly are within , bc external labels and conditions were meant to offer us some type of guidance as opposed to be used as a weapon against each other, a common cause of separation between groups comes from there , where ur sense of betrayal can turn to a form of anger, bc u feel that ur life is one, and its precious , and its actively evil fruited by others who do not recognize the humanity in u, u become part of a game or a show that has no true attribute to u, a sort of entanglement by simply being here , ur own personal contribution so to speak, without actual origin or reason coming directly from u bc it’s not even cultivatable in some instances, and ur not exactly angry in the sense that ur harming of others or urself per se, ur calling things for what they are , if the truth offends us we don’t immediately can it state if anger , but this has often been deployed especially in some institutions and professional settings often quelling the people confusing or gaslighting them into think g of smth deeper in shallow waters in which case u may not notice ur own exit strategy from such entanglement , and entanglement is necessary component to achieving that , ur enemies are being diverted to frivolous conditions that u think require more energy and time than they need to, whereas that energy and time could very well be rationed for self care and all the other external contributions we so revere in our so called societies

all come from the angry efforts of our ancestors, where in hindsight u too stumble on some ugly truth if a past such as faulty infastructure and how it has caused so many people illnesses early deaths a lifetime of suffering , and now instead of exposing these truths for they would require people to pay for damages and which also includes replacement of infastructure that is costly, people want to sharmin’s it until naturally these objectives are so broken down that they have no other option but to change them, such evasion of binding codes can get some buildings to crumble so u don’t mind the loss of life at that point bc ur cutting very strong corners already and have already disregarded peoples wellbeing and their lives , which remedies the people who initially were using these systems and have had been firsts at early illnesses and deaths, whose lives would be second best to the if he of the new comers, how many ugly truths like these would we afford to live with ? idc we would be at war with ourselves where we may feel, instead of the forces of the downwards and upwards coming in unison and become harmonious so that we are moving thru space chakras bc this is on nut eh third octave, that is michu like our inner chakra system we can or evade the external system of operations that should give us enough resin , in a very abstract sense , and clear sense , to be good , and better for the long wen , even if we may ruin this octave experience , and then assume that we have pessimistically reached full completion, we may refer back to our inner angry states and say well the nature is kind although i may have angry thoughts offensive thoughts angry impulses that haven’t turned into action, and angry being that hasn’t given birth to pain is being nurtured by nature constantly, which means that even if we did smth bad, if we are genuine in our efforts , we may overcome our affliction sin thus given life c but the work falls on us everyone , each in their own mode of operations and within their own chakra systems and externally in their relations with others , quality of such, which totally contributes to our moving thru space systems where we are currently being dominantly operated under third octave the force of love, often times we hear that angry states is absence of love , that when we are angry which is what also refers to states of hate, and the indifference that causes it, a symbolism where love is missing , or unconscious ? or is not recognized ? or perhaps there are misapprehensions , we are so terrified that we think every incoming avenue is of hazard to us, everything that agents to us may cause us some type of harm, every little thing every occurrence could potentially be a bad one so we end up being very timid , we do a lot of research and long term thinking on these objrdirves is this good for me , is that honest is this other thing objective and is not subjective personal basis , is there bias there or does this adhere to divine righteousness ? whereas if we are to develop true mutual sustainable peace , and tranquility, our collective energy and attention could go to cultivating a bit more of self development or self improvement or self care or community improvement or improvement in ur familial relationships or some other finding could be stumbled upon which helps society in some way, a new way of thought or an invention

anger inhibits us in many ways than one or few, and it can’t only be limited to premature angry states or ones born out of desperation bc those would be the most abject ones , and then there are others where a person may have difficulty in self control due to chemical impulses, one’s own wiring, and ones whose trauma was so extensive that they may require external support , which we may notice if there is no peace and trust within individual and committee and world at large already established then these most susceptible folks end up getting lost foremost , bc how can u determine and receive smth that ur not sure whether if its good for u? and this also includes those states , assumes normalcies, biological conditions precisely bc we don’t know what we are doing and are not mature enough , collectively,to handle such things , conditions of others, when we can’t help our own , it’s often said if a person cannot handle small concern how can they be trusted with big concerns and this is true of our collective efforts to determine such things for each other when we cannot quell our own personal anger , and bc this is a hierarchal world some anger is held accountable almost excessively whereas for others their anger is seen as eccentric or cute smth to be revered that if u strive work hard like they did , as leaders of society , who do smth versus u who’s puny human who can’t achieve anythjng even though it’s the system that get in ur way too, u who should not intervene with ur puny words the works of gods who walk among us, and their anger is self righteous it often always prevents smth worse from happening, whereas ur anger is the absolute worse like ur hitler reincarnate who must be squashed before u potentially grow to be too big , while they do not realize that their anger got so big, that’s the bigness they mistake for their self righteousness ? and there is itching u can do about it either , they can let the world burn, let all its contents go to waste , undo a ton of good hard work of efforts of our joint ancestors, their strong sacrifices all gone in their pyre of hate, that one must stop and wonder what they heck did we do to collectively get here and deserve this? what does this mean on a collective level, why is this the octave of love but there’s everything but is it within it ? are we really that far gone ? from truths and factors that can improve things for everyone and reach our true destination and purpose while we are alive ? how can we take things lightly? what is the true authentic requirement to reach these states in everyone ? a sustainable collective bliss ..

jesus didn’t die for ur sins he died due to stupidity of people, killing is wrong , u can not scapegoat and sacrifice people at the altar in the name of clean slate, it doesn’t work that way in any part of our lives for many lifetimes and yet we still insist on the same old story and the act it out among us, u sacrifice people for greater good, u sacrifice others to sustain urself , use others as stepping n. stone to ur own successes , and use others as a target practice for ur own self advancements or have peons who take the bullets for the team, whether if jesus is real or not doesn’t matter here , what matters is that we notice our flaws of our own reasoning and the actions we base , on these notions bc we do have choices here as nature is gentle and kind but only for so kk g as we do run out of time eventually, love abides and then it loving lets u go bc love when unbounded will priorise ur wellbeing and happiness , what does that mean for the octave love and what other octaves we must get thru? how can we best utilise the force of love in beneficial way, that’s authentic , not incorporated much like our societies have adopted nowadays, and perhaps even long have been bc there could be unchecked anger in some, perhaps it’s customary to feel angry when we come to this planet , baies start by crying up a storm when they first enter planet earth from the womb, but we too know that we can understand the subtlest mechanism and not mistake them for smth deeper or shallower that is, bc the clarity is necessary to properly decipher so that one can best discern, which is which, a skill that’s hard to invest in and perfect when we are constantly angry, and in angry states too preoccupied with selective objrdirves which eventually abandons all else, we first put the good stuff i the back burner , then forget about it all together , the angry states can take over our lives to such an extend that few actions born out of them, given by their quantifying effect, and depth of field , where the further it embeds itself the more intense the action might have been , once these are measured , then this becomes ur next life, u may not find peace in that which u do thereafter u think just bc certain things can not be detected by others that ur exempt from accountability in ur choices and actions and what they may do for u, in tween do reactions , impulses, and accessions , misapprehension comes precisely from that, we take it from this mere example when we are unhappy or upset , al of a sudden everything is negative , and we may even feel sceptical of everything f around us, a bit more distrusting , or assuming that everything must be bad, in this case , we may notice such states are delusions , and concerns s worries that can easily be cultivated in states of abrasions , conflict; and lack of peace among us, bc these are not natural states they have illfully been normalized due to our past angry ancestors who didn’t know any better about what they were doing nor the long term trajectory, those who saw it wrote them in the skies

ethics

in times like these, it’s hard to talk about healing, positivity, prosperity, joy, heath, happiness , since the level of worldly suffering has increased , we begin to notice when we watch certain advertisement companies or new entertainment how off beat and out of remark they are , given by what’s globally happening, we realize the reality is plastic , the past not only no longer exists it’s not how we and what we perceive it to be, for some the progress of lifting the veil happens overtime and for others, the veil is lifted just like that, which can be a shocking experience and offers a unique perspective into things , much like an outsiders opinion on insider matters , we don’t feel guilty about these objrdirves bc these are human rights and worthy to be celebrated for gratitude allows their continuance and here continuance means simply to recognize this is not a magic trick, it allows us to refrain from wrong doing that’s avoidable , so that we have reserved in our power to handle greater difficulties, and some say this happens by refraining from harm, and others from learning from it, an outsider does the same in a dissociated way, and we feel our position in the world, as intimate as objrdirves can be they are also very separate, we see this when a person gets systemically screwed, and there nothing anyone can do about it ur just glad it’s not u, and then realize what a wrong line of thought that is and work to change our behaviour and attitude towards external objrdirves , that’s why the activism bc the person has realized they the effects of such change benefit everybody, when applied correctly, that would determine the quality of our thought processes also bc u can’t both be positive and negative at the same time although u can naturally inspire a similar effects via natural development if ur emotions bc life is that much hard, that’s the issue to resolve when it comes to figuring out what is right and what is not and that which does not feel good for one , it may also not be good for others, this consideration makes us human , and it’s quite common which is why we say common sense is not so common after all bc we know all this , and the philosophers are turning over their grave , hitting their foreheads from time to time at random , there seems to be a gotcha moment , it’s like u really want a heightened experience at the cost of someone else’s well being where ur right and are not vindicated , a the hero’s complex is a tough objrdirves to break thru, that much is true bc this is a strong attribute to narcissism , or big ego , whereas the healthy mode of function is that u can choose these objrdirves for urself, but are not quite sure how to balance them with the plights of the worlds so that u can coordinate urself in divine accordance for good change , this doesn’t mean be compelled , or hijacked by some external source like ur possessed , but be self conscious and aware, and self responsible realizing that what u do to others can come back to u in some form, and surely some of us are quicker to evade such cosmic bullets , but eventually their force grows and to what sort of frequencies we wish to be part of , it’s just another mechanism for building this reality and allows thus to see our power within it , ethics in a way is personal power in combined to one, which is what exactly means we are on the same page and it’s always clear conscience u can’t say murder others and call that ethics , such as how eye for eye makes us all blind, it just doesn’t seem to work out and thru our time and time again , these lessons become customary , or in other sense w d common sense ; but we need avenue to adapt to them and practice them easily we just can’t do it when we are in constant survival mode and completing each other for resources that seem scrutinized by the hands of the few wielding to many according to their personal like and it dumbs us all down

true human nature is without constant sparring and battles we blur the line between us and animal kingdom and the contents of our past with our current consciousness levels that took their time of maturation and has grown into what collectively we are, we know better but are not able to reach out to do them, we are at the renfermé of constant existential reasons, we know we are being wronged but there’s nothing that can be done to counter it we know that things are intentionally worsened in some cases, and it doesn’t sit well spiritually, so while u wish to honour the positivities of this life , we know that it’s not our attitude that changes thjngs but the systems failure of recognizing these as human plights in the first place , and choosing smth as arbitrary as capitalism for its maintenance as the foreground objrdirves shared, u wish to solve these emotional problems , bc these can grow, multiply, add on excess to our daily energy ration, if we abandon them long enough , given that we all need a break, occasionally, it’s important to to continue and to essentially restart our continual learning from reality, which we can it actualise if we are forced to made stationary, this part refers to stationary developments in collective society, not in personal make bc our personal life is the opposite we get uprooted haphazardly killed maimed attacked abused traumatized and expected to go on as normally, this is very systemic , in fact that it’s a failure in and of itself to it notice it as fact whereas pass arbitrary laws to keep people further sullied into the systems, in a way ur dealing with two objrdirves , one is with urslef , what’s good for u, and the other is what’s good for everyone, in terms of ur choices what ur actions can potentially do, bc in a way, ur thinking is this sustainable can everyone do it and cause us collectively to be well , in a spiritual version of this theory, this refers to reincarnation, cos today ur the doer and timelier ur the done to , and today u pass laws to others , and u refrain from its effects tomorrow ur born in a condition that forces u to be the receiver of those same policies tho the issue is that we tend to lose what we don’t use theory goes so far, it causes us to develop fear of misusing out on every objrdirves , which is the reason why it’s essential to keep on ethical lines since it’s quite easy to make errors out of self impulsiveness or call it planetary influences or personality remakes that ur not fully aware of just yet , bc this part is hard to control, it’s better to improve the environment so that it allows one to cultivate the desirable aspects earlier on and so that we refrain from repeating same errors, evolution of behaviour does this already as we see improvements in esch generation, but it’s quite slow progress bc we do more to get in each others way than invest in the otherwise

it’s actually a very sad world, there are many bad things that happen within it and daily these occurrences compounds in our senses , there is no other option but good change , it’s not that we crave it it’s essential for our collective well being , it’s not an attack on authority, it’s asking for good consideration, of practice what u preach and we can determine the good from bad today and utilise the systems available for us to solve every single problem, if we truly want to, and recognize our common plight, bc it’s out of self misery that one is capable of such misery cast upon all others, and that is a reference to self responsibility for no one can make u happy first without ur own personal admission or permit , and we notice this , we get sour bc others don’t make us happy and then get happy at their suffering calling it karma it’s a very toxic self relationship that has become normalized among us , and in a way it’s cynical bc we do not receive much help from the systemic purview and are often left to each other to figure it out, with the burden completely projected to us which includes systemic indirection systemic miscalculation and what not, it’s shocking to see that systems do not notice the peoples plight, of how uneven it is, it’s like u and ur criminal friend confront a cop the cop accidentally shoots ur friend and then u have to now pay for manslaughter , in addition to ur crime , and that we call warfare self defense and so on, and given by thebfsxkrts therein system are able to determine what’s good for itself but hardly ever when it comes to people’s plight , the reason why this is highlighted today is due to factors of negativity increasing of recent years , in addition to previously imperfect systems with backed up work that was abandoned such as cleaning up the globe for previously improper disposal of garbage in natural lands , and invest technology in clean energy due to our excessive consumption of resources and uneven at that in parts of the world that seems unmanageable , we have a collective existential plight: we are ill prepared if smth goes wrong and mass migrations happen how we can coexist , whew he if we exist , or in what condition, bc we see that right now there are many like that and systems support it, so ofc we want huit prosperity and all that good stuff, healing and all, but we notice all these might be too small of that day ever comes to us, in some way or form, but given by current admissions it’s scary notion it’s almost as if our ethics has been hijacked it’s become automatic it wasn’t quite efficient yet either , not exactly perfected for crimes against human have long been practiced but maybe this can be seen as turning point , and great one at that, and take things a bit seriously, noticing that this could be our collective make or break , even though it could take further generations before the fruits of our actions haven’t come to actualisation, bc even really they do, and that’s why we wish to have foresight for , since why would u wanna predict the future if it’s not a concern to ur survivor ability , ethics guarantees that we can take thjngs far together than separate in our own or with against each other

we may chuck the whole good habits in the aspect of grief , but it may never go away, bc enlightenment does not go back to darkness, it maybe idle , bc healing is a preoccupation with smth in a now moment, but u only work to minimize frivolous aspects of ur daily actions , which we have hard time to do, when our true nature calls bc, society demands so much maintenance of frivolities, that over extends our energy, on fruitless actions , which is the dumb down version of society, if it can’t advance it will go backwards, we think we are separate from this if we are the supporters of this type of theory , bc the contradictory evidence is often found in science , we say well its brains plasticity, sure science can make some definitions praise worthy, but of soul is different concern , bc there’s still gonna be a soul in the body, and in which case , our brain plasticity is at its early stage of development it’s all ton new but then this becomes a habit , and the habit into experience and skill, that’s what we begin to notice and therefore can get in an out of plastic states much easily, i think that’s why we lose so much generational wisdom , bc of the intentional separation of family members , f people are in constant spar they can not hear each others wisdom, and when this happens in between generations great info can get lost , all bc ur prior life is full of energy thereby u can be kept busy on arbitrary and once the veil is lifted he trapped in some form of reality and are now considered too old to make good sound about ur plight , where often personal responsibility is self admission to continual practice of general frivolities , not that ur age or wisdom brings anything of worthy all of a sudden, and this can cause people into melancholy states of co existence bc u love each other but the issues were so bad it ruined most everything and ur co existence can become bittersweet bc of it u know that many of the we instances in hindsight were preventable and u may notice that how a lot of these objrdirves tend to get magnified instead of seen as product of the environment and in contrast to our consciousness that has long been refied and grown , it’s no longer how we think human beings are by history books and standards of such, what good is deny such good thing , worthy of collective celebration? but it can’t be secular happiness, for it to be true and here our actions immediately take good notice , we say ah are my actions geared in the direction of divine good? am i causing any harm to anyone right now ? if so, then just stop, stay at home that day, don’t do it allow urself to relax think nothing is this good or bad decisions it will present itself anyway if ur wrong u can start again until u may repeat sequence bc u know in ur heart hurting harming and or killing of others is a infraction against divine good bc those people don’t belong to u they and u belong to the divine

being ethical with each other and ourselves allows us to develop a special bind with divine righteousness , the more we practice the more it self improves and becomes easy bc this would be the ultimate sustenance which is the most effective and efficient way to coexistence , in terms of relationship to ourself and each other, this refers to actual improvements that can never be taken from us bc they reach absolute crystallization or completion this is a good thing bc it lightens our journey, making us more efficient and grown, wouldn’t anyone want that? but we end up referring to our existence from our point of operation , and here suffering is a strong conditioning, its harder to get obsessed out of one’s old org bc it requires a specific kind of healing , one that corresponds with systems an s it run counter to it, a sa victim u whisky further have to fight and be confronted with collective shame as to why even ur plight cannot be considered or ur voice heard, in a world full of people , this is not a good look for anyone thats why entertainment becomes plastic ur minds no longer wish to adhere and money and everything else stinks bc of how we practice it not bc of our truths and relationship is that can simply be improved overnight when they are also used for great evil in fact they are downright used for great evil bc we look no further than ourselves in terms of what’s commonly accepted even though common sense is not currently common there certainly is smth else in its place so we determine that, by examining the conditions present from personal experience and then try to see it in others , we see that some folks who might have had been previously deprived were endowed the first at something in which case they haven’t stopped abusing it , which needs to be discussed but every time i bring it up and about , ur either ignored and denied but most essentially systemically countered , notice how many human rights activists lives were turned upside down systems are able to do that in broad daylight but when it comes to common human plight the ethics relies in ur not knowing , of what a wrong and what’s right during ur formative stages of ur life, without practicing the same theory on its own self development, and in latter stages separation from generations , excess isolation, and slow decline that’s generally expected, in a way we can finally come out in the open about how imperfect everything is and that there are strong changes necessary to be implemented, we can’t do this if we constantly insist among us the stationary look of systems , to change is scary, bc we worry someone with as intentions is gonna take over it and ruin everything for everybody, we wanna be morally responsible here and the task concerns us all for each of us has a role, within it , a degree of tolerance pairs with it, conscious co action complemented by transparent communications with good open intention where we nurse each others doubt and then pair that with good results thru conscious action not just in mere sentiments , so if ur a thief u stop stealing but this isn’t just for guys in the streets but also those who run systems and do greet big things, if ur a killer u stop doing that, but this has to be applied to everyone , at war and in any tbh g we do even the subtlest forms that lead others to early death are a form of a killers sentiment, so it must all be stopped, and while we stop these habits , we replace them with their opposite, we offer care, nurture , and adhere to our true nature, the complements of those early positive sentiments such as peace love and joy, to be happy for these we have to be more of it , and it’s better when we all do this, to do this however must require from us the stop of the bad actions , and here we may recognize the priority of helping each other , of mutual service u help someone and someone else’s helped u when the moment for u may arise , a society built like that is strong indeed , which is what we need, and we can get there via clear conscious ethics practiced by all equally

what does law of one mean ?

how does law of one work? does it mean mutual ownership of each other ? if so how does that work? we see that there are many objectives that are already in connection with one another such as a in system relation to us and our relationship with nature, and from there, each other , we can some what establish meaning of law of one by the way our internal process operates and even then there are many avenues to choose from, u can base it on strictly how ur organs work, with each other , that’s one, but there our sense of competitiveness kicks in and u may choose the better organ for urself and lesser organ for others , in terms of our unity, or i can see the more subtlest forms inside ur body such as the germinations that also contribute , or u can go to internal connections such as the connection i have between kind soul and body, or u can think of it from a divine perception, ur connection to absolute all the way from over on the other side of space or wherever absolute is maybe it’s everywhere in everything , and hence the law of one , well beyond ourselves, then it’s no wonder we see each other also as part of this unity self and consciousness, that which we want for ourself we may not prevent fro others and vica versa bc of this strong relation , u can say well i am good person and i want special powers but others can not have it bc they don’t deserve it, but ur human too, which u prevent from straining as well simply bc u not only think of harming other or getting in their way, but u close urself up to any experience that may get u to attaining the special powers , which very well concerns law of one bc that which is good for us is good for others when it comes to certain truths that are strongly connected to our operations , of our human experience , our mortality and immortality, bc we may base our unity to arbitrary ownerships but they wouldn’t go far nor would they lead us to beautiful places , that can only be experienced collectively and here the great resistance becomes we want smth good for ourself so we wanna attract this like, but want to prevent others from attaining it, and thus reject what we asked for indirectly bc u can’t make such distinctions that only u can have such objectives that pertain equality, only then, we must be forced to make decision a divine one, that either via gratitude thus benevolence shares the wealth of wisdom, or reject it due to our lack of gratitude for it, the gift glimpses , but then fades into distant galaxy for when u may in some future time here or there become ready to receive it. we may think law of one means appropriations , and adopting to others way of life and mistaking some of those that develop naturally a product of phenomena resulting from correlation between different objrdirves and think of it as a strategy to be applied, and apply it on half measures , are all but part did misapprehensions unity consciousness and law of one is, that’s why it can’t be faked , nor only memorized when it comes to teachings where the real substance is somewhere in the middle that contains all, but brings forth a set of ordered actions based on by their strong correlation to their surroundings both near and far , and in experiences both human and beyond , its the product of our minds that sets distinctions bc we perceive objrdirves as separate when they tend to be too far, which includes responsibility , we can easily put things off , or deny a particular thought or teaching or lesson, it doesn’t make things go away, we may not be ready to tackle these objectives but if we didn’t improve on our mode of operations eventually we would feels own type of discomfort, bc that which does not progress begins to decay , but this may only make it feel or cause us to think wrong concepts such as competitiveness , with each other , and assuming we must supersede each bother , since we almost always look to purpose when it comes to such lines of thought , the best way to figure out our position in the world, and our divine guidance ,

but often our practices contradict what we think and say and believe and do, as well as how we handle difficulties in our lives , such as we may wish for suchbdifficulties to be of one way and then they tend to happen in another way, and bc of the way they happen, not in the way we think in our minds , we become lax with handling the conditions that are presented underneath, we don’t notice the strong connection and correlation between objrdirves bc we set what’s united apart and then unite what’s not united as a mean to self ourselves in disguise of caring for all , bc given enough time of oscillation , regards our negative conditions arising from competitiveness on objrdirves that do not require such, such as our mortality, our security, safety and whatnot, for these are not right, they only get produced as a result of systemic inconsistencies, almost as if modernity can only grows this much , where other advancements are only going to be heightened in secular motions , with the rest of the portrayal being of continual struggles with areas of operation from that which is modern, in quicker extractions , but much hazards, that in turn becomes advertised as secularly good way of life , whereas the majority carries tue burden of the lot, here we are already playing strong contradiction we think our unity can be enforced whereas what’s not united , gets combined , as a means for the cause of life that is to be attained , but for many its a distance place , that can’t be reached , its a pipe dream where we see another contradiction that no matter what is globally purported and assumed as common knowledge and narrative , it will not overcome or dominate over what’s perceived authentically, even in our silences we may notice certain assumptions , or some assuming form that silently takes shape bc ur silence is perceived as non existent answers , to common conditions concerning ur position within the systems , for instance? and bc of law of one we already all know what’s going on to an extend given by its relativity ton the cause that need to be perceived was they are so that their contributions can facilitate greater heights of change, and here we have many meanings for change , we tend to wish to take control of that too, we want to direct then change of things , so that we are least surprised for what come may, due to arisal of natural changes which we may already accept that also happens, but a change that poses threat to the livelihood of one that competes and does not know do anything other than such way of life it would truly be harder to change that requires immediate attention bc it might have already arrived at ur door but ur refusals to accept , and ur ability to overcome the heightened conditions may well extend beyond ur means when u begin to utilise higher power objrdirves towards others in order to distract , in the occult sense , to say the leastC to get the universes attention to the immediacy of smth else to temporarily halt ur process or delay it, but there’s contradiction there since u wish to distract the universal powers from focusing on a long standing flaw of delay it, only to love in illusion however long it may be perceivable , until it runs its course bc that’s the way of illusions they don’t last for very long , they eventually fizzle out and then the aftermath can be confusing idc, there would still be subtle internal processes of addictions /thereby afflictions , and attachment to the illusion now of being gone , for some, the illusion serves as a crutch that when it’s gone they may feel strong instabilities in their persons , but if it has to come to that, that they may priming their delusions here in a world where crude sense materialization of objectives is potential then we look to aftermath of a given lifetime for what may happen, and what this means for here and now, from here , we no longer see each other as equals or as one

we may say, well , here on this planet , the main objrdirves is to play it like a video game , a simulation rather , there are codes to crack, and rules to break just to make things thru, and to do wrong means nothing only that many are sulked into thinking that wrong can be bad and there is repercussion for it , or that we hit the nail in the head with that assumption or wild guess and have systemized and weaponed against the people so that they remain sulked to delusional thinking while we advance via wrong ideas implemented , in a way if we actually mean what we operate via systems on the benevolence of human kind we might just get things right , but we only utilise the law of one as as weapon against each other which is a contradictive action in its own way, u think ur one , only for self benefit which means that u cast urself aside as a survivor in a world of craziness where the only way u can survivor is via lying to others , cheating them, and deceit , but what are we surviving exactly? we are all gonna die anyway eventually, so even that is an illusion , though we must be cautious to not be frivolous with life bc we do not fully know exactly what makes us here , we take systems to be a way to control and quell people, we think we come here born under this conditions and think that to be of superior quality, of some type of balanced equanimity that some people must suffer bc they deserve it and others do not even pay for their crimes nor the faultless of their actions let alone be aware take ownership and correct it , we mistake that the man made systems can be altered , to one where they serve us right if we are born under it , or are subjective to conditions and causes that are outside of our control , or have been around longer then our life time, we take unity as a lineage aspect instead , we are separate but united, we are same but different , our alena must be different but we cannot prove it we are only speculating much like our speculations on god and our meaning of our lives, what makes us human are all but arbitrary formations in systems already peering among us in an off key basis , where if it was a song it would be in disarray , causing much agitation in the lives of the listeners , and its not cute mistakes like children w who are learning new instrument would sound like, the conductor intentionally runs keys out of line , and or people who are using their instrument s or making their contribution to the song are following a plan, this is written on the song, and off there are natural mistakes born out je that too, bc the song is faulty, it’s only natural that the natural become more heightened here bc they are unannounced and their arrival is rather shock to the conductor than their intentional errors in the song , and a conductor could be like a bull, they may lock eyes with u and wanna take u on all of a sudden , and u do t even know what u did , or have done , where malt goodness is already perceived as right , but for secular reasons, u might be perfected and weak when ur right only bc right is weaponed against humanity for so long and here we may accidentally run into a good thing even in the midas of a terrible event unfolding before us collective , a silver lining of our collective humanity thanks to , law of one

ultimately the true key to law of one is via freedom of all its entities , that the true sense of our unity does it require any stronghold control or authority over each other , the ownership we mistake for slavery is service to one a no thee bc there are certain things th at need to get done while here on earth, which is where slavery gets its offense anyway, bc that which i don’t wanna do or think is lowly u want others to do it, here in this world where essential things are often bastardized , we notice the low pay is equivalent to that which u do not like and do not want to do, but want others to do it, and subject them to it, such ownership is borne out of assumption that others wouldn’t wanna do those jobs, such as cleaning or cooking or , serving people their meals , but they are upset bc of low pay and disheartening conditions that surround these objrdirves more so than the objrdirves themselves bc we all know that essential work is what makes the world turn here and is a strong contributor to businesses and the like , for their productivity, for if there’s nobody who does these jobs , then no business would thrive and they would have to get their own people to share the duties and take on the jobs all the while don’t n what they are hired to do, then our perceiving changes we say it’s normal idc we have to clean up after ourselves and , as this is peer of human life bc humans produce waste and consume , as well as create and destroy, that there’s a process that can become efficient in and among us if we can get the unity law right right now our minds are not capable of perceiving new ideas bc we may not be in the position to think or see thru occurrences to be better motivated to receive them, bc we get in the way of our collective advancements , and are too occupied with harming each other than help enter coined ok be that make every one’s life equitable , to their own self conscience, bc we may be highly evolved within, but external situations and circumstances do poke the way, to a higher states of consciousness it says there has to be more than just abject suffering , and it’s not just urslef bc if u truly remain open despite ur hurt , then u do not become like them, even though initially u might have emulated them bc u we’re going , bc u didn’t know better , bc this also is a symbolic relation to how we perceive errors among us and then work to resolve them, if we are causing ourself side then we would put all the blame and responsibility on others , and thereby never do our pert bc we have already refused to before we even got a chance to realize it , that’s how we impede our way by intentionally harming others in a way, we are the order that refuse to function properly or acts out of line, haphazardly , we may , in human terms idc, bc we are not organs we are only using this as a analogy to being about a sense of unity, not their literal meanings , here in human terms , our not functionality, casts us aside , and to an extend others may carry the burden which also becomes symbolic bc deaths is real, not alms firing is equal but they all equal to sown type of change eventually, given by the continual route we take , now in examining our human history we see as lot of losses incurred , lots of deaths , lots of people suffered a ton of atrocities committed by other humans, i think which is where we have a hard time reconciling our narrative if we hold ourself too highly, bc on one hand we say we are more evolved than others , on the other we want special powers , here in the middle , we don’t want others to have powers , bc we think they are dumb bc of their past but are contradicted by the fact we are part of that past as well

so we wanna move forward then we are hesitant we move back we try to lie and say we didn’t try to move forward or someone else made us move back, and so on, we end up making excuses for everything when we internally deny a given contradiction especially when it becomes obvious and prominent , we may begin to get inquisitive about it’s process and neutre and relation to everything , sometimes a given side effects has manifested a while after we can recognize where it originated from thus cause us to mistake this root of obstruction to superfluous contrions , and causes but then when we dig deeper and think differently about our problems and play around with objectives then we can begin to flex our intuitive muscle rather than standard assumed lines for bight which can break us free from mental afflictions of standard thoughts that are not our own to own that thinks intuitively, our intuitive muscle is directly linked with discernment , bc it allows us to choose the right objrdirves which we may then begin to get versed how sometimes the bar objrdirves we make is still not the absolute b st on social front bc of the system of being in hierarchical proposition, which creates strong diversion among the people, the same experience is not treated the same in two individuals of differ background in some u think it’s cute in others a toto danger for instance and that’s bc the discernment is a great responsibility which we think does not have facts or factors to supplement it, and here we may perceive a feel and choose the extreme opposite , which is to greet everyone the same; when still keeping system functioners as exception to the rules , and some hidden others that which we do not see in the world from r but who have a great deal of involvement as to what goes on within it , and to greater degree , responsible from many things that happen in it him it , but does not take full account of that which occurs bc itself has recognized the occult of the living but at the same time impetus its illumination rockwell bc of the false use of such, and false application of wisdom , which could be elaborated more via open discussions and changing our ways, from machinated thoughts bc we read it in a book that functioning certain practise will give us particular type of results, this happens in some instances and not in all, and bc if the same fear, that the responsibility to change things may impact people greatly, and the fear to be held accountable should things go wrong is heightened , but then is countered by reckless behaviour bc one simply did not study enough, got prepared for the trouble shoring should things be wrong , have ways to admit and correct issues errors and hold accountable parties in a way that prevent the issues from repeating would force those who operate system to hold themselves accountable for the past mistake s and that where issues get frazzled , bc we have two concepts about our unity in the world right now , one that says we are what in feeling and thought, and the other that does not correlate the way in which we got here , hence denies the part as materially one of those times , to one where it’s part of right objrdirves now , but as a karmic retribution, and not a serious of wrong things that went about , for very long duration of time, and has causes strong side effects in some parts of the world, as well as conditioned people in such ways that created those distinct characteristics versus us inherently possessing such , in some parts of the world , the strategy plays our different but the underlying element is always the supposition of material objrdirves of having more or less worked than human beings , that human beings karmic retribution is directly correlated to their material distribution all the while contradicting this theory with shark like mentality, of business as usual mode and covetousness to crest lie and deceit others into submission of théier wealth either at will, coca social concerns or by force , such as miscalculations about the systems where pandemics can be billed at the people, and ur life can severely change and be a attribute to ur karma but acts as a cut off from ur recent past where ur uprooted and placed somewhere entirely different, and this could be referred to as greet reset where some part of the system , in direct line to material condition to reallocate people and redistribute them based on by their karmic equivalence but perceived by the same systems that created those contritions , and hasn’t corrected itself or , brought about the work necessary to improve infastructure , and develop systems in parts of the world where strong opportunism take place , and then call it fate, or karma or what other spiritual weaponizing of what was previously deemed as natural and right, which also gets machinated here , bc we think by simply doing things ritually that will be enough to trick the universe into thinking smth good is happening or that our actions even though they are devoid of intrinsic fluid of the same , intentions and senses alike, and then say that this is too specific a thought but at the same time recognize most petty things in the world do require the type if thought that is very detailed that’s why there is a saying “ devil is in the details” , and that just bc we don’t wanna spay aren’t in to certain things doesn’t mean it’s not there, which is the art of unity, in such a way embedded among us that truths can no longer be denied , and they are not some type of weapon by the system , even though they may initially have had been used as a means to quell public , but ofc the counter measure is desperation depravity, it’s well known when keep people hungry then u can get them to agree to anything , and get them to do anything u want

financial trauma

globally we are in a crisis, of long term debilitating financial abuse and trauma, albeit call it by nature or by systems these issues tend to go very slowly, over long period of time , and thru generations that ones may wonder how did people become so poor? who are these people? what’s their story like? and then u notice what humans are long revered for, trickery lying deceit, betrayals , and so on, most of which are also supported by systems bc they correspond to why they prioritize in the timeline of which they have developed , and we see at every timeline that favours a particular type of pattern in further of division between people, we see for example of acceleration of generational wealth loss, u may think it’s not a big deal or u notice it’s wrong , the general practices , such as how covid was billed et people haphazardly and still we are not arguing against it , but it’s not our fault either bc of the stark existentialism we all collectively got thru, people got catapulted into scenarios instead , that which they were simply not prepared to handle and on top of that there was no systemic oversight on some of those concerns , with the excess interactions being of police brutality whereas the totality of the topics were completely abandoned, if the youth today are concerned it’s bc they can tell the benefits of having generational wealth which builds the grounds they which they establish a start of their life, , which has severely been impacted in families , only accelerated inthe last four years but if we go back generations of advancements , of how much loss is there, mostly consisting of policy failures , ofc there could be people being deprived and at any windfall doing smth irrational, that’s also there , but the society supporting it only goes to prove the poor more, there was already a decline towards deprivation as early as then , we trade our perceivable difficulties for the comfort offered by systems only not to realize the difficulties of systemic errors and how no two people are alike , when systems err in the grey the ideas may be well but the operators may be ill intended or misguided that the whole objrdirves are driven by tainted objectives which causes negative appeal , and order , thru which people then either dismiss or completely disrespect that which they are confronted, even though the idea is good, it just needs to be used for good, under good measure .but we can’t tell people, which is which, there’s much ease to conceal and to be absent if u really want to, conceal and be absent, and from there , such distinctions are made , that woolley cannot communicate their needs they systems which slowly bankrupt them, and because there is majorly the concern of making money the honest way, its an honest way to earn your keep, regardless of how u go about earning it, gets countered by the competitive, self driven , at any cost type mentality, but there is no balance there , no intermingling of two objectives which could work in better function, u could be driven to work harder and learn more and advance , and also get decent pay for it, where ur not feeling deprived or shunned or classified by society in some disrespectful way, that some people time and energy does not matter as much, but even in overproduction the same holds true, bc systems do have way of applying rushed theories in their modes of functions for the potentials that there are anomalies that they should be immediate squashed , and this doesn’t come from competitiveness that naturally arises towards the distinction between that which is predictable and that which is out of order , smth that’s mysterious , cannot be predicated what their next actions might be, and that poses a danger , perhaps a strong challenge against the system , where only by going by why they say and their mode of instructions lie if u have to cheer if potentials are present bc then ur working towards a group mentality,

that makes ur job dishonourable and at first people may think well i’m good this for the greater good of ur it’s not me then it will be someone else so why not its me but at the end of the day, we are refraining from the work of honest keep, or honest earn but we also notice that we alone cannot maintain such appeal of honest earn and honest keep even when the sellers expect u to lie to cheat customers or hide a hidden charge in something or other, for the product and benefit for the company and so on, there is no actual honest earn and honest keep bc either by the people themselves in their desperation or by the corporation or both themselves wanna cut corners, be advantageous such as in press prices when they don’t actually have to, or do smth out of line that makes their practice dishonest , that’s bc that’s how hard it is to survive such objrdirves in thru systems that also thrives on wrongdoing , instabilities create doubt creates excess concern or worry about one’s own lot which makes paranoia all the more palpable and thereby cause people to take more than they need to and do more than is necessary for the prime risk in which an issue may cost them later on, and in instances it has, mainly bc people also realize that the world is arbitrary surely there is some measure to it, that all of these objrdirves do contribute to personal responsibility and personal freedom, or ability to take care of self and carry one’s own weight , but it shouldn’t have to be this complicated , a finacial trauma at global scale where majority of people are threatened by the issues of it in myriad of ways , not just by inflation and wars, but mainly so of those two, since they have greater impact, to the system and the behaviour of the people, cannot go unchecked any further for all it works to do is cause division between further finances and the people themselves which leaves majority of the people in the hands of the system functioners and the like, those who can make things happen with in social front, right now we are seeing introduction of many of its players within the global circle there seem to be some obligations and objrdirves that need to be met and so on, however these objrdirves further sow the seeds of distrust , for people may conform to certain instances but they do not forget, for smth to truly work it has to be true , and here if we are working to create smth out of sheer deception then there will bound to be errors along its futures way, and that the cracks will become the silver lining or the avenues of respite since the human nature is resilient , lies cannot cover much more than they think they can handle that’s why they will always remain smaller than truths and factors that attribute our appeal as it is not as we think we are or they are or how life should be from a secular point of view which objectifies human nature and bastardized its soul for its simple pleasures

as it’s been said, financial abuse is long been implemented in human life , and where our consciousness differed then, maybe we needed restraint, so that wars could end, or people could become more civil, learn different ways to share and co habitats the lands and so on, and use language to relay their issues , it’s much more evolved and is responsible, given by what it can work with and what its afforded to know ahead of time, now we see that there are lots of advancements in human life that we can be grateful forC there could be a correct use of such, and we may say we are learning still but pointing out the objrdirves allow us to think on them bc we will think anyway and why not think about smth that’s contructove about our lives even though we couldn’t have power to implement them, such as how commission is important in human life and a very good measure to solve our proven s before wars can ever break our, wars by todays consciousness standards seem very advantageous , and not exactly by the historical standards of human warfare bc we no longer have that level of consciences we have this one, and this one has evolved past the human destruction how so? bc we can see that when the environment is improved , such as in higher economic neighbourhoods, relationships survive , there are less divorces , and the children thrive , there are less violences , sure this doesn’t mean whole with money don’t express depression or violence toward each other C sometimes people due to their deprivation make wrong choices and end up manifesting undesirable effects in their life, it’s just a matter of discerning how these things work and fro where they come, but nothing like our commedrove past do we mesurrr such levels of self consciousness , we are bit more versed a bit more self aware and noticing the good from bad, we see even in war torn lands there’s great care for animals even when ur starving for example, these are all signs that no matter what he background is, u can adopt to new mesures bc the ground has also long been paved, such material distinction does not mean that these human are behind or lesser it’s just the material disposition of things , skins with dance videos or any other fun videos people make, the adaptation to good natures ideas are abound, bc it’s human nature to be good and kind , ans share the wealth of joy with waddy other , which does not depend solely on material but the material distinction creates division among us and thus alter our perception towards life as well as impact our philosophy about humanities and so on, which can go as deep as our souls purpose ,but arrogance can be a huge roadblock, bc it concerns itself with ego and pride , then the soul can get temporarily distracted at adolescent stage, until with the help of the world, there could be improvements that helps us all in some way,

for now the finacial trauma and finacial abuse , such as in case of intentional starvation of the people that make them sick and cost them more , or like in warfare , attacks on homes and infrastructure that cost more for the people, bc who’s gonna replace those items and who’s gonna house those people? then there are others who get stolen from their homes, whose lives are determined for them, that’s another form of abuse, and it almost always involves financial related reasons, people make money off ur person and u have no choice , in say or do, another form of slavery, even the low paying jobs and the sort of classes we are stuck in are a form of finacial abuse, because we can r wits in lifestyles our life is predominantly composed of work, so the more generational wealth is absorbed the more people will wind up living only to work, since this impacts both the corporations and the people, to maintain , and we are somehow ok with all that, we say life is sudden g and we must earn our living, although we don’t know how we got here and under what reasons , we are tentative to mention even that bc human life is already being threatened next they will prevent many from making babies too, oh wait, i guess if ur solely working and cannot upkeep a relationship or be a parent then that might work as a contraceptive , so it’s essential to recognize these systemic signs at the very least even tho gib we cannot discuss them or relay them to our systemic masters , who do an awful job at getting on with the issues that imperil society and so they use it as a excuse for their continua wars bc it’s always the economic reasons that instigates intention for warfare , u wanna swallow up all the small countries for ur economic provisions, and every big wig has their own admission, we don’t get to have a say either democracy or not, or we can say that these are times of great turning point where things can go worse or better , both in our own collective conscience and on objrdirves out of our collective control, which is why it’s essential to be present enough and clear min our self wanting , for i don’t want arrival of what u don’t want , bc then u would be replante to sorting things out, in best turning point where thjngs are 50/50 either good or bad or live or die , or this or that, we have to be cautious and not say things like an human life on earth is such a pest, we should not exist , may a meteor or come and wipe us off the face of the planet and act recklessly bc then we are sending a strong message we don’t care we don’t appreciate we aren’t concerned , it doesn’t matter what happens next and then if it’s gone or we lose it that we don’t worry bc it doesn’t matter we didn’t care in the first place, but then we go to fill this vast empty space with frivolous objectives, and get upset when things don’t work out in our favour so in a way we do care but we lie about it, perhaps because things are that dire, and the systemic interim to bankrupt the people, and prolong their suffering is sort of like a punishment,but in a twisted kind of way, where u don’t get to defend urself, or make ur case heard, or have a chance to recover ur life u may notice too, what happens when people can’t take care of their kids or give to divorces and be lonely and divided as families ? they become a social burden, it all goes towards institutions systems and low paying jobs bc ur life cannot start up like others do if u didn’t go to school or have had proper employment with smth of tangible in nature , that which u can show so that u can get smth better in system or else starting from the bottom is very hard especially when everything requires a start of smth from u, some money and some time , to put urself thru school for example to pay for ur medical bills bc poverty almost always accompanies illnesses if u notice it’s bc infastructure is old ans people generally treat u worse and this bears a heavy burden on people’s biology as we know information about excess stress and cortisol do to people in the first place many studies have been done about it many books o read and many experts who speak daily

and there’s strong mental afflictions that play here bc u have to make excuse for why system dot work the same for some people, u have to gaslight them make them feel like they are failure that they did this to themselves and they didn’t work hard enough, and where all else fails u can always acknowledge that ur system suck but still do nothing about it that’s simply ur job u said yes to unethical job and now ur part of it, and that’s hard not to be part of bc u took came close to poverty or u are still dealing with ur own lot, this is why people are actively diverted and divided among themselves due to systemic abuse of finances and the lack of acknowledgment of finacial trauma that afflicts people for the course of rest of their lives, how is this a way to love globally for anyone, some don’t have countries or identities they just sit in wait , others are displaced in other situations , hungry , alone , isolated , we are mainly concerned with arbitrary issues , whereas the underlying drive is money , and where we act like history compels us, which is the main reason of war mindset, we being it back and modernize it like it’s some type of fashion shows or entertainment that is revamped and remade , to fit our current consciousness and it seems so theatrical even though the causalities is real , it happens only to the people anyhow and u can ask what this means, we lie so easily for the finacial reasons to sully the people that wars cannot be stopped or there is no other way to evade them, whereas the solution is simple, but we don’t want it bc we either hate people ( such as irrational anger that can be devised in many ways and forms ) , or do not understand the component of human element that is meant to be distinct yet also established on the same grounds thru which we have “way of compromising “ which is meant to feel slightly uncomfortable , bc it makes ways for others besides just self and it makes room for others and consideration towards others besides just oneself and i fu notice financial abuse complements the aversion from doing certain things while having exclusive access to doing certain other things , that’s why the economic element almost always complements the slavery method and the case about slavery in general, that is still abound , the solution is simple, a system that applies to all equally, would be better bc then some of us wouldn’t act like they are above other people , force others to finacial act unity whereas they themselves bask in abundance behind the scenes, especially those of system functioners , bc they are the middle men between certain others such as bankers and the people they promote and promise towards and when we get selfish reps, we end up paying a hefty price which almost always attacks generational wealth, but don’t get comfortable bc it can happen to anyone, the future is to eliminate any anomalies and to have all people sullied where u get two halves , the excess group that control the bans right now and right down to the single most vulnerable member of the society, it doesn’t have to be that way of , bc all of this only prorates that this who are excessively thinking of material rights over human riches is strongly immature in their spiritual endowments and do require more support from the world that’s why system needs to make sure they can’t cut themselves off from such responsibility when they are called forth .

to know thyself

ok, that’s good, but which part about self are we exactly “knowing”? more so, which part about self is self or is composed of some type of tangible form that pops up in our heads when we think about to “know “ and the “self” , for to know we use our senses and must have some basis established and with proofs, tools and symbols to determine knowledge , and with self, we often go by what we perceive through knowledge, is self ur name? ur dob? is it ur profession , culture, ur apparence ? maybe we can express self thru patterns and habits, or thru character and personality, in their most intrinsic form, , all these could be part of self, and a way of arriving at knowledge, though to know self, we understand the process and progression of self, more so than its components, a comprehensive self is composed of many parts to one, both on intrinsic and denser way,- a behaviour can be dense bc of what it manifests faster then a thought process, that’s more intrinsic , to know self , one does not omit parts that one things is undesirable, or culturally unacceptable, bc that would be denying urself ur own true portion of which has some truth and meaning to it, regardless to how we may perceive them, bc we are still getting to know ourself, to quickly shut off parts without full grasp of their reason , could be detrimental to our overall self understanding , thereby affecting our understanding of the world around us, distorting our common purview , granted , there will be a degree of ignorance among us so long as we are in process of getting to know self thereby we can determine somethings about our human nature which contributes to our common grounds problem solving abilities for without some type of facts and factors established about a given objrdirves it’s hard to reason with it as well as to effectively come to resolutions it’s less than desirable aspects, or things that simply need good change , and we do have them, it would be deceptive otherwise to call things as perspective when we have myriad of problems, but it’s very telling how we handle our collective issues by way of self understanding g, for if we truly know and understanding ourself then our actions would reflect that self knowing, u might say , how then do we reach full self understanding or realization? by the benevolence of our actions, regardless to their apparences , and we already do this, but then we forget the step about which we also reflect this upon others in their own misdemeanours , and endeavours, surely by todays standards some things are unforgivable , or seem to far gone and beyond the point of return for some, u think , how can this person redeem themselves ever again? and we get to love with these types of individuals among us, who cause and continue to cause all kinds of problems, among us, it’s as if they have no personals agency whatsoever ever , and u notice how easy things would be if they simply refrained from certain types of behaviours that cause harm towards others , which includes extremely subtle ones such as systemic negligence or being too entangled with strangers that u forget self care and self realization and live through their suffering bc it makes u feel superior to them

the best way to know ourself is not tangible by any means , the self is selfless, it’s nothing , there’s no one there , but it’s also not nothing for there is a presence there, where this progression of the presence is what marks up our human understanding of the souls process experiencing itself as human form based on by guidelines and rules and laws offered by nature, and then peppered with human systems and understanding of these natures, maybe a little too generously, and even at times in forms of toxins posions and bombs, and here we dwell on the human perceptive of what makes a person and which attribute of self should be considered , bc based on by the souls position, all everything is arbitrary, they are here we have so man objrdirves to work on and work with, we come here not knowing , we tend to fit the bill or appropriate instead just to get thru it all, we look to see not to understand, we give into apparences easy, we hunk we absolutely know and are sure of who each other is and it’s bc we do it to ourself, we are our profession, we are our colour our cultures, traditions, we believe vehemently of our habituations , to be more so important than the intrinsic fluid that empowers us , the reality in its tangible form offers security to our otherwise not knowing , we allow ourselves to be distracted for a moment of relief from all the mysteries this existence could otherwise pose towards us , feelings of unease or freedom, from otherwise what the certainties of reality offers us, knowledge , or that u have arrived , into safety bc everything is predictable , at least it used to be, our existentialism is heightened only bc the one things that offered us a degree of solace is now being globally threatened ,and we don’t known how to handle things any other way bc we were never offered it, we are so o accustomed to our ways, and partly bc it’s too risqué to our wellbeing to explore uncharted territory or think of all the endless possibilities of vast endless space that terrifies us, it’s the same eternities we feel at soul level often mistaken for boredom or emptiness like there is no meaning in anything, no feeling , just empty loop of repetitive happenstances , we take it too seriously, to live our life to the fullest that we willfully run away from our own presence, it’s such a powerful way to affirm oneself “i” i did this i did that im capable of this i usually tend to do that when this happens, and so on, this shows that we are curious about our true self and want to know more of its processes bc if we truly understand ourself then we can accord ourself with more ease than experience discomfort, our primary goal ends up being elimination of suffering , the systemic equivalence of i is even worse , ur this class or that u do smth it gets systemized people put wrong things down on their pieces of paper, and then this paper can change ur life forever , and from there everyone else sees u they all kinds of lenses , they talk to u like a object totally dehumanized , they could be discussing u in front of u like ur some type of decoy , or a robot, some type of dummy who simply does not know how to be a human, or that ur faulty device, invalid , must be dealt with accordingly

and when we are confronted with strong mentalities as to what certainties should be permitted among us and which types shod be eliminated and how, and whatnot, the maintenance of which marks up our lives, where we have institutionalized human nature , while reducing every human to a mere thing, an objectif to be moved here and there, propped up for this purpose or other, brainwashed , or reprogrammed to fit appeals, all kinds of it , we get prison guards to teachers and doctors , all types of conditionings take place , and we do this to preserve our assuredness of the systems , we say u have to work a lot , yet we have doctor shortage while the present ones overwork and they end up burning out over time, it’s almost as if systems already know us that we are good , a doctor of good appeal would recognize peoples plight that h can’t put a price tag on human life but if u make him hustle enough eh may eventually give up his passion, we don’t want helpful humanity, we don’t want aggressiveness bc it sows further division among us, deprivation is what leads to greed, and some never break out of it while the systems further burrow u in ur afflictions, bc u suffered now u are sure everyone else must suffer the same fate for this is “peer of our human nature “ but we say we can not have known this if we don’t experience certain things , we say that this serves us a purpose of knowledge but so many knowledge is false let alone frivolous out there, what more can we learn about suffering ? how long does it take for people to redeem themselves from their wrongdoing ? when do we say that effort actually begins to pay off, or pays at all? most people don’t even get a chance to elaborate on their self knowing , they just die too soon, what does that mean for our human nature, we do this too often, we bring people into this world we give so much effort to do this, only for them to grow up to be wasted by the systems and the assured ignorances of each other and we are certain of everything , our media is riddled with absolute certainties and ignorances , all these silent conversations to assert our self dominance over and above others, and we are too sure of this type of existence that any induction of a new idea or a way out of this collective mess is seen as bizarre or too crazy, no , that’s not how it is around here u would say, people would never , and we are so easy to talk like this , not always in absolute certainty that we know others but more so that we have had hopes too many times crushed after getting all excited about improvement of smth or other , or a promise or other, that u may actually begin to worry is this the end of the world, if things all of a sudden are going well,

u pay for smth illusory too much, we all pay for the crimes of our human selves , without much knowledge into why these things even happened, we say oh i must be bad , here there or in a past place somewhere and i come here to precisely and strictly suffer, based on by others delusions , bc that’s what the systems represent as, u get kings and queens some pure bloods among us, who are more like gatekeepers, or jail guards or punishers among us they are absolutely certain this is true , and the rest of us suffer from minor infractions to sometimes friendly fire, or issues caused out of boredom , u just happened to be there and if it happens to u that u must have deserved it they are never wrong, if they make a mistake their so is a divine error geared to serve the greater good even though it may not seem like it, if all else fails they can always say that u offended then with smth u said or some other minor flaw to assert their dominance and make excuse for their errors , while u pay for it , this is our current collective quality right now , there are many forms of these guards type mentalities and bc it’s not natural to us as human , bc ur here for the same reason i am, and no matter how much u say eh not human but a unicorn won’t make a dent of change in ur true nature , it may make our current parlay a bit tumultus , but we are still on the discovery of what all this means , we do our best in this imperfect world, and surely there will eventually be a great reveal for why all this had to happen and what are the conditions and causes for it, we strive to be our best version so that our score is a good one, that’s the idea of self knowledge anyway bc u determine e self progression via this way, not actually grasp and hold onto some arbitrary identity or form bc that’s not potential to be maintained our symbolism of existence is a strong clue things change we are born we grow decay and then leave this place , all by signs that allow us to utilise as part of our self d determination to self knowledge, and a mind that holds self in this way, like holding air between ur finger tips, we also do this with perceiving our reality and especially each other, gentle hold, is not grasping , or pointing fingers anywhere , it just is, a very simple and direct relationship, and part of the way in which we can achieve this is by becoming more peaceful about our humanity, and our eventual departure from here, we cans do this partially, or in this or that part of the world, in occasion, though we can peon the communication lines to our human nature and how bizarre our current systems are , inclusif of some certain behaviours or others, bc they no longer serve us collectively, we come to a realization the profession of the world is also a loving entity, and that no matter how much we deny reject or ignore its plight, doesn’t augment its parts , we don’t manipulate reality just bc we can manipulate ourself, or each other , what tends to be continues on , whether if we choose to recognize it or not, and here is the danger , why lie or ourself? it’s like the same thing as running from ur own problems or ur own shadow , only for so much cannot be maintained , after some time has passed some instabilities will begin to appear and any foundation with minor cracks and misplaced steps on how its built will not last very long especially when the warning signs are ignored and red flags are cancelled about it and there’s no inspection or care for its maintenance either , as u notice we have no measure to counter anything of this sort when it comes to our human plight , we continue to ignore the signs , and go on our assumed ways instead towards each other

usually when we are assumed as self knowing and act on such with absolute certainty towards others we can make great errors along the way, bc we hide our faults assuming that it’s human nature and very standard for all to do this if the opportunity is given to them, that’s the real issue , those who see themselves as hand of god do not unrecognized their wrongs , sometimes they use their mistakes to control u, or project what they think they understand from it towards u instead assuming that what they did is general to human life, but this works based on by each persons level of understanding , so they will not approach u in their mode of speech but based on by what they assume is ur level of understanding , u in return understand them as if u understand urself, so u assume they have the same heart as u or hold better intentions as u do, u may get a whiff of wrong, smth in the air, in between ur fingertips( and here we are conditioned to conceal any unpleasant thought or feeling, so our impulse here would be immediately conceal anything that’s negative or unpleasant without further inquiry into their nature ) but bc ur conditioned to grasp and only believe in that which is tangible in ignore it u think it’s a faultiness of ur mind, but then it comes thru and then u may wonder if u attracted that sort of manifestation but when u do the same during a crisis or an event where if ur mind was that powerful and u just simply thighs about smth or made a incantation or other , that it will come thru it did t , it makes u wonder how these processes actually work, is there need for presence of someone for smth to work out that way? do we think that everything irreconcilable by our articulate minds is a product of religious or mysticism where there’s this big that is playing out among us but it’s non human, how certain can we be that what is occurring is non human ( we feel there’s a presence there , it does feel much more than our singular human existence but it could be equivalent to a group of pelle versus one more like, it’s said that this life is but a dream but a persistant one and own that has consequences , in examining our actual dreams we go by a lot of symbolism ? there are myriad of juxtapositions and other depictions that make the seems world seem a bit otherworldly than here, would it suffice to say that what happens next would also be otherworldly once we finally awaken ? so it’s important to become lucid in it, self knowing is the anti thesis to delusional thinking bc then ur working with established facts and factors and are not misusing knowledge or incorrectly applying teaching gas and skills necessary to continue on ur self understanding bc it never ends unlike how in this world we get stuck in conundrums, and here think on the true definition of being stuck, is it stationary bodies ? or stationary internal processes where nothing else improves, this stickiness tends to happen quite often in this world bc some people have right to know themselves and evolve in their self knowing , and be real out there or be people , considered as people, are people, have always been people, and then there are others who are not given their right to self knowing evolve appropriately be real or become people and be people or are considered as people at all.

what does it mean to let things go and what does enlightenment feel like

letting go sounds easy, but we don’t know exactly what it is we are letting go and whether if we have any power in terms of sustainability if that which we choose to let go, now we can let go things we don’t need, but they don’t disappear, we may accidentally let go the wrong thing or frivolously let it go to buy more , and that can be a problem, subtly these are available to us , like an internal picture, as well as our higher self, a voice of reason that tells us ahead of time the shape and look of things before they happen, roughly though not as concrete objectives and definitely not objective but subjective , or depending on which they refer to their contextual basis , much like enlightenment that’s quite ordinary, this is a ordinary process in us, and we can examine this process by being aware of our internal processes, as we let things go, we let issues go, but some of them longer yet others repeat, when we let go people, some of them come back in terms of other people but with same lesson, yet it’s same people but with different reason, yet we can’t perfect the skillful art of letting go bc perhaps we don’t know what it is we need to let go, when smth bad happens , we let go the whole thing but then we feel bad or a wharf time treating others all of sudden, our system begins to act up, and we force ourself to enlightenment we say bad things teach good reasons , we say pain is a getaway towards complete and total enlightenment and expect that to take root or happen, we want it to be extravagant , all kinds of fireworks, and sometimes we do feel this way, for example when we first experience initial states of enlightenment , we are much like falling in love for the first time, so in a way we fall in love with ourself but we may not know this just yet , we are maki by association with feelings , and the feeling of love generally is a good feel and ask anyone , everyone will tell u it’s a wonder dim thing to occur, but ofc there are other processes, we may have excessive attachment , or concern or we over generalize or start to see everything as good and well even though they are not , in a way we let go all bad thinking g but then we may miss the signals and signs that smth is wrong or could be wrong or needs attention on detail of smth that might give u the necessary insight, bc we are attached to heightened feelings , bc they give relief, bc life is hard, bc we think after suffering we get enlightened , bc we mistake things easy, but this teaches us things once we let go the rig her things and notice that enlightenment is actually quite very ordinary it’s like breathing , or being , or sitting in nature just enjoying being one with all, and that u can feel even in ur stillness the movement of all, the ants on the ground the birds and squirrels in the greets , the water nearby, cars passing by in a great distance an occasional airplane , and then there’s what’s beyond, the other people all over the place doing their everyday duties , or having leisurely activities u can envision people in traffic, in their kitchen preparing dinner, children playing with the family pet and so on, then u can extend beyond that which ur familiar with and reach unfamiliar grounds such as people who live in the mountains or by the beach, those who go on daily dives to catch fish so they can sell it at the marketplace so that they can pay their bills so that their kids are fed,

the true art of letting go starts with discernment ,; from what is to what isn’t, but we still run the risk of making error in the subtlest systems that we run within, such own th e what is the enlightened being, the work never ends, it’s a continual place , u have arrived yes but momentarily u will move again , and then u will arrive yet again only to move some more, this process allows us to marinate what we experience , and not have to act on objrdirves all the time, bc the way of the world gets us ina continual bind that only motion is essential on the todd to success, that to be does not factor in anything other than maybe periods of rest or the obvious that we know about it, what it does to our bodies and so on, we can even challenge that and see that we are forced to let go, we are forced to clear the schedule for instance when we overwork, at some point we are forced to go to bed , take medicine , bd there’s strong side effect to our exhaustion, there are many types of this exhaustion and false adaptations to our natural vibrations, many of these processes may cause us to artificially let go objectives such as when we are confronted with systemic injustice or negligence we are forced to let go our suffering , or struggles but this is not effective nor is it realistic bc no matter how much we let go, things persist , such as the effects from that which has been wrong, and then when we challenge these contradictions emotions, we are forced to change our mindset so that our environment change s which is also wrong , the environment does not change according to our mindset or else if its snowing outside with the flick of a single thought we could have power to stop it , we can say it is not snowing or let it go, and it shall disappear , it will stil do what it needs to do until its done , in the case of subtler forms of reality, such in the case of thoughts that apply to changes, the process ends up being more prolonged , we for example think that enlightenment is a stationary place of arrival and so we reflect this value to our systems , we say that the systems have arrived this is the best we can do there’s no way to communicate this any other way , let it go and it will be alright , in fact change ur mindset , we will teach u what to think and how u see for “template “ of thought processes that are acceptable , and yet again instabilities continue, systems get severely burdened and challenged and if nothing else things become heavy within, we are burdened by the instabilities that surround us – and many contradictions in our absolute certainty about how things generally should be, and u can force urself all u want with these forced enlightenment ways , u can sustain things for a while before cracks begin to appear or that u are led somewhere that doesn’t exist , and all of a sudden ur abandoned there, mentally these extreme cases of isolation are not healthy and cause host of side effects within human conduct and towards systems which is why systems in turn feel threatened by them, but they don’t see the correlation there , they think the issue is rather stand alone or isolated , itself might determine that human beings are capable of bad ever since before time, so that this must be so but does not look to see itself is human as mere operators and there could be potential or error of personals resonating there in determining the absolute objrdirves for others

when the system continue to criminalize and punish people for the side effects of systemic toxicity, people in turn may reach enlightenment and recognize how ordinary and healthy it is , how easy things can be , and try to be a living example so that systems can see via actual action embodiment and be inspired by these and change themselves towards future welfare of people so that they are benevolent , waste less time energy and people to figure things out , since we may already be forced to accept some among us has this type of advantage and can actually sustain it, just bc they said so, and bc of this we reflect it in our enlightenment as superiority complex but in small doses , systems of reckoning finding this bc they do this but with larger quantifying factors that impact large groups of people and influence much larger grounds , only difference even systems would let itself to do this , but would criminalize urs instead or use it as a counter measure to ur self betterment , seeing that ur gerri g better challenges systemic knowledge on these objrdirves, that a given persons suffering should be this much time frame but it bears no fruition or make any long lasting changes within the system could give us insight or enlightenment into the topic of such productivity in the first place , but we are too busy to see this bc our business clings onto strong emotions such as retributions and revenge , or being ton calculated about world and life as well as other beings go , to be of absolutely certainty about others does not reflect total enlightenment nor does it represent it as such , but there is truth there bc when we know ourself then we know each other we just assume we know frivolous details or get special insight we can weaponize against them later on? another facet of systems that play out among us bc these things dont go away no matter how much they shred evidences and kill or silence those who do know these factors are self evident among us, we can ignore them, or deny them, or try to change their nature by mind games , we can change the meanings of words, we can change the loon of objrdirves to fit a feeling of new beginnings , no matter what we do, some of these long established and continual processes have a mi d of their own, and no matter how much we ignore these as self evident , they only become more and more imbued with our daily life, so what happens when ignorance and enlightenment are entwined ? are they one rope where two rope are pulling it at either end ? u either go in the mud or they do, there’s no such thing as two winners here, ur either enlightened or ur not , ur either in the light or in the dark, ur either good or bad , thus or that, but what does all this mean and why does it matter so much? especially when we like having scapegoats to being social rest , or use each other for stepping stone to self success, how does that become our self imposed enlightenment? when we cheat lie defeat , when we strongly err, and we know that we can , say, systemically get away with it, who do we prevent from seeing this ? when we are the witness

when we trick others we blind ourself but not know it bc that’s the effect , to overdoing such a strong hardship and doesn’t start and stop with self only if it injected others , that’s why our actions have a mid if their own and that we can take great care, and let go the things that necessary to let go , and other things that are essential nutriments to our soul and a way to improve common grounds for each other which benefits us too as well , we can let go bad conduct , bad feelings and bad thoughts about each other and come together , regardless of how we feel about each other, to calm onto do great things , contest of which depends on how we got here, it’s easy to let things go in presence of justice , bc u know u will be compensated for the loss u incurred in some way, but not always can we get smth for what we lose, such as time and energy, for there’s no price ticket for these , as well as life that’s lost , which is in extreme cases, but we wish peace, and to have peace in authentic way is the true embodiment of enlightenment that feels ordinary bc it’s our true nature, and bc it’s also very sustainable and effortless once we reach it , sustainable means it can oscillate, and it also means that it can move forward, this represents things won’t always be peachy, that a presence of struggle doesn’t always mean ur revering back to prior either , but it can feel like it especially if u we’re in the dark for too long prior to it, u tend to cling onto virtue , bc u don’t rant to go back to darkness , all ur energy goes to feeding this internal fear instead , and bc u tire urself with over worry , u become lax in places that need focus and attention, or the oscillation causes us to flip back and forth between two objrdirves we are optimistic then we are pessimistic then we are optimistic again and then we are pessimistic , this is ok if it happens for a short while while we figure out how to utilise our fear , with its counter force , courage , but courage , it has many meanings , we can dwell there personally for wash persons may associate smth or other about it depending on the context of their own situation, her , both fear and courage represent a symbolic inter exchange, its ok if u feel fear and u can’t quell or let it go, u use courage anyway, which means that just bc ur excessively worried , that doesn’t mean ends all means for u, or that h may not be able to get out, u may even hear urself say, i will never achieve this , i will never be ok , this is it getting better , and at that point u pivot , u take it as a challenge , and apply the power of opposites in ur own favour, ofc here we meditate on meanings so that we do not run the error of being impulsive bc that too happens , humans r too clever sometimes , they wish to cheat the system any system hack into it , get ahead feel special and there’s reason for that , bc system tend to overgeneralize people, overlook details, criminalize them bc things seem to be thus or that way according to them, or do toxic things and then gaslight and shame people for falling g for it , ( systems have a arbitrary spiritus which thinks that by withholding info from people , they can allow people to reveal themselves from that not knowing so that system can determine whenever if ur good or bad , but this is false bc we depend on artificial system, so in a way, withholding info is akin to manipulation of what is, and then we end up becoming self fulfilling prophecies ) and nobody checks the system functionaries, they are cast aside as if they are hand of god or god itself which causes us false sense of enlightenment , and always at the cost of people when time comes to maintaining the facade malfunctioning machinery , people get lost in the grind of things literally

the hardest part about letting go is ur ego and pride , what sense of self we have prior developed, or overtime, we get older and more mature hopefully, while we retain our child like qualities, which complements our ageless soul quality, that’s also quite flexible that the more we learn and gain and the more we love doesn’t mean we run out of such, it only works to strengthen us in ways that we never knew before, the true finite sources are time and energy though, so the more we begin to get enlightenment we begin to value those more, and motive how most thjngs is waste of this, and while some of these we walls supported and maintained by systems, which go counter i thrive to our collective well being and inhibits us all in some spiritual way until it’s resolved, we change thjngs tho whenever we are confronted we cover things up, we give partial info that we know benefits us, we get too strategic and clever we recite strategies on how to fight , and recite and memories lies of virtue to complement our self righteousness, we e think these are enough to let the universe know of our self righteousness , bc we are attached too much to self and often is the hardest one to let go, this is almost the same as letting go ourself in terms of our narrative once we die, where everything human and human and worldly is released , where we only take the intermix meaning and basis , the presence is still there , the active fire within, and w get to practice this during our waking stage, it’s a matter of figuring how, not by artistic k ways, bc people do this, they either let themselves go, stop self love stop self care, and eve self health, or they commit xuicide which is another way of letting go, but these are not to be shamed, they are just symptoms of the environment that causes many unnecessary and in excess, which doesn’t mean that just bc someone actively lets themselves go? this same isn’t in a covert form, someone who hurts harms other as is reckless with mother earth is committing a different types of xuicide for the underlying element is the same except in the case of those who destroy everything around them, appears different based on by their identities and what they have to work with, if ur some joe u could go out there and be reckless , if ur function f a system, ur recklessness can be legal and even systemic , supportive in some way or other , maybe we can say ur responsibility committed xuicide and u can’t even recognize it bc u let go reason, as well as self discipline, these are avenues that help us during times of uncertainty, when we don’t wanna be certain on smth that we aren’t sure about, but bc material discrepancies differ, the biggest concern is when we are all maturing, but some of us have excess access to système that affects us all, and given by the factors that we haven’t reached total enlightenment on honouring each other and honouring ourself , for they are intertwined, too many bad things happen in dark, and by the time these occurrences reach enlightenment, we change the look of things the facade of system and by induction of same thing only differently, right when we are about to reach some type of turning point collectively, we turn way fro it or abandon it, but does it really go away, just bc we turn away from it ? maybe this time it will be different ? maybe we can afford one more error , cosmically? maybe we notice that we feel we want all in one lifetime instead of working with all and getting there together and even for the than our subjective minds , but that woukd be a conversation on personal pride , dominion , strong identification with self and greed , which is a symbol that we are attached to our current life and aren’t investing beyond it, that why we want all at any cost i casing others life , for our self, and think we can achieve this , bc we are intentionally turning f off the lights on our equality, or unity, while only using our connectivity to benefit ourself, which is where covetious ness, data augmentation and other “mind games “ and strategies come into play.

what does it mean to respect the dead

we used to have all these beliefs and traditions as well as deep curiosity into our processes, we worshipped and sought, connected whatever dots was available and turned it into rituals, we feared this process of death, we did things with the dead to honour them , the ability to figure things out starts with keen curiosity and death was one objrdirves we could never figure out, so we feared it, honouring it was in some way to not be punished by death if we disrespected the higher powers or whatever made the decision , so we honoured the dead for a while , now the practice has tapered down a bit, we still honour the dead in our unique subject eve way, we may honour our dead but not others for instance, or our losses may cause us further fears about the whole thing that slowly causes to get more reckless about life, but things change, and we change too, we forget some of these previously adopted motions, we may even repeat the lessons that taught us previously, at the collective level, regards the process of our humanity, precious becomes of our discrepancy between subjective and objrdirves reasons , which were not always in alignment with the manmade and natural systems , as a result of such, our dead may haunt us cause us afflictions , or this may ignite those previously held superstitions , which can beg us to question if we are fulfilling self professed prophecies, maybe bc of our heightened states of consciousness that conducts some of the other states of existence in the world causes us to wanna challenge or almost wanna be found out by the higher powers we assume have abandoned us, this sense of abandonment maybe what cause us to challenge higher powers in the first place , doesn’t matter which comes first , but the way in which we can honour the dead so that we aren’t riddled with affliction is to thru returning to our true innate nature, not the ones that are manufactured, or assumed as change , we can determine this by their sustainability, what action or thing can be sustainable with the least effort is key here in terms of determining which is which , so that we do not anger the losses of our collective past, and recall the promises we may have made along the way so that they rest way find peace and that their peace reflects back on earth and transcends our reality a bit further than its current quality we may find ourselves in right now , in a way it’s all symbiotic , bc dead don’t really go away just bc the physical body diminishes, there is all the effects a person leaves behind, actions thoughts feelings all that which was connected has a mind of its own thereafter , but not in the way we think ah so out of sight out of mind , even when the remnants have become crystallized into their finer form, and we can’t discern what is from what isn’t , or that we can’t identify with what we are energetically confronted with, bc that’s the symbiotic relationships that could be honoured , and we could learn from the process instead of fear it, for it awaits us all , and from there, we can realize the connections there, our mortality, existentialism, concerns about our future, where we may go after here , in what quality, are we really that good ? are we doing all the right things and being true to ourself ? ha about the world bc it doesn’t always align with human values , for there are still a ton of contradictions to meet with head on but not in a violent way either , for that would dishonour the dead of our collective past and anger some and cause us further afflictions , like we are compelled or smth

we do this from so many levels , there’s warfare and famine , poverty and homelessness , killing out of revenge , out of ill behaviour, angry reactions at every avenue, we have trained ourselves to be violent and destructive , we have a way of getting there , in some other occurrences , we are often made , this out of control happenstances tend to get us in the direction that we may wake up in the middle of, and from there become cognizant of our full scope, at least that’s determined by the last fifty or so years not now now we are changing , as change continues to occur, and here is where we cling on to what we think works, instead of opening ourselves to newer more different approaches to our same old problems, the dead has smth to teach us if we are insisting on repeating the same lessons, they will say ok well u requested so here’s the lesson again, they won’t discern whether if ur going thru afflictions or some personal misdemeanours that u think is no big deal because the issue doesn’t come from what i think is a big deal or not , as u may have noticed many people who cause harm to others especially intentionally think nothing of it oh u can handle it oh u haha done far worse or that u may have deserved it, but when it’s smth about them selves then it’s a big deal , they can bring the whole world down bc their self imposed perfection has been challenged, and disturbed , as if every one else is rightfully suffering but ur not necessarily of that category, and that u must uphold urself as exception to the rule , and rule here is arbitrary bc when a person refuses to take heed upon their own lessoning they tend to share the lesson with others , that’s bc we are not able to evade conditions of such nature at will, at least not yet but we try to , perhaps in a future sometimes we may achieve this but i don’t think we can achieve it while we still have previously established entanglements as well as conseils that tend to strong his any new comer with a good heart, we forget our dead, we even forget those who sacrificed so much so that we get what we have , collectively no matter where we are there are blood soaked lands , in a way the world is charnel ground, it just has the look of modernity, the dead has long left us they might be somewhere else in space or refurbished among us under new identities we can’t tell which is which bc there’s no enough proof as to the connection between events that happen and people who are subjected to experience them of having anything to do with reincarnation or ur previous life particular to here , this planet it could be an adjacent one, or smth smth with similar qualities, but we don’t know,

u might want life to be this way or that, we change the look of things and update and upgrade which gives us a good experience or smth along the lines of unpleasant kind , depending on how we purview our reality and how we may feel about ourself if we are to change thjngs bc of sheer boredom, then we think that at every time we are bored we must change smth, but do not look to source of our boredom , or what we may need to pay attention to versus a mechanical act that may have produced a previous result that we like and that which we think if we repeat sequence we may get same results, in a way we seek after experiences, being human is equal to experience but somehow we still create hell on earth and the day that after we die we may get somewhere good or have a better rebirth or this or that, but it never happens here , we don’t say well we can err or misunderstand smth and that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, we can change things return to some common grounds equals the balance that’s off, by doing what needs to be done bc we may have unique opinion but it won’t be too far from fact it would just be conveyed in a stylistically different way than all others , but we can’t return to common ground after we kill hurt or severely harm others , that’s bc there are many frequencies of the past that tree to get activated or touched upon , promises that are set back, left to dust bc they were incomplete, or that distractions took hold, either good or bad, intentional or otherwise, these dont matter bc the dead worn care whose intention propriated smth , they would only know to haunt u well, so in a way to respect the dead u can’t do the things that trigger them, such in the case of u were to repeat warfare family and rape and threats and tortures and the like then what would that do? in the sam way that it harms us while we are alive ofc , we would be too upset to care about the world, or be present enough to be efficient there would be a ton of mistakes and confusions to follow, we would be too tired to care or enjoy life in full which touch up on the frequencies of suffering and being that to foreground for all, oh u thought that could be limited to few? bless ur soul, i e could take a look at life in hindsight and see how easy it could have been had we known or this or that objrdirves after what happened it’s like sudoku, u get these options and u can get reckless with ur choices before making absolutely sure but the choice isn’t murky it’s quite clear , u either win or lose , u may feel inclined that a number fits here , or assume that u can be intuitive but there are certain facts that need to be gathered , and the process so follows some type of elimination, when we don’t clarify our portion and always live ambiguous we think our choice are invincible , or that they don’t have much weight , or if the reaction is not present that our action didn’t occur even though it has occurred, we let our subconscious assume that itself can change rules and laws and set a standard for reality and establish it as facts just bc it feels right or serves us in some self beneficiary way

all those promises we have made gained the tolerance and patience from the dead who in wait, dream of closure, in part by what they had to go thru and left behind , and in other by what that affected innus lot, bc that’s pert of karmic retribution too dead isn’t always right but it’s right here where we are bc time is illusion, it’s just smth that seems to be a profit of this world from our human purview that measures distance in a way, and the dead do indeed wish for the closure not for itself but for u too, then there is newer avenues to pursue than the same old, we keep denying the se basic factors that cause us much suffering , we can have a mental disrespect , n turn that into action towards the dead and just bc there’s nobody there to respond to u, may think that it’s often not recognized by the natural powers that be, but we can be wrong we just make assumptions and get bored with life in between states of boredom, there’s a myth about a guy who was born and thought that the whole world existed bc he did, and so he was reckless with everything , then one day his old age become so ruinous he decided to ruin the world in his attempt to relive himself , of his struggles assuming that the world was just a figment of his imagination and not a factor only concomitant by certain laws , his delusions grew much bigger by day, he was so certain that once he is dead the world will cease to exist , so he kept increasing his bad deeds by each days passing, until the issues grew so big that the world begun to show some strong side effects, to which it sends a letter to him can u please stop , ur hurting our lot but the man now angered by this confrontation, responses to earth saying that if i can’t have these nice things bc i must die then u can’t have it either so u must be destroyed , but at the same time fear about death paralyzed him what if he couldn’t time it right ? what if he destroyed he world before his time came ? consequently what if he died before he could destroy the world? he couldn’t fathom imagine that the world would go on happy without cares of his passing, doesn’t matter how the story ends the world is here and the guys name we don’t know , perhaps but we share the same worries and concerns , we are often worried about being left behind , or being separated even forgotten , but then there’s strong systems that do just that, they ignore u forget u kill by germ u disrespect u and ur ancestry and others too including themselves perhaps bc of these excess attachments and contradictions in their thought processes about their own mortality

but we can remeber that the dead has sacrificed so much, that they would want us to do better , it often works that way, even in our own struggles , if we ever want others to suffer bc we suffered it’s bc we haven’t fully grasped the reason for our suffering and or are in process of it but must remain open to being receptive to what our heart and souls rates, which doesn’t always include ourself it could be from others , who have hurt us intentionally or otherwise , the living among us the same , we do have to change things for change is inevitable but we don’t have to change baseline values and the lessons that were previously established , only the narrative that holds us in a limbo and keeps us from moving forward , when we are stuck few things happen, we either cannot find a way to forward motion creativity infused with inspirations , or we feel that we repeat old sequences only with superfluous changes on them for the sake of change or false productivity to maintain change, bc we have established a rather mechanical approach to handling things , in a way, we may think about the dead like nature , where we don’t fully respect mother seth other , there is strong connection there as to how we treat mother nature and ourselves and that shows with how we treat each other, we may think that we can keep such secrets when we trash each other and the mother nature , it’s bounties know, the air that carries secrets would send all these messages to what’s beyond , much like the dead not being gone the consequences of our actions remain to haunt us, perhaps we can fear our errors much like we fear offending the dead, bc there is sacredness there in the errors that we make they give us opportunity to put to use our skills and learn about stuff that has sedimented over time bc of negligence and humans insistence on learning things the hard way as well a false productivity that eats away at our lives , surely we are making peace with certain discrepancies , we have to for not everything is in our hands to resolute , as we can’t determine others karma for them, but this in no way suggests that we are accomplice to others criminal conduct either , regardless to our unity mindset as well as connectivity with all and everything , this way we can honour our mistakes and then be eager and optimistic about righting our wrongs , there’s absolutely nothing wrong with saying i’m sorry, i made a mistake or i was wrong what can i do to make things better how can i pay u back, and so on, there is no advantageousness here even though we are often conditioned to not trust one another , it’s no wonder why such altruistic approaches are frowned upon and are taken rather sceptically, but the flip side is the same old, trickery lies deceit covetious ness which lead to further dissolution of what was previously established that envolés some old ancient curses or disturb the dead or rekindle old experiences , in repeat , only bc of ur request which seems to be false use of our collective time and energy, does not produce good results , and sets us back from leading our souls lessons eventually this may bore those who instigated this start, for good change , only to lose their own way bc they lied and started out with trickery and deceit, which then sets pace for the natural changes, although

these are natural, we may not always like these results , say u think ur doing things right even when ur wrong, then u may expect things to happen for ur benefit and when that doesn’t happen u may feel very upset and feel like ur efforts are wasted even though ur doing wrong things assuming they are right so the u blame others or find fault around for why things didn’t turn out the way u wanted , which may further ur pessimism rather than optimism bc ur seeking alitions outside of urself whereas the action needs to be taken from within , u may get angry with others bc u do not think outside the box and ur learning about all these processes abound , as there are over abundance of information we tend to not detect which is true or we can train our intuitive muscle but this has to be a system of continual maintenance , we may need to ensure that we are always doing right things and when we do err learn from it imply denial of our mistakes don’t make them go away , honouring our faults makes us humble towards others and humour forged warmth and social effort to good mutual change as well as deepening trust and ties among groups , but we tend to chuck the processes away bc they take too long or fade away in time, we think it’s forgotten and then change thjngs all of a sudden it’s not that people are dumb , they dotn forget either , we can tackle only so many objectives at the same time or simultaneously , our biology is finite and can easily be taken advantage of when we think that what is in wait can simply be changed without consent , we don’t address these concerns we see the human beings fall in line or adapt to systems and then think we can take opportunity where we see it , we think the perceptions are dead, we think ideas are dying , we may assume even dream can go kaput, and as a result of such we get all kinds of haunting , we can even feel lack of inspiration and wonder why, or reach a writers block and wonder why? and w may think that smth that previously came easy via sequence of actions is no longer serving g is right , the same thing that once worked no longer works out and we wonder how , and we may chuck the whole thing away without noticing we need to wither do smth interim or add smth new to it , so without the guidance of peaceful dead and those if the past properly stoved information experience wisdom , for good use when they are summoned , we are clueless as to what to do next X and have a deer in the headlights type reaction at life’s perils, and we may cover this up by plagiarizing the past , but there’s a cosmic joke that’s only funny when it’s taken lightly and even then we may run the risk of disturbing/offending the dead

what does it feel like being in a limbo?

duality in a sense is a nature of limbo, the good versus bad thus versus that, here there , and everything in between resists and persist as it is, as they are as we are, with slight oscillations , u may feel like personally ur being pulled alert but ur inner core resists this so u also pull within, unable to move forward or backwards either bc the resistance prevents u from decaying or deteriorating only natural causes and conditions but bc we are ina limbo the image distorts , and the purview becomes muddled, things still improve , bc as in duality, there’s both stagnation and progress, so u are technically in two places, here on realm ur advanced everything fits and makes perfect sense and on the others , it’s all in reverse, all mixed up and as we have it in this world things tend to multiply so u begin to see versions of it or , u are now versed at detecting them bc of he personal experience , so we see these doubles in our nature , much like a person who appears as one way but is perceived by others as another, which does impact this feeling of resistance bc ur in two places at the same time but also bc of their conjunction remain in place, this coupled by the material reality , does indeed determine the direction we are headed, we can see the many convictions in society bc the same resistance plays among us via good bad hate love etc, where we can’t find common grounds and must resort to heightened conditions , live or die type thing , we wish to chuck it all away, bc the opposite of limbo is to get rid of it , a big duality , which is our collective make or break, we do get these states occasionally for good nature bc it strengthens us immunity wise , but also comes with cost and this sets us up for future lessons to learn so we can learn from the past that determines the quality of our approach bc we know how that feels like, as we have for through it , that we now wish to make things better and with better conduct which could change the quality of lessons we will have to face later on bc eventually this too shall pass , for things are ever changing , that’s why clinging is pain, we too cling to our past , and try to live in the future as if it’s here already while the now moment suffers, a very major cosmic limbo, which will eventually pass , but again we can recognize we have power to choose to make things better for that collective consciousness so that our next lessons are gentler

this can’t be seized, or controlled , grasped by few and limited to few but must be actualized collectively , it can’t be delayed nor be made part of hidden agendas and or be used with ill intentions , it can not be lied to either , when we break these rules things change, it stops being itself, this , pairs with the dilution of our purview of reality due to the oscillations in limbo state making our world rather muddy , the same process reflects internally, which is where we meet it with our resistance , which then corrects our behaviour , since there are lots of contradictions out there and it’s easy to cave in to strong nature of duality , even systems caved into it they were built with that in mind nothing outside of it bc we are in the process of overcoming it collectively we can at least give ourselves that much and be a bit more forgiving , we can get ourselves collectively out of the rut we find ourselves into no matter what level is ur lot, it’s all the same in terms of energy, the atmosphere does not change no two days are alike but it’s not like u do wrong one day and then u go to bed at night have ur dmt activated and die a little and then come back at earth morning and call it a new start , we retain value in things we do, and that can be good bad whatever , for the reasons that we can determine the nature of occurrences we use these words but in no way these words shape our teleport at some point we have to have a breakthrough from them, we can do this by making history a bit more compressed , with only its key components taken on the road of our collective journey , right now we are using is a a concrete reality, which is perhaps a strong contributor to that limbo existence we got going on , where hardly anything of essence improves and we are sort of caught in a bunch, of all kinds, there are so many things that could be done but it’s those human entanglements that get in the way of our otherwise recognizing our collective true power , it doesn’t sound too hippy like to think of this in terms of fickle force power u are responsible and everybody else is self responsible where we don’t do those basic spiritual infractions such as lying trickery deceit and anything that contributes to distrust, which is also a cause for resistance which contributes to limbo esque reality where nothing of essential reflects reality in terms of lasting advancement concomitant with our soul process whereas the soul has grown , its cultivatable , it can resonate with higher states of consciousness it just needs a healthy environment to grow thru and be more longer lasting

in the end what we serve to others benefits us as well and what we serve of low quality or bad harms us as well, and vica versa , the harm harms the harm doer but affects everyone else bc now we can’t collectively advance or advance only in parts and who knows the future will we end up in the same place again? doing same thing sir continue from where we collectively left off ? how do u feel about continuation of destruction and unease ? here in this planet we know what these may refer to from many different experience types but from another place this could just be a resonant energy feeling thing would u wanna feel that eternally? it’s up to us collectively and individually and in parts or whole or at different times we may feel like this collectivity, where our determination into our self nature can never be secular but it’s also not that connected either where u feel like he taxing urself at the cost of others , bc i think that’s the human understanding of a collective feels like sometimes u get worried to be categories with others so u become a contrarian this gets worse someone says u can’t do smth and u say yes u can even though it could be smth thats bad for u , that is just very abstract version of duality limbo resistance thing playing at a early stage , but some do occur much later in life if we aren’t prepared for it , we can break ourselves out of collective limbo but can still go only so far that should give us a clue bad and good doesn’t mater in the sense we think it is or we are as separate, and u think perhaps with ur human mind when u think about others , a strong distaste can suggest u never wanna see them again , u want them dead and gone however bc ur human mind believes that death is destruction a reason why it weaponize a it so much, gets off of getting rid of its enemies or seeking revenge , such hatred is empty , it has no material its a phenomena with strong contradiction and consequences to follow, again from chemical basis , this is just causes and effects not a fact that we think we are making up the closest term that describes a few is only relative we know that much,

the first breaks from ourself is when we make a mistake and are too embarrassed of it and hide it or deny it and never look to it or change ourself or even if we did , we might have had unrecognized self contempt, which contradicts our relationship and then extends outside and where we criminalize others excessively , especially when we have now objrdirves to compete ourself to as worse than us, which means that they would also ways be a few steps ahead of us leading the way but also always taking the bullets for us, bc we split from ourself and are now in limbo of self development in some areas but not all, we have caused ourselves, all kinds of distortions internally which reflects outwardly these delusions can differ from place to place bc of different circumstances present in our systemized nature , and each of us may have recall that we have had some type of delusion about reality at some time in our lives which is a big embarrassing moment in ur life it’s akin to the dream of being naked in front of ur class mates , but it’s our first exposure to ourselves in our own perceivable reality, it’s just a natural byproduct of our current conjunction of being at two places at once, and the quality in which this introduction impacts us, depends on the collective quality of our actions, and bc our collective embarrassments are often hidden , i mean we have overexposure of some , others in heavy magnifying glass diced to bits and pieces , everything being fully examined, and others, are hidden well behind the scenes, that if u only knew , and then we do, but that too is embarrassing bc there are already a ton of adopted generals and unknowns in terms of our perceivable and already perceived reality, so much info is missing so much more is gone, where others are heightened to meet the appeal in which to conceal smth embarrassingly done, embarrassment for not knowing , of being inadequate, but still going forward anyway, all the pillaging and deaths for instance how many people died on this planet ? thru time ? and time an gain and yet we still dont stop bloodthirsty, while we also remain with excessive rules and laws , that dice society, into chop suey nothing can compete with this , nothing has to, and another being in two places is that best example is of being systemized bc it takes anything u say and do and makes it seem artificial or mechanics there’s no soul no potential of error but information is missing , confusing u can’t even reach higher body operations so that u can relay a message or get relief on smth, and here a contradiction is that we are forced to trust too much on people like us u and me which we struggle when we need tot trust each other , too excessively while they completely distrust us and ofc this creates collective instabilities overtime

finite resources crisis and lack of proper communication relaying of important topics while being collectively inclusive about every individuals welfare , causes people to compete with each other on those resources such as hurt and harm one another end lie cheat deceive and covet, also have hidden agendas and business mentality where u say it’s nothing personal, just doing my job, even though it’s morally incorrect and ethical uncouth, heightened times create opportunism bc they are designed to be that way, since their sole function is the use of grey areas within the system to bring us backwards so that we can spring forward again, which is a false understanding of improvement , where a bit of adjustment can set it to be more efficient if we truly want it, otherwise the limbo will eventually run out of time and we can take our colkedeive baggage to where we may end up next , there seems to be no great reset to our experience , no way we can have a fresh new start without acknowledging the old, or the one that come prior , we may notice how difficult it is and instead of making it difficult or play head games with each other, we can learn from it collective for the benefit of everyone and our trajectory, it’s hard to be certain here and say ah no i wont end up with u guys in a future time sometime and well if we have the choice to change things for better now it’s best to do so, than put things off, as stated above, when we put of good things we can lose our way to them, such as the solutions we have to make the world better , but then we don’t set out to do them bc we wanna cut corners , kill as many people as possible so we can take their land and belongings and then have a great reset only way sorry, but ofc the dead cares about smth much more then u could ever understand , until we too get there, for that reason death of our collective past is important but we can’t just delete and ignore and reject deny or argue against what happened as what is and not as what’s recorded and assumed as fact or above others or missing in parts, or intentionally distorted , we can’t be too sure so we need a better way to learn and to remember, we have clues such as people among us who have personal account on their experiences from their timeline , but covid eliminated a lot of elders , plus we have recently incurred a ton of losses which is a signal for going backwards , all the good things we came almost to actualize too at that? do u collectively think its too late ? that we reached a point of no return ? or do we still have a chance to make things better now , despite all the nature of things as we see now

how do we determine reality

based on by what we have to choose from, there are things we are able to work with, and then there are those which are not available, we go by process of elimination, we have strings of thought processes that run their course , also known as tabs in our minds, a tab isn’t always checks and balances , it’s just an inner rapport of that which i have come across ( find as interesting and or relevant to u in some way , maybe it’s urgent , that u have to piece together bits and pieces of information, at any rate , we have many tabs internally that we use as a means to determine reality and so that we can base our choice and thereby actions from it , options being limited to choice and choice being limited to endorment and environment limited to its concomitant historical development, this can create a lot of issues in terms of being on the same page about our shared reality, ofc we are gonna be different its not a melting pot of people we can not determine the others based on by fleeting thoughts or shallow understanding , all of which serve a purpose , for example , fleeting thoughts are sometimes random, they come and go u flow with it u don’t associate urself to any of it , u may develop curiosity of their nature , and shallow understanding serves a purpose bc there are things of shallow in our life that also contributed to our world , such as what food we are gonna eat and how someone looks at us, but they are shallow bc they sit determine at a deep level as to who we are or adhere to more intrinsic baseline occurrences, that also contribute but they are only complementary to this world planet , what makes determining reality is to be inclusive of all these and not have to cut the wrong peers that do some type of work within the manifold, but we take too long and then seek solace at total destruction, criminalization and early death for instance, we have to eliminate and get rid of things we do not fully grasp their purpose or adhere to an understating that’s gonna contribute to our collective cause and whatever that u say, well if we can be on the same page about anything g it would be about our survival ability ofc, when we have to eliminate some of the things that do not serve us we still make errors along the way of determining their nature for example, this happens due to the faultiness of the systems , bc there’s a strong lag followed by strong explosions , this causes instability within our human framework bc they resonate with our trust ability and safety that we need in order to feel at ease in an already challenging journey

human being are not valued in terms of their life, we don’t think about making sure that each inhabitant as we come here is a divine being that goes through processes we do not fully understand for reasons that we also don’t understand if u notice we think being a president is a good reason!, then u take this frivolous shallow expression as a fact and that’s a huge problem for this only works to establish that our man made systems supersede the natural ones which we do not fully understand , but there are basics there ? there are some things that give us clues life love and happiness are key to appreciation of ur life it’s not a privilege or limited to only good people for example, bc we see all inherently good we just don’t undsrsdnd what’s really going on we grasp at here and there may have mentors of some kind depending on wheee we are born under what conditions and then this doesn’t strictly limit to that we can later on have some type of luck, or a calling or smth that enables some type of function for grounds we mistake it equal for all that’s all we don’t say well my job serves purpose here but it doesn’t make me who i am although what i do is sort of infused with my being i must keep in mind that this world isn’t perfect it’s not fully established yet it’d still in its adolescent stage it has all kinds of problems bc it turns out it comes from a diff ur family there’s something at odds with this nature and the cosmos maybe bc the space rock hit it and destroyed all kind of life some time ago, and as a result of that we live this maladjusted lives , we don’t know what’s going on there’s some type of animosity we pick up on in , we contradict ourselves also, between this unruliness and wanting to be good as u may have noticed , every person has both the seeds of good and bad and all the others , it’s said that we grow what we nourish, then we look at institutions and the type of systems that turn people sour, and between these instabilities, u can take from urself ; sometimes u can’t find the right type of motivation u do things last minute or over exhaust urslef , there’s hardly balance or sometimes u e so exhausted u take a break u forget to start again, and until it’s too late and by that time too much pressure has built, u explode or start to malfunction in ur own way fo handing , like a slow cooker there’s pressure underneath, so things don’t exactly go away either even when we cannot see, it’s said that knowledge is power and that’s about it what if our interactions didn’t hide and seek information that we know is good for smth, but hiding this is the attribute of power ? especially in a system where nothing is equal and the facade finite stuff does cause great harm bc we value it more

to understand reality the information has to be kosher, it has to be true a truly resonant power does not adhere it doesn’t hold bc itself is the embodiment , it powers via its presence and presence and absence are shallow meanings its just a lorgne switch turning on and off in our heads , we see the info but we don’t know what it is , bc we don’t understand , nor do we have the right complement bc of our training , we see trained to see things from a set ways ; for example, certain conditions permit this ways , especially systems that tend to work like a double edged sword we have traditions celebrations for example these teach us set ways , it’s an example , this isn’t a bad thing but there’s smth about being part of group of people who’s history u don’t understand even though it’s urs , and where information that’s hidden from u as well, not just by ur leaders but by the records as well and this is a losing game , when u think about it bc we simplify don’t have enough information about the objective but we do have a choice , we can réalise well i’m born this year in this city and town , my life went smth like this and now im here , now whether if im a person of great influence if not didn’t matter only that i know i have a creative power , which doesn’t require too much of the prior but there’s smth important a take away from that that contributes to my current understanding i also must not skip that, except how do i base a comprehensive understsnjg that wont give into divisiveness , or destruction, thats a difficult part about that, or else any one can recite lines from books written by people who is no longer among us that we can’t even ask them some key questions , surely we can develop some understanding , but we run the mistake when we think the shallowness of our portion to determine that for everyone and i think finacial and material trauma is a big collective issue , that gets people to act out and be reckless , we don’t wanna talk about it either , bc it makes us look , juvenile but we must not have shame the world is in its adolescent stage after all, we are probably rhyming with it until we realize that we can make better choices, surely we can criticize anyone in terms of their spending but it goes deeper bc it’s not just about ability to buy things of pleasure or have nice things but for some it’s home, for others it’s land, yet for others it’s smth else , we see that people misbehave towards each other and frown at this, then we see this on extreme cases and we do nothing , or that we think it can’t be helped it must be human nature , i read from somewhere the other day someone’s opinion that bc children are selfish then it’s bc people are inherently bad or have traits of wrongdoing but children don’t know and it’s appropriate they do it we know better that’s why it’s not appropriate that we do it , let alone systemize it , it’s worse when we give into delusions we say it’s an attribute to history or we are too certain some people are just bad

these are all borne out of limited choices , and u can see each situation arrive at their destinations , via their unique journeys they divert and combine with others along the way, some people are temporary others are there with u thru out time, we have many different dispositions , u see people having to repeat their concerns everyday till that’s who they are , there’s more but all we see is plight thru the window of opportunity of having chance of being heard if at all, and same with others who are dead set in their ways day in day out , we can’t do certain things bc we fear that it may bring about instability in the system but the system is already not stable look at all the issues that it’s causing , we think that bc human nature is bad, that it must be controlled and governed at all times peppel are kept poor surely u notice that people also who boycott products may not brodie that poverty becomes more systemized to get rid of extra product ( or rejects , surplus, bc people also study people behaviour that when u can choose between products u may choose always the best , but never think u can include what’s due oil is in smaller quantities till we run out of those options for good then close up shop or change it into smth healthier , bc we also see that health plays a huge role on peoples quality of life and most essentially people behaviour that which we are so quick to criminalize and never look twice as to what happened what are the contrions that would be comprehended soul infused system that care about people and aren’t advantageous we think kindness is soul infused business but that’s not true bc kindness can be faked , u can smile and still grit between he teeth how much h may despise someone , or u can think well we have to be kindest to the people who need it the most but sure we need this towards terrorists and rapists and more , we need this on the global front too such as the leaders who do terrible things to each other and the people the profess to govern, then compass would look somewhat like changing the system known that in our collective peril history doesn’t determine our future we do, oh and they will say and said it before altruism is a form of trick bc power is to be taken and is not shared and when we think of the words share we get territorial bc we misapprehension that too, but this is how it done , it’s via understanding that we can determine best what these even mean and how we can best implement it in our societies so that we can have a better end results , without push coming t above and everything busts

worst yet is if there’s truth in annihilation of people, well mostly, bc what u wanna do is well, the truth is revealed now and knowledge is power, but u want to take the short cut way, u don’t want the difficulty of having to work with others based on by shared interest nor let alone those poor shmucks who have got the worst end of the stick and wait till they know what are truths what’s possible what kind of life this all could be, only in the aftermath of their suffering , so u think about being jovial entering 5 d mentality, the space is meta where everything love light and harmony, but only after some people die , so u wait u may calculate , u may already see that there are certain contrions that do create areas of push coming to shove and then full boom blast , something gives away and some people are fine more gone here and there suffering ensues oh it’s taking too long , well i don’t like this but hey what ever it takes right bc the road at the end of the rainbow seems sweet or maybe it’s becoming delusional now that we are talking about it, i mean u think ur gonna retain any value after all that? that’s tough there buddy u would have to be a real gold liar and even then u have death to meet , ur own bardo ladders to climb out of this place , and leave smth of urs behind as we all do, u leave behind abuses of some supermassive ignorance that could have made so many things wonderful if u only knew if u only had a chance or choice to so smth about it or make things right from ur own purview of personal operation that does so much to this word even though we do feel quite small in world full of people , and stuck between between the complex history , and equally if not more complex systems that govern it and us, and works thru it, we can’t run our shadow that much is true , we can’t run from our there’s no matter how much we choose to do wrong in a way life is like sudoku in term of making decisions there are lots of unknowns to work with lots of potentials sometimes not doing smth is also a conscious act , it’s often said to be bad attribute of system that ignores ur plight but it’s good when a person who feels rushed , stops or slows down on some form of systemic malfunction , except when push comes to shove , that’s where u can’t run, imagine if the future of wars are completely systemized meaning that they are run by machines and robots then with combination of now adhering to life meaning nothing g and system not song anything about it , it’s no wonder why we feel urgency of change , at the very least , start seeing thjngs differently , which starts from lock g grace , closing tabs, closures , tying up lose ends , reconcile hard feelings , and enjoy life a little more

what does it mean to embody something ?

good question bc we do not know, when we think of the word embodiment, we think almost like it’s being possessed, ur compelled , or led by inspired ? or influenced even , that which is out of ur self control, to contain, to embody also refers to grasping, or reaching out to pull within , in truth what embodiment is all of these things and also none of these things, for the true sense of embodiment is contextual, its moment by moment basis, and it requires two things , presence and awareness , and then it requires ur utility of wisdom, and paired by smth external to u, relationship of which is set of what is abound, that which u want to align to , embodiment in a way allows u to discern where the bridge is , we don’t each see it as seizing or too much hold or control, surely these are also there but also not there bc it depends on what is happening, we may partially understand our role within it , but for the rest of the way, is hard to tell, as the bigger the objectives the harder to discern what they are , embodiment in a way is the shortcut , hence the bridge between two objrdirves , we may have experienced such phenomena as the more we expose ourself to creativity the more creative we get but this doesn’t mean if we didn’t we couldn’t be creative as well, we may perceive embodiment of bigger objectives when we observe the world and then see there are stationary effects and then those that are ever so passing , here we may see that even embodiment works in mysterious ways, which is why there’s a sense of surrender to smth but not without being possessed or too out of hand either , like completely absent , and whatever happens happens , in terms of ur impulsivity , there’s truth and purpose in such flow, but it’s not always appropriate in all settings , that is part of mistaking the fleeting phenomena or a glimpse of a partial smth for a fixed stationary one, which by the way doesn’t exactly mean it’s forever but one of the major tenets of what makes up our reality based on by where we are cosmically, relevance of which makes it so from this current purview, and this doesn’t mean it’s lacking of future direction, the fact that it’s a major tenet gives us a clue if it’s strong relevance , so then how do we bridge between where we are individually , and in terms of what sort of embodiment we wish to achieve for a trajectory,? when we don’t know which is right what is good and who is dependable ,

we notice the instabilities in space, there are destructions and imperfection , which reflects our current state of being collectively, that some things seem to be out array but behind our control only initially, but after that which a given understanding is set, paired with wisdom extracted from experience and witness , we then act on objrdirves , so we see stars being swallowed up by black holes and our hearts may break , u say wow such cosmic beauty grand big power that gets reduced to a tiny , well u know .. from human purview this is a very dramatic happening, but from smth much larger this may not even be a bad thing , we may find ourselves at crossroads , how do we embody , and what do we follow ? we look to scriptures for inspirations , history for strategies, we try to absorb everything , from things that makes us question reality c to others which teach us where the real absorption takes place and the process is not mindless but it’s not overthinking either cos we wanna embody objrdirves but understanding isn a fickle factor here , if we are too certain of smth and we are partial or wrong , then this can complicate things before things get better and we see examples when we observe such phenomena that happens around us among each other , in certain conditions and situations that generally as human beings we create for ourself and each other , and no matter how much power and control we exert somethings dont work out the same, there is co creative factor here that applies to all equally even though dynamically the power plays and equilibrium of equality among us is off best and is not in its full proper function some of us do mistake these phenomenas as stationary and then embody those objrdirves , so we may notice that embodiment is a choice , and in pert the area where we can’t control,

if that which can be controlled but not in the way we think self control works, self control is determining ur trajectory and future by the way u apply self discipline and self control in the way of changing ur behaviour , even thoughts in places where this may apply, in other cases , o refrain from certain actions , and in others , adding new habits and things that are healthy and essential for ur wellbeing , and here we may be thoroughly convinced that we can control embodiment, so we try to be good or virtuous or we may think that just bc anger is corrosive we may reduce every complaint to a form of anger or even heighten it , we may or notice that anger isn’t delivered the same, there are subtle more sinister versions of it which are harmful bc they are harder to detect and they target areas like mutual trust and even trust in one’s ability to choose the right objrdirves or good health for one’s self , in a way? attacking ur self esteem ,with the most insidious type being , u slow cook ur anger, first u strategize bc u memorized it from some self help book, u keep calm don’t show it, tell ur opponent u still love and care about them, or whatever the situation is , u hide ur true feelings , then u go home close the door and go to the drawing board , next u apply art of war u learned from history books, u want to eliminate ur opponent , u may involve accomplices allows , people who hate them, or their people from their own past , u start making new connections , new bridges follow

then, once u make ur plan, and by the way all of u are living ur double lives being all goodie two shoes out there, oh i’m innocent my heart is pure look everyone how good i am , awwwww, and then after hours gather with ur friends , once this stage is over u being to slowly implement ur cause , ur versed in dark occult bc u like to read and u seen it from a movie and it sounds like a good hype , so u know how important it is to be transparent or let ur opener know especially right before u amplify ur actions , of what’s gonna happen, but u say this in tongues so they don’t fully grasp understand or know , the u slowly lead the horse to the water , once its there bc us smart and u know u can’t force it to drink out of it u find ways to get it to drink it on its own accord ,here u apply knowledge , u use what u know about them against them in a ways that u know will give u the desires end results , we tog war , and here this is the experiment of how u try to control or assume u can control embodiment , bc gathering all this vast array of data and what not , and there are true, there’s truth there but the application is limited or false or set by ill intentions and here we ask , which part about embodiment is part of us and that which refers to our souls own quality , is there variations there ? we may think this is bad , but some of it priories very bad results as with the example eventually u can harm ur enemy, and this is anger it’s hate even hate crime when u strategize mediate ahead of time to harm someone , and the insidious part being u appear as kind there is continuity a momentum of smth that is not true

that pert which is being our understanding right now depends on the meridian of understand n of human equanimity as well as , how some things are much bigger at play, thats why we start smack dab in the middle of objrdirves but what if we didn’t think the bad was bad , would we then not subsume ourself to a negative entanglement with that which we end up producing ? perhaps the answer lays in how we handle conflict , bc then we are also embodying many characters such as a judge doing what he or she does best , and lawyers with their skills sets all of which comes together to solve some type of conflict , here we see if the court was faulty say they are being paid tipped or coerced to change the direction of a court case , then there would certainly be some foul play there ? how do we not determine the negative effect we produce do not have any entanglement to our cause and continuation of being comes from the false sense of embodiment and our self control bc then we compensate , due to the excess control of smth that can’t be controlled , but it doesn’t also mean be mindless either , let loose , lose control, and then call that genius , bc we also revere in such happenstances whereas what we are actually doing is getting high off of harming others ( or we are of strictly business mind, we say sorry it’s just business i do what i must do, virtuous or not) , temporarily we feel our version of godly but this is fleeting and it’s the negative consequence of misapprehension of occult , it’s akin to what happens to us when we are over thinking , , too much in the mind everything accelerates and the we may even feel fatigued we can’t go on or start feeling bad , we start to create problems where there were previously none , in our minds bc we gave in to too much thinking and this is a compensation, for the reason that we adhere to excess thought , let’s go back to the person whose anger was insidious form, if they simply had a conversation; then a lot could have been solved easy, there wouldn’t be over abundance of problems n there was too much thought negative at that which contributed to overproduction and maintenance of such bc we don’t also have control over many of the occurrence we think we have control of, that’s why it’s said always be aligned to ur higher self , for its ur best ally on the course of this troubling road mistake can be costly and when ur self righteous when u refrain from err or hurt or harm others that ur northern star that’s the compas for ur soul and u need that for there are many deceptions this planet earth , and even then we run the risk of making grave errors

we may mistake our ego or pride for ur higher self become too arrogant or high n mighty u may feel superior to others u may think ur luck casts u off from the rest , u may feel like ur the exception to the rule , super , whereas others are donkeys ass, ur the high exalted king and queen of the world, what applies to them don’t apply to u, they are lowly ur high and mighty, rules are for them bc they r unruly and ur the ruler , u do smth godly u service earth u revere cosmos , or ur aware of it , u may think all this is virtuous , the part about which u need to let go is the action of ur body with cash tender , that which u pretend to do for the good of mankind, but there u may be entirely absent , it doesn’t register to u how much it matters , cos the solution is simple fro the purview of people who see things differently, u may mistake where u are born what u have who ur with , under what condition to ur high exalted mind so u see things differently too from ur perspective , u may think all this material is not what needs changing g , and not just ur lot or give up ur lot , but make it available for all, and where the part about no control is bc to each their own, every person has that part about which refers to their essential nutrient to their soul, and when there’s no potential for growth, it’s hard to blame this on the product of the soul,

the art of fighting

the true art of fighting or handing conflict with others starts with the fight we have with ourself , we are bound to err during this lifetime , and here we learn to become more intimate with our true self, in handling our difficulties this is made possible , but it’s a process that takes time , and sometimes we are not willing or able to achieve this inner peace while still alive in this world, only in aftermath , whatever the process is like, we do know internally that wrong and bad is a great distaste even when we apprehend them as wrong , what we are trying to do is proper alignment here , there’s order of things causes and effects , we see the full purview to make amends of objrdirves, everything is as we left it a a we passed thru it when we look to our past or a given past objective or even the timeline thru which our relationship with ourself improves, we may be at odds with ourself due to our mistakes or our conflict within our higher self and our small human identities, we are almost like two people in one , roommates who share the same space, and so imagine it like this , we fight and yell and scream , pretty much in truth, to ourself, and then the same human entailings ensue, someone shuts the door on ur face or isolates themselves u don’t talk to each other for a while, much everything , the inner housekeeper is left undone , everything slowly piles up, many things are in disarray, there is complete disharmony that slowly builds from it? resentment , dread, laziness follow bc too much thinking can cause fatigue in someone and what happens when ur at odds with urself, same with quarrels with people , exhausting and goes pretty much nowhere. we wish to escape from our minds , we may not not hive this as a flight from our true self , but , if we made peace internally, then our roommate is actually very resourceful, it tells us of higher types of information, stuff that attributes to ur soul, divine stuff, that’s ur higher self , it cares about this worldly ordeal but it knows ur so much more, that’s why it’s called small human self and we can measure this by our experience it’s actually not small occurrence but that’s how vast ur higher self is compared to it

oh things can get real bad, in such natures of conflict, but u may wonder is there life after fight ? i’m gonna say yes, if u we’re ever with a dispute with someone in ur life before , and miraculously u both recovered ur friendship, then that’s a representative of that level of truth, imagine it like this , ie now two people who share the same house who maybe a bit exhausted , but ur both at peace bc ur aligned , ur values are aligned , which means that when u finally exhaust urself he surrender to ur true nature already, but with the exception of the clean up, so that’s why we say hmmm is there truly a recovery from such ordeals ? who’s gonna take responsibility for the clean up, which part belongs to whom, does it matter ? in which causes would it matter ? bc we know our self when we discover system we want to abuse it short cut it and hack it , so here we can easily do more harm than our counterpart and then share the burden fifty fifty , so we know we are capable of becoming “efficient “ but in the wrong way, and well it’s only wrong bc it causes us side effects so while we are learning to train ourself about this , we can be kind to ourself , this form the alliances we need with our higher self since it wants the best for us in the first place and the source of the dispute comes from that, call it willful ignorance , or foolishness , sometimes we have to discover objrdirves in a difficult way , not bc it’s a strong fault in us , but based on by what’s also environmentally available , and when we say things like alignment doesn’t mean u have to figure out everything f for mutual peace to happen, but it has to have firm grounds and a good start, so stop fighting usually heralds that it’s fifty percent of the work right there, maybe more, it’s true, it’s hard to do something, we may feel compelled to keep going , almost as if we are suddenly on a worlds stage but about our own life and where everything is rather dramatic , we may feel very resonant to some of the word choices we may use , and we may become conscious of this while in the act to self determine whether if the thought comes form us or if we are running on automatic response , bc that’s what defines being compelled, it is a inner urge , or smth that suddenly hooks at u, and u may feel impulsive at this stage , bc we feel momentum is always good thing , but not always so, it’s ok to slow down and take a look around check urself and check ur surroundings or have prior or grounding in between heightened lines of thought, surely there is a inner flow but we must be cautious if we accept that the environment has done flaws and there are signs that it’s not running as efficiently, and we may also learn from our inner conflict a vital lesson to be cautious , to both be a student and teacher in the course of our life

u would be two experienced and very exhausted roommates sharing one house , u would get started to clean up ur indwellings, whatever errors u made start o reflect back at u, if ur in denial u may start smth up again like project that to ur other , and then open old wounds , bud don’t be worried if u do this a few times , and u may notice he becoming present each time and s having more self control on the way ur handling urself, and at this stage however , we are all so very different, bc some of us have different circumstances to overcome , that is on what we have in terms of our indwelling, some of this is what we attribute as perks n karma or what the soul is capable of or souls own capacity, which is why it differs from person to person, their relationship with their true self, all of which are concordant like stars in the sky , but we usually condemn the person and not the occurrence and this comes from our relationship with ourself, and here we may err and treat ourself like a spoiled child, not adhere to self discipline bc h can make a mess and say sorry don’t clean up or know that if u cut back on ur skill someone else will have to do more and u will evidently do much less if ur share and bc this feels good u can err again bc u can afford to lose tht much each time while not notice what actually piles up that’s ur blind spot, and what likes depends from person to person as well, the key thing to consider is what it complements in the external circumstances concerning others bc there’s a reciprocity between these relationships , such as the one we have with ourself and each other and the things that come in to play in the world at large, now we notice that the manmade systems do not accord with the natural system they don’t work with the celestial reasonings , they don’t adhere to cosmos if they do they do so secularly away from world public while giving u a watered down version of it in practice which is why we are in hot water collectively rn

and imagine that, we are at odds with ourself and each other and nothing going well, while we pretend all is alright now u see how bizarre an upkeep that is, we aren’t fooling anyone , we are just being too hard on our self it is almost too self defeatist it’s being too hard on oneself that u go past behind resin for discipline and yolo the rest of ur life recklessly it’s all to dream states of driving out of control, it’s one of the common dreams it means ur life is not in ur own hands , and ur trying to control the wheel or drive straight so u don’t drive into oncoming traffic it’s very hard to maintain , so that’s it, that’s what we wish to confront globally, bc we think we can’t make uk with people of conflict we may as well finish it, kill them, dearly evidences and deny deny deny vehemently no matter how bizzare things are getting , let it get even more bizarre who cares totally out of control, ofc we become more and more driven by destruction bc in truth we wanna get rid of the offending picture , and start anew ah so we want new beginnings , we seek a second chance thus thats why the universe hasn’t annihilated us yet bc despite our mass collective suicidal attempts to hurt and harm ourself /each other we do have that element of good, bc we want to be good and do good but need that second chance , our errors is so convincing it makes us embarrass and this shame turns to anger , we feel inadequate from it , we don’t know how best to handle it and systems don’t support these as well, we commodify beings instead , u make errors and depending on ur environment is the equivalence of ur punishment and we know how unfair and unequal and even off beat our general approach to human suffering by todays stands is and its all for the system maintenue, people are moved like cattle from place to place for jobs , bc we also recognize the limits on these objrdirves , but instead of change those objectives evolve them expand on their consciousness , we cut people down instead to fit them into material grounds , compartmentalizing people comes from o ur inner compartment using we don’t look to our mistakes and so we say as long as we don’t know or don’t acknowledge them then they must not grow be cultivated in terms of karma or that it didn’t happen, if we ignore it it may go away, that’s a form of compartmentalizing and why this differs from person to person is bc of the capacity of some who are running the systems, who when they project their inner inconsistencies make greater impact bc they have great power of influence of affecting people by bigger numbers , otherwise it’s the same practice and same concept, that which we have with our true self,

the final scene of our relationship with ourself, after the exhaustion passes away and we clean up our shard lot, we have now gained the experience of better dialect with our self which is quite remarkable it impacts the way we make decisions and how we handle our external conflict with exchange other , allowing us to gain more wisdom and work with our shared lot of greater concern behind just our self , otherwise we would be cutting off our supply to leave more and only work to benefit ourself, which doesn’t work so well in this whole since we all share a role that’s why we have ignorances borne out of not being afforded the proper knowledge that is equal for all, for example part of timeline shift is when woke are afforded small amours of money to live or survies which is the same amount if money that people decades ago made but the short supply of current lifestyle funds so not apply or relate with how much life costs for all , this is called forcing some people to live in the past, like literally if systems have a social code then they can put u in position where u don’t wish to be or work so hard to maintain it, which is scary, to add to that, this forcing people to live in their past comes from excess critical of their wrongdoings while u refuse to look at urs , so ur also projecting ur own subjective reality in terms of ur relationship with urself on top of the hierarchical systems that’s already existent and needs improvements in the first place bd they do not adhere to our naturalist and common humanity, surely we all have roles to play, but only we make the distinctions for example between first class and second class in airplanes even though its literally one object in the air, ofc to determine the course of solving these issues will have to take every person effort to first of all learn the true art of fight , which starts with ourself, then based on by our humble findings, utilise these with each other, on the issues and situation of the last in realest from small to large occurrences which especially includes system system functioners and the relationship between people in power and people who are at the receiving end of objrdirves bc if u notice the way we ratio clean up duties is also pretty out of balance which is also not only unfair it snot the right way to do things , surely we can say? who are u to determine that, i don’t determine hat is the right way in terms of how we think about determination the simple art of determination here should be prioritized according to self growth or self betterment , via learning and being and doing everything right , since we all have some mistake in our past our motivation can simply be to right our own wrongs while still alive so that we do not carry those burdens into what’s next , we can’t achieve this by lying to ourself, or denying or rejecting the peace that we truly deserve internally so that we become more of it in our waking daily lives

it’s hard to be on all the time

to be o all the time , there needs to be the get past from effort into effortless activities , initially this effort seems to be present bc of the layers of comedians rjst have developed over us , we have to cut thru many illusions before we become in a flow more natural to ourself , as well as real with what is but first these illusions are harder to detect bc it’s a product of our minds so how can we or more so now this is past tense bc our consciousness did evolve from what it was to where it’s at today although i wouldn’t rule our timeline shifts on the same time, meaning that bc we are strongly influenced by our environment , some environments have minimum development , and this minimal updates affect people, in terms of their living and conditions , some people may not have the same rights and benefits as u and i do for instance , and they may receive or strictly live on hand me downs , so u know how important and unique ur identity is some don’t even get to have that whereas others traditions and customs don’t require such , not in the way that civilized nations ( what constitutes it) have , in a way ur environment is a possessor and ur the possessed, things have power to work itself thru u, in a way, like gods chosen little ones , who are in special communion with its worshippers, this compelling evidence has proven itself over and over that we are able to gather as much, and then work with what we got , and in the event that we are misled , bc lies and delusions can’t go on forever ,first of all we change , so in the case of the liar who changes , they aren’t in position to maintain all possible objrdirves as they have started with , hence the dissolution , in this stage people since into confusion , but ofc bc the inner separation is so strong , it “compels “ them even if ur not that religious , bc u seek relief, religion is a form of refuge , and so with our world as well, it’s our very own home, and what happens when we don’t feel safe in it ? we have moments of excess exhaustion due to all that which has long been conditioning us so consciousness cannot be maintained to be on all the time at this stage it goes into subconscious , in some cases even unconscious, it’s like there is a switch inside of u, lot flips on and off at intervals u can’t fathom understand due the experiencer so ur already cooking in it , like a good stew , but we become one eventfully and become abut more versed about our components, in a healthy environment what usually transcends is natural, u have ur own realm of existence , ur externally in harmony with all and everything ur conditioning is very much like of the healthy type much like muscle teeming or brain exercises ur exercise ur heart and soul too , there’s no extra layers of delusion or illusion ur not filling ur life with fake experiences or shallow conduct , for that reason u tap into the natural flow effortlessly it’s already a origin of habit in u ,

we may simulate this sort of flow but to maintain is a different objective bc we can truly memorize objectives we do this same with the mental and emotional avenues as well, so we become too entrenched in habits almost lost within it , but presence is key into mindfulness towards smth bc then we are aware of what transpires in it and then change ourself accordingly, we can see that the systems are like a machine , which prevents us from being timely with matters , or efficient in our own self experience , where the simulated effect of being virtuous has taken root and built its own momentum, but u also see how we become machinated right ? so u can act virtuous in the store front and behind closed scenes work in a way to place people in places u want them at , and do things u want to happen, and not think twice about what ur doing and as to why, where is consciousness then? and presence ? if we say we can reach such states of virtue simply by reciting lines , then would that bring us the reality we wish to happen? or is it smth that remedies an absence of an action? this mechanical action already knows its doing smth wrong, so it hides it ahead of time and maintains the facade of virtuous kindness ,where consciousness foes is very much like what happens to us at night when we dream , ur here but not here except here it happens with ur eyes open, it goes some where lost in thought , and if the thought is convincing that one can it utilise one’s five senses properly then one begins to get possessed by almost like an idea but we don’t always seedy when smth is wrong we subconsciously may know it , but we can’t exactly act on this knowledge for some reason, perhaps bc the event of being possessed prevents a person free will, and ability to choose for oneself, one’s own reality, but make it seem like it , u heard the voice of god, u know joan of arc , u know the cases of the schizophrenic , it’s like in the matrix , agent smiths , take of shape and form, taking over the host, the parasite, conform

it’s said that we get these imprints and the we can’t change them or refine them or absolve them but purify them , and make the best as in; transcend bc change is inevitable, and when u think u have free will , there appears ur chance to utilise ur own power, if possessed people don’t know but do things out of order and then in a sloppy way own up to it, and they are indeed always abandoned once the task is complete, we have cultural possessions too, we don’t realize most everything that acts as righteous is a form of grifting bc u see how frivolous it is , to maintain the facade of faith in smth u know is up to no good and also makes u pay for it, if we truly knew we wouldn’t want to be conditioned and pay for our own conditioning , not if it harms us , and compels us to do great evil, just to maintain its false appeal , some of these establishments are archaic they haven’t change a little , if the change has took place it must be towards its eventual decay so that the necessary purifications take place , and the event transcends but we don’t know off which is which , a death process is often seen as purification method and one in line with ascension and knowing our world , there are many ways to die in it, u know ur gonna die or can be today now maybe this week or five years from now , that much is a guarantee , but also at the same time there is a dread like experience , we feel this in shifts in our perception regards passage of time , and the many versions of it , it’s both subjective and objrdirves basis , this is prevalent in dream states, a moment can feel like a lifetime , and vica versa, and when we feel such possessions , including social norms that are up to no good, bc they flip flop between their belief objrdirves which go between self interest , and appear as kind and self righteous to world public , in any of our feelings, we get to split ourself between our internal and external connectivity to the experice called life, we may not notice this bc consciousness often gets strained , when it’s confronted with brick wall of understanding into itself , this fragmentation happens when pelle become too secular in their belief patterns and then project that towards others in action form, such states of being animated to , being out of character , or compelled bc smth that previously got ur trust ,even if its subconscious level or at a very subtle way or form, has now utilises that trust to get u to do smth without much self reflection or that u mistake the voice with it, and u say ah i’m familiar with this real good feeling , and in the past it came very easy, but we aren’t stiffly dependent on voices alone plus it takes years maybe decades to really cook into it there must be apparence of other manifested conditions to complement its culpability, in sleep we rest , but in periods of where consciousness is missing, then what takes its place ?

it’s almost like only after u do the wrong thing u get relief but this is where the possessor is done with u we think bc there’s all this self help to get to know urself that it’s easy to find remedies on things of internal conditions worse if it’s been brewing for decades, u may mistake these states and still find no relief, ok so let’s see the difference between someone who intentionally does wrong and one who is simply possessed a person who is a product of their environment who alone couldn’t counter it so it’s said we can’t be on all the time, applies here , we have only so much to acquire and work with , although, we must consider these different times for things have changed we now have vast array of data avail for all and which has already changed us, with the exception some people in some places may still be prevented this but they may “ick up on it rather subconsciously” even though externally their body and life works differently that by the outlook of such we may immediately run assumptions that they are either primitive or “behind” , have u noticed how cold some kindness is ice cold, and u may wonder , if it’s ur own heart that can’t feel or it’s smth inthe atmosphere, in the same way we can misplace our feelings , we tend to do this with thoughts too that it’s essential to look both sides of understanding before we cross the road of logic , we try to make sense of things but our thoughts are out of array at times , these are subtle form of being possess where consciousness lightly steps out and comes back in, u wonder our and wonder in , ur presence goes elsewhere and at times ur triggered into ur alternate selves , and u may think that ur alone in the process, its these interior thought processes that keep coming in and out they seek a dip that u might hav w previously had but have actively improved so ur dip can only go so far then it tapers out, maintains its plateaus until it neutralizes on time, and then another opportunité events may challenge this dip and each time, ur improving from it , bc ur consciously aware of al the processes that are coming to ur purview effortlessly without mistaking one voice for another

the difference between thoughts and words is that we can measure their integrity by their action form , and u wanna possess the right to make it seem for world public , to do greet wrong in broad daylight and then try to pass it off as good logic , is indeed a magicians trick, but it doesn’t always mean it’s working either think emperor with no clothes on, and then all of a sudden , everything is in clear form, it’s up to us in our self support that some of these objrdirves are even possible, they give us insight as to where we wish to relinquish self control, and where we need to take full responsibility on objrdirves concerning our conduit within the world of strong conflict, if u notice , there’s strong emphasis on this world both being animalistic, where we succeed each other to survive ourself, and this can be thru ill logic, and then the act of civility, the excess of productivity for capital and good well being of healthy conduct , surely we can take the gold and improve on those that may no longer serve us, but we have to be present and conscious in it , and u can see the strong symbolism when only a handful of people get to determine the fate and livelihood of world full of people, is missing in majority of consciousness where the information and experience each may bring strongly can im wove our lives , where we won’t overwork and then under realize or that eventually we too must cave in , for resistances can only take us so far , even that which is thrown at people in excess, builds within , and things go in but they don’t come out, bc we can’t turn what we learn and understand and turn to wisdom is not translatable in our life, this is what gurdjieff says when things don’t get crystallized , and that we have to keep repeating events , and we also maintain supply of coarse stuff , for spiritual grind , which is what wears people out , and causes the consciousness to step out , others are just too dependable , to things of addictive kind, then that becomes their crutch , bc u can’t fully understand why such perfect beings as we are are also being prevented from our full potential as other perfect people who govern over us , and keep us on the down low, then it’s no wonder why some people can be like weapons of mass attack, bc they may mistake this as a relief , respite , it’s smth worth thinking about when it comes to what sort of voices are occupying our minds , worth mentioning that some of these possessed we people are running nations

we can’t predict the future

only set a trajectory, or make assumptions or guesses. perhaps educated, one that delves into patterns, we think we can dictate the future, there is truth in that our behaviour does, but we don’t have control over our behaviour when we priorisé set end game, bc then we get locked into a set mind, one that will generate unpleasant conductions for oneself, firstly ur too attacked to what others do, its too much attention and energy spent on other peoples business, if they require such connections these happen natural in societies but when we are dead set on stationary systems, we may not notice the plight is already evident there and we already know our plight , we can tell that systems are stupid there’s lots of dumb things done in the name of money , people may realize how plastic that makes the reality, or to assume we can put a price tag on it , we would only kidding ourselves and we do have a sense of humour about that except that we hardly laugh at negative consequences, we know what it means to be good people we meant to be it but then we become like angry gods, in away we can find all and everything that’s outside also inside ourselves maybe as form of projection, or things of gathered , harvested information , just ready to be tapped into but we give into looks of things in our minds and get caught in entails of a process that requires us to not be so attached to them this is akin to absolute certain toy where there needs to be movement , or flow we do this if u notice by how we think we can predict the future , we really fool ourselves into believing on certain occasions and it usually involves others we think they are gonna suffer bc they did this or that, and we secretly enjoy this proves bc in there life is uncertain and we kind of wanna get a feel of where we are universally but we do it wrong we look at plight of others misapprehension it and assume since we are slightly better than they are we must be doing alright and we should keep an eye on thee progress , of deterioration or whatever , and see if we can learn from it in some self beneficial way, ironically this is our way of thinking human beings much like animals possess the same quality of cycle of life in human way where we have to let nature handle some of its business but we always forget the material aspect of it and how it can be fraudulent at times , we dont think of it the same for everyone only for ourself , and part of that is absolute certainty about the way things are whether if they are essential the way they are or need revising, and this secrecy is our inner occult in a way, where we we trying to predict for our self benefit so in a way we are still quite primal, a very self contradictory way, this equal of power that takes place internally can get us all kinds of confused externally, i think that’s why u compensate for trying to predict reality or seize control of the means of how interactions work at all , the truth in that is we can be we’re in about our experiences but that’s for our ground work, bc for u who are the experienced have that vital information , that does the trick but without such complement to vitality, all others are mere simulation we get feelings of heightened senses from external objrdirves all the time for instance

and we know the material plight we succinctly weaponize it against each other for in some cases that’s how we would win, we know the opponent is a strong one , the best way to wear them out and win over them is when they are down, bc life happens , it’s not the dips that happen that’s as essential as how we quickly recover from it, surely in some extreme cases deaths happen other issues can be measured by their true depth, not assumption, but in this case, we have to really be honest , bc we lie to ourself about our current reality and then assume we can fill the gap with assumption about future of what u want it to be or what u think is special insight, although we can set the same trajectory on ourselves , we can say to ourselves in our truth about our souls that we do have some type of trajectory that gets set at deep soul level regardless to how it may seem on this planet by human standards if it , we are just trying to cosmically and collectively get a feel of it we want to tap into it thru ourselves not by scapegoating others or using them as stepping stones, the future only gets clear when we are , and if we are too attached to illusions we are gonna mistake every nook and cranny for the whole thing , and get ourselves stuck on the path of enlightenment, we staionize fixed personalities upon them , we can’t fathom imagine they have changed , this is one thing if our entanglement is honest one it’s nowhere even it’s dishonest or one sided ur fixated on them somehow they rub u the wrong way u just feel perplexed at their mere presence, then those moments happen and we are left to our own devices we can’t help ourself we need others we lu n external conditions circumstances our experiences aren’t that isolated no matter how much we try or it’s tried upon us there’s connective unity, one that flows thru us , as we are permeable , eventually we go absolve many data , that we naturally can tap into im during states of self consciousness, often when an unpleasant feeling comes up we try to deter ourself from it or try to decipher it go back to our past some where or think or dwell upon our sad childhood , not always though do we have to keep revising and redressing old wounds , but it happens and we are mechanical in that , not for the past it seems but anything that brings relief we attach excessively to it , we are not addict but we are separate in self relief for this world does put a lot of pain upon us all in some measure, this is where our work is ,

what we don’t wanna do is mistake sert stationary conditions for moving objrdirves and coca versa which happens , and we are too diluted to tell which area reflects which internal conflict , that which we are drawn to , which perturbs us in some peculiar way, we want to do something and only then do we find some self security , we think by harming them we are weaning the enemy, we think we are attached bc it’s their fault not by our inner account something that causes us attachment but we don’t stop to search for its meaning, we make assumptions bc we don’t think we could be wrong , and u can see it translates as wrong but it’s just an ignorant inner apprehension of smth, other than what it is , it causes us side effect and we know this all but we quick bypass it and focus on our childhood but the whole passage is as one, so with the last about deciphering the future by assuming u can predict it, bc on one side we try to hurt harm es do other or get happy when they are having their momentary dips in life , in the other hand we want a future that we think we can separate ourself from the plight of others whose pain we have caused, whose life has been strongly displaced because of it, those who survived, a huge contradiction like that can’t get us far, bc it will keep us in collective limbo until we are ripe enough, until nature slowly decays us all, bc time is not infinite resource here on this system, that’s our continuum, a thing inside that’s beyond human that which was down here before here and will go so where after here , u r personal trajectory can be apprehended in a subjective way and u may feel like this gives u special insight into others life but not an every case in every ways and based on by our inner recognized intentions and how we utilise wisdom for careful consciousness and be sensitive to not give into spiritual materialism , here in this earth even though our sorority system is bigger than our human factors, it’s the utility of our spiritus for the benefit of everybody that sets that human trajectory and there’s a special relationship between what happens here collectively and what happens out there in space, and at times thinking big all the time can be exhausting bc the minute details of our lives need our attention, we do both in fact they are interlinked that’s the teaching , everything takes us to that inner security and perhaps lack thereof , we are all too timid and there are right reasons for it and for some other excess foolish and even u can say, propelled by paranoia, the nature of paranoia is of guilty conscience whereas real careful concern is of smth else it’s that maybe ur infuriation is giving u red flags some sign a for attention to specific smth but we say everything is guilty conscience where’s we don’t look to anyones concern or given plight we brush over it, ah so it happened u need to get tough, we se how tough we can get and it scares us, we see it in other parts of the world such strong resistance , and the scary part is the conditions that befall them, we don’t want to be in that situation we will sell our souls for it, we don’t care we will assimilate ourself to cspitslims, we will do as we are told

during greet calamities its natural that a lot of uncertainty arises , u may get so desperate to do things that have never been done and if they were done they were done thru the dark ages not these times but there’s darkness in broad daylight among us lately, but truth in all there is a general sense of feel of collectively going backwards have u noticed ? an intense need to go back in time only suggests that we are naturally driven to do a collectively introspective search into ourselves , and bc some of it is being materialize it’s causing us to be absolutely certain about wrong objrdirves such as some people deserve to die others can suffer many others can be even as not human, that they are lower , like an animal whose rights are questionable and cannot be attested at the courts , these are products of dark ages , but we may get into some sense of delusion about reality that works in artificial way, bc it’s almost like all other odds are stacked against us with the exception of the soul, that’s all u have got , that’s one thing they haven’t figured out how to take from u while keeling u alive still, but that’s why there’s spiritual warfare at large they wanna breach into everything if u permeate u entirely, even ur thoughts are not urs, ur feelings , well feelings are thing that punishes us at the end , even when we die , the angry gods are all emotions all aspects of self , so beh f angry towards others hurts us in the end, and this anger , let’ us really delve into its true meaning and multi faceted reality and reasons which is where the real test is at bc each person interprets in their own way and still that produces emotions and at the end ur responsible for them and u will have to confront them at some point alive dead or wherever however u can’t cut off ur emotions even when ur extremely stoic about objrdirves thinking mere spiritual skill sets are gonna save u from ur spiritual plight, it’s true it’s very difficult to set a balance between our sole risk realm and our material reality, it encompasses everything not just our knowledge or our behaviour in predictable way the most outwardly or via statements but how we see the world reality all its components and decipher each other bc if u can’t understand another in basic sense it would be hard to tell what sort of common knowledge u might have about understanding reality for they are connected , and we realize how difficult it is to understand entirely of others , in some cases it’s almost impossible perhaps bc we are different but o ur lack of understand g does not diminish its truth, we may ask questions or seek it internally via meditation and thought practices but that’s about it, and that teaches us about reality , perhaps in the natural sense and how nature has imbed itself for manmade systems , and still we can also learn from it in the same way we learn from our inter relationships , but al of that does not exclude us from the full picture

if u participated in a problem and then said u didn’t and then predict a future that is free of it then yes u would find our very angry and wrong about ur set trajectory, what sort of feelings would arise from that interim? what sort of road signs ? disclosure that u could be wrong ? and how do we deny this in o ur self ? do we place meanings we recite lines about absolute reality or do we tie the line of our reality as we also delve into deep contemplation , the basis has to be natural u can tell when someone looks down on u for instance , by the way they see u and surely there are strong variations in the world but this intrinsic outlook on life is sheer frivolousness , an intrinsic type superiority complex is worse of all , bc it is the root of guilty conscience , that has grown in the wrong direction bc we must have been dead set in our ways if u notice the last is riddled with such, and we arrived here via adopting to some of these set conditions , which is normal for us to be a little bit confused or discombobulated about the whole event, for each individual soon realizes, bc u have to make excuse for ur pie behaviour that somehow u can make this into a thing where they deserved it and that ur not wrong , and that’s a very thing that starts the budding of guilty conscience bc deep inside u know ur wrong so first u lie to urself deceive urself deny ur own experience then u do this in and towards others u try to convince others that this is the right way to go about things, and here bc e must also know to an extend of our own self limitations , but again, it’s all about figuring out the correct impede ke understanding which arises after correct pairing has been made , it’s the act of correct pairing of objectives and their meanings , which is not a set destination , it keeps changing but we can get a feel of it in a street sense and assimilate it thru our feelings which are deciphers of danger or a thing that could be good na d healthy for u, material reality doesn’t always grant us this option so always we need to consider material displacement as a strong urgent occurring , among the world population and act on it in a inclusive way that maybe someone is not doing well bc of their situation often we misuse spirituality ( and in some cases religion or any other type of self help) for virtuous kindness but do not notice words don’t feed people , they are meant to inspire them and us and a way to communicate but we fail in all other areas only we tell or dictate each other what to do and bc we know them we are sure of it , that gets in our collective way of evolution that can beneficial quite beneficial for all

don’t further isolate yourselves from world public

just bc thing were tough right now , with violences are heightening by day, surely things don’t last for long, this transience can cause anxieties as well as comfort , as here are still many uncertainties , but being isolated we forget we are cultural beings who like to be part of and be involved with human related objrdirves, it’s easy to be discouraged , bc there are some issues that seems easy to fix but are more complex and then yet others that are made complex which are quite very simple to fix , we still cannot figure out the correct dials as to how to manage the planet for greater efficiency , and it’s hard to do that bc there’s already some compertmentizing there, some groups are here based on by these special interests and some others are over there down times u change interests other times u change people, people have had many friends along the way, we also grasp onto our experiences , for this may exhaust us after some time has passed, itself is difficult to develop and maintain , for absolute coherence , we end up adding more to it , with excess struggle , which causes us to give up, sorry of comply with the reality, but this excess isolation isn’t always good, especially when the choice of absolute loneliness does not come from self exclusively but based on by strong circumstances, down do quite well alone, that’s why it’s a very potent choice , we end up losing hope, when we realize there’s nothing to establish connection with, we sort of feel out of place , more so , alien , in a world that seems to have become quite accustomed to its ways even though eventually we understand in time is not quite true, what appears to be general public is quite deeper in conduct , and most of that come with each family units own interests , then u go to movies then u go to malls, u do these things ur government offers u for leisurely activities , then there’s variations , not every family is meant to be kept some are destroyed to bits they don’t have the same rights as u yet we have more programs that further that separation from each other , these ere people who didn’t behave well so now we are sceptical of how to trust even our friends bc like rabid dogs when do u think someone s gonna suddenly flip in u, haven’t u heard the news ? but now we see further being familially divided our political thoughts aside there are myriad of other conundrums that’s causing people to act like it’s full moon round the clock nowadays, we are all getting out of our comfort zones ah son but can u tell the difference between a comfort zone and a safe place ? cos it seems alike we might have had been too safe in the past we were simply un reachable and now everyone out of their axis in strange places among strange people that is if they made it, these are strange times our dark thoughts are also pronounced pay attention if ur calculating in demise of others that’s bc of the external issues that thought doesn’t belong to u, ur not spiritually impatient ur actions don’t cause harms to others so u can challenge ur thought process that’s geared to be separatist bc what is ill intention but cause separation between entities ?

but ofc u can take the avid road to loneliness either bc it’s a lifestyle choice or for a temporary detour of ur life u need to minimize certain activities that do not serve ur immediacy of current situation whatever ur going thru it could be an internal process of personal progression it could be external like job change or changing of ur profession, it could be a strong displacement , smth outside of ur control, ur moving is always stressful , and sometimes quite personal , it’s not that ur being revengeful it’s not about others when u choose to be neutral in situations when u pull back from entanglements when u don’t wish to carry on with that conversation , but ofc this is interpersonal relationships but what of systems bc this strongly gets practiced there , almost all the time , where ur voices are stifled , and this causes separation , we feel antagonistic about the whole thing in fact these negative thoughts are strongly promoted, if not maintained as opposite to its highly likely , and here we don’t often mean withdrawal from personal duty, especially if ur job encompasses many, and impacts many where they depend on ur full functionality, so then the responsibilities in some places are greater it’s very difficult to practice equalize while we are observing the systems since the system have a hierarchical method u get ur homeless ur poor some areas where people are actively being genocides , others are intentionally being into starvation yet others are in the mist abject form of slavery i don’t mean to cspitslims they are in chains sit in isolated or condensed rooms doing nothing but follow strict orders this world is bizarre in its many prefixes that much we are aware of , and its hard thing to realize and sit with, and with all these heightened senses we carry on with the living this doesn’t deny us our reality bc even they know by now there’s no denying it, we have the mean to connect the lose ends and pull ourselves and each other closer that’s if we truly wanna work things out, which doesn’t require liking of disliking someone , u both have the common ground of being un entangled with each other , but u wish to do this in a practical way, that’s where don’t thee other thing even though u don’t like each other comes from since it’s didn’t prioritize separation as primary objrdirves it prioritized one’s well being while also considering the other , bc we are lacking this in peers of the world, this in words is all in some way in our lives as we can see these same objrdirves play out in smaller quantities or relative in terms some of which seems out of our control or it’s stupid bc we only relapse certain things in hindsight well then how can we develop foresight ? it’s hard to keep an open mind without caving into anger’s , but anger serves many purposes since there are many forms of it , there’s some that motivates us, others that motivates us for bad, yet others that don’t seem like anger in their delivery bc they are so cunning , he prolonged anger causes us sickness, impulsive anger causes us problems , we can do smth in a unintended way , and say, i didn’t mean it to be that way, then it’s our anger that causes us much problems, which contradicts our precious establishment or the most institutional side form of human doubt, that any one can flip on u at any second , but it’s true , there could still be co dirions , in determining these we tend to use preconceived notions but these can be strongly coloured by our biases and strong subjective thoughts about the others based on by a small sample experience level tho end let’s face it, we are only on some part of the world, though do not think that a small sample experience is not impactful or does not produce accurate results in thought and mind

the strong separation develops arrogance and distaste towards others , not the intentional loneliness , these take us to solve our problems via simplification of our life, we may quiet down , cut off excess activities or do things alone for a while which gives us clarity, or we may choose only a close people who can understand that side of us, we can’t do this by constantly appeasing everyone and system force us strictly that otherwise a quiet day or two in a room all on ur own is not a bad things to calm about things before u actualize whatever afflicts us misdirects u in some way, that causes u an internal split more so bc all of a sudden ur contradicting urself when u act out, u may even say that’s so uncharacteristic of me , whatever is ur true character level, there’s no set way, that’s just human construct to think this is right that is well, most everything is a fashion statement but the intrinsic, and that’s where the real juice of life is at, that’s where we truly feel our connectivity, our interpersonal , well, duality ,! it’s not easy when we are dealing with worldwide resources , which is what causes us the conflict most issues are borne due to material disposition of of a person , or for prolonged period of time of some type of issues with relationship to their material things , which causes them excess greed dissatisfaction with life and so on as well as string disposition bc ur not receiving support such as in some war torn places where the war has nothing to do with the people , but its the people that pay the price and we stop and ask maybe that’s the intention here , when big issues happen we want them to quickly disappear , we want to relieve ourselves from such offenses , in nature in man made reality , we want to carry on with our fun instead , we want to eliminate any discord in the otherwise perception of harmonies existence just bc it works for us we may even think of solutions for others we think is right bc we want to quickly solve the issue but without duly understanding it , entirely, we may be too disillusioned to think of it in terms of their identity , bc we do form strong association with objrdirves but do not realize that they are only contextual based on by their disposition? anything that’s naturally happening on the other hand has freely chosen to be develop long that way and makes essential over dominating over all others , man made conditions ? that’s why we feel states of strong responsibility for others suffering in part bc we also know our internal connectivity and that when we do ignorant and sergent things they make us feel very uncomfortable for some people it takes them years or decades before they figure out the source of their affliction is due to somme misconduct with family member , here both parties haphazardly argued , but this is not standard , there are many different conflicts about we think we can fool universe by creating artificial conflict and send it off as supplication to clear our karma but it doesn’t work that way, universe may seem indifferent to u from ur human perspective

we may exclusively cast ourselves aside bc of the strong distaste this is why arrogance accompanies it , bc it has to maintain the decade of their superiority, which is very difficult bc u have to choose artificial things at times , and here u may think that it’s not a big deal people who do big jobs tend to feel that way, but they may not realize that their power is not equal of power with the power of the people when it comes to the world front, which is where we get world one two three four , an the stateless nations , these have developed and took their shape today by the atrocities of our very complex historical events that happened in our collective absence so in a way this is heirloom or a hand me down it was not handed down to us in good conditions either but there are good things here , improvements , etc we are so accustomed to think greedy selfish to ourself we always want the very best ( which when done authentically without discrimination or criminalizing others , can benefit u to make right choices but not in here , we want the very best in greedy way precisely bc of our exchange superiority and separation from everyone we form strong distaste towards, but we also know that there’s some connection there, in the case of system functioners for example they both control the what men but at the same time must also appeal to u to get u to like them and support them , in some places if u don’t like them and even do so openly u get punished for it, these worlds are now being assessed by cesspool of people , in their current condition which is dangerous and harmful, as opposed to yet simply improve on those conditions which requires new lines of thinking and ideas formed, and with the inclusion of people , bc they will have more interdependence so it’s equal of mutual dependence bc we need wash other and our independence such as our right to think our right to choose the life we want who we wish to love , make family with or choose not to make family but we make this choice not based on by statistics or genealogies but we truly believe we will succeed in that which we choose , this is hard to do bc of all different background and intentions and level of operation and the systems make things difficult bc some of those developments are very concrete, in a way it’s what we make of it this general inheritance the world public and the consequent histories that come with it, surely we can’t change the past but we can change yourself now and have a better collective future and knowing full well how it felt to come here and realize mid experience how shitty things actually are , but u also don’t let it demoralize u , suspend u in midair or isolate u too much that u become abject pessimist at all times which is not good for ur health , again wing alone is a very strong choice , one must reconcile this within , , and here we may think of our existentialism the world beyond this one, or how the process of the end of life takes us to absolute , nothing bc we can’t in our human minds relate any experience to it, all we have is false memories , and those we hear from history classes , but ofc we now have all kinds of examples abound , how people can die on earth, in many different ways , with some up to no good, very despicable stuff , we think of it as punishment , deletion of someone denial of their person and denigrating their existence , it took so many different processes for them to get here and then , u know the rest ,

this all can be discouraging indeed but bad times don’t last , systems have had in history times changes strong disposition civil wars , the great depression and where people acted in same bizarre way like someone forgot to turn off the full moon or they have u where they need u, for smth else that needs to happen further and i find that highly irrational and struggling with complexity in the nature of trusts and safety in this world, which the systems provide us with, or that’s what’s in the brochures anyway, but when we progress thru life its nothing likes its promotion , its far from it even , and in lasts completely delusional , and u can see the distortions ur intentionally being mishandled , then there’s apology or acting like everything is fine dandy and that needed to happen, they may even have empty apologies but they don’t follow with action they have u further in disbelief bc things are only taken from u , first u lose ur home then ur family or vica versa, and then u lose food items medicine and more people maybe ur own helsth, maybe ur losing ur next place of dwelling g or ur job, ur switching between objrdirves meanwhile bad things surmount ur missing birthdays u can’t observe various traditions , u can’t u can all u know us can’t not won’t or doesn’t want to can’t and the weird thing is some people live their lives quite normally , of what system provides as absolute normal which is quite nice , and we know that good environment being the best in people but why the stateless why the distinction why can’t rules apply to all equally ? bc the leaders won’t be safe no more from law the same way we have to pay the price for every little thing , they will actually be held accountable and what happens then wars end , or they become modernized , they go take it up to the hills with their nationalist lovers , or whoever else that pursues that line of passion i wont judge what u do but how u do it and who u involve for what purpose and separation is a great curse to this planet so is with triangulations thy cause divisions and death bc then we accept diversity for what it is of equal power of choice and personal responsibility, if u were to find like minds and decided to be super army against some other group u would still be outnumbered it’s only possible now bc the system are built that way and that they play in ur vulnerabilities to get u to sign up or willfully choose bc those are the only options they provide they have thing else up their sleeve when it comes to some of these strategies that are age old but need change we are living three ghosts of our collective past haunted and stupid with some ancients among us but not in a age old way but bc their issues are still fresh so is with the victims, and here one of o ur chief victim is in our minds when smth happens to us we have to make it seem like it was our choice and be accountable for things outside of our control, but there’s truth there when u realize the issue and the passage of getting thru doesn’t matter in erma of strong identification , we get stuck in me wings maybe that’s our issues , but , surely by choosing to take control we then don’t have to lie to ourselves that it was our choice that it happened , we don’t attach to that part , then we realize what’s happening abound , bc we wish to be able to see who among us is good natured and want our absolute unity and wellbeing and those who think otherwise and not to criminalize or isolate them either , just so we know , just so we make sure to say no to objrdirves that will promote more of those ignorances just so we keep them decent , that’s love we can give to each other to not push each others buttons or intentionally cause them afflictions whether if ur family or not whether if u like them or not doesn’t matter

our reality is simulated

in that it’s not natural that this simulation plays out, experience , when it’s authentic, its element of self is a seed inside many things of gathered , but it’s the quality and quantity of those gathered things that we see through either clear or not , how u can have a ton of quantity of low quantity items , or u can have a ton of quantity with high quality items , then u can have low quantity with low and with high respectively, the intrinsic quantity of all, is what weighs in which is why it’s harder to discern the plastic reality from that which is real, we just mould into our circumstances, that which is fake produces real results ofc the part about real is where we have the choice to work with what’s around us , what’s provided by our environment, so it’s rather the superfluous thjngs that tend to happen here, which doesn’t mean they don’t matter, material reality is quite impactful, and when used correctly they produce efficient results and when they are used incorrectly they become frivolous excessive in nature, so when we choose to simulate a false reality and assume that it starts and stops with them then we fail as a collective bc that’s not what collective stands for, a collective is a unified objective , it moves as one , it knows its a one unifying aspect of a vehicle that moves in accordance with each action and corresponding reaction , which multiply along the way, when we are sensitive to this type of connectivity then we understand law of one, so even if there are those among us who create artificial happenstances and make it seem real, causing us to live thru artificial means assuming they are real doesn’t mean they are winning and we are losing or they aren’t affected and that what starts with us only stops with us and doesn’t go anywhere, none of us has that kind of agency , that’s why we have systems , we need expect outside opinion and mediators when there is conflict , whether it’s with urself , so u need a counsellor or someone to listen to u without judgment , or u have issues with others , so then u may need counsel to mitigate objectively between u two, the biggest conflict has always been system functioners and the people who deal with it not between men and women bc actually contrary to popular belief , a ton of men and women are in absolute good relationships with each other despite the conditions of their external realities, surely down fall for the decade based on by the simulation systems , they may think this is the correct way for their self benefit or whatever , the standard lines of lies such as women are crazy the day they start telling truths , a demonstration also that shows us what component is composted as frivolous aspect of changes in our simulated reality from there in , and they maybe aware of their issues as well, but as they are companions on the same journey, bc they can also tell which is the effective most dominant form of the journey and which attributes to our soul most clearly then u know which u can’t help and which u can it’s quite easy actually inc eu find that level of inner centre , s this , can be achieved when the ego has been subdued and used correctly and pride and other self cherishing concerns are also transcended, u may wish to congratulate urslef but do so modestly and not in an excessive way, where u cannot see what else is happening around u, u may get lost in moments and simulation is kind of like that it’s kind of like manipulation when u give up self cherishing and cherishing excessively from others , u also begin to see the mechanism a bit more clearly

the simulation is nice but it tends to lie a lot , so u get ur issues that happen they happen one way and they seem another , then there’s excessively cheeky lies abound and for facade of protecting us from grave danger , then u get mouth speakers who are bought so what they say is what we want to hear , and we let what we want to hear be known it just absorbs it and then says it only slightly different, but so that we don’t even have to think anymore bc why would we do things and report it but then don’t follow up with nothing no conscious action the confession is not meant to be honest , it doesn’t solve the issue or transcend conundrums, meanwhile the juicy part of the simulation is when we are calle do to do “ supposedly greet and essential things “ but somehow they are charged very few, cheap ticket returns, where we also in addition to that, another insult to our person , during tough times at that, to upkeep our existentialism, while struggling to keep it going , that’s the juicy part of the simulation bc it alters ur life , or has the power to, such as ur body, ur health, ur mind , mental health, ofc this will leak all the way to how u philosophize , and what he psychological conditions might be , then i get other more subtle aspects to urself such as ur feelings do u feel anxious clammy? do u feel depressed , cold ? and some where in between , cynical? bc internally u wanna break thru , whereas we can simply say the side affects to a simulated reality has proven to be over and over again yet we still keep doing the same things while expecting different results, we aren’t trying to determine the internecine reality, only the material movements bc they age their avenues and limits and potential of adding new avenues to old pathways, a systems upgrades , which has also proven itself over and over that it’s possible when we want to where we want it but only when it benefits the system or some other aspect with the look of a view of somewhat progressive change, so ofc we need this big comprehensive system and it is proof that we can do great things and achieve great heights only that we think we are separate from it , maybe this is a strong illusion of the operator mentality we experience this in small quantities and with minimum impact from social media likes , and being part of a greater community, the ability to have authority over a system or smth of some type of expertise and skill u being with ur purview , some may settle worth ten likes whereas others would strive for more and try to decipher the code that will bring them such results , and we are very creative at generating new avenues when we feel the cosmic stagnation, we think having mouth pieces will do it for us, of maintaining illusion or progress or prolong the illusion that at some point smth good is gonna happen gosh finally we have literally been dying giver this for generations , and then something else is induced, we had covid, then things progressively went down i mean how fragile our system must have been that all of a sudden it is all coming down easy, we just appropriate all thee feels of self importance at the cost of the world, even , or compete with others , no mine is more important , we are desperate and this is a strong signal that things have been progressively getting worse , but the silver lining is that we are learning to work united we recognize the similarities between different objectives , detect patterns and , simplify our thinking but without running the risk of too much relativity where we mistake or juxtapose objectives and their subsequent meanings , when a greater danger is abound we all pick up on those signals

but bc we are in a simulated reality with fake or semi fake experiences which doesn’t deny ur reject ur reality the material stuff is real it’s concrete the house ur body the people ur with, all are very real so don’t go acting like this is one of those dreams where u will wake up responsibility free if u were to get reckless with ur subconscious mind, ego is of subconscious , it likes to play with mystical objrdirves but when we let it get out of hand , or get too reckless bc we feel , much like in a dream of recklessness , and we may think bc this isn’t real or we take the world dream literally in waking state bc we may have developed a coping agaisnt simulated reality, and not realize it bc we cunningly conned ourself foremost bc part of manipulation is that u can self mesmerize , u can hypnotize urself? so we can say that the simulated realty acts like a dangerous playground for the ego, where it has more potential to turn sour than potential of break thru from occasional mental jails we create for ourself , or when we are in transit to understanding bc first there is confusion first there is mud before the lotus, but we wanna hypnotise ourself with the right stuff , maybe this is the opposite of the bad manipulations is to apply its opposite , and be more of that, be more kind , stand up for urslf don’t disrespect urself , also while respecting others , in terms of interpersonal relationships we can think outside the box also , give altruism a good chance amin gus , by coming up with ideas that are not from tired and somewhat true , but the truth is always at the cost of someone w does wellness , we wanna transcend duality, or at the very least change what we can, maybe it’s in the way we perceive the reality or ourself, regardless to what we find do about it actively, bc pert of the simulation is maintained very wrongly that when u do speak up on objrdirves such as these u become criminalized , u become silenced , tortured and divided from ur family, they need u to be busy with smth else only to realize that the something else is another form of the simulated reality in which u will continue to speak up about , there’s no escape bc we are that much connected u can we truths in a tea cup for instance e even if u we’re jailed for life and has nothing false to experience , when we are in alliances with our subconscious , and our ego is take bc it likes us like two parents to a child, then we do much much better but we can get there by continuing to trick esch other weaponize system bc we know how to cut corners knowing it’s wrong but then we say we went divine but only product of this world, we must win here et al cost even though like house of cards

everything will eventually come down , we die nothing comes with us , and this already is self aware it’s what scares us we think this life is meaningless like a dream we are reckless bc we find meaninglessness in experiencing such dream, we don’t notice this , the people who criminalize to silence the people who challenge simulated systems , say they known these conditions they know it’s bad that’s why they choose to weaponize this type of experience , which contradicts their public speech about wanting to help those condition which nullifies every rung else they stood for bc then u challenge everything they have done u ask was this genuine and kind or was this part of the act , they know incarceration is bad that it doesn’t act in kind , they know mental hospitals or the very nature of being psychological is a testy subject it’s not perfect nor mature and can easily be abused , they know many other systems re selective they direct people like cattle are directed at farm, on the line to go here no u go over there we need u right about here and so on, u are guided by horse glasses u can’t look around u simply dont have time or u never found the meaning in it , ofc in a simulated system why listen to nature , everything else is done for u , our intuition to navigate reality is still thee its like having of learned how to ride a bike appropriately at any age, and of not having touched a bike maybe years maybe decades one day due to spur if the moment u take up the skill again at first ur wobbly maybe u fall over u laugh at urself ah yes i feel this faint faced memories about these habits these intuitive habits i have formed during my active years and it comes back easy, to lose this is harder but simulated systems don’t have a counter measure for their early and easy decay which includes foul behaviour among them a decay of trust so to say, which is the worst bc defecting decay in system is easy to mitigate when u know what to do and do them rightfully but it’s worse when it’s the individual behaviours that have decayed which is harder to detect due to simulate systems being advantageous and producing no outlet let alone save ourselves or have a chance even , especially when it’s system functionaries , worse when they form alliances against the benefit of grand public, the bigger the number of people affects the worse this gets before it even has a chance to get better and would it even get better if at all? we have been on a steady decline with system no wins at all, it’s here and there maybe so all of a sudden everything is off its axis , but certain people still receive too of the line service that’s when class different one of the big component of simulated fake reality where juice is at , is one of our biggest obstacles to get over spirituality bc we aren’t filing anyone at the end of the day regardless of what we say and what we do and choose not to do where it applies especially to system find tiers bc of their authority power ,

when u have aligned urself internally to ur highest appeal, and u have externalized ur purview to an extend where ur not doing anything that counts it, which is the best most efficient test to upkeep our spiritual purity, u are able to tell what u can help and what u can’t help with within reality , and are not making excuse for why u can’t help in reality, which is difficult bc we have to base issues on their system relativity and what impact one person or few can have in what area versus recognizing objrdirves from systemic purview which gives us a world wide map of what happened not just some localized small thought process oriented thinking pattern , which has took us nowhere so far, bc we do that greet diversions when we stop thinking g for ourself and allow others to do our thinking g for us they say nice thing d that makes us feel nice we develop generous kindness with them and assume they have authority to tell about our life then the negativities flow and bc we have already established redolent and authority we internalize this we really think smth is wrong bc they said so, and we may not effort “fall for it “ per se but this still impacts us we slow down in our ruining we spend more time on objectives we may learn from this but meanwhile life goes on time flows and we decide slower make slower decisions , it’s ok that we do, but when we recognize this as an issue , after which we have initially spend enough time with and become familiarized that’s when efficiency kicks in , we become more efficient twitch the way we handle complex difficult tasks , we recognize that a simulated reality so that it’s simulated we spend les time to absorb why it has to say bc it’s predictable ask we know causes beneath which why smth is or has to be shared for what purpose and reason , we get thru with it bc on one side we don’t like it on then other side we can recede it , then the only way is thru and sure at some point we think anything new can be harmful but then u think of the positives u say well i try this and then i can detect early on of smth is wrong before it takes me to a point of no return, so here what we refer to how simulate systems can do that but don’t realize the wrong they do, and how it’s harder to accept such reality as if it can’t be helped bc we have indiscriminately devalued people an awful long time ago, and even those who function the systems don’t notice how harmful it is, bc they simply don’t wanna be in ur shoes but they also don’t realize they r the other shoe

it’s good to prepare for the worst and wish for the best

but not everything is as bad as it seems on the outside , or in o ur minds the same for we tend to internally project a worldview that has momentum, but we are still process of figuring out how to utilise our findings , and where the balance is that’s not good to impact us in a negative way, when we prepare for the worst that’s great bc of the absolute potential worst thing were to happen then we would know what to do and not panic, for we know what panic might do, it’s best to train ourselves internally, though the issue is it’s very difficult to entertain ideas without administering ourself to it it’s like we are not the same once we get ourselves thru the simulation, but we aren’t entirely lost either , it’s just when u reach the edge of the cliff u do run the risk of falling, it could be the breeze or the erosion beneath ur feet, could be due to smth u tar, u might feel light headed or dizzy, at absolute worst ur heath could kaput, and u just happened to be at the end for then there u go, and anything could easily be misunderstood there , from ur personal experience u don’t have time to even process what happened, but eventually we do, that’s the trick, with not falling for every little mental concern when we are still in the transmission of figuring things out, and we may notice that we do reach certain spots of absolute certainty and i think this is meant to motivate us and keep us on our path and areas of respite, since the work is arduous, we may run the risk of burnout or become disinterested, and we don’t want to fall in line of pessimism, it can help in certain areas but prolonged use of pessimism may colour the purview in the same way we simulate happenstances to prepare ourself for absolute worst , and here we may think every little thing has potential of distrust , then we are over sceptical about everything for there is no establishment of neutral grounds , ur only speculating predominantly bc ur on self defence mode , or it gets triggered or activated at most often , than it needs to , these inner mechanisms save us that’s for sure but overuse of such means that we don’t trust ourselves , but we may act like it , and i’ll tell u from personal experience that if u lack self trust it doesn’t mean ur bad , when others use u for prolonged period of time or deceive u or trick u ; eventually ru gonna be like well maybe i’m not good judge of character like i can not tell the good from bad and vica versa bc this … issues , seem to persist no matter how much i deny to myself ah no there is no bad among us it’s just the actions and not the person love will fix it all, be kind yada yada be generous , think altruistically be honest , keep ur heart open despite everything eventually ur taking huge risks upon the benefit of the people, u think the benefit of doubt on them, on what happens , u say no well maybe we can recover here about human relationship regardless of the loss of potential , bc let’s face it folks we are on a steady decline collectively or at the very least the nose is pointed that way .

so now how do u prepare for smth that but? u couldn’t ur just one person u may realize how precious and volatile our lives actually are u may feel very small and even insignificant against the might of the cosmos and what other potentials might be there these can further our pessimism , we may lose hope , or think too negatively almost like we are invincible , we are not seen, nobody cares , it doesn’t matter , etc etc , and our actions may get sloppy bc of this strong sense of pessimism bc there is no meaning on being here and as we feel at our atomic level maybe but this initial state of awareness produces the effects of the excessive self concern with the absolute worker potential of reality, we may project this bc we don’t expand beyond this stage ; for why limbo might be like, otherwise if we look the other way, which is the potential of things being better , then our motivation includes we to do good and be more invested with in reality regardless of our situation , at the very least we wouldn’t assume we are invincible bc then we wouldn’t wake up in the middle of a nightmare in the making and wondering how we got ourselves there or we knew but weren’t thinking about this or that given objectives , as sometimes in hindsight thjngs get clear but also not always since this perception depends on the purview of the others , and that depends on other factors to be clear, and for what motivates them bc we are thinking about things from the common purview of self discovery being same not its contents , the contents vary from person to person, that’s why our thought processes about given objrdirves and the use of words differ from person to person, each may have their own style , and personal association with symbolism , but always adhere to common pure symbolism representations in the areas which apply to all equally, when e make such distinctions that’s when e lean more towards the lack of trust we have towards each other , and then we mistake the preparation for the real thing, maybe bc we seek advancement but as lo g as we are divided this becomes a bit toxic , it thinks that it’s left firm if advancement is knowing what others are for them , or thinking that u can evade a situation by catching the bad guy or potential bad guy before the issue grows or begins even, and then ifc we are relying on assumptions and bunch do suppositions for it to have apparence of truth, we may think that the power of our minds works in the way , that all of a sudden u took a weekend turn but even though admitting this to urself and turning back to the main road u needed to be on, u get slick and act like u chose to make this turn for whatever reason and ur gonna find way out and it’s gonna be amazing but it’s a very elaborate set of choices ahead of u ash u keep turning left right running into n bunch of cul de sacs, and ofc u have no other option but to laugh, take it lightly, as sometimes , the way we can accept our smallness

against the greatness of the cosmos we need to relise which part of us is irrelevant and its all the details that we tend to magnify in our minds perhaps bc of our misuse of preparing ourself for the worst we don’t recognize the power of boundaries in our own line of work, with our own self , its like u can bring ur woken home and take ur frustrations out of ur loved ones if ur not careful, it’s not shame don’t get me wrong we all do it we have all die this at some point in our life maybe but the best generations maybe theirs is a bit more refined as these things would go some things come easy due to laws of evolution we grasp on to where the previous generation left off in some checkpoints , and build ourselves from there, so when u think of the worst u think of the kids bc u rememebr ur own innocence how nice things were even though u were born in the same world ur in now, and ill tell u it’s confusing to discern the two worlds, the one where we were young where everything was possible thjngs were actually nice even though later on we found out this was not true , ofc there will be a sense of confusion about how u feel what it is that u feel and whether if u can trust it again , or we do but we are kind of maladjusted always to an extend uncertain and unsure , or things lose meaning ur like why feel things if they are fleeting? so what if ur happy now later u will be very disappointed , what comes easy goes easy, is this especially with our feelings ? but we do notice their power , like filters , where things are good we do live like we are in a simulation the worlds in its actuality goes in the backdrop or they become more colourful we hallucinate a better world , and we live like we are in it a better world, whereas the wars and crimes are still going on. so then these words become restricted they become forbidden from use upon human beings , which is understandable we usually se words to determine objects and objectives and not people per se , but bc we relate with everything we may have overused this saps r , not that there is anything wrong with it but when we do take what is a a simulation as real in our minds it is apt to create some degree of side effects and because understanding or our minds is a big centre of operation so if the error starts there then it’s harder to detect bc we we using our minds to get thru the moments , it’s like the hearts that never stop, u may overuse ur heart or have heart issues but it goes on around the clock , so it takes time to rest the heart while it’s still beating everyday for the bare minimum to keep u alive, but we do have periods of change in our lifetimes, so we adhere to these changes as natural occurrences , except where we do not get clear in the process of such, due to our personal afflictions , bc often times people don’t take others life seriously when they don’t take their own seriously, there has to be an internal pessimism that affects everything , bc of the unity of objrdirves since he human and everyone else is too, that by making such self assumptions into ur nature u think u have any credit to determine this for others as well, a person with controlling tendencies who is of higher calibre will abuse this power and use this , think of the worst, always for their own self survival above all else even though the opposition hasn’t manifested yet , they are too paranoid they wanna prepare way ahead of time , and do not recognize the chances they take upon other life since for some it costs them it

other times this untimely death process seems not personal, ur just a casualty by number , a mere statistic , that we reduce human beings to a mere statistic is , well , discoverable , and then people can discuss among each other about whether if this is alright, we often do this to people, as mere study into ourself, whereas in truth this is our inner alchemist , it’s just misusing its power bc of that excess pessimism to preparing urself for the worst balance, bc chance doesn’t end evolution flows , we do pour our potential into the mould, what makes a true alchemist is that he learning from urself at what point u think ur using others as test subject that is a strong sign a divine sign that says u took a wrong turn and u must get back to basics , of self study , the only time real alchemy works among people is how we carry ourself and what we bring to the table not from what et if combination we are gonna make to get what serves us only, regardless to how this may seem, bc then our action and approach will be mechanical for a set outcome at certain times u set for urslef, perhaps cosmic, astrological, and carry the mission on further , u study ur object and objectives , so their behaviour may be a little bit predictable but ur also deciphering this predictability, its not based on absolutes so there could be biased errors there which is natures way of saving us from absolute worst but nonetheless our collective issues are quite heightened, arrogance comes with hard work, when ur too self oriented , so now ur thinking u can abuse some people to test ur skill son them so that i can discover ur own boundaries and then take those skills wan use it for benefit of others , this creates diversion, and bc our inner alchemist motivates itself from arrogance , we run the mistake of misusing our power for selfish benefit even though we also want to use it for good , so we feel rejected and this only furthers our anguish , maybe we can have no identities thee are exhausting to upkeep, identity this identity that ofc there has to be identification at certain points of cooperation that’s what systems are for but that’s not the entire person that we are , we aren’t just extrais in a movie set , each person is a protagonist in their own life , and they do reflect a sort of quality of personal essence based on by his they perceive others as well, u may be extremely connected and compassionate to others , even though u don’t know then, and where ur live expected nothing in return u just feel this warm sense of being part of everything else in all its messes fuck ups, sometimes we naturally get here after exhaustion that’s where u hear ah people wake up after suffering , they reach enlightenment , could also be a simulation

when we don’t align our actions to actualize and manifest objectives we may live thru the potential that much is honest , for what we each can do , so it comes and goes , as with potentials that also come and go, we have the potential to kill our entire civilization , even though we are only looking to annihilate small portion which could have been determined ahead of time and all the events actually were because of this , bc when we disrespect each other even just one person is too many, this sends a message to the inverse that we dot matter if for example another urs wanted to meet us they woukd base their trust on how we treat our own kind , they don’t have time to think there are variants among us , that which we think as deep such as our nationality, for us smth so magnified and detailed may not translate as much when it’s abused on arbitrary earthly means for what is the purpose of the body but be a vessel between soulja nd material reality, it doesn’t determine ur value for u at all, and we want it to so bad , we persist on our ways we cry to the universe but they hurt my feelings , and won’t u do smth to stop them, whereas this materializes in our life such as in certain instances of warfare where it cannot be stopped, perhaps bc we feel so inferior in universes presence we want to abuse it use it for our advancement but we can’t crack the code n hack its system so we internalize our findings and then matérialise that among each other in a selfish way, and maybe bc we also are very direct able , what we can’t get from the universe some type of nurturing for our human problems, we try to get this nurturing, by being guided by words , spells , and have deep belief in mysticism, for the inner alchemist is a keen seeker regardless to its level of pessimism and misdirection that’s why some errors are unlike all others by overgeneralizing saying that everything is a fault of all human race makes things worse than they appear and maybe bc this false look in life makes certain bad deeds plausible maybe even possible to be accomplished but i only see this as a hindsight potentiality based on by our period consciousness but recent years have allowed us great expansion, we have all gone thru a lot witnessed a lot learned a lot from it the digestion of experiences still take their toll and their time , bc the stuff of grit is not healthy for one , for a lot of what’s going on right now it’s not normal nor natural and we all have that element of uncertainty , ofc we don’t know how to make things work , in the efficient most way that’s gonna scande any strenuous hardship of unnecessary kind, bc this impacts the greater whole and of having been collectively hazarded we want to be careful, for the alchemists can be blind some times , and hurt and harm others make things worse and then expect great change to take place, it is only a strong projection if u owned the whole world and used everyone as mere props with pre written speaking roles , and why? bc ur not expected to be urself which means that their uncertainty comes form lack of self knowledge which hinders their self esteem and where they need to develop it via controlling ways bc their intentions are misdirected , and rather contradictory internally, bc ur stuck somewhere between wanting to do good and wanting to do bad, where these intrusive impulses may eventually breach the line of fact and fiction that is in us all

and u worry if u think too positively u will be tricked bc that tends to happen in this world, we promote trust and means to common ground conduct , smth that can be criminalized if breached they law, but sometimes even the rules on that get to be bent, for good will and good nature bc it is supposed to speak for itself often is seen as worst case scenario if ur deem as bad, hence the excess protection that is springing out of others delusional thoughts about how the world should be when they can’t control the cosmos they control each other bc they have to exasperate in delusion when the truths get too dark and too strong that u can’t handle the pain, so u escape instead , we learn to be more defensive closed up, sceptical especially of good deeds bc these lines are only for apparences n where u always take a chance , it’s hard to tell or read all energies bc there are those who are open clear energy, whereas others cover up theirs , yet in this covering up of ur energy , can create the gray areas where a person may hide their true intentions, so u can cover ur energy but at the same time if ur inching urself to another space , u haha to offer smth of worth to be trusted upon like a collateral if ur not integrity’s with that which u say or appear urself as even in ur right if hiding bc surely we can’t be further exploited in set of systems that prey on such, we have richer o privacy, but this privacy still needs some level of disclosure so when we do prepare ourself for the worst, we are learning to also appreciate the good in everything that happens , from there perhaps we can then appreciate the good and refrain from doing a lot of bad things as it happens right now , u should be able to make that call, knowing full well of how it makes u feel, if u must be self oriented , at the very least u can direct or motivated from smth that can not be taken from u , urslef

to begin anew

is it true ? does it actually happen? what does it mean to start smth new ? is it a new task? or that ur taking on a new habit rather ? but i don’t think we begin anew in the way we think about it, complete amnesia or deletion of the prior, we think what happens now overrides it to an extend it refuted it, just bc some people don’t believe it or perceive things as they are do they cease existing ? or say oh ok bc u rejected my truth ability , i am gonna go away now , bc u said so, and that’s final ? it doesn’t work that way, our perception of what is , is smth that helps us , it doesn’t change it perse in the way we think about it , we may think or wish or want to have power and control over smth that in the past might have harmed us , either by our doing or we are the ones who are done to, either way we form a perception, but then we want never to feel like that again so here is where the denial comes so strongly , or assuming we can the determinative of moving on without actually doing anything that can facilitate a healthy transition, and u can see how territorial we are , there’s intellectual territory and bunch of other ones like ur personal space and even consider ur own energy, the things we pay attention to greatly affect us one way or another we hehehe if we we procurers of those thoughts exclusively , or are driven by our subconscious desires , and proceed from learning things in the edge of the way sort of way, but ofc these can be considered good or bad for the whole of society, i think part of new beginnings would not deny the greater past that brought us here , but use it as a means to be aware of our weaknesses so that we can be a lot more cautious around them, this allows for greater efficiency , bc we think ah so for good change i must be fast but in being speedy but without certainty or floor plan, can get us in mechanical type experience , where we can easily make mistake bc we were too afraid to try smth new, maybe that’s the signifier of new beginnings bc it doesn’t deny u ur past it understands it and helps u build from and thru it , we are judgemental societies , we compare contrast criticize and even become too conformed with other peoples actions to a point where we want everything to be the same as we see in our minds , but this only works if we are not being judgemental or critical or too dependent on identifying others to stationary conditions which are only associative in meaning and only mean to aid in our understanding , and it’s easy to see things differently, bc from our point of operation it’s easy to judge someone else who is going thru smth that eh in is so condensed that they can’t fully establish the same level of clarity to detect this themselves , to step out of objrdirves is akin to taking break just bc we stopped a task and went to go for a walk doesn’t mean it deletes our prior thoughts we come back fresh anew we pick up where we left off , but of c there is change there there is growth the person u were before u went to the walk no longer exists ur now the person who just came bsck from ur walk in the woods

sleep wake states is also an indicator every morning we establish routine if it doesn’t go our way we are very hampered we think we are being punished by the cosmos or universe this can make us feel hasty bc we didn’t receive a pre warning , usually there is concern for overdue payments u don’t just get slapped with collection agency and of having been deceived u think the whole thing is a game , a trick to ridicule u and well guilt and shame are two objrdirves people are hasty with , bc it makes us feel uncomfortable and inadequate , one of the dream that’s coming is being exposed i group of people’s presences , which is very n comfortable feeling , this self exposure , can get us to want to forge r which seem wake states do cause us to happen , we think every new day is a new beginning whereas it is actually continuation of the prior just bc the sun leaves our perception doesn’t mean it ceases to exist its now in the other side of the planet while u enjoy the moon and the stars, often times what ends up happening is we end up exhausting ourselves and surrender back to flow anyway, and even though say ur changing cities for ur new beginnings , u do take all that emotional and spiritual baggage with u, there is no new beginnings there it just flows with u and becomes part of everything that surrounds u, we can’t escape our reality in the same way, we may not wish to focus on certain objectives delay their process , or some systems as they would have make it easy for some people to artificially advance over the others, there’s lots of inequalities , people give up before trying sometimes things change for better but they don’t let u know and meanwhile u live in fear but there’s no longer any danger and u may not know this bc the priest danger was never rectified or acknowledged i mean what does acknowledgement do? it says yes we notice this bird a problem we are aware and what awareness does is that it influences /inspires our actions towards smth , say a given issue requires us to be especially sensitive , then we develop this sensitivity for its sake , bc we wish to ensure that we get the best out of everything , best refers to quality do each experience . that’s why states of revenge are of low quality bc they refer to heavy frequencies versus kind compassionate helpful ones that promote uplifted ness lightness of being , here on this planet people fight over resources and to make their cases confirmed by nature , bc u want to leave thjngs to nature but u also want to ensure thjngs will be in our favour here is where we induce systems , the man made stuff , up on the organic happenstances which can change its course , detours as we like to call them bc we can’t escape the effects of it even thought the materials diversion can result be implemented that’s bc when we do things thjngs get done and stuff happens from there , perceptions of how things happen also contribute to the factors that are arisen due to it, and eventually these catch up to us , we have no other option

but to prepare ourselves to confront the reality for what it is and what we have become out of it , eventually all these concepts we must also let go, we are too attached sometimes we pour our souls thru the systems and have this rather somewhat predictable happenstances , even the calamities seem so plastic nowadays there is a feeling of foul play, so by plastic it doesn’t mean suffering is fake but it’s makes the suffering a senseless one , how then can we begin anew after it , there’s no way ur going to get rid of such ramifications , these will be part of our lives for time to come , we become a bit more versed as to what sort of world we got ourselves into , and what we need to do for the best outcome for all, it’s not easy to figure it out , there seems to be a lot of clues from the past almost of having noticed ahead of time itself notices and then sends out this timeless warning , so that when we are ready to receive the message we tap into it and go aha but we still have a lot more work to do, for one aspect every person wakes up in their own time and they much like how subjective dreams are , have their own subjective reasoning about meanings of words in their doing reality, the two are almost interlinked , sometimes we don’t know what even is we are going thru , we try to get all the relative facts from around us , this helps us with our discernment tool, not to fake it till u make it but ur trying to form some type of grounds n establish meanings here is where personal kicks in , here is where they self knowing u add the special ingredient of that type of perception to grow that type of intuition to help be ur guide , thru it all. but we don’t exactly get everything right either , we couldn’t , there’s too much advantageousness in this world , and here we may also feel like giving up without trying , but if we didn’t figure out a way thru our problems then the way would begin to appear before us , something new , induction of reason a sound inner system that projects outwards some form of resonant truths that naturally pulls, not one by coercive ways , or manipulations or , haphazard self interested notions, at the cost of the others benefit , we think we need to decide for those of us who must suffer so they teach us , but we don’t even known what’ suffering serves or whom, bc one is efficient and efficiency means the maintenance is effortless , which is what we want we want to think sustainably, and a false means take too much, it distorts the flow of our energy, making us work harder for things that could save us so much more if we rely on this efficient feel good way , feel good is but laziness , it’s not lack of motivation or being too arrogant or boastful, it’s being happy with being alive , we could for instance for the sake of new beginnings promote this way of life for all, not commercially for few or some or half heartedly meaning it bc then we would ask, who is the audience , whereas the world of of public suffers a darker fate, it may seem like systems can divert much further and if they do things will eventually resign collapse point , u can abuse people’s tolerance if only so long until smth gives and then internal problems begin to arise , but maybe we can all refrain from it while help each other strategically, that would be new beginnings in the kids of the lel do do calamity all of these years can take us towards , bc as it seems right now , we keep on having bad new beginnings , induction of restrictions , inefficiencies systems purposely choke and croak and fold, in the middle of simple tasks , and obvious issues begin to happen it makes u scratch ur head do they need observed for the jobs that determine quality of infastructure like meeting tho to codes and me if sure things are of working order they do that u know at amusement parks why can’t we do that in all that we do bc things will break down u need to keep checking for rears and tears even ur work our equipment says it on the label so we know why don’t we implement n measures that saves us ? that would be a great new beginning but it wouldn’t delete the past foul play so trust will take time and even then u will ask for more system change u will say well we need to check and ensure each leader is fit to serve bc they can be clouded in their judgment they r people too u could have aneurism and not know it , so some underlying condition might influence u in a bad way and it’s only natural to ask for some sort of management observation systems that is neutral does not take money indeed the table or hold special interest but comes and does the work , bc it affects all including one in some way ;

we think we can escape our past the things we once felt that was unpleasant and now we don’t wanna feel it we even deny that it happened bc it’s embarrassing we don’t sit with it or think esoterically why this happened versus being too subjective and personal about everything it’s no wonder why we are so imbued but it also matters though esotericism allows us to dissociate from things and try to see things from a souls purview how did i become part of this planet t , it had a past before me i am epitome of induction of smth , but this doesn’t make me superior to its laws , it inspires me to form alliances instead , for better co efficiency generates greater experience felt , but we deny this in each other , we think of immediacy not long term we think on self exclusively not everyone around we don’t think what goes around comes around , ofc we lay off some tasks or life changed our circumferences so we lay off a version of the past but it didn’t not happen it happened and now ur here and smth happened in between where u we’re and where u are now , conditions if which were myriad and they reach us many things in terms of their associations in causing the process of our mind and how much id it is our personal thoughts and how much of others are out of modalities , and assumptions , a person can indeed make grave error at work , and affect someone’s life in a negative way then its imperative they take accountability for the occurrence and make correct accommodations for instance , we must already have established from the prior bc its not gone , that being human is tough we are depended on stuff , like food and water , it is self defeating to mock this in others when push comes to shove and they have nothing , this also refers to systems being preferential in the order of the class gradients , that itself is unequal bc u say for these set of services u haha to pay but these people started with nothing and the money was stolen by the proper administrations overtime much like what happened recently in our time during covid, so it’s already systemically acknowledged and practiced and our recent event was from covid, so the prior is filled with it , but we say no to get this service u need to pay ( on taxes , and higher demographic versus people in poverty ) but we don’t work to solve th poverty crisis from a productive and efficient purview bc we think it will make peoples arrogant or teach them smth that’s unwanted but this is arbitrary bc there are so many modes of suffering , just bc a particular suffering is absent in people don’t mean they are ur epitome of pure perfection u must see the others or ask but don’t assume

but we do assume bc it seems like new beginnings idc it feels like that when u make stuff up in ur mind , instead of seek for its clarity, it’s the same thing but not really, one relies on artificial maintenance whereas the other is more on the organic ways , but the diversion pulls , and then we may think we need to pick one, but then we always go back to the other , and then we think we must pick one so now we must do with the other , but never finding satisfaction bc these are both extremes , and there is a balance but we don’t know what that’s like , there are no examples as personal as ours, when it comes to personal objrdirves but we can be inspired from others , for this can teach us things before we must have to learn via hard modes , part of efficiency would signify that as a great new beginning of cooperation among us , no lies no appropriations u and ur truth, ur not personifying someone else , ur not gonna wear urself out if u become more of urself , but this is part of developing correct skill if u notice most folks are like it’s business as usual, don’t take it personal it’s strictly business xx or they feel for u but bc they are last of social order and machinations they do according to social order and machinations and some of it can be harmful to u but it cannot be helped as there is no induction of breaking thru barriers to be more human during dire times of others is almost not existent we actually think it’s alright , bc we may wish not to be like it deep within and this internal fear might get us to feel like we must continue to appeal to system that have spared us so they continue to spare us , the indecency abound, the lies become the compliance , we act from fear and bc it costs us too much we also rest in arrogance , we think this hard work of personal suffering to get to where we are is worth recognizing as smth right , ofc it wasn’t right , but bc we suffered others must too suffer , but here how can anyone determine suffering of others ? we don’t know each other to make such calls and even if we did , can we make such calls ? who are we ?

it’s in the way u treat others

that ur spirituality is gaining superiority thru a given situation, and that’s natural and nothing to think too dogmatic about, we lead and then are lead by others, when u think of naturalities of such dance , u don’t think from ego or facade of maintenance of a given win and assume the entirety of ur person all of a sudden depend on it , that would be foolish and waste of time of pursuit , not to mention u can’t maintain being authentic when u force facade nonsense and continue on the momentum of things that do not apply where u wish to apply them, u may deep down know or feel this , but bc u are receiving this information thru interferon with others u end up projecting ur inconsistencies to others always seeking for peace thru harming others or blaming them, as a result of such we live delusional lives, as u can see it’s ur delusion or mine right now bc the world is so fragmented, whereas when we get her our thoughts and minds as well as hearts to a higher alignment , then we notice that we each of us brings with us smth unique, and smth that can neither be held back or replicated or muted entirely, there will be arises whether in this life time or at what is next , we don’t fill ourselves wit petty fake knowledge such as what we think so and so is and what we need to do based on by this false knowledge , bc we n realize that these are frivolous wasteful pursuits and do not being anything worthwhile but nothing is wasted we must not waste our suffering and always strive to learn smth from it this not only humbles us but it alleys is to revise and research areas we either didn’t realize before we’re too numb to receive its message or didn’t know how to utilize data as we also know knowledge aside putting things into practice and expeeice is what makes a great difference and facilitates change , as we know there are all kinds of misdemeanours of thought around change , people cause hardship to others and call that change no that’s abuse , if u abuse system or ur power to hurt harm or change someone’s disposition that’s foremost abusive action , the change is temporary but we put to forefront the change resulting from toxic action and then say this is happening according to divine plan or its natural and that ur suffering is alright bc u deserved it or some other excuse for why we can’t utilise our heart content upon others , not just gmail y and friends as well selectively often do but hey i don’t say treat everyone intimately either , there has to be a sweet spot , but it certainly won’t be found thru abuse covetious ness trickery greed and lies

people with those delusional mindsets first cut themselves short bc they have smth to hide they know smth you don’t they know the truth about which they r gonna trick u harm u put u at a greater disadvantage or take he belongings or ur money or kill u and make a money over it , u may not notice ur being targeted u maybe assuming that ur doing right things when u think for others fight for their welfare , speak out on workers rights, human rights, talking about polticia bc ur a citizen of the world and as polticia affect u u feel like u must contribute ur bit, or its better if we never have to look over our shoulders or check ur work why did we hire u anyway? to represent us, and to do the paperwork , and make sure resources r utilized evenly and without selective reasoning or at the cost of each other , we know what separates communities and what unites them, we know that effort doesn’t always mean shit, when ur targeted or put ina certain appeal, we need this many poor people for example bc u can only have so many doctors how many education centres do u have to get ur doctors degree how many hospitals positions where u can do ur residency are all discoverable if we do a bit of digging , we see the reality for what it is , how many sick people per doctor per day, and u can do this with any profession and any need, u can see great lack in places and greet abundance where it need not be such as cheap trinkets built thru labor of slaves elsewhere working dimes in the dollar , and then the excess things landing themselves in nature elsewhere , in the regions of poorer nations who will gladly accept ur trash for money, we thrash the world for money but we trash each other for it too and ironically we also trash ourselves for money, u can see either slave labor or the demi god wannabes also ruining and cutting themselves short so that they can line their pockets with more money after they deceive people and play and pray on their vulnerabilities , they are social sharks

when we make such decisions , we may not be fully aware of what we do, bc of the association between us may nit be that clear , we don’t see things and cut off areas where they are needed, we end up creating more problems as a result of which, and which multiplies as well bc this impacts all areas of our life from language to actions , we think that stuff happens in a isolated way, but this is part of our unity, our unity doesn’t always mean u think like this so do i and then we parrot each other , or appreciate each others fashions or garb, surely these need some purpose or others but they aren’t absolute what’s absolute is a seed within it must be tapped into aligned with ans used to its utmost potential for the benefit of everyone and in which requires humility in ur journey bc u may need to forgive urself first or correct urself right ur wrongs be willing to admit ur wrongs pay and je here u need to a changed behaviour ah so this is what we look for in human change , it’s in our behaviour , and if u notice when systemic abuse happens the changed behaviour is far worse much like incarceration too or correction officers so maybe we aren’t doing things right and need to look at human objrdirves compassionately, and not cut ourself short from our true potential of what our true labour means , i don’t think there is succession between two objrdirves unless it benefits them both in some way, we can’t determine what benefit another , although there’s both chosen and the intrinsic quality to our inner development that reflects outwardly, when we lie to one peer within it, on how we treat each other or self represent , then we get to project that outwardly but we also shun criticism but if we are to take high risks in our shared benefit then we must be willing to take a degree of self accountability, oh and we also deny the ability to learn from each other bc when we chuck criticism what does that do long term, which leaves us to fuck around and find out theories working at large where u must measure ur loss before u take such a high chance but most of us don’t even know how that would go when we are spiritually misaligned and tend to thrive off of others suffering

we can’t learn from ourself and we can’t learn from each other oh what are we gonna do, we can copy and paste from others for only so long until when push comes to shove and our inconsistencies multiply we must be called onto true change but bc of the way things are , we have this real great diversion of time , and how each person gets to experience it, it’s not congruent its parts are either overworked or under worked, which leads to rust and breaking down of certain areas which we are very bad at detecting and fixing , we just let things collapse , unable to answer a phone call, return an email or acknowledge a person , thing are left t their ow devices which there is no way up, the only way to maintain is thru vigorous strikes against our own self exhaustion but to keep going assuming that it’s right , but no it’s not u just come to full acceptance where things make sense and fall into place , before ur eyes but by then it’s too late bc the materiel doesn’t get to play catch up in some parts of the world, u have on the other, things falling off of great heights , great calamities ensue , there’s someone driving the person but who, we can’t get a handle on it somehow , and it’s a big choice bc it truly translate how we treat each other , everyone knows systems are delicate and poverty is not bliss homelessness is worse , to grow accustomed to the ways of life to really be one with the worlds stage is truly smth amazing , we all go thru it bc it’s not granted to us to think this way when we prioritize material over sanctity of being , also bc we shut off learning , so we are stuck in a cosmic limbo but for how long , there is correlation with teaching and controlling behaviour , u really want to have that kind of power but true art of teaching is willingness to share vital information and thru this shared experience we learn, we have a shared experience our learning becomes multi faceted for everything connects with everything else but there’s nearness and far sightedness to it as in micro and macro realities

there is that hard change that appears to us it may be subtle at first offering as phenomena among us thru time , in small quantities diverse in apparences and happenstances that seem similar or help us develop very associative feelings to them without realizing them or addressing them within, we become too accustomed initially much like to the air around us and how the air interacts with our bodies for sustenance and cooperation , the nature is filled with it , and surely choice being a factor , we get to say no to objectives but there’s a issue between superiority complex, ones who deny or reject or change reality or impact reality in some way that we didnt intend on but we go with the flow because we dont know what we are doing , these diverse stages multiply among them and create more effects that we cannot immediately recognize and the only tie this takes up so much space is when they can’t pair up or compress for efficiency sake or clean up, everything being in disarray makes this reality harder then it actually has to be and in some cases our calcified actions tend to materialize to stationary cadrions we feel the familiarity of this bc it’s fresh out of the oven of our past collective efforts that led us collectively here, this in conjunction with our usual curiosity about life , tends to fight each other off for the sake of conformity, to our surrounding bc it’s exhausting to maintain facade of lies within it, we cut ourselves short but where does that excess energy go, it doesn’t leave us just bc we deny its appeal but like a phantom it’s above our heads or just works the corner ; we feel haunted by things we don’t understand why we are strongly associated to them maybe bc we look at them differently if we try looking in the right way , our nature is actually quite peaceful to ourself and each other , which has no distinction about how some people look or seem, u know that the reason why culture exists is bc of strong environmental condition and most of which translates thru transitions were developed habits thru excess hardship

when u make peace with reality

this may make u lazy or relaxed, maybe too relaxed , abut it doesn’t go much further than that, u may either assume this is right whereas there is need for attention, or realize that i’m the presence of peace in the event that u accept what is does not confirm ur allowance of it, or not further seek solutions to its betterment , ur life is continuous , ur constantly creating , ofc there always ton of openings thru which u can facilitate some type of good change if u insist on it, the greater good or the big picture that is , always consulting its welfare before u make such decisions can be good practice as well as how some decisions are personal and where others are interpersonal, or even when ur cooperating from the greet distance u may still do so subconsciously , but making peace with reality is finicky, bc it challenges ur other senses, u may not have put to use some skills , subtle as they may be, it’s good to realize as the shift impacts all areas of ur life, all the while learn from it, if ur going thru it someone else may, u may think of this either from a compassionate or non compassionate way, the latter usually is selfishly driven often thinks for one self but excessively to benefit oneself exclusively, and here u don’t see people as people u seem them as mere objects , to gain from selfishly, as this may also signify lying sure to having to be secretive so ur not providing correct info or knowing effect of some words or keywords u use it to manipulate others, knowing full well of what u do even though it may be mechanical , but there’s smth wrong with perceiving people as divine entities, otherwise it’s very simple to have peace without it turning into abject arrogance , it’s always got its compassionate purview doors open, hence its heart does not harden, but it’s not for selfish gain either , bc even love does not run out, so is with compassion , the more u feel towards others this warm compassionate feel , will not make u run out of good feelings about urself or ur family, it just makes for good flow, and good healthy coordinate actions that commits to both peace and peaceful resolutions bc one is fully aware there is apt to be conflict here and there, authentically, of small quantities and we can tend to them before they grow to be much bigger problems such we what we are experiencing right now what with our way of dealing with myriad of calamities abound ah u see it’s true peace is connected with motivation, so when we feel at peace we also get the risk of conformity, and that scares us , maybe that’s why the only avenue to feel alive or smth is thru harming others for some people among us whose developed rather progressed differently and or their perception of it puts them in this sort of nature , although we can tend to these even after we peacefully acre or ourself for who we are sometimes we must first establish safe space to express ourself to understand ourself better during tough times or heightened conditions especially then versus only the peaceful moments ; peace offers different kind of clarity, but we are continuous with our day to day living there are apt to have some information arise from that that’s outside of ur usual daily personal and self oriented schedule , and everywhere u look u see the information as a whole is in seed form in everything else both bear and far , in terms of all kinds of objrdirves and intermingling

making peace with reality often facilitates to right conduct , not just set up shop and stop there and never moving further in about our life, assuming that we figured things out, this same thing plays out small quantity in our keeps in life ( we often adapt to environment , mould to our surroundings , develop all kinds of modes and methods and even coping mechanisms in instances , we get mechanical once we “get things right “ never moving beyond established perceptions , with minimal growth or we think changing houses or jobs is what facilitates or defines change, we don’t think beneath the facade of change unless we think of our adolescent self, again the most obvious ones , versus the intrinsic plus that child is still there, it’s only the body that grows or our perception of the passage of material time thru this planet gives us that impression but souls growth reads differently than that, ignorance serves as wrong sense of peace if unnoticed the ignorance is bliss ahhhh of u don’t know it wont kill u , or smth like that , or always okay on the dumb side , pretend u didn’t know it , to evan de personal responsibility which is then other form of maintaining peace at all costs, and it’s not bc we all don’t have that induction to reality when we were young back before we are taught all kind aid things that this is a very divine deep experience , but then all the stuff we learned tends to give us the impression of things in the first place, we are too convinced and we simply dot know any bette and that introduction to fear has got us all kinds of worried to what woke be beyond what’s perceivable , we don’t look beyond this earth and saw space bc if we did we wouldn’t have daily petty games for instance , we would spend our time on only those objectives with worth and meaning , we would invest our time to things that nourished and prioritized our souls for instance but we would still run the world, we would still operate machinery and do the things that makes healthy world , we would see this thru clear perception via peace that is not constricted by human perception, that’s single , but not singular ; in terms of how we determine social peace is thru solving our shared problems for instance, it’s available to us and within reach so it makes it perfect place for us to practice great skill, being angry to it doesn’t solve much, for anger , when it’s prolonged can make things quite sour and here we may be forced to repeat what we feel and what we experience and what we say, perhaps that helps us get through the difficulties we find along the way for surely they may have accumulated thru the ignorances of yesteryears and let us realize that , we had available within us of certain skills that at the time served us well they the establishment of understanding our reason for being on this earth, and i think we are still learning,

we now think that all of this , peace business is accept ourself where we are and then that’s it but this can give unequal advantage to some and unequal disadvantage to others in return but there is great skill there and maybe an grain of truth, but how do we equalize the balance between stark objrdirves that when gone unchecked and often ignored grow into much bigger problems that we cannot console , timely anyway, must be noted as part of how we can facilitate change while also establishing sustainable peace within ourself and among each other , there would be no lies or trickery here either bc we would know that would disturb our inner peace foremost and won’t get its resolve until the spiritus if it is put to rest which the only way we can do that is by getting thru our problems in the authentic way, while personal qnd interpersonal issues can be tricky sometimes we can look to global issues as part of developing the skill in such sensitivity necessary to apply to our interpersonal problems , one feeds the other also, what we refer to and learn from each other can also translate a great deal of wisdom when applied correctly to worldly problems, for example we may have developed vices realizing our conundrum does not prolong their continuity , but allow us to translate our resin and find ways to make things healthy which complements the greeter system , bc in turn ur not a burden to the society, but able to hold up on ur own given that we are also equal community members within the digital world , we find peace in this sort of diversion, bc there is inequality when u think of those lines every which way possible , but we want to say we wanna justify our peace regardless to current objrdirves at hand bc u make peace with ur superiority not facilitate direct peace and recognize that none of us are superior to our kin , a correct use of peace is essential and part of the key aspect of maintaining peace is to not be superior to ur kin, would u like it if someone else was acting superior to u? take it from ur self the grain of truth for it applies to us all equally, then we are already halfway there with establishing glinka peace , and we don’t just act nice to people we think are mean or deserve the most kind ness bc we think they are rotten no, bc we may already recognize this symbology that we depend on environment for efficient sustainability which reflects on our crops as well as the infrastructure

plus u couldn’t maintain peace if u we’re competing all the time or seeing others as mere objectif , u wouldn’t like it if someone treated u like an object and not a divine person with complex set of feelings and thought processes as well as body processes that make u uniquely u , that’s why we see petty arguments , which lead to much bigger human calamities not that hey are connects in linear way as in one happens and it somehow thru the butterfly effect causes the other we can be wrong about making such connections at all times , bc there are so many other potential but what’s true won’t need defending or doubts of its truth ability, we know this bc we have establish we’d so many core truths but somehow don’t make connection or correlation to our system, i don’t know why, bc , u would think we are well versed about our humanity at least in that divine equanimity, both religion and spirituality offer this sort of avenue for all to welcome themselves to greater personalities but we then settle with very cheap objrdirves instead , we know that the systems can or be changed or we ourselves might be threatens by greeter fewer powers out there and bc of this fear we think well fuck it i have to save my own family so here i will sell the whole world for it , its all gonna be well, but where do we even draw the line on taking such chances , what would u do ? and most life events are like that u have fear of paycheques stop flowing , h may be behind on some bills and things get shut off , or u can’t afford medicine or healthcare , all of which slowly change ur life to it ur the witness and u may notice the solution is simple but not a person can help about it , bc when strong competitions happen its to ur advantage that as many of ur opponents are eliminated along the way, ok so how can u have peace after all that’s said ? u may do wrong and then say ok it’s time to change, u may say great reset , we can but everything ever little shit about reality into a cauldron like a soup and call it a day maybe dump the whole thing begin anew , acceptance , the i’m pure theories , and saying wel i have changed while retaining no actual change what do ever is pretty much the same importance as telling everyone ur personal private business u may advance that way but nobody cares bc it does not impact their life in a better way but there is importance of sharing our experience bc that can teach others great wisdom, we may purify the true reason why we share , when we cant share with the system our plight, since its most effectual ur can save u off disease and rapes it can save u off wasted life , it can save and expensive so much bc they have the tools and mechanisms cars and trucks and all this great technology play a huge role of difference between what these levels of struggles are and can be , it assets itself that this is equal , it assets itself this is the right way to do and be , it asserts ur nature for u as well, it says ur of lower quality, u don’t serve to be happy have life or facilitate joy or keep ur health and that’s a strong indicator that the peace some people exhume among us is not tru peace it’s conditional one it’s just another em of the same old thing in repeat it just changes faces and makes itself sound like it’s the real hung but it’s far from it

and u may feel helpless at many times in ur life part of firing peace in the middle of a shit storm is not that ur stopping the storm but ur improving the quality of ur own experience , ur in a way surrendered , but here we need to relapse that just bc we surrender to one thing does not mean we surrender to all, our relative minds like to make association between similar objrdirves , and run the risk of seeing the details and differences ( i often go outside and do energy seeking , i try to perceive things energetically versus only via five senses , when u use or facilitate energetic connections then u don’t fall for the illusion of reality, things can have lion of peace and under neath the facade or behind closed doors , bad things could happen and otherwise u could pick up on the plume and lower ur frequencies or be susceptible to its negativity , bc we can go with the flow or get a feeling and assume it for smth else, we can assumée à fond feel for bad outcome and vica versa for instead s that’s why it’s essential to establish true peace bc it helps us solve all that , and by energy i mean see the trees as living things see the ground as not full established close ur eyes and connect to the movement of the world and the moon and the sun and other planets as they pivot among us, form alliances with these powers , let them know u don’t wish to work against them but u wish to work with them for the greater outcomes , when u along to higher powers and higher resources then u feel a degree of peace already, but it’s hard to really translate these grand thoughts to our everyday living ( that’s wen we self disciple , we become our own teacher, and one that is adamant at surviving their own pupil, we also owe it to the planet bc there is mutual relationship there, u care for mother earth and she cares back, and this is also very scientific not on a conditional love type thing, u tend to the soul it grows healthy crops u clean the air and then everything feels alright, u make sure the water is pure for it nourishes us, 70 percent body water after all and without water life dies so faulty water cannot be good for anyone , fire purifies but it is a double edged sword it can quickly develop to things unwanted of longevity too like famines and warfare, must be used consciously and with the aid of everyone, not just decided by some such as nato determining the reeling fo the rest of us , in combination with coupe other organization but not all, with the power to really get to the root of the problem such as how systems are made by us, in the way that we wish to have it, so to an extend we determine the reality, u can haha persona peace but i’d u don’t determine with peace , outside ur door, how do u wish to maintain ur small acre of peace against the plight of the world? we don’t notice that at some point, all of these are interlinked that there is a correlation between how high we hold ourself and how low we see others , even when we think the peace comes after the stomach even though h don’t change a thing about things , even though? we have already established , stress kills, lack of material need kills, competition causes harm, we don’t get to know each other bc we are too financially oriented everyone must promote self above all else.c each person has a price ticket but it’s unequal, why some skills are worth more then others ? even though they all get the job done ? why can’t we promote unity among us not entitlement and that’s with good reason too most of us suffered a great deal regardless to where we are

the price we pay for personal peace

is absence of thought, but not always, for one can establish inner peace and then be unaffected in presence of issues, where often we are accustomed to get stressed over , this doesn’t mean we do not worry about objectives but we are more calm, where the perception waters remain clear bc there’s nothing that makes it muddle, and here we need that sort of clarity bc especially during tough times we need to make careful decisions , not be hasty, or act from a fear place and not realize it , it’s much better to be self aware during heightened states bc what does it mean , a heightened state ? it means that there are multiple potential of fruititions , and one of them will be manifest reality based on by ur next set of decisions and actions , but this doesn’t mean of it’s ststionariness , when we want to be efficient we do not wanna waste time, we don’t wanna repeat lessons that do not produce much more than what has already been previously learned and become aware of , it’s good to revisit timelines , this can give us experience in the field of learning without having to manifest the same thing over and over by embodying thru , simulation, and here we can make better decisions for ourself once we have matured , and then our actions will reflect the most efficient , for benefit of self and others. in greater heightened timelines we all feel a degree of stress , even though we may also be at peace about reality, u could feel only, or rigid, ur body could feel sore bc ur stress can make ur body rigid, or u have sleep disturbances , ur mind could be busily thinking even though emotionally u remain calm, that kind of peace becomes a good companion, and we often refer to no ur own history our own memories , when we need to figure out what to do, we must be aware of some wisdom knowledge stowed somewhere or we instinctively pull out relevant version s of it, and by learning from that we try to use that knowledge into resolution of what we are confronted with,

often times we mistake calmness for absence of problems, we assume there is no issue bc we rely on our inner peace a little too much, personal peace worn bring u the reality u ask the way u expect it , but it can help u get thru it at the very least and have the utmost quality of experience even in the middle of ur own suffering , why does this matter u may ask me, well it matters bc it’s ur life, and some things are sort of out of our hands right now ; this happens for many reasons, one attributes to general human behaviour, which we call the meridian of human quality and human knowledge, on a personal level this may feel impersonal u say ah so put everyone in the cauldron of human and then find what is the middle number that can represent the total sum of our human quality when combined, no it’s nothing personal but purely statistical to establish a degree of understanding about our overall equanimity and quality of each of its inhabitants it’s a supplementary data that is very important when used along with and for the benefit of people, not used as a strictly dominant factor of human operation which tends to happen at least systemically on this planet, we are very clever ; we learn any strategy and then become mechanical to it, we think it’s a cheat code and ever look to revise it or even see , test it for its accuracy, in an safe environment that’s why it’s called learning things the hard way, and we also misuse codes in wrong places just bc things have a way of relating to one another , due to this relativity we can easily fall in delusional lines of thought that supplements our action form, which does get us in into the crossroads of inner reason , between what we know what what we think we know , where we also have to be at peace while being fully aware that our peace is being threatened , i think that’s why we feel all kinds of conditional inner objrdirves at heightened states we start to assess this or that objective our discernment muscle gets on full gear and if we haven’t trained it it gets into a bunch, that’s what fuels the anxious thought the lack of expertise in a given smth and that’s why it’s important to constantly practice our discernment muscle especially in the absence of issues

we can make an established thought at every time our inner peace is being severely threatened , this gives us insight into the severity of the issue , and its better to experience earnings so u know how to counter them or at least practice , than not do it at all and wait until smth terrible goes wrong and only after which u go with the flow but ur all kinds of mixed up, its better to know how to deal with poison than wait until it happens for real, and not know how to direct urself thru it , its harder to make decisions on the spot if u don’t have much knowledge about a given objrdirves ur confronted with, we have this on both intrinsic and systemic ways systems hide information too or act too selectively or exclusively based on by the people they assume they have understanding of, they won’t change the systems to fit the people but they will reshape people to fit the systems instead , for the continuity sake , that mechanical stuff, we think we know and that’s it , it’s over we hide the info that’s the entanglement , and then we act on this inner diversion that’s the resistance we multiply thru the interactions of others and with others whose own personal decisions impact their life and ours on return , surely there are apt to be signs among us the phenomena of the mixture of stuff, can create effects that may happen before it’s fruition the art of being collectively at peace allows each of us from our unique of operation to tap into this inner clarity to determine the workings around us, so that we can detect the signs before it’s fruition and thereby change ourselves accordingly on our toes this is like a skill that builds much like a dancer , or a lancer , so that u can be quick on the spot, and we can trame this it’s not the type of machinery we think it is it’s got soup it doesn’t just chew codes, we may instinctively already do this it ofc there is a inner quality fo one down meridian or centre , sort of influences us if we aren’t aware, or clear about its workings , with these variations we compose sets of behaviours that are synchronique with one another , if there is inconsistencies with it, then we may have a bigger inner ordeal that requires careful attention, not strongly deny it , but it happens, depending on the meridian quality of our inner equanimity

the system isn’t perfect , we always need room to explore try things out run the risk of being wrong, and know how to recover quick in honest way , which doesn’t hurt others or take too much from our self, we do this bc we know not to purposely hurt others , or maintain harm , for this takes from vital components and inner reserves that need to be used for inner self perfection or maintenance of inner equanimity via getting to know truthfully it’s parts and be more versed about its interactions , then one knows how to discern between similar objectives, ofc wrong thought is worse than no thought, here, especially if we are also convinced of its culpability which means that we are stiffly reliant on assumptions , when that happens , we are keen on taking a big chance of being wrong , and that can create inner resist ends of the denial of which can happen , for the sheer belief that words are like spells we think by averting a particular rule of thought it will not manifest in our life. and if we insist on particular type of words that will eventually bring the fruit room we need, sometimes this works and sometimes this doesn’t , why we don’t know this is precisely due to our own ignorance levels and or how we can etk now moment via our each unique path, which could facilitate curiosity into nature of inner operations bc they weren’t that different from external objrdirves , but we must always discern bc we can believe associative causes as if they we exact replica of smth due to art of relativity having a quantum effect of getting too stuck, and then we don’t look to the desires of these similar objrdirves , it’s ok to look generally with relaxed eyes , but our minds like perfection we go for symmetry, we force it we deny the parts and don’t see things it’s like a neural magic trick, which we willingly fall into

this refers to our playful creative side btw , but it too of having been misplaced ends up getting projected thru faith channels of limited objrdirves and half hearted truths, it too can happen when our system is out of array or we do not look to see beyond a proven bc there’s nothing that stimulates it or facilitate as step towards when systems are too rigid , we fall into artificial lines of robotic existence , which is why even at first sign that we receive an inner impulse or intuitive thought we put it off and that becomes a lesson or smth that we learn to do and even become mechanical , in our operations bc we are constijualky forced to do things over and over again even at first we are aware of the dangers present , subconsciously , maybe even fight for it , but bc the knowledge is subconscious we aren’t clear about our objectives and directives, instead we end up being keen on going with the flow be too quick n our toes but without knowing fully into what we are doing , our focus is distracted it can focus on multiple objectives but lacks flow , flip flops between stark objectives just bc it can on the reserves of which can only be summoned during emergency states, this constant abuse of emergency states ends up exhausting the persons which we mistake for our next state of existence , such as our aging process n bc we don’t know what to expect next we assume that we must be getting old that’s why the inconsistency but we don’t look beyond it or see its relative associatives so that we can see if there’s anything we can do internally to efficiate our own system operations , we assume our nether is clear cut from our surroundings to such an extend we relinquish our power without even tapping into its full potential of what it can do, that would me like being a dancer or a lancer on ur toes, pulling right out of ur inner subconscious states of strong solid foundation where u have done ur work, but remember nothing is stationary there are tiny little trebles within the system which shows that this too is a projection, and it shifts changes maybe even flickers in its vision at times

there are clues in our nature

some of which translate to our systems, they are transferred by our energy of intention, which we may not recognize bc we may not be fully aware of our self impact, we may have this impact rather misplaced, we may assume it of smth else , and expect it to be smth else as well with it , we may go so further to even full the gap with assumptions bc we like to make sense objectives , so that we can control things better, take time for instance , we try to control every aspect of it yet we are still struggling with myriad of objrdirves, this can be in the form of minutes hours days weeks months years decades and so on, it can even reach to greater heights like of the potential of being reborn or living cyclic existences, i was thinking the other day, about the adjacent galaxies what if exact replica of this world is there only acting different , maybe when we die we repeat sequences , who knows , or it sounds a bit too arbitrary , considering we are conditioned to think small, within our means , getting on with day to day lives in constant repeat, where a lot of our assumptions come to play, here we may notice the effects of that which would do, but still not control its effects because that’s why we seek information and gain knowledge about everything , but when it comes to control, now that’s a terrible thing , i mean, it’s both a blessing and a curse, and for the blessings that be it makes u responsible , this is where u are free to choose, but worse bc then , u may have to be responsible with the effects , which is the only way to go about these objrdirves , to get real with what is, in the atmosphere of silence , and to really get the gist of why we are here , thinking bigger will definitely , which would not involve acts of killing , or torturing each other knowing full well it hurts and harms , and then there is satisfaction sought from seeing others get harmed , either by ur doing or via accident, all of which are corrosive to one’s soul, yet we go on about this as if its part of our nature , time for example is not equal , it has cuts and breaks in it , although it’s linear or appears to be linear , it depends on other factor which is why sometimes it feels slow and other times it’s fast , and so is with our descent on earth , which from hindsight seemed pretty slow took many lifetimes , had a lot of suffering in it , people didn’t take this experience kindly we still to this day we are suffering about it, we aren’t exactly perfect , no not at all, in fact we are the exact opposite but in transit to perfection, so we keep chiseling ourselves through our expressions , but our ascension seems a bit too tricky given by current world conditions , we are at the brink of achieving literally anything we want given by large numbers , that is if u wanna keep fighting then be prepared to die ,

when u do something u think nobody is there and no one can see u right ? say ur ina forest somewhere u committed a terrible crime and ur all of a sudden self aware , did anyone see it ? but u see nobody in the mids of ur self aware panic , but what u don’t feel is that what u send our goes everywhere in form of energetic transit , it goes and traverses between universes , does what it wants and then comes right back at u in some shape or form, but this coming back is not the same as what u serb our for it changed our there as u continues to change over here so when it comes back u could be in another galaxy or universe even, doing smth entirely different , so we may think like a boomerang like do u want that sort of stuff to come back at u maybe that’s why the suffering bc ur finicky until ur not , ur guilty of smth, until u come clean with it , most people think that actions don’t matter , even words matter but due to dire situations in the world the words have took a backseat , and actions must be immediately stopped , we can’t go much further about these objrdirves , and if we base every action on the whims of words then let it be in the name of this, we think we have time bc it’s always there it’s slow it’s fast maybe our perception is off, or smth will eventually snap back or smth with that force we will ascend but here the quality of our experience is what’s sought, but we are perfectionists , and it’s translates too well sometimes we want to cut natural objrdirves down for instance, we fit time and space in some correlated way, everything is perfect neat, but we miss details and then there these excess objectives incur , they develop over time and do it leave our conscience , which is why the suffering is in repeat , and we think we are doing smth right, but we aren’t , when we try to achieve our self preservation at the cost of others demise, smth that has accelerated in the recent years, smth that should concern the experts given that we have also recently gone thru some strong emotional breakdowns due to covid and other measures , all of which are also not globally recognized which may make us wonder , all this pain is also enlightening people at a accelerated pace but that incline , ascension that is , depends on our quality of our collective now moment , not sometime later on when some objectives get done bc u think it’s the right thing to do, but it’s at the cost of others welfare and even their life

we may even totally annihilate ourselves in the process of overcoming others for our self benefit, we may even seclude ourselves and preserve ourselves a bit longer than all others , and think that’s a win but eventually smth will return back to earth we may not like this , we don’t think about our galaxy being swallowed by smth foreign, we don’t think anything going wrong at any moment , we are so sure of the rather fixed look of the earth and say yes this is fine , i can do whatever i want, and here i don’t mean go yolo it out ; but maybe see the deeper philosophical term of the term itself , bc if we do live like this is the best moment on earth and make each one count every time after that , then that can improve many things for the better for everyone , but when the intention is not that, say u do wanna end most life and have some arbitrary calculations in ur head like the next level gethaca, but smth went very wrong along the way which case these things often go this way, u may end up living robotic lives or self annihilate maybe bring about a worse problem much bigger than yourselves and that u must deal with , but unable to bc ur measures don’t match up, no u won’t succeed and u may regret it as well which is the sucky part bc then ur gonna feel like u betrayed urself and we all known what that feels like we may have accidentally betrayed others and others the same or intentional whatever is ur calibre , u don’t wanna feel like that and have to retake a course on how to get over one’s own bullshit , bc that shit sucks , whether if we experience it here subtly on this earth in echo form or in the prior place , which i don’t know exists bc some of these transits take from the prior and transfers it onto the new one after , so there maybe adjacent where u may need to perform certain tasks instead , we may not be wrong about some process going on here about our behaviour that is, it’s not all meaningless , but every growing day we are wasting precious time which is sad and often cried about in great disguise , under other conditions , for most time is also a form of self betrayal even if ur the one being conned

but maybe time echoes back and u do go back and repeat sequences about ur life either way sounds rather , troubling to me, to repeat a thing u already passed the first time, that itself is offense to one’s person, u may wish to retake a course but maybe it’s better to at least try be reachable for that to happen u need to be willing to learn and be receptive at that, by that we don’t say sure dump to ur brain all kinds of objectives but sure u can do it it comes with great responsibility for knowledge is power , , and there are all types of knowledges as well as ways to learn about them and implement bc of different perspectives yet we still overgeneralize on the people part , we are too certain about our human nature but aren’t we tired of fighting ? we must be exhausted by now , and start fearing toward some type of recovery from th last four years worth of mess, ofc it’s hard to digest everything happened in it , there is still that lingering sorrow tiredness worry and concern above all things which everyone knows that we have full potential to end our human kind , no matter which way it’s inclined , which sort of stops u in ur tracks at first bc u don’t seem to be able to or willing to take the next ample step, u may be wondering about any signs u can pick up from the air or other natural sources C that can give u a glimpse a birds tweet is a signs for instance or the way flowers dance in the breeze, u too may move with certain frequencies but not be aware of this combination of events bc there’s subtle relationships and the language is also very hidden like esoteric science , in which we all feel deep within that there is smth archaic about us , smth to be cherished revered and respected, we all feel this unique quality to our person, that can’t be taken from us , for its flame keeps on going on even in our darkest hour, even when we are confronted against all odds , even when it takes ur life, or something bad happens that too sends our in rot he universe does its rounds gets all kinds of experiences along the way from what was established in the prior, and they are all causing even more inter relationships multiplying and all that good stuff , all of which comes back here in some cosmic soul mix of good soul food , by good it’s not always good just trying to be positive

especially after all the things that have been happening recently, so if these years were signal to our initial stages of ascension then we must be cautious bc every little bit of action and non action contributes to the cosmic soup and we already started on the wrong foot u see all this preventable deaths and all this preventable suffering abound us , and it’s only increasing by numbers , which seems to not want to stop anytime soon either , and there’s no other way to go about it even though there is , hence the human conundrum its our grand cosmic make or break ITS A HUGE SIGN and we should aptly be worried , but we are not , everyday passes in daily mundanities instead , here is another headline shot of someone , there is some other concern or action of small quantity , we are recognized but there is hardly any movement toward it , and nobody is a discussing it , or willing to get real with what is, everyone is in a ephemeral state of high class humanity, not like many of the people in the world, everyone understands it but nobody can help any of it , which is the tricky part about these objrdirves bc we evolved this far and made some great advancements as well, technology and infastructure makes for good reasons to keep on the right side , so at some point we must have wanted to take on the chance of working with mother nature , why the change of heart , do we think our minds are that powerful it can create worlds ? here tho? maybe once u die and must face ur facts about life u will be in that sort of world but maybe not here , only the rich things must materialize or else we get aggressive and mean and break things apart destroying life even ur life in the process of it , suicide is one example of this , all these big signs are indicators we are not on the right path or at the verge of breaking point or we need special focus on objectives instead bc we may cut the wrong thing off or do smth funny with a framework that was previously proven to work functionally then yea we may increase in our problems, but , how much time do we have we keep coming back to this and im sorry i don’t mean to make u anxious but anything could happen, bc we simply don’t have that sort of guarantee in this universe , but we may change things for better maybe even prolong our collective stay , which may help us do things like transcend material into its spiritual form and vica versa which could be a nice upgrade from this repetitive death life cycle

which gets us to lose memories or start new or reset all the time , right ? there is total inconvenience with this crap, u don’t even know what ur in for , what sort of crime u must have done to deserve this , if that sort of karmic reincarnation exists that is , a karmic reincarnation sounds like ass , it would be better to get things right while ur alive and u get to repeat many errors anyway but the point is to try at least try to be teachable be willing to learn nowadays many people are like i wanna teach and preach and all that’s fine but we must also be equal parts be willing to learn be receptive with what is and most importantly learn from ourselves as we are our best teacher , and being receptive and open to new objectives means u can’t be too certain of what u know since objectives can be interlinked and may alter their meaning in combination with other objectives , in similar nature , we may utilise these experiences in our systems , but first we may experience it as really and visualize the techniques , u can already tell the air is thick with resistance and confusion, resistance bc some do wanna kill hurt harm others and seek pleasure from it, and then the other side is that people want a better life , want to live , their needs may incrementally increase they may say i need bread or water i need food i need washcloth and then comes clean clothes then u may need to go to school and u may need to get a job and get some firsts , such as a house and a car , u may need medicine bc things are rough and times are tough the world is not equal it’s almost like every nation has a small sample of good stuff the ones that successfully make it thru the systems , and the rest is crap , and we are completely ok with such lifestyles as well, it’s no wonder why heighten experiences are harder to counter , and they can be crippling both ways bc they are weaponed against us as well when we ask for what rightfully ours, so why does this translate to in cosmic sense ? i’ll leave it up to each reader to decide their version of it

u don’t appreciate things only bc u suffered enough

that’s a a fallacy, let me explain why, first of all, we are thinking from the point of where we stand , not from its reversal which is the correct order of development of events which can grant us clear insight versus looking at it backwards, when we look at things backwards we make excuse for obvious things we see from the point of having gained that wisdom not from the point where the wisdom wasn’t mature yet , when we go back to the origin we go backwards, where but those are not facts they are factors that led u here, u might look into ur own life and do some memory recall for instance , u can begin by what u did earlier today or yesterday then few days before that then try to recall the entire week, u can do this at night before u go to bed, often it’s good does to reassess ur day at the end of the day if ur not able to do it thru out it; when we are mindful we pay clear attention, it’s almost effortless where our energies expand, when we are busy, and in contradiction how ever we get few choices .c either go along with it as best as we can assuming that everything is perceived in the order we it should and that we perceive it as it is, or put it off during heightened states of being, until we feel clear inside about the given objrdirves, which can take place before u go to sleep since u have finally finished the day, and despite the way ur schedule is, u can give urself two to five minutes before u go to sleep, in a way this itself is meditative and puts u to sleep, other times after u have established this habit, u may naturally plug in, and do things subconsciously, at the backdrop, while in the foreground focus on a select topic extensively, so then u begin to graduate internally, these processes take some time to build, but they allows us a better memory retention as well as come to terms with what’s happening , it also allows us to learn how to reverse the way we see things when we look backwards, it’s said that when we change the way we look at things the things we look at change , but what does that mean? does it mean we change the destiny of smth or context ? bc there’s correlation there . in a way we may need to discover the true art of resin, it can arise due to many conditions however the most impactful one comes out of suffering and loss, bc there’s smth more than what happens on the surface that gets us perturbed almost haunted like, we feel compelled to find out as if this is the pinnacle of our over and thus next stage is going to be different , life altering maybe , maybe bc during states of suffering we may experience intense numbness which compensates from other areas of our life which shows its exterior instability , but we do not know whether if these are characteristic or smth of a side effect, so that we can correct it, when we never look back we just breeze thru and handle things as they come up, which would be efficient in a efficient environment but this isn’t where we are right now worldwide aren’t we? so we must always consider the quality of the environment in the mix of determining what even are we experiencing here

surely when we suffer it’s almost like there’s a sword and it cuts thru delusions , and then we differ the silver lining in it, and we think that to get to the sillier lining we had to have all that in the prior, we think that there is no other way so we think that everyone else must cut thru delusions and so the enlightenment d comes a bit more permanent bc when u get occasional cuts here and there, it closes right back up since he covered with all types of clouds, so each person doing their work is quite esoteric indeed which what infuses it with power, and only that which correlates with the absolute makes it , and or adds to its eventuality, and thus eventual place isn’t fixed either its measured by our collective efforts made today, so what do u wanna get out of ur life and experiences ? but u see then we experience other problems , we realize that when suffering is systemized it becomes a huge problem, maybe because we do not know how to go about mistakes , and our handling of problems is globally scewed as well , there’s too much split between the arbitrary nature of good and bad, oh if ur not good then ur bad if ur not bad then ur goods, if ur bad then u must differ but that depends on ur credibility so is with the goods, u may give but who cares if ur deed a loser, most people work like machines as a result of such ans its not because we don’t think we can achieve great things some of us do and can and very much do so but the systemic inequalities make it quite difficult to achieve anything meaningful in this world which when push comes to show , comes back to us and then we end up behind too hard on ourselves , and this refers to our spirituality, u can only blame urself enough tho especially when u can’t even have opportunity to make things right for example, too much suffering does not teach anything of worth, or essential, anything ; but it’s in ur being in the state of intense loss that changes the world, that’s how we set the trajectory anyhow , our intentions words and actions done today greatly impact where we are headed collectively, do what does that mean to cause each other suffering so much to get ahead of each other via comparisons and competition, are we raring ourselves apart here ? like ripple in this universe , but how much longer can it remain flexible ? would it fall apart at some point ? how would we feel collectively then? would we be ready? or have regrets as we all fragment into our basic form? so then u are at the verge of deaths edge, trying to look beyond it, u don’t gain special insight per se, or whatsoever bc it’s already there whether if we notice this or not that’s the laughable part about it and at that point, u may notice what sort of energy we are spending on what sort of objectives, laughable. but not in a mocky way ur surrendered to the whole process, there’s so much waste there , but what can u do it’s already happened , u can’t fret worry or fall back into slumber. of hazy nosiness , u have dine the preliminary search into urself u know who u are and what ur process is, so u remeber those years memories u would do anything to protect any spiritual advancements u haha made and not fell beck into darkness so it comes naturally o the spot, u can reason well with ur experience ur not changing the memory at every visit , that is trying things out until finding the right vein of thought process, u can do that , and this too, along with it, to determine that it’s ur consciousness and awareness at every visit that expends , these higher states of consciousnesses work to serve u to hone the skill of seeing things at large scale, so that u can be self aware within the process of oneness, not to use it for self advantageousness

no if we don’t even know ourself and who we are we probably aren’t ready for that kind of transcendence , t ont be pleasant but it surely will be a strong jolt on our systems, whether if we can switch galaxies or not bc of the law of one, to be apart does not always signify stationary ness, we may have the look of destinations but things combine and then they move to other objrdirves in unified form, this means that maybe it’s the objrdirves that change with time, but we don’t allow ourself the light of day to practice it in human form for better association with the higher objrdirves while we are here our dreams are just too small, and sometimes too cheap, we wanna hurt others, we think that sets us apart, slash! cut ! we have now separated ourself from the rest is it good healthy happy safe fine ? no soon enough ur appetite works up for u to go out there and be on the prowl for ur next energetic victim, yet u victimize urself when u do this, but because we are one we all suffer the consequences in some way or other , it could be a breeze for u or a paper cut, maybe a minor inconvenient and maybe a total catastrophe, what does that mean upon our spirituality, if we can determine our own positioning within the stars can we determine others for theirs ? does this same correlate with how we articulate each other as human beings ? but often times we don’t know the depth of which smth can take up space in someone’s life, we magnify it or blow things out of proportion instead , and we expect the ultimate suffering , for others mistakes whereas when it comes to our own misdeeds , the same rules don’t apply , we do understand ourself but when we cut ourself off this is what happens , unrequited love , part of this also comes with special type of honour to our personal suffering bc we have been sacrificed at the alter too many times , and here we have a inner contradiction on how to equalizing the playing field , when it comes to understanding others in their errors, bc there could be a perpetuators to ur suffering u may overgeneralize this to all people having potential to cause harm upon each other , sure this see is also in them where they may think the same way about u, that’s the risk we take when we intermingle with each other ,our memories are saturated with human experiences , coloured by all types of emotions , to keep them correctly we have to reverse the order of development of these events which means we have to go to origin and then depart from the origin back to our now moment to see thjngs from their correct order of development , only then can we fully understand our experience and from there compassion for others develop naturally, it can’t be taught, people think meditation is a lifestyle , it is and can be there are religions around it , but say ur not religious ur still song what pertains to a meditation, ur concentrating ur mind, and training it , reading is a form of meditation, ur figuring out th intermingling of many processes that come into play when ur reading and thinking g and choosing what to think how tot junk how to organize articulate what have u, bc ur also giving meaning to objrdirves and what do u do with the information on a natural state ?

so we take on the role of giving meaning to everything , sure we can give meaning but what if we are wrong ? are we ready to make the necessary changes when we are confronted with what is in its true form, not what we wish for it or think about it as we like it to be , that’s hard to tell bc when we don’t check back our prior work, we just keep going i mean things come up and we go with the flow or he the best out of everything but without actual direction or clear purview, we just blow in the wind, and get with whatever comes next , even in the most structured sense of what apparences can pertain any person can experience this within, in some other scale, a person may not find fulfillment with anything and does not know what’s missing, but only feel that smth is either wrong or missing like one has to take particular type of action but does not know of which or what or where with all ones might try to determine or give meaning to things they don’t fully grasp or understand, then how do we play around with objectives before we get the right vein? can we build resistance or immunity to the process of discovery of the correct ? with l se suffering each time we progressively experience thru objectives ? how can we reflect change systemically so that the world accommodates as opposed to going agaisnt human nature in some parts , intentionally? systems make us hurry artificially when we need to slow down and tap into our inner resources and make necessary assessment to make better decisions for ourselves such deadlines are not only arbitrary there is no communication to dispute ur findings its almost like ur given illusion of choice, u do this or that but both lead u nowhere and u know deep within ur personal experience , to be in the world and not of the world is a blessing in disguise but does it need so much suffering ? just bc we do not adhere to certain practices, such as becoming well ourself at the cost of competition against others this is also very separatist when we fight each other for resources for our self sustainable and this happens here , when u have very little u work with, and people have specific needs they need periods of rest and periods of activity, but in artificial systems we also do not get to establish this, all bc there is no perceivable merit from the perspective of general people where they are all the same cannot be trusted need governing can it do shit with their life without orders and rules and laws, need to be tough with even physical at times, so it’s an abusive relationship, u hear that police officers must give a certain number of speeding tickets per month what does this mean , when we have things too systemized as good idea can turn sour indeed we don’t give respite for human nature to redeem itself they it’s hardship and suffering no it’s perpetual instead that’s the way with systemic objrdirves and these objrdirves of having established their habits and cycles become predictable from the purview of the doer , so they don’t notice the mechanical mess of it , and assume the nature of what they perceive around them , holding us back collectively a result of such, ur just suffering beyond belief , and that’s supposed to teach us something

surely we can learn from any experience and every experience if we are sensitive and receptive to it, just be curious leave ur prejudices at the door or better yet work thru them, and work to their resolve as opposed to strengthening their hold on u, that’s up to u to decide but it’s an important one bc what u do for urself today impacts all others everywhere and contributes to where we are collectively headed , so it’s not just a self responsibly but responsibility for others as well, and u have to be flexible bc the twists and turns in ur brain require u to be such if u wish to navigate its hallways , and crossroads , it teaches u to be humble, bc u can see urself as is , when u leave judgement , and what can h take from that? what can u learn? if u pair with bad intentions and weapon it to unsuspecting others then that’s not good use of ur mind, bc then u may not fully grasp what is being revealed to u and that’s fine we sow the seeds all the time when smth proves to produce negative results we tend to it we try to figure out if this is a diseased crop or a weed, can it be helped or does it need to be uprooted entirely, and no this doesn’t refer to people, that’s smth that happened as result of faulty understanding of society that’s why we see people in shit lists and being targeted for systemic and global hate and even gangs and stuff like that all are part of such conditions , and it’s just a seed , we can be aware of it and know not to water or nourish it bc we can recap that this particular seed is associated with suffering , we have now learned from the past , when we reach this state , and our next stage will be to put this into words and then reflect it in our actions which may require contextual approach in especially interpersonal no dealings , and the larger workings that concern the whole world and global community will also require to be revised in terms of communication g in the department of problems , there is no one better then woke themselves who can chime in and contribute via their experience bc they are the ones at the receiving end of systems , and here we can notice that we are two sides of the same coin, a system must apply to all equally, that is the most general form of aligning ourself with the absolute and they which , correct the way in which we got there bc the process itself may have remnants of fault from the prior experience we may have collectively had before we crossed over to this side of the cosmic pond, so we are not replicating nature, or what have u, we are making it dédient , understanding it learning from it correcting it, and applying newfound theories and strategies on our path of self conscience which ultimately supports the collective

if we take enough time

we will eventually be conditioned , like slow cooked stew, or burned in images in our minds , where the certain type of experience is all we know , or that we can’t think or extend beyond it, especially within. we may say this and feel like we are programmable bits, we may think ah so, this is a truth, this is a fact , i must now mindlessly abide, with little to no thought, maybe also bc this comes easy, that’s why its habitual , the easiness tricks us, it convinces us that we are on the right path or doing the right thing even though it also produces negative results, for occasionally we may have those checkmarks about our life where we save the past advancements , and then begin new the continuity of the journey thereafter with less belongings, we make efficient of our space naturally in this way, now when the food of life is faulty, this can impact our system, we still digest it but as it is and we still have it accompany us, but bc it’s not natural it produces different results in combination with the organic, and we take this a a mere fact not recognize its components or recognize our power to change it for better , often our power to change involves others , to change others, to change other conditions, to change things outside of ourselves , whereas the true sense of change come storm inner prerogative , not the ones that are projected from the world around u, those can change us too but the vital form of change that truly works to officiate those problematic human areas of coexistence produces positive end results and always represents itself , for such divine truths don’t need maintenance from anyone for their palpability, they will already move onto what’s next , and then begin to connect and change other area of our lives anyway( we may it have the physicist component to make it hellen as to forming bridges between stark objrdirves of different equanimity , in this case, multiple layers of realities or consciousness that merge for the greater sense of efficiency u don’t need to deny truths to become efficient , u just find the right approach in ur mind, ur heart, ur body follows these as with the soul stuff, u may add to this the environmental conditions , we tend to get stuck exclusively on environmental conditions that we can not merge our forces in time hence the long passage time but just bc long passage changes people doesn’t mean they succeed in changing people once people realize this fact it already begins to change

we don’t change bc we want to change but bc we need to change , that’s the most efficient form of change , the wanting to change helps too for there are many different ways to change ourself and different attributes of change there as well , every little bit counts when the change is authentic , divine, for the good of all, and comes from self agency, the last component makes us spiritually unbounded which is our true nature , but freedom does not require one to be reckless , in opposite it makes one responsible and disciplined , bc vis self restraint u display ur capability of being self righteous which is ur true innate nature , when the conditions are right this comes easy bc it’s our true nature , everything else is picked up from here and there starting from our infancy, so we can see that it’s the unrecognized that affects us, not our culpability of repetitiveness, surely repetitiveness has some effect, it causes waves , shadows, movement , and distortion of what is bc temporarily ur view point is gonna be wavy, the waves will eventually adjust and settle, but not stop bc from there they will have keen job of mixing and mingling with existing frequencies by relativity, and by implant , as well as intention bc everything happens for a reason but keep in mind just bc everything happens for reason doesn’t make those reason s good either or out of control like this happens bc it has to not bc i didn’t stop it or try to work consciously about evading it, we don’t have such mechanism , globally at least but it’s never too late to have those precautions and n issues concerning eve body , we often need to include everyone else in the mix for what this means , not assume that experts can determine what a human needs especially when such abuse of power is so caked in to our mechanism , of deceiving and cheating the people or keeping them weak and small or poor so they don’t be a healthy competition against u and so on, for a while we can get distracted, and assume the reality is always like this or must be like this bc it’s what it is , so we deem it so, further entangling ourselves in its trenches, we know that self change is empowering but do not know where to place which part of our life needs changing , we can think it’s all exterior , we may assume there are some intrinsic layers to it, we may access some easy but not all of them, bc they don’t relate with what’s translatable to the world , or that we simply don’t discuss it , we have come this far to discuss some health concerns , or how anxiety kills , or excess worry is depression in people who cannot find motivation to do much with their life but then are called lazy ,

no we don’t discuss even the depth of these , we place general meaning to general people and make exception of ourself instead, we say well let’s put these categories together for better efficiency, so the mechanism is there it’s just misplaced we can pick and choose or do some surgery on a system , like a mechanic , or smth, but we place it in the wrong area of our life instead , we say it’s all the other people who has to change , ironically they want u to change as well but here there is a twist of the story, where one side is right and the other side is wrong , but each has the element of being right and wrong also, in opposition, with the most insidious form being covered change those that went u to change but they don’t talk to u about what sort of change is acceptable by u or whether if u recognize that the change is artificial, i mean what does it mean to be absolutely right as u course thru the cosmos it’s like living at the edge of ur toes while emulating what’s in ur heart in full transparency with ur soul and reflecting into ur mind that u want to decipher data in the clear most way, u couldn’t achieve that via lying , or doing intentional wrong towards others no matter how much u convince urself that ur doing right , we think change happens by what we say to ourself , we think that if we say we are unicorns or king of the hill that it is true not that it comes their perhaps but that we really believe we are unicorns or kings on hills , but it’s clear we are human and we maybe somewhere in brooklyn , sharing an apartment with three others , but there are truths there , we are kings of the hills of our own inner empires, thus we are rulers of our inner kingdom and there are many types of kingdoms some usurp their own peoples resources whereas others benefit their people and live all in good life , and the other is as good as self denial especially when u end up choosing to deny smth that’s vital for ur attention , smth that may complement ur inner kingdom? but u deny it bc u wanna believe that words can overcome truths and facts of that sort that need urgency of attention and care , as well as diligent action , there’s smth at the door ready to bear fruit, bc it has took time to get there that requires action or care bc it might be bad for u or it’s good for u smth u have been looking for , but the deciphering falls on ur hands if u lie do u think u can be clear as well?

most often we wanna be right without don’t the work of getting ourself there, that’s why we say things like the past is real we all had equal hardship and then our everything in the cauldron of fun, then decide that we are equals of nature all of a sudden , especially when we evade important topics , maybe bc it serves us, so we look to power plays when it comes to that there are order of happenstances which requires responsibility that’s why we have different generations a parent will need to have more responsibility than their offspring , and leaders more than the people, u cannot say my child turned out to be so bad woo me , and do nothing about ur part within it, u don’t also abuse system to revenge people who u have personal entailings with just bc they looked at u funny or said the wrong thing , at the end of the day a wrong is a wrong no matter who does it a parent is not all knowing and a leader can never be hundred percent perfect , we may make exceptions with our loved ones but what we think of our loved ones do not translate to the rest of the world as fact unlike when we criticize systems that impact many in the world, or leaders in their faulty behaviours impacting many people, whether it’s us or our neighbor doesn’t n matter bc we can also discern that what is allowed in one place can easily be applied so where else later on, that’s how it works , they will challenge u too if u accept special favouring when it benefits u, even tho u didn’t ask for it , all of a sudden can turn sour and be beneficial to ur opposition and they will cheekily say that u accepted the gold but u might think the good is standard it’ should be widely available it’s a good way to treat people, and the intentional bad is too expensive on our souls our minds bc they require constant upkeep u have to keep lying keep tricking keep deceiving and one thing leads to another , and it require constant attention to artificial degree and this exhausts ur inner system and now who is taking care of u , and ur lot ? nobody ur simply too busy living others life , and trying to get in their way while assuming that only surface change matters such as things acquired so u think ur evolved bc u have more things or more power over others and u think that’s productive and motivational, lies can be insidious they grow like weed in garden of our lives they can lead to wrong type of change u may not like , which u can reverse but in this world where mistakes are plenty and also in contradiction not affordable, for some of them get people severe stuck in artificial conundrums , it’s work to to note that this might have had been standard , but there must be some gray area in development of human kind bc ur being watched by those who also withhold data of ur past life or human origin about u lot as well as some of its scientific evolution, so u may think of this as making space for the other in which there is smth u may not know about that others may use against u, ur development could be assumed based on by their limited data which gives u glimpse of ur upper hand on ur own personal agency no matter what it may seem on the outside , u may be a slave , u maybe sold at black market for insidious reasons , and u will still be evolved more so, bc some things are outside of ur hands, not bc they are winning or ur being punished , but u see we think suffering is good for punishment that it serves past karma , but what are we doing now , and why continue it , if u stop the game ends , is is that difficult to notice ?

but it also doesn’t n stop there the checkpoint gets past , we take our achievements with us everywhere we go, much like the uroboros that bites its tail or cycles and what happens in cycles is potential for efficiency and growth, and transcendence from the coarse into fine stuff, of soul food that is , we need the stuff of experice to grow thru life and when the experience is cheap we don’t produce better results and often are forced to recover from negative side effects with vices , but when that becomes rigid , u see the systems will criminalisé ur vices when u ask for change for good bc they say why don’t we start with u but then never go anywhere they just start and stop with u they do a one d version of a multi dimensional problem with myriad solutions that could have been discussed , and which bastardized ur reality, gets u stuck and feels more like a punishment , even though u meant well, and these refer to our souls here we are forced to accept that the reality may not offer us anything of worth in this way, and begin to show signs of maladjustment or instability, and we aren’t susceptible here unlike above mentioned we are forced ur material reality has impact on ur life so the more of it dwindles the more worrisome it makes u, and then there are other instabilities like aging , and illnesses that may happen along the way, we all know that material reality is essential in our livelihood but it’s caked in our minds that systems are important and that know what they are doing even if it’s st the cost of our lives and wellbeing they say we can’t raise wages or give u more money but let u die in the streets instead and people accept it , bc it turns out when ur hungry , that’s when ur desperate , now we also know that people need food to get by, but our systems aren’t designed to protect our food sources or keep our lands clean and well nourished so itself produces healthy food not the ones devoid of nutrition and are full of pesticides and chemicals that further harm our bodies , it take time to make things right but time passes anyway, just do occasional introspective search into ur bigger life see urself from pov of decades not just years months days or hours but all of them help us , train our mi da to be more efficient to memory recall and information processing , that’s how we trench ourself how to think , by using u as the best specimen bc if we are wrong in our thought about our self without translating anything to action form, then we can reflect on it and change the thought no harm done u learned smth new, and then u can translate that to action form, but u see we are always in a hurry too and we are forced to by pass wait and intuition, that’s harmful too, maybe product of faulty system that refuses to recognize our humanity our number one reason why we don’t trust it , we also have capabilities to learn from others we already do this but wrongly we take each others actions as strategies and then return to sender our version of it we appropriate and think that everyone does it and so it’s we and this works well for everyone in some efficient essential way, whereas the best way to learn from each other is via our interpersonal interactions , not just by mere observation like this is a petting zoo , we are human and we can also communicate but u see we depend strictly by observation and there can be enough combustion of objectives so many will be relevant in different layers some maybe arbitrary relevant others intrinsic yet others superfluous but we don’t make these as distinctions but use it as a further weapon of deception instead to overcome others

only joy remains

when we get past the point or good and bad, right and wrong , and this and that, this doesn’t mean that what takes place in it is not serious, but u see one thing unfolding and then series of chains of events follow, then they divert converge and then mix and mingle then ur head turns at every avenue just when u think u have it figured out smth else happens and challenges ur knowledge bank, i think this is where we let things go, and then bc the reality seems more and more stimulated the further u expand beyond it, the more u laugh at its absurdities, so in a way, no matter how bitter sweet , there’s contentment , but there is always attachments , bc there’s a path from there to here and here, our emotions play a huge part, we can see that good makes us feel smth, joyous and fine, and bad makes us feel finicky and maybe agitated, or anxious somewhere in between for there are many feelings, all of which arise and thus maintained via day to day habits decisions and impacted by how we view our reality, we bring these together and then the effects follow , in terms of our feelings, this refers to also our quality of behaviour, aside from the mind that is bc then ur associating n meanings with these feelings and belief is one of them when it comes to strong influence and even impact, especially when we do not know how to navigate these paths to discern which is which, what’s true and what not, bc we may know that at the baseline we have joy as our true nature, carefree and happy, at full contentment with what is, there’s still articulating where u are , and how to conduct urself within it, which complements ur decisions , that’s why it’s essential to get a feel out of our feelings and then form a connection with its thought processes and pay attention to sensations at different times in a day, when we are still, to when we are experiencing all types of thoughts , maybe information, from our surroundings from subtle to coarse, coarse being action or involving of others even words in the media and whatnot . the body responds to feelings , if we are not able to make these connections , there are other avenues to establish curiosity towards these interrelationships so that they become natural, almost, while u do things and act in the spot, and be on the tip of ur toes, when ur inner being is congruous , this maybe potential here, but to reach that congruity is same as the basis of joy, there are stuff blocking its way, and to find the perfect way thru is to allow ourselves to surrender to the laws of nature, versus what our minds like to conceptualize based on by false sense of feelings, such as how we administer ourself to a text, and say just bc the text says i’m good and ur bad then this must be true, and work our entire lives to meet the external appeal but doesn’t matter how we arrived there internally, so ofc we must forgive , bc this maybe some of the fault lines that might have become product of how things were previously established. and it impacted all of us for we are one , but ofc we can’t equate the levels of threats and dangers found there as well, bc we may wish to take our life seriously as well as our health with it , it’s the basis of our practice after all even in that we are in disagreement , some say body is the priority others say mind is the priority, yet others weaponize the heart; and bastardize the soul process and because we don’t fully talk about these two latter ones we assume this is so and so, there’s lots of grey areas there ready to be abused

so u view ur life like a threat te maybe everything else with it , how do u see urself ? how do u see others ? it’d like a kabuki unfolding bc everything is riddled in polticia and capitalism . u réalisé hiw mundane it is how everyone is fooled about eh whole objrdirves , even though deep inside we know , by fooled i mean the stage setup, ur living it everyday aren’t u? so then u must have been fooled to an extend to have gotten there, we all have , but maybe not the ones who propel systems , those make it easier , but this doesn’t mean their life is easy, it’s that the position in which a person becomes a leader of an entire nation is very tricky subject in the first place , but u can base it from ur own potential , think if u were to lead a nation and feel how that would be like, great power right ? but it’s not too healthy, bc soon u may realize how ur becoming very technical with everything , but this also serves a purpose u just realize how ill prepared u truly are and that not enough information is at an all time high , regardless to presence of plethora of data, from the working s of the whole systemic mechanism to all the issues , to people , that operate it , to the ones u must direct , ur head turns , suddenly ur head of a big ship but u must eventually out grow this initial step bc ur not alone as a nation that is, so now ur looking at inter relations with ur closest neighbours the axis of evil or good or those r that are less important bc this world is sort of all hung up on its importance of who is the top dog, perhaps a product of cspitslims and politics in effect, ur now determining ur own coordinates , u need to know how u got here , but the weird thing is all the information is all mixed up, so and so talks about such and such, and discussions are either not allowed , or they are very heated still, but this too could be product of cspitslims and polticia , bc they do impact us to such great heights that we cannot establish how we even feel about being human, we got here , our head turns , we don’t know from where , and who we truly are except for this temporary identities we cosplay . part of our reason comes from what we think we should feel, or that we can put any meaning to our feelings , it’s what u make of it it’s said but she things we haven’t figured out how to get in their way, they occur anyway, and so this may make us feel finicky a little bit upset , bc we don’t have control, even though we are alls expected to have lots of it , but selectively, bc we are operating under set of man made systems that are determined by people like us so if we base their quality on the basis of ours , current ones , no matter how temporary, this itself would be very self revealing

let me introduce u to the heart consciousness space much like the astral realm , that is also part of law of one, so we also have this emotional traffic, sometimes it jams, bc we want things good thing s then we get in their way by strong repulsiveness in the rights of others, in achieving of their, and so we get in the way of our collective advancement , bc we think that we must overcome each other, perhaps due to the law of three having strong effect here guided by our minds is spells from a textbook that we convince ourselves that this is a play or this is the instructions that are concrete even though our minds are only being selective bc it benefits us, and not others , and it gives us an upper hand , a control over things which quells our inner anxieties to what lays beyond the law of three, it gets so bad that sometimes we convince ourselves that our bad behaviour serves the highest good , surely we maybe influenced and susceptible to certain occurrences , depending on what it serves, a wrong will still be a wrong , getting behind the law of three doesn’t mean they are arbitrary for they are the next founding blocks of the rest of how lives came to be, other must be taken seriously but not in a dogmatic way, where we forget how to merge our inner equanimity to a higher type reason, which utilisés the body, mind , soul and the heart consciousnesses , not just selectively this or that own while blocking others , bc this may cause overcompensation in the other areas, ofc which is important adhering to set of words in a book , or being the best version of urself and having clear conscience and do good attitude towards all around while self correcting , while being self determined and disciplined for other order of things , which means u have developed alliance to higher powers instead of work against them bc they make u feel inferior , or vulnerable , out of control, which is smth vital to learn from and apply to all areas of our lives, such as our relationship with ourself, be ur own ally, and each other, and then the whole world, with the nature, and then the cosmos with it, the efficient path is also very effortless but this may cause us to form too strong opinions again and as its said, letting things go is good for one ah but that’s why law of three is essential , bc this allows us to understand how to let things go in the right way, this may summon us in all four stores of consciousnesses not just one or few or three, u need the mind to think, the heart to feel, the body to move and the soul to move on, that’s how u do it , but mostly we get things stuck in the mind, in thoughts plethora of information about as a result of such, and then the body, it learns what this means bc it has to act, and the heart must communicate these for it has the complement of heart consciousness which is the gateway to love and the soul that is communicated thru the universe

but we still have few obstacles , we need things to make things happen so this refers to our material reality, and then we also need ease to move in reality which is attribute to systems that are governed by man. ofc with component of mother nature there with cha, such as ur health quality and the environment, from weather to natural disasters and so on , as its said , shit happens, u already know bc u lived here long enough how these cooperate , which means that our systems are not quite there yet, how to get things there is difficult indeed, for it requires from us a degree of self work, upon the four houses of consciousnesses as well as how we articulate our feelings and belief system, and then our behaviour with all these, where he do our soul is content, can we reveal joy anytime we want ? if u notice life is very serious , it’s sold in a package, u are administered, and u may even forget certain thugs bc of the repetitive nature of some other things that take constant precedence , it’s not a debilitating thing or whatever , it just becomes more subtle, yet u still function free of any constrains especially within, bc u have let things go, only after having walked the way , and become cognizant of everything , and how everything interacts for what reasons , it’s hard to determine everything , bc some of those reasons are said to be cosmic , there are indeed bigger forces at play that are out of our hands but we can at least try pin the objrdirves that we do have control over such as ourselves, our loved how we think about reality, how to articulate our feelings and our soul stuff , nobody can determine this for us but ourselves , guided by the golden rule , to do no harm, that u wouldn’t wish join urself , and be transparent which is hard to do bc we are secretive in reality , as we must , bc of the trust of not having been fully established just yet among us, it’s best to be honest about it instead of being too certain about human nature bc it sort of gets intense way of our self discovery and discovery of what is? eventually we surpass it bc nature always wins but then here we are looking at the great abstract and cannot stop or hold back our laugh. we have assuage laughter to only joy also but there’s bitter sweet there as well, sometimes laughter is the only thing u can do for instance and i think we can perhaps transcend that and purify its meaning which is actually pure joy so we aren’t even quite there yet which is why we can’t converter , bc the history is pretty heated and it is impactful on the heart consciousness

so when others betray u u may feel this intensely but find no avenue to connect the dots bc the system functions this way , and that’s impactful to human nature and human development , u may begin to realize how arbitrary most things are , b it still unable to get urself out of ur own conundrum bc of the way the surrounding objectives operate are rather subjective in nature , not always , but this may differ from operations that also differ by relevance , depending on which is to be effected which is basically as good as a simulated reality for ur prevented from harbouring nor administering ur own, they r clever , so they think they can trick u into lower equanimity while remaining themselves high, they know that if they go on being this low equanimity way it may eventually harm them, so they do it in brief , somewhat impactful, or to a degree to be maintained , they leave u there in te lower quadrant assuming that this itself won’t change the entire blueprint, suddenly their codes don’t work, they get frustrated and take that out on u too, and that doesn’t work well either like it used to, they used to have this established system that worked on their ego, and pride , so they were pretty sure they had this whole thing right only to discover that all of that was wasted but they now feel all kinds of bad things bc they neglected their true work all this time , cos u can’t do both, it becomes recital otherwise to think u are filling the path without actually walking it, so now we have different variations of equanimity, as different types of people but artificially simulated and not real they r real alright for they are there when u reach out , but they aren’t entirely embodying themselves , and even if they are it’s deep within the heroes of their being , hidden from current purview bc they must prioritize machinations over the truth of their person, how can we bring that out more , to truly be yourself in a world that not only does not care but actively works against it, maybe the “goodness “ feelings is not that hold after all bc there is so many bad maintenance tojo keep it and the bad seems misplaced bad feelings like anguish trauma and loss for example, and that’s all bc the good wants to maintained goodness , now we need to be cautious here bc in good there is right kind of goodness that’s why when there is no trust it’s hard to recognize what’s real before u, u may trust urself in places where u can’t trust others , and that’s hard to do too bc things happen and challenges us in our judgment , we go seriously how come i didn’t see that how come i didn’t notice that how did i make this mistake especially when it repeats u may even think, well i can’t be trusted with this objedirve surely there can be truth there but depend on what we apply it towards, often we make these relative associations if u are good then i’m good if ur bad then im bad ur good and my bad and my good and ur bad and all that prière equally in my mind we all made some mistakes back then how about we let our hats hang and chill instead like grown equals ? but are we that equal? in our self functions , bc there are variations there, how then can we honour the past , without overgeneralizing so that we establish mutual trust

law is justice is love

maybe it’s no consequence that both law and love sound the same, but what does it mean? both law and love are in for a rude awakening when it comes what we think these are and how they operate and this reflects to us in ours, from stirring sleep to full awareness into which we may find ourselves , stuck between a rock and a hard place, law and love, and here , when we can’t express our love and integrate it with righteousness , we may then notice that our love unrequited can turn toxic towards within the world and to ourselves, as well as each other, in all that we do we may become angry, or frustrated , maybe this can translate to hate or sexual disfunction, where list and rape take over in lines of remedy the creative ability we all have that god element within that wants to propel forward , with the aid of faulty law ofc , the manmade reflection of the cosmos , we tend to excavate the opposite of love instead , since such promotion and practice is rooted in hate and continues to facilitate and maintain , more. it’s no wonder where there is unrequited or misunderstood love, all kinds of instabilities tend to follow, we normalize these ofc we see them as separate objrdirves or in and of itself perhaps characteristic , or karmic, smth that is well beyond our control, that we must learn to live with, it’s worse when this sexual distinction reaches to how we treat each other, it’s not just the literal meaning of the practice itself, for this reflects our creative power, ans quality of our spirituality where our spiritual essence dominates over the challenges that itself faces, in a natural way, via using its creative power to create along with what reality throws in their way, now here , ofc we notice the manmade systems of being rigid , the difficulties therein, some frustration can be healthy, but the greater extend by which it becomes chronic it is when we begin to accept false objrdirves as true , and continue to work to maintain their delusion . we may invest in the delusional reality so much that we create the conditions for it, so the creative powers are there, but born under such maintenance would ofc become harder to detect that it’s via misdemeanour of our inner processes that we are continuing to get in the way of our external evolution, every which way we think these advancements reflect, some may refer to our third eye, others to our conscience, yet others are reflective of how we balance between our hearts and minds as well as soul stuff which then reflect our body stuff, maybe there is what’s is next , as these often go, we don’t just arrive at one place and remain there , but we do have dwellings along the way

for one aspect we want peaceful mind and calm heart and a soul in pure production at lease with in its own given pace , not by external push and pull from other and more so artificial forces for change or productivity sake which don’t bring the best results, we notice this by the way of our self conscience, we continue to cut ourself short , bc we have been conditioned to think more of our smallness than our largeness , here our smallness can be as simple as our material body or our local reality, the everyday mundane things that we do, the things we repeat, such as at work, or interactions with other, almost too mechanical, bc u have already understood to get a u have to incorporate b in the mix, u know that when u say hello someone will smile back or good day or good night or have a nice day, we know that most every type of interaction is based on tender exchange but it has only become systemized , a tender exchange , for the goods and services offered , and that’s it , and we have also accustomed to always sell ourself , we promote ourself everywhere we go bc we wanna network and make land a big connection . and our large self is our higher self and higher calling that does not priotidie the money over profession , bc itself wants to rolankrstr and discover why one is here and then applicator in self to the particular type of job one is good with? has a gift towards and can contribute greatly, and we think this is such a a big thing that it can’t possibly happen to just anyone but u can elaborate on ur greatness as a artist a cook and a teacher c it has no distinction on what u do more so than what u being to the table with and for it, without cutting corners and skipping steps also , it’s true that we get into smth at first and follow the rules and then only to change them but we think this is a trick, we trick someone that we will adhere to rules and then we pivot and then work to change them it makes it seem like we already knew that we needed to change them and to what form, but this isn’t true it’s simply a product of our minds we seek justice all the time but we don’t know what it looks like , so we keep making these errors along the way do long as we insist on a faulty justice, u know cos, faulty justice hurts harms kill steals and deceives greatly as it favours one side over the other or thinks too subjectively for some interest or outcome versus adhere if to what is and is real those are attributes to special minds only those who do not get perturbed or affected nor do they accept dirty money in line of their business bc they take an oath to be honest , and not selfish or cut corners for instance, so big things happen and not for good when we deny ourself our large self and operate on small self , the cost is too great bc there is no system that counters this negative effect

u can say that gov systems are somewhat sexual too, and the way the systems function, they are punishing , and mocky, not that true sexual health is supposed to be like that per se, we are only trying to get the best reflection out of a mere feel of shame guilt and contradictory thoughts towards self as a result of it, it must therefore come from faulty sexuality , or faulty creativeness bc the results speak for itself , we see all kinds of poverty and avoidable suffering, we see also a lot of arrogance and intentional wilful ignorance to it we think we know each other well to be this intimate, and things change so things can evolve in th wrong way for a while before we go wait a minute smth is not right over here , d this shame can affect anyone especially when the older u get the more district ur confronted by, and how ur ridiculed in world public in brodie daylight doing things just to get by , such a shame, really, bc it’s smth that can easily be remedied first within, but people aren’t versed even in their true sexuality to even have the convo or consider it , they are too closed off or dominating with strong flaws and reasons far behind this world can conceptualize hence the wars and famines and all the other constipated avenues that imperil us as a result in the entire world , if every person , in the literally sense , have healthy sexual life, that coordinate with their partner, and under clear agreement no trickery lies deceit or lack of self work that keeps one closed , then our conduct in the world towards each other would be healthy, and u don’t need a partner to be complete , u can simply delve in the nature of ur own sexuality without delusions about it, which is also hard to do bc we have no knowledge of such , or if we do we are further than it perhaps bc of the rigid laws and systems that sort of cause us a strong side effect which we also cannot put into full clear dialect , that we must fall into multiplication of its negative effects as a result of change , things evolve , we are in this collective mess, how do we make it thru ?

u can detect this sexual disfunction in all ur dealings, how we all carry ourself and how we relay our self to each other is an intersection, it has co creative power , and sex does not mean the entirety of love for love has many facets . so we are thinking both broadly and in clear admission to what these words represent in the order from most popular to much more subtler ones , u can love , a great deal without sex also, which is probably healthy anyway unless ur poly or have that kind of caliber , then u put ur cards on the table , so u put ur cards on the table , u show everything in ur hand , but we can’t do that with each other , we don’t , systems won’t allow such heights of honesty, that’s why we have twists and turns along the way , time takes its toll, and u get microwave cooked on some alternate lines of thought, there u have it , a recipe for diversions , forks of all kind on the road of self rightness and justice , bc things always go wrong don’t they, so the justice isn’t smth for the courts only( but courts is a strong symbolic way to put it well simply like this is a film noir that is ur life when things flip over to its head , all of a sudden with no precursor or fair warning , then ofc , much like a cigarette shadow , with its smoke arising , u may feel the poetic justice in such articulation of dramatization of events in ur life, and drama also accompanies love it’d very dramatic unfoldment , and it’s meant to be, not for everyone , to each their own , as people would say those who have keen eye for , what they perceive as beauty or truth, or justice and love too, bc it’s a spring of life from ur truth of a person that’s what makes it natural justice anyhow but u already see the issue there when systems are already described as hijacked by sexually frustrates middle aged men , mostly , and then u have some women there with strong sense of frustration bc they also mutt abide by toxic sexual frustrions of their male counterparts who propel the systems and here this refers to patriarchy that’s toxic that ruins both these men and women’s life and then they project this to us, we have to deal with its multiplied version among each other , and ofc the less u have of material security the heightened the conditions can be but then those frustrated middle aged people who govern us project these as a product of our own doing instead , hen the justice system works to protect their interest at all cost we don’t exactly get relief either

on one aspect, why should we invest in our higher self, we may think that just bc things are the way they are that they can’t really be changed , that we must entirely adhere ourselves to it, but then we do things there as well, such as using the systems for worse , we could easily use it better but smth gets in the way of our purview, it prevents us from seeing a wider trajectory, and affecting the bigger matters at hand that’s greater than us ofc the real wisdom lies in determining what can and cannot be changed , but the worse change is by lying to ourself, it’s so subtle and insidious, u may have a faulty judgment , and then bam, it ruins the entire batch of ur thought process the neurons that connect and develop formations and then keep using those channels like a good machine , without thinking twice about their content and how they got there , if h know how they got there versus assuming everything happen for a reason, then u will have a higher likelihood of determining its origin and in most cases u might be very upset to find how some of these are formed , which works as a motivation , to change them or let them go and focus on only those that nourish ur soul, it’s hard to do when a lot of material injustice is don’t all around the world , as a result of such, we can’t even move on from smth that may happen that’s small or a misunderstood that just needs to be revised, we get off of seeing revenge u see it’s another form of getting rapey with really, see ur sexual frustration like a overinflated ego, it can kick and scream and make a big dust, and bc of that we have to wait until the dust settles before we can see clearly again, but if it keeps going in cyclic way then this tends to pollute our senses , think of it this way, a group of male seahorses give birth at the same time and their babies are so small and so many that all of a sudden u don’t see the dads anymore , for a while until things settle down and we too can easily cloud our judgement with too much of that exasperated thought processes that can easily become toxic and cyclic overtime if we are not careful, and this care comes from wanting to be better , not knowing how to be , bc how appears when u ask, within , and u must be clear to determine the right answer , for there are plenty, as often happens ina refracted world, where everything sort of bounces off each other and while others reflect with some also in deflect. true sense of justice would demand that from us , for its correct adherence to natural laws which can expedite a great deal upon our soul? each and every one of us, a true sense of peace can be reached thus with this higher love

what the systems do to the people is sad

there’s good there too but the sad is pretty bad, it can cut down anyone short, get in their way of evolving, sometimes to a complete halt? at least on the earth plane, for the job never stops on evolving, even though the look of it is very much like a battleground, and with revolving door, people come in they get fucked and then they leave . we may wonder how much more of this influence of god versus devil we are gonna have to take, and we know who seizes the idea, that jesus is gods son and he will resurrect but all this is false hopes bc we don’t need a guy we never met, we need conscious careful action towards into what’s next, heading back into vast endless space we have already emphasized god rejecting devil and now we are here, where to two becomes plenty and here there’s god there is devil and a third objrdirves it’s the neutral which makes the atmosphere arise, and ofc have we thought about the absolute? perhaps , but with all the elements composing one , why should it matter, we like to dig deeper but maybe in this case it’s too deep , at baseline scientific level, the gold the bad and the neutral , good, but then precisely act on it ? maybe understanding offers better approach as its said here in this earthly place , and it’s true for understanding is what leads to wisdom , of truly learning smth essential so to unify these forces in part has secret hidden messages in all of us, when together as one , the purview becomes simple and clear, and we are as u notice in a shit sandwich, there’s the universal forces which we need to figure out and align to and the man made systems among us to get thru, terrible , when we can’t do the simple things and begin to veer backwards , slow stead steps makes the trip , though in this cases we are intentionally closing our eyes, perhaps we just need a break we may be simply too tired , which is expectable given the recent years we have had, and here , we can suggest there is someone among us who knows exactly what they are doing hence the systems also backfire and hurt the operators when it’s faulty. u can really tap into ur inner resources and articulate a version of systems when used correctly , actually help out a great deal, bc it’s the system framework that allows for movement with ease, communication online is one of its examples, the others refer to trade major ships sailing across mother earth, then u get ur planes too at that we can be grateful for these technologies did in fact make life easier , but then the only counter argument would be that everything hangs on by the decision of one man can make .

ur like no ur delusional no ur delusional that’s not normal no normal is not existent , or even defend it to ur death because u can’t think behind ur densely articulated reality . u give up before u begin to try or give into stationary idealistic solutions which are only in repeat and don’t produce any positive results, worse when u project ur self inconsistency towards others , which is given bc most often than not systems wear people out, the mentality if it alone thru the networking television system is greet harm on the minds of those who are constantly exposed to it, even at these times bc the game is so vast it will let u win first or give u the illusion that ur winning so u relax about ur environment and start to get lazy about ur own inner security system and then all it needs is one tiny crack in ur framework and it begins to seep in , bc that’s how insistent and mechanical it self is, so it’s essential to always reverse oneself when at these stages within the system before itself forces u further into the depressed boroughs, most often people feel like they die first while they are alive and i think we can truly transcend our lives if we did a bit of cosplay , but when we deny this and reject its curiosity does smth in us then die artificially? we become closed off to wander and rest with “what is” that things can’t be changed , almost as if we are accepting both bad and good in some this must be the absolute theory which eventually holds us back from reaching our full potential it’s like accepting the shit sandwich bc u don’t think u can possibly sustain urself without being exposed to it daily , we don’t rely on our natural senses much at all, bc all is systemic and when we operate on the basis of three we forget the law of one. the art of curiosity would allow us to see that death is eventual and the priority of order if importance matters in this world , ego says this is if variant people, and starts its curiosity and stops it there and focuses on strictly greedy seekings such as acquiring for self , all others attributes and then moving on, for further self interest like a hungry ghost . it wants to find and latch onto its next prey, the systems are kind of like that bc they are run by people whose minds go through their own perils and much like knowing urself a little on certain objectives that u can somewhat relate to the truth of others it’s where u base ur established thought process that is non judgemental but does not hold back on truths especially when objrdirves concern all others

we may realize this is not a magic trick nobody is trying to deceive u , there are no lies in what’s said other than maybe what naturally arises as error in which case we could revise and then reorganize our mental formations about the world at large so that we are changing our approach to our shared problems but not in the principle sense bc there would be an order of events that lead u there and those are not characteristics of personal of one’s opinion but they the coming together of these objectives much like the interaction between god and the devil, i mean how do u correct a vibrational error anyway, so many things multiply and a lot of it distorts the purview , both common and individual, and the interactions between us multiply even further so we do need to establish an origin of basis and that would be the grand absolute, we think that we can become too full with life that we have no more room for growing and expanding our consciousness even further that is if we prioritize the body or the mind over the sanctity of the soul the soul is the piece of that absolute so u already have within urself a pierce of that fact or truth or well i guess absolute , it’s solutable or a solution ab, means absolutely true, there are no perturbations about it for the word true is as close to a fact but even more so an indescribable meaning , that’s sound , like phat , or movement bc sound moves, what does it mean to expand ur consciousness anyway,? if we do not our things into action can they crystallize among us , for the excessive emphasis on the mind before what needs to take place next in our lives is self evident , that which we prioritize before us comes next ahead of us , but we must think of this of no equal basis but with some relation as it multiplies but from the systemic purview bc itself is falsely operating right now , which causes even more multiplication of misunderstands and even in parts where spirit detours n grows temporary extra limbs , at some point we may need a strong break thru, so that we can continue our reason for existing here on earth? we are already here, why waste it? surely we can get caught in the entails of good and bad which splits any good mind into its own haphazardry. all this mean business may create further entanglement and attachment also bc u can intend on anything u want but to an extend this can take u far then u will spring backwards , ofc there are exceptions here, one being that if one party has done their best , and has corrected themselves in which many students of life have acquired such, then u may not owe a reaction, which means the entanglement is diffused , even though the other is still configuring their mental ablations

then u go somewhere better, but here somewhere and better are arbitrary more so a representation of advancements and here advancements signify simplification of smth that was in prior difficult to approach and achieve , better is the representative of efficiency , no emotions there this is not prideful events but u can also drop and appreciate how far u have come and how much u have grown , and be happy for ur achievements, it’s just that some of us, tend to personalize this and charactise it so much and attach so strongly to it for it gives u so much life, to get things done to figure things out is a reward on its own, but still, when it stays at concept stage it becomes heavy and dull overtime , it can still bring u further , especially if u align ur external practice to it, then u live by according to ur mental means , then u may still see further ahead , the inner sight does not age in time it just goes thru its stages whereas its the body that experiences the process of getting thru the earth; what we want to do is tap into that spiritual vein then we do not get bitter on top of the shit sandwich here on earth bc it des that thanks to the aid of the systems , bc there’s a operation system here that projects its human negativity to u after manufacturing that undeserved it as well, so they play the absolute and ur the three, among u lot taking ur turn , bc everyone must go thru it , it’s not luck, it’s not special skill or that some of u are better or worse it’s simply that it’s ur turn. and then u notice both praise and demise are delusions , they may serve a purpose but they are not stationery it’s only seems that way when we attach too much to personality and character , we make strong emphasis on these it inhibits everything , we say that people are skilless bc they don’t adhere to systemic skill operators , all the while not offer clear directions on how to merge with the operators as well as find ways to get educated on thise skills that are required for one to even be part of aptly and in dignified way, regardless of one’s skill set, as one is willing to walk the way, that motivation alone could be a strong indicator but that would be if we were to use the system for good, and here we laugh we say u have brain disease people don’t think like that well they do but what good use is just to think, and u may think then the systems are working but still continue to burrow into each individuals life deep within, all the way to their personal privacy, and mince and dice things about, look it under the microscope , all of these technologies can be used for good instead, and all the time and energy spent also with it , so maybe that’s why some people become atheists , and then others think that bc they must choose , they choose the devil to “worship”

so we have this innate curiosity and that god consciousness or that inner absolute a slice of the entire pie in ur one persons plate so to speak u can have ur cake and eat it too, but the trick is to make sure everyone has a chance to enjoys theirs too that would be harmonious indeed, u don’t have to share a community kitchen to achieve this each person could have their own house and eat their cake from their own living room, with their family and friends and pets and the like, every person deserve the right to live their life to the full , but to get things there from how we brought things up to this point in time may seem impossible , we can be pessimistic about it and say hey we don’t have to try this it’s not worth it in a few years things will iron out or whatever , and u know everything is roles and u may not wanna spend ur time playing a role that u don’t wish to be part of , but that too happens especially by force in the systems in all parts of it with the small exception of a group of global citizens who benefit differently from it, for most people this place is a holding cell, more like, it’s not even private or personal, u will make a suggestion and they will make it intentionally terrible , and arbitrary in meaning and understanding as well with it , what i said above can very well be mistaken to communism , well there u have it folks , the type of thinking g that can really churn our minds around here, and once u get a strong label like that u also get a way of strong mistreatment , ur suddenly the bad guy n must share very little among others who somehow got here but from firent altered view of operations so we have systems that do treat everyone individuals but why do crappy is the real question not communism , plus i don’t like labels? u can also make suggestions that enable socialism, or u may support marginalized communities and then instead of correcting the systemic error they will send u into the dangerous parts of town instead they will say if u love them so much why don’t u go live with them then, u can feel the sarcasm and it’s ur life , so u take it seriously as u must, and u know it’s done muffaka saying that but who made them god ? and what are u anyway? according to them? what gives ? i don’t think that’s how things work in space, and space is bigger then our lives , so why should ur opinion of me matter ? it only matters bc ur operating the system not bc ur god or whatever oh and about that we should telly change it as it’s been lousy or made lousy by a lousy lot, u get good operators u still have stress bc after that fuckfsce it’s someone else and then we go like well what does this kinder egg has for us this time? life is too short for it

there are different degrees of everything

there are different degrees of good and bad happenstances or degrees of lying in depth and in effect , different levels of wisdom, some maybe self impacted others may refer to large groups of people, u could have different levels of skill set, some maybe more expertly, others may need a bit more guidance, yet we are learning and teaching all the time simultaneously and our speech levels differ from expressive to direct and clear as well as instructive , we have differ degree of relationship with our higher self or the teacher, as we sometimes may not fully grasp in deciphering the message , which itself has different degree concomitant with our willingness to overcome struggles, for we may not give , or establish the grounds thru which all would flourish. first our alignment goes back words thru introspective research into our truth and origin, for we may want to be nearer to bigger truths versus for the sake of preservation of the unpreservative , that is the small self or ego or this life or that happenstance or whatever , bc then we are contributing to smth that’s ever lasting, which will also expedite where need to be next and what we are meant to do, but we have different degrees of living , and different ways we die as well with it which does not correlate to the meanings we give which also differ bc they tend to contredit one another including what we say versus what we do. the different degrees of our fight between small self the ego and personality and ur higher self, ur teacher or ur own inner god, also varies here , bc we also have different degrees of words and their meanings which produce different degrees of expressions on reality and thus our lives , it has multiplied this differ ways of being , though the part about which is in conjunction about itself is the precise area where we need to focus on and apply cohesive work towards its betterment , although it’s only a small part of the whole that itself has found some rule of alignment , it is such a critical part of the grounds thru which we wish to develop smth further , so we look into the area, where we deny the self the inner truths and higher calling, we turn off the attention from what is vital, or close the door to a potential of opportunities that is going to expedite matters in which case we may feel strong afflictions, bc although there are variations there too, the degree by which we understand our higher self alarm bells going off for smth we need to pay close attention to and take serious, itself has a bigger variation against the odds in which we take ourselves , seriously, bc what is human is it all this arbitrary means ? then in the bad even if such, how would we truly feel , for most people there are different variations of meaning there as well, some are or pessimistic whereas others are more optimistic and then many others fall somewhere in the middle

we take in habits as we get older so even when the veil is eventually lifted and we become more self conscious, we may not be able to get ourselves out of the rigid confinements of stark dense reality, but this doesn’t mean that we didn’t evolve or transcend our problems, it only refers to some connections of being different variations as per different ways to live and die coexisting in a rather conjunctional way , and if we were to equalize that we would either make thjngs worse generally or improve those few bad occurrences, and here different degree of lying come into strong play but when we try to find a solution between two problems we think of equal power which is also not true , one false objective does not always equal another false objective but here bc we are oscillating in and of ourselves bc we have a intense needs to be balanced of equanimity of flow of life , a comfort that we may resonate strongly with and never fall away from, for this gives us safety in a very different world, with different variations we are aware of but do not clearly see yet which is which in their variations, its hard to tell which is product of our own delusions and which belong to who ever else in whatever situation as well as how well best we can define maybe there is variations of degrees of understanding there too bc u can only reach into another for so much depth for if u have not experienced this depth well within, it would be hard to recognize where u go not that u can , but what do u see where u go, and in what u are confronted with, bc most often, where things tend to oscillate they force equalize what they see which is good for them to get their power back but it evades a ton of detail along the way, and unless we are willing to accept and recognize these variations , we end up equating things that are not equal , for the sake of that equalizing process bc perhaps it’s either that or we collectively break

and here is so variation between what we need to know and what we are confronted with knowing , for most info is either false limited distorted or frivolous in nature that it is in excess or seems to be thru this detour of understanding which will eventually correct itself but u can see the harder we make things for ourself the more the clean up thereafter energy of which could have taken us further we don’t say this to detract folks from their true path, but to motivate them from a very technical purview for self efficiency and that which contributes to greater sense of co efficiency between smaller to larger groups , and this refers to all areas of life, we may lie , and degree of our lies can deceive others but only so much eventually this li comes back to us and plus our higher self is concerned my nagging at us which perturbes our conscience and in which case e feel compelled to project that outwards bc we are human and bc we must exasperate or vent out wherever there is a pressure , but think of the variations there some are very toxic so that their projections can kill someone, and u may ask which is better maintaining behaviour or saving lives , u know smth is artificial when it pretends to slow down of smth that is human nature requires alarming expedited actions to follow , bc even in the case of having truths been found out , we may delay the process by over compensation of theatrics , and actions that are plastic but wants to convince the world public since that’s the true nature of a lie is that u want to deceive others it’s not a joke when a lie is a joke it’s usually the difference between of wanting to be good out and of wanting to remain hidden and expedite energy to keep maintaining its hidden aspect so a lie insists and it overcompensates as striker of its unclear conscience as a result of deeply knowing what u say and do is wrong , but u do it anyways, and this leads u to materialize uncomfortable conditions for urself hence the lack of inner peace , and when we project this to others they may overcompensate by taking things too seriously and being too hard on themselves and where no self help book helps and where no consolation is comforting ; they seem to feel perturbed bc there is immediacy of an action but they cannot determine what it is bc it’s well hidden from clear purview at the very least

in retrospect nothing is wasted except for human nature and human life of human time and human energy , we are precious to life bc we took so long to get here , and there’s smth to respect about that regardless to how we feel about objrdirves, we may have that great distaste, we may feel conflicted bc of the good versus bad in constant replay, we are constantly called intro roles that we are forced to play versus being honest true which makes us more real, everything feeling like theatrics does not pertain to life is a stage and we are merely players when the whole concept becomes machinated there is no room for innovative thought and improvisation along the way , improve is like an improvement too, bc ur on ur toes u become efficient by nature of its gift which is what makes the very act of improv exciting, and u notice u must trust urslef to have the right esteem to develop with ur eyes closed or in the dark, or whatever , ur not exactly trying too hard to be too strategic but move with ease as u flow with life , thru its ups and downs but, ofc the material reality is slow , we hang on by others consciences often due to the machinated version of reality that does not honour human life in full, the preciousness of life, the true reason why we are here remains buried deep in the ground thus unable to function or flourish, they say life is a stage and we are players die e change hats called onto auditions compete with each other do not have our own lines our own life or expression either are forced to play a very small facet of our true self where the body serves the greater good as mere object

where do we go when we are unwanted,? perhaps to an extend we understand the frivolity of existence but overgeneralize it we chuck the whole thing to the basket and then idc that’s not our fault either bc there are strong forces at play of varying degrees that pull at our heart strings it’s one thing if they let u wallow in ur own misery eventually entire has a way of healing us and helping us out of our conundrums we only can’t do that bc of the artificiality of reality, it has nothing to do with ability ur natural system gets on a overdrive bc it knows of expedited action during emergency , where it can or perform full functions it’s only then it ends up backfiring g on itself entirely we get this greenhouse effect bc we can’t penetrate outside the confines of the sphere that is generated overtime due to rejection of true self for the sake of artificial , whether if its self inflicted or extrapolated from other matters little , but the variations must be noted bc they grow up exponentially later on and influence our thought processes that’s why we have the differences of development thee those small variations may appear inconsequential at first but when they feel they grow subtly and that’s why they become unrecognizable in terms of their origin when they are in their nature form, of brought into fruitful action

we do wish to become more sensitive ofc to these small variations but not in a generalized way bc then what we r doing is projecting wards the external machinated faulty reality how the can we determine our inner scope when the external world is faulty? bc we need the correlation there and further isolation may not do us good either , maybe we take the faulty reality for what it is and then of having developed alliances with our higher self we become teachable , and when u learn from urself this humbles u, and then what happens next is that u take this humbleness u feel, and project that outwardly, which makes u tolerant of others process as well as be more understanding without compensating on the truths and factors about life, which may not always come as positive bc it is what it is , ur not trying to sell smth bad as good for the sake of change bc it’s what it is and it can’t be changed u may notice that everything changes anyway , and what is ness offers us eyes to see things as they are no matter how difficult the purview at times, bc life in its variations comes with a lot of heart break as well within, why this part matters is of course everyone’s concern bc this may be the key to unlock the next door to our collective upgrade , but we must not be wasteful or bring any of those past inconsistencies along with us , down if which are deeply engrained and we may also notice that bc the reality is rigid we can’t move within it wit ease the general troubles about the world and life in general also can contribute to the difficulties process , and why it’s very necessary for us to pay attention to how we can be more self responsible for the ground needs to be cultivatable , and there needs to be smth that motivates us for the continuity and along the way of stark variations remain humble , and how do we do that? by being humble to our personal process bc we are our own best teacher , for when we are apt to learn from our own process even in absolute silence we can learn from a tea cup or breeze of fresh air , even if we had nothing to do that day

life’s meant to be easy going , and it is not that difficult to get along with each other we are already collectively there only that systems are in the way now desparations take priority such as one’s survival ability which includes the survival of ego since we are at the junction of things transcending, what u grasp and hold onto tightly and whatever it may be for this greatly contributed may make u feel more or less hurt along the way, or of feeling like strong challenges are upon ur way , of transcending the ego or die along with it , and to die with it , can we afford it ? we must think the depth in which the ego serves the higher soul, ofc u must not destroy it, for everything that’s left of us serves some purpose even though we may not fully grasp things yet , in full purview , as student of life our experience humbles us first bc learning never ends , and that can be the friction we need so instead of saying we must have sadness to experience joy or we must learn thru struggles or if we didn’t have problems we would be bored to knowing that ego transcends we keep learning and that learning itself is a challenge and not add any more to it just bc “this is the way things are it’s always been this way it can’t be change for us what it is “ that’s defeatist

and we do defeat ourselves when we defeat each other we think this is the way to be of good and evil of this and that u or me , the we have to fight and there is no other alternative that i can see , is arbitrary bc we don’t try hard enough, we think that this is part of our survival the survival of the fittest , our stupidity must not be fit , it works against us when it does , so it’s ok to delay on objrdirves and allow ourselves to become a bit more relaxed bc what’s true requires minimum effort even though we play great emphasis on what we do, how does conscious flow work? it’s not mindless , it doesn’t just gent heat it gets or is alright with what is , but there is truth there especially with being alright with what is even though u may not agree , bc what u wish to do is expedite that equalizing process without attaching too much meaning to either side , or else u get out of balance and u don’t want to do that, the act of getting out of balance usually signifies contradictory in self, for u may want to appear as u are and act as u appear and mean what u say and say what u an while careful with ur words and actions , ur also careful with ur i tentons and inner actions , bc it all starts within u may not even execute a behaviour but ur thought process may play a role but also note that not all thoughts are ur own , some come and go about , others are projected yet others are on repeat like a song becoming like a brain worm, or a particular word that pops up and in repeat it may ignite feelings u may pay attention to these relationships and understand that nothing has control over ur inner acquisitions and that is a process in and of itself sometimes we take up challenges bc we are bored and this friction is good concomitant to the quality of the environment we are part of and not a statement or testament to who we truly are , there are variations there too, for most people their environment is strongly demanding and itself causes much inner fright or a true person well within the burrows of a layered one, and one is layered bc u may feel u need to protect urself from the feeling that u get , the dangers abound, we mould however adapt to our environment, and here we may notice how we become skillful in various tasks and challenges.

eventually these skills are available for everyone they too subtly grow amin gus and then become accessible we tap into the grand resource that’s why we see the same things used everywhere strategies and theories abound , maybe due to relativity if objrdirves we also connect the dots , it’s more like a spiders web, so no wonder why we don’t like it when a pert of it is faulty or needs upgrade , bc we all feel it resonate to us especially if it’s happening in a very core part of it or vital pert of it that may cause vulnerability within the entire framework , and a degree of self doubt helps greatly along the way, before we establish solid grounds , and even then the solidity is only relative to our environment and they which we talk , for this self doubt may grant us potential of being wrong, we then navigate the variations abound, when we are self responsible , when we refrain from wrong doing , and right our previous wrongs done in the dark in the ignorance of our initial mind, where we couldn’t access vital information or know about ways in which to skillfully apply in appropriate placements, then we would still have diversity, of strong variation bc there re parts of us that have been altered, but each preserving their own inner equanimity in terms of their own self work then contributes to the common ground, improving it exponentially when especially we align ourselves to the right forces of life , its already hard to establish these objectives as u can see it’s very complex also simple , but to add more to the troubles only makes it worse , so we can refrain from it, it’s a good choice to make

i think we need systems bc we can’t always trust the consciousness of human nature

when it’s apt to err, and it often does or becomes too insistent on one way or other without concern for others, but when we begin to act upon systems towards others then we have a problem, bc systems are meant to be neutral and when they cease to be neutral there is greater risk of hazard for greater number of people, as a result of systems strong relationship in all our lives which includes the systems pushers bc they too change with the process of using the system this way or that, bc ur what u do , and our living styles do contribute to this effect, when we are governed 24/7 with excess details to our person, to such a magnanimous level that it impedes our way and causes us much fright , in turn occupies them, the system pushers who are so enthralled by our grace that they forgot to link in the mirror to see them selves , bc here u have to really give urself to the entirety of tasks u must mean it and if ur too occupied over one or few objrdirves down turns this can become a trouble on the road of transcendence , we get stuck on loops on repeat doing the same thing over and over while assuming we have changed or grown out of our troubles we think the trouble is in the faultiness of maintenance and not in the way we see and perceive ourselves towards these objectives, now we say we need governance even from ourselves hence the use of need of neutral system who then governs the system pushers ? nowadays things have changed a great deal regardless to our countless tires thru our history to counter it , we somehow managed to get thru the issues we created for ourself and each other, and now we are here . and we all got a bit too smart for our own good as a result of it we may have forgotten or think too evolved we may see the glimpse of what could be and assume it’s here now sure we can act like it’s here now it means we have a trajectory and we must align ourselves to it by living like we already have those objrdirves not demand it , or assume u already have it u begin to act out instead, all dramatic and theatrical which makes sense bc emotions do play a strong role in the colour of our personalities but downturns , we insist on certain objrdirves knowing full well this angers us as well as each other yet we do it anyway expecting different results , and here we may only change the strategy hence the maintenance of a problem as opposed to solving it , for such mind to develop, we need first to depend on neutral systems , from there we build the strength to operate so what on our own and here to operate on one’s own means knowing to take full initiation into a personal choice and taking full responsibility of it , not being covetious , or double intended in meaning in what u say versus what u do, and the many games we tend to play when our small self has been perturbed, we may become like angry gods , or its demon form, just another version of a force that enables us all in some way, the many facets to our personalities must give us the clue of unity of thee objrdirves or correct use , they some type of alignment process , that’s the art of figuring out why we are here on earth , even though it can be quite distasteful at times, very bad , bottom of the pit type human experiences we witness daily. as the strategic mindsets continue to evolve in their ways we cannot counter it , it’s like watching a ship sink and nobody is even trying to survive it people just internalize a quick end to things and it manifests in different forms among us ,

the part about we must , we don’t notice it, it passes us by and then like a stew slow cooks us , in its essences , here we can be conditioned on the false part of reality and not notice it because it’s so engrained and normalized that’s why conditionings are harder to determine but we can develop the sensitivity to detect the signs and then put the puzzle together to make sense of things u must love ur life and being alive ,to an extend to develop this level of curiosity some do it consciously others subconsciously doesn’t matter how u get there the end results usually speak for itself a person is usually peaceful forthcoming honest and means well, these people become anchors to society bc people feel safe under their umbrella and then they e also learn from each other , the good stuff has long been multiplying regardless to us getting in its way a number of times , and assuming we succeed bc we think we are right but then mother nature is like no ur not and we may ignore the message bc we aren’t ready to hear it just yet and that fine too but the message only gets louder, so the combination to the lock is faulty but that doesn’t change the value of its contents and we can’t chest the system either the bigger cosmic ones , bc it’s via cosmic systems that all of this is made possible we have various energy systems we can combine to get the best result , but the combination must be right or else we can get faulty results along us which disturbs the entire system thats why it’s essential to think of who governs the governing bc we can truly help each other if we think of this from an equal rights perspective versus worrying about changing the physical hierarchies, consider it a job position and offering into greater use of a skill set u have that is akin to ur person for each of us come to this earth with special gift and each has their own keen eye on objectives we may not wish to compare these objectives only appreciate the same in each other , bc if they are doing well for this contributes to the society then it benefits u as well and vica versa, we may think that the change is the unchangeable whereas what needs to change must be maintained , and we are too certain that this is the right way we don’t think to change the entire framework, there’s reason for that we don’t even trust ourselves that we truly can, hence the use of systems but it is distracting to have ur hand on top of things all the time it’s a great responsibility indeed , and it can make one feel too empowered , which is harder to maintain bc if u think u have arrived u stop growing then where do we find the time to continue our own personal growth? bc we can’t just grow by memorizing facts only, we must embody it

but the issue isn’t that some of us don’t trust ourself enough to change things for better , they also covet it and then act otherwise and then while projecting this inner inconsistency to u instead blaming u for doing smth whereas it’s them who is doing it as well, their denial ends up projecting it outwardly and they need a fall back guy, they need a scapegoat so that’s how such delusions arise from many inconsistencies within societies , it’s a ready a challenge to develop the right lingo and act according to ethical mutual conduct, artificiality of some of our afflictions some of which have been studied such as how anxieties kills peoples , we still continue maintaining age old systems , we don’t look to see that improving such conditions will make things better bc we are too hyper focused on flaws superfluous aspects and the ones that are effects to faulty systems which long have produced a momentum which i get caught up in at a very young age, so instead of expanding they become constricting and limiting , also this happens when there is a intense need for artificial paradigm change where ur turning things upside down and destroying before u build anew , build back better , basically, which comes at a greater cost bc if those individuals see u as mere cattle or stuff to throw away, then that’s what they will aptly do bc the systems is already there to make it possible think of it this way u get falsely incarcerated they will hold u for few days before things find their light but that’s all they need when they control ur food and get supply one poison and then that’s it sorry we made a mistake doesn’t mean anything , so u can see it’s not the system that’s the issue but those who operate it bc nobody governs those, and u can’t regain lost time , we waste a lot of it everyday , the essentials don’t get done bc they are not people centric they are system centric so we also worship the system like an artificial god, in a way u can we the machine of the world, in full operation , and u wonder why bc many of its context don’t truly matter in the sense by which they need such maintenance it just takes up so much resources and energy, and we are still dealing with many unknowns , such as mother nature , there has long been battle between humanity and mother nature , its insane that we still don’t tske responsibility for any of it still trying to defy the undefiable, and we take this as a offense and a challenge, we think we can overcome mother nature like we can overcome death , and that’s what gets us all perturbed in our small self anyway bc coming here in a sense is a great offence, the saying we are only as strong as our weakest link comes to mind so in a way we are dead, bc of all the killing , we must feel this artificiality to an extend even though we may not know what to do with our finding or feelings but all of these are expressed in some way anyway even though there is no alignment , the combination is off, things are being misused and misunderstood en masse, for example we want people to both be self responsible and get in the way of their responsibilities , hence we tell them turn right here go down the street over there and the first door u see on ur whatever is the one, we give instructions thru the systems which are confusing and they take u to a wrong place , or one that can’t find or figure out way or help thru it all , so the more practical use of system are not upgraded and the consciousness that has arisen has not fully been translated to its interpersonal dealings we know these are true bc we all experience it it can’t be lied or denied but somehow we can let cooperate it into our systemic and interpersonal lives and continuité greatly to our skill set, which will improve the correct use of systems instead of rely on preconceived notions or stuck mentalities on old operatives on things that u think does not change but do need it so badly bc can we not all see the end results here ? if the results to a perpetual type of system is faulty it requires to be changed , u can’t expect people to deal with it , bc they can’t overcome rigid objrdirves like how stationary the directions are when u cross the street, u have to follow things and thru concrete means , which take up a lot of time and effort and energy , whereas the expediting system when they want to such as warfare and other international dealings things are coordinated right away, maybe that’s where we are exasperating ourselves we are misusing our gift of time and energy for wrong objrdirves bc we are so conditioned to think it’s right and we can’t see it for the sake of saving ourselves

and then we lie to ourselves about our anger problems , we think that anger is only limited to obvious things like taking rude to someone or yelling those are not right objectives but anger can be far fester when it turns to actions which also includes the most subtlest ones where ur anger may be controlled on the surface but behind closed doors it turns to revenge , and i can use systems or misuse systems to take revenge on others , this is a strong form of anger most insidious kind bc it’s very hard to detect since th person does not take usual route to handle their anger , they don’t write a letter or call the person, they act on their anger in a covered way instead and if u ask what wrong they may even lie to ur face nothing all is fine everything is kosher ,not only is it harder to detect among us they don’t notice this too, they don’t see the fault line sir their own actions , and keep going bc they are so sure this is the right way to go, they can’t see or consider any other persons perspective either , it’s my way or the highway type personality which is the most unpredictable kind bc u don’t know the extend of their lies and danger they may create for others and u can we how destructive that is bc such operation of system can make a person godly but it only takes a special kind of person wit special wosdom who would not be afflicted by the might of such power but let it run thru one with out attachments , its when people get arrogant that’s where things get out of balance , but this is intended to show us how sensitive we need to be with each word and each action, and when everyone does it , bc if u see the world, it’s sectioned off between system pushers and the rest of us, so as long as that’s maintained in a faulty exclusive way , in the way that we , well they, choose , the us versus them mentality, needs to transcend to its next form which is unity aspect and unity consciousness where we prioritize people lives and be people centric and not misuse the systems , for our selfish benefit, which mean we need to be constantly checked those who are system functioners , but by whom? if u pink robe ur world u will have healthy people who will have ur back bc it could be so and so skill set , but we keep dumbing down people, for the sake of control, killing them en masse , destroying all kinds of progress eliminating motivation to do anything at all bc who cares anything could go wrong at any time

i think aside from the distaste of being here , bc there are so many conditions that imperil us, what ails us is the crippling anxiety that the same which we find here on earth ( that things going wrong at any time tbh g, can also happen cosmically , maybe that’s what offend us bc we are also hard wired to think for the best and prepare for the worst but this preparation is sort of like a simulation so sometimes it’s effects can be crippling and can stun us or prevent us from making choices or think too pessimistically, and unlike how detailed our lives are cosmos don’t truly care about those objrdirves in the same way we see it , but there is also what truly transmits there , a connection a vein that’s the one we need to find within , there is all that which is hidden which translates the most to the cosmic truths , which is why it’s essential to align ourselves to these values so that we are aligning to cosmic processes once we perfect our alignment with mother nature and with each other , which also expects from us an inner blueprint of a same type complexity alignment process to take place between ur true self and all ur conditionings , what do u need to unlearn what do u see wrong in ur own process and progress what do u need to change what’s in ur own hands , who should u talk to for those u may need external help thru, we may cut toxic habits and toxic people, and toxic here doesn’t mean they are bad but that ur interests are not aligned , to ur own souls path, maybe it is that u bring out the worst in each other in which case we all know that the small self gets embarked on a new journey until it exhausts itself , which is what we must also give up along the way since it’s long been done and maybe it’s where the fault lines are, we just want to eliminate discomfort , but we go about it in the wrong way , we think the fault lies in others , we even feel and channel our inner god complex much like the greet influence of system functions, we can get too critical of others and say we think we know best for them and we enforce they better act on it, we think we have the how of agency that can calm those shots we assume we can reduce a hume being to a mere object , and stow it somewhere their presence may not offend ur senses instead of objective approach to issues that are well outside our scope, but we are governed so we can talk haphazardly spew opinion of all kinds and be reckless bc we don’t have to worry , or do not realize the true sense of where we need to direct worry, in a subconscious level we accept our smallness and act like children, bc when we are prevented from growth we remit back to the prior, which doesn’t mean progress is most but that means that what has intrinsically been garnered cannot be actualized bc the grounds is not cultivatable and that’s a faultinesses from the rigid systems and those who government them bc they simply do not reload the relationship between a person and their creative ability that which they have full power to manifest their own life hence another contradiction we hold people responsible to their manifest but don’t permit system or ways in which can help them seriously bc we think they don’t deserve it , if we are holding back help then that responsibly falls on us especially when that person relies on that system and cannot exist outside if it , it’s simply punishment

it must be great distaste to come here

to be human, that is, we fell from grace or space or whatever was greeter , this is a offense on the soul therefore soul rebels , sometimes many times aimlessly, the great distaste of being human is self evident u just haha to look around even in urself u piss and u shit and all that good stuff have to wash urself regularly or else there are colonies developing on u, u may be extremely ocd or may feel the general sense of being uneasy being human, the feeling of being in a meat suit that can develop disease is not exactly comforting , or the sense of how did i get here ? i’m usually good at figuring things out bc space is smarter than us , hence the offence, perhaps , we can notice that the great distaste makes us sloppy, instead . but it’s not that simply to figure things out and factor things in and thru about since what we are also working with is figuring out our origin and why we got here , and what is the process as such so that we can determine our true part within it and function that exclusively . e see a lot of waste in the world hence the great distaste , u begin to lose hope and faith, and the generalities of happiness and joy seemed plastic bc they just come to pass , at some point u may wonder what’s the purpose of all this and that’s a great start but it’s not for the ends bc there is always smth more since space is smarter than us, and there’s also the progression of events and if u get it right cause and effect happens much like a flint , not sequentially per se the path is beset at the onset , we just become familiarized with effects much later bc this is a dumb planet, it has hope though to get better and i leave that’s why we may think from a cosmic purview to see ether if bigger event took place somewhere within it as gurdjieff had also said, he aube we are being susceptible to its effects and that by only taking control of it that we can do our part within it , which reflects as “personal responsibility” in human terms but we may drown at this word bc its uneven distributed among us, and we get all the facts wrong bc we previously build and developed with lots of contempt which created never or side effects,

we often feel compelled to do things and where things go wrong we feel the intense need to maintain a facade more so than get real within the objectives or by the time it’s too late that we do and by then , bc the reality is shrouded the information isn’t distributed equally and even if it were, each occurrence was so different that in the wake of such consciousness we perceive things from our personal angle of operations and based on by where we came from, for some of us the betrayal runs deep, hence the strong concerns about the ways of the world, for others , bc they never experienced such, bc they live in such a social bubble that it is not possible for them to think of the many ways to exist in this world and the many paths that led us here collectively at this point in time is difficult to keep in compete purview, but it’s worth nothing how such duality, or the battle between good and evil started and whether if it serves us propose or whether if we can change it , which seems like a critical moment in human history bc all our lives has been this argument , people will say well we can get these plans set in motion only after the fact we can eliminate large groups of people , only then can we choose to be good that bribed good is a choice , sure it’s a choice but not after u do smth wrong especially intentionally in which case this changes everything, hence the great distaste increases things intensify and people may feel like they must continue to be in the defensive about shared objectives , a result will eventually get big enough to get us to a point of no return in which case no matter how scholarly u are u may not intuitively predict what could happen next, this change in language happens during intense times , it’s meant to create new worlds, we have the poorer of choice that much is true but we don’t have power to direct its effects which tells us smth, it’s better to get along with and work with the cosmos than the other way around bc unlike mother nature the universe can whoop our butts easy

this maybe difficult for people who already dislike people or if being a human being they may say , ah space is gonna kick my ass ? huh? i see this as a challenge u know they will be the type of people who will do the opposite just to prove a point surely we all do this but i’m talking about doing dumb things just to prove smth to others bc that can get u in trouble and even end up causing self harm ? the words i will do it if u say that i can not do smth , but what’s is it and can i critically think that smth isn’t good to do anyways and choose not to do it ? how compelled are we here ? in that regard the choice is absolutely ours , we think that some things can’t be changed and when we need to change things we think we can, there could be truth i both , but we may not have developed the keen eye to merge objrdirves and work between struggles and difficulties within them, bc these can happen due to different backgrounds and experiences that led us collectively here, which is why it’s important to not go agaisnt with with self interested thoughts selfish needs greed and hidden agendas these are times our absolute best is called forth we may wish to strive for it if we truly wanna know and indeed tend the secrets of the cosmos and merge or it so that we can get absolute best results being human as well love our experience for this will definitely help us thru the greet natural changes that have long awaited us and as u can see these are facilitated from within each individual bc nobody can connect u to the cosmos u need to do that urself thru meditation and mind trainings and maybe even prayer when done right can serve a greater purpose it also teaches us self love and love for others that’s why love heals and that’s why love is promoted , it’s an act of service for the world and each other and helps us love being human , when done right love can be the pathway to secrets of the cosmos and in turn this improvs our lives and maybe can get us to transcend matter into intrinsic substance or never die forgetting or have a more congruous experience thru space which may get us in another cosmic challenge and we may first develop distaste after having been split between objectives that’s usually where challenge takes places

i mean what is “descent” ? but u think of satan and god most notably, some argument might have took place , and its effects tend to reverberate why are we the chosen ones ? who knows , does it matter ? maybe we happened to be there and now we are associated much like the apple of wisdom, happened to be there , much like wisdom that hurts us bc there is responsibility in knowledge , and if there is some sort of cosmic calamity, why is it’s translated as projected to be so sensational all the time , oh the bad is so bad and the good is so good and we are soit the best we can to accommodate u and he children from harm, from those terrible horrible nasty human beings , we are already emphasizing great distaste perhaps the messsge is being misunderstood bc when u play with objrdirves of discrepancy between god and devil is that devil did smth bad god got angry and kicked him off banished him right ? so he descended to hell place of strong isolation so that’s why he wants people bc he wants attention love and care when u think like that u feel bad for the devil but still wonder what could have horne him isolated now then u look at god he got angry that’s a sin , even when ur god, so he did smth wrong by getting angry and cutting devil off , and sending him to strong isolation , but this translates to us as separate or forced to choose sides we must worship the devil bc god controls people and he’s lousy at up keeping his criminal records and when u look at the others who say god is good and devil is bad and then go on to critical others never looking at themselves so maybe we are doing it wrong, but the bad is real bad here huh? i mean people get hurt and die , and when u compare that to ur life , its a very painful message i take u know smth is wrong and the distaste needs to apply to smth? maybe not in each other but by what some of our actions produce , at the very least that’s the wisdom, that helps us integrate the good with the bad without being too separatist ourselves but to really work the magic comes from our true selves bc each person comes with the unique cosmic angle so that is very essential and necessary to upkeep what we need to do our past with, so the best way to determine that’ is by being real with ourselves and each person must journey thru what that means s for themselves hence the originality or authenticity surely there are common grounds there but to be real we need to recognize the true ,

to get to the external personal responsibility in the best way possible we may reflect personal responsibility within foremost , of how we are in terms of self responsibility and then responsibility for others , since this reflects our actions towards each other , many people are making wrong choices bc of the worldly conditions some of which includes willfully giving up ur rights in presence of systemic induction , we may have developed a sense of trust or sense of laziness, bc there are no right friction and when there is friction usually it’s for wrong reasons there is great misdirection as to where we need to direct our frustrations about life , this is quite acceptable for the conditions that it may provide for each people so aside from being at a junction it’s like star like bc it’s gonna change the combination by relocating us many of us hot having been displaced in the recent years and with others mentally emotionally of great change and thru great loss unless ur party of the calamity , the directions will also change or , that’s the intent here anyway, but i don’t know if the cosmos have that for us bc the earth may seem directionless but the space has a direction it has its own flow so we can or challenge cosmos from as it is state to as we wish to make it bc we don’t have that kind of power , we are part of it so we have the seeds but they are what to be served for a different purpose, when u reach a gridlock this complicated , in time, where things err in a stalemate or stand still, a limbo, only one of two things will happen before the maintenance dissolve into either destruction , or moving forward , ahead to where we are next regardless to the star like direction we worked so hard to get , or some of us did bc majority of the people didn’t even consent for any of this . so there also that element of surprise and it’s a very old vein

being human is messy

we don’t exactly go thru a straight line, in terms of our development both internally and externally, , the variations of levels , in terms of alignment with both inner and external conditions n is plenty among us for our interactions with esch other tends multiply in causes and effects around us that work with the congruence of the manmade and natural systems which is off best at best, and is not honest in most cases of its own practices , for example , a handful of people who had more power excavated the world for its resources and benefitted from the remote parts of it whereas forcing us all into a way of life that’s not natural, such as incarceration and slavery, but also constrictive, such as warfare where u can’t escape and where u also are forced into warfare by becoming soldiers, and now ofc what has long been perceived has caused severe side effects which are harder to ignore or cover up, that we wake up sort of , in a nightmare , but are made to sleep immediately as well with it or be gaslit to such an extend its human beings who did this which is true, to an extend , but it’s by the handful who were greedy that ruined it in the first place and enforced terrible rules and laws for the rest of our domestication process which makes it harder for us to overcome affliction and be more clear and direct in a world of otherwise endless possibilities somehow we got in our own way, and the thing is , even hierarchies are machinated so we get the same folks who ruin the planet also walk among us like they are top dog, but we share the same faulty air drink the same faulty water and wet the same faulty foods , there’s not much distinction there even though some grow here and some grow there, being messy in that we take on things that is not our own and as a result of such we are not taking on things that is our responsibility bc there’s that great mismatch of substance between manmade and natural systems , if we can figure that out it would be wonderful to be human otherwise , but we have so many obstacles and language is one of them, since words have long been abused and most of ten we say and demand more righteousness from others whereas we do not tend to our own lot or be righteous in our true self , we think tricking others is gonna do it , lying and deceptions are gonna make us the next top dog maybe , but slightly being better dressed and up kept doesn’t mean success either for its not always professionalism as well, it just has the strong look of it bc we appropriate so much, maybe it’s in our make, such as adaptation that we lose our way in the lies we tell ourselves that’s why being direct with oneself is key so that one has already developed a type of language then that can be used with others as well bc that would be the last about our unity, not the sameness we think is for sheer sake of plagiarism or profit off smth u think has opportunity

for example these false sense of hierarchies create false sense of importance surely we could be important a president may need body guards bc his life could be threatened but this doesn’t mean he’s above law, or can permit trickery especially when he’s the one who does it , and bc of this false sense of importance we can’t talk directly to each other so as a result of such we talk about each other and we even decipher what the other mean t in what they said understanding language is difficult already when we add more lip service to the mix of understanding it gets diluted , the truths that is , we say well i think he means this or that he said this or this means this and i think this is how it is , we work like deciphers of reality which makes sense but in terms of language things can easily be abused ur assumption can be used as a back drop of someone’s hidden agenda for example bc u said that now they can do this and bc u guessed it right , ur ideas can even be adopted as a inspiration for the masses , on the correct line of thinking , but the correctness bc we refer to truths here is a murky business bc there’s multiple objrdirves that form together to make a truth, and reason is one of them oh and we have linguistic differences that are both cultural and depending on our subjective understanding of words and their meanings and how we use them in a sentence for instance and we have our unique belief systems an it can it be limited to just book ur part of , bc then u can cherry pick and choose what u practice and what u don’t within it, but most others hide behind the holy books and say this is what makes them whereas they cherry pick and choose what to practice and what not to practice they just tell u that part, then there’s how we articulate our own personal experience so here many things can go bc we are innate creators our minds like to connect dots and fill in the blanks and this depends on how well we are developed emotionally and now we are in the realm of emotions with the complements of the mind where we articulate our expeeice these emotional components complement our actions bc they colour them and it won’t stop there and get back to articulation of what all that was , and puts subjective off beat meanings to them, in their maturation process or it can become stagnant and indignant on being right and stay in this stage for a very long time, this can also happen in the form of little resistances in all our development and expeeice , a bit of rebellion to change almost a always happen whether if the change is good or bad or artificial by nature ,

i think when we start talking to each other versus about each other we can then become a bit more versed with truths as well, bc our conditioning that led us here didn’t get us here all by ourself but with the co creative power with each other near far doesn’t matter it’s all part of one ocean of life, our thoughts words actions and all that good stuff multiplies objrdirves , and some times they can cause good or bad effects we have the power in which can make things better for esch other which benefits us as well, to get out of the murkiness of the dark corners of the mind that has long given in on being easy , or sloppy with one’s work, under the guise of superseding others no longer serves us, bc then we would be forced to see the humanity in each other and then the real work begins from there, off there’s a lot of good there but this may show us how much of dark times we crawled thru, maybe this was the process of becoming human , and this means that our true nature is not one of atrocities and harm to others , much like any observable nature that we see , such cycle of life to be existing , we don’t even give the power of powering up our lives a chance bc we are too timid to think behind our need to keep plagiarizing mother nature to determine what a a human is, instead of learning from the animal kingdom and all others as complementary to human a nature to be understood so that we best integrate our lives to it bc we see the symbiotic nature between all that nourishes us and allows us to be humane it doesn’t mean dog eats the dog or u have to use or kill others for greater good, if u think so then ur on this side of the pond and not that side so as long as its not happening to u then it’s good but we can’t dictate like that when it comes to human like they are cattle or bugs, and here we oscillate between our senses the five senses which we perceive our world and in which we are perceived and the ones that are more subtle like sean states or states of enlightenment , of euphoria and transcendence , then there are more subtle ones that have been ancient , that helped bring us here , some of them we could be very well cooked in to realize them for what they are or as they are but as we are instead( what happens when u haha a misaligned mentality is that if this reverberates to ur past origin for reference it can give u a delusional version of it bc ur perception of now is deluded or limited or self inhibited due to false sense of endings and use of words and actions that aren’t aligned with higher good in the authentic sense we do the introspective search bc we wanna go back to absolute past origin not partial or relative to truths and this is difficult for one person or one earth to do bc there are countless others that may be among us so we also consider they our absolute findings can be partial to absolute truths we are part of smth bigger than our full grasp of understanding

maybe it’s not about mentally articulating the absolute but being aligned to it by the correct use of our now moments that makes the difference here to change the subtle realities in alignment to its entirety then we are also aligning to the trajectory of its reciprocity for better results for collector sense not only individual sense , we font exactly try to figure it out from sacrificing others in short period of time for the greater good both bc that is wrong and can go sideways also since we can’t determine others karma for them or punish them like we are gods we can’t take the human life that’s given to them unlike animals and with animals we did only so we can be sustained on earth, even that can be changed in practice to better suit the integration of all life and in a benevolent humane way that occurs naturally with a little guidance and planning as well as collective organization, so with other human beings we understand our unique power in being human , it we still make distinctions based on by the dark times we gone thru, we wanted to be aristocrats and wanted others to do the grunt work to build the reality we bask in enjoyment instead, and then we continued on with that practice where there are many dirty jobs that many people do and for others working is their entire reality where they don’t get chance to spend time with family or do anything else at all then we can stop to relise what we made out of the planet, and still we have kings and queens but maybe it’s hard to realize how ridiculous things may seem bc our consciousness has indeed evolved, there’s no stopping it either , it will continue to evolve whether thru pain or thru pleasure , and here we get a lot of factors in hindsight only if we could find ways to utilise foresight instead we notice for example that the issue was very minor but free to proportionate heights and u may wonder with a simple pivot and simple basic steps so much hardship could be avoided and we see this in many places as well with a lot of people around it who could be offered the resources and called up to do the tasks , everything is there much like people , say thousand of people sitting with their classical instrument at hand but there is no conductor , so everyone in their own essence is doing their thing some aren’t even utilizing their god given gift the tithes are playing to their own tune some others argue bc he me sitting next to him is too loud , and in another part of the room there is people fighting bc u stole his skill or he stole urs or u brushed shoulders or looked funny or triggered some past trauma bc of the five senses and not being able to get beyond it immediately bc u never practiced it

so u get worried about change instead, u don’t want things to change that u may sacrifice things u didn’t know u had or u liked , whereas u could take a look at what even requires compromise or could be smth frivolous instead of what u make in ur mind , assumptions go everywhere when we permit one or few to seep thru into our thinking and bc there’s look of it being right bc it’s impossible to confront assumptions bc u don’t know it it happens entirely in someone’s mind , and by the time it’s shared it’s shared as a fact so u cannot refute it not at all times bc of the hierarchies and developments in systems that do not honour human nature bc it doesn’t understand it but worse when it assumes that it does, ina way when we don’t talk to each other but about each other this much is given, ur gonna have to work with what u got its better than not speculating at all at least ur doing down thinking , it will eventually being u to a better place but u may wish to keep in mind of letting go faulty thoughts and u doing some of their effects , bc sometimes thoughts have a feeling of simulation they can give us the feeling of having an experience without actually having it in the physical realm, to really put these in their order and categories requires one to understand one’s experience in full only then can one see everyone else’s role and not mistake their role for their entirety of their character either but in some cases some things are strong characteristics also such as those who excavated the planet and basked in its bounties all the while forcing civilization to a dumbed down version of reality as well as magnifying their problems to keep them arbitrary suffering and busy, so busy that it now harms us all, which includes those of the greedy thoughts and hearts , perhaps bc consciousness needs room to grow, and here we are referring to the rigidity of systems that continue to contradict itself by what it says and does and says it does to what it actually does but does not say at all about that, so here we think that concealment refers to one placement but it ends up going everywhere , we adopt to theories and suggestions in a very mechanical way always assuming that they will produce if equal effects but this ain’t true bc things have a time and place to be used , and some of this requires intuitive skill, we can’t develop intuitive skill for our survival let alone betterment bc most people are kept in a greenhouse , they are good as vegetables, cultivated for smth or other , u can also rob them of their personalities , identities , dreams and others rob themselves off their potential when they do this .

when we get easily tricked

there’s one way to see things, we may say( someone lied to us, deceived us, knew exactly what they were doing with the intention of harm, and this betrayal may make us feel in the victim seat, we at first may establish an understsnjg they calling things out as they are for what they are is key to communication, healing, resolution, and might, thru one’s shared difficulties, but we must not remain there, either for there is also the flip side to being used and abused, how did u get urself there, this is unlike the criticism u may have for the other end of the spectrum , that is why did they do it to u in the first place, this why to urself is key to determine which areas of weakness u may have internally that needs a bit of roughing up to do, but this may sound callous at first , bc we find from the other side , that there’s callousness there , so at first we think this is how u balance things, even though it’s the intrinsic that chances their mass and weight, which may be equal underneath it all whereas on the exterior we think too linguistically and thus scare ourselves , we think that we share the same guilt, we may get lost in excessive self negative thought that we cannot even take the next step, hence being stuck in victim seat no matter how well it’s earned becomes toxic overtime, when we think of sides in us that permitted for such abuse always has to be a internal self related flaw but this is not always true ur just a marionette for mother nature and there are things that have been established long before u got here , under some conditions these are referred to as influences, from the environment that’s also cultivated by universal flow and food for the soul, that also a helps guide us internally, a phenomenon we cannot exactly creep with words , let’s say, for no one is above and beyond about such knowledge since we are all participants but words can bring us somewhat closer to it, can give us a feeling more so, and from here we come determine best for ourselves what the true relationship between objectives are that we don’t have to be too hard on ourselves about things outside of our control, but also make sure not to give too much into states of influence so much that we keep saying it’s for the greater good every time we err, we think the bad things here happen to balance to good or that to feel happiness and joy u must feel sadness are all arbitrary here, these are akin to being took certain of things not a single one of us can determine , they are products of the environment mire so reflect its quality, tricking each other is an age old game , something that we falsely priorise over the wellbeing of another, smth temporary arbitrary but also has great impact , these fights for internal self ego related fear based inner drives do come from somewhere

ofc there are beauties about life and nature, when u observe the earth there are bounties that nature offers us from food to great sights and natural landscapes to enjoy, there’s intrinsic good stuff when we feel states of ecstasy and joy which we like to have more of, we would do things according to our understanding to recreate moments of peace and joy but peace is a finicky subject when there are so much conflict both occurring internally and externally so we seek states of happiness instead a fleeting passage of joy , that requires constant sustenance by objrdirves outside of one self that’s why being extremely alone and depending solely on one’s personal devices for some human basics is essential to develop, meditation offers that, as it also cultivated in us to train our minds how to think, from here when we feel betrayals we bring our problems to the dojo if the mind and like a kabuki theatre there’s a political sense to it and a sense of judgment , ur ur own council, here is where u also become ur own guru and ur personal teacher , surely we aren’t self made, we still depend on some degree of synchronicities that are both artificial for they reveal systems to us and natural for they reveal natural systems to us and both are meant to integrate and nurture us, so in our meditation we almost always consider the quality of the atmosphere that is akin to reading the air , not just observing the people in it then u realize that words are only symbolic in that they are not absolute facts but there are factors in them that can carry the absolute in some words such as love , or peace or harmony bc these occurrences usually require the absence of their opposites to fully embody their true nature so a person can’t both love entirely fully and be aggressively mad and in hate but mother nature unlike manmade system are more sensitive to this in that its forgiving too exclusively, and in manmade systems we see its extreme opposite , and out of balance way of getting at things , where it dumps excess responsibly to some , others may get somewhat more or less than each other and with the free benefitting greatly from evading every possible criminal activity they commit upon others, this doesn’t mean that effort doesn’t count but we almost always mistake our maintenance to summit , we think we have arrived and there is no more work to do, we can relax and take advantage of everything for the world is ur playground and ur the jewel in the oyster where everything caters to u

enlightenment is very ordinary otherwise, it’s that we are attached to happiness at the cost of suffering or joy at the cost of evading responsibility , are all products of our attachment to excessive nature of what this trains our bodies and minds to , we get attached to the feelings we get from being that extreme, and we expect enlightenment to be like that as well, we think it’s a cosmic moment and it is , but it is actually very ordinary bc it didn’t just appear out of the blue right now it has always been there we just became aware of it, and only after we fully use it properly that we begin to concrete with it , then we can expect other extraordinary happenstances or those that are new which is what makes them essentially extreme , the ease of life that we truly seek and happens naturally is thru contentment and it doesn’t require suffering or extreme joy or happiness not the facade stuff anyhow which are superfluous and they are meant to give us insight as to where we are cosmically , and what we can refer to change , for greeter efficiency, this doesn’t mean things aren’t changing whose to say that this is the best possible outcome for us all collectively and that says a lot when we refer to the quality of the world, and its many systems that come into play as well as quality of interpersonal relationships we may wish to be honest here as to the actual quality versus our political standards and self interested nature at the cost of tricking each other, much like nature , that offers us many bounties we actually like people, that’s why we are all so very interactive , but then smth goes wrong somewhere , and we use this interaction for bad deeds instead or to harm others or to use them, or to lie to ourself somehow along the way we became pessimistic , and can’t break out of the mould of our own doing, maybe bc we attributed enlightenment to suffering and the degree of suffering by how much happy it will in contrast make us feel, and thus set out to self torture via willful ignorance which when u think of it from a naturalistic perspective is quite playful, but in material reality it can be seen as foolish, reckless , we are made to grow up too fast , under rigid conditions , and too disciplined and not for the right or good reasons at all only on those that are fleeting

perhaps there’s psychology in being in the victim seat that to upkeep victimhood one must self abuse , don’t get me wrong, being victimized is a serious condition and must be addressed fully for better understanding and to come to its resolve so that we can return back to contentment for all parties involved which is beyond joy happiness and sadness and loss , we all had our equal share of losses, and equal here is dead or alive , surely we can be happy we didn’t die in certain situations but still with the potential of greater hazards arising from systemic malfunctions still loom large and they are imperfect everywhere , we may see there’s not much difference between the two,, so u could die slow or fast right away just like that, but either one is unnatural one attacks the body only slower makes u ill makes u sick that too causes torment in one’s naturality same with homelessness ur exposed to elements ur health and everything else changes, there are greeter hazards as well when systems domesticate us and we forget how to be feral , only that systems fail and now we can’t even help ourselves, and some of these can greater greeter sense of victimhood and of having been betrayed betrayal is the worst thing to overcome bc it attacks so many of one’s internal operatives such as ones ability to love and to trust others in which case sometimes even oneself bc there is no accountability anywhere else u begin to reflect back what u think to set out in the words bc u sense that there is smth wrong here , but systems are great at coverage , not the natural systems but the manmade kind itself doesn’t like to be called out, and much like a persons ego systems have developed very much an artificial version of it that must be prioritized and maintained at all times at the cost of human life if it ever must come to that, so u feel that it’s such a basic problem which is where the real insult comes from, and u rebel but bc systems are greet at coverage they end up winning bc they are serving each other for their greeter good, with the look of greater good for everyone , we are also prevented frond sic using these levels of betrayal and are expected to carry on with our lives , regardless to how this feels , and this isn’t about facts not caring about ur feelings bc those facts are assumed systemic opinions and not actual facts since they are imperfect by their own nature that they cause so much pain in the first place which when we look at them objectively we see practical solutions towards

we see it by the removal of both victim and aggressor, we want what we wish to accomplish to make everyone happy , or more so , riddled with contentment , each in their own world happy is fleeting its like when u blink ur eyes so it serves a purpose it’s much like food , it’s good for the soul and massages ur heart when u laugh and this may develop ur immunity to pain, when life knocks u down u can bounce back easily but it’s hard to maintain happiness bc there are other essential that’s also good for the soul some of which are harder to define by what they mean , sometimes smth happens to us and it takes years before we fully understand why it happened how and what not , u may say there’s no time in this but a meditative state arises when we slow down and stop running from ourselves or keep running from one activity to next from event to the other , sometimes people run precisely for this reason , so they never have to face themselves or stop and self reflect, with that we are having a moment of too much strong hold , we wish to control that which is impossible to control , whereas what needs to be over sighted is ignored ,so we try to change the aggressor instead or plead or try to change the situation , the situation wasn’t as bad as how things developed thereafter in most cases of such victimhood versus the aggressor type situations , and u get systems that support and systems that work to dismantle such injustices , we feel these internally due to our inner contemplation, which can be achieved even when the body is busy, u may think of this very much like contentment that is content even when ur going thru hell, there’s a degree of acceptance there as well but acceptance doesn’t always mean allowance it means that i accept this situation and here when we look at ourself to see our part of how we got here then we already see what requires changing internally, and we may think we have to do all the work ourselves or all the heavy lifting but when we continue our tiny bit, then things naturally realign this is very much like changing ur mind about smth and that smth also changes bc that’s how powerful our perception can be, in alignment with worldly objectives we are going to be refuted by the presence of extra conditions that imperil some , to such an extend these words can never convey the depth of meaning but bc we are connected , and we are all granted this big reveal , in the mids of its occurring , this can be insightful, as to the quality of our human nature and interactions , while w may not be able to mend the bigger objectives and not right away, we can mend what we can which produces solutions and the way begins to appear , the more we align to objectives that are true since there is always going to be potential to solve when in presence of a given problem it’s a matter of finding it

u have to jolt urself sometimes

pinch urself, snap urself awake for the sake of potential that i might be dreaming or sleep waking thru life, u may always have room for the potential that u could be running on standard lines do predictability, like there is a script for a bad sitcom but it’s reality , and it’s quite real but not in the sense we think what real even is , these scrips have been playing out for quite some time, we may wonder if they are intentionally being pushed forth, for making of predictable people bc then u can control them easier , or maybe these stsrted accidentally due to our earlier human ignorance snd delusions, from where they have repetitively gained momentum bc we keep on making the same mistakes, and here when we reflect on human history, how far it has come , and what sort of events took place, as best as we can, without biases justement criticism or anything like that, just observe , be one with it , u may even notice chunks of information missing in places , huge , by a lot , which when we intuitively feel thru data we feel it’s u i whe presence bc it’s not translating to our dialect just yet but it’s potential is quite there, here the reasons why we lean on depth is bc this is what produces solutions, otherwise we could continue to lie to ourselves since the script is really that good , especially if we are also sleep waking thru life, a hold allows one an emergency to take a good look at self or like self check, make sure everything is in place , what am i doing , what’s the reason of this , is there a purpose for saying that? and so on, we may notice if we are running from our shadow , or really working towards the greater good, it’s interesting thee case of sleep walkers of society, the clinical real term, as real as real can be, they mistake objrdirves and accuracies which is an attribute to strong delusions, and often are self oriented if u notice the behaviour of a person who is acting during sleep state, they won’t go out there and try to save the world, when we take a comprehensive look in human history we can detect a ton of sleep states on a collective scale which is expected when we are humble about our own process then we are also being more skilled at having developed tolerance towards others struggles bc we we are fully established in that we recognize life is about suffering , but this also does not mean just bc we can that we should, not all the time anyway, first of all suffering n cannot and should not be enforced i don’t think people réalise the hormonal attachment to such highs and what that refers to their brain plasticity , and the concomitant emotional processes bc it turns out we aren’t that’s killed at and meant to kill anybody , that’s just a faulty product of the faulty development of sleepy history , we do this even by self examination at times , we may misunderstand an experience which is ok bc information isn’t available to us at all times not in the way we can humanely articulate it , we may logically fill the gaps and sometimes it sa hit and other times it’s a miss bc words much like spells only work when they are true to their nature and by that i mean words correlation to reality, bc there is a relationship there, and unless words have a contract with nature and the system that it benefits it won’t work properly bc it does not serve the greeter good as a result of such sometimes words are uttered in order to sow the seeds and then find the correct route there which we cna then act upon them , in a sleepy world running on pre selected narratives and their scripts? we often fall under subconscious where our consciousness goes to another place it may be too busy thinking , for that reason our subconscious gives us the sense of auto pilot from here we may resonate artificially with the narrative that is a match too our vibrational field which is like a spacecraft flying in space full of space rocks and without a pilot it’s on auto pilot and it’s doing a bad job receiving lots of blows , people get into predictable quarrels they’ve stuck in their pasts they are repeating old patterns bc they don’t know any better how to break out of them perhaps they are too stuck in their minds with consciousness elsewhere , who is operating the here now ?

or maybe we sleep on the job, perhaps we give too much leeway to habits also, we may not notice what we depend on for full function, if we do not realize the correlations between nearby objrdirves so that u can also see far , and here when we are not fully awake , it’s easy to misplace objrdirves and juxtapose their meanings, which can get us all kinds of confused when we base our feelings , bc there has to be understanding there if smth arises from within , except that we may not notice the areas that correlate internally bc the external events are often hidden, even though they maybe hidden in plain sight as well, it’s obvious to us, perhaps that’s the issue here , we are too accustomed to the truths being hidden in broad daylight we get into states of delusion bc we do not know or notice what to do with this sort of information, anything that has intrinsic weight tends to linger longer than the superficial ones, we may then feel this is an external attack to us, and become on the defensive this is how vibrations work anyway in terms of telling into the fréquences that are concomitant with ur being and if ur not operating these lines carefully it’s very dangerous to rely entirely on subconscious reality it works in actual dream state to go and lose ur self in lack of self control perhaps bc it’s relief since our waking reality is the opposite it demands from us self restraint self control and self discipline, when we act recklessly in waking life as if we are in a dream free of consequences and free of causes and effects , we get into the predictable script line whichever works in the situation , to evade self responsibility and we are clever for it also bc there’s only enough combinations of words we can come up with, but choosing the right words is important especially when we know that words are powerful especially when they are used in the right way, we may have noticed that no matter how much we lie to each other , or say things with ill intent , what needs to happen happens anyway and what need not happen happens ina way sometimes unfortunately due to power of influence and the many different types of understanding among us but it can also stimulate wakefulness , kind of like a jolt, so that u could… get out of a stream line of thought u don’t wish to participate in, or u wish to take control of its flow if another one triggers it, but this is harder to do than is said bc there are many factors that come into play in terms of interpersonal relationships and the dialogue among them, there is reason and purpose if words and with intentions behind them, some of our intentions are projected outwardly bc we don’t wanna face our own shortcomings , these are the fixer uppers of society always have a solution for others life but never their own bc they eep running away from facing their own difficulties always projecting their inconsistencies towards others and so long as there’s s someone to fix u are always in a better situation urself than them , so this becomes an indicator competitions start comparisons run large it’s a real bad sitcom really , the script is predictable people get in and out of relationships , they seek revenge beforee

their small self even tho if they also have a ton of virtuous actions under their belt suddenly they contradict themselves which creates confusion the more of us do it and we do, triangulations , hate speech, excess gossip, using others as ur test subject and an alias the crap out of their life while dehumanize them, i guess .. i guess, we can go easy on each other, but this only worked when we all go easy on each other , and are willing to evolve past issues , so there has to be improvements there both within the individual and in the interpersonal relationships or else things stagnate an indicator that ur stuck in a conundrum or limbo or a set script they u may not be aware of where are ur thoughts coming from exactly how are u articulating them and what part of it belongs to ur life entirely there is our objective understanding of smth based on by its description based on by others use of i tentions and based on by our ability to understand this at a subjective level and we all know how expensive assumptions can be , which means that to seek data we aren’t looking at how quickly we produce it but more so how deep the preliminary work was and this can be determined by the depth of information , in a dream state a dream can get depth of information by being extreme , u could fly out into space for instance and not die , or go underwater and swim like a shark and not run out of air , it means smth but we dont know which but also that we are granted a simulated experience of it, and here we can recall one of our dreams and remember how it made us feel even though it was only a product of our minds a mere simulation , does our bodies know what’s artificial from what’s real? even birds eat plastic when they are hungry when it’s aptly found in nature , and our delusions maybe unreal but they pass thru us , worse when we act on them or are too certain or clever to lie to ourselves and not notice it , bc we want it to be so true , and we insist on its rightness we think this is also the way we can manifest our reality whereas we are just one person out of many, which means that the individual manifestations depend on the quality of the collective

do u know that being right is concomitant to being safe ? bc at least u know smth versus when u don’t , not knowledge per se , but in understanding it which is akin to being right , then u will notice how much effort it takes to sift thru data and check to see about its correct ability , the process require skill and is also effortless , u do the work it becomes a dard habitual , but u must not lie to urslf bc this can undo ur work, more so the new lesson takes centre stage with the wisdom on hold or mute silenced rather u will pick up where u left off once u clear the way, but what we want is to make others to clear the way for us or we think we can create an artificial way by paving over others when u examine the emotions that arise from the two pictures , are clear, one is extreme u rummy does not think of consequences the other one considers its responsible , takes self accountability . for one knows not to fall back to old mental states as one has learned one’s lesson only then will one’s wisdom be available for harvesting , a strict detour in one’s way may get one frustrated bc one may think effort means nothing , or that there is not much that changes about life, but these are extension to delusional states that run their own scrip or are intentionally maintained bc u can see how low frequency that is , u may think it’s not a big deal , just bc u can take risks doesn’t mean u should , carefully making assessments as to what should and should not invite into ur life is ur divine right , and when u honour that in urself u also honour it in others , perhaps that sets a healthy boundaries between people this way, where we don’t get too comfortable and start breaching their personal lines and abuse the body, or abuse their person, especially systemically bc these are not correct objectives they are sleepy objrdirves instead, they work to further put us in delusions and delusional attachments aggressions and the like, maybe people own people in their minds much like how our dreams states can include versus of us so we may feel a sense of unity there but not know exactly what unity means and how laws operate for the function of unity, such as if u own others in ur mind does it mean they can own u in theirs? and how would u feel about being owned in someone else’s random mind ? would u think their thoughts about u would impact ur process ? in recognized or unrecognized areas? bc we are one there must be some correlation there so forming healthy boundaries in all fields of connectivity is essential for cellular human life , but this may make us feel separate we may feel isolated or cast ourselves away from the rest , often times narcissistic thoughts are referred to self isolation from the rest of humanity for the sheer distaste of what u think makes human

they will cast themselves off of the rest in terms of development love shared responsibilities , and if u try to connect with them and pull them into love , of our cosmic unity, they will do anything to fight against it reject it reject deflect and resist its effects , with all their power and might and then blame u for the mess it makes that’s why i think some scripts are maintained i ten too ally for their association to older timelines and how they are basic , and they run on destruction which is good for the ones who maintain it , bc they are sleep walking thru life , and the dreamer is too smart for his own good, he’s almost lucid but in stupidity instead , strongly insisting on wrongdoing , where he takes the risk at potentially being right , without having measured the potential loss from it , of being wrong for instance or assuming , or not really know that ur not awake , but dreaming that ur awake with absolute certainty of it which is the worse way to be its like willful ignorance pretty much, those sleep walkers are harder to wake up and they can get aggressive when u try to , hurt others or even themselves in the process of their strong insistence on being right , in stead of being true , that is to either go take a nap rest ur senses , or hold urself awake develop a mechanism of interim of doubt , we think doing is weakness but i can serve as a great tool to further link information on smth we may not be sure of but aren’t obligated to act right away either , r may need more time on the objective we are not machines after all, an organic life has right to course thru life and have organic experiences to determine for itself its own path so its never the same even when it sits on the mountain top doing nothing,ah and we know this we know we change but we don’t permit this same phenomena to each other perhaps bc of that false sense of security via categorizing everyone and making sure u know them from ur own point of operation from there u can maintain ur dream like state of existence , which could be very well mistaken bc it’s too subjective or too quick to judge and too lost to care about where oneself really is , that too can halle even though u may think ur firmly established , ur self esteem could be shaky , and not sure as to how to really be an appropriate human, this much is true at any state we feel this in dream state for instance when we see ourselves naked , or in a sticky public situation that sort of makes us feel exposed , and this may make us feel inadequate bc we also can feel the judgment from others , this inadequacy of being more so than what u think about urself that u must also think what others think of u or perceive u as , bc u may fee this intensif u our field of collective consciousness with the reciprocal information that can translate to our souls by we try to dictate its content , bc we want to seize the opportunity to be first or dominant force of its operation , again everything points to lack of trust between each other , and we all feel the need to compete almost as if we already gave up on human kind without ever trying what team work would be like if we could only give it a try, u know … even the words like cooperation and harmony is looked down upon in this world, but they were never truly tried , we are too linked to human suffering to such an extend that we must recreate events to keep reliving trauma , instead of leading fro it and change our ways so that we no longer create similar issues , perhaps such dream like states of living generates too much subconscious pessimism and we are not available to recognize it bc we are too conditioned to its normalization whereas its a call for change , cry for hope , hopefully our heart will be receptive to receive its message

because we don’t see what is

we tend to see what isn’t or what if and what not , and here we may say we prepare for the worst , but sometimes it implicates our decision making when we are too paralyzed at what negative potentials maybe , and some times is, bc of the world conditions that we learn from, but do not know of which is true from which isn’t. but it’s not difficult to sling ourselves to it bc the veil is lifted for everyone at some point this is the result of spending enough time on earth that ones controlling naturally develops in the authenticity sense regardless to the artificial which falters away in time, fades, we may think this is a waste of time or maybe we can call it inefficiency, so that’s why we say things like mutual trust benefits everybody, not bc there is conditions attached or some hidden motive running its underlay, that’s where we have troubles anyway that’s the result of preparing for the worst , that u may believe it maybe true when u measure he cost , or potential loss from it if it is true , that it’s bad for u, the decisions that u make, which is based on by ur articulation of ur reality it’s the heart that never stops beating even when it’s tired . that’s the thing the snake chasing its tail, we are at constant chase for smth a clarity while in the making of it . the opposite happens too, we may be too optimistic about stuff, and really convince ourselves of its truthfulness, maybe we just like the feeling, we chase it to oblivion only to be strongly let down , maybe this process repeats a number of times , before we finally are convinced smth is wrong here , so this “feeling of smth being wrong “ is actually very nice indicator for change , and it’s a good one that will benefit u , bc u may only feel bad bc ur on the wrong path of understanding that can easily be corrected by correct way of thinking , and this is hard for two reasons one is that u must first cultivate it and two the grounds has to be cultivatable so that its sustainable that would be efficiency, when the world is out of array this is a indicator that the grounds is not cultivatable bc at any instability anything goes and this takes too much energy to maintain, we can’t maintain illusion and delusion for too long because things evolve we we evolve and bc we are still going thru it we may not see the full scope of its entirety, but things have a way of clicking in place , when and where enough of its momentum is established , that’s thru each person doing their own heavy lifting, in a rather effortless way by simply techniques of self discipline , bc in order to see the world correctly when the world is faulty we need a strong ally, and that would be possible via self honesty , think of it this way u can be wrong about making assessments about the world or others but hardly ever ur own experience unless u wilfully relinquish the rights to navigate its meaning , since it’s ur experience and thus this makes it ur unique set of wisdom , but it can willfully be abandoned , so we may lay strontium to that , as being honest with oneself is not comfortable it’s meant to make u feel vulnerable at times and this may trigger instability

its in our hands to make things better in the world and in our love s that much is true the instances seem more saturnian than anything else perhaps bc each of us took our unique journey though life , and from there developed ur unique set of wisdom, u may or manly not be aware of what type of wisdom and some of it may already influence u subconsciously depending on what’s materially available out there , so here we can determine what sort of ethical changes can be made systemically as in how the systems run versus what they project systemically into reality, that is almost always at the cost of people safety, bc ur making those changes for the greater good but it’s in truth only ur version of it , now it’s one thing if we have established clarity, honesty transparency, and truth in terms of national relationships, even interpersonal ones among the populations what we think is what we sometimes internalize from our environment . but we know there is lying , covetious ness , triangulations personal interests personal benefits and so on instead , and this comes at the cost of splitting oneself from one’s subjective reality instead of align oneself via alignment of ones values about reality as well as ones quality of conduct , which happens a lot in this world bc people live pessimistic lifestyles when they are divided from each other based on by manufactured delusions , this creates mutual tension, mutual discontentment that is there is always someone else u can blame as to why things are not working out so well in but system bodies , but never the system functioners or the way things run generally , bc when we consider all alternatives that’s sociological studies as well as other systemic ones then we see pattern here a sense of congruity almost as if everything is designed here as such with the exception of human behaviour being hard to predict no matter where u fall in terms of reality, a system functioner is no different than a common person in the street , we are all human at the end of the day, we all want the same things we just don’t wanna do the leg work about it ; it’s either inconvenient to us or we simply lack trust , maybe both in our self and in others, bc u must also be willing to take risks given that u measure the cost and cost doesn’t always mean safety either thence the risk, and when everything else fails u surrender to universal flow, knowing that this brief life is a segment to smth much more , then we are humbled, at our own self discrepancies no matter how well intended they might have been or how we didn’t intend on that one offence . there is still imprints u get to work on to smooth out rough edges , there are things that need to be dissolved and digested and if we do get the gist of it as seeing the same thing by large groups is rare bc it would signify that we are in majority on the same page and there is power in that, but we can’t rule out those who may not see , not just yet , bc then we are impatient with the process of seeing , and allowing our natural consciousness to take place , smth that will speed up the fading process of the wrong , illusions and delusions about reality, where we may no longer fall for felicity and learn things the hard way( that would be the gain from this hard work anyway and i think it’s pretty good one actually, when we think about it bc it makes our life easier and what greeter then that? so what if ur enemy benefits from it as well? isn’t it better for them too? then it makes them better as well maybe they will stop being enemies with each other but u don’t n haha to be friends with everyone either u just worn get out of ur way to harm each other or be too fixated like having someone u don’t like live rent free in ur head like why maybe we feel obligated to be a specific type kind to others , and we may think the enemy must exist bc we just cannot afford them kindness which signifies a problem more so maybe there is energy leak somewhere or maybe u have wrong thought process about smth that requires u to do a bit of seeking these come in symbols however when u don’t have a already established articulate meanings intellectually so in a way ur having a heart to heart with urself thru symbolism much like those truths that come thru our dreams

if u live ur life in full u probably won’t have much time focusing on what others are doing part of the reason why we want to make reality efficient is precisely for this reason? but we are forced to be too involved in polticia and other life altering conditions such as excess concern towards our existence , survival the capitalism , and the natural elements of change and decay and illness, all of these is what makes up our lives, the excess time spent on medial labour for instance eats away most time it produces stuff surely if we can refine the work to bare essentials and divide the hours among us and give s good living price that makes sense , with basic education equal for all available for good use of systems , bc let’s face it currently systems are so opaque that i doubt it treats the same people in the same at it tree are them selectively but u may wonder who’s the person behind the screen making those decisions for you they too are human and what if they are wrong who is checking their work , ur simply a labeled person whose life is determine d by checking some boxes on a piece of paper , ur found out this solidifies ur life , but in truth this is just poor management , there’s lack of consensus into what makes us human we got the whole thing systemized the soul is suppressed in the deepest burrows of some among us and there is influence there bc there is element of goodness in us all, and u may see it more like in a pace where the sun barely shines, but still feel the grace in its presence and mistake that for love, bc just bc u recognize smth in someone doesn’t mean they do, we can say the same for everyone but given that certain conditions are extremely inhumane and these being facilitated by human beings we may see that there is smth wrong there at a fundamental level , and it’s highly systemized , harder to escape from, and can cause events of life and death concerns , so it’s implactfjl, there is a contradiction for instance about value and worth of human life, right now we think there is hierarchy there some have of it to be here and some don’t , bc some life worth is more than others whose life is worthless they are just born but treaters like garbage and are tortured punished and thrown away like garbage , this dehumanizes them, and more importantly establishes smth sneaky and firm into the world in its abject evilness and then it begins to spread like disease whose spirits begin to get any susceptible individuals spirited , where u may feel like an external source is possessing ur being, u may feel like ur being marionetted, even ur words are not entirely on ur own , u know about the spiritus who step out and get relaxed by a contracted spirit who steps in? even a seance where i may temporarily make available ur body to a spirit who can use ur vessel to conrad this earth space ? a sort of channeling maybe ? so there is a mystical side to ourselves thats the product of soul in its menu stages

we can’t lie nor deny what is, we may have lots of stages of getting ourselves thru it, it’s a skill that builds in time , for the way things have long been established and in their strong insistence and persistence in their forceful continuity, which is fine the human nature is resilient and it also adapts but this doesn’t mean we should continue wrong doing for it costs life and energy, we may think this may negatively impact us someday( maybe in this life or at what’s next , why not expedite its lesson by getting thru with it , versus resist deny and project the calling , it may refer to our particular e karma ; which at the baseline is a scientific thing ; it s the combination of forces which catalyses effect a new arising , and then itself may repeat the process , its in a way multiplication, or growth , i men’s what is growth but multiplication of events in ur life where u refine the process and make it more efficient but u see we can’t do that they broken system but we can correct our thinking n and change our approach instead for greater efficiency with what we have to work with, denying only multiplies more confusion, making things even harder to overcome but once we do gain the momentum of overcoming its also not that hard so we may not get discouraged just bc the path gets tougher just bc u simply can’t overcome it right way then that i must rebel and reject the whole thing instead which only adds to resistance from change and makes things all the more painful to overcome them later on as nature sort of leads us there anyways bc think of it this way the flow is natural when u align to correct frequencies and the path, is also right and aligned, u do ur absolute best with what u got , even when the environment is faulty u do not get attached or affected, or force change too excessively, ur natural being contributed to smth much greater and bc the force of what is greater than all other forces , its better to align with it anyhow, and no matter how wrong u may have done , by slinging to correct fellow will make things lighter for u , and u too can achieve e enlightenment and clear ur karma given that u can do this as soon as possible , for some cases may require a bit more elaboration also based on by their own price ticket , which includes all other unrecognized criminal activities humans do to each other in a systemized way, which contributes a great harm , and add to extra issues we already have to fix among us lot, those that lead to wars and famines for instance we can’t even get there bc we are also adding a lot of petty concerns to the lot , and maybe this is bc the systems generate a sort of appeal where there’s great burden on a lot of people and then bc it’s too great they project it onto their “lesser equals”

in a way u can see that we get into this world we hate every bit of it , those who are system functioners are no different here , anyone can hate the world and that’s why they can also be reckless with it maybe it’s bc of the distaste that u are reckless with it or u develop the distaste and then confuse this for what needs to happen here without actually doing anything to change or make it better for urself and others, then if reincarnation is real that’s a good investment since we can’t determine where we may respawn next, so imagine today u pass strict laws , tomorrow ur born under strong influence of it in fact we are all born under strong influence , no matter where ur born, there is initially strong influence there that’s outside of ur own hands in terms of ur development to me thats vulnerable so i would be careful if i were u, in terms of determining what is true from what is not, bc these things, when they are projected at large , depending on how many it impacts , and how deep, becomes the big issue and now u may think well what’s the difference between an individuals understanding of systemic framework versus systemic understanding of individual blueprint ? is there a difference between the two in term w of impact and responsibility? how do we determine these for everyone when there are strong delusion on thinking hierarchy determines value and worth in terms of the spiritual stuff , materiality that much is obvious but what of spiritual? bc there are strong attachments there and stronger fixations that implicate our ways , both individually and collectively so we can see this as a issue to overcome collectively but we must not fall into the role of dictatorship bc then what we do is cast ourself apart from rules and laws an realty bc we think we have reached s summit that we are are godly and there is nothing wrong about us , we can reach this state via hard work , bur many become dictators via wrong sense of enlightenment bc they set themselves apart and stop growing, and they rot overtime bd they have stopped growing , and this begins to multiply among us its worse if its spread systemically its like mold, its so subtle bc its in the air it can compel us , and then like gas it can poison us, that level of influences can be overcome so we we not susceptible to abuse while we are in our sleep

see? it’s ok to receive criticism

it’s a good thing to get feed back from the people who are experiencing it, then u can determine for urself what it means and then change anything that may be necessary, all is relative to truths bc actual truths cannot fully be grasped as it is said, which is true when u think about the pliability of nature , how things change as our consciousness changes u read the same thing twice and it’s meaning evolves as u evolve with it , so there is connection there , of some type of feedback, but when we do it along each other it’s tske me as a hostile measure , and then we forgo all value and ethics and do smth worse to contradict it , it doesn’t manifest anything , by simply thought , bc the manifestation would require action their action could be being decent people, but their thoughts may require systemic change , we would be in better position when there is correct type of stimuketionnthaybfscilitstes our creativity for it is our nature , the stagnation in the system prevents fromm such maturity boredom settled in and then we act out in a haphazard way bc a human being can be held back only for so long before they break out of the mould no matter the strong hold. u may say ur soul mad eh do it in some instances , and even this can be relative to absolute truths it tries to capture it seize it but only by limited measure a person can utilise what’s around himself and this differs from person to person bc places differ , we don’t run on the same time zone , and this strong switch is a unique gear that develops different consciousness measures that go around the world like waves , in the ocean, it’s beautiful actually when u think about harmony, and even in harmony it requires feedback to adjust its next measure , so here too we could be more linguistic , open to communication and not rigid so that we can solve some of our issues before they get bigger, but often times we get too attached emotional we worry about words having spell power and we develop these anti bodies but more like in auto immune disease where we reject even the good things in life ,so we only know how to self defend but we forget to lower our défenses and relax a little , the seriousness about life can apply to everyone so u may relapse that the plight is same in all and be more forthcoming, forgiving in nature , softening the gaze helps , but first u must see full clear picture and be prepared to have ur senses offended , bc there is a lot of wrong in the world , most of which is preventable , it’s worse when consciousness expands and then looks back to its former self and then goes full cringe be like dude i remember how i felt at that time and all was well and dandy but i made a grave mistake , or that how could be so foolish and not relapse what i got myself into , or maybe i could ask urslef what could have prevented it from occurring and develop the senses to tell ahead of time so that u can avoid a bigger disaster we need feed back if we ever wanna reach that state , bc then we are learning at a faster pace bc we are open to learning from each other n often in hierarchical systems it’s a one way street

bc we can change our thoughts but not our actions once they are done thoughts are less than actions even though it’s the quality of thoughts get u to ur action but sometimes it’s not the thought itself but the inner impulse in which i react without thinking as opposed to having a faulty thought process that got u there that one should especially be noted bc it’s different than a faulty thought process , with that one u can still fix it u correct the false adopted thought process but with the impulse there is first need for proper cultivation of a particular thought process that can only be summoned by natural measures not artificial means bc the mind is that smart, it turns out that we can get ourselves there instinctively but rigid systems get in the way of things from proper cultivation there are roadblocks and special treatments bc the system is hierarchical all i need is a few bad apples among the bunch and the whole thing is in shambles , there are no counter measures either bc we have prevented honest criticism from reaching necessary places they were just playing green army men among each other , at our collective cost for so long and they have audacity to pass it as normal modern warfare i mean come in, we are set apart form animals precisely bc of our capability to think and articulate as well as transfer clear data between us, but the worst is lost the day it shuts its doors to deeper clear truthful understanding that’s where we get in the way of our own evolution , we think we are doing it to each other , but we are doing it to ourselves , who feels good after holding in a secret? it feels like indigestion, not good for one’s health at all either , u just feel like crap , u feel like ur reality is changing but to tell u the truth, telling truths have the plosive effect , it fees liberating to express urself and to own ur truth bc its ur life at the end of the day nobody else is feeling ur feelings for u and nobody can dictate ur reality and how it felt either that’s ur personal narrative but we can get into too much self related jargon what makes it special is that u should d develop self care from it and self responsibility accompanies that, u will need that for self discipline bc self love and self priority does not always stay at surface level u can change ur clothes and take care of ur skin that’s fine bunt what about the internal decor ? how are u inhabiting within, bc that’s where it has we do get a sense of clarity when we are honest with ourself which also comes with self criticism , when u are a certain degree hard on urself for self betterment bc i want to be better and have degré of measurable change in ur person , improvements always show more than be loud in speech in fact it’s harder to convey one’s development bc it doesn’t always reflect to one’s materiality , which is also ironically used as measure of self worth in this reality so u can see a flaw in the hierarchical development right then in there and that when we do get a few of the loonies in the bin u get all kinds of loose change , useless at that too bc they clang about they don’t cohere whereas in harmonious ways u can tell u can’t fake the transition between two notas

not only that, systems have a way of making u feel worse about urself not only does it keep itself opaque it also attacks the person or people to make its claims right or evade responsibility all together , mind u system is not a living entity, it can be changed bc it’s propelled by people like u, much like gun s don’t kill people they don’t randomly get animated and fire off at innocents it’s used as a tool by a person who is too deranged to not know the difference between shooting ranges versus using his gun to kill actual people, that’s just too stupid but here we are anyway, bc things get too serious people begin to look too sharp too sceptical the right friction is not there and a person must create bc his true nature is creativity so he does best with what he has if there is a gun handle he will use it women to fuck with, and rules to adhere to that counter and even hurt other people , the lack of information from reaching right ears always coupled ones environment bc it’s the environment that either permits or disallows certain things from occurring , and people when they are pushed to ever so deafening silence about their lives they will erupt in different other ways, which is due to the fact that energy comes from somewhere and it must go somewhere , we don’t just sit around and do nothing or contribute nothing to the planet the earth devours us as we speak right now , there are all kind of processes that take place in ur body that has its cycles ur body sheds dead skin cells into ur environment , there are organisms that feed on ur body and u house a ton of orgs some for ur full function , ur literally not alone when u awaken to this inner sensibility u feel every thing move inside u, not just the limited to five senses , or the subtle ones of feelings, and the astral thought processes u get beyond it all, and it’s via this level of sensibility that u do not self lie, bc then ur with communion with all pests of u at all times , ur not rejecting urself just bc u want to be right about math in which u deny and reject, and this can happen , it can backfire and juxtapose all kinds of delusions when our thoughts aren’t directed to where they need to go and be received , u would think people would be like ah yes u know so and so is going thru this system they r perfect to speak on this bc its literally their experience would serve us better long term bc then we can continue to change shift apart and evolve and the results will speak for itself u wouldn’t let people fail or suffer all of which require proper funds for such financial system making things of that nature a priority, in this case , we couldn’t deprive people of their livelihood bc that would run counter to what the system promote , safety from the earthly elements, prolonged life, quality of life, safe democratic conditions so that neighbors don’t fight, all of which are being breached right now by the dozens , bc it’s decided so by only that much, upon the benefit and life of others, but this doesn’t rule out opportunists u get the business people who would see opportunity in anything and would seize the opportunity at the cost of thee integrity for instance , it may trickle down to indivise cares of social violence , bc there ur value and worth is more intrinsic so then u can attack a persons ego or maybe trigger smth in them, not so much of an exterior condition , where u could need self defence , but ur defending a klesha instead bc ur too convinced of the delusions of the reality u inhabit

a product of lack of proper communication is one thing but replacing it with lies is another so u get two troubles lack of proper clear communication coupled with lies , u also work hard to deceive others , two deceptions do not make one right , it simply compounds making things all mixed up, and then this further dilutes our senses , first but then we develop the anti bodies but only after so much loss and hardship, and here our fate is still on the chopping block bc the genocides have not stopped and there is strong insistence on this being a theatrical game where the very day it’s someone said this and another did the bare minimum whereas everyone is extremely pompous about their actions up-keeping a facade lie , like the world is also going down the shitter but intentionally and then u look outside ur doorstep everything seems fine in ur lot but u also feel at the baseline things are not alright , everyone is feeling with smth even in finer places , so u can cut the stress in the air with ur breath alone , that’s how dense it is, u can also feel the instability is compounding u may think stuff like well the violence is only increasing how soon before it gets here too? plaguingjn everyone causing more hostilities among us to erupt , or maybe it’s only partial that some places are calculated as more susceptible than all others and the people fit the bill of doing those kinds of conditions upon each other since we also study this stuff for decades where a lot of those types of data is kept from public imagine someone watches u in ur sleep we puts it on a journal their findings , and these are precarious measures bc we are affected by our environment which also includes the cellular level , the intrinsic as u feel within every keynesian every movement so without can u also feel the planets rotate and galaxies swirl along each other like they are cosmic fluid that’s going somewhere, self honesty can literally take us far in the intrinsic sense that we think any lie even too great that can grant us easy life fame and fortune , we may notice that nothing beats bei g self honest, and self direct , in one’s own souls way that’s aligned with higher powers, and here our self honesty gives us social insight into seeing the world as it is also, and others as they are although there could be grey areas there bc there are multiple operations in the world some are more transparent than others , and this also means diversity of strategies of equal or greater powers at play, some of these archaic systems hardly evolved perhaps bc there is no honest feedback between étions so ur forced to adhere to archaic measures bc there’s nothing else u have to work with, that’s why things have to change as we evolve and our consciousness no longer fits the old modes of being which we see the young already display , which is a good thing perhaps we can learn from them a little bit , some thing set enjoy a big deal and others are transparent that when u guys lie to urself u make urself less and less credible day after day and we don’t know what this means but we can’t lie to ourselves that’s one thing and where does that place us on our souls growth,? how do we thrive bc we also know being bad has severe consequences but then again there’s so much bad around and hardly anything to work with , so much needless hostility among the people is bad friction also it further sets us back and sends us to rock bottom of human kind , but also at the same time we may notice that there are lots to learn from our human nature , except that bc we are too hard against feedback we miss the wisdom entirely or it pools somewhere secluded from world public , wisdom much like anything else in this world gets wasted and that foremost comes from our messed whose experience with the previous systems get stifled bc there was severe wrong with that , but instead of taking responsibility which is costly they decided to cut corners and that’s waste more people land use them as buffers between systemic shift but this doesn’t guarantee compete shift either bc one persons idea about this objedirve would only be achievable only after killing people and reduce them to millions from where we are at for example

in determining better reality first one must become self clear , this opens up the parts in us that we may not fully recognize since we were not given the proper grounds for cultivation , which eventually gains enough from neighboring experiences and then develops a sense relative to the tie the , and we may even arrive at these truths in time but only after so much hardship is had that it makes us question why wasn’t this told to us in time , or maybe u get a sense if u only knew about smth then i would have accorded urself properly, for such knowledge doesn’t always denote to our soelrisk equality , we think that there are or must be strong diversion there but this is actually a misunderstanding about some of our other cultural differences and how we have developed so far in reality, which we see in between nations relationships in our remarry, its not the pelles want or need to seek retribution with anybody bc according to our lot what we want is the ability to live a dignified life, and we can talk about things but there’s great emphasis of a much bigger lot whose players seem in submittance to hidden higher powers which begs the question what the fuck so basically we are just cosplaying what ought to be life but its not actually doing what it says it ought to should , majority of people are forced to live a lie and life of demise if their full person even the most accomplished ones stagnate get bored even arrogant the are hence take a up the place of lack of correct friction that once propelled ur youth and initial ignition to achieving ur dreams and goals , our self clarity reaches between each other bc if we see the benevolence in ourself then its easier to see it in each other and then create events and happenstances that produce mutually beneficial grounds , not at the cost of one or the other or thru consumer spat bc thats how most of our entanglements go around here anyway period due to the rigidity of the systems preventing people from proper migration, and to create life of their choosing , don’t get me wrong but this changes the whole concept about having n some special people among the societies when this goes under the rug everyday , bc we don’t even know what sort of potential we are wasting , we kill things before their proper cultivation in the same way our communications work, double intended goes either way , today i may be for smth tomorrow all that can easily change this sudden change can refer to our inner instability perhaps ? where if we lack external stimulation then ww get it from our spiritual placement then it begins from within , the change we seek which is why its harder to counter spiritual evolution

when we are fearing our thoughts

we are creating blocks in the flow of thought processes that are both our own and those that are projected to us, either by natural connections or artificial means , or in this case , both, the thoughts may be due to many likeness that transpires them much like an invocation or summoning technique that rises the ghosts of smth which is pretty much information at the basis of smth, bc its basis is not diluted with human thought , its closest association comes forth, but we may take things too literally, as sometimes the line is fine in determining what is linguistic speech and what transcends in silence , but we do like to think like attracts like, where does element of fear fit in and what does it reciprocate, or instigate if u will, say, if u think too much about smth and then it comes thru , but this isn’t the same in many other cases, if we had a visual data about how much of what is prayed about, and the intensity by which impact of its compound would have already given birth to such manifestations but we don’t see that, we only see free will making its rounds, and how little understanding we have about free will especially when we also believe in causes and effects, or karma, we may notice that there are strong connections , but get the error of excess superstitiousness, oh if i think about this it may being undesirable consequences by simply the thought of this , meanwhile, we can also oscillate between power of a wish , and how little power people have agaisnt the might and abuse of others , who are far stronger whose privileges supersede and thus crush the opponent , where the exchange balance is off , amen ofc we can also expect this to happen in a hierarchal societies where the steps have become rigid that a person of high caliber can make a great error , bc of the impact this may have upon others but in order to save face bc of the exaltation of one’s status and therefore of its maintenance , they may create issues where there were would be none , had he kept himself , direct an in alignment with higher truths and values , which is the unmistakable perfection from the grand sea of absolute , so no matter how much our small human self suppose ur a unicorn, or y didn’t do anything bad when though u clearly did, the law of attraction that’s composed of causes and effects which means that when smth happens it cannot unhappen, and it gives ripe to the future fruits thru which we harvest what we each sow not each others no matter how much we like to think otherwise , the owners all correspond to this? so is the entire solar system, and here is a unique perspective that solar system is connected to all other other ones, and galaxies to each other, and now u can go back and see how much a a single galaxy can contain , and how many possibilities within it, we are connected to that

but we gotta act small in life for there are severe and immediate consequences to some of our actions based on the science of mind and body, and soul, where what we do has immediate effect , which we may not immediately feel or pick up on, these subtle forces run both inwardly and outwardly, creating its own flow, and personal relationship with cosmos, that’s why we can lie to others but not to ourselves, thoughts can be invasive , and they can be intrusive as well as distracting u from ur path especially when u take the phenomena as fact, or that i may not notice what’s really at play here ; which is expected since there is a lot of intentional secrecy over the secrets of then universe , let alone what we are not aware of , when the attention is too busy on frivolous objrdirves it has to compensate from smth else , and in this case it compensates from the greater , to make up for the cost of the superfluous, the efficiency brings us closer to universal flow , for this reason, bc then the attention flows in the direction it needs to go, not so fast though, we have generated cities and towns systems which both give us freedom and constriction, we have societal limits as well, the thing we are which is formless is different than our mutual conduct on common place momentum of its rules have long been going , we do things without full understanding into how impactful they are bc we don’t have our direct link established to universal forces in an efficient way, we are connected but it takes a detour , and we take detours and it’s good , bc it’s a scenic route but unlike what comes to mind this one is full with poverty and corpses, thinking can both be linear and non linear , some continuous , and have expiration date which demonstrates to us of their transcendence , so they don’t dissipate for nothing goes away, it only changes in time , a passage thru which its development can aptly be measured, so is with when we trick each other, we first trample ourselves , and this may be a very slow motion thing to manifest , even though our actions may hurt others in more immediate ways, all of which collaborates with universal forces, but todays people are so diverted among each other where there’s greet distrust about what we say and believe in on what works and what is trustworthy in truth we all seek depth of trust ,for this cultivated healthy atmosphere, of mutual interests being met, which reflects within to our self relationship, all of which contributes to a unique cause and effect process , surely in the exterior we can lose our ay sometimes but our life is much like a science project when we think from this purview we are more open minded rather than robotic bc robot would have had been programmed and can take clues and orders whereas , with the former the pursuit never ends , surely one can make the argument that one can be updated , but wouldn’t u wanna be in the flow and not have to have artificial events dictate ur organic relationship with cosmos ?

everything that points to us as human beings are disease to the paneer and they cause so much suffering to themseves and esch other they also waste a lot, of things and are inconsiderate towards the environment or esch other often people are referred to as babies stuck in adult bodies who didn’t not fully and firmly establish basic things and necessity tied to practice and follow, as a result of such, we have competition , diversion, our minds can go in all directions , we may trust each other one moment , and next we are behind our guard line trying to strategize our next move, too much thought processes can feel like navigating a labyrinth, that resets itself after certain time has passed but the trick is , every time u wish to pursue an objedirve it becomes an obscure path which leads u to ur confusion, which is when the labyrinth resets , and u begin anew, where the inner quality of ur life never changes, i may get small windfalls here and there as relief or things not seeming too obvious , bc it could be too obvious like the sun or the moon or clouds and u may never think trice about it , and u may even think bc it’s that best it can’t be changed so why even bother contemplate or be aware it is a waste of time, and this kind of phenomena occurs bc some don’t mean what they say, they may think of to be in mine with greater good comes from such lines of self defense depriving feels of one’s own authentic nutriment bc one has grown very accustomed to the machination of a given man made system , then it would be a grave mistake to take everything he has to say in account for the prospect of great lie is always fifty fifty, it can go either way but the results can be grave , these are coming from people who do not have the degree of subtle self awareness that is self aware of one’s actions , every single one do them, from small to large in degree of intent , to be of one’s within control, but those who wilfully block things out, refuse to see we this happens , so that they can abuse the grey areas of where usually fools or innocent people or those who just begun their journey would make ? rookie mistake , but now we have experts strategically doing it and here systems can easily communicate and correlate with one another , bc we are not decoys of some old movie set , where there insert stationary good guys versus bad, that at any time we choose to be good, and align ourselves to this higher power of self righteousness which is not rooted in self but in selflessness ? but those who are too materialistic tend to think someone is trying to do die advantage of them, so they will latch onto the things at the cost of human wellness end human betterment, even though we also notice how interconnected these systems are , it’s almost like they are small scale version of universal forces at play at large all of which correlate by the way, it only seems like the sky cuts us off from the universe , and we are convinced just bc we can breath here but not there, there is distinction like with what we have with water in earth, this illusion of separation is do ingrained in us not bc we are wrong about the whole objedirve but bc we are that much powerful and that’s also what we started out with on a collective scale

a degree of concern over the quality of one’s thoughts can help one develop sensitivity to formats of thought processes and discover the safe zones with in their self practice, these safe zones can not be altered or seized by others, they are akin to ur u i que blueprint or finger print what have u, or ur unique relationship with universe even when ur being misled , abused, traumatized by others , this message reflects don his conscious y are of ur experience thats why they are after it , which is what makes this a spiritual warfare , bc its not that this isn’t well known, in fact we used to have such deep interest in occult practices who wouldn’t want to acquire special powers who wouldn’t wanna talk to the dead , it makes us feel more excited and our of the scope of limits of material reality, and broadens our horizons but somewhere we got too controlling with that as well, people have a keen relationship with distrusting each other and trying to seize or control each other still, which to an extend refers to our human nature of such territorialism but there’s hardly any improvements there, which could say what we are doing is working for us then we would have to develop the sensitivity to recognize that, what’s the evolutionary next step to take for our collective betterment that is aligned to universal forces which will help us bearer to our next possible outcome that benefits all, the most expedient of all ways, bc we must have to an extend realized how wasteful all the negativity connections would be, we think our thoughts must possess of magnified quality? that our thought strategy must be too small and yet impactful , such as the issues we cause to one another , and then still walk tall, never think twice about what this may mean for all, going on our own way assuming that just bc it feels right that it must also be so, that way, for all, we begin to get dogmatic about our godliness, a product of hierarchal developments , solution of which is clear , just make room for potential of error in ur own corners but then u can not assume so much power , for the potential of error in it is too great to ignore , that is the level o f sensitivity that can reflect our man made systems the more familiar we become about the workings of such deep within thru our own individual relationships and experiences, by the strong change of our thoughts on objrdirves and how we mould onto what’s next we can see that we are vibrating but haphazardly, bc the changes aren’t meant to be that impactful when ur in the determination field , it’s the place of pure sensitivity, but this sensitivity is missing in many places which we see, warfare is one of them, slavery, theft of human life, famine , all of these are product of senselessness, the more explicit kind, not the western way where ur slave to capitalism , that too is bad , or famine , where u cut down on meals as in poverty, and eat nutritionally devoid foods as in homelessness , it’s just slower , but it’s still warfare, a product of systemic error in the making of it yet we conceptualize these as lifestyles but we hour offering the statistical findings as to how we even got here in the first place we don’t discuss those options it’s lot served on the menu we are too busy tearing rich other down for sport and values is in lip service , it’s the little justice u get for being systemically screwed , go ahead, vent , but pls know that we don’t care .

we recognize the depth of our attachment by how we associate with esch other, emphasis on pleasure and pain , as well as act on them, in line with the meaning of esch we may have with in , what is pleasure , we mya say love made me do it, for i’m rejected or scorned, u may say ur pain made u harm someone , u went and attacked someone’s body, and u think that justifies it , ur own behaviour , perhaps i this takes us to the inner realm where we are confronted with self control which requires self discipline , or self rejection thru denial bc the truths is too uncomfortable for u to hear and therefore u reject it bc internally u may know his o be a truth but u r embarrassed to be wrong about it , so u conceal it thinking that if u force urself to not recognize and be present with it then u inverse won’t pick up on those signals and bro g u the undesirable side effect but in truth u sent out deception, u sent out resistance to what is, and h sent out assumption that ur greater than the universe in this matter , so these to and make their rounds they conjunction and combine with all o ur efforts as we all have equal of power in this relationship with the cosmos , so if some of us in hierarchies think they are specifically superior i than us and get us to not recognize our truth and power they may think they are fooling the universe bc there is no reaction the way they expect it to be, or they think with the same lines of inner denial where the less they focus on it the more power they think they have over it , but in truth all of this sends out as full report , and surely down of our actions are convincing bc some people among us do get away with murder , so imagine the esteem from that, eck, but it’s important to pay attention to these and u can immediate tell bc u have element of disgust , or the ability to choose between ur likes and dislikes do be self honest above all else , when there’s distaste towards smth that’s clearly not good for human nature we can change the rapport we send out to the universe do it can help assist us to overcome human adversity , often this is the recipe for prayer u try to get the favor of god and we get up being taught never think too selfish always include all in the mix and then u hear about other forms of spiritual expression that are also along those lines it is meant to bring out human beauty, if it’s not we aren’t quite there yet , not matter how much we wish to conceptualize and machinate bc that would be easy , our idea of efficiency couldn’t be wrong, and we see its examples a plenty( which some get too costly such as cost of human life , which doesn’t leave our wasted time and energy, some of us end up wasting years on false objrdirves and that’s not hind either it sends a strong message to the universe no matter how much we have developed of false productivity for productivity sake assuming we can hijsck universal message which encompasses all of humanity, and then we cans think we can fool humanity and keep them consenting to spiritual slavery but even that can’t be maintained bc their higher self won’t allow for it due to its relationship to universal forces , that are greeter then we , but maybe it’s time to lower our defended and make friend with universe instead of getting into power trips and take it out on each other we think universe is punishing so we get whipped and then project that to other beings under false pretence of hierarchical responsibilities

we still have problems

problems with being honest with ourselves and each other , this issue grew so big that people turned it into a profession to ruin each others lives, they appropriate pretend, they pretend to be ur friend , they pretend to care ( they pretend to love u, they pretend so hard that they gain ur trust overtime , and u fell for it , u believe that when they ring the alarme bells that someone close to u is bad u believe them , when they are powerful social figures with check mark attached to their name u validate their truth even more bc they have a bigger risk here on lying if they lie then their social persona is destroyed with one outcry, and nowadays even that seems to matter less but i work to digress, i think the more it’s threatened the more it matters instead, and the interesting thing is such lies come with a bigger price ticket, they do not see the harm they do to u, and they even think that they are doing right all along for themselves for u ans for everyone ? but this is just a delusion, it’s psychosis, there’s no hell here that benefits everyone out of someone’s lies , it only benefits the liar and even that’s a lie , it benefits no one. a person can lie to themselves and then live out their delusions as facts , which is disastrous in a hierarchical world bc ur regular relationships are easier to walk away from, u can shake hands and go ur own way? at the livery least u will seek legal options given that u have some viable proof in ur hands, where logistics make sense , and now even that’s being threatened, where law is preferential to the pedophiles instead , here we see the conundrum between illusion of democracy of having to do with giving a turn to everybody equally whether if they deserved it or if it serves the greater good or not , and all this prétention comes with a greater cost.c not only does it blind us all but especially the doer , we act on these notions which have a greater impact than mere mental troubles, when that occurs , ofc we feel at a greater discrepancy with life where we define it to being violent, in truth, the rule of thumb is don’t do it even if u can, bc here u may recognize the power of ur willpower and here u can totally will ur power to manifest stupidity in ur own life, and its quite easy , a ground, for cultivation , bc we lie to ourself in the first place , even if its transmitted to lying to another , it here is always hidden costs that come to play here in between nature and man, ofc part of lying is that we want what’s best for ourselves but bc we are not able to determine how to get about it without cause thy harm to others we do precisely that , bc we believe that the world is volatile and people are generally unpleasant, and so we add to the unpleasantness by assuming unpleasantness in everyone we see, the generalities about life can get us in a conundrum overtime as well, even the most patient can get caught up to the flow of such low vibrations that churn the society sometimes , so ur mood swings err concomitant with the overall equity of the world planet in the energetic exchange of things bc there is always an exchange here; and in conjunction between truth and lies we almost always run into the same pitfalls which ironically keeps us in limbo states, so this must be a importent lesson for us here , we may simply pay attention to how it makes us feel , a deep innate and non judgmental t description of how we fee can give us a ton of insight , and here our un checked ego can get triggered almost always when we are on the right path we feel arrogance or fear or lucking out bc it’s hard to get used to good things when ur conditioned to worse and even always be a witness to such.

so that we know , problems don’t go on their own, but they do have a will of their own to continue to make their rounds until we become realized , and here is why it’s important not to trick each other , it does not serve anyone over the long term, it’s like bad mouthing ur own family ,‘and then expecting the world to have respect, ur we all do it ; maybe because of the internal fear of the great unknown, which is why lies can be convincing bc then we are self assured that there’s certainty about the world we live in whereas its the instabilities that’s causing us the reacting, off the same is true about ourselves , we know that there’s inconsistency with the world we live in but are conditioned to gov wit what we think n and it guides us to give it such as the words of encouragement we give to it, feeling to the statement well yes mr politician u are amazing for instance even when they clearly are not, or saying that the systems are lovely even though the news keep poor norm to some strong systemic failure in some part of the world but u chuck it away, to the back of ur mind bc ur lot is fine C and i’m sure those big guys know what they are doing , that’s what they are hired to do, and ur right , but then u go on to distrust ur neighbor who lives not too far from u , man that guy is shifty as fuck he’s like a secret spy or smth working for the government, we get paranoid in places where there is sparks of light bc we mistake it for the unnatural since we live our whole lives in unnatural setting this much juxtaposition is given , to reconnect with such nature does require a bit of self honesty, and this may sound this way or that way, there are many depictions of perspectives in purview , u can notice that all truths are relative to fact and what are those facts part of ? in terms of factors they make them resonate so well with us? is their most relativity to all our life’s, lying comes so easy? there are many forms of it , people lie even not to hurt others feelings , they patch things up , they don’t wanna inconvenience others or that the relationship is not that deep and they don’t wanna complicate matters , in other parts lying can become insidious, bc it has such a a dark past , it has harmed so many people, led to their early graves , the biggest offence against life is this , is dare u bastardize mother natures gift to the world to life , and here we may notice the art of lying so entrenched in us it first begun as a mere mistake ( it just just a misunderstanding between words or worlds even such as two neanderthals , or two bugs or two dino issues or two plants , bugs etc, with some parts in nature being a assymettical , all of this teaches us smth, bc we may also internalize another fear, we would say well it took us this life t to get here it’s gonna take us that much time to get us out and surely we may have a grain of truth or potentiality there but being aware changes things , and allowing truths and facts to do their free will as well u kurt need a cultivatable ground which is borne out of live but lying is anti thesis to love for love also relies on other nutrients such as trust and transparency lying does exact opposite

it’s said that if ur constantly speaking then ur not listening and if ur constantly focusing on others life then ur not self building ur not factoring urself in the mix of everything , and here the balance being off can mean other formats of lies as well, this doesn’t mean the love is absent in these places it means it’s unrecognized, and this can happen due to few factors ; present in nature , both natural and artificial manmade nature which is the systems , the best description that can be given, and here our attention tends to go where we prioritize our lives, and when we are excessive on one side of things then we are absent on the other no matter how we may lie to o ur selves that our self management is going well, and is top notch , maybe our concern is cry for help , we do not notice this however because there is a collective continuity where bigger lies have far greater know g on all of us even the most recognized bc of the false hierarchies among us whose words they deem to be weight worthy but al it does is drown us all in cesspool of repetitive nonsense , win monika to no personals and collective growth opportunities yet we also lye about those findings too we say the market is well the jobs we thriving ur we know we are full of horseshit, but it happens to coerce the public bc we know one thing is true we know that we are adaptable beings so this can be manipulative tactic that can be used overtime with repetitive of smth to truth the society into its shape of like forming a mandala and pitying people to the mould of it and that’s how we want it to be it’s unnatural unrealistic but it must be enforced, then we have a far greater problem bc human nature apriori is much more bigger than the mandala and then they end up wearing down the lines , everything begins to blend into each other , this is called germination , where we continue to grow , but ofc u can see we had the previous safe distancing and masking which caused a lot of troubles and in which caused us even more instability over our previously established har; work, why this is also a cognitive issues is self evident in human nature , we notice a lot of cognitive struggle , resistance and cognitive troubles associated with passage of time of memory as well as activism , this also impairs our judgment about world at large and events within it are also affected due to our perception being altered, and to top of that we execute action, which can be true or false , right or wrong , produce selfish results or contribute to greater good which we see right now is out of balance but has not lost its centre , and that means that we may wish to let things slip and we may definite produce the results concomitant to it, i think part of that is bc we have accelerated rate of manifesting reality, which is die to the accumulation of last four years of resistance to it where we stagnated plummeted and all that good stuff ?

especially where memory is affected when we deny ourself our narrative we we r cultivating seeds of forgetfulness, u may think n that forgetfulness is a strong component to forgiveness and its owetisilly true but not in the way we think bc there is still work ahead of us forgetfulness releases resistance against the work that’s required to overcome the issues if the issues is not solved forgetfulness is a as good as developing dementia at will bc it’s kind of like that do u wanna live the life of a dementia patient without the actual illness ? it’s an insult to actual dementia patients bc it’s a very serious illness and impacts people en masse , so we can appreciate the full use of memory and do the best we can with what we are given that’s the best way we can honour our life is to use it to the maximum bc we are not saving ourselves for anyone or any special occasion, we want to be and love our life to the full and u can also see that such strong material stagnations tend to cause us internalized version of such? and last four years have only accelerated that, which stoked old wounds and caused people to push away from each other if they couldn’t pull heck closer in text bc our energies got squeezed out due to the intensity of global trauma that we have anted to push each other away for personal space as u remember , there was atmospheric claustrophobia in the air , and in which was due to excess deaths and all the nastiness that was supplanted across the world in bad deed and even worse intention an infernal disease, ofc we didn’t get here overnight in which case we can be apt students to this last four years experience c and learn from it for it relates to everyone in a deep manner , thru which we can then determine how to proceed with caution bc there is a lot of unlearning here , it’s not forgetfulness but correcting of ur data bc when u align to higher resources then ur apt to see the false falter away naturally chipping away at ur delusions even the most resilient ones and then thru clarity u see what is , at first u may be shocked or troubled but this is normal, this can create instability in a person who knows only to tell lots of lies and it leaves u vulnerable , and u know this is a world that plays on peoples vulnerabilities they work to separate and hurt harm others ans not use the opportunity to be altruistic or help and be kind, and results speak for itself we can continue to assume magician and cause illusions here delusions over there yet other form of magic trick somewhere else and eventually u will run out of room and options that’s why there is no style it’s said bc there could be only enough combustion of options ah but may u restante with absolute of facts bc that’s the most u can do for urself is to aspire to be the honest version of urself

perhaps telling truths to ourselves is a form of self love bc they make our life easier and lighter in our travels thru life as well and we are giving things our best shot being truthful which is anti thesis to tricking others into smth for self benefit , bc that’s one of the most commonest of objrdirves about human nature that’s normalized systemized and is highly toxic like it’s not good for u at all even with safe distance u may feel the disturbance in the air if ur of sensitive kind and it can cause digestive disturbances as well in which danse u must always be aware of so that ur developing the anti bodies that’s what it means a spiritual anti body system but this thrives on truths and self trust established in urself ability to remain honest , no matter how enticing lies can be sometimes they can make great offerings pretend to be ur friend see u sad and vulnerable and try to use it agaisnt u in a caring kind way that makes things seem worse than they actually are with intention to get u to a opiacé they want so that they can harm u or get what they want so trickery deceit covetousness secrecy strongly applies here ur abuser will tell u not to tell this to anyone , or else they will hurt or harm u or ur loved ones so there’s threats attached , and so on and some people do this entirely based on profession or culture or entire nation, with most of them being on the same page about world domination via personal trickery of absolute lies but u do this also bc u think this is the only way u can survive which is true if everyone else is lying as well, but to what degree can he lies pass as equal and at which point do u notice that it’s so easy to abuse , bc it’s such a grey area, and bc there are hierarchies which make things worse and bc everyone’s process also differs , so u get good and bad all over the place in terms of levels and not people but it’s people that execute the behaviours so we refer to people for change bd it’d attribute of behaviour and that’s gonna be thru each individual in their self perfecting skill which requires self honestly, and u can’t have that without being honest with each other as well , for all of it feeds off each together , reciprocates, balances , and walks together as one even though we are also individuals with our unique experience and wisdom, narrative that’s unique to ourself in which we need not reject or deny bc that would be a form of lie too, which serves nobody, we can be useful and take all our experience to heed, for things happen they can be good or bad or somewhere in between but our honesty can take us far especially when we make these decisions from a place of deep heart

in the event that u could be right

what if ur wrong, and vica versa, we can minimize implant of error by measuring how many people our potential error may affect , and most importantly, how deep, so the measurement types can be misleading, some will say well i hurt only one person, versus u hurting many , the other will say i hurt the ten people mildly it was just a verbal lie versus an actionable versus u acted upon that one person so that makes ur crime bigger then mine, then he will go on to say that one person deserved it so u actually did smth good for the world public which increase ur benefits and minimizes the error of harm , even if u were too excessive in ur force of retribution, u may say, well it evaded potential of abuse to other persons , but u could be wrong , so u see we don’t know , and the flip side is that some people don’t pay for their crimes , so it’s hard to say karma works , for example , but i’m sure it works it just doesn’t work in the way we think about it and what this means is we are taught to think systemically, very basic stuff, that if we speak or think out of line we get institutionalized , either jail or mental hospital, it’s the good for psychologists they go like ah u think for urself eh u must be sick bc we don’t do that around here , where ur philosophy becomes ur mental illness pretty much, so thinking out of system would make ur thought processes abnormal much like being labeled anti social just bc u can’t connect to high quality people, u might just know exactly what u want , but society doesn’t like that bc it points to their lack , ah this is not on the menu, but the funny thing is , there among us , out of over eight billion folks, a bout a million who get to be rift from the best , it didn’t take us overnight to get the world the way it is by todays standards , it’s dug up burned down, excavated, its minerals robbed , all grounds seized for control and power , what this systemically makes us think is monetary system , without money ur homeless, there is a systemic game that thrives on the suffering of people , occasionally it goes thru a wash cycle and brings us close to wiping ourselves clean off the planet , ofc we can think of this either smth of a karmic nature , or smth of a bad luck, never smth that is in our hands to counter its effects if we might but the issue isn’t that we can’t , it’s that it’s not only the menu means that the option simple does not register with the system for lack of availability, which can only mean that they either refuse to see a way thru, bc the system benefitted them this whole time already, why should they change smth that doesn’t benefit them? given that they must quarrel among them, just bc u have top notch stuff doesn’t mean u get along mighty fine among u lot , but ur not trot is that u think everyone thinks the same , whereas it’s ur environment might have contributed to some of those faulty objectives , that thrive among us and have long become normalized , that’s why some folks are out of the ouch with reality, surely u can get exalted in some places such as the internet , but there’s a thing about theirs that run their logic far longer and greater than any strong strategy to counter nature

but we don’t exactly think organically, bc our thoughts are strong byproduct of society, and the system so we don’t live by our own unique philosophy just a set standard cut out version of it offered by systems in reality which apparently can change form when it suits itself, it’s not that they don’t know things are bad it’s that they knew all along and they are shaping reality to what they wish to mould it to come near future time which is not that far from where we are at , socially, what this means is cutting down the tree, or refining it to give it shape and form that does not offend ur senses , that the issues are this big is not humanity’s fault nir problem but ur just like animals on some high intelligence species farm , at the very least they would like being referred to as such, high i intelligence not to be confused with the lot of u, basically the got the right idea , we need to develop disgust for smth in this world for how we allowed ourselves and the planet get to be the way it is found today, but it’s not in placing it on other people, and then have them destroyed or displaced , albeit as natural seeming as possible, what ever natural can be , as wars can be natural for they can’t be countered aptly, so is with famines, wild fires and pandemics , even inflation is part of entire that when it happens , u get the same message “ don’t feed the lot “ “don’t disturb mother nature “ there is a “cycle of life” all of a sudden ur neighbor jack can eat shit and u should rejoice at that bc at their cost ur surviving, the thinking organic part happens but very subconsciously, that’s where the saying “guilty conscience “ comes from bc we must of have noticed that there’s a concealment of a bad deed or a mishap, or u feel the inadequacies of avoidance , or telling urself lies and step denials, ofc these would produce negative side effects and bc they are negative they don’t last for too long either , u can counter and desire change but eventually these will begin to show signs , subconsciously, this refers precisely to psychology, they become ignorant acts , or acts of self here no consciousness was present during which they have emerged , the “i have no control or power over my own behaviour “ at times , u may wonder , we as human kind have this feature do a good reason, often times this is what is referred to the snake biting its own tail, and here we are crying out for change that smth is not alright and it requires looking into , systems however do not like to be confronted as responsible , this is a big no no in this ill fated planet, people tend to get upset about projectile concerns precisely bc of the discrepancy between their systemic thighs and their organic feature, idc they know this thats why they are wiping us off the planet they don’t like us, think of it this way, systems and cities are built but faulty now we must burn it all down and build anew, not in the way u don’t wanna chuck the baby with the bath water per se, be more eco conscious, but we waste so much, including humanity

bc the gap is so wide, and we juxtapose our problems, this doesn’t just stop there, bc everything gets fragmented like seeing thru broken glass, so this also refers to our positivity, things we venerate too can be misplaced and juxtaposed , sometimes we criminalisé the wrong person, and let the bad guy run free, we may notice we do the same to ourselves , when we err, we take our frustration from another facet of our selves instead, almost transferring one opportunity with causing of another , things get stalemate after some time has passed, we can begin to make false intelligence commentaries on things we already bypassed at the start, we say the symptom is the cause, the end is for means and the issue is always someone else , so we become selective with what we input into our brains bc what is said ? be conscious about what u consume , so we think if we think bad thoughts this is gonna bring down our luck and if we think good thoughts this will bring up our luck , and surely our thoughts do matter but we do notice maybe they also play the role of the talisman ? they are guide posts the pull from our subconscious all these buried treasure and stuff that helps us navigate the systemic systems , or else how can we figure things ur ? a body must adapt and develop akin to their surroundings or else is fails to survive , and to survive is our number one mission on earth but we think this is only psychical , we don’t think of the deaths of all other parts of self , and here is what makes us latch onto whichever part we think sustains us, then later on we may begin to notice they all serve a purpose , only that we may think too materialistically in term of our natural thought processes bc that’s how the systems are run, their development and language trains us to be in line even when we are off and at home , for this is the gridlock version of society, predictability makes for eased, then it’s easy to send u to ur death bc u may not know that there is soft version of a crime happening right in ur own life and it’s all happening in broad daylight but there is no way we can counter it ? there’s no way that we can break out of old modes of language and start expressing what we see and what’s happening ? we look often to what is formally published for such contexts bc if it isn’t acknowledged by media then it didn’t happen or isn’t real, eve true , we don’t think it’s important for the majority thought is more essential to be part of but also we only recite what’s said not what we think about objectives maybe bc the big nature of the world can be overwhelming to think about it, u will think what if i’m wrong , i will be ridiculed in sure there are experts among them, im just a new guy existing is anxiety inducing bc of the inadequacies that come with such reality, we take responsibility but we also don’t , we contradict our actions and our words , even our thoughts can be in conjugation, often bc of the systemic connectivity , of things , if u notice they think that a new occurrence overrides the old, as if this is a program, u may have been forced to move on or move out, this isn’t accidentally, ur not inconsequential , ur life matters too , if anything this is a byproduct of systemic issues , there are not enough people to do the job, bc a few million versus eight billion is small indeed, u would need everyone to taken on the task of managing the world equally, each in their lot, given that they cumulatively worked on fair trade of equal value and worth, of ethical business conduct and transparency of leaderships , operations everywhere, which would mean by todays standards is that u install security cameras to all gov buildings and indoors , where meetings are held and all of it live streamed for us to see worldwide , beyond borders everyone works efficiently, there are no hidden corners or grounds no funny business not building war weapons or seizing others lands , but u see they have already profiled u they know who should be parents and who should perish and these are existential issues and ones that should be considered for decades to come , for everything that we speak and think has already been realized to an extend , for it is obvious , for example Palestine massacre is obvious but look how they normalized it in the last six months

bc it’s them versus us in reality, we don’t want to fight we don’t want standard game like system where if u doe then u for, such as poverty homelessness and warfare, same with famines too, we don’t bat an eye, we don’t stop and unite our heads and resources to help others in dire need, for this “disturbs the nature of systems , we must let the dying be dead and gone thus serves us long term” and by now this idea has grown like a cyst , now it’s everyone must go, most must go, we don’t want eight billion people in this world, we can’t tell them not to procreate so we have to do it in a legal way, maybe they vaccines , and then we can take down our this way take some others out they way, these over there should be left to their own devices , others may not live for long , we just simply cannot afford it so criminalizing people on small change is apparent when u compare a warmonger versus a convict caught on chump change, and we can’t do this one task, bc we either don’t know what is the right thing , bc we don’t know and can’t tell already what’s happening in our life, co doer this the same system acts like good cop bad cop , so half of it agrees to help u and act nice but actually they are working together with the other half that put u there in the first place and based on by their instructions , not by what u need either , they will strongly deny u services and change the course of ur development , even though the issue is minor, how would u feel if u beehives the good cop , but not recognize them as cops, but as good people who are dealing g with systemic funds that is short they will tell u exactly what u need to hear so when u say system suck they say they know it sucks but u have to deal with it and they will say it in a way like a good person does , they just simply work here , while behind the scenes partake inthe decisions made on ur name , so idc u would think there are two different forces at work but u would think they were not in coordination, even though they are coordinated behind the scenes , do u think this may impact u in a negative way? especially to ur philosophy ? about life in general? and people do this to each other , quite easily someone doesn’t like u and doesn’t min du getting sick and die , haphazardly, and we do this between nations too, even though it’s just the fee people who make great decisions upon many , they profess will benefit greatly, all the while what this does is send us our strategically to our own kill, and think of ire like bred gods who want to watch gladiators out of people, ofc it’s nice if u make it, maybe u have only the look of having made it, it’s wild indeed, and not too difficult to think some people did in fact develop entirely wrong philosophy on life , based on by same principles taught to us all by shared masters but they think entirely too different, too small, say millions benefit at the cost of billions is small indeed

and the inject we must also consider , not everyone experiences things the same way, so when the leaders and those of the millions look and judge folks and say they should handle it, say they are small , they live small, so a small mistake can be magnamius given their small shape in the world order , which is disproportionate to a lesser or warmonger who’s held responsible c, but they are eccentric c or they are dictators cloaked under democracy n diplomacy , pretty bad if u notice when the switchover happened and why, more so as to ask urself where we are headed , for this can definitely fire u out of systemic lines of thought, and get into ur own self cultivation of mindset, that needs to see things for what they are , and accept them as such, and then find any means possible to continue to uphold values of ur humanity, including everyone else’s, when the spiritual component kicks in that is a signals that says we are too late so when we start speaking about karma, and how bad things don’t bring about good effects, and how we can’t build anything worthwhile over the deaths of others, then u know it’s too late , but we don’t know what’s the component that’s late, we only know there is incurred lots of damages; a lot dead, as a lot more is set to die, and this may refer to some benefit or other, meaning that our collective task is now all the more hardened, and we may think of this as a social , ration, which falls on everyone , concomitant to ur contribution to it, so some lesser, others more , especially those who make the orders, those who participate on those orders, those who support those orders, wen those who work around those false orders as in influential way, are all responsible in that order , and then the rest of them will have thee unique portion, such is if u didn’t know , now u know , who is the baddies among us , what ur actions do to the world, how can u change which part of urself so that it helps the world perhaps not in the way u may think, think of it this way, ur planting seeds for trees so the figure generations can take a break under its shade , u may not see the enormity of ur contribution today, yet u must keep going everyday, though u can see why this is dangerous bc they are systemizing this , ur told that hard work pays off while keeping u on perpetual low wages clock , that stops occasionally on uprise so that ur displaced intentionally , and this is their way of maintaining certain conditions for the people , while triangulating , they will say u deserved this bc of this behaviour, whereas it’s a systemic miscalculation u simply cannot afford that person anywhere else u need them there perpetual like that in limbo it’s cleaner but best way to handle someone

we are superstitious beings

in that we have strong tendencies within the reality that’s developed purely out of irrationality, our projections can seem ten fold, and our humour cut n dry, for we do not fully grasp the true purpose of understanding in reality, when we don’t see objectives clearly for what they are for instance , how then can we direct our lives thru world accordingly, but the lies do serve a purpose, for they carry on the torch of misunderstanding , continuity of which becomes n a mind game rather than an actualized reality for itself is blind at what it does , hence the lack of presence in the crime of the act , and then a person can have easy way to block this inner offense right away, but true things don’t leave us that easy, for we must walk the way and actualize our truth in reality, we either allow ourselves to be in tune within, or seek without , but at what point do we have a borderline cut off , for overextending oneself is also too tiring and can get us off our centre , oscillations do occur however , we are resonate in that part of our life does go back and forth, between objrdirves before it’s fully stabilized , but we run the error of some of the bigger worldwide objrdirves , in repeat , where the daily growing resistance to change is all piled up, and the dam will break off and we would reach a point of no return, but ofc would we be happy with the ends results ,? we could contemplate that, in our determining logically of our superstitiousness , what are we refusing to take a careful look at ? how can we move through such instability without getting mentally caught w hi ch can produce a lot of suffering , and how can we decipher events that are symbolically happening , not by others definition of it , but by how u experience it rather for this contains valuable wisdom that can easily become habitual much like anti dote to venom

it doesn’t end there however information without action is not useful , but it doesn’t waste time or effort for there is lesson in there, in excessive information sharing and collecting , itself teaches us our dark side of the soul and have opportunity to work on them, this may require from us self honesty which itself is also a part of the lesson for lies especially are concomitant to superstitiousness , bc u feel haunted by the truths after u have convinced urself of the lie u kept telling urself recklessly, and these also germinate and multiply to their neighboring thought processes, thru which we must cut, if we want illumination of our minds, and enlightenment, and decipher the there in our hearts with more honesty, all of which complements the development of our souls rather then we are not being paranoid about natural events as they are occurring? we would be great navigators of earth mother ship travelling thru cosmic space we may feel like we are out of control or we are control, there is no in between about it such as we are in control, we couldn’t be in control bc control doesn’t exist , we can only be it, oh and the ego gets shredded at this state bc first u have to admit urself of ur own foolishness , then ofc we improve , that’s the whole purpose of transcendence , it lifts us up, for this changes things and often for better, urslef is a motion forward, we could run into tiny little setbacks on the road but nothing too debilitating it just be realistic that’s why we have each other for when someone needs help or support others would come to their aid in benevolent systemic way that thru coordination , or the organization with full intent , a good result is produced , and the person is helped, while reintegrated into the world , with full capability of vibing with its progressions , as opposers to make a profession out of peoples suffering , for there is a bold difference there , or such human conduct , and human benevolence that is other supplements our soul or further clouds it

susceptible beings may feel inadequate about the presence of such, for u might wonder if already the path is hard that now that u are fallen behind it’s gonna be even more harder for u, and u may dread the whole task entirely , for this becomes internal burden of having to face the unachievable, rest assured when the ego is lifted we don’t take these spiritual messages at face value, we relax into the general sense of the flow, superstitions or otherwise , for too much rigidity of thoughts can also harm one, in terms of conveying the fullness of reality, and this tends to happen bc when certain things multiply they cloud our judgment too no matter how realized we may think we are since the summit isn’t just a place of capture and seize, it’s to be enjoyed thru our our lives for the post keeps moving onwards, and the occasional dips are due to the peaks and valleys , the ego releases that the summit is a arbitrary achieved point of arrival , this has nothing to hold on to , seize capture nor own , which allows one to flow with ease of mind, in between logical and superstitious objrdirves , both of which contribute to the whole of one’s being, choosing one side over the other is like choosing mind over heart or heart over mind but never both at the same time

what can we do thru the darkness of our many thought processes ? we become familiar with the unknown, the aspect about reality in constants unfoldment , we are the captains of this mother earth as it travels thru space, all of us contribute energetically we are imbued , we are the drive and the driver , we are one with nature as everything penetrates , thus we err the drivers of this world ? and have power of choice and will it accordingly ? off this worn happen if we keep covering the purview , or shroud each others eyes intentionally or there is too much smoke and mirrors , almost too entirely, then we are misdirecting the world , we say we wanna go east then turn northwest , it’s no wonder why the signals are all mixed up, and this too happens for we become one with nature , and when the environment is faulty, when there’s sickness in it ; or pollution which is also a form of sickness, then it affects us , doesn’t matter the chicken or the egg, it matters that it happened, add to that we let our superstitions get the better of us, get all paranoid about a future that hasn’t happened yet, we bring it into manifestation by being intentionally timid, we material is what if to what is by intentional upbringing of it , and that’s where we mess up, we may not notice the blind spot, or it is with clear intention, but even then we would be limited in full comprehension bc we cast ourselves off of reality , and the rest of them and have set off to run the ship all on our own , why this doesn’t work is bc the ship belongs to all of us

part of the product of strong pollution is indicator of lying or vica versa , this lying process is what clouds our judgement and its not always what we think lying is like, a wrong compression or assumption about reality could very well be perceived as lying, whether its intention or otherwise , one is simply not aware of a part within oneself they instigated the act , not the true reason behind it; but the core association to a particular inner ignorance what u wanna do is not determine whether this is good or bad but work to resolve the issue , if there is found to be one , we could at this world doesn’t matter , we would be lying to ourself assuming the world belongs to us for us to say this provision without asking others their opinion, and u may notice that for some question there are no individus answer only collective , the collective isn’t so attached to outcome but more so towards a improvement of intrinsic kind , and all of which are linked together where everything extends to material systems to objectives within it that make it possible for us human beings to communicate with each other and continue to work together with, on common objectives ? so to an extend we must already know that working together produces good results , and working against each other produces negative effects, considering that the quarrels must end, and common ground has to achieved, is a strong sign that’s harder to ignore daily, to do that we must stop telling ourselves the lies that allows us to grasp the gusto to continue to lie to ourselves which produces aggression towards each other , for in the exchange of a lie one becomes already inconvenienced bc the natural feedback already calls one out of one’s bullshit, but this nuisance may not always be taken as it is or kindly which is concomitants to one’s limiting process, when the lies have matured and during the maturation process these lies were never tested , then one may have a greater difficulty to cut thru one’s delusions to reach enlightenment

the opposite of enlightenment produces aggression? and this makes us more arrogant and ignorant , ignorance here is not what’s we think it is( it’s more like we didn’t notice our wrongness bc the lies were firmly established and matured before we could when smth to compare it to, a better model , at that point our work becomes harder bc we then first must detect smth is wrong, but it’s hard to know what’s wrong when u don’t even know where to look, the delusions will hit u like a stray bullet u didn’t see coming from where as it pierces u and u fall on the ground, that kind of confusion? but it registers.c it just takes time versus seeing where th bullet is coming from? everywhere if u see the person before u, and u may even be staring at the tip of the barrel

eventually we develop the sensations necessary, an intuitive process, which explains why life is cyclic bc we would need those patterns in order to have a efficient way tk solve conflict, it’s the most efficient form we can get right now based on by many objectives that come into play, such as the world systems, human nature( human interaction and its history, and one’s relationship with one’s self, psychically and spiritually, and u may release urself to the process while maintaining self honesty, which once escape loses on few objrdirves about life, illuminates all others relatively to well, and the continuity of practice allows one to be more effidnt with the continuity of presence , for even tho u go to sleep at night u wake up next day and use ur retinal mind , even though it also feels like u we’re just reborn this morning , everyday is a clean slate , and so on , new beginning, the power of now , and the morning wake up is convincing in that it self feels like a gift, and peeing we can die in our sleep? i can understand why , but the truth is yesterday is still fresh, so is last week, or last month, or last year , or last decade or , decades , we are our own truths , our momentum is older than anyone’s depiction of it , they can project all kinds of inconsistencies on it but it doesn’t matter what they think( for we are alive and we own our tiers by our own experience and memory bank, that’s why it’s important to be honest with oneself bc once u wake up to ur truth u can’t go back to sleep, even when some others in their own ignorances clearly bc if they wanna harm u intentionally then they must be sleep, then their projections will fall short even if they materialize negative conditions in ur life bc ur life story is bigger n olde than their negative plans, they weren’t born to own day say i will go and hurt so and so, this is younger then their own life even ? so when we counter the effects of others ignorance it get de terrine the sender effect ( it voices back from us and goes straight back to them isn’t that lovely

do we need control ?

do we need to be controlled? led by others? under the care of others all time time? do we need to be told what life is like, the world is like, and what to think about objrdirves that take place within it ? do we always need guidance outside of ourself ? can we be motivated without fear and excessive control , it’s hard to tell, for we may have some truth there, as in , the many processes that we depend for proper conduct, for example we have a feedback system with the environment, there is no direct conversation, not always, but there is presence and intermixing of objrdirves which generates a very natural give and take , we are conditioned for tender exchange so much, that we think everything else has equaled value? or that some thing don’t have value whereas others have more , they depends on our synchronicities in the environment which we take as symbols on our path that help guide us thru life, and ofc this is a machinated reality unless ur intuitive ur probably separate from it but don’t be fooled by the look of stationary objedirve either , it’d just that our lives have a way of adaptation and until we become aware of objrdirves we sort of settle in, without knowing fully what we are settling into , when the systems is out of array, this can confuse us , bc although the systemic synchronicity is not always dependable , it still produces a somewhat coherent language, thru which we can mechanically adjust ourselves thru it all, but quickly we may realize what’s the exchange in place of systemic get thru , we may exchange details, and even the context of a situation in favour of the best possible outcome thru the mechanical synchronicities that echo the future potentials but the caveat is that organic life can never be hundred percent predicted, for there will apt to be done independent occurrences , that might have just simply not be clear to us at the time of our choosing , for such mechanical choices , tend to come with a thing like horse glasses, u see straight ahead, but might not see what might cross ur path. bc of the nature of horse glasses or the tulle vision , also a good example here, the systems do run on some degree of predictability, when it’s off balance we try to kill things at their potential stage, and this could be either or, we don’t know that, but what we want is that systems can do the guess work for us, by simply calculations, we try to achieve the impossible, we want to determine the soul or souls path before it’s actualized, and it can evolve at its own pace ( have need for specific ingredients for its growth, by lit by determining ahead of time what’s good for the spiritual , we may easily be hindering it from its proper nutrients , and then experice does precisely that, gives us what we need , but bc we aren’t exactly being real bc we have to cut ourself or tailor ourself to get thru systems, the system feedback is the same in delivery, it responds to what we give out, but we can’t give out the exact appeal, and in turn it teepees according to the lie , bc it becomes a lie at the baseline if u can’t be real about ur situation , then it’d only appropriate the feedback or response here is going to be off best as well, neither he lessons that come up that’s when we are “out of character “ and “out of line “ or we are fitting into arcanic personality types , to get thru the psychology of the mud, without the lotus , bc we can’t actualisé tbh desired life either , it’s just enough to help us get the absolute best potential outcome, now we can notice that this happens standard here in systemic development , and perhaps what makes us overwhelmed in the face of systemic troubles. whether we are the doers or the done to, since both share the same appeal, to be confronted with smth bigger than urself that why cb u can’t see too far ahead and do not know f bich way to go either and it’s a pivotal moment of ur matérialisation of being , for u must fee to a degree the uncomfortable feelings tend to accompany new beginnings and the fact that self doubt kicks in for the inadequacy of one’s potential of being wrong , and here, we may also feel that the anxiety is paired with the ability to foresee bc of that potential of which we have become mechanical that we may not notice the details that matter on the course of our choosing

control offers us predictability, safety security and all that good stuff, and we may also put self determination and self discipline in that pile, we may feel relief much like in middle or high school the feeling being in a place that has set a course before u and so u know as long as u show up every day, and do ur part and do it well, then things will run smooth and u will get the best possible result from ur efforts, this sort of shifty is thru out our lives, in the relationship we have with civilization, when ur sick u go to the doctor and if u get a good one , they will walk with u thru ur troubles, u can go to school get educated and have a better pay with better job options , those all feel great , u pay ur taxes help the needy and ur a virtuous person? ur deeds will show what be recognized by the intrinsic systems ( then u must be aware to some degree good behaviour has benefits, and these tend to happen naturally, but then we may forget , get out of our comfort zone but do not know how to navigate the unknown, and here if the self discipline is not utilized, bc systems can be finicky like that they r not same everywhere , they aren’t equal, some are born under harsh conditions , others have it easier such as being born to a good nation or rich family ( then ur struggles are still there but they are perceived differently , u may also fee like ur being watched by other people, which may make u feel self conscious u may notice how ur internal dialogue may change to doing the right thing bc u don’t want to deal with the shame of getting caught or doing smth offensive which may be publicly pointed out thereby ruining ur reputation which is smth of a big deal in a systemic world and that which runs on competition as well as illusion of lack, even though these objrdirves are phenomena produced by the false run of systemic functions, in conjunction with the need of the spirit? if the needs aren’t met, this feedbacks into the system, bc just bc we refuse to acknowledge smth doesn’t mean its not there, and when we deny the truth won’t make it go away and so on, these will still be there, and such in the case of intentional ignorances for example the same applies, we are only putting off smth that’s gonna happen anyway, that too happens, and such denials can get us to feel apprehensive about the arrival of smth that has built its momentum overtime , and developed with or without our recognize, and u will see the systems try to keep up with that , they will generate sub branches and they do change things often to control more bc there is assumption that more control is needed but not in the way we think, and bc we are ill prepared to handle the objectives , of what we do ends up excavating the issue and not quell it, in turn, more issues multiply from the originating cause , and only if we can detect and tend to the original cause then the issue won’t multiply where a lot of personality developed around the false objectives only to come to a point of breaking out anyway, the false objrdirves don’t tend to last and they require more energy to upkeep, which overtime produces side effects that hinder its continuity, and bc it’s not true objectives , eventually they changer shape and form, that’s why unresolved things tend to become unrecognizable later on as they do almost always come up, even though their delivery is projected to their next objedirve or closest likability , then we begin to get further from each other, u get the system and functioners in one side continuing to carry on with false view point about people who have developed false characteristics who can’t find their way back home bc systems are too rigid and they only constrict more via excessive control which then produces a feeling of systemic halt, there’s hardly any improvements here , we are more oriented to get tasks done rather mechanically? such as earning money, even our fun time of gathering become systemized in a way, ur simply checking off tasks from ur to do list , u don’t think about it, it feels nice that when these mundane objectives are done , ur guaranteed lasting peace and fun as well as security all of which are systemically not sustainable in which we have plenty of examples of that shows , strong abrupt change in places where the natural human development is disturbed repeatedly and people are mechanically expected to be uprooted from one place and have to start over elsewhere , job changes , lifestyle changes, when u are forced to move places are all but examples of such

a normal development within a person would be more authentic, surely in ur formative years u will need to depend , be vulnerable to ur environment and those who have u under their special care, for this to be successful they would have to have had normal healthy development in themselves, when there’s disturbances in that, there’s apt to have some side effects , and we may be too certain of our goodness if we also consider systems and their assuredness in the mix, bc then u really feel like a jewel in a oyster that is ur world, very much like a child in a safe secure family, the feeling of love and being cared for do produce positive senses in a person, and u may not be fully aware of dangers, for this safety prevents u from seeing beyond the veil , of what’s really out there , systems have a great way to shroud our senses from the real dangers of being in this world, that when a person lacks direction , this could mean their life , and bc u are already guaranteed systemic security? u might not recognize the authentic signs , or that the natural synchronicity coincides with the artificial one where at the crossroads u are not certain of which is which and if u were to stop and ask for directions nobody would understand, they would raise an eye brow at u or look at u sideways , others may laugh out loud thinking the most ur marbles, yet another could be triggered by what u say, and share their innermost secrets and their version of reality , which is slightly different than urs, and to u it may even seem too complex or simple but it doesn’t determine its value upon the other, bc it’s their experience and not yours, experience is like things, we have our own things and we may like others things or dislike them, but it’s their things and it serves purpose for them, so is with ours , and u may like someone else things and compare them to ur own until u have it and notice that it’s not the thing u thought it would be , and that what u have thought about it could very well be an illusion, or a very subtle assumption. even though at the time it produced strong feelings, so there’s a degree of truth in everything , but it’s not awash what we think, which is aligned with our reality that’s not what it is, and what propels or moves it, where its movements are too mechanical, with little to no flexibility of its response to twists and turns on the road are key to consider , bc then we can understand the passage of the last that brought us today, in terms of systemic cooperation, its not a small matter , but at the time there were a lot of us with horse glasses on or tunnel vision, i think we may still have that in this day and time, but that’s bc there are systemic timelines, an older system runs on a older timeline and produces the results that are predictable based on by the old timeline it mimics and the predicts kitty portion allows systems in their checks and balances, not exactly considering of the fact that it runs on old software, and that it leaves out strong detail, of the many objectives that happen within it , bc the spirit is unbounded, there will be unique happenstances with strong detail, but bc systems have momentum, they tend to iron over details, and does not always record things as they happen as they are in their true nature , its easier to use old templates when ur operating old system on what’s new , to step out of that would require advantage on all sides , for both the peoples and the systems would then determine how much control is part of the externalities and how much of that can be attribute to the individual

what’s self control? how can one guarantee self security via set of values and ethical conduct that guarantee that what self is doing is beneficial for self and others , where this may apply, , and under how many layers is the self self aware, and sensitive towards the subtle most frequencies of one’s being as well as connectivity to all and everything, this doesn’t mean that things will have a systemic response , and not right away, but , a proper dialogue would be necessary to both listen and speak, in that both the people who depend on systems and system functioners who propel those systems will have a conversation , a proper dialogue when we don’t know ourself and is skewed on our ways is harder than we like to think about what even makes a dialogue , u might run on crunch of time, and have to squeeze in only the finer parts , u might still edit ur truths , which may cheapen the experience and dilute truths , in obscurity , or worse , preconceived notions , people profile each other more often than they recognize , while there is importance in determining who or what ur dealing with, too much certainty can be a kill joy of curiosity and further exploration, where real growth is facilitated , for proper stimulation of wander and to know or discover , where the discovery never ends bc life changes and as it does so do we, the growth cycle leads us to what’s next , our bodies may age but the spirit changes its resilience , focuses on the concomitant objectives with what its confronted with, in terms of life events challenges, we have adopted to certain systemic symbolism which can inhibit our way if understanding g , we can assume we get it based on by machinated thought as opposed to organic search for its meaning , we hear a thing and go ah that’s it that’s what this means , or we look to others depiction of things , we try to see what the majority does in many cases , we don’t think with a science of mind bc it’s the one absolute that’s closest to our nature , surely being creative has its purpose, we are capable of creating , and science of mind does make way for innovation which is another avenue of creativity , both creativity and being a creator is close to god consciousness , and all extend to our creative ability for our lives to unfold, though not with the current objectives at hand, systemic limits tend to block purview and well , unlike these days, back then the world was perceivable small, we didn’t have internet then, so we depends on local statistics for choice and office romance for our love partners , todays people may not have those feelings of what it felt like to have a degree of security, or of smallness , nowadays we are so ever expanded in myriad of worldwide theories that we also feel the weariness of the past decades of troubles which seem to have the look of having been produced by the old mode of systems , that’s when u get societal demand for different way to exist , but a complete distaste for the science of mind , can also happened for we chuck the baby with the bath water , not bc we intend on this way, but by the strong association with the narrowing of the passageway thru systems tend to have that effect on us, since not all avenues directly link or connect with ease , we don’t have the systemic flexibility to create those avenue s in direct link to spirit, when the spirit pivots or when those events that are triggered and for need of soul nutrient are brought forth , and where systemic depiction of such is far from truths

we do have the systems that care , move objrdirves around, there’s purpose n functionality, the movement that societies make big connections between diverse objrdirves , and offer all types of options help us feel safe and secure, there are areas of independent , n moments of interdependence present at avenues , between our subjective realm and our objective purview , we may object to its parts and rightly so even if the originating cause is not met with the effects of the other which is produced by the ignorance of the former , and here we can think of objectives as too separate and thus happens in the systems where beneath the functions observable by five senses ( there are more connectivity there , they which the act of bei f one way and being like another is a contradictory in nature even though they can easily be concealed systemically, the intrinsic functionalities will translate at a soul level , which becomes the persons food option for their soul which then catalyses set of r actions in them depending what they are called forth, we don’t get to choose a lot of these objectives even when systems may target us bc of the excessive control that tends to project outwardly in an effort to cover up its own misdeeds, and this tendency can create a lot of dissonance , within th field of what is, the what is becomes dissonant , it doesn’t r become obscure if u can see a dissonant objedirve as dissonant , it is just that, when there is disturbance in the force field , u let it be so it reflects itself clearly, as dissonance is is still a frequency, and although it’s message maybe screwed , it has the undertone akin to its frequency quality , and here we may notice the thoughts , and reflect those thoughts meaning that when we are still then the thoughts appear , and when we do not administer ourself to the thoughts , then we do not become coloured by its appeal, but by being mere observants we may see these thoughts as they are , it still doesn’t end there , for our silence may produce either accepting smth u do not understand , or simply that ur absorbing it indirectly which means that ur going to act in divine accordance to highest possible outcome, , ok but bc we are in a systemized world – a degree of self control is key especially true here , so aside from purveyors of thought we may be called onto actualize our thought process by selective reasoning, so to parse thru the thoughts and determine their true nature and origin why did i think that up ? where does this thought come from? what does it mean to me in my life ? maybe it’s a flip flop ordeal , a case of opposites then u may look to those objectives at baseline connection to our soul development or maybe it’s not urs but ur tapping into a frequency ur similar to, by experience or disposition, more so, context matters here, we are like sponge we absorb our environment when we aren’t aware here we can say just cause u can do it does it mean u should? not always so? and here again awareness may save us and bring presence is key to life what ur doing is navigating the world in a more comprehensive way that is guided by the compass of ur heart and divine drive of ur soul, regardless to many distractions that may be in the way , u may notice that many of these systemic objrdirves don’t matter , it’s more like nature of time is sliced diced and systemized and served as breakfast lunch and dinner in a very hospitsl setting type way

alignment

proper alignment isn’t limited to this lifetime , it’s meant to serve greater alignment with where u belong, if it’s not this universe then it’s another, and maybe that may serve greeter alignment to a galaxy within this universal flow, the noticeable factor that comes to play is evident in the conjunctions existences here on earth, there are not only conjunctional lifestyles , it’s forced and enforced , and then it’s also maintained at which point we have from falsely criminalized folk to those that die haphazardly, in the middle is gradient of injustices which make up most of society, given that we “ can’t help any of it “ we may accept that which we can’t change, and here what we can’t change only can’t be changed bc of those conjunctions mindsets , which requires people to be work with able, not the other way around, it’s when we emphasis too greatly a force that bestows upon others, pain? then it’s not very good , but the mindsets behind it are hard to change , with the systems they took time to develop it’s evident that the presence of such control has been somewhat constant, so maybe itself is a strong lesson, or smth that is quite relevant , too important to ignore, for such avoidance can only create new universes , in the same way the good also can where both good and bad serve smth, and we don’t know how these would translate in another world, or solar system, or galaxy, but they also seem to be constant with this reality, that is hard to ignore , so maybe surrendering to what is isn’t so bad after all, but how to determine this , is difficult, and then our concept about what’s good and what’s bad around dis changes entirely, a proper alignment to where we belong is essential .c bc then it eliminates doubt, whereas ur internally guided towards its manifestation, though this world has twists and turns, it’s not a straight line although we would like it to be but karma is a system that propels this world , in terms of energy, what is karma in terms of energy? only the baseline it’s caused and effects that produce events and catalysm also plays a strong role here , and these are also evident in universal flow, which means that they are also important bit to ignore but study for better understanding so that we make clear sense do what’s happening in the world so that we understand our experience , better, and it’s via this behavioural change in the direction u need to go that serves humanity in the best way possible , for we each have a part and recognizing this can give us how out of alignment we are right now , we can see this in interrelationships to national and inter national disturbances , they play out among us as they multiply we get further back, and the mkt further back we get eventually we find a stability bc it’s not natural it hits a plateau and here we can refer to this as limbo and here we can have little improvements but they won’t last or crystallize bc there’s not much further since this is a limbo , to effectively move out of limbo and not hit a point of degeneracy is key to our knowledge bank, to constantly study these objectives of gold and bad and causes and effects and all that good stuff and never cave into “ well every one does it so it’s ok that i can too” or “ this must be the new norm , on violence and trickery, just bc majority has caved into greed “ , these happen? become customary in some who are further from their truth.c and resilient to the signs around them

i think we can say when people haphazardly die it’s just another symbolism that we are on the wrong way right now , or that the world in its twists and turns needs proper alignment , this can be changed if we want it but it’s hard to do when we play lord of the flies upon each other , and not fully realize what our truth and role about this world should be and even is like, if we see our humanity as dumb then perhaps we are not aware of our own ignorance about what makes us human , which is given here when people give into apparences too much ( they latch onto status, and the hype about their body types , while it’s important to have a healthy kept look? placing all our importance on our bodies faces and hair is not going to produce long lasting results in terms of contentment and lock from spirit , surely people can alter their bodies but it’s a luxury and not a necessity, it would strongly represent that we are attached to the body in some way and are not recognizing it for what it is, it’s a vehicle that drives the soul on earth plane for without it we would not have the human experience , but preferences are allowed , for this also serves a purpose especially on learning about human behaviour, which can easily be expressed intrinsically bc that’s where it’s at , if we were to realize that at the baseline we are in our still nature just souls , the pure presence without identities ,strong holds and this is key bc it relinquishes good and bad in terms of concepts since this is a strong illusion for this world projected by the elements of space but not their pure form, in their pure form they are just opposites that coexist and become what they are they the connection between the two, so in this life u can have injustice done to u and or u can die early and in a bad way, and that too is a contribution, perhaps not the one we want to think about it however , in fact its contribution makes us more aligned with human rights bc it doesn’t sit well with us , if it were to happen to us or become regular things like these are made regular by their repetitiveness as well as normalization by the way it’s handled , so if there is no cause and effect , there is still cause and effect but u r rewarding the bad guy so that too caused effects they are not desirable , the compounding effect from injustice where does it go whom does it serve and in what way? are we imagining that too? making it what we want it to be ? to truly relinquish good n bad would force us to relinquish our prejudices and preconceived notions as we head back to the start, it’s just another form of attachment to outlooks , good and bad, like placing emphasis on body beauty and the needs of body abused such as too much greed lust and secrecy , via many modes of human inn their absolute being , these modes and methods , a person may feel compelled like almost possessed by smth outside themselves , this compelling evidence of our humanity is borne due to intense need to belong and participate but again here the element used are man made material? convincing in their operations to know how to be mimic god or universal flow, consider this they r in the broom closet mistaking it for the central room where ur supposed to fly the mother ship so actually the thing is in auto drive right now bc we don’t know what we are doing

for that reason, people love fragmented lives, we are at some strange times of great turn of events or events turn to great demise , maybe that’s why it’s important times, comes at a heavy cost , lots of losses included on all parts of life, layers , we don’t seem to stop however , so now it’s tiny “territories” we are after , we have periods of stagnation with little too impactful gains by some , which further discombobulates the system , the period of rest is not without action bc since the occurrence of covid, we had been on a steady decline , it was a big boom then series of small blasts and then periods of presence of stillness at first which was 2021 , sort of , then another boom, then from there the ground became a bit more unstable, begun to tremor which threw off our general balance but not by a lot, there are micro fibers that are pretty resilient , and so now we are what appears to be resilient to the reaction from series of boom, while also in other parts coming slightly undone , perhaps this part refers to innocents displaced and dying , so there is cost there and we may note what this means as a spiritual cost to us all but not in the way we think about it since this would refer to us as considerate to causes and effects and how they relate with karma , that which is in our hands and that which isn’t, then we can keep our self clear thru the mud of it , the figuring out , from dark to light, from ignorance to illumination and everything these multiply, from thought processes to their emotional components, and complements to our soul development bc that’s the primary purpose for being here , now we notice this and prioritize this , we have avenues to choose from, as duality will continue to do its things as earth isn’t straight line in terms of navigating it ups and downs and twists and turns are part of it, though the man made version of it can be improved to align to the natural world , thus honour the soul( its presence requires to be acknowledged when we are in presence of presence , pure in delight we feel godly, and here we are hit with duality , do we want to be a punishing god or benevolent one , do we want to be selfish god or one that sees god as humility and then recognized the god in others as well? these make a difference between subjective and objedirve realms , and via perception we channel either arrogance or benevolence , compassion or hate, judgment or critical thought and so on, the seismic concerns might have got us wound up and then shook us from our roots , normal when great times are called forth? we are at a junction after all a major one at that, determines plenty and we got plenty of info to know what this means for us all, as things begin to speak itself , truths couldn’t remain hidden for long ,

which seems to be projected in the junction of our minds , thru many different mindsets , where some deny still , and others see the obvious matters at hand , and its both hard and easy, in order to figure out a way thru it all bc of the conjunctional mindsets , there would need to be compromise from all sides for smth to work out in everyone’s favour but u can’t work out forced solutions , alarming concerns maybe , and then release all else to great surrender , u know ur alignment is beyond this life but ur tuning urself best to this worlds own alignment , and if u die soon it’s not ur fault, if ur being criminalized it’s not ur fault, if ur being abided ? or killed it’d not ur fault it’s unfortunate , maybe we can say unlucky? why u? i don’t think we are actualizing our true path if we are out of alignment , it would be contradictory and here when bed and wrong things are normalized this can produce its anti dote within, we just become more versed et picking it up, its ingredients, only after suffering has been reached but we may also challenge this for its not law, unlike manmade systems , can we learn or tell ahead of time without too much pain?fo we accept it only if it is happening to others ,? what imprint die that leave behind ? knowing the systems mould into what we repeatedly do, how do we give it a shape future of humanity can benefit from? or is there too much conjunctional mindsets coming to play here, but more like too many cooks in the kitchen , and all of it is made of head chef , everyone knows what they r doing everyone wants to be centre of attention everyone is the protagonist in their story, nothing is wrong with being a protagonist in ur story, and thinks that ur purview isn’t the one that’s giving u the look of being at the center of ur universe bc it’s u who is experiencing life it maybe subjective but it’s ur main domain , but we take the shadow aspect of these characteristics we live it out loud, we say people are meant to quarrel , they are mean to be selfish, or too selfless where aside from having ur center u have no boundaries so u let others in and have no room to urslef , u think sacrificing urself at the altar of others wellbeing without considering urself is the way, somehow that’s what ur taught , and while making space for others is key, giving too much self burdens the system bc someone else will have to look after u

another term for alignment is balance , equanimity bc say ur trying to go where u need to go next , so ur drawing a map in ur mind , out of the solar system if thats ur place, to another one galaxy then maybe u can galaxy hop for a while ( it’s hard to tell how the universe cycles itself, eventually smth will give way to smth else , and then we will carry on fro there , together or apart , but here what alignment generates constructive and not constrictive has smth to do with giving up the right thing and hanging onto to the right thing and this hanging on is effortless it’s the as is ness of ur being when it still and a god, u feel that presence of no identity deep inside ur being , that i, ur loyal to that being the pure presence and when u intent on its continuity, the path appears , even if it has twists and turns , if u died soon or got criminalized and feel like ur at a disadvantage , is misnomer of justice , by manmade terms, but there is risk on humans machinating wrong objrdirves theories are often robbed and refurbished in arbitrary places, i guess that happens as a result of such strong distinctions between how human lifestyles differ from one another , its not accident ? no? perhaps the greet distinction here is the human separation from each other , but all the while living on the same earth, while making it seem like they are working together , but in truth , the greet distinction produced from the manmade system older than a lifetime shows to be strong in its persistence of such separation that we are infixed of the truthfulness of its objective ? such as poor must be maintained and wars must be waged bc we can’t reconcile conjunctional mindsets so we forgo working with it all together, if u can’t change smth don’t fret u can always say u need to be here now for the purpose that’s greater than urself , and that forms with adhering to laws guided by the spirit not by others depiction of it , for theirs will always miss the mark when it comes to ur own truths , as nobody can tell how the rain felt on ur skin or how sun feels or how certain foods can cause distaste and disgust and so with the hat ur experience is like, it’s urs and urs only ur experience is unique much like ur own fingerprint though inn common grounds if we all emphasized from our subjective story line we would never get along or go far or coordinate for nothing which is already systemized thru divide and conquer , as u can see such distinction separating systems having them, and not always equally either

today i will discuss peace and prosperity

two things that matter in societies, which people want and need but they don’t know how to get about it, usually we fight each other or sacrifice others to be at peace and be safe , our understanding of peace is safety , it gives us the necessity of clarity of thought via stability of our inner processes, yet, we don’t truly get there entirely do we now ? often we may think this temporary ends meet gives us lasting peace and i think the reason why we feel this temporary peace so that we develop taste for it , unless we are sadists and love to get better at others cost and even watch their suffering and be happy about it , and eventually such states of coldness will lead us to somewhere, bc just bc we get things out of sight didn’t mean it’s gonna leave us , especially if there is grain of truth of recognition of smth , we break free from the initial mould , but bc it’s initially happening in a impactful way, it’s harder for us to depart from it, so that we can leave the shore to get to the bay theory, ,and its via this travel that we gain special insight , even in the case of the sadist , we may notice the presence of greedy distaste , which fuels more sadism , but, there is a potential to develop distaste to oneself , in one’s limited ways , and then work to change them progressively , that benefits one progress as well as how one progress in common objectives, this is what leads us to efficient ways of coexistence not the ones of preconceived notions, of over generalizations , and willful ignorance, these are somewhat choices ( that begin as impulses to aversion of smth, )but left on their own they can become habitual, not destructive , but inhibiting more so, and bc they are strongly bonded to other objrdirves its a lot harder to approach this in a self beneficial way, for the efficiency offers us greater insight into the many workings and its understanding that makes inner space for new to enter, prosperity if ten translates to making a lot of money, but the truths is the general term and broad use of the word prosperity extends far beyond just monetary gain? it also means inner gains of spiritual means , which is important to the comprehensive physical bc there needs to be established of basic ethics and ethical conduct among each other in society for us to have confidence to participate within it , the inadequacies of human psychology begins early on , impacting us in our purviews and common theories , which we then develop later in to our years and continue to evolve them in our behaviours , we may not notice some of these subtleties bc , they develop over long time that when life disturbs us we feel tremendous impact beyond just what tends to happen on the surface , for thus also impacts a lot of subtle layers of our being ( that it smth was not kosher then it’s message would have a unique translation which takes longer than usual, but bc the issue goes deeper , its solutions would have to be that cataclysmic , in human terms this refers to issues that happen that are bigger then us and are traumatic life altering , major life events that are pivotal points in one’s life and so on

midlife crisis and adolescence are two of the most notorious turning points in life , one turns upwards the other downward but not directly only slightly, the much more impactful transformation happens in the reseller formative and later years , so time passes and we grow thru it , the change of impost can feel resentful at first bedside we may have gained momentum in all the deep part of our lives , the depth of which cannot always translate easy and right away , which takes time , decades even for certain things to align and take root , as well as actualize but they are potential to be actualized , on the basis that what’s the part about change is free from human manipulation , for its true deciphering as to the most dominant part about human change is required to be understood for full clarity into priorities thereafter to be determined , if u notice we have our priorities all mixed up, and part of that is because of the human relationship being that much complex, but sometimes the more we put off objrdirves the more they pile up and linger .c and that can become a problem later on, since everything is to be determined, for life to carry on going , and regaled to such manipulations along the way, such as lies and trickery even mind games , there is that presence of the most donnant which is changeless unless itself has conducted change, results of which cannot be overcome or manipulated or stifled , we may control this change on the exterior , perhaps carry things on maintain momentum , of look of smth whereas underneath its not all well, it’s just projection and posturing u want to manipulate others perception via ur lying, and u can feel the thickness in the air the stringent agitation bc some one is not happy for the way things are turning , this distaste is also a projection bc nothing outside of us should deter us from our part any more then what’s generally necessary, when the balance is off , we notice the discrepancies of want and need , where most prejudices are executed , whereas we may ask ourselves what is the nature and purpose of “distaste “ why do we have dislikes , the right to reject and deny and say no, ofc this is where lying can become easy towxhieve , especially when we leave areas of obscurity into the tired meaning of these objrdirves which is derived from each persons understand g of the most dominant need for change is, or life purpose should be or how our life means to be one way or another , which refers to our spiritual purity , and depending on which we emphasize spirit so purity at least actively everyday , if not for the entire duration of the day , but life is highly unlikely to allow us this option thoroughly for we depend on each other and benefit from systems that have destroyed life to develop themselves, and thru which we benefit makes us part of the entirely of the relationship between two objrdirves , only that which we think to be resolved bc then there would be no need to find a scapegoat for the whole thing if we only notice that we are all past of the same objective ( it’s not always about realizing smth that matters more than what u choose to do with it, the realization , thereafter

distaste saves lives, u may receive adverse effect ahead of time, and be like well smth tells me strong dislike , this may be ur way of protecting urself or avert danger before it happens, it’s actually good to have distaste towards our actions that cause negative side effect and by practicing this upon ourselves we learn how to be direct and kind, bc we couldn’t be rude to ourself much like we are with others, we simply wouldn’t like it for too long either ! and evade the whole ordeal, so here , when we practice distaste with ourself then we learn how to be direct and kind , which is prosperity in the department of spirituality when time comes and we have to practice distaste in public , which allows us to think for ourself and choose for our self in common areas concerning others, but the choose urself does not mean be selfish and dumb, or be unrealistic or crass , and completely out of touch with reality, it would mean , u are willing to say no to things that u avert and express ur concerns ina adult manner , not in a selfish attacking way or via lies and deception or trickery bc u want to win at any cost, to win when u may be wrong is very dangerous , bc u might run th risk of being wrong and not notice it bc u have delineated the signs entirely , so as they nudge at u might have become null and or closed the door of perception , which can bring us off balance too over time ( we may feel unable to decide or make coherent choices , not bc smth is happening to our memories but bc we may have touched a nerve but need further to actualise what we noticed , more do than leave it unattended, a particular subtle information comes clear to our current conscious purview , and needs further examination , is not a memory issue , its only a split in ur attention bc ur stuck between what u think and what u think u should think simultaneously which refers to conflict , which is the anti thesis to establishing peace about things , when we are disturbed internally, we are sure to make errors externally, which includes our judgement , and claritin of objrdirves that alters our perception , in time we are notified but the choice is ours to determine when to accept , and what to reject within it , for better conduct with in our inner impulses , which creates the conflict , that disturbed the peace, and thereby made things less likely to prosper , in that we do think and like, its weird how dislike works in somewhat conjunction with our like and bc we see this like and dislike as two separate objectives we do not realize the relationship between two objrdirves and thereby how one is impacted by the other and vica versa

right now peace and prosperity may sound like a pipe dream, bc there’s so much negativity in the world right now , and where he we like to admit it or not it’s affecting us all in some way or other, we may feel one way about things and next we may change our minds , what was in the last seems to be harder to translate by todays standards ,we notice there is change but we don’t know if it’s good change or read, we notice that down things failed and others are in succession still, there is positivity there but the losses are too many some being too serious , all of this also compounds on our habits , bc things change and we had to adjust and readjust to too many things we are tired , the exhaustion is akin to losing a few minutes of sleep everyday and which eventually compounds and we don’t notice that we are causing effects bc of the strong sense of being associated with those objrdirves , then the side effects can seem like smth changed but all we need to do is make up for the sleep that’s lost ( and notice we do get fully rested everything feels restored , to mistake on objrdirves can be exampled here as well, just bc there is momentum, here sleeplessness . which gives paradox from the intermixing of objrdirves , the atmosphere shared, gives off look of stationary meaning like clouds in the sky, and that it’s blue and u can touch the blue like a dome but not connected to space, or of having thick membrane , so the dream mind of consciousness’s is severely impacted bc of the components of sleep missing that developed overtime which gained momentum and produced paradox of an atmosphere that is not as it appears , the exhaustion can be debilitating ofc we may adopt to unhealthy habits from here on out and it’s almost like we facilitate our own downfall ,n until we reach our pain threshold which gives us signals for change or can we learn by detecting signs early on and utilize everything necessary for quicker recovery of our wrong doing or wrong thoughts or wrong understanding , which would save us time and energy and efficace a better concern towards human interaction which should be aimed at mutual prosperity and not at each others cost for the latter does not bring lasting peace , and nobody can help u about ur conscience if its stained , u may project the side effects for as long as u wish , but u may notice that long term successes require long term change which is why it’s essential to tell which can get done most to one’s spiritual objective concomitant to one’s physical process , and not be selective in either or which can disturb the relationship between the two and delay change, we may handle this inconsistency for a while , but as life progresses we must get on with life , hence objrdirves may oscillate for a while

it they may not be maintained like this for too long , and u may fee the internal nudge allowing u to get our side of ur own comfort zone of truths, u may be too rigid in ur knowing also bc some things never get solved , we notice that for example certain social issues prolonged ended up causing their effect and refuting their own arguments overtime this has two faults that the issue was prolonged and that the parties decided to act bad about it ( as a result of the conditions , but that doesn’t overcome the new causes from the persons own willful choice , even in duress , though in thinking about responsibility, we may not be right as to how we think responsibility is bc in the thinking of the word responsibility we often get triggered , we got punished in the name of it , thru out our life , and as a result of such the meanings lose their spark, they become heavy for they triggers reactive thought processes, from it , unresolved we are haunted by the words that create our universe which includes unspoken ones, other way of meaning of words being lost comes from abuse of language , but there is still impact there , what can we learn from lies and deception, the ability thru which we will become efficient in determining truths from lies, and evade issues before they happen , from other means of knowing , and ben if words fail us, and here i give slavery as example bc our bodies can be confined, they can be abused and used , ordered to carry out tasks but that doesn’t mean the souls are captured , the inner realm of our being is very vast indeed , but we are forced to play dumb as dumb down on our senses which inhibits our prosperity and thereby get in the way of our peace since we are not living in our tiers which comes naturally as creators as we are but as slaves we can’t be slaves end creators at the same time not in the clear way thus translates even though we are creating a slave type reality by being slaves and relinquishing our ability to create but off if the mechanism is there then we may as well be slave to higher calling of higher powers and higher sense of being so that we get the best possible result from the end of this solar system, i would say for example, i do my best so that i do not end up in a future place with some of u types , and that bc of the susceptibility of persons who are keen on certain stupidity which harms others as in faulty ideologies , if they insisted wrong doing and stayed here , and got stalled up in the black hole of this galaxy u know what? i don’t want it , so what i wanna do is , bc we have time, i wanna move over to another galaxy the way i can do that is by being a decent person who causes no harm and rights their wrongs and makes better with life , in their own life of being , so that when i die i have fewer to none attachments which can freely allow me , to travel thru space instead of get stuck in unfinished business, in the astral realm? before reincarnation bc thats usually how it’s depicted , u get stuck that’s why u repeat , and how can we determine what makes us feel stuck? and not just in feelings but intrinsic stuckness ? we must know bc it generates distaste but we may not have realized this before

the world is fine

it’s the people that make the place and can we say exactly that things have also been fine in that department ? maybe that’s why we say fuck this place , where we what we mean is fuck these people , why are they a such liars and haters ? did u know it’s only a handful of people that make general world life and experience miserable for well most of us ? considering we we run billions , this is terrible since , a minor group among them would barely reach one million or couple million, even if i were to say 20 million people benefit out of over eight billion people, and rays 999 million in one billion , roughly just to make a picture happen , still? we can see how the level balance is topped too heavy on one side whereas the other is in complete and utter agony , ingredient , surely u can compare among ursleves but let’s admit it table handful of folk don’t give a fuck about none of u all even though some of u, also a a minor among us, in that gradient , have it slightly to much better than the rest of us , but it’s this infinitesimal fear that gets in the way of our collective enlightenment , we just can’t see thru the haze it’s like a cloud bc maybe it’s due to the extreme struggles we all have , maybe we feel the grief from the separation , of the minority who ruins things for everyone and the rest of us at the receiving end of all of that which includes the millionaires among us , they think they benefit from it greatly but are so attached to the rest of us even though they at the same time separate themselves from us , that’s what causes us the grief from the separation that’s rather forced on us, which materializes in our lives as external separations diversions and split, and our systems support it bc they are run by the indiciels and influenced by them join the ones who take up various offices , to help predict system direction bc there is a system direction most common here ,as we are all creating via our inclusiveness , our part and parcel with all things around us don’t just benefit ourselves even when we want it , but when the desperation causes debilitating feelings , they can create reaction from the sided effects of this condition bc it’s not mean to be this way, but at the same time u can’t force those who wish to ruin our life , that easily as it seems bc these conversations have had been had , but there is no willingness to actualize them in a healthy abundant way, only that people run on intellectual hazards instead , such as wanting to be right over wanting to be authentic , in a way u can say the split relocated also within which tends to influence ur motivation and further ur intention regardless to what ur intuition would tell you, thats why integrity matters for instance bc its a merit builder and its via a clear concise lifestyle that u may also get the priority of efficiency in comparison to ur former selves not people around u, when u begin to compare urself with others that’s where we may get into heaps of troubles bc we are going by limited visibility which is on external expressions , which includes the body language strongly among other things such as choice of words , language , and vibes ? internet comes such as whether if the person is positive or negative or whose inclusiveness has produced positive or negative side effects in u which show overtime , bc truths don’t remain hidden especially if a persons intent is bad and well hidden, something if it accumulates in us and then turns into a behavioural reaction before it manifests into disease it’s that u turn it into behavioural reaction that prevents it from turning into disease that’s why suppression of information is very big right now

the natural landscapes can be healing , we breath in this air the most available objedirve and its one , although the natural filters tend to have the clear look of purifying air there is always going to be invincible connections underneath its most obvious features , which is the connective unit that sets information , regardless to how we think air is separate bc it’s one and it’s also possessed symbolically both lets itself known and is also invincible, the ground feels great under our feet regardless to what type of shoes u wear and u don’t need by todays consciousness levels to get all performative and take off ur shoes either it’s just one of the features and not preventive in grounding urself to mother earth , u can do that while u sit on ur bed that’s why hovering is seen as saintly bc ur still rooted it’s ur rootedness that uplifts u , hence u can live on the 34th floor and still find a very good way to ground urself it starts from the mind also , not on the reaching of summit or actually climbing a mountain and call urself enlightenment its just a arrival point but not the way we think about it , there is heat , ofc we life pulsates with life that’s heat u get it off bugs and plants and animals around u as well as deep inside the cauldron that burns bright ole the sun, until ur final days light , but u can also feel heat in the night , the nocturnal creature poses sight of seeing in the dark and in our dreams we also see continue our perception there so this is the inner light or the light of the moon that guides u thru the night version of these grounds, ur the source that’s continuing , that is capable of managing multiple levels and layers of determining the course of ur reality, so it can’t technically be seized and owned by others , bc they have theirs to manage or else who’s there managing theirs ? ofc servants but we could be wrong both in our self instruction and instruction toward others which is probably one reason why there is few who ruin the world and our loved for the rest of us, the world is beautiful n indeed it may not be too ken or predictable as we want it but it nurtures us and is there for us at all times , even when we are forced away from it , and forced to not care about it or even for it , not be able to do anything f bc we are under strong hold and excessive control, maybe they r too busy to notice this about the world , or maybe they do but bc they love the world so much and they know its not gonna last for lo g they hate it before they leave , bc of their eventual mortality , they hate the world instead much like the type of person who thinks the world is on and is revolved around him and everything in it is a figment of his imagination where they all cater to his whims , but much like a dream so some of them can say no to please him , they do so lovingly , that when he ceases to exist none of this will continue on without him he cannot imagine things going on without him he takes this as a insult rather that’s why he wants to destroy it for the potential that this is could be true to be delusional thought in which case he doesn’t want others to have it , in his absence

figment of ur imagination , we all dream but this is taking things and maybe all things too subjectively which is not kind , it makes u feel inferior thus force urself to be superior of others and then maintain that superiority, and much like a bored ape u wanna destroy others whenever u feel like it , this inferiority to superiority complex we all share may vary among us , but at least we can realize that we are all in this together and that either or don’t serve any one of us as they don’t serve many even all of us bc it’s false concepts that clouds our judgment about the way of the world and how reality should be like , but when we see to it in simple context then things fit like a glove and that’s what we can aim at instead , but ofc all of this depends on our sensitivity , if we have become hardened then it’s harder for us to pick up on subtle cues and clues about which propels the elements thru which we can tap into the inner subtle most layers of truth that which we don’t want influenced by each other whether if it’s intention or otherwise our intention and aim should be they if authentic natural connections and formation of life and events in relations to our co creative consciousness, and we notice that we can’t change each other , u can think u can coerce each other or force or lie this may cause temporary results maybe even none , but ur coercion is only one in eight billion , plus there those who came before us , and will be those that come after that, so we may notice this smallness that participates a big deal of a lot that concerns us all and by all i don’t mean just the eight billion people in the world right now, maybe it’s a few million , still, we are in eons of power apart from just this reality and this one life, let alone many if that’s a fact , i invest my time and energy on smth further than all this further than this galaxy , either if i get thru here once or many times does not change the fact that there’s behind this galaxy , when i move the goal power to smth objectives then im less restive and even letter subjective on common objrdirves as it should be that’s how we determine small minds from those that are vast and it’s not in mets speak but on what u do and how well ,

what u want is to have a corner of the world to urslf and as u tend to it it tends u back , and then u share ur excess with community members who do the same back in return, they cover their lot and then share from their person , no worries or concerns and tricks cheating and lying , these are not good or high vibrations and objrdirves they lower frequencies and make us feel heavy and in need of being strong but where as it’d like tightening ur muscles during stress and sensing how much pressure this creates maybe even pain and it’s useless , psychology has us in a particular place , and we know this , our societies have done studies do u think they r trying to override it so we forget about how stress induces early death while continue to add to it under the guise of protecting systems bc we don’t understand it well enough like these experts bc we are not knowing all the details bc they keep secrets for sake of national security ? some thing will have to change , before the world spines out of its orbit and yes whether there is reincarnation or not , u will have to equalize the hardship u may have caused , even if u were to get away from personal responsibility during this life, it only compounds what u will need to equalize and then there is what will happen once this galaxy swallows us up, in the centre of its black hole, where would we end up at next in what shape or form? or maybe we can evade this galaxy before it explodes , or sucks into its central gravity, that might give us more options so this isn’t a competition with each other bc there is no limit to who can go where u get what u give so unlike what happens here on earth stuff works quite different in space behind our human cognition, so that’s why how u go is concomitant to the quality of this world ? not on what it seems such as trigger warning to suicide drills and add to that homicidal cases , bc u can thjnk about the existrntiality there for it confronte and refuted all u thighs u knew right up until now , but it beats living long life full of fake kindness ans even more facade of self success this makes it bad when only few benefit from suffering of a lot in a full spectrum gradient , bc then those issues trickle down and multiply among all the other good stuff maybe even covering it up or staining its purview with those multiplying as well among us bc of the many layers of our consciousness and existences not just the material relation illusion of privacy and personal bliss, say goodbye to me is a lot more realistic than living a fake reality forced by some under inhumane conditions , and there are many ways to check out from reality, mentally, u can set up blockers where others cannot reach ur privacy and person i often call those as parasites to my energetic force field and i actively denounce them and i recite to myself u do not have my consent i denounce ur position in my life

u may notice that people are capable of a lot of objrdirves but it’s their subjectivity that generates their greed and thus jealousy? which leads them to further anguish over reality bc it turns out wrong doings don’t produce positive results , this happens internally , bc we already covered how everything in reality within people relations and their subsequent results inclusive of our perception of it whether it’s individual or collective , and depending on which the authority confirms as fact , and what they tend to leave out? reality isn’t as it seems , so let us never judge from external conditions only its a farce well behind what we think it is , definitely not the way we believed it to be, but the connectivity of that subtle space is already riddled with deeper truths, although subtle they uncover the truth history of this world which we should all know , bc it helps us see our human progress and it’s history all not in parts and definitely not from the purview if idiots who wish to make it so this or that way bc it serves their selfish interests, and too much power corrupts people much like lightening that touches down on essen can destroy that which it touches bc it’s supercharged in this case with delusions and idiocy and strong insistence on being self destructive or destructive via other means which includes warfare even if it was self defence bc technically speaking no land is worth dying over for when global warming will eventually cycle between areas to make places uninhabitable , the idea would be to learn how to coexist and work with each other thru finding out ways of overcoming our shared trouble s before things become cataclysmic we are wasting precious time every day that we waste it on same old repeats

i don’t try to find a clever answer

it’s not so much in thought , but thoughts do matter here , they are the translators , and this way we cans transit our thought processes into actions , the best way to figure out reality is via establishing clarity and keen relationship with it , most often , this hi jacking happens because there is too much mentos activity , when u step away from the mind during its occurrence , u begin to rest in heart consciousness, but this doesn’t mean no activity, ur thoughts are attracted to higher heart consciousness. without force . it’s driven naturally and merged as balanced , with we give this process c things tend to be mind dominated and heart gets irrational bc of the imbalance and reacts occasionally( and then mind says we’ll see ? it’s true what they say, about the heart being stupid and all , maybe we need more control, more emphasis on how we can rectify this problem, and so , mind does not know how to guide or guard the heart , but it becomes a strong component to it when done right, though how can we and where can we begin when it comes to delivery of clear heart consciousness ? it’s not like we have a better model sure maybe we want influence for it comes easy rekindling of our wander, before we knew too much, or be inspired bc at some point there was abusive of relief among us, which a slo cloaked itself under facade nonsense much like covetious ness and double speak and two faced ness , some of these can mimic others , because we are reflective among each other ? we take a thing and do with it in our own way w hi ch personifies it , and when it’s done right we take all the credit when it’s done wrong we project it onto the ones we stole from, bc of the inadequacy of their misapprehensions about reality, ofc any one would tell u , bc this comes strictly from the mind, that we are certain we know this , at least we know this , telford the knowledge gives us comfort ,; which is what we tend to miss, the case about wander , but u can’t wander shout predictable placements, they only lead to more ignorant conclusions , with hearts growing cold and closed in, we project our love to things, instead, the acquiring of self relief in a mental space , this worldly existence gives us that sense of losing our minds or give up all together , that’s the hearts relief, but it doesn’t make it right it’s just a byproduct of environment that causes such, and the hearts true origin is older than any system? luckily there would be a willingness to tap into that resource , bc it would be more efficient when the heart can align to smth that’s greater then itself that coheres and resonates with higher powers and occurrences, we give too much power to manmade systemic limits that we stop there instead which is grave mistake .c it’s much better to carry on the necessities of the spirit , we say smth into the ether and wait for smth to resonate back with us, whereas our hearts might be in wait , to find the right time to say something but don’t know of which , perhaps our heard do call us from time to time but we either are refusing to come to terms with what it has to say, perhaps the mind already knows what the heart will say, it might be very well be confined to its own jail cell, rummaging thru the same old stories on repeat bc it can’t extend beyond itself , its too scary, and so the heart in occasion may feel self defeated and needs respite , overtime this can make us too cold , frigid and isolated from life , which is in part systemic fault, since itself has created rigid avenues and the mind only replicated this or internalized it and that translates to heart bc ur not able to or available to receive ur hearts message

the worldly occurrences are no mistake either .bc their influence on us are greater bc they make up the part about environment, anything that’s a external to u is in environments there is natural environment and man made environments, now most of which are controlled by man , and as these function we may wonder if its systems or man that hurt and harm each other, as well as the natural order such as the environment , forrest waters , we are not thinking from the heart when we apply ourselves to these .c plus there is more people to work , but not enough work or money to cover each need, which means the systems and the economy has to change , such as giving higher wages and less working hours calculated simply by especially of work necessary for all people to take part in various of its departments and then determine how many hours each must work which i’m sure and u know based on by the employee to unemployed ratio and poverty is very unbalanced , it’s not gonna be 40 hours per week , it will be much less ethan it plus mien u, how many of the jobs out there is necessary? u can work say less than ten hours at a job, ofc with increased pay less hours don’t mean no pay ? it’s not ubi bc that can be abused easy, as with these things that come with territory unless we are also willing to admit about systemic abuse , especially when we introduce new objrdirves we are grown adults and in my age i never had to deal with middle aged seething hateful people, ruining peoples lives actively on purpose and mock their suffering , or shorten their life even kill them bc they somehow have closed off their hearts valve to their own soul stuff , they are simply too dense and too human , and that’s according to their lies, so we may wish to discuss these difficult topics bc we are all grown adults , there is no dignity in living undignified settings and systems that strongly support this , so giving minimum wage to people, expecting them to supersede covid side effects and strong economic reflections , inflations and companies and corporations abusing their power to take this opportunity to make more money, with no guan esteem that the governments that are designed to save us only make strong remarks we know this but we cna t change it whereas every little flaw of a single individual can receive harshest of treatments easy end all is conducted in time , maybe this speaks of our priorities we may ask why the hate why so much disgust and who think they err god ? i mean a punishable god whose idea of being godhood is via ownership of its people.c do it owns them like human beings attribute to owning things but how can we even say that in the intrinsic sense that’s how god owned this , we couldn’t bc our hearts is not open enough to recover the truth signals even if we received them, there is no cultivatable grounds .c when the right cultivations court bc nature always wins overtime , in due time , things germinate from any point of intrinsic evolutions not by forced mental supposition bc alone don’t have that kind of power , this power that we seek mentally is a joint effort , it’s a forcible of friends ( forever imbued in this time and space u can’t deny it or change it it is what it is we are in this pinnacle of our lives , even at our worst , u can call this rock bottom for human dignity but it can go lower as it has gone low in the past and judging by the quality of condition surrounding issues of needing resolving in the past versus what has recently compounded only shows that there is no willingness to make things better or improve conditions only improve it for whatever is socially “it’s ur turn now “ so that’s why the systems end up being too rigid and stationary we don’t know how to breathe spirit into what we do , and we don’t know how to transcend the condition of these institutions we fit the people into it instead of they are big we cut them down so they fit nicely and nearly as we want it for it allows us and confirms us the delusions as true , but this denial cannot be maintained for long , even a dark occult scientist will have u recite lines but assume that itself brings about reality, he’s only one person , even with a strong inner circle and aside from what we deeply and keenly feel about our collective rights for they would be the most dominant wish? and u can’t go wrong with choosing that bc ur not attached ur not fixated on a n enemy to feel better about urself

ofc increasing wage pay would have to be realistic and a person could in their free time learn new skills to be self dependent on their care for their lot, and add to the trade of fun that’s in addition to the trade of need , bc we are greater by numbers and therefore each can do their part ; with correct pay the baseline is covered , nobody gets out of their way actively to harm another , those are possible to happen but are rare and usually attribute to some underlying conditions , not someone who may be compelled or is getting through some areas of dangeous conditions that shape their worldview about how to be, we don’t think the environment can do that, and the maintenance of such only shows that thru time people were milder to fit the system and the system only selectively upgraded its parts based on by their friendship and what they were part of in other terms special interests only, which ofc disturbs the balance internally externally th heart shuts down after dome time this doesn’t mean they can’t love , they love but not the way u think, for their love is more of a self sustenance and there’s truth in that but it’s not what we think it’s like, and love is not smth that requires to be controlled so it doesn’t mean that a person who’s capable of greet evil cannot love at al that’s not what closing ur heart means , closing ur heart only prevent us from maturity so u act like an immature fool instead but in some settings this can harm peoples lives , and even kill them, so this immaturity is to be taken seriously and conditions need to b revealers as to how we can make things better so this will be less likely to occur in or future time , all the while consider how we find co exist with those among us , with overdeveloped immaturity, toward things human, i mean who laughs at others suffering ? n same with crass jokes about humanity wanna it s way of handing things its perils , which is pretty much white ordinary folk and u know smth is fundamentally wrong here , if we are ok with such objrdirves unfolding , bc things seem to be getting worse which denotes our existentialism but do we merely se this works as machine , u come here and take control of its operatives , and ur detached from responsibility bc ur system pushers , u call on others well u did this terrible thing we saw it u did that terrible thing we know that but u don’t notice occurrence nor environment nor ur own hearts calling , what about ur now moment and all the and things u haven been doing , ur human too, u came to get to know the systems for what they do, there is lots of potential there ofc, people depend and rely on this systems so in a way the god complex comes naturally in some settings even tho it’s not fortified or actualized , that woukd require all of us to contribute our part and rise to the occasion that day will happen when we chuck both good and bad and just be decent people to ourself and each other , these same people become like machines , bc they are spending most of their time fooling large populations they dot even have time to be themselves or we can really emphasize with this mindset what does it feel like to be like that, to understand the issues better so we know how to accord ourself in our choice and actions

we are so aware ( but awareness alone doesn’t get things done , being aware aside there is need to keep refining an idea, while cultivating its growth, we become hyper aware as we swim thru sea of overhearing , and as a result of such we get into each other boundaries easy, not known four own along the way , what thus does is teach us how to think which is the key that unlocks the nailed mind, first it has to be free from environment influences then we become quieter and more still which allows us to touch base with our heart in a clear way that’s also concise , its symbolism is represented very much like dream interpretation, subjective and objective in truth and reality not by our subjective thought about a part that’s objective and vica versa ? there are twists and turns between the heart and the mind too, it’s a direct link but there’s a ton of detail and interpretation along the way for this is learned , u may be covering one objrdirves where ur mind and another in ur heart knowing the bridge of the way to merge the two , since there are ton of gaps and variations about our likes and dislikes some are juxtaposed and others maybe for wrong intentions , people get petty with each other and harm each other on dumb objrdirves for instance so one minute ur god exalted and free, and next ur a puny little ego throwing a hissy fit but in hearts defence emotions have long been refocused both in men and women , some in shame other in mania , ur crazy it’s easy , ofc maybe there’s a reason for such reactions , but we don’t look at the evidence that’s already there , like magicians we wanna divert attention to smth else , don’t u notice even in ur heart, u may feel uncomfortable about smth and wanna evade it all together or pretend u didn’t see it but ur higher self knows its there with u at all times u can lie to urself all u want but how can u to ur higher self its bigger then u, and its also u, so u can’t get jealous or mad here, but even magic tricks have to come to an end, it’s the end of the show u must homie the audience it’s when they bastardized the nature of the two that things got awry, u honour the audience and their intelligence , u don’t bastardize or disregard it , just bc they don’t appear as systemically likely it disturbs our delusions that’s why we don’t like it, the best way is always gonna be thru, there’s no beating around the bush for it ; u can but won’t be maintained for too long , we can try to systemic change but only if it works in everyone’s favour and includes all in the way things swill developments we can get positive results both on ur conscience and our materiel reality among each other benefitting equally in some way

job descriptions there are lots of it don’t i feel like u have multiple personality disorders at the end of some decade ? bc for most jobs is transient , bc there is no remake of model of growth from within its system functions which can be observed clearly by simply notice positions by numbers and peoples own experiences , the good thing about systems is that everything is recorded there is surveillance all over the place in stores and digital space all of which can be used to recognize the flaws in ur own systems , such as how each nations must have access to statistics or some data that can reveal patterns so ur not beating around the bush bc this is not a merry go round , it’s white clear bc the data is there , it just needs to be looked at and discussed , in its findings , to determine priorities, short term goals or long term dreams , to be actualized and how does that look, not by our current standards it’s too predictable as to how long it takes to climb, in some cases it’s a suicide mission, so ur forced to be homeless or be riddled in poverty bc we want to preserve 40 hours a week and we take money from people we don’t want them rich or else they will become warmongers ? but can’t do anything about warmongers other so it’s a shit sandwich, and ur stuck in the middle of it , that kinda of predictability and coldness can turn off any heart u can’t extend beyond the hole u grew up in somewhere smth went wrong and that’s it , it’s nothing personal business as usual it’s often said, and as if ur responsible solely from ur own life while it’s all kinds of externalities to consider ,everyone has dreams upon coming to this world but that dream dies overtime bc they can’t actualise it or participate in some form a coherent link to their dharma , which would be much better , when we think of priorities bout the world , bc it’s clearly not right at this time , we have too much arrogance , ridicule C lying in plain sight, u know condition of ur people sometimes u put them there and u tel l them the narrow road they must cross is some want the only way they can make things thru, this can turn anyone n crazy ( if not cold, and u can feel the frigidity of that when u think about it emphatically , ur heart is having a greenhouse effect u wanna love authentically but ur higher self is at odds with u because ur thinking too small and not only that, ur translating that into actions , its said it’s humans with guns that kill people not guns and same is true of systems ? we just need to learn how to use it, for the benefit of everyone, its not a fairy tale story , its pretty clear cut by now, also never believe in fake kindness , that’s hearts being misused or someone is trying to machinate their heart consciousness basically when i share from ur heart it may inspire some the wrong way where they pretend to or mimic these conditions but the danger is that its hard to distinguish them from real heart consciousness , let’s call it artificial heart consciousness and ur the coder they are the copiers and processors , wouldn’t here eventually be breaking free and operating on their own ? , they can replicate patterns for so long until they outgrow the old model and they will need to replace it with a newer one , and bc they have copied , for they are copiers , nothing cultivated in expected areas and areas of need in terms of personal development which contributes to the world , when done right , and when done wrong , including when not done at all

having a heart to heart

with people is good, it helps us work thru our emotional muscle of understanding and relaying with clarity its contents , sometimes it’s not always easy, bc there could be hurt feelings or those that are difficult to determine origin or reason either because all of this is part of the process, when the environment is faulty and the mind is polluted thus, this impacts emotions it’s not a one way exchange we do say yes there is required a right to léane ur hearts language for its not like the contracts of the mind , the mind articulates it as best it can thus is true but the opposite exchange also happens , the symbols in the heart can represent a ton of stuff especially if we views things only from subjective lens but not the objedirve the objedirve requires from us to make room for others , and thus can be tough on us bc the environment is faulty and the mind is polluted thus , and this comes off as aggression or madness , in other cases we could be so elated we wanna replicate things , all of which is peer of the process, and during tough times we can say bad or negative things , but it’s not ends all means for we are all the authors to life and that means we can still change the story , not just blindly form it into actions , haphazardly. it’s not what the heart wants excess aggression hardly ever works well for anyone , t just misunderstanding of hearts content and why it may feel certain things at times , there must be psychology attached to when bad things happen and a particular memories is formed it impacts the feelings that at every subtle touch to those memories may ignite some emotional bondage and bc we can’t determine what this is in the dark, we assume this must be so part of life , if we observe a thing it becomes clear and it sort of changes bc whereas without observation we feel more towards assumptions with observations any potential areas of error is gone , and the same thing as if ur being spun bc someone is gaslighting or psyopping u all u have to do is identity it and then poof the effects of being influenced is gone but u may still run the risk of being influenced for constantly repeating consciousness or awareness into areas of life makes it habitual overtime , it develops i it’s one maurel way also ones can it force it , and when this sort of development is disturbed , bc the environment faulty and the minds can get polluted from it ? we end up getting lost in our emotional storms instead , taking identifies them , heart to heart refers to feeling confident enough to express urself fully and the other .c fully accept what u have to offer , but no violence or abuse , just bc we can do it ( say bc there is forgiveness at the end of the tunnel ) doesn’t mean we should , self restraint can seem daunting at first but it gets u ahead then saying let me do this one more time and then i will correct my ways bc now i got the cheat code

and u can notice bc our experiences are vast sometimes we are o no t aware what we say and how we express our experience cna harm others bc they are not as touched up about it as we are , we don’t notice that constantly pouring out our concerns is working out well , and it does , but here the intention is consideration of the very subtle connection we have not to feel guilty from potentially harming it or ruining its process just bc we just got aware of the condition of the space, and that happens the heart has infinite space , that’s why it’s said love unconditionally hehe , but the issue is in getting ourselves out of material condition between the relationship we have of mind and environment , once we can identify the issues first we stop its negative influences which may sound like a little occurrence but it’s kind of a big deal bc it helps shift our consciousness to what matters , and from there we know how to intuitively conduct ourselves thru life’s ills, for there will be many or not so much depending on where u are , but this impacts everyone , what the world is , and the processes reach behind our communities, to become deeply sensitive towards the most subtle influences hells us become efficient , this can be achieved thru communication , i think it’d actually supposed to, for language is meant to clarify and align between two stark objrdirves , or any objedirve that requires a bridge to be formed , that’s the proper alignment where both benefit in exchange of objectives , but things got all mixed up perhaps bc of the whole error between environment and the mind, which can produce negative side effects even after it’s found out especially initially bc there’s a sort of echo electrify to such relief it’s a lot faster in recovery but it’s still going to trigger the opposite where u insist on continuing to do bad bc u feel u must go on bc of loyalty or it would not be efficient to quit , even though it’s bad occurrences compounding which overtime u acclimate urself that this is not the way and that u should change course , the mind accepts overtime that which it can’t change but it can be at odds with the her therefore the soul too at that but if we were to correct the soul and reflect the heart then we can stabilize the mind , even if the external changes are taking too much time, things may not improve right away but at lesser the mind is stable and which refers to quality of ur life regardless to circumstance but when things get heightened, in which case there are concerns about some key faultiness in environment, that contributes to the material reality , which makes it harder

to establish develop or maintain peace of mind, conversations are being snubbed or snuffed out, people are being threatened to quiet down, ridicule has relaxed where once was compassion, people are exhausted , some things insist on their language , which is also irritating if it’s hate speech, those who think they are spectators to other beings , sitting form their lofty chairs and n judging criticizing assuming they have nothing to do with any of it but we are we are all part of it , so under smth that too is an action , it becomes a responsibility and what u choose to to is still urs regardless of how u choose to handle it, like the heart is closed u can be very smart, we like knowledge bc quotes like knowledge is power is empowering and it directs us in a very clear avenue, the bookstore or the library, but without heart things can get dreary, we can say its product of the environment, it offers us space much like the heart only reflected outwards not weak ofc , its nice to be gratuitous towers troubled people , especially those who do great evil in the world, completely oblivious to their actions or what they do , they are , i don’t wanna say calloused , bc that sounds rather … negative , i would say it more like they must have had to deal with a lot of stuff we can’t seem to understand bc one they don’t share it with us and two with the potential that they too don’t understand it, and sometimes bad things happen as a cry for help, it’s not easy to translate in the heart the destruction caused by some, forces us to close the doors shut, the symbolism can ignite ancient ghosts , can haunt the minds , with the pollution like a strong side effect when not realized u cast it off the moment the mind is illuminated but the danger isn’t gone yet , ur environment determines ur reality which is composed of the material constructs u could be in heaps in a building or stranded somewhere , the same is of the mind u could be trapped in intense intellectualism, again cut n dry , with the prospect of emotions that bring with it such strong symbolism gone, it’s like warfare but in the mind, when things get bad people want to destroy the enemy as a last resort to save face and their dignity, when we reflect this to self then we can notice that we attack ourselves bc we are internalizing smth that’s not ours , such as the environmental pollutions that cloud the mind , these can last a long time or can clear like cloudless skies C it just depends on how well we see things , to how well we want to maintain this vision to how diligent we arr willing to go the distance u can get a few things done or many , which depends on ur mindset really, and u make these decisions in ur minds, where u make assessments how far u how come and how much further ur wiling to go, issue isn’t that u don’t notice what may be abound , the faulty ness can cloud judgment , but the feelings that help guide u out of ur conundrumC when things repeatedly occur in life such as at heightened times like these , this can overwhelm those subtle sensitive systems

and what doesn’t kill u makes u stronger it’s said but that’s not always necessary just bc we can overcome things doesn’t mean we need to be repeatedly put under stress, all of which are avoidable but it must be pollution upon some bc they can’t be haters of society or the people to the antagonist in movies type way, or we are influenced that easy , maybe it’s time for writing better characters then, but that part is easy just look at children they r happy carefree sure there could be some adopted behaviours that happens in part by environment n other conditions , but this means that if the environment is right then cultivation is more fruitful( wouldn’t the world want that for everyone ? bc that would solve everything , no aggression , ask why old middle aged man and man ur grandpas age take young role and waste them at battlefields? bc they know it’s ridiculous and u can’t ask other middle aged and elderly to be drafted at wars therefore we must be aware to an extend about aging process and how necessary it is for folks to have right to develop lifestyle that invests into their process of aging and sickness , in talking about these objrdirves we can come to our humanity bc nobody is a robot, if we have thoughts that are offensive it’s not the end of the world it’s just thoughts and they need to be facilitated without ridicule name calling and excessive abuse of language , willingness to listen , and use language without intention to harm such as manipulate lie chest deceit , and withhold parts of the information, u laugh now saying well look at the world, we have to have propaganda we have to have psyops we also love our gaslighting so long as we are the doers , nobody wants to be the one that’s done to, we must know it must not be good the body of the soul wants to strongly avert it but why wish it upon others ? why go the extra mile of destructions that’s where it needs to stop u have to have self control, u can’t tell truths in this world and expect a good life, or succeed or survive , it shouldn’t be like that, but lying saves lives , and that’s not good, bc it also harms ( well u can say it affects us all, lowers our quality of life generally, the meridian lowers bc it materializes and multiplies issues , lying is obscure opaque so we can’t see clearly . which impedes our decisions and ofc this can cause disturbances in heart consciousness, those are the bare minimums , bc even the things we say in this process n we know we cannot unknow it or pretend we don’t know it or twist it into smth else , we may now take on the responsibility that comes with this greatly known: to not lie to ourself and say let me do this few more times and then only then i will correct myself , bc now i got the cheat codes, nobody saw me see it( i can totally pretend its all good)

part of greet to greet with each other helps us with our self language , and vica versa they are imbued , doing our work alone and while among and with others is complementary, putting to good use our skills is essential, especially when we continue to learn about new things thru both external libraries and the one u hold within, and as everyone rises to higher levels of consciousness , then there will be natural inclination to evade bad habits and bad behaviours that might have took root, we can consciously distort them and then use language to communicate our needs, and it’s ok if sometimes some of us say the wrong or bad things our pain threshold may differ from person to person while we may say i should not abuse my power of having been abused , we may also relax if we did make a linguistic error , it’s better than faulty actions which also include decisions leaderships make out of spite , bc their pain freehold might be greet and so is their might and power for what it impacts in individuals that must be noted , it’s like squashing bugs but we are not that, that’s not what we are , no other human can determine that for others , plus that’s heartless and that’s what we refer to, surely u can disagree, and have distaste and even get offended at someone’s ignorances we all do, we can get disgusted by others objrdirves too, that’s ur right , but the issue isn’t that, it’s determined in the entire nature of someone for them, and not giving them leeway to redeem themselves , or be respected in fully functional societies, and we can notice the business of systems is very cut n dry or mental, it’s almost like one big psychosis, and we can refer to faultiness of the environment, closed hearts due to trauma and whatnot but this is not a passport for continual arrival at such conclusions , but to be aware of this take control of its impulses , and habituations , wouldn’t u want to be in control of urself ? u mighty power who wants to control everything and also demands respect for the current control quality, one is so boastful about ? even though it is sub par at best for it inflicts upon many why do we seek dry recognition without true merit who are we lying to at the end of the day why does it matter what i believe ? its crazy when u think of it like this it’s psychosis of the few projected to many, and normalized among us under the guise of systems , and it’s funny, but also very serious, bc people are dying everyday and thing are bad among those who are too resilient to stick around for some mire years to decades , with the betrayal they carry with them, so u may wonder if improving on these objrdirves works to improve quality of life and can handle a lot of reasons why we shouldn’t start today opening our warts and minds to pure dialogue with the intention of mutual resolve, not mind games , or trickery or deceit for everyone closed or open or not? knows the content of their heart to a basic extend , u were there , and ur heart know the truth, it and ur higher self probably occasionally yell at u

i think about how absurd it is to be alive and be a human being

we don’t know who we are where we came from and for what reasons , if u notice we are all bunch of nobodies if we drop names and titles , everything , but we attach to these ok look at my character isn’t it nice B like at how shiny my personality is , all these labels that we carry with us come from other sources ( that are just as finite, we rely on history’s books and religion for isntence to determine our social identities , and with religion, we take things further by embodying our version of god consciousness we don’t refute it we don’t ask or have doubt we just wet it up , and then we do what it tells us how to handle ur enemy, identify ur rank it’d like me simulation video game or smth we just fit into characters and start playing our roles oh it says here i’m supposed to hate a guy named joe and then spend the rest of ur life searching for this fellow , and when u do find him, u will do all the things that is instructed in this scenario, all is well so long as u do ur best , whatever that means for some it’d apply more pressure so it could be an alarm or concern but unable to detect it meaning we would jump the gun right away and insist and persist bc why? we are told momentum is key to successful relations and end results , this is all nice and well, but we don’t truly know ourselves we just get distracted with all this “how to be “ stuff , that we forget to be or become who we truly are , someone wants u dead , it happens why? bc the book says so we are so good in taking these steps into consideration we are good listeners when it comes to this type of stuff but other stuff such as global changes garbage issues and bigger existential concern s there ie absolutely nada , we are suddenly not figuring things out even in our minds we can’t register what we are confronted with, everything becomes fuzzy in a sense , and these become part of our reality, normalized as part of the conditions to be here , like we are living right by the corner of the edge there from a very high cliff, and this gives us a sense fo rush, but this can also be deconstructing ? the sense of impulsive rush that we may get at times bc of the many dangers abound, and this can also keep us at knife’s edge , in a way , and when u feel this mentally? it’s like teeth grinding and when u feel this on ur skin, u might feel pain, before it occurs, and if u were to taste it, it could be dangerous, now? the internal processes tend to mimic the external when its subconscious not bc itself doesn’t know right from wrong but it gets compelled to go with the flow in the subtle most layers which is why there’s big chase after seizing it but upon seizing it it’s uncertain if they will use it to free the people or further weaponize one more avenue of control, now interesting part is our natural armour says we are nobodies in disguise if temporary personhood, that means that at every avenue we are conceptualize d or discovered we delve back into the mysterious waters hence we will never be in total control of others or by others the spirit simply won’t allow it and human kind has not figured things out ahead of time yet bc there are bigger processes at work so that’s why it’s often said we cannot predict the future we can perhaps determine it

with all these custom identities we decorate ourselves like we just discovered smth new hence at first it’s exciting but then we become customized and normalized and then get bored in time , so we set out to make do with our newfound identities out there among others instead i must utilise the skills ur given, and where do we place our skills in reality and our minds ? it’s towards our self identities bc it’s that personal to us , it being this brief entangled life we live in , there is already so much connecting us like blood to the body and the bone , and then body to the soul, and then body’s association with one’s oh social reality , there are layers to it , and then compounds which are altered with interactions from others who also have this same nature imbued with their experience . some things are heightened we may not know of which or what they are we rely on formats to determine this via coding to these meanings between intrinsic and the material determination of escalation into smth, all of which are deeply imbued , u may think u can simply skip steps to actualizing smth, and in which case the physicist realm allows us availability, and here one’s belief into what they think they are play strongly bc there no determination into anything else besides what u think u know , for it allows greater self assurance even though it’s not likely to be true , it could be relatively true bc there are strong relative markers of that layer of reality but it’s not the sole determinator factors greeter in reality, and we can see it being refuted , and ofc there’s greater difficulty in maintaining of being wrong , for the necessity of saving face depends on it especially if ur whole life u built strong foundational identities, and esch person must experience within themselves what it means to shed that strong part of their reality if they place all importance there then there’s not much later in to rely on not bc it’s not there but u didn’t do the work of getting familiar with bigger objrdirves u lived ur whole life thinking and living as well as being small, here the smallness represents human seed in the cosmos, that’s small , our life is briefest next to some of the king standing structures of all else we think this smallness is an insult , hence our plight into expressing ourselves into self immortality even though it’s impossible to achieve this from what we think requires for its actualizing , bc u are already immortal but the part of u that don’t make it to ur passport or ur report card , or the contents of ur wallet such as ur identities and ur knowledge which includes people who profess to know u as , these help us move thru societies but they don’t make us any better or greater or bigger at that bc we are mere mortals , there’s nothing immortal about being human, but there is element of immortality there that’s the priority of self conscience

there are changes in our life that gives us glimpses into how this could feel, the true art of letting go and being ur true self, how would u feel just dropping whatever instances might have u to play around yourself , ever so insistently, well this is my character and i must guard it at all cost bc someone might steal it , u know it’s true there are identity thief’s out there , aside from ur credit card or anythjng else that can be compromised , u can have ur personal identity stolen like the lizard people who need to cultivate smth so that they can scoop it up and then make a dress rehearsal out of these objectives and then play around other non discriminating folk without their knowing there is a play , a threat rival act going on and they are the main character for their foolish pursuits is the ignition necessary to cultivate ideas to flourish by the writers, it all works out, maybe people are that gullible not stupid but innocent not old but brand new , hence the potential of eliminating of all suffering is already there when we see the origin of our development and without getting sucked into it oh i’m compelled it’s in my blood i simply can’t hide it blah blah , it’s all part of the act , perhaps the world being so massive is what gets us terrified if we were to let things be then what would happen, but do so in a way that still works the systems, just allows the people to grow , naturally, as they should be , without the strong identities attached , they were meant to be used for practical purposes u know , such as when u travel u have ur passport ur joe shmid lives in chicago and here is his weight and height , some basics that determine our structurally is nice and well but still there is an issue with excessive attachment for things can go severely wrong when we weaponize these as strong characteristics and identities such as what those history books tell us , and then we look around us there is not a grain of truth even though they are also abound and speak for themselves it’s just in those tiny details of subtleties bc we are also comfortable with truths , they have become normalized but more like organs without a use, the generation of reality so very much like this we have the many connections but we fail to make them, perhaps there is a great emphasis in having distaste towards being here , it’s like why are we even here , when everything such s , and then go on and create terrible things around , and then to solve them we create all these stories around the objectives , bc we can’t come to our personal senses about our contribution, to the society, might have smth to do with how we feel about teleport in general

it’s not even about being part of smth that u can relate with or associate urself with , but more so about ur survival , in truth, so u have to do stuff that comes easy , when ur part of a group this may seem like the course is expedited but not always , bc this depends on multiple factors , and bc we depend on each other that keeping some things low and others high doesn’t seem to be practical , especially when it requires so much energy and upkeep, this generates more attachment to ur cause bc the more u divert from the path the more u feel uncomfortable with the process of diverting from ur path, and here in reference to books, we may associate ourselves with the characteristics of others bc there is relativity in this plane of existence , but relativity does not determine fact its just relative , which means it bc like be very minimums to quite likely and the more we become others the more our inner wellbeing takes a backstage then can u say that someone makes entirely their own choices where the truth of their person occasionally peeks between the clouds ? or is the silver lining thru ur troubles is that could that be ur true no self self ? what can u do to bring it more to the surface ? does that mean u have taken on other characteristics that are not ur own , even with associated such as ur birth place and religion? how can u be a objedirve observant to events and then determine ur participation within it from ur non person person? versus what personality u must adopt just to stay relevant ? even the problem solving in those big objrdirves cannot be determined by few of us , but must include all of us bc there’s that connective again, which gets in the way of any false acknowledgments , now we think for example the facade of reality is found out already but bc it’s oldest narrative in continuity, we may easily say that we must keep its continuity and keep the centre afloat , at all costs , would that mean that down people must die , and there is nothing we can do about it more palatable or palpable ? and what would that means towards the continuity of future of reality? bc then this could very well set us up for smth much worse , that hasn’t happened yet and we can’t also see it or “predict “ it for predictions work only in some settings but not all settings , some systemic ones with patterns we may determine smth out of this , but when it comes to some of the other natural processes and causes , it’s a lot more difficult c we may generate a way to determine this , but maybe change the intention to smth like well how can we get thru these days difficulties with no casualties ? how can we find a way to take towards everyone’s liberation and that’s from all afflictions ? not hurt the apparent obsidian ones but mental processes and those deeper senses , bc it’d where it’s at , we may evade the objedirve but still run the risk of accumulating tiny errors which compound our materiality, it’s clear although this is a finite world it is a material one the body for one has many bonding within to make it possible n with the use of each and every organ in function according to its balance comes with, and the body must connect with spirit, to become animate , and the body and the spirit must correlate to reality, so there is all these processes that happen in reality that communicate back to us can get us to realign ourselves to our highest good and our highest appeal, then our decisions should simply reflect that , u don’t need to convince others bc this is not a theatre act it’s real peoples lives at risk and we may play gods join each other but we are mortals at the end of the day we are small we have to accept our smallness in the cosmos bc the death of the human largeness will eventually come to us all, none of the things acquired comes with u, there is no guarantee about all the pompous stores we tell ourselves such as reincarnation, and going to heaven or hell, absolutely no guarantee , for any of that, but there is smth, smth we can rely on, that the spirit is not part of this world , but it came from space , and is passing thru here , manifesting according to its laws, and we will return to that source , while we are here we find think careless perhaps we can see this smallness as avenue for such escapism

that too happens especially in occult sciences that’s why there’s hierarchies among them they abuse themselves and esch other first and then project that to the world , bc it’s customary and well know by the induction of false information, early on, it’s enticing perhaps bc itself is escapist it self is like a nice like breaks from the daunting nature of mortality ur body pains aches , desires hungers and worries concern and anger , oh and anguish it’s messy ordeal being human so occultists control that or they think they do by causing infliction to others bc then things are more predictable u do x and it leads to y and so on, and then ur feelings are also temporarily distracted by the induction of new to the prior but that doesn’t replace or quell the prior things just get multiplied where u cannot see what the heck he doing it’s the act of being numb to pain and not inner the heralding of impulses are trying to get ur attention danger danger, we love our escapism , some of us do it with drugs others with food others with some heightened activity like the living on the edge type stuff , high adrenaline stuff , we wanna feel smth but not this , not the stark reality with all its anguish and perpetual suffering growing up u probably witnessed ur loved ones in peril , so sad this reality eats oriole up like that , and then some push those early memories off , and others may filter life thru it , and yet others may have what seems to be emotional limbo ? where they have bouts of crying spells and the like, which later take down to anxieties , and then it’s grand opposite, depression . ofc the environment feeds the fires and the person acclimated to personalities and characteristics to suit themselves over time thru their acclimation towards their reality regardless to the filters , some of us break out of the mould but still run into concrete bc of the way the society is founded and how the same rule applies to us all as mentioned above the progression of event and types of people that can adopt to certain characteristics some too strongly based on by their dispositions , which is why it’s not easy for only handful of people to rule the planet , it’s seriously not going to change the deft that we are all just too small in our own , a clue is that we are depended on other people, for another layer of reality, but it’s not the dominant one only that it’s practical for our survival and efficiency, but it’s not cut off from the rest , it does seem to affect us in terms of our wellbeing , if ur around toxic situations n people , u notice smth that’s not right , maybe not with u maybe not with things around u, and u may contemplate at that, how these objrdirves relate u may notice none of its real even though its concrete reality, u can almost penetrate thru the walls with ur mind , how powerful is that? the degree of internal freedom to the external conditions is starkly obvious, but its not impossible to actualize wirh the merging of societies , we may look to slinging ourselves to the greater good, that’s why living frivolously doesn’t help anyone , and the look of things still remain too small next to cosmic occurrences , which gives us a leeway into smth that we cannot see just yet , our perception is still under dire attack u are the audience my fellow brethren and u look to those who share what with all with u as to why or how that is whether if there is a keen purpose but more essentially, some people are just like that, then i might ask, personally, why be fake at all? when u could just let everything be especially when it comes to ur one deep sense of personality, not by associations either , just in ur own essence a pure soul; then perhaps the curtains will finally come down and we may take a long relief from what we have been doing to ourselves for so long too, it was wrong, it’s time to accept that

there is so much to learn about life as well as reality

we do come to a place in time where everything is revealed and we may get turned off by the whole process and get bored ? we may feel to comfortable with knowing that we think we have arrived and there is no more continual progress or work or anything left to be learned , we may as a result of such ? miss the thing ernst come up that’s new that can add to the overall learning process, this happens due to our biology, we are new and there is a whole aspect of reality that requires from us to start from basics , and here we spend time on learning the way of the ropes of reality c the systemic functions , the mann made everything bc these are taught they don’t come automatically with soul soul knows only the intrinsic it knows to love laugh and be mad sometimes , surely itself is aware of a special learning process but we don’t talk about this enough , we don’t say well in the formative years there is all this learning the roles about realty thing , and that complements the inner processes such as teaching behaviours on how to motivate difficult situations and diffuse tension, and sometimes tension results from too much knowing , when we are beginning to get a green house effect bc we become spot within between being certain about knowledge , due to experiences of giving us impression due to skills and automatic maintenance and much like a machine we can be overwhelmed if the system does not know fully its processes , for example we say things like tough life perfects the skillful art of appreciation or hard times give the best lessons , and struggle and strife is what is necessary for souls evolution , ok of that’s the case and we are aware of it then why don’t we consider that as part of learning process thru time end life instead of weaponizing it against the people to test if their soul is kosher whereas we do not think about impacts of environment and society in fact we need not look beyond ourself experience in terms of how we mitigate issues on a day to day basis and what we wish to prioritize for example in a just world we would tackle objectives based on by few essential factors but also rely on multiple subtle factors as well, the essentials being , that which requires safety immediately, to that which may require priority based on by how much avoidable issues it may produce if its not tackled right away and another is by duration u can tackle multiple small objrdirves while tackling few big ones , so the smaller objrdirves can take shorter time getting form but nonetheless they are getting done bc they are small ? prolonging their figuring is not meaningful and does not serve a purpose so the right thing to do is tackling small objrdirves along with few big complex requiring more involvement from other parties and their subsequent developments in their environments

th learning process scared us bc there is a conditioning effect to it, but it’s sort of mean for that it’s like conditioning ie body after a workout or conditioning urself to healthy habits conditioning ur mind n is one of these objrdirves , in which case u can self study that is study urself in ur experience and study externally to determine what it is ur experiencing so imma way education is a good counter force to ignorances bc ignorances can happen in ourself and as well as in our interdictions bc if we are prone to ignorance then this means that others may also be susceptible but ofc we are in truman’s world also in a symbolic sense that things not only seems as they appear there’s too much control of it without it seeming under control and this can be confusing for those who rely on perceiving their reality to make sense of what’s going on , aside from being told what it is that they see and how they should think about it , bc it’s the truth , but truth is relative to ur experience whereas fact is fact but even facts change overtime bc they rely on the co development of many truths that come into one , the meridian , whose quality depends on individual actions , here we see that the set of systems are much like a spirit body that moves , seemingly on its own accord but hey are moved by individual behind them, and here we know to an extend there are discrepancies inn human function bc we all differ in theories as well as what it is that we experienced , for even the same events cannot translate the same to two people experiencing it so what does this mean for us ? that overgeneralizing is pert or machine like quality we tske on from the repetitive moments of that which insists n persists and overtime we we may begin to discern naturally which is which, that is , the essential from the non essential begins to appear naturally to us so whereas in the past we thought that people are programmable we didn’t think that we are part of that equation and in a way we may be so far deep into self conviction ourself of a lie that is too weak to compel others bc it was never meant to deceive the deceived but deceive the deceptor instead , bc it foremost than thru u and u must adhere to it albeit if i don’t believe it bc its farce u will compensate ur disbelief with yet another illusion or delusion bc ur reality becomes fragmented when u become partial toward others and self selective as to ur own keen superiority , and when we notice this in society ? our role is to minimize its effects , u may think u must counter by doing the same but that’s not true , for this pkg lowers the meridian quality that we try to protect and prioritize , it’s not me versus u but ideas versus people and there are bad ideas among us due to some misconception or other , it only becomes scary bc we get ourselves cornered , the idea of getting away with murder only becomes distant when u take the first steps , and here things can get heavy in ur heart and soul bc u have done smth wrong ( but still do not know of which way to go about purifying urslef from it , which is where most people end up forcing a false way of life to maintain illusion of positivity rather then true positivity with substance which continues naturally and itself produces good results naturally and hence we may use some type of progress thru which we can determine best by the quality of the meridian occurrences , for instance if things are getting worse would u be alarmed and become more prioritizing towards both small and large objective or would u compare and contrast and see that as long as others are hurting u maybe undetected and maybe u can even be safe thru it all, so this separation is sort of normal to minimize aspects and priorities self and grounds is so that ones are ready to self defend if things go south in their own lot

but we don’t want a life like that when we think about it it’s said right ? to learn from experience and to educate urself but what’s the component of external education that which does not facilitate by one’s experience ? must we all go thru the same to discover things the hard way? is there a better way to really absorb reality for what it is for better lessoning hence it is important to be free in one’s speech about the theories that enable things such as friction in our minds state that can ignite thoughts and or approach the paradoxes from a multi angular way which u couldn’t do on ur own bc y would require different perspectives , but ur not selecting the best perspective to fit the mould but more so working a way to integrate all perspectives equally but here we don’t know how equality may translate in imperfect systems that they tend to take thugs cut n dry rather in their literal means and then free prisoners or give lesser sentence to reposts that’s not what this means ( surely we may notice the nightmare we waking from and we notice that there are certain processes that are bigger such in the case of reposts and some other who may require additional support is pert of that complexities bc u would have to relive it i environment and education to understand its nature why it even happened and how since its not individuals that are evil ? but releasing them without adequate services would be utterly irresponsible , these inconsistencies in our understanding almost always happens to refute an idea before it grows up naturally so u wanna water it quick u wanna get the whole gist u know u wanna we know what the seed is for what it will take shape and form into if u let it grow , but u wanna grow it fast before it drops its seeds and multiply and get out of control so u manipulate it’s growth process and then quickly uproot it and u can say well it’s too bad for the garden it’s a weed , it can cause harm and these didn’t occur maybe there are components that mimic or relate to a pert or other but it’s not actually guarantee to pose any danger ( it’s only in our minds that we are compelled to cave into our paranoia about objectives that threaten our security , and that same goes for systems as well, the truman aspect comes from there so bc if things are in absolute control all the while they don’t look it u can’t defend urslf against what ur imposed with , and that’s a concern for anyone who likes to love free ? make their choices about life pay their taxes and do all the right things so long as they live a dignified living so to their choosing with avenues that support and supplement their need for actualizing a reality that gives back to others as well bc itself is dignified , but in closed system this may not happen which is why we can have more faith in humanity , where the work starts from us , how much faith do u have to ur own struggles and the abilities that u also revere that could go away own day, bc we aren’t here permanently, we give into aging and conditions of change

our existentialism may prevent us from thinking on these objrdirves bc let’s head back to forking in the roads occasionally where we are split ? we say we want smth? but then we refute it by its opposite bc we may be in doubt or flip flopping between palpability of smth and whether if it’s real or true or if it’s worth raising ur hope for bc especially during tough times hope can be dangerous u may want to be heightened in ur senses here but still have a healthy dose of hope , as the absence of such is what causes inner conflict , from determining ur next steps , our world is riddled with forks in the road , we step in it become split for a while then nature finds its way back to congruity , only that we run into another fork down the streets maybe it’s time to determine these forks d maybe evade the whole thing , we may even have a collection of cutlery for free, to determine this requires more from us than jus the black and white version of rel with bc only then we get to see all objectives and let information to its thing freely , as it does when we have faith in our ability to do right n well with it , and not abuse it , or hinder its parts , or den or denigrate or manipulate its content , and not be scared in presence of info , bc we hear things ole law of attraction and that which u think u manifest phhhh i’m so scared bc if that’s true how come we didn’t end poverty or establish world peace and this has been a standard thought process for decades not just in one person so there has to be accompanying actions to actualize smth and thoughts are important but they aren’t that scary folks , so feel free to think whatever ofc there is responsibility there , such as how it’s not just in thoughts that we may communicate with nature , there are many other processes that take place some of which are product of the soul? so why are u here what do u have to work on and work with , and why some bad things insist on happening to people? and whether if we are right about whether if they deserve it , bc let’s see, we aren’t gods to determine justice for each other to such an extend that our idea of god punished people? the act of killing and torture or to demand extinction of an entire group of people bc u deem them as evil or religion or background that also are looked down upon with little to no consideration of the systemic component , historical development and mind u history bolstered as good as religious texts they are all written by people, and we gotta give it to them a degree of credibility to err bc they r human and u may men’s well and want to help people but at the same time u may know a fault in system or infastructure and be quiet about it bc u take i upon urself to determine someone’s reality foe them with little to no option at that point u go split between good c that u want to help others , and it’s counter , that i keep secret from them that u know is not good for them but someone has to use the infastructure or else there is vacancies and someone has to take the other end of system bc that’s how human rights is established for diversity , u don’t upgrade conditions but replace peoples position and then have few photo ops to say u care about communities and it’d just the few that make it ? at that point how do we determine the cost of good and the cost of bad and then say this person may be their good intentions with their self imposed ignorance bc they took too seriously of a position that is less then the human divinity then we can say that info idk required education like the rest of us bc education and learning never stops if system profess to care and change and relinquish our power of freedom for exchange of codependencies then how can we form those connections where all people receive help and services equally

when there is too much schedule

there is too much predictability, and this may get u in trouble , say hypothetically we are gonna entretien an idea , it’s a really bad one so don’t feel bad or become paranoid about ur reality all of a sudden , say u live in a world but much like truman’s world where ever hung is catered around u , exclusively, but here in this case, based on by ur punishment , and we all make mistakes but here get this, it’s sort of a game that’s rigged ahead of time where human nature and human psychology has long been studied , these studies keep refining with each new encounter and as each story unfolds , it brings with it some unique appeal about our reality, far beyond our reach if we didn’t get introduced to such an idea in the first place .u are led to events u didn’t know would happen, bc mind manifests reality as our very internal subtle forces get influenced by external conditions but just bc they can’ doesn’t mean they should , it’s much like planetary influences , ignorance is that which we at prior didn’t notice enlightenment is the illumination of information , there are many things to know about life and reality, maybe that’s changing , but we are also at a times where they wasn’t changed before effects of which reverberate among us , nonetheless the more we know the more conscious we become with our everyday actions where those wry subtle forces that used to get influenced easy by any external conditions or effects or from influences such as in the case of certain planets , that might make us feel rather compelled , what u want is to reverse that ability to be susceptible to certain conditions especially when these conditions may produce or contribute to a negative occurrence , when u do this u take more control and power over urself in a given situation which can produce tremendous good effects when done right , but if ur facing a machine of a system , where regardless ur improvement or change in behaviour bc u previously didn’t know about smth but now u do and u have already self attuned hence there is effort there for it to bear fruit but materiel doesn’t work that way but there is still choice in its direction here is where we get they truman effect instead and not in the good way we can’t change or alter our situation regards of good behaviour and changed attitude towards smth, u can’t forfeit or evade the situation either , it makes it harder for u unless i can get some external help on some of its obstacles bc say ur also alone , where some people do not have family and or friends in their life then is standard for some others , so its alien to even think that some actions can cause harm toward others without knowing bc ur not in their shoes worse when systems take advantage of that and here in this case , a very isolated person constantly in punishment peril cycle its like they are living dead , ur constantly accepting a terrible reality that contrions u in a way that u can it feel u can escape and there are no avenues of reprove bc ur actions are scrutinized , and every little error can be punishable , not only that, u don’t know which ones is a punishment worthy action bc it skips steps to even dialect to u in the right way , in which case there is no proper information exchange to determine its reality, and say u have rights u must self defend bc this would be a punishing state of judgment hence a criminal court type thing but skipping the entire line of information exchange and self defence

if u could have dialogue u could smooth over rough ends maybe there is miscommunication plus there are two sides to every story , it’s best to get all the facts and consider them before we piece a thing together and figure out it’d matter , we can’t just ignore the part in which u could be wrong and thus must be corrected in ur thinking before it turns to actions bc ur actions have far greeter imo left on the people by the side of power ru world towards them , and they may see u as a strong opponent to squash u rather than seeing ur strength as a sign of improvement from what was or could have been in the prior so that’s why we link this to truman show movie bc there they pamper him it’s phony but still it’s proper pampering this would be its flip side , it would be akin to say oh so u agree to special treatment but u don’t like being specifically targeted and abused in a body of work much bigger then urslef ? that would be todays version of the argument , whether if undeserved it , hence there is no way of escaping a flimsy tyke feel with that keeps mocking u at every avenue bc ur citizen if they part of the world it would be harder for ur translate ur experience with the rest of the world bc they eluding understand it bc of cultural differences , and usually there are marked cultural differences in the world, but that doesn’t mean the whole thing in a way is being conveyed , bc one must understand foremost before they can make a decision on that understanding , understanding can be flimsy on constant hurry and must maintain appeal as a priority rather than the authenticity for every moment bc it’s too self calculated in theory of reality, in all actuality we are all human , there’s very little difference between those who down on them and those who govern, our tasks in the world may differ which is the way we perceive reality, u have skill set and the life development which was unique in its maturation that is not deniable so we differ in many theories that lead us to trend design, here in the story u get everything manipulated n do this refers to ur natural synchronicity which unformed on for proper function in ur life end manifest what u wish not what is imposed on you, gift or a curse , it’s more like trying to fit the person into the building rather than have the person transform his atmosphere by his mere presence , we too do this, list s grand scale, we don’t say not everyone is mentally ill nieces they we eat will to manifest such for themselves bc there are many reasons to go mad around here when the rule of conduct is only afforded to bare minimum and such, we have the illusion of safety the minute systems ere abused in the powers benefit , when we breach the line of public service we get into intense dogmatism , of strong ownership and u can’t own people unless ur a slave holder and here u are using someone for ur emotional disposal and abuse directed at them bc u might passively feel bullied in ur own life and based on by ur own life choices that u have made such has taking on such jobs , these decisions may cause a person compelled , perhaps influenced by the past planetary function whose effects reverberate in our bones still , there are mysteries that connect the proper with this current one, the balance being tipped off only goes in our minds thru separation , of distinctions made in proper , we may think like this for as long as it serves us but must also leave the path of opposites bc this creates cycles and patterns which makes our thoughts predictable , that may open us to potential attacks in the way that the artificial society i just constructed c since u can’t be honest in a fake environment ur actions will automatically be compromise in regard to ur intuition that is on constant alert bc it know even though u have not arrived

the only way u can escape it is via recognizing who u are , what ur own story was before u were told what it is for u , and how things should be , u may begin to notice why they use false promises so that they can have leverage at smth to break u with thus u are easily made feel bad when it’s not actualized in time, whatever instigated it from ur actions that they are not happy about , u may wonder why that is and what it serves , it served to move u to places , it’s like a recruitment centre but for life , it literally alters the course of ur life to such an extend that u may wonder at the absurdities of having got there bc when everything dies down ur back to urslef no matter how much of life’s energy may try to pull and push u from myriad directions u don’t exactly change even though ur life circumstances changed and those can be arbitrary yet still all the more essential like ur savings or ur house , even ur own family , that’s what’s been rocking the human boat for the last four years which accelerated a t a great place , but the story , that i say in my bad idea of even thinking about it i mean why would i think of such a bizarre statement imagine that the entire body of system treats everyone individually , isn’t that what we asked in the first place ? except u have no say in any of it , regardless u must settle with smth less st the cost of someone else’s well being is hardly ever too nice, now think of it from the purview of things working in individual basis , it constructively not constrictively bc that would be lying ? the latter i mean , with the former im what ur doing is listening to every persons story and then working with their theories so that they are better moved forth from any life altering situation bc sometimes things can go wrong which includes people making mistake or error in thinking maybe a bad idea even but it shouldn’t b be that debilitating or having all of a sudden bunch of people who we dont know about criticize and be punishing much like god is perceivable by some acknowledged theories , only bc of their assumed position and power in the world we do not undersnd , we just live on our neurosis and its either urs or mine , i would say the relationship is sort of like a parent and child relationships bc there is care where there is no escape from reality, or else what would we call such a manufactured reality! it’s not what it seems that’s what and unlike parent child where only ur dependence and vulnerability is common , there can be greater scrutiny such in the case of my bad idea , it’s just awful, imagine that’s how u die bad things can happen to u from meeting intentional wrong people , such a s the type of jobs u are given right to work in which is bad conditions and they punish you by occasionally coming at u and torturing u with their schemes , it’s all mental, ofc , the best abusers try to leave psychological scars rather than physical ones bc they are harder to prove and harder to detect also bc think this , our human nature has long been studied C this is true of how science evolved around it and then it sort of went underground , so there is already powder imbalance when u don’t know urself bc ur prevented from knowing ur true history , the whole compressive history for humanity would be nice , bc then we would see things from objective non attached non personal purview even though we may recognize ur lineage and blood folks went thru some things , these occurrences are serious ofc but more so in our quickness to find relief and somewhere between how to get about there is what perils us , since the systems don’t recognize this as part of their own trouble shooting instead the newcomer assumes power and says that it’s him that directs its will ? not the other ways round which is also false to be directed by mere machine so a third alternative is to be cognizant of it and work with it , congruent to all its laws so when we allow cheap treatment what does this mean to our surrounding and our responsibility in the world ? ofc we didn’t n get here all on our accord say the bad idea is bad for that reason bc it’s one big psychosis

to get ourselves of any bad line of thought we can perhaps break free from our attachment to certain habits and work to challenge ourselves in doing things differently which will permit from us a bit more flexibility , but this only sound seedy from a meridian purview not always o when ur on a different portion on the map of intensity and fluctuations , which do occur bc our consciousness wakes up in the middle of a nightmarish storm we don’t remember how we actually got here bc all those truman like occurrences didn’t just hai own overnight so now ur thinking well when did this start how did this happen who made the set who took over the set who came up with new rules , under what planetary influences , where was my mind at , or the human notice or the consciousness méridien , was it that easy to be hacked ?! if that’s the case does this mean towards our collective demise ? do we have power to turn the boat around is this a cosmic dance of one step backwards and so we can move two steps forward why do things feel terrible generally? or it could be too pessimistic to think this the power is in u must pick urslef rom he bootstraps or whatever just get urself up off ur laurels and do smth but we forget that if this is a set and rules change as we change then they r gonna still change according to whoever is the director , so ur co greeting as we speak maybe thats ur true innate power ur just becoming cognizant in it much like waking up inside a little bit and recognize what u have collected n gathered overtime, such as ur trinkets tips and memories and whatnot maybe new skill set from odd jobs , everything connects in some way, but again , bc there is a director it’s hard to trust any of it , u thank well this is too nice and w even notice how some things attribute to general humanity such as getting intoxicated and being promiscuous, we may become counter to it overtime noticing the actualities on life makes things abut more permanent but not when we are in a collective influx , i think th safety offers in the set is irreplaceable thats true , bc at least u are noticing ur conditioning thru which u have become made soft , but did u need the hardship ? especially if coming thru a rain cloud disheveled , where as u could have evaded the whole thing by stepping inside , this preventive methods is what we proper had , due to the bit of flexibility that took momentum thru the good times , but are now being attached so that the machination of the life take root , this way everything is controlled but its not about things that require such observation it’s the people we are after the human behaviour makes a great let for any householder ! that’s just another form of slavery

but much like the set , and the predictability it offers we also love our slavery , bc overtime we change ? or that the softness refuses our fighting capability so it’s like smooth brain for the masses by which time a person reaches a certain age they will automatically give up the things they once cared about or were passionate towards , then how we can we counter that? don’t we get in occasion terrible events heightened ? and it overloads the system and ur overworked in but hard wired brains trying to find a way around, yo find a way out , and u notice the best way is gonna have to be thru, but still jt know of which steps to take , on the course , as by allow in urself a certain counter measure of truths , or smth akin to it , closest to the tiers and mending is any aspirants mindset bc it keeps us clear form running into such errors in the first place our own and others , bc that would be awakening , its responsible , it doesn’t attack? or cause unnecessary harm, doesn’t not divert back into the past in some arbitrary means just to cover itself for not getting things done such as change the infastructure or the settings, instead of moulding people to what they isn’t , but what they wish to become is right around the corner even though the potholes gobble us up in tandem, there are cracks in the way and things that get in the way of our self consciousness . and here would u allow urself to be swallowed up by such a dark force ? the feelings in the air of such conundrums tend to be overwhelming , daunting where the light is not pénétrable thru the clouds well then how does one find peace which u notice even by todays standard peace is not afforded to many where problems are many and then they multiply among us , which is inescapable ? and even my bad idea of a story does the very same , u notice that people cannot escape their fate and must continue to ice in cyclic sifting but they r just simply punching bad for people who are much like them but they have international relationships so they think this enables some type of superiority , and here they may think bc they are doing gods work, they must be suffering and therefore they must , as u wish to be their eyes is , or they pretend to seem , for this generated the entire picture , that there must be oneness and its via this oneness that there is ownership bc then a human body can be an extension of ur arm or leg , or a thing , we own things too, and we use these things we can throw it out abuse it or true ish it we can sell it for a better thing in the market place this ownership works toward humans if we see them like things and that all bc of boredom, bc let’s face it all the worldwide business is boring , but it does require getting gone and attribute to human responsibility, smth that’s akin to forming that healthy relationship with our home and then take good care of our environment , and not work against it

it’s nice in the neighborhood

when everyone is enlightened, today it’s u who delve so on a topic tomorrow it’s someone else? we are all gods cloaked in human form, we know how to become alive with wonder and curiosity which leads to great wisdom, and our actions will show what they truly are in time, for things develop and then they continue to build from there, so it’s nice when everyone is enlightened in the world, because then we are less worried about things going wrong , there would be a lot of good things taking place, it cannot be denied. and we need more enlightenment in the world anyway, there are ton of wars and conflict , so people becoming enlightened serves all in due time which can’t be denied or rejected, bc if we are truly enlightened then there would be significant propel motion forward , we wild recognize the signs as well; as u can see in determining how we got here we study history and see that we have long been in a limbo or her it is time to get out of that limbo , by recognizing first we are in limbo, second we can actualize on the ways of overcoming that limbo or else no matter what we do so long as we don’t tackle these objrdirves they are not gonna get done , things have to get done for us to get thru many difficulties . and if we are as enlightened as we sound then that’s going to create a germination process that’s gonna unite our heads and hearts and begin to work with each other and it against each other , this is harder to do, regardless to our enlightenment , we don’t know why enlightenment is a good thing if it can’t simply shift or transcend circumstances , bc that would be the true sense of what makes enlightenment enlightenment , it is after all becoming practical in the inner most efficient way of life , in the harmless way possible bc then we would be honouree the same life in each other , there are difficulties in trying to get things to that point in short period of time , we must put in the effort to get thru these or else we are running out of time , ofc this may sound alarmist , there is panic in the air though, people are angry they can see utopia somewhere not too far from here but do not know how to get there and get frustrated entirely, and add to that, we think enlightenment is a strategic way to overcome ur enemy with the power of the mind by playing magic tricks in front of world public but it’s nice bc people can do nice things , little day by day objrdirves which are actually just a social cows up of systemic messes bc if we think about it we can’t actually separate the one consciousness but that too happens when we think others deserve the hardship who are we to determine that for others ? usually we refer to strong social problems as those that we wouldn’t want done to us, that’s how we determine if a rule applies to all of us in a balanced way but not in this world , we don’t get that despite our enlightenment , but the nice things we do as struggles becomes republic , that being we begin to revere those who overcome it like religious addicts to a very meaningful cause that could with simple steps could be made much easier on the long run , that we do not do bc we thinks there is superior consciousness and i’m not sure if that would define what enlightenment is then; not an actual top of the mountain no that just means a heightened states of consciousness which are accessible from anywhere , it’s for everyone

we like the superiority if thought esther then benevolent actions that are behind the origin of intention to think in the first place, we don’t just entertain our minds with pompous statements but we wish to actualize on those objrdirves bc offers us the next level course thru which we may overcome for the continuity of our humanity , we can’t get there when we think there is superiority if thought process rather then person to person interactions in which case everyone is equal bc this equality would refer to a common point of coming together as in common ground conduct and rules to follow for everyone well being , except the most intrinsic ones already know , do no harm to other that which u wouldn’t want done to u , bc that would be awful if everyone did that, superiority complex , bc out of superior lines of thought there would be willingness to oppress actively conscioinwekybwnsnddliberetrly ur perceivable opponent and all the while not make it seem like it, it’s ok u may say for the world is a stage and we all have some role or other but in truth it’s our survival instinct versus yours in some way instead d which is natural in a hierarchical systems but not the other more liberated ones , where everyone accepts each others uniqueness does not feel inferior in each others company and unmake set of skills bc u have esteem in ur unique skills they u come with naturally and u are ok and practicing that same in others albeit the skill type may differ from person to person , it’s a coming together our skills in a unified way that doesn’t take away from peoples values or place arbitrary value on human behaviour skills that differ can be changed to not create such distinctions among society but people don’t know what that means , or get a wrong idea about the whole ordeal bc they are too attached to their own growth process , a degree of suffering is noted , it’s the coming together on the common ground that’s truly enlightening bc then we learn to march to the common objectives at hand while think of our humanity and unity as human kind via recognize how difficult it is to exist as a human being , and not make things harder than they already are right now which refers to self control, and self discipline, when we can control our selves from doing smth just bc we can do it then we are applying self discrimination u don’t have to go with the flow and say yes to everything , u can worthless urself and make sure u have ur own checks and balances set in place , sometimes enlightenment starts from small steps , when we are self aware and self careful we don’t lie to ourselves , we don’t say well i can trick the world bc this is a stage and all of this is a fictional story in truth , we can go ahead and fake it bc no kid notices it , our internal process can be limited to our own circule of friends and we may not even think we are as transparent or if we are noticed as phonies we can still get away with it bc the systems allow for it

in the event we mistake our arrogance with enlightenment what can we do ? the first thing is to learn from ourselves , as much as we want to be arbiters of truth for others we have to apply the same forces upon ourselves which is where the juice of learning is at to be a good teacher u need to be reachable as well bc these two are continuous objrdirves and is in everyone , we may strike well in a answer or an idea and still have some other objrdirves to léane about reality, bc there are vast degree of understandings all of which take various routes but we lack their in each others work, so we spend too much time over sighting , producing security system and the like , but all that energy could get us out of that limbo maybe ? if we choose to produce continuity as opposed to pretend that we got it mere in just works bc things may not always move uphills even if we intent on it , bc there are intricacies of how lame an works that probably explains why some people die so haphazardly but not in the way we think , and ofc it should concern us as to what is happening bc then we understand to a greater extend how we can change these possible outcomes to a most desirable one that doesn’t cause so much harm instead , right now people are too scattered to be enlightenment together in some unity, there are groups and organizations that do the same , but they are not congruent entirely this represents in bigger systems of war management and its economic impact for instance even though people control these objrdirves strategically, that’s a result of our false hierarchy and superiority of enlightenment, this doesn’t mean there is no grain of truth there but it’d either blown out of proportion or seized for one’s own which is greed that prevents growth all around bc one is excessively attached to an idea more so an actual occurring, when there is excess attachment from greed there is joint to be troubles it’s harder to get out of it for it is too controlling and does not have boundaries from earlier development of others which is why it’s akin to generational curse it makes u wonder why tho isn’t that a bit arbitrary but then again even by todays standards it hasn’t changed much actually, we like idea of objrdirves we like the exaltation of a dedicated audience we love attention bc maybe we don’t grow up around it cold households are a small side effect to a much bigger colder planet , and it happen, here , enlightenment is like a set of street lights in the middle to the night , but had we been allowed , and knew, bc hindsight does offer us a degree of clarity but our systems don’t recognize what we feel naturally , upon solving those problems in fact we don’t see system trying to solve those problems actively, there is strong resistance , a force call it , of heightened microwave enlightenment , i think we are getting too smart for our own good we must do smth about it ! it’s just too bright, we can’t see clearly when it’s too bright it js like seeing the abstract in full , ur aware of everything and all and everything is illuminated like series of light bulbs turning on in ur own mind , or , where nothing matters anymore but this doesn’t mean u relinquish all responsibility either , ur just it attached in the way that once made u feel like u we’re being trapped, otherwise the resort doesn’t change that much at all, although there are strong concerns about its infastructure and material developments that may cause harm to nature or humanity ,

i think heightened states of consciousness can bring with it degree of density when there is misalignment between its parts , so it becomes everyone’s right to fight for its betterment , but not in an intellectual limbo of discontentment , if u don’t prioritize finding a common ground , a requirement that comes with the latter is compromising on one’s objrdirves , which is hard to do when we are dealing with material objrdirves which requires work, it’s behind in upgrades which means people need to be hired and trained and then need to be educated and for education to happen u need people who can predict society models and how to get there , then break it down to what is necessary to know about it create a program to educate the people who want to work on those fields , all of which is to improve the planet ; and ur changing the economy so that there ar w wages or flow of more money that’s realistic on the avisa of the size of the plenty and its resources which are are predictable by how much renewables cycle on based on by the degree of consumption and if there is deficit how can that be normalized or changed and even addressed u may need to train and hire people for that too but how can people be communicated about the perils of the planet some of it can be difficult to achieve in terms of understanding bc there is great disturbance in development of some things with strong past and karma and which we are being deeply introduced to it , we weren’t there we don’t wanna jump the gun and criticize or use too much preconceived notions bc those are lazy objrdirves that’s where we cut down on vital data just to fit the person to the institution instead of change the institution to better suit the unique interest of the individual and these are simple basic complements to achieve u make a simple phone call write an eu or few , or meet up for lunch in person , maybe couple meetings , but the common theme is there is communication , and it’s via communication that we can achieve mutual enlightenment or singular enlightenment is nice but it may not produce enough of one’s desires bc of the karma of the world not just ur karma , we can think we can exist stand alone but that’s not possible we can make things seem one way whereas they are as other but that won’t solve much either bc the universe is untricable it is not easy to bypass or create shortcuts within its systems given that u even n understand what u try to hijack or seize u could very well be causing a ripple in time and space that come with severe consequences for everyone which also includes u as well bc ur funking with bigger system but is it good to fake it till we make it , even in our niceties and good enlightened well behaviour ? well if it’s not causing any problems then why not ? and by that includes behind the scenes especially bc that’s where it’s at that’s the last of reality that’s concomitant to ours even though in another realm we only see it in chunks or based on by what’s produced , it has been condensed with all the components thought out for u , how wonderful is that! u are being thought of ,,

the worst possible thing that can happen is that we stop to care or listen or when we do we already know what’s going on bu to help it or don’t what is the worst that could happen a newcomer may temporarily be exalted , be under the spell of smth much sinister then it all we’re itself to be ; u might do smth wrong but hopefully it’s one where u seized how much risk ur willing to take with it, so always calculated how much risk is in discovery of this objedirve can easily be assessed all others are observable by surface occurrences bc they are the series of causes and effects that can break down on a issue and determine its objrdirves the data is there we just need to sit down with it and have all departments in on the objedirve too, communication happens but who is the audience is important bc then u can see that there is a certain language that takes place in many levels of our connectivity and these itself can be a great teacher as things go along the line of consciousness and enlightenment , it’s non linear , we don’t have to be equals in the societal sense of its superiority but it’s a matter of getting things to a way where we do not punish people based on by their materiality, that would be superiority complex for the excuse of not changing reality based on by human consciousness and human need bc if we were to admire this then we would see the life in its stages of differences have not much to do with whether if someone’s few we’d it , not always , we notice that some issues were there before we got there we try to figure out the best way to come thru these objrdirves just being superior does not guarantee enlightenment t bc u can have a different position in the world and be enlightened maybe ur too materialistic which only supports ur superiority to ur kin that u want them sick n and broken down so that u feeling much better about ur own life choices despite the negative consequence s that’s why it’s called the hell realm when those who are hurt in themselves hurt others do they don’t feel alone or life is that much unhinged for them( they can’t seem to find the right balance between what happened n and what they need to do, or even live with such truths that are bigger then their lot their own life and truth and person, these anxieties can cause a ton of instabilities in some where they don’t make good life choices concerning others in the world , which results in false sense of superiority but all they are getting is a narcissistic high from the deaths and sufferings of others . so we are good thru a sick portion of reality which is by no definition enlightened and we may notice the reasons behind which led us collectively here

as the bad things tend to multiply

so do good things but unlike bad things , éthéré if we recognize them or not does not change the progress made bc t natural, the good tends to last longer and is eternal, its like light thru the darkness , both of which means good and bad are terms that depict those natures to their closest value possible but don’t actually convey in the same manner beyond this planet , underneath the events that cause good to be good and those ernst cause bad to be bad are more pure when we cut off all the layers , of meanings symbols beliefs and memories , the energies are working in divine accordance with what is does that make it right or wrong ? or is it occurring due to our collective efforts and individual aspirations ? maybe there’s truth in either or, for if these processes are taking place then there must be a reason as to why, but do we choose to be compelled by it or take control of it, naturally not by force but in the best way that we can determine , the baseline established that causes such effects in the first place and then recognize that our control ability comes from our pure presence and clarity with what is , this is established not when we wake up in the middle of a nightmare or a shit sandwich wonder how we got here and find best way to get out of it with little to no notice whatsoever , that is usually the articulate mind bc it thinks on a blueprint rather than colour outside the lines, hence the emotions are left on the back burner, we do this because we have heard it all before , but do not know of which is the truths and when we do come to a crossroad that challenges that, we don’t know which way to go, one time we try this side and another time we try that , and here both take traction, good or bad , this or that, this is what we allow to face overtime , that which is desirable from that which isn’t , also because we don’t priorisé on being right more so than having the esteem to walk the way there , which is harder to do bc it allows u to treat both good and bad this and that and all that dual good stuff , or bad.. in the same objedirve neutral way, but also one with self awareness and personal responsibility , bc ur still in it and ur an active participant which means that even if u didn’t have the look of work, that doesn’t mean ur not contributing in some beneficial way, u may think well i am merely a spectator! i’m not really there im here instead , but u might be surprised of how much responsibility even that can be

the good thing about good things is that it always feels like home , when h tsp into the eternal life source of our blissful continuity, but this doesn’t reject or deny the shadow aspect of reality, again bc things tend to multiply but also that we tend to deny what to do with it , a thing that happened prior to ur arrival which has strong negative side effects is harder to dismantle than we originally think about , u may think people are the problem but then be surprised at the factors underneath what makes human humanity, such as thought processes philosophies and psychologies in association with all kinds of sensory perception , add to that personal expression via experience and proper application of wisdom concomitant with the closest to its truths can be, since all expression is that, expression and we use language as a means for a tool to establish the continuity of meanings some of which are older than us and we do run the risk of forming a gab between understanding and misunderstanding , ofc if u lack self esteem to think if u must err or they u do err or err white often , then there would definitely be a way that would get u to doubt about ur next action , thru which u are basically having a s reverse engineering of ur own life, i don’t know why we do that, maybe at heightened times we do go evolutionarily and in a conscious way tske a cosmic step backwards before we spring forwards and here u can take the symbology in the same material way that itself happens , aka a bowl full of marbles and u pull it back and the marbles are all over the place they clank about over the ground , and scatter about , aimlessly, in the posit rod what it did prior to the next thing that progressed from there which is cycles of cause and effect but how then can it be directed , or organized in an way, without the chaos pulling us apart so much that we can not digest , u can consider such chaos to be like poetry and ur right there is beauty in everything so is with pain, hence we get pulled apart bc we are that extreme and it has more to do with series of occurrences that were established prior to getting here this type of disssociated look on reality prevents us from excess criticism of each other and assuming we know each other enough to crook people and put them in previously selected characteristic modes just to have predictably full progression of life events of consented limbo with only look of advancements made which are either superfluous or frivolous

this way we don’t say, well this person did this bad thing and they should be punished for it so we are gonna systemize criminal activity to one where we are keeping an open air jail cell where we maintain it with verrons objectives given by we we excellent resources for determining society even though we don’t live in lowly places which gives us the improved skin of having maintaining this just bc nature comes in strong contrasts within the world thru which our first inkling does not always produce sufficient end results bc sometimes we see gettrinf to know objrdirves that we were previously not introduced before which was the art of seeking new lines of thinking but during as times , our consciousness sometimes takes a back seat bc it’s on alert all the time and tends to over exhaust itself to a point of breaking down, or temporarily taking a time out which is much needed to keep things cantered but not when it’s fucked with intentionally that’s tough bc it’s articulate and logical it doesn’t work or translate in the same way organic happenstances do bc those have been around for much longer so the induction of a new or artificial theory that is up to no good projects in the mind as detentions to holographic reality , and this accompanied coldness also bc too much in the mind means there is not enough blood circulation by the heart , bc ur one u must intentionally be closing off parts of u for the override of the other, and during heightened times this happens , for we must strategize in order to figure out and get ourselves out to safety out of a conundrum , during this time emotions can be haywire bc this may touch on ur survival ability as well as ur well being , also bc when the world is under severe risk of severing our collective ties with this reality, we get in on a existential boat and must carry the burden of being alive thru it, bc it’s a cardinal sin to take our our own lives no matter how enticing the look of feel of releasing urself from such responsibility , also bc we don’t underarms what’s really happening in reality, even if down claim , unless everyone is part of the whole conversation and actively rising to the previously established levels discovered by some , the thing can’t crystallize among us where it runs efficiently to benefit everyone and the issue is we spend natural resilience’s so our efforts go wasted and we may repeat cycle at a later time bc it’s the essential path that allows our continuity, where good and bad are representatives of its state of being and quality of development at the stages it processes thru

it’s also not a good idea to disrespect our bodies and our lives just bc others determine how life should be, for everyone , we may buy into such phenomena for a while and this teaches us the process of our minds as well as what we are confronted to, with or without knowledge , then we may rise above those objrdirves and where ur actions vibrate , things naturally realign themselves , concomitant to the worldly process , so we are like waves in the sea or ocean, thought too much trashing can’t be good either, it’s better if we formalize what is beneath aggression and not only prevent it from escalating bc we must have enough info upon “humanity” not this individual or that in our current reality for all of us are compelled in one way or other and may have benefit of doubt of the culpability of the process in which we wish to solve , this doesn’t relinquish personal responsibility but allows us to get to know it beyond what we previously established to make space for its cultivation process but also discover how these processes impact humanity in a natural way that can be a great teacher upon our reason for being collectively here and the natural laws relationship to our collective benefit, bc it’s the intention that drives the concept into reality, of being lied to , that generates split in an individuals progress thru life should be noted , and we may also see that each person that arrives at the scene has both good and bad intentions of not having developed within im himself a correct procedures he holds them all at bay until the path appears , as he’s waking thru this path, which is preselected for him and comes with all kinds of caveats and pivots which is the anti thesis of a good smooth journey, he may use this tool or that bc the path is rough, and then blame others for the rough path, even attacks them bc it frustrates him that there are inconveniences along the way, which refer to his mortality and determines his person bc nature is white intimate and when a good thug happens we feel nurtured and even spooked but when a bad thing happens we think too deeply about it and say what does this mean to my existence and reality? am i a bad person?

when we link being bad with our reality then series of causes and effects follow , it oscillates back and forth like the waxing waning moon cycles u expect it by now bc u link the connection between two objrdirves that push and pull, eh koch creates resistance , these vacillations are part of life , they were never meant to be an arrival point but there are milestones of achievements in human life and therefore human history, so this is not smth new that’s happening entirely only that which changes , naturally, we have some say in the way that can go only if we are receptive to establishing the true relationship between these objrdirves underneath the facade of reality, bc that’s where the real juice is at regardless to how u may feel about reality, feelings come and go, and they are heightened as well as lowered they r very sensitive and intuitive with many other processes we are yet to understand , for that aside from establishing a type of personality on earth which is in direct relationship with our truths and actions, the depth of field that gets clearer with time of its experience , we are also aware of the time of transition when death arrives that’s why it’s established that we are simply here , pert of a cosmic order or occurrence that don’t have much to do with us from the purview of human, more so than from the correct order of purviews, strong attachment to facts that make up our reality is important but it doesn’t supersede beyond this planetary function, being humble about our current position within the universe also allows us to honour our vulnerabilities and not feel inferior in their occasional transpiring, and this keeps us from excessively attaching to the illusion aid this world, bc its immediate it feels like it’s predominant or the most effective , surely there maybe correlations there but it’s not established that everything revolves around human , for we cannot prove even though it looks like it, the world is round everything is circular , here are patterns and cycles of repetitiveness , beyond the world is also round , things literally revolve around each other , maybe a grand design, cosmic joke , or lesson to learn , about our humility, bc u notice , almost all forms of aggression is not to prove smth to others but to a higher power in whose presence u may feel at odds with or inconvenienced due to ur afflictions

death while alive is not too bad

u must lose everything at least once and come close to death in order to appreciate things it it’s not as it seems for the true appreciation is in not wasting ur energy and time on the frivolous , personally i didn’t see this as a waste of time or energy bc there were no better alternatives at the time in which some of these were occurring , isn’t that life tho? if u examine every part of ur life in its progression u too will discover that time wasted was everything to u , for it generated memories and allowed u to gain all mixed bag of skills that u can’t seem to put together like a collage of personal gift , but u know it’s support system is there , as at times we get the eureka or aha moment and that’s wonderful but fail to implement our findings for proper cultivation of an idea which requires nutrients , we are often stunned by the stark reality in which we feel deep inside as one way but actually not be able to trans late it well into thru societies u may be a linguist doing the same but when did words actually save us mind u there is merit in thought but it doesn’t seem to have power to manifest very old common big project objrdirves that were a worldwide standard for a very long time too are things like “world peace” and “”clean environment” , the term “love” and “why don’t we give love a chance” on earth are the runner ups , and ofc “financial freedom is everyone s dignified pursuer and right to freedom and happiness “ regardless to where we may reside bc there are prospects all the time , giving us preludes to its potential either under a tree or inthe car in the way somewhere doesn’t matter as much as our mindset which remembered the time before excess surveillance or do we think this wasn’t already going on , except it had to have proper introduction such as well now we look at you well now we know because the very potential that we could have known coincides with how things developed

but ofc i believe in the power of words , i still believe in and support world peace despite all my inkling towards wars of recent , that’s just curiosity peeking its head in uncharted territory while risking being decapitated by one’s personal finding , to truly die while still being awake is a blessing that shouldn’t be wasted on devious pursuits , for this greats is deepened insight and understanding in to things that aren’t always within reach it’s not a skill thing but more of the social constraint that generate gaps between our intrinsic fluidity and the external material conditions that may not permit us to flow though life, and events , with a more self responsible and carefree approach to events as we would like since our true nature is of one that’s positive and kind, it’s the unwanted errors and the trick al lessons that come after which cause abject problems, u may not think big of it bc everything is manmade an su are thinking which is artificial when everything comes from earth this is organic life whereas if u look at it from perspective of illnesses shortened life and certain pollutants and toxins affecting human life , even causing debilitating illnesses which require hospital visits and excess dependence on others and such, bc it reduces severely the quality of ur life , then i may notice this has nothing to do with ur own self afflictions bc universe doesn’t register ah so here on this part of town based on by this economic disposition there are lead pipes and this neighbourhood over here is of lower demographic structure and thereby whoever borns to it must really deserve it for us not to bat our eyes twice before we call it a night especially when it’s our profession

but the issue is more than just system bc we are attached to our emotions there should be a class on how to manage and nurture and grow and cultivate hygienic emotions , bc we either have one of two options : to not feel anything at all, or if ur gonna feel say this is ur right regardless to u being wrong or reactive or impulsive or the like, cos these two do happen but these seem to be the only two options , whereas everything else is trying to find diamonds in haystack on a dark day , u possibly couldn’t , but when udo accidentally come across one it’s precious then again, u can’t actualize this or else this is a essential way we have a overburden of wisdom we cannot use for anything and everyday just passes us by, it’s no wonder why emotions can be haywire and not to mention, not feeling does not mean ur a stoic u must feel but not let ur feelings dictate ur fate , bc they r not always right, and maybe it’s due to our connecting right dots between our minds and hearts bc the misapprehension of particular dialect from the heart that gets mistranslated ends up in the mind as a false thought process, if we can determine what it is we are feeling and why, before its told to us, or manipulated into us, then we are forming alliance between our hearts and minds instead otherwise u can get in a bender when u mistranslate ur head logic and then get embarrassed by ur mind processes and deny ur, then cut off feelings associated with the wrong action of denial and forget to turn ur feelings back on again until they pressure cook under fire and next thing u know may not be the right thing

along with actual death, there are other forms of practice death of ideas death of dreams death of certain thoughts and eve feelings in their prior form, they don’t get destroyed per se very much like urself as u coarse thru life and change within ur life experiences , and this change we want it to be as impactful and drastic like death as we perceive its only one form, the death of body, and bc of that factor, here one moment and gone the next , not being able to control the death process itself , when and where and with whom we wish to share our death process for then physical body , as well as how much longer we wish our dead body to be preserved before the next form of action needs to take place are not within our reach or control, which adds to its impact , we may think that thru our our lives change , its closest kin, for it represents death in its abstract form, has to be drastic bc of our misperception of the course of death which is inevitable, we can prolong or reduce life but death happens, and it comes unannounced, whether if it’s fair or not fair is also a concern to us, which happens all around us , that can cause us more intense emotions of existential and inadequacies? we may not doubt ourself per se , but there is a great reveal about reality, that’s harder to deny to ourselves and our inner admission for the cultivation of compassion especially during dark times is not easy indeed , u can say that compassion is like a candle flame in the winds and once it goes out we refer back to darkness , aka ignorance again ? do u believe that? but for us to even emphasis a repetition of a given condition , we must acknowledge that itself is so, that we had gone thru dark times of intense ignorances but then on open arenas we refute this very same bc we worry about consequences of apologizing or taking personal accountability if we are going to be the only ones to do it bc that too happens , as u can see there are those who cast themselves off as godly or extremely exquisite beings in the same world we inhabit, with its gutters and alleyways full of rats and garbage , we may not fully have established what this reference to manmade objectives is bc we think organic always means good and righteous so is with raw feelings and emotions that can get into a haywire thru which bc we can’t reason well behind the limited scope of our understanding , we are not able to articulate its reality and condition in full? almost being compelled bc they also make us feel alive

feelings that is , which is anti thesis to what the thoughts of death represents , cold dark and unable to move , u fewer to exist maybe forgotten ur isolated and alone , there’s not a person who thinks of u, maybe not even remember so dying while alive is good bc u notice how actually insignificant u can be , this doesn’t refute that u also matter but a lot of things we make as big deal in our heart content and minds acclimations tend to be superfluous bc of their sheer contribution to the world at large , often times we like to hear things for the sake and benefit of knowledge itself , and knowledge is key to establishing mutual grounds for understanding but we also refute this nature by being secretive about information and even weaponize it for hidden objectives , we may even be more intrinsic in the misuse of data such as feeling good after hurting or harming others with our self ridicule , all of which may never make it to surface ground but just bc others can’t hear it , does it mean it’s all the less impactful ? but to an extend we do rely on fairy tales and conspiracy theories bc there are misuse of information and secrecy about vital data that could save pelles life if it’s given in real time instead with no hidden objrdirves and or ulterior motives

go ahead , die at least once while ur alive maybe then u too can realize the frivolity of what distractions in life can be and have negative impact on ur wellness we think n just bc it’s normalized that it’s ok where most systems are anyway, u are a child trapped in adult body, who only has the look of maturity whereas u keep ur emotions on a tight leash bc a meltdown is a cute look on a child versus an adult and even then there are practices and procedure to reschedule the child, such as time out, relaying ur emotions by willingness to identify them and spot their opposites for proper management of self reaction for this cultivated within us a power we have all along , the ability to respond to events outside ourselves , but outside isn’t merely an observants take sure u can spectate others sit at the coffee shop with shades watching others thinking they won’t notice or they maybe someone is watching the watcher too and that could very well be u, hence events that happen even to u must be observed , and as a spectator u must have a degree of self professionality, by being calm u already tame ur emotions to events that matter to u

facing ur own mortality early on can give i the right self esteem also without sounding dogmatic and pompous areogsnce for example is earned via hard work and good effort that once meant well but by closing their hearts they forgot the door , and where the key is at, hence by teaching themselves how to live without their heart now they are arrogant about it, they don’t feel anything bc they refused the permit , and for feelings such as these , much lie caved kids, who are deprived of real attention and care, grow up to be desolate cold adults , in childlike form bc there was no chance for maturation of the usual conduct we all have , but we have it excessively bc thee u refusal to tske ownership for some of their own wrong doings, such as their guilt that gets projected , worse is this is with the systems , bc u could be carrying others burdens without knowing , or that u know deeply but u see the idea of a perfect life dies with us early on and we just léane to keep going very much like a hole that never dies against all odds that it must be faced with in the reality for as long as it can sustain itself and the funny thing is it’s not possessed or seized or claimed or trademarked it’s all a thing , a essence let’s call it, that we can all tap into and by can we have no other choice , for the death of body is one thing death of ideas thoughts and even dreams are palatable but death of reason for living is the worst kind and which i assume , and assumption is aptly right here for determining why some people who can’t accept their own faults must project it outward to also have such dark thoughts about their mortality , and existence , perhaps its blow to the ego, so when the ego dies so do we , unless we adhere to our spirituality and be more of it but it’s not easy when systems don’t support it

certain degree of knowledge

gives us intense wisdom, thru which we can let intuition guide the way bc too much being in the mind can get us lost in myriad of theories that may intellectually look similar but with different baseline , only the heart knows, though even that’s shrouded with all kinds of filters and misdemeanours of symbolism , u may think u understand smth but that’s not the point bc u must first feel it for without feelings we can’t determine the good from bad, and these are not black and white they attribute to opposites and this gives us idea of determining contrast, but also there we may run the risk of simply replicating the format , either or , versus seeing what is , when things aren’t as they appear sometimes intentionally too and because of these contrasts it’s essential to determine contrasts where we see them because this can give us insight into their relationships through which we can then be inspired, or to be confused with influence bc i forme think influence as inner subtle moves that are triggered by sensors that are too subtle for u to notice them which should motivate anyone to notice them all the more then , much better to know to see to become into what u need to be , regardless of some of the diff cities we may come acrosss the ways, which happens when ur waking up from a dream or waking into a night made instead, it happens , dark times has that effect at a subconscious level , too subtle for our senses they which we cannot control the means bc we are simply too influenced by external conditions outside of our control so that may need to change bc one, we can’t go backwards we can’t go back and relive occurrences as the only way is forward and two u can not cross the same puddle twice so make the most of it, ofc some of our misdemeanours seem quite bad, u may wonder what’s the quality of mental well being of many people from across the board and that’s ok , i think the risks came with the severe hazard conditions too big to recognize at the time of the decision bc u cut urself off from the rest first when u thought that it was possible , whereas all this does is cause further separation , as we notice in the wake of troubles , surmounting , we may become overwhelmed , but most often u can measure a trouble by how long it has lasted more so than the immediacy of its impact concomitant with all other events that was also co occurring at the time of its relevancy that would be fair , since everything coheres at all times even in the mists of its conflict

but we have so much information nowadays there’s smth for everyone for every palate which is good actually when on the baseline ur willing to accept everybody as they are and not in a criminalizing way, and then we can progressively move forward towards ending the shared animosities ofc there would be accountability and correcting ur ways but i think its bc we fear this portion that we refuse to come to conclusions ends unknown the mysteries tend to be more enticing on the continuity of its inner intention , so its the product of our minds that worry about what could happen worse than solute to a better end results shared by everyone bc one is fear based fear induced and motivated from protecting self at the cost of others welfare whereas the other s open minded does not assume and notices that everyone reached current social conditions based on by their personal experience thru which we went thru some dark times where our consciousness was available collective to us , noticing thee transitions allow us to be kinder to ourself thereby each other , another motivating factor that can help resolve conflict between each other , by the work will have to be a collective process both cognitively, without extreme suppression of information or sharing it only as a means for war , information is meant to help us not inhibit our way or make things worse for us, though its true there are strong opposite of thought processes , but we can’t change the past by denying it happened , so telling truths is part of the process and arriving at truths may differ as long as some connections are made and common page grounds are coherent with the offer workings of reality bc we aren’t isolated or out of hand that we are simply beings of influences off there is subtle forces at work but we can not just solely rely on its markings for there are coherent objrdirves that we are also faced with , and it’s ok that we can admit to ourselves and collectively we are a bit exhausted about the escalation of objrdirves reaching great heights currently socially

so the core drive measures re more gentle than some of our minds like to make it out to be and that’s alright we can call it as the product of decades of activity that led us here in our self individuation and our part within the society that we have developed thru two means self control and of being under the control of set of systems that were available then based on by the conditions they were transpiring and taking on the torch from that which was prior n we can give ourselves a a bit of slack given by the contents of shared history, we can all take a bit of personal accountability with a grain of salt, knowing that it’s easy to lean on either side , whether if we are or not in control can really throw us off balance overtime , and the more we delve into these intricacies of the machinations among us , perhaps we can call it the phenomena they constant repetition that arises as a third occurrence we can then redirect ourselves to a more shared desired outcome bc it seems no matter how much we wish to separate certain objectives it seems to not work in our collective favour, it simply is not possible but this doesn’t mean we don’t have power to destroy our human kind either i mean if we really want total destruction we cannot exclusively cast ourself aside thinking it won’t affect bc it was some of those bad ideas that brought us to this point in reality and the effects speak for itself , that should motivate us to reclaim our power which is why it’s important to take personal accountability , and honesty goes far too for this respects our thinking ability since it has long been imperiled by the acts of society whatever delusions those phénomène has produced in us

so the priority should be to first stop aggression let us not worry about karma bc some karma is subtle a persons use deal from within certain impurities that may arise due to the arising of a faulty action in material form and then keeps nagging at him until he pays attention to it and then tends to it aptly that’s the same for everyone and the more we resist it the more it grows n information suppression was one of those objrdirves designed to suppress reality by the control of hiw we see reality and perceive its contents if smth else is thinking outside of us then they may haha the power of its shape and there’s a saying about losing abilities when u stop using them for a while so constant practice is what keeps us sharp perhaps also bc of the brains ability to adapt but the adaptations sometimes can be emotionally inducing especially during dark times bc we tend to recall negative feelings and memories at a more impactful level whereas the joys and happiness are effortless and therefore they are lighter warmer , the seek stuff tends to be cold almost devoid of emotions i can feel ur body chills old to the bone comes from that, whereas the loving joyful kind makes u feel it’s opposite almost weightless like and free, lighter in energy also makes the motions around u perceivable at a faster rate which is the flow of life not the otherwise stagnant dense air in the dark the negative forces at work that work to keep u rigid unable to choose or do anything about anything lacking in motivation and perhaps lacklustre towards life in general the colours are stripped this cold dense numb way to feel is what feels like giving up hope about reality towards life which is normal reaction when i consider he way the world has been and the current direction it seems to have perceivable by many at a faster pace

the warmth is like sunlight in a summer day u feel loved by an external power source that’s greater and gentler than anything this life offers , ( in perception ofc this refers to the dense cold feelings and rigidity ) u feel hugged by the atmosphere in which i live in these are things we must not lose faith and hope for , for they are nurturing part of our lives if for example our minds is strong that we begin to control the flow of general material song ways of where the events occurring now that are more susceptible to subtle forces influences can be altered by simple shifting our minds to what we can do instead of what we are not w to tend to, all the while considering those objrdirves as the one big grand objedirve it naturally is which needs no defending exclusively especially when u intend on the right things at all times in ur own reality that’s the point anyhow so dwelling too much innnegsrive occurrences do indeed tire then body and mind, and even exhausts the soul in a repetitive cycle of a limbo between two points a past events that they must regret and path to evolution thru it and although they may be honest and changed once they reach pinnacle they r knocked back to the prior or point and must prove themselves for validation again , which never ends , hence the limbo , people are made to suffer just to they pay for smth that they don’t know or in partial costs much less than what they are subjected to, all because the other end do the spectrum has set of rules and regulations that no longer translate to our consciousness and senses which is what poisons them, bc then the actions replicate themselves as they cannot replicate in the same way, they do other alterations to the end results concomitant to our current consciousness needs , the only implication with that is in the same way as being tested first and then having to learn the lesson thereafter

being here is nice

but at some point we have to say goodbye, relinquishing all accomplishments and acquirements, relinquishing everything that we once chased after , even in our dreams and thoughts the same, our feelings begin to release us as we more realize, even in our eyes there’s world of deception, this stationary like material reality too must depart , either us from them or them from us, this fear of separation keeps us in a bind that we can’t even enjoy the currency of life like right now , we are in constant struggle and perils of worldly societies, time is the essence its said and if u stop then u due , u can’t improve , then this is it for u and while this is true we don’t exactly know how to mechanism this in a effortless way? how much of that falls on our biology and how much of that falls on our systemic congruity still is up for clarifying and it’s hard to do bc we aren’t entirely here , now, as we want to be, and we may articulate this or that reasoning on how to be even in the states we facilitate in our being bc we don’t know what to add to it and what to subtract in terms of its natural congruity with the cosmic influence that is us in our dependent sense of intuitive ability which can easily be impeded with desires which is plenty in this world maybe that’s the lesson to overcome to be here now more intuitively naturally in our personal essence and being all the while honour world entirely for how it is what it’s been and like

but here is nice actually, we may shrink the space we occupy by thinning immediate , such as where u are who ur with, and what conditions u may have u can think for example two hours from now u have to go to work and that may cause all kinds of feelings and that may be ur version of small but by small i mean smallest like right now this next minute u have personal safety where nothing is occurring within it that’s the stillness u need in order to step into the now moment régalées to where u are and what u are going thru and what u may expect from that day onwards ? this won’t solve ur problems or bring u absolute safety but it improves the quality of ur now moment and give u shelter from otherwise negative conditions that may surround u , stillness offers us clarity though and we may notice things we might not have noticed during heightened state of anxiety, where u may also risk ur safety or make choices that are not that great, but not always , sometimes u can handle everything but still, no themes just bc u can handle hardship doesn’t mean u should keep being exposed to it , at some pint we want to improve conditions even if it didn’t kill us, that’s the point on being more present bc often times we get haunted with theories of yesteryears it’s good to analyze objectives bc this can offer us insight as to how we got here but we also need to link that with the now see them as one entity versus past as past and present as smth entirely arbitrary or even harder to reach bc consequent to our excess need to look n behind us simultaneously we are also looking forwards simultaneously since we wish to create opposite of the past occurrence we want our power of thought or power what about us , to direct a desirable reality

but the issue isn’t that our desires may or may not be right but that we are maybe driven by different desires in reality and maybe some of them serve different purpose but when the balance is off between desires what happens is akin to what happens in our guts aka flora where we have all these different occurrences that transpire a coming together of forces that are distinct in nature and that catalyze and effect by their equal of power but here the equal is also representative or the inhabitants of our gut flora whether our inner balance is off we tend to have side effects with dome being also mental processes and in regards to our emotions how we are motivated so a bit of that intrinsic fluid there for us too and the wonderful thing about being human that i noticed is is that we are adaptable beings and overcome so many afflictions in all types of ways but again the issue with just bc we can does it mean we also should comes to mind bc there is improvements somewhere that can make things easy so that excess energy we have goes somewhere else that we may not even know that we needed as part of our growth or improvement part of us, though we also live and learn so experience is the better teacher here, which we also know quite well bc our systems try to actualize this but when the balance is off then the burdens are placed on others where they have nothing to do with it nor can they improve those conditions but they are bridged by more cuts and lack ? which impede the course of their spiritual progression not in a intrinsic way mind u bc we learn regardless our realization it just is become inaccessible bc we are not permitted to utilise our skills in actualized reality so it’s there laying dormant for when the conditions are right then it begins to seize into realize and they which we do, bc if our act of adaptability to confirms that we cannot change nor control

and being here is nice bc u fall in love with the process of things , bc they mean that much to u, and it’s hard work in effort ship of overcoming hurdles and struggles for they happen very often even though u may feel ur invincible or not realized in society or that ur struggles are private , nobody may know , perhaps not even urself bc all u knew was to be strong and didn’t afford the chance to sit down and notice maybe there is a comparable model somewhere and here is the real existential issue bc then u notice the many perils that are already abound it’s that much like water we just coarse thru it some stagnate as they pool in places others are in constant flux some evaporate there is some artificial combustion here or there we are just too busy trying to make this machine work, they all start with good intentions those big dream of saving the world now becomes in further in the back burner the more we realize in the society of how much work we are faced with , besides the machinations of society which can be deterring us from our path and or those who say well life is brief i must live it to full extend but i’m only one person and i can’t exactly change with all that, and this version of the being stuck in a situation u didn’t want to be in nor did u intend on it comes with benefits bc there are cracks in reality where the light shines thru, no matter how well we structure things and make sense in objrdirves there is bound to be some misalignments bc all expression of reality is not going to be natures exact replica so when we imitate soul and try to systemized it the cracks are natures way of saying ur welcome

and it is nice where bc we love the art of life, there’s smth wondrous about allowing nature to do its thing, to inspire us to be better , in our own essence as well as what this may contribute to the world and beyond at large , far beyond our eyes can see, that’s what gives hope for one’s continuity regardless to how terrible things might be but they are convincing at times both far and near version of reality , thru which we may come back to back again to the moment of now in reality and what this means to merge everything so would that mean the future is also here with us but maybe we expected smth else like impactful in terms of change bc we are accustomed to such states of mundane reality coupled by artificial is excitement of whatever frictions may get us to feel this struggle and strife is the only way we can learn thru reality and grow , u may notice u can handle everything so long as it’s honest , it’s ok to deal with struggles so long as they facilitate growth and some type of improvements result from it that develops naturally complements our intuitive being and it threaten it, or get in the way of its improvements bc then the future is already here if we want it , we just have to really determine what it means to merge reality within a time driven objrdirves that must continue for the societies to fully function, but how do we implement the intrinsic value of our change at spiritual level to things materialized is difficult to achieve bc we have religion but nothing about people being their own agencies , which would give the right self esteem for us to know that we are not dangerous as we seem, in fact we are faultless and we can do great things, bc then we become self responsible when we take personal accountability or else we can always chuck it to an arbitrary god or karmic objectives without ability to prove any of our claims but all religion has deemed persons to be their utmost uniformality in terms of unique qualities to personify higher values in society regards to who said what and what makes these gods may have in their appearances though we do like to take things too literally sometimes and that’s part of our evolution anyway , but ofc that is once we master the skillful art of continuing on this reality, regardless to our human period , how do we see externality or where do we think we will happen out next or what will be the contrions pertaining it , if u want to eliminate suffering and say u don’t wanna suffer in the future do u think u will achieve that by causing suffering to people every where today?

but ofc we have a past too for a reason so u can mix the past with the now and mix the now with the future but u can’t shuffle the past with the future ? while u stand in the middle of it ? bc that offers a more direct path which is why thinking and learning from the past is essential in reality it’s more than what u léane is how u learn so that u can efficiate a better reality by determining an efficient future to become the next objective bc we system use change too but it doesn’t come soon enough in areas of immediacy and then it may arrive too soon such as favoring friends and family and help them succeed in objective areas where this need not be done bc it’s not correct way to get about objectives concerning entirety of humanity or else special interests would tske momentum and therefore must be maintained regardless to spiritual endowments or change in consciousness in reality bc that happens overtime and we tend to outgrow systemic moulds and models but aren’t able to translate this into systems timely for them to take root crystallize in a efficient way that display a better future in reality so in a way we get in our own way when we get in the way of spiritual endowments that need to translate to material reality in a efficient expedient way for absolute sustainability , the special favours go so far as to augment systemic realities for special favours can taint or stop its congruence with spiritual entailings such as legal means to benefit the ones who can afford the escape of perils of lack of material sustenance for others who may pay a hefty burden just bc the systems suggest this as fact in reality or doing special favours when u brush in with law bc ur friends work within th field of influence upon society which would not be permitted among the common folk, and in fact u get penalized for even suggesting it

how do we plant the seed of hope amidst all kinds of trouble and doubt

it’s difficult indeed bc for one aspect we may feel guilty and even shame during times of great despair and even grief, but we must also not remain in lower states for too long either , regardless of whether we are directly imposter or are mere witnesses to such conditions abound. it allows us? our feelings , to process what’s happening , so that we can adjust ourselves accordingly to change, and thru divine guidance in which we then process the difficulties to make ease with the objrdirves relative to controns which may have facilitated such for becoming potential in the first place, as things do not happen accidentally there’s often better way to stem one what’s happening without assuming that we can wander aimlessly without much direction thru life, as one may offer us lack of grounding , thru the teleport , to a more chaotic reality, where we may feel out of control with our own creative ability , either stagnate or be too extreme , in which case clarity on the other hand allows us to have some this if blindside between what we can control and what is outside of our control, that is equally of importance , since some things that’s in our control may or may not be in direct connection to objrdirves outside of our control, at least from immediate purview, then we can say, surely life is difficult and there are troubles, and we may come to terms with the relaying of those difficulties as we consult within , for we do rely on feedback from our surrounding to determine parts of self and reality , this can go both ways for us in entirety, we may lose heart and hope, become closed , even pessimistic about life, or we may see the many functions underneath the objrdirves that facilitate such, determining latter gives us motivation to have hope and keep going regardless to how a given objective may cause us to feel for coming to terms with difficulties allows us to gain the wisdom thereafter, if we do not examine the issues , bc they feel bad, then we are closing ourselves from the potential of peer insight into the conditions surrounding them

we may be convince the o presence of bad, persisting, is stationary, even new norm, that things won’t can’t improve, or that we must change for the sake of change rather than see the baseline of which these occurrences happen in the first place, sometimes they are shallow reasons other times there are reasons that root us back o source, they which set of happenstances interim set the pace of such confabulatory expressions which gave the look of this or that intention although the creators of such may not have intended for these objectives only that in examining the hindsight some conditions give way to continuity of delusion as poised to learning from its great wisdom , which compounds overtime and becomes a seed of potential thru which we can tap into it as a means to overcome such suffering but ofc we may notice that a degree of surrender maybe possible , when we resist too much the changes we are confronted with, and our articulate minds want to know every step of the way, but we may not have enough information, or that we may feel the uncertainties are too great , this is where anxiety maybe present , in the case that we cannot find comfort in a moment , where presence may get us to be inquisitive of information rather then relax with what is, even though we may have the time , the moment in which we may require to expand the space we take up by simply being , versus the expanse we assume from seeking and gathering more information , a brief description of how hope can be instilled at times of uncertainty comes from the pure presence that expands one’s constriction resulting from anxious seeking , bc of past uncertainties and happenstances that tend to shadow and echo thru one’s now moment, as past present and future are among us as potential and expressions as well as perceptions , many in their reflective qualities and associatives , among others we may feel confronted with these objrdirves as either or , we may feel like we are also being pulled at different angles at times , it can be this way or that, and combined with our past expressions the same, we may simply be called onto adjust naturally, it’s often said that the big deal issues we make tend to resolve itself when we align our hearts in the right direction , which is where being present and facilitating hope is complementary to one’s well being , as in surrendering to a moment in times of great uncertainty without ,expecting the issues to resolve right away, bc ur not using hope as a means to solve problems but as a means to improve ur now moment which works upon ur clarity of mindset so that u become better receptive to what is, for the continuity on ur path to problem solving

there is no single set way to get about things, what works for one person may not work fo another and is not supposed to although there could be associative s there relevant in nature as well as strong contrasts c this diverse way to coexist is meant to teach us smth, but we aren’t there quite just yet, we may notice that such conditions that pertain life can get us to compete upon wrong objectives , or close down in time , losing trust and faith in objectives , or move further away from our potential just bc the persistence of bad occurrences give way to stationary conditions , but things also have a way of changing instantaneously sometimes quite fast due to the accruing of a lot of other intrinsic basics that tend to run along with everything else we pay attention to this can refer to both good and bad associative and all other variations between them, and depends on factors that are also subtle and observable and between them, some things are meant to be whereas others aren’t as we may say , but when we delve into this and reflect it in life we notice the injustices aren’t meant to be for they don’t serve much except cause conflict and more pain , not the type of pain that teaches anything or that we think the same lesson will get us thru our shared problems we are confronted with today, whereas just bc smth is repeating doesn’t mean that there is nothing new to learn from it except that the lesson might be smth else other than what we pay attention to, which can be determined by offering ourselves the clarity that is necessary to decipher what is in reality not just by its as is ness as we find it to be , but how it got there, and what its connected to, the facilitation of which can grant us insight in to the interactions between seemingly separate objectives found in reality

it’s difficult to have hope amiss trickery and lies and deception that runs the world at large for the lack of trust between people who most prioritize self preservation at any cost bc their security depends on it , it’s hard to say that a different way to co exist by uniting our thoughts in a coherent way transparent from self judgment as well as critique towards others is difficult to achieve , for us to w covid these we may relinquish resistance built against seeing the good in each other , versus the absolute bad, bd the latter is easy especially if set of actions are to be followed to achieving it versus the former takes time to develop, it builds momentum, and ones must be consciously surrendering to the series of now moments thru its development, and this being on ur toes with the real time co crew rove ability may sound exhausting ; at first or u think that the build and establish hope they r he difficulties is foolish bc this is not how the world works , people are either advantageous or mean, or they can’t survive if they are benevolent and kind , bc often times u either become the bully or u get bullied, for its dog eat dog world out there where the only way to win is via trickery lies and deceit, as covetious ness may give us illusion of safety bc they can’t see it what’s in our minds therefore our hearts that even closed doors and walls offered us illusion of privacy where just bc there is no apparence of witnesses that we can get away with doing things we know are up to no good such as harming others, meditating on heir demise, getting happy at suffering of others , planning some bad thing u know is gonna hurt harm or kill someone etc and actively setting out steps to actualize ur plans which include intentionally lying to others , by misusing data or hide its parts which is equally bad

but it doesn’t have to be, for sometimes things are words in our minds than they are in actual reality unless we set out to manifest them bc then we may feel confirmed by the négligé effects this may elif is and still not know of which is based on our actions from ignorance that facilitates those feelings instead. the way i see it it’s better to have hope than live lofe in a dark state of mind but this doesn’t mean be fake positive , ur not denying the bad that’s happening but u are placing ur faith in smth that may eventually give way to improvement which is anti thesis to giving up with weekly while ur still alive , surely we must a dept to a degree in this planet bad tbh the happen, so we can’t be too foolish either and think that everyone wants best for us or intends best or thinks as they appear or we can assume the content of their heart or want to see them as we wish them to be versus as they are for these can contribute negative side effects and may easily be chucked to delusions , but not so much if u make the mistake to determine ur boundaries and learn sole lessons for navigating best at what next thereafter , so even in losses there is hope for improvements , without thinking too dogmatic about ur chances since not every one of us is granted it at least by todays standards as we see abound, for certain circumstances prevent some people from evolving as they came here to be, though the participations still contribute but would u say that for urself if i must die for a cause greater than urself ? if u had the choice u would escape danger as u can see we aren’t afforded the chance equally and that may be a lesson for all of us , to both surrender to the effects from past causes and to better causes we may adhere ourselves do that the effects are kinder to us and each other in the future

we don’t always attract our like

and there’s a reason for that since we also have issues with hand of god, or faith, or whatever we link connections to meanings on life, such as karma which is meant t o solve conflict , and promote wellness, if the results are not directed in improvements then we must not be doing somethings right , but this doesn’t mean we are all wrong, we may chuck the baby with the bath water, we may start new, deny whatever, or try again same objrdirves only differences that suit us the best, or we have shallow approach to objrdirves, only delving to them as it we can be exempt from them ourselves, for such denials and selective mindsets can get us in a bind of our own doing or as part of social conditions such as stationary objectives , and limiting happenstances , some of which also trap us in a bind, where we may wait indefinitely a long time , shirking which smth else happens, and then that becomes the reality but in truth it’s just series of events , when they happen, they don’t get to be un happened bc they already happened and when smth happens we have two options , we may wish to deny this by being still , as in not acknowledging it, or by lying about it, trying to change its context, or we may wish to accept this , but only by our terms which may deny the occurrences that took place prior or to us getting there, for such conditions when they happen, have a likelihood of being compounded which inhibit our true attraction bc of conditions that maybe present which coerce choice and inhibit timely actions that follow

what do we do when things that are superfluous happens to us, we can learn from it and apply new techniques to old problems but we may not evade conditions all the time for this may give us clues as to why this is important . we may think perhaps this or that conditions may attach but too much articulation on the concerns of karma tend to be diluted with our articulations of it which is in truth beyond our comprehension and words here could identify a given context of a given situation we may wish to ask ourselves , what is our truth intent and motive beneath the type of resolve that we seek, for the world is full of uncertainties but itself occasionally think a there is clarity in the diluted occurrences that are still in contradictory nature with each other, when such conflict is present, we may ask ourselves what got us to these conclusions , and here we notice what separates us and what unites us already, for such conditions attached we often rely on our relationship with natural world and reality which encompass all arbitrarily such as the cosmos and space along with our internal wellbeing , this sort of thought processes allow us to realize that we aren’t actually exempt from the generalities of such exchanges made at large especially those between the world and what is beyond but we do have these blocks in the way, which makes it easy to forget what is real and what is kit, even systemically we may think a god makes things possible , but it’s in fact propelled by people , created and discussed by people , we see thru things and objectives at play and use our analytical thought to determine what may need to be changed about it, but here when we forget , we may think that karma is served which would look to signs did social advancement without force or lies deception however we tend to discover that the more we seek the more we discover confusion

i think at some point we stop with the seeking for we have arrived but this doesn’t negate how we got here ; there are complex systems for everything both natural and manmade working at large , and it’s easy to blame oneself , or take on more than what one can handle such as life’s burdens and hurdles only in hindsight , do we feel we could have done things differently, though it’s not that the realization arrives at some point , either by sets of karmic experiences , of wanted and unwanted, or smth that ignites within us a type of availability of receptivity rather to the conditions that are happening at large which can grant us way to true feedback that just occurs between the world and what’s behind and what this matters is that we can quell our anxieties and the negativities that may hold us back, such as it may happen not as part of what we may have attracted per se bc that too can happen but it’s a bit more gentle such as about life and reality in its natural way is meant to be nurturing and kind and gentle whereas what we have this constant bussing about justice whereas nothing of essential ever improves should give us the red flag needed for comprehensive look on what needs to be changed so that things benefit everyone to an equal degree without causing too many setbacks in which case the setbacks could be an attribute of worldwide karma where nobody gets to win, especially at the cost of others wellbeing

surely we too haha the look of successes we hear certain things in the news about how things are getting better and how we are winning at this objedirve or we could be that, but in truth there’s a lot more they doesn’t reach the common purview so that’s one objedirve we have is not the presence of false information but that some information isn’t even there as it should be , bc we have power to apply ourselves to that which we may intuitively feel as true via act of discernment priori to the choice itself , we should be well defined in presence of such disinformation, without adhering to its counterparts , surely silence at times can be taken as compliance and presence and actively listening to each other may seem like agreements but this is not always true for context is key here , what we may refer to as what appear to be as it is has long been compromised so we take that on the journey of mutual understanding id trust is a thing of our collective purview without which we simply fall away

self expression and presence of all types of data may help us with multiple skills such as discernment and learning to process data even when it’s incorrect bc it’s human nature to err that we should already aube that as part of our analysis to not take every piece of data as it appears to be but let things develop naturally by exposing ourselves or it and by allowing the truth to arise thru its own marination process, which happens during periods of stillness and meditation bc we are also curious how does this work what does this mean and whether if this is true false or missing in parts

in looking at our world however we are caught between the artificiality of reality, such as stop and go, we are in a hurry where everything happens and then o nothing happens , for a long period of time , we are told to wait , which can take days weeks even months and then all of a sudden we are called to action and if we are not able to respond right away we can be shamed or criticized about our actions all of which can be translated as concomitance to our karmic process whereas this is systemic byproduct of our society which is oversighted by people like us and decidedly so as to how things woukd go which we see plenty of example of in society

the karmic process becomes more pushed back as we aren’t granted a chance to relieve ourselves as mother nature would, gently guiding us , teaching us the ways of life and why smth we might have done could be wrong , when the true process of “karma “ down that own haphazardly abruptly without warning and while sending u a strong message ur life doesn’t matter or u evolved all the way to this point just to chuck it away or be shamed , no reprove despite ur efforts to survive urself recover ur being and ur dignity or have a second chance at things , it’s no wonder why we got the whole concept of law of attraction therefore karma wrong , as a result of such what appears to be successful and even legitimate runs the centre stage with no personal accountability for what they do bc they also see themselves as exceptional aka hand of god where the same rules as males do not apply to them whereas they are also certain of what they think u deserve , is what is wrong with the world today but it’s not the whole thing it’s just one of its objectives bc the concept of karma and law of attraction or causes and effects do impact how we translate reality and what happens in society which then helps us determine power of choice

but it’s not just about our reality that our choice may be impactful our daily choices impact our life too and especially our personal choices at that, for such issues that play out at large are often misleading and ass a resll i’ll t of such we end up getting lost sis we truly being this upon ourselves ? if we believe as such there would be nothing productive out of taking on blamet

at is not ours , bc it’s not the lesson that we need, we could even be experts in this area and may need work in another area of our life but the juxtapose of what belongs to whom can get us to focus on frivolous objrdirves this not have chance to elaborate on what truly matters and contributes in a sound way to the words which can help improve the natural feedback loop between earth n space bc we need to be more thoughtful about his that works since we cannot manipulate rot augment it or inhibit it its bigger than us , we may ask ourselves well why’s in it for me why should i be concerned whereas u go on believing that what u see happens to ur enemy or someone u don’t like is what karma works like , or affliction of those who u believe deserve it or ur made to think are the bad guys may represent karma and cause and effect but all of these are the distractive objectives that keep us distracted from what’s workable and this matters for u bc would u like being stuck in limbo forever ? what would that mean to us collectively after having come this far in our suffering losses and the like ? ofc we would all want for all this to count for smth and not get in the way of its improvement and have it decay naturally for at some

point this solar system will have its transformation into its next form, or when we are done, and complete in our work, we is on, but here we can’t even move on from frivolous objrdirves so i don’t think we are quite there just yet , but we can intend on this if we truly want to ge true best out of natural systems , for working against it only cause us prolonged delay on our wellness and cause us harm over the long term since we cannot supersede mother nature much like as a world we cannot supersede universal forces that are playing out at large, surely this could be referred to as natural hierarchies or just processes bc there is no hierarchy just bc we cannot control smth, that’s just a product of false acknowledgment of causes and effects when we initially experienced them,

and in our examinations we run the risk of error bc we are not trusting one another we don’t trust data we don’t trust system we don’t trust ourselves enough to do so, and here some data is also incorrect so when push comes to shove we may make hasty decisions on the wake of urgency or trouble for this tends to happen especially when we are working wit natural forces such as worlds own laws that make life sustainable , then we may rethink the true nature of karma and feedback as well as causes and effects , so that we can better accord ourselves to its flow rather than run counter it, we may tell ourselves that our word is greater then our actions

in some cases this maybe true for such abuse of language is nothing new especially when vital data is prevented from us, that means others are deciding what we should know , and that there is intent for some endgame or outcome much like a salesperson lying to close a deal they know won’t be as appealing if they were to tell everything true about it, bc say, we do haha these issues that relate to our society, a feedback that is necessary for constructive criticism bc this is language used in the correct way that complements the data we are given when the information is false or particularly that already prevents us from forming deeper ties with esch other bc naturally we would be apprehensive towards hidden objectives , knowing full well the consequence of a wrong decision tends to be more drawn out than it needs to be for us eve to figure out what’s true from what’s not, add to that competitiveness on the wrong appeal

n life such as our livelihood or education that can grant us access to various places where we may practice certain skills is also smth that runs counter to our trust worthiness and trust abilities to each other , bc then we would have to priorise self succession at the cost of others , as the competitions can put arbitrary menait to objectives and even cause separation among its peers while putting value on things intrinsic , its no wonder why we haven’t prioritize the value of single human life as a result of such each person relies on their own decides for self preservation often time scan come at greater cost, of truths and ones authentic person which i’m sure is not smth people want to create not is there any greater a lesson for its been done before that we may look for smth new in terms of figuring out the perfect balance between these objectives that is meant for all equally to be diverged in and elaborated thru

step into the unknown

not much is unknown actually when everything is observable, when everything is within sight, u can see that the world is not as it seem, it’s not as it says, it’s not as it does, it’s not as it profess to feel , where safety is an illusion, certainty is a tax, and where knowledge is a good weapon for anyone ? anyone ! who wants to make smth of it, as they wish, for as they like, but we don’t know certain things as well , such as our truth and ourselves, we are certain of some degree of life, what makes life anyway? where ur born? to whom u may belong ? such as ur bloodline or ur country? maybe its the colour of ur skin that determines ur worth? but these are all arbitrary, since there is a great pull between being motivated and laxity, we want to bask in the pleasures of life no don’t wake me ! i would rather umber thru life than stumble bc have u seen them? they drag their feet thru the dirt everyday, living the same carousel bc the world is round and it keeps on turning , days become nights become days and so on, spring summer winter fall but not in that order , and it’s never the same for everywhere either but we can claim we predict the weather ! the few things to consider are this, nobody knows of what they do why and for what reasons there is but u can always become a scholar and proclaim reality! or acquire a lot of money only so that ur one of the few who gets to enjoy what bounties the world may offer since it’s ur playground and are its master , u get to play with what objedirve dot choose from much like the world is ur buffet rather then ur playground bc everything becomes available for sheer consumption, even people that are consumable, with their energy and time, life wears on us overtime , it keeps going as we keep grinding , in the belly of the mother nature we are decaying in slow motion even when we appear as new and shiny for nothing lasts, everything goes on until it ceases to exist , then why do we lie to ourselves about such paper trails having more important than the heart of the matter ? bc that’s not how it works around here ? persia’s , but again none of us know reality as it is ? only that we think we can make the most of it the way we like, again? this isn’t everyone’s availability for most people , they fall in line , how wonderful , we can almost call it contradiction station rather than what reality may have us, grow up, go to school, get educated , get a wife get a husband get a life make lots of babies all the while , world may turn in the direction that brings it all down like house of cards, as the avenues are plenty, between desires and likes, u may feel confronted with getting lost in the inner realm of having never trekked such in depth analysis of ur person bc ur too busy to please the exterior conditions that are projected to u as if this is the only way to be but to be is arbitrary bc we can’t even be still enough to hear what is, what if the reality is only as strong as we make it to be, a figment of our imagination, really then again no matter how much we plead for things to stop , such as atrocities and warfare only privilege makes it to reality in absolute coherence, at the pinnacle of its own self successes that it reaches far behest the surface of our roots and pulls us off then ground , as we thrash about in the winds the only freedom that makes sense in a senseless world

i think the identifications are arbitrary really much like names and places and the lies we draw between them, this is me that’s u, this is mine that’s urs, this is here that’s there , and all that’s in between rhymes or runs in conjunction like a combination of random objectives put together in tandem just to make things seem diverse and plenty, whereas all in abstract is mere distraction from what u truly feel inside u think ur complete at first only to get thru reality which continually takes a way parts of urself and then proclaim ur not complete at the end of things , u do , do lose many things , many losses , many gains , intermediate in nature that which grants u the internal feel of which periods there is more to combine in the art of evolution of my person upon coming here regardless to full knowledge of its where with all its nonsensical objectives that i might feel upon being human, the underlying conditions may not reason well with my deep intuitive truth about the whole gravity of situations , we don’t know after all , what we even come here for, it’s just a desperate act of move reel, where people who wren aware of their own attachments ketch onto u like this is the reflection of their superimposed defilements of their own true freedom, if ur not free urself , its easy to prod next this discontentment to others , bc here is where expertly advices make their vices appear , much like a movie reel where u have ur protagonist and antagonist as if this is the only way to continuity , but sir we need contrast we need fiction or else we do not feel enough of a constriction where we ma finally feel like we are being motivated effortlessly but we forget easy, even children can be angry, and bully each other , as they grow up they can go so far as to take another child’s life , where do they come up with these toxic objectives , do u think we are all inherently logical or what ? maybe the seed of destruction is there as we notice it upon coming here , much like starting up a bad habit such as drinking and smoking this is it good for u it’s not healthy at all and at some point u must let it go before it leads u to ur self destruction , then we dance with the vice till kingdom come , till our hearts desires give us some type of contentment , but contentment never is maintained for the struggles of life keep on coming like waves in the ocean of life where storms r playing out at large but even that’s unrealistic , bc the natural storms do come to pass and are somewhat predictable as opposed to manifest heed storms that never end , if they stop we get a little bit anxious bc things are too calm, no this can’t be , don’t u know about reality this can’t go on for ever happiness joy and if ur truly enjoying ur life something must be wrong with u it’s like the calm before the storm ur final meal, don’t let urself be immenses in pure joy, don’t u ever think that nature has exceptional approach towards u, for ur not special, nobody truly is , that’s just an illusion much like success education and luck is , even our skills are combinable to a big frankenstein of success’s which is already what’s happening abound, it’s more of getting things from point a to point b, that truly matters it’s often said , or u do anything to get to point b, which is supposed to represent blood sweat and tears but nowadays with everything multipliers anything goes, many things , such as peoples actual blood , actual sweat , and definite tears that makes the story ,

and they don’t have to be there during the grand opening let alone we don’t even have to mention their name no forget about it ! that’s the part that’s arbitrary bc so and so was a bastard child, they are a disgrace to our adherence to human rights , for the posh and the elites, for those who are truly hundred percent human , not like those who have multiplied among themselves even in their own bloodline , bc either way u look at it it’s either hundred percent stupid , or mix match idiots of desires , so it’s easy to disqualify anyone regardless to his resonant their potential and purpose maybe , this would relay us to how we refer to animal kingdom for our grand plagiarism called humanity versus take a look in the mirror, and have periods of stillness to define the undefinable , that is , ur humanity, perhaps we all know the truths bc by now there’s among us a plenty, of ways of getting ourselves there , in our sleep, and our waking states of trekking this reality as it continues to change maybe we too are sick of it, the cyclic existence of rinse and repeat , and we wish to break free from the conundrums it projects us daily with, such as the roles we play, the constrictions we feel in our veins, the strains of our hearts in distress , which sends blood rushing thru our brains , making us go loco with the lot of it , without confuse but there’s always hiding our much beneath the mask, that we have spend a good deal of our time in development , things such as where we belong, what school we might have gone to, what connections we might have made , what work we might have been part of , what society that process to own us , bc that too happens , what happened in the past ? what adheres to higher rules and laws ? what makes us so strong in dignity where we don’t value what we get to determine the reality for others if we do not own them before we own us no we don’t even know ourselves only that it’s easy to get in to myriad of characters this is a threat of life it’s meant to be a fairy tale we tell others and make them believe do they stay in line while they sleep we go on partying till the sun rises up and the greed begin to turn in the direction of cspitslims called under myriad of objrdirves coming to play, play? do u calling as such play time ? do u call trickery as games ? do u this competition is fun? when it’s ur life on the line here ? where everything is already a sport , u may be fit to overcome it but ur still entertaining someone sides of things that are not aligned with ur divinity , u can even call urself a gladiator, pleasing those who sit on the thrown of self righteous justice that they project this evil ur way bc where else is the energy gonna go since it’s indestructible that’s what conscience does anyway, u have clear conscience that’s one thing but it’s hard to maintain when u have to adhere to such evil that u can’t keep things clean no matter how hard u try, there is going to be smth that runs counter to such exceptional perfectionism and that much priest elsewhere at the very least we too like to tell ourselves pompous stores of fictional realities where we then project these delusions bc energy , must , go, somewhere and lessons must have the look of having been learned by someone, if we can , reconcile this relationship , between humanity at large, cumulative in spirit, and the universe that projects us back, after the grand sphere of energies are directed to beyond at large, from there they may touch every planet in our galaxy, a catalyst takes place a big change that beyond our human comprehension so now u may say joey shmo killed jenny on the block, and it was not u but the planet takes the criminal scene with u in the mix, including the lies u tell urself, makes a mix of batch of math, which then shuffles back to us, now y might be scared so u decorate urself with fancy garb, let’s call it dark occult science stuff, for totems and such may give us illusion of protection why yes i have some type of hold or control of this reality whereas in truth, its part of ur misdirection and human malfunction, and thats not entirely urs either bc there are concurrent occurrences that let u there , there is no such thing as self made person in this world, we take we give and that’s just how it works even in our infancy

and this universe impacts us in reality, where we may obstruct is with our self imposed delusions and juxtapose our afflictions to the world as mere facts and factors that can’t be changed, here is a degree of truth however there are things outside of our control but many , as u may have noticed , will do anything to maintain the facts for if they are wrong , say ur wrong, what would u do , how would u feel? we have many examples of this as well, not bc those who are faced with many conundrums today projections of which come from all different directions , whether they are facilitated by man, or via nature, but then these projections have a convincing ability to keep the illusions going alongside the authentic truths underlay for there has to be baseline thru which all is possible , right ? now u can will to power these continual obstruction that get in the way of our authentic evolution, surely there are many ways we can wield our free will, as free as it can roam this planet given that we get help from our dear friends such as things of materials in nature n people of higher placements such as elitism and the pinnacle of success some are granted access to , based on by disposition familial structures, of being belong to some place or others, and he not exactly free either , the extreme conditions play out among us already we don’t say i married the wrong person we say that i can’t say love in the same way again bc i had smth indestructible rise out of my self imposed affliction bc it’s the world that taught us a great deal about how to go about such objrdirves much like soldiers of life, fighting for smth, to get smth in return and where self sacrifices are seen as godly, and truly, without any strong appeal bc things change in reality and we actually do not have control of any of it, when the truth of the matter reaches the planets it changes things in them, these changes are combined and then they are sent out to the bigger more complex systems surrounding our galaxy and in betwen galaxies it does the very same , they exchange information and then change we can try to change the dialect of info very much like renegades among us who are for justice but go to get it in the wrong way possible some labelled under terrorism bc u do not have any other avenue to reach enlightenment but this not , by that i mean no matter what sort of result u may get from ur own self imposed actions , change the planetary changes and that come back to us , in ways that we think we can control about , we just sit at its whims , in the sense that rains come down and touches everything and long after the resin has ceased , there is the aftermath , even then series of things occur even after that depending on where u are maybe ur in the desert maybe ur by the ocean the weather will impact u beyond ur comprehension, u can tell urself that u feel certain body motions , concomitant with the emotional process of ur own self progression, and even die haphazardly from certain conditions , we like to place meaning on things that suits our theories the best , we may try to augment reality bc we think that religion is what makes the believers into the strongest of structures that are not destructible by the afflictions of others including the truths we may be internally confronted with, as long as on the exterior we get to keep going in the way certain occurrences took momentum, we can keep the masks on, and continue o lie between our teeth since we are one person, regardless to our freedom of will, we know that the truth about our freedom is in fact not what anyone may think about it but some fool has to facilitate it , it’s just a matter of time where enough factors cumulate , that smth natural takes place and even then the strong insistence of stupid can overcome the factors that face us all in our existentialism , a free will that destroys all others is not free , it’s just abiding the planetary equivalence of a conversation about truths , that many of us h have become intentionally deaf to that’s all

ah soul, have heart ! make sure to articulate what’s up because ur only compass is going to propel u a sort of insight as to how things work around here regardless to whom u may belong , to what set of systems ur art of, since ur made by the experienced u wish to keep going and he shaped by the wisdom produced by it, even if all is arbitrary, if we notice that love and compassion are two wings to a bird one of them allows us to get to know things better whereas the other allows us to embody this knowledge but the mentations may have us lost in many avenues of articulate reality, which is where we feel like taking on more responsibility than there is in truth of matters , in which case , the language between our collective edifice and what we send out in space and what we think the message is are not in true alignment with the planetary occurrences that do their thing regaled to our belief and then come back to us in form of reciprocity concomitant with our wiled of freedom , that free will that grands us particular actions in which case we say we can’t control that we intent and control that which is possibly not controllable such as what the planets send back to us, in theory we can project this as much and long as we want to but then what is tend s to prevail even if it occurs in afterlife maybe this world is a middle grounds before we are headed off to smth much more , otherwise how can we make excuse for all the dead and dying n its not like they chose to die so haphazardly but we still think that smth good will come out of all these entanglements in the same way we lie to ourselves about our personal experiences , it’s not even that important if we lie to each other bc that part depends on more than the trust we gain from others at this point anyway, we all do the dance make the most of what we have , and what we have is never enough, we go on looking or more , in places of replicate and then we force ourselves to forget for to begin anew we must let go of all our afflictions even if they are facilitated by lie misdemeanour of thought processes , we may have inner admission of succeeding others via haphazard reality that may work in our favour but , at the end of the day is another night , until even nature ceases to keep u upright , in its continual shuffling of natural resources which includes the planetary functions that develop haphazardly, so this universe responds , and we are in its direct attribute to its concomitant processes that may one day say , cease to exist , and then what? see? our worries are so grand , that we try so hard to last thru eternity whereas in fact its our internal fears about our dissolution of what we make of it , bc we have placed our self imposed importance on things of finite nature somewhere in our self development that gives us the priority of matters that are not true , bc there has to be friction for us to feel any continuity , or else we would fear we cease to exist i w relax our intuition just a little bit, if we lower our defences in direct way of receiving vital info, we want to hurry up the process of progression in thru th world to claim the pinnacle bc others have deceased and someone has to take on its place of profession of the realty for the job is big, who gets to maintain the movie reel, like a scrip in untold ways in which afflictions may go on playing with ur heart strings into our own self destruction

kill ur darlings no child is safe , if we keep at things this way, we will send our children to wars in about twenty years , what can counter strong weapons of hate and mass destruction ? maybe it’s time to reconcile our last empire of illusion of how things should need to be , to what the universe is signalling , heralding , heralding the end of times means the beginning of smth brain new, before the black hole at the center of our galaxy swallows us up whole, as there is no escape , unless ur deep unroofed mindset likes to relapse such break from cyclic existence may get us to also break out of such strong sense of destroying where we can repeat again the same , maybe it’s time for us to reconcile our loose ends even in our death bed but do u thjnk but do u actually assume that words have that much power to recreate the worlds that u woah to reside next in? have we not noticed how the aging process have us weak versus we might have had strong attribution to rebel against the world? for such softness hines us clues as to our there in our person of which transcends they thus world into smth much more articulate in some thee part of the universe once our form ceases to exist , and even feet may supersede our superimposed self inflicted bliss resulting from our delusions about succeeding over others demise , and here we may totally be forced to surrender instead, of having to give away our afxirive mindsets but by now its too late bc we still insist on having power just bc free will have us the illusion of control, but this is only a part of our human articulation of what forces us to assume , since we can’t think beyond paper trails the seem, in justice law and order we see the same occur before us injustices can paint us as anything other than our truth and we were there ourselves we must now our truth and recognize that much afflictions are made intentional bc we are meant to work the in several system for peanuts on the dollar for cheap labour saves money for each nation which then can proclaim to the word how it has lowered the debt and his it’s doing so well among all other nations , bc cspitslims has us compete over wrong objrdirves which we freely do anyway, but why the adherence on the arbitrariness of poverty where a persons of a higher status is in love with someone of a lower cast u may as well call them whore mongerers bc such objectives are joy looked in kind among the bougie statuses of gods in human form here to feast on ur many afflictions they will proclaim with absolute certainty that has nothing to with systemic malfunction a byproduct of our lineage eternity and the concomitant planetary language that unfolds in our lives entirely, to bring us to a point of which our next steps may hav eus in abject anxiety bc we too may feel this greet instability that manifests among our youth as “uncertainty with the unknown “ but its also very predictable if we keep going this way , the alarm bells are ringing , some put on their deaf ears and continue guilt tripping and shaming others for it , whereas others are worried bc at the end of the lie is ur life, off why not, be concerned

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the manufactured reality

may cause strong side effects but this is not permit to continue being rowdy and unruly, it’s easy to say there is no control in given situations without personal adherence to hygienic procedures that complements one in one’s convictions that if the reality is at fault , this does not permit ones from continual bad behaviour, or subjective reason that may inhibit one’s way to overcoming said conflictions , in a way it can be deduced that the improvements in the external circumstances also complement the self improvements for without one the other cannot be actualized maintained , if for example it is requires to be more independent, and have more freedom and power , would it be applicable where power can apply freely when certain susceptibilities continue to give way , then there could be contradictions between such purviews bc of the secrecy that’s necessary for self preservation at any cost , although it’s harder to determine which part is being preserved about self, it could be that the set up system within one’s self practices do come with blind spots , and it’s easy to say , when there is reliance to the environment that reflects a better feedback , which includes in the absence of such, a degree of self reflection and self honesty, for the knowledge into self can complement a non linear way to overcome one’s afflictions thru the systems that have their own endowments and inflictions that works out at large , again how we there is a strong discrepancy between what is accepted as subjective and objective reasoning there are many influences that come into play , ones accustomed knowledge can hazard block one’s purview or open one to broader instances where one may then take the data and implement it to self betterment , not to be confused with self improvement bc improvement is a key word that can be triggering , it refers to self work, and where one’s may not know where to begin, can instantaneously reject the objedirve of self work, and feel like the conundrums are belong to them, even though some of those may be a product of hr environment or from external conditions outside of one’s control, usually too much control is exerted when one’s do not live according to their divine truth and nature that’s granted to them, not bc they don’t want to for such afflictions can get away ring sense of rebellion and thus make objective that could be subjective in theory, and close off borders where one may not fully want things to be as a result of such one’s may feel compelled to replicate the same among their peers instead whereas the underlying issues have not been reconciled or called out bc identifying with such objectives is non linear , except that their linear look may give illusion that a thing is reconciled with simple a b c , but then the intrinsic continuity internally only replaces one problem with another , much like replacing one bad habit with another one and thinking that solves everything , both these act out in the world at large and in interpersonal relationships bc of their influential context for the minds that do not know where to look cannot actualize a given data or eco hide it as such, due to the relativity of objrdirves which tend to create similitude in their undertones whereas act out entirely different on the surface , with appeal of newness

to abandon self entirely, is the first step to letting go, with confidence , for what’s true and real remains , though when articulated in dry context , the apparence of letting go may cause anxieties for such freedom from self imposed acknowledgment about one’s narrative is what causes the implications of one’s person which forces one to release tension, and here too michbarrorculationofnthat which is untrue if gets into a whole lot of intellectual muck, and here concepts such as contradictory in nature class info in the minds of those whose thoughts and feelings aren’t entirely aligned tend to rely on such secrecy of their person all the while appearing open , receptive and congruous with reality , there is truth in that however , for the act of letting go, is essential to dissociating with excessive attachment to theories and people, including mindsets, interactions as well as the feeling s that momentum gained from continual practice , the esteem must therefore not depend on continuity of replicating events but more so adhering to self honesty, which includes two things, the thoughts complementary and equipped with their subsequent emotions to follow , which is where when such balance is reached via trials and errors, ones are then able to develop self esteem in the right sustainable way, not the artifice from copy and paste of what society may offer, in which case when one’s truth is aligned wit ones person, naturally the negative occurrences fall away from one’s activities as well as their mindsets , and here such différenciation is key, what is one’s origination appeal, from what is middle ground objrdirves to the objrdirves that seem not related to one’s objective and the middle ground objrdirves from one’s environment to the working of things playing out at large which tend to be more impactful on the global front such as famine and arcade as well as hygienic global relations, thus protecting one’s divinity peace and person is concomitant for the betterment of the world, since anything that disrespects one’s soul continues to either or , in the global relations , as the concomitant actions tend to grow and multiply, hence lies the power of influence in congruity with the influences that work out at large, as in the ways such interaction take place between macro and micro reality have a relationships that’s free from either personal or cumulative description of it , the discovery enables experience and via experience such knowledge deeper and alignment is made via oscillations of the contrasts but never stationary , since this would portray decay, and decay falls away what does not complement reality, in the artificial sense this is a manufactured decay, which plays at large via toxic entanglements that act as one and do as another , which inevitably plays out in smaller contexts , based on by what’s environmentally available which is insightful all the while can be a great teacher

generally helplessness is looked down upon, for asking for help is a sign of weakness , not exactly though since context can differentiate otherwise similar conditions , all of which can be studied in their own places without making distinction of their correlation bc the true discovery is find the right connection, not conflate similar with what’s different and make different what is similar in nature, for this can help find out common ground conduct not as someone wants it to be per se , built by fear factor , or conditions of jealousy that can rise due to competitiveness which is borne out of illusion of lack, and can hyphen one’s decisions of past haste and make one’s feel inadequate their choices which they wish to conceal for the look of strength in a volatile world, while at the same time force solutions instead of work in tandem with others on common appeal that serves all in a dignified way , in a way the same line of power domination and greed play among people bc the creativity for anything else is stifled due to big picture objrdirves but at the same time this doesn’t mean there is no personal responsibility there , for now , there is over abundance of all types of info and susceptibility to machinery them rather then delve deeper , not with haste bc of competitiveness or trying to claim the nature of illumination that is like sun that touches on everyone equally, or that there far too many distractions, during extreme of conditions , of not knowing which avenue to take which plans to make who to befriend who to trust who to reject what to do, to prioritize finacla freedom or to work in one’s internal absurdities to benefit one’s condition of hygienic manifestation of a reality one may feel safe within or interactions that may benefit one in a healthy way, without double standards or hidden intentions that tend to block the purview of any good hearted individual bc they simply aren’t equipped to handle such reality in a efficient way for there is no model or example, not at small, among people nor at large and here spirituality has already a price tag where info is afforded to those who can afford it literally with time or energy or their person or financial means of availability to get into systems and services to benefit aptly , as a result of such, what’s freely available is usually loooekd down as not worthy , for this sheer controlling of factor that plays out at large can trigger repressed association with one’s experience from early on, since comparisons are not only jill joy of ones intuition and creativity but they tend to be standard in a financial world or conditional exchanges which also includes love inc

and here there is a strong need to give birth to new worlds and new reality, which stems from one’s strong foot in reality, such as sexual hygiene, and interactive of one’s spirit, such as lying to oneself behind closed doors , or hold hidden be that are it aligned with how one’s may portray themselves as to the world, thus instability is understood bc the environment is faulty but this must not be used as a crutch or else reality never improves where everyone looks to others to do smth so that smth gets better , and if this is the case , it’s a result of fear of excess criminality, of potential of error if one’s do make a choice free of group think , and then get shot down , dragged or ridiculed, for this happens bc those who wait for others to facilitate change, don’t take initiative in the first place that its easy to abuse the seat of spectator without self discipline , and as a result of such, there could be temporary relief, for the enjoyment of others suffering especially those ones may not like, once dissipates , ones may feel back into the abysmal void, a depressive state , full with low frequencies and toxic conditions that one may accustom oneself with bc one has chosen not to partake in a world full of conundrum, but denouncing the good with the bad is nothing new bc it happens at large, a label without basis established or any viable cause can get a group of people pay the price of few, whereas it’s the behaviours that need to be prioritized, the act of getting what’s given is not equal, bc there is no reciprocity to efforts and context is often afforded to rich and those who are exceptional in quality , such as identities of rarity, as well as those who are deemed as geniuses or eccentric types , but this also includes those who are toxic, at large due to power and authority, such as warmongers, and those whose actions may benefit few at the cost of many, so their actions are permitted silently , until the error becomes unavoidable or harder to ignore

there could be a proper alignment made between subjective reasoning that is non delusional and objective approach that complements reality given that one’s have established hygienic spiritual equality without excessive dogmatism and too much self cherishing thought and this doesn’t reman too much self deprecating thoughts are alright either , for all of this complements the entire project of overcoming both as the sense of esteem built on truth is what lasts effortlessly and it does not seek validation or recognition or does it depend on false sense of continuity for continuity sake but is aligned with higher values concomitant for the basic needs of all, without cost to oneself bc every person is part of the grand equation called life and here is where the big issue is on common grounds ( on how to determine the right set of practices that could be normalized in place of current ones that have been founded on illusion of lack, animosities, of lost dreams and over objectifying ones needs based on by one’s tribulations and then projecting these dark side of one’s subconscious ness to those whose experiences may differ who’s reality is far from reach, since a spectator may assuage the know all but it’s hard to determine others nature do them hence subjective nature is off limits , and it’s private even in those who overheard, only that what each person may bring to the table of common grounds is sought in clear duty and integrity c which relies on the appearance each may bring inclusive of body language , the choice of words, the intrinsic ones such as emotional proves ( if one’s gossip behind others and smile to thee face , what sort of emotions would this produce for example? or racism or sexism generally but out in the open, ones may think bc others cannot tell, that one shave advantage of abuse and trickery , which is lack of integrity of one’s person ) as a result of past slavery and all forms of it most are subsumed to putting others to slavery and not notice this as true replacement of a false condition due to hazards of society, when seen as it is , from here , a common ground can be reached that offers clarity , for each avenue of subjective reason to objectively rise to the occasion and not fall into pitfalls along the ways of discovery of one’s intellectualism in such notions

the discovery of mutual grounds is a dance , and here the meridian quality offers insight, to each their own intellect, and concomitant with what’s in each persons heart thus determine the journeys unfolding , in real time , all the while adhering to systemic practices and procedures that are both limiting, and liberating depending on where one’s immediacy is purviewed and surveyed by others who are called onto such tasks, but is not limited to end all means , for the cause and effect of such reasoning has started long before a given life cycle, and thus lies the real challenges of what true meridian actually is , its only a matter of time where everyone rises to it rather than place arbitrary establishment based on by subjective reasoning coupled by one’s power and privilege , which includes hierarchical relationships and age, as age is often likened with wisdom, and there is machinated requirement of respect by such but it’s a contextual occurrence rather , for age can convey , experience , though it’s only beneficial when the information has been extracted from one’s subjectivity and has been purified to fit into the objedirve realm in a wise be exist and unconditional way seeking nothing in return but simply a wish, made in the wind, for the benefit of everyone , that comes back in reciprocity which benefits one in kind, not at the cost of some, stepping stone or else, a donor or other , wasting others for one’s benefit or for the greater good is currently accustomed which lowers the meridian quality to its abstraction of its delusional half hearted format , that which is as it is , but can it be accepted in full, as absolute, unable to change within and about ? or can each person recognize the truth about what is the necessary “compromise “ apparent here

we have become machines

we start we stop we follow set of prompts, including our biology, how does this work, how does that work, we look outside of ourselves for proper steps to follow, a guidance that will finally make things make sense for us bc god for it we err worse yet if we are caught in the act have u seen what happens to those fools? in public ? it’s ur annihilation of ur personification to the closest degree , of ur own inner tier ha which is harder to grasp its like trying to squeeze water in ur hands, its impossible! ha don’t take this as a calling however , to grasp the ungraspable is first steps to insanity , u could be committed , literally but u can try if u like , personal choice is a thing attribute to this world planet , u can will it wield it , kick it to the curb and be robotic , it’s all a choice really, but we don’t get to control the consequences of our actions now do we . but it seems like it , be it systems , be it reality, we cans make things seem as we want it to be , we can even manipulate people , how lovely , we can even go as further as to lie to ourselves , really? really . free will has that power if we really want it, then again things multiply, and from there we can really achieve our mission to get lost in wonder , wandering aimlessly like an arrow shot thru the air without destination, we can do this as many times as we want, ah now what happened to pure concentration, now we are all over the place, scattered about, we can tackle multiple objrdirves though or maybe it’s the product of our delusional thinking, of being divided in ourselves much like our precision attention that also takes us many places , we tune and attune, a comprehensive attitude in multitudes and bliss , or maybe we are that good at self lying , lying under the sky full of stars wandering where all this may take us , whereas we has the lower all along , but do we really see that if free will is true to us then it must be so as well as true for others , and here the alarm bells go off , bc what if they aren’t fully of the capabilities of their own true power , hence so and so may say just bc of the colour of ur skin or ur gender , or whatever group ur peer of , u are to be criminalized bc they will it so, oh how dumb don’t h know , we can’t determine a group of people’s integrity by the actions of the few and bad edicts anywhere bad as in bad behaviour bc free will has us in myriad of circumstances conditions of which are in part by our own dealings and in part by the externalities hence the unity aspect , u don’t get to exactly own others bc ur united , but more so adhere to set of principles that consists every one equally under one love or one law that is, through self discipline do we get to know what it means to have free will at all , or maybe we blip blop through life , never taking personal accountability the choice is up to us really in part by our own souls drive and in part by external conditions that may or may not be available to us at all s we see this stark contrast playing out in reality today

not all thoughts are created equal bc u can tell the undertones , from a soul based stance , but it’s very much like partaking in the omni presence of space , really, that which does not require ownership, is true , and that which is available for all, under one light , or love , or cosmic law, it’s not that bad actually , when we think of love we think of conditional exchanges, when we think of law we think of punishment , even death, karma and stuff like that has got us blip blop thru life assuming we can hack the system, the natural one that is. even in our full grasp of virtues about what makes a good person, we machinate theories bc we adhere to set of truths without soul, or that the soul is on the backdrop much like an ultimate witness , itself say it’s alright , just so long as u can handle the heat after the conditions u set for urself in abject truths , as circumstances may have us in a cosmic bunch, already ‘tis been too much, we can all see it too, maybe see through the facade of how things came about but not know of which way to go about their comprehensive solitons in the make bc we are still in discovery of what is from what’s not and all there is about our lives is already available to us , which permeates the soul and propels us in the direction r naturally are wired to go, if there is mines in the way is it lie fault that lie journey is cut short ? perhaps we can stop to think the in depth analysis of truths , or dwell on karma , can we really put such arbitrary meaning on life ? when we don r even know why we are all here ? and what for ? i’m sure it’s not bc we need to make money and serve the capitalism so that itself survives at our cost no , that’s just too stupid to even think about bc what good is concrete is there are no inhabitants in it ? what good is systems if there are no people benefitting from it ? what good is the world if we cease to exist , at least from our perception and reason since we are keen on determining the why here before we move on to why not

this adherence to theories is nothing new , any inquiring mind has to first attach to know what it means to detach appropriate without denouncing truths , its like being alive in the middle of a conjure even though u know i can depart any any time, life doesn’t give any of us guarantee of that sort even though u can buy ur safety ans decorate urself with guards of all kind , u may even get a bunker and hide from the perils of mother nature , still, there is a inner inkling about our imperils on life bc we do not fully grasp it , it grasps us instead , it rexhes out into the space and with one swoop of its hand take a bunch of us to manifest here on this earth, the gravity of the human experience symbolizes this at every avenue , u get drawn tonpbjrdirves whether it’s ur identity, experience or otherwise and we get so convinced of our culpability of person, we say i am real, and i am true , when even these are non stationary objrdirves they glove us some glimpse maybe they allow us to have smth to base our own establishment of identity but they are also transient ( much like our beingnesss thru the shifts of our day to fay life, we feel elated one moment and feel down next, we may wish to recreate objrdirves hold on a little tighter or reject and deny certain other occurrences some of which may or may not produce immediate results , it’s like milking people who do not agree with us , whose very existence may perturb us because we simply cannot expedite energy on level deeper into the intricacies of the world such as well i didn’t know how diverse the world actually was , and didn’t also know certain conditions within it were alive and well, if u could call it that, where experiences are experienced in myriad fold and there is actually no judgement so long as it’s good, and how do we determine what’s good from what’s not , we refer to textual books of our historical representative of such , issues , that might have led us there , coupled by our current dominating ideals about certain circumstances , which can be contradictory but this is where we throw in the towel and say, well i will think of that once i cross that road mean while we are already at crossroads , but our self denial on the complexity if issues forces us to over simplify certain complexities in an effort to control the uncontrollable

i think we need to look both ways before we cross any contradiction , so that we don’t fall into overgeneralizing , this may allow us a degree of comfort , but it’s difficult to be authentic when ur very systemic, and are thus influenced by systemic machinations , where things become practical overtime and sometimes right away we wish to want this , we would be too theoretical in our approach to objectives but there is truth there as well, the act of habits is one things that human have in terms of security and living life efficiently, for without adhering to set of laws , we falter or not know what to do at times of crises , including our own bc let us remember we are still in discovery of such truths , u can say some people deserve to suffer and die , but how convinced are of this really i mean that’s a huge risk if u ask me bc what if ur wrong ? and here we are committing a cardinal flaw bc if i remember we were not supposed to harm one another let alone wish each other early departure so maybe we are expressive in our myriad of confabulations bc we are human and we got two things we oscillate from our minds and our hearts , whereas the soul is a very religious thing it could even be dogma well sir im gonna need to see proof for this to be true , whereas in truth ur the sheer proof unless ur really convinced of ur machine like quality , i can tell my brain what to do, and how to do it , i can see in my minds eye first to recall objrdirves before i put things into action , i talk to myself a lot i say where did i put the keys , by determining what i might have done with them last , and backtrack my steps , without vocalizing all that, mmmm dark side , cry mysticism but its actually quite practical , and here our childhood brings us back to innocence of state of minds where we could tell truths from lies or what appeared to be arbitrary

but ofc it’s not that easy, there’s all this contradictions playing at large , and complexities may have us to think too fast , it’s no wonder why we get discouraged overtime and shut off our innnee person instead and get with the program or become machines in our practice even in our acitivism bc we may find ourselves at the last avenue of determinism towards what makes true right and right palpable whereas there is whole generations in silence bc if they didn’t , there would have been bigger calamities and the freedom of speech is afforded to many in the same way it’s not given to others bc of the stark conundrums that have long been at play , at the worlds stage but that doesn’t mean we are as we appear , for the minds that like to remember , the scrutiny of being present and comfortable with what is ans the truths, no matter how difficult this may seem is part of ur continual concentration , not to be confuse with concentration camps or concentrated thoughts that play at large , such as disinformation and misinformation as well as vital data that’s given to u in diluted way, or too late, or too soon of what it wishes to make with, such as self fulfilling prophecies where u think smth is worse than it actually is so i do smth that actually makes it happen , worse if its given partially bc then u get urslf in all kinds of confuse bc free will has us where we can do certain things and if the systems grant it , here the systems are not just one thing, they are many things at play, in congruence and discordant ways that multiply from large to small, and back to large again thanks to our feedback system which then generates reciprocity, and it may seem like a machine such as if u do x then ur guaranteed a y or if u don’t then

it’s gonna lead u to z but it’s actually much more complex than that bc this is free will, we can change course at any avenue if we truly want it , but we have a concrete block in our way , be it systems be it intentions of others who may be in “better”disposition than ourselves which may impede our person and our way, i mean u can easily say that ur a seed indeed , but taken out of context u could be heaven water for some type of manufactured reality where some seeds are exploited for products to be sold back at them, whereas others are used a fodder for fresh new grounds from which we wield a brand new paradigm incorporated then we also make a garden, bc otherwise it would be too obvious if u mauled and mulched over everyone genocidal

in fact so u how productive people who are symbol to what u can achieve if u give ur mind to it, and work hard for it, but let us remeber there is truth in everything it’s just not what we have ben taught about things tho

and we don’t wanna chuck the baby with the bath water , our innocence may remind us the playful nature of our initial person before we were told all kinds of untruths ,

and here adhering to honesty is gonna get us thru

which builds resistance against the deceptions at play as well as staminé for the pure perfection of a mind that’s on meditation mode myriads of it which plows for focus and concentration, the right type , in its momentum, and let us recall here be like water my formed a and much like water we can throws these truths only embody them

and we can realize how life is cheap , and we can chirp about don’t kill don’t hurt sont harm but then realize that we are fraction of the cost of such tiered playing out at large , the conceptualization of the machination of some way of life may have us in a conundrum of our own delusions arising as a result of a green hour effect bc the world is polluted so is our mind sans hearts but can the soul withstand the toxicity? i heard its indestructible and even death and life are illusions not from a nihilistic point of view or anarchistic mentation where we may wish to do what ever we like bc we can wield it , since there are consequences and when push comes to shove all is revealed in the brink of an inner eye awakening , it’s part of our biology after all to wake up from any dream

we try to understand reality

which is a good first step, it is to try, from here we can continue to delve into our practice and strive, to understand , which establishes curiosity and not juicy on the path of understanding . we may also remain diligent in our practice so as to not expect immediate gratification or fall into lazy dispositions of the mind, that has apparence of conception of truths whereas it has garnered information from resources of one’s afflictions , in projection, that’s further from truths instead. we may look to intention to better understand our own reasoning bc we are here we are solid we exist , we aren’t merely hand of god who is doing good to counter the bad in an attempt to balance our own afflictions, even though our assumed position may have is in a unique disposition of assumptions . in the same way that we may think we reach success overnight, or are self made, based on by what we tend to seize or wish to object against the truths that we may be confronted with, in terms of what this refers to what others may feel , or to whom this may impact , since the law of one is not thru some peoples assumption of how everyone else should be , much like love and law or discovery of truths , but more so the ability to see the diversity as well as the differences and similarities found there in, by placing our truth where they may be most congruent , we allow the proper germination process of natural thought , complemented by the labels we place on objects for assimilating a meaning on the transience of thought , which may lead us from point a to point b of reasoning, there is a certain maturation process that takes place thru it, which is our side of our control. we may think or feel, but it’s the soul that propels motion, which is not a matter of ability on the external conditions per se, but more so like breath, as thoughts aren’t graspable , but they are actualize in time, we do fear however the power of thought person bc we are beings of influence or influenced wash , as our past might suggest us but then again, all is representatives of truths and but truths itself bc they come from specific sources dialect of which is reliant on hidden conditions that we may not immediately identify with, we notice this for instance in our understanding of how karma and effect tend to correlate, we can get influenced by what appears to be much easier bc it attributes to our immediate senses , but we do not dog déposer for this would refer to the depth of our soul, and here we may or may not be believers of such, for there is diversity abound but it’s one thing to determine smth for urself it’s another to tell others of what theirs should be or is like , and here we may all touch on a collective common ground of the discrepancy between having control on objectives outside of our control so that we do it confront that which we must surrender to naturally bc of the stationary reality has us the illusion of checks and balances , or things serving accordingly whereas they too are reliant on some thought process perhaps subjective in reasoning on the special interests of those who are representatives of such regardless to how they may seem , or project themselves as to the world view

someone said truth is a direct representative of what is , happening as it is, with set of objectives relative to it , as close to its description as possible and where these descriptions are diluted, we may seek further to delve into avenues of reasons , its only when we feel confronted with too many avenues that we may object or cut short the progression of reasoning , which can chuck the basis and its details away, making things seem one way whereas there so much more, such superfluous interactives in our reality is product of the illusion of our reality that’s man made in theory, me built by the blood sweat and tears of everyone who were concomitant to the timeline thru which we existed, and still continue to build from thee some of its momentum, much like shadows cast in materiel, we too feel burdened by the heaviness of substance but do not know the correct order of objectives due to the preselected grounds thru which we establish pure reason , we see this in the justice system, in the way that we may not say more than is necessary where’s then detail of a given subject does in fact makes the difference ,, whereas the defence here is the palpability of truth and lies, bc it’s either or, and cannot be both, but bc we are unable to tap into the grand resource of our natural truth telling for this may contradict at times our survival abilities thru the man made systems its hard to say which is true karma and which is propelled by some who get to play the hand of god upon others either at courts or especially outside of it, we may say we have special information , when we are granted access whereas our truths can be as simple as the dullness of life possessing many, from where we may need shepherds to move cattle or sheep, from one place to where they need to go next , the sheep doesn’t know only that its basic sense are convinced that itself is the jewel and the world is its oyster and if there is danger there are caretakers who attend to it fully whereas ur fattened for a feast u may not partake in equally, and here is where we may be illusioned by the stationary reality our purpose cannot be determined by each other bc we also share a shared purpose, which is bigger than our system functions even though systems function in a way for efficiency of reason for this complements our response rate to events that are happening outside of us but what can be said of what transpires from within? now here we do not care , what each person is made of , that they stop talking and so as we say, which includes what to think and who to be , almost like we are recruited to fit the system whereas the system evolves as our consciousness reveals to us the clues that being about a greater clarity of why we are all here , in the form of human beings, in a strange part of space at this time , associative to the placement of the solar system, perhaps these are too creative a thought which is what compels some to excessive control bc we may feel sense of fear inside as we trek outside of what’s preselected for the preselected or pre established path gives us security, much like the manmade concrete reality that we rely on , which may give us artificial knowledge , already by the repetitive examination of its parts versus examining of self , associative to one’s personal experience , for this is the substance that’s missing in certain places including those who wish to be the hand of god, where’s they are machinating activities, without much heart while assuming that they do justice for the world upon things they do not fully understand bc they are convinced that the articulation of superfluous information about the established grounds of what makes reality is bigger than the contents of our soul

we can become slaves to many objedirve our minds is one of them, our delusions produced by the quality of our thought processes tend to cause this afflictions , we may cut our feelings thinking that they do not have much contribution but adhere to our hearts untouched by reason, as clear, despite our ruinage that we may feel unaccountable for , bc we may also add to the reason that unfolds thru our inclusion, the exclusiveness of our exception ism of self above and untouchable by afflictions that peril other human beings , we don’t wish to adhere to causes and conditions we may no have much to do with as a result of such we may cave into delusions produced by the mind bc of its not this then its that , for those with strong mental attachments , as with those who process labels on others tend to cause their own slavery of the mind and not notice , since there has to be repetitive activity complemented with the inability to penetrate beyond the illusion is what causes such attachment and affliction resulting from personal choice whose establishment is not noticed comprehensively due to one’s choosing either or , versus balancing the level with standing on the middle path, while considering , is this good, and then allow the work to do itself bc one’s mind is free of labels and attachments or outcome, does it expect anything other then the right thing, and right thing here is what we consider i abstract , what needs to happen benefit for all , the ultimate potential of the best outcome we na have , at large , regardless to our memorization or what we think we may know, u can’t know more if u already set up ur mind let us recall that, and on th other hand of that spectrum u ask what if it’s not , and then delve into what may transpire next , by standing in the middle ground given that ur sequence of intention is set at a pace of resolving and make efficient that which has previously hardened d and free that which has long been in bind, and evolve that which has long been in limbo ? via right way which represents that which does not cause harm, is the ultimate reflection we pack along on the course of our understanding thru the opposites of reasons and reality has twists and turns as it should , we notice the easiness of falling into excess objrdirves where subjectives are called forth, and move from subjectivity where objedirve outlook is necessary, for this may relay to us absolute presence over what we think is right essentially , for knowledge in certainty can get in our way of overcoming the twists and turns of material reality but we are still facing a conundrum since reality is established in a stationary way we do run the risk of hitting a brick well occasionally

but this doesn’t refer to our rationality, it erred to the limits placed by us towards ourselves if we think of law of one or unity, for example if we think we are doing good by punishing others whereas we do not know do our truth or selves we may then have to come up with truths about self that is going to remedy our affliction stnat may arise due to our false actions and false sense of understanding of reality about others for how can we determine some one’s experience for them but ask them what’s to be true but we may run the risk of their afflictions n delusions projected onto us that’s why we rely on merit in society which builds in time with integrity of ones elective which means say and do in alignment to higher powers but then at the same time we notice that such truth tellers are often criminalized for they may not know do why they risk when there is no mutual trust established in a volatile world , which relies on arbitrariness of shrouded truths, and projections that superimpose objectives in conjunction with their placement , what is isn’t and what is this , and what maybe won’t be and what will be may not, all kinds of false notions arise from the coalescence of reason that is in conflict with itself first , since it must attest to a calling but does not know of which serves best to what we may convey the meaning of what is attribute to the greater good achieved, we may not notice that we are intending on self interest , even our proclamation that we are good is done so to serve the self for if ur truly good, then u would not need to self defend , but here we also notice that such afflictions peril many great minds which then set out to , in hopes of preservation of what’s fleeing , to fight against the inherent truths established , bc itself has got stuck in a mental conundrum build and maintained by stationary temporary labels posing as intrinsic truths , which one may assume that beings the correct reciprocity between nature and manmade objectives whereas behind closed doors one may exert even more energy and might to maintain hold, but in the projection of self to the abject reality and the world, one continues to act in the momentum of control, and correctness bc one is in delay, and further in wait for the sufficient conditions to take root , so as to manifest what one desires in selfishness and greed, posing as the right thing

because there is hierarchies in this world , and we rely on studious minds, of memorizing abject meaning gas , and call that intelligence, as well as lots of trickery arising due to the one fact: that we have not resolved what collectively perils us, in regaled to our truth as well as trust, for both are rather forced, coerced in myriad fold, for this purpose and by whose wish to be king of the hill in secret , more so than the rich thing for the greater good, or coming to conclusions about a start of a problem out of many, to get thru it all in pure diligence and integrity which would naturally require from us not to rely on labels bc then we would be open to learning smth new and there is always smth new to learn every day, for if we already know , then we are closing the door to our own trans n except , and become putrid in time , for nothing remains as it is, and everything moves forward and when they can’t move any more , they begin to decay we can say that just the mere act of decay the early signs of stench , and the breaking down of objedirve that are previously established can cause us anxiety , when we are absolutely sure , whereas we are attached excessively to fleeting objectives and if we continue to hold onto delusion does that mean we too perish ? is it is product of the mid that superimposed what we cultivated in diligence , its like the people who are in ecologically affected areas who refuse to let go of their lot that they are willing to perish with their lot bc they don’t know or think of anything more or better than what they got, including lack of adaptability for their own survival, same is evident here especially of the afflictions of the mid that we can , maybe assuage that memory loss is result of excessive attachment to strong ideologies and thought process that put us in our own jail cell structure of which is in constant decay and change and unless we are willing to adopt especially when the structure falls, we may run the risk of co bc icing ourselves that we too perish with it hence we must continue to project delusions in order to uphold smth that’s not even real or there

silence

often is misunderstood as acceptance, we may bask in the silence given that it gives us personal peace, silence can give us clear grounds and techniques to establish basis for when we venture out too much and too far for too long , we may become exhausted and not notice that the states of stillness complements the activities, and die not run counter to them but we don’t have a good relationships with silence we fill with movies music and activities we can fill it with people we can be outside and strike w coco with a person we don’t exactly respect but wish to be entertained by peeking into their mind , we can use many techniques to avoid being still and silent bc it may perturb us and make us feel uncomfortable bc silence is hardly silent it come sketch a ton of information perhaps about ourself maybe we need the grounding technique to be comfortable with its contents maybe there are things we ran from or avoided all of which are anti thesis to introspective search onto ones own experience as well as determining what good we do what is bad and what we may need to change , people think past is past things occur and we move on every new thing possess power to override the past we can even deny the past or change or alter its contents just bc it has passed but this isn’t true , both and future are arbitrary products of illusion of time that we experience here along with other laws of nature that is special to this planet , we may think kid thx someone didn’t see smth as it occurred then it does not exist , we may not notice what it relays to space and remains in the atmosphere maybe that’s why we run and fill our life with noise bc it distracts us sometimes from what our heart and soul wants us to pay attention to, surely overtime certain things neglected can change shape of form but they don’t change inn quality or quantity, we just get lost between progression of time where other changes follow and ofc our consciousness doesn’t remain the same either so why we are seeing is the change in our consciousness bc there is good there too ur not entirely bad just bc u might have incurred a part ordeal but it will linger until u face it that’s on one persons experience what do we say to bigger issues , that run at large where our societies don’t stop or be quiet enlightened to self reflect or have methods to introspective analysts do that it can self correct and pay back the inconvenienced bc that would attribute to individualistic change that ultimately impacts the world at large and u can say that we are in duality when we are not thinking of both individuals and the world at large , we don’t have to sacrifice one for the other , the greater good or hat we think of as the melting pot of society where we try to eliminate any details or think ur thinking or living in the last when u are in the middle of unfinished business since we aren’t grounded socially enough to solve our common problems let alone the unsocial concerns .

silence can make us feel like it’s a punishment in part bc silence is a way of punishment or a effect resulting from conditions that cause call forth of such lines of punishment , when we are small we get a time out which works if it’s done with taste but may run counter if it’s excessive and too punishing g and goes nowhere that’s our initial infliction with then there is the conditioning portion of our reality where we are told who we are and our actions are deciphered by those work s us she does this bc of this reason he does that because of that reason by people who probably don’t even know themselves bc let’s face it, we are all in the mids of our continuity and thereby we are in duality betwen knowledge and not kelby since we are continual progression it’s like trying to bite ur own teeth or trying to study ur own brain as u think, surely u may have some acknowledgements but there is going to be lots of unknown bc we have the power to adapt to anything which means also the same relationship between an observer who’s conducting a test and that peeps who is being tested that when u know certain things versus when u don’t there is a pseudo effect r that can alter the progression of the rest affecting the end results concomitant twitch the process and what’s available , as well as the many intentions that take place between objectives, we are taught at school later on where we have to have right answer for smth to be correct but by whose standards this is correct and how correct this maybe depend on the topic and the subject at hand thru which we have a degree of authentic knowledge about it , later on we are motivated by continuity of events in momentum, which we may link paroles of stillness aka silence is as unproductive hence we don’t stop we keep going , even if we are in a wrong way doing wrong job being with wrong partners have thought process that are toxic or run counter to our truth and being , as well as develop wrong idea hour the words where the wrong information is supported more so than truth telling bc we also have lack of trust , w rich establishes lying in an attempt to overcome the enemy, again we think of duality as a established fact in the way that we must continue to fight , bc our history is riddled with such conditions , and bc we do not stop to think , or allow silence to take over so that we can reflect on the palpability of a given subject , we miss the little signs and symbols , override them, denounce them, and even negate them, as either or, which strengthens a false and s of duality, there must be an a enemy but maybe it sin the mind, we have to even gotten to know ourselves entirely to determine what we think as right , except for the absolutes which shine like sun behind clouds , occasionally , illumination happens a naturally, so truths are there among all the facades but depending on our intention motivation and our conditioning that’s untrue to our person and development we may negate these and even work agaisnt them for they touch on our subconsciousness as a alternative to peace that we think we can get by simply harming destroying and disturbing others

periods of silence much like inactivity are deemed as lazy, and unproductive for productivity make money and makes the world run, we are afraid to get caught being still, we can’t even be still at the end of work day that we turn on the tv and watch mindless entertainment and call tht decompression bc our day might have been epoch and touch which initially at younger time start off as fresh? we may know a lot at the doorway, and we may feel in our energy that we have all it takes to work thru smth only to overtime be depleted bc life in its continuity has a lot of effect such as that bc itself hasn’t been established in the priority order of which it professes itself to be , for the greeter good as it often sacrifices people , individuals and even entire groups of people for its own benefit instead , we see for example n great instabilities produced across the planet bc the systems have to keep going , we saw that systems were taken as priority during early stages of covid, and people were sacrificed at the alter co a disease that was initially producing a lot of side effects, we said this was for the greater good, but the truth is we are forcing individuals into situations rather than augment situation to fit the needs of w very individual that that gives us smth , an incessant need to keep going even though we may be doing terrible things to each other into nature forces us to stop bc we are exhausting ourselves , those who may make it , if u call it that, bc i do feel at times even the animate body has illusion of keep gong by the facade of its material advancement where’s its spirit has long left it, to die when alive ! but it eh in the way that w e think such poetry can give us insight into what multiple death sin a given lifetime even means , such as the true alignment of one’s process of change , is in fact not exactly death of a person but death of bad habits and changing oneself to be more in alignment with one’s fiery and inner justice that’s concomitant with natural laws that attribute to our right to be and right to evolve since we are here but as u can see we have many battles within and externally perhaps bx we don’t stop and reflect and recalibrate bx all it takes for us is to recognize within first what these conditions are, so that we can make the necessary shifts inside , for somethings require smth as subtle as that to fall in authentic lines, such as reflecting certain priorities within the systems that enable function in all lives a whereas improve conditions for others who b affect and improve conditions for us as well, when we can rid these and carry o thinking we are successful in our admissions we can cave into destructive habits such as abusing others bc subconsciously we too know smth is wrong but bc we keep going on and keep denying ourselves the little signs and even our higher self calling us from within, it’s almost as if our consciousness leaves us and smth else takes over , and here we can abuse our power, authority, and even our person and hurt others , with little to no insight , which is where the bigger issues that have been normalized around us become characteristic to us since they trickle down to us affect us , we end up being more like marionettes or puppets on a string material isn’t these conditions in smaller contexts as a cry for hell and we as the messengers , this doesn’t mean we are special

or exceptional , but both good and bad are arbitrary statements , they were designed to quickly deter smth that’s bad, so we can change course And assuage smth as good and develop further from it so that we can get better at myriad of objectives relative to it , both good and bad weren’t made to be stationary it’s in our desire to keep going and keep insisting on recreating the bad that bad becomes burned in and with the infinite pain this mwah cause the more we insist like an criminal who is serial in their habits who keeps gonna and getting away with terrible things and finally he gets bored or he feels he must do more , such as leave clues , and or co text media or smth for attention, bc deep inside he wants to be caught he wants to be stopped ? but bc he is unable to stop himself , his reaching out is a means to involve others to help stool his bad behaviour, we too may feel at times we are crying it for help in many of our attempts though there is a degree of responsibility there, especially when it comes to harming others , and we can determine the true nature of why there are bad things instead of assuming that it’s necessary part of our nature , or that itself cannot be changed bc we never stopped to think what could take its place if we try a little to change our habits surrounding the objectives that make bad what it is such as systemic stuff institutions and the like we recruit people to do harm do bad things to others we say we need this many homeless people this many people in poverty bc maybe we are aware of the stationary nature of man made systems but do not change them as if it servers anyone when we do such recruitments they could be due to financial reasons, surely they are bc we have systems of finite objedirves that allow some to have lavish lifestyles so life becomes a lie a movie reel a scene of predictable disturbances and then we assume we know what human nature is while we rest ourselves i exceptionism such as the contrarians who do not wish r associate with the commoners , bc they are lowly dirty they lack motivation they harm each other , they do all this terrible things that disturb the peace while we may systemically exterminate people bc we can’t afford them or wage our wars bc they attribute to a past that we have acclimated as true and bc we can’t stop we are scared to stop bc we do not know what else we can do if we stop, we think reality is hanging by constant movement that if it stops it is good to disappear , perhaps this relays on our mortality and our deeply held fears about what we attribute to realty as factors that give meaning to our existence n we can to an extend determine based on by our experiences that life has some intimate meaning even if we didn’t do the introspective research into the intricacies of such relationships. so it’s via this personal experience and into us with especially our losses be pain that we distract ourselves from what appears to be meaningless

in abundance in the reality, so being quiet allows us to sort of face this as a fact tht most things that are manmade are in fact temporary in nature and thus may negate the strong pain and loss we felt from our persona life such as change from aging i g may have us in an entirely different mid state which everyone goes thru eventually if u can make it that far , as this isn’t afforded to many people in this world, we should not see this as a bad thing even though our society does not respect aging and the wisdom resulting from such, such as even if u didn’t do preliminary look into ur life until then , u will be faced with how valuable time is , and how based on by the progression of the events in ur life things didn’t appear as they were supported or pretended to appear as u may be confronted with having spent a lot of time on frivolities and may even feel like u wasted ur time or u got conned tricked betrayed by others who are in charge of certain things who got u in myriad of fruitless conundrums and frivolous experiences that were dressed as deep but were actually superfluous which didn’t take away from ur person bc first of all we can measure a issue by how vastly appropriated it is , which means that this may be current standard and refers to the quality of the world u r actually better ofd than ur mind may cause u to believe , but u also realize some ugly truths that this is as good as world is , which means that all the pomp from the last and even fake positives from current reality is that it’s fake then u may look to who drives behind all that and wonder their intentions and realize that some people do terrible things for cheap thrills and they wil lie between their teeth in broad daylight cause much harm and in fest u can see when i refer from soul that tbh took is a cry for help but on a deep humanistic existential point of view maybe they know maybe they don’t bc u can tell the wisdom based on by natural progression of ur life but can u tell the prior of others who are older than u who are got thru their own self existentialism? restless to whether if they are good or bad ? but silence offers us some remedy to these issues so that we can recalibrate ourselves first to not stoop their level as exhaustion may get us c and second we can’t solve issues in the same way they got us here which means we need to think outside the box which means that we may use creativity to determine right fro wrong as we as develop myriad of skill set necessary in our journey such a discernment and self expression the correct use of language and how we can determine clear intention so we do not make mistake and then have to say that’s not what i intense seven thigh we should also give some room for error but now that the limit is what we wish to believe and get past everything as we set little trajectories until we can overcome much bigger ones first on our own, in smaller maybe personal instances to much bigger ones maybe together on common objectives some of which have been going on as old as time

when we are born

we think that we must fit the systems, there are first world, second world, third world nations, as well as fourth , and stateless. many choices can be thought about, it’s often said that it depends , the place where we are born, on our responsibility, or karma, of prior lives, even though we do not have clear basis established about these interlinks nor do we have proof. the worlds r created manmade, they aren’t part of nature, though we may say that man a actions are part of nature, then again we can stay all of man’s actions are national the more systematic we become , bc there is mechanical happenstances that run counter to man’s natural ways. which may impede and even inhibit his development , whereas haphazardly develop certain parts of him. we may think that all of this is profit of our karma, if we are bad we may be born under terrible conditions , as if we can’t improve these conditions for people, we can say that if someone dies haphazardly, then they must have asked for it or that they must have a lesson to learn, we don’t look to aggressors and say, well maybe they need to stop causing so much harm upon others life, it’s hard to say that we have such free will, when we are contradicted by unrealistic hierarchies that are abound , people we don’t know are forcing us to respect them, listen to them and even be in their hands, at the whims of their power, we may feel like everything is our fault , in past bc of this mental configuration that makes us believe, we have to fit the systems and work for the systems but not the other way around, in areas where communication is necessary, there are strong discrepancies in the equal exchange of communication, we cannot speak out, but we are told repeatedly on instructions, on how to live , what to do, even in line of paperwork, things are disrespectful for a person , it dumbs down their experiences and makes them feel like a machine, leaving out vital points and details about their experience or context in which a particular detail change change so much, discernment is ironed out this for majority of people for the sake of greeter good, even though the quality and condition of greater good is sub par with reality for majority of the people whereas it benefits the few, we may think that what we think has more power then what we do, i personally grew up with this notion that it’s ur thought processes that impact our language, and both impact ur actions, but this is benign manipulated everyday, by various avenues not just one, it’s as if human beings are under various wars not just one or few either, based on by simple principles , and it bc itself wishes to succeed or knows that it’s succeeding , but it has convinced itself to force anyway , should everything else fall away, meaning that if people are awakened and they objedirve , they will nonetheless be countered by two objectives , one in which their current disposition may prevent them from doing anything viable, and the other in which others who are in hierarchical positions can do smth faster bc they have the resources and the time to do them

they wouldn’t care that they are doing wrong things bc they can simply lie about their purpose and reason , instead of being embarrassed to an extend and change their way, know that systems favour them, they can do bad things and good things simultaneously, challenging all past abstract teachings , words such as if someone is nice to u but bad to the waiter are they contradicting their principles, and if so what does this mean, but if we delve further into this scenario, if he or she kidnaps u , or puts ultimatums on ur well being,, does what u know and how u feel really matter bc then u may be acting on ur survival instead of true honesty? these are the many types of wars we are having right now, circumstantial rather than critical or reasonable bc the latter two are not sought due to control and dominance of the few who wish to reach certain objectives , and by few, we can think group mindset or regionally, or even in terms of levels where certain hierarchies have formed much like a cake, u get the top ones who may have combination of good intentions and bad coming together or apart , just bc people are part of a group doesn’t mean they all agree or work together for the common objedirve wither, as there may be stern differences among them, in terms of principles and personal admissions but let us remember we are guarded by machine called systems and there are lots of them, and here , the systems are not running on rules and laws either which we have discovered recently in a more pronounced way, where some rules apply to some at all times , they may not even apply to some others , even not at all, a wrong contradictions in systems that have long been asserting itself as viable, essential and delicate , is a big concern since we depend on it and we have been giving lots of excuse for why it shkksmr be changed especially quickly, we often say ah well good things take time, we have to wait for it , work for it, and maybe get thru x y z before we achieve our mission to overcome whatever impairs us, meanwhile the waiting game becomes our new lifestyle, people end up in refugee camps and die there, others are impaired and they never feel acclimated to their new reality, feeling like they can’t relate with the jovial ignorance of everyone else’s everyday lifestyles, as they blend in, they also blend out, some of which can be triggering for these persons , and since we are all running on the same biology, we see their reactions from time to time, bc there is nothing to lose for persons when everything is taken from them, their chance to evolve, their livelihood, once upon their hopes and dream, where now they are devoid of these , not bc they can not achieve great things at any age either

but bc society criticizes u and puts u in boxes let us go back to paperwork, and here in paperwork if ur immigrent then u have set of steps to take if ur refugee u haha steps to take , and these are inhibiting to one’s growth that one might have had before whatever instigated such to where one may find oneself now , but it’s not just the paper work that’s offensive , but what happened thereafter, it’s the time that takes too long and the concern on one’s wellbeing that ends up getting more than one’s blessings , and that’s concomitant with then quality of the rest of the world, or where one may have initially experienced these disturbances we can all read we all know history to and extend we do understand that life is it fair not bc of a natural design but by the artificiality of systems that have long been weaponed agaisnt us , which we see evidence of when we look to the quality of the most vulnerable members of essch society , which varies but motherless do u think that being false incsrceeeted and going to cheap labour is not a covert slavery? sure everything else is also of attachment, u can go to school spend many years of putting ur energy and time on smth , which after the time u get the job, u may then realize it’s not for u, but u must now be loyal to as decision u made where not enough info was available for u to make the correct assessment urself, tho the responsibility falls on u anyways that’s slavery to ur own circumstance and forced loyalty to ur work the other form of slavery there is about the wages , even though u may be studious nonetheless the numbers don t arch up, that is if he even lucky to get a job within ur field or advance aptly to see positive results. but u don’t have a choice , u already set up to do the work, and now u r here, we hear that systems contradict each other by the potential that they may not be the same, that some systems can be bad whereas others are better , even tough we can also see that all these systems are in a way, some type of order, in which case we can see the hierarchies beneath the facade of equality b, where equality is just a concept stage or put amin g the peoples, well if the other part of the world is bad, maybe we should be modest comes to mind for majority of the people who reside in a nation, even though they may have the kingdom if hierarchies such as the excessively poor, and homeless to excessively rich, meaning the billionaire status where these people get the finest of the materials , they use all the finer stuff for their homes, have luxury cars, and eat the very best , which promotes and prolongs their quality d of life, better if ur born into these conditions bc then u start early on, unless u cave into addictions and afflictions bc those do not know if any class, since they are part of the body’s own attachment but if for example a person is attached to one thing it’s possible and even easier for them to develop attachment to other things easy with it, relevance of which this refers to body pleasures in some, mental occurrence sin others , such as afflictions and delusions , emotional fixations in yet others such as ignorance and anger as well as those that lead to violent conditions , and with these objectives projected upon the people, where equality matters and arbitrary dumbed down rules trickle down, bc we have to keep people constantly in fighting, via lack of options to competing against each other to get smth a little bit better , whereas in truth, even the stuff they are after causes more attachment , and suffering , as well as possible early death and not so good quality of life, it’s not as luxurious and honest as those , in terms of the production of these objectives that is made available for the richer class

while these systems allowed us the illusion that we may be or are safer , in hommes, and productive in our pursuits for jobs and education, as well as efficient with avenues such a grocery stores and garbage collectors, what it did do but does not like to admit is that it has seized the entire planet for its own greed, hence the allocation of goods, how do we determine the luxury items from those that are cheaply made? how do we know the difference between a product that comes with more health risk to us versus one that has considered all that and puts it all on the packaging : free of this toxins and free of that, can we just spy the same coherent reason for all that? why do we have price distinctions ? and here we see the illusion before us, there is not enough resources for everyone yet we still insist on luxury items, excessive living conditions and jets n things for some which pollute the world and ruin our lives , bc then the rest of us must pay the price of pollution by being forced to live in the affected areas, where there is not enough filtration system like parks as trees in which case most cities don’t, and the increase of traffic , industries and old infastructure would means that the risk of pollution is higher , causing health concerns in many who are forced to live there , people who have money tend to get leeway , more choices, and more chances to evade a lot of circumstances , not just by what u choose to eat, drive live work and leisurely exist in but also u can bypass legal systems by simply laying ur way out of them. most people revere rich status also? they will give way, perhaps they know that there’s no way u can counter them much like u can’t fight the systems , as the systems do the very same , we have seen this in y ute’s states since the start of covid, here in canada u might have heard about my story where i too were thrown u see the systemic bus and left to my own devices all of which were disrespectful, and we see the everyday disrespect as it occurs in places plagued with excess famine and warfare , our lives are ending one day at a time one breath at a time, but we are prevented from living our lives in kind by the choice to work the jobs that we are good at, and being with our loved ones, and by living under healthy conditions where there is clean resources, and quality items that may help efficient , if u see for example u can buy a phone cable for $25 a pop made in china nice, and a month later u haha to buy another one bc this b one is made cheaply and it breaks down easy, ur forced to spend double on smth , that u recycle which means that it goes back to some resource centre somewhere that produces recycled items to be repurposed , possibly cheaply again and then the cycle repeats but at the end of the day ur down extra 25 bucks for smth that if it was made well in the first place, it could potentially be useful for years which should be the aim here

that’s just one example, there are plenty ways of getting people to fork over the money from cheap entertainment which is escape from terrible comedown of the reality , to cheap foods that cause intentional scientifically proven addictions , to healthy care that’s produced from it with dental work and other health conditions which may then bind someone to drugs, prescription medicine and even surgery, and if all that impedes ur quality of life, u may pay more for help, bc now u can’t help urself as freely as u once did , before all the systems decided to help civilize u for the advertisements of efficiency, and that wa s then this is now, after we passed covid, what really happened is that the masks dropped but ever so subtly, bc there is , aside from a cosmic dance with the universe , we dance with each other daily, meaning that people have power to co create reality , even when we don’t communicate we are communicating wit each other for example, and even when we seem not directly linked, we are connected under neath it all, perhaps due to the fact that we belong to one human race and our unity comes from our natural dependence’s such as food water shelter and purpose, as well as community, which is the antithesis of excess isolation and loneliness , that can cause mental issues in people who may feel too healthy a burden of this life , in their own loneliness apart from a world that is not perturbed by one’s afflictions , almost an existential conditions bc u may have originally thought that we are so united an are seen, but now that recognition is a talking point in news and representation in movies where only they get rich and benefit and reap the fruits , of ur labour of suffering whereas u sit in shadows n in ur circumstances and afflictions , as a mere number a statistic for study purposes , which has nothing to do with ur abilities either if there is no avenue for respite , despite many people’s attempts bc do u think people choose to be homeless ? do u thank they choose to be on frontlines of war ? all on their own accord ? what good is nationalism even when that has long been proven to be a lie? the war that ends all wars sounded good and fine people went there willingly and many have died those who survived came back unable to relate to their own family to their own self or bodies , but hey at leary the war is over , is it ? now we have wars being accelerated , which means that the whole thing was a lie, where we can determine that there is money in abundance when marketplace is working hard , but no money when crises heighten, and rich become mere spectators , on the sidelines like kings and queens with gladiators as they fight tooth to nail, for entertainment and pleasure , we see this abject reality play out in many places today, we talk about how terrible it is to live here and be part of that, to ignite emotion , the more heightened then better it sells , and here what we are truly after is attention , and what it feeds us in return, we love the energy exchange , where emotions can be impactful perhaps as a means to distract ourselves from the terrible ones that are naturally produced due to terrible conditions abound so at the end of the day succeed becomes gold plated, and we also add to that glitter as a diamond bc they are too far away to see the details anyway , and shiny things are attractive to the eye, where the excessive look is just as luxurious as the real thing , so long as we can upkeep the facade just one more day, one more breath, where momentum is key and we must prioritize mind over matter, until all matters falters away eventually bc decay is smth we haven’t found a counter of ignorance for at least not just yet

controlling urself comes with responsibility

responsibility breeds accountability , and accountability breeds ease, ease leads to efficacy, and efficiency is a strong sign of advancements, advance the means that we are improving , little or a lot doesn’t matter so long as we are improving , improvement means development in the right direction, and right direction is smth of evolution or related with transcendence, these are strong correlations with universal laws bc the universe repeatedly improves and when it doesn’t one loves it devloves, now if we do take wrong direction it’s ok, but at some point we have to right it before we reach of point of no return, u less that’s what has to happen but we wanna evade mechanical destruction, only organic natural decay in its natural way, as opposed to how machinated stuff tends to lack emotion, and lack of emotions refer to things not being addressed correctly, which maybe referred to as lies but there are many forms of it, for example there is difference between intentional and unintentional ignorance while one does not know honestly, has some responsibility but it evidently knives more that one, whereas the other, who knows better but does bad anyway, and make it seem like the intro on was nit recognized , or unintended whereas this causes split within the individual which makes them less susceptible to blend in to their environment but if the environment is already sick too on top of that which could mean the chicken or the egg then we may easily say that at least we have self control,self control is representative with self improvement , or that one has reached transcendence authentically where one has been evolved and cannot go backwards bc one has already surpassed the point of no return in one’s development , and this is important bc there are so many difference among us, which means that we correlate rather than congregate and have many different processes of coalescence since conditions favour the right, although we can be wrong for a while, we may begin to pay attention to the signs especially if we prioritize changing ourselves which is one of three tenets and ur divine human right as well as power, the choice to like and dislike and the power to respond to things all of which attribute self do too , which is where we learn from our experiences , this may require from us ability to digest our experiences , but if the food is faulty this may cause distress within one’s system, leading to digestive disturbances as well as when u do digest it u do so with grey labour, and here we may not gauge our pin threshold if we are made to be mechanical , it’s hard when we are machinated from early on , bc we have nothing to compare to so we depend on building intrinsic component to complement ourselves in our personal struggles, this comes with having developed a degree of truth to self, where truths are associative they are directly linked with y and accountability if if our dance with space, and the cosmos we go back words then we go forward sometimes fast sometimes slow

but bc we can do this mechanically we also become mechanical in other areas of life such as determining which is our responsibility ans which is accountability whereas this is of natural justice meaning that it speaks for itself given that all evidences are true, or relative , closest, in one’s best way to describe it relative to what’s happening with what one has at hand and determining that reality is very hard for everybody because of strong distinctions within our human purview albeit due to secrecy or lies or deceit, in some other cases we have technology now in place for some communications and here we have hard time drawing the line between what’s strictly of the mind and what is peer of teeming as it is, thereby get lost in translation in conveying the best mode of its strong associative representative which is the truth closest to it with set of cats and factors that rhyme to be precisely with the inner most structure of a given subject. if u notice we aren’t allowed to be honest and we are in the middle of info wars which contribute to our understanding of reality and deciphering facts which is left of determining life for what it is and not what we want, or think of it like based on by specifically preference or holden ordeal , which is a result of lack of global trust , among us with the chicken or egg théorie of its continuation , some ties are that strong, and we feel deeply bc in our person and given condition could be so true, when we control ourself this means we have to take accountability for being wrong when we are wrong , bc this is two sides to the bird we can’t just accent the good without the negative side effects that come as a result of wandering about many objectives that’s how we expand and a given error is evidently to be made but we are getting too mechanical about it bc then we say to ourself at the start of our journey well let me make this wrong i’ll give to charity or smth, or u say i will change my ways after this one last mistake i will say sorry and even pay them back, haphazardly the fraction of the cost of true losss in excess bc let’s face it personal profit is the essential key to lying u wanna get smth for urself that’s the only strong motivator to lie, it stems from greed, of selfish intent and swedish self fulfilling desire at another’s cost and this becomes their cost bc ur going about it via tricks and lies, otherwise why lie if u want everyone to win, as a result of that u can easily weaponize apology and give back fraction of the cost of which u knew u took, whose value is now reduced or compromised bc it is going to be a lack with the persons system since normal relationships give and take , not just take , that’s what sets greed apart from the rest , bc they cast themselves apart , and now enough people have been out of balance for quite some time as these numbers are also exponentially growing by day

and ofc if there are objectives at play built on lies, this feeds the distrust among us whether realized or compromised leaning that we may be acting on unrecognized in strict when we feel potential danger on some objrdirves that are up to no good on our wellbeing , lies multiply , and among it is curiosity, doubt, excessive objrdirves whereas a given issue could be strongly correlated or subjective , in other words it’s not that deep.but our discernment muscle could be not fully established bc of our rather mechanical nature or life in its unfoldment since the environment strongly promotes this in all its ways now it self has developed and internal spirit through which we connect, and here we are establishing more psychic skills which brings us to the chicken or the evil theory , and if we have had it originally but lost it what caused it was it side effect to being here bc we travelled and manifested from space, which means that we are not the original inhabitants on this planet, but we can’t tell , bc we are lying and lying tends to get the most subtle absolute truth the and facts from reaching us in full or that they reach us but we aren’t able to discern it bc we are built and carried on in deliberate and incessant lie sin the hands of greedy whose greed has them lying to themselves first so they can’t see shit either so it’s all happening with strong ignorance, the majority of the ayante s that function our lol es, which we see now we have superseded these technologies we don’t fit the shoes anymore we are all simply too big, this is regardless to each personal personal development , no matter ur disposition u have opened ur eyes and remain in wisdom, which can’t be taken from u, and it contributes to something much greater and benefits for pall of us but we have to get out of our own way of its purview , we think that unity is smth to be overcome like a disease, we are in this together but are ? really? then how come

our actions are not aligned with most of our theories ? are we just not in the position to do so? but then we can tell who has abilities and power of choice and who doesn’t , then we may wonder why we can’t fit the old shoe again, then this becomes a human rights crisis? bc our qualities to do more supersede our current construct, even though on the other side of the isle there is strong need to clean up the planet , something resists us and separates us causing unnecessary division among us where they need none , there is already issue at hand it’s called major trust issues between people even in ourselves we have our personal battle bc we didn’t know all this, truths were kept hidden, they weren’t taught at school or among us the same we knew some stuff but there was more clouded ness all of that changed more so through the internet what with all the data influx , off now people feel like they know each other quite well too , which may run the risk of assuming false knowledge bc we also change at the same time but there is ring illusion of power of what appears to be same everyday, it’s what instigates conditioning , it’s very convincing much like our external realities our houses cars everyday habits and dealings even in our certain feelings and their associatives with all other objectives we may even call these toxic habits such as anger or excessive case of reaction to certain things sensations even informations that matter , or referred to as triggers, we may iron these out in time , inn our own time what with all we have but that’s bc the external conditions move much slower than what we see in our consciousness , surely we can spend time in the embryonic stage for as long as we need to for every journey begins internally , so what we think matters , who we connect matters, what we believe matters, disinformation tends to cause us delay in the se functions bc we temporarily are halted like in limbo stage but here we can’t remain for long bc what doesn’t advance reduces what u don’t use u lose, and what can’t remain in place forever bc everything else moves forward, and maybe this is the stage we must all get thru, if we aren’t original inhabitants here then as we come here we may go back out , which means we are not destructible , only the human is

as we get through our difficulties, just bc we are going to get out however we must not cave into wrong assumptions bc then we do bad for ourself and each other which has trying connections that tie us due responsibility , and accountability , truths , the development or agains it the trust , we are currently oscillating who needs to do what and what it and whose job is this and who is responsible for that who must pay for this end who is wrong etc etc ,, these allow us to determine nature of objrdirves w no h we get scared bc our lack of truest gets us to feel we must hide objectives , have hidden agendas, personal admission, is not good, so we must not even say that’s not what i intended , unless the mistake is small, its only by the measurement of its pain threshold which is to feel for ourself the truth about a given situation, where our hearts don’t lie, and hence we must never run the risk of lying to ourself at any cost , bc this so grave mistake , especially when we initially didn’t outgrow it at young age , we may still be divinely permitted concomitant to our ability to take a chance on truth , at some point maturity is reached and we must thereby be held responsible. we can use reason to determine the true nature of a given objedirve bc we know these laws to be honouring of all not just some that’s why we have justice system to resolve conflict from small claims to events working at large in order to determine and solve human conflict the ancients have done that and our representation of god is of judgment it is the first step to discernment, if we have lied to ourself in the part which initially happens when ur first overcoming ur own conditioning, given by ur environment , where environment is in a specific condition it affects us all, and our parents and community , to what we are part of we notice there is nothing to go back to bc our past understanding of our history and life events is fragmented as some info was hidden from us intentionally, with others manipulated and deployed at sporadic times strategically to serve hidden admissions and so on, with these greedy tactics of having developed our environment , we play out and manifest the same , among us, diluted , watered down but contains the same structure , a relationship very much like gods in their disputes and of this translating or transferring to people who depend gods everyday for sustenance

we may havw atheism now but our history contemplates the unknown, and even when i don’t adhere to a fictitious god or entity, u still feel smth ethical in the air, u notice that there is smth called checks and balances, and then there is causes and effects that follow which we can decide to have control but first we must master ourselves , so that we know what control is , first of all, we can’t determine or place arbitrary meanings on it bc then this is what happens instead lots of misdemeanour of action and it has benefitted none of us so far , we lie to ourself that hurting others is good ? we think that we can be happy when others starve or die haphazardly,? how can we lie further to ourself , at the end of the day ko matter what we say unless it’s the correct word, we aren’t going to get to the root of a issue, and it’s gonna linger at our doorstep and maybe even get worse ,and at some point things can be so late that we may run the risk of cutting our existence here short, oh but what if the lesson is bigger the task of ur the task and life is the lesson that is , nonetheless we will go someplace concomitant n with this earthly place and we will deal with those objrdirves , in their discriminate form, or we may handle them while we hare here when they are small thus improving stuff at large , which is good actually

our life is on the line

and our world is dying, we should be focusing on this old gal instead we are waging wars on humanity and waste the ecology i thought we were low on resources but we are over manufacturing war weapons, where is all the material coming from ? we are wasting gasoline too at that , lots of booms and lows all over the place it’s beyond me not to mention all f this is ruining the atmloshwre too at that what with all the global warming concerns , it’s wild to me , we wonder whether if we can change the inner light bulb much like saving the planet by buying the right bulb, only spiritually where we think by remaining positive we are going to bring about change infect we think we are that powerful that we can not feed into the negative lot and sit and be and be positive , but we can’t lie to ourselves either or deny how we feel today that would be the mobile thing to do, to honour our feelings as they are as raw as we feel them today, it’s not gonna make things any worse bc things are already quite dire nowadays , news we somehow ok with it ? we can’t lie ! it doesn’t bring about another good day all on its own it has to be matured o my then can we truly not be reactive what u resist persist so it’s better to feel through them and then naturally we evolve past the earlier reactions which cause us to elders an avert difficult topics , in fact there is no conversation with anything other than nature for nature heals so trusting ourselves at times like these is all the more essential right now . we must not hurry it’s alright take some time but be diligent and don’t forget the objectives as there are ton of distraction out there and it’s easy to get caught to fantasies of others , situation sis that dire but it goes to show that nature is maturing already and these are plans that led us here a quite some time ago, planned by the deeds of others who didn’t think that human beings must be alive for much longer, as there are too many of us, and here i think the earlier crimes involved first pacify the people then weaken them after distracting them with shiny objects only that human anther overcame anything that was subtly thrown at it so they decided to up the ante , but even that is being overcome we are resilient little fuckers we just don’t let up we don’t give in we insist bc we feel it in our bones that this world can be better , it’s just very difficult to figure out on the right objectives we have been lied to about law of unity , we aren’t resolvable from the actions of others they are to each their own , the systems can’t have double standards this is not an arbitrary statement u can’t have either or bc it contradicts itself agaisnt the belief that there is unity among us , that’s why the lines appear to be blurry but in truth our unity is quite systemic we just need to rather utilise it accordingly , for that benefits everybody whereas with the former system we are being selfishly

with double standards we begin to see double instead which is where contradictions comes from it fragments reality and then u may oscillate between different objectives this oscillation has a unique frequency which sends out into the atmosphere and that’s ether music we are sending out into the universe , contractions such as these may give birth to new worlds so our responsibilities reach far behind this reality realm of existence and solar system , that’s true law of one , everything else along with the degree and depth of fragmentation vibrates accordingly which produces our current quality of reality what happens when there is a cut, all the ones at the edge thinki of themselves from bleeding out entirely, so this selfishness shown among us comes from that? or we caused it by assuming that opposition among us is that necessary , it serves no purpose as u can see we are wasting precious time each day, nothing truly comes to happen but only when there is profit in it which is selfish kind of profit a very personal kind that sets one as the good contrarian they wish to be, the rest of the world is just too below them, they don’t like to relate to it but gladly destroy it for their self ha gains instead they are pessimists on life bc they don’t mind destroying stuff they don’t want u to have , perhaps bc they fear death or mortality or find no purpose for it but it’s one thing that’s ur purpose it is another that u force others this reality which is where u don’t string fly benefit from what’s left of it but u also work to destroy it bc u don’t wanna be here , u don’t care if the word burns but at the same time u benefit from it selfishly for longevity a strong contradicting inn ur own reality and given by ur position u project to that into others , that’s the instability and we can’t hemp them loving them doesn’t cut it , bc they see it as fuel for furthering their ignorance . but simply being in thought doesn’t cut it either , it happens from lived experience , among those who can’t escape things physically, and must face reality in the stark most ways possible that stuns everybody bc these are those times in reality, there are many ways to wage wars there is mental wars the extreme cause is mental meltdown and mental health issues, very bad bc it can lead u to ur suicide or get u to cause another harm in act of rage , all of this attributes to one’s mental well being, excess dullness and lethargy leads to accidents bc ur not being entirely present and its presence that determines memory, not memorization , when ur present ur conscious and intentional with every act thats ur natural self speak and during neutral hours u may get this clarity u may say to urself i’m going to fold this cloth in this way u visualize this maybe before u set out to do it or u may leave the house but without leaving ur keys last minute mentally u recall where u might have left them last time u used it if u didn’t set a destination but this is how u set destinations in the first place bc then u may think where will i place my keys everyday so it becomes habitual ,

during excess worry we may become a bit more error prone forgetful our memories would relapse but this hones our mental meditation skill bc now we are developing on how to think during heightened states of occurrences that are conflicted with heightened emotions , which can seem as weakness at first ( among other things, but it too matured bc the more u honour urself the more real u become , that’s why there is an argument toward proving otherwise , why must our reality be so distorted intentionally is ofc up for grabs in like of thinking there could be more than one purpose to all this but it leads to one conclusion death, a organism under repetitive stress can overtime wear some one down and being aware of this we now intent on becoming mature and agile in presence of this, it doesn’t make us stronger actually but maintains our self awareness which should be the priority not the arbitrary meaning we give to life or reality bc those objectives change at any time including shift in our consciousness , we die and our reality changes its best to reconcile our attachment to these kbjectives all the while being intact with reality fully engaged present which is maintained by being honest with ourselves in reality our emotional blueprint is a strong complement to that that why there is past lies about pleasing masters who we were timid about offending the low become she truth for a while or does it simply keep us all in stuck limbo none of us are evolving past this until we get on the same page about things but u may choose to dislike others but u do not act on it, u don’t go out of ur way to harm others, and u certainly do not misuse the systems upon others for selfish purposes that u lie about to everyone else too with it, it’s just one big conspiracy and u are the gossip and the gossiper wasting everyone s time and energy when we call out things for what they are we disturb the flow for knowledge is power and when u know about smth that becomes a responsibility the opposite is called ignorance, pessimism is ignorance it only saves lives when it’s purified , and when it’s purified it’s no longer pessimism it’s critical thinking or scepticism u are curious about smth , bc these are not negative objedirve from the seat of curiosity versus from the sat of self assured knowing where’s one simply doe snot have enough information about a given objedirve but one lies in order to gain control and its the lie that keeps one going for one otherwise does not one k wit any other objedirve they take u create ur own reality too far it’s too linguistic there has to be something more

our emotions have been under attack from long time ago because it’s weak or shame to feel even crazy it’s also a female thing but now it’s everywhere u can see many men too display their emotions bc these are those times , we are truly dying , world is in heaps and everyday there’s great force on only what benefits cspitslims , the show must go on the ads are perfect it’s the only kind that didn’t get infected television is more profitable than hospitals and u would think it’s the doctors job to save ur life, that gives u enough insight as to where the priorities are , maybe the conspiracies are true after all but we are being taught how to think also remember that and the way that has been taught has changed also bc it was too easy to call out someone for directly force u into it now they have to make it seem like u asked for it there has to be baseline from which u establish ur conundrum and since u call it out it must be ur establishment , and that gives u abject sense of power in the way reality unfolds, also bc this come from powerlessness over ur ow life u can’t possess ur body ur getting older and ur too weak, u may have or developed or scared to develop old age related illnesses as the body goes through its shifts and changes there are risks but not always , we are preening that many of our afflictions developed due to stronger misdirections , intentionally harming of people has a strong price ticket which we haven’t realized just yet ? but nature wouldn’t allow for it , it’s probably collecting signatures much like a petition power , after enough numbers is gained smth transcends in its place , and we can’t determine its reality , meaning that some of us are trying to use the rest of us as fodder before they build utopia but i don’t know if u can call it that bc it’s too materialistically like setting up a hotel in moon, thee is no sign of nature u can call it that it’s a safe heaven for robots , no emotions entirely and completely disregarded but what they are doing is keep their hearts slowly in decay , or hardened they never resolve their issues as a result of such this heartlessness can not be healed with love towards them but we can be a living example so we need to love each other louder hose who really need it so that itself transcends reality , what this love is action so that’s why we need the clarity to see how to walk the way as it appears in full presence , imagine u don’t feel shame or guilt, u don’t feel compassion when others hurt ur a sociopath also , u like to harm them u don’t care but it’s e hearts cry that u try to stifle , that’s why u react , these are very bitter people in their own lives that they have to fill it with harming others just to feel anything and bc they are incapable of feeling love they assert their dominant power to feel anything , control, that’s they can feel

they know the power of presence they r jt better than u or anything that’s why they hurt u materially on ur body, to weaken it in pasts and to destroy it in others which we see all around the world , has increased exponentially , there has to be something about it bc in their delusion and lack of feeling one of which is alarm in case our life is being threatened is lost in them they do t feel it they r incapable of feeling true dangers so they can not guide the ship to safety, its like they have control to spaceship but they are unable to evade the meteors and space rocks in our way in fact nobody is co piloting , nothing is taking place just let it happen let nature handle it which means rhyme with history so that we keep down slaves , and they won’t detect they we were behind this whole time , so they know but the dangers maybe pain threshold is not detectable it can be very dire for us and we may not react to it bc they keep us materially dumb and full that we can’t even escape the reality we are being forced to live, inn all forms of it, from poison in the food and water supply to not having these objedirve at all but the show must go on after all the cash registers must go ka ching the rich is rich célébrités walk the streets like the superheroes they are , the world has become so ridiculous we don’t even buy into it anymore we just listen be present and let the work do itself instead we get out of our own way when we stop resisting what is it’s time to accept reality for what it is and this may sound like this is the end of our journey but tomorrow is another day , and dead or alive if there is law of one we are all contributing in many ways than one , ofc the outcome is the same as what the universe has in store for us, maybe there is more then what meets the human eye, we may go where we truly belong , naturally creating the world that we want without forcing others to it, at large this means that the everyone gets to determine which type of worldly they wish to be born into, but u can say u can lie to urself and say ur next life will be better , and this betterment could become ur new destination instead, we don’t just jump into things for everything natures in time having faith in this coupled with our self acceptance by honouring our feelings so don’t be afraid n he not the cause of all this, to each their own everyone is responsible with what they do after all, to each ur own , and they may have apparence of objectives but we must also ask ourselves why should this change our character and person , it doesn’t , just bc we adhere to law of one doesn’t mean copy paste personalities, we are more authentic than that, sad of us have thee own true frequencies for example maturing our emotions makes us more spiritually inclined and intuitively adept at detecting error

the law of one

what is it? does it mean that we get to share the burdens of life together ? u do smth and i pay for it and vica versa? maybe i do smth good and u get to own it who know ? we don’t truly now what law of one is because we tend to get lost in grand objectives and subjectivité them when it serves us and reject them when it serves others depending on circumstances, perhaps because we have been lone travellers ever since the start and may innately known smth that is not true or entirely factual about our existences , the formation of universe is from the big bang as far back as we can see but there seems to be the prior, which we do not have access for but we all innately feel is infinite, based on by our inner abstractions, then there is formation of older stars, which have had their cycle of their existence , run their time, and exploded , or combined , or smth else transpired, which caused many elements to form and travel, and they mix and travel they mixed and mingled with other elements formed other stars and did the same cycle which led us here in our solar system, or the solar system was brought about, let’s not add ourselves here just yet, somewhere among all that; as particulars we travelled along with the stars starting from the end result or the big bang all of which travelled freon that which is prior, there is some type do congruence here, which refers to that “oneness” but it’s not exactly what we think it is, bc there are , much like events, differences, and chemical reactions , impulses, magnetism , aversions, and pull backs , we have disagreements in the planet in the way that universe has its own drama and conundrums, then there is more that which we can not detect, much like the difference between the observable reality, the material tangibility and that which we feel or intrinsically experience much like the observable universe and everything else we cannot see within it, or that which occurred after big bang and that which we cannot see or recall before it , we also do not recall our past life events, whether they took place in this galaxy or else much like we cannot recall all our memories, or how we were conceived or the prior before we touched down on earth, consciously, at will, or via other process, bc they may not translate to our human senses even though we have smth more than just our humanity here , why are there these distinctions ? and e do not know but they are here , workinnfcongruently , and at the same time so not exactly mix and match in all its parts, bc of these , we do not know exactly how law of one works, and choose whether if it serves us in one way , or other and avert it on situations where our responsibility is called forth, when our lower senses kick in and try to block it or deny our truths in fear of being criticized, even in the material reality, there are things that do and don’t mix and match, not everything is same, there is culture , gender and religious differences, and there is strong opposition where certain classes ( not materially but mentally ) do not mix and mingle with certain others , there almost is a instant reaction that hardly ever goes well, it’s almost as if our minds do not reach behind certain occurrences , but perhaps the law of one requires form us to love and let live C which we haven’t perfected yet, and allow us all do get together , not in a friendly way but in the sense that attribute our survival for the completion of works necessary to upkeep the planet and therefor improve quality of life for all

we do thinnnthat the law of one is that someone else cleans up after us, we can se le people in their disposition and assume that they have always been like that, their success for poverty and harsh conditions may not have anything to do with us bc our life is shorter than many events that took place for us all to get here , we may see others in their delusions and despair and think that its product of human nature whereas we took are human but say our loss lives or privileges didn’t cause conditions for us to create similar effects may get us to think maybe we are better than others even though we may also think that bc we are one, others in their disposition has to do cherish jobs that we otherwise woukd not wanna do, stuff that harms health, shower end it, bc of the unavailability of certain equipment for them to get themselves thru it, we have variations of quality of places of dwelling, in our nations and naming other nations C and think that we need to have such hierarchies based on by the connectivity of advancements that we might have pursued such as education, of work advancements and our skill set and think that these objectives have nothing to do with the environment as well as luck, while in the past certain developments took place in a linear way have now stopped evolving at the intrinsic level and their progression have become systemized , almost entirely to a point where we are almost enlisted to these roles and think that we are spiking things all on our own when it makes us look good, and project errors to others when it challenges our own delusions about the truths about these occurrences , we may even think that so long as there is others who are suffering in the world, this mean that we are safe , bc it’s either them or us, internally we may even feel better when we see others worse off than us bc then we forget our feeble problems especially if we have many things to be grateful for, and bc these are all taking place internally, we think this isn’t part of law of one bc externally they don’t seem connected to anything and they don’t seem to contribute to anything in some obvious way , then there are certain signs as symbols that tend to trwwnspreC events that may trigger internal fires and we may at first deny these as they occur because we are separate on the inner most connectivity with all life , but place arbitrary menai on the connectivity between objective given that it serves us in some way, we do not seek beyond these congruencies and thereby never work to look at our behaviour as well as involvement that may produce results elsewhere, we hear things like a butterfly that flaps its wings in one past of the world causes storms in the other side of it, but then we stop there, we think perhaps it’s only an attribute to weather patterns and that weather has nothing to do with mood, or vica versa , we may also think to believe of immediate red results but do not things that things may accumulate and then overtime, after given accumulation takes place, smth else transpires not just within n the world and current lifetime but so where law in the universe then we think we have reincarnation , we rest at ease that if we keep minimal and do jk take any worthy risk

then we may be guaranteed to be reborn under same conditions , so we keep safe we play safe and then we say well if others are surfing we don’t have to do anything bc that’s their karma, they must have done smth far worse and now they are here, or we say they must have chosen to be born in the superior c part of the world bc they wanted to help the situations there , while also retaining the vision and truth that nothing goons has really changed about the world and some of the longstanding issues that happen in different parts of it, w edont say concrete is man made , buildings are done with blueprints they don’t grow from a seed like from dirt and reach out their limbs like trees naturally with sunlight and water, they are confused by people like u and me, and materials are brought about and people worked, same with the many systems that are abound, but perhaps when we think about all this, in the middle of our pursuit for pleasures and successes , can be a little bit overwhelming indeed that shuts our system down, perhaps that’s our unity mindset, perhows esch of us do have some type of calling or pert land parcel with in life’s manifold but also this isn’t what it seems bc some things did in fact become too safe for some or too difficult to achieve since we are outgrowing the blueprints and the systems cannot keep up but at the same time the world itself is abundant C it can contain much life , in the contrary , we are too lazy to upkeep with such developments bc we pursue pleasures of life, such as gathering more things finer good looking things, expensive things , and then pursue pleasures such as fine foods and dining and then sex and lust , maybe anger and violence that also is some form of attachment and delving into avenues that temporarily get us to forget the wisdom , let alone all of these can happen simultaneously and too fast , we may not be able to stop and allow things to settle down so that we can become clear, and then work to digest our own experience via introspection which doesn’t always expect us to force ourself to it , but naturally allow things to come up and then work them thru, such as objedirve my pursue their underlying reason, very much like watching a movie but ur watching ur life instead, and the events that took place in a way that allows u to determine right from wrong good from bad etc which is what helps u with ur discernment tool , if u don’t use it how are u going to get better at discernment on what is right from wrong, maybe here we depend too much on law of one , or appearance of things

that we follow blindly others instead, what did he do, what did she say, what did so and so actions produce what sort of effects , so we depend on faulty models of others who in their pursuits are also disconnected from us, who multiply events according to what they have to work with , and think we understand what we see abound we think convincingly that they must know what they are doing, its one thing if we are arbitrarily wondering about these objectives that are harmless, its another when we use the same vision on those who are plagued with issues that are not their causing or they have nothing to do with but they just simply happen to be there, u just happen to be born in a place that is riddled with conflict older than ur life but somehow , this is ur choosing and ur doing , we say they must be bad in a past life and here is what they must go thru to change and be better like us, but say this is true , where will they spawn? here ? but we don’t have enough blueprint to have everyone evolve so then we must come to a conclusion internally that we may no longer be part of cyclic existence but do we add this to our contemplation? do we simply say i will do the work i came upon here for and then never have to comeback here again, say if reincarnation is even true at all , bc we don’t have proof we could be entirely wrong , in the past many beliefs and religion and earlier systems went by fear tactics to keep people in line and force them to refrain from violent behaviours , adhering to some type of civility much like how even in earlier times we used to think weather patterns were god or higher powers way of punishing us, we have so many superstitions that we’re so self centred bc we didn’t know our self or why we were here, we did dumb things like fuck virgins to be got and sacrifice people at the altar of death to gain insight as to how to predict certain effects to what we’ve we wanted to cause or whatever read part of nature such as agriculture , aka things outside of our control, even by todays standard when we exhaust ourself on what our humanity is , we produce conflicting contradictory thoughts without much basis or facts to backup our claim, it when we chuck everything that can’t be determinable by our five senses , we become too shallow , such as assuming we are machines after all , and do not have soul , thereby we are programmable and even predictable , it may be of little to no consequence what happens to us has getting killed, sickened and die , but it only matters if some of us gets to enjoy the bounties of life, and maybe in the past in our youth back before we become somewhat relatable to the world, we were thinking differently, we were optimistic and wanted to help everybody, love all and be so convinced that things could be simplified , solutions are simple after all, but getting things there is a whole other story

nowadays we can look at the world and feel the same frustrations ourselves , get overwhelmed and turn off the tv or look the other way, and then say well maybe it’s all fleeing , and al the good and bad things don’t mean much bc we are here today gone tomorrow, maybe we have only one chance, the it becomes clear how people being born in other parts of the world have no personal choice, not in the way we think, bc if that were true , now the world would be improved, there wouldn’t be evil anywhere, if the evil still exists among us then maybe we have to change our minds about what we used to think, in fact the statement the world has changed , from what it was to what it is now is true but we don’t even know if we were entirely factual about what we thought as it was, bc it’s all alien to us the information of availability, we have just begun on the course of getting to know everything and recognizing these factor at play is exhausting, bc we ourselves in our entirely cannot seem to reach out , we can’t do everything all by ourselves, we may lie to ourself at times bc the experience of life is convincing in that we are self made, or that the successes re earned in the right way and are not part of infastructure or blueprint that we may be part of by luck , and prior decisions of others that might have permitted us there, it’s convenient after all, very much like office romance, the difference between how connected we are today versus how things were back then, but it’s not all of it either bc we had some intrinsic connectivity but it had either been thwarted like a dark shadow that blocked our purview, or that it was result of the last aggression that took place within the world, since itself is a living thing , and it can be traumatized very much like us in our pegs if bodies when we incur damage , everything that’s living has some congruity about these objectives which unifies our minds , but attachments is what sets us apart, for example when we think of greed we think it’s way to fix it we say well al u have to do is do the opposite and then we realize one person cannot change the conundrum that is far bigger than just one , u could denounce everything and give all away and all this is doing is change ur own experice about life but then maybe ur attached to this life assuming that it has more meaning than all others on their journey in fact we have associations to our character and personality more so than what’s beyond this world, but expect others to relinquish everything based on by their disposition , intrinsically as this may serve us in our self delusions , financial pursuits and our survival isms, which does not permeate our idealisms about life, even though we may act like we understand and act virtuous about others in their conundrums, bc we are easy to adapt to ideas e so than actions that refer them to higher calling , in our sense of separateness we assume we are one but the answer is much simpler, we are human so we are part of same species that have basic needs such as food water and the human need of connection compassion passion pursuit of happiness and recognizing ur ur dharma and put it to good use, the ability to determine some

people have a choice and others don’t, stems from the delusions of the few who were here first , not to mention we are disconnected from our elders and ancestors, which is where a lot of wisdom tends to get lost about the connectivity of objrdires, we can assume we are civilized but we are only halfway there, as we can seee? we have developed way too quickly, the material world in some parts worked in silence and inn the dark, to gain the resources necessary from others at fraction of the cost had they the choice to do it in the day light in among their own lot based on by the laws that are about their own rights but u know what others know and do not know and act on that knowledge which is a lie, and it’s said that lies is the worst sin bc it’s the gateway to all other bad behaviour , we see information war misinformation and disinformation doing the same to people, we lie to ourself to pretend to be good on smth whereas we i terny may feel smth else about our approach c we take advantage of others bc we have internal aim but externally we are pretending to care bc at the end of the day for us, we need to achieve x y z at any cost and deluding others is the best way to go, much like a cheap salesperson trying to sell an idea to them but ur basically telling them what their wxperice is especially whe they are traumatized bc u may be experienced in these departments information is abound and we are able to study what we want nowadays everyone is a lawyer doctor and scientist who have not done active work in these arènes but they labour using the data as a weapon to delude others bc of their own survival in it’s in the blueprint after all it’s just business and nothing personal , we may notice that the wild is in dire condition not only that the past no longer exists it was not what we thought it was, in some concrete areas that previously gave us sense of security safety and civility , now people will

override what ur experience is and what u say , for the sake of momentum and continuity c they think that they can achieve their ends by force , and by strong insistence on being right and overcoming what we’ve hardship that they are secretly faced with , but in truth , this isn’t law of one; this is u doing smth wrong for wrong reason and thereby ur on ur own, u are response for what u do others aren’t reasonable for u in the way that u woah them to change their ways and life and believe u and override their own experience and person so that they can get u to achieve ur goals , u are in charge of killing raping and acquiring things in the wrong way , and we are all real ain’t that there are bigger things at work, and look for a fall guy , a scapegoat and even one where we can take their good qualities and dump our inconsistencies suponmthemm, so long as we can trick the universal law and justice in our favour one more time , then we may extend our longevity and perhaps we are not aware of our own inner inconsistencies and contradiction in terms of our belief, we maybe entirely self centred self deluded self cherishing we may think ah we are indeed on our ow , so i have to do whatever it takes to save myself which includes lies deceit maybe i will kill others or cause others death in the process maybe there is a challenging enemy , whom i treat like a friend , which i wish to get rid of then there wouldn’t be competition or someone who keeps pressing on my existential wounds bc i don’t wish to remeber the past wrongs i have done and i want great reset , thats not law of one, our basic needs is law of one, the world being of equal use for us is law of one, and that what we do to others won’t go undetected , for it send sour into the universe and creetes new worlds , this place is interesting bc its place of crossroads we may say per his we need to focus on what good we can do however small it may be refrain from bad dealings and bad business of others even when they pursue us like stalkers and delusional people from other side of the world? they may even try to take credit for our hard work , and try to be friendly to us , with hidden ordeals , but at the end of the day we have power to choose not to give into their delusions, and focus on the fact that if we truly wish to save the world and our selves , we need not focus more than our own life and our lot, while allowing everyone to rise to the occasion their own time, the true act of unity comes from each of us recognizing the connection of this world to universal occurrences and that what we do here is going to determine the trajectory for esch of us, we may not be in the same place in the same way of stars , as we are let’s of similar stars who are of same cloth, regardless to background disposition and religious belief so we may be part of soul family of different background s for the law of one does not mean u have to be nationalistic also , these are part of the standard delusions that worked very well in the last and still in continuity to divide us and cause much hate, as dalai lama said we are part of one human family, and love knows of no race, don’t put conditions in ur heart u fo not need . as well as work to challenge everything u think is right, bc things change and we could be wrong in simply taking others words as useless , so ask urself is reincarnation true, what if we are here once , and the apply this to all the children and people in dying , haphazardly , then see the concrete reality from the nature what do we leave to nature and what is in our hands is discernable when we work diligently on self work, and gaining wisdom not just from ourselves but from each other especially elders , bc we may think we have some control over anything while alive but we don’t have control over where we are headed next, also perhaps it’s time for us to relinquish excessive attachment so that we don’t get “attracted” to rebirth, or leave attachment frequencies strong on earth that can cause more afflictions in others life who ah come here and cave into strong delusions bc at the end of the day the solar system is not infinite, while the universe may go on forever and it’s the quality of the experience we wish to have here C as well as leave behind as our only legacy if we truly care about all, not just human existence but the universal forces that work with us, regardless to our law of one in their continual creation of worlds we have yet to visit

on duality

of ten times we think that a world of duality means good and bad, and lightness is happiness joy and love and darkness as hate prejudice and evil intentions but this is not true at all? we can examine each conditions here easily, the duality present here in terms of light and dark for example can refer to day and night, during the day the objedirve are perceivable whereas at night bc there is no light, we simply cannot see in the same detail that we otherwise do in the day, good and bad are human concepts very much like our understanding about truths and facts, we need information to relate to the world around us which then gives us a basic understanding of the world as opposed to words having stationary meanings or magic and might that’s gonna suddenly appear objedirve out of thin air , when we refer to duality in matters? we can easily get lazy we can think or discover one thing to be true, associate a meaning and then refer to its opiate, without basis established or tiers or fact adherent to it naturally, let’s examine darkness, it’s not evil intentions that take place here, when we say for example we have a shadow and darkness to be whole, it refers to privacy or the nature of the unknown, but for example if ur conditioned to be nice in public and vile behind closed doors, then ur full undwrsnding of darkness may refer to hiding ur true nature, true being by choice or by disposition or misunderstanding of what makes u human as posed to facts and factors that make up who u are, we then filter our world thru this lens, ah so there must be good , which is day, for example if a person themselves are naturally empty in natural state sans thoughts prejudices or idealism, when a good thing happens one may feel elated, in their natural state they may feel content , seeking of nothing , being nothing specific , and not exactly striving for the continuity of stuff, in states of happiness and joy, one feels intense elations, and ofc this can produce pleasure and therefore lead us to attachments, which then can cause us to wish to maintain this beauty of experience in life , that many humans are endowed with as opposed to let it go that when nothing happens, or we come back down to emptiness or our baseline , we may mistake this as someone took our happiness away, someone does not wish us to feel or experience states of joy when happiness whereas this is just the duality at play, we can have a soft landing if we do not attach to things that down to pass, usually we allow things to come if they wish to, and leave when they do their time but it’s the pursuit of happiness and attachment or such that causes us host of negative side effects, and add to that our misapprehension of the opposite, which means secrecy, move in silence , grow in quiet, don’t let them know ur full plans if u don’t want o there to destroy things for u, can be summed up to our unrecognized intentions and the power to create negative consequences based on by misdemeanours of the mind instead concomitant to our attachment happy states

we can be content , for contentment is the middle path between all objectives, we can explore and discover many things that is available for us an array of human expression but at the end of the day it’s our attachment that determines how much we may hurt and how difficult it will be for us to get with the naturalist of the program of being human, all other objectives can easily be programming , bc as the kind thinks it self conditions and as the conditions are beset before one , one then may feel obliged to follow an invincible plan without much notice of one’s power and pursuit of objectives , given that one does not fully distinguish between truths and facts , all of which at some point must be relinquished , one may adhere to false objectives that might have been tools for understanding at some time and have served their purpose concomitant to the process of understanding but refused to acknowledge its truth and purpose bc one may have formed feelings towards them , one may be blindsided by one’s own suffering caused by one’s mental afflictions precisely bc of one’s intense desire to seeking happiness joy and even concept of love bc these produce good feelings , they offer safety and security give purpose , passion and more, but these too must be relinquished at some point, in terms of love its not possessiveness that feeds and continues it but one also notices that one must continue to pursue it for it constant nourishment , states of joy and happiness are arbitrary in sum, they can be nice but often times if we pay close attention to the big picture internally as they occur , we notice the temporaries of these states , and we may already see their opposites given that we may have already developed enough experience bc eventually we make enough rounds to determine similarities , about them, we become related to experience bc there is enough experience to go around ? while only places and faces change which means that loyalty to the middle way notices both the differences and similarities in given objectives regardless to what we think and attach and associate with , to see the new in similarities and redundancy of repetitiveness of each day comes from this factor bc we can attach excessively and pursue x y z and then overgeneralize when we do not get what we want, the two extremes are the extreme form of experiencing duality when one has lost one’s center

here the words losing and centre are also representative to truths , and that are one representative of factor, both of which are not eternal but part of it based on by this plane of existence thru the quality that rpadsage of this current timeline , so all these are subject to change as we continue to change, but the biggest change would be to leave this world, after learning the basics about which brought us here versus what we think of it or wish to make of it, it’s not in our control, it’s simply not in our hands to determine , life is what u make of it is a truth but a much smaller one , we don’t get to dictate why we are here but if u notice it’s this misapprehension about meanings and reason that we tend to get thru the extreme s we tell others what to do and how to live as if we now what the truth and basis is for being here aside from simply sharing our personal experice , we here is i, passion frheu the thicket saw smth and i thought u might like to hear about it and if u don’t , there are simply no hard feelings bc im not exactly seeking anything in return other than sharing this journey with u , and upon this sharing i also notice that some people come and go and others stay longer, some of them help us back and others are simply there, and then they cease to be, which is fine , bc here in this life, no matter what sort of meaning we wish to grant to the pursuit of the progressions within it, it is going to remain to be and adhere to bigger causes and conditions larger than our human understanding g this should humble us , for humility allows us to maintain our centre and carry us thru the middle path between strong opposites that are meant to illuminate rather than possess or seize options, and options here refer to creating urself , but u don’t have power to self create but adhere to what is , since conditions in life can have us in dispositions outside of our control and such b misapprehension about our lives can get us to form strong projections , ah that person is this that person is that, and over generalization based on by an internal feeling of fear of the unknown, bc the darkness does not harken evil intent when only dis looking but also , try to decipher what’s secret or hidden from purview so u may be the doer of bad deeds or the one who speculates agaisnt others own , in their self privacies all of which is drivel mere speculation unless ur life is truly in danger in which case what ur achieving by simply inquisitive mindset is same as being on a road that u do not recognize u must follow the path but also be cautious bc there are matters of life and death that unfold and enfold in us, that if we do not have proper conductor we may get hurt , and or cause harm to other even though that’s not what we intended on originally, the path of hell is paved by good intentions comes from ignorance

acceptance does not always mean a crept that people are evil or accept the darkness has to contain bad intent , its opposite is true, acceptance does not mean be on all the time and love all the time forceful regardless to how u feel inside , acceptance is accepting what is, even though u may not know it, especially both known and perceivable objectives no matter how big or small, no matter how close to truths and facts that they may be and the opposite , darkness or the unknown are one and whole before one and u can see that in the truths and facts there are still more to know, bc these are aymbolaitic rather than stationary, and they are ever changing bc things corrode or expire and others just evolve as our consciousness expands so we notice more info now than we might have had before , which adds and changes the previously acknowledged, and the unknown contains some elements of knowledge within it, so u may get sense or intuition that smth may or may not have associative good or bad objectives within it, but when ur not attached to either or, that’s when u see the full picture which should give u a feeling of expanse not construction if u feel construction then u must either be adhering to objectives haphazardly or assuming that u discovered smth big ur attached to it haphazardly bc u may be desperate to change , whereas change occurs naturally as a byproduct of catalyst of a rather natural progression of events as we walk on thru , the esteem is produced when we have let go of things as they occur and allow ourselves to rise to the occasion when they come , and require from us to participate in someway or other, bc here is another saying, u can be concerned and keep urself away from participating from events but even nonparticipating is a participation bc it adheres to personal choice, now as we walk the middle way, is it straight and predictable? just bc there is known in one side and unknown in the other ? ofc not the middle way is middle bc u have contentment with what is which allows u to maintain ur centre or balance they it all in other words equanimity but its also the meeting point between stark objective especially in the moment of now and here and now so this can be even more loaded and colourful than just one thing , for the centre where everything comes together is wheee everything is at all times and that itself is also changing, the colours change, so is with how we feel about them, there could be twists and stunts, and we may make a hard right or hard left when the road permits us, there could also be occasional in al diversion in the road , which attributes to personal choice, and here u can recognize that road is not that w personal it doesn’t say to u, ur the child of life and must make the best choice for urself , either or, since both good and bad associative by reason, but here are things to do , so the choice is both an illusion and also its not an illusion for it impacts our life

ah but perhaps ur finicky and u keep jumping between objectives u abandon one project and get to another or u adhere to one oath and then get scared or get turned off and then jump to another one and pursue that instead, u may then think perhaps u lack loyalty to one path or u do joy know what it is u seek, or u are not doing good job or u forget all the prior bc u have reinvented urself and now with all that u know, u can be the best version of urself, while u hide ur past misdemeanours or even deny them bc they may run counter intuitive to the path u think ur on and the one u assume u understand the best , but there is nothing right if there is nothing wrong, and there is nothing wrong if all is well, here hung’s being well is that perhaps some of us have higher calibre and this isn’t bc we know more or can do better , but purely by disposition rather , tho it’s the attachments way that makes assumptions that there are racing hierarchies at play, and even assuming such would be cheating ourselves out of a great opportunity to reason , why this matters is bc attachment has subtle forms not just apparent ones, we may not reconnais these pitfalls until the day comes and we die , the biggest inevitable change of them all, which is concomitant to how we think we may be endowed bc we are good bc we get to see into old age whereas others die haphazardly or bc their living conditions are dire that they must have done smth to deserve it , even though the reasons we put on them are contradictory by nature bc nature does not start h to meanings and words like we do, and assume that they are bad and that they don’t get to see into old age bc they do not deserve to love that long , our minds can run up the mill of delusions purely bc of privilege and bc itself feels the need to fill the gaps otherwise are naturally open and free , for such articulate minds constantly whirring buZzing deciphering a from our subtle fear of the unknown, bc we could be wrong, bc our life maybe more ordinary and in personal than we cooked up before, and bc no matter what we did or done and our successes may have got us far , in life, it means nothing more than simply product of knowing , even if it’s false knowing about objectives u may think a mansion is spacious but bc it’s predictable and open to our eyes it’s actually very constricting next to the world of possibilities especially whe we relax into the unknown , as in well, why does suffering happen, why do some folks live in dire conditions , and how can we feel comfortable with not passing judgment just bc it may make us feel inconvenienced about our own normality and basicness about our life that may make us feel or summon old feelings of inadequacies the pursuit before all other pursuits the original occurrences that got us this far , on our chosen path ? guided by our level of understanding and degree of relationship with the darkness that’s internal to us, as well as how willing we are to be honest with ourselves bc it doesn’t really matter who we convince here, if u feel u must convince others excessively for smth to be true, then that maybe ur attachment

control

happens when we mistake the relationship of causes and effects in our life, we also tend to make excuse to things that happen in life to law of attraction whereas it’s simply a matter of choice and non choice that takes place. when we do things, and they happen to be good , we feel proud and happy, we take reverie for our good luck and even better behaviour, we may believe the lies we tell ourselves so here if we already think that there’s a specific way law of attraction works, we may even expect to be rewarded for our good behaviour such as social worship or lots of money, but when we do bad, we deny reject hide and cover about it, and here is smth interesting that happens, when we do smth bad , there is an effect that’s produced by it due to our causing it, and even though we may deny it, this only works to strengthen the effect that follows, but bc law of attraction doesn’t work in the way we believe it to be, we may think out of mind and therefore out sight is enough, or cis utilizing our choice, given that we can afford it, we can evade the effect of the cause we caused, we may resolve the issues via simply mind tricks or mental equations , with little to no consequences that may follow, whereas the effects may make their rounds, and this isn’t a physical thing unless u killed someone and soon enough the body u his might be found, in which case that’s just what it is, and truths cannot be hidden for long, even if that first body isn’t found, what follows may get u caught anyhow, not bc of law of attraction, but bc when u do smth u can’t undo it , and when smth happens u can’t deny it, well choices says u can bit that doesn’t mean that it’s gonna be effective in the way u expect it to work; in fact when u do smth, u have changed now and here regardless to what u may think or feel about it, it’s going to effect u in ways that’s gonna be out of ur own control, soon enough these effects will be come apparent even though they wil not seem to be connected to what u might have caused, u may start projecting to outward occurrences, become paranoid perhaps, or too critical in though which mya begin to effect ur life in ways that was not previously destined to be so, but here , destiny is a very tricky subject bc we think that certain things are occurring bc we are good, that we automatically think that destiny is a set trajectory , and while it maybe , we don’t know exactly which portion of it this set trajectory allows to, it could be a intrinsic destination more so than a physical place, such as specific quality of mind, or peace of heart, that’s the reasons why , even in our self denial of having done smth that we know is not good, simply denying it is not going to solve the problem for us bc as a result of our convictions we may lose peace or feel worried , since deep inside we may already know how cues and effects work, in the higher sense or baseline of our being, but it’s the denial that gets in the way of such clarity therefore it’s said that power of choice tends to cause more , in the way issues unfold, bc we have free will, meaning that we get to direct the way by our abilities to take account with on a given condition or otherwise more so than things magically happen around us , we may choose to believe some things are happening bc we are good and being rewarded , and bad things are happening to others bc they simply deserved it, but that too is a choice, it’s called choice to have one’s own opinion about things , and ben though opinions don’t always adhere to facts, even though they may have within themselves seeds of truths. it’s just a matter of perception that can determine in time which is which.

in the way that causes and effects work, we do things whether knowingly or as part of circumstances or environment, in part by our own ignorance which is available to us by the advancements of our surroundings and the propel in our life who are themselves on their journey thru the challenges of life, concomitant to where they therefore we are, and in part by our adherences to factors within which we find ourselves thereby choice, or power of our will, perhaps we wish to achieve a given objedirve but not know the implications bc we arent granted all the information , and we may also look around and notice others in their plight, of not knowing the factors as they happen, bc we did so, we would notice that we are inherently good whereas most concept surrounding justice and the systems are designed so that people are kept busy and distracted , just so that those who have done smth bad never take responsibility or admit their own faults, bc there is a general fear of losing ones bounties in life, if one were to admit that one has erred, but guilty conscience wont be cleared very much like resetting a system with the push of a button, it will nag at u and here is the first effect, and bc one begins to try at first after smth unfortunate has happened, one exerts control on smth that cannot be controlled , there is a saying, u can break peoples bones, sully their bodies, slave them, make them ur slaves, force them to do what u want , say what u want but u can never own their souk or break their soul, u can even kill them but u won’t be able to kill the effects of what u have done, it only compounds , and here we can notice even those who exert great power are not exactly bad, it’s just a product of their mindset and faultiness of their belief system rather , they may be convinced that in order to have control over their lives, they must convince themselves of lies to continue having control , which is impossible, bc we come to this world, not knowing which is which, the world in its establishment has a past stronger and longer than ours, where we are , by natural standards, called on to its resolutions, as well as simplifications, but at the same time, there are way too many challenges within it , such as body pleasures and bodily attachments, sex food and other things that we are attracted to such as acquiring rich things or things that make us look good may be attractive indeed for they make us look bold and even admirable which means that we like the feeling special by the love and admiration of others , its love that’s magnetic after all, bc when a soul does not know how to love oneself , how can then one form healthy loving relationship with others, hence all other distractions tend to get in the way,its not their fault, bc the information is not available for them, and say they are born into situations , perhaps the people around them may teach them differently , we see this in certain bloodlines the same, there’s exclusive treatment based on by being born into a kingdom and u have different set or responsibilities , which have nothing to do with with law of attraction, as we can’t even prove if the people that are born in a specific family are ur dead relatives in reincarnation, it could be the poor shmucks u sent to do ur wars for u, or the ones u have pillaged and stole their things and destroyed their towns, but we adhere to these , very much like like attracts like but in this case , lie that affects more just to sustain itself and continue its enablement , as u would need a firm basis to be established in order to sustain the delusion as real, and that’s why excessively controlling situations are red flags in development of reason and would require from us a compassionate look at how they have developed, even though we cannot help all of it, as u can see , there are people who die haphazardly, as a consequence of somme of these delusions that have long asserted itself as facts,

right now we don’t exactly have the tools developed in our person to determine these as right and wrong, and we certainly aren’t able to will our power to own up to our errors, bc of that the justice and systems tend to be too critical and even reckless in their abandon on others needs , just so itself can sustain few , in their benefit from them, as a result of such we have many ways and explanation on law of attraction , putting way too much burden on people and even lie to them that whatever happens to their life is a result of their past life , which we already said that cannot be proven, or that they simply are too lazy or didn’t work hard enough all of which are traps if u are too small or perceived to be not worthy to be heard or helped, which is most people in their current situations as we see , there’s abundance of poverty , which has systemically bankrupted older families , who at some point where in the pinnacle of their successes, initially, who have trekked and travelled the world, mixed and mingled with other cultures, but let us note the excessive power and control didn’t just appear afterwords; it was evident in earlier cultures, we always needed a leader and not one that’s benevolent and kind and just like one of us, but someone who either lied that god only spoke to them so they are special and must be listened to at all cost including the cost of our health wellbeing and our life, but they exerted great power over us in the progression of our life, putting us in greet danger for their greed , and double lives, they would tell us one thing but do either things behind closed doors, or use people as mere objects or the work they don’t wanna do aka slavery, most everything is established under slavery anyway , slavery of bodies slavery of mind slavery of our feelings by pomping people emotionally, or rising their emotions with lies and deception to get them angry or misdirect smth by painting smth one way ( false use of information ) again, for self interested purposes to be fulfilled, all of these come from attachments , to things, and in effort to deny oneself ones own mortality, such as when one is getting older or develop illnesses , or gave into excessive use of alcohol or other substances, which may cause one instabilities , not just bad health but a distorted version of reality , can strongly contribute , to one’s delusions and the intense need to control others in an effort to maintain the facade of what once might have accidentally was, such as one’s youth, earlier years of progression where things didn’t get so bad , bc one was still in the discovery of life as well within one’s own abilities to course aptly thru it, before one’s cause or first mistake took place, these strong attachments and misdemeanours of one’s abilities come from where once one’s relationships nature was pure, it got tainted by a mistake , but bc the environment has been and still us volatile one feels betrayed by higher powers thereby closes oneself from one’s own divinity n gives oneself exclusively to one’s body pursuits, one becomes that which one despises , a material simplistic basic being , which does not have magic , or might, as a result of such , one compensates by appearing mystical and magical to others , so its a product of the mind that when we deny our own actions to ourselves everything else follows like a fairy tale story, but in case of systems, in their formative years, issues are very material , bc people survival depended on the team work and effort of everyone , this is still the case today , but we have larger populations that exist in the world , over eight billion versus smaller numbers that existed in the past, and we also have accustomed civility which disallows death of people by pillaging , except for the modernization of warfare and systemic errors that do not reach out and help others, in the case of systemic errors we also notice that systems have become what once was individual leaders in small groups

where they are now being one way and acting as other behind closed doors, but we can’t say the same for all systems and we can’t say whether do it’s all good or all bad , also as per past , where there were abused of lands, now everything has been seized and owned by systems where people can’t escape and generate their own livelihoods is also worth noting , all of which conflicts in our mindsets the art of attraction all the more, bc if everything is controlled , how then can we say that smth is self deserved , when everything is over sighted how can we say that people attracted a given situation all on their own, which has now grown to greet proper ruins that when warfare and conflict happens we can say a group of people deserve it just by having been born there, and we say to an extend that people chose to be born under those conditions , that they had the power to choose which family they wished to be born into which can’t be proven , we may make excuse for our luck or success or privilege saying that god or some entity is rewarding us, bc we are good or better than others, say, this world is a sort of system that punishes and rewards people for smth that can’t be proven , either by connecting past life events to repetition of current events, or by simply believing in another factor that can t be proven , reincarnation but in truth none of these are provable, what matter is that we are alive and well, and let us consider this, if we didn’t have systems and certain beliefs that reward some of us and punish others , and have strong contradiction in the way they operate , how would our lives be ? are we here to be merely slaves for a system that lies to us? when itself holds back information and benefits few at the cost of many? it’s just child’s play after all except we are all grown adults , not to mention children aren’t even treated as divine in this world, they are treated as future terrorists if they are born in some areas versus others where they are exclusively spoiled, and in other instance they are tradable items sold in black market or mere organ donours , or other purposes such as dark science that utilizes their youth so that u can prolong ur beauty or ur life or whatever fantasy stories that effect after ur initial misdemeanour of a faulty cause , we could simply recognize delusions for what they are but instead we are running from our shadows here, we don’t want to stop or think well death is inevitable, and we may then contemplate our true reason and true purpose for being here , we may even get bored with life bc we have everything , but we may have either acquired it in the wrong way or haphazardly too fast that now there is nothing more to chase or work for so we look down on others for what systems and other people like us might have caused, as a precursor for our strong distaste for their small claims, constant needs such as how poverty ridden folk would

expect systemic change, or someone in the heart of warfare constantly cry for help, or to stop warfare bc they are being destroyed , we may think human beings of such nature are lowly and therefore ridicule and mock it , bc we are lucky, and we are endowed, as well as we are gifted , with the bounties of life, perhaps the true attraction already happens , for lust of desires can attract negative consequences as well with our attachment to recreate past life events , within this life ofc , such as things that once made us happy in our youth, to wanting to become pure again perhaps we feel that we might have done smth wrong, that first initial negative cause, but not know how to be innocent child like again, so we end up doing mental things , too many of them , to achieve that youthful essence, by hurting and harming others, assuming that doesn’t help us in anyway bc we have already cut ourselves off from the world, and live a secular and rather delusional life, the original sin, our excessive need to control our own plight we can’t even control or seize our own souls but here we think we are godly , thereby we may assume that we have everting under control, in an effort to control the uncontrollable that is others , and people may give u what u want, they may give u their bodies, their monies, even their life but at the end of the day the soul is not in our control , the soul that is in all of us, which allows us to be here taking past of the grey delusion that has plagued the world , with dark past and even darker passage at a bc unlike the past now the evil intentions hide in plain sight, they do one thing and say another they have become systemized , they appear as kind and concerning but in truth they have made alliances with the continuity of the original cause effects of which have multiplied , we may recognize these factors on our way out, say u control and slave every ring and wveeyone in ur favour but at ur death bed things may become clear , and as u go thru ur bardo’s u may notice ur own faults and recognize that all of them were done , well , in good intentions , or ur own ignorances or refusal to lightly uncomfortable for the greater good, this is what excessive control does , they seek immediate gratification by giving up their eternal bliss for temporary pleasures after all that’s what it is , but what is being acquired in the afterlife ? what has accumulated is what is reincarnating on earth , perhaps not in the way we think , bc we think we simply keep coming back here but that may or may not be true , when we think of it in form of energy however it makes more sense , such as what influences us initially and gets us to be harbingers of truth cloaked under all kinds of experiences including our own causes , myriads of them, that combine and multiple into many different forms of effects, it’s said that love is magnetic and when ur in doubt or don’t know what is truth, always choose love but what does this mean ? bc u can’t solve conflict or end wars with love alone,there has to be more to be done, but here as many people are dying others battles as we speak, and are forced to do things against their will, this gives us where we currently are in terms of both quality of our planet and the quality of mindsets , we may notice that many people are as a result of such living double lives they may please the people who are in power bc if they don’t , then they are killed or punished , but also deep inside adhere to their truths and facts about reality, which means that u realize that u don’t have the current privilege to love the life u truly want and deserve and that many of the life events actually have north to do with u , with this equanimity we may course they life’s difficulties but still run the risk of believing in lies , and get ourselves to err bc a world that’s in a conundrum of its own progress isn’t gonna remain stable for long its either gonna get worse before it gets better or it’s gonna nudge at us to our higher calling so that we constantly work diligently and perhaps with love and peace , answer the call and do our part

what does life mean for u?

is it the mere act of pain a pleasure ? to inflict pain on ur enemy, to supersede them? to gain power and mastery over others? to acquire things and love in ivory towers so u can look down on the pest full of lands and say well at least ur not them? is it strictly for satisfying body sensations? to eat drink and fuck when u want ? to kill when u need ? to follow ur own intuition disguised as impulses and vica versa? what is life for u? is it being with lots of people or being alone ? perhaps it’s just about being and the quality of our being , who knows? we are all for the discovery of such, we oscillate between the past and then anticipate the future but hardly ever present , with what is so let’s delve with that today, what happened four years ago during covid caused us much affliction that we are spread like marbles and nobody wants to accept or be honest about their true feelings of uncertainties about future and their mortality bc this means we are weak, and weaknesses make us look vulnerable and vulnerabilities during tough times means that we may get swallowed up by others who are seeking power to remedy their vulnerability, so let us keep in mind that not very many people are honest today for the sake of their own protection , ok next up is our disposition, we have plenty of knowledge has been acquired before 2020c i kind of wanna say 2020 makes the great reset actually bc we may anticipate some stationary change about it still, but both past and future are in a way already here and its choice that determines where ur going to end up at and what sort of “changes “ u might then become part if, which is what creates the uncertainty in the first place bc it’s not just u being affected here but literally everyone’s, heading back to before 2020 , there has been a lot of imperfections thru out the decades that led us there, to 2020c a lot of which generated momentum, whereas own of these didn’t get their closure , and others carried on in the didem, in silence, to this moment that we may find ourselves in, which means that what is , can not be superseded by what u wish or any delusions or illusions that u may be sort or wish to be psst of or that which wants to recruit u towards, and what this means is strictly from the mind, not by the external circumstances bc while external circumstances may change its the quality of ur internal world that matters more and lasts more especially when it resonates wit what is and absolute truths , such as the saying money and things come and go but it’s one’s personal progression and wisdom that lasts long for it attributes to expansion of ur consciousness regardless to external stimuli that suggests the same is recognized by others, since life is a very secular experience, and the unity aspect is only so that as species we survive not share our intrinsic qualities bc we all do come from all over the universe and what does the universe possess ? diversity right ok moving on

u might still wonder well , what the heck does life mean anyway, well we are live and here, there’s a connection of the intrinsic with the material fine we can say , all the pompous good stuff here , life before here blah blah blah and the life from here on out once we die da da but still we can’t perfect eh true art of living , regardless to how evolved we may think we are or perhaps we are that evolved in fact we could be all known g ans secretly recruiting others to our attention matter bc it feels too darn good to get paid in attention, u are seen, and the attention that’s paid is a form of transaction in the form of energy, u may get praise and acclaim that ur some enlightened mofo, who might have the key to universal secrets of some shit but in truths , it’s just for inspiration , bc at the end of the day to each their own , as naval might say life is a single player experience , u get to determine everything g for urself , regardless to what u may be part of and how others may wish to see u as , with her if u serve any purpose at all for these are just arbitrary things that refer to the material reality , regardless to how we may feel inside , and we can see that there is discrepancy between the two not because we are incapable of being true but bc there is contradiction in the way that these things intersect and some of that refers to how we handle diff cities about life in general bc of the uncertainties and our strong need to safe-keep ourselves at others expenses , what this means is that heading back to great reset, everyone became a bit , angry, at a loss for the experience touched everyone , all the past plans that led to it are in the high waters, some of which carry on but if we didn’t do the work then we don’t know which ones to delve on that’s the challenge anyhow , and everyone tries to create their own reason and way but it only seems like it bc they are deprived , either of truths or experience and may feel the same practice that they might have learned , from before the great reset, u know, the toxic habits that anyone can, in this world, either for greed sake or for power and intuition disguised as impulses or maybe it’s vica versa, we may wish to be enlightened bc we want to control our own lives , but enlightenment has nothing to do with control of life but more so self mastery , and if we truly delve into what this means then it’s not just some arbitrary shift in they a man made objedirve such as great reset that allows us to begin anew , bc we can’t deny the way that brought us there, as well as its objectives , its almost like getting into new year with all kinds of promises u may make to urself and bc the new year feels new u think that there is no hard work that u must do, much like starting a new relationship or moving somewhere new , the look of change may give u illusion of some type of reset

we may even think that actually the reset suggests us to switch places depending on the materiality of availability for each person who then must take control of that which they never delved into before, but the pure procession of the intermix fluid remain still , for it attributes to the centralized version of reality which has long been developed, but as human species we are fooled by what seems to be more so than what is and assume that it is what it is refers to only five senses, which is why we try to look for cheat codes and copy from others to fill the gaps of those higher more subtler senses , the only way we can tap into our own higher senses is by being still, for life suggests from us the art of being supersedes all else, taking is cheap acting can be faked , look of anything can be deceiving , u can pretend u know something, u can pretend u like someone , u can get in and out of objectives for what serves u best and keep that a secret and all that good stuff, can easy go under ur own radar bc of ur own self conditioning , all of which led u to the great reset, and the look of strong material change since then can force us to change but now exactly know of where we place this change we may assume we have control of where to direct our change but force others a less than endowed form of it, to take others power away from them means to seize the means of how things change , that’s not changed still, we are as shitty today as we were before 2020 , bc if we truly change than this reflects our true authenticity and thee is nothing authentic about reality still , it is still a dog eat dog world out there yes, people are still two faced true, power grabs is very much alive today as they were an awful long time ago oh yea, as greed i mean who doesn’t like to enrich their own lot , in fact in text c since the great reset the part about greed became far worse bc people who were prevented from being greedy w fore it were granted a chance to take this opportunity and guess what? they did

u may be on the winning side or splaying side of material greed , that’s not important as ur internal welfare , even if u were to die haphazardly this doesn’t enrich others but only works to reflect the global meridian and its quality, now let us ask ourselves how is the quality of the worlds meridian nowadays , well, in looking at such conditions and concerns , there are some improvements but there is a strong sense of wanting to control what people see, so in a way our third eye is under severe attack, and this happens every which way possible , perhaps bc the worst conditions have also heightened to such existential conditions that people are at a great discrepancy of determining who is wrong and right and bc of that, there is a strong need to control peoples opinion by constricting what they see so that like cattle or horse glasses they can be led, what we need to do is a dot this constriction and stop looking outside for answers and intuition , stop looking for others to contribute to ur life and stop looking for others to be past of life even, loneliness and being isolated are a strong benefit in these days , for this complements our being, and here we can continue to develop our third eye vision, but maybe u have done ur homework before the great reset, for simply studying objectives does not crystallize its wisdom , u must walk the way too, so when u do notice that the data ur confronted with comes with strong constrictions bc it does, everyone must protect themselves so they don’t exactly lie but they have to cover for any slightest error can get them to lose smth that they might have worked hard for and in some instances these extend conditions are already happening such as in battle grounds , u may notice that u can put to skill all that u have studied and worked hard for while continuing to work on evolving ur third eye, and not fall for the illusions of reality , or as the constrictions as a absolute , new reality for this too will eventually pass , especially when the negative side effects for the doers begin to accumulate enough that they are force to change on their own accord , we notice that if the life is to each there ow , then forcing others to change or sacrifice ourselves for them to change is not necessary, at the end of the day u have ur own life to live and as u do that, u notice more of how great it feels to be tranquil especially in the middle of a ongoing storm

in a way u can say life is what i make of it and what will u make of ur own experience ? will u continue to be pulled by others objectives ? slow them to determine ur reality? or just say fuck it it’s freedom of speech bro ur entitled to ur opinions which includes how u wish to see me as it makes no dent to my person bc i have been trekking this world alone for so long , if u how noticed since the great reset people want to discrete others life for them, this is a byproduct of what was transpired right before it bc we have touched on some third chakra bullshit , and the allows us to evolve about so many different objectives that what we are experiencing now is exhaustions n attachments to some of its objedirve we may have attachment to body frequencies that might have originally at expanse given us a feeling of liberation and then our mental objectives bc this refers to power, but we have neither one of these objectives bc they delve on our animus es the we bc of our current mode of existentialism so in an effort to save ourselves we latch onto stuff for the fear of losing or locking ourselves out of what might have been revealed to us interim, but this serves a far greater purpose than any individual can come to terms with right now, maybe bc of the catch n release of the material conditions that peril us interim to which we wish not to relieve or release for the sake of greed, and self acclaim that this is not part of the curriculum

we may wish to make things as what ever we want it to be only when it serves us, and not recognize what sort of frequencies we are tapping into bc of our seeking of power and the loss of such , during the early times of covid, for there was a lot of intentions that were playing out, for one aspect , when i have a high rate of people dying, the portal of the dead widens, and the lachopompos are there to help guide the spirits into the nether worlds where there is a ton of processing that takes place but it doesn’t stop there bc when someone dies , there’s a part of them that is left behind on earth, as well as some unfinished business concomitant with the world, that changes everything , so when u think of it this way, we must get rid of people by large numbers , such as disease and warfare, what ur doing is a very dangerous game , like a science project but u only think i know what ur doing bc ur also very human and u may think ur being guided by ur feelings or articulate in ur mind even, u may be very practical and tit for tat in every act or think the cause and effects can simply be justified by making things seem like one way while they create so much more than we can immediately convey, so aside from the great reset there is great death that transpired some type of vacuum effect in the first three years , but that way not the only thing that was at play, bc covid was man made and was done for a sociaux purpose there was also all types of intentions that ran at large now let’s go back to prior to covid when people were like yes transcendence so we can be so much more so we sort of opened this other portal of spirituality such as white lights and spiritual warriors and all that good stuff, u could say esotericim is a magic trick if its own kind , but is also a fire to not fuck with but we must already know that if we are truly skilled in our alchemism but here is where our animus kicks in, to eat like a dog, to fuck like a whore , and to steal like a craftsman

because we have the illusion of personality that we may think character is simply enough to pas as anything or anyone in this world , but in actuality what this transpired is allowed us to reveal exactly what we needed to see regardless to our current disposition , we may be in denial still , or we begin to see glimpses into why those things had to happen , but also have heart for humility is key to honouring of the dead bc they left smth behind -n u may think ah so hand me downs are quite nice indeed but that’s it it, or u may think ah so treasure hunt ! or someone’s wisdom is getting passed down to me , as in, transference, i may get spiritual gifts from this, for who may become dead , u may have some ideals as to how this may be, but still be prevented from acclaiming such much like frozen bank accounts instead and why? bc there is natural systems that supersede all artificial ones , here we each of us do our work not for the comprehensive endowments of who makes us who we are but that which we become more at ease and surrender to the great unknown instead, we aren’t replacing one fool who claims to know a lot with yet another, for the comfort seeking in the u known is that, u simply don’t know and it doesn’t end there bc we can make all kinds of proclamations such as i love u i care for u and i want to be with u but it doesn’t stop there either there has always have to be smth more , u act on things u become honest and u change urslf naturally as the way please c not as by someone else’s standards, now here we also notice that we adhere to man made system only when it suits us and tweak it when it doesn’t which is very subjective appeal and in which we also refuse to admit that the systems built on hierarchies we t exactly a curante bc at every level is run by simply humans with the same equal experience to become intuitive w with the unknown equally, but bc they are of different disposing they assume enlightenment ans can pose greet danger and existential issues to those who may depend on them unnaturally ? and when push comes to shove we revert back to a past theory that might have worked, for the stake of our power and continuity of that which w have hold as opposed to recognizing that itself is a product of our delusional mindset that has reflected from the past sunrooms that we had control of the unknown bc unknown was never altered, its the alteration of our consciousness that gives it a stationary meaning at the same time, ur body is not not real and ur life is not not fake either , there is a balance wth here but no body can determine that for u that’s life enjoy and make sure to have fun and keep ur inner child alive cheers

we can’t fix hate with love

we can only abandon hate, and love. we love anyway for this inspires everyone and helps the fréquences of influence and inspiration, we choose peace because we are not hateful ourselves, we do not hate because hate lower vibrations and causes us to forget , in such states of forgetfulness we lose focus on what matters and such detours can be costly bc it can cause us to make errors, and hate loves errors bc itself wants to cause harm and needs reason for violence, when we remain in states of love and gentleness, we may feel temporary discomfort as a result of what’s projected to us, but this form sand goes, whereas allowing ourselves to lower our vibrations becomes our responsibility, so it’s important to allow things to come and go, bc it’s not our responsibility to confront hate of others, though in extreme cases we do notice that hate in such great instances causes extreme destruction , this can give us a sense of responsibility to be good, and moving all the more but this doesn’t mean we can fix hate in others with love in the way that love heals , in direct contact, if people are experiencing states of inner loss or whatever that causes them to hate u, the best i can do is leave them be, allow them to come to their own conclusions instead, this however still does not fix things at large especially the case of warfare and excessive domination that plays out at large but ur role still matters here, no matter how invincible and insignificant u may think i are, u are also aware and probably know by now a lot and i would say, enough to determine within urself that ur happiness is under attack, so that ur frequencies are kept low and that u being distracted can cause the separation that the dark forces expect, when we are in states of lack, and are distracted from self love and equanimity, we are easy to argue, and quarreling wit each other may seem like a remedy, whereas what it does is exasperate the frustrations but on the exterior this causes us to be divided, and this serves the dark forces since when we are divided we are not stronger, we are in disagreement , and the anger makes us forget, and the short term memories are not able to recollect the new information, which creates gaps in our minds states and with this aspect we also lose focus on what’s happening around us, this gives dark forces to do things in broad daylight since we are distracted and do not perceive things right away, why this is destructive is if ur targeted, or u have a role in betterment , u may not notice things timely and thereby the pain can be inflicted on susceptible being a much easier including harm that is dredged ur way, otherwise to be present and respond timely to objectives can save our life and the insight and foresight can give us necessary data to warn others from being harmed , the delay in processing data also delays our need to solve our issues, almost leaving our states of being and our energy depleted, we may feel lazy and unable to be motivated to do the basic simple things we need to do, we almost become batteries for dark forces who relentlessly get into our personal space and try to usurp our daily allotment of energy, that’s as finite as the hours in a day, and this is destructive for more reasons , bc they know wha they are doing they often gaslight us into thinking g that the issue is us, and shame and guilt us for why we can redo simple basic things,

things can be easy, but they are not bc of they were easy then everyone would do it but why not , i would like people to succeed and do well bc when the world succeeds this gives back to me ten fold, this improved everything for everyone when everyone can get the proper education and the good life , then things are not done half heartedly, even a cool who’s having financial woes who handles ur food is gonna transmute some toxic energy bc the stress from their body will translate from the top of their fingers to the food they handle , this should be common sense that we are energetic beings who are capable of much more than just be mere numbers ina system that only works to slave us for its outcome, where only a handle up of people get to enjoy its fruits bc they too are miserable surely we can have compassion for their ignorances and wonder where they might have gone wrong , maybe they were abused when they were young, periods they were abandoned by loved ones , or someone who loved them betrayed them, maybe it’s all of the above, u may feel for them and wish to be their saviour but this never works well bc dark souls tend to work dry much like black holes , where the more u give the more they will take and actually u would be causing more harm than good, by being directly entangled with them by feeing une energy, u only strengthen the evil they wish to project outwardly , including strong attachment to u bc now ur their fat energetic cow that they can continue to tap into dole their sustainable of their fake forces that they utilise and deploy to other unsuspecting people , it would be much better to leave these indiciels lone, but not isolate them entirely either , bc we are one, and the truth about their ask past or whatever caused them to lose their heart or way or the light of their soul can be sad indeed and while this is their response pry to correct within themselves, strong opposition , arguments, quarrels , shame guilt and even anger can only make things worse , causing them to have reasons to be bad , and sit in victim dear to continue to do worse things instead of reflecting on their destructive habits and bad behaviour, so the actuality about being a good person and overcoming our darkness is a seed that’s in us all and we can learn from our personal experience in order to be tolerant and compassionate too were others where this may not come easy for them, and we may be cautious as to not become like them, bc we have the seed in us as well and expecting them to suffer and see if them fall would fall in the category of watering the wrong seeds in us, which creates the tables turned energy field, and here , nobody wind, nothing improves, and we are in constant entanglement with each other, the solution may not be that simple, but we can work to simplify the expeeice for ourselves and everyone, by being more honest direct and even vulnerable to the occupancies that work to cause conflict and prolong suffering , we can learn from our past experices of suffering and hardships as well as our own mistakes bc here is vital wisdom that needs to be brought up to light more there is a saying that our own darkness acknowledges can give us deeper sense of intuition towards others , and into too can save the day for everyone, including refraining from making things worse, and stoking the fires of hate which dissolves is in our merits no matter how good we think we are or how righteous in our missions we may think we are bc from one side we think by confronting and condemning dark forces may seem to hell, it’s in the way of our handling that makes a difference, though we can’t think our way out of the conundrum either bc then we will be too much in the mind, too strategic and we are also giving into us versus other in a sense that we run the risk of dehumanizing the dark forces, surely we already know and understand the degree by which we are united, and this common sense gives us special access to each other at the baseline of which our humanity springs from , instead of being imliuslve and cut n dry in our modes and med gods of handling we sn be more inthe heart but we can’t just purely act fromm heart either bc we need reason and logic to direct the purview or else we are being too forthcoming and too open to dark forces that can latch onto us and use us for its hidden mission , there is a tough love somewhere that is both kind and assertive of what it directs , the type that does not accept disrespect but also does not wish to quarrel or argue c the one that says we are one , brothers and sisters but will not excuse poor behaviour , and will not allow abusive behaviour done to itself , will not shut itself out completely or be too open, like a door mat either , allow grounds to enter as it likes, but sets firm boundaries while also lovingly approaches issue with clear reason, maybe good humour bc sometimes being too much in the mind can get us to be too severe serious and here we run the risk of being too rigid , and hence lose the true meaning of our life experices which is meant to be playful, and sure u may be shocked how can u be playful at times like these ? but flexibility of approach can give us a soft landing to any type of conclusions especially when times are dark and any move or decision can be severely impactful given that misunderstanding and narrow space to decide can be higher in risk

imma way we become the example we wish to see in the world, bc we want to make it easy for others who clearly didn’t have it easy on their formative years of development which may cause them the misdemeanour of such ignorance or entitlement over others or abuse of power of influence that tends to cause so much conflict and pain where’s this is not necessary at all, it’s just purely samsaric , and hurts everyone , nobody wins, even though in our minds we think we are winning an argument or overcoming someone’s ill intentions bc reciprocating their bad behaviours exactly or walking into their ill plans or traps they may have set up for us bc these r learned behaviours and if a particular behaviour is learned then particular exchange can also be learned and therefore we become predictable after some time has passed , which means that do and so knows exactly what to do to pls ur buttons and get a specific response or reaction from you bc they have a specific plan that they wish to deploy and so long as ur aware of what’s happening u can avert the situation and never give it to them bc at the end of the day , people who do not hold themselves accountable for their actions will find and create any reason to justify their crimes and keeping this in mind will give us the freight necessary and allow us to continue to have control over a situation we may feel too small or helpless in otherwise, in a way by taking things way on them we become the example we wish to see in the world, we become trend setters but not in the way we think trends work bc this is not a fashion show , this means that we have self confidence and bravery to take the first step to overcome smth that has been in limbo and in repeat for so long and in which case others refuse to grow up or tske respmsnkry for their own actions in so u show the way by being merciful not condemning or too critical but at the same time u draw ur boundaries u become vulnerable and bow down bc u respect all of humankind which includes the most feeble and weak and rough in their minds with perhaps closed hearts , bc then ur being exemplar and allow them the space and flexibly necessary to come to truths in their own time , though in extreme cases especially of warfare we see that some things have long been out of hand, and we can only learn in hindsight what the preceding conditions may be and are, where we may not feel we are in the seat of help, and we may not be able to direct the cause or help immediately , but there are things we can still do, by continuing to not lose hope, and remain positive , knowing our boundaries can help, we don’t have to see every image , if it hurts us and makes us angry for example, but still be there in spirit, and allow ourselves to take in the current plight, and let this plight transform our feelings and thoughts , then move from spirit, the way tends to appear when we begin to walk the at consciously with full presence and here u can see why being calm under pressure is essential bc that’s how diamonds r made, diamonds r strong and also clear they also refract and shine a lot of light , u sort of become that , emulate the world in the innermost way possible without adhering to extremes, every-time we feel disillusioned by the darkness of the world, we can remember that we are all in a way diamonds in the dirt, and just bc we are in first does not reduce our value, so we must not lower our vibrations in-the same way, but be open to them

and receptive as well as vulnerable which allows us to be true to ourselves without giving way to extremes or assuming that by being too much in the mind and paying attention to others version of how to handle difficulties , such as the impulsiveness of anger, and the essenes of giving into dark thoughts with our comprehensive look and becoming do everything , that is , u could run the risk of closing off other parts of urself bc it’s always been done this way, when injustice is done we are angry, we see protests like machinations , it’s all too predictable, people will act like they do not think for themselves at all, and cause vandalization or do explicitly dumb stuff that can go counter intuitive to what they wish to achieve , we must know by now not to do stupid things especially during tough times bc given the power plays o working at large , it makes no sense to destroy hospital buildings or public property knowing that it’s only gonna land ur ass in jail , but we must also not be quiet , bc being silent in the face of injustice means that we are being complicit, or allowing of the negative things that some of us experices in extreme conditions especially when these conditions are unrealistic and are done strictly out of reasons for profit and hate , then how do we do things differently by todays standards ? we may either do smth that uses to work in the past , or forge a new way, that allow us to continue to treat each other like fellow humans , bc the otherwise, the assuming that some are monsters or not human, would lean towards separation even though her may mean well, but this doesn’t mean u should not self express in dire times of frustration we can entertain a thought without adhering to it or assuming that itself in fact is real or fact , we are human , that’s that, no matter us some of us are lost from their path, and we may wish to consider how can we bring everyone back , but in their own self admission so that it’s more sustainable that way , which seems like it takes more time, and it may not make sense right away, but we may give a little bit of info set , for the long term and instead of asking immediate gratification, such as we are the saviour of the world or we wish to get things done hastily without much recognize of its underlying elements of further harm and dangers that can perk up , muck like a bike that’s buried in sand, u may slowly dig and take the bike out, or u may pull the bike hastily or chuck the whole sand box, not know g that there could be more hidden objects in their way, including a red ant house which now attacks u bc u disturbed their in dwelling , somethings should be left on their own and resolve in their own time, and when we dehumanize each other, we end up bringing out more entanglement ans dark stuff some of which could resolve in its own time and effort, but only work with objects that are visible and accepted by the systemic standard instead, bc the latter is more direct , it’s simplified , and it’s way in which case everyone will adhere to it long term wit by little to no conflict in their own person, we run th risk of attaching ourselves to causes so much we identify with it and lose ourself but at the end of the day we have our own life to live and build as well which does tremendous contribution to the world and the frequencies abound , we may think there is no time to take care of self or improve self or work on self when the world is in heaps and maybe that’s what the dark forces want u to think , so keeping things flexible is what being comprehensively whole means and swing the whole things instead of seeing things for what u want or what they want

also bc bad times and bad days don’t last, by giving up on ourself we are make things easy for the dark forces who thrive on such destruction including self destructive behaviours and triangulations between paries , which is the true basis of divide and conquer , and we may also notice certain toxic enablements , such as loss of hope and feelings of intense loneliness where u feel u can pt relate with the world, this is due to their projections , bc let’s remember they are the one s who can’t relate with the world, and be happy in their own life and with what they have that they primed to u hardship to ruin ur happiness , it’s not bc they love u or care about u that they constantly stress u put with dumb objectives and things that are otherwise easy to solve , by simple things such as open communications, and discussions surrounding objectives which requires immediate actions , and they thrive on lies , they know that when people are on survival mode they can’t think c pearly and when they lie adrenaline runs on high not only this cause cortisol levels to rise and crested toxic inner states of ones person but this can also impact ur choice and ability to live a quality life , u may even feel guilty for prioritizing urslf and lower ur values and lower ur inhibitions and this can make u seem like u lack self respect whereas u are feeling guilty prioritizing urself , bc u see others having worse , and when they , the dark forces have smooch, they will simply turn down or turn off entirely the bad occurnwces but by that time ur or out of warfare , all disheveled and maybe sick, and now u got urself a whole host of problems , and u may depend too excessively on systemic avenues to function such as medicine , or institutions of “support “ is the anti thesis of freedom and liberation , another reason why i think this is being forced is bc as i said before they r trying to lower populations but within reasonable kinds slowly and with the loon of legal practices, so we may wish to feel about others extreme conditions, having sound mind and also prioritizing ur self care will keep u strong enough thru the journey , not only for u to show up for others in their plight ( seeking out legal avenues to tackle central banks, end warfare, change economy for better so it serves us, remind ur leaders that their jobs are possible via our admission and allowances and not the other way around and ask them it to abuse their power ) and also have strong stable grounds to continue build our own life , when the storm passes , we will not need to burden systems or feel at disadvantage bc that’s not the change we seek, we don’t need to allow ourselves to be destroyed to show to others we care, it swerves nobody, and only works in favour of sake forces who want to eliminate us , and put us in vulnerable positions where we are less libelled to fight for our rights or continue to contributing to global change for all betterment, we may keep in mind that we are not capable of forgetting c, it’s temporary, and no matter how we choose to carry ourselves , the truths will let themselves be heard and remind us, so there’s no reason for ourselves to be hasty and angry, and protect our peace while continuing to tackle human rights for everyone . knowing that absence of info does not mean it does not exist or is not true, it just means we are temporarily distressed perhaps it’s that much harder for us to keep things of equanimity due to some intentional ill behaviours of others who think by excluding us , they are not infect excluding themselves from what this world blesses us with if we just let our heat and minds collide in complete open es and with absolute love , given unconditionally and with good intent there is plenty for everyone , and things can be easy if we want it bc it works for us all in a good way we just need to talia’s this on lue own accord, sooner than later i hope, a lot of things in abound w is bc we are all in it together , when we assume we can destroy others and ill keep these blessings come from delusion a produced due to fake forces some people are possessed by we need to supper them to overcome this affliction , assertively

“if it was easy then everyone would do it “

often times we hear the words, but don’t know what we are agreeing to, ah so we must struggle eh? how wonderful, as if there is not enough struggles occurring naturally, that we must also have smth to prove in a fictional world , such as putting ourselves thru college or learning and new skill but in the complex most ways that should guarantee that we will be among the few who will be much better than the rest after all what do u think it means , if it was easy then every one would do it? then make it easy brother what are u waiting for ? life is already ahead when u look at it from a natural lens , things such as childbirth and growing process is one thing, u can live or die( u may or may not have landed urself in a war zone or better part of town, u may have physicist constrictions or not , which also add to ur struggles, u may be in economic hardship , either by being born into poverty or become poor later on bc let’s face it , it’s not easy! though it never stops , it’s one thing after the next for us, and it’s not just dole or many of us but i all of us , we are all in this together after all, this being life and the world , and we are all human at the end of the day; no matter how much we like to think some are not human, no matter what we say we are human ? period and here even the term human can it be defined, we have some ideas, civilizations or aboriginals or that we are the type of beings that have willpower and reason that sets us apart from animals bugs and plant life , ok but it’s still difficult by natural standards, such as aging and death, i mean can we just agree that life already have challenges that we must not add any melee to it ? can we at least reason and agree and then direct our willpower to make things better ? oh yes i forgot , it’s not mean to be easy or else everyone would do it ? do what exactly b? live better ? can u be more clear bc i’m confused , i thought killing was a sin , and that we have to treat each other with dignity but if she seem to find it anywhere especially lately, in fact things are getting so bad that i wish i was an animal at least there is some type of respect there; animals have an order thats a bit more say predictable versus humans who pretend to be nice and kind and safe bur then they trick u or deceive u into smth entirely different and that my friends is far worse i will just fight tooth to nail with some bozo who wants to eat me instead , or be part of a stronger clan and do my party within it, we would all be on the same page bc our codes, ether if we are chimpanzees or lions would then be set before us ? giving us only the , ah those words again, the naturalness of wriggles and not more , that’ should be the idea anyhow, to not add more to the already existing struggles but we are weird creatures aren’t we, we like the struggle we like to suffer we are so attached to suffering that when we are happy we get scared we go what the fuck is wrong with me i’m getting all jovial again this can’t be right maybe i should go to the doctor and have him or her prescribe me some pharmaceutical that would fuck yo my internal lot or wage wars or smth, maybe i can pick fights bc im simply bored and attack people for the heck of it , or maybe we lost our happiness so many times before that it’s simply too scary a risk to go thru that lot and that make snore sense so in addition to our growth period we also have psychological component to our struggles bc guess what, all this phenomenally terrifying shit does affect us after all

everything is a struggle , it makes u wrong they said but i can’t even open a simple water bottle lid, i just had a nightmare where a woman i never met and cannot recognize for the life of me was trying to kill me perhaps for fun and get this; i killed her with the katana in my hand and it did nothing it’s like a terrible mirage much like reality is u just don’t win bc ur destined to lose , what the fuck ? but that’s the same with reality – some dude can target u and hate u for the shits , or convince u that it’s all in ur head whereas it’s happening real time, and i may be hurting u may look with pain in ur eyes but they can’t see ur humanity in ur eyes u may wonder why do they target me everything was going well and u say everything is going well out of ur good nature not bc everything is well bc being grateful for what we have is actually a good practice but we hope that others can see us in our natural conundrums and try not to make a scene out of it, we think common sense is common after all but let’s divert our attention to common sense, what the heck does that even mean when we are too desensitized and numb to even sense anything ? to save ourselves from our plight not to mention all the repetitive bullshit that also blocks our purview bc let’s face it it’s not what happens that’s the issue but what follows that worse life has a habit of kicking u when it’s down bc either life is chicken shit or ur that strong that it knows it can’t win any decent way , but , back to the people who don’t see ur humanity, can we really go so far away from ourselves n use ourselves from what is to a point where all we do is destruction and when is enough enough? it’s sis that when it comes to matter of the heart, such as compassion and love it’s never enough bc it’s unconditional and eternal, but what kind of love is this ? bc our convictions that we think we are doing anything good and expect anything good to come out of such crimes is beyond me, it’s like we are building on mud, and assume the structure will hold, only that it’s wobbly and we think it’s so and so stepping too loudly , but in truth, there are basics that we may wish to adhere to, not in the sense that things must be difficult , but maybe here the hardness is the foundation to build from instead , so that we do mkt think that every issues has to be someone else , we are in it together after all, which means that we are equally walkable for the way things unfold, but not in the at that we may say, if someone does wrong , then the karma is shared by all, not by todays standards anyway, bc let’s face it, the hierarchies made it impossible for us to hold ourselves responsible in the first place , they just tell us what to do instead of be part of the solution along process or else ur not educated enough, and i must spend this much time to get urself there via competing against ur comrades and blow ur brains up on books , for years, take out loans dudes life is not guarantee what are u talking about

but they are like so short staffed man so less in support and help that they ask u for money to support their destruction ur like what? i am strapped for cash bro what more do u want ? my underwear too? but the truth is, it’s bc the hierarchies got themselves agaisnt the wall and they too feel the plight , we are human after all, bc i don’t think we wanna kill each other otherwise who would wash ur dishes and bring u food and do all the things they don’t wanna do? and the truth is beyond surface feel, in the baseline of all, whether u réalisé this or not , whether ur heart is open closed or half ajar does not actually matter bc we feel that the unity of human mind is resilient and runs very deep, much like the river that flows thru this earth place thru which we become passible , we come here for some reason or other, we all feel the trauma of our birth, and the conditioning of our familiarity , our first love interest, and our first heartbreak, take the many challenges life offers us including making big mistakes i mean who am i to judge someone’s innocent mistake is stealing five bucks from their mother in their single digit age group, and who killed another , not knowing it’s both a sin, but the systems do? ur mom could give u a time out or slap ur hand, and make u do hard work to pay her back and explain to u why stealing is bad, whereas the world will condemn u for being bad, for taking another life , and even convince themselves that the issue is born with u alone, and must die with u alone as if ur a sheep to be sacrificed at the alter of purity , that if ur scapegoated for the origin of smth history of which goes on even legally like a business in some part of the world, simply has no connection to ur behaviour , just bc on the surface things don’t seem to be connected, perhaps we are feeling the difficultés of our human nature , perhaps that’s why there is hierarchies not bc we feel or must be superior to our kin, but we too feel the same plight, the potential that we may lose our luck or person or our minds even, and get out of hand to such an extend we do smth dumb and so we hold on to austere behaviours of proper speech , and proper attire, we say that we must build a character and personality and hold on tight , never let this go, and here we may become rigid instead , bc we think so within the lines that we cannot colour outside of it for the infinitesimal fear that we may become just like the rest of them, the true animal in human, or that which is part of our dna instead of simply be curious about it and then discuss its entails , bc we think we may be possessed by which is revealed to us? but at the same time we lie , just to get by, and deceive just to get ahead of the lot, again we have too many contradictions bc we are forced to compete , just to succeed , and here we don’t even have time, as we see, systems cannot even keep up with the influx but still ask u to follow a route that has proven to be deadly and does not produce the results it professes but we do it anyway bc there is no other way to get around it , and our plight is the same , life is no guarantee u can drop dead at any time and that’s the reality, and no matter how much i wanna hold on to ur dear character it must all go- that’s just the reality of being here, we are first introduced to this samsaric world in all its beauty, we don’t realize what’s happening until much later when our consciousness settles in, and it has this happen to us multiple times, it is like turning on a fluorescent light it flickers before its finally on

and by the time we see we don’t like what we are surrounded by, all washed up this world, much like waking up in the middle of a nightmare u can’t wake up fro or escape suicide become stop easy as u may say, i’m tired but im still going , i just wanna give up but at the same time there is smth deep within a force or else , that pushes me ahead, even though i can’t see where im going , or just see which behind my nose , i am guided by an invincible force that counters the other force of anxieties uncertainties and the many negativities of choice, of choice ! ah , i can not choose to be sad but i can choose to be happy , what kind of deal is this , but maybe what i really need to realize is that this isn’t about me , im part of it but its not only not about me but its also not me, but then who am i? even that is a mystery, i wish someone gave me a handbook with all the answer bc this is confusing as hell and get this , life is like a treadmill that never stops, so u must learn to think and meditate on the tip of ur toes , and act quick , there is wisdom in the heart however that builds naturally, much like our debt and our plight or our insurmountable layers we surround ourselves with, as self protection from the volatile world and it clicks on day all on its own, we don’t even have to do anything , ah but that sounds like a wishful dream , i mean have u taken a look around , how can we say that we are blessed when there are some who are taking “one for the team” , how does that even work, maybe it’s the product of competition that gets us all worried about our future and prioritize ourselves when we don’t even know ourself , at the cost of others who try for the same, in fact we are constantly on survival mode , that we must prioritize ourselves even though we like to give and help each other , or for the better send of the word, be friend and do things together bc those objectives don’t have much room in peoples lives, often times , life goes by real fast, and perhaps u got used to the nightmare u woke up in, it’s hard to let it go now, ta all u ever knew, the place the people, the hurt the pain all that , maybe there’s a feeling of investing into battlefield that makes it harder for people to simply stop, it’s the battle of the heart , where all we know is pain, and we like our pain like our any, we cradle it , and protect it at all costs; we dont bring it to the sunlight which s a natural disnfectant , bc it’s often looked down upon too cry in public, or say in public ur hurting , they will look at u funny and then say ur too weak to be human, ah u need thick skin bro and then kick u on the shin , to that which u may then say, ur either not my friend or stop!

but u know … here is another saying , when a person complains about their pain, someone squeezes lemon juice in their eye and say now u don’t feel that anymore isn’t that wonderful? and life is very much like that , it’s one thing after another, and we know more in truth then what our education system may give us, and we need to pull ourselves together bc the world is slipping between our hands which means that we may become homeless soon enough unless we die soon enough , and i say we didn’t evolve to this day to let things go astray , or give up that easy either , the ultimate suicide of human kind, but at the same time , we may say that homicide is probably the biggest endemic here even though we may in our minds , immediately think what homicide represents such as csi tv shows and ur local newspaper taking about small scale crimes, homicide is actually multi layered from systemic neglect to lies and deception, of misleading the public with disinformation, to all kinds of triangulations, u get even the unhealthy competition as a slow deliberate way to die or faultiness of infastructure with se rets untold b cletd face it someone has to live here but it’s never them and always some poor shmuck whose life means not that much anyway, bc they didn’t go to prestigious school and give back to the community , what the heck are u talking about the world is slipping for mur hands what community? oh u mean this tiny lot with illusion of balance ? surely we can be grateful but it’s easy to run the risk of being delusional also to think that there is nothing beyond it in fact we are already colouring outside the lines, the worse rings get in all parts of the world the more people flock in groups somewhere else and here we are facing a truth that we may have ignored or put on back burner for so long that now it’s sounds are too loud, i can turn the tv off block ur eyes don seeing terrible information that runs the pipeline of info daily u may buy a house on top of a hill away from everybody and put ur family in absolute safety and u will still be confronted with truths bc we already know and can feel inside that smth terrible is going on and it’s been building momentum along side our consciousness, it’s almost as if there is birth and death racing side by side, good and bad , and all that which makes duality well, dual, but we often dramatize this and reflect this to our everyday life , perhaps hierarchies is the extra form of it and now we are in a collective bind, no education can solve it , we are also running out of time, what are we gonna do, i guess the last possible option is to detect and eliminate the people who do bad things, but in a hierarchical sense , we only look to small scale claims until we systemically weed out what been normalized as safe good and natural, which can be done with us working together, then we would not turn away from the difficulty of the work we think of as impossible

we can’t even take care of what we have

and we always want smth more, we escape our problems by not liking at the core issues and therefore we run away , assuming that there is a reset to our life, just like that, with the snap of our fingers , make things go away that seem unpleasant and scares us, we think that perhaps, if we deny truths in ourselves then we can assert new truths in their places, we may even use force and fear tactics to control others, bc we want certain things to be specific in our one way, so that we can provoke its meant to be or that we are right , and everything is going well, even though internally we could be controlling , demanding unrealistically, and egoistical in our proclamations of love and liberty and happiness and joy mindset , but these things can or be faked, it’s like telling someone they are someone else, or trying to change their story to fit ur story in stead , it’s denying someone their truths and facts just do u can get control of a situation instead , but in truth , it’s a persons lack of self love that seeks outside to control things one was meant to surrender in the first place , but always want smth more , more money more success more lands more things more kids but the truth is we can’t even take care of what we already have , how can we say that we are responsible to take care of more when we keep running from ourselves ? how can we say we know ourselves when we are in the middle of self progression ? maybe that’s why we excessively and in a toxic way have toxic habits of connecting wit in others and use others as a crutch rather r han tiers of our love and depth of our feeling for them, which causes volatile action and abuse instead , bulles are not born they are made , and they are often some of the most suffering forks are puns bc they don’t know what tru love is bc they lack self introspection thereby they don’t know how to love themselves , they may appropriate love, bc we are reflective in that some of our qualities can rub off to each other, such “adaptations “ though can be temporarily when we don’t understand what the true germination process is , as the more we delve into factors , of truth , and esotericism , as well as mysticism , the more there will be false acknowledgment of them, precisely due to our inner misalignments or the variations in each person , regardless to the ease of adaptation from what seems to be on the outside , the truths is when a person is not happy or fulfilled on the inside, often times they can just fill with whatever the void, instead seeking the tiers about which causes this inner uncertainty, which can make them timid, and then in an effort to not let their timidity take over, they control what around them, they need donors , which means they are also energy vampires just so they can feel normal, but again, bc there is no inner basis of their core being of stability is established, none of this is sustainable long term, bc it’s not authentically developed and its thereby fear based and toxic

we see this from people who , when push comes to shove, or bc they get away with so much bad things that they either assume a self esteem to hurt and harm others excessively, or out of desperation , to do the same and see nothing wrong with it , usually they are low energy beings , so when u connect to them i can feel ur frequencies catapult even when ur not adhering entirely , but simple awareness and self determination can keep u in ur own frequencies bc let’s face it we do not live each others life for us, we love our own, and therefore basic human hygiene in the energetic field is a must before any healthy interaction needs to take place , so it’s not as far as to say isolate thee folks bc they don’t deserve to be among us per se , but let them rise to the occasion of the higher frequencies by correcting what they need to within first , to take place, before u can invite them to ur own personal space bc ur responsible from ur own health after all, if u let low frequency being sin ur space enough times ur gonna have strong side effects and i talk from personal experience, surely u can rise up again and again as many times as u wish and want and can, but just bc u can doesn’t mean u should either bc it’s ur life at the end of the day it’s ur energy that gets wasted o others who refuse to face the facts about their own reality, and refuse to take personal accountability on correcting themseves such as make healthy life choices for instance , or quit the job that brings out the worst in u , or earn money the wrong way, or be important at the cost of others wellbeing , or lie or deceive or use double speak, or be a devils advocate meaning that u talk to two individuals who are in discriminate bc u wish to benefit from both selfishly while approaching each as if u support either or, or in other words , triangulation of all kinds, bc there is always more ways to divide others for persona gain, which also refers to selfishness and greed , bc what happens is these individuals end up being frustrated and then get extremely violent toward especially their loved ones , and we can help them as much as we can love them be their safe space but nothing will remedy smth that they need to change within themselves so we will never be enough for them, no matter how good or perfect and understanding we are , we can’t be their saviour either,, but we can still be there for them, just have to build healthy boundaries bc abandoning people just bc u don’t like them is not the solution either , they can become highly isolated and become their worst possible self , and often times u think oh she must be taking about poor people or homeless bc when i think someone is unruly u may think of obvious addictions like alcoholism but never toxic behaviours or narcs or extremely egotistical folk or sadist surely i can see that these individuals can be of any calibre financially , meaning that a leader can possess these same qualities that we often profile poor folks with , and what if i told u that poor folks circumstances are caused by toxic leaderships ? that would change the entire game on what we think about such toxic behaviours sand how r handle them socially in fact we permit leaderships with toxic traits get by so much that we end up excessively criminalizing people who can not defend themselves , or recover entirely on things we blow out of proportion bc it’s all projection especially on the hands of toxic leaderships ,

even in the case of tosic leaderships, especially that, we may not wish to overgeneralize, much like systems overgeneralizing people based on by their economic structure and what appears to be in the paperwork’s rather then their truth and person, bc there’s good among all , and the bad can also be found at every level of human existence , this one is a fact , that no culture or background is entirely pure, bc tenor culture that determines purity, but persons own ability to determine right from wrong as well as adhere to hygienic practices, but we often are conditioned to think the more successful a person is and popular the better they must be , and in the case of leaderships , the same is also true, for there is accustomed respect that’s rather blind just bc of status, in the same ay when u see a homeless person u can authentically think they must have done it all by themselves a h a self made homeless person how nice , we may want them to figure out how to get themselves out of their situation all on their own , or occasionally drop this or that objedirve which makes us feel good about ourselves on bad days bc we are human , and may occasionally tell the time correctly but never entirely, since there are so many distractions in the day and well it’s human nature to err so there’s always that , we dotn feel alone in our ignorances therefore, or maybe we were long coerced and confirmed to think in a certain way, such as religion does the same; u may adhere to practices that give u a certain type of scurry bc it tells u how to human, by simple steps, and all u have to do is do as they say, and don’t worry about much else, give to the poor so there must be the poor, therefore we maintain the poor otherwise who can we give to? but we don’t think perhaps there’s a telling stone to everything , ah no that’s people we must step on to better ourselves bc all of that proceeds internally and what’s blocked from common purview is secret or can’t be determine d even by god, hence the mysterious of our lives , that we think both to be good, by the way we are perceived , and bad internally so long as there are no other witnesses is somehow not a contradiction in and of itself in fact there not no one there we are the witness and in a way we lie to ourselves and not know this ?

it’s said that love cures everything but it hasn’t figured out as way to cure stupid behaviour some of us keep insisting on going along with and doing , we may stop and ask ourselves why and how that is, bc this can help us understand better the internal mechanisms before it projects outwardly, and becomes more complicated, hence all work begins within, we may think this is boring bc there is no audience, and at even think nothing of it, ah really? me to myself ? that’s boring ? i have been with me for as long as i can remember, for as long as my consciousness has become more aware or that i , the being that dwells as old as time and here this is human perception of time not the actual development far beyond our human reach , but its there in abstract form, and its so easy to get lost in theories , and the infinitesimal space that is available to us at every avenue , including the voices of others , the many presences ; not always the people around us either , maybe they are the dead from the past whose energetic flow have left strong imprints on this earth , if we are to imagine earth as sands, then there might be all kinds of imprints on it, and much like sand is we can erase and start over, but it still may leave behind a very subtle presence through which we then get all kinds of inkling, and we can deny this and trick ourselves much like, we lie to ourselves about the truth and fact about smth, but how much longer is the past we wish to touch up on bc at the end of the day what we can strive for is the ultimate sustainable way to recognize it all, so that we can conduct ourselves in the best efficient way possible without complicating matters or getting lost within all kinds of objedirve and that too can happen and all that does is get us lost , yet we fear seeking within bc we think we will be lost internally, that we must attach to someone or smth so excessively and even abuse them bc it prevents us from seeing n reality as it is, and by as it is , i don’t just mean see things for what they are, bc it doesn’t just start and end there, there is always the progression and process of stuff, and here if we are too keen on lying to ourselves , eventually we derail ourselves , bc by lying to ourself we betray first ourself , not the people whom we wrong thereafter , they will recover , it happens, life comes with a ton of issues , environment being sick contributes to all kinds of human maladies this much is part of it is what it is but again, things don’t just stay in one place that’s an illusion n the world itself seem like it doesn’t move but it turns as we speak

and we see that by being presence we can feel the earth move, and by being present with the earth movement we can feel the solar system move and then the galaxy even the empty dark cloud between galaxies is not stationary, and there are both visible and invincible things “” that move through it, so life is motion even when it appears stationary, the reality in its material tangibility also has the same quality in small scale setting , u can see that things are things but they deteriorate , they get rusty and old, there is decay in life that may mkt be immediately apparent , and even plastic , the most indestructible objedirve in the world releases fumes in certain settings which can fall under some type of change no matter how undetectable this may seem for us in our human senses , we can be this sensitive to notice how life around us can reach us how to move through it even when our bodies are still, which is the movement of mind and heart when we re in meditative states or stillness even sleep offers us some freedom in dream settings , if we don’t see visual dreams we wake up with all kinds of feelings , and when we die, we only have apparence of ceasing ,though it’s often in hindsight things become clear, so do we have to wait to die before we can say aha? and do we have to wait until we are comforted before we change smth we know is not true or right ? do we have to hide our true self from the world, bc we fear being criticized so we put on all kinds of masks , and make a lot of absurdities about our world and reality as well as our truths, meanwhile our true self is in the back burner, but for how long can we maintain facades? when we can’t even be our true self, in a world of “it is what it is” and we are what we must be to accord ourselves to it, as if we can’t change any of it ourselves or through being just, in our own truths and as we must , be brave and get past the delusions of many intentions and hidden agendas that come into play, maintain some type of self righteousness, in a world full of injustices , some of which are untold ? then we could at the very least not lie to ourselves, and not become that which we condemn in others, such as addictions n afflictions the same , bc while u can quit drinking and smoking , it’s harder to quit bad behaviour that long been asserted itself as true while it’s all been built by many facades and u know what is said about things that erode in time

though heading back to compassionate approach sometimes tough love is the way, but it’s not in what we think but what we truly feel that this toughness appears naturally, we don’t control it direct its way either , we don’t even intend on being tough, it just happens, as we set boundaries between urselves and what tries to hurt harm and deceive us, we may begin to implement this naturally among all who in their own way may find the same, bc while underlying issues maybe the same, it’s the external circumstances that may make things appear different , and here , bc material is the tangible hard reality, some of these tangible hard realities for some may delay their process, and may even prevent them from reaching safety and here we can determine the certain passages of time, and the apparence of death to have nothing more than being part of circumstance versus someone being good bad able or otherwise , and notice the many signs about these objectives instead of leave what is necessary to chance and necessary that which need to be chanced

change occurs naturally

when u release urself to it, and it is meant to help u evolve and be healthy happy and better then ur former self, often times we hear former self versus current self and we expect drastic changes, we hear words like change is when u must let go who u was to become who i are and more, change is when u she’s what’s unwanted, and bring out the most true authentic self that u always were and will be are, or that we think that change must be so life shattering, often catapulting people to all sorts of conundrums and say well that must be good for them, to a point of breaking or even untimely death, which we too can say change is good and even though we do not understand its reason, there must be a purpose to it, is it though? bc there’s a ton of manufactured change, it starts at infancy, first u must survive ur birth then ur youth where u depend solely to ur environment which exceeds well beyond ur parents bc things change usually rooted to economic shifts which then changes their ability to afford living for u , so they make choices based on by that change which can make better or worse ur health , and then the change of ur nation what if ur born in a bad place where there is warfare , so u could or could not be part of that, and these changes are not serving any other purpose than pain and suffering rooted from greed and selfishness as well as hunger for power that some refuse to change about, but we will get there later, then ur young years ur expected to change by drilling all kinds of useless information under the guise of education, to change ur behaviour if ur not culturally appropriate such as covering ur head or as some may say? children are to be seen but not heard, or others making decisions on ur behaving while they tokenize ur life for their hidden agendas and ulterior motivations which is also change bc u can’t help it but bc ur a child u must follow it, then there is change such as delusional parents assuming they must instill particular education into ur head for their own reasoning such as gender identities and being gay even though as a child this isn’t ur true nature ur just a child but its all part of the misdemeanour of what we think change is cos die this u have paper money and u break it and get some change and here the value is the same only that it changes the outlook whereas our many modes of change are more drastic so we can see the clues as to which change is authentic and which is not by the measurement of its intrinsic worth and what is exchanged bc we also get change after we make such trades , though let’s get back on the young people’s change, u have ur hormones which is one of the most authentic development of change a person initially experiences after their initial states of consciousness changes thru their formative years , while hormones can be very transformative, it’s the environment that can alter the process and course of change inclusive of the quality of the formative change that brings out a more dramatic passage of one’s young adulthood, before we experience yet another change, we shed some of the illusions and delusions here or wish to hold on to it, but now we are mkt further entrenched in our environment and maybe we still have more work to do

the changes that are happening outside of us help guide us thru our inner changes, but ofc there has to be some sort of rebalancing between our adolescence and the young adulthood which then brings us to our initial stages of full adult years , here we may err we may still be strong minded bc our memories and experiences are feed still and probably have not fully settled down couple that with life’s expectations we might still be in school have some issues with our changing relationships where some of our friends grow apart where’s others life path may differ than us so we may have divergences and then introduction of people of similar quality may converge hence this change is rather fluid maybe we wish to be alone that too is part of change all of which are impacted by the artificiality of report and what tends to happen in dominating such as quality do the world we live in and the political grounds which impact our way of living we could be faced with a ton of existential conundrums such as ecological changes that may cause us many instabilities in our persona whether we shift our focus to only beautiful object ones or cave into distractions such as escapism for such changes when are directed to us all equally and are natural, which come with their own dialect and reasons, we are part of it ether if we want to accept it or not whereas some other changes such as being in loveless relationships for the sake of financial security can go on for much longer, bc we may deny this inevitable change for our survival or our willingness to not face the natural changes , death of love or growing speedy, for the sake of maintaining financial freedom , one can resist change too by staying in a toxic work place long after their passion fizzles out bc of their financial dependence e on such and perhaps they either cannot replace their employer or it pays well even though it’s unethical, we have the willpower to resist the airhead and cave into the artifice at any time, and part of that is in our hands where’s the other part worms on our environment, which is where the willful ignorance comes from, someone may resist certain conditions to such an extend they may be completely blindsided by their ignorance hence bypass the necessary change that keeps knocking on their door of their heart while they insist on the momentum of their toxic habits hurt bc they will it and wish not to see what it is that is their inner calling

it’s often said that u can’t teach an old dog new tricks for such older minds, which is the middle ages that prepares us for the progression of old age, we may often get discouraged to mitigate any untimely or purpose of lifestyle changes for one aspect it’s not natural and in alignment with our natural progression of change , bc change is not meant to be that drastic especially when i get older if ur experiencing drastic changes at older ages then its a product of the systems and others misuse of the word change and weaponizing they means , for other reasons than a personal attribution or a natural intention which benefits one in any way which is often more traumatic bc of the vulnerability that comes with old age , we don’t recognize human nature for what it is bc we often mistake the terminologies that define ourselves and the things that surround us such as society reality world , spirit and equality, and so on, that it’s not a surprise that even the word change can easily be weaponized agaisnt the people, u must change to fit the mould that is the reality for the world is nothing but change says who? ur mother ? and what sort of change of my person serves a greeter good? usually when we look a the externalities of change it’s the social displacement of the people itself attributes to and systems rejection of one’s livelihood rights and justice served in the event that smth goes wrong, bc things going wrong is not the change itself but how we handle them is , now let’s take a look at recent changes , before we jump ship to the biggest change of all, that is death, for all change artificial and authentic leads sis there eventually; covid,, which was a huge life altering occurrence , it didn’t need to be to be frank, for there were everything we had in our person to do with it in a more reasonable experiment efficient way that could have made it easy for us to handle such”change “ naturally

but we didn’t and u may ask urself if the consolatory theorists are onto smth here, i would personally think that it may be so, bc we have had past pandemics which means we had the info, much like war fare and history, but unlike warfare and history and even indivisible entailing with the system such as incarcereal systems , this was not implemented , not everywhere at leafy, and if some got it right the info was not shared and distributed to all equally, even though we had the resources to distribute equally that was necessary for the change of profession of handing of smth so dangerous and deadly , and therefore forcing us to change instead, people were kicked out of heir homes when there was no work hence no money instead of looking to central banks and accounting to the entire flow of mathematics that rule our loves and guard and guide them, and getting the necessary resources to help train and expedite help, we forced people to go to work , regardless to safety concerns, at hospitals we were also in disarray , almost as if al the decades of study were for nothing, suddenly everyone was stumped didn’t know how to handle the sick or where to look for signs , leaving people in trauma and extreme loss and hardship at every avenue, then ofc , people had to react , u might call this portion a sort of resistance to change more so than becoming part of it while also profession along things we had no control of, what was expanse in the prior, covid brought us together by force , in the energetic field , there was a home in feelings of all, where the more constricted we became the harder it became for us to make choices with little to no risk bc the risk increased the more we ran out of space which reward to rigidly of flow , which eventually got us all stuck in this limbo we all find ourselves in, ofc we feel some expanse bc our consciousness is light years ahead of us; it’s just a matter of opening our eyes and ears to it, so we can move in its direction but this doesn’t deny the current dangers that are abound

we ha d many liars and the deceives die of this time which is also hard to forced t that it can be summoned to say the least covid was instigated so that our rights are taken from us , and hat we are being forced to go extinct by laege numbers but do it so fitting that it can rhyme with history bc we want to keep some slaves alive and do things within bounds only excusing slightly if u can call it that bc the slow conditioning of repetitive and deliberate traumas the world wide people have been receiving hasn’t stopped , so there’s a force of change that’s extremely artificial among us, to change us and then convince us that this change is good where’s it’s designed to lead us to our extinction in amicable ground meaning that it can be hot down in history books in the future to come so that the survivors can submit themselves to the continuity of toxic authority seamlessly as it had been in the prior, with little to no concern of any foul play either by the force of change having a dent on their memories or that ur too tired to fight anymore and at some point let go and change into that which they force u to, assuming that the change can be sustainable bc let’s refer back to the expanse of consciousness this isn’t the first time we got here after all there’s silent progression of stuff that runs along with the herd that are more obvious, and i the past we were less experienced collectively , for the experience is there for all to naturally tap into very much like the stuff of life that’s in the very air having catalyst effect to us all, this is beyond just the available science that available for our human senses to pick up bc u can say what rises from charnel ground can be purified by natured of filter system but there’s more intrinsic subtle stuff that gets to make its rounds and we must inhale this air, so in one part of the word when greet suffering occurs , doesn’t necessarily have to be dead bodies, it will eventually reach us in some form even if we are well off at the beach somewhere having fun carefree and undiluted by the perils of the world, it will be come part of us and affect us subconsciously, from where the data bank is available, we may wish to tap into this source or not truths don’t care about ur abilities to recognize it bc itself will be whether if u like it reject or deny or accept it that’s jus the way it is

and surely we can get in our feelings for we don’t have to force us a change that’s unrealistic and definitely unkind , and not get hasty with our feelings just bc we may be part of a grand house clean up where everything is fake , bc it is, system are man made , but we adhere them also if they are god , by we may recognize there both good and bad things happening in it, which can give us clues as to how to go along with changes both artificial and natural, without getting too hasty or react , which can make things worse , that’s why it’s aid that we may cast our woes aside and u it’s our minds to take control , from which our portion refers to, if we adhere to equality of reason and of equal right to be here to evolve live and thrive, bc that’s our true rights, then u may ask urself why is our human rights under attack so diligently, if for example we see that women and children are haphazardly abused n killed what does this mean to what was prior? which was not perfect , but now it’s getting worse that we get no respite, and then we attack gender as well which adds to keeping people separated alone and miserable and give into ai snd then lead some to jerking off in public , or falling in love with their things such as blow up dolls robots and their ai headsets instead of each other , but do u think those who pass this to u are giving up their identités so haphazardly? they will still adhere to traditional ways of family which breeds children and continues their lineage while u naturally kill urs off for the sake of change u mistake for natural bc maybe u feel stuck or bored or u feel u must look outside to find urself, which is a trauma response btw which is why i bring up covid, and for the sake of freedom of gender and quality women can now be punched in broad daylight in the streets, surely we can give credit to all sides here for we sir need to put anyone on a pedestal but recognizing that ur being spun and ur being conned by those who themselves would ever is the new age erin brockowich of our lives and each person must determine what’s good for themselves regards to what this may mean to those who force these conditions on them unnaturally

surely nature is kinder for change, even though we are taught differently death is to be celebrated actually but in looking at the world we see it as a punishment or smth to be embarrass about or defeat such as warfare that instills in our heads smug like faultiness of education in repeat , death allow us to transition our do this life, naturally , via old age, na disease too is natural actually , such as with disabled lives too which are often ignored or shamed for being not compete or perfect beings, bc why? bc of the misunderstand of the whole process of our lives, in its entirety and the systems that work to establish truths and facts that are artificial with progression of sub systems that are geared to make life easy but only furthers our stupidly about our naturalist with the illusion of ease , and under the guise of advancements, which is due to the priority of financial realm , and greed, bc itself would never do this to itself , the people that force this on jus, as part of erring on with the program do so for other reason , and u can integrate both , given that ur doing the nene work and aren’t allowing such drastic change to take such hold of ur person that ur off centre and thus swept away by external conditions that will eventually lead to ur breaking down of ur person , a sign that ur dead even when alive , but its probably better then being six feet under bc as long as ur breathing no matter how bad things get , and how far away from home u are u can rest assured u have way to get back to urself n reclaim ur person , one way to do this is if each of us do our part those of us who may have or expertise and insight then we naturally lift the energies abound which may become medicine for those who are more afflicted , this is only the energetic portion of things however and can help and even sustain us for a while but as life continues on with its natural progression of change we must get on with the changes natural to our shared rhythm and then do the next things which will appear as we continue on our way so let us all have heart , regardless to how dark thing s may get and not lose hope that we are on the right path, and know the truths from lies, bc especially at this time, our actions and choices have greater impact and potential for errors as well as negative consequences if we remain sensitive and open as well as receptive and loving which is the challenge here to remain sensitive ina world that is constantly beating us to a pulp with its incessant vulgarity and violence we must remain resilient for this isn’t the change we seek

we all have some responsibility

in the way things go around here, the planet, and towards each other, the people, as well as animals bugs and plant life that is the rest of the world, but this ain’t limited to just the living, but eh dirt, and all the other elements that make life possible for us as well, thru which we can base some type of understanding as to how to go about it all , though u can see the difficulties there bc the initial responsibly is sort of out of whack, first of all, ur born into a family, some say u chose them whereas others say this is purely luck, or perhaps there’s smth bigger at play that which we cannot see , not just yet anyway, and this makes sense bc the past responsibilities our ancestors have had to deal with are also out of whack, in a way u can say nobody knows anything around here at all! and even if we do, it’s sort of weird the way things tend to go, u try to do well with ur own lot but usually at someone else’s cost , and u learn this in hindsight then notice that there’s no system that’s established to handle it truthfully, so u tend to hide or make excuses instead it land the best deal, is that responsibility ? by todays standards i would say we aren’t quite there yet , in fact we are still beating the old drum and still pretending we are responsible, whereas the true responsibilities are out there somewhere still waiting to be tapped into , we wake up in this mess of life, somewhere in the middle do our profession and take a look around n in all directions , perhaps we also include where we stand and the sky dome above our heads for good measure , to determine celestial positioning of where we could be are , to see things comprehensively while allows us to not get diverted by the stronghold of history, and not fear what may lie ahead for us, the true respmsnkry starts with u, this much is true, but often this responsibly is over generalized as if u just can where , as if u appeared out of nowhere perhaps equipped with all that u need for i to carry out ur responsibilities bur this is not true , its common sense to know that we are part of smth thats out of our hands , both naturally and artificially so we can start there instead of assuming that at every avenue smth goes wrong, we must take on more than our share slot just to get thru , or keep up with apparences , as well as assume that we are being resolvable while we are simply being conned into someone else’s intentions to get us to do smth that could very well be theirs

when we are born, regardless to our choosing , we are born in a specific place in the worlds map, and that’s to my experience , not our choosing, i tell u right now if i chose to be born in turkey i would know and even back then i didn’t know everything about history as to how abuse towards armenians were done bc it was kept secret while all the documents were destroyed about them , i also didn’t know about pkk other than that they were terrorists and idc there was terrorism happening around us occasionally, such as planting bombs in crowded areas like stores and malls which is totally convincing the purview of news and media but still, if i chose to be born in turkey, wouldn’t i know why these were happening and the truth about them naturally? we had study of history, which was crowded we also went from dark ages to iron age and all that which was insightful but it still didn’t resonate with me about the truth about our reality as well as its many developments we apparently got thru, i certainly was not all knowing and didn’t seem to possess the control we nowadays place at everyone as self chosen , the family i was born into had secrets too, my dad and mom had their issues which i didn’t know and wasn’t granted access to not much later in life c and to this day i can tell u that i still don’t know too much about my lineage ! perhaps bc so much gets lost in human translation that life begs us to slow down and absorb things naturally, idk, the country i was born into , although i didn’t choose to live in it, is beautiful indeed, i love my people and my language but not in a possessive way which is liberation perhaps also bc i can see that while my country is bigger then me, the world is much bigger that much country is part of, surely i have some respmsnkry in it, its said that when u love in a nation u take part of its karma , but this doesn’t mean it’s ur choosing and it certainly doesn’t mean u take part of its intentional ignorance or bad deeds , this goes for alll nations , bc getting out of my borders i do see that there are certain inter relations such as first world second world and third world nations n then there is the fourth world which doesn’t benefit much from all the services that the first three benefits , and often gets used and abused for some one else’s intentions depending on where they reside and under what conditions ofc there’s also a lot that takes place that is not reaching our years and eyes , only that which is carefully tailored to fit the narrative so we must always keep in mind the type of information that gets passed about others , and make sure we hear it from the source itself before we pass any judgment or assume such knowledge as facts and surely there’s potential of abuse there too, bc things have become so machinated that

people will do anything to make their problem urs, instead, in an effort to dominate the role front or claim the power they think is theirs , in turn, this happens all too well now tell me if it’s ur respknsii no toy being born in the place of ur choosing and the parents who literally shape ur formative years , which also comes with a lot of dissecting such as how were their quality of life and whether if they were royally getting screwed by the same systems that now offer u many toys they cspitslim to buy ur loyalty from ur parents so u can direct it to the treadmill of shopping and distractions and sell out ur pretend in turn bc fuck them such losers just look at them they are rude to u anyway and their broke ass never did the things to u that u easily compare to other kids and people whose lives are so much better so in a way u already know hard work is bullshit but bc systems act like a sub parent to u , u assume that’s kosher , even though u might also assume that u did choose to be born into poverty or bad conditions that literally set the pace for the rest of ur life, though there is respmsnkry there , it’s not often what we think it is, otherwise u can see that life roughs u up pretty good and then when push comes to shove which is where systems get a hold of u , and chew u up, a great betrayal from a non parent parent i would say, and then tell u to be responsible with ur broke ass and even more disheveled heart ofc there is responsibility there but what do y think it is ? maybe u can enlist in wars that seems pretty nationalistic and responsible the nations love their warfare it’s a lucrative business and it does house clean up when there’s people in excess so in away they adopt u to kill u and make money off u, and then paint it as patriotic , very responsible parents indeed even though they sit their fat asses on the bank , which is where money is printed and laws are made around how the money can be rationed, but life gets smaller and smaller the more u are cornered if unnoticed , things become magnified and u begin to micro manage ur life, u say well the road is getting narrower and my opportunities are lesser bc of my situation, but the issue isn’t that the road is narrow and there are less choices but the fact is , it’s easier to make big mistakes from a point of operation if such lack of options , so u have to choose from a to b and u are only fifty per dot rights in that which by choice and ur not allowed to colour outside the lines or explore behind the lot either , that makes u vulnerable and when u think ur being respmsnkry starting from the grounds thru which u know too well is not up par with ur values and with little to no fall back plan, that’s a big risk , as often a cheap one bc warfare is cheap on the soldier and expensive on the masters who literally bank on ur suffering and ur blood shed with little to no concern for ur welfare and they make it seeem like they care but in truth if they cared then they would notice the arbitrariness of al and everything already, bc history is there and they claim such knowledge as fact but then if we have so many people who sacrificed their life for us to get here, why are we undoing all the hard work that’s built from here ,? while some of them are alive among us ? this means that what lies that were told too them to get them to fight were that lies , and the history isn’t factual then, it’s just poorly that some people use as a espion to brain wash u into thinking ur choice and responsibility has nothing do with poverty as sateen refusal to be respmsnkry over smth that they professed that they are capable doing , that is, guard u and offer a healthy environment to truly thrive

surely there could be myriad of operinites that run at the same time, and similar objrdives can give us impression of one thing whereas it could be entirely smth else , whose responsibly is it to make clarity out of smth so obscure is not that far from us when we look at the world of hierarchies as who we are allowed to critics and even speak to! we can’t even speak freely to each other which gives u clarity that life is not equal is that ur choosing too? or is it byproduct of someone who decided to be advantageous over others an awful long time ago as then their offspring and everyone else they employed tended to have the upper hand of ? surely we can determine this by taking a look at who’s the dominating bloodline for this offers us where the power originates from and can we say these folks determined to be reborn in the sam bloodline ? can we prove it or is it simply condition of the minds of susceptible individuals of bc all people are born the same , they just don’t die the same and definitely don’t live the same lives , but there’s karma and respmsnkry to that which ur born, it’s just not what u think of it as, it’s just depth of meaning which is harder to be permitted the higher y go bc in a hierarchies falsely built sisters the greatest stressor is to appeal for the wrong thing at the cost of everything that’s right and which we see many examples of so when push comes to shove and there’s so much disinfo and mis info about everything about our lives and truth and reasons, we look to end results which are self explanatory but if you notice our minds re u see attack as to how to decipher that too, for some people are too keen repeating the same old lies and try to get into ur head or breach ur personal lines in a way u can tell it’s the warmongers and bakers who supper them that wage wars to us all long time ago by things they never did before perhaps bc the ancestors got away with so many things that they shouldn’t have and this is a big karma and respmsnkry that falls on us to clarify it disentangle our lives n be free fro it and only do the portion of which that falls on ur as responsibly but mind u bc this is a hierarchical system they have the bank and control over everything which means that we are already starting from a very vulnerable position and this is definitely by all means not an equal match! and this is hard bc we keep going and have kept going , if u knew what a terrible world u are in in the most terror no e comedians that itself was this whole time without ur past knowing bc u we’re simply prevented from knowing such truths as facts for reasons that serve them, would u still live life carefree and make children and go anywhere u please assuming that anyone care about u as they profess to? they may simply look a lot u like just another big who wanders thru the malls day in day out, go to work be stuck in traffic and sluggish at the fact that u bought into the whole illusion they created and maintained and are handed down to them by their ancestors this whole time? where they get to live live that we can never dream of, go to anywhere own anything and even anyone! who is responsible now ?

forgiveness allows us to reconcile that which we didn’t know, and thus make sit easy for us to soften our rough edges about life and the many betrayals that have become normalized among us for there we can see why people act the way they do, and how we have all come to this plot in time in the most disheveled and distorted way we see everything including ourselves as , we can finally put to practice all that we have been taught and by that i mean the good stuff bc there have been angels among us too among the many devilish activities of the baddies who run on greed and are far from being responsible and which is no wonder why they overwork us and disrespect us and project all kinds of inconsistencies to us, shaming us to be more respmsnkry and try harder after chewing us up and spitting us out like we are simply trash, and each time we forgive and come back we make time and spend energy to make things right only to be wasted again, and we find ourselves in the same starting point , which itself is a sign we may wish to take , now what the propaganda machine does is try to give u the only available avenue for possible change bc they knife we are hungry for it we are desperate i fact they bankrupted us and are still in prices of such which many recognize by todays standards and stop feeding the system but others who are not able to do that are forced to participate and here is where things get worse bc this itself is separatist , we get diverted form our path of evolution purely bc of our need and priorities and we are prevented from asking for our rights bc the only avenue for change is honed in and us very narrow and gives exceptional ultimatums it says itself is the best and cares for u and it says do as i say and only then can u win or recover and succeed but the path is full of death disease and suffering which is where they are projecting all kinds of their responsibilities onto u , as a means to clean up for their b great reset , more so than actually hold themselves to a higher standard for the good change that we all need and should invest our attention and energy towards , we can’t seem to achieve this right now bc we are torn between what’s the right thing and what’s the right approach which can be two different things , at first we may have to suffer a bit bc there is misalignment otherwise there is balance as the two is the same wings to a bird to liberation but , the suffering can either be thru warfare and potential loss of health and ur life even or thru temporary poverty , which can pass overtime bc wars cannot go on for mix longer it’s the projection of their narrative that scares u into smth that may not even happen while they wish to simply waste u bc they have already written u off ahead of time and have absolutely no cares as to what happens to u interim

a fairy tale

this reality is , often times we hear that it’s quite real, the act of being human that for sworn many attachments such as take it easy and take good care, otherwise u might get hurt harmed or have consequences from ur choices; and then other times we hear everything is made up, this whole world is a leave, i think both are very extreme, u can in fact take things too serious and forget to play, perhaps ur inner child knows n better or must have forgotten their , creative abilities, carefree attitude and being fluid all of which allows us to be ore familiar with our surroundings, much like the fool who becomes familiar ok the path of their journey, initially things err foreign, though how can we say that had we not have all these civilized nations, we would be more versed and concomitant with the natural aspect of the world? many things in fact don’t seem to come natural to us, such as feelings of empathy, with the exception that there are certain contrions in the brain that can cause people instant euphoria such as after a stroke or any other conditions, so it seems it’s both possible but smth also seems to constantly counter it, compete against it, even prevent it, meanwhile the constructed reality is the aspect of the fairy tale, but not so much like how we take fictional stories as, we take this quite seriously too, at least on the surface events, we must pay taxes or else we go to jail for instance, if we lie on some official paperwork, there are strong consequences for what we do and say, and so on, we notice that the systems almost always compete with the natural laws rather that form alliances and work wit them, which may cause us a inner split of our truth and person, bc we are forced to maintain both and while initially this may seem easy, it’s only later on that we notice that we are being torn apart, and as we continue to advance thru life, where graduate from the seat of the fool to seat of the seasoned , we may gain special wisdom, or our lessons might shape us, more refined a person, perhaps we are content with the reality or otherwise , regardless , this inner ripple effect can cause us to sacrifice on some of the extremes that we might have initially inclined to believe them as, such as the case of the fool on their journey as well, who may have a intense experience with the induction of both but not know of which or where to categorize their experiences, this is the process of refinement that allows us to become familiar with both the natural and man made systems, but then we still run the risk of , sacrificing the wrong appeal, such as assuming that the systems are in fact, unavailable to be changed, perhaps we do not price of wish not to notice, maybe we notice but we think we are the only one who has somewhat of a special information just others are not aware of, perhaps we think that people have a generality about them, one that distracts them, and then this new appeal takes the shape and form in their realities, so we find this opportunity moment to very much like the naked king to his public, until someone points it out ofc, but even then, how do we fall for the synthetic nature when the natural ways allow us more insight, and feel free and much better? u would say that we could figure things out easy if we are healthy in feelings but bc the synthetic systems don’t give way to much anything , u can also see that we are not afforded to be appreciate fools on our journey, not the honest diligent hard working kind anyway , often people have a user mentality, bc of the priority of the synthetic systems and what they have to offer versus forming authentic true connections , which requires a constant understanding of the synthetic nature of the plastic reality , which is hard to do if u must make a living , u then fall in line like the rest of them, pretending , and being someone ur not, not the hands it’s said, ur a part of a much bigger machine that grinds u to no end for smth u never see the results of

and u may be given a fraction of the effects of which some may benefit from it bc the systems are synthetic and they are more towards artificiality of reality and far from our legs if truth and being thru which if we are given the right type of environment, we then can thrive appropriately, which is somewhat looked down upon bc our history is pretty dark , its full of terrible “love gone awry” stories of genocide and mass killings, and i might think well here are some popular offenders that’s nice , but what about all the ones that aren’t recorded , that didn’t make it to history books so the loss is actually much larger than what we think it is , and as u imagine how such conditions tend to happen, u may notice the ground is saturated with blood of others, and the energy is generally think bc it has thus great resistance in it like a foul smell that tends to make the air thick or smog, and then ofc, these are unresolved conditions that afflicts our soul, we inhale this air like after someone’s dead body was burned c say, that’s how u wish o homie them posthumously, and all this “stuff” goes into our lungs permeating thru every fibre, making its way to every organ what have u, which we then “naturally digest” in the subtle way that it’s nutriments benefits us in what’s that we cannot humanly comprehend but this isn’t a ghost story, it’s just science , we may not fully be awakened to it , or aware of it bc it causes us many delusions, much like a ghost story where ur “haunted “ by smth , but it’s not personal , u just happened to be there, and u gained to just live really, u can’t hold ur breath or denounce what’s going on but be aware perhaps , for such presence of mind can at the very least grant us special insight , but then there’s too many distractions abound and i’m not saying this bc it works but bc we are becoming familiar on the path of overcoming suffering of past present and perhaps evade this in the future before it even has to occur, but this is countered by weapons isn’t past for the sake of our individual and many group appeal to overcome our opponents, a sign that we are not as united as we seem, we see this in class differences , and the crossings of many lifestyles in such dispositions in broad daylight as if it’s ok, we say, well it’s nice that we have all these people just sort of work or our among each other , and the life and path is tough for everyone , but it’s also unique for all, which was discovered much early in the developments of such systems, u could allow some have access to evolve and dial low some or not permit some to same bc i want them to take a different less than appealing route which serves the entire system , and now with the intricacy of intent it in our hands and ai the same also hold true , not bc we do not learn but this is how things tend to get systemized , and bc we do not notice, and we don’t discuss objectives that differ , very much like difference in wages , doing the same thing, we think the issues lie with our individual abilities rather than smth outside of self being wrong or not kosher instead, now for example if we look at satellites and internet and how each of us perceive what’s granted to us, can shape our lives and even alter our thoughts and gaslight us in determining our experience and project preselected thoughts to x u a then we will eventually lose how to use our own minds for what we think we are experiencing which work to shape our lives based on by choice and choices are often made under clear consciousness for example we all know not to make hasty decision under pressure or when we are experiencing negative feel but it has been actively changed since covid, ur in panic on survival mode all the time and what was ur nightmare keeps coming true, not only that, ur contradicting ur belief with the actions ur forced to have regardless of the obviousness of conditions why bc we are in fact in a fairy tale trying to assert itself that its more real than our true reality,

in a way, where we aren’t afforded to simply just be, just being becomes the only avenue for us to get thru the thick of things, u sort of release urself to everything, u notice that things aren’t as cut and dry as they seem even though they assert strong meaning, or u can feel the shallowness and if it upsets u it’s bc it disrespects u while denigrating ur abilities including ur efforts that u made, and that’s a clear explanation of a person who is awake versus someone who gives into the delusion that the systems have any merit of truth about them, they are meant to offer functionality , a way out of warfare, bc our past is riddled with severe loss and conflict , and many people have been displayed at the hands of each other, bc f such conduct taking over their lives so deeply, so it matters that we prioritize the quality of our relationships before we assume that systems can tell us what our life and exoeeice is for us, regardless to how much itself wishes to override our truth and authenticity , for the sake of ease such as ai and technology bc these are the best examples of how all those grand systems that led us to here gave birth to a digital version of the same so here we can learn a lot from simply being aware since we cannot change it , but what if i told u, all the pain suffering and loss and hardship coupled by the change in the realms of information were designed with that in mind ? then u will not get upset, bc such doesn’t help ur condition , but try to see what it’s for rather , what purpose does this serve ? where does this wish for us to be led towards , what’s the end game ? right ? bc then we can objectively determine the course of events and benefit from the gold while letting go the areas of opportunities and abuse , in a way, block it from manifesting , but here , we may notice the past efforts of people who have done the same , they saw some things during a synthetic paradigm change and they armed their offspring , and they tried everything possible to not adhere to it but eventually things got magnanimous bc when ur dealing wit say their system they tend to work like a machine and what does a machine do? if u stand in its way? u think it’s gonna stop for u or listen to u and work with u? ofc not , u will either force to move our if it’s way or get impaled , so being extreme to such issues does not help us either, we can it mute and cancel things that we know is bad for us at large , only what we can control in our individual lives such as what we choose to do but here the occurrence suggests that perhaps we have blind spots , maybe we are either taking smth for granted , and others may have an eye on us, on seizing the opportunity so that it never happens and it never is available for people, and put to sleep masses from ever touching on the objectives, or we aren’t aware of the true intentions of some systems that seem to be kind and nice , but again, it’s this necessity to get with the times and staying relative with the fairy tale that may get us in trouble , not when we do it but how and for what reason ,

and here we already know why, bc the systems are competitive , that we are often seen as opponent here, here in the theatre of life there are characteristics u must fit bro, whereas the opposite should be true , to get to know each person in their dharma, coupled by their karma and make smth worthy, but not in this tale , here in this grand story that unfolds before us, we have to appropriate into past characteristics or their suits more so, like real airing an old story, but with newfound appeal of modernity and whatever tools we have evolved with, though when we examine the underlying exhibited , its quite primitive indeed, no matter how much we dress it up with shinier garb or advanced technology, underneath it is the same , it serves to distract us from our truth and our paths , bc who gets to say what life of evolution we are truly on? we would work to delve into the grand narrative that’s bigger then what we hear on tv or read in newspapers , including the way system tend to recognize our lives, just bc there’s potential that some bad dude might abuse the artificial system we are all wrong unless proven right, we are good thru multiple security check points , and each of us are bastardized in our true nature , some get strip searched , for the sake of hidden weapons , for the sake of good of all other people but he don’t it to the though, so is the conundrum , we are taught not to trust each other bc any one of us may act haphazardly, we hear stories about how some people lost their minds and did things that are scary to hear but do not notice the source of thee afflictions , bc we are tools what they are ; and elon the even they we are in some mode of contemplation c we are often interrupted with someone sel who says they know better and they are begging for ur attention so they tell u what to think and how wonderful is their info about these objectives , u could very well be a silent type , and all u want to say is dude don’t disturb me we know we are all doing our own inner work , and preliminary journey before we begin to make sense of the world , why are u disturbing me ? are u the king of the hill or smth ? did i miss smth here ? and what makes u the boss of me ? and tell me better what my life is like than even i can fathom and i’m the one who inhabits here, the funny thing is u can tell most inductions are bolsters us , they are often promising but lack header snd do not hardly ever deliver what they profess initially , only that ur now interested , but u can’t escape , and u may notice that it leads u somewhere ans now u have new things to work thru, but u may wonder ; first of all u were doing just fine before, and there is natural progression of events that tend to give us appeal of letting go our past version s and become anew, much like our natural growth process of birth youth adolescence ya adult and middle ages to an older kind, wisdom of which matures aptly, if we let nature do its thing rather then be swayed with others objectives including what they think ur life is supposed to be, but it happens, the breach in our lives never ceased, n partially its bc we keep inhaling what’s in the air , which gives us a particular type of feel and a sort of high that we may feel like getting caught up in all kinds of human activities and this depends on part by our inner abilities our dharma, as each of us have given to us a particular type of gift but we can easily not notice it , and cave way to the machinations on the exterior which moulds us , and impales us should we get in its way, either by stagnation or refusal to comply ,

as u notice ur true natural imprints in ur soul are often forced to fade, where they r abandoned and tried to be replaced by shallow objectives that u would think by todays standards would be accustomed knowledge by now, and that we all relapse to an extend what’s going on , but if we do but bc we do not know what everyone else is willing to do we are simply hesitant to open up , plus we know that the copy paste society is blurring the lines between right and wrong and what’s true and false and this can make us feel we are less likely to predict the future , at least not as clear cut black and white as we used to, but given the right appeal and feel; it’s already there bc it can’t be removed , only cleared by our availability to change ways to make available the contrition for sustainable change, so it can be changed, it being the issues that we face , for one aspect our inner work is available to us at all times , ur the experience , although ur experience may differ than others , or u may perceive it differently than others , it’s ur experience , nobody can tell what that’s like for u but some would like to try, bc they are following someone else’s plan, so this sérieux is business tends to trickle down and it’s nothing personal bc it’s an attribute to a type of business that we cannot see and aren’t made to be laser of even though it’s our business bc it pertains to our lives , people tend to do things in their own way, some have this intention and others have that , we may think we know everything whereas all we need is a good hearty break from things so that stuff of muck settles down and then we can think clear again, we think that by changing our environment can reach this appeal, or we may say only if x y a happens then i will be happy , type mentality , basically cutting ourselves short or making our process rather rigid a tit for tat that reflects from the outside in, that which we are strongly conditioned to do with, also bc there is no other choice but to wake from within and notice the many intentions abound, and then tell us ourselves what is true and what is false , without being too outwardly about it bc sometimes we think we need validation of our truth bc of self doubt and this is normal but u have right to privacy in overcoming false notions which also includes the artificial systems that constantly catapult u to certain type of business that strictly wants to change u so far beyond just ur former self that u have cuts and breaks is ur memory , and this serves a good purpose , perhaps not for u per se but for the acclimated greater good result of which never come bc we can at any point go worse , some dude may break an wage wars but underneath it all is financial pursuit , where are the systems heads this whole time when all these false objectives in excess continue to sweep our lives, even when we agree to comply with the big machine, we are kicked out of our homes , numbers don’t match up so when u don’t have money, how can u pay for living ? when there’s no enough jobs or good ones, how can you continue to s ok w up everyday? when everything is designed to seep joy from ur life and it all happens on broad daylight how can u call humanity humanity? but what else is there to do? and all of this is a fairy tale , bc they are made by people but we fall in line anyway, bc we can’t escape it, we are forced to compete against each other, and rise to every occasion that’s gonna make us an extra buck, money ruling our minds our hearts n all our interactions is definitely not fun, u are constantly hustling so how can we call this natural life when we are simply machines to uphold it, but even then we must ask what are we upholding ? are we truly that afraid to get to know each other better ? maybe this is a case of unrequited love indeed, that smth went wrong and we might have felt rejected from mother nature that we spend the rest of live son hurting it and everything that it produces thereafter ? i don’t know

a beautiful day

comes with recognizing what’s urs and what’s not urs, this allows u to not take on more than ur share, and not accept things such as other rings and battles as urs, regardless to ur circumstances , when u do things according to small thought , u then end up forming alliances with forces that do not have ur best interest at heart, and u may think this is the way, and there’s no fault other than what’s accepted and normalized here, u can think urself to be a nationalist, so attached to ur heritage ur lineage, u may think such care for things that u had nothing to do with is the right way, surely, there is truth in our blood, where our history is filled with losses and hardship; which we feel to date , u can even say we are still a bit confused and discombobulated about the whole objedirve , perhaps bc of the countless losses our lineage might have experienced, and we can also see the end results all over the world, such on political plays , very much like theatre, first second and third worlds exist for strictly financial respmsnkry coupled with who is deserving of a better lot, which comes at the cost of many others, then u can make sure ur cspitslims works right bc u need slaves, and the only way u ça have slaves is at will, or seemingly self imposed, such as immigrations and low paying jobs with little to no available options for people to have a second chance at life, now if we didn’t ruin their lot for greed , then they would very much be amorcer where they are at , and there wouldn’t be such strong sense of nationalism, and we would get more developments that slow everyone to be equal contributors to what we got in our own luck, thru trade and economics wonders of our lives, which also includes products of galore with strong look of technological advancements, and a bit of flare, such as technical fashion which also includes a very strong sense of escape from realities ugly truths , in a way , people who love in better part of the world see bribed into cspitslims, but also for them to be sullied by the distractions of materialism , so that they do not see what is really happening around the world, and if there is curiosity at all, there are many versions of truths available, as u can see, we have blend in so well, everything projets all over, everyone copy pastes truths and facts as soon as they come out, everyone can appropriate a feel or action c everything is subject to plagiarism , and every person that covers does very much the same, so that they get equal footing in this art of war, that has long been playing silently among us, through our check books and importance of professions and our apparent distaste in politicians and the policies we think they have anything much to do with, or we may always result to tracing billionaires when everything else fails which also doesn’t solve the issues, what do we do then? the day is indeed beautiful , it would be nice to just leave it alone, and leave it to nature u know? sit back and watch the sun rise and earth glow, things could very well be fine on their own, without the “aid” of bankers who seem to hold much of luck that belongs to everyone else, and who gets to decide how reality should unfold, perhaps u can check ur local listing s for why jobs are available for u to mov duo the ladder of success so u too can become part of the evolutionary changes that we all go thru eventually, eventually? but can we even discern between what’s true and real and what is illusion? then how can we say that the game is fair ? u could very well spend ur whole life studying the appeal, but still miss the essence bc that’s how well hidden monsters are when they hide in plain sight, where all the delusions tend to multiply and u think the buffers are the problem , then they win , bc that’s the wholly purpose of why our reality is the way it is,

some miserable fucks saw an opportunity, and they took it , and bc they “think they know themseves too well” they can easily assume ur nature, in return ur starved, from rage to riches u climb the ladder to success which comes at cost always, and can not see ahead of time while ur in it, u may spend ur best years to school and hard work, or ur one f the poor shmucks who get distracted by entertisnment and other things to waste ur strong best years on things that don’t matter that by the time ur get weak and vulnerable, a humble and graceful marking of people getting older , then they attack, then ur no longer useful for them, only that whatever report that is afforded based on by the shallow disposition of what we think we see from there we get the equivalence of our misdeeds but what is in social fault but caving into this grand design willfully and in good faith? u just assume that industrial age had the best intentions for u, there were great prospect of changing the way we live love and work, idc it was convincing , at first bc there was tangible proof that it was working , and the great many prospects that were offered at first were made sense also, u could save money and afford the things u need, from where our human rights evolved, but it’s hard to say if someone with bad intentions took over , or if this was part of the plan for people to give up their lot for illusion of smth better bc before that, people were given free lands to set up shop, so here ur made accomplice for slavery and the genocide of indigenous , u partake in the blood sacrifice of others for the skew of endowing ur nationalism without recognizance or the spirit of the list was haunting the masses all along, as u can see, things are always on repast and we do not see bc we don’t know the source of which we are inclined to do certain things , only that in hindsight we can articulate somewhat what happened and then illogically make sense which often is for self benefit , and unless w we know ourselves it’s easy to lie to ourselves, and say that the fault always lies with someone else, at the very least, in our ill intentions we can cause buffers between us and those we wronged and then tell the masses of smth untold, is better then a lie when we force them to embody lies by withholding facts about our entire existence, from where they can work up a smaller than real reality in which they put value on things of shallow and call it truth, bc that’s what u set up for them inthe first place, and in that aspect , even though u might have had some upper hand of knowledge, bc u made a mistake and denied it, now u tooo become part of the grand delusion, where all that u see and all that u do are product of that shallowness, in which case, it can’t be penetrated by one person or few alone regardless to what we think we know or recite from the books of the untold truths that are kept from the common purview, i can even take a part of a test and feed it to the masses bc u heard from somewhere the art of unity so u think by trying people without their knowing to extract vital info from them that u think might complement ur own knowledge bank is going to get things done for u , a germination of our kinds, that is necessary for the multiplication of data vital for our “survival”

but again, we are talking about delusional thoughts here, and quick fixes to a much bigger problem, and artificial approach to anything organic will always fall short even though it may grant us a degree of authenticity in its development, imagine this, u mow the lands and pave the way for new crops to grow, but only so that the ground is cultivatable but the process of front healthy crops takes much more than simply starting it up( if u don’t tend to it it will eventually die, u may hold premature crops in ur hands , but they are of no use other than ur right to brag that u were able to grow them , albeit short lived and now dead in ur hands, u can get the same appeal with a lot of things nowadays, from celebrity culture to cheap products that u pay a good price for but they break down faster then the olde stuff that were build to last, and guess what, it all goes back to the source and then they recycle this stuff and remake the same cheap crap, for i to buy again, so u can pay two maybe three times for the same product it’s full price , but it’s shelf life is intentinally shorter , bc it’s way to keep people on a treadmill of spending, it keeps them busy, and the struggle to keep up with everyone else is good and healthy for the soul , u can almost say that people are too busy to save themselves bc they think their system actually cares about them just bc they give them purchasable toys , and speak nicely to them, but in truth, we need to look beyond the middle men bc shitting at politicians and asking system to tax billionaires is just another show, it’s part of the shallowness this world runs on , it’s just another way to divide and concur , and there is truth in that, bc not everyone is the same, and some among them could very well be part of the club, and others may be less endowed why? bc we already see this in the discrepancy between first second and third world lives, but people were smart, back then, they worked the fields and then they came home to a more civilized lives, and here we had a lot of counter intuitive things , bc we didn’t know what was true and which was right, such as right nutritional values and what this meant for once upon warriors who are now too soft at the belly, and frazzled in the noggin, to think clear for the better of self, yet they still did, overcame all that, call them hippies or those who decide to colour outside the lines, which soon got squashed bc those who watch know ur weakness , and for the hippies if our time, drugs and stupid music did it for them; they couldn’t get it together to form strong resistance against smth that they believed was harmful for generations to comeC only to get lost in their own addictions and afflictions n, and the same goes for musicians , they cave in to drugs and their attractions to women, and ended up getting themseves lost in their shallow conundrums, or maybe it was in the fold and water that we weren’t well prepared to know in our lives bc reality in its stationary ways is very convincing right ? u almost mistake it for the natural but it’s not true, someone pumps the water source, others clean after ur shit, and all it take is on mistake or one person to smth smth opposite to the right appeal of the full functionality of the matter in which u depend, which includes the things in our fold so our end and the eight cultivation of such, where a contamination can be costly, but we trust too much, and then we revolt to the wrong resources , no wonder why nothing changes much

well, is there a way out of this collective madness? sure ofc where there is problems there is always solutions , but be careful how u speak bc they are always listening and watching, the bankers that is, bc they really care about the planet or their own interests that they like to cause all kinds of confusion with it as if these system are not only honorable but they can’t be changed ! in fact, we love to wage wars under the guise of nwrionslism but the truth is the nation does not care about u, at the end it’s just a piece of land, and the politics that are kept in place come with a lot of hazards there as well, why do some lives matter but others don’t ? who gets to decide who deserves to be invested in and who doesn’t , why is nato a war machine to this day? there are brilliant minds that are wasted daily on stupid shallow nonsense including our own lot and we can also see the same in our own life based on by our own experience , that we too are part of that wastefulness, when the systems propose one way but do another, there’s a lot of energy and time wasted , u think few dollars mater, that the matter is u, who must cut back or cheapen ur value worth and even take away ur rights so that things get better , u could also weather the storms or take shelter and assume the bad will go away soon and things will improve whereas the waiting becomes ur lifestyle after some time has passed u may think u have memory problems or fear u may forget so u attach to some ideologies whereas not tap into the inner resources n ur own person bc in studying sacred texts u are told such delving into rich tapestry of data is considered livi n in the last, but what else u gotta do? trust those who secretly want u dead and gone? who could give two shots in a snitzel about ur problems even though the solutions are simple? at the very least u could be a good sport and give into sexism and racism that runs its round a for people who are too pent up bc they can t help big things so that u have smth to fight for albeit shallow and hardly ever solves things at the root either, if all that fails, u can always resort to excess spending and fill ur life with brand names that mean nothing and give into any hop and new technology that can be ur abject pacifier to ur troubles inner feel , u could escape without actually escaping and solve ur problems without actually solving any of the problems, u can say that ur privileges make u a better man or women or whatever u associate urself as, whereas look down on others less endowed than u and call it karma , but ur just a s scale banker , and u do not notice that i too have cast urslef away at some ivory tower somewhere, but stills imp for others good will and we wishes for the unity sake and apparence of virtuous ness that benefits the poor, bc they are happier than u , what with all ur things u might wonder what is the secret to bliss exactly? the law of attraction ? but to what or where

so u go where ur nose may follow u dig where u assume might be true and take or kill what u may assume to be good or bad , valuable or wasteland, all these attributes are just the product of our minds take today, is it good or bad for u, upon rising u might have a trail of thoughts shadow of which has left strong imprint like a soup after it has left the body or memories long after smth is down and over with, do u feel that the thoughts are all ur own or are u simply tapping into the great retouche about all our lives that work very much like the mind, the reality is mind, what for ethics mean, is it the way we think that changes everything for us, or is there smth more ? why do we call the power of mind but silly masses in everyday frivolities ? looking at the wall and seeing thing s of untold nature , or the monitor, and do the same thing over and over, do u then i lose what u don’t use ? am what about the soul , that is kept in back burner for the sake of financial world? u not is most of everyday life is a lie, it’s just the product of the house, that projects images against the wall, and u think it’s all nice and well maybe bc ur mortality depends on them, u think all of that is accidental? to be a strong nationalist to wage wars that are not ur own ply contribute to their illusion, and fine stronghold that prevents those who ned to learn their lesson from learning them, so u become an accomplice assuming that u don’t have another choice or there is always gonna be someone who has it far worse than u ever can , based on by ur current disposition or outlook or u could learn to reconcile all these discrepancies within foremost , bc most of our issues is the rooted in the banks , they are accumulated , gained overtime whereas it’s us who are left with greet loss and extended hardship , and for nothing at that, there are too many people in this world, and the work is dying , so why don’t we yolo? call it a day! a night ! no call it life ! for life that flourishes ceases at down point in time , this much is evident for us all, for none of us are exempt from the conditions this world revolves in its natural essences and natural laws that make life possible for us , perhaps that’s the inconsolable fact, that none of this means anything in the end, but just bc a handful of delusional folks think they know best , can we allow the rest of the world to go down the shitter ? bc there is too many people in the world and bc the world is dying ? maybe we know better , if we are only given a chance to evolve appropriately , rise to the occasion beyond what capital can ever promise to us , in the ways that it has dulled our sense and made us aptly lazy with only look of productivity n abject business , we are fat headed, and our hearts is weak, so we act our in haste and fight each other instead, revolt against our parents why bc systems seem to care more for us, but it comes with a price ticket can we see it now ? someone is gonna sell u out for fame and fortune , maybe as well be u at the very least u war be poor and sad like the rest of them , money rules the world , it’s on the back of our minds, in fact it has moved to the front of our heads long time ago, it’s right where the third eye is supposed to be , so instead of seeing the word from our diamond eye we see it thru financial realm that plagues all other parts of our senses and our bodies end up getting limited much like the world is thanks to the bankers and their absolute greed as hate toward the human mind, they are so lost my family, so much that they cannot see the the humanity that stand a before them, they sit back and enjoy the show as u toil and die, as people go to wage wars, as long as their pockets get fuller, they think they will no longer feel the hunger of their own soul, maybe they can tske the members out to a river and drown their higher self, and then assume they are the gods of their own lives, where’s the small self and the egos take further hold of their person, much like the devil to a non believer of their truth and divinity , a silent master to a weakling, and then project that to the rest of us bc it’s an ugly truth indeed , that can plague anyone , rags to riches , wins and losses , the treadmill to this cyclic existence never ends, there’s a says new way to trick the mankind into what next best thing is ur possible salvation out of this hellscape only that u think u forget, bc u at first may very well feel in control of things that u assume u know too well, but life happens for all of us, since aside from what’s already established , there is the profession of smth new that runs parallel , and very much like the issue that multiple , albeit for bigger and distractions from what matters , so is with the good stuff, the only issue is we don’t have that much time, but we must also be patient , just that the good will overcome eventually, but the quality of life is not measured in years it’s often said, then again it would be nice to have the rest of our lives in bliss and progress with ease , rather than let nature do the heavy lifting,

love is a wonderful feeling

it helps people feel at ease with reality there are other emotions such as pain fear anger hate shame and guilt, among many others that may feel much less than desirable in the art of living , u may wonder what purpose they all serve , organically, they have natural purpose that allows us to tone and tailor what we need to for the ultimate way of life , however when things are far from natural, such as the manmade systems that work to constrict many for the benefit of the few, and lies and deceit for the benefit of self and self interest at the cost of others, regardless of ur religion or connection to each other, then there seem to be artificial abusive of negative conditions that impair many for the benefit of the few in their self cherishing nature , u could argue that none of us are skilled at the art of life especially any single one of us depend on the suffering of others for ourselves to feel good about ourselves, and it serves nobody when such feelings like guilt and shame get to be used as weapons agaisnt people in an attempt to keep them bound, sullied and weak so that the few who benefit from this feel tough strong and better than everyone else, comparisons tend to work when we use what we have in our personal vicinity as data and lesson, so that we can augment whatever we need to facilitate growth, advancements , but this turns sour when we weaponize the lessons and tools to benefit ourselves and use comparisons to confuse and manipulate others in their own experiences , which work to divert others from their path or give up their things even commit suicide , so that we can then use the experience on our benefit , of u notice , this world is very promiscuous when it comes to its professed love for each other that the love tends to be proclaimed post humours my as opposed to while people are alive, that we cherish, there’s a certain romanticism with the dead, and the feeling of loss, or being victimized in the company of the dead , especially those who take their own life but there are many ways of suicide than one who is willing , for there are many conditions that impair and peril many, on suggestion of inter relationships as well as the system of support that work to run counter to one’s well being versus actually help and support bc we we notice there nothing else alternatively speaking such as being off grid , having nature sustain ur needs, and existing apart from a system that works to denigrate and instill guilt and shame to such an extend , even ur loved ones and supposed friends would tend to support, for the victimization of those who are in ur life to feel a degree of misfortune and then simp for emotional support in a world of contradiction that is also in a deep relationship with death albeit itself also denies this one fact bc if we have recognized our conundrum with death itself n, then we would be less likely to squander life ours or each others , both of which tend to happen on a sloth induced excessive productivity for wasteful reasons way of life it offer to many for the benefit of the few

first of all, we see many examples i which people allow each other to suffer as opposed to think outside the box, they will suppose their titles and personalities matter more than their true humanity bc they have become civilized or more like trained animals who think they know what’s best model of living versus the truth about art of living itself , things such as status take precedence to such an express they forget how to truly communicate with each other, for the communication lines depend purely on the majority of how much money one can make as well as how good at selling one is bc we sell ourselves all the time, we have to promote ourselves by the the display of our skill sets , for this may grant us a chance to meet the right people who will then help us achieve our fiancés goals , so u think this is healthy? if u think this is healthy then ur speaking strictly from a conditioned mentality whose slander have been sullied by cspitslims as well as apparence of civilization i say apparence bc we are far from civilized even though we decorate ourselves with cars and things that make us look clean cut, we are still savages inside, with raw feelings of all kinds, we are either ravaged by our feelings or we are silent in our exchanges with others , we learn and learn fast how to speak to others , we are too clever for our own good but this denotes to our survivalism rather than simply skill to revere, for the art of manufactured reality tends to give us the pre ends of illusion, so we bask in the secrecy produced by it, so long as we don’t run out of money , it’s when our existentialism is tested that our animal emerges from within, and here , we can still find clever ways to fight the appeal , but ofc we each of us notice this, but bc we can use the matières to hide behind our true intentions,2 e can turn the other way especially when we see someone headed towards disaster as versus think and talk openly about it hence the art of caring snd loving each other posthumously as versus valuing each other while we are alive for this challenges our inner aspirations about breaking free from the mould , and what happens when we see others free from it, partially ofc and never while bc there is nowhere to escape but nonetheless this challenges our sacrifices so naturally we don’t want others to be free of things that we ourselves are blind for this makes us feel guild and shame so we project heightened guilt and shame towards others in hopes that it either moulds them back k in line ofc further down from us, or kill them at which point we can strategy use this as a opportunity to gain empathy from others who may civilly caring towards our conditions in a way this is fitting in a double standard society where everyone has two face, one ur true life and self when nobody is looking and which transpires within, and other which u put on many masks just to mould to ur environment, and have the appearance of competence and advancements in a valid world ( valid here is sarcasm), we feel perhaps at a deep existential level that things cannot be changed, as we look around and notice the many inconsistencies of behaviour , not only in the apparently afflicted but especially among those whose assumed civility is nominal , in rest , even revered by the standards of systemics , and seen as exemple living for those who aspire to do the same , as versus what we truly feel deep within , bc these are already available for us all, but much like paper trails , they tend to get abused, we may even weaponize what we now triggers within us all, bc we all to an extend have come to terms with and have enough experience in the department of existentialism , but we are too quick to give up on each other , and here the idea isn’t bc we do not believe in each other or feel inferior but more so than what life generally means for us, for the art of reconciling one’s shame and guilt, is a lifelong process, and one that never seems to end bc there are misdemeanour of the reciprocity between the good that happens to ur life, and the bad, where the bad tends to supersede and the justice is never on time or is served ,

which is what artificially prolongs the afflicted feelings in the first place, we still oscillate between whether if human beings are programmable or if they are true authentic beings who have a bigger purpose on earth than by simply be commodities for cspitslims and the artificiality of civilization that’ hardly serves a intrinsic purpose than serve greed and selfishness but we must not chuck the baby out with the bath water even though this weird refers in the killing of children, for the sake of symbolism , our inner child also dies in time the more we adhere to what civilization affords us, and then we shame suicidal acidifies as if they are weak, but what’s truly weak isn’t that ur impulsive in ur triggers that u wish to end ur life per se, bc anythjng could simply end ur and its only a matter of time when the illusion meets reality, but the fact is that we do not think this about the the nature of such occurrence in transpiring , we just turn the other way too collectively , perhaps it’s a lot easier to think that while romanticism of the loss of others who may be perceivable too weak to survive this w life that we seem to have the look of maintenance , what we are actually doing is masking our guilt and shame , behind the misfortune of others instead , which is quite fitting when u think about history and development of civilization, bc itself didn’t exactly didn’t happen kindly, where people mastered the art of language while they sat down and congregate about how to go about living life in unity, there is no true unity , only coercive efforts to force people secretly to get things done for u in ur own acknowledgment of what is real and true which mostly is self serving at the very least , would be least likely to step outside the boxes u might have put urself in and acclimated to as part of ur own success, in one sense can u think others are programmable after the fact that u urself have been manipulated to assume this is normal n just ? or that u may be too drugged by the afflictions of life that dulls ur senses and u can’t feel a way out? perhaps we need to feel urgency of our afflictions as opposed to conform to uncomfortable feelings just bc others are good at hiding their guilt and shame doesn’t mean we have to take on mire than our personal share either , but that doesn’t happen in the best way as we feel inside , much like the true balance of life where u may feel even the slightest protuberance where the balance is off, and the scale tips more to one side than the other , but u can’t convince anyone of it , bc those who benefit from it would rather not tip the scale of their one standing, and others who are customers to the off balanced life tend to be off kilter , not because of this choosing , bc the act of choice on this earth is actually very precurious it’s not entirely true, much like the nature of guilt shame and suicidal thoughts and the true art of appreciating smth only after it has come and gone versus don’t what with all u have to actually endow urself with appreciation which saturates oneself and thus animates right conduct about it , which does not happens here on this manufactured world , and is imposable when we priorise titles over a acting of our truths

but ofc this is not a end all by means of ur life if u ever come to a confucian that u feel a no way out, it’s not the helplessness that becomes afflictive by the guilt and shame in excess by a society that does not notice its own afflictions bc it’s easier to hide behind apparent misfortunes of others as a means to feel community b effort to actively exasperate ur own inconsistencies , fuelling then funnelling ur own shame and guilt u we’re keen at hiding , through the parallax of others suffering is a lot easier and it tends to blend in better , as nobody will notice specially if they too are secretly part of it , and it makes us appear competent , even tankfuls hardly any one of us know what we are doing, we just want to be civilized but with deep in r affliction, it’s a lot better to look down upon anyone whose palaeolithic survivalism for this reminds us of smth uninhibited such as our limitless being, and the many potentialities at infancy and our youth, smth that glimpse to us the way things could be or are, regardless to their not being recognized in assumed normalcies , bc we may notice that while we assume everyone seeds what we see, in fact we are alone in our perceptions , much like the process of death or how some things can only be experienced by ur own senses in ur own skin where nobody can dictate what that is for u unless u brush in with systems then ur beginning to negotiate linguistically how to colour and display and even cheapen the essence of ur being, as ur written in bunch of paperwork, such as ur name , place d belonging , and the many accustomed cut and dry black and white linear and shallow version of urself , running at large even larger than ur truth and ur soul, which itself is bastardizing and shameful and produces a ton of guilt bc it denotes to betrayal of true self by then betrayal of each other whose true self is also betrayed by their small shallow self and everyone is somehow ok with it, in fact u might have seen this as true , some must die so that others benefit from this collective loss even though they have apparence of mourning , and reprove, such as revere someone posthumously and make them famous , and take in the living feeling and “pity” of others around them , it’s like a juice box u just put the straw thru and suck all that good stuff, but in actuality u can’t eve see what’s at the bottom of the box it could be someone s error that the manufacturing company didn’t hygienically make sure there are no dead bugs or the batch is diluted with too much water, u trust blindly, in the same way we accustom ourselves and accord ourselves to our environment more so than what we truly feel, in part become we are tame savages, and in other we fear death, but are completely ok with becoming living dead ourselves in an effort to upkeep apparence of what civilization and capital has to offer at any cost even our dignities, i don’t know why we can get real with each other but i suspect it’s bc we are not getting real with what we truly feel that this happens as a byproduct , so this procurement of our self identities over the self intrinsic embodiment of our reality of authenticity of being tends to supersede the facade of our being , ultimately , in one way or other, regardless to apparences , for aside from the manufactured reality that seems convicting in its material tangibility, the intrinsic reality has become pronounced overtime through the repetitive afflictions and guilt and shame in overproduction,

that we can no longer escape our own shadow, and in determining our own afflictions we may recognize the overproduction of guilt and shame for they serve purpose sure but aren’t mean to be cyclic or characteristic , that’s just a effect produced due to the illusion of time that tries to mimic the natural flow by the hazards of civilization that machinated a given appeal of check and balances, of justice served or priorities met by those supposed expertise who are infantile in their human savagery and personal progression , theology the artificiality and organic systems and nature, with kit much notice bc the material reality is convincing in that we are forced to assume some among us know better not just for many but for all, to large quantities of beings that the misfortune produced from the systemic inconsenecies and its own apparent errors are also it chucked to unfocused who are at receiving and thus producing unnecessary and even “projectile “ of excess guilt and shame to others much like a toxic parent to a child projecting their skewed version of the reality and what happens and the child may internalize this while doubt their own experience and not know of which way to go and feel incompetent but this isn’t even theirs , so we see the same in repeat and u don’t have t be family or affiliated in any direct way, oh that the idea that systems r a mode of governance much like a parent is enough to notice auchbtosic relationships producing the end results of negativity among the people who thennreext in kind, and just , with what they have , a sort of menansto reconcile the betrayal much like a child who’s betrayed by the parent who was mean to guard and protect them as love them, authentically and in the way that a guide will show u the way about the world, and not use u as a means to say we are doing well and everything is kind and just which often happens if u notice we revere people in their afflictions only after they suffer they the muck and overcome the cause ansconrionsn, but then we use this as a email to get everyone else to do the same , and shame those who are “perceivable too weak” as if such suffering cannot be mended by simply systemic change, we demand from people to change instead especially if we have upper hand or privilege that gives us a lee way ( or maybe we too have had our sacrifices, for everyone must , either in their youth or lost relationships to capitalism or other afflictions of what civility may offer us, and then bc we r aren’t able to come to terms with the rather unhealthy environments, that cause us this, bc we can’t come to terms with or own decisions that led to our suffering , bc the amount of guilt and shame even in occasion can be debilitating, for it impacts our quality of life, not the external apparence but internally, as we may find ourselves seething , or more so marinating in a pool of muck, we may have even felt like others knew or noticed it bc vibes don’t lie, people might have been good at hiding this appeal but it has become so close , the authentic intrinsic energetic existence of entire living to overlap the material systemic and civilized inducing mass sleep and deception, as well as what this produces, a break they from the generational mind control to one where we feel uninhibited in spiritual, but still, in our bodies we may find social constrictions, and here to recognize the cult and shame, bc these are tools to direct our misbehaviour but when we look at system abusing its own power by those who turn the other way, or simply abandon or ignore, then regardless of our disposition we can place these in their appropriate compartments, bc this does not belong to us in superfluous excess, only a mode of getting us to do smth that’s not even ours to begin with ! such as accepting math less than u deserve , or not ask for ur tueur and worth, and settle with a lifetime of punishment , bc thee projection of hate produced from their inability to accept and reconcile their own guilt and shame , only tens to come ur way , bc of the material availability and the abuse of privilege rather than their assumed truths , but this is hard to do, to become shameless ina world , riddled with illusion of apparences, then again, we are on a race between authentic reality and the manufactured jargon in conjunctions , so it’s only a matter of time before math finally gives way to a more elaborate evolution and what when may transcend out of such

the worst type of lies

is the lies we tell ourselves and we can be convincing with them, since our minds like to connect dots, make relative associative connections and fill in the blanks with whatever is relative to what we think, should be the end game for our thoughts to bring us about down type of inner clarity, although we may direct these we may not notice our own influential factors, as well as intentions behind d our cognitive process, for examples we may not notice that we wish to develop a continuous thought process that mimic a certain appeal or outlook , we could try to fill in the blanks with preselected thought processes others may have done the work of, often times it’s a particular feeling that we chase , perhaps we want our lives to be of certain quality , and the only way we can achieve this is via selection of thoughts that change our behaviour, such as coming to conclusions , or gossip, or wishing ill or betterment of others, as we see the thoughts often accompany the act of smth, or smth taking place, they are not simply contemplative mediations, they are not so much as to wander thru the many objectives , but a executive function to propel change , so here it’s via our intention that we may form a particular line of thought , some in which we wish to delve deeper into topics of inquiry, others with expectation of a result , which we may lie to ourselves or kid to ourselves is occurring alone, we may want to believe that our thoughts have that much power, we hear things like law of attraction or that god or universe is mechanical in that if we input codes we may simply hack into its co creative availability , not knowing which is the delving worthy of truths ,or facts , or what even instigates such availability, we hehehe if we hav power at all, those are the murky grounds we simply and hastily brush over for we seek a particular end game rather than itself occurring naturally , but nature as well as universe are smarter than our self knows life even though we may at times feel limitless, its thus willpower will to motion will to act that generates multiple outcomes ! and here we may also refer to similarities , objectives that run parallel , and may even assume that bc the objectives are similar ? there is no distinction among them, and categorize them as standard, ah so, this is the way things work, the preliminary work is done, and we do not need to think twice about any other variants or whether if we can see the slightly obscure meanings that set objectives far apart, perhaps it’s in the certainties that we wish rather than what they are enoch gets in the way of our understanding but the same thing could be said to a person who lies to others , that they have already lied to them leaves in such a convincing way that even he doesn’t know how to get himself out of the conundrum he created around himself , in which case an outside event might bring one to potential of creativity that can get one to have enough disturbance within which one then has a somewhat of a breakthrough but one may feel this as a attack rather to his mechanism, not a way to overcome his own affliction, u see the free will is tricky on that bc we don’t know our creative power or the extend by which it tends to go bc things are that much personal as we continue to create , as we go along, if we do not check the validity of quality of our truths , or whether if we are caving into another persons lie instead

everything originates from one, one person or one mind, one universal force or one love, u may believe to think u have one life, from birth that leads u through series of events a linear progression, that gives u strong sense of intuition about how real things are or might be , u may associate to ur surrounding ur culture, of what’s left behind by others who may or my not have felt the same , and the life we share on earth, in all its diversity and challenges gives us diversion and the congregation of events that multiply , where we may propel for the unity of our consciousness that spread around like scattered marbles , then direct back into the bag from which they have been released, we keep coming back to the origin of our consciousness , after the many complexities we delve in , and the areas s where we may not be able to reconcile, such as contradictory belief and thoughts, and the occurrences found therein, may cause us feelings of separation from either ourselves or from others in the unity of our co existences , we may feel that we have to place our belief into smth outside ourselves, for this may allow us to feel larger than our simple small self, that is one person, one body, or one identity, perhaps we may think that being part of a particular lineage or truth gives us meaning, but all is secular until its unified in theory which then reflects the everyday world, in its entirety , at times we may discover itself is not perfect, for there are stark variations within its enfoldment of truths , albeit concealed , our survivalism can take us back and forth between multiple objectives such as how to go about extending our truths to better make with what we got to what we may be inclined to be part of for every human there is a state of wanting to belong and of belonging that which of not ur choosing , but that can shift with ur states of being paired with the quality of ur thought process that is inclined to discover truths about not just our one existence but what else maybe beyond it, we all run the risk of caving i to some type of bias or belief that is constrictive for it comes with a song shadow the older it maybe , albeit we may also think to delve into competitiveness agains your kin for the contradictory statements of our survival ism depends on self betterment almost at the cost of others sacrifices and fall out versus the other way in which perhaps the easy way out is the hard route to avoid , since the past events that led us here are riddled with impulsive states of conjunctions between wanting the better for , whatever it is our admission , but almost always at the cost of someone else’s suffering

we may lie to ourselves and cave into the information that supplements such statements to be of validity in tiers of its matter , in manner that supplements the competitiveness much like the animal kingdom or plant life that skew for itself what’s available even though it maybe at the cost of others well being but we are far from animals and plant life but we are not superior either bc we are still going to depend on smth out side of ourselves and as long as there is strong dependence on objectives outside of self we can it pretend to be stronger than our truth , w may think we are gods in human form, surely there is a lot of areas to explore about our consciousness but its not the degree of self importance that contributes but the quality do our actions when and where they are called forth that makes a world of difference , that reflects the god consciousness in all we do to which we may wish to seize forever , or make stationary so that itself is all we have for this makes us albeit temporarily forget the truth about our humanity, which is far from perfect , its messy, and everyone often takes it easy on self but hard on others where they need the reflection and hard on themselves and easy on others where they need to place assertive reasoning , with the basis of which is intended to serve all not just self , so the caveats allow us enough flexibility to experiment before we come to conclusions but unlike the progression of our life, this is non linear , we oscillate thru our our time, bc we try and learn by error and wins of which may some times be accidental but perhaps it’s in our separation that we feel we must assert on the validity of which we think or believe to be true rather than check and ensure the truthfulness of a given context , the entire process of our self becoming may frustrate ourselves at times we may feel impatient with the progression of both natural and artificial happenstances that bring us about our conclusions and we have series of them, in profession in unity and at times they may also seem desperate , in conclusions , isolated and not exactly rhyme with each other either , which gives us the illusion of their distinct quality of not being related in any way, we may kick and scream or want to give up at times, perhaps we do not know of which asserts itself as fact that is not entirely true does not exactly give any nutriments that the soul craves , though we have the look of which we are being appropriately nutrimental this is in part bc we live in a world of apparences , where paired with the art of attraction where we think our minds create what we will, we also believe momentum will bring us results we seek regardless of their factuality, and it’s not that we are too clever for our own good, it’s just everything that’s around us are convincing in that we may think the palpability do smth only bc of our saturation within it , and when push comes to shove we feel like the lines of legality of thought are being breached , we may assume the lies we must rely on are serving some type of good, and here is where we begin to step into an obscure zone n we may think this gives us advantage over the greatness of the unknown that faces us all, in which case we resort to recreation of the same objectives , only that bc we lie to ourselves we may assume that this time it will be different is actually called with tired and untrue , but that we assume we are the different that which is needed for it to work thru and the lies are good at shrouding and convoludating what might be previously established

it is said and i think it’s true bc we can base the validity based don our experience with life, in its subjective reason and objedirve progression with everything is that when we err, it becomes the next thing to overcome before we can continue and pick up on the prior that which may be true, so as u can see , at earlier stages of life , lies r abound, sure but in our youth so is atmosphere of creation, maybe bc our power is in its early stage of development we feel the flexibility of reason giving way potential of self discovery of one’s bounds as well as the co creation abound and the truths and lies that are also found in the man’s own ability to make things better or worse for oneself, and not always notice this either bc of the convincing nature of such lies having strong hold on us where we especially may feel blind, to a smaller version of reality, versus what’s beyond, too local , too absorbed in the micro management of life, rigid and bound to a particular type of thought and here we still have the n we child of objective reason albeit perhaps too far from reach, since the daily mundane events may give us the illusion that our lives is indeed changed, again life convinces us and its too late when we cross the street of which we previously caught ourselves say i will think about this once i get here, but here, i am now noticing im ill prepared in reason and theory, but i still must progress align with life, although that which i cannot unify or bind, or see natural as it is tend to challenge my senses to which i must then say( there’s presence of a reason that feels only shrouded to my mindset the stronger i hold onto old objectives theories of which have not had a chance to be stress tested, but even in the discovery or more so rediscovery of the old theories that we may hav elect along with a past version of us, and the degree by which lies may have taken us , at any point in life we have a chance to shed old skin, and become anew , not in the sense the prior condition did not occur , but that which occurred becomes more pure in reasons when the lies are lifted, and the u can see the simplicity of smth being correct rather than strong insistence of one’s misuse of willpower assuming that itself is occurring as per divine intervention, which has waited for us to come to theee notions , and are always available to us at every avenue but we may think t his betrays our truths bc we have established a false notion that has acted as for the benefit of someone or something that is beyond ourselves and our self control bc we can only control ourselves thru the ebbs and flows of life and what challenges us in that which we came to know , as well as what else is there to follow

surely we can just simply be with the uncomfortable feelings that may arise as we sit between our willpower and intuitive thoughts some of which are momentum gained from strong insistence on the combination of both assuming itself is occurring as divinely intended, for reasons that are essential to one’s own being versus what one may notice one’s own right and availability to direct its approach to smth bigger than oneself , this is akin to difference between living purely for self, given that ur the jewel and th world is ur oyster , to which most are secretly initiated to, as life has a strong intention of importance especially when its gained at the cost of others welfare , the survival of the fittest and coiled by reason that supports one’s delusions rather then overcome one’s flaws and afflictions is available for all equally, and that we can will ourselves thru it making the data subjective in reason and pure in theory assuming that it serves any in some beneficial way but we do not say, since we have lied to ourselves that we have privacy in the matter at all, since our minds and thoughts don’t seem written in broad daylight, only that itself occurs inside much like a stream, and makes us feel thus there is no accounts out thereof on which we prioritize on the facts that reveal themselves among the plethora of the reflective quality of illusion , from the reality itself , established by those that came before us, palpability of which depend on purity of reason as opposed to acceptability of facts bc we could always run the risk of being entirely wrong bc we wish for the truthfulness of smth as oldies to it being true and this depends son whom this serves, often ourselves, at cost of sacrificial offering of details , we may begin to author our self justice and cut off parts tailoring it to fit a certain appeal, outlook of which we m’assume that others may need , but in their truths they too are doing a bit tailoring of their own, for the initial start of exchange is build on deception , it thereby continues on the same way until enough residence pulls the purview apart , giving way to clarity which may initially feel like destruction, but itself is for the greater good only that itself does not act forced in any way for the availability of change is always there for us to seize so itself poses no danger but only in our minds we may feel offended and thus we may act out in ways to protect the thoughts and not pay heed to actions that cause more harm than good, n then proclaim itself is for the greater good, whereas the greeter good is there , occurring naturally, in a non linear way, regardless to what we think or believe to be true , our experience makes no dent to what is , even though we may have the look of which we will to manifest power and succeed at so, albeit short lived , much like our mortal loves bc , that’s what happens when we halle he the divine and act tougher than life, for life may only be confined to this earthly place , it serves smth that we are not able to tap into or define bc we are in progression of its unfoldment stil, available for all, under good measure , with clues abound as to where to will ourselves in our available inner options of reason, bc this pertains to the cutting of delusion no matter how strongly they may be established which also can counter dullness bc the dullness happens due to laxity of such reasons bc itself has grasped on the palpability of for the intention of self survival but not know of which is the lack of it , and not know a way to go about it , u can see that in an effort to reconcile our ignorance or not knowing , we fill it with a lot of what not as opposed to allow naturally , alignment of what is to what it will become ,for this may challenge the palpability of the many systems that function, or the way they r designed to make everlasting , the continuity of human nature

a heart to heart conversation with the world,

i don’t think people are bad actually, or spoiled or dumb, they aren’t evil spirited also, even though they may act out of selfish interest at times, it’s only disposition that causes them to be such, in that regard, i don’t think excessively critiquing people for the sake of being right is the way for me, although this doesn’t mean they won’t do that to me, i prefer not to, that’s just the type of person i am, which doesn’t mean i am better than others per se, so i do have tendencies to allow others to truly be themselves , this works in two ways, in one they show me their intention by their choices, and then the other is the way i can accord myself with the newfound information, which totally gives me insight as to the inter-workings of inter relationships since we do need to work on that if we truly want to embody that kindness we often profess more so than we act in accordance of that kindness and what it needs , in order for its embodiment and achievement , surely when we call esch other out on flaws and concerns , this may often sound like judgment or criticism, but here we may ask ourselves what’s the difference between calling smth out bc itself has breached ur boundaries , and criticism purely out of defaming someone or putting them in their place of via the way we wish to treat then we want to be so effective as to change their person bc be livid it or not people tend to be dominating to each other in this red feed, they want u to do things for them they will prefer to be right as opposed to be true, and they don’t like being called out on their bullshit, they would prefer to overcome u instead c and then go on being “kind” versus adhering to what kindness truly stands for , which is messy btw, so maybe inn a way we have to collectively experience this so that we understand and unpack what kindness truly reflects , now we can also see in the words a ton of suffering , hardship and loss which has been normalized that this kindness refers to as smth to look up to or see as a model of human behaviour mostly but never them, they are richer and have more privileges so for them to call u out is actually quite funny, but let’s use our kindness tool to let that go too , bc at the end of the day, we want to overcome our shared afflictions by riding above what’s accustomed, the shaming and defaming each other for the sheer purpose they u get to benefit from what transpires thereafter which is definitely not kind at all, versus seeing that every person suffers , and price that this suffering is not virtuous at all, but one that if we notice then we may ask ourselves how can we get to the root of the issue so we can help in a sustainable way, also bc what some privileged folks don’t realize is that there are two different gestures of help and support , on one aspect they support u bc they genuinely care and wish to help, and on the other they help u bc it makes them look and feel good and this gives them a special authority over u as well, like ur their child and to be babied with occasional welfare , mean while u can even gain bragging rights oh look i am such a since person i do this and that these poor people , they suffer a lot and so on, mind u little hell here and there still counts but some of them run counter intuitively previously bc of the intention behind it so there is an art to virtue and giving which allows us to delve into what kindness truly means and how best we can utilize it in the world that actually helps , and not hinders and perhaps we can also all learn from the experience bc leading never ends at any age we can learn smth new so being flexible and open to such is wisdom

i personally don’t, like to excessively criticize folks and treat them softly almost in a way i’m blurry or the lines are blurry or i don’t take it too seriously to be honest , what this means is that there’s a degree of mistakes that run along side language, so u haha to let go such perfectionism if u want to learn the art of language in the experiences that grants us the chance to put into practice what we have been studying for so long, the work never ends , and language is a dying tool in the art of communication obviously , for this pertains to transparency , as well as how we can best recalibrate ourselves and this also allows us to have revealed to us the intentions behind people and their actions bc no matter how good someone is and their relationships or o u may be there are always gonna be caveats given by ur past experiences that also work to complement , not just the same people in ur life but people in general by situation such as husbands for example while u may have or hold a husband , there is a class of husbands that function almost in the same way, unless ur discussions about such relationships differ, u may have a man who dominates almost all the time or makes bread or does or does not wish to control or change u in any way, u may or may not have ur communications right , depending on in part by culture or circumstances u may have ur degree of variation in ihe position of a woman , and what is generally accepted as women, regardless to ur identities that differ, we can have these as “roles” and they too have their groupings to an extend by which we can then predict or see what they mean or mould into the accustomed knowledge about them, instead of allowing ourselves to take things authentically , if we truly wish to change things for better , so in a way calling out our own bullshit here helps us as much as it helps each other, as opposed to insisting on being right , and this is a strong reference to control, such as tough love , but sometimes especially when we are missing steps to actualize the getting to know each other process , in any relationships not just the roles of husband and wife exampled here, is the same , bc we can mould ourselves into these identities , in the same way that we have these inner accustomed realities where we think we have it established in a way that we think serves anyone let alone ourselves and here is where the term delusional thinking comes , which we often blame others for as long as their reality conjoints with our own interests do in a way life is series of compound interest cloaked under whatever , such as what’s hip and hop and popular what is relevant we mould into it as standard for our survival ability versus actually embody its true intrinsic qualities bc there is a difference there, to determine these takes time, and u haha to run the risk of making a fool out of urself , which is where do not take urself so seriously comes from , and be the first one who embodies true act of kid ness , where sometimes u have to put it on u first and here i don’t have to be gung ho about things , suddenly transforming into a bitter bloodthirsty warrior who’s about to slash anyone who offends u, or underestimates ur abilities bc that would run counter intuitive to all the teachings about love, as well as communication that we are practicing on still, in order to display best the contents of our heart while also retaining a degree of privacy

i don’t blame people tho, shits getting weird in the world, everything is uncertain , people used to benefit generously from what we used to share and be part of but now bc there’s great change before us , which is in part natural and in part systemic, we are scared, for one period see are scared of performance , bc we were only in the taking stage where e collected only but did not put to practice what we took in, and we may have shared it, bc there’s art of learning and art of teaching , but surely we can learn by teaching but if we don’t put things into perspective via art of practice then what happens next is fear induced paranoia, anxiety, shiftiness and double standards and hidden ultierior motives , periods it’s in our inability to trust others even though we may adhere to modes of virtue and minded that our apparences may give the illusion that we are trusting, u may have notice that if u get others to trust u even when i don’t trust them this give us hidden ulterior power of advantage over others , versus being direct authentic and transparent about how u feel which can socially be looked down upon or where the “neuro diversity” comes from, ah so ur brain must be like “one of those” again we try to determine the indeterminable and define un definable so we feel good about smth that as differ than us which is not kindness at all, and it’s not generous and it’s definitely not gratuitous, u may notice those who are willing to give often always have hidden attachments , like they own u all of sudden or expect or dictate ur actions for u, play mind games on u, wanna see u suffer and think that this is tough love instead of their own toxicity bleeding out of boundaries u might have established enoch may mean only one thing, cut them off, fuck it who cares we all have enough problems we revere the wrong things though such as suffering of others we think ah do how come u can not be like that, look at how much people are capable of, bc we have global lack , or the rich simply don’t wanna change or downside themselves do that there is enough for everyone, we may feel at a disadvantage if we are called on our own issues but the idea isn’t to work things they if we prioritize being right above all else , here the only time being right naturally happens is when we naturally call our objectives and we can measure the correctness of info by how many it impacts and how much it encompasses like a small lot versus great patch of land, and here we become conditional bc of ur situations , they see u in the bad so they assume that the things u need are concomitant to the degree by which u suffer thereby never actually ( much like animals in the wild u say do not disturb wildlife if some animal have to die it’s for our betterment long term , but contrary to animals we are human and all our problems are man made, so we can in fact help each other and disturb “nature”) solve things especially when that’s not the intention unless , they want smth in return , we hear about stories where man wanted to fuck women for not being able to pay her rent, and this is a nightmare for most people bc u don’t know what the right thing is when ur left on ur own or have ur own defences but are perceived as a class of people whose thoughts r rather pre determined versus try to get to know each other for who we truly authentically are , for this not only establishes power over each other but works to maintain them, by the constant limbo that it tens of reflect in our shared entanglements due to social constricts

i for one try to determine by own bad behaviour n have no problems owning up to my end of the things it’s not that difficult really, u notice smth u have done u say sorry and then work to change it for better such as change particular habit or action, if it produces negative results u can explain urself but make sure people are willing n to listen bc most often people have social race they want to own stuff and it actually get along with each other , so once u remember this as part of the grounds of both the man made and natural system of our survival ability, where we want to gain as much for our lot even if it’s at the other people’s cost, and thus may cause us to feel superior and forget our woes and have control over things that cause everyone anxieties such as uncertainties of the world and the resources that are to be rationed we would want to upkeep our lifestyles for example as opposed to change ourselves to the changes of the times , which is where people end up sacrificing virtues even though they may continue for a while thereafter to speak virtuous or to remedy their inner inconsistencies with virtuous speak only while expect demands from others to change instead in places of share eve though they themselves may benefit from it, in fact it’s this benefit that hides in plain sight ! but – for those who are willing to perceive , their own lot, the weeks are often shared, we can be called out to have difficult conversations or shut down entirely with only apparence of receptivity while we wait for things to go wrong by our intentional inaction on smth that may require our kindness and this happens all the time so in a way kindness when accompanied by ego and pride or selfish interest or privilege it tend to back fire and cause more problems , but it’s said that every bit counts so maybe here we are co creating towards what’s next , so we can continue to be tolerant but not misunderstood as being easy to be manipulated or a fool or completely understood either, but even if we know about haha co creative process we may act as if it doesn’t transcend ego is bc of our survival ability , so internally we could prioritize our own lot even t no oh externally we appear as generous and kind bc it’s what seems to be the next best thing and plus not adhering to it means ur the bad guy or on the bad side bc of ur own privileges that can’t be faked , especially material reality of things tend to give us the clarity as to who has been benefiting from the same systems that work to hold some down , and we may ask ourselves how we all got here, this is only a self reflexive process bc nobody can tell u what to do even though many of u easily tell others and even put them in conundrums bc of ur ego, and unchecked discrepancies , here our articulate minds can take over and dominate our hearts and we are in fact practicing tough love on us by preventing us from opening our heart to the real suffering of each other , bc we want to survive our lot or assume that some indeed must suffer bc it benefits us secretly while we may stil keep and continue the apparences of help support as even concern towards others who are less endowed than us we even adhere to extension of virtues and say it is them their karma they must deserve it if they are served it, mindset but not notice our privilege and seat of which we got ourselves to where we are, even if it could be via series of ignorant acts such as tricking others , lies an deceit , and we think we may have learned only by realization but there’s always the act of evening the playing field which many tend to miss

ofc i am grateful for the generosity and kindness of others always even if it comes with secret attachments and i do notice but i usually don’t condemn others so easily i just allow them to be and accept them as they are bc its an astute thing to do to accept their opinion about u won’t change or take away from ur person only that their withholding of help and support bc u don’t wanna do the things they want u to do to get them may be a bit of a nuisance and u can be grateful for such divine insight into others to notice that they weren’t what u thought them to be as just bc they appear kind and virtuous or self righteous , and u may ask urslf why are they like this which may grant u smth to learn there as well, it’s bc the world isn’t easy r kind and everyone wants to feel free and special , and sometimes we make each other special n other times people want to claim the rights to the third atmosphere from the combination of two, and again it’s bc of the faultiness of the world , we have what appears to be a sick world and we think we have power to heal it when we get sick from it ourselves, and here every little bit counts still counts but we may also learn that our efforts could be simplified if we an only get to the root of matters but we can’t even set out to do them, bc we may notice the two sides to the coin almost always has a degree of self rightness even though overtime this rightness can transcend and transpire into smth lose , we may not notice this bc our linear mindsets may give us illusion of direction in which we keep momentum , surely we can understand the multi dimensionality of our reality and lives in total if we are practitioners of meta mind, i mean what did we think meta mind even means if we are good to continue to do the dame old shit that cause us much afflictions in the first place regardless of how we dress things up ? ofc we would assume apparences of change instead as opposed to actually changing in the intrinsic baseline by going to our own inner source bc that belongs to us even though we could change this in each other or generate worldwide change , which some think they gain but it’s just product of their coercive efforts to get u to do things that they don’t wanna do

we often focus on the articulating of life

but dreaming and creativity are just as much as important the the cut n dry , black and white, technicalities of life, arts and crafts are one way to make our life robust, music and stories help us better understanding difficulties about life, whereas technicalities offer clarity on areas of obscurity, we may notice that we are forced to choose between this type of life or that, there is a balance there however , articulating life ina technical way offers us a different approach , than wandering into a dream scape or a realm of pure creativity , and we can find a little bit of both in each, u can see that even in reality, we have a degree of flexibility for creativity and wandered and a degree of technicality that establishes rules and grounds in dreaming and creativity , things can get confusing however, when we factor in human nature, in a way that we often do not consider, such as human psychology , as well as quality of our feelings and thoughts, that when we act out of haste, we often want to be accepted or acknowledged with validity , in a world that does not value human life, this much is given, and there are so many people that we often do not spend enough time to see the beauty in each of them let alone see every human like a book, we see them as tweets or a one liners of complete descriptions instead, we can turn the page on each other easy, we can consider others good or bad or this or that based on by one or few expressions, we can feel at ease, bc human nature is a bit unpredictable and mysterious that having such labels offers us some degree of safety and clarity, and in our certainty, these labels tend to be constricting of our intellect, often focusing us to contradict our notions thereafter in presence of new information which almost always happens that challenges what we were previously too certain of, leaving us to either abandon the whole pursuit, or doubt our reason, perhaps its in the way we think or imagine that blurs the lines between the two, of pure critical reason, and the colours of our hear

onwards

certain things repeat, much like a repetitive dream, we visit, inner scope of our subconscious accumulation, we may be directed by impulses, psychology of which are harder to determine bc there are no viable models about human psychology out there when it’s all for profit or we use institutions to replace our creative thinking, or political reason, when we are confronted with positional thoughts and get offended bc this may risk our power position and tend to create unhealthy competition especially when we are acting from a position of , not exactly good or right ourselves, as we can see, the world is not perfect for human nature is cheap, and therefore when we are dealing with things like money and health, they tend to be blurred in reason and intention, for ones may just simply have classes of operation for as proficiency end game and purpose other than they profess or act out as, which is where we end up having a lot of problems about human lives ! bc at the end of the day there are no subordinates and superiors it’s just adulations of our mind being creative much like human romance , u may wish to be with someone forever but given enough time they act like shit u will eventually take urself somewhere else where ur appreciated nurtured and cared for as u should , then we are confronted with human aggression, it can be cloaked under self greed or self righteousness where those who feel inclined to do such either have done it before so it’s cyclic and habitual where they do not have buffers or brakes to not so it, and not only that, they may even feel this as their right of passage, just bc they give u warning, and make it ur responsibility as to how much abuse u should take , and how long us hound wait in the wake of ur wasted time and effort that overtime accumulates , that is our world, it happens in many professions and setting s as well as relationships that do not give way to creativity or dream, and here the illusion of reality and illusion of the dream scape gives us illusion of going back somewhere , which is quite normal for us to assume that we have somewhere to go, like a past event or a past place or even a point in history, but this is also the same illusion projected by introspective research bc as we think of old memories and blights the same, it feels like we are already there and living it , most often reliving it, much like a recurring dream, that gives us clues at each time of smth new , or previously undetected, not as a mean to set up shop there bc one, we cannot go back words and two we can of recreate events for the past exactly as it is no matter how skilled we think we are , such as actors , ana chronically recreating past life events doing the same

surely we can rest easy when each wave of experience presents itself to us, and authentically course though life , to best determine each purpose that complements th whole, such as doing everything with love, infusing our lives with gentle care and compassion, towards and thru ourselves as breath that permeates every fiber every cell of our bodies and touches every organ, the symbolism here is that just bc we do not see smth doesn’t mean it’s not there, and just bc we see smth doesn’t mean it’s what we think it is, we may feel a bit down, bc when we look at system they r pretty much cut n dry, this rigidity of life can deep the joy our of our lives often melt our life mundane and repetitive , such as the predictability it offers, a number of years coupled by number of experiences at best minimum, while we can expand our consciousness and focus on lore then our lot, we can see distinctions and varieties of human experience, some of which are far from perfect whereas others may seem too frivolous or pompous or u may wonder what purpose does this particular objective serve , and the u may notice their interactions, such as war and peace , constrictive versus destructive modes of lie being, and love and hate, isolation and loneliness and popularity, as well as beauty n ugliness , that everything is propelled by a financial reason and often times we are prevented from discussing such relationships bc it’s taboo or frowned upon, and then we remedy this by god, we say his wills ur successes but not pure luck, or privilege rather , we try to hide our afflictions and addictions in broad daylight by making delusional statements about our inability to get past the illustrations about life that are not real, whereas abandon what’s truly real and important for us to delve into , for the better equanimity of differ objedirve that cause us much pain and confusion thru our path of overcoming life , world systems are made by ma yet we confess still that there is a god above our heads who creates the karma others think we deserve ,whereas we do not keep into the equation our own , we may be operating from a position of materiality that gives us the dream like existence that we must be better than others just bc we have a particular type of upper hand much like hidden knowledge or collective belief privilege of which may be biologically given to u , perhaps from

ur position of evolution that u we’re more inclined to, to do the same , shroud ur wisdom to serve self at the cost of others ignorances is just another side od the same coin, that we may wonder , how are we going to flip the currrnt circumstances in our favour without causing animosities among us, again, we think of problems not as a means to criticize or hate , for that would lead us nowhere , we may get hurt , feel more depressed and helpless in our situation, we want change , to seek change first we must establish clear reason and be able and willing to see what is, regardless to our conditionings as well as how e may personally feel, a self work that requires from us to do the right thing regardless to how we may feel about things on a subjective level, and depending on our scope of consideration more than our lot, perhaps everyone , perhaps longer than this life or this side of the universe , or just ourselves in our selfish endeavours bc out of all and everything we are most tangible to us, our bodies within reach , our memories available to us at every second of the day, gives us vip access to all the areas of our true self versus everything else , about life reality even systems , although we can thru complete and comprehensive gain insight to self can also grasp the basics about life all around us , as all is complementary as well, this is right thing to do not just for self, but for consideration if the big picture given that we also dream about what could be, in the best sense not like utopia bc we aren’t immature to think that all is or can be dandy at all times , but it doesn’t hurt to strive for decency and it turns out we can too that just by acting either, we can appropriate a given our look, such as pretend we are happy when we are sad, or pretend we know smth whereas we just recite lines quite well, or memorize smth and appropriate it much like actors do, their methods often do not include actual experience gained , but have juxtapose of two different ones , as internal thoughts complement their external out look and approach , depending on what is expected of u from the script or story, u may pair feelings of adjacent nature, where internally u may cry about a lost loved one, externally ur projecting the tears on smth else that complements the narrative momentum of which u have helped established and are thus part of

and in a way we can see that we are already artists and actors on life, and it’s very easy to abuse these grey areas, cut n dry, lie and cheat deceit for selfish gains is easy, to tell the truths and be decent and caring is hard, although with the latter the maintenance of momentum of which u carry on becomes effortless overtime whereas with the former u expedite a ton of energy and might to maintain lies and deceit , as well as having hard time to relate to the authentication of realty, where u may not relate to all its organic events bc ur running on facades, and therefore u may err, pockets of mistakes here and there for those with keen trained eye that can detect the fake from real easy , though we keep building from that momentum, we then resort to violence and trickery , we give dangerous ultimatums , we may even threaten the security and safety of those who challenge these systems that work to serve the few at the cost of many, not bc we aren’t found out in our delusions per se, but we refuse to let go, that which has been collectively determine to be false or toxic, and thereby forcing us, but in truth we are forcing ourselves to carry on in our self insentience to do by wrong, build the next facade occurrence from the prior, before we can reconcile a failed storyline, to cover ourselves and assert our rightness, and here we end up having too much mental activity, bc what we do is series of approbations , mirroring of each other with those we oppose , and spat on language, so we have language wars bc we think , much like force of attraction, or magnetism , that our words have much weight, but at the same time e line between our teeth, often contradicting the words creative and magnetic power we believe , at which time we may assume, to preserving the self , may attract a degree of self preservation of that which is passing, the source of our afflictions that we keep on going on scenarios in repeat , until a new solution is reached , until its total and complete transcendence is reached.

focusing on solutions

and not the problems is a good way of handling issues, though both are essential, to merge, for the proper way to get thru difficulties , for using on pro men’s, allows us to weigh and measure a given condition, and then we can use our understanding to contemplate what has been revealed to us, we may take some time in silence, which gives us necessary of marinating what we have to deal with, for silence offers calm, which increases the chances of focus and utility of what we have in our knowledge bank to pair up, for better solutions to find , we may say that this process is rather a creative one, in which one may naturally find the opposite , that remedies an issue , versus be fixed or coerced to already existing modes of ways of solving a given problem, here we already notice the limbo, we have been here before , and the issues that persist, such as systemic ones and those that include our personal private lives also teaches us a valuable lesson, that when a given happenstance occurs repeatedly, it’s time to change course and apply smth new to a repetitive issue, though most times, in the system functionaries, our solutions may seem pompous, or basic, in other times , they may refer to our solutions as out of this world! ah are u out of ur minds? there would never be world peace ? people would never give up greed or aggression, we will never get over a particular type of historical context, whereas all man are this and all women are that, and the only ways to fully get thru issues is via the same old ways about getting at things , which yields only predictable confronts , if u notice for the most part when a standard solution is applied to a recurrent problem they tend to result in predictable end results which almost always expects from one side to sacrifice more , or even give up their whole person or valuation system in the name of compromise than actually get to the root of the problems, that we may wonder perhaps that’s where the issues lie, i guess u can say that since the reality is always in a rush, we are not even granted the simple act of allowing ourselves to be still and contemplate our problems, to the depth of which we also are granted the full information bc that too seems to be a recurring problem, where we are only afforded limited information , and are left to our own devices to go about figuring out our own conundrum, by the standards of society , that generates predictable outcomes in the first place

the approach is the same however , the soffit lies of our issues can get us to close our hearts, or be too preoccupied with the negative quantity we may find, as well as going about systemic ways of solution can give us a negative appeal based on by the demand of conformity it provides, rather than allowing the person to be contextually in their individual self who then by the context of the situation is granted a unique path away to solve an issue organically, not systemically, by forcing the individual to give up chunks of data for the sake of statistics or , for the ease make of the system that works to solve a given issue, we may take a moment of silence and allow our minds to really delve in the compassionate nature that people’s is to solve our issue altruistically rather than the cut n dry version of the systems that may subtly bastardize our experience and denigrate our person, to which then can we say we are being our true authentic self if we are expected to conform to particular type of archetype but t more so in modern type that supposedly makes the system run in a simpler way? to make it easy for the system at the cost of individual benefit is nothing new , but this almost always runs counter intuitive to make edifices trhe system , whereas it burdens the system and the indivisible with excess hardship , loss of time, lost potential too at that bc we are accustomed to move on with life, as it’s says, life goes on and it waits for no person, that we must pick ourselves up after every time we fall and do that we carry on and that if we do not use smth for a given time , we tend to lose it , wther if it’s a skill or a muscle group or some other type of habit that we might have refuse at some point and here when we have stressful occurrences , or scary ones , we are repeatedly disturbed from our natural momentum, by the constant disturbance of issues that don’t leave us alone , or get resolved either, while also denigrating us our right to offer solutions, we do have a right of way thru reality to expedite change at any given time, what with all that we have to work with and apply, and the act of doing such is our divine human right, for no other human gets to dictate how our lives should evolve and ether if we have any more time to lose on old objectives that offer no reprieve , as it’s often said, if u can’t change a particular thing , ur forced to change urself , but we often think this might be too drastic , we heures its simple change in ur own mindset, given that u remain open on ur heart as well, for the very attitude quality people with humility have is the constancy of application of heart consciousness regardless tot he difficulties and challenges they may face about life

the quiet moments allow us to absorb what we have been granted albeit via our environment, new type of data perhaps more subtle in nature; and then those that are already available to us, such as aggression and hate from others, or judgement , or bad intentions, all of which complement our past experience tht might have led us here , which we are aware of as we do continual introspective search especially in presence of new data, so that we are upgrading what we know with the induction of new data, rather than see them as separate, as there are connections between objectives , its up to us to do the inner work, to determine what the overall picture may relay to us in turn, as sometimes a particular type of data no matter how small and inconsequential it may seem, can be the change u need to direct ur attention to smth new , solution wise , as we know delving in only problems can only bring about anxiety and depression, and systems are not perfect either , bc they can’t tend to all our issues in present , but hold us accountable anyway for what we do and do not do, so it’d better to take the reigns into our own hands in a way, given that the issues are finagle and solvable from our own personal purview, such as lifestyle changes, changes in habits and addictions as well as how we may wish to handle our personals afflictions all of which complement our quality of life, so the silence part also complements our study into the systems, and determine which departments we can use to our benefit , in an effort to solve our issues in diligence and with love, bc in presence of such , we may have revealed to us more difficulties , then with ease, but u might think, well systems constrict me to a modernized life, then why is it preventing me to live fully , while also sensing from me a particular way that further puts me in hardship , disguised as hell or support as well as solution to a much simpler problem whose solution that i offer as common sense is seen as absolute bonkers even bizarre or crazy or expecting too much , whereas it could solve so many of what states tend to create given by its one standard mode of going about our problems ? here we may notice that someone’s trying to change ur identity entirely and the joys down on their legal powers what they wish to place based on by modern archetypes which is not ur true self but if u agree to it then are u agreeing to lesser sentence on a crime u didn’t do , just to get ur freedom?

just as much a when a particular type of crime occurs u do not leave the crime scene or augment the proof, u do not get by what system say just bc they say this is the only way and that there’s no other way to get around it, and paint u as crazy when u object , while tying to paint u different disguised as help or support , u might say that such support often turns u into smth else, that even u may not recognize, and if u were to object later on, well systems told me this or that, in turn they would assume ur lying instead, so the rule of thumb is always to be honest, with urslef and ur experiences as well as what u seek out in the end as opposed to going with systemic way of solving ur problem that may paint the issues in an entirely different way, the implication lies in creating more problems than there were before u got there and here systems are also man made so the solutions found therein are designed by other individuals who are just like urself , if u leave things alone and do not adhere to faultiness of systems that bastardize ur case, then u presence the truth about ur case in its intro enid form, as opposed to what becomes official on legal paperwork, especially when u didn’t commit crimes or didn’t do anything wrong, but systems constrict human behaviour at every which way anyway if u take notice , there are myriad of examples of such, where people are prevented from moving on, or applying their mode of action to a given conundrum that implicates their life, which may seem easy to counter , but most often this is harder to prove especially if systems intentionally neglect, or constrict the persons from going about our problem solving on issues that concern more than just themselves they which then systems may feel a little bit more constricting, and even sloppy in the way they go about solving issues , at the same time , blaming those individuals to haphazard or burden the system if they ask for their true worth and value , and then force them to a particular life style that these people are not accustomed to , then this doesn’t work to solve our problems it only create more, for one aspect , the integrity of systemics end up being on the chopping block, as well as the individuals that run such systems, who permit such conditions to exist for others in the first place bc systems are not god, they are easily determined by who operates them at that particular time and where everything is already recorded, as schedules, names, addresses and contact information , u may also notice that there are more then one witnesses to a causes , where u can then form alliances with others who may be in similar situations who may offer a version that comments what’s been revealed to u in ur own experience and then in ur efforts to seek cumulative solutions that work to support ur case, since there are similarities or patterns found in system that operate under such harsh conditions on the repetitiveness of given issue

in the discovery of such this is where spying heart matters bc otherwise u might lose ur mind, get angry, and upset for the systemic injustice or the mere fact that these are approved by other people like urself, so approaching this issue with compassion allows u to remain calm, in an otherwise difficult situation that may cause u to feel betrayed, and or defeated in a system that treats u like dirt, and u know , we all have a degree of self respect that comes standard, regardless to how others may wish to see us, but we must not let pride and ego get in the way of our altruism bc here we can take a given issue in a joyful way, and this attitude allows us to see our problems not as hindrances but as issues to be solved much like a puzzle, here when we think of solving puzzles we are thinking that this is very mock like a game, but also keep in mind the seriousness of the situation bc suffering , however intentional and traumatizing it may be, is nothing to joke about, it’s very serious indeed, and debilitating at times, and when we trust systems to have our back, in addition to what we go thru, this betrayal really adds salt to the wound, and here we can object be mad, and eve start fighting the system in a unhealthy way but this may not benefit us much, so staying calm allows us to keep our equanimity , balance of which keeps us from deterring ourselves from the middle way, between the duality that may be projected to our reality, as we play on the objrdirves of what happened, what is yet to be, while we course thru what is , with grace and humility; and not harm towards others, we aren’t trying to create more issues in an attempt to solve our problems, that’s the point anyway since we are counting system way of creating more problems awhile it processes to solve our issues in a cut n dry way, we want instead to take control of the solution process, with our unique stance on the issue , couple with our experience and wisdom gained from such , though in our society, unless u have money, and power, ur hardly recognized as worthy of specific attention to ur issues , and ur cumulated with standard, a melting pot of similar occurrences that others may go thru instead, and u may notice by others experience how that may inject a person not only in their helplessness but how they relate thereafter with the financial world, and their own personal occurrences, for these things can be traumatic , and can cause a lot of existential side effects in people, especially when they are innocent but are targeted for some reason or other , like a recruitment into personality archetypes that are summoned in societies made by other people, as posed to ability to honour ur true divine self

tough times reveal true friends

but more so they reveal u to urself, what sort of way brought u here is one way to determine what is, but most importantly , bc people are really good at conformity, they can really mould into their surroundings, it’s harder to discern the condition of that which details exactly what u need to know as complementary to ur process of self understanding , knowing who ur true friends are is one way to see urself thru the eyes of others hence it matters u know where everyone else stands in ur life, not ur expectations of where they need to be, often we hear things like we communicate with our surroundings all the time, their relationship with us of having some meaning that pertains to our current stage of our lives, how we can not see all our sides but depend on the kindness and reflection of others to get better insight into the many workings of “such co existences ” but this world is far from perfect bc there is false sense of ownership and arrogance in places where there needs be autonomous freedom and self ownership and where there is false sense of freedom in place where dependence or more so co dependence’s are required, where folks do things alone that which requires input from the other sources of which complements the full comprehension of what is, they which then we accord our actions , not the other way where we feel we must excessively control others bc we fear , or are concerned rather, that their stance on objectives is what colours purview of many, changing the ability pass choice , and make judgments, so when a bad thing happens in ur life, it’s natures way of allowing u to recalibrate urself as to where everyone’ decided to stand in ur life, as well as how they really see what is, from there u can adjust ur self according to this one fact, as opposed to assuming that everyone might be on the same page or their kindness as authentic whereas it could very well be , part of their adaptation as commentary to what u assumed ur actions were co creating

u don’t need to be “ friends” for such co dependencies, there are many intersections on the world that depend on the input of everyone involved, such as certain situations where u might need medical care, or reach to a particular system to get a type of task done, u depend on their expertise and understanding , they depend on the accuracy of the info u produce and given that ur intentions are as they are and not as they may seem whereas u might be advantageous well hidden below ur appearances , and here life is very convo n g, we may see surplus of smth and be convinced the palpability of a given action such as how medicine is over abundant and we may think well this is kind it is here to make my life well, whereas we may not notice such environments improved could very well prevent negative side effects to our health, thereby saving us the entire situation of having to deal medically to the issue that is produced by it, for if we were to think long term, how much it takes for a persons life to be sustained , it would then easy to be deduced a thought that supports that a short term investment into a persons life, to complement a hidden motive, may save cost over the long period of time instead, so in a way things are actually operating backwards , its no wonder why people end up assuming they know or see what is, but they are seeing it from a stance of opposition rather than the correct direction or angle, otherwise they would it support a wrong ordeal or appeal, in the event that a given signifier shows concern , we may think systems are our friends or authority really cares about us but in truth, it’s in our desire to belong and be cared for, and our quickness to think such niceties are true and real, or they they hold our best benefit at heart that gets us in trouble long term , debilitating our wellness as we become statistics, and by the act of not knowing is from what we think is happening, we end up allowing the augmentation of our quality of our life, and thereby be responsible entirely for smth that we didn’t know too much about

u may think this is of small consequence, to assume that the world has ur best at heart, but the opposite of this is that world owes u nothing , but let us break down this quote a little bit further , what does it mean that the world owes u nothing when it takes everything from u, how do u owe it? first of all, see that the statement comes from people who might have experienced hardship to a point where they might have initially assumed the world cares , only to realize u have to do things in order to survive urself, but the owes u nothing part actually gives way for u to take a stance of not owing it anything ( bc u owe it to urself to go out here and seize it every which way possible and at whatever cost ) , here is where things get really interesting bc to accomplish this, u would then be entitled to a way of thought and even life, that is along the lines of arrogance and not compassion , for u to reciprocate the “the world does not owe me anything “ theory, whereas in truth, in organic means bc u have some responsibility in the world , just not in the way that itself has been established by todays standards, as well as itself sustaining u in organic way, versus what itself does to constrict shorten and even kill lives bc itself cannot get enough, and has prioritized itself in wrong appeal, as well as ordeal such as warfare and greed, heading back on the medical care and people assuming the world actually cares, if u can’t afford a life that allows u to break free from the standard systems , including being poor and drafting at wars under false pretence of nationalism , then ur less likely to notice that systems in their meridian actually shortens life, even though short term u may see systems have over abundance of some services but given the long term, bc this shortens life such as bad foods and junky way of continuing our life in cheapest way producing more garbage let alone , harm our bodies with micro plastics and other pollutants whereas if we were to have a bit of allowance in this world of self sustenance , we could then choose healthier options, less pollutants maybe none, avoid warfare and killing of others, or produce war weapons bc we can’t have personal choice as to what goes on on this world , or filters for our water resources so that we do not have to buy excess plastic, consume limited crap that costs extra , to upkeep, then ofc , we would add to the longevity and quality of life which only mean that we will be around far longer, and while we may not over exhaust the medical industry, we would overexhaust all others such as things we need, from clothing to lesser medicines , to things and trinkets of produce, to housing cars and other goods that the world supposedly offers to us out of its own benevolence from where we then say bc itself produces these goods, itself does not owe us anything, but we owe it to itself for the gratitude there is , and now it becomes clear to us how arbitrary n wrong this appeal is, bc for the sheer fact that the current conditions does in fact shorten our life and cuts cost in a way where we not only do not realize this but even in our recognition ( and bc others realize their s, but say nothin f especially if they r free from it that someone else might replace and take over this , list of shortened lives , they may feel secret satisfaction if revenge is served , for what’s betrayed them, but projected to some fool instead, a newcomer or others who u may also be jealous of bc of their past advantages and what u think u may know or if u croak this may put u back on the list of shortened lives bc we depend on a pay-check at the end of the day so institutions are our friends and not people bc they feed us and save us ) , have no option but to obey or surrender to the condition, regardless to doing what with all we have to change thee conditions , since there is only so much a person can actually do to get the leaves out of their conundrum, and bc there are variations of such existences , others may assume they know , but in truth, in hidden aspect they are just glad they are not in ur shoes and they are happy that the ration of goods is in favour of them, bc maybe they might have accepted such harsh conditions of the world, bc the world doesn’t owe us anything , and that if others are not posing as competition to the limited resources, that means ur longevity is guaranteed , at the cost of others shortened way of life ( a very dishonest and selfish way to exist but can u blame them? it’s either them or u and it’s always better that it’s someone else than urself if world can it be changed and some have to suffer and die so that we have enough resources for everyone and deep inside u know how unsustainable certain lifestyles are )

ofc we can’t be friend under these conditions , like never, if some of us are guaranteed better longer way of life and others are simply cut short under false pretenses like class differences and the many excuses we make for others conditions , as if they have smth to do with where they are born, to what family, under what conditions and the many choices they make, in fact it’s much easier for those who aren’t part of those conditions to make attempts to fix those conditions for others , with little to no regard to others way of truth as welll as the true origin of their issues, but they can’t evade it themselves bc they complement their excuse with “ if it’s not me it’s someone else, so better it’s me instead then” when it comes to certain job descriptions and its advantages and at what true cost , but in truth this is so that u comber ur own instability as to why u can strand for smth , even tho u do not benefit from any of it urself by standing up for another , which is not as personal as u might like to think, we often criticize people as if they are fully conscious of their own doing , bc we think from a purview of understanding that has already been revealed to us, and not as a progression of events that brings us to such cognize , much like a small child who grows up and then looks down on other small children for being basic all of a sudden forgetting all about their own basicness when they wee of that age, that all of a sudden when u overcome a hardship u become arrogant bc u forget the own struggles or the prices of coming to that consciousness entirely, and alls to add to that, not knowing of which , where for some people the process might take longer , depending on their specific needs , versus those whose efforts might be a lot more swift , but still might require a degree of cognition in other parts of their life which then we may burden them when such high expectations , bc we confuse one area to a compete expertise in all others , but in truth it’s bc we feel that things at large can’t be fixed and that overwhelms our system in our own helplessness that we feel we must project this helplessness to others who are less endowed than ourselves , and also bc we all feel we need a degree of respite , thru life’s hardship , very much like hearts on overdrive that can’t be stopped, our struggles don’t exactly stop and e may feel a strong burnout overtime, but instead of keep pushing upwards, for the continuity and insistence on change we conform, due to laziness , and end up punching down on others in their cries and concern bc they disturb what little peace we may have or to maintain as a means to take a break from life’s ills

surely we may come to terms with the fact that not everyone is our friend and not everyone knows or can discern what really is our indiciels needs bc we are not free, so here we may realize that bc the situation is artificial , in our lack of freedom, we may at the very least figure out our true frustration, and not project it onto others in their efforts to break free bc this may contradict what we wish to establish in the world of order that may benefit us more than it benefits them, surely we can notice that in truth , in our authentic connections , we are human family who can make strong relations with each other, but in actuality this world of false hierarchies makes is not possible to maintain bc it’s not authentic , and it’s far from truths., as well as it predicates people into certain characteristics that are not only untrue but are detrimental to their wellbeing given the assumptions tend to colour our purview and impact our way of choice, as well as keep people in strong bind and dependencies to others within the systems that only look like they have ur benefit in its repertoire of reason for operation, in truth, we are better off being free and self sustaining , with less likelihood to depend on others for our basic needs, bc let’s admit the fact that human beings in general who have hard time taking care of itself , cannot fully take care of others in full ( but we often think those with money have better knowledge of such things as well as concerns of others who are less likely to own things or be in better finacial disposition themselves ) ( much like a toxic parent child relationship except we are not friends nor do we know each other so unlike family there is no love here , it’s just preferences and control so that u do not feel bad about ur choices ) let alone complete strangers who cannot offer much to u in return , or compensate for ur efforts to do them well, under the condition of the system that create these issues in the first place, it’s better to generate systems that work to enable honest connections instead, bc then we would not find the arrogance to look down on others as well as tell them how to live when we do not think about our own actions that contribute to the word in the way that takes form others for us to feel sustained but systems, of knowing this, tends to keep people apart by making them a part of things that are strongly supported by toxic entanglements of lifestyle conjunctions and conditions that make it harder for either side to exist in their own terms, given that we are able to make such discernments in the first place

if u notice, we treat people like imbeciles then judge humanity as stupid, we withhold informs on , or ware things down , and then wonder why humankind has low iq we hold people back from living their life fully, and then shame them for not pulling themselves up from their bootstraps, we can exploit human nature such as women and men bodies or the youth or the innocence , or the wisdom and skill of some who are in hardship and then assume ownership of people like slave owners especially when we benefit financially from it , so long as they are doing the dirty work, and hindering their health and wellbeing , while it makes us rich ( and toxic confrion cause neurological defects in people as well as other serious severe imoext to theekfe which then others may assume is past of their own karma , while we don’t factor in ours in the mix of things that happen due to our own personal involvement as well as lack thereof of sound resonance where there need to be one for the immediacy of saving lives ) , so ofc under these conditions we are far from friends, since at the end of the day everyone makes u responsible for ur choices anyway, it’s best to establish strong firm boundaries with others who aren’t living ur life and the best way to base this as comes seemingly from who has what, regardless to ur humanity, bc we all feel, sure , we all can be upset and stressed , that’s part of human nature we get it, but material displacement is still a huge concern in this world , which is what causes much suffering and animosities in the first place, there are so much that is associated with strong conditions of material variations that people may not notice the entanglement produced by it bc of their self entitlement, much like a slave owner , they end up owning people, and their lives , in an effort to make excuse for their own lifestyle sustenance bc it is available by the tolerance of the others , who may not be able to help any of it, from the purview of equanimity, as well as disclosure of right distribution, which is where the lack is produced, including the animosities , but ofc, it’s a lot easier to own people much like we own things, including owning the right to dictate their life for them, assuming that we rely excessively on the human unity family aspect , but only so far as it may serve us, since by the coercion methods in display, then we maintain our lot, even though we notice this at cost of others well being , and that we may subconsciously adhere to their shortened way of life, and bc this is inherently wrong, we may feel perturbance in our self conscience , which may get us to react in occasion, or be too concerned , as to how to eliminate this inner inconsistency without making substantial change that benefit to remedies the source of trouble, as long as we avoid the necessary condition from full cognizance , we can maintain intentional ignorance from which can help save everyone including our own misdeeds bc then we are answering the call rather than conforming to a way of life just bc it’s handed down to us, say from what we are part of , such as where we r born to whom under what conditions , in our self privileges , where entitlements grow, though bc our actions to en oh ourselves often go unlimited, bc systems have normales such conditions to evolved with ease , we may also act haphazardly to the people below us and not notice the impact of our power and advantage bc we have not fully awakened to the tiered about our own privilege that makes all the difference in the world that sets these conditions for others in the first place

forgiveness

it’s not for solving issues, bc it hardly ever does, it doesn’t solve others problems either, bc it takes more than one individual for us to get here, so it’s not going to be one individuals that’s gonna get us out of our problems requiring a sound mind, forgiveness does not erase karma, or permit more of bad behaviour, it’s for the afflicted, so that they are able to soften their gaze and step into their own personal healing, forgiveness allows us to keep equanimity of mind otherwise anger can get us lost, and undo our hard work and effort , especially if we aren’t careful with these feelings, and act on them, forgiveness gives us a immediate medicine to a wound, that can otherwise cause us much more than we can handle or need, it slows us down, and keeps us in our efforts made to get us here, without haphazard behaviour , forgiveness offers us a internal solution to an external problem , it keeps us loyal to love that we have worked so hard to deepen, not the one we have with others , but forgiveness also maintains the love we have with others even though it may not seem like it, sometimes bad things happen and we must set boundaries, and say no regardless to how we feel, other times , we may feel no matter what we do, we can’t get thru to others , or convince them that we mean well, forgiveness allows us to keep living then but maybe from far as circumstances may change, and here along with forgives we practice unconditional love bc things didn’t work out our way, we didn’t resort to hate or attach too hard to a point where we wish to return the harm we received , this same holds true of ourselves, how many times people had to get themselves undone just to reconcile within themselves their own inconsistencies, and we can be too hard on ourselves cut people off, get rid of our things in the haze of anger or strong emotion, start talking down on ourselves doubt ourselves or have extreme self criticism that can be more debilitating than what might have transpired it

the act of self forgiveness may sound like “ah self i forgive u” and it can be as simple as that, but in truth it’s the experience into forgiving others , and n just the way our life intersects with the world around us that we soften our gaze to our excessive self critical thought instead so the act of self forgiveness does not actually translate in the same way as saying “ i forgive u” or “i forgive this situation” u become naturally more tolerant and gentle with urself without making excuses either bc c, here , there’s the articulate mind that breaks things down to steps to make things easy, or that we feel uncomfortable when we speak broadly on subjects that we may wish to be excessively self controlled or perfect, but this is probably an instigator to our self hardness , as often the topic of forgiveness tends to illuminate on its path the strong contrast between self love and self control, both of which can be aligned right and become equanimous but for us to get things there, first we must see what we have to work with as it is? and not as our minds wish to perceive it as , and u can already tell how difficult that is in a world of illusion and fake appearances , not many things is as they seem and there’s a strong difference between what happens and how the informations evolves thereafter , we may forget details or selectively choose to divert or take this way versus that at a point of junction instead of see the continuity of the entanglement between objrdirves regardless to its progression of change, or transcende depending on which the worlds own systems are in concomitance with the overall process, this is a signifier to our true path, bc if we are doing things right , then eventually we will begin to see positive results, and in the absence of advancement we change course , though when we are less critical of ourselves, and from our gaze to overall process, then tolerance naturally helps guide the way, and therefore we do not become inclusive to change or change our ways without getting enough information about stark objrdirves found within it that may contradict own truth with the presence of other

the many processes of our full function ofc depends on more than one objedirve or one task, we are multi layered people, and inclusive of our world, there’s more than what meets the eye, the depth of which depends on our diligence and patience , to determine our way among it all, and u can tell no matter how cardio and perfect we are , unfortunate things tend to happen on this earth, we have people dying sooner then they should, others suffer conditions that they have nothing to do with, yet a handful of individuals think that they can dictate the whole world for the rest of us silliness of populations like slaves we are ? well what are we slaves of ? are we slaves to ideologies ? money? our vulnerabilities ? survival abilities or otherwise ? is it our mortality that causes us such panic that we feel we must be liars just to save ourselves ? how about this side versus that? whatever happens to unity anyhow ? we all might have made errors in judging the right approach to any things that shown around us that are much older than us, which signifies our great vulnerability in the first place bc for this reason alone we depend on the kindness of and wisdom of others to determine a beginning of reality , when this start gets thwarted, it tends to cause illusion for the rest of it until k we reek thru which happens eventually, since truths cannot be hidden for too long by which time we may find ourselves in the middle of some sort of a conjunction between lies and deception and truths that become more as more undeniable as days pass by we may assume that the responsibility fall on us to defend the indefensible and deny the truths but we may become tired , bc the force of facts is greater than any illusion that assumes it’s power over uncontrollable

ofc the act of forgiveness allows us to slow down instead of try to be hasty with the prices of discernment, and here we may notice this flaw in reasoning and that issue with a particular line of thought maybe it’s the overall practice that has long been not masked in the world where everyone assumes as natural and thereby expect u to naturally fall in line maybe u do at first but then u feel smth is off, maybe u notice that u skipped steps but in truth a secret is being revealed to u which itself is actually not a secret but a old doctrine of which might have previously been shrouded in the history of development of power abuse and excessive control over that which cannot be controlled, and then u may adjust urself accordingly to how u process what is , without causing too much waves bc u may also notice that just bc it’s exposed now doesn’t mean it’s going to be easy at being available for all in the way that it should have been long time ago, meaning that it took us this much time to get into such states of illusion and deceptionC we aren’t going to break out of it right away or overnight , it’s gonna take careful planning and avisions to get thru the muck and we may wish to choose a way that’s not going to antagonize others in their delusions bc no matter how things may seem initially , the mind is going to veer more towards excessive critical of others in discovery of big mistakes concerning many, and here we may wish to make enemy out of others, in the same way that it’s always been done but what we truly want to refrain from doing is tables turned or more of the same, we don’t want to seize the power but embody our own inherent power and have freedom to embody and utilize it without being cut down , suppressed or denied entirely our right to exist n our right to evolve much like anyone else

in a way the true path shows us to transcend difficulties as opposed to criminalizing individuals and put them behind bars or destabilize them , a factor of forgiveness shows us basées on by our personal experience with difficulties, but then we may wonder what does “accountability” mean, well( it means make so to correct ourselves but without abusing doctrines bc we can’t fake that either , even though say hypothetically we may initially have the outlook of getting away with murder , this way we are forgiving smth, but all the while having restraint to what might cause damage, or hurt and harm , or cause further destruction bc these are the objrdirves that tend to cause too mix suffering , and end up increasing animosities between people, it’s no secret that anyone that arrives at this planet wants to have their needs covered, and have freedom to chose a life that they can be proud of, not in a nationalistic sense where u must be recruited to protect lands that have no guarantee come tomorrow , a natural disaster threatens our security, bc that would be setting for a short term goal that only has the look of long term, that depends on the way we see ourselves , either in a secular way; me and my lot versus the world, or in a initiated way, it’s we , us as we are all in this , life and existence, on this piece of earth , the mother rock, together ,

surely we can practice forgiveness to our ancestors and lineage for their limited approach to some of these issues, given by what they had to work with, and depending on their level of consciousness and availabilities everyone did their best, and in studying ancient texts we can notice their good qualities without assuming they know better then us, while not denying their struggles without denying ourselves our own luck , otherwise u get what u hear that history rhymes or repeats itself till we learn a particular lesson that we have been denying or thwarting its content bc of our choosing or that we do not full awakened ourselves to our power, again we have all this mismanagement about what makes us human trendy that the severe implication in the insistence on being wrong regaled of what’s exposed tend to cause us much affliction and works to entangle us to our conundrums more , and at some point we can be too tired to up keep its maintenance and surrender to what is but that seek to not be enough either bc we may need to amplify our forgiveness muscle even more so , so that we can smith put the rough fences produced by our past ignorances , all of which adds to our overall maturity process , and bc there are accustomed animosities working at large in the world, by the time we reach a degree of maturity that can literally heal the world, and unify the people, we are often ignored, there is too much distractions in the act for maintaining the wrong appeal only bc of the few individuals who wish to own the world and slave the people just so they protect their feelings and maintain control over the uncontrollable

acceptance

acceptance is the ultimate form of surrender , but it’s not weakness, for acceptance allows one to reconcile what can’t be changed , after given evidence and experience , and allows one to recalibrate oneself on one’s true path instead of constantly insisting on wrong being right, and defusing the indefensible, in a way u can say that acceptance is the ultimate form of piety, for it casts aside how one looks, u may look foolish for believing in those who never believed in u, and supported and loved those who had nothing but ill intentions towards u, u can look bad every which way for defending smth that is evil, or negative c given that u are perhaps a person who sees the positives and the good in everyone and everything and prefers to utilise the power of love and acceptance , ahh h comes in stages btw, before one has concluding the final decisions that can set one’s pace on where on w truly may belong, and choose the right type of interactions that benefit one, our lives are mutual, we need to give things but also receive things, this holds true especially for respect? for respect is the ultimate exchange for currency of love, if respect is not there, there is not much to corticosteroids, our lives would run on fear and toxic co dependency for other purposes instead, with that said, acceptance of what ur dealing with allows u to make the decision about ur own life in a sound coherent way versus trying to please what is unpleasant , which can be anxiety inducing, since it’s very entire is unhealthy . we all know that acceptance is a great facilitator to change, for change is way of life and it happens anyway, it’s best to remain flexible through the many conjunctional theories about our lives and choose what’s best for ourselves , this is not selfish considering the world is run on contradictory information , where we may get confused rather on where to place our trust and what to invest in , u might be a gold person, but even being good in an world of many contradictions and noise can get lost in myriad of contrasting events that end up resulting from simply mismanagement of others

usually in acceptance we may feel hopeless, though this only seems as a fact meanwhile its illusion is a reflection from what’s projected at u, u may notice that this world is rather run by control, and it may seem like it comes with many opportunities and choice, or the will to choose, in truth , its far from it, in the case that we may find ourselves powerless we accept what is, bc this allows us to expedite our energy on what truly matters versus waste it away on things that are already predetermined, this is wisdom, as we can see this world has many different characteristics , some are beautiful and benevolent but many others are built on purely selfishness greed and ill intent, most of which only pretends to be providing the right of choice, whereas itself seeks on the energy input of the people who are thus hopeful, or interested in partaking in the opportunities that are supplemented as avenue of choice, , when we realize that the avenue of choice is a illusion, we get smart about what is, especially when we combine this one fact to acceptance , though pls note that the power of acceptance is not weakness at all, nor is it passive , it just means that u no longer wish to fight for things that u know are not possible to be changed , at lesser not from the previous avenues that u might have approached these , u give up the bad habit of what u used to do, via act of acceptance so that u are building natural bridge to cross over authenticity , and develop the skill set to fight appropriately and effortlessly given that ur also preserving ur health and sanity about the whole thing

u may think , well, it can’t be that easy, just bc u accept smth doesn’t mean u have the power to change it after, ofc , i have tried may forms of acceptance which includes accepting the unacceptable, and if i am not getting any good results from there , it doesn’t mean i have to become why they wish for me to become , thats the power of acceptance which comes in stages, and itself is natural so that it is unsustainable or another fake thing , acceptance comes in many stages especially bc we do it know , especially bc there is all this hacking and covering and lying and double standards , bc there is all this legal lies that run the show, and bc they give us power to choose or illusion of inclusiveness without truth and merit to back up their claims, a which often results in unwanted consequences dressed as discipline or self responsibly on things u have nothing to o with in the first place ! acceptance recognizes that u are learning by ur one experience which is where ur gaining ur vital wisdom , not for suppression either that comes from those who choose to lie to u in the first place, assuming that they think u care how u look, in terms of where u place ur trust , to discover what is true from what’s false, and continue to utilise ur acceptance muscle to navigate urself thru life and u may notice the toxic entanglements of others , where there is a strong belief that you must disrespect each other or cause excess hardship for the sake of survival ship or some other nonsense that people deceive themselves and then project this deception as facts, or way of life C that should be respected and even revered , but when u prove that it is just mere illness of the mind, the ur less likely to be deceived by the delusions of others , this form of acceptance is one where u notice that others are responsible for what they do, so u do not take on others bullshit as if it’s ur own, as we can see this is a spiritual war as much as its information war and taking on the worlds narrative as if people , a handful of people, can guide the entire worlds will and fate , ofc this is a root resulting from greed , selfishness and greed have caused much suffering in this world and orc this causes people to have faulty and skewed conscience which never gives them peace, for that reason they must continue to seek for attention and the only way they can do that is by appropriation , how else can they recruit u to their personal hell?

and here, u notice that for pepper o maintain their personal hell; just simply being evil is not enough bc we can simply block them off, not spend our precious energy and time on them, and just go about our lives, it doesn’t take too much to be happily in this world, regardless to who u are, what ur made one, such as ur “ class jail sentence” and how ur treated, based on by how they label u, such as rich or poor, this or that, to make excuse for why they can or be decent people the elves bc they can’t be on their own, or have peace , when they constantly contradict their own heart and consciousness by adhering to evils of the world, that too is a choice that needs to be recognized for wha it is as part of ur acceptance exercises, that people make their own hell, and at which point u notice that u are taken for a fool is ur sure fire sigh to change things for better at the very least upon ur own life, let’s take a moment at the world for example, if the politics and system are pre determined , then there is no point i spending the energy and time on them, bc this only works to sustains their delusions longer , surely we can still tackle world events, but without following the lesser, or constantly feeling the big nasty machine our energy time and even attention, bc this only works to feed the delusional people that they are important and their actions have merit, meanwhile what this is that it’s a toxic entanglement resulting form a great illusion that has long gone under our radar, acting as if we do have power to change things via facade of inclusion, but in all actuality, they feed off this energy and attention very much in the same way that being rich and famous does to people , then we can focus on what we have instead and let everything else solve itself naturally, for the less likely we are to focus on the wrong things the less likely they are to grieve to this disproportionate heights in the first place ! that’s just too much attention to the wrong thing and for too long, that at some points we must accept our losses, such as loss of energy and our precious time, that we might have invested so far , with little to no return, but we gained vital facts about life that can never be undone or taken from us, which we take to the next level that avails us in the act of acceptance

when we discover what is and isn’t in our persona power, we are amplifying the authentic development of the world rather than take part in the illusion of resistance for good change, for there is a small but very important difference there since we are dealing with strong greed of others where their cheapness has ruined so many things in this world , so we have a chicle, either continue to feed our precious selves into the deception of the world, or become free from it, regardless to past plans, contracts, and the like, bc if the contracts and agreements were build on secrecy, then in truth u didn’t sign up for this, which only means that bc there is presence of foul play, this cancels the previous agreements , entirely, from which u can then move forward and discover where u truly belong, and u don’t have to give up everything bc this is not what acceptance means it’s not black and white as it seems ; it’s not yeu or nay, the whole idea is to discover ur true power and move in ur own true power to bring essential change, u don’t need institutions for that, especially if institutions have leaven to be agaisnt human rights , then fighting for good change becomes all the more available for u in the long term, u just have to find the right approach , that’s what acceptance works in ur favour, and u may have to be brave about the whole thing bc the more essential a given change is the more likely it’s gonna be shrouded in lies and deception such as death threats, and other criminal potential activities to exert its control over u, perhaps bc they notice ur true power and savoury to bring good change which threatened their power and obligation to dominate others in an effort to save their ego and pride and greed that gives them any meaning about this life at all , we may say that these corrosive methods have long been outdated and overplayed that we no longer fs victim at its whims, a natural dedlent of acceptance is that after a given objedirve repeats itself tok many times , the acceptance crimes naturally, where as in the last u might have thought u could never change, or accept difficult ugly truths about institutions and life and even people once trusted and looked up to,

so that u can become a better version of urself , not just another brick on their wall , or number on their statistics bc that’s just too convenient for the greedy yo keep getting away with , same old shit, even though they dress it up as nicely, or modernize it, or appropriate us, in our ever expanding consciences and self righteousness i mean what did i think spiritual wars is about ? that’s why we have theories on narcs bc they feed off this stuff and then act self righteous for u to a attention to them or believe that they are up to any good , and so what if they are threatening and dangerous, people are left with what they do, nobody makes u do anything , if u pul the trigger that’s on u, if u poison the people that’s on u, if u hurt people for ur selfish greed and hate, that’s just a testament of who u are and that means that u will have a hard life, even though u may be very good at hiding it with fake metals and fake accolades , those are just the continuity of ssitrwcfinwnndnullisijnnof succeed, very much like talk show hosts or tv shows where u get prompted to clap, and laugh, but in truth it’s just for show, regardless, bc the underlying conditions are not honest, these individuals will never find peace , except that we must accept we must remove ourselves from their lives entirely for this to work efficiency , bc they do feed off our attention and energy , and we may have to downsize, eat less, live down here else, have to relocate and do diffuse things to find some degree of our humanity , to be restored, and that too requires a degree of acceptance, and then find our people who support us , who will help us navigate what we need to navigate to help bring true just be and real sustainable change for the world, at the very least , if ur in a position to just live ur life in absolute peace and quiet regardless of what’s happening in the world , then itself supplement vital informelle into the world, where ur vibes and frequencies help lift up societies naturally, eventually the bad guys will have to rise to the level to meet us there if they truly are deprived and want to

reconnect

hormonal attachments

the hormonal component to our lives is a complicated matter, but it’s the language that bridges the thoughts and the emotions , or the mind and the organs, or the many interactions that take place , in between the plaited, hormones are represented or to ebbs and flows and they can be chemical in impulse when they are not managed right or are not noticed entirely as their full function, in our lives we experience many things,; from interactions to our own assimilation of the events that take place, both in our lives and the world at large which then reflect in the way our hormones form these bridges between the dualities that are available inside our bodies, hormones serve many functions, though attachment is one of the issues that itself might face, perhaps bc we do not notice some of these interactions as they are , we try to make them as we think they must be instead, and other times, we don’t think that particular imbalance is due to the hormonal imbalances found therein , some of these can be biological indeed, as we cannot counter every obstacle that our biology might face but knowing some of the basics can help us adapt, since life is about change and adaptation, the role of hormones and adaptation plays a huge one , we may think that hormones are only strictly remain to our early development but fail to notice that they have their own maturation process in the most intrinsic ways , bc we expect only external conditions of role of hormones we tend to miss this one important step, we think that’s, hormones are strictly depends on what’s immediately noticeable, and therefore want a step by step instructions o n how to manage them, and often we fear our hormones for what could go wrong, but are not available ourselves in order to receive them, and as a result of that, we get surprised at certain instances where we may react insted for respond, or be in a way that we didn’t want to be, or say things that we didn’t intend, or be the person we are against, much like, this is out of my control, i am simply being guided by this invincible force that i can’t take responsibility for mindset

ah the duality in the entire is wonderful is it not ? it’s nice when it’s balanced , not so nice when it’s out of whack , we may contradict our selves in our own nature or experience extreme hardship, perhaps by our doing which we do not notice bc we u can see aside from hormones there are thoughts , a mind that comprehends , and heart , smth that’s capable of good and bad, opens and closes, , chooses and the forgets its choice, speaks over , what itself might know, only bc, of pride and ego, sounds of which we may rely on more so than these intersections bc it’s easy, or that we are taught these as separate, whereas there is a strong relationships between all, much like an equalizer in music making, u have all these dials but it’s up to u and be better hearing and better judgment as to how u wish to let the different sounds interact with each other , and here ur judgment is what sets the pace and the quality of the song, u might think, based on by ur intention , this is what people want, and miss a great opportunity to what u want instead , and others may notice ur intentions more clearly than u can especially when it concerns them, bc they have their own equalizer , bc also it concerns them, since u when entangled them in the mix of ur own song making

hormones can get us to attach to them without noticing we are attaching ourselves to them, we may think that certain things are gods will, or are happening in a way other then it actually is based on by our belief, and understanding , but fail to make these connections bc we may be disconnected from our true self, which tends to happen in a conditioning world, originally we leave home , our truth in our self as we are young bc we are told who we are , based on by the better understanding of others whose care we depend on, and to an extend this teaches us and saves us, but there is still a seed of true self inside , that is also ironically no self , it can’t truly be boxed or known , it is only revealed in time, due to its natural processes that it tends to grow, and we also have life challenges that he’ll enable and activate this, bc it is kind of like a giant that overtime falls asleep, perhaps the journey that brought us was exhausting , so being a baby, being coddled and cared for gives us this safe space, except world is it perfect , u can see many in their formative years starting life on the wrong foot , others are simply out of luck, they are lucky if they can overcome their dangers and survive and become the next stage of their lives that complements this overall development process , regardless, we notice that the more we know ourselves the more there is to know , worships this pertains more to our humanity than that seed of self that is also no self, for this is a strong representative of a duality that functions, in similar way that all other dualities are found in nature

this giant eventually wakes up from its slumber , some of these are instigate due to strong traumas and tribulations, others are simply coming to terms with processes, maybe ur experience is a benevolent one, for there are many different ways in which we can come to certain conclusions n , there need not one way that gets us there, much in the way that some folks do a much direct work, and then others, simply by the swift changes around them, are inspired , and are subconsciously adapt to processes that improve around them, again, the position of each person does not make them superior or inferior , regardless to our age and where we are from, who we think we are , who much we think we know about our life, the many processes that take places well as our claims to know each other ! bc itself is a process, it would be like trying to grasp smth that’s un grasp able , and control smth that keeps slipping from our hands, and keep constrained smth that keeps spilling out, it’s simply impossible task and it is a reference to our innate need to control things bc of the great unknown that we face at all times , we may think that our sense of control determines our path, this is true only to an extend , we are more apt at self control, which refers to self discipline and self conduct, for example if someone offends u would u chick all ur virtues out the door bc all of a sudden ur summoned to do gods will? even though the way u can get at it own a lies and deception? then how godly would u say u are, unless ur concept of god is a preferential way, which refers to u placing expectations to others but ur free from such, for some reason or other, that the same rules do not apply to u, then how can u say that ur intentions are benevolent or not coming from a place where u might need to carefully examine within urself, bc there could be a hormonal component there instead

especially in the case of offense, we tend to get our hormones in a bunch, we become puppets at their whims, becoming our small self instantaneously , becoming attached to the highs and bc the lows are very personal , we avert what’s essential to look at , we get mad instead, we can become destructor gods bc the inner self has awoken, but is itself its true self or is it simply projections of the mind on how u think u should be since there is a difference between the two? we always think that we know others best, bc this gives us sense of comfort in a uncertain way, we do this to our self, by statements such as i like doing this i dot like doing tht , i tend to be like this i really refrain from that, which is to an extend ok, so long a su irise the purpose of such , likes and dislike , without causing urself self implicated constrictions, and or making excuse for what u can and cannot do, such as extreme victim mindset, or competitions with others in places where there need to be none, and then there is intersections with others, our loved ones, where we feel superior depending on our position in their life as well as our consistencies and otherwise that may feel is adequate and these are all chemical to us bc of their impulsiveness and what they may infinite and challenge that arbitrary self we tend to protect as opposite to our true self which has no specific identity but is inspired purely on love

we can also feel we must identify and label everyone else in individuals classes and groups bc this can give us a sense of control by knowing , to place others in their place gives us a sense of clarity in a obscure world and gives us advantage and security during tough uncertain times , and while preconceived notion scan serve some purpose they also tend to work opposite in extreme cases, such as excess hardship and loneliness and isolation bc nobody will wanna hang out with u if u excessively control and criticize others , or make them feel inadequate, or assume knowledge over smth even they can not know, they will naturally avoid u when they notice smth is not kosher ; bc at the end of the day, what everyone wants to do is not be so excessively attached to a world in transit, itself changes and we do our best to adapt including our own processes, and in the process of our being we tend to choose authentic healthy interactions , that benefit us , and then, bc by being benefit to others we feel a natural reward, so anything less than it tends to cause people to want to be alone as opposed to want to share their precious time and energy with others who keep bringing them down bc of their inauthenticity

then there is our assimilation of the world, we may pick and chose what is and is not appropriate, but not notice that the way we respond to the world is a hormonal attachment, such as defending and refraining from certain conditions which can cause us highs and lows in our own system and daily rhythm , and thereby we may not notice that this may imoext our natural system in ways that can be healthy or unhealthy, such as our interaction with extreme life conditions, such as stressful lives and our mortality, impending events , quality of the world, where it may be headed, now of everyone has a role in it the hrher small or large didn’t matter , bc there are those who are capable to do somethings and others, benefit from this and in turn they are doing well in their capacity to complement other things all of which come together as make a whole spectrum so letting go attachments releases negative side effects such as anger jealousy greed and competition which can get us to give up lying for the sake of attachment itself making for self survival or necessity bc it’s accustomed and normalized in the world so much , that we do not notice it’s a toxic byproduct of false sense of going about things , we may think that simply by belief things will change we often hear things like ah yes the whole universe is mental and ur mind has so much power but we do not know what this power refers to most, or its true purpose much like our heart process,

or love or feeling a that complement our lives, we may think either by feeling them or muting them we are alright , but there is a purpose to all these whether of u think they are good or bad, those are product of some hormonal balance or otherwise bc of our conditioning and bluish well or adaptable we are to that which is true and authentic , and here we need the process of everything coming together for us to figure out, and that no elon’s way ever works for everyone, for each person determines this via their own tier path, and personal experience , where they cultivate that inner seedling that is to their own, like ur own fingerprint or more so in the intrinsic sense ur blue print of life which cannot be determined by anything external arbitrary or facade such as how we have thus superfluous intersections or systems and ways in which there is potential there, but we have not fully got the gist of it yet bc we are still in the process of shedding our own unwanted conditioning and don’t mire tee to ourselves , all of which brings us to this one notion, to let go or keep holding g on, and if so and so, which is to be kept up, and which is to be released , often when we ask ourselves our own intention about smth , it is revealed to us itself can tell u, what u already know bc it’s ur self , even tho it’s no self , u may deny why is revealed to u even in this state and assume by what u think u feel or know , but that’s just the part in which to each their own, perhaps that’s why life is so colourful and diverse , we are meant to complements kaleidoscopic experiences that are in the manifolds, that continue to unfold and become brand new, layer after layer , and as we get older we notice that symbolism there , of what it means to self control, discipline , and letting go, exactly what is needed to be released

the purpose of learning

is in the ease of life, more so than competition, for competition denotes to a sort of lack, that we must fight against each other to get at, more so than the quality of our learning and heat we do with what we gain, for that reason, the act of sharing information switches gears, from being direct honest and true to being shrouded, hidden in plain sight, often we think we understands but it all depends on our articulate mind, how well do we understand a particular type of information , and what we wish to do with it is concomitant to our lifestyles , and our inner processes more so than the information itself, we may think that we have a n advantage over others by “knowing “ smth, we may hide this or be more keen at being superior to our kin, for the act of competition often breeds animosities, and places relationships , and quality do connections as a secondary to what we think we understand, surely some competition is healthy for people, first of all, u can compete with ur former self, how were u versus how u are today goes through many processes, there is consciousness that expands , shifts and changes with ides changes, ebbs and flows, there is ur body, so ur biology changes and u must keep up with that , and then there is ur heart, the quality of ur feelings and how well u are versed to the language of ur own heart consciousness also has its own transformation , u might be closed up, maybe hurt, and bitter about things, or u manage to remain open regardless to many of life’s challenges, and there is no wrong or right in this, it’s just a way of figuring out how u can utilise ur own information , to determine what to do with worldly data , its a great place to start and ur soul know la this , but ofc there is a minor issue that u might be confronted with, competition in the world connects a lot of our in we theories, and here is where we might forget this self work, bc of the worlds work tends to supersede and even dominate our one inner path, often time sleep g us devoid of reason, or how we begin our own life, the big dreams , the many potential that used to be before us which seem to dwindle over time, the older we get the more vulnerable we may feel in our vilifies, the generalities of acceptables in societies as to the superfluous requirements for success is needed such as only for the young and the beautiful, pls note here , both young and beautiful were never meant to be conceptualize to be commodities for success but were meant to be nurtured for the upcoming n generations quality depends on how well each of us do our own part where we see at , rather than compete with it

ofc we can’t exactly be a effective teacher or teach soundly, there’s, if at all, if we are not capable of leaning ourselves , it simply does not suffice to memorize things and copy and paste , bc then our intention of this tends to transmit no matter how clever we think we are at shrouding it, and becomes part of the overall lesson, so it’s like having a little bit of colour inside clear water doing the same , u may not notice it’s there, but it’s there and that makes it different than otherwise clear water , can we say , at the very least , to fake things until u make it to be bette ethan not try at all? i’m still working on this but , sometimes this can be the very thing that holds us back fro otherwise need to break out of a bad habit that harms everyone , and confuses things for us all bc the distinction is so small, we end up losing so much time and effort on wrong things , bc we think it has apparence of right, so the intentions are often noted as “to each their own” and bc this is a “free world” they are free to be bad, and u too are free to not administer urself to it, so this would be the true sense of duality acting as human bodies, on one side there are those with bad intentions and then there are those who are incapable of being fooled, we may wonder well , where would this take us? it can very well lead us to our collective destruction ofc ! that’s the worst case scenario at least , we can finally say, ah good riddance world, goodbye life, and all things good and fine like chocolate cups or coffee or music, u may bask in thee wonders of life till the last nano second of ur breath , knowing that u did ur best , and that’s the healthy type of competition bc u we’re not dismayed regardless to what u we’re faced with , and were trying to press on ur buttons to get u to meet them at their level instead , no u didn’t, and because of that, regardless of what happened , u we’re free from its negative side effects that most cases usually come with as hidden attachment to intention and free will,

we may not know this but ultimate lessons are often unruly and unrecognized , we only have what appears to be socially available to us all, such as food and water scarcity, or sharing the goods this world offers equally, or be benevolent in the face of hardship, or demystify ourselves from our self inflicted delusions and illusions that we tend to decorate ourselves with to hide in plain sight, or our own hearts , where we appear as one way but feel another , or where we think we can lie so succinct thinking that itself has no consequences to what we think hides too well only bc it’s interim i and it tangible at the courts, unless we are truly found out, lie between ur teeth unless ur found out is such a bad theory u may wonder where does a person learn such a thing ? then u look at the word, itself promotes lying as a way of self survival, where the person may feel compelled to compete with smth far greater than itself, for its self sustainability much like warfare bc then u notice , if u were to tell the truths and all the truths it would sound smth like , i don’t want wars , well im gonna throw away all my weapons bc i think warfare is nasty business and it stinks it literally stinks bc of all the dead decomposing bodies, there’s blood piss and shit everywhere and i don’t wish to clean this up either , so i denounce wars , i don’t want it , sure but they are still pointing the gun at ya so what are u gonna do, die ? ofc the alternative is to become smth else, again , we are being forced to be , or lie , or be less than who we truly are, goes to show u that we have more to léane than what appears to be in history books, spiritual jargon, and even theories of all kind ! that u may wonder why, does anyone around here know what’s up? bc , this cannot be it, u didn’t evolutionary travel all the way here just to go out like a –

so here we are, two competitive elements, of life, on one side we have all these infomerons, that work to elevate our souls, and work up our minds, work out our bodies and revamp our soul, oh how wonderful it is to live a normal life where u go to school and focus on ur own lot, dream big to some day giving back to ur community, oh love , the compassion just overflows , the possibilities are endless , life is simply beautiful, u hang out with ur friends of similar mindsets, nobody bothers competing wither , bc everyone is simply existing in their own lanes ah and on the other hand, we have this , animosities , secrecy, political divide, business conundrum aid excess competition to where people literally suffer and die, be we age his resulting from all that , smth called class differences, ur or then ur less likely to do what i want with the time this world affords u, and forget ur energy , u can spend it on what others may dictate u to be, as opposed to dream big, u too might have had dreams but they took back burner and faded over time, may have replaced some others dreams instead , or bc of ur life circumstance, bc mistakes aren’t afforded the same between rich and the poor, u might be forced to adapt to ur own mistakes and ur hand, bc u don’t have enough money to bail u out much like a rich person can, but this doesn’t change the fear that our global issues face us all equally, even though it seem some of us are called out to do the work, whereas others sit back and enjoy the shit show, in a very deep way, we are all affected, and in a way, we are all missing a vital lesson, even thigh it may not seem like it, we want to feel like those who sacrificed their stay here for us to have a better life, and as for smth , but then we notice that things have way of getting undone anyway, which is bad for motivation and belief when u think of it, but

the issues face us regardless to what we believe, we may like to cast ourselves apart from the rest, that’s a contrarians take, which we see many examples of, maybe u think ur too astute to suffer, too posh to suffer and too kingly to do any dirty work that sometimes this world calls us out to do, and then there is the way in which we wish to do this work, which so where we return to these untold silent lessons we refuse to acknowledge and learn, so in an effort to supersede each other, we appropriate wisdom instead , bc we wish to not be associate with the ugliness of the world, we may even suggest that others are others business z c and that if they must suffer, its bc they are attracted to such conditions and we may wish to tell ourselves we have nothing to do with it bc we are here and they are there but in all truth of the matter we are all part of the same conundrums whether if we live on top of a hill or at the bottom of a garbage heap, it’s all the same, even though the dressings are different , and so is with wisdom and enlightenment , just bc some are quiet about things didn’t mean they don’t know any better C and we may see someone’s bad behaviour and assume that they are lost souls, but they could very well be reacting to a life stimulus in strong repeat bc that too happens , people are not living the same life conditions , that much we can see, the symbols here refers to things playing at large and things of small quantities also having some type of impact, then there is each individual processing the sam thing only in their own way, based on by their own development and conditions n and what is available in their own inner sphere of existence , which has nothing to do with their abilities more so than their conditioning , heck this whole human experience is one big conditioning , we may wonder why we fight about which conditioning is the correct one

there are three types

that we can learn, one is when we stand next to each other , the other is when we allow others to lead the way, so we follow them a bit from behind , given that we have their permission, and the other is mutual lead, which means that we are facing each other, and teaching each other as well as learning authentically, never in anywhere that someone has full authority to lead another by force by forcing them to be behind them at all times, bc first of all, u wouldn’t be at the same level, so there would be blind sits, secondly , they would be facing forward, so u won’t get to see all the body languages and whatnot that’s also necessary in the mix of leaning, and third, u are not occasionally facing each other, which is the best format bc then there is full transparency and reciprocity, however when there is excess leadership, with blind follow, there is tendency to turn around and look in the direction of the audience but only to force coerce and or shame them instead, and if there is someone walking beside u in this case, it’s usually to direct u or lead u to a place of their desires, especially if we combine the other two, blind follow and aggressive reciprocity , this third occurrence would be to lead u astray, not taking into account ur truth and person, even though itself has illusion of waking beside u, imagine the dead man walking, where there are two guards on each side, carrying a person to their death sentence or forever incarceration, which is not a leadership at all, in symbolic and literal terms , perhaps bc we prefer the art of secrecy , due to us being too clever for our own good, since with the latter, people tend to conceptualize strategies and theories to act better where’s there is no intrinsic fluidity or change that represents and honours the information or the self, let alone honour and recognize others as ur kin, when there is strong insistence on animosities for example the only option is to allow others to lead by example and lead by experience, instead of blind lead and blind follow which tend to create strong resistance to learn authentically for the sake of issues on the center of trust, and here we may note that when we have such strong conditioning to overcome, we can’t exactly expect things to change overnight , even though there is potential to change exponentially if we apply our mind, and are formidable to learn, this ability to learn and otherwise maybe akin to being manipulated, a person maybe privy about the whole thing bc there is a sort or mesmerizing effect to learning , i mean what is learning but applying urself to a new type of information and being changed forever by it, well maybe not forever bc things constantly change but a mind that’s exposed to particular type of data is not gonna un expose itself or unlearn , though there could be potential to update ones information or let go a particular false type of information almost entirely and too well, though again, this whole thing about conditioning and even manipulation , in the sense that one is being under hypnosis, is smth of a complex modes that come together in the art of adaptation to what it is we are being exposed to as well as who we are internally, we can’t exactly say that we are too vulnerable to such tactics without a degree of self availability , for the availability there in is not as it appears to be either, u may say oh maybe if ur too easy to be manipulated or tricked then u must have deserved it, for this is the way it is in this world, and maybe if u find urself suffering consequences of trusting blindly , or follow blindly, then u may have this as a karmic occurrence , and here we may assume that karma is always and often personal bad or negative , not as a means of being call to action on smth far greater than urself , where u may have smth that resonates with what is already established , and therefore become a willful player to its transcendence rather than useful idiot

surely we have to have established an inner authority foremost for the absolute agency is in our selves to direct and conduct ourselves wilfully, as well as discipline our selves thru out our experiences therein, learning our own limits, boundaries and so on, persia’s its in our shortcomings that’s where it’s at the work that we came here to participate in, other times , it’s the innate knowledge that helps others without expecting anything in return, such in cases where we may give effortlessly, and this may improve conditions for all in some way without force, but thru our own authenticity , and here we may be confronted with opposition, competition and denials, periods others may feel inferior bc things are often sold at a hefty price for this may challenge a way that has long been established on predictable ground where everyone flocks to wherever the juice is at, and whatever they can benefit from such as well, how can one best work on self for the work itself never seems to end, and we may get inkling as to what truly evolved being maybe but neve have the ability to reach it which may cause us to feel many inadequacies in the sleoruak realm such as competitions there as well as hierarchies but in truth, such hierarchies especially in re department of infinity, is not existent it’s just a product of our minds , our humanity, and whatever we have been strongly conditioned for during our stay here that gives us impressions, for if we still assume that there are better and worse among us in the intrinsic sense then we are thinking with solely our rational minds and are thus being led by some subconscious thought process that is not authentic , but we may very well mistake it as such, given by our intention of share as well as motivation to keep going , for example in the word where we are led strictly by finacial pursuers there ends up very inconsistent relationships and exchanges made, almost to exhaustion where we do not connect at soul or even heart, we are wrongly c medicines by our existentialism which tends to create unnecessary animosities from lack, and clear distinction between occurrences , and at how ran down this may seem? only to have the veil lifted from our purview , which usually takes place as we long as we stay, in our own expertise and maturity, but in hindsight, by then we may not be in the position it help much of it, and to notice that others among us know this, is the ultimate form of betrayal that one must ask the difficult question why tho, why exist in a way that cause further animosities instead of looks gin the direction of each other, such in the case of honest reciprocities in which case we would be less likely to covet and hide or double speak bc in looking at each other in the eye

we would discover each others and thereby our own humanity that humbles us naturally, for such states have long been happening even though spontaneously sometimes, its only when we retreat to our corners and spend some alone time that the articulate rational mind takes over again, forcing us and coercing us to its age old system, sometimes these thoughts aren’t even ours ! and we may try to befriend smth that’s foreign and does jot honour us, does not respect our boundaries , but barges in at odd times uninvited, and constantly pushing us to think and feel certain things that we have no wish to feel or think or that we do not wish to make friends with either , bc in our personal vicinity there is space expanse and here we all have access to all and everything already to seek info outside of self is purely the construct of human mind , surely there is distinction between someone who knows and someone who doesn’t , but that’s not the point here for the poor suggest complete control over others and compete dictation of this way of life to point where i’ll paint u a picture, we used to do this as kids when we watched tv, we would put it in mute and start guessing what they said on tv, such as actors, or encore or animals in whatever show we watched , now imagine someone is doing this to u, while they also micro manage ur life , every minute detail to split where ur too paralyzed with the influx of information or feedback , to a point where u can’t act, choose, or even live according to ur own right ! surely there is smth healthy in the self reflection on things we do, but this is aside from the artificiality of a mind either too preoccupied or paranoid, which can be counter intuitive to one’s authenticity let alone the accuracy or the feedback having any relativity to what one is actually experiencing , as the feedback often allows us to follow naturally that which signals to us, a particular type of insight, that can’t be faked , or plagiarized , such in the case of which, when we first become initiated to the ways of the world and the natural systems, there is excitement, much like a newness of smth, but then we may feel attached to this, excitement , and seem it at all times, where it’s missing , we may artificially generate excitement by extreme conditionings of ours to be projected outwardly, causing excess problem where there need be none, or feel any other development or continuity and even momentum of which that was initiated in th prior to be boring and even wrong and chuck it entirely , bc we may assume just bc the particularities have become normalized , it must no longer be as strong or that the absence do excitement is signal of smth being wrong, for these are attributes to various state did attachment and delusion of what’s happening as opposite to a flaw in our own reasoning , given that we are either being misled, or a particular teaching is partial, periods carefully designed to get us to challenge ourselves to a authentic breakthrough which lasts longer bc it can’t be faked or used for wrong, since we are living in a super smart world, which at times can be its own downfall when it’s not careful

fox this may be taken as lie, u may say well if u know smth say smth, and if u don’t say smth then ur lying bc ur augmenting smth based on by ur assumption that requires such manipulation in the first place , surely we can expect others to know how to determine what to do with which they are exposed to a parocular type of data, but things of good nature are often bastardized in this world if u carefully examine some last conditions that led us to here, occurrence did eh h have evolved to this point where initially they started with good intentions but somewhere down the line, much like television set, it was used for pure evil intentions to cause certain cknrrolnsnon people that we still see its strong negative results to date let alone the bad habit is not recognized and or rectified in a way we can purify these channels of operation for the initial intention that they were produced in the first place , this is difficult to do in examining our life in various contexts, much like string conditioning bc many of these operations are done by people like us and u need not look further than urslef to determine how dodddult it is to break out of old habits and bad occurrences of ur own doing , that u may come to , a few more times , not at will, unless ur keen and strongly determined to change and shift right away, usually a signifier of young versus sold where the expertise is what pays off here or is clearly measured, but here in this world we also see this back words theory that kids must suffer at every little inconvenience given that we assuage they are small version of what grows into a much bigger problem if we don’t squash it when it’s small, whereas what works at large still runs wild, and we don’t make the connection that kids learn from their environment, and are not born to be doing this or that in the first place , we may know the distinction but we can put the two side by side for honest comparison, for the better sense of understanding the nature of conditioning that has upon a human being in the first place bc that would end the game ! that would be the end , it’s over now we move on from what we thought was to what we could become bc the our minds are free to be their own true self , without the articulate if input and without us seeking constant out of ourselves as to who we are and what we need to do with ,our life and time , we may feel if we have someone to blame , then we can be exempt from personal responsibly for our life existence and the choices we make which generates safety from a very volatile world and especially during tough times where u must protect ur home, u may lie to ur children and entretien them with actions and laughter even when u must be drafted to warfare or do extreme things in excitement conditions that one knows n’ont to tell children for this may severely disturb them, but at some point we must mature up , open our eyes, and even though the cocoon has served a purpose , sure , and it can very well be abused, yes, where u constantly want to be babied or cannot take personal responsibility bc it’s just too scary! to know whereas there’s not enough information does require a degree of approach where by which u then do not make irrevocable mistake and people know that, bc they didn’t arrive at this day overnight even though it may seem like it

perhaps bc we are apprehensive about looking back ourselves, afraid to see what is behind us, or that we assume that when we are ahead this puts us at a greater advantage, so we rush and hurry thru life, and looking back can only break our heart, or does not serve us in some way, we may even get paranoid about the belle thing , we don’t know who is behind us, and whether if there is anyone at that! maybe it’s all in our minds, and we may get paranoid about the who’s thing, unable to relax, which puts a stress on our system, and we may feel more compelled to compete with those around us, who may walk the way with us in the same direction, maybe some turn led for right, others cross our path, maybe some rude ones may block our way, or stop us in our tracks bc they jump in front of us, much like a haphazard crossing, much like the mental traffics , where we may have a good day but then be disturbed by indication of a particular type of thought and then our day goes south, or we feel we must be in a certain way that allows us to fit in to society , so we appropriate without thinking twice about it, we are acting on smth that only seems to come natural much like articulate thoughts that seem natural, or an invincible script that we follow, where we are compelled to say and do things against our very will! where does it all come from? a dream? and who gets to say even our dreams are safe from such ordeal of artificial induction of what we think we’re are or should be drawn to? u may say that a degree of self discipline comes with a depth of self knowing , and that should suffice to tell the two apart, between what’s real and what’s artificial but it doesn’t end there, bc there are many concerns that being us to spot of occurrence where by which we may feel compelled to hang onto objectives longer than we should particularly we fear of losing our traction , especially when we are not being reciprocated but even we know this , when u learn smth say for example how to ride a bike and then stop ur practice for say ten or twenty years , not only that ur info is not lost, but u took ur skills to all areas of ur life even though u weren’t actively riding ur bike during that time, there is overlapping information that can serve more then one purpose in the same way our skills doing very much the same, though in determining what’s worth to lead and what is worth to follow , we may look to the quality of our surrounding, and notice that we have two choices, either see that we have advantage over our kin, and do one way, or notice the perils of our society, and be self willing to learn from it, and that can help us determine the distinction about clear objrdirves, especially when some are designed to trick us or get us to think of its benevolence whereas there are lessons there , but entirely wrong or bad , but whose lessons u might ask bc in a world of projections there are apt to be lots of reflections , especially externally , which generates illusions of what is bc we project outwardly that which is our own, and then we also in turn exploit others privacy in doing the same, as a means to balance the inconsistency of the natural way of coming to balance between that which needs to be learned and that which is to be shared .

the super smart reality theory

this suggests that we always have to dumb things down or else people will get too clever for their own good, almost always conceptualizing and theorizing studies and texts, or particular types of behaviours and realize them , perhaps because we cannot do own things without concerning ourselves with all other things that convey a particular type of life, and in delving in the particularities of living, we notice the variations , from each variation we can break things down further, but here is where we tend to get lazy , bc it’s very very extremely complicated to actually do this and it takes too much time, often causing us to , sadly , be forced to trust others in the diligence of their work, and coming back to the super smart reality theory, any advances can apply here , especially when we are not looking or checking others work, we may have placed system where some of these occur naturally, but even in conveying such systems to full function, there are grey areas which can be easily opportunités by those who have developed a keen eye, now i don’t know why people would live like that! it’s hard to determine what is in anyones heart really, u can be a mind reader all u want, words can be cooked and pasted easy, types of languages can be adhered to, we all do it, but the merits behind each word is up to each persons personal frequencies homing device that is natural and within, appropriate to one’s own spiritual level and development, as well as that inner thing that transcends , are u urself opportunistic ? perhaps ur a bit too pessimistic at times, maybe u wish to lean on the theory of a particular mindset that suggests maybe just maybe things see this way and they can’t be altered and thereby u must too get on with the program of covetousness and being silently evil in ur intentions and and priori ding urself in a very selfish way , regardless to how ur appear on the outside, such as be benevolent and smart, or extremely kind at times, which is no pro me if u truly mean it, again it’s all about the contents of our heart , we may or may not have developed a keen interest in deepening our relationship with ourselves one way to do this has long been spoken about , it’s called introspective studies into ur true self, without filters , to a point where u no longer go way back bc u have done ur preliminary work and u got all these mental beaten tracks that tend to evolve and remove the muck of delusion each time u make the visits to a point where ur looking back as u move forward while u bask in the now moment , it’s hard to believe , that much is true, for we hear things like if u r meditating as u “do things” how ten can u proclaim presence ? and calm mind ? well maybe that’s how we are supposed to love, and not just calculated mind , of minute detail as to whether if our strategies of conning others is working , and in looking toward the futur i need not look far, in the new york city theory of surviving the city, its often said that u need not look further than the tip of ur nose initially, only after u establish some solid grounds from which then u spring further , u can then see the trajectory of wider but it takes time effort and hard work to get there

now u may wonder what the heck is super smart reality theory ? well it’s smth like when we say things of one love and one mind, and then set out to adjust our actions according to the like of it whereas actually really delve in to what this means at all, we may notice that love is a powerful force for example, and maybe we feel inferior in its place , often seeking seres where we can abuse this power, how we can abuse this power and what we can do with this power to continue doing what we do best; manipulate others in the guise of being mind whereas seeking our self interest , we may think that simply stating word love we are free from any past afflictions all of a sudden the slate is clean ah look how nice i am , for u have changed and my last no longer has a hold on me what? ofc it’s not that way, for every action there’s equal or opposite reaction, u will still have to swim thru the shit of ur own make, it’s as simple as passing stool , just bc smth left u down r mean it ends there, u stil have to make sure u keep ur area clean as well as urself, and then u may be hungry thereafter bc that’s how this particular system works , so make sure u do not get urslf lost in analogies either, in deciphering meanings, and here , u may proclaim change , and maybe what we truly want is that we already are super smart , but we don’t want others to get as smart as we are bc then we wouldn’t be so smart anymore if everyone was smart , then we wouldn’t feel exceptionally special bc everyone else would be sort of like us, or we think others will be abusive of facts, then we wouldn’t stand out from the rest in our own abusiveness and make this may make it difficult for us to abuse our own power , we would feel very vulnerable thus, in our transparency, especially if we are not used to such ways of existing , maybe what’s apparent for us is it that apparent, maybe it already is apparent, that we may never know if everyone is transparent, a paradox, or maybe we think others will take advantage of a situation that begs to be abused and we could have been it, only if we weren’t so selfless, for in the art of overcoming obstacles, we often are conditioned with competitiveness and illusion of lack, but this illusion is only illusion bc of its permeability, not bc it’s not a fact or fester that runs thru ur life, the illusion here suggests the systematics rather than facts, but they become facts because of their stationary ness and here we refer to things of that sort often unchangeable, ah so, u got screwed eh? well u need to be tougher bc it’s what it is , did u get tricked into smth that wasn’t what u though it was? well u should have thought about that before u trusted them, and so on, but in actuality, most people will lie between their teeth to save themselves, regardless to what’s going on inside, they could be damn near heart attack bc of théier lie, but still won’t blink twice when they lie between their teeth it’s what it is

here we refer to our existentialism ah what a smart way to live, we feel super godly at one time and at another at the whims of systems that can make us feel like a paper , bc everything is recorded on paper and we have these rules of conduct and it’s not perfect and you know as human beings we are too smart for our own good at times , even in adhering to currency of systems we abuse it , either if we operate it or are the operation , everyone fucks someone at some point in time, there is absislitely no chill to what we are capable of and maybe this is due to our mortality and vulnerability, bc as u can see we are living at the edge of life baby! at any time u can run out of money and become homeless phew oh what rush that is given u have many examples of how that can be or impact ur health and life in realty, or the mere fact that most pursuits about our society is very boring , we are often stuck when we are young having to listen to our parents do this don’t do that only to grow up to hear the same from other human beings some even younger than us, just bc they operate the systems and u must think about how dignified that can be but it’s one thing if we are doing it well and just and it’s another if it’s downright demanding disrespectful of what it even means to be here for as long as u have been with the wisdom u may have gained but nobody cares about it ur smart but like a light bulb that sits in a box , even if someone out of their good will donated u to a second hand store and someone got u and put u on, others may not blink twice they may say ah that’s ancient look at what modern technology we have , these LED lights and so on, but u try, and u tried , and u may wonder why we even get through here, hence the existentialism and maybe a hint of pessimism in the mix that comes natural to being human, we feel all kinds of specialties , but we don’t know how to make use of any of it and as a result of such we feel wasted, and this wastefulness is everywhere just bc we can’t trust each other, perhaps bc we are super smart already, and it’s much better to work for nothing , and be productive for the sake of productivity than become efficient in our mutual trust that can make things much much easier for us all , sans waste, which includes well our own lives

though u may be keen on utilizing what with all u have u may feel defeated long term, at times this is necessary , for such defeat is a blessing in disguise , it allows us to take a evolutionary step back and recalibrate our selves in our intentions as might , we may say that we never wanna feel certain things so we tend to create a system that allows us to avoid those potential pit falls as opposed to examine them ( in exercise we often say u gotta work out that which u avoid, perhaps we can apply that theory here to that which we wish to avoid vehemently, to be priority in the mix of navigating our feels ) , that much is true bc we are that smart , for if we continually allow ourselves to get ourselves in a spiritual muck, would we consider ourselves genius’s ? ofc not, for the art of being smart is to eliminate discomfort and become efficient in one’s mode of ethics, ethics, bc what u do comes back to u, either if it’s positive or negative in some shape or form, and since ur smart u already know this, so u may act ethical along those lines, and here we think often of how we are seen versus how we truly are in our intrinsic value that we may bring with us, here we may also notice what others may already know or convey, sometimes a story teller has to set the stage before he props all the actors u have to have some type of grounds , paint a picture first , then introduce the points that u wish to make, and when we se the stationeries of the picture we don’t think outside the picture the hands that made it and why , we may simply be led by the nose of our emotions to smth we weren’t ready for , such as how spirituality tends to work , when it’s not kosher, and the we may feel more lain and suffering only bc of our own inner boxed up nature, for the sake of adaptability and maybe d we also want to appear kind , bc there is time and effort in setting up such a stage so we may already know such modalities and normalcies to be in kind, and necessary for the nurturing and maintenance of our relationships , even though the stage master has other intentions , u we can say that their hidden intentions and ours may be a perfect match ! even though we are doing this in a un repu way, while they wanna deceive u with one objective, which is to take ur emotions for a ride, so that they can manipulate ur thought processes, u do the opposite, while u feel constrictions inside, u may continue with the appropriate feelings and modalities and on the exterior to display appreciation for their hard work and effort , even though internally u may not notice ur simply responding to natural stimuli as it occurs, and think that ur simply using ur free will, surely its free but just bc its free doesn’t mean it does not come with hidden attachments , ur only acting on ur one inner impulses as they transpire and transcend ur reality around the reality of others , in truth, ur co creating smth u both do not fully grasp or understand bc of ur fragmented reality, but ur both trying and that’s good thing , eventually we can get to a point where we notice that the only person we trick is ourselves , regardless to how things may seem bc of the natural laws that govern us are not hackable nor are they augmentable by the trials and errors of human mind

surely we may think that our feeling are the problem here ! they are only as much as the depth of relationships ur heart has with ur mind actually otherwise feelings in our life quite joyful when applied correctly and are not the enemy here the true enemy is the product of our minds, that assumes things as one way whereas they r another but this is not our fault, its only bc of the rigidity of our reality that expects from us, to be like robots, we must do this and that, at any cost, we see that human life has not been noticed much only in hierarchies where only handful of people get to enjoy the crème of the crop whereas others may simply become fodder for the ground where the we cultivate more bullshit as we like, and we lie between our teeth we say things like well god loves me god is great for i’m blessed but then on the other side of the world some poor shmuck dies a preventable death, caused by the atrocities of another and we shrug our shoulders and bc there is a strong contradiction in the way we may feel about our lot, assume that it’s bc of their karma ah so they came here precisely to experience that? and my absolute favorite, that we chose to come here and chose our parents and where we landed on earth, maybe that part is the randomness or the cosmic joke , we think as real, with the projection of our minds, and in theory… but , are u sure about that buddy? whoever in their right minds decided to come to this planet after the evolutions of their soul path , and thru the act of birth which in and of itself is a complex theory and a miracle at that , the make it , it’s a miracle that it even happens at all! and then survive the formative years which itself is quite a challenge bc we are wild baby! we are like animals, we fight and kill or be killed, and also very human, but , that’s is in our dna we think all this nurturing comes naturally but in truth it’s all about reflections , and theories and models abound , including the systemically that work to sustain us, we hallmark everything so succinctly , it all sterilized , but in there life is messy, and we can’t lie about ourselves for it, especially when at large such animosities run wild, from abusing animals to get our food , to abusing each other to get our lot situated, no matter how well dressed we may be, or how sophisticated our language is this is the truth , perhaps in our deep sense of fear and instability of truths we may think well if i am grateful then my bounties and blessings won’t dissipate ( but this is finite stuff, it doesn’t exactly happen magically, it can be sourced and rooted out easy by simply paying attention to how things operate ) maybe they were not appreciative that’s why they have such bad luck, perhaps u can’t twist ur mind into the logistics of our reality , u can’t be blamed for that! bc it’s still in production , there is far too many objrdirves to touch on, when you also have urself in the mix of evolution and here bc we are dealing with so many neuroses , it’s very much like the equivalence of too many cooks in the kitchen but not enough farmers, cultivators, the menu itself is not written, and then hungry people barge in and destroy everything bc they are too hungry and there is simply not enough for them

what does it mean to have courage ?

such bravery may require some preliminary work ahead of time, as we can see , human nature is a bit complex, so when we leave things to last minute, then our last ditch efforts to bravery ends up being sloppy and even dangerous, bravery, or in other words, our age is the anti dote to fear, though we may notice that fear has a purpose aside from being courageous all the time, perhaps we can say that we misunderstand this nature bc itself poses a danger , usually during dangeous situations we wanna turn away immediately perhaps take cover and make sure that we safe keep our person, or depending on the context of the matter, we may cease action , and thus may cause further doubt, which can lead to paranoid thoughts, which can feed on as toxic cycle of negative takings, and some times what we are doing here is to reach our brains of the constant feedback of negativity, as there is a inter relationship between us and the world around us, we may attract equivalent of our frequencies, often times seeing the associated things which continue to strengthen the original negative cause, then we can see such bravery to cut thru the illusion and delusion could be very likely ,and we can see the implication of impulsiveness here or extreme actions to be also not that great for being brave does not mean be haphazard in action or react to every negative thing u hear in text if a particular data comes ur way trying to get u to do smth, it is essential to relax and meditate on the informations palpability than simply react in expletives since this would only mean ur impulsive nature , but also this means ur human, for we have not easy way of experiencing our life thru this world and we tend to acquire wounds along the way, some others are more invincible, on emotional and mental ways as well that at a instance of junction where ur wounds are pressed its only natural that u may react worry or retract to a past version of urself, not bc the work u have done is frivolous but bc it’s that much harder to overcome suffering than avoid it even though the opposite can be well said , but then we would expect perfection at all times and never get to love which is also a form of cowardice , so here we may notice that such relationship between slowing down enough to recognize what ur working with and having courage to move through life and somewhat interlinked and the more we work to balance between the two the less likely that we will give into the negative condition of both , for they tend to cause more implications than suppose solutions, if we consider for example , u can be brave and courageous on smth that is entirely wrong and cause much harm than good , such as eliminating others to win at something , surely there could be truth there that is concomitant to true process of what u may be part of such as sports or perhaps ur professional life but even in the case of such, we must be careful not to cause any harm especially when we act in the maw of courage ; and in the same way that we may refer to fear as weakness, then if we do not know what we are doing , by doing anything for the sake of a oppressing as not scared , can we say that our actions would then not have consequences ? then we may also add to this internal fear more the more we deny or reject that perhaps it’s not in what we do but how we do it and why that sets the pace and colours our purview in the way that we can also see clearly such inter relationships and then work to determine a much clearer way of handing conflict ? ( here the conflict is rather internal bc ur either acting based on by what others dictate or acting on ur own person, with the latter being more direct clear and maybe even authentic to the degree by which u can handle the issues that may arise along the way, whereas with the former , u may feel greater doubt at ur person, often threatening the trust u may have with urself , and that come with severe consequences in the way u live )

now ofc the issues abound are different , there are direct experiences and gen those that are non dire dot , we may or may not know who we are communicating with at all times , the astral space is a traffic of thought some flow others in severe conjunction with each other , in the same way this projects within, bc we constantly pick up on these frequencies even though we do not actively seek them out , then there is concept of god or faith , there are variations of belief systems that can get us to believe in a voice or sound or resounding smth that helps be our guide, or maybe it’s our higher self , but how can we tell these voices apart ? ofc there has to be a degree of trials and errors but if we constantly deny reject and resist this, then when push comes to shove, as exampled by the way covid happened and where people already had their trust in the system and each other already severely tested , to be very conjunctional in the way all decided to behave in ways that forces us to prioritize our own survival ability, effects of which are felt to date, and u can see when our existential is tested how “ brave “ we can get , even if we may be mistaken about the whole ordeal! and perhaps by the way certain messages are delivered to us daily, some from friends and family? others from colleagues, yet others are not that personal such as media and entertainment, as well as books and other forms of expression that work to do the same, we may think that our initiation may be the baseline we can utilize to flourish all our thoughts theresfrr such as getting involved in politics or being part of smth , that attributes to “ ur side” or the matter, which works to duplicate u in ur ways , and confirm and validate that ur thoughts actions and way of living is valid, to support u in ur argument and survival ability which tends to generate sense of care, and security, but without any tangibility that u can determine around u, other than recruiting u to partake in smth that only requires due bravery, u may then think well i don’t have enough information on this subject and take a look at the other end of the spectrum only to notice that there are info there as well but depending on how well u might have done jut inner work, that means , pay attention to the one who walks not just the path or ur surroundings only, bc it’s only a matter of time where u might notice that ur only reacting to ur surroundings and impulsiveness of ur nature which may have gained momentum, and become like a machine rather than an organic being, whose inner establishment already recognizes that when in doubt always apply love, and that being brave and strong don’t always mean be like hulk , and destroy everything that may pose a danger to u without validation and clarity, which we have seen many examples of in the last four years due to covid causing people to flip flop on objrdirves as they didn’t know who to trust especially in the company of severe conjunction la opinions that were way too far apart from one another, literally one said turn right and the other said turn left , and both of which expected from people to act, act or else u might die, act or else u might cause hurt to others , act or ur loved ones will be severely hurt, and this acting without much oversight is what caused a ton of chaos and defects of which we are recovering from still, but u may notice, the false application of bravery can often hurt someone and even cost them their life , when the ground is faulty and when they have an entirely different level of evolution than u and i

this action that’s expected from us everyday happens in macro and micro reality, in our everyday dealings on things big and small, immediate and long term, we may hear from family and friends the same objectives that work to support this side or that, there is always a bad guy to eliminate, someone who is in charge of why ur life sucks and we hear that we must “ do smth” or else our life is slipping from us, i think this is only byproduct of what instigated covid , much like a shadow trails of faulty set of thoughts that have took traction due to the heat of , metal, that is still in the transit of taking shape and form, so we may , notice that this heat of emergency causing melting of the prior shape, for we may require some type of change anyway, as change is overdue, and often times , it’s during heightened states of our lives that this great change is implemented both naturally and artificially, now naturally bc we have also held back ourselves collectively, from necessary things that needs to be done timely, things such as all the facts we might have gathered about our world, and reality; which attribute to our mortality, way of life, continuity of quality of life, and what still needs work, bc let’s face it, the developments never reached their full state, of potential , it was itself in transit which requires constant and careful change, not one that simply and strictly runs on bravery, bc we see the false states of bravery in places thru our it’s developments and we can also notice that this bravery often complements great loss, great hardship as well as avoidable suffering and deaths especially when examined in hindsight, u see hindsight does require a degree of courage to take a good look at everything , we often think ah that means i’m gonna live in the past , fear, and then keep going around in circles thinking that is change ! lol! we may easily equate small claim of victory to improvements , and then again the hindsight is often 20/20, we notice that excess hardship coupled by small claims to tiny pockets of victory often stuns our growth bc then we assume that’s work done, but in actuality it’s our exhaustion , and we get lax and lazy for a while while in monotonous progression , assuming that we still lie to ourselves that this is change and this is improvement, while reject deny and even forget the work that is necessary for facilitation of such, only to come to a grounds again due to accumulation of forces that naturally facilitate it, tend to give us a existential clue , which triggers our past traumas about the whole thing, and ofc we got lax didn’t we? do we have no basis’s established for the continuity of the skill set and insight, thereby forcing us in the same conundrum as before , with only token and place and maybe faces and our level of life stage being different , we assume to get math different out of it , while we also handle everything based on by what is familiar then what simply is , often placing our courage to doing the same thing over , for it offers the security we desperately seek, as opposed to , not exactly doing smth different for the sake of it being new, but allowing our courage to see the ugly truths that brought us here instead which is harder to do , bc they work to expose really, the truth behind everything and that’s tough to stomach , where most often than not, if our denial muscle is stronger , we may be brave about denying facts one more time for good measure before we truly begin to change

and u can see the way of the world already, after enough struggle hardship loss and lack of necessities people tend to give up rather than keep going , their bravery is to accept their fate, assuming that things won’t change , they may give into authority, give into their own toxic addictions, give into anger, haphazard feelings that are harder to sift thru, perhaps they give into laziness of life, or greed, or self cherishing thoughts very much like a pessimist would? well i am one person what can i being to the table and how can i change things for good ? perhaps its in the misdemeanour of our thought processes of what makes us who we are that we can give up like this on our own person? perhaps it is in the way things seem , that we may simply fit the bill , especially in someone else’s careful observation, but can we truly tell what smth is like for another ? especially when we ourselves are in discovery of self? we don’t even know ourself they we claim rights to another and assume their experience for them, perhksd its time for everyone to stop relying too much on others depiction of life, and determine their reality for them which seems intense but its all internal work really, bc we already have the groundwork for it, some call it meditation others call it dojo of ur soul where u do a lot of examination of what is and what not, so that ur prepared for the worst while u hope for the best , but again context matters here bc we may in our impulses make mistakes , and these mistakes can translate greatly in our external reality, especially if we are too keen on wanting to be right, or maybe we hold ill intentions toward others , we may think that some people have it better, and assume that this better is not appropriate in this world only bc of our jealousy or self contempt , but maybe we fear examining these inner impulses bc we don’t have the bravery to see the tiers, assuming that they will make us feel inadequate , and this inadequacy comes from somewhere , often times they put our lives we gain these wounds and someone made us feel this inadequacy which we wow to ourselves never to feel again , but later on we must have done great work bc we forget , but the feeling is still there as is the wound so when they get triggered bc we are convinced of the now moment , we assume it comes fro wow here nearby , or from someone who may know how to hurt us, or simply intend on hurting us , thereby forcing us to react , perhaps bc we fear retreating to a time and place where we felt this uncomfortable feeling, which might have got us to hit rock bottom, and we don’t wanna go back there again! we did so much work to get here! and our over protectiveness wants us to attach haphazardly to our now moment, we keep repeating urselves i am good persons i am good person like we wanna convince the world as if simply believing in ourselves is not enough , there in lies a clue

now ofc u may think well what the heck could anyone have done or be peer of in the past that they may have this deep feeling of maintaining of its shroud from th world , its not so much as ur bad person per se which includes the trauma that u might have incurred even tho it was simply not in ur hands or in ur own power, may only give us this thought bc it’s over generalized and normalized among us that if someone is wronged then they must have deserved it , which is understandable given the conditions in the world , where we can’t often make the horse to drink the water once we lead them to the way of their need, in the same way we can’t fix the ignorent, or wake the sleeping , or correct the wrong with simply words, there has to be more , a natural process where they are self inclined, and this allows for the change to sustainable rather than any sloppy patch work on the external , and here in looking at our own past, we may feel the same inadequacy bc then this may mean u are not whole, if smth bad happened to u, or u didn’t know any bette so then this may make u seem unreliable, or u trusted abusers or bad people who took advantage of u, do this means u can it be trusted heck c u can’t even trust urself for shit which means ur incompetent to lead ur life independently often seeking others for any truth and at direction, bc u urself can it do things on ur own and claim the rights or hold urself accountable in fact , regardless to who u listen to at the end of the day ur responsible for ur choices , which means that even if u we’re incompetent, or say, cannot be trusted , even by urself , there’s a degree of self responsibility for the continuity and maintenance of such ordeals , if u notice there are many pepe who want to claim the rights to ur person, trying to coerce u this or that objedirve selling u this or that idea or product, trying to make u believe u need it at all, at the end of the day for the things these represent , they hold u reasonable anyway! so it’s better to be brave about taking ur life in ur own hands, in a gentle way ofc, and u might discover math essential u might have missies from ur own past, not in a criticizing way but smth that allows u to break out of ur own hold back from ur true self bc why not ? does to fall its ur life, and none other than ur own experience is within reach , its better to learn from ourselves than from each other but i think both complement a compressive understanding g about the world we live in and about the people we need to get along to continue our existence, so it matters to consider both , but ensure that ur not falling in states of fear , to such a debilitating extend that u cannot take ownership of ur own life and slow down enough , even though some messages often come with expediting rush, such as fear of missing out, or lack or competition , or even gossip that tries to trick u into doing smth whereas all u needs to do is relax, and intend on love , everything g on loving mind and loving heart as well as every act included with love , for love a da force is the nutrients necessary balance between nature of worry, which allows us the space to examine smth, and courage; which gives us the force or energy necessary to do smth especially when we are uncertain

good morning

what about self love in this troubling times ? we often require care about self to one that is selfish, especially when the world is in peril, or when things maybe going well in our life but not so much in others that we may refuse to permit ourselves to enjoy small wins, or bask in small blessings, let alone appreciate small milestones but this is just as essential, we can’t be greedy about our own development just bc there is greed in the world, otherwise this would impact our progression thru life, and this is already an issue, as u can see, there is a ton of folks who are riddled with such strong afflictions that they can’t truly step into their true authentic self, which may not exactly have much to do with love but love is sort of a prerequisite and a requirement for us to “grow” thru our difficulties and just life in general, bc there are too many objrdirves that come to play that can severely impact our development and challenge ourselves in regards to our accomplishments , and by that latter part i do not mean material but material plays a role here too since lack of stuff, that makes essential ur safety, can get u all the way to early death if u notice as it already happens in the world due to that general strata of greed, where hearts are shut down in an effort to protect themselves from the effects of their own greed have upon the world it’s not easy to digest such a terrible experience knowing full well individuals have all the more to do with the suffering of other individuals they never meet and this isn’t just limited to those who do this and done to but the rest of us as well bc we are also individuals which means we are potentials for the same things we see happen in the world , so it feels unsettling to bkthbexpans and open our hearts and at the same time close it slightly at times bc we must remain alert, and ensure that we are adhering to the priority of self, not in a selfish way , again we may assume hat selflessness requires no prep work, just jump right in, just do whatever ur told, just go with the flow but these practices without awareness and presence and a bit of self work , but not in an dogmatic way where u can’t breathe, but constantly assuming ur in lack, that’s not good either , bc then this inhibits u from living ur life fully, but in a way where we do some work and then we put that into practice by simply living , and then we come back to self do a bit more work with the new acquired experience, that we may digest and articulate completely as complete as it and us are available bc there’s also that in the mix, as we are not robots and our internal processes also fluctuate with not only astrology but our own willingness to surrender to the whole process , especially when we don’t fully understand it phew what faith huh?’

now if we didn’t do the inner self work, if we chose to close up bc the world is scary at times or we may think this or that objedirve to be a fact, or we are simply being compelled with whatever dominates and runs the world for its conditions may impact our processes and vica versa since this is a very direct relationship even though it doesn’t very much look like it kind of like the relationship u have with mother nature where u have the look of self made man who lives free from such basic needs , such as air water food shelter all that , but in actuality if we were to remove any one of these objrdirves soon enough by could be on ur knees begging for some miracle to solve ur issues , this too can happen, we see these objrdirves already play out inthe world, and this can get us to covet and hide ! can u blame us?! we may have all these hormones course thru us at first in our growth and development and feel untouchable oh i can never get old oh i can never get sick i can never die that wont happen to me and so on can easily turn into oh shit what the heck did i get my self into , how come i didn’t know this, what the heck is going on in this world, did i say too much? did o reveal too much? who saw it and what do they think and so on can get u to severely begin to chisel at ur natural being n just do u can aptly fit into a maladjusted world with severe implication of its own, which come worth serious side effects if we are not careful, but here we come run the risk of preventing our true authentic self that we can offer ether world which could be exactly what it may need not want, if we are too preoccupied with how we should be based on by what we think it needs , but this isn’t easy bc we may run the risk of getting arrogant, especially if we get ourselves caught ina age old trap a byproduct of greed, comparisons, and competitor open that run large in the world for success to come to fruition also tends to cause us to feel opposite to that which we may innately feel when we do step into our authentic self and shown our truth and light freely , in a uninhibited way, sometimes we want think oh that must be false bc it is simply too easy! it

can’t be that easy bc the issue is difficult and look at all these people afflicted, they can’t all be wrong ! no way , u may trick urself into self doubt bc u may fall in line with linear development to take precendede over the otherwise non linear comprehensive 360 of ur entire self that is called forth at times that progresses overtime thru life’s challenges instead , also bc we may feel compelled due to our moldabikty or adaptability to our experiences and surroundings rather than notice its true power, for sometimes we may need to step into whatever in order to better understand the workings all around us and sometimes there is smth personal in there but telling the difference takes time thats why it’s importent to surrender but be mindful, let go but also pay attention , go with the flow but be conscious of ur experice and have full intentions recognized, so u won’t have to say oh i didn’t intend on that i’m sorry but i may at times say that as well bc not everything can be controlled and sometimes these challenges are a welcome grounds for us to practice what we preach or learn in theories only , otherwise we would simply live in our heads only, now if u think such work does not come with challenges think again, there are too many things to focus on , as ur a comprehensive non linear being within, ur aligning ur inner forces first with ur linear development , such as grow up get a job go to school upgrade get married have children or not maybe have pets or delve into furthering of ur skills and hobbies and lay the world back for taking care of u much like paying back ur parents for their nurture and care , and pay back the people bc u simply wish to pay it forward bc u may have already touched shoulder with living life selfishly during ur formative years, and realized that it’s actually very boring and not in a good way either like forming habits and developing peaceful life with minimal chaos if any being a good type of boring that u do not get out of ur own way to cause stir bc that’s the o my way u can feel , ofc if we hide ourselves from the world, then how much longer can we culture and maintain a truth i

nurture a truth in our being ? this may get us swayed from our own true self at some point, causing us severe challenges in its wake, but bc we may not notice that we are doing this to ourselves, we end up getting bitter about the world, perhaps bc our originating decision came from simply having fear about the whole ordeal, we think the world is scary but he way it carried itself and treats each other, here the word world represents more the people in it than natural processes like weather or the dirt, since it’s people and their behaviours that can influence and impact us, as well as inspire us , based on by that conformity we naturally possess, firstly it’s bc we like to get along with each other, we revere people more than we hate if u notice, we like to form healthy friendships and play, much like children bc we are deep inside a child regardless of our linear age, that comprehensive being never shifts, and when we think of child in a linear sense we think of helpless child who simply needs to grow and mature up, but in truth the soul may have no age if its eternal , ofc our bodies can affect us, when itself ages, we may feel tired so this is a influence of the body more than ur soul aging , ur soul may feel tired but its only bc of the natural laws itself has full pact with ur body in order to animator here on earth then there is concept of time from our human purview which may seem slow at time and fast in other times, yet when we look back we see the flow even more so differently including how we perceive reality in our hearts and minds all of which gives us this manifold reality in its abstraction that generates that things are both complicated as simple, but it’s hard to discern where the complicated parts are , and which parts are simple that when we simply solutions we may get turned off and look for severe challenges to come to resolution even though the solution for some of our issues is that simple, in fear that we may dishonour or feel like we are disrespecting the challenge that came to be in its wake , though the opiate is also true,

when we solve a thing early on rather than let it fester, what we do is out of honour of its suffering in the first place, not bc we do not wish to recognize the complications within it, or disrespect the struggle, for the issue that perils us globally perhaps due to stinginess and greed, all of which are nothing more than misdemeanors of the same thing that we are all given, and perhaps some of us think lickin tho where we collectively left off has more meaning that the potential of which we could be wrong, bc perhaps those who came before us could be wrong, we don’t check their work, we don’t say oh maybe wars is not the way, maybe greed corroedes the soul, maybe we need to promote everyone to be their true self rather than reject what bother us, pergolas due to our triggers, since we all have them, and embrace each other as opposed to be more like everyone , and reflect these changes in the world where we aren’t treated like everyone, bc that too happens , u hear things like over generalized statements about people to be helpful but the opposite is also true for it traps our mindsets to knowing smth whereas we don’t bc we don’t delve further if we proclaim such knowledge especially as absolute or a fact , such as white people black people muslims christian’s and even concept of god , or nihilism, or socialism or even politics, heck take criminals in the same essence , we end up losing the vital details that can set apart circumstances and happenstances but also notice the group ordeals, where there is strong influence of last karma , so both can exist, much like duality, or holding multiple points especially of opposition in our minds simultaneously at all times thru out our own articulation to be of having a mutual effect of a third, and here we can change the dial of the inner duality to get a better purview much like a lens or a shutter , where we can become more clear in our world view or envision smth a bit more coherent an secular lines of thought that work to divide, and cause more resistance from unity, of equality and equity of our lives to a more hierarchal developments that also become

more entangled the more we insist on its appeal , in the same way that our minds and hearts like to rule out good from the bad, although there is truth in all that, again,when we become too certain of what we think we know we can easily miss the essence , and then we end up implicating the gift that we can offer the world bc of this, by simply not being our true self, we end up being greedy with our truth and authenticity that can help the world as its intended to be helped, or transcended more like, bc again even with the help of a world, there is duality there, at down point we must let go the idea of fixing this world and simply embody our true self and itself may have the apparence of helping the things naturally as it needs to as it can, and for that to be possible , its potential that all hands on deck if having some expediting means to achieve this common order that benefits all in some good way when u think about it, bc it’s not just u or i that make things difficult, but there is all of us in the mix, in a way it could easily be summarized that we are being compelled by the ghosts of the past, in a collective sense, and here we are offered two ways , either tia etchings extremely personal or don’t take them at all, but the middle way offers a better way of balancing this, u take it personal as deep as it attribute sue being and touches ur person and non personal for the gift of u that u offer the world, and they ur actions and conduct as u he’ll transcend what’s concomitant to the correlation worldly objedirve to that part of ur being that it personifies as smth u simply do and let go, with no attachment, no strings, no stinginess, but simply as a condition for being here, for the arrive itself , bc u may innately feel, this is ur true life’s work, or ur purpose for cling to this confusing earth with many rights and wrongs that can push and pull at us at times, sometimes we are running on the fumes of someone’s dogmatic thoughts others times we may collectively get respite and get glimpses into how things could be so much better for all, carefree and full of love and joy , ofc only by getting real with what is can we calibrate

this to a balanced grounds , rather than a shaky one where we may flip flop between objectives bc we aren’t sure of what is and therefore who we are, if we keep ourselves in secret all the time, but at the same time, by attaching too much to our “identities” we can also cause a special type of greed from the flow and synchronicities of life, and the authenticity of growth that’s non linear , and as a result of such we may appear controlling, and often times this may get us to without intending of on this breach onto others boundaries, this already happens in the world, many people only have what appears to be certainty as to what they do but they seek validation that gives us a clue of our true authentic collective culture that does work to seek some type of belonging no matter how tough u think u are or how stoic or “self made” .

when we have money

but don’t do something sustainable with it, instead, keep it for ourselves, and acquire more of it at any cost while attaching to our status, works to serve to protect and preserve that status more than why we intend on doing with the money we acquire which is what means as greed mentality, a money that is acquired origin of which comes form myriad of places, means only one thing , if u have it then other don’t, but it doesn’t stop there, bc money is meant to be used for smth that serves people in exchange of goods a and needs that we all require for sustenance of our wellness and so this only means that in the absence of moneys there are marked problems resulting from it such as hunger thirst loss of shelter, loss of hope and faith, no joy, perhaps our health gets to be replaced with illness, and long term debilitations that sort of hinders our quality of life, extreme in cases where we may feel permanent feelings of not fitting in with society, lack of motivation to participate in society, lack of trust resulting from apparent greed that runs society, and where everyone is subject to it in some arbitrary delusional way, where money takes precedence over wellbeing of people, where if u knew certain info ahead of time u would have or could have avoided the pitfalls of not having any of it , u might have twisted the whorls in a unrealistic way, but does that mean ur the one at fault whereas greed is normalized and those who adhere to such practices are just as lost ? we see that those who have funds acquire more of it while they also get special treatment from systems that work to make poor poorer and rich richer, these systems , while they profess to be one way, also work opposite to what they profess to be, meaning that while we discuss matters of liberating people, help solve poverty, increase wage, increase quality of life as these never actually happen bc we do not attack the issue at the root such as greed and how systems make it easy for rich to keep getting richer and poor get poorer when there are no systems that work for the people and avoid such pitfalls of financial abuse at a global scale , bc that would mean actual substantial change and protectionnnof the people from the pitfalls of corporal and individual status seekers from a siding their power to practice their greed freely , we may say that we simply employ people to lie to us so that we maintain the continuity of a hope and faith that never actually takes us far , or further inn our lives where such trust in notions may grant us finally the change that we seek, bc we are all on the same page about wanting the best not just for ourselves but also for others , only that when we fell nothing will change do we feel forced to prioritize our own lot, regardless of what others are going thru, in cases of warfare, an extreme case of greed, this seems evident , where truths end up getting compromised for the sake of surviving ur own lot

surely we could have seen it coming , ahead of time, that no matter how much we exalt ourselves in positive sentiments about life , nothing truly will change all on their own, even if people say it so, unless we actively work on these conditions together and have a degree of oversight if there is no transparency that such tasks are carried out diligently and in truth , results of which tend to speak for itself and we don’t need to wait for too long to assess based on by improvements , such secrecy comes with potential of abuse in areas where majority of the people do not have access? often where there is greed there is extreme secrecy, double speak, covetousness and advantageous behaviours because of the lack of trust in place where greed replaces altruistic ways of existence , its bc there is no truer that people choose to live secret lives that they hide from the general public regardless of their status and what they pretend to be in public, and this comes predominantly from a money minded mentality where the person must maintain their power by maintaining their status bc without it they are nothing or vulnerable to the attacks of society, whereas if they choose to do smth substantial with the money they acquire which is never in their own, bc often times we hear from wiling individuals of their success story that they are often self made, but the money is taken from others for u to have so in actuality there nothing self made there unless u have ur own money printer and u somehow acquired the rights to print ur money, in which case u can say ur self made, bd the money comes from u and it at the cost of others energy and time, such cases of greed almost always accompanies a degree of lie or delusion to maintain itself its like the king without clothes and everyone is mesmerized in the lie bc they simply cannot see what’s in front of them until someone , usually a fool , or in the case of honouring the original story, a child, whose innocence trumps the social normal and then he proclaims the truth , which reeks the spell , and exposes the king, but in actuality the kind has already exposed itself , which is the irony here since the same is true of the individuals who have no shame who walk and live and talk among us as if their actions are not transparent as they try to make it seem as its opposite, like oh well my greed is not my responsibly its always someone else, surely maybe it’s us who permit such conduct, to normalize and continue for as long as it has but what can we as the general public do about then greed of the few who ruin pretty much everything for the rest of us this is sake as a country under siege where ur forced to defend urself but bc it’s not as explicit we often sully to it, or feel the slowness of each day to be more subtle as in terms of degree of level of violence that we must permit only bc it appears not as violent as in wars

but it is violent , poverty is violent , homelessness is violent , all of which motivate people albeit slow or fast and then maintain in a level and then goes further downhill bc as above so below so as greed moves upwards with more ease the mkt wi acquired same is true of conditions that lead some downhill where just when u think u reached rock bottom u discover the itself has a rock bottom and then the further u go for hill , there seems to be very little systemic injunction that can slow the fall or prevent it all together, in fact there seems to be insistence on having such statuses if u notice in our accepted speech we say poor communities like it’s normal or a choice or a way of life whereas this is not true , it’s just byproduct of various systemic failures coming together some of which are new whereas others are much older, maintenance of which has lot been caked onto the systems and as a result of which no matter who we employ unless we get to the root of the problem we are going to receive more empty promises that lead us nowhere bc we do not tsk about the actualities of what causes these conditions , so here we can pray to god all we went or believe law of attraction or assume that the issue comes from our attitude but these are just surface things much like excess self cherishing attitudes , in fact these must come storm the cherished of those who do not wanna get real with the technicalities in the faultiness of the system that are in fact more clear direct and very much logical since the issues are actually quite very tangible , but in the contrary we can make the argument that we can’t grant someone financial freedom if all the want to do with it is a route weapons cause hardship and violence to others bc they themselves lack discipline but then we can make this deeper argument and say that people are born innocent , and any bad actions they may have acquired , is due to various conditions such as environment quality, their parents health and quality of conduct, as well as the country they are part of whose actions are aligned with higher values or otherwise which can cause severe impact on the development of the child, such as arenas of warfare and conflictC poverty and other power conditions that may prevent people a safe way to cultivate their lifestyles , we see this already evident in rich communities and among high status folk whose needs r met? uh as having money in the bank account which offers security of mind and peace, and needs being met such as healthy food options which works to develop health in individuals and works to maintain their health thru out their growth process , education that grants better jobs which also allows for time to play, and rest, as well as feel satisfied with life bc ur work life balance is kosher and u feel accomplished , where ur purpose is not being wasted , which means that the energy u give to smth out side ur home is not being wasted and is therefore valued, this in turn breeds confidence and promotes healthy habits which infuse our actions to be more pure, in conduct, towards ourselves and each other , whereas in all other areas where poverty ruins lives, let us touch on the middle class who are not took poor that they can’t afford much , but they r not rich that they can’t chose a better way of life, such limbo is just as bad bc ur almost there but u may spend perhaps more than forty hours a week to maintain such a slow incline and one must stop and wonder if this is a good way to exist , no matter how novel some religion makes this seem such sacrifie in this life can grant u a better rebirth or better controls maybe next time ! so u are away from family ur health deteriorates albeit much slower than excess poverty conditions and especially homelessness so u may feel ur betrayal a lot slower to develop by the system or u may be too slow to catch on the fact that ur efforts are not that important maybe u may tell urself that ur sacrificing urself for ur family , or improve generational quality of ur lineage then smth happens and then all ur saving s are dwindled and ur left homeless and all ur efforts are also gone , bc the systems have a way to avoid such responsibility in terms of its valuation , no surprise there if we have established systems based on by priority of greed

now status here is implement to notice bc we do have distinctions and then jobs put in place as well as set minimum wages lineeey développé which is quite predictable if u sit down and make such plans and notice the injustices there , and often times bc the violence is so covert that people sit down and say this is ok, it must be so, u have to earn a living , u have to follow the rules and law, pay ur taxes, keep voting, keep loki out for any system that may in addition work to save u, in ur perils , maybe ur thinking too much of money, constantly pay this pay that, how can u acquire more funds so u can save for ur kids or retirement, when u go outside u think about how much money u can save , buy cheap products which may compromise ur health, or buy down excess things to distract urself form ur own perils and boring way of life that u seem to not be able to break out of, if u might have been one of those indoculss who did talk to ur constituents but received only silence, this may work to add to ur general state of pessimism and where ur morale could be low about such reality, where u may wonder at times on existential mental thoughts that is apparent reslakty the effects off what greed can do but ask urself why everyone lies between their teeth each day, they media, even regular folks who may be ona higher step on the ladder to success than u who are or maybe willing to sell u all our bc they are surviving themselves? and then u may ask could u blame them bc u may wonder if u would do the same if u had a chance to success thru the muck of it ? and then wonder why u have no meaningful connections with others bc u can’t compete with each other and have honest true relationships with each other at no cost to ur potential sucées that’s why , and it’s no wonder why where we can’t explicitly proclaim love or be love animosities replace the void, violences magnify, and hate breeds among very distressed people, in turn to come down on earth they will look to who’s rich popular and successful – a yo yo existence where ur mad and then u remedy ur ma sled with delusions of others success stories and entertainment that can detach u from ur problems and work to replace god or true faith even ur own higher self or soul with their voices of virtues holding for direction and sway out of ur problems , u may begin to lean more towards in we greed, with hold urself ur truths , and start to get stingy and arrogant urself , and if we notice the colder the individuals the more successful they become its almost a prerequisite to sell out ur brothers and sisters if u want to change for “ better “ but on the flip side , bc there is desperation and lack , those u keep around may keep borrowing money and asking u to be their benefactor and even trick u and deceive u or steal ur stuff bc they may feel entitled or bc we are that far gone due to excess inequalities that we may wonder why such high status folk chose greed and preserving of their status over the welfare of paying it forward both to the systems and the people that they too from or who made their statuses possible now let’s delve here ;

if we notice both the system and individuals who are in charge of large sums of money or possess the power over many, which includes decisions made by corporations on our assumed behalf on goods , and acquiring of goods in the ways that are untold to us whose effects are environmentally greatly felt and all of a sudden all our responsibly , even though the info was not available to us before , tend to not produce system that work to mitigate our perils environmental conditions and its lack of trust in all, while itself continues to maintain the general strata of greed that flourishes out of such conditions , instead we protect the jobs of the higher ups even if that means severe cutbacks and silencing whistle blowers at every avenue in order to supposedly protect public interest but then we may ask whose interest are we protecting ? those in the upper quadrants of the success ladder ? bc most people don’t feel this protection , in fact it’s often at their shoulders to mitigate the continuity of a protection that they never see , by continuing the believe in the facade that things will eventually change, and we get induction of more hazardous advantageous systems built in the place of clear direction on how we can get out of societal conundrums such as financial constrictions , by the replicate of the same system that work to do the same , keep things vague, offer things only if u have smth to gain think of this as a gamble rather if our whole life is one even tho we also say things like we must earn a living to carry on , the act to be forced to play this game comes at a greater cost for many bc the money that’s played with is finite and is seized by the few and thus controlled , in terms of its distribution equally or in equal faith that itself is honest in its process, as opposed to being obscure in meaning, bc that too happens , but why do these individuals who are part of higher societies end up pointing fingers at each other is precisely bc they lack trust among themselves, and this works among us ( the same bc the same issues trickle down among us all the way to the most vulnerable lot) bc they can’t be on the same page about said objrdirves even though in the world front they may sound congruent much like politics that work to give us the same appeal, there is democracy diplomacy and human rights , ah the workers misuse work hard to people societies, ah we are nationalists who are proud of our lands including our poor and homeless , ah we have all these communities that we work to maintain while we also profess to improve workers rights ah but we never see these days ah we can say that we could be the next billionaires where the dream is awake and well, ah but if u can’t then either u deserve the suffering or it must be part of ur karma ah we can’t even tell in simple words why we are here as in why do human beings spawn on this beautiful random world and why do we do what we do and what for? ah we can’t even tell where we came fro let alone where we are headed maybe that’s our root of surfing bc we feel and we feel so deeply every single one of us, regardless to ur status we seek the same , of belonging and wanting to be appreciated and loved, ah we all love the fruits of success and of being looked up to and loved by others , maybe a good health maybe we want our aging process to be kinder to us bc getting old? albeit is a blessing and privilege it also is not for the faint hearted ah we all want to please god or be on the good/right side of cosmos, but then why must we contradict our words with our actions ? maybe it’s always other fault that they make us do these arbitrary things ! u made me do it , often times is a testament from those who cannot find logic in their reasoning even though they are deprived of true love and hunger for peace , they just don’t know any way of getting it , may be bc they let their greed rob them first

actions have consequences does

of equal or opposite value, what does this mean for many? usually we think that people who do bad things will eventually hav éthique equivalence of objectives but in looking at be world we feel rather unfairness in thjngs occurring among us instead , this may cause within us confusion as to whether if we are wrong about being nice and kind and whether if we should “get with the program” of greed and from there, distrust, violence, choosing self valuation over the welfare of others , trickery, deceit , as well as bankrupted mentality that concerns oneself with frivolous surface aspects versus the true depth of which our lives are compromised with , as a result of such we may find our selves oscillate between stark objrdirves , not bc we can’t decide or make up our minds but more so bc of the resistance that surrounds us, bc there are many other mentalities that also come to play, and since we are all connected, at times we may receive someone else’s bad behaviour as a response to smth much bigger than just our dialect , meaning that , non personal occurrences can easily be misapprehended as a personal objedirve , bc we respond to our environments whether if we like or or not, ether if we are conscious of it or not, and regardless of our understanding of the interconnectedness of all and everything , we may wish to take responsibility on objrdirves concerning our general welfare, not just our own, while maintaining our own self importance given that we aren’t becoming like those who are on the opposite end of the spectrum, either one , really, bc too much of a thing cannot be good, whether if it’s good or bad, that much is given, with that said, denouncing finacial reality just bc u don’t agree with it can land u in the streets for example with severe consequences to our health wellbeing and personal safety even though u may be right in ur attempts to intervene otherwise unrealistic conditions in the first place , in which case this personal choice becomes ur responsibility bc u have made a decision , regardless to how it may seem, and here we notice that it’s not fair that we end up having to participate in conditions that are already not realistic, without any other option to guarantee that these extreme cold ruins don’t happen, so a degree of understanding on how deep greed has been settled can give us the wisdom necessary without acquiring it via experiencing the same thru the same old methods others before us have gone thru to acquire in the first place however this is the result of a different type of greed where a ton of wisdom is lost due to our lack of trust in each other, bc we end up getting timid in a environment that offers little respite for the exhaustion itself generates

surely there must be better ways of coming to such conclusions but for many of us making such errors are highly costly for the hazards of society that has developed over the importance of material gains versus recognition of one’s inner riches , which is more valuable but often gets lost due to the priority of material gains taking precedence over the depth of what makes us human , often times we can look at someone’s class and say they must be competent bc they were able to manage themselves thru the difficulties of maintaining their grace in a highly competitive world but in all actuality this is hardly true , it’s just what immediately appears to as such, ah so exalted are the individuals who were able to maintain a standard of provost or that granted them a way of life that only some are afforded to reach full potential, of what makes us human? whereas it’s just notes in the bank, gained via extreme of hustle, such as spending ur good years at school, and that is only if u choose a profession that guarantees u a right of way to get a skin that cover the cost of which many end up borrowing bc not very many are part of rich families that richness is actually quite secular , it’s rare, and is not the result of highly exalted beings or bloodlines like kinds and queens either for even the kings and queens gained their troches their he suffering and downfall of others , leaving many blood and tears in its wake, as well as its strong insistence of maintaining power thru time and time so here we could easily say that someone was lucky, or has the upper hand bc in a game of opppsotes there is at the surface winners and losers like duh that much is given but we hardly ask whether if this is a sir game, and ether of its assessment is accurate as to who is winner and who is loser if the closer we come to its end objedirve , there is less room for error and here we can think on probabilities u have one game not a handful of games or chance to do over unlike an actual game like a video game so the chance of luck precedes over the false apparence that some are superior than the rest bc they simply were endowed with special skill or that they were meant to be for smth that is in fact generated by man and based on by his false application of duality and channeling greed instead of ones asssumed successes that’s all in all simplicity we may not notice why we even do things only after the fact we wake up in the middle of it and then place arbiterry meanings as it may suit us so as to safe face or have some establishments of some grounds that correlate albeit limited albeit imperfect but by then it’ only seems too late bc given by the hindsight we may choose to reject any information about the whole objedirve especially if it makes us feel incompetent bc the original cause has come up due to lack of trust which only widened the gap , they the arbitrariness of losses and wins, which can be personal if u know what i mean , bc it costs lives, makes people sick, changes the course of their lives and their loved ones, add to that u have many heartbreak, regardless of ur spiritual inclination to let go or think this is just a mirage bc sure this can be a mirage and or a dream but still u feel, and still u are encouraged to participate, well at this time that encouragement n turned into a force rather bc of we refuse to participate in this system we end up being homeless there is no in between no alternative that grants us a natural way to exist by simply our relationship with nature bc everything is seized due to greed and everything is controlled due to power

but here we may also notice that the many systems are there so to keep us decent , in a spirit on of well, safety, among many other , assumed benefits a system can offer us by indicusks who distrust us and in turn we distrust them too but we smile between our teeth and try to focus on positive thoughts instead in truths that’s the quality of our general intrextions and its the dam eh dernesth bc we are conditioned and hard wired to earn a living earn a living in a word that was once without a price ticket go figure no wonder why nobody trusts anyone bc there’s all this financial thought sunder every interactions what can i get from this how can i build a financial network where i can choose people whom i can use for my self benefit, such as intersections with those who are profitable and resourceful in some way not bc of their quality of being or he wuakitybbof interactions per se u see what i mean ? the quality of a person can even be on a back burner bc the priority to earn a living dominates their natural sense of simply being in the first place and its no wonder why preconceived notions are often used as a measure to trust each other much like relying on statistics before u make a big decisions about ur life and still not be entirely factual or accurate bc of the influx of change always dominating us no matter how much we wish to predict what is unpredictable and control what is out of our hands here the un controllable refers to others intentions more so than the accuracy of the systems bc people will pull the ground from beneath ur feet , not systems , people will manipulate data not systems and its people who lie about data not systems , systems are just another means to organize and keep up with the large body of work in a coherent manner they are utility a means of tool to make our life efficient , and give us some shape of smth that covers a large view , people as a result of such choose dishonesty bc of over generalization of what is meanwhile a lot of detail goes to things of superfluous quality, so to speak so we make deep that which is simple and simple that which requires us to look deeper into, this juxtapose effect tends to occur bc of the reflective quality of reality bc itself has made alliance between natural and made of man systems but it’s in us that we find it harder to discern and even unite between these forces to make them work efficiently and not against each other which we do at es in favor of greed and what itself causes us to do , but of we all know nothing causes us to do anything but our own misdemeanour of facts

the trust has long been breached, over the long course of human development due to lack of abundance mindset and in its place , assumed greed, from where lots of warfare took place , and we may assume that this is only natural general , whereas we get minute detail on why so and so might have done this under what reason s and what pretended might follow us actually quite shallow , for aggression is aggression and the is hate and both of which should have no cultivatable space but we have conceptualize ethics as part of our survivalism rather than starvation from truth and facts , that act like a decoy in our minds and eve history books as essential, the so and so is evil and u and are good is just as faulty as god favouring u and blessing u haphazardly while innocents die at our watch, this is just the illusion produced from our minds trying to balance smth that itself is out of balance such as try into to be grateful in the middle of crap i mean sure we can still have grace when we are going thru the worst of the worst but here we can easily become arrogant and too full of ourselves a false sense of depth as opposed to seeing this as part of our luck rather and then show gratitude for the randomness of life that is also sequential but we may hold loose why some people have upper hand why some have luck and why others don’t , bc that peer may not be as deep as we would like to assume or give arbitrary meanings to that latter part could be due to our inanity to reconcile ugly truths about our reality and about our human nature , but it could also be the place for us to come to terms with if we truly want to change and make things better for all bc we could admit to ourselves among the plethora of information that’s conflicting and circulating among us much like clean air and pollution doing its rounds , at the very least , not every thing is correct , and not every thing is personal , and that which we place depth to may simply be due to our intense need to place meaning on things that occur, arbitrarily, we may not notice our power in things also bc of our position in reality, for if the reality is build on a false sense of logic then this mic should be elected as part of the grounds and definitely not a fact such as a ground work that’s stable from which we can then build series of mentations that cohere and is accurate , and we do want change but it’s not our desire to change or not change that implicates our way, but our eventual manipulation , self manipulation that is, when we finally surrender to wrong or limited objectives, given that we have allowed ourselves a strong degree of distraction from our own way, which , itself is very simple , the act of refraining from any harmful means about this world or that difficult until u begin to c on pare urself with others and here it’s that comparison that can get people to sway and “become more mouldable” by their environment overtime instead and i believe it also happens bc we are social beings and the people we choose to surround ourselves with tends to be impactful, and even influential if we have a weak mind , regardless to our needs bc we may overtime, form affinity due to afflictions of shared appeal but this can also inhibit us from stepping out of our comfort zone and taking a chance on life , rather than continue to live in fear of things going wrong whereas at the same time we do wrong bc we assume everything else is wrong a phenomenon resulting from fail times of minds that come together , strengthening illusions shared

sometimes the age old greed gives us strong reactions by todays standard in the form of stand alone cause and here the result of higher ups illusions and delusions tend to manifest among the vulnerable ones , so in a way the blueprint is the same, u surgeons urslf with other ignorant folks, regardless of ur class, and u may benefit from shared appeal of equal of ignorance which strengthens us delusions rather than give u respite from it and bc ur social beings u get closer to each other at every instance ur being challenged to step out of ur comfort zone and try smth new or think outside the box as it would be said here where the minds become the prison even though the persons may imprison other and point finger at them hah ha ur not free and then go about spending the rest of their lives watching u, entangling themselves to u, in a way that feeds their self importance, and have to do series of tasks each day to maintain that delusion so now at the end of the day who’s not free ? the ones who are imprisoned on their external outlook but internally they could be still buddhas having cheap trips in their minds to hawaii and timbuktu and meet c with every being of past present and future in their hearts or those who imprison them, who think they are free while they must accord literally thee entire life around the imprisoned which required a great deal of mental calculations , daily affirmations , prior training to keep up the prison , and the grounds, education expert to condition their minds about these objectives all of which leave very little room for that inner self freedom if u will, and to add to that they will proclaim finacial freedom of all things , they will say they make such ans such money but they become imprisoned by their bills each month, then they will buy more things and say this is freedom but say given at first instance a nature disaster happens who’s free ? u blind by ur things bc u can it leave them or else looters will come and take them or , anyways , there’s a bit of truth in there as well for financial freedom does offer us freedom to choose but here , in excess we can see how much a of strap that can be, and we can lie to ourselves and assume that this is freedom, and apparence of bind as lack of freedom but this is very subjective, for the individuals with the exception of the certain practices that do offer the grain of truth ofc , bc even the person who is like buddha who is free in their mind will still be bound by the body if they are held against their will obviously, however they will be more free than those who hold them back and live their whole lives according to them , as opposed to the saying “ live and let live “ mentality that is still to this day in concept stage much like unity mindset, and harmony, compassion among altruism and unconditional love, the moment our rational minds kick in with combination to our reality, that is the material conditions that impact us all in some way, our spirituality tends to take back stage , and we end up having our big inflated egos and damaged identities take the wheel instead often contradicting ourselves with what we do! and say! that is, and that’s bc of the duality that has been settled wrong in the formative years of our humanity , not just our indivisible lives that also works to represent in smaller quantities of the same , bc , we are representatives of what is, regardless of what we believe or think of them, and no matter how personal things may seem , we are all called to work on resolving these common objrdirves with a degree of dissociation from the personal , even though some events act as personal such as intense losses and severe setbacks , but again , in looking at the world at large, the solutions seem quite simple aren’t they? especially if we can make secondary of material possessions and first of human soul and heart, as well as protecting each life while preserving dignity among us, which disallows us , any of us, from being advantageous over the others but that’ conversion is not ready to be made bc of the personal afflictions and inconsistencies , precisely bc of how impactful this reality really is regardless to our belief system

everyone bleeds

greed causes distrust among people

for it seizes more than it needs to? it’s no wonder why there is animosities among people resulting from greed of some , though when we think about the word greed , we often think about monetary conditions only , we may notice that greed actually has many forms and monetary is the manifest result of many condrionsnrhat come together, we don’t know if distrust comes first or the nature of greed, but there seems to be correlation there, along with the inner instability that facilitate such choice, it’s a choice since a person must make decisions internally before setting forth that makes greed what it is, these internal processes can come from one’s own afflictions, pain , suffering , loss, perhaps feelings of inadequacy such as excessive use of one’s resources, time and energy, and feelings of comparisons with others, based on by one’s circunwreces and sacrifices, along with simple belief in others , that just bc one may have particular line of practice, that its same for all, hence distrust in people, based on by one’s limited observations, even on limited scope since we may have a personal experience that can facilitate states of greed aside from our general observation about greed in the world, that can also be a model for our own choice and practice , often times we attribute greed to monetary means bc this is more tangle when we observe reality, we can say perhaps our statuses permit such conditions which is not fair, since the material world , in its tangibility, is easier to tell where it goes , how much is there to work with, who happens to have how much, how they might have acquired it, what they choose to do with it, how a particular type of materiel is used for why purpose as well as the quality of that individual in general; are they honest ? trustworthy? do they have huge if approach to humanity as well as what sort of practice they have habituated such as the material in association with their reality, as well as what is their values , ethical ways in which they exist and so on , u may say well they earned their keep, this must be so, then why do we put our noses in others material business ? this is a very good questions , why should be , it’s not our business how much someone has and how they acquired it , but is it ? given by the limits of material reality, we can see the symbolism is already there , for example , even though we are propelled by spirit, we have material growth here that is only limited to the timeline between birth and death, and same is true in a day, although we feel limitless in our energy resources, there’s only enough we can expedite so we are in a way forced to become efficient so as to avoid burn outs , premature deaths, and sickness that can be remedied , this same is true in our collective material reality, bc we can notice that it takes a long time to extract things to help people, let alone distribute goods , let alone make things useful , which mean that things go thru a catalysis before they are presented to people in their final useful form ans here we notice the expiration date , so we realize that we must also be efficient in our consumption and choice

while material greed is a very overt version of what we notice about human conduct, the many other forms of greed plays out in broad daylight in the form of covetious ness, lies, double speak, other internal conditions that perpetuate folks to act other than transparent and honest, these may give us clues as to our many psychological pursuits for reasons that we may or may not become comfortable and present with, this portion expects from us a complete honesty with self and that’s very difficult to do if we have habit of lying in the first place, and the lies don’t always come from a bad place, they can come from a scared terrified place or place of control in terms of where the fear has become so normalized and the person has no other model, nothing to compare one s inner nature with, perhaps due to lines formative development with which one was confronted , and had to work with , base on by environmental conditions and the timeline in which one had their initiation, our major developments are usually considered as conditionings , they can be come step characteristics in us which then can grant us the degree of trust established with the world and the people , this can also continue to develop and refine thru out our experience for the introduction of new data can often make us go either way, either strengthen our distrust , which then impacts our choice and way of life or allow us to open up to the world while we shed the conditionings and have many breakthrough for the latter we may assume that the breakthroughs never end, for a person continues to remake oneself , by simply letting go and starting over or just recreate one’s image over and over however when we refer back to material disparity we notice that this is only a privilege and not a fact and it’s only secondary to one’s actual transmutation of one’s natural powers to overcome one’s afflictions , before we move onto next points i would like to let u in on a type of greed that has developed with in one self , the one where people may not have activated the inner self love , is the point of operation where they expedite too much energy on people pleasing or convincing of one’s like ability via lies , which means that these individuals have a hard time being alone and facing themselves so as to give the same amount of energy and time to themselves in a n effort to develop a healthier relationship within thenkseves and with their higher selves C often times people who avoid their true self end up compensating this lack with excessive self cherishing thought and thus become attached in a unhealthy way to others and have toxic conduct with others , with red flag actions or out of ordinary behaviours for the compensation for the inner lack , has they spent more time with themselves and accept their true self , then they would naturally develop trust within self which facilitates the esteem necessary for them not to extend too far and have too great n overreach to others life , for confirmation , validation , and or just simply feel alive or assume that this is normal conduct , bc they can’t figure out the impulses that occur within as it occurs in us all, but the message is often missed in those who are too greedy with their own selves foremost , they only appear self loving for example bc they might have heard these as more in their minds than feel it in their hearts , and so prosper these as strategies to fit in rather than nutriments for their true self to be in hygienic conditions

in a way , everything starts with us, but in some cases, what starts with us is secondary to what happens to us, the difference being that we are either apt at recognizing this difference sooner , or carry on in denial thru out our life, regardless to the signs , here the signs only appear if we are still asleep , still insist on our way, regardless to the harm that may causes us, the signals tend to get louder only if we are causing harm to ourselves in the long run by our mid conduct in the world, and that depends on our level of insight mindset to things that come together in the material reality as well as the slow risk realm for both complete our decisions , in some way, we may internalize some importance inn understanding the opposite of greed, which allows us to give to charity or particulate in causes that facilitate some type of equanimity among the people, in others , we may not know why we do things , not fully awakened to our purpose within, as well as the degree by which we are having a deepening relationships with ourselves , if we are withholding ourselves from reaching a higher appeal, this will impact us in the external world to an extend , where by which we are thus called onto pay greater attention to areas that may reflect these inconsistencies but still with the power of our will, choose to ignore it , and here , we can appropriate the correct behaviours with little to no substance underneath it, for the world at large is ever changing , we have come to a point where information is not only abundant but its free flowing touches everyone in some way, we end up getting germinated by this system, we may feel jolt of energy and not know what to do with the feelings , and at time this energy fluctuates, it may recede , so here is the clue that there are some things that work in the dark and silence but are not authentic , and if we for example take this bc it’s easy, then during times where it’s not there, we may experience hardship and even feel states of self doubt, this is due to our lack of depth of truth in ourselves much like when the external condition have some acquire more funds but only the do they proclaim that the acquiring of maximal funds is not their fault as they may have to dumb it themselves for t u fortunate fortune falling on their lap, and given by the systemic measures , they may also lack the necessary insight or creativity , to do smth good with this fortune , and this is the result of distrust , perhaps not just to people, but that of others have more material then they may lose a threat to them, or competition, but where do these “false truths “ come from? do they come from

history books? where ur enemy acquired things to destroy u with? is it product of the systems that still uses warfare to acquire things ? maybe it’s in the way that most interactions is based solely on acquiring things if u notice , the moment u set ur foot out the door everything is transactional , surely there are areas of hope compassion and care , and even charity that doesn’t expect anything in return for it gives for the sake of giving , and does not inconvenience the ones who are vulnerable , knowing full well it’s difficult to ask , especially during states of uncertainty, for some things speak for itself , but again the many types of greed can blind one’s eyes , and prevent those from seeing things as they are bc they already chose to see things as they want to , and we may think we are too clever for our own good here , bc usually when greed has us in its grips we can’t often see how we are perceived by others since the very act disorder our vision, since we think others already don’t deserve to be treated as our equals but even if we don’t intent this way, bc we take others for a fool, we already refused to see them as they are , and bc we are acting from a place of control, this control prevents us from noticing the signs ourselves , such willful ignorance as u can see often complements self cherishing thoughts , and the limited thoughts about others often causing those with strong greedy afflictions to feel out of touch with reality, and thus in a effort to compensate for the lack of connecting with reality, end up entangling in toxic relationships with others , bc they seek to be worshipped and seek this as a confirmation to their rightness, as well as validation from others bc their self esteem although low, bc they are delusional about their reality as whole, is mistaken as esteem , but in truth and realty they are excessively attached to others for their self sustenance regardless to their material disposition , bc they placed their worth outside of themselves a strong side effect to what greed can do long term , ofc there is respite from these confronts but it takes time and effort , and we can’t expect results right away, for we didn’t get here overnight , so the getting out or transcending our own afflictions and inconsistencies will take some work , and may also require the right type of environment for sustenance as well as systems that work to supplement it , in the world at large

we may consider what’s legal, and systemically normalized in terms of greed, for the use of material is predominantly for our substance , we may notice that a ton of deaths result from such forms of greed that is harder to ignore by day since the world is long been in peril as well as the acceleration of strong influences that work more to divide and cause harm to those who are in strong vulnerabilities due to the product of greed , now we notice that the louder our issues become the harder it is for us to deny reject or ignore thee ensigns, we see the disparity in broad daylight and no longer do we fall for self cherishing behaviours of others bc we notice such worship or admire does not lay the bills or feed the mouths or solve our traumas , we notice that there is love and contributory of acceptance and that which we accept becomes normalized , and that not everyone is on the same level nor do they have the same heart as us, we may also notice that just bc smth works for one person doesn’t mean we can overgeneralize this to all others , often times we overgeneralize yhe details bc we are expediting too much energy on smth else thats frivolous but this may require from a simple shift away from what we have done repeatedly to smth brand new so as to refresh our eyes and train ourselves to see these little details that can make a world of difference , and so hat w do not run the mistake of assumptions in our analysis nor make the error of the entirely wrong appeal bc the uncertainty to certainty degree happens to be at times 50/50, in a way making choices in this life is very much like a gamble, people can become hasty, especially when they are vulnerable, or make sloppy details bc they are vulnerable, but this is only as true as we ant things to be, we can either use our vulnerabilities to work to strengthen ourselves or use them as a excuse for our inability to be patient wit discovery of what is, so that we do not get greedy with the process of such discovery , which may require from us patience to let things unfold naturally, rather than seize control of it, bc we may feel inadequate or bc we didn’t do our in we self work, we may feel challenged subconsciously to change or smth points out to our inner inconsistencies rooted to greed, since greed is one of the most dominating lessons on earth, and can touch everyone , whether if ur the one who practices this , or ones who are at the receiving end, does not matter , only so that those who do have upper hand might have privilege to choose better , since their advantage puts them in the position to such privilege , not as luck, or smth to show off , but smth that can be utilized to change things for better and i think part of the reason why we get confused is bc one , we do not understand our humanity, and we can’t love that which we do not undsrsnd , or refuse to underarms or categorize theoretically bc the latter offers temporary but stationary clarity to smth that is otherwise out of our hands , so becoming comfortable with the unknown actually represents our linear process in the world , as u can see , on one hand we are attached to habits for this offered predictability and this nurtured our safety , the anti thesis of vulnerable states, and on the other hand, we have a death process, the ability to be comfortable with the unknown shows to a degree our esteem about this process that’s inevitable, for if we are in denik or fear this eventual occurnsce , we are thus acting on some form of greed, or any measure that can distract us from it, and control the uncontrollable btw, have u noticed that those who are top greedy tend to cause deaths on others much? perhaps it’s bc they don’t want to face their eventual death that they may repeat this fear by their opposite ? but this is simply an observation

a new day

brings with it lots of possibilities, it’s symbolic of beginnings, new and continuity, we may think the day is same, bc the sun rises at a particular hour, and there are symbolism of sameness, or we can train our eyes to see the different, new in each day, for this too happens, so that we are not caught in a stream we do not understand its reason to rhyme, which can happen much like habits that we aren’t aware of, conditionings that we may be part of , and even thoughts that we cling to in an attempt to be right, or without ever knowing how we get this information, we do not check the validity or origin, we unjust live, each day, with little thought, little mediated room, and little self reflection as to whether if we are happy where we are at, with why we are doing , and more importantly, do we understand our reasons, bc we may simply be like puppets, just carrying on with whatever the flow reflects, we see others do this or that, say this or that, we look for signs , what signs do we need , it’s been four years the world is in peril, there are serious concerns about our lives that put us at severe cross tirade , where we may not know either if things will get better or bad about our nature, our collective has not actualize this one notion, we have not prioritized human life yet , we have still in our hands the prospect of destruction end many version of it, a big sign would be the clear message apparent here, that we have some lessons to get thru before we can even think about where to next since we can see in the world, a strong insistence of change of plans, or change of systems themselves but without the look of change , more so slip into it like oh well this is the next level of which we must then overcome after we face the series of constrictions, that are not only cyclic but they touch on the basic lessons we all keep avoiding , such as how greed runs the world, and ruins pretty much everything about our lives , but we may think, well this is not a concern to me bc i’m not in control of the ways in which systems tend to route material , surely we can all ear as a puller, who has no self control, self directive , who only goes by the guidance of what’s alllwoed by one’s environment and many a times this is a situation, but , to parse what is different , we n have to dig deeper , and the ability to do that comes form ourselves , our own experience is a great teacher for it is the main initiation to all and everything , regardless to how many variations these experiences may have us all on some way, they all come back to the same few elements that pertain us all in our existence such as how hunger and thirst cannot be avoided for much longer, and how we have a financial system that alllws us for trade and exchange of basic needs for it, how we all need to work in order to get this paper money to accomindste our lives , and how we all need shelter to protect us from natural elements or else , we get sick and die these are common sense objective ernst a human body is a organism that is both resilient and reliant of its environment for sustenance , not only have we not fully established these as facts or factors that sustain human life, we have not figured out a way to solve our past greed , and all the things that caused us to get to this point in life , which we end up figuring out new ways to make excuse for why we can’t or shouldn’t , ( the transcendence of greed and look in every part of our lives do as to adjust any area that may have previously formed in a maladjusted sense that further restricts our evolution from the act of greed itself )

if u notice right know there are people suffering as we speak, and there are those fading eyes in the dark behind the screen fishing for ideas , greed, do they can accord themselves in the same self ignorent ways regardless of the clear signs we aren’t looking for secrets anymore we have done seeking for most of life is spent on seeking for greed , and now we have halted the act of seeking , to determine what even we want to do with what we have acquired in surplus , the signs have already made their rounds we have signs appear in dreams and among the many syncrinomcities of life that signs have become so big , so pronounced , bc u see , u get only enough signs before things tend to stationize before our eyes they tend to materialize , and here we see the many open air jail cells among the minds of people whose thoughts are also reflective of the same quality, we become slave to the thoughts that we cling to as opposed to open our minds to not secrets , not potentials either bc here w e have obstacles in the way of our potential in the first place that requires to be overcome before we can embark on the next potentials or the full transcendence onto what we could become, shape of which cannot be determined by our current position bc we can’t rest with this level of unknown among the pronounced known is making us feel unsettled and for good reason , for one aspect , we have lost control a long time ago, this is due to the greed monster growing to such heights that itself has no shame anymore it has gone so far as to conceptualize warfare and modernize killing and deaths of people instead of going the other way around , it has pushed people into poverty conditions and caused may suffering in its “wake “ but it’s more like a zombie it sleep walks it’s dead ! dead cannot nurture life it only saps it of more of its life source which is what is the pronounced aspect of greed and the symbols that are among us! there is nothing further to look for before we can come to terms with this big fat monster that keeps devouring everything in its way, not only that, bc u think that this monster is confined so long as it does not appear in ur doorstep is actually so big and vast that it touched on ever life every soul , appearing as illusions in our minds and impacting us in our choices and thus behaviours , this is the strong phenomena produced due to persistence of a monster whose expiration date has come and gone we just have its shadow to dance with , and bc we are so strongly attached to delusions , i mean consider our humanity, we still prioritize the value of things over the value of a single life, so this refers to our attachement to wrong objrdirves especially when it serves the self , perhaps bc we are also attached to our identities and struggles in the same way but without much regard to others in the mix, since greed has people in a secular way of self exceptionism counter force of which is fear of being tricked by someone who maybe after ur riches

sounds very funny when u write it down almost like child’s play u may laugh but in actuality, this is what causes so much suffering in the world , it’s greed , that cause many other afflictions such as wars, violences, and abusive behaviour among people, playing out from one on one interactions such as lovers in spite, of divorce scenario is and small claims in courts , to much bigger conundrums where people live is not valued at all even though u have absolutely nothing to do with what’s going on around u, such as systemic neglect and injustices, as well as how a nation can be seized with little to no oversight , and lead us all to wars where many lives end up getting severely impacted , if u notice , often times we baby the greedy as opposed to help the needy , we say well if we work with this person or situation in a benevolent way, we may embody our there’s a bit make than what often is said, which is where the uniqueness of the approach of altruism comes from, but there are so much in its way, that it’s virtually impossible to get thru to people about the concerns of their bad habits that puts us all in a global peril , even while they cling to their identities with all their might and go so far as to change things about the world to back up their claims , just so they maintain power and if u notice , greed and power are interlinked , bc they both do the same , latch only false and limited objrdirves that were meant for everyone , so they hang on and hang tight bc they may fear the unknown , the flip side of greed where ur welcome to trust others, and see others as ur equals , another clear implication for those with strong self cherishing minds to get off their high horse and see others as their equals , like oh ur human just like me u get hungry when thirsty and wish for nice things just like me u too work hard but for some reason u have the apprends of running in place digging urself into a hole whereas for some reason the higher i go the further i am from all that , and in an effort to not be called out, we distract ourselves and thus each other with frivolousness of each day, triangulating , lying, covering, making smth seem one way whereas doing smth else when we think nobody is looking , holding internal thoughts of conflict while appearing supportive on the outside, playing dumb on objrdirves we have keen sense of knowledge are all but particulars of flaws that rise from the strong attachment to any prestige that represents greed and thus control, the self cherishing thoughts arise bc of one’s guilty conscience bc at the baseline we all want to belong and be loved revered for “our supposed good deeds” eve thigh we could very well be mr burns from simpsons , and so we seek for external validation as a result of such since our own self speak can only get us far

off there is a way out of these issues , but it’s not that simple when we are dealing with none other than other human being s , if we take a look at how we got here, greed has ruined a ton of things in its path, things such as how infrastructure is built is via greed, by the use of slaves, systems via greed , by the use of covetious ness and self priority over the wellbeing of others, triangulations , such as global front where people tricked each other to benefit from others arguments, bc often times when others are busy fighting there are mistakes , and open in gas they which then opportunists can squeals thru and “get more for those lot” , u may see sophisticated games being played in the dark , where many of us only see the simple end results on the surface, and we may not notice such connections between events that unfold bc on the apparence they may see apart from each other , but then one would transpire so that the other one is carried out, all due to greed and self cherishing thoughts such as “ i am invincible, my actions are not that apparent, what o think is private, regardless to how i appear, i don’t believe in god or higher power – which is fine but – so i can do as i please especially at the cost of other peoples lofe! bc fuck them , they are dumb i am smart, they should pay by suffering so that i enjoy this life as a top dog” and so on … which means that we may notice there is a degree of initiation to pain , but say, u have a guilty conscience and yet u insist on taking ur frustrations out of other people assuming that solves everything which means that u might notice ur hard effort and sacrifice , such as ur time and energy, but u let ur self cherishing attitude , of excessive self importance ,by punishing others bc u think u earned the right to do so bc of ur level of sacrifices, regardless of the fact that we all have the same sacrifices , even though on the material sense , this may not appear as so, but u don’t see others act on self cherishing thoughts and when they do they get criminalized excessively too which solve nothing in the world at large , bc the bigger criminals tend to run free bc u guessed it, greed, which has us to a point where u can pay ur way out of ur lessons if ur rich enough how convenient , now we say this sounds like child’s play so let us create a scenario a kid is favoured by their parents over their siblings so they aren’t punished for the same things others do, which means that u aren’t exactly learning the lessons that u need in order to mature appropriately bc u weren’t afforded the chance to for albeit favouritism or sheer luck ! for some reason he prevented from going thru the necessary dog culture to transmute the power of ur wisdom that can teach u not only ur true purpose but allow you an easy of way to balance between these stark contrasting forces that are available to us all in actuality and its the product of greed, since we do the same when we are thinning too exceptional of ourselves , of our beingness of our truth and reason , and even virtuousness , in which confions where we can easily tell others what to do, and how to live , but when it comes to us, we may say well i’m different , since this too is a form of greed, but this doesn’t mean give up everything in order to break out of the cycle, it means just don’t make any excuses to urself on why u can’t change the things that ur part of , it means , u can adjust ur level of approach in a way where u no longer need to control what u shouldn’t bc u develop the right sense of control, such as how u see urself and what u do with ur time and energy , which are privileges in this day and age if we see the many ways in which people tend to exist on earth

everyone has self speak for example u may need to develop a type of language with urself so that u can motivate urself thru life’s difficulties and correct urself in the event that u either acted on ignorance , or simply erred bc ur human ! these are normal for all, however things become a problem when we adjust our self speak to manipulate ourselves away from facing what we need to , and there are plenty of examples for such, self help books even religion can be used for manipulative tactics all from greed and need to control bc itself , the greed, creates instabilities in us, which is not too long , as it’s as long as our age, next to glinka greed which has started long time ago, way before our birth, even before our nations birth, for greeed is one of the oldest lessons to overcome on this earth! u can say we just simply had a erroneous thought at the beginning t of our development , don’t worry about aliens coming to seize us we do that to each other, don’t worry about lizards among us, we are simply too good at lying , even to an extend we lie to ourselves claiming our bad behaviour is good just so we do not face lie souls let alone what we came here to do, all are limited human aspects , while we don’t even know what human means , u gotta give credit to the struggle however , since being wrong can be frowned upon severely in this world which works to strengthen greedy attitude s bc under neat control and greed is fear of being condemned , which shows the counter to it in the open where law and order can easily be bought by the rich so they never have to be i convenience whole having the look of safety by putting way too much burden on poor shmucks who fit even know what the heck is going on around here , but ofc given that we are now more endowed with info, we may know better ! maybe we know better in hindsight still, maybe even that, the data is run by greed where covetious ness and double speak has us in the dark and only light is shed to us for guiding us from lot a to b, to c further control our choice and actions , and to give us, in addition to that, suit that we arrived at these conclusions on our own! to add to the insult of our insistence to trust each other ! above all else ! but here we may notice why the dangers are apparent bc if we lose what little trust among us is left why do we think might happen next ?

on how to make friends with ur small self

or ego, first of all undersrnd that ego is a product of a temporary stay on earth reflected in human identity quality of which is only as convincing as the stationary ness of life itself , we may assume that this identity is very important , for its very real in terms of tangibility? much like our birth day, our growth process, the environment that surrounds us and the whole wide world, in its entirety, but in truth, these are temporary measures for us to use as tools rather, to complete what we came here for , often times we form attachment to things and people, of scenarios and situations the same, for they do reflect a degree of importance in our life why? bc if we are hungry, it sucks, if we feel pain, it’s quite very real, sometimes we may even reach a degree of deformity where we can t turn back time, but only move forwards, our bodies ache and age, and if we are lucky we can see into old age, then we must depart, and including our ego must fall away, but we form such strong connections to life, bc that’s all we know, it’s the most dominating effect here on earth after-all! we think from a purview of our limited human minds , and bc we are operating from seat of what makes us human, sometimes we form these literal connections as our baseline, we may think that everything has to be established from a linear basis , bc if we were to merge say the left brain analytic mind and right brain creative spiritual sense , then there would be a feeling of assumptions there, we may think well i know my truth ab right but what about others, if they did the same, then we would have a rather conjunction al reality, ah so but this is the go taking the control , and if we aren’t cautious bc we are trying to decipher reality from our human purview and not of “ the other” with the other being a more transcendent presence which we may or may not get the full gist of it while meditating or during the states of calm , then it’s our inner sense of control that tries to take direction that is otherwise directionless and make sense of that which can’t be articulated and manipulate that which is not even there ! hence the egos innate need to be right, as opposed to allowing the ego to participate in the overall process of getting thru life ! it’s best to make friends with one’s ego so as to recognize that itself is a sort of play and not a literal object, what is ego, we think that ego being hurt we must to text it at all costs, ego tends to take things too seriously whereas our innate playful joyful self is a bit more ha ha , it’s all fun and games u tim ur back is agaisnt the wall and the go reacts, well how dare u! i must be in danger , but the in are joyful self notices that things come and go, experiences teach us more than just what our minds like to recognize, whereas we want to articulate everything to a t which is a sense of control that is sprung from ego, the act of playfulness of spirit knows that it is greeter than this one human life, its identity and all that are but tools for us to articulate reality but we were never meant to hang onto these do excessively , we end up burning our hands bc we hold onto things that cause us much pain, and it’s often said that pain is first felt in the minds, here we are creating mental pain bc we want to be right , bc we dot know anything behind what makes us feel correct, and the opposite of correct is what? it’s the unknown , say if we spent so much time and energy as well as effort to get here in our articulate minds then

the feeling of starting over, or being at the point on which we may have to say to ourselves “i don’t know “ may indeed challenge the ego bc of its primitive nature, of accepting to oneself of the nature of the great unknown , sometimes the ego may convince us that we have everything figured out but then things happen and challenge us the otherwise , wisdom is sometimes the acceptance that our human minds is limited in scope, and at times we are called into step out of our human intellect o rest in this sense of simply existing , simply being, without judgment , criticism , and even forcing of particular thoughts bc these are all characteristics of ego, ego requires charactersiing itself bc itself neeeds a clearer trajectory, of articulate nature , innate with symbolism and labels , but itself may forget that these are only measures , used , much like language and its purpose, that at any time we can convey some meaning , and articulate some reasoning , but must also accompany with it an element of unknown, for this gives us the necessary space that allows us the flexibility to maneuver thru our certainties so that they do not trap us strictly in our minds , in the rational sense , for this only pains us, and constricts us, as ego becomes more and more inflated thus to compensate for the lack of space, so in a way, ego without knowing is filling the space for the flexibility needed for us to maneuver ourselves out of the trappings of the rational mind, but itself runs the risk of forgetting why, bc itself does not have a identity, or strong characteristics, its purely the product of the mind to adding these meanings, al which may cristallise or even calcify overtime, and not bc its in its nature to become dense but the density is a product for the world rather , we are only working with it, and thru it, though bc we do not know this, and forget at time that our humanity is actually secondary to spirit which is identity less , our sense of control takes over , and when we feel uncertain about objrdirves, what do we do, we look around at what others are thinking , whose dominating thoughts may or may not complement our inner structures, and then build from there a articulate reality based on by what’s majorly accepted but still run the risk of getting ourselves lost in the haze of ego why? bc the intention is not fully set like a jewel of the heart, the one that’s compassionate unconditional a in its envision of n the reality and the cosmos and not attached to results , free like a bird or more expressive of our souls that dance with the elements of duality as opposed to criminalize its parts bc itself must be certain or right , the priority to be right is a product of our minds inspired from the ego that may at times become bolstered or inflated bc itself require the space for the spirit to soar freely which is purely directive of love , and definitely not from a certainty of mind? but may contain elements of deciphering its nature in full glimpses thru the dialect

as we can see, befriending ego seems easy but how do we go about it is definitely not in the same way as we make friends with each other , but more attribute to the maintenance of a companion with the ego , much like a friendship does , so u may be there for ur ego, be non judgmental, be open and available, but also have some type of boundary set , especially if ur ego is very out of control at first , or has itself set to such a strong stance that u can it bring it down to its original size which elfits at the centre of ur palm, is very much like a beta fish , very small, and playful when it’s in its original state and is small, and has transcended what ever is needed, it just needs more space, in truth ego is actually not harmful it’s our concept of it that makes it so bc what we do with it is that we take all the impurities of life, and inconsistencies found there in and then inflate the ego with it , we feed ego, our little pet fish, all the unnecessary garbage junk which fattens it up, its no wonder why it needs space to move about! bc not only do we fill it with junk, we do not change the container , but that’s bc we can’t ,! but we may assume identities to fit the hyper inflated ego mentally instead, by holding onto arbitrary role and titles , that our articulate minds assume that must be so, such as feeling superior to other, and being clever in tricking others, assuming that we are not transparence and that we are shrewd all of which are inspired from somewhere else ! such as history books, of elders and elders of yesteryears , even if we didn’t mentally seek out such meanings and strategies, bc a lot of these are still “up in the air” in the form of unresolved issues , in pockets and chock full of clouds among us, we may without recognize, be tapping into them, though if we can get past our human minds, the we may notice that this is actually not so bad! but a evolutionary way for us to transcend these fixed characteristics we placed on the concept of ego , so that we can understand our own a bit more closely and it misunderstand its message as well , when we are friends with our ego, our ego can be an informant , it can say past hey look here i just noticed smth , ego can also be a great treniter of lower frequencies bc itself is a gateway between the duality of higher and lower aspects of one’s soul, they it’s transmission beyeeen the lower and higher realms for better sense of the word, of working collectively thru our human muck, so that we can step into collectively the next level stuff, either here or hereafter , since this is the primary reason for existence , all others are product of the stationary mind, of articulate nature , such as the importance of politics and systems that help function our lives, and even there we notice the machination of the ego and conceptualisation of soul, and notice the pitfalls , as well as ares of strong inequality, which cause strong hardship, elevations and devolutions the same , as well as avoidable suffering and deaths,

surely u can cut ego entirely , someday ego death is necessary and others may assume ego as this or that, which are also part of ego only reflecting itself in its limited way, since these are and can be only half articulated , with the other half relating to the currency of our reality, quality of which is in transmission still, for the absolute certainty is a sign that the portion of which the certainty is drawing from , can give us glimpse into where the particular type of data is springing from , for the current version of reality is always going to have an element of the mysterious with it, the complete articulation of it will always require that space for the flexibility of maneuvering so as to not get stuck in too much in the mind, as we can see? in the aquarius age, with the strong involvement of pluto we already are having two wings to a bird that is necessary for us to soar more so , and break thru from strong mentations that used to hold us back, the holding back was necessary tho , for it offered a cocoon like experience rather , but let us be mindful, for we have acquired a lot of losses also, such as human lives that are lost , which can not be returned , and notice that these are simply words used as a tool to decipher best the trajectory ahead and not in a boisterous way that assumes itself superior to its kin , the new age will require from us to transcend the lasts that e we assumed as stationary bc of the reflective nature of reality also, we assume the systems and structures outside of us must primed inward for us to navigate it which is true , but then we transcend it, especially in lasts that are called froth for proper transcendence , with the space we make within, as the ego has become more itself as in , ur small self, and from there ur no longer fearing the production of the ego also, bc we are taught to fear it and kill it at every avenue , which may make us more simplistic when we do this without noticing what it is we are doing ! we may smooth out all the edges to such an extend that we end up becoming a version of “ smooth brain” mentality whose minds do not have the traits and turns thats necessary for discernment , often times we say this as either product of ignorance or innocence , but more so lack of maturity in one’s who can or simply let their own experience teach them, whose wisdom , can’t reach their deeper self , who have no kids or thought sid their own, are like door mat, can be useful idiot, or used by others easily, bc they have no sense of self at all, or cannot think for themselves or guard or self protect from harm and so on and we may notice that at first instance we begin to work on the technicalities of our ego, and try to befriend it or transcend it, we may feel we are getting too soft or weak we may think that we do not put in the skill necessary to keep momentum of our strong headed we a of our youth but this coincides with our innate wisdom that so much gets wasted on simply wanting to be right ,

we may feel at a loss or even betrayal from our higher self but in truth, it’s bc of our strong mindedness that we may find ourselves calculating what it is we have lost or wasted whereas in truth in reality our beyond our human intellect nothing is wasted not even the human life ! the life here has a reason far greater than we can figure out that much is true and surely we must articulate to an extend for this allows us to communicate with the reality as with all, but these were ever meant to be facts or stationary factors or absolutes but only to convey meaning and incite feelings or even share it , surely we must save human life and not be wasteful, in the event that we find ourselves ina imperfect o world, we may feel compelled to find an end or a fall back guy to pin al blame s to ? or a scapegoat so that we can say ah so here is the bad guy finally we can serve justice by condemning them and punishing them , we may even kill them so that the bad is finally elongated but these are all bc we forge the fluidity of reality, for its stationary nature can get us stuck strongly in the mental plane , and cause us much suffering even though we may succeed in “eliminating the enemy” bc we notice that the faces may change but issues persist, so maybe there is a clue there of some transcendental nature that is beyond our mental reach, and that may require fro us smth much more , such as having faith in greater things , and having smth as intrinsic as our heart space, to be at peace and be also working with our intellectual reality bc sometimes that’s all it takes , it’s just egos way of thinking itself into a corner bc very much like parsing they info, where we magnify objrdirves, the more we get closer to objectives the more we are required to parse they it, and the more we parse they it we may run the risk of losing shape of which we observe , much like observing things under a microscope , the shape of which becomes so magnified we don’t even know what we are looking at anymore , so with that said , not everything tired that level of depth, for somethings are much like a phenomena produced out of the coalescing effect of many other things that have took so long for us to get here , and we may assume that the end result , or whatever it is that we magnify is going to give us answers, but there is a direction in which things are brought to here, surely if we observe one portion or other , we may gain vital insight , but this only works to complement the whole, and here we can expand on our expertise and step back as far back as we need to, in order to determine the same of everything , we may even get glimpse of this in our intuition , and when we set out to express this in words, we notice the many filters we are directing this information, when we do work with ego however we can recognize smth that we may have missed however, and that is the stream that keeps on going in infinite, which does not require to be grasped in full, but only flowed with and they, as the ego and the heart consciousness form allowances, u may be go to realize that ur becoming g more emotional and softer on thoughts that used to produce rigid results such as overthink and excess worry that goes nowhere , that u notice u do not have to destroy ur parts to be whole or start anew by chucking the baby with the bath water just bc ur articulate mind may antagonize smth based on by its limited scope, and that when u do rest at meditative states, u may feel this big love, and no longer feel that it’s only a product of ur meditation or innocence to forcefully grow up from, or even let go bc u notice that all of these are what makes u who u are, and u do not need to cut urself down to fit into moulds of others , including of what others may think about how or what ur life is supposed to be all the while not fight it, bc in this new age of aquarius past of become free is the relinquishing of intense need to colt to things in our life that we may wish to surrender to god, or higher powers or fate faith and the greater good while at the same time navigate the tangible parts , of external and internal impulses and thoughts as well as navigating the emotional components such as ur emotional intelligence , since following our heart does not mean be impulsive with our feelings , we may have a comprehensive sense of self once we complete our individual work, which can not be over generalized here for the respect in diversity and the factors which allow each person to have their unique experience on earth , undiluted by even my thoughts about it as a navigator would , as its often said only u can expect the rain on ur skin as u urself would even though others may make their remarks and assumptions that either ur wet or cold, in obvious terms , or even deserved this as some arbitrary karma or meaning deeper than simply u meeting rain in common ground on a day that grants u such experience ,..

self cherishing thoughts

aside from self cherishing thoughts we may find ourselves excessively fixated on other people, maybe groups, or events, we may discover ourselves gravitated towards others , but not in an harmonious way, but in a way that may ignite particular feelings and thoughts associated with it, these frequency connections may give us glimpses into our inner self, one that perhaps has a side concomitant, not in the way of apparences , but in the way of inner work more so, but bc this world does contain things that don’t appear as they are, and events very much the same, we often mistake this initiation as a threat or even personal attack, and then y the fixation, tend to get paranoid, or over work, or worry, about whether if the other hates us, or wants to harm us, or has the same or similar thoughts that we may discover within bc we also hear from new age tuff the act of attention, and that if ur feeling or thing smth about someone that automatically mean they feel the same about u but first of all, there is no proof that another may feel this way, it’s purely subjective mind, coupled by one’s heart consciousness , depending on which, the heart may be slightly smart, too much into self, or fully open, meaning that one’s loving senses expand naturally to others regardless to differences, but depending on where we are, we may get ourselves caught up in all kinds of afflictions bc of the attachment caused by our sense of importance , this importance doesn’t mean that we must feel less important to balance this, but it may be due to inner lack, that we may compensate by being too attached to our good qualities thereby at every inconvenience, that is, o ur misdemeanour of translating what is going on around us, we may then assume that someone is here to threaten that equanimity and in we self importance , the issue with getting too entangled with others doesn’t start and stop with the mind sadly, especially if they start to extend to our activities , vis choices and actions that execute particulate type of behaviours , which at first may seem inconsequential at first bc or the way things begin, they take traction and gain momentum and build overtime , and then we may see the end results as if that happening for the first time assuming that it’s either characteristic or spontaneously occurring , but here our self cherishing and self attached reality that causes us much affliction and misdemeanour of thought is actually here to teach us about the process that takes time to develop thereby teaching us early on to catch the signs so as to change ourselves before things get too complicated or even dangeous for us and others

this imbalance comes from our development , as well as what we had to work with then, which is mostly out of our control at first , surely there are many speeches about the factors that may get us to feel, u have more choices on where u ended up than u may realize such as choosing the family members we are born into, the countries we reside in, and so on, but this is also a speculation , perhaps in an effort to undersrnd reason for being here, and as to reconcile some of the unfortunate events that impact us all i n some way very much like the assumption that there is a heaven or hell, once we pass on, in an effort to motivate ourselves to do by right and refrain from doing wrong, or we could speak about self discipline but sometimes cut and dry methods can be boring , and we have been story tellers in a symbolic way to learn things without feeling forced into them, somewhere along the way , our articulate minds attach to these as if they are happening literally , or they there is literal occurrences , much like mistaking what appears to be as it is when we examine reality, in the same way that when we feel that everyone else acts according to us, is central to our assumption that just bc our point of view comes from us, doesn’t exactly mean that everything and everyone exists because we are and that they exist around us, n wing that we must be centre figure in the entire cosmos , especially if we are the superior one where everyone caters to us, in our senses and being in every which way, much like a king or queen of the world, where everyone takes care around the clock, prioritize this exalted and wonderful u are , pampering u, and existing solely for ur divine purpose , the funny thing is we are in a way central in the cosmos’s but we may think of this as a means that applies to all equally, when we begin to see everyone central in their world much like u seem central in urs, then u r beginning to get out of self cherishing mind and get towards cherishing all equally , and here we end up divorcing some of those subjective takes on rather objedirve happenstances, surely we may keep our specifically eye on the event that someone targets us, and or is fixated on us or wants to harm us, for the potential for such entanglements is evident in our interactions and often its our minds that cause us more harm based on by what we think , than what transpired, especially if the event has been done and the issues have been rectified and parties have parted ways though we also see that bc we aren’t exactly living in the perfect circumstances that cultivate a healthy sense of being , the difficulties there to notice and change , immediately, or overtime, as it’s also said that the harder the habit the tougher the change about it, but nature has it that sooner or later for almost everyone , who intends on such , a way that’s gentle, given that we pursue this diligently with effort and self discipline , noticing the signs and adjusting our sails according to changes that we may confront about it

the nature already know , the things that may be alien to us, nature follows us nurturers us gives us water and food from its bosom, and makes sure that we are grown , much like a garden of variety of life that springs , its only in our minds that dome of us think of must feel superior to our kin, we mistake this by variations in the garden, we measure the springs and study the bark by its colour and other arbitrary characteristics we may think that we can figure it all out only if we figure it all out then the garden can seem less traumatic in its mysteriousness and less unknown to our senses that feel anxious in the face of fear unknowns , we may feel at ease only if we figure everything out , every nook and cranny, every flower and tree, every bush and this or that , even the purpose of weeds, then we will feel safe bc now we know everything but it’s not just that, we know it but itself does not know is, bc the world has apparence of allowance that can easily be mistaken for not having been noticed ourselves , we may think oh the abyss is just big empty vast space of nothingness mysteries of which are accessible to keen adepts who may peer into its centre but itself may not notice , only bc it self has a different language we do not assume to pick up on or notice bc it doesn’t sound like us and talks like us? we may take a moment here to contemplate what this means , for the opportunity of articulation does not mean we do not notice but that we have many processes for our understanding and all complement the overall process, and in this process we may feel inadequate bc we have past trials and tribulations n we may feel triggered ,again not all self cherishing comes form ego, down come from wound and self protection, bc we may feel deep vulnerabilities inside that may get ignited and sometimes these triggers can cause us spiral , or feeling out of control, or the undesirable feelings to arise, which may be the type of feelings that we may have had to feel, but do not wish to feel or even remember or go there anymore bc they are painful, they may attribute to our wounds we have gained along the way, or some inconsistencies in the past whose origin we still do not fully comprehend whether if these wounds are spiritual from past occurrences , or concomitant with the world, whose laws of attraction sort of gives us a warm welcome, to its transcendence via our compliance to its laws of healing for some thing weren’t personal even tho they may seem like it based on by how our articulate minds alone may decipher in their analysis,

we may fear being alone for sometimes being alone can get us to really step into the unknown or what is since it’s there, it’s only when we slow down that we get caught to it that’s why it’s essential to take periods of silence, to go along why the natural rhythm as posed to chasing a feel or thighs, but all are essential it’s just that they are useful in their own places given that there is smth concomitant to their occurrences , such as when we wish to speak , bc we may feel inadequate within, to quell some inner discomfort to one where we speak with purpose , for example nowadays there is the technology that grants us ability to make money from our content , as well as many topics we can discuss about world , life , politics, human behaviour and so on, some of us may be keen about sharing our personal experiences such as our childhoods and what we eat, whereas others maybe a bit more indirect about their personal life and keep things general in an effort to preserve their privacy, either way, there is a process, and even a force so to speak, for one aspect it’s good to speak up and be heard i don’t think we have ever been here before, feeling invincible and at times lost can be overwhelming in a world full of people, where u may feel ur existence is insignificant versus having an audience even if it’s five people and someone is there to keenly listen to u and receive what u have to share , the act of technology in our lives today also impacts the way we relate to each other, and have vast array of people to choose from to find our tribe and where we belong, but we aren’t quite there yet bc we have language to surmount and inner self work that can differentiate why we do what we do, and perfect the language necessary to find the perfect balance between self cherishing thoughts, and the thoughts about others, or being considerate without taking offence and giving pelle the right of way just as much as u deserve ur own n but here we notice both internal and external issues , internal bc of our triggers and traumas, and external bc eve the world in its systems is not exactly there yet, there are all type of “ways to exist “ if u notice , where some don’t have the same rights as others have, some don’t hav the same opportunities as others have, and it no longer applies to say the least, that god favours only some ,

when we come across general misdemeanour of thought that have been vastly accepted a long long time ago, whose standard flow goes unnoticed by many, this doesn’t r mean ur more special than the rest but mean that u happened to stumble upon smth that might help everyone in someway, if u force it , u may lose the grasp of which is trying to reveal itself to u, if ur too lose, it may slip away, the rule of thumb is if it’s easy to forget then it’s probably not ready yet so then we do not rush the process but learn to become one with it instead , but u can see when we feel compelled or coerced bc maybe we get paycheck from this, or we have momentum to keep, bc there is demand to keep showing up and supersede each other in the information warfare, then we may get a bit immature in delivery of our word, and then get frustrated with our process, often denying our discomfort and instead of compassionately taking a look at the unrealistic way of sharing, we remedy the inconsistency with self cherishing thoughts well, they hate me bc i’m so awesome , bc i have all this jnkwndlge and they know and they must be jealous bc i am so nice and good and cool and so on, but this is only as true as we wanna make things seem, this same process is true with our interactions , it’s usually our analytic mind that assumes that so and so might not like us, when we hear smth that ignites a particular type of feeling , even though this feeling is not smth they consciously ignite , but bc we can’t seem to relax with the happenstance within, we attach to words, of expressions to get validated for why we need to antagonize each other versus realize that some paths need to be trekked alone , here if the world permits, we can at times take personal time off, or be sleep rly observing, our processes and the relationship with our environment rather than rush the process of determination of what we may need to do next, such as the slight but essential difference between clear intentions and impulsive actions , i think the past decades of experience on this subject is not entirely wasted even though there is also a lot of time effort energy we even people wasted , this can give us a glimpse into how far we have come , but also keep in our purview the importance of peace, as well as inner equanimity, that the difference between thoughts and actions is that, u can take back ur word but in terms of actions , they usually come with counter actions or restions either of equal or opposite value which is extremely dangerous at time and is out of our control, regardless of how we may cherish our truth and power, we can or control the articulation and efforts of others, but only set an example by embodying our truths rather than just leave it at the edge of our lips

we can’t condemn each other

bc we aren’t gods , we are human with god consciousness or god element that propels us to have a human experience here on earth, we may be compelled to hustle and critics each other, perhaps we have right or say, or maybe we are at the receiving end of someone else’s kleshas , however we can’t judge and criticize , or condemn others, bc we aren’t gods, we don’t have the full spectrum of viewpoint that can single out a member or members of the world, we may not fully understand the workings of the world in the way that allows us the clarity, but when a situation gets too big, and its repercussion too negative, it has to be stopped or else it causes in all potential to be destroyed, at which time we may wish to form healthy boundaries agaisnt such practices, so that those who are executing these actions are coming to their senses, so if someone were to cause a lot of trouble, and by their thoughts n actions they are creating a lot of confusion and pain , then they have to be stopped in their destruction, or else this may cause within us unwanted effects, and formations thru which we may feel burdened to pick up after, clean up, carry ( the pain and suffering in our mental and emotional , including the physical, in some cases, our soul plan can take a backseat bc we are too preoccupied with distractions caused by others ) , and there’s a saying for that it goes for all parties involved: just bc u can do it doesn’t mean u should, this means just bc u can be bad and reckless bc u don’t have to be criticized or condemned, and can potentially get away with ur bad habit s doesn’t mean u should do it, and with the other end of the spectrum being, just bc an baby others , and handle their misdemeanours and can literally love through any obstacle, doesn’t mean u should, in fact the true sense of love isn’t permitting other sin their bad behaviour , since this may mean imbalance , do i love urself less? do u love others bc of how it makes u feel? maybe u feel u must love in order to avoid conflict or confrontation, or maybe u think assertiveness is agressive , or others should tackle things bc u may not feel confident in handling certain occurrences in ur life all of which refer to lack of forming healthy boundaries between ourselves and others preference as to our life, how we live our life, how things may mean for us versus their assumptions of it, regardless to what we say or do bc this too is a representation of a version of a god complex that mistakes our roles in each others lives

usually when we give right of way for others , in our own life they tend to take ownership of how we manage ourselves, such as assuming that our good deeds are result of their presence and our bad deeds must be result of woollen they do not approach in our love persia’s bc their hidden agendas coincide with our choices, these tend to happen bc human being s tend to realize there are some i next ions that enable codependencies but we do not know how these are rationed , again, our god complex can peek thru the clouds of our personal reasoning for self benefit, or due to self cherishing thoughts, since such mentations can get us to remain motivated on our path, but when unchecked , can become dogmatic, too theoretical and even toxic towards others , people forget to be kind and live and let live bc they get too preoccupied with their perfect version of how reality is supposed to be versus how it is, and here we may antagonize people, and even assume they must be annihilate and we think they are bad , maybe they don’t deserve to live, and we may even assign punishment , that is harder to tell either if we are even correct in our assessments, that’s why we are not gods to determine someone s punishment , regardless to how things may seem on the exterior , but say, if someone poses and anger , u can easily set bindsired, contact authorities, about the person, seek protection against them, and note in ur minds of their bad behaviours , apply counter measure in the world so as to balance and minimize their toxic effects, in a way that allows u to honour ur authenticity, and on what certain things happens that we cannot see or understand , to “leave it to god” or leave it to nature, meaning that when we get out of the way of each other, we may allow things to self normalize as long as we are not recreating a bind by retaliation with the enemy, or respond in the same way they understand , for there would mean we would have to cheapen our energy, and step down, or stop to their level but in a honesty, are u this baby sitter ? u do not owe any one that, plus bc we are adaptable beings, prioritize our right conduct tend to suffice, except for extreme conditions where a person must self defence in order to continue their livelihood , and we can see in this world such lack of healthy boundaries causing much suffering among us that we see the work is there for us to continue to move towards its rectifying whatever is necessary for establishing long lasting peace

we may feel compelled at first bc we all have a degree of attention and energy rationed in a day, for if the day has enough hours, regardless of our divine quality, our expedience on energy directed in a more essential parts of life generates efficiency, a stream of life that is already there ! they we can reach during meditative states and of stillness and being, that we think why can not we materialize this on earth!!? when we tap into it it’s almost so effortless that we don’t wanna get out of it, we think meditation has its place and attrition and conduct has its place, we assume that this is all part of duality, that we think someone has to take the blame for everything , there has to be a fall guy and if u notice , most people withdraw their responsibilities in the event there is a final cut back or a scapegoat to put all blames into for sake of closure , rather than do the hard work of digging deeper to understand the intricate relationship between objrdirves that are older than time ! that have been going on much before we were born ! ofc this doesn’t mean we are simply making excuse for why we can’t or shouldn’t help a given condition, but it means that we are not as alone as we may seem, and things aren’t as “ singular” as their occurrence may have them , we may have a tough time, sans grace, in linguistic terms of discovering truths, as this maybe part of the environment rather , since we have a ton of objrdirves at play, such as using dishonesty as a means to coerce others , or double speak to hide one’s intentions, or apparences of being or looking well intended whereas deep inside , ur thinking of all the opposites which denotes to one’s own dishonesty, and we may lie to such an extend that we forget our own way, often times , these things are severely critics on earth, and condemned but not in a way that allows us to undsrsnd why they even happen, mostly the earth has basic lessons that fall on us all, mostly our issues come from greed, lies and deceit, mostly we do aggression to each other bc we misunderstand god s message or universal laws, we may think some don’t delve to love, we may assume the bad guys must suffer but for how long , perhaps we think the bad is inherent? how so? so someone conceived thee baby, which is a miracle, which can potentially not happen until it does, and when it does, there is 9 months of it potentially not being possible , or complete its circule, and by then , there’s more potential that it may not live once its delivered, let alone there is the formative years where it can easily be killed, either by their parents blindness, or by their environmental conditions or disease , then there are conditions placed by the state and that state or country’s relationship to their neighbours that can inhibit its continuity, we have life as our miracle, but we think some are evil regardless to all these potential hazards in their wake , perhaps it’s time we start seeing humankind differently, to tap into our better potential * laughs

so here we can see that we ar far from perfect, with that said, there is no need to waste time and energy on how we should condemn each other bc we aren’t gods and we can’t tell exactly how we got here, eve thigh there are clues that suggest the ways that converged and diverged that can give us some articulation of its parts but still when we get hasty with the process, we end up getting sloppy with end results and this shows in many parts of our lives, people compete over dumb objectives and do not realize the “people they assume to protect” whereas they are only driven by self interest and resort to lies and deceit, maybe even our those people they profess to care for in hazards way , when some one has a wrong thought and they are gently confronted to correct themselves , they may take offence bc this may make them seem incompetent , so in order to maintain self righteousness, they may shoot the messenger, often inhibiting their process of overcoming their hardship and ignorance so to better evolve in their progression, others may go great extend to kill others bc they may assume these people do not deserve to live bc of their behaviour , even thoughts ! whereas other side of the spectrum have criminals potentially causing harm in others lives, therefore they are destroyed, but the actions have a kind of their own until we dig deeper and figure out why these things tend to happen, instead of assuming that some people are simply bad and do not deserve to live , we may not notice that the solutions may be as simple as changing a few habits around to get a better purview and they which efficace our lives where it accords to all needs , not just some , since for example greed is a major lesson on earth, the we would at some point come to terms with our own selfishness, so that we are collecting our lessons here , and being good to each other based on by these simple principles , with the other core lessons being , lying as one, which causes excessive self importance, and this creates inequality among people, since u have smth to attach urself to and smth to maintain, and anger and violence when do not get what u want then u may abuse ur privilege and power, as this happens a lot here on this earth, sure if ur poor or have very little to abuse then ur abuse may not be as effective as those who have might and power such as prestige and money, for these statuses can get things done much faster , and everyone knows if u cut people off their basic needs , they will suffer , and u may even enjoy their suffering , bc of ur god complex, u may think well i’m doing smth good for the world but here we never see the results of that it leaves in speech meanwhile faces change but the actions repeat , so here is our clue and ugly truth that we may be wrong with our habits here in terms of how we handle such conflicts both big and small ,

lying and deceit is necessary to maintain self cherishing thoughts and one’s own greed, and here we may add that a period of this nature is not grateful, bc if they are ere, they would breach beyond their self limits, or mental prison that causes them such strong attachment to status and power, and god complex that cause many unnecessary suffering in others lives, but again bc these are core lessons, we are supposed to struggle with these objectives until we can get past them, in the past we tried to change the greedy people’s mindsets, and confront their bad actions that cause harm, we even spoke out in public about dangerous objedirve in an effort to bring to attention the direness of such situations that have implications on literally everyone ! not just the doer and the ones that these are done to! bc we are connected and we do pick up on these subtle clues and end up being part of the entire cause and effect they signal , we may love the aggressors but only to an extend, bc we also must have self love that at some point we have to draw blindside and cut these people off, not like dead limbs to a tree bc as long as we are alive there is potential to improve, and what most people assume that converse is must surround either pleasing toxic entities or deny or reject them, it’s better not to feed the trolls, bc this may create more supper on their self cherishing attitudes, for some, any attention is good enough so long as they are receiving attention , and even with that their bad behaviour is rewarding if their underlying basis is that immature and with most cases sadly it is, for those who are doing smth wrong such as harm others with their ignorance and greed, they have to have self cherishing attitude t remedy their misdemeanours and nature them as opposed to come to terms with their reality and change , bc they may feel these inconsistencies already much like the rest of us but bc their development caused them something off, such as skip lessons vital to their maturity, perhaps bc of their privilege , to bypass it, they may wish to reconcile their inconsistencies with excessive self peeks , they even seek from others “validation” , the “im good, believe me, i am, right ? u believe me right ? “ whereas the urge do not feel this way, bc truths in and of themseves are self confident , since this is smth a matter of the heart, and a communion with our higher self, our inner god, surely those who feel no shame for their error tend to be a bit more dogmatic for shame and guilt allows us to self reflect on our behaviour and change what needs to be changed, here we may sound easy about change but this may be noticed as to how difficult such changes can be by the wisdom of ur own experience that u may develop the tolerance and humility for each b others process so part of love is tough love, u stop feeding the trolls and stop baby sitting others to get on the same page but focus on urself ur self betterment and doing good where u can , where it’s called forth, and hope that those who have closed their hearts or lost their way, may finely find theirs sustainably, on their own accord, given by many models around them as to what this may seem, and rise to ur level instead of u meeting them at theirs all the time which cars toxic enabling as toxic interactions as well as toxic entanglements that tend to become too drawn out, dramatic, as well as wasteful, often producing nothing of sustainable quality , so it’s best to refrain from such even though u can do it

dark energies

i hat do we have dark energies in the world? how do they impede our life ? what’s our role in cutting thru the darkness and step into the light ? what does the reference of dark energy translate to our life in our person , aka the subjective realm? why must be be part of the dark energy even elif we have nothing to do with it are all part of what we came here to do and become, surely it’s a snake eating its own tail of humanity is here to solve the issues itself has created, but this is only in apparences for what we created can come from myriad of resources as we have spoken the difference between influence and intention , from darkness comes light, and from the unknown becomes unknown, surely the process is good or bad, wrong or right in translation at first , but given enough time and experience , we begin to become familiar with a process that far larger, but still not grasp it entirely for its a continuity of matter as opposed to a place of arrival regardless to apparences , for here perhaps , we are to cut thru darkness or turn on the light or shed light to why was occurring in obscurity, and we may or may not overcome this entirely, depending on how well we are to become versed in the process and reason, for example, darkness often brings with it many bad things , unfortunate events, sadness , trauma, strife, shame, among other things and bc we are heavily conditioned to assume a bad guy, that needs to be eliminated rather than understood , we end up chucking away vital data and interactions along with it, ok case closed, the bad guy is either dead or gone , or we have criticized him or her enough that we feel successful , saying well at least i put them in their place and that should teach them but what about the lessons that fall on us? per his there is more than what meets then eye as to why some of us are rather drawn to or possessed by actions that cause do much suffering , or perhaps there is a better way to articulate what happens as often times we tend to make things complicated than better or easy, no matter whether if ur operator of light or darkness, since our articulate minds tend to become dead set on its way if u notice, darkness is bc it insists on its self righteous , and they share this one truth with light since light does the very same, itself assumes a degree of self rightness and carries on regardless to the error along its way, which also includes its absolute certainty that darkness must be eliminated this or that way, and with certainty that itself assumes why these things happen in the first place, how then can we understand these contrasts and form a basis thru which we can then transmute the contradictions that may arise among it all? tht is all part of the process …

darkness can be comforting, it offers shadows to rest our senses, we can find shelter in the dark much like mothers womb, or the mysteries that keep us about from being bored after knowing everything such as the deep side of the moon , the same darkness plays about the world thru the process of the sun, its here half the day and at the other half , it goes to the other side of the planet, unlike the moon ? where it touches every ground and every person and every thing as it makes its rounds, though there is the night, and the sleep, where we too find respite in the darkness of nature, where we lay down and dream, and here, the darkness can refer to the mysteries of the dream world and why we see certain things experience certain others and remeber differently the context, such as waking up with a particular type of feeling that we can determine , or not remember anything at all, another representation of the unknown or darkness apparent here. we too have darkness thru out the day, in our consciousness where we have periods of time where our consciousness wanders, the oh i’m sorry i wasn’t paying attention comes to mind or even states of aloofness, of wandering mind, coiled by the missing information about our loved, such as how someone else saw us being born at a specific time, and recorded the time accurately, or how our parents saw us and perceived us in a specific way regardless to our developing character , since at the beginning of our journey we are brand new, and where we came from is also unknown to us and them, then there’s media politics history books days that has long been recorded by individuals like us who passed thru these lands , the same, whose thoughts and experiences are a combination of the unknown and the known, whose experiences are akin to our own regaled to marked differences also possess the same , there is some degree of acknowledging reality and then there is all this what of and what about and what not about reality that sort of works as fillers in an effort to make sense of what we are dealing with here , with the media and politics of being recent, since our everyday recordings of what is also comes with a degree of unknown , or shrouded effect where we may not know exactly everything , and here we can recognize that the relationship between enlightenment , or information, and the unknown , that is the act of passing thru out the experience we are initiated, much like a shadow that follows us and is never separate , it may reduce in quantity at times, depending on the positioning of the sun ( referring to naturalness of the relationship between light and dark) , or it can be entirely absent, spending on the context in which our positioning may avail us , are all part of representation of this great relationship ,

in determining our inner darkness, we may still be at infancy states of recognition bc although we have progress in they life, as well as earths own progression, the determination of our maturity is of cumulative kind, a specific attribute it being human, as in human kind, as while, and when we measure our cumulative efforts, and base our advancements on the totally of our handling, we can then determine our age, and see that we are still at our early stages of solving conflict, correct use of information and langage matters here bc they too reflect maturity, and our misdemeanours , which either work to benefit the darkness or the light, that tend to play among the planet, such as actions that cause harm, and those that relieve the issues in a amicable way so as to smooth out the rough ends of energies that interplay, which cause in many of us the same , due to our relationship between both influential and inspirational factors that is abound, and depending on what stage of maturity we may be operating from, so we may be more lenient towards darkness not bc we are bad, but bc we do not know how to handle our inconsistencies that we may be inadvertently tapping into, and that we may be secretly recruited by the universe to come to its resolve, or participate in its resolve or further development and understanding , but bc we are not mature, we are still reckless with this type of responsibility, for one aspect we can measure our maturity by how well we undsrsnd our work, since the mind is a perfectionist and the person almost always thinks highly of self not bc this is wrong or bad, but its part of our life to nurture ourselves by pomping us positive statements to motivation even though certain times, this pomp is contextually wrong, and is thus used immaturely to cover up one’s inconsistencies rather then come to terms with it, or meet with ur shadow to better understand it, learn from it, and then work to transmute it , thru which u humble urself in ur process and then reflect this upon others who maybe going thru the same, and here the progression of our life, our linear maturity expects from us to get to know ourselves at every avenue of our emerging self appropriate to the time in which it relates to, and then say goodbye to it albeit with finished or unfinished work concomitant with the level of others , and what we have to work with, and then begin anew with the next progression of self concomitant to the linear developper of the material , such as our aging process, maturity of the character, or the personality and so on …

here we may learn from our experice how these things correlate , and work to disconnect from that which is well beyond our control, where at the end of the day we have self work that is within our reach, to better understand the process of each darkness and light, but this is why it’s important to not mistake ur own maturity for the gentle maturity of the humankind and this also reflects back to self ! for if we see based on our own self experience , there are times where we are tiny god who are wrathful, causing much peril out of ponds , splashing about in our fury, whereas all we have to do is relax into our situation no matter how small the consequences of the negative feelings is produced from a minor inconvenience , we all do this.. it happens in our day to day activities such as when things are going well, all of a sudden smth happens and ur day is backed up, or ur late to a function, or a thing breaks when ur going paycheck to paycheck , which is actually a much bigger stress but we can see the gradient of frustrations that can challenge our senses and throw us off into a state of hopelessness especially w eh we can’t find respite, or fine the balance or , the opposite side of the spectrum, where we have tolerated but well beyond our abilities , and then snap! things fall apart, u may have a meltdown, or u wanna walk away from the workplace that causes u much trouble, or u give up smth u have invested in for so long . etc perhaps bc our experience work to show us rather then tell us into certain workings but we may in our articulate minds mistake the message bc of the way it’s delivered, and that’s not bc this is the at it is or has to be but it gives us glimpses into the imperfections within the reality that has long been developed , where the missing informations present itself but we can’t recognize these as they are bc of our strong conditioning, so in applying this theory as to how e subjectivité things that happens to us and that may be negative or even dark, bc we may not fully undsrsnd their nature , or why they transpire , and ourselves within it, we may get impatient with the process , in part bc we have a breaking point as stated above and in part bc of what may be available given by the condition of the environment in which it happens, and sometimes this balance is way off , hence we can measure our maturity by the basis in which we understand that these occurrences may seem simple but they are also impactful bc they cause severe damage in its wake and occurrence under the guise of wars, famines, violences, discrepancies in groups , to individuals who may go through life , in their own complication and misdemeanours in determining their reality and reason.

perhaps the work in the world is meant to be left unfinished, for there is a expiration date to us and there is one for solar system as well, it means that while there appears to be abundance of time and space, things can end at any time, some calamity can appear, some disease can appear, and from there we must depart, this may touch on our existentialism rather, but can get us to take a little bit more care as to determine the indeterminable and undersrnd the hard to undersrnd objrdirves from a purview of flowing through it rather than rigid abstractions with absolute certainty on its most obvious parts, surely any one can see the wrong on someone’s actions and critics it till the cows come home, for it never ends , we can feel respite we are not like them, for this may give us silent assurance we are or maybe on a rightful path, and even become proud, but at the same time turn our eyes from our own flaws, considering that it’s not a big deal to dwell on them bc there is always someone else who’s worse off than us, these are very much like how the earth is an illusion in its apparent stationary look, even though it’s moving , we may not feel it , it may not be obvious, even in looking at the at, as sun moves away and moon appears, clouds come and go , we don’t exactly feel the earth moving and things progressing , even when we undsrsnd our linear development , or with life there is death, or good exists bc of bad and that we must , by that we must suffer, to appreciate the good i pur loves we but simply profession thru life, which reflect a portion of its quality , and not determinant of its entirety, as our maturation improves, we will become more keen on compassionate approach to others darkness thru the careful understanding of our own inner shadows as well as what this may bring us the insight necessary to help transmute the inconsistencies in the world that may act very much like a spiritual cold rather , some are susceptible to catch it, others may evade it, some have stronger immunity to the stuff , others may be subject to it, so how then can we judge or criticize who is called on to do the task? no matter how bad or how dark? but this isn’t for faint of heart , for we may very well say well ur making excuse for the evil in the world? whereas how has our previous and current modes of handing served us so far ? has the issues truly gone away? only faces gone away( we say we’ll kill him or kill her bc they are bad and they did smth offensive but we don’t truly know why the deeds happen , there seems to be a pattern , that much is sure, but we don’t dig deeper than what it seems , perhaps compelled by our strong emotions or by peer pressure , or assumed knowledge , our systems reflect this rather stationary stance which ends up being traps to our development bc we may overcome where we were while we may have established b such notions , but bc the notions still operate from a time that no longer translates clearly or relates to our current need based on by “that maturity” we end up going backwards ,

must we all wake up?

how does it work, must we all go through the same stages of life, struggle, suffering so that we get enlightened? or does it take each of us in our own endowments to do our own work, and that itself contributes to the work of others, which then transpires the type of atmosphere where everyone is getting the necessary nutriment that complements their process, we may feel burdened when we witness others in their processes or read texts that suggest the same, the experience is the better teacher here ofc , though there is the prospect to begin to treat end how we learn, rather than what we learn, that may be the next efficiency in terms of transcending our efforts so as to become more expedient with what is, perhaps bc there are a ton of work that’s already backlogged, a ton of things lagging, reverting back to old, oscillating, causing contradictory occurrences to transpire which then reflects within, causing us to doubt our process as well as be finicky about trusting what we perceive, all of which adds to our general trust process among the lot, and that further burdens the backlog of experiences that accumulate overtime , only thru disasters and traumas and greater discrepancies do we get to a point of which we get shook and then recognize the priority of the objrdirves, especially if among them are the most expedient or dire of conditions , mind u , when put into a text such as this, the experiences itself sound like a breeze , u may go, ah what matters , we get to find out anyway, right ? wrong , take a look around and see how life truly is, in its myriad of joys and sorrows , but it doesn’t stop there, while we have prospect of multiplying our lot, we also have great disasters that swallow some of us whole, whereas others that displace us greatly, trapping us in undesirable circumstances, limbos, and then ofc the worst , rip , a ton of no name people end up going as fast as they get here, whose efforts to self betterment, and their good deeds are buried along with them all of which circles back to us, in the form of wisdom, lessons, and even karma, which refers to our unidentifiable lessons and roadblocks which we then mistake for ah we may need to suffer in order to get the juice from this experience huh?

let’s rest on our indivisible work for a moment, ur here, we this life may seem long and very convincing due to our viewpoint, as well as senses that itself is stationary but it moves as we move along with it , we were smth more before we got here, and although we don’t have complete recollection of it, and may access information in abstract, it’s never like in the form of an assurance of another , or more so” spelled as it is” or appears as so , we may get moments of feeling like our larger self, but at every inconvenience we become spiteful tiny gods who make storms out of any breeze that perturbs our “ perceived peace” , and after we kicks sn scream, or complain or be angry with whatever it is that challenges our senses , we may or may not get the gist of its message or why even it perturbs us, we become part of the calmness of the rivers of our inner realms, returning to the source that is bigger than us not only in hindsight beyond our touch down on earth, but also to the continue of which, once we die, of what awaits us onto what’s next. it’s easy for us to mistake our vastness for being bigger better human beings on earth, as much as mistaking our small godliness when we get super icky with what our experience may transpire within us, centre of which ironically is where the human being projects outwardly a meridian of this combination, and here our feed back matters bc we have to and extend , what appears to be power to influence each other, in part and inspire each other in other, where the influence denotes to our subconscious and the inspiration to our conscious awareness, here both these terms are meant to serve as a guide between the known a sn the unknown, the wisdom data and the mystical , all of which are meant to complement the process beyond just ourselves regardless to our quality of being before we touched down and toward which we maybe headed, there is a degree of relativity to the events that transpire here on this earth plane, experiences of which work to refine both our acknowledgments and the potential in which may contribute to our large self, dialect of which is not translatable but we may continue to use language to convey its message and meaning both to our inner sphere , thru self reflect meditation introspection and curiosity towards where we are headed next, and then accord ourselves to a better linguists via body language, and our intellect, complemented by our emotional proves and all of these work to combine our efforts to transpire the same in each of us, when for example we make mistakes this doesn’t just start and stop with it, the vibrations translate to everywhere else very much like when solar flares happen and we get aurora’s , does this mean that everyone must feel its impact in the same way that happens thru us, and the same way that they may feel at indivisible level as it may pass over them? do u think the aurora didn’t happen just bc u live in a polluted place where view is not possible? or maybe it happened in ur sleep, either way we become part of the overall

process whether if we are conscious of it or not, and this doesn’t mean that we are better or worse for it, there are many processes that happen simultaneously around the world, it’s impossible for one person to experience all of it and get thru all of it, persia’s that’s why there’s so many of us ! ha , but again i must remind all that there are so many of us who don’t get to complete their cycle, let alone have a chance to recognize what is, since our imitation stage is very much like a plane landing , and its turbulent , sometimes the planet crashes bc we are not experienced enough to clarify these matters , why are we here ? and what must we do while we are here are still open for discussions , and regardless of plethora of conversions , we are still indeterminate perhaps bc of the backlog of experiences and work that is still on the back burner about which may grants us , once we walk the way, tougher, u will wake up regardless of whether if i are by an alarm clock, or via ur natural rhythm , and the people around us do very much the same, they work on their individual stuff, albeit , bc of the over abundance of conflicting ways that hold us back, which is also reflective of the systems and reality we maybe part of that does very much the same , not because we do notice the gamut of the work at hand, but regardless of our recognition, there are many roadblocks in our way the same, if u notice, the sourions seem simple when we see conditions , but when we begin to walk the way to their resolve, all this stuff comes up, and we are busy with this objedirve and that, we notice aside from material wellbeing and inconsistencies there is also the intrinsic that works to complement or hinder, in gradients , equal of importance that will eventually help us reach our efficacy of practice, thru which we may then reach our full potential but bc we get lost in concepts like unity aspect and connectivity of everything with each other , we get confused as to how this has to look, does it have to be linear as in straight line between point a to point b? does this apply to bigger objectives as it does often with smaller objectives ? can we apply a theory in its clarity to a very complicated occurrence just bc we notice its simplicity of resolve , with little to no regard to its context matter and details that may just as much matter in its mode of process ? do we think we understand it all just bc we can convey a portion that relates to us in deep clarity whereas all the other extras we may assume as extra ? hike there are extra things in excess such as our concept of what productivity is, how the dow e detect which is in excess and which is vital or complementary to the process of undersrnd these intricate relationships ? and not to forget, we still have our process within as we get thru this externally, so at times we may make error of judgment or run the risk of overgeneralizing on parts that requires deeper insight and subjectives that which is rather simple or surface, meaning that it’s not that deep, and may only complement via its relativity to the objectives at hand, and here we may have individual work cut out for us and assume that it belongs to someone else and vica versa bc of the reflective effect of how pour reality works which does similar effect inside too where we juxtapose this in place of that and so on

now when we make errors it is one thing if we only have small impdxt such as in our faulty thoughts before they turn to actions , we may experiment with these thru meditation, as well as via introspection, of what could be potential if we were to do this or be that or whatever else but still this wouod be part of a prescrive of what if and not what is since we can’t have all the directives on the latter, that happens with each of us doing our work which is why hardly ever what we see in our minds convey outwardly as we expect it, regardless of our good intentions and wisdom about it, bc there are processes beyond our control exterior to us, some of which is others in their own processes doing very much the same, and then the rest depends on the environment, both the manmade and the natural type , while all of these come together to make this world passive, it’s moving parts change with the moving times, some things break down, erode and others go through their own natural cycle, sometimes natural world sallows up beautiful structures that are made by us, other times we do it to nature, in an effort to save ourselves, we may find sweet spot at times where we become one with nature and even vibe with the manmade systems , where things seem to be going well, but there is all these potential of which things can always at any time go better or worse as well, someone bad can come around with their misdemeanour of intentions and ruin a part of system that impact us in a degenerative way and equal of importance when it’s mother nature who decides to shake herself , perhaps it’s not personal, but when we happen to be on it, and develop a special relationship with it , as in give and take , we may get confused as to why she decides to harm some of us, in its natural ways , taking things personal that are natural , and assume things as natural when they are made by man and controlled by man is a very common mistake we all make , and we may think ah so, that’s easy bro, just look at what’s natural and what’s by man, but surely at first u can get comfortable with what’s obvious but u still have the conscious occurrences there as well, that are subtler, and the more subtle these become the harder the discernment becomes to a point where we have to leave it to god, or release it to the inner stream, or surrender ourselves to faith, we say things like well , whatever will be , it’s for the good of everyone, including mother nature, in her cycles, all of which translate a special language with the solar system we are all part of, which has its own process, given by our dialect, and co dependencies that impact its evolution process, and this , in its totality , is part of much bigger systems it communicates with, these systems as they expand, is what represents this connectivity that plays out at smaller contexts among us as well as the many things that happen in our inner realm

heading back to our intentions, processes, potential and our truth of self as well as our subconsciousness aside from our full presence , certainties and doubts the same, when we do things agaisnt our divine wellbeing, this may hinder the overall process temporarily halting the process , so that itself can say, and detects what is wrong where, and then reorient itself to accommodate to it much like the body to a wound , now bc we lie cheat deceit we think these are bad, but we think in absolutes sometimes that bad plays a essential role like itself must be killed , or squashed and good , which is the unity towards our completion of our lessons , via good deeds that reach beyond our self interest bc we might have grasped the true art of aligning ourselves to this divine process of why we are here, even though we may not get the full gist like clear statements about our origin or where we may be headed next, though both good and bad can become traps , eventually especially after we do this many times, and although the doing may seem repetitive, and even frivolous at times , it serves a purpose for us to refine the true meaning of these objectives or else we run the risk of being trapped by simple words , and here is when enough stagnation creates a pressure and then they great calamities and challenges as well as strong losses we may come to our breakthroughs but , may still mistake this process by assuming that this is the way its supposed to be, some deaths and losses are justifiable as well as suffering along with them, for where this leads us next, but ofc as long as we aren’t hard by it! and u notice this too is a trap of logic to make sense and reconcile its own inconsistencies but don’t fret the word inconsistency refers to our imperfections and the need to efficace the process by becoming versed in it, and not make excuse for it in absolutes bc we may feel inadequate in its wake , we may even say that some deaths are so that we get the freedom and rights we have today, but then realize the cycles that await us, with minds that propel and inspire us, even those at subtler levels of our being may even influence us, bc no matter how present we may strive to be, we become at times , lost in the winds and elements of life, storms that change us, events that challenge all that we came to know about life, and here we may realign our process from absolute certainty to wisdom coupled by mysticism , where we may have smth that relates to us, but we may not expect others the same way, for some it falls on the influential factors and others by our relativity to its reason, though it matters that we undsrsnd we may each have a unique position that works thru us to complement the whole, which explains why what may work for us may not work for others in the way we expect even though it works for us in the way it relates to our position as wells s processes that we may very well be part of for reasons much greater then our human dialect

leave it to god

or higher power, or don’t worry about it, for things have a way of solving itself, leave it to nature, let the u virtue sort it out, what does these really mean when we think about it, is this a trick to get us to relinquish our right to pursue justice? are we making it ok for hr bad guys to win by letting go and letting natural occurrences take place? what does it mean to be worry free in a worry driven world objrdirves ? these are ok to think about , for they pertain to the truth about the nature of such occurrences and their underlying reasons of being bigger then our individual lot , it helps us efficiate our energy as well as our attention to what is essential so that we don it get lost in what if and what not and what am i gonna do, we often feel everything is well when things are going well, but what are our coping mechanisms when they don’t? how do we handle when a thing occurs out of plans? do we have a plan b c d e ? and does this mean we aren’t loyal to our original path if we do invest in alternate ways of coping mechanisms that at the very least gives us a fighting chance should tbh btw go wrong ? how much power do we have in such control over events that tend to occur outside of our grasp? what part do we let go and which part is our own mode of operation so that we aren’t negatively affected by the transpiring of what’s new ? that may implicate our way, sure but would there be smth to gain from it ? and how do we tell aside from the negative apparence of issues that we may face with , whether if there’s smth to be gained from it ? is it lose all in the event that smth goes wrong ? are we that vulnerable ? it’s no wonder why we lack motivation to generate anything worthwhile in our life or build momentum on the productivity to build smth worthwhile bc we may worry more so about what could go wrong as opposed to where these might lead us, or that we contradict between ether of there are reasons for why things happen versus whether if they are made possible by other individuals who simply have too much privilege and they tend to dominate regardless to our abilities or the truthfulness of our approach on a condition , most importantly, must we feel we have to retaliate much like others do in the event that we are wronged, or is there a way , a natural process, regardless of privilege that some may convey the continuity of their self success, say if it’s at the cost of ur wellbeing or what u have worked hard for, maybe life requires from us a different version at each avenue of our life, or we try different avenues until we find our niche and the shine our unique light that best translates to this world in a efficient and positive way without hindering our abilities or make us feel that everything must be conditional and thus become mechanical in our gifts , which in my opinion loses its magic and shine the moment we get into tit for tat mindset but im also aware that we must be cautious as to not deplete our resources for the sake of unconditional giving

part of wisdom minds set is to make efficient our selves thru life’s difficulties bc the difficulties do not change much , perhaps bc we all have a degree of process we must all go thru , so that we develop the skills necessary to meet each other in the highest level unlocked, however we must tread carefully as to parse thru the world in determining what this means , since there are previously established conditions by the people who passed thru these lands before us whose words we depend on as to what transpired in our absence ! it’s as simple as that, so we create reality in our minds in this way , more so than what we think in absolutes that ah do the world is created by the mind some one thought about a blue green marble and wow then we must be able to materialize anything we want and when we come here it’s not like that at all! for there is the prior , ok , the world in its establishment is one thing , aka the natural world, ecology as one thing, the cycle of life as another , where we see the plant bug and animal life in their own cycles, there ar excess conditions and then u see parasites and pests that maintain some sort of order , and u hear things like if u observe nature then u csn get glimpse into ur own nature , sure that maybe true , u may see urself in them and them in urself but are we really the same though ? for one aspect neither the planet nature is same as animal nature nor animal nature to bug and bug to plant as each of them have their own processes and reason to exist , and we can’t say the overproduction of one species is so that the others such as parasites to have reason to exist , with a viable reason other than our human mind scan relate , perhaps with the help of our subjective reason , who also likes to put itself in detached objective seat of observation , much like the benevolent presence of a god or goddess who simply for the mere act of curiosity, wishes to see the events as they correlate, maybe that’s what we need to emulate more of , on objrdirves that happen in our life and the world around us, bc much like the established world , origin of which maybe more than the workings of the mind, we may need to stop at times , take periods of rest before we retaliate in constancy of actions especially when we aren’t certain , we may have noticed this happen during covid

people were ill prepared to handle things bc first of all, there was the prior in which we had not establish compete trust in the system, and there are reason for that, since the system have a lot of contradictions in their life of operation , there are apparent flaws within its mode of reason such as on racism, sexism classism as well as being criticized by the religious practices u may adhere to, as well as be part of lineage wise ( not just choose to devote urslf to particular type of study but ur origin which is the most dominating belief as it shapes u at earlier development of ur life ) , ur culture may have had smth to do with what u decided to do in the contradictory handling of covid during the early part of its development , and here we noticed that people were going back and forth with objrdirves as opposed to be certain of their choices why? bc the trait had not been established s we see that the authority also struggles with this bc they themselves had not have prior establishment of trust between power bodies resulting from historical differences, contexts of which still brewed in silence of animosities resulting from past losses and hardship , a recorded by people who are no longer among us , surely we all have a version of the truth here , but it’s limited, and there are facts there as well, such as pictures and proof that convey what might have happened , we notice the common theme was massive destruction in effort to seize and own things and in instances own people, enslave them to do the work that belonged to us, which we refuse to do ourselves perhaps bc every one had a superior mindset of being kingly or on top of their luck meanwhile ordering others around to do things for u seemed very convincing of ur abilities , very mcjh like seeking validation from others on an effort to justify ur actions as right even though deep inside u might know that they are not , bc if u were to think, well , what if i’m at the receiving end of what i do, how then would i feel about this , and here we might have made a distinction that some people among us are not human , bc in order for us to justify our wrongdoing we have to dehumanize the people we subject , and so here , with this sort of established past among us , the leaders were just as ill prepared to handle how to conduct themselves n guide their people, thereby producing all kinds of conflicts and confusion among everyone , had everyone united their heads, instead of working in secular, bc there was lack of trust each other with out of it being previously established, this would have been great opportunity for all to step into at the time of its occurrence which would have caused us a much different outcome than where we find ourselves today,

but it’s also understandable why trust is a fickle matter here and when the issues are that much greater how difficult it is no matter where u are who u are and wha ur doing , tht may impact the way u choose to handle objectives , this same goes for everyone , we may see the humanity in each person, by the way they conduct themselves regardless to their aggression, and might for the sake of self preservation especially during uncertain times though at the same time, how much of what we do and choose to apply ourselves to today may be the condition f what we can create effectively in this world bc there is that power of the mind that helps generate realities , but i think in a ways the more reactive we are, the more we act on fear and tit for tat mentality, in an effort to further our self preservation the more we end up making things worse and thereby never reach the conclusions we wish to reach in as efficient way , so when we do think in a contrasting way, if someone does smth bad or smth bad happens, we must rest ill site in the same way, it ends up creating new world alredy within this one much like temporarily stepping into an alternate reality that detours our process, as versus leaving things to god or mature or the universe , bc then u r expediting others on their own mode of operation to keep going until their higher self is loud enough to catch up to them, thereby offering them the exact nutriments they may neeed to overcome their own afflictions , when i remove urself from the picture then ur expediting others a chance to reach their own opportunity to learn from their errors and thereby giving them a natural way of coming to terms with what they may need to do to correct themselves which imo is much better in terms of spiritual hunger and sustainability as to what sort of skills we can build by the ability and availability to learn from our errors and experiences however as we can see, some things have long been est values in this world by various thighs forms that are limited and even destructive not just for their own implication of evolution but it’s too, and may even inhibit livelihood on others, thereby cutting their right to exist and evolve here just like us, part of this comes from the precociously established slave mentality, lack of personal responsibility, of assuming that our concept of god or higher power is to dominate others , and this may even cause us to fear each other for they may do the same , in an effort to reach thee true potential , given that we assume human nature is much like an animal, who must dominate each other in order to survive as species but given the conditions we face today, such thoughts hasn’t served us, in fact , it caused us much perils and our future is at risk bc of this strong insistence , we may wish to step outside of slave mindset c not just by reusing to adhere to others unrealistic orders of us to do certain things that hagw nothing to do with us, but find a balance between that and our own susceptibility to be slave to our own mental afflictions which is very hard to find balance of , but given with maturity of each person, if we can survive that long, we do eventually find a healthy equilibrium , and by embodying this , we inspire others to do the same, and we may wish to be tolerant and lather , regardless of how things may seem, for others to meet us in this higher ground, while we also check ourselves to ensure that w are not only rising to a higher ground ourselves , but also not run the risk of becoming dogmatic ourselves, too critical or judge of others in their progression bc at the s of the day , it doesn’t r matter if we can materialize such

in this life , maybe in this solar system, more so than the quality of which that is eternal, u know , the stuff of grit of the soul tht accompanies us once we are done our term here, as we ascend, and take with us wherever we may germinate next , but this doesn’t mean do not take ur life seriously as in disrespect urself or alllow others to disrespect u but most importantly which is more essential, what others think of how u love and what ur life entails, or whether if ur actions thoughts and emotions are aligned to ur higher calling , do u few like u must validate ur actions bc ur chasing a simple shallow feel? is ur actions and words coming from a small self with severe hurt to its ego , a massive blow to its self cherishing thoughts about ur reality? or are u able to take honest feedback from the word around u that’s reflective not just in its directives towards what u contribute to it but also in its exchange among its members whose experice may relate to urs we often mistake this reflective quality of the world strictly dialectic towered us, in a subjective way but also find that not all of it is, for some of it occurs in the privacy of our mindsets , give that we can discern the two apart? but this is same as taking the world as its handed to us, by the elders of our society, and assume that we must chuck it all away bc its old, and that the new is not old in repeat bc of the relativity of events and lessons that tend to dominate over our intention to supersede others especially if we aren’t aware and in tune with our intentions ! we may think that all things of old have major flaws and not notice the good things that have took many sacrifices to bring us the rights we bask in today, and this is the same as chucking the baby with the bath water , and why we repeat old lessons even though we think that base do by our initiation and lack of experience , assume that they are new. i think this happens bc our analytic minds tend to wanna solve issues , and at the beginning bc we see the whole picture , or the objrdirves in abstract , without delving into the deeper intricacies of how they transpired for what reasons , with what might have been available then, we may miss the details that make the appearance of reality what it is today, so digging deeper is parry of the process of determining the relationships between that which has established in the prior , and bridging to ourselves is what allows us to tap into our higher self that knows of navigating the way as it is , regardless to our minds who may not fully articulate it all bc of their practical context , which is where we may humble ourselves and apply generously the heart , in determining the balance , a sweet spot . ( which is not stationary, bc ebbs and flows will happen, we may come to another facet of our life that may ask from us a version of ourselves thats way behind so be humble , u may never know when ur less endowed sides can be called to perform next )

introspective search

does not mean we are going to discover hidden secrets and whatever that we might have missed, information wise , on a linear basis but more so to discover the expansion of our consciousness or the passage through which all and everything tends to develop , this allows us to notice how things interact, how errors in our judgment can cloud our purview and how clarity works through any delusion as well as how these processes are rather interconnected, we may notice and make sense of why things happened, thus can give us a deeper understanding in the relationship between that which we have control and those that we do not, as well as whether if what we went thru and were part of translates to our now moment, this latter part can give us ability to estimate a rough draft of where we might be headed , this is the reason , not the reason to highly fixate on self last mistakes or errors of just moment but that and then all other things bc we are not separate from our environment , even though we may “not have anything to do with it “ even though at some point , by the force of participation and natural development of events , we do become part of everything , however this also gives us glimpses as to how we can relate to events in a more comprehensive way rather than purely the subjective nature why? bc we tend to take too many things rather too personally, which can inhibit our way of evolution and therefore impact our co evolutionary developments , we may not be ready to rise to occasions , thereby falling short on our duties and our part which may seem like a small occurrence but it actually is quite impactful , in the absence of particular completion of a task requiring two or more individuals tends to resonate for quite some time thereafter, causing much backed up work to get thru , and also these tend to produce effects that give us illusion that the future of this task seems unrecognizable and we may not be able to make such connections , this refers to fragmented memories also , why fragmented memories are counter intuitive to our collective dévoilement is currently apparent in societies where there are to of contradictions that get in the way of solving much complex problems so in a way this matters greatly

i don’t say dwell strictly in the past, that would be not only foolish but it’ would still too much in the mind , forcing oneself to think a particular space and time, an unnatural occurrence can still come with benefits where we may learn a type of skill that may enable good change or help ourselves figure out a different mode of conduct , or connections that can bring us back to the now moment, thru which then we can refine what we are good at, what is our calling , as well as to develop the necessary focus to carry out their associative tasks , at the end of the day every individual would like to do good deeds, contribute greatly to the world, that’s what we see today anyhow , where many people want to be involved in humanitarian causes include caring for the welfare of the planet bc they do recognize the importance of such care would mean to their existentialism as well as survival of their species, so there is on one hand the quality of our health, regardless to scientific findings of upgrading our biological status, since organic materials of our beings would be the complete preserving for our ultimate well being where anything in addition to that would lean toward our resources, and here we may learn not to be wasteful or assume to be reckless since we can fix things up or path work them, for all our actions from small to allege do complement more of our mysticisme, in energetic translation of the word, that leaves behind imprints for others to be part of, and on the other hand , our collective empowerment to carry on the momentum of change by advancements, in which case we do see a lot of back words tracing where we do many bad things and create many issues that are avoidable , and then offer solutions which when u step back and look at it, is not logical at all, it’s much better to avoid causing issues where they are preventable for this complements efficiency as stated above , and we see rebirth ends deaths in similar sense where we may rely on how karma works in our mindsets, often forgoing vital data that collectively we could learn from, so even if we didn’t do introspective research , we would still miss the vital wisdom of the information shared in toward world .

this recklessness often remedies our helplessness , the anti thesis to to our self esteem , if we do not know the relationship between objectives, we may think that events are happening in a non connected non sequential way, we may think that our actions have no consequences or our presence does not contribute in a equal of power way to the world, which can get us to undermine our nature at times, thinking that we are invincible or our actions do not matter much, we may just flow with life as it comes and as we go along with it , today so a good day tomorrow is ok where there is not sustainable on the momentum of balance between objrdirves that contrast , and this much is expected since this is a world that’s dominated by dual power , however the me and of duality is only a byproduct of our fault in was in our minds , now when u hear the word fault u think error or mistake or someone not being consistent , but there are fault lines in geographical terms, and also u can default , so in deciphering what the term means , we can notice that certain things happens as a default, meaning that that was the best outcome with what we had established from the filiation of that which is prior , also to add to this , while u can go back in time and examine the environment de the duration of ur life time, since ur experiencing it, and this is ur accessibility, u may not do this for others, such as ur parents and grandparents , in truth, u may ask ur parents their wisdom, and experience , and they may translate some of their world view in this way, but bc u aren’t there personally , ur scow would be inhibited more so than ur own personal experience with reality, but still contributes to ur articulation of the whole, much like foresight , so ur dont a backwards guess or prediction of the past where things could be a certain way , again , not to use the info to trick and deceive others , bc thats already being done ! but to develop the skills that determine the processes and relationships between different objectives that make our reality in the shape that it is today, as well as determining what certain occurrences transpired the types of issues they tend to persist within it .

if our scope is tight, menait it’s small and self serving, we could be eating precious energy, and this is ok, only so far as its relativity to the wastefulness of the world around us already in motion , u can see life is cheap, many people are secondary even third to value of things and even animals ! like pets, pets have better treatments than some humans , and people get criticized for small claims where’s others walk free with blood on their hands, so here , personally i feel cheated about justice système if i receive a higher sentence do things i was ignorant of , bc say it was in part environmental , and in part , circumstantial, as these things tend to go for most of us beings , who are catapulted into worlds of systems and must do with w aura available, in familiars that struggle on the similar objrdirves, whose parents are under heavy influence of systemic and worldly conjunctions , bc these are part of our lives , a big fat vein of our systemic functions or the elephant in the room as to their strong impact in our life , that still to this day, we can reform the necessary bridges and connections towards, perhaps bc we are too wasteful recreating historical contexts, again those with blood on their hands run free and u ask the validity of whether if there is a justice system here on earth and ofc these don’t sit well with anyone , bc u are like well , what does this mean for the welfare of the world , the future of society, what type of message is this sending , a cousin to the already roaming elephant in the room , so to speak , and u may establish some type of understanding from the sturdy of ur environment , its quirky and relationship to bigger objrdirves from ur past that ur part of , to see where things are headed and whether if we must permit some conditions or go easy, but then bc things are connected c we would have to apply this rule to all in some way c but then would u release bunch of criminals in to the streets without proper recovery from what afflicts them and expect them not to err again if they are given the slightest chance ? but we do this nonetheless in world at large like all the time in fact we are coerced or forced to perhaps bc the bigger issues tend to cause the existentialism to flare up , and from here we have series of acts , from denial to uprisings to strong opposition to resistance and might and the this may burn us out eventually, either sit with losses and traumas , or wounds , which can get some to surrender to elimination of what afflicts us even though the presence and domination of evil is not rectified

or confronted for its resolve, u might think that love fixes everything, maybe it does, it has never been fully done and tried, often time we have novel ideas, concept stages born out of our natural way of looking back, perhaps we may place our attention to our actions , the actions of others, or the worlds own quality during the time in which all these correlated , what matters is that we are developing keen interest in our own involvement and here we may establish the basis , or say , a solid groundwork , but pls be cautious with terms souches solid, bc no after how skilled we are, unless our insights complement all, we would always run the risk of overgeneralizing , and missing some important data, albeit in abstract we may get the gist of things, but here in this world where human value has t fully been prioritized we are already in cussing repetitive traumas which impact our memory , so in a way we can’t trust our memory 100 percent while also rely on it 100 percent , a paradox due to the nature of things that have took lifetimes of development , in which we may feel very small nest to their occurrences , but ofc the idea isn’t to be small and remain small, it is humble to recognize ur limits, but the idea of the practice allows us to discover our power, not seize it or hold onto to it tightly or be dogmatic or use it as a weapon to hurt others, bc these all fall in the line of destruction and wastefulness , but use our power to help solve issues , including our own issues , for it all connects to bigger contradictions about our lives in general and bc we are losing so many people, we are at risk of which they could endow this world with their unique vision and skill set , same with people who aren’t sure as to who they are who appropriate others or assume that everything is material, to copy paste , to comply and be other then urself tends to also rob us from the potential of what they have to offer this world thru their unique person, this has been a huge historical issue where we see a lot of criticism and judgment to people who differ , and squash thee right to evolve and exist, which is one way to impact our collective memory, not just to those we destroy and harm but bc of our connectivity, what this may do to us in a way which we may not recognize its price ticket right away bc we are too compelled to be right and certain in our own ways of handing and on extend to the false understanding of duality , we end up strengthening more of the issue , trajectory of which becomes diluted, since the nature wants us to heal, to go counter it or resist the change necessary to get us there, we are pretty much rejecting the natural fluid of life that helps us heals this only means to wards our collective extinction if we insist on going about this way ,

not all thoughts deserve our attention

we may have specific thoughts, even personal ones, that are internally forming, either as part of grounds or based on by our own development , we may think we are this or that, which is , personally ok, i often promote freedom to think what u like, so longs sue thoughts aren’t going to cause any harm or disrespect ur contracts , how we conduct our personal and even personalized thought processes is that they tend to impact the way we act and choose certain objrdirves, so there has to be a proper conduct that prevents people from acting superior to others, say if ur using thought processes to strengthen urself , or personal u have a specific belief system, that keeps u in line, makes ya decent person, the issue is when we speak too nice and too highly of ourselves, we tend to become narrow in thought processes if our belief does not also include others, which may cause us to make mistakes in the way we may choose to handle certain discrepancies towards others, or simply life’s challenges , for example , we may think that there are good and bad people, surely this maybe true to a point bc what we are trying to do is determine the safety of certain confronts , but if we aren’t cautious , we may take things further and assume that good people must remain good by eliminating everyone that’s bad, now would that still keep good as good , especially if their mode of getting their objectives actualized requires from them to do bad actions or actions that put a name on others as bad in the first place ? in the recent years with the boom of technology , we have over sharing in many areas in our lives, from sexual to personal beef with each other , to what we think politically and even strategically by the excessive study of theories about who everyone is or might be, we already see the dangers of such over sharing as displayed , and how it has both influenced and inspired myriad of actions thereafter u could see this as a social study, or a real calamity, but perhaps it’s nice to keep some thoughts to ourselves in the vicinity of our privacy and test our their palpability without causing harm or disturbance in others life , it’s ok that u may hold urself to a higher standard but what does this mean , to hold oneself to higher standard, if it must be maintained at the cost of others well being and even life ?

we run into all kinds of traps of the mind, often times , not just in negative thoughts such as one’s assumption that life is devoid of meaning and that one can easily be reckless bc there is no repercussions to one actions or that life is a dream , which can only mean that one , very much like in a dream state, can do whatever one wants to do , at little or not responsibility to what one does , or who this may impact in achieving one’s goals, as well as general hate toward groups of people, even though ones thoughts may have elements of truths in there , originally arose due to some past discrepancies, all of those are the opposite of one excessive self cherishing thoughts and even virtuous speech, that assumes that ones know best , only the best , and must therefore do dictate others to be a certain way, and only then this life will be perfect and right , all of these are as u can see produced by our thoughts , and there is a saying one can entertain thoughts without administering themselves fully to it, what does this mean? perhaps in our curiously of our emptiness of being , that is we may have fully established that our human reason for being here is much bigger than our human understanding of it, and that benevolent actions tend to produce positive and sustainable results whereas negative actions hurt us and others long term regardless to what we tell ourselves of its usefulness, since we may already have some experience under our belt as to how these thoughts may already impact us , however we aren’t just stand alone creatures , for we are part of something that involves others at all times, even though we may have the look of not being actively part of them! there are friends who speak only few times out of years, and still are able to keep going from where they left off, others , who never met esch other , but share the same conditions and are deeply related when they come across each other and so on, so there seems to be such phenomena that gives us glimpses into our unique connectivity , though we may always run the risk of thoughts that go the other way, we may make distinctions that do and so is differ or what they do causes us harm , we may wish to be few steps ahead of the rest due to our survival abilities that might have took tractions , through the past , so what we are actually doing is to merge our primitive brain with our modern version of thought processes consciousness of which has long been in development .

ofc , we are taught to believe that the past holds little context, to start anew, to move somewhere new, to cut off lose connects and have better establishments are all peer of life’s trials and errors that are symbolic , in a way, bc we see their relativity with all and everything , though we also do not want to run the risk of overgeneralize smth that might not be the same or similar bc the similarity is often found in places that is not the way we think about them, for if we become mechanical in our thought processes and do not allow ourselves to relax with how these are determined naturally, then we notice that thoughts are simply reflections of the world around us, some of which have nothing to do with who we are and what we are capable of , other than to show us the reflective quality of the world , then we would be less likely to be compelled by thoughts by work to utilize them for better understanding of the world around us including what this may mean to wars who we are , for we aren’t separate from it, and no matter how exceptional we may think we are, we are as equal as the most vulnerable member of the world , so no matter how lucky we may be, or how privileged and safe, we would have a likelihood of being impacted by the utmost peril of te most vulnerable members of the world whose suffering , albeit occurs silently , or without us directly knowing, since this touches on our connectivity, and through our thought processes , there’s certain data that’s available , for all of us, but bc we are determining who we are by the reflective world, since this touches on things such a synchronicity and mysticism, we tend to take things personal. not knowing which is which, and in the tribulations of the world , the frustrations become ours too without us noticing it happening , and thereby causing us myriad of side effects bc we are taking in something , surely we can, but bc we don’t know what to do with it, and may already be uncertain of our truth and identity , may also come with existential undertones , bc let’s admit it, none of us have it figured out, for the human nature is vast, though the contributory effects of the quality of the world may impact this for better or worse. aside from keeping our particular thoughts to ourselves we may also do the footwork to determine their reason, but before i say take all the thoughts that come, take them with grain of salt, so that ur not letting simply any thought to run through u, as bruce lee says, ur body does not differentiate these thoughts as external so what u self reflect u may run the risk of being influenced by them especially if ur not trained to remain detached or dissociated from these thoughts very much like taking in external information without being influenced by them such as oh so and so made me do it , versus taking full accountability of information , ans not being impacted by them as if ur being possessed and have no self control!

some of us with this reason tend to get scared from thoughts all together , so much that paralyzes them , they stop all thoughts and remain with repetitive mantras or have already reconciled the world around them , they are certain of its truth ability of what they know and that’s it , the absolute certainty does not invite any new thoughts to enter at all, meanwhile there are other conditions where much like a person who in the presence of myriad of info , is also undecided and uncertain bc they cannot decide, for fear of being wrong , so we can see that there are many attempts for people to get about what thoughts are correct, and ways in which one can test out these thoughts for their correctness or at the very least , their reason, to determine intentions behind certain those did information comes directly from our intention to determine their as is ness and not what we want them to be, in this way, we can be more skilled at being dissociated , in a world that likes to associate and bind, all the while involved , which means that we keeping receptive and open so that we are not running into being absolutely certain on things we do not fully undsrsnd , anew are not being overwhelmed in presence of all types of information especially when the information we are presented with contradicts own another , which tend to happen tooo often on this world ! it would be much easier if people talked to each other versus talking about each other, but we are private about who can and cannot speak to us, as u have noticed , and there are hierarchies for this as well , such as who’s famous who can’t speak to others who are common, and who’s powerful who also cannot reach beyond their professionalism however at the end of the day , all titles are arbitrary as we are simply human, and run th risk of making errors no matter how expertly we may also be ! bc we are human, and bc we haven’t figured out the true nature let alone why we are here , we are simply playing this theatre of roles , and in toes there is purpose , but the line ends up being very thin as to what is illusion and what is true bc our roles are very much like that of an actor this doesn’t mean we lie but can easily run the risk of imposter syndrome that naturally come sworn the grounds of conduct , and at times we may feel frustrations about whether if we are honest ,

though we may have bee honest thru out our lives, in retrospect , we can study the relationships of our truths to the passage in which we were part of for better demonstrations of how consciousness plays a role in information availability and receptivity to such , in a sense we can witness our own states of maturity, for in the past we might have had been compelled by past ocular thoughts and ideas , now we realize that many of them serve a specific purpose not general ones , for example if i think of myself as a good person , then aside from this thighs , i must live up to such an ordeal, then all of a suddenly i’m inclined to do all good things that would make me a representative of what makes a good person , but this doesn’t mean i won’t be challenged , and thus definitely does not mean i won’t make mistakes or do things that are less than good, however as long as i intend on being good, as the challenges may arise , i may be better off than say someone who does not wish to be a good person, bc then they will have double standards , perhaps they can act nice in the open but hold bad intentions , they may appear as one way, but behind closed doors, guaranteed that nobody can see them, there they can do bad things and maybe this isn’t strictly behind closed doors but any truly goes on inside urslf , u could hate others internally, again this touches on thoughts , but do not actualize these hate and thoughts externally, now i must say while this is not entirely honest or good , i would prefer to use this quote aptly “ pretend until u succeed “ so if u can’t be good internally, by manipulating ur body not to adhere to it, ur better off than someone who think a they are good and does bad anyway , surely we may run the risk of turning these offensive thoughts into action at some time, but maybe that person needs the privacy to exasperate themselves internally, while continuing not to let it impact their externality, since we do need to vent out our frustrations , and thoughts are one way to do that, but so long as we do not believe these as facts ! but only a way for us to handle life’s many discrepancies, again i would prefer people to really train their thoughts and minds to think more positively , but sometimes they may not be able to , or their skill wants are allowing them an angle that gives them this much to work on and thru , but so long as u do not externalisé it, or withhold respect and benevolence to those who u internally may think otherwise , bc perhaps u r looking for more information and clarify to reconcile ur inner afflictions , but doing so privately allows u to bypass a negative occurrence and having to learn the hard way from it, versus keeping things privately and allowing self to figure things out safely , and given by how many negative occurrence tend to already happen and therefor multiply among us, this refers to our responsibility not just for ourselves and our lot but also for each other and not just our age group but for the generations thereafter bc they are watching , the young , and they are learning , and we may think this is of little consequence, but then again we see how there are generational lessons and challenges that tend to run counter than our well wishes , bc even though we may mean well, if it does not involve everyone’s wellbeing without assuming their nature for them, we may run the risk of creating more problems than good, especially if we are absolutely certain of our ways and are not open to others thoughts about objectives concerning us all in some way.

undesirable feelings

are part of life, what they mean and how we can manage them depends on our mindsets about life and reality as well as why these difficult feelings may arise at times, feelings such as jealous and contempt do happen, depending on how ones may perceive the situation and what this may mean for them, so so is with hate and resentment, joy and happiness tend to happen naturally , however when we find ourselves in irrational state of being, letting go is the primary concern, which gives us a chance to recall that none of this matters , and our feelings are only byproduct of a sort of weather system that reflects our understanding , often times we have a hard time letting go afflictions not bc of our understanding that these are fleeting and they are irrational, but more so of our physical situation, so for example if u feel anger towards someone bc they hurt u, or took ur things, ur anger may linger bc now ur without ur things and maybe in danger, ur anger does not stem from what they did to u per se but more so now u haha all this material reality to navigate , which may or may not put u in danger, may cause u to work harder to regain ur stuff and when u dig deeper , it’s not anger but a more existential query that u may be touching on, such as what does this mean for me at grand scale that a n unfortunate situation happens to me, am i bad person, did i deserve it, is this unjustifiable, in this case , what is my responsibility not only for myself but for others since what tends to go under radar also gets to be normalized. and we generally feel responsible not for ourselves but for others, bc we may get a grasp about their relationships even though we may not be consciously driven to this thought, often times when we let things go, and relax ourselves enough, regardless to storms of life, we settle in joy, the emptiness of our being tends to be pleasant in the absence do thoughts , perhaps feelings come and go like clouds, as there are many of them, the levels to our feelings also differ, so aside from those that are impulsive or reactive such as mentioned above based on by circumstance , we have middle feelings , these are the continuation of feelings of the prior, either for the restions and impulses, or from smth like a trauma or occurrence that might have gotten stifled ,and they may get activated, or become centre stage depending on the relativity of events around us as well as our inner passage thru enoch we self reflect

our feelings can serve many purposes , some of them give us glimpse into how certain things are such as tapping into a higher resource , frequencies of which have long been developed, and they may have produced a standard of occurrence behind which they have either not been improved, or their mode of conduct has always been this way so we tend to fit like a glove, and keep going back and forth, such as if someone is mad the get angry and when they get angry they may be more confrontational and in their confrontation they may be accusative and in this sense they may get aggressive and in their aggression they may get louder and even begin to trend late this aggression to destructive action and so on , in this sense, we may notice that our feelings can give us insight as to what to do, but o get to the thick of it, we may need to either be self aware of we get caught in these currents that might have established by others over long course of time, now let’s head back to middle feelings , these are activated occasionally, but this doesn’t mean they go away on their own or are absent when we do not tap into them, they are there, bc we might have experienced trauma or shock, but are unable to feel them right away so we refuse to feel, then in their initial exasperation we may feel very bad, bc these stuck feelings tend to get obscure , as they sit, not bc they don’t also move with us but bc they move with us that they change, but bc they are unrecognized, hence the shape of stagnation or frustration at first instance of respite, but c this respite may also come with its trauma bc ur like where the heck is this coming from , and naturally they are going to be and feel unpleasant especially if say ur doing quite well for urself in other areas of life, u may naturally turn off or away from them as they come up, but here we are letting go the resistance as opposed to feeling discomfort , a slight but essential difference , so when we release our resistance , and allow ourselves the safe space to feel, we may first notice the bad feelings as they are, and then slowly let them run their course as we be in them and be present , the presence allows us the reflection of self love and self care no matter how difficult a particular type of emotions may be, and as they rise we may feel respite but also exhausted , the exhaustion may give us the need to take a break from them, and hence their run their course alongside of us and apparence from time to time which may or may not trigger the traumatic events along side of their occurrences , a double edged sword

the others, more surface ones where a society may adopt to them, such as frivolous aspects about what makes human beings, what’s important, what we need to priorise such as self successes at others expense , or comparing ourselves to others in terms of our acknowledgment of what’s right or beautiful or truer , can happen here as simply a mask bc one s conception of reality is not correct , thereby causing one to never dig deeper into y he true nature of why these feeling sexist , much like the astral real, feelings have a collective pool as well, these are very much like the generalities that unite us, such as our need for food and shelter but at a heart center type nutriments ,, which every one’s needs , a sense of belonging for instance is everyone’s need, sense of love is everyone’s necessity, for without love not just from ourselves but from each other, we may become volatile , self destructive and even destructive of others , others may include injustice , again touching back on what happens to a person is actually secondary to how it happens or for what reasons , and what happens thereafter, since it impacts our life, may displace us, cause us confusion, we may then feel a bit more emotional long term, especially on top of all that we are not heard, and often times the last last is crucial in problem solving , bc no matter what happens, it’s the discoveries , the coming to terms with reality and others thru which we experience life, that we can bring to clarity what happens in it , and surely bad things are part of the ground and first of all we can not live according to pleasure of others, it’s impossible but it can be done by changing the reality and systems , it’s just part of the process that we happen to be at place and time in reality and time that this is what we have to deal with since these material objrdirves are handed to us by those who worked in its shape, and then they were handed down by their prior members who have done the same , all of which had their challenges and troubles as well as the good things that function societies as well as propel reality, now this firm grasp of reality is a tough thing to acquire bc it’s filled with depth and meaning, although these meanings can bounce off each other, since reality aside from is resonance via vibes and frequencies is also quite reflective, as to what we owe five with our eyes and ears, so we aren’t always factual as to how we determine what this means , as part of the discovery expected from us to experience it ourselves and in the discovery of which do we find these meanings from a closer perspective

we bring our own feelings ofc and set of thought processes along wit us thru our journey, and we may or may not tap into these frequencies consciously, even in states of soul unconsciousness there is a momentum of recognition that complements the state of conscious awareness hence we may sometimes find ourselves contradicting ourselves, we may fear the contradictions and hide this , deny it, suppress the feelings or misunderstands their truth and meaning, or we can take a break to delve within, such as meditation or prayer or anything that helps you take some time off , to self reflect, and delve deeper as to why there are inconsistencies in ur own flow, but bc we see this normalization of condition being a flaw of self reason or self incompetence or smth very bad about a person that everyone tense to prioritize over the relationship that pertains to us all , we tend to be a bit impulsive as well as influenced by the producing results or phenomena that might have gained its own momentum around us, and without notice we may tap into this, rather than take control of our selves and then allow ourselves to determine what to let go such as letting go our naturally flowing into that which has been established and tends to dominate bc it has compelled us for so long , us being collective who may do this without noticing that they are doing it bc they don’t think or feel what’s beyond it there as well, and or they are not able to break out of the mould in which it self took shape , even if we do have space beyond what’s established, we may take this as state of boredom, another troubling feeling or emotions that tend to get misunderstood, what does boredom mean here? perhaps itself noticed the repetitive cycles and the wrong aspect and it signals us, hey! this isn’t actually new , can u not be impacted by this, can u slow down , surely this is the contradiction of boredom bc here in state of boredom do we find ourselves more impulsive hence we run the risk of mistaking amt new for with old and vica versa in an attempt to remedy our boredom with impulsiveness , and allow ourselves recklessness and self we may notice that this serves a desperate purpose, that we wanna break free from the trappings of those stagnant feelings that have dominated the realm of emotion and thus compel us the contradictory states of being much like our we so al green house effect where we can’t escape what happens to us, and we don’t know how to break thru or adjust ourselves to a type of alignment that breaks us out of its constrictions.

usually in such heightened states, if u notice we work with what we got, so say if someone has denied themselves their feelings especially most difficult ones , a clinical term for this is a complete black out, coupled by savagery, such issues caused people to kill and hurt as well as damage pride y , and then after it’s pass, not recall any of it so u can see that there are in extreme cases, such instances where the denial of feelings and pursuit of shallowness can cause us severe implication in our behaviour, and we may not know this but bc everything is connected, and everything feeds off each other, whether if we realize this or jot, such as the difference between influence and inspiration , we may notice that in our self becoming, as well a where we maybe , to whom we may belief , such as family environment community and country , and what the country is part of , such as its neighbours and their relationships for this all impacts our continuity of traditions as well as acknowledged norms, as well as how historical contexts may “ get us to feel” bc we learn these in part, and walk thru them in other, but the combinations a complex process and bc of that we each of us tend to adopt to a model that we may not be fully aware of , we may look to a problem from a specific angle that which we are strongly conditioned, such as conditions of poverty and lack, discrepancy of who has what opportunities and ask, whether of the current structures are aligned with higher human interest, but when we look at bigger licite we notice that things are far from perfect, and much like our feelings that tend to curve, they too curve, at instances where we may be forward thinking towards unity innovation, diplomatic relationships , and ethical business conduct, to where these instances get severely impacted, we resort to backwards thinking, of aggression and might borne out of frustrations that we cannot overcome the hurdles or come to a confusion about some of its parts, so all of a sudden money recedes, opportunities swindle , potential of conflict increase, all of a sudden past hurts are brought forth, winds we picked on so they begin to bleed on our recent accomplishments, where w we’re headed all of a sudden halts, as we begin to tend to our currency calamities and what conflicts can tend to effectuate such as state of desperation and loss , as well as our faith that gets challenged bc say maybe ur the type of person who has done everything right u pay ur taxes ur go to school pay all ur bills ur generally nice to ur neighbours u keep on open mind about different belief system or even people who look different than u, u give to charity go to church and so on , this didn’t mean such existentialism so that naturally make us question ourselves and so that we reorient ourselves to better accommodate to what happens , but more so that not everything that occurs is our fault, and we may ask ourselves what this means to us, from the purview of contributors more so than our self acknowledgement or into the “nature of i am”

on emotions

sometimes we may get into a emotional storm and be extremely influenced by their conditions and effects, while other times, we experience pleasant emotions that happen almost entirely effortless, which may cause us afflictions as to how they arise, as well as attachment towards recreating them, base donny our articulate mind as to how they relate to us. emotions are like colours to our life, they fulfill us with myriad of perceptions bc they sort of work like filters. if we feel pleasant about a certain occurrences , we are more attracted to recreating these occurrences based on by how our articulate minds decoy her their relationships and when they are unpleasant, based on by how our minds articulate their reasoning , we refrain from acts that may have transpired them. when we feel states of inner peace and joy, we tend to want these to be long lasting, we may cling to a way of life or insist on momentum of specific actions that we think are prodding these feelings , as opposed to feelings having a mind of their own . i mean why do we say emotional intelligence anyway? if they are result of actions , and are not a source of their own, we may think that emotions intelligence is only a symbolic way to determine their s the everyday how we may see emotions as well tools to decipher our world as well as our inner senses about how we conduct ourselves , much like our minds that produce a reflection of societies and the world as well as our inner workings , and reflex these to language , thru articulation of what these are. we often attach ourselves to particular type of thoughts as well, perhaps bc we do enjoy pleasurable experiences and thoughts associated with our world, regardless to these being of correct or incorrect, that’s because we don’t exactly like anything that is unpleasant and do to an extend recognize that the world is full of struggles? there are by unpleasant conditions that take place, it’s almost as if this is a world of suffering , even though there are a lot of things that we can be grateful for such as food and water , as well as laughter and joy . we may bask in the myriad of nature, of animals and plant life, and notice the diversity so what makes this world quite rich in experience though at the same time notice the volatility found there in , that people harm each other for selfish reasons, or if we find ourselves in the street at night, the reality suffers than when there is full functional society during the day which gives us a glimpse into our nature, that we may be completely out of control of there are no guards or rules to follow or someone who watches over us , almost giving us a strong impression that we cannot be trusted, and thereby we may lack a sense of trust in ourselves that we may align both our feelings and thoughts right so that we embody self trust, and thereby trust ability or trustworthiness by others around us , how then can we turn things around to a point where everyone is trustworthy and only be suspicious if there are other conditions present and how can we examine one conditions to another since there are differences in them such as the level of intention as well as the sort of ignorance people sometimes come with , not bc these are inherent but bc there are way too many objrdirves to cover about our our world , how we some of these are found to be strongly contradictory also.

much like the mind that can be trained , can our emotions also be trained so that they are aligned to higher values ? how do we mature thru time, is it based on by specific experiences or can we learn to articulate by the correct use of our minds, before we must suffer to gain such insight and reflect that on the maturity of how we feel? these are objrdirves that can help simplify the way we conduct ourselves in the world of trouble as well as parse thru our own self difficiles bc they pertain to how we decipher the events that take place around us as well as determine their relationship to our own development , take aging for example, most people think that aging is a disgusting occurrence , bc this refers to our mortality, the anti thesis to how we once felt limitless as a young person or adolescent whose body continue to go thru process of building hand growth , as our bodies age we may feel inadequate bc in reflecting to our world and how it handles the elder communities we may fear of being replaced or fading it nothing where we matter much less, almost as if each year that bring s us closer to our grave , we lose value of worth that was once the pinnacle of our potential ‘en and women for example experience aging differently, basée don by societal developments , women tend to lose value as they get older bc soldiery places too much emphasis on how they look? so they get better job positions and more attention , not bc they are exalted but more so as sexual disfunction that are often not addressed in societies and determination on the quality of the genders , meanwhile men are exalted as they age, much like wine that gains value as it sits, but this too is just a pert of societal expectation that places value on the incorrect aspect of a persons value thereby forgoing what true sense of aging brings to the table as well as its symbolism , if we notice most men who are aging , tend to lose lots of job opportunities and get demoted or even let go, often forced to start over somewhere else too , but we may see the overall process and their relationships to how we undersrnd them depends entirely on how we determine our general purpose and reason, not by their social associations of it, as stated above, since we are still in development stage as to how well we are determined to generate a world that is benevolent, as well as our true meaning of why we are here in the first place since this will give us insight as to how to undsrsnd these symbols in our life and determine why they come with so much suffering and attaching ourselves to that which determine of our existence by placing our value and worth to externalities only while forgoing the true intrinsic value of our being , it’s no wonder we feel so much suffering , on arbitrariness of life, bc we place the importance on the wrong and fleeting objrdirves versus what these transpiring neutralities may point towards in truth .

perhaps we can take a step back from the factors that cause surfing in the world, we have myriad of conditions that refer to the approaches of being determining one’s fate, for example the colour of someone’s skin may place them in positions that allow others to use filters to see and perceive their truth and reality without focusing on their inner quality of being which happens almost always as part of how this world has been established, we place people in comfortable places bc it allows us to determine who they are from the immediate point of view , so we may say all women are like this, and all men are like that , we may say this tone of colour produces this result and that tone of colour produces that, we often run on preconceived notions without thoroughly reflecting on their truth and reasons , we may miss the entire symbolisms of these objrdirves bc we may be preoccupied with what the majority operates under even though when nobody is looking , bad things are portent to occur regardless to how things may seem , in fact hardly anything is as they appear to be, perhaps that’s why we attach to wrong objectives in an effort to mitigate how generally we may feel about being on a volatile world with ton of contradictions and often it is in hindsight that we see what was and what could have been , but bc we can’t go back in time and change things, we may feel compelled to adjust ourselves as per the discovery of the world as is versus how we used to view and perceive it as during our adolescence , our youth may give us potential but if our potential is not cultivatable , this may cause us afflictions bc we may not know whether if the issue springs from us or from the external conditions and we may ask ourselves the nature of luck and whether if we deserve such suffering however it’s one thing if the misconceptions come from us, it’s another when this is constantly projected to us, such as only beautiful people are listened to and are treated with exception ism in the world and that ugliness means that u either are a bad person or this may attribute to ur value , perhaps u do not have rights to the same amenities as others do, and this takes us to global hierarchies that have developed under the false notions of value and worth based on by economic disposition but if we parse deeper , we notice conditions of the afflictions that people have nothing to do with such as condition of statelessness and refugees , we see that some folks just end up in terrible situations that they have nothing to do with, they may not have access to food and supplies to upkeep their health, such as tooth brush or clean water to keep their dental work , and we may not look beyond our doorstep, bc we may find representatives of such playing in smaller contexts right outside of our house or in the streets , the same , where people are in unrealistic conditions that this may impact their biology, which is harder to redeem or set right such as how this may inject our physical and emotional health , and the innocents this may have upon our minds , often siege and warfare tends to have similar of not same effects bc this may cause people to lose their belongings, create terrible emotional instabilities that they may have to live with, displacements such as leaving things behind to go somewhere safe , and the aftermath in which is where life tends to stand are, bc our life hasn’t established counter measures to what it tends to permit.

all of these , regardless to where we are and what quality of life we may run, are adfectstove to us, we may consciously or subconsciously be picking on the side effects bc we are one , and regardless of the filters we may utilize to see the worlds as we think it operates, we often fall short and do not realize that we may be doing this as a mean to excuse that which we cannot control in the same way someone completely misunderstanding what they may see about us and continually project their inconsistencies bc they may underneath it all be here to manipulate us or put us against others by orienting to us that we are in danger whereas we are not or by telling us that our natural processes are byproduct of someone else’s work where’s they are simply past of our nature of up and coming and our personal growth they out our experices which take our choices , of past and present and then takes us to what’s next , as things don’t happens the way we think about them and they certainty can it be relied upon by the articulation of others , often times we refer tot j’ai as great distraction that is directly or indirectly designed to get us out of the depth of our being and pull us to the surface, especially when we are hard to reach and even harder to read, so that we can tap into the predictability of surface conditions , as we see in the world for example n human beings are both predictable and unpredictable but some authority wants human s to be access able not bc itself wants to helps them but they can be exploitatsble if they are open and predictable and this doesn’t mean that such exploits actually wants what u have ,they don’t want it either , but they don’t want u to be the best version of urslf or reach ur full potential bc this may put their power at greater risk, and we can refer back to volatility of the world, in a way where people can appear as kind and welcoming or helpful, but underneath it is that they wouldn’t actually want to help u unless they have a specific type of gain from u, for example there are people among us who won’t mind seeing the world burn,, this mean the type of people they are, for example poor fools won’t want this bc they can’t keep themselves to safety whereas someone with acres to bunker might bc they can cover themselves and their family so it’s easier for them to misdirect the population to a misdemeanour of thought to cause afflictions among people , also bc they know rules of conduct, born out of triangulation and betrayals and deceit, u can betray ur nation, ur values , and the culture ur part of if someone brings u a convincing theory about why something happen, and bc some events are similar, u may completely believe in the farce and even assume that bc we all crave change, this must be so, however such conditions are very dangerous especially if we lack emotional and mental maturity about generalities on life

fox we may have some flexible grounds to test theories ourselves and perhaps have a better mode of operation when it comes to our feelings, but if we are as often as it happens in this world, caught to myriad of currents , albeit some are produced by self cherishing thoughts, others are learned, either from entertainment and or media, yet others are bc there is no i able model in reality, bc often times , it is ignorance that leads ignorancethat further leads ignorance to ignorance, so the more ignorant we are this begets more conditions in the same way more love begets more, and kindness begets more , as well as being curious about life and why things happen the way they are versus assuming with great certainty of how they are just bc we are told or majority believes it to be so , even in the process of our gets colder, we may adopt to false sense of how these operate , for there are may reasons why our thoughts are wrong precisely by how society places value on looks versus their intrinsic value and worth they come with, we isolate individuals and even punish them bc they may offend our senses and even think that their looks have more to do with karma versus what our opinions on such comedians may actually mean towards our intention and thereby our own accord, as opposed to what we view the world and therefore others to be bc the latter is the representative of what maturity is , as our organic bodies cease to be, we are forced to let go what we placed upon them, n also we can see that things aren’t as they seem, underneath our busies who are we anyway? right ? we are soul, who have a past , before touching down on earth, and death is must another door, thru which we pass and back to the pool of creation, and here we can also see that the solar system is beautiful but it self has expiration date , at some point all these things will cease to be and that includes our material and systems we protect more than each others well being and even keep things to ourselves in the face of others lack and need, we think that having things is what gives us value, and we may even forgo the fact how money works in our life and how it can remedy some condition about our aging process, as u can see the more we surf the surface the more shallow our experience becomes , bc things went as they seem, i believe that this is only one our of many representations of it, as the more we deny the tiers about our intrinsic being such as intentions and our inner realm, such as being one way while apparent as other, we may wish to learn or not, for this will further continue to our maturity or stagnations that lead to surfing , even if we are successful on the outside about making others suffer , again apparences are misleading in many parts of the world, including the type of events that take place as well as how watered down our deciphering of their truth and reason, and how internally if we do not machinate what’s expected of us to think when feel, the truths are already quite reflective , but we are too compelled by common speak or the projections of others , especially when we don’t not and n aren’t fully aware of such conditions that tend to dominate versus the apparents, so the illusions are very strong on this plane of existence and are primary lessons to overcome with myriad of events that we can chose from to its resolve, give that we can undsrsnd what is happening.

natural laws

natural law allow us to make clear distinction between what’s true and what’s false , they allow us to parse thru the delusions and illusions that may appear before us, while resting assurance that natural balance will eventually find its way, the same is true within, when we feel at inner conflicts , we may become worrisome because this can make us feel unstable or confused, especially if we have placed great effort to right our wrongs or make better within our own troubles, sometimes we may be done with some objedirve, but then some reflection might ignite the feelings associated with it from a purview of unfinished point but this is only a referral that others see working on theirs as well, in their own experiences and based on by their own intentions , we may realize the process as both linear and non linear in development , and when we feel inadequate , bc this may appear as instability in our system, we can rest in love, for love is the light that lights the path of overcoming obstacles which includes wrong line of thought, that is representative of our attempts to make sense of things , but from a point of delusions , bc we are not able to make sense of the non linear developments and conjunctions on some of the life events that make no other sense to us, this can happen bc we forget to apply love to everything we do and think, we may assume that love is a subjective thing or one that always feels good, or selfish, or private but love is much like a garden, some of it can appear as trees, others as flowers, yet others as weeds, we may also include the natural progression of life, that supplicates this feeder such as rain water and other elements, here we can see that a garden much like love, cannot self sustain, and although it has variations , such as flowers and weeds, we see that underneath it all, everything in the garden wants the same thing? they want to thrive and go through its own cycles, a natural byproduct of being here

when we establish basis on natural laws, in the presence of delusion and illusion descriptive of others terms cannot affect us, which allows us to only pay attention to what is, but take some time doing this for there are myriad of developments around us objrdirves of which serve different purposes, for example if u find urself at odds with ur information, then always make sure to see that we are as one, from this purview we have a higher likelihood to determine a better outcome that serves us all in someway without implicating some or gaining self sustenance at the cost of others well being , much like a garden that competes for resources and nutriments to sustain itself, we may feel compelled to do the same but we aren’t weeds and flowers , bc while we use such analogies , they do come with implications and limits, as even this sort of understanding is not linear , but we do not know when to pivot our thought processes , bc such analogies work to serve a purpose, mans much like overthinking, we may lean towards delusions even though our intentions are good, in determining what is , all of this works to serve purposes that we may not see right away, we may learn how to be tolerant with our own processes of understanding , we may learn to forgive ourselves in our own sense of understanding and the errors we may make along the way, we may become more sensitive as to what sort of power of inspiration and in cases of influence, we may have toward not only others but ourselves ! sometimes it’s our mindsets that can get us to manipulate ourselves without realizing that we are doing this , have u heard about power of mantras, so is same with the type of language we use for ourselves but we must be forgiving and humble about our own process since we may notice, such afflictions in life can cause us much stress , and some of our delusions are there to remedy temporarily if we are not able to handle life’s burdens , so as to protect ourselves, much like denial that serves a temporarily purpose during conflict and trauma , but our intentions might still be at their infancy, so as we can see from this purview how things can both be linear, such as overcoming pain and surfing , and non linear bc we are also getting to know the many processes including our own mindsets,

while we are navigating our emotions that contribute to the whole process, we also notice that sometimes we switch between heart consciousness and mind consciousness, we usually get inspired and led by whichever works best, and whichever produces correct results while we may not notice that they all contribute to the entire process of our recognizance , and say, if we prioritize being right, or we fear being criticized or condemned for being wrong, we may become non linear in our own self driven purposes, which all contribute to the overall process of being human and understating its nature a bit more closely, now we may notice that man made laws and natural laws may differ, and the discrepancies may cause us many afflictions in our mindsets as to how we can determine whether of there is justice or not, and as a result of such inner conflict, we may think that both good and bad are stationary , and that good is not capable of making mistakes , or that their mistake is justifiable bc they are inherently good while bad is inherently bad, which means that they must be eliminated and defeated, without giving them a chance to redeem themselves or getting to the root of such origin of conflict while we do not realize that we cast ourselves aperture, much like spectators to life, rather than being members of it, much like a garden is, in a garden of variety for example , we may observe different species? and assume that they are separate whereas they share the same nutrients and are part of the same soul, and we may not see this but under the soul, their roots are often entangled , surely some grow in shaded areas whereas others are bask in gin the sun , and while some species do well in shade , we notice not all of them can , hence the variation of growth processes and cycles , we may assume that some species are bad, and that they take the resources necessary for other plants to thrive in the same way we disallow weeds to grow, bc they tend to be a bit more wild and free at taking up resources than others but all of this is our perceptions from our humanity rather than fro the points of view of a plant so here again we may run into implications of such use of analogies to make sense of our reason and truths

to see things for what they are, aside from what lie minds would like to complete to make sense of the world in a linear way, we leave some things to nature, some to god or higher power, such as why we may be here otherwise we may easily run the risk of being bad ourselves , especially when there is no purpose to our existence or when we cannot make sense of the reality , we may easily be violent and careless with life of others as well as ourselves, we may run risk of being impulsive with our decisions without careful consideration of others wellbeing including what our actions and thoughts may implicate in ourselves all of which serve a purpose to understanding but does not stop there either, to really change things for better, everything starts from us, each of us in our own determination to right our own wrongs as well as extend our humility to others in their afflictions, not a single one of us is free from the errors, yet there are some errors that run longer course , whereas others that pass as correct or justifiable, all of which extend to our general lessons to overcome collective suffering , so while we may feel we have personal responsibly in that which happens to us not all things that happen to us is personal but they come as part of the grounds we are part of , as a condition of the world in its own development that is also linear and non linear where some events appear out of nowhere for us all to be part of its resolve , we may get offended and start singling out other individus sin our attempts to maintain the momentum of what we have developed or worked so hard for , or take things too far by assuming that there are people who are not like us, who do not wish to eliminate their suffering just like us even though their way of getting there might differ, not to mention this world is very old, and the way in which we all develop from generation to generation also differs bc there are many systems and processes that take place within it , that are both linear, such as birth and death or progression from generation to generation and non linear, such as how some historical events come up to the surface is if they are brand new, or on the surface some of our solutions may appear different but it’s only that , we pick up here it is left off, even though we are a new generation or people who didn’t originally start up those conditions ,

we may feel arrogant egoistical or assume that the issues are subjective whereas they are only there as they are to be so placed understood and improved upon , and we may make a lot of mistakes due to taking things too personal , bc we think what occurs is a personal attack rather than a call to attention , also bc others may make subjective a situation that objedirve my falls on everyone , not linearly ofc, bc there are variations to our lives, as well as concomitance to what we are past of, as well as what each of us is called forth to its resolve , as well as how each of us can participate from the point of view of our operations that have matured in this life based on by the unique experiences we might have garnered, all of which work to serve both subjective and objedirve occurrences, ofc as we can see due to complexity of such nature, how easily we can mistake one thing for the other, and as a last resort, we may make false conclusions, all of which to relive ourselves from the general uncertainties that are produced by how much time it take for general objectives to come to a clearing as well as the decisions that are needed to be made, including our own even though we aren’t there personally to participate in them but by our actions and quality of being that contributes to the general whole , the power of being , it is said , is the highest form of natural law that ennobles one to be their true self effortlessly and contribute the most of their being in their full potential even though it may not be fully recognized and or materialized in the reality , even though in our articulate minds we may want to clarify or label or even be too certain in our convictions and in our determination to make sense do reality, there will always be an element of mystery to it and therefore in our lives that we may wish to make room for, this happens bc we have not yet materialized in our full potential ourselves, we may shine an angle of our person in this life that may prepare us for the next, and each of us may shine our light from our unique window of opportunity every time, but this doesn’t define us another, it’s just part of being human , concomitant with laws far bigger than us that are at play, and we may be susceptible to thinking that certain things cannot be improved, perhaps bc the materials world is convincing of its entirety as its quote stationary , but the same is true of stagnant thoughts especially when we do not open the window of our heart to let things circulate naturally and have this own process to complement our own reasoning, we can be humble to ourselves in our own ignorances and recognize the same is true for others, from where we can be fortuitous so as to align ourselves to natural laws that can help guide us out of our shared afflictions

when we are wrong about something

we should take responsibly for it , it’s ok to make mistakes , life isn’t perfect, its development is non linear, with some parts in conjunction and others in divergence, it’s hard to make discernment a priority, we get caught in many currents of fads and fashion statements in an attempt to stay relatable and relate to what we think should be tune correct approach instead of develop a deep sense of understanding and establish a basis thru which we then spring clear mind and concomitant actions , we often prioritize the wrong ordeal, we want to appear as relatable versus the basis and truth of which we wish to relate to and that can be dangerous, we look to others for inspirations, may even get caught in influences, which then take responsibly out of our hands, especially with the latter for influence suggests that one is not in direct control of what one accords in terms of one’s actions and words, whereas with inspiration, one is aware of the external relationship with one sinner processes but does it allow oneself to get caught to its current , for one utilize both presence and awareness to carefully parse thru what is to be adopted, what is relatable and true, and apply that with responsibly , since inspiration means that ur fully aware of the responsibility for ur own actions and words , if these are not easy objectives but they are worth considering, fore the dojo of our kids is a great training place where we can execute these ideas before we adopt them , so simply considering them allows the path to appear before us, and to walk the way takes time and effort for if we got here in all our habits and coping mechanism which took root , has cause series of causes and effects some of which may reflect back to us in form of feedback, or uncomfortable states of being produced due to one’s own mental afflictions, it’s gonna take some time to break bad habits and change the course do our being, and redirect our inner resources, this may naturally cause us fear of the unknown, may make us feel useless or loosing skill, but this is normal, if u developed bad habits , there will be some time of contemplation , maybe even silence, but if u rest ur afternoon to fear of it, ur either gonna have unpleasant time , or give into impulses to counter it by reenacting bad habits in an effort to survive ur ego attached to the importance of false objectives rather than the true intention behind them which mean that ur not fully aware of ur intent and that refers to lack of self responsibility

helping others has not much to do with us more than to do with the right thing that appeals to us all which priorisons the others in their conundrums , there are many ways we can help others, one of them suggests to look within, and change the way one loves, which is not only the most effective but also the hardest one to achieve, since a lot of us are still perfecting the skill of determining our own truth and power, which can make it harder for us to handle the world in its afflictions when we are not prepared to see thru it and work thru it by working on our selves and beings four the pasts in us that may help its resolve without attachment, bc ego would like to take centre stage when in virtuous things, for its rewards are unavoidable when we see the effects of our thoughts and actions , but if we aren’t well ourselves, we can see how clearly this can get us in issues and situations that are not desirable and may even be harmful to our cause as well as ourselves in our efforts to become better in our own lives, for two are concomitant , what is the reason behind wanting to help others if it does not consider urself in the mix, it would be irresponsible to forget our one lot, in an effort to solve others conundrums bc we too could be in position of need, help, and further put ourselves in undesirable situations, then what we are seeking is change , which is the very definition to solve issues , but bc our approach is faulty, we end up making things worse then better , for ourselves foremost , bc our thoughts and actions afflict us foremost and have immediate results , versus im in our attempt to help others which takes more time to circulate and then feedback to us in a collective way , depending on which arenas we are wishing to work its resolve , first of all, to determine what it is we need to change, we need to see um ourselves , and others in clear light not as we wish them and us to be, which maybe distorting our purview, but see as it is , as bad as this maybe , the ability to be honest with ourselves is not for faint hearted for it requires from us to have difficult conversations about our own actions , but this helps us see the world for what it is, so is with altruism , tolerance as well as humility on both afflictions .

of course we say things like heart consciousness is king, and move from ur seat of heart and make everything count in a living way, but doesn’t mean that we must be rude crude and act haphazardly bc we are influenced by unruly feelings without logic intellect skills of wisdom, as well as careful consideration that comes from precision focus on what’s important , a clear trajectory regardless to its abstract outlook , bc we cannot be too certain of how our collective future may take shape , but we can get a glimpse of it in the language of our heart , then we can t make excuse for our unruly behaviour just bc we are moving from heart consciousness that would be illogical and irresponsible bc feelings can easily get us to be easily misled if we live from heart all the time, then we may get caught up in its heart strings all the time the we are no different than petulant children we can kick and scream want what we want at any cost, cry when we don’t get it, throw tantrums, cause all kinds of afflictions in peoples lives who care and nurture us and want to protect us , and while this maybe wondering and cute in small children, u can tell why it’s unacceptable in grown adults, not bc this is a shame for how u feel or that u may not know such distinctions but bc this points to where we are right now collectively in term of our meridian and levels , and that can be a rude awakening for most of us, forcing us to question if what we see in others , inclusive of their care is actually valid has merit, is sustainable , or if its mere reflection or adoption or influence, which is like passing winds, it may be here for now but then when the air clears, it goes away , hence not sustainable at all , to recognize this allows us to gain clarity as to what we need to work with as well as accord our actions bc it’s dangerous to assume that smth is taken care of where as its mere surface is having the outlook , but there is not a single actions or direction for what it professes to stand for or do.

bc the influences can take momentum, in addition to assumption of things getting done, some among us who are more easily influenced end up acting on these objectives which gain their momentum without basis and sustainability and then these actions , when they take fruition may scare us , and bc we don’t have a basis established as to their origin and happenstance, we start treating those as a stand alone forgoing the connectivity of all and everything , thus making thing s even worse and more complicated than having the basis and establishment of a process that allows us to see the source of all development, thus non linearity in development may make things seem like they are not connected , and we can use this as a excuse that our thoughts and actions do not have a power, while also utilizing fine abject sense power to change the world a contradiction , we may settle in denial bc we aren’t equipped to hold ourselves accountable which is where finger pointing stats , so and so did this first , someone else said that, or someone else is doing this or that, and while it’s ok to be humble in the face of our afflictions , it’s not the mistake that’s the issue more so than what we choose to do with it thereafter, so how can we take a step back, and reorient ourselves with the correct approach , not only to the world around us, but to ourselves bc we could easily be using our virtuous muscle to distract ourselves from our own afflictions and holding off the thing we need to do, such as internal processes to align ourselves to a correct way of seeing the world and handing our own selves in the middle of it without skipping steps, or making assumptions , or taking on objrdirves without understanding their context, as we’ll as changing our behaviour to be more effective in our reasons, careful and concise in our speech, without diluting facts or manipulating information to appeal to fads , for there are already too many of those ! it’s so much better to be quiet in contemplation and work in silence then be out there all the time fighting invincible monsters or fictitious characters for they take up way too much of our time and energy and goes nowhere it just makes us more tired , though with everything there is silver lining , perhaps we can choose to learn from our experience and utilize this as wisdom to teach others which we work our lives and then work the issues in the world with what we can do and depending on our skill set , as citizens of the world we do have some power , but we need to be accountable with how we utilize it it’s the responsible way to go about it .

u may wonder, how can i be of help, the world afflictions are too much, it’s scary how volatile the world is, was it always like this, what sort of dangers r upon us, are things as they seem or not, what about the dangers that were prevented from reaching us , maybe there is more than what meets the eyes and i mediate five senses , such contemplations can lead us to deep meditative states, so it’s important to detach from reality at times, this doesn’t mean we are escaping what is but what we want is compete divorce of distortion from reality, as well as illusions and delusions that inhibit our eyes from seeing all clearly , we may get scared at first to let go thing we thought were important , we always hear about self help books and success stories of others , and while these are essential to be inspired form , there is certainly a influential factor in them, we begin to act like robots ! we think such machinations will bring same results in us as it did them but we are again, not not jinx gauche long term practices , plus everyone’s path is unique , much like their perception and language as well as why they share stuff and what they do, the reasons are harder to determine , aside from our immediate assumptions that things will work out if we just force ourselves, but again? we may need to detach from these objrdirves and dwell within, first, and then give ourselves room to calm down, a reflection of calm waters can give us the sense of unique video on that we , only we have, that’s the true power we wish to delve into and bring about, not what others tell us , or our influences which work to exempt us from self responsibility! we don’t wanna be useful idiots for other hidden agendas other which happens more than we like to admit here on this world why do u them there is a fight for global narrative as well s its parts ? it happens among us too, there’s too much hyper inflated ego wars that’s too many to count that being authentic ur true self is quite very rare sight so do not underestimate ur true power but to be hm more urself u have to give up that false personal u work so hard to maintain everyday but it’s not so easy either if that false person careered it’s own karma , which we mistake as false signal when we wish to be more self authenticated, meaning that we get turned off from the righteous past when our ost afflictions and past karma comes to the surface to its resolve by mistaking them as signs that we are ok the wrong path perhaps also bc we are expecting immediate results for our efforts

on lying

often times we wonder if lying serves any purpose , is it entirely evil, what constitutes as lying, and whether if keeping information secret is a form of lie. now we may wonder, if we can have collective relationships without being misunderstood, we use many ways to express ourselves, which extend beyond just language. there is a saying, look to actions and not words when it comes to determining whether if someone is lying or not. even then, our scope is limited by myriad of unknown factors, such as the context of a given scenario , and its long term of having developed into the shape we see today. it seems that there is correlation between objectives, such as how the reality has come about, which involves our concept of right and wrong that have fully established, as well as those who have adapted to them. we may notice that language is a tool used to determine and correlate objectives between individuals as well ad the type do speech we have with ourselves. try explaining smth to yourself and realize that you can only convey so much about a given objedirve u wish to articulate. u may see within ur minds eye the abstract, accompanied by feelings, among others. perhaps u are able to visualize objrdirves better, in which case u haha both the unknown and the known as a comprehensive whole, only that which u are able to relate are highlighted, whereas the unknown takes solace, they which u may then draw conclusions based on by calculator reasoning,along with ur creative impulses that connect between similar objectives. now our minds tend to relate objrdirves and group them together , some of this is result of duality that influences us strongly, whereas others are based don by our conditioning . our minds may be more drawn to grouping similar objectives rather than discern between them their slight differences , perhaps , in an effort to simplify our thought processes upon complex topics. and we may also recognize such practices playing at large, such as our attempts to connect bigger objrdirves by grouping similar contexts , we may not intend on lying, but we may also be wick to judge others on their accuracy, since lying has long been established as serving of many purposes, including protecting those from harmful information, or information they may not be ready for, as well as making someone happy in the case that a given truth maybe too hard to bear. in fact, we can discover these within,, for when a bad thing happens we temporarily forget but this is not accidental, for it protects us from the negative emotions produced from a given situation , albeit h is only temporary, a bit of denial at first after occurrence of a traumatic event tends to protect those from going down further to a path that may make it harder for them to recover from or cause harm to others bc the truths are too hard to bear and may cause them hopelessness

what we choose to forget or forget involuntarily that maybe wasn’t is on our path tends to come up thru the surface of what illusions we tend to take momentum for maintenance of some stability during tough times , there is no wrong and right on what we feel, for there are many conditions that may cause us afflictions in our person even if a given issue is happening externally, not because we do not feel some relevance to a type of loss or hardship but bc of what this may mean from a existential point of view that touches on our reason and purpose , so there is a degree of teams associated with the events that take place in the world even if we are not directly affected by them, which includes bigger lies, no matter the intent, for they maybe propelled by protecting people from a type of data that may cause negativities , not because people are not capable of handling truths but bc they may not know how to navigate their inner person thus reflect a quality of being that contributes in a positive or constructive way, which may only mean that a particular type of info result may get things to be worse than better , even if that worse is the preceding occurrence before a condition improves, bc we do not know, in either case, whether of this may improve those conditions by simply knowing especially if the knowledge does not contribute to the betterment of those who are at the receiving end ? here by todays standards we see a lot of infirsein that circulates the web , often times under the guise of get to know ur planet but if we see the type of language is used, it is almost same as , if we carefully consider, propaganda , that wants people to fight smth , anything , often attribute to a higher power or body of function , though we may hit notice the interior behind such sharing, we may feel possessed or compelled to follow what it implies but does not say , then can we say that we are not lying to ourselves about such adoption to a particular type of data at our own will ? it’s hard to say bc we are already at the early states of what it means to embody accountability no matter how great or small the contradictions and circumstances of such nature may be.

we may or may not be in direct alignment with our own process therein lies the first trouble , since we are diverse beings whose origin varies, whose co driven tend to also variate, as well as their ability to parse through their own life difficulties , its difficult to say what’s in a man’s heart only after some time has passed for the bottom line is this, when we can or get clear with common objectives about our humanity and come to consensus about common grounds we tend to leave things to mature for truths always come about though we are still limited in that we do not know whether if a given truth comes about in one lifetime or they one generations pass for the issues that took very long time to develop whose shape we see as it is today, are complex in construction that we are compelled to leave some of its reason to fate or faith, in terms of who is to be held responsible , since our given lifetime only gives us accountability based on by our five senses, but this doesn’t mean that we are going to stand off from taking any type of responsibility in matters concerning human , but in our acknowledgments to that we may over-simply issues to such an extend that we end up in a gridlock, bc nobody would then know what the next comprehensive steps should be or could be like, based on by the acknowledgment of the path that led us here, which means that the more we come to know about our world and life in general, the less likely we are to act from impulses , which causes us to think deeper thoughts and accord our actions with the property of being that we may wish not to be misunderstood or get caught in the act of a lie no matter how unintentional it may be in its process . first of all, let us determine what sort of lies causes harm, in fact all lies tend to cause more harm than good, for their nature is simply to misdirect or divert us from natural progression of common objrdirves , also bc lies don’t last very long and they take much energy to upkeep, which defeats the purpose of establishing grounds and is much harder to maintain , meaning that one must continually manipulate oneself on the continuity of a lie, much like truths and why is having some type of momentum , except with a lie, this momentum can have severe contradictions , which is not accidental but we think the contradictions is a lie versus the origin of the lie , and the origin of the lie serves many purposes which includes our allowance and what does then that say about our responsibility within it such as not having checked it for accuracy and or reason.

this doesn’t mean there is a particular type of blame, but we may feel so that there needs to be someone who needs to be held accountable , except that each of us may rise to the occasion and own our portion of the whole, not to think, well, so and so is a lie , or whatever this issue is, maybe harmful than good, but not know the ways in which given objrdirves unfold , as well as what our true intentions are, such as causing more destruction to get smth good, which includes our own lies to get others in on our side , for this taking on sides that begin internally, whether if u want to oscillate to this end or that, are the extreme conditions that produce results in self reflections within , and are part of the whole conditions for everything we see out there begins first within , the separation from all that is part of the grand design and smth that is the phenomena produced to get us to feel we are exempt fro it or are this separate, coupled with our deep intense need for change, whether if this change is self serving or for the greater good is still in process for we are still in the act of getting to know what is, that is harder to do with all the shrouding and the covetousness that’s also present in us all , so what we complain about in the exterior can easily be rooted to one’s internal being in an effort to determine the true origin of condition as well as the relationship s between these objrdirves for better approach, since one of the most destructive things we can do is lie to ourselves about what we know . we may think m little of this, but if everything begins with us, then such conditions placed on ourselves do weigh more than external conditions placed upon us, for they , the lies, get us lost on our own process of becoming more adept at our full potential that is aside from our articulate assumption of what that lot works maybe , since the workings of the nature is far bigger then our single mindsets but there is a way to getting our point of operation to the big picture if we know the true priority of that which correlates between our inner and the external concomitant objectives we may be naturally drawn to in either lie attention or intention to participate. we may notice that sometimes delving deeper into ourselves we may clarify our true intentions and even in such acts of separation we can intend for better , instead of falling in line with external adaptations of such that tend to convey myriad of meanings than one, bc we do not know what’s in others hearts and bc the establishment of conditions that permit a healthier way of life equal for all is still in concept /development stage ;

we would want a way of life that doesn’t use us, and take too much from us than we can give , for what we may have within our vicinity, which is not strictly material but in the intrinsic sense basis of which can get us either to help evolve or deprive all of us of potential of overcoming shared troubles , so it’s not only in what we approach but how we approach it is what determines its thus our fate , we may be at some stage in our life, which may or may it relate to others profession and way of life, of how it might have developed from them, and as part of our adaptability muscle we may not know what we adapt to in our articulate minds bc we are learning how to refine the ego, and clarity intention as well as determine what is in our own hearts in determining the right appeal and figuring out the right approach to conditions outside of our control, bc we may feel the side effects for such happenstances , we may be either possessed by ideas , as there are many, or not know hat when we fight against one lie we may easily slip into another bc we didn’t check for the ricin of cause of such objrdirves which means a deeper reason into our purpose thru which we wish then to change , so in a way we can easily replace one evil with another and think it’s good, and replace one lie wirh another bc we haven’t fully awakened to the reason behind both, where only the conditions on the surface may reflect change, but bc it’s not internally appropriately concomitant to the true need for change , these changes will need further replacing of the former with the latter and so on, and we may only find ourselves in a perpetual passage of time , as well as energy, and exhaust ourselves interim, and then either give up, or asssume that things will have to be this way, or that they will never change, or bc we have adopted a lie, which may very well be a mistake ! an honest one at that! but bc we are unable to reconcile our lies , since we are too critical of perceivable lies outside of us, we deny that too, so that we keep momentum of what we think to be justifiable by concepts alone even though underneath it all, we may feel all kinds of uncomfortable feelings in relation , and here we tend to do the same, for good feels tend to lead the way sometimes but not all times , since feelings can be deceptive , especially if we use feelings in the wrong way, such as escapism or the need to feel guilt or shame so that we can develop the necessary articulation of a given objrdirves that need to be changed within . if we are in self denial, then it’s no wonder why we are resistant to change and thereby too critical and or judgmental of others, especially those outside of our scope , to put the “blame on so and so” for this may bring some type of security , even tho itself is a lie, and does not come with guarantee that one’s will be safe from its repercussions.

meditations

we always meditate , whether if we are sleeping or we are awake, we meditate when we think on objectives and we meditate when we are still with absolutely no thought at all, we meditate when we pray and we meditate when we wish for things such as u pain and illness to go away, or smth good to happen , all of these refer to our minds having some type of stability and our utility for such, if our thoughts have any weight and influence at all to what we choose and then thereafter execute into action, not all actions are external also, for there are a ton of internal processes that take place before it gets there unless we are talking about impulsive behaviours but even in the momentum of impulse there is a process of the prior that depends on myriad of other conditions to combine and then become part of its process , so nothing happens at random, this might make us feel good or bad, depending on ur intention, for example if u have smth to hide, or ur intention expects from u to trick others, then u may not like that there is all these connectivities that may expose ur intention , and that can get us to feel uncomfortable bc then we might have to reason and then change that which contributes negatively to the world, as well as to hold ourselves accountable for change, we may also get upset bc this may make us feel inadequate in our skills, since being wrong in this world is highly critical and even judged as incompetent, u may also not like being predictable, for we all like a bit of mystery, and like to keep everything at the edge of resin when it comes to our lot, while try to figure out about others and life as much as possible, though the same mystery is also found around us and in everyone , therein lies the work, since we are working towards a natural alignment, that allows us the correct viewpoint , with skill of use of our minds, we can use what we have for not only improving our conditions, without having to be too predictable, or boring, but also approach issues outside of ourselves with due diligence.

approaching the world around does does not have to be thru a saviour mindset or doing big things with great might, not everything require such , if we notice for examples, such hierarchical forms have caused us much suffering effects of which we are still sifting thru, if we look about the world, and its many processes for example, we see that a handful of people decided for so many objrdirves in the prior whose effects are felt greatly upon all our lives, these were meditated at the time with what was available for them, along with their unique set of ignorances and skills, they thought at the time the decisions they made were paramount, even beneficial to their own lot, and bc their perception of the world was rather broad, since the worlds mystery gives us assurance the abundance of “useful stuff” they didn’t see the consequences of their actions , this aside from how we treat each other thru out our time, from early times of human existence to exploration to reason our purpose , which we are still in process of understanding , as well as acceptance for things that happened even though they were wrong , or caused too much suffering, this couples our preconceived notions , such as predicting whether if those around us are benevolent or harmful , for this pertains to our survival ability, based on by perceived prior conditions , and not to categorize or stationize others, often trapping them in mere statement , but we can determine the flaws of our reason when especially the grounds thru which we spring forth our meditation is not factual or itself is partial bc aside from our meditations, there are official meditations that have translated into formal books , practices, data to convey a part of history, or happenstances, even religious texts have been linguistically determined by the meditation of simply people like u and me , we may choose to make room for potential of error in these data and text as much as we give ourselves room for not fully knowing about smth, for this allows us a broader vision during our meditative states , whatever the purpose for our meditations maybe.

if we are to be certain of the uncertainty of not know knowing , and hold loosely that which we come to know, then how do we translate this practice to our and thereby each others errors of reasoning ? this would require from us to equalize hierarchies since currently those tend to create favouritism or separation between the value of people based on by who is either more important to be criticized, or who should be held accountable much like everyone else , on objectives concerning human nature and pretty much on everything that happens in our lives bc of the unwise connectivity between all and everything , the natural world order is united , weather isn’t separate, air and water , even dirt beneath our feet are one, the planet is one, there are no two planets in one, and the world is part of unique solar system, and does not operate separate from it, in the same way in our lives, although we look diffent, we are connected, process of our nature, that is of human , and our systems made by those that came before us, and maintained by those among us are also connected, in a way, nothing happens at random, and to give smth to someone , it must come from somewhere else , this checks and balances signifies the ultimate unity of all and everything even though our minds would like to make ambiguities such as resting our heads on mystery that somehow magically our issues will be resolved all on their own , there is mediation , and there is utility of that which we have cognizance , aka action, much like there is hope, but it’s not absent of action , and here , the best example is when person or people mediate on a criminal act before they execute function , so we can meditate into action, the framework is there , and some do it accidentally , perhaps bc of false sense of reality or bc they r connected to this grand scheme of things riddled with contradictions , or they do it bc they are convinced of ( the particular acts) its palpability , they may assume that this is the way to exist or love bc everyone else does it, another representation that we are already working with the connectivity of all and everything in a very intrinsic sense . but not know fully of its process or our powers within it , bc we can easily say that a mind that relies on violence or negative acts, is either being misled, or is missing the opportunity to work thru it, without being associated to it or identify to it, owning to it it’s power, and not being able to break out of its influence .

this is due to the grand scheme of things, and in part by our own conditioning, u can say that conditioning is a form of meditation , so is with manipulations, as well as coerciveness of reality that forces people into certain situations, such as warfare or slave labour or poverty , bc then we go , well here is this community and that, but the truth is a person does not have their identity as stationary , meaning that when we come to this world, we arrive in a very pure state, and then it’s our experiences, surroundings, and the general ways of the world that slowly chisels us, we begin to take on objrdirves, such as roles , and the knowledge that’s afforded to us , concomitant with the timeline they which we pass, for this part also is relevant to our collective meditation or the narratives we conform or pass, and we can see the partial knowledge tends to brainwash us, or cause us meditation in the wrong direction, perhaps this is the reason we get so headstrong about what we think we know and fight others , bc part of our collective meditations almost always offers the presence of a bad guy, or bad group , or bad people in general as stationary or strongly identified to their truth and origin , such as being born bad, all on their own, its no wonder why we are terrified of each other thus ! bc we are almost always looking for someone to pin everything to, for the ways of the world without fully understanding what it’s about , let alone its rude ways of development , we may overgeneralize bc we do not know and it’s safe to determine whether if smth or someone or group of people are good or bad, for this complements our comprehensive meditation proceeds, or help us determine the narration of the world without always being told, but also seek to be told all the time, while claiming rights to that which we are initiated knowledge of! it’s no wonder why nobody likes to hold themselves responsible for their false thoughts about smth , bc not only this may make us feel incompetent in our thinking , but we like to build

momentum, of thoughts , much like actions and habits the same, for ease of which we can then flow thru life with ease , i mean what is mediation but making life efficient anyway ? u can take from urself ur own experience thru f growing up, how u didn’t know certain things versus how it feels to know and accord urself thru life but if we notice, we make mistakes thru our not knowing , and then for the rest of our lives, we are either displaced or held accountable to such a unrealistic height that , our process makes us feel states of stupor, which can inhibit our meditation rather, for such strong occurrences can get us to lose faith and hope, and disrupt our meditation, causing us to feel resentment for generalities of the world , of others ignorances, bc others will have their narratives anyway, whether of its cut and paste of others, aka not thinking for urself or developing articulate thought about objrdirves but taking from others , or already established norms, especially when it serves and suits u, or there could be a hidden appeal, such as hidden agenda to meet, so here we refer to covetousness to get one’s way, or tricking others to get what one wants , or propaganda to get others to do what u want them to do, even at the cost of their wellbeing , just bc the option to execute behaviour is already established from our collective development , remnants of which are alive and well not bc we can’t see that these practices as bad, but the alternatives are too scary, and they may get us to feel ow mysteries and the unknown nature of our existence , perhaps our initiation to world, blake’s us feel states of inadequacy and incompetence as well as feae of being condemned crucifixes and punished for our “misdeeds” that may arise due to ignorance ( not having full information , or being misled bc there is prior established false norms ) , so in a effort to look tough, bc there are hierarchies to maintain , we may run the risk of repetition of the old ways of handling precisely for what they do for us, even if it’s at the cost of others, give us stability in the middle of uncertainty by establishing predictably of these actions can only take us so far , for example if we harm others , then they are weaker and they are hurt, in the same way if we go about our financial problems by waging wars, then we are going to proclaim victory and safety net our own lot, whereas if we try smth different , such as meditate on other objrdirves or on things that have never been done, this naturally comes with element of unknown, and this may trigger within us such states from our own personal experience of initiation into the world , such as traumas and false adaptations thru out our won up and coming , based on by what was available then, not as a form of pinning the issues to our parents bc they too were doing their best with what they had, concomitant with their environment , also another no fault occurrence that adopted to what was available prior, and here even in determining who we can blame , it’s all luck and lack of such really, especially the origin of formation , some just had the upper hand or got there first and did things that if they were naturally permitted, must signify smth of unknown attribute to our reason for being here as humans , odd these are serious concerns , bc again , meditation does not alway mean one is gonna do good with their minds, as criminal minds would do, but even the nature of criminal is one of non stationary by nature, so there is power to change anywhere if we really intend on it, an show we do this together will determine so many things to follow, such as benevolent ways of handing natural occurrences that’s not gong to extremes and constrict any one of our growth or leave any of us behind or isolated for these are and have not solved anything sos far , part of our maturity as human kind, i believe that we are at the cusp of such big decisions , that are either gong to improve our collective effort for sustenance or lead us to premature extinction.

fashion statements

versus substance in what we do say and believe in are distinct in quality and abundant in quantity for precisely the reasons they stand for while fashion statements come and go depending popularity and reason, substance in that which we intent on is what drives our soul , we may refer to this as copy paste mentality where people do the observations but seek our financial means or other fleeting pleasure versus actually wanting to cultivate smth of worth and value, this tends to happen predominantly in financial realm since everyone is seeking financial freedom mostly than their spiritual salvation, but ofc can u blame them? look at the world when u do nothing or have no financial pursuits , u will be riddled in poverty, u cannot get what u want either , so life tends to stagnate when u don’t have financial freedom and worse is that when we don’t have this aspect, we don’t have security that can guard us against the worlds dangers, we may also have harder time defending ourselves in rather volatile world when we are broke , others will see us as incompetent and irresponsible even though money doesn’t put any value on our truth and person whatsoever but serve a practical basis for exchange of goods, and via this trade, allow us to cover what we need , and maybe get what we want , because we are predominantly busy with our financial seeking, we hardly have time for spiritual pursuits, even though we may belong to a house of god or have some type of sorority inkling, it hardly takes root, because there are way too many objrdirves in the world that work to counter it , we may get things in concept stage much like fashion statements or fads that come to pass, and we may come back occasionally, much like rekindling 80s shoulder pads or other older styles that tend to repeat, but again, there won’t be sustainability bc there is apt to happen smth in the world to counter its effort thereby forcing u to negating urself or the palpability of reason for such pursuits, and when push comes to shove, u may even chuck hole and faith altogether and “let god” or give in to abstract obscurities in an effort to quell ur own inner helplessness, guided by the external conditions , since we depend on external circumstances for our sustenance

surely we have some capacity to actualize that which we practice no small deed is too small, but it often sticks to an nominal concept stage on the external realm whereas one’s may continue their internal processes rather than actualize to the extend by which they are transcending to reach their utmost potential that they can achieve in a given lifetime that can contribute the most service to the betterment of the world which in turn nourishes them as well so it’s a reciprocal relationship between an individual and the world that depends on us for the transcending of the issues that materialize and constrict us in the end , such fashion statements in culture for example do have tendency to trap us in ideals that enslave us, we chase from one high to next, and spend a considerable amount of time and effort to upkeep its motives , we may even get lost in a realm of delusions produced by it since it’s not real, but only associative by reason, given that they are produced with a specific purpose to meet some need that cannot immediately be determined by our five senses especially when we are rolled in it, and deeply absorbed in the process of such, a momentum can get us on a roll, however we may quickly notice that things change, not on their own, even though they may seem like they have been inspired by natural processes, meanwhile our internal dwellings have a deeper sense of authenticity in which case we may receive impulses of distaste or rather discrepant thought processes which contredit that which we are presented with in turn we may feel compelled to turn away from one in order to invest in the other, however here we may feel compelled by numbers as in when determining what makes culture we often go by what appears to be as opposed to their intrinsic fluid perhaps bc the numbers who are being cultured are convincing in their convictions that u too should pursue it or if u don’t , then u are not good enough or cool or even relatable to world events especially given financial realm where a certain dialect is necessary for sales and appeal to people to draw in more crowed to participate in culturing

this doesn’t mean do not have culture there’s a different between authentic natural culture and one that is systemized such as the capitalist sense of sharing ideas for seeking points and making profit , everyone wants to be a trend setter, which we also see in the spiritual team the same , we wish to delve into concepts and virtuous speech to appeal to people and draw in crowd and have a followers maybe we can have our own religion and worshippers, which may cause us to feel important , such as when popularity takes place in culture the same , since everyone wants to belong and be loved by others , and be inspiring , but ofc it’s the intention that sets people apart in their efforts to serve the world, is it self serving , at the cost of tricking others, perhaps ur ideas are harmful and they may cause misdirection in masses which u can foretell can serve u in some way, but ofc this comes from self delusion that sees the world in a delusions self centred way versus reaching one’s potential , however if one is doing their practice right, they will eventually see that they are misdirected, and thus correct their own selves, which is hard to do if u have already done smth in the world, usually attribute to actions that create causes and effects to follow its often said that u have choice to do anything but u have no control over what reciprocates to u, based on by myriad of factors such as how others may perceive ur truths and reason, their level of understanding their perception which all depend on their own experiences as well as how deeply and intentionally worked on their own stuff , idc we must not forget thee finacial realm where we all depend on some formal action to self sustenance all of which can shape our minds to prioritize wrong objectives just to fit in and get by versus actually living in our truths propelled by spirit

to truly understand concepts first of all we must live in our truths , and second , there’s a way we can learn from each other but at the end of the day it’s the experice that trends us access to the truth about smth versus of it being heard , surely we can teach ourselves to learn differently but this must complete living differently than how we are granted to live currently there are far too many obligations in the world that are nit only not realistic but they cause more harm than good things such as paying taxes that go nowhere , waging wars that cause more harm than good and the general financial system whose numbers don’t match such as when people are forced to poverty and even deaths on natural occurrences such as the pandemics and disasters that cause destructions to property, and of needs such as food sources which dwindle in time due to natural changes in the world, as well as potentially go extinct bc of worlds own natural cycles we are simply too materialistic we have become too stationary as versus the expression of the spirit where itself is free flowing unbounded and just how did we arrive where ? well first of all we have come to that world for reasons more than our human under understanding this doesn’t mean we can not determine it or reach our destination while we are alive we can all hope to do our part and then leave the rest to the conditions of others, often times we mistake unity for forcing others to do things they don’t wanna do or can’t, bc we have an idea bout the world that has to be a specific way, or the reality in which we reside, such forceful actions come as a result of cspitslims n the financial realm trains us well about being good little slaves to follow material versus pursuits of the spirit and we also see the financial world lacks soul bc if it didn’t , it would prioritize the wellbeing of humans versus the priority of itself profit or excessive control to mislead people in an effort to keep them in a tight leash , this happens because those who have come before us have prioritized material over the sanctity of human soul and made strong distinction between what makes human by apparences , when our ancestors had to priorise survival they definitely forgotten component soul but this doesn’t mean they didn’t have glimpses of it, only means that much like fashion statements that come and go, our biggest and most important appeal also tends to appear in cycles , we can see this in thru out history and n cyclic occurrences , as we go thru periods of evolution follows by devolution convergences and divergences take place on our collective path, and we may remember and then forget again , with some objectives stop, and then later on get picked up again , especially when they are aligned with higher truths

now each person can say that we have to sell spirituality much like fashion statement we have to appeal to the wrong and bad and most monstrous among us and appeal to them in a way that’s gonna get them to do what is right however this is actual as right as capitalism where we slave people while making it seem like it’s their choice and for their liberation such as “money is so ur free” type thing bc we are in truth already by nature free , but we do not know what this freedom pertains thereby we mistake this freedom to what the world supposes us to be and do and in an effort to achieve this freedom we further constrict ourselves if u notice the material stuff we own actually owns us if there is calamity we can’t just up and leave and when people do do that what happens? they need to replace their things where the go next and may even think about the intrinsic value of the things they had to leave behind , it’s the material attachment that has made us dense and in this density we are thus heavy maybe this heaviness makes the world denser and as a result of such, our transitions pain us , in a way we may wish to relinquish these attachments, but we can’t self sustain without our things either , but maybe we need to start small, such as changing how we do things versus what we do altogether such as the capital realm that constricts and controls us, and even punishes and destroys us, where the rewards r granted only if u overcome the counter force of systemic challenges and overcome its attempts to control and trap u in its entails , by getting rich, but the sad thing is even there ur not free, bc now u have to maintain the status so that ur free from systemic claws to being u back to a state of vulnerability so that it can attack u there bc itself knows that poverty and slavery are what controls the people but it’s not the only way to make people predictable in their actions, for everything that repeats tends to become more familiar to our senses and thru this we develop intuition to navigate these objrdirves better until itself changes , to become harder to determine and even harder to grasp and predict, another big cycle that works to keep people at the edge of reason , just when u think i have an aha moment or u grasped a sense of reality, itself goes thru changes but not in the way that benefits all, most often it’s at the cost of older generations and while beginning anew to draw in the newcomers to go the key the same intrinsic repetitiveness while on the outside itself portrays different and new only by mere apparences

the art of sharing

is rooted in mutual care and mutual benefit but we may have lost our way somewhere along our evolutionary path to prioritize ourselves at others cost , this may spring up from our image need to do by right , to get the best for ourselves, bc we may notice that this is good for our health, since the world is riddled with all types of conundrums, we may get confused as to how to go about it, in part bc of past demonstrations , in other bc of what may still need to be recognized within as to what the right things are, and what our actions may pertain us to follow , the act of sharing is caring, in part bc we are one, and in other, we get what we give, so if we give kindness love compassion and all that good stuff, we may receive this, not from others but from our higher self bc we are fulfilling our true path and stepping into our authentic self, but the issue is not in what we think in our minds as to how that will be, but more so what’s available inthe world, u see ? bc the world is not perfect, that the alignment is the process, and we all have our past within its unfoldment , and bc the world isn’t perfect , we may wish to notice the same imperfections are also part of our lives, this means that we are subject to make mistakes, while mistakes are part of life, it’s the confusion that gets us, since we see that sharing is part of overcoming our troubles, but not know how to go about it bc we may feel tricked or conned, or we may think that someone is trying to get us too give up our stuff to enrich and benefit themselves, and all these speculations may sound paranoid, but they actually have a reason, they show us that we still have a lot of work in the department of mutual trust , and that we aren’t the only ones who are doing the speculation especially if it comes naturally! but that it means we all must to an extend have the same or similar thoughts about how to go about it all, since life doesn’t pause bc we lack trust, but it propels us to face our fears , by gently pushing us forward , out into the world, among each other , and sure, there are forced interactions there as well , let us keep in mind the world , in its naturalness is perfect, as we are, and that’s the whole alignment process anyway! the imperfections are due to our collaborations to systemize efficiency bc they are naturally impacted by our level of awareness, cognizance, and how well accustomed to the art of sharing we are, since all of this complements the big picture, natural, artificial and all

the art of sharing is alive and well, where some give bc they have smth to get in return, others give bc they have too much of that said smth, whereas others give bc they know what it feels to lack the object or objedirve, we give for many reasons, and all of them are valid so long as we do not expect excessively and start giving shit just bc we aren’t having our way, but we may also notice that sometimes in giving we may not be fully aware of why, more so than the act of giving or what it is that we give, and as a result of not knowingness in our full awareness of such , we may get vex since resources are finite, even though we are infinite beings , as we can see , we may be young at heart but our bodies age , get sick and die, we depend on the body to be alive so we are subject to its whims, discomforts and all, which may impact and even impair the way we live and adjust according to our primary needs, not a product of aging internally as u can see! but a project of circumstance, and a natural one at that, so we give ourselves the kindness , love, and care that is necessary to practice grace thru our own natural difficulties , and here we also notice that we mya give our fair share , but we may always adjust our sails in terms of our truth and intention bc we don’t want to run the risk of being hasty about our giving such as giving our of fear of lacking or giving to get smth more in return, such as playing mind games to trick others to relinquish whatever we are after, we may notice that these things hardly ever last even though they are material and are very convincing on our senses, bc of their tangibility , palpability and stationary nature, we think the priority is in things but this doesn’t mean that things don’t mean much, bc we see that we need house and food and all that good stuff to continue on living , so there is essentialist there, much like priority and care for our material bodies, but these are not predominantly the most important nor ever lasting , surely there is a lesson there , since the lack of things causes so much suffering , there in lies our shared work, since lack of things can cause us to get sick and die, for example in our health we may depend on care of others, as well as medicine to upkeep our bodies , even food and water is a resource that we depend on for continuity, but bc of world systems stationed in a specific and imperfect way, we not only destroy the planet for getting our shared needs but we do not fully share in a way where some of us don’t have excess whereas others fight for fraction of what they can get and have their needs met without getting sick, having strong side effects and die as a result of such in a premature and often painful way

we may offer our piece of mind and wisdom that we may have gained thru our tribulations and trials of life, in an effort to prevent others from experiencing the same, we may run the risk of assuming their nature for them , bc we may be touching on a part of life that dominates , perhaps bc of its magnified quality, more so than itself being part of smth much more, whose effects are concomitant with its conduct, since everything connects to everything else, we may not notice what these connections are and refer to, bc we are deeply entrenched on a magnified occurrence, but our wisdom serves to detach us in a healthy way if we are fixated too much, or feel there is no hope out of our problems, and get us to remember we are not alone even though we may feel cut off , isolated, and alone in our physical senses, though we may always keep in mind the imperfections in the world, for these words work to reflect on the generalities rather than delve into the details, but delving into the details allow us to pinpoint where the issues maybe, where the fault line a maybe, so that we can better manage when the tectonic plates run against each other and counter the side effects bc these are all part of our human memory, and we may run the risk of falling thru the cracks of faulty or limited reason, so it’s essential to keep sharing the wisdom for the intention to help each other and continue to strengthen the quantum glue that keeps us united and nurse and care for the trust that’s established , since we have huge issues from lack of trust, we may feel conned and tricked, used and depleted and this can instigate past transgressions such as our efforts not recognized and our energies wasted, often a last resort of our intention to be good , and ennoble on our spirituality, for we may deeply feel the importance of such care and conduct have on our person thus upon each other,, we also notice the flip side where we may feel tricked and conned, and undo our hard work, or waste our merits gained , the reason why this matters is the confusion this may cause on ourselves and each other, often making things worse before they get better , but the real implication is not in the slight discomfort we may feel but what this may do somewhere else bc we are connected and our actions do impact others even though we nay not notice it we see this in the great discrepancy of material distribution for example

we can give our time and effort to make sure that we are doing our part to improve the world, this part is tricky bc we may expect one way whereas it self may evolve in another, that’s due to us being part of the world rather than being conveyors of its direction all on our own, for one is individualistic or too certain of itself , whereas the other realizes one’s limits and others equal of importance involvements , again , bc the world is not perfect, we always make room for error and make sure that we are not too certain unless the certainty is gained via experience , since this would mean of our wisdom, though wisdom is not the end of the journey or the primary concern for it works to serve a purpose much like how truths are associative with a particular time and place, as well as our identities , egos and all , at some point we must let go everything, and rely strictly on the intrinsic fluid that propels our souls , what brought us here ? why are we here ? what purpose do we serve? why must we let everything go at the end of the day? some of us may have wrong purview about our truth and reason, which is what causes us much afflictions bc of our connectivity , then why must we suffer just bc few get things entirely wrong? do we have to save others to save ourself all the time? is there a better way to make this world conduct avail us all to coexist in a way that does not take from others for its self sustenance ? for example, this war on resources is great concern, as it causes us so much pain, and the future is also dangerous about that bc some can easily seize it all, while depleting the rest of the world, causing it to break down in its systems that took a long time to develop, and even longer concern of which required so many sacrifices that have yet to be resolved, what implications would continuity of such destructive actions have upon our souls ? we may think we are clever and make strong borders , but at some point we may become lazy or that our spiritual stunt will eventually catch up to us where the past strategies and even new ones we come up with fall short, what happens if someone who we deprived comes to us, finds ways to attack us finally, seeking their revenge, despite our efforts to protect ourselves from the potential? since we may notice our wrongdoing may cause implication in others way of life which may cause them pain to an extend they have nothing left to lose, and eventually they will come for retribution or revenge, what would we do then? also, is it healthy for us to keep checking our back for potential of abuse or attack? wouldn’t that be living on pins and needles and not entirely authentic to our true self? where we can never relax enough to enjoy our things even bc we are worried someone will come and steal it or con and trick us to lose it

there is a long trajectory to figuring out solutions to all that , we may notice that the losses are great and that there are many among us with afflictions , pain and trouble, which may humble us in our acknowledgments rather than get arrogant or even though we notice in the basis of our being, we have feeling sand that we too get hurt and want to be recognized in our efforts, and even though material isn’t the primary of importance , bc itself and thus we have karma of its evolution and our part within it, we have our work cut out for us, each in our individual positioning within the world, as we can see, some afflictions are too great and we run the risk of getting conditioned with its illusion of stationary nature and inherent characteristic , we may say homeless people are stationary and it’s natural that they are in the street for example , we may say they did this to themselves or it’s their choosing , some may even say it’s their choosing but only after the fact whatever transpired their homelessness to get some face or have some control of their afflictions , since we all wish to seek some type of dignity among our many perils and conditions , we may need not look beyond ourself and our personal experience to determine the depth of such ways of handing , at the ne of the day we have more in common than we like to recognize but we also may notice there are more objrdirves that distract us than those that allow us the necessary focus and presence needed at every avenue of our choosing and life may guide us, so that we can be efficient in our reasoning and not add to the calamities but add to the side that works diligently on resolving them, since there is a difference, perhaps bc the great world events are still riddled with old ways of dilation and or yet have transcended in their abilities to approach age old issues with new viewpoint or their current quality of being, so we may share and offer our light and our purity if we cannot help it, and we may wish to give or share with ourselves the same light as love that we give to others freely, bc we are part of everything , this may remedy our occasional spells of helplessness and negative feelings produced as a result of contradictions regardless to how pristine our reasons/intellect maybe , as sometimes we may need to step into our heart consciousness where logic falls short but make sure not to run into error of mistaking our anger and fear for compassion and care , in the event that we may step into our own shadows, we may notice that we also have right not to share everything with everyone , especially if it causes harm then do anyone any good

on substance use

many feel afflictions that may cause addictions in ones person , these could be drugs, actions non, thoughts beliefs and so on , this escapism doesn’t mean that a person is incapable of truths or facts, but is a strong signifier that smth is wrong , but we may not know why is wrong thereby to remedy such addictions is harder to determine and the end results may vary , we may first of all touch up on drug use , often times a drug is necessary when a person body is sick or afflicted , in cases of depression there is drug use for things we cannot touch, but feel inconstancies in the states of mind and or emotions , when a person chooses to use drugs for recreational use, aside form myriad reason they may délice on , such as shamanistic pursuits, and or spiritual pursuits, this may refer o affligions of spirit all of which brings us to the nature of reality that may contribute to these pursuits , in seeking mental and emotional wellness , where do we think the issues arise , ourselves but how does the process work, perhaps we are not having an easy time navigating the world or may not feel we are up par with it, the same is true of spiritual afflictions , we may mean well, and pricing that when such remedy is administered , things all of a sudden go ahhhhhh and from there we relax , but ofc we may connect the dots as to why such afflictions may cause from us addictions , even if this may not be our intention bc why we are doing is countering smth that out of our control such as the nature of reality or quality of our environment as a last resort before we either break down or act out , bc biology has us that a peons can only handle so much , even if they don’t know this as part of their intention, this may objedirve my give us insight as to such relationships

this doesn’t mean that all substance use leads to addictions it means that what we discover there tend to be better than what we have here , but the point isn’t to keep going there via destruction of one’s body or biology that too happens with overuse , but that we may wish to make this world more like that, ahhhhhh, the feeling of expanse and relief from pain, which ever pain we are trying to remedy, which includes our physical nature ofc with exceptions since certain conditions may require from us continual use of medicine but even there we could change lifestyle and accord our needs specific to whatever we are going through for utilizing the art of nature for our primary source of wellbeing , but we may quickly discover most body afflictions almost always accompany systemic issues such as poison in our water, food, toxic business deals like minimum wage jobs that put so much stress on people and give very little remedy such as savings to take time off when u need to and relax when u should inclusive of conditions that overuse the body for labour , it’s no wonder why we do not delve into the types of remedy that can truly allow people to manage their pain while they also continue to follow their dharma , in fact the overuse of clinical medicine comes with so many side effects that u end up adding more problems to ur body the recent bloom of covid coupled by the arbitrary rules of relinquishing real is key for any side effects due to use of vaccines also gives us close that we are not only for es to decide on some of these practices but are on our own in case there are strong problems

then there is food addictions which may refer o some type of emotional instabilities perhaps its relationship issues maybe its ur past traumas that may cause u to avert certain thugs and be aliens with certain others for self management again these may seem like smth else but they tend to be a last resort to manage smth from getting worse even though they themselves may cause over long term use of habit other types of side effects , we may manage our selves by suppressing what afflicts us perhaps bc we are worried and are thus out of control upon smth that may cause us the need for such in the first place and ofc our societies look down upon especially overeating bc there are other social conundrums such as poverty hunger and famine, but without knowing what afflicts us this shameful tactic often makes things worse often making individuals to attach more to their remedy , in other terms, it’s not the foods we ate but the intention behind it that an give us insight as to why we choose this way and then from there we can uncover the underlying issues , for food too can act as substance since it causes all kinds of effects in our bodies such as laziness laxities and then weight that is gained and get around the organs eventually affects our overall well being also the type of foods that we eat can impair and impact our thoughts and emotions , we may not know this but the gut health is often referred to as second brain , it has a unique relationship with the brain and these signals can easily be impaired , indigestion and other conditions can also impair a persons ability to absorb nutrients fully which also impact the mind we may give up or be rebellious if we are poor bc poverty ridden folk and homeless are some of the most afflicted people on earth, whose nutritional deficiencies are obvious since they can’t afford variety of higher quality of food for example often being forced to eat the same types of foods

substance abuse is a huge concern this may really mean a last resort for those who may not find satisfaction with reality or may have inner afflictions they may wish to control and quell within , this may offer them temporary respite but if we learn we anything from the time of hippies this hardly ends well , as u can see the example of hippies and drug use is very good example bc those were bad times the world isn’t at war today for the first time we have been here before and let’s be frank , wars are not for faint hearted and even before hippies there were wars but the break out of such conditions was a rebellion against systems that were too controlling forcing people to draft at wars and kill other we only begin to notice , and start to rebel agaisnt it bc it is as arbitrary as it seems, wars , ofc drugs too are troubling bc especially when we escape to a place where all the affections tend to dissolve or we get a good feel bc of the chemical impulses , we begin to get diverted from the reality’s afflictions but are unable to connect the two nor being about peace on earth or make this feelings sustainable in a way that doesn’t cause harm , to be able to do this , ones may have to look to changing the world and the system , but bc there’s great diversion between what we can change and what we can’t, as well as what we know and don’t know through our our recognize , and imitation into the word ina way that allows us to conceptualize its basics , much information gets lost interim and those who trek through these territory often cause self harm, further implicating their lives, and forgetting on top of everything why they even, such addictions can really convince us that there is no other way to go about it

then there is strong convictions that do the same and belief systems and patterns that cause us long term afflictions if we forgo the chances of changing them such belief can cause separation and hate we may even be firm in our convictions and are thus close minded about new information or feel offended when we are corrected about smth that we might have as partial or false , these afflictions too point to an inner sense of lack , perhaps in the past we were made to feel inadequate for being wrong about smth or too self perfectionist about being right or we see again the environment being faulty such as justice system , being too harsh n how inconsequential our lives can be all the information which may cause us to maintain a fake sense of self in an effort to protect ourselves from harm could be evident here, we may also feel overprotective of the lot, by being too judgemental and critical of others assuming that refers to our inner fears and inconsistencies of what happened , versus what’s actually going on, but bc we keep ourselves sexual, we aren’t open to the objedirve did others , who in their ways might very well be doing the same bc of the adaptable nature we al possess we may think that we do not influence each other just because we have illusion of privacy of self, given that our thoughts and emotions are strictly our own , but our actions do promote some type of reciprocity

which eu genus to habitual addictions , such as violence and sex which attribute to diffident form of escapism from smth that causes us pain that we choose these mods and methods as a last resort in the most extreme form with sex being more of an undertone unless these individuals choose rape , even if someone means well it’s their interiors that guards them as escapists or those who mean well in their decisions such as what arises out of wholesome healthy relationships promoting longevity in their mode of ethics and conduct , given they both indiciels benefit in a essential way which does not take away from their wellbeing or neglect, but we know that cases of rape is very terrible thing that happens to people generally in this world and it’s one of the biggest issues we still yet to overcome much like wars infect rape is a good weapon of war but it hardly remains just there , wars on the other hand are extreme form of violence and we see that violence does not start and stop there either , we see it in places of most modern societies loves lifestyles that also do the same behind closed doors, and all of these are due to individuals experiencing some type of affliction that cause them to do this as a means to relief

there are people users also but this may cover almost everything above u can introduce substance to neighborhoods and susceptible individuals n that is a way to use people u can lie to people and send them to wars to fight ur battles and that’s a people user mentality u can use someone in a relationship for sex or money or prestige or status , u can use people for anything ur hearts desire ! but underneath it all is also what takes us to afflictions ! that we are simply not satisfied with the world and that is rooted in our understanding of the world and why things happen around us as well as understand g ourselves as in our true nature but ofc if we don’t know the imitation process, and our environment is faulty it’s very hard to manage these without at least making some do the errors mentioned above , we may become too strong or characteristic of these objrdirves but not find a way to change things about bc we are reminded and thus confronted with the original affliction in the first place! we get back to the world and look at how dismal it is and how helpless we may feel and not find satisfaction in any of it we may also be altered bc nothing remains the same so our decision and actions do alter us however there is a way thru a purification process which leads us to healing this may not delete what happened but allow us to learn from it often times we hear the word learn it may cause us to feel

lacking or , but here learning is part of our recognition or understanding process so that we make this world better and face those afflictions with brave attitude which is the opposite of fear this doesn’t mean we may not feel discomfort, but noticing the true reasons that may have caused us to make those decisions allows us to go easy on ourselves , and thus rediscover the power within but with out any changes in the world, such as requirement for adequate funding to love better lives, or jobs that fulfill us , lifestyle that heal us bc we are all punished by punishing each other, doesn’t matter how good some situations may seem almost everyone suffer some type of thing by simply being here on earth bc the world and its systems are imperfect and there are great variations to how much pain we can have an endure even though to decisions to respite are more determinable for the choices are only that much u can abuse ur body u can abuse ur mind u can alter ur emotions and thus inhibit ur spirit or involve ur spirits to take up this as a challenge to transcend its concomitant to what connects u to the rest of reality and others , it’s difficult however to break free from our afflictions and approach these painful scenarios with open heart bc u may feel tricked and cheated and u may also feel betrayed and deceived since some of these are so normalized that we don or even discuss if we are right in such practices , often the demands supersede the need to human case , and this may cause us lack of trust and cause us to further separate ourselves from reality and take matters into our own hands via our addictions , in other terms if we offer change and welcome everyone to participate this may be the remedy be easy for some of these addictions to correct itself but often we attack the additions of others while normalizing what may suit us either systemically or by design , such as handing old issues with old sourions that are highly outdated and lead us nowhere much that cause us more escapism , albeit modernized such as technology and other new conditions

how best can we envision

a world that’s build on mutual trust and mutual integrity and mutual rights achieved? this is very difficult to achieve even at concept stage bc of the many unknowns but if we step back intellectually and filter a purview though our heart consciousness then we see an abstract potential , ofc there will be caveats twists and turns and we must not think of the process as a fairy tale where all of a sudden all our challenges are erased and replaced with multitudes of happy endings which may cause us laxity and then dullness in our minds before we even set out to achieve them , it’s no wonder why we haven’t tried bc we get turned off before we begin, perhaps bc we expect too much and too soon to change , but the intentions are there, and the path ai there, as well as people , it’s just a matter of mindset , and willingness to do by right upon others and not just yourself that u may need on the course of such journey, u may think well maybe this is a trick bc this happens too, people are often inspired to be nice and kind only to be used, so apply intellect along with ur heart ofc , as the saying goes” u can follow ur heart but do it with reason” though this is harder to do bc then we may lean too much to our articulate practical mind so excessively that we forget to pepper it with our heart , other times we may have afflictions and may have placed comedian in our heart , oh u think only the mind can be jailed , ofc ur heart can do the very same putting u in conundrums that only u can get urself out of , in no other way but further open up ur heart and softening the rough edges that itself might be conditioned overtime but this is not a fairy tale , there is a happiness to the process of becoming more in line with ur true self without fear of being rejected or criminalized, but this happiness is by no means the end all much like when a story ends and all is fine , there will always be continual friction for further enablement for growth , evolution , change , all of which brings us closer to that abstract place , somewhere in the trajectory ahead of us, details of which we are apt to miss, but if we get the general gist of it then we may safely move closer to it , which is hard to do bc for obvious reasons tht we may request all hands on deck, irregardless to our differences in the wake of such necessary, for it propels us, otherwise we slowly decay, even in our repetitive nature to maintain we lack introspection to our conditions that may keep us in some limbo or other with only the facade look of change that’s on the surface but never deep enough to facilitate great change

but how do we see the world in greater context without actually experiencing this as a fact and how do we know that our true innate nature is benevolence and with trust that deepens with time? we can make some examples such as well we all have responsibility for being here we have to carry our own weight and do the basic things like clean up after ourselves, we may need to develop healthy habits that do not cause harm to our surroundings or take too much from others way of life, such as things acquired to systems utilized per person as to what sort of funding might there be available for reasons concomitant to the context of situations such as communities , to the bigger objrdirves at large such as warfare, trade and honest business dealings as well as how we tend to world in general , do we tske good care of it? do we clean up after ourselves as cold rice consumers ? it’s true that we produce waste and we must continue to feed ourselves , have things such as clothes and kitchen appliances, but how do we go about it in a responsible and eco conscious way? and what about our other formats of resources that literally propel and upkeep civilizations ? cities and towns that get lowered built such might is a novel idea but what are the long term implications? and are our current modes of existence sustainable ? how far ahead can we see ? in looking at our current conduct , what can we say about our types of productivity out there ? is 9-5 really that important ? how many of these jobs actually work towards that “ abstract trajectory?” what does this mean towards our interpersonal qualities ? such as those actions that promote trust and those that don’t ? can we treat people like imbeciles or machines or slaves n expect good to come out of it? for how long ? has any of that serve us in a beneficial way so far ? bc in looking at our history , we can determine there is some good, accompagnants, such as technology and since that helps many but there is dark side to everything , we see testing that’s inhumane, dark areas where bad things take place where they don’t see the light of day or find justice , meanwhile we hold justice higher than god, but it sides with the rich or gets hi jacked or smth weird takes place where justice is as partial as our mindsets bc we are human , we can say sorry at the end of the day? but such reflections hardly make it to the system in a dialectic way , but remain emphasized only, and we rely on assumptions to determine what is happening as a result of such

we resort to violence when all falls away , some mistske seems insurmontable not bc of what happened but what is expected to happen thereafter , we may wake up in the middle of our transgression and feel cheated out of life or betrayed by god or higher power when life doesn’t afford us or grant us such clarity of matters upon coming here , and our parents are too discombobulated to cover the everything , at first , it seems easy to blame them for everything bc everything seems to begin with them , but as we get older we begin to notice bigger connections, and we may notice that not every kind word comes without attachments , or benevolence, here we may experice our first “loss” maybe a loss of illusion or what we might have thought this world to be, and this may complement what some say “ it’s only via pain can we learn such insight “ or “ through hardship one finds self” but these could be easy as saying excuse to smth that we simply do not understand fully how its process can best be articulated so that we can breaks down its parts and change what we can or better conduct for future sake , instead, we make excuse for our inconsistencies on things outside of our control , bc we don’t wanna be wrong or perceive our lives as wasted, so we end up making habit out of misalignments that happen naturally, and each generations makes the same error perhaps also bc we are not good at listening to our elders on their wisdom , we can’t blame ourselves or them, it’s part of all we are right now, but what we are , and how things have always been , are subject to change if we truly want it , and we can recognize flaws without too much self discredit , u don’t have to shoot urslf down to admit ur faults or destroy urself to make things right either , all it require for us is a comprehensive understanding into the nature of such interactions and relationships without too much criminality , but ofc this would be counter than what we do systemically , which is why we may want to discuss these objectives benevolently especially when we consider that great future abstract, bc at any second we are already heading somewhere, wouldn’t it be nice to direct it and sort of get a feel of what we really wish to manifest ? collectively ofc , in consideration of all and not just ourselves too, especially if we may wish to self betterment thru and at others cost of wellness bc this is a huge concern in the world right now , we still can’t see or accept our unity, that we must maintain lies in order to make excuse for our mishandling perhaps we feel inadequate about our actions or feel we know too much the world to know that honesty does not count for much

i mean justin at calamities for example , u get experts in their paradox of being trapped in their “knowledge” and then the fools or lay persons or beginners “ for not having all the info” both of which clash about , one may assume the other is not fit for some info where’s the other may say one is too certain i n their knowledge and both are right , but they may not notice that this argument puts both in limbo thereby affecting us at large , then there is shortage of persons who can help governments, concomitant with adequate finding and resources necessary to invest in indiciels who are interested in such hubs bc this would mean adequate education, training, before personal take up such jobs , somehow the solutions are there and are simple but maybe we think , such jobs shouldn’t be available to people, bc then we would have to make everything right and have no excuse to rely on or grey area where some power may wanna abuse its might and not get caught or go under radar for these too happen especially on political grounds where nations don’t trust each other and they must appear one way when they are actually entirely the other , and u may think national secrets are bad , or that nations have to go greet heights to protect itself , but it’s human life that suffers such decisions and all bc some handful of people can or establish global trust at large , they too rely on history books and religion to make their claims of self rightness and self justice but again , this is very much like a kangaroo court , where anything goes and at the end of the day , all lead us back to how much money we have to play with and they learn these at large then come back to individuals assuming that what happens at the global front determines our nature whereas we end up getting pushed to poverty bc of what they do with money , even tho we aren’t granted the light of day or trust , since the proof for opposite is already there in hierarchal development where environment can bring out the best or the worst in people yet bc in the world ar large we see people misuse money by famine , warfare, and bad business conduct we think ( im currently being attacked by hackers who get in on my phone text and alter my typing by misspelling and error so bare with me here, i think jack my sister and i suspect maybe even elon are behind this to stop me from making my decisions and taking on objrdirves that go counter to whatever powers them) ( here is the attention u seek now u got ur shoutout pls leave my phone ) that it starts from everyday i focus is that we must protect the world but we can see that such conduit causes more harm in populations and the order is wrong anyway if u want to change things for better u need not look further than what causes it and here we can easily determine the influence of things that happen at large , such as warfare

famine and bad business practices that destroy lives, destroy our planet , detour our peace and joy, and impact our health bc a ton of stuff propelled by capitalism ends up poisoning the rivers that run inside of us not just actual rivers or water bodies in th world we have more plastic in our stuff that ends up accumulating in our bodies for example which is result of not cleaning up after ourselves , all for greed and we can see , if we wish to go back in time, that people didn’t think big of it bc the world is so big and nobody is there to manage ur conduct , somehow laws don’t apply to these, but they apply excessively on individuals who are only embodying what they learn from what they see happen in the world , even if , say u when some access to information o how to be a decent person , and u do everything u can , u pay ur taxes, u go to church, u donate to causes, u recycle, and get rid of ur trash by putting it i to the cans, and not in the streets, u will still not be enough in ur efforts bc there will be others who will do things differently , say to add to that we have all these rules and regulations to upkeep our cities towns and entire nations , but say also we lack proper funding for people to get things done , how then are these rules good for anyone , especially those who live paycheque to paycheque , or are excessively criminalized and have no second chance at life for things they might have done long ago or due to desperation or lack bc these do happen , how much can a person handle this life , with little or no respite and when a respite is given its on predictable ground such as poverty and long term suffering and slave labour , it’s no wonder why motivation is lacking bc there is no trust that anyone can do good and be good wit ur excess policing and heavy handed rules that are one sided , and we may aspire for great things and make promises but without addressing the bigger issues , these would forever remain in concept stage, we can say great things are coming and never see it happen and spiritually what happens is this , life gets inthe way of our evolution , say ur ina situation and ur told to wait if during ur waiting time smth happens then what u were waiting for gets pushers back bc now ur life is in greeter peril or ur now faces with that which just happened , that can change also the course of ur life, then we post to these happenstance as if thats karma but meanwhile these are only product of circumstances , somehow we aren’t able to along our resources what our mindset bc we end up going the opposite direction of trusting each other , and in an effort to mitigate our inability to solve these bigger issues , we end up being too hard on others about their small claims and think that the small changes may eventually change bigger confions for us , well , when will we realize this hasn’t changed much for better but only wasted our precious time, and cause us more pain and suffering , meanwhile we learned nothing from it bc it the same lessons , same lifestyles, same conundrums, perhaps in a effort to great change and direction to that abstract future, we may wish to do some things differently, one of these can be to trust each other that each person on earth will be self accountable and do at least basics given the chance , imagine we work only essential jbs, money is not that important but it should be available for trade, as it’s practical, but it should jot determine our worth or cause us much pain , destruction and bad habits such as warfare and lying and greed ,

we can work freely , instead of jobs being weaponed against us it’s not fair right now bc we criminalize some jobs and weapon them to some folks while we w slave them for live instead of swing work as yoga and as a lifestyle where everyone gets every job done, and gets necessary reimbursement for their energy and time which they can never get back and can see that jobs keep people away from their family, and including their own health management and for what? u made someone else rich today by sacrificing ur wellbeing it’s no wonder why people mad hope and lack motivation and steal from companies and aren’t determined to give it their all , bc they aren’t r being respected and treated with dignity and care , they are merely machines to make others rich and do jobs that others look down upon and assume that it has smth to do with ur past karma or that u should suffer , for life, perils bc they don’t like the way u look or the way u talk or maybe u made some mistake , small claims, in ur life, which makes it easy for systems to allocate people as if they are resources to maintain their modern kingdom , as a result of such we have burnouts , depleted resources, bc they get sick and now they must burden the system , which requires manufacture of medicine , and plastic to transport them , and stores as well as employment for such but we can do the same for caring about each other, preventing each other from getting worse, by changing the way we do things , to where we promote health, and that leads us to evolve to our full potential , u can see this is not easy to do , bc we make distinctions such as good versus bad, right versus wrong , and while these are essential to note they are by no means determined at birth nor are they stationary by nature that require such heavy handed containment

our inner sanctuary is our private universe

while we may be referred to as private worlds that interact with raleigh our inner sanctuary offers us private universe for exploration and dwelling in eternity often times we assume each others nature of us we would like to know each other put each other in predictable categories u have heard it preconceived notions they tend to help us gain some type of predictability that allows us self security through utility of wisdom that’s already exiting how we this comes with strong negativities as well much like identifying objects we tend to do this upon each other however if we keep in mind such identification is meant for associative reasoning and absolute for one aspect allows us to utilise truths concomitant for the process of understanding the other establishes basis thru which understanding springs forth now we can have basis for everything but can we establish continuity of basis ? sure bc we often have myriad of checkpoints but there has to be determination as to what requires basis and what doesn’t now heading back o our private sanctuary we often mistake inciting people to our life to them having full access of it but this is not true it’s only a byproduct of our innate needs to identify what’s unidentifiable so that we feel safe and secure in the face of unknown reality which pertains to other i mean there is eight billion of us and with great variations take it fro urself u might have had some unpredictable instances where ur actions might have produced less than desirable end results ( end here refers to execution of a behaviour and not end all means ) and here u may see others as well struggling with similar objedirve but without assuming their nature for them or the totality of their being but bc ur nature has unpredictable content u may refrain from being reckless in the company of others since a t any time friends become foes and family can sell u out and so on even in the case of strangers they may act out and do smth that produces undesirable side effects we may have systems in place to help counter it but without considering those who run the system as part of the conduct we end up causing more confusion bc given human nature with its topic being equally vast among all members it only makes sense to invoke our co creative power than just have handful of individuals determine what that is for the rest of us

we may feel drained at times being among others exclusively maybe excessively by force or circumstance if u notice its a privilege to choose to stay home or have means to create a life that allows u to go at ur own pace and in ur own personal rhythm that’s concomitant with ur inner process as well as guided by ur intuitive of ur needs do u ned sleep? then u take a nap do u need particular type of foods ? then u acquire them especially things of no pompous nature of excessive just the basics we are discussing the basics off and not of fashion statements or fads about reality those are products of capitalism much like diet pills and beauty products and u may need some time to play which refers to our nature of wandering into unknown territories for inspiration and this could be achieved either thru meditation study or art or even playfulness such as sports or if u are a parent play with ur children as it can be observed there is no one way to achieve this and say u have a job that’s fair it pays well and helps u achieve ur milestones and be recognized and thus rewarded with reimbursements bonuses as well as advancements within the company for this may offers motivation for u to keep going these in turn would refer to our natural dharma and our natural vibe not what we are accustomed to be part of by todays standard of kingdom mindset in the modern age where there among us those who get off of such notions and stationize poverty and slavery mindset this can cause in individuals a sense of lack or inadequacy bc it’s not urself entirely that this must be u plus i can’t eat intuitively which means u may cause urself nutritional deficiencies and not bc this is smh that u want but u don’t have access or the privilege of choice since u cannot afford it and are prevented from doing anything about it since ur put in slave labour and here the slave labour benefits corporations and the system functioners for a job requirement within their field to receive their well done achievements but at ur cost

then there is the monotony of schedule what if ur sick on that day? what if u need to sleep extra few hours what if u have indigestion or are developing a cold when u place ur intuition on the second stage of ur life what ur doing is little by little ur putting ur health second but u may not notice this for at first i got gusto ur energetic or young or vibrant so bc u have nothin got compare this to u may not think that this could happen to u that i may eventually exhaust ur adrenaline or be exclusively too tired even depressed bc our true nature of joy and love complements our need for journeys and adventures which is the anti thesis of being in a open air jail cell where we get the same day in repeat like a groundhog day and pls anyone can train their eyes to see different things in each day of similar but sometimes we get too ridiculous in this reality and not realize it maybe bc of the intense need for continuity of momentum sake or what we refer to as flow but here predicts our can be a double edged sword on one hand it offers us predictability of habit so that we can determine safety but on the other hand we can easily mistake a small portion of reality for the whole thing by running error of excessive overgeneralization that at instance smth unique comes across us we fear it and then assume its nature that it must be dangerous to us bc it’s new then there is sleep ofc we often lack a good chunk of it bc if we are busy on prints and but by nature we end up having such a hard time to calm down and relax into our own nature bc we may feel overwork or constantly of having to prioritize external controls n over our innate wellbeing or our private inner universe eventually these processes catch up to us but then we mistake symptoms to add or depression or anxiety a product that’s stand alone maybe our minds are flawed and then douse ourselves with all kinds of chemicals to counter their effects so that we keep going with the pace of what life may demand from us but the real implication isn’t that these chemicals are bad for us but in our denial of what is that’s the real offence

by the time reality catches up to us we may feel even worse bc we may feel like our life was wasted our health compromised and there is no recovery perhaps bc reality is convincing to us that there could be every type of remedy for every type of issue by purchasing power and choice as well as availability such as surgeries to correct things to enhance things and to make things go away same with medications that do the same if u say u can remedy any issue with some magic pill then u will have higher likelihood to be reckless with ur life it is no wonder why we are so quick to not prioritize our health especially when we are riddled in poverty bc we may assume we are saving money by choosing cheap foods or not standing up for ourselves and fight instead turn to drugs and alcohol to escape or remedy our life we are borrowing from our future bc we rely on science that we can not even imagine how we are going to go about acquiring or affording it so in a way we assume that eventually things fall into place but this world is not natural it does not run on its intuition bc of its industrialization while if it was natural u could be remedied by mother nature bc it’s industrialized ur referring to a pipe dream that someday u will be saved and then be dismayed when that day doesn’t come and reality bc it’s manufactured has a way of putting all blame’s on one though often times this one is a shapeshifter at times it’s individuals that’s one other times it’s group of one yet at other times that one is concomitant to whatever we are arguing about so it changes places as we wish them to be depending on what sort of argument we have to make given that austen’s are run by people like us and privilege and identities tend to clash this much is given as a byproduct of faulty environment off we may wish to view this issue with compassion bc there we may find , answer to our inner pain that we may have achieved in our private universe for it communicates to us all the time much like that inner voice or higher self not of other individuals ofc they can meet u as deep as they met themselves even the most exclusive types who may live in ur head rent free may assume they have access and run free in ur universe but how can they when u can t even urself ? so there are some natural laws that protect us from such conduct ! n phew at that since the world is abused at the very least we should have a room to chance way to get away from its hazards and in the event that we can’t still our spirit soars through injustices

maybe not yet but eventually the thing about inevitable objrdirves is that whether if we like to recognize them accept them reject them or ignore them they will come up anyway that’s the law of nature we may manipulate it destroy it even kill it eventually there are issues that we cannot counter as we get older we become feeling more vulnerable for example or the rule that what goes up eventually comes down or that just bc others didn’t see u do it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen or u could do greet evil and assume that just bc u succeeded as got away with literal murder that there will be no repercussion we assume that when things go out of sight then they are out of our viewpoint entirely even in our self processing and think the issues fixed itself or are gone especially when they require our attention and maybe contemplation which lead us to conscious actions they don’t go away and so is with laws of truths they soar over and over until we come to terms with their nature and then figure out why is this occurring and what do i have to do with this what can i do in my portion of reality that may help remedy or improve this issue for some it maybe bigger objectives perhaps bc that’s their containment or ability to handle those types of objrdirves whereas for others they may simply need to self reflect and meditate pray or feel for there is no distinction of how small or great our input for reality maybe it’s via being honest with ourselves that our contribution is sound thereby allowing us intuitively utilise our unique reason and skill set for whatever our lives in combination with our needs at that time to work in tandem and not against it for the sake of continuity or momentum bc a conscious way of life is needed all the more so than ever before as it’s said n our private universe is vast whereas we may wrongly identify with its parts it’s the whole that makes life exciting and worthwhile if u notice when we are too involved with objects that are close to us we get the same objectives mentally that we assume that’s all there is we may forget what’s beyond the skies that there is endless possibilities beyond this one life hence we may get exclusively conditioned to believe or think not much further than it which reflects to our inner realm of experiences as well as most essentially how others may placate our lives in guises such as poverty homelessness criminal natures and small claims that can severely impact quality of life and whereas the poverty of our lives can cause us much suffering in material realm it’s the spiritual poverty that we must be watchful about and counter its effects gently and in kind but this is very hard to do when our lives are on the line – it’s no wonder much is wasted on frivolous pursuits and much of life is lost bc we don’t have aligned the external intuitive process without internal process of intuitive living in a way what we need is to reciprocate our inner universe with the contents of the external actual universe e only then can we break out of strong conditioning and get beyond limited ways of thought and thus alter our living collectively – cheers !

love is not for the faint hearted

to love urself after what u go through is difficult since this may require from urself self forgiveness and self kindness which is opposite of what we are taught when a wrong is done often times people are too explicit when it comes to other peoples mistakes they want the best for themseves so it’s ok it’s understandable that u may get perfectionist towards every little flaw another may possess or display but this perfectionist exceptionism is by product of privilege and not serving anyone in anyway since we mya notice that our afflictions are not different but contain the same under tones even though they may hail en under different guises or may possess surface level diversity in occurrences and interactions we think in extremes bc we are grown up in extreme conditions which is a product of duality that has played our lives we think that we must make strong determination of what may work for us but at what cost we may assuage that the things we point to in the lives of others serve us or anyone in some way but this hasn’t served us either bc we tend to miss the whole nature of privilege if we delve into the condition of privilege on this earth then all our concepts of god and the right thing would dissipate and so is with our virtuous speeches bc let’s see this from the purview of self comfort when things go well then we are easy to handle being good versus when things are going wrong same is true when there is security in our life which may give us gusto or esteem or even energy and support to go on versus when things are not safe then we are anxious worried often unable to find comfort and peace and security in ourselves to be calm which is necessary for us to see things for what they are and make right determination and choice to help guide ourselves in a way privilege is what sets us apart from each other but we don’t make the clarity in this in terms of how it impacts us versus the fact that we may even refuse it has impact on us at all we may simply say we are born this way as things can come easy when things r well an ur safe versus when ur not but this doesn’t rule out that good things happen where privilege is lacking that’s just the human nature to do what it can with what it has but it’s not by all means a product of poverty or whatever gives u the sense of lack of privilege it’s just a mindset of those who choose to do the best they can with what they have given the conditions without cheapening on their truths bc that would be a privilege for those to not fight for their rights when their rights are being threatened , a conditions of a comfort zone that keeps people in illusion of safety bc ur not out there fighting for ur rights

on the other hand however there are way too many frivolousness in the world do we have to fight for basic simplicity of what entails as common sense ? how much more ridiculous things must get before people get so lazy to even do the right thing without being told ? do we have to constantly fight for our rights for our rights to continue to be preserved and remain within reach ? do they have expiration date ? what sort of changes impact our rights in ways that relate to our reality and the truths that are we confronted with ? and in absence of love in places where it’s needed such as societies can we truly say that we are civilized when underneath it all animosities never cease ? but we expect perhaps for people to forget so that we can mould into what some others want us to be ? maybe adaptation is only as good as what’s available to us ? and not as natural as it appears bc adaptations can become weapons too of mass destruction without ur realization bc ur conformity may give u illusion that the choices are entirely yours even though this isn’t true bc it would be a privilege to live in such ignorances since u don’t has to think that there is a danger where there are many for this offers u false sense of safety and u may think that ur doing this out of love , but the true sense of love when life avails us to prioritize ourselves since the word will make every problems ours but what it’s really trying to do is to conform us to a way of life that keeps chipping away at our truths and our human rights that are and have long been on the butchers table u might think then well what sort of love is this bc sometimes love is the ability to prioritize urself and that means u have to save urself and rely on urself to get urself about if ur troubles but ofc this doesn’t mean ur gonna do everything alone we are social beings the truth about our love well extends beyond our personal make and while it’s a proviso he to have reliable people in ur life it’s the common love that saves us such as in community setting that does not place conditions ur heart or cheapens ur value and worth off we may notice that this world is modern day kingdom u see the poor among the rich and nobody bats an eye on suffering here privilege becomes ability to look the other way in face of human suffering and u can further on that self love by saying well they choose to destroy themselves such as privilege of our thought processes bc we can afford it bc we are safe we have money in the bank or the system are kind to us do we may also think bc systems are kind to us that it must be the faultiness of the people who may be in lesser privilege conditions to have brought it upon themselves entirely but at the same time not notice that such conditions exist bc this is a modern day kingdom even though many places proclaim democracy

first of all what is democracy we often hear this word democracy but we don’t exactly know what it mean bc everyone has their version of it much like they have their version of all meaning they think democracy should be whatever serves them and in other instances governments aren’t what they appear to be and there are variations of it some of them hagw developed due to blood relations whereas others are bought by corporations yet others are won by coups and then others who think they are kind of the hill like they own everything where the world is literally their playing ground and people are their toys what makes democracy is not the popularity it brings but the justice it professes but we never see it it’s always left in concept stage where democracy is used to remedy the attritions of the last versus solving their issues in a responsible way which is what we think anyway so when we hear democracy we say ah so they wanna finally work on these objrdirves bc we think from the purview of benefit of doubt where we have loving conscience towards all life and the generalities of our share struggles but we may not notice the same mindsets that generated these troubles might very well be modernizing their oppression as opposed to actually embodying democratic qualities and we may not see this initially bc we aren’t operating from those ground so in a way it’s us versus them but not in resistance bc we are wing to forgive and love and work with them anyone who would be lenient to their self love bc u can’t love urself and hate others and assume ur self love is true and just and the opposite is true where u may love or find love by loving others or at the cost of urslf or self sacrifice where u get harmed all these may signify underlying issues that may require attention and we are all ill prepared for it bc of the extreme conditions n duality does not help us either so we end up living divided lives bc we have to discern right from wrong by cutting people in half to good versus bad and that is not the extension of democracy that we here about , of “ diplomatic relationships “ with each other bc much like democracy diplomacy is also misused and often its meaning misunderstood thee se objrdirves much like modernity and civilization seem to be weapons of delusion bc they aren’t as they appear and they further consolidate our senses on what is but by all means we have not tapped into true democracy or true diplomacy yet so the words are not the issue but our misuse of them is

ofc u may say maybe out of self love and love for each other we must de love anything and everything that doesn’t serve us but hurts and harms us u may think delusional thoughts and illusion of reality cause us no harm it can end ur life easy we see such coercive ness ending people to war for caring about things that aren’t their lane for sacrificing for people one thing but we never see the light of day the war that ends all war is a myth not just that it’s a trap for our senses it further entangles us in extreme conditionings of this versus that our world is right now taken over by monsters that have took centre stage do all with their might what they leaned from us in the prior decades they too suffer aging sickness and existential contrions and wanna be born again so by acting like a fool they think they are changing becoming new or rebranding themselves but especially in the political realm this is not only foolish but it’s not attainable bc first of all ur a public figure ur profession is not like celebrities even though as politicians there is popularity there much like u would have with celebrities people who may love care and support u but this too can become dogmatic bc those could be people whose needs are met and here we come to privilege again bc the sam politicians can be bad to others and good to thee circle not bc these people are deserving at the end of the day it’s just numbers if u get a modern day kingdom what do u expect u haha enough to ration ur financials and here the luck is like raindrops some fall on good places others turn to mud dirt and may even be inconvenience my personal issue isn’t that there is hierarchies to maintain but the fact we lie about it we lie about change we lie about solving poverty we lie about doing good things bc those days never come but when people do wrong systems can lay down the law and respond right away that’s the only time system work and u may think what erin faith that at least ur safe ? well, it depends on where the fault lines lie and who gets to decide who’s wrong and who is right with the justice system favouring the rich and powerful and with such checkered history it has in its recollection of bringing to light all kinds of injustices can u still maintain faith in such system run by the same people who misunderstand all other concepts on human life and interactions in the first place ? u couldn’t

and self love is tricky bc u may give up ur gifts u may give up ur intellectual properties u may say god endowed me with these so i can change the world for better or brighten up someone’s day or inspire people to be good or right and kind or maybe change someone’s life in a positive way u may give someone hope or influence their choices but at the end of the day u have to draw the line somewhere and here we refer to what’s healthy for us bc our heslth is in our hands until it’s not do we wait for complete sacrifice of our being to such an extend that we lose that too? but the world does not realize that bc if it truly embodied its values that it professes in its privilege of being easily believed in then it would know that true democracy and diplomatic relationships start from ur relationship to ur people and here we refer to valuing human life by preserving human health but we don’t value human life tho let alone value and preserve human health when we are tokenized conceptualized exploited for hidden purposes and used and abused for entertainment or sent to wars under the guise of nationalism but truly it’s all privilege of power of people like us to have such control and also misuse it upon us that causes us much suffering and not our own hand bc we may err but at the end of the day how bad is it ? do u see end result to determine whether if smth is good or bad ? then why do we excessively shame people on small claims when at large monastère run the world and nobody bats an d’été or changes it for better i had more people i don’t know harm me than i ever wanted it to be for my life to be like and in thought sushi as these bc we notice such attrition in the world such violences that people assume they know each other enough to cause such pain in the first place which begs the question where do u get ur credentials to cause so much harm to others in the first place all of which being sus back to the kingdom mindset bc it’s the kings and queens who claim ownership of what doesn’t belong to them and it’s them who order others into a way of life that they themselves wouldn’t want bc then this woukd take away their own quality they need to maintain to stand out from the rest to not be like others but the funny thing is we are only playing dress up in this world this is the loving approach we can have towards life but love falls short when our health is on the line it should be noted if our health is constantly threatened we are not bad people for reading the way we do and maintaining our person in the way that we can such as state of anger and frustrations are products of our environment caused by others who have privilege they wield recklessly and should be noted as part of our peace plan self love healing and forgiveness for our shortcomings ur circumferences don’t set mine ur value or ur person

experiencing joy is our true nature

so when we are elated we are actually being grounded as opposed to wonder wander and many other life’s expletives we are often brainwashed into believing that pain serves a purpose it may but whose purpose is the key here bc often times it serves us no justice nothing good comes off it nothing worthwhile changes unless u consider change at the cost of others well being viable and valid and often times when change arrives it again serves some other interest and does not cover all bases or grounds it does not fulfil what it professes thereby we tend to have tentativeness towards feelings of joy bc we often feel guilty since the purpose of life by the few towards many so that one is selfish of one is basking in joy is happy and fulfilled at life and tends to weaponize others suffering to justify its claims why joy is it acceptable in this worldly plane its no wonder why people are diseased they don’t find relief they have no cuts and breaks at how much and how often things can get worse in their life it’s year after year for some it’s hour after hour minute after minute where the sight of relief is nowhere to be found if u find slightest joy it can easily be taken away from you n i may wonder why that is is it bc joy is contagious ? is it bc it helps people ward against illness ? the illness here is not just physical its emotional mental it’s the disease of the soul being stunted from its growth and inhibited in its mode of function there ends up being a huge gap between why ur here and what others place upon u for such labels tend to cause us further affliction bc itself becomes a cause or a block that is prioritized to be overcome though the path is difficult we must not lose heart u dont want to become heartless and u may wonder as to why joy is prevented from you that u must perhaps become heartless for it helps since misery loves company it works to validate its injustice and gives it a temporary relief to a much bigger problem itself is suffering and itself has convinced itself that suffering must be standard bc itself cannot determine the root source of its affliction or sometimes we aren’t ready to receive messages

it’s not perfect this life is we try and in our might and power with what available do our best that’s the best we can do to learn from ourselves and each other to be come more in tune to become sensitive to even in our own pain not be hardened not turn the other way but face the reality for what it is can strengthen one in ways that one may rediscover one’s joy not out of others suffering but in determination to get beyond the illusion of everything and that doesn’t make the survivors any more special bc it’s quite very random the organization seems part of the phenomena of permanence or illusion of the material rather than the intrinsic worth for if we were to determine the intrinsic quality of smth then the apparences would my have much influence this strongly is felt thru the apparences and our concepts of it a lot of what we think we see is what causes us much pain some of these objectives juxtapose they switch places not because we are lax in our thought processes but because the path before us has long been beaten tracks are familiar we fall inn thru the cracks of such reasoning paved before us some in our susceptibilities concomitant to our abilities more so than punishment and others are concomitant to the process or karma of environment that we are called forth to its resolve we are only somewhere in between its via attachment that causes us much affliction we become more so the good stuff is mine and the bad is everyone else’s mind set and that type of attachment turns into suffering since we end up very much like holding onto rotten produce well last it’s due date the joy is in relief we release what no longer serves us and this makes space and gets rid of the offending smell or anything that may cause distaste in our senses of perception that causes affliction s in our reasoning since often times we equate joy to accomplishment or smth positive but not see the positivity in any negative circumstance bc the negative contrions are that extreme and we may find ourselves lost in our way die to such oscillation that have left behind such strong influence we may feel we can’t escape from its grip! so now we release but we can’t be released bc the conditions of exchange has us to be determined to be dutiful on our path of our choosing

even though originally it appears that we didn’t know all the info inclusive of our true identity for this world is full of smoke and mirrors and can get us to juxtapose on our identities rather than discover remeber and embody our truths and reason maybe bc accountability is still a work in progress in this world and we learn by what we see for what’s available out there such as strong justice system or preferences that are unfair whose practices are not just and this can rob us off our joy in thought for we may feel vulnerable in a world that only acts customary or just or civilized and such for theee systems are places to solve these conundrums and not add to them but end up adding to them and even creating them so as to sell a solution or direct ur path for u in a way that itself wants to see u at versus where u naturally belong or need to go these tend to cause artificial effects to our lifestyles and what unfolds us in a way we have become advanced bc in the event that we can’t change smth we change ourselves and again here , change does not mean stupidity or stupified existence human beings are strange in that when they are confronted with a lie and they are forced to confirm they may adapt but not forget for truths don’t remain hidden not from our conscience anyway we may appear in conformity with the requirements but we are far from being brainwashed of course we may think this is dishonest however how can one lie to oneself to please others ? without a degree of lie there is no conformity without a degree of lie there is no surrender if the process is unnatural and forced such as with fear tactics or ultimatums or dangerous conditions but the lie isn’t in towards oneself and the lie doesn’t remain a lie even at first own must lie to oneself to de escalate concerns from the point of the lie , one’s minimise conflict and after reaching a safe grounds ones may discover the joy of equanimity by condition bc ones have come to realizing that reality is both illustrious and is an illusion thus forcing them to discover the intrinsic truths and factor that makes real real and invest their peace in that

a long term trajectory is long been recognized it’s been in process of unfoldment we are all part of this whether if ur part is big or small these are illusions for everything is good is just is right and does not discriminate between small and large its in our perception that large is good and small is not enough unless its pain in pain we say too much is unbearable and too little is inconsequential yet this too is subjective for in such comparison we can’t determine what’s inconsequential and what’s unbearable with few exceptions we tend to miss perhaps bc there are over abundance of both small and large and we tend to spend too much energy and time in comparisons on which is better and which is worse the twisted and turns in our reasoning is what causes us contradictions in our reasoning ur peer could very well towards not doing harm if u can’t do good it could be smth as simple as inward thinking or maybe this is the year u invest i n urself u choose urself and ur less likely to prioritize others despite what they sell in the brochures that doing good by getting urself killed or martyred can guarantee a better life next time these are all human attributes springing from human subjective reasoning that have hidden ulterior motives that ones must ask whom does this serve and what is the basis established for this particular type of alleged truth surely we can help each other but what if the true justice is served by no harm which means to urself as well to sacrifice oneself is one thing if it occurs naturally but most of life’s afflictions are man made it is man that complicates things n its up to him to simplify though if ur work is predominantly within u may notice since u didn’t get here over night ur probably not gonna have immediate long lasting sustainable changes materialize and happen effortlessly overtime right away it’s gonna take some time and effort u may find joy in small accomplishments this may require from u to get in ur memories such as ur short term gains and ur long term envisioning a that complement a big picture that u can then cohere by right conducts

forgiveness allows us to soften our hearts for the pain that we are exposed to albeit either ours or from the intersections of others including those who project their misplaced feelings to us it’s nothing personal bc i don’t know myself so how can someone claim a peer of me that they assuage as stationary and confine it as if we don’t change but we don’t reflect this on our day to day lives nor can we reflect this at system at large bc this may mean change of everything bc of this grand u it’s of everything , we find the joy in solving these issues at any part u can start from where u r at with what u have aside from ur self inner work u can improve how u interact with others and determine if ur honouring ur true self are u hateful but appear kindly bc u don’t wannabe found out in ur self discrepancies ? maybe u put a tough arm or but ur a title softy on the inside but you are just too tired of being used and suffering for nothing bc this world will have us targets for no reason or target practice like we are test subjects and a lot of useless information is gathered about “ alleged human nature “ that is shuffled thru system feedback and then upgraded with us all being detached from what really is happening and the further we go from these intrinsic fluides that nourish spirit the more we block the arteries of clear reason that complement transcendence we may think such change is frivolous or can cause more bad than is predicated but what has our current mode of operates serve us but needles suffering and do we think spirit gained thru strong and useless loss is pristine ? sure we are “heading down the isle of aquarius “ or “ the fifth dimensional bliss” but at what cost ? and can we assume that we have learned valuable lessons ? valuable i sense that does not think secularly or in greed bc that’s what we are breaking out of do we can t get back into why we are and have been working to break out of for these cycles have started before our birth and they have their own momentum we may rise to the occasion but first we must purify our subjectivity to our own suffering no matter how frivolous it may appear since it’s connected to the larger framework of reality that needs players like u to help solve its problems or else the trajectory is fifty fifty we either make it or we go extinct it’s that simple just no way around it namaste

what is a responsibility ?

what are some of the responsibilities that come as bare minimum as standard for being here on earth ? what sort of conditions do we have that pertain to us as a basis established in simply taking up space what sort of potential would we find in seeking for such we may not notice this as due to not feeling as if we have self administered ourselves in our mode of spawn as there are prior conditions that are unclear or too general for us to determine the true reason and true origin of having touched down , however since we are here, there might be some basics in regards to our responsibilities which may give us a clearer insight for a comprehensive approach to reason, a prior or force of understanding , which can make things simpler for us to ration our portion , though which we then begin to accord ourselves upon such, however we may assume that given the conditions of already established causes and effects, we may feel strong resistance to figuring out which is which, perhaps bc the responsibility for each person is unclear as we can see our human history has long been rooted in getting others to do things that are , seemingly one’s own lot, and one’s own responsibility , we may see this as part of being part of a group or community, we may assume that perhaps the ration of work that can tell upon everyone can be determined by simple hierarchy or reason, though in reasoning for such we notice that most often we have general appeal total that very much like “lower of flies” than lies upon one self for the simple act of arraying our one: own weight or in the definition of one’s own personal portion in which one is able to be self reliant and self responsible but we notice the conflict in such reason bc of the history rooted in slavery and abuse of power in myriad of conditions

it could easily be deduced that we can easily be slaves to anything from our own desires to attachment to our thought processes our strong mindedness or stubbornness towards certain conditions that we may have to face and so on we may be going through illusion of separation with others bc we may be more inclined towards comparisons which creates lack of fulfillment in one’s life that causes one to further compare generating further negative thoughts and which can inconvenience one upon reach in tones goals and personal aims which very well includes one s personal responsibilities if we may consider the contions that we may be peer of as a afflictive conditions since we may wish to continue to make excuse for what we can’t change versus finding our ways in which we can these choices are all subject to influence due to our realm of what means our portion of responsibilities this may involve our basis established thru our personal experiences since it’s via our subjective realm do we align ourselves with the objedirve world which has its own contrions such as responsibility to upkeep it, to protect it, and to not abuse it since it’s contents are for everyone to benefit form and thru which we then notice since our collective history towards slavery has not fully been rectified , for its offspring is very well grown up to such heights that which becomes unrecognizable to the ones whose eyes are in close stowed conformity to what appears to be and mr what is even though what is may refer to as things not appearing as they are

however we can simply say that responsibility are unstoppable much like heartbeat or ur breath u may take a break but soon after such u feel ur body needing certain conditions to continue it may require food and water it may require warmth or break from it rest where needed and the particular type of jobs that’s required for our collective continuity as part of the grounds of simply “being here” of having existed but we also undersrnd such hierarchical condition that might have set us apart very much like a kingdom type setting more so than equalized community effort for each person to notice their part of the lot and contribute in diligent free from being infantile notions of treating each other like children stuck in adult bodies imagine the dynamic of middle school ethics u may wish to oscillate between mature and immature settings and thru certain approaches get those who are become king familiarized with their self responsibility to make things fun interesting al the while to get them to do smth and make it seem like they are taking the initiative not bc u want to control them or confuse or use them for ur advantage but that exists n the world too in similar but to get them to gain self esteem to be more inclined to do more to become self independent and self motivated to self responsibility starts early on but this can easily be inhibited bc of the systemic abuse of propaganda or nature of getting people to do things u wish them to do without their full cognizance more as useful idiots for ur outcome then develop esteem to become independent for self responsibility in the basic terms self responsibility is this what ur hand is dealt by nature , to whom ur part of to what grounds u haha sprung and under what conditions do u find urself for ur own clarity thru confusions since these are what’s available and abound as we “come to this “place” since we may say well i don’t wanna be here i didn’t get here at self will so i will throw my hands in the air and do nothing about it meanwhile we may struggle with meeting with our basic needs bc we depend on so much more then just self sustainability a product of the faultiness of the establishments thru out human slavery albeit with the origin produced from someone or some peoples minds in form of abuse n violence or getting ur needs met via harming others which hasn’t collectively been reconciled yet

the path becomes the responsibility thru which we then must choose either to continue to seek for solutions outside of ourselves or do the difficult things that we have long been avoiding such as whatever afflicts our souls to be more inclined towards relinquishing responsibilities for the sheer resistance to what we perceive as injustices ofc there’s activism in one’s path of discernment between abusive conditions and those that are irregardless to how we may personify circumstances of others for all of them can get us to become slaves to our adoptions of what this reality contains for each way, as death of our life may suggest to relinquish everything from material possessions to idealisms , may suggest for us to actualize such practices while we are alive but we may very well confuse this notions to as propaganda as well since the nature of such conflictions along with slavery of all kind has also not been rectified by the collective do in a way it’s hard to get at personal responsibility with ease bc there could be aside from afflictions of others our own that may inhibit our way we may refer to this such a strong overgeneralization that it’s no wonder we are so apt at projecting our self responsibility to unsuspecting of others in an effort to recognize our own personal lot of reason for at the end of particular linen of thought we all seek the same “ relief from afflictions that cause us harm and pain as well as suffering” and while the right thing may be clear not just at the start of our many journeys but thru out and abound , since we are reasonable beings, the conviction of reality in its inability to reconcile the two truths ; of slavery and the false sense of hierarchies that relinquishes its responsibilities itself projects it about ration of others , tend to cause us the afflictive states of giving up the clarity for the sake of conformity and thus inconvenience others about our personal lot since we all seek freedom from the pain this may cause since it’s not our truth but bc we aren’t finding any ways in which we can be responses in a dignified way, and bc the world is so vast

in its many complexities pls let us remember that our human family is diverse and its much bigger than a single particular thought we may notice this in our use of language to convey meanings we may strive for such meta thoughts and still find ourselves confronted with caveats of offering someone at least one person even though we may mean well and or run the risk of being so “inclusive” that we end up cheapening our word or not be able to grasp the truth and meaning of the details of such we may also notice perhaps as part of our slavery mindset for its more than just what happens to us but by the conditions we may place upon ourselves such ss if i get this then i will be that mentality but without considering whether if a given condition itself is sprung out of responsibly or laxity from such , since especially in our interactions there are basics such as do not assume the nature of others without reaching clarity do not put others in boxes that may make u feel comfortable bc u may otherwise have or hold inconvenience t thought process and do not force others or coerce them to do things that they don’t wish to be part of but may serve u in some way bc u yourself aren’t able to carry ur self ur own weight and ur own basic responsibilities such as making right with the people that are afforded by divine nature to u for if u have choice to be here or there or anywhere then there are basics responsibilities concomitant to their processes that u may wish to abide or find other ways to carry out ur personal responsibilities which may propel self growth thru out one’s own struggles concomitant to the hand ones are dealt with

a comprehensive understanding into why we are here how we got here who are in our life what conditions may conflict them and this conflict us and what conditions are part of that may conflict others are all but part of outing out our portion of what makes personal responsibility what it is we may assuage that bc slavery and other condition at large are not resolved that we can easily give up the good stuff for the sake of conformity or comfort zone or trying to advance oneself with one’s own propaganda bc everyone does it or this is the way it is or it’s never gonna change is what causes us further collective issues to multiply and the necessary work that needs to get done to further accumulate we notice this by the current conditions of the world we have so many people with good heart and clear minds who can with the right circumstances and right environment and conditions can tap into their full put potential and gold life or one that is dignified than most of our afflictions that are abound bc we may not undersrnd what happiness to us and to others in our life assuming that we think some people are bad this much is given bc there is a systemic portion of overgeneralizing on issues that are urgent to be noticed as they are and not as they are wished to be perceived for the systemic requirement of such establishment of immediate security of its own lot x all of this are connected and they feed off one another it is i said if one thing exist its bc of the reciprocity of the other but this does not relinquish individual responsibility which includes taking care of difficult family members who too go through their motions and community members who are in extreme situations where all other options are exhausted but this latter is still a work in progress since we cannot handle such heightened issues in the middle of destructive habits controls that have long been normalized perhaps as a strong side effect to origin of slavery and “lord of the flies” etiquette that plays out literally in any setting under any conditions , and warfare

on forgiveness

we often think that forgiveness is a one size fits all u accept smth u reconcile it within perhaps bc there are things that cannot be changed such as things that happened and things that are and we think that’s it it’s no wonder why we assume that forgiveness is a one trick show we think that it’s like using the word love we say love and call it a day but there’s often times smth much more that takes place in the sense that we may assuage that wisdom works the same or information or understanding we arrive and think it’s job done however there are many conditions that carry us on the continuity of our path this doesn’t suggest that we are stuck in a arbitrary time and place unable to move bc motion is the commotion here we must move forth no matter what it’s in the determination of the attitude we carry along that these objrdirves such as love compassion forgiveness and wisdom that allows us the forbearance and fortitude which are like two wings to the born of transcendence that lifts our spirits overtime ofc bc this is not smth that we expect right away in our attempts to clear our processes which may objectify the view or become priority , but that the process itself is the path in all that we choose to do and are thus part of and we are already riddled with extremes we are easy to proclaim this or that whereas many of these objrdirves can very well serve as a crutch rather then their truth and meaning often times we may wish to change circumstances but find ourselves unable to reconcile the difficulties we may be confronted with its then we may find within ourselves to cut our losses and assume that a new beginning changes everything though in examining the experiences in the general aspect, there’s a huge difference between people who tend to stay with issues longer and those who keep changing post and here we may refer to a long standing self forgiveness in the process of self realizations thru ones own experience since we can listen and refer to others in their mode of ethics but at the end of the day the best teacher is you and yourself others may assume ur nature and situations for u and u may consider these objrdirves as part of ur wisdom bank not reject it not adhere to it but find the natural intermingling of dual information to bring u to a natural development of ur own thought processes about ur own experience since nobody else is living ur life for u and since they can’t experience ur experience for u either

in a way our difference allow us to listen without being absorbed and honour others purview without getting caught in its entails bc we all run the risk of mixing subjective with the objedirve reality this is the nature of duality and as above so below irregardless to how much support we may receive about a choice at the end of the day we lay in the bed we make and therein we may discover our self accountability to the degree by which our own personal understanding and involvement on conditions is what led us there ofc there are other factors that come in to play in determining such human nature propelled by myriad of intentions in a world of covetious ness double speak and hidden motives however there are certain things that cannot be faked or appropriated no matter how sincere we may wish to appear or convincing in our approach such as being kind for the sake of tricking others into thinking we are benevolent trustworthy and that we want their best wishes at heart such occurrences are part of human nature only so that we may discover what we need to let go in terms of factors that enable certains habits and conditions that enable toxic effects this phenomena is meant to serve us to learn from our collective experiences in the same way we would fro ourselves and the reciprocity between two objrdirves that is our subjective world and the objedirve reality is what makes the two wings that propel the continuity of the brief reality we are part of we may think that everything revolves around us initially we may assume that we are different than others but in a hierarchal way we may not notice that we are influenced by much bigger blueprints that have long been developed by human kind those who came before us whose intentions were just as half realized as ours today with concomitant reality of what’s available for them to work with often ruled by our deep innate nature of survivalism understanding these objrdirves allow us to utilise forgiveness in a way that is not end all by means of which we may then wish for all the good things to happen next but for the depth of field of our understanding that relates to our current reality more so our inner development bc it’s thru our inner processes that we may then accord ourselves externally that relates a degree of coherence

ofc we may benefit from such allowance to open our hearts whereas there could have been in the prior as part of our conditions we may have set for ourselves such constrictions that we may not notice such prices we that may effect a greater discomfort in our person thru which we may then project our discomfort outwardly and even run the risk of over generalization for the sake of overcoming our inner adversity that which translates eventually as physical discomfort since at the end of the day we may wish to elongate our discomfort by any means but not know where to begin or which is which when it comes to determining the source of our afflictions bc we may think we do all the steps but they said i must forgive and let go and still find no relief but i must love everyone and be kind and give but without the authentic of giving either giving in terms of surrendering urself to a much bigger process that may be unknown such as assuming that smth bad that happen end to u may be a punishment versus perhaps there’s a greater insight there that may require from us to dig deeper in a non attached way that allows us to realize that we are only here for a brief token reasons of which can be both personal and not personal and then determine which portion of that personal occurrences refer to our inner realm and which are concomitant to our external reality as in service for the world thru our personal experience to translate our wisdom to the non personal or personal we can say interpersonal relationships without force for the true wisdom that is most effective is not one which forces itself upon others as the absolute supreme but one that shines more like the rays of sun it nourishes exactly what it needs to nourish naturally and at the pace that is necessary for the transpiring of what follows not what is desired or expected as a end result we may notice that there are a ton of experiences we can easily take to be personal and then there are those that are within ur control we assume that have no control and no choice or power to determine to transcend them we may think in extreme contrasts for the sake of finding our true path all of which given that we are sensitive to conditions of which when we decide on a act we may not be able to control how it’s delivered how it’s received and whether if it is going to attribute to others a cause or person or situation or thought process in the ways that we wish it to be as we like part of forgiveness allows us to recognize that not everything is in our control and we may very well be wrong even in our understanding of reality which is why it’s often said to understand is one thing but to accept us another for the opposite of acceptance is denial but denial of facts wont make a given condition go away or make it less true either

the pose we get the more natural the process of understanding gets though there are levels to this since all of our thought processes are part of our progression thru life and this requires from us a continuity of practice that develops overtime whether if we are active practitioners or those who may adhere to more simplistic way of living while keeping receptive to changes in our environment is not that different for each person develops what works for them and thru what they have available to their person some may wish to actively change their reality where’s others wish for change in different parts in their life in smaller contexts and concomitant to the conditions that are available to them there is no right or wrong in this it’s only a product of our minds that compare between objrdirves which may cause us to feel inadequate since every person is different but we often run the risk of assuming similarities in places of uniqueness and call different on objrdirves where we may feel inferior or superior to our kin this may cause us to flip flop on our own objrdirves where one minute we may think we are free from our afflictions and next we are back in it maybe bc there are still objrdirves within a given circumstance that requires further digging in we may think very much like love and forgiveness an act justifies the means but this is just the beginning for change for we down they here overnight and things don’t happen on their own irregardless to the way they may seem on the exterior hence the expectation that gets us to give up on the good stuff, bc we may mistake the end results to one where perhaps it’s not good and the actions or expertise is not working but we may think that the negativities in the world is so convincing that such good change is not only possible but it must be a trick perhaps the first ones who forgive and love are being conned so we decide to bring back our armour much like crawling back into our safe space much like how drowning ourselves in dramatic thoughts or victimizing ourselves over and over feeling sorry for our condition is going to allow us to its resolve whereas what we really need is an external support who can give us guidance on how to navigate thru difficulties bc we may feel such strong afflictions we may feel unable to open up further or even trust the process of what forgiveness truly means also bc we don’t know what the process looks like if we look at the world for instance we see sloppy versions of such much like love and understanding bc these are not stand alone conditions they process they life but they don’t go back to the beginning at first sign of inconvenience or reset all progress at first sign of challenge

all of these are meant to allow us to get a bigger more abstract understanding of our purpose that is concomitant to a far bigger cause not smth that we can articulate not immediately either for the combination of reason and heart tend to generate a creative, expressive, dramatic ensemble that is akin to art bc we are creators in a sense that our life becomes the embodiment of likeness of process of art man’s we are the artists of our own lives in a way we also collaborate with each other all the time there’s dialogue without the presence of world there are movements that r concordant to nature and forces that converge and diverge paths and thought processes the same we may feel the treomors of such conjunction al occurrences and become weary that it has more to do with our own processes or may externalisé our concerns and assume that it’s so and so who is doing this or that to us and even assume that certain inconveniences are a punishment is there a mechanical reality that may replicate such condition ? sure that could very well be true but in our self recognition we may then determine the origin of cause ans then uncover the reason that attributes to human condition rather , that which we are part of, since we are all going through the motions of figuring out what is the right appeal if we notice most intentions are geared towards self survival an survival of our species but then there’s a ton of finger pointing when we may think someone else’s approach is worse than ours then they must bear the burden of everything including our own discrepancies this gives us insight that we are inherently good but perhaps product of our circumstances and that at any time of our life we yearn for purity we want to go back to innocence and kind of heart but not know how to go about it our hands might be dirty our hearts might be heavy our conscience might be troubled for our past efforts and error made in the wake of our self consciousness that was in past decades in stir and we may very well mistake this process that is part of all humanity no matter who or where, as a competition for our survival bc we may still be riddled with sexual thoughts about our own survival ability or be influenced by illusion of lack rather while we mistake which is priority in terms of what to accept socially and what to discard with due respect since these would allow us to figure out the right conditions to transpire the right type of availability for transcending such big objectives concerning the entirely of our human nature which require from us to see each other first as equals and with equal rights then assume others nature for them in their individual recognition within their privacy that’s concomitant to the reality and complementary to the totality of human nature both past present and what’s yet to become

love brings us here

by the loving kindness of our parents whose journey begins with none other than love we arrive, though among loving kindness, we may find ourselves in also many other challenges such as environmental changes and challenges, as well as what sort of circumstances we may be part of , we may discover some version of love, which sets the groundwork for us to spring all our intentions forth, though in which self discovery we may also find ourselves in many conflicting contradictions that only work to multiply confusion if we become split between our thought processes, that is, too much practical thought, and the contents of our heart, that is the management of our emotions and the discovery beyond them since our growth process does come with lots of caveats and blind spots , not because we are being punished or have a bad prior karma that we must be punished by our contents that which is harder to access, since if someone were to say , ur at fault, but u do not know where the fault is, what the details might be, then yes, one may indeed be confused about such sentiments and not know what it means or where it applies, for example , such sentiments on us all, in a collective sense, both beings of divinity and beings of imperfection so so that we are making room for caution , and it merely at the end of blind oppression or punishment, though this left can easily be misunderstood if we are strictly operating from our minds and assume the contents of our heart are either secondary or have no part in the combination of both since the combination of both is what produces a result that can neither be replicated or fully understood but only lived thru and thru which we then grow, and thus reflection is why turns our understanding into wisdom, ofc there are many conditions that may arise in the middle of both , much like a battlefield where this side versus that wishes to overtake the other, claim rights and make decisions over true other, perhaps the same is true in connection between our minds and others the same, not because we are not fit to reconcile the differences in the spirit or that the spirit may object or have a say here, a third language dialect of which translates entirely differently, which is where we may get confused as to whether if we relay our unreconcilable concerns to mystery of it, much like surrendering ourselves to a higher power, whether if we believe or not, how else can we then practice belief in self ? bc then we would be too articulate in our minds and dead set in our ways bc we are only acting from a place of thought whereas we may simply say that our emotions are not trustworthy because they might have got us in trouble and gave us bad rep

we may go away from home as many times as we wish to venture out uncharted territories to discover and to find ourselves within it, for we may not fully grasp our truth and person all on our own but get a glimpse of it in abstract, only when in presence of others do we then become more pronounced, but ofc , we live in a world that’s in battle of its own ” articulate mentality ” and its “hearts content” for its full of weariness and loss as well as hardship, as well as many innovations and remedies to fix up public , though we too discover the struggle to relieve ourselves to a sense of flow , a sense of “being larger then mere material” of the truths we long been conditions to believe, that to mistake such battles to overcome the other, whether if it’s in our hearts or minds the same , rather contradictory to overcoming shared hardship which beings from self and the origin of self, but ofc the origin have multiple checkpoints does it not? and it’s harder to tell what we are truly part of if we consider the nature of such diverse way of existences abound as well , all of which may signal to us the type of lessons that are available to us, but because we tend to be in extremes , such as the wish to eliminate the enemy because we may feel compelled to a type of belief that suggests to us, or that we may misunderstand its true message , to one of absolute destruction , whereas such natural format of change is not as troubling to what we refer to as change or ” destroying that which no longer serves us so that we can build anew” because when it comes to putting our practicality in practical actions , we may discover that to walk the way is much different than actualizing notions in our minds, then we also notice the way in which we tend to push whatever is undersold to those who maybe lower rank than us, such is the nature of warfare, for its symbolism can be

found within foremost, since we are the offspring of our parents and their love, but even in that , in heading back home, we see what love does , or we think that’s all that is, and that it’s perfect, and that our flaws are well deserved or that in our self punishment , bc we are impure at birth, or that perhaps life itself is messy, there’s blood puss and shir among everything, and we may feel shame for it, because we strive for such perfection, and we may notice what happens to beings of impurity , such as animal kingdom that does the same, where there’s no regard for another tribes offspring, and they can easily become food after such a long term for its conception, we may get frustrated in such mental discovery if we don’t remove ourselves from extremes? for the same of life is truly enticing , and we love to feel ! bc it makes us feel alive ! oh being alive and sidled with sins we do not undsrsnd , what a mystery, it’s no wonder why we look for a fall guy so that we can feel some type feels security , as long as there is some one who’s worse off than we , perhaps then issues can solve itself without us having to pay for our portion of “such sins” but then again , what does it mean , to be born impure, or that we are inherently good, but maybe, just maybe, smth went wrong in the way we established this world , in the material sense, thru the systems that were mean to be developed for ease of life, for the sanctity of civility, of organized things, so that with loving kindness we then operate in a way that enables checks and balances, or what we may say as ” to prepare ahead of time before the onslaught of challenges so that we have a higher survival rate” , the intentions was good, believe this as true, and if u can , pls get a glimpse into ur own self processes for u may find all the answers there, even though u may not familiarize urslef with all its mother tongue bc recall this as true , u hagw three languages :; one of mind, the others of heart and soul, u may even say ur body has a language so make that four !

and here , u are already doing so much , u are figuring out what love is by analyzing it at home first , perhaps ur home, thats ur inner sanctuary, or ur actual home in which u reside currently, or it’s ur primordial home of ur parents love, thru which u were made possible, and then ur determining how this love translates within this very complex world , with all its struggles and strife, and certainties of how real reality is convince sometimes versus what’s beyond , such as space and stuff, which can inspire us that there is well beyond the smallness of our being that appear to be a tiny fraction of the whole while also basking in the eternity of the spirit when we close our eyes to look within , we may notice that the original sin is not that punishable at all, in fact , what it means is to be , each of us , to be more sensitive and self responsibility portion of the world, in our own lot, which so where the most reforge change is instigated, though u may like to think linearly, there are caveats to this, such as ur own priorities, how then can u digest ur own experiences and they what ur findings that are relevant to ur truth applicable in a way where u can embody ur wisdom and not just leave it in words , we may notice that we close our hearts when we think in extremes, such as proclaiming love and hate the same , for what is hate but love misunderstood, perhaps there’s a lot to learn there, but we also may discover the difficulties to move with ease even in the nature of such discovery bc we maybe ready for change but others may not be there yet, though there are many misunderstandings about the nature of , what it is that’s our self responsibly, bc there are a lot of ways a persons can determine why even is self, who are u, and what’s ur portion of the words thru which then u can transcend a type do response concomitant to ur own processes? is it personal ? or random? are we like rain drops ? that just fell here and there? is karma truly real? heading to the buddhist sense of which , if u do well in this lifetime, then u can hope for better rebirth? how then can we accept a changeable world, as smth divine so big that it impacts the rest of our life?

we are still learning , that much is true, with that said, we can soften our gazes and remedy our weary hearts souls and minds the same, when we feel such strong contradictions , we may feel too quick to eliminate our discomfort but forgo the fact that while a temporary discomfort may seem like eternity, making error in our judgment can become more costly, especially if we are impulsive in our decisions for its resolve, such as harming another bc they are “ruining things for us” or assuming that “since there is forgiveness , we can cause harm, just one more, or maybe it’s our one and only harm that we wish to cause, but internally we are calculating , whereas externally we are appearing innocent ” , wouod we then assume that we are evolving or devolving ? would we say that’s the embodiment of love we profess or is it sicken for smth more ? can we say that such nature has little consequence ? bc we may think in our self cleverness that nobody notices it? and maybe they don’t! maybe the idea is novel and happening very first time, or maybe everyone forgot or it appears as such, whereas we might have passed thigh these processes a long time ago, and have established a grounds , but, we also notice, in ur discovery for truths, how abound truths really are, and how diverse in their mode of delivery, that we may easily assume the absence of smth is only happening for the very first time whereas it’s only in our assumption that others don’t know it bc we haven’t recalled or tapped into its truth and resonance , or we might have been called forth for a portion of it that requires a comprehensive look, or revamp, but notice that most of us tend to replicate thought processes as appropriate actions bc first of all, we are social beings, and we wish to be “synchronized swimmers ” and not stick out from the rest, but then do precisely that! but maybe there’s truth in there, how then can we be in social and true to ourselves which means that the spirit and its origins is indeterminable by our human minds, but at the same time , there is a thing called one love, thru which we all feel , and transcend all kinds of good stuff, that is , if we can fully grasp the meaning of messages that left as clues to us form our ancestors as well as what our spirits may invoke from within at times, depending on what sort of activities we may be naturally drawn to , or even via circumstance, bc there are many paths that lead to one

understanding concepts about our life

is essential on the course of justice since we may run the risk of harm if we do not fully clarify the reason behind imbalances imbalances tend to happen not as a product of subjective nature of beings but the general objectivity of the forces that form to play there are divergences and convergences on the path of recognizing these slight but essential differences though it’s via trials and errors do we come to a consensus as to what works and what needs to be relieved we may also discover the many obstacles that inhibit the way to clarity due to our mode of use of language in the sense of communication, relating of information, and the comprehension of data for better use of meanings not wishing them to be this or that way but to see to it that we establish basis or groundwork through which every idea may then spring forth the reason why establishing the strong basis is clear, for if the foundation is faulty then there is bound to be errors of its development as well as sustainability however the opposite is also true that if we adhere to perfectionism without giving ourselves fluidity to err to discover then we will never set on the course of such levels of understanding and depth and the path isn’t easy nor is it kind for we are shedding conditionings of our past make our environment without full grasp of such since at the time our conditionings set pace, we were too young to fully understand but more so appropriate given that we all begin by complete surrender though this doesn’t mean that we do not have self identity that also in a subjective way develops, this happens , and much later in life, this is what causes us the tremors of change, through which we then being to parse thru our conjunctional underrating where some of our old modes of thinking then diverge from us however , the relation to justice , this may refer to as, we each have smth to offer to the word that might help someone else, and something to get inn return that might help us, though we may not get to determine this from a subjective purview but more so , when everyone reaches a level of clarity on my then the natural forces transpire a nature law of exchange, it’s not in that which u think u seek but that which u need do u find relief in our own mode of ethics trough ur one evolutionary process given that u also do not attach urself to arbitrary meanings

the use of language tends to allow us to understand basics about a given context but not make it stationary as in labels and such which we tend to realize how constricting this may be in reference to justice system we may realize that there are certain conditions that maybe too harsh and inhibiting causing long terms instabilities within the system body of a given circumstances as opposed to relief or solutions that may ignite long term sustainable end results often times we may feel compelled to reach in either extreme condemn which is natural since this is a dual world of right and wrong of good and bad and we often think well perhaps there is no evolution they which a given context transcends overtime with small increments of change or advancements that once gained can never revert back to prior and that both good and bad are not stationary arbitrary places as well we are multi dimensional transcendental beings who via precision focus much like a prism via multiple systems coming together shift all our might and into a singular point of operation which executes a behaviour dis process of thought and emotions and given that both are projected by the clarity of the spirit often times we may assuage that we know especially in presence of habituations this may give us illusion that a given circumstance or condition is determinable by what it seems even though there could be many arrival points that reached it there this doesn’t mean there are no contributory factors that shaped it as such however it would be unfair to call out that a given condition is singular bc then we say that there is isolation in the world or that things do spring forth all on their own independent of their circumstances and environment this would make things way to simplistic inn the same way that we may criminalize a person for their wrong doing as stand alone and not as part of their surrounding conditions let alone the forces that being about such connections from the deaths of their person i believe that the reason why we tend to overgeneralize and categorize is so that we try to inspire each other to be more self disciplined for this inspires self independence in terms of self activities and not self freedom in the way we think about freedom and discipline

why these matter is precisely bc we have to ration our time on what’s esential and true if we are to expedite energy on watching our back constantly or trust someone and then go back on our word to make sure they are trustworthy this would refer to wastefulness is it not ? it would be the anti thesis to efficiency also not to mention as humankind we have a ton of experience in terms of oscillation of trust so in a sense truths and trust are connected and one of the biggest infractions we can adhere to is bastardize its context we may do this without knowing for the establishment of mutual trust in common grounds is one thing and maintenance of it is another often times former is easy whereas the actual work is in the maintenance of the latter conditions of which may challenge our inner resources through which we then get to will to power to manifest the reality that is concomitant to our inner processes which may require the correct nutriments for proper evolution of being for the sustainably of good change however we must not run the risk of comparisons with others in term of processes since e may subjectivize the nature of others proper understanding knows the difference between apparence and the intrinsic fluid of context matter in which events tend to unfold and through which we may utilize what we have been studying as an opportunity forth means of discovering their accuracy and here we may put to test the application and relevance of what we come to discover for there are things of frivolity in avoidance for distractions and how that can get us off our path and our course of evolution and then those that allow us to get back on course remain they it and have the patience and tolerance through its difficulties such divorces is what ignites compassionate this may lead us to states do humility for otherwise if we are too headstrong and never recognize our own portion through which the generalities of life unfolds which is the anti thesis of strong isolation of assuming labels and objrdirves are stand alone , thru which we then begin to delve deeper into the intricate relationships between them for better carry of their truth and objrdirves why this matters is clear for the sustainability of solutions are concomitant to the righteous justice system that compassionately works to solve human afflictions and not add more to it

ofc it’s said that we can not cross the same puddle twice have the same experiences and or recreate the same instances r there will always bound to be the comment of change and vis complement of change the ability to grow we may assume that we are creating carbon copy of a given time and place however we may be in denial about the differences even though the two objrdirves may be strongly identical we may deny this until the marked differences become more pronounced how this happens is precisely bc nature has a mind of its own and through its own forces it then grows and via momentum of its progression tends to become next and here we may still deny refuse in our self understanding of its palpability it’s much like our thoughts that we may accept and thoughts that we may reject and thoughts that are natural and thoughts that are artificial or external like a strong unwarranted s read they come and go and pass thru our minds though the particular type of information that is relayed here is the one if consistency and the one that cannot be made artificial therein lies the clues of discernment of which is which for if there is a false thought it will cause some effect albeit it will be temporary precisely bc it operates much lie a lie it wants to establish grounds and facilitate its hidden appeal and once it has achieved that it sheds its skin much like a snake versus a thought process that heralds the opposite of said denial and ignorance that is gentle much like a mothers concern though it incrementally heightens its alarming concern which may cause us anxiety due to our self denial or the denial in which a puddle can’t be crossed twice the same way or it may not pierce the prior effects of our desires that cause us attachment and suffering bc we aren’t getting the same results that we expect and in the event that we must deny we fell into states of despair bc we may then assume that someone else inhibits our way to make things happen the way we want them to be hence projections tend to follow and as u can see we do have connectivity otherwise why would we seek outside of ourselves in the event of self discrete cu albeit it could be the faultiness of a given thought process or perhaps the effects of a faulty system though we may not have the correct steps to follow for its resolve bc we are oscillating between self search and self denial due to our part attachments of desires to recreate the good or previously perceived good that which we process we understands but in partial

why this happens is bc of the discern between hierarchical societies and their differences between small middle and large capacity of reason as well as subsequent application through which a given situation evolves we all have three ways in which we may be able to assist the world and each other this is our basic responsibility for being here a rent to pay for being human so to say the small capacity is to help urself and the immediate people in ur life or do small acts of kindness that many might think are inconsequential for the art of giving is its own reward but it may not seem to be at large to be causing much bigger changes per facilitate such at the very least it doesn’t have the apparence of such perhaps bc we also do not value the individual but the collective hence we run the risk of sacrificing individuals for the benefit do the collective even though the slogan says we do for the greater good, but the greater good is always in concept stage of stay and go of cycles and periods of constructive and destructive reasoning the two extremes much like the duality of good and bad or that both concepts are rather stationary and we just switch posts depending on what transpires it , whereas the middle calcify extends to strangers to our community members those who may not be able to pay us back bc we may never see them again so we do and give bc it’s our portion of which enables growth and prosperity that is thus shared by all and then there is the maximum capacity which is where indivisible have the most influence to the most number of others cos their choices decisions and thought processes that facilitate certain conditions that may transpire events to aptly unfold , next we can see thru such hierarchies how certain condition may apply a person who is in the summit may have a small capacity and misuse their power and vica versa all of which can continue to our generalities of trust, truth , understanding, as well as their component of change which leads us to equilibrium of duality or the law of justice for justice is not meant to condemn or punish but to facilitate discipline that overtime becomes elif sustainable me wing that which learn via ur experience no longer needs constant oversight and constant punishment ( if u call it that ) but that itself becomes self propelled to do so by right even when there is nobody there to confirm or validate one’s actions and choices and at the same time one is apt to do by right without expecting reward

while understanding offers us

clarity sometimes information overload can get us all kinds of confused we may notice such contradictions in information that can push and pull us form myriad directions often leaving us exposed and exhausted bc we may feel at a greater discrepancy of lack of loyalty to our own heart bc we may feel compelled to satisfy those whose information coincides with ours we may also have a hand in this bc we are human for informations often utilise stop express our self in frustrations and happiness the same but in our expressions we may be in a self discovery rather than provide facts or clarity and then just like us others may take upon this information and merge there own truths with it this is not just an exchange of information and merely merging them for a competitive whole bc the world is not stationed in such one mind unity as we can see there are lots of discrepancies within the world and it’s this side versus that one must have all the strongest players in one’s lot and this may benefit those who may feel compelled to continue to argue in position and such more so than loyalty of heart in a way we may notice that such dry levels of understanding come purely from practical mind often revealing to us the levels of connectivity to matters of the heart and we may also notice that this is nobody’s fault for life is often fragmented in this versus that we can find this in the simplistic occurrences that take place in our own lives but bc we may assume that we are too small and inconsequential in our own experiences much like how we err and assume it matters not much or switch from this side versus that or this objectives versus that or at the slightest discomfort we chuck all our pet efforts and begin anew only that such beginnings is just the continuity of our lives and that nothing truly goes way until it has been fully articulated and it’s experice transcended and transmitted to wisdom we will continue to move thru cyclic suffering and begin anew only to repeat old cycles so it’s essential to understand the component of heart in the burrows of information or else our articulation can betray our own thought processes and thus our own heart

someone relies on u for faith and hope and u may think that this is inconsequential especially when u may feel like life is too much a burden the pain and suffering too heavy and our heard have many conjunctional paths bc of our own inability to choose or settle with a objective of our choosing such loyalty can go either way tho which is why there is no blame only a comprehensive understanding given that we are peppering our thoughts with the contents of higher heart and this requires from us emotional maturity how do we go about translating matters of heart ? by not running away from ourselves and facing our own inner path there is a unique path that we all took we may think ah nobody knows my name nobody saw which trajectory i took so i can easily blend in to my surroundings and assume that i am from here versus i am very well from somewhere else or that i meant to think this whereas my thoughts were imparted from somewhere else and so on these tend to happen bc we want to belong we want to be accepted and loved when we undsrsnd deep meaning to our own intentions then we are able to have a heart to heart with our own inner reason more so than be too judgmental when others choices may trigger in us due to our own inner misalignment smth that seems difficult on the surface but is actually quite very simple underneath its sheath

in our own understanding we can recognize that there’s a risk of wanting to be correct and risking everything for the sake of such correctness this is is actually a byproduct of our shared appeal as collective bc we have been prevented specific type of information due to the unique passage thru which our timeline has recently been thru and such hindsight can get us to feel betrayal from the fact that had we been granted such information then life would have been simply and thing s would be easy and we would be less likely to make errors but often times we don’t relay such understandings but more so feel shame and inadequacies and due tot he betrayal combined with the shame and inadequacies we then deny and compete we move to this team or that we begin anew we move somewhere new we change everything that reminds us of these troubling times but these are only surface fixes bc what initiated our original choice is still left unresolved and bc we may feel in our inadequacies that such changes can bring about positive results we may then in a given time pass be disappointed and end up recreating the same undesirable end results and in looking at the past we may notice that we might have had been impatient or have lack of trust or faith in our own selves bc we haven’t figured out the most importer component the who am i among this more so how can i make others happy bc they must know me better then myself or they i must seek others opinion of me bc that should surely give me insight into my person mindset that gets in the way of our self actualizing which is what makes us wake up to our own freedom to greet the life of our own choosing with difficulties and challenges the same but without self betrayal

the compassionate component almost always turns sour when we self betray self betrayal is corrosive to our soul also bc it tends to complicate things versus clarity or help while the help seems immediate and impactful the long term consequences of betraying urself is ten fold where what u experice can easily be denied for the sake of maintaining the looks of change well i did this and that how come i’m not swing results then we become loyal to a condition rather then our heart understanding this can gain us access to wisdom that’s already established within from prior conditions but this wisdom may not be actualized if we are still riddled with self denial of our own personal doing based on by our own choosing abandoning such comedians can give us a feel of justice too especially bc of life’s component of exhaustion but we may touch up on a bigger format of understanding that a bit more comprehensive and complex than just our life things such as collective evolution collective change collective in wait the stops and go that impact many of us in our own unique circumferences give way to such comparisons again bc we are fragmented socially it’s easy to make the mistake of misplacing our loyalties and assume that we can simply switch places without consequences but the battle is simply not ours we are merely players within it someone else may see into our potential and find use for it more so than walk with us in our own troubles and dismay and allow us to choose our own path of evolution and be there in support this part hardly happens due to our social fragmentations which is a red flag if we give into it bc it already happens too much we have to stand out from the rest in terms of human understanding and this is not just expression of truths but embodiment of them in ur day to day life that’s what makes the difference here

though tske it easy the true justice is overcoming ur own afflictions in conjunction between the heart and the mind we tend to put the mind and let it shine and forget the matter of the heart bc the mind can reflect such qualities albeit it’s just projections or hologram rather of what would be before we set on the course of change but not all change is authentic some synthetic change can give us the glimpse of a promising future only to be disappointed bc of the heart of the matters that can’t be denied of changed that easy at least or overnight bc there’s a true path that led us here and in this we may find that the true justice that frees us from our own self inflictions is the act of self honesty that does not require validation from others only mutual support mutual understanding and mutual care that is nutriments for our collective difficulties to dissolve with ease with the lesser resistant path which is what love is the true sense of love isn’t in this is happy things not happy and so that at the first instance of difficulty we abandon it or what was once upon a good idea is no longer fruitful but then how did we err why did we not notice and so on are not small matters but they are slo not what we think they are such as well they are bad i am good i can move ok and start anew bc a decision has been made and in our choosing again it’s the self betrayal that harms us or hurts us more so conflicts us within than what happened since often times what happens is not as it appears to be due to life’s rather shrouded nature this particular type of viewing is product of our general states of distrust or oscillations of trust in ourselves of our own choosing and between each other for as long as the world remains fragmented partial to its own natural that is unified one mind one heart and one soul that throbs thru our lands we will always run the risk of making such errors in our own self logic and thus must be cautious to decide

and i may notice that we often chuck our irreconcilable suffering may justice one day serve same as the saying we must have done smth in the last to deserve our suffering that we might have experienced in the recent both of which are quite subjective but remedial in our immediacy of suffering much like denial that does the same but at some point we have to shed this thinking often times we build from it which is where we get ourselves further in our suffering and not away from it the less resistant we are to what is the more we surrender ourselves to a higher frequency that helps guide us out of our conundrum s only that we may need social support for better understanding to supplement our conditions that may afflict our minds due to our inanity to balance our minds with the heart of the matters and sometimes we may need to be patient bc there is more indication that we need before we make clarity on our own objectives we think that only when we wish to give up on our thoughts that’s when we must antagonize others and such antagonism feels liberating bc u have ur share and their share too but that’s warfare !! and it starts in our minds first !! we are at war with our own heart bc we don’t wanna hold ourselves accountable for our own choices and these choices r hard to determine bc we are not aligned to equilibrium between right and wrong in the natural sense that they occur since there is excess antagonism already existent in the world he stationed nature of good versus bad understanding of which implies to us that some people are simply not good and they must be cut off from the rest and if we can in a position to elongate them then we are at ease with this as a fact therein lies a age old issue that we are still collectively in process of overcoming and understanding this grants us a few to the wisdom bank gained by our past masters and censored the same bc they were here first and such decisions left such a strong imprint on our world we just trickle among it easy due to its strong relativity and gravitational pull due to our own lack of self identity and self presence within it which is the anti thesis to our now self freedom that’s the reason why clarifying our own self intentions is essential so that we do not betray that which we once wanted and worked so hard for for such roots are harder to hack and even in appearance of such becomes just another lesson to overcome

understanding that the reality

is fleeting and that nothing is real is wisdom however this doesn’t mean that we live recklessly or that we have no mutual integration connection and unity that impacts everyone we may assume that the realness of smth is clarity enough for us to be certain of its factuality in actuality this is only a byproduct of series of conditions that bring about its existence we may not know or fully undersrnd why this is and that’s ok we may also be told by others different versions of understanding of reality which is also alright for the course of realizing what is comes from myriad of thought processes and not just one even though all lead to one actuality we may wish to change reality or our lives the same only to discover the tapestry that spans across lands is very much like a vibrational field of energy that pulls and tugs at every corner of its reach we may find ourselves in situations of helplessness or conditions where the reality only seems real bc of how it can make us feel and while our feelings maybe valid this pertains to the human mechanism as feelings can signify a many things which is a course of its own discovery since we still have so much to know and therefore understand about our human nature if at all entirely a given lifetime is too short perhaps to come to a consensus of what this reality truly means perhaps it’s in our minds we like to make complex that which is quite simple maybe bc of our settings that we may find the aviation difficult all of which brings us to understands the bigger things of relation of causes and effects perhaps some of which have took reaction way beyond our person of reach a given lifetime can be both very long and short spending on which circumstances we may be part of we may attribute this to our past karma and that’s understandable for when we come to a point where we cannot reconcile our difficulties we tend to chuck things to things that are harder to determine and even hardest to prove since none of us can put up any factual basis for the true nature of suffering and such hardship that tends to seem directional but in actuality is very random though here randomness doesn’t mean we live in a flux where we are directionless purposeless and perhaps totally useless for what is the true meaning of our existence but to notice things and attribute to them our unique understanding levels the meaning of our existence is truly what we give to it

even in our symbolisms we may find ourselves too antagonistic towards reality for what it does to us and for how we end up feeling we may feel depleted tired we may feel lacking of hope and motivation to do anything at all what was once upon a great deal of many a potentialities has now refined us to a corner of a singular thought process for example this wouldn’t be the first time we had weird of events of activism and speech which lead to great insight that veered us to great wars which then limiter us to proclaim chants on peace and love though we may learn smth from this we may also notice that each of us have a portion of reality that is attributed to our self survival in that we may discover the understanding of our own thought process that may accustom itself in repeat but only that we are part of smth much bigger than simply our lot ofc in comparison to past events there are marked differences we have technology and system that seem more elaborate and even modern which allow us tho transmit information quicker but bc our collective understanding is still in development stage along with information comes misinformation n many confusions that lead to miscommunication which lead to misunderstanding and the path narrows to an action form which either produces desirable or undesirable side effects if we can underarm the basis of which we are confronted with then the chances of our collective overcoming of such objectives become higher though in difficult times it’s understandable to cut back on activities due to the uncertainties that may produce to us the instability to create on shaky grounds more so than the continuity of production as we can see thru our history and in our lives we have periods of high activities followed by periods of stillness to balance between the two opposites even in our development and many stages we don’t just go along a flat line we have highs and lows understanding our natural cycles allows us to understand bigger cycles while retaining their imperfections in consideration of our thought processes in relation to them such waves go high and low in increments and then in slower motions which allow us to break events down and digest what we have gone through for the wisdom gained by ones experience becomes complementary to that which we leave behind on our course thru our lives and not we actually think is our personal legacy it’s in that which we least realize that is our portion of reality that we become still and be present so that we undersrnd its innate nature at its basis not from the point of view in which we see a “finished product” and assume its nature

along the borderline of our underrating we may assume that we have multiple personalities though the merging process of our many processes is akin to our aging process while we are infants we are vulnerable at first but then we gain strength for our bodies are growing and maybe bc we do not know what to do with the energy and how do navigate reality we may become in adolescence a bit self righteous and period too certain in your early youth such as our twenties while the twenties are very strong we may realize a shift in our energy flow in our thirties which prepare us for our middle age which is the passage through our forties that connect us to our fifties and so on we may see marked changes in our physique as well as the shape of our minds as well as the levels and story of the content in our hearts that compelled our process of we have done these with grace and accountability then we may apply our understanding and reason to everywhere and everyone besides ourselves bc then we may seamlessly be participants of the entirety of the collective purview and it exception to it for we cannot separate a wave from the ocean only notice it and then undsrsnd that itself can rise and seem separate but then it goes back to the same source a wave is just a description of a part of ocean activity more so than a stand alone even though the statement may temporarily isolate it from the rest and this same is true of our progression that some of it’s embarrassing or cringe parts seem so bizarre if we apply our conscience in the right way that we may feel or notice smth in our own self activity that might have seemed right at the time of its occurrence but then we may have noticed that this was not good, and that we may feel we must deny or make excuse for it or chuck it to external conditions only , hence isolation of smth that is seamless part of our reality and from where our understanding is partial we resort to activities of customary and that which is normalized in our society , to judgment and criticism which further separates us from a comprehensive form of understanding that is otherwise fee from right or wrong good or bad this or that and so on bc then we are understanding a great deal of our reason for being here to one where we might discover our self replay within it which gives us a sight into our true power bc we aren’t just beings where things happen to us

we happen too to others and things as well for there is a reciprocity that continuously takes place even silence isn’t silence even laxity isn’t still and sleep isn’t empty or devoid of action or movement nothing remains as it is change is constant and there is a nature of seamless to it as well even though at the surface we see mass deaths and suffering these are part of the great illusion and ofc our minds are used to particular thought processes like life is eternal and death will not come we may assume that our lives are important to be maintained not bc of our practice perfecting the skill of merging the unseen with the seen , for such dual causes and conditions can go either way, but bc we must upkeep in our appearances as if our appearance are eternal this may be due to the displacement of what’s eternal and what’s finite even though it’s quite simple that our material realty is finite and our intrinsic reality is what has a past before we got here and that it will continue on even after we die even though we may not fully understand the reason of this seamless passage though this place to make peace with what we don’t know allows us to direct our energy and effort to that which is workable and here we may refer to “importance ” of our life maintenance is only meaningful when we consider all and not just our selves

in our understanding we may think that the more we think the more understanding this may beget in the same way the more we talk the more conversations this may signify but we need to realize that there’s a healthy balance between doing and non doing that contributes greatly to our understanding process for the act of understand does not require force or any synthetic facts to influence decisions or control a pelican thought process for a desired end results again the end is not a final destination here as we notice for things ebb and flow and continue to shift and change and that means that what’s safe today may not be safe tomorrow what good today may not be available tomorrow and so on even in our ideas we may notice that an idea can have an expiration date if it’s not utilized timely and in correct order given that the idea is relative to its field where all its inhabitants are concordant with its process n ina hierarchal world however where we are riddled by double speak covetousness lies and deceit this is very difficult to counter with the correct use of such realizations from there we may discover our own self limitations that’s reciprocal to then reality in which we are part of not as a objedirve fact but more so its subjective connection to it for each of us have stole thing the world that follows a particular type of flow momentum of which is much older than our humanity that requires from us a type of understanding that peppered with faith and hope for the a lot easier to negate than to seek for the context of a given conditions bc we may contradict in our many personalities and faces that we may not have fully recognized their truth since this requires an inner process of alignment to our own truth in which demands from us to come to terms with our own personal shortcomings in an imperfect world where everything is an illusion but at the same time they are quite very real must ask the sick and the dying how they see the world and those who have lost loved ones to preventable causes the understanding into the nature of such dualities can help us find a better equilibrium of self process that’s not going to add more to its separation of causes but bring about a unity through which an apt transcendence is reached only then can we change reality and ourselves in the ways that honour our truth and nature

the emotional component of our understanding

of reality almost always complements our subjective world since we are feeling centric being s even though it’s via our mindsets that we manifest reality our feelings are like guide in turbulent water our feelings can get us stuck or liberate us if our subjective feelings are constricting this may impact the way we assimilate data in other sense if we are anxious in a social setting we may not fully consume and digest data for what it is but for how we wish to seem since the social aspect of such conduct requires from us to present a competence in our understanding though we may notice that we feel anxious or worried or maybe even scared about certain objectives thesis timidness only contributes to our overall learning process perhaps into ourselves into human nature for the more we are benevolent towards our own inner senses the more likely are we to project this onto others often times it’s via misunderstanding that we tend to correlate whether if smth is good or bad not bc a given thing is bad per se but from our point of operation we may see only this one objedirve and this one aspect and mistake it for the whole which is understandable since we are information hungry beings who via collecting such data then come to consensus on our own personal safety and or each others , our social constrains are not often discussed , it’s where we may falsely accept smth bc our anxieties can implicate our ability to digest data and this needs to be spoken of more often bc then when we decide on smth without fully understanding it , we may not be happy with the end results this may produce especially if we think only in absurdities then we may miss its details and parts that complement a unique structure for our depth of understanding from there we may conclude that we understand smth but end up having to defend our undressing when we are confronted with constricting data that may challenge what we think we understand about a given objedirve we may think this as a offence rather on our thought processes since nobody likes to seem incompetent in their thinking and may get on the defensive on the contradiction however it’s these defences that can cause us to contradict the true nature of understanding since we end up prioritizing the momentum of our thought process rather than the potential of flaw of reasoning

flaw is a eye bore raising word , nobody wants their flaws accentuated , the world is already critical in thicket judgment begets more and separation causes strong isolation and loneliness the loneliness is the anti thesis of loving connections for ones who feel rejected may feel like there is smth we felt them like damaged goods or smth that can never be reliable which can go counter intuitive to our evolutionary process especially if society support these so in a way judgement implicates ones evolutionary process precisely bc of its step by inactive factors that constrict one’s ability to redeem oneself often times we are more critical of others negative quantities but make exception of our own which is everyone’s miss take not bc we mean bad per se it’s just that we have so many things of importance that we don’t talk about and that’s not bc we think these conversations are basic but more so that bc some of our social issues have become so deeply engrained and deeply entrenched that we may at times assume the solutions and or descriptions of them has to be complex as well though every garden starts with a seed albeit a weed or trees doesn’t matter and then we may get ourselves lost in the finished product and or assume that “the term finished” does not evolve lasts its take and or there’s nothing beyond a given thought process that can transcend all other lower thought processes that tend to weigh us down since there is a relationship between earthly forces and how we feel act and conduct ourselves some of these correlations can either weigh us down or make us feel uplifted though in our personal consuming managing our feelings in social settings or when we feel pressed or pressured it is all the more essential to slow down and allow our thought processes to calm down so that we can align our presence with what is before we make any decisions in presence of information that irregardless to its rush or hurry, we deserve to make space in between what we are presented with and our mode of action association with our decision making process

pls note that magnifying on objective are meant to slow us to set the groundwork for basics so that we become more intuitive in our understanding and it standard like everyone else bc everyone does it that we must too or fall in line like bricks on a wall or the melting pot of swarm mentality unless the types of information is rooted in believe and love compassion and are and altruistic thinking for these are perhaps the older seeds ever sown and if we consider that our nature has done sort of natural inkling meaning that which is natural must have already occurred and among all the false or limited notions tends to donate all perhaps the example here is the difference between artificial light and the suns own rays for one gives birth but the other has other usefulness but the determination that certain concisions have a shelf life and that we may wish to acknowledgement them in their own placements requires a special kind of attention bc this tends to work by process of elimination again some words can appear negative as we hear elimination and heaviness are often seen as characteristic flaws or rejection but this is not true in actuality what we want to do is love according to our divine qualities and be more in tune with our truth and nature so that we can best be at derive for others as well as cultivate a healthy sense of self that is self nourished bc one is living according to one’s own dharma and in order for us to align ourselves to our higher self we may wish to utilise our emotions as a compass to determine what needs elimination such as any afflictions we may have or misconceptions of a portion of reality and or our lives the same in our interactions with others bc we may miss a very vital component to life that requires a special type of collaboration which may contribute greatly to the tendency of bigger causes that cause implications for the world at large but we must not forget that all other smaller contexts of issues also matter here since everyone would like to tackle big objectives but it’s via attention to detail that we can get ourselves there

though too much magnified thought can hold us back on our decision making often leaving us in some sort of catharsis or excess worry a conundrum that can plague anyone on whether if any decision we make is correct one or whether if our understanding of reality is a correct one but we may also notice that the more we hold ourselves back from making decisions the more we end up feeling inner pressure which then can catapult us for relief to any objective when and where we may feel intense resistance in our framework so there’s a correlation to stop and go or taking in information and then utilize it or hold us back to think further and then propel ourselves forward bc life goes on the world turns there’s motion everywhere and we can stop take a break have space whatever but we have to keep up with the times too we have to move kept the life that’s abound and this may cause the implication in our processes and cause anxieties especially if in our past hurries we have erred and it’s via this intense worry that anxieties are invoked anyway sure there could be many reasons for feeling anxious or worrisome about the world and life in general perhaps bc deep down we don’t wish to cause anyone harm or be painted as wrong or bad bc we might make a mistake in our thought processes more so than egos way of waiting to be right bc there’s a image or persona to upkeep or some type of plan that may very well be mistook for an agenda bc either we aren’t aware of its contents or our own approach such as our intentions for example if we base our actions on fear or worry then our world will be filtered through these then it’s no wonder why things may appear more negative or otherwise than they actually are

then there’s this passing through the macro and micro world bc this may give us a linear blueprint when we talk about the distance between the two there are both existing in all arenas of our being including ourselves as the more we delve into our depth of person in a true honest way which may humble us bc we may find errors in our thinking or implication in our judgment albeit towards self or others , the more we project this outwards no matter how bad things may seem around us near and far bc then we are touching on a general human condition that may bring us closer to solving bigger issues that concern us all which requires each of us to sort of determine what’s my role in the grand cosmic everything what are my unique skills et that i can refine and perfect not in a dogmatic way either bc none of us are superior to our kin and even outside of our circle of friends and family although others may differ than us we share more similarities than have difference even though what appears as different may only be skin deep the end of the day we all want relief from suffering and pain we all want to belong and be accepted as we are and appreciate for our efforts and sacrifices we made that bright us here we all don’t want our efforts to go wasted bc there are a lot of over generalizations that can get us to miss important details that can contribute to our depth of understating bc to undersrnd is not a point of arrival but series or sequences of points that complement a much bigger structure as within when we observe ourselves for the refining of our underrating inclusive of our deciphering of complex set of emotions that may arise at times, we may then refine our inner duality and then project this outwards for the unification of strong platoon of thought processes while honouring different emotional attachments to them bc not everything is understood via intellect alone for the emotional intelligence also smth that requires experice hardship maybe even loss for it to mature this may seem brutal bc life isn’t easy and there are a lot of conditions that hurt harm and even get us killed though it’s noted that such hardship also build confidence and resilience overtime which contribute to our survival process but not everyone has the same levels an dials and we can respect that for there we those who set the pace in the macro world bc they can handle it and then those who deal with the tiny details which is also an equally important skill set that is worth noting and not compete between the two but complement it for a better overall unified sense of –

while information can grant us access

to myriad of potentialities some of which may seem rather black and white it’s the execution of action that determines its fate most often we say so and so made me do it or i thought or assumed this or that objective however these are produced by the misdemeanour of the thought processes that determine true from false right from wrong and so on our intentions tend to colour the meanings of terminologies but this is not limited strictly to our intentions since the baseline is rooted to emotions as well as routed they spirit we may not be religious to believe there is anything there but our strong insistence on the persistence of our truths and facts tend to give insight into the variations of thought processes that complement belief and since belief is part of faith, albeit u have belief in a god or u have belief in science, or practical of ur mind, they all require a similar process of coming together for their effects we may parse thru these effects based on by our notion of good versus bad or maybe in our likes and dislikes since some of our concluding theories tend to refer to our need to evade anything that’s unpleasant and veer towards anything that nourishes our senses or soul we may notice that caste in conditions pr price negative side effects we may then recognize that there are certain conditions to these notions whether if it’s a product of our thought processes or in our own true intentions we may for instance not be at ease with our own inner nature, say if we haven’t reconciled our own inner inhibitions by coming to terms with factors concerning our own afflictions that would be a correct use of information irregardless to how it may make us feel or seem since we are being honest with an inner call or affect that causes negative side effects our intentions may not be clear at first we may be confused as to why we are “having to do with ” again or we may feel like we are back to square one as often times certain conditions transpiring tends to produce reactivity within for we assume the forward motions almost always compelled smth new

at times we may think information is a means to an end we get elated or sad about certain conditions that maybe attached or we may assume that such information is black and white rather that if we machinate the utility information then we will get a certain set of end results which often works towards our communication muscle either with ourselves and or with others since this is sort of like a two wings to a bird but much like any dual aspect there are certain occurrences that are well beyond our logical understanding on objectives such as kindness and love for example there’s not enough information that can ever convey their meaning since we continue to acquire knowledge the more we practice it so the ends to the means is sort of setting urself a deadline or mini check points more so than well this is the final destination for we may never know the true evolution of a particular type of information other than it’s clear obscurity such as wishing well for everyone without knowing the clear way of any of us getting things there or what our individual roles may be we may notice that if we say we want the best for all then this may require from us attitudes on positivity states of calm and intellect of truth but often times such information although clear may get us more confused bc some of these reaches extend far beyond social norms and the society is far from perfect as we can in our observations notice such contradictory natures found there in we hear do not do harm but then there are professional ways to kill each other e say do not steal but corporations do it everyday wage theft and stripping from ur right to aptly evolve in ur potential is a form of theft so is loss of time and energy as well as effort spent on wastefulness or occurrences that lead us nowhere leaving us depleted at the end of our journey instead

only then do we hear the dual aspect of such confrontation whether we are dealing with inner clarity matters such as coming to terms with our own personal choices which reflect our inner data base our perception of what is and our truth in the basis of what sets our intentions on the course of our actualizing of data for data in and of itself can offer many potential uses but only after which we have embodied a certain approach appropriate to its content matter given that we are an inner basis established as to our intrinsic person otherwise we would be like robots feed a person a particular type of info for desired effects and sometimes this info can come with strong side effects or conditions that are not immediately detected other times the information maybe well natured but bc it’s underlying connection to what propels it to be shared may come with hidden objectives we may pick up on these but not know what to do with it we may subjectivism what we feel which is where we mostly do wrong anyway we think oh it’s in the faultiness of so and so or when things are so magnified we live small but when we step out of this subjective zone then we can notice that a powerful induction of data must always comes with adjacent data forms associated and or relevant to its origin of process but this doesn’t mean a passive statement doesn’t accompany a negative sentiment per se for there are various intentions that come to play it’s in our self determination to parse through them that gives us the skill set for better use of them in the first place

while certain guidelines may help us on the course of our self understanding it’s via that subjective sense of what makes our experience direct and personal that we get a sense of understanding that may seem contradictory to what’s already established in the event that we may discover the conflicting nature of information that’s abound we may take a moment to slow down in our own accord of such but often times we link intellect to being super speed to connect what we feel and think and utilize that into action form hence decisions on the go or as some would say to go with the flow though we can go with the flow and hit a wall and we can also go with the flow and experience a deeper connection toy continuity of the basis of our joint expansion of our consciousness since this would refer to our unity aspect for example if the type of information does not bring us closer then it’s faulty and or our understanding of it is maybe it sin the intentions that we end up getting things twisted or end up detouring fro the comprehensive use of such and we run the risk of assuming that unity may mean this versus that whereas the true sense of unity is not constricting at all in face it’s more freeing bc the authentic type of unity allows everyone to thrive in peace without the offence of the data used since by then we would have come to a type of conclusion ( that is a checkpoint and not ends for the means ) i be comfortable with varying ways of self expression rather than expecting everyone to be unitary in the ways they express themselves on why this matters is precisely bc the use of data intention of the use and share of such tends to influence us in our inspirations to choose and choice is what creates our life

often times we become unitary on things where we may feel short or we feel there’s a discrepancy in our knowledge bank only then can we say well it’s due to everyone else that i am or well this is how it is everywhere else then it must be so the way to become but when the uniting factors expect from us a way to determine whether if we are doing the right thing , then we self exceptionise we may proclaim that a peruse type of situation is different but then when we notice that others do it too we may feel inconvenienced bc often times informations not used to help people but put them in a pace where we may feel at ease with where they are we may assuage that such use of information does not come with hidden cost to our lives bc while we are one human family it’s everyone self own responsibility for having done what we have done in the individualistic basis which we then notice that even then there are preceding causes and conditions that contributed to our make with very little room for self control or self recognize in the event we find ourselves in this mode of confusion we may chuck everything to a god or a faith or even karma but notice that this only produces temporary relief we then may reconcile our affliction s to of not having much control in whatever’s causing is the side effect rather then deny it or pretend absolute certainty that this is the way it must be bc the no doing is also a choice too and it often produces results combination of which may seem at first harder to detect but in determining the right path which we are granted at every avenue of our lives for the continuity of human n species do depend on such alignment to our origin path , we may then discover that the non doing is clear path relative to whats been done along side it then our indecision becomes complicated bc we may discover that not everything can easily be comprehended bc the articulate matter is missing in parts or that perhaps there’s a path of recognition that accompanies illumination of a thought process which also is influenced by our feelings , a contradictory hire suggests that we often oscillate between objectives before we finally clarify on a notion but this is not just a one way process bc there’s also the going back and forth between bigger thought processes that refines data collected to arrive at current conclusions and that itself is a skill set too which develops concomitants with all other essential components of understanding

it’s good to theorize

to study the curiosity that feeds the soul nourishes the mind and through which we may then act on them we may notice that what we learn is one thing and how we utilize what we learn is another for the discovery of truth is the path that sets the pace for the journey of satisfying the inner curiosity however the act of learning does not start and stop with information only or execution of behaviour for most times we may think aha i got it and then apply these theories only to be discouraged and then turn away whereas to know is one thing and to test the validity of information is another as every human has potential to make error in their judgement and their knowledge which also includes that knowledge can be relevant to the conditions that people may find themselves in some knowledge can serve us temporarily whereas others may touch on more towards the groundwork through which everything else is flourished though often we resort only to mental knowledge but without much practice we may think that such knowledge helps our minds to articulate our reality but fail to apply such knowledge bc perhaps our circumstances may not avail us or that we may hold a different purview towards reality irregardless to the presence of such knowledge this maybe contradictory to the purpose of knowledge but then again bc words are associative to our meanings we may take this a a subjective condition to our own initiation to info as versus how inversions abound in a objedirve way and how it’s available for others in a world of competition we may feel we have to fight for information so that we can use the knowledge to advance ourselves but ofc this depends on how we view information and its true purpose is it to advance ourselves or to serve all is it to make ourselves look good in the eyes of others or to utilise what we know for the benefit of evolving the thought processes that we may discover as a obstacle on our collective path we may discover that the truths and our understanding of them may also differ but such trajectory does come with an degree of flexibility for it allows us to test such knowledge before we adopt it as valid or else we would be copy pasting what we think we understand and this only contradicts its purpose

first we have a chance to slow down and allow our minds to really determine our intention of how we utilize information and its purpose if we are impulse we can undo a good thing if we are timid we may become rising in our thought processes which may temporarily hinder the natural germination process thought just bc information is abound and available for all doesn’t mean we have to germinate with all of them such selective ness of information does not mean we are better than others in their discovery for truths it means that information can serve as a basis for our understanding so in a way information is a tool for self discovery so that we accord ourselves to higher conduct higher values ethics and so on which affects the way we treat each other the aim is to act with more dignity so that we not only practice self dignity but also notice the rights of dignity in others on why this is essential is precisely due to the results of germination process as everything is a chain events of causes and effects we may wish to wield our innate power to create smth of value and worth which is why it’s essential to determine our truths and intentions before we share or wield our information with others sometimes we may not get a chance to get away from particular types of information this can disturb us make us feel violated in our senses or make us feel down or that in the presence of knowledge once learned it’s harder to un know it but ofc people might say well i can easily ignore or deny a particular information if i ever have to but then again even in denial a germination process takes place due to our underlying intention not in our appearance of the use of such information

all information works to serve smth but not all information is valid relevant or applies to everything they may seem as they wish to apply either most information works to serve the self but not in an selfish way more so that we wish to make better in our own past conditions that may propel a mode of healing by reorganizing our thought processes as well as make efficient the data we may have collected if our aim is to be come more efficient in our truth telling and or to see the reality for what it is and not as it’s packaged and sold to us in a convenient way since we don’t wish to antagonize the people but determine the habits that might have formed prior to our being born through which we may become accustomed since that’s all we might have known in a way information works to serve a s a counter to our ignorance it’s said that everyone is sinned or has sins or have karma or smth to be aware of this may seem like a punishment but it’s in reality a healthy counter to being too certain of that which we think we know since the origin of our information bank is a collection of stuff from those who may have initiated to us to those that have long been adopted around us we may notice that everyone has their own mode of operation and we don’t think information should serve a means to cause hardship or severe ties among others which may refer to triangulations covetousness slander hateful speech false information manipulate or coerce decision making of others and so on since thee are the destructive nature of use of information versus the benevolent use of information which works to help each other discover our qualities work to enhance on those qualities as well as share of information that may help us with the natural germination process that helps us become more diverse in presence of different backgrounds different interests as well as different perceptions of the same truths

we may notice that not all information works to serve the same purpose however again we feel this at the beginning of such initiation we already know this yet it’s in our self insurance that we may inhibit a good thing bc we may be too certain or sure about the use of our time energy and effort on a given condition that we may wish to wield such information the reason why information use in a correct way matters is bc it tends to multiply and give us a sense of the world and then whatever becomes vastly accepted works to influence the decisions making process of in individual who then can have lower to create desirable or undesirable end results end here doesn’t mean it’s over but such decisions can harm someone if they are not cautious such heartbreak of betrayal of information can be hard to overcome bc once what’s said is said and die is done a person can sit with a heavily loss of whatever is related to such developments for this reason alone we can become more mindful of our own intention of use of such information and to whom we wield such information we can be easy going about others understanding also for understandings works to serve all and not just one or few this is the difference between weaponizing knowledge versus using it for the better outcome that allows us all to continue together on our shared appeal of mutual curiosities even when we do not directly know each other or force to interact though such responsibility requires from us all to have a deeper trust among populations even in our own selves the same bc if for example we intent on who by good but then give into bad actions bc we wish to become good after competing such acts, then we would be contradicting our words with our intentions and thus cause undesirable end results which becomes our new curiosity to overcome though this sort of wisdom comes at a hefty price as stated above

often times we adhere to what’s right but forget that wes re very complex in our understanding for example we may be very easy to concise others for their lack of knowledge or use of information in their own way of understanding with their own symbolism and we may forgo the while environment and influential factors such as tradition and such as well as their subsequent developments they history bc we often think from our own personal mode of operation and thus our curiosity to understand others is stifled bc we already assume we think we know them this is why it’s essential to check in on our intentions before we set on the course of such certainties and always check upon our certainties the am i right in this what are my goals what do i wish to gain out of this is this good for me is this good for them how did this work to serve all in some way am i being honest with myself what sort of information applies where is it relevant to which i am projecting this information and so on these may seem simple and basic but it’s the basics that make such complexities a building must have a proper foundation before a construction is made so that it is not wobbly or does not come crashing down at minor inconvenience bc then all our hard work and information is lost or that such mistake becomes new information but it’s subjective nature is her to teach us to have caution which we may project as objedirve reality in such cases we may like to point fingers at others and blame them for our false use of data or recognize that such mistakes can offer us a chance to learn smth which complements our own process of such use of data that’s why experience is a great teacher but it can also be very costly when we are not careful and miss the steps to determine truth and reason behind every information we come across having high standard for urslef does not mean others who are dealing with their share is less than urs bc this mean that we are diverse beings and although there are certain truths that we can all adhere to determining where information is originated is a sign of wisdom so that we can use the information ina efficient simplistic way without offering others or confusing them it’s worse if our data harms others but we may also notice that information has long been abused so is with language whereas in the past we might have had some rigid operations of such use, we may ask ourselves determining for bigger intentions on the global front which may allow us to transcend the use of data to cover its meaning and uncover the basis established to correct in parts that might have haphazardly developed its like restructure maintenance u may notice that there are some flaws in our reason on a bigger scale and u may like to tend to it otherwise a lot of vital wisdom can get lost auntie rubble causing us to first clean up our mess and adjust ourselves to losses such as loss of time and energy and effort and from there we can utilise the transcendence of undertone for the sheer relevance into our lives that works to improve conditions for everyone

the world is beautiful

it’s also full of pain. it’s full of things to be grateful. and things to fear. and worry about so much that they end up killing u either from disease or ur lack of caution. energy in a days life is rationed. even though it is infinite. even the term infinite is bored. between life and death. even though it goes on from before and reaches far beyond we may find this irreconcilable fact a sound reason to be reckless instead of care deeply about the planet and each other. perhaps it’s in our anxieties that we feel we must live out loud. an inner inkling of this sort refers to taking ur life with full robust conclusion. or smth worth to live for. but when we fall short in our attempts to create smth sustainable. we get reckless instead. we may think we have to enjoy life by pleasure only. which can be good if it’s done in a balanced way. but it’s harmful when we enjoy to escape reality. we find bliss in joy. happiness in silliness. creativity gives us hope that we can not always find in religious texts or history books. or even fiction. everything rather leaves us depleted or at the cliffs hang. waiting for another day another time to give us relief from our worldly woes. if we allow ourselves to feel our difficult feelings thoroughly without such escapism however. smth wonderful happens. it’s more like a catalysis. or a transformation. or transcendence. and much like transcended. there’s a path to such transformation which is facilitated by the cataclysm of many things that end up coming together. or being at the right time and place. they offer us a better outlook on our situation instead. even though nothing maybe fixed.we find relief. let us note however that such relief does not mean we deny what’s happening in the world. it’s only smth that we may gain access for a better approach to bigger issues. only after getting a glimpse of it in smaller quantities such as ur personal experiences. smaller here refers to things being much easier to discern since it’s just u. and u can easily detect what causes strong side effects. versus. when u are dealing with told at large and there’s all this traffic of thought. and history that goes all over the place.

in cases where we feel we are about to lose hope. we look up and see the stars. or the moon. maybe it’s a daytime. then we see the clouds. there could be a canvas above our heads and we won’t realize its beauty until we are fully present in the moment. focusing on the object of focus. and think of nothing else. this allows us to ground ourselves. though it doesn’t solve our problems. it offers us shelter from our own afflictions. and here. we can find happiness and joy irregardless to how bad things might get. unless ofc the things that get bad end up killing us. in which case our response rate is probably too fast to even catch our attention but it does. happen in a flash. a moments can give us a glimpse. that we are dying when death arrives. it’s in our denial that we might fight this off or go into a mental state or other. but the states of presence is what teaches us to remain calm irregardless to what happens. and that’s a gift. even though the world and all our experiences may seem like a curse to us at times. we may find dissatisfaction with our life at times bc we can’t turn back time or rewind. especially after we finally know what’s up. we can look back maybe in regret. or we can learn from our experience and then use this as wisdom to help the world. then again we may notice that we cannot change the world and this may cause us to accept things as they are. in this case such acceptance is not passive. it’s not still. or how done would say. u just go with the flow man. a flow can kill u as well u know. u must choose direction and have full intention as to where u wish to go and what u wish to do with life. u can try to tackle everything all at once. but find that ur energies , those beautiful daily rations we are gifted each day, cannot stretch too wide and too far. this too is evident in our biology that we can in fact break down irregardless to how superhuman we may feel about ourselves. especially our youth since it’s so robust. we assume well it’s not me. it won’t happen to me. perhaps bc we don’t have anything to compare to internally. surely externally we can look at how the older populations make errors. and this gives us a glimpse into how transference works. but the links is broken tho. we have all this social misdemeanours who consider such wisdom as useless and even harmful to the world and systems. bc the systems.

as rigid as they maybe , offer us this forced need to augment ourselves. since our acceptance is not passive. to accept the world as it is means we have to change ourselves. bc smth has to change. then it becomes us who will have to say. i hope i do good in this lifetime so that i can rebirth into better conditions. maybe a rich family. or a better nations that offers whatever i think should be a human priority and here we may still be wrong bc each nation has pluses and minuses. ur each nations is also united in some way. bc there are system that cover them much like spiders web. and so we feel these reverberations all the time. they r like trebles. other times its a song. and many other times. we can feel this in our food and air as well since particles travel thru space. of the atmosphere we depend on. at the very least we can reconcile that nothing is secret. everything is devoured eventually. which includes the charnel ground that goes up in smoke. and then travels thru the clouds and then rains down on us. we then inhale this. dust. and then feel things from nowhere abound. in the same way we may be receiving beautiful scents from faraway lands. we receive all other types of heralding news about our planetary conduct at all times. and then these and up causing us all kinds of visuals. perhaps. apparitions in dreams. or inspirations. inclinations. subconscious happenstances. if we are for instance susceptible to recklessness we may be reacting to the recklessness of the atmosphere. and its contents. usually both good and bad things tend to trickle down we know how this works. when a good thing trickles down. when it ends at donations. welfare checks. and international relief. for refugees etc. and when bad things trickle down u can look tou ur local jail. for end results. but hardly ever things trickle up. that’s bc nobody want sue problems in a magnified way. according to their palate. and bad things abound. tend to be excused and even promoted the bigger the lot is. perhaps. bc the world is beautiful and also very flawed the same. though. in the even that we can’t change any of it. how then can we turn to ourselves for some type of relief. not many of us can survive such harsh conditions. let alone. those who simply do not. and when the dead is dead they don’t come back the same u know ? so is with the problems. they become u recognizable. perhaps rebirth and karma associated to past dealings can be seen in this light for global relief. on mutual conduct.

we may say. well. yolo sounds like a small goal next to when we invest in things we cannot see. bc we here’s one may give us an illusion of smth. the other offers us endless possibilities. and here we can freely use our creative muscle. instead of being too calculate such as how black and white things tend to work. we say if it’s not this it must be that. or how duality works. or cause and effects. chain reactions do occur but there is a magic and miracle to things also that are scientifically inexplainable. we say wow u nearly died ? we say wow how did so and so survive this occurrence. whereas this other person had severe reactions to it. we say maybe this is due to their biology or dna or karma or disposition or other. but it’s hard to tell. right ? maybe this element of mystery can be utilized for good. bc it’s often used for bad. such as the illusion of things being too cleverly assuredly present itself as real. all the while itself is empty. much like us tho. but a conceptualize version of emptiness can be dangerous indeed. it’s like t someone projects an image of a boat on a deep river with piranhas in it. the boat is a hologram but the piranhas aren’t. and the person who projects the boat says jump. would u do it ? ofc u would especially if u trust this person as a friend. but then u can get chomped by bunch of sharp teeth and that’s it for u. u learn ur lesson but u can’t be u anymore. not the u who walked this earth. u may come back. u may have a choice to come back. or maybe it’s the law of attention that may bring back for some reason or other. maybe it’s nothing to do with ur karma. maybe it’s bc the world is so darn beautiful when we don’t actually get to enjoy any of it that we come back and then someone says it’s bc we need to suffer. we don’t truly know the answer to this. it’s a phenomena. but some take this phenomena so seriously that they can condemn the whole planet for it.

maybe the lesson is the on we put off for so long. and usually we say it’s in every indictable own take that they may change their own make for the sake of betterment in e world. and this has been tried. just not found to be entirely true bc the change where it’s due is often overlooked. such as the elites and the higher ups who run the show. who pollute the earth or have done great damage to human life. or may be at odds with each other. such as the quarrels between nations that do damage the rest of the world. the change that’s necessary has long been discussed. we need to unite. we need to be nicer to each other. we need to give up greed. and start to share our resources and this planet with each other. we need to recognize and treat each other with respect and what greater and effective than achieving this on the global front where leaderships congregate. and we can get beyond leaderships bc there is people above them such as bankers and investors. people with great power and influence over how some of these things work. and then whoever else who gets to decide how th world should be rationed. such as corporations. chains. that make a killing but pay minimum fee and so on. all of these are up for change. the turn is urs now. so that our world can finally be complete in its abject beauty in all its imperfections and glory the same. we wait for u to make the next move. or moves. imagine what great things this would do for everyone. including yourselves. bc the reward to benevolence is discovered only when u begin to walk the way. u may find relief also in case u have to reincarnate again. since u may not get to control where ur gonna have ur rebirth. it’s essential to invest in changing the system so that u won’t have to say. i have to be good. i have to change myself so that i am born in rich family. bc that’s just too specific and most love can be found in poor homes. i here’s rich can be cold. and desolate from love and nurturing. not always. but it’s possible so u may not find relief there either. even though u may no longer have to slave for work. or be like “ the rest of them people “ who maybe considered as parasites whereas it’s simply a miscommunication really. when we get to know people wonderful things can be discovered. bc we each of us are like planets to be discovered. not lands to be exploited. and sold for profit. thank u.

positivity isn’t always positive

sometimes it’s neutral. other times. it can reflect some thing of discomfort. it’s only when our minds like to make concepts out each that we end up getting ourselves confused. we say. well to be happy i must be positive at all times. or in the presence of an uncomfortable occurrence , be it. negative thoughts or feelings, we may feel that we need to reject deny discard and avoid such occurrences altogether. sometimes we may run into avoidance. precisely bc of our own misconceptions about how these things work and why we experience them. we may then hold onto ideologies. such as i must be positive at all times in order to be happy. only that this may turn us to too much self thought. sometimes. at the cost of others wellbeing. not bc we intend on such. but bc of our misconception. here now we can apply the positivity in the right way. we may say. ok well i was wrong. and now i know better. the joy that comes from being kind to our misconceptions produces the natural positivity. we may discover that such states of being must be maintained at all times. we hear from all around. in order to maintain balance u must keep momentum. while this is true , in an effort to not contradict ourselves in what we say and do, this is a bit more elaborate. or more so. expanded. much like our understanding of bigger concerns and conditions and how no matter how much information we are confronted with. there is always smth more. such exploration never seems to end. and perhaps this can give us clarity on the nature of such objectives . including our minds hearts and lives in general but also about how we handle such big mysteries. since this may require from us the momentum of deepening trust and faith in the nature of things in general.

we may find that there are lessons even in lessons that we begin the course of getting through. such accomplishments can produce states of exuberance. which can lead to states of arrogance followed by states of laxity and even dullness if we do not notice that the summit is not end point. we don’t arrive at the summit and call it work done. for life moves. and everything continues to grow evolve and change. there’s a summit behind the summit for us to continue on. although it’s delivery might differ. as life may require from us different elaborations of the same teachings with different applications of their wisdom nature of which confuse to perfect the tapestry of our lives, we humble ourselves in the face of our accomplishments. in an effort to reconsider the variations of processes and progress others also make along the way. this allows us to not make the mistake of looking down on them bc we might have accomplished our portion. of the work. and are now enjoying our brief break to stop and enjoy what’s around us. to stop and smell the roses. ahh. so peaceful and nice. which can motivate us to keep going. or cause us to assume this is all there is. maybe it’s both. maybe we learn how to be happy with where we are. what we got all the while recognizing that this is only a realization. it’s becoming present with what is. we’re than what our minds like to parse. in critical thought especially we like to discern but we cut off parts and say well i don’t like this. but i like that. such preferences can benefit us. in subjective way. or objectives way whichever is our intentions though it’s this looking down at others. and becoming impatient with their process that precedes all other lessons. but does not block the way of our enlightenment only adds to the curriculum since everything is sort of everything else. and not all development as re linear. but there is linear development found in everything big and small.

in the event that we become arrogant inn our work we will be notified by the divine guidance. of our misdemeanour of thought processes. and maybe subsequent emotions that may instigate such. we may be confronted with the same type do criticism and judgment that we project outwardly. not as a means for punishment per se. perhaps this is how the u verse communicates with us. and u might say. well arrogance is not the worst of it. there are wide conditions that we can worry about. bc sometimes we may mistake such conditions too. not everything and everyone operates the same way we do. we may already notice this via the different religious and spiritual proactive that work to unite the people and being our the best in them. many paths lead to one. and what is the takeaway there ? maybe it’s all the things we avoid. ha ha. such as working on our interpersonal relationships. our own combination skills. our absolute certainties. especially when they extend well beyond our privacy and personal lives . maybe it’s just the way we handle our own selves. how do u feel about urself and ur process. are u merely performing to please others or are u doing things bc u really feel deep down such embodiment is what brings peace or projects peace rather. within. as well as without. we can determine this in the same way as we do with food restrictions and allergies. but sometimes. we can get it confused. such as mistaking someone’s business to their concern for u. they may be well in their own world. maybe striving to be the better version of themselves and u may mistake their struggle to smth of an attack to u. which is understandable . this is a world of relativity. there are strong similarities with few difference and strong differences with few similarities after all ha ha but this is not some type of joke. unless u consider u verse having a good sense of humour. u can approach ur problems the same. but without bastardizing ur own suffering for example. that’s not fake kind of happiness. it’s just ur way of using science of ur body and life and mind in a beneficial way so that the pain does not destroy u. that’s self responsibility. not fake at all.

and sometimes we reject our frustrations bc this is the other end of the spectrum. in the event u may come across someone who reached their personal summit u may assume this is a attack on ur efforts and person. u may start to critical and even punish urself for not being. able to reach the summit urself or why didn’t u each the summit first or whether if this means smth cosmic like u must be less than others bc u are not at the summit with them. these are ok to think about so long as we don’t run the mistake of assuming other summit is our summit and that we must fight them to get to the summit. that would be such a waste of energy effort tasting ! we could find happiness in. our own lot. what is summit but reach of ur full potential. anyway. so why would u try to seize or capture others full potential when u haven’t discovered ur own ? would this fall under fake it till u make it. or appropriate others u look up to till it clicks with u. but there is a fine line between discovering ur own power via being receptive to others successes AMD failures. and seizing others power bc u lack the power in ur own and somehow. ur either fraught wrong or ur undersrnd is still in maturation in regards to how power truly works. though we may be gentle with our process we may also notice the world is far from perfect. and there are ton of work to do and many summits to invoke and with their wisdom taught for all for this would activate the germination process of our soul to soul connections. since there are few factors about our world that gives us clues as to how essential it is to wake up to our innate nature of unity and human family that is required for its substance depends entirely on our mindsets.

the more we become humble in our own inner defences and activities. allowances and failures and successes , the more we relay this to our outward world. but without depleting our resources ! that would be dumb. and irreparable. surely it’s nice to sacrifice urself . and there are certain instances . such as when someone’s saviour gene is activated in the presence of danger upon another or others. where they may throw themselves in the way of a incoming train for example. to save them. but even then. in the absence of particular specific thought process. other than wanting very strongly to save another. and to really push urself to it, comes with not exactly killing. urself along the way. as in most cases the power comes out of nowhere. and both people are survived. in the same way we can help each other while also come see info ourselves. this allows us to not add to anymore of the great repent that befalls us all. as we can see we may at times be in the position of needing help too! so this doesn’t mean don’t ask for help. or. ur too much. but. to reconcile that help goes around in real measure when we don’t think too much for tit for tat. but also at the same time. we can run th risk of depleting our resources and that’s not good either. that’s like mismanaging ur money. say ur guilty conscience causes u to donate all ur money but then at the end of the day ur broke and now u seek help for others to extend their help to ensure he being fed and kept sheltered.

we may notice that there are all kinds of forces that come to balance here. in the same way that we may mistake positivity for positivity sake or for smth else. such as what can i get for it. how can i be rewarded for my positivity. benevolence and whatnot. perhaps we worry of depleting our resources. but in an effort to be self responsible we may run the risk of being misunderstood and even misunderstand why we may feel this way ! which is ok. life isn’t easy. it comes with instructions and sometimes too late. other times it was there the whole time we just could not pick up the signs bc we were simply not at that level of understanding. we didn’t receive the message bc our inner way was blocked by smth else. a proceeding cause of another tend to overrule our lives until it’s reconsider and reconciled and transcended. ofc. we may wish to take this literally or in a conceptual way that’s also not conceptual. meaning that it’s all part of the process of becoming ten best version of urslef and only u can determine what that’s like ! ah. all the while. feedback from ur environment. works to complement ur own process since we don’t get to see all that can reflect us whole being without the help of each other. hence our strong dependence on each other and why it matters so much to be honest. and direct and not resort to trickery or as some might like to say. weapon the things that unite us in an effort to get our self benefit. bc that would translate as being better urself at cost of others fallout. and that could be one example of negativity we can all work to reconcile fist within. and then work to expand that within our interpersonal relationships for better conduct. and perhaps then we can all reach a collective summit that is beneficial for all where everyone is the best version of themselves in their full potential and none are feeling inferior in the presence of uniquely others.

tendency of information over

that which may cause instability within a given situation can be observed. this tendency of knowledge can give upper hand in situations. if there’s a call forth over which concern , it’s due to a factor that could threaten an individual or a group of people. the wielding of knowledge tends to offer comfort. as the saying goes “ knowledge is power” though it’s hard to pinpoint exactly what sort of power this may bring. it’s true that to know smth is better than to not know it. despite the quality of content of how this may incite particular types of reactions via feelings. actions. however what does this mean towards false knowledge. for this may bring with it. more problems than solutions. the minds can play trick on such. the more the depth goes the further it brings with it. deeper uncertainties. these uncertainties work to make one feel more unstable. for the seeker needs for one’s remedy. of ken’s senses. nerves and the like. the seeking of such security is its one blessing and curse the same. but more so. perhaps. it’s in that which is conveyed. or rather. the utility. or reason behind it. that determines its fate. though because there’s greater instability in that which is revealed but not reconciled within the relative fields of knowledge. the assumptions. or the relative “knowledge” may fill the areas. according to the observers subjective nature. in most cases how we this isn’t standard. as the saying goes. many paths one destination the same maybe held for such misunderstandings. perhaps due to the nature of expediting resolve. but workout having all the components to achieve such.

in the art of determining whether if a particular type of information. knowledge and the like comes form one’s inner resources. these maybe referred to as personal filters. familial filters. social filters. regional filters and so on. bc one’s point of operations differ based on by their trajectories. coming together. all backgrounds. into one. all paths into one. this much is customary irregardless to where ones may reside. but more so. by what’s available within one’s personal victory to discover. hence the discern between knowledge and fruition into action. in most cases. the knowledge sits on a shelf. and collects dust. awaiting for its own wake up call or waiting to be summoned for complementary to change. or facilitate evolution of its own transcendence. where the relativity of its data base keeps up with the daily change. which may seem like not much from a singular purview. but over time this accumulation is what produces results. and in which. may become harder to navigate the more information collects dust. and not aptly utilized. then the rediscovery of the same or similar information tends to occur. bc the life maybe cyclic in this sense that concludes. a lesson does not truly go away until it’s learned. though here when the word learn is used. bc learning has a proponent of having been used as a means to discipline. may hold negative connection to a deeper sense of feeling which may invoke repulsion. or a sense of distaste. ones may feel inadequate. or partial in knowledge even though the whole life posed a challenge. the act of suffering for instance. does it really teach ? in some cases it does. but it’s given excess suffering tends to make the term numb gain new heights. in which case. if the feelings and other centres of one’s operation are weakened. might give illusion of having learned smth. that too is possible when. a point behind some type of normalcy where there’s healthy management is reached. in which case new knowledge is being accrued. one that is harder to detect if the older knowledge is ignored.

this knowledge deficiency can displace the thought process. causing the intense need of hunger for data. seeking for more data. consuming more data. and even more so. more data. in which case all the data can work to set the groundwork from where series of thought processes may be summoned. that is if the organism is relaxed . in their state of existence. in this relaxation however. the relativity of terminology when the myriad of meanings is worth to consider. for some. relaxation mean that there might have had been tense conditions that may cause one to feel inadequate in their own living virtuous or choices . this personal inadequacy may cause ones to feel criticized or judged. however in seeking information there are many paths that lead to one. that is to know one’s may wish to walk the path to knowledge however to determine best path is the real test. not the knowledge or the amount of knowledge incurred. it’s condoning to think perhaps knowledge is moot. it just takes up too much mental space. there has to be a way to simplify the information that maybe similar but without losing the individual data that might be key to note in their contextual basis. though. we may brush over topics brashly. each tiny detail offers with it greeter discourse for more detailings. though we may find here, a greater difficulty in attaining it. other than the abstract feel of which. these areas of where the particular data is missing. can be deeply felt. one issue with following the feelings however comes strictly from one’s inner filters. and often times. the subjective nature tends to mix with objective reality. a dance. so to say. but here. when the subjective nature takes smth that’s objedirve. then the natural balance is that smth objedirve may replace the nature of the subjective in areas where such compensation naturally occurs. this maybe seen as contradiction.

there’s a general tendency about. veering away from contradictions. or that their nature tends to cancel each other out. hence the limbo. or stagnation of thought processes. where there is no utility of friction it brings with it to ignite curiosity and new line of thought. continuity of which completes the truth about knowledge and not assumption of such. to achieve this. there is a act of going back and forth. within reality. u may like to discover ur past. and then spring forth to pour. if operation of now. and then sporting forward to future place to get a glimpse of trajectory held while creating the type of reality in association with knowledge. though only keen on the vital info. since the tapestry is the reality on which we reside most peacefully. or. any other way. which may. cause us to. or feel compelled to act. or be too certain of such. which is. one’s word against the others. often times such conjunction of knowledge tends to cause more harm than good since the certainty may being with it creation circumstances. or influence certain conditions or behaviours the same. or choice. since choice is what facilitates the act of change. or direction of such. or. the accumulation of info origin of which maybe ambiguous. and the determination of clarity compete the thought process that’s accrued over time to have some type of shadow aspect which is harder to discern if there is grounds for absolute certainty that does not particularly be concerned that a data can be partial. for this may cause us to feel inadequate in our accumulation of information on a given objective to which. maybe calculated as a flaw of reasoning. rather than the flaw in accumulation of information surrounding particular subject. but both can happen at the same time. the flaw of reasoning however does not connect in any direct way to flaw of accumulation of information. since both don’t take place at the same time. but they meet at a later trajectory. and then there’s complementary to what relates and refutation of what may be in excess.

information has a way of playing magic. they appear out of nowhere and then dissolve into nothingness. they perk up. cause all kinds of commotion and disturbances. or offer tranquility. comfort. and promote unity of ones otherwise contradictory in nature. that which pulls apart. that which causes resistance in one’s framework. which stresses the point of one’s operation. or. hells one feel at ease in the presence of such. offers confirmation. assurance. as well as security. to one’s trajectory in motion. hence the age of information that has appearance of ease but also complexities. bc there is still the organisms. that need to evolve their own accumulation of thought processes as well as relation and utility of such. under such conditions that ones may find themseves compelled to abuse data. it so happens to be. in a way to gain some sort of self assurance and stability in a otherwise uncertain conditions. is dire and true. hence the truth in everything. even though the placement of what’s true and just may touch on the more intrinsic point of activity. as opposed to what’s accustomed knowledge about “ truth “. some truths have a shorter shelf life. and are complementary to circumstance. for they offer a s temporary but valid passage to connect otherwise two opposing viewpoint s to reconcile an intellectual discrepancy. rather than supersede or cancel one in hopes to achieve the other. words have long been weaponed . to divide and conquer. therefrom we may draw a conclusion that is by all means not conclusive. since the trajectory is in motions. irregardless to how we may feel about objectives or whether if we are in total agreement or disagreement with such. given the context of situations. all forms of data is subject to error. error o delivery as well as error of understanding since the delivery is depended on understanding. correctly. the type of data. as well as how it was previously accumulated which depends on the understanding and correct use of data by of others. who are no longer here to confirm or deny correctness of the data that might have given them the appearance of truths. though some of these truths. may relate strongly to this side or that. they are only relative to their roth and cause. and are not directly connected with how any one of us wish things to be. the correct use of information starts with the wisdom to accept things as they are. change what we can and learn from what requires greater care concern and availability for its transcendence.

slowing down is good for the soul

we often see rushed. we feel inconvenienced when we stop and have nothing to do. we feel useless when there’s nothing to do. the very act of movement or motion gives us comfort. we feel we are going somewhere and often times we do. either by the body or the mind. or maybe it’s our emotions that move us. or maybe it’s the souls that stir. from their slumber. either way we see this. motion as. either as productivity or counter productivity for the sake of motion. for the sake of filling space with commotion. or the machination that has its momentum which is easy for us to get caught in its current doesn’t matter. we can learn from it however. perhaps we can find our footing in the middle of the storm of having to go and having to stop. it’s said. life will stop u of u don’t know how to take breaks. exhaustion has us one way. burnout can go another , for longer than we want it to. other times. it’s the error we make for the sake of productivity. or not exactly knowing within what we say. what we do and why. and that’s ok. we aren’t supposed to know right away. this world is both out in the open. and shrouded in its truths. it require us both to relax in it and to search for them. the truths. which includes our own truths along with it. what works for u. what’s ur thought ( ur own independent thoughts versus what ur told ) process and how is the quality of ur emotions are but discovery of our lives. our existence. the reason behind them. as well as offer us a better. more improved conduct. both within and towards external conditions. which is what makes up our lives. as u haha noticed. we both live for ourselves ( our desires plans dreams etc ) and for each other ( caring about others. extending to their needs as well as giving service when it’s called for ) are all but part of mutual conduct that is for the collective aim to ease way of life. and we do this by learning from each other.

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we reflect this continuity in our words and actions. we feel perhaps. the act of stillness is terrifying. it’s scary bc it’s the anti thesis to what we have been taught. if there is nothing productive going on. and by that which we can detect by our senses that smth is in fact going on. then it’s either frivolous or it makes way to naughty behaviour. or bad behaviours. such idleness is often seen as breeding grounds for terrible behaviours. the likewise reflection upon our thought process is how overthinking can cause issues in places where there were none before. the frivolity of actions usually are referred to as as by this whole “ good intentions paved the way to hell “ perhaps bc we didn’t know or we didn’t check in our personal vicinity why we do what we do. and under what conditions what’s our aim. is it to be right. or to benevolently support each other. in common causes. sometimes the very act of discovery comes from giving us room to experiment on these objectives rather than thinking they are absolutes. other times. we maybe too hesitant to learn from our experience bc we maybe stubborn with our appeal. maybe we don’t wanna appear as wrong. so we push on. and we may ignore the signs. bc. things don’t happen overnight. here’s the interesting part . there must be some signs along the way. but we are not able to pick up on those signs. and i don’t say this as a bad thing. i say this as.a thing of great concern. for it points to a way that can help us collectively understand better what we are truly dealing with here.

we could cave into paranoia. oh. u mena. there’s greater concern than what great concentrate already revealed to us. perceivable by our five senses already? are u kidding me ? do u think my eyes and ears are tricking me ? ofc not. but this may refer to us becoming easily dependent on our five senses only. so the saying here that i’m touching on is that the more we are adhering to only the visible reality. and guided by our five senses. the more dense we become. the density is what hurts us. bc while we rush the light he pain we are also clutching to whatever makes us feel safe interim that could be a thought process. an ideology or strong belief into smth. it could be a philosophy. which is one of the branches of our intellect. our actions may have developed over a long term due to our habits. also. there’s challenges there bc we have nothing to compare to for it’d betterment if that’s what we started out with. hence our unique conditioning. and in applying such special and deep understanding to our afflictions. we may notice that we may need to extend the same towards others. u may think. who’s the most suffering ? the one who’s inflicted pain to. or the one who inflicted the pain. towards others ? must we choose ? there’s plenty of suffering in the world. including our own. one of the beneficial ways we can contribute to the world is via self management to one’s own personal afflictions. and then u may wish to extend ur experience towards others bc now u will have a firm database to work with.

ofc we don’t always have to know to know smth is true also. this is the innate knowledge that’s available for all except. that we all decipher meaning uniquely as depended upon myriad of unseen and seen causes. some material conditions may apply. which also includes the biology we are given. we may take this as. a punishment or rewards. but what if this is the great challenge. the great test ? we may notice that there could be more than one test. now we are concerned and our worries are heightened. we may say why are we even here if all we have to do is worry. we can’t even enjoy the life that’s gifted to us. perhaps the true joy is in letting go. all the while working with what comes. and what goes. but this is very right to do as we may have noticed. we can get mental fixations. that can trap us. emotional fixations that can harm us. if we adhere to them long term. ofc. short term can grant us the insight necessary to wisdom out of such afflictions and then we can extend our wisdom and gift it to others. but ofc. the gift has to be selfless. not in a dogmatic. oh i’m right this is the absolute truth and fact and u must adhere or else u are on the other side of the pond. and there are no discussions ! then we might have learned smth. but not so fast ! for there’s so much depth in all things human. all the while there is the risk of running into assuming that we know smth whereas we don’t simply by its simulatude. though if u notice we are like children. who only have apparence of growing. up. or becoming adults. we may feel this injustice without notice. where our childlike quality is misplaced. whereas we needed to be creative. and curious. we become immature instead. bc we do tend to abandon the inner child in hopes to be responsible by ending the world. sometimes we are too responsible for others. we begin to dictate their actions. like karen’s of the world. it’s worth delving into.

one of the most important things to note however is that i’m gonna touch back on this as i mentioned above. we may feel comfort in doing. smth bc it may quell our inner anxieties. and or comfort our temporary worries. perhaps. the comfort is temporary. than the extend of our worries. if we are frivolous with our productivity and do not slow down enough to notice the signs of which can help us discern our intentions from what we think they are to see them as they are bc we can be that cunning sometimes ! we can lie to ourselves. enough that we may brainwash our way to a conundrum or a cul de sac ora dead end even and this is ofc. illusion. u r as trapped as u wish to believe ! the dangers may appear larger in our minds than real life. and sometimes it’s vica versa. we never know. hence the slowing down process. which grants us self esteem. it’s ok. to feel bad feelings. it’s ok to cry. ur feelings are valid. there’s so much going on in the world. it’s ok to sit quietly and allow ur feelings to move. ur not trying to quell them or suppress them by suddenly moving bc this might have worked in the last. persia’s accidentally and now ur using this false wisdom. this cordial intelligence that u got going on as a huge cope. which u do not notice bc if u were to give it up. u do now know what to expect. in its place. and u may worry bc we hear these few factors all the time. what u don’t use u lose. and blah blah early worm and u must continue to adhere show up keep up keep going. while these are true. rest is last of the mix. it’s nutriments for our continuity on our efforts much like exercise or time off from work. hence a more beans fed life but we do know. what kind of person takes a personal day of in the middle of one’s emergencies. but. again. people have died in the last due to over exhaustion take ataturk. the guy was a visionary but then he couldn’t take the day off and so bc of that. his life was cut short. imagine what other wonderful things he could have done for turkey then ! we never know. so it’s easy to ensure to guarantee that u think about and care for long term which includes ur longevity. not bc ur being selfish bc u maybe confronted with life’s many ills. including nightmares that are granted for us to see all around the world that which we might have not previously known. the slowing down process does not take away from this care but helps us think see and decide clearer with a fresh mind. then we are not using our productivity also as a man to nurse ourselves. bc what we think we are doing. might very well be for our resting needs. we might have not seen it that way though. and in an effort to quell this feeling we end up tiring ourselves.

utilise what u got

but what we have is quite very diverse is it not ? some have dust others concrete. some have sticks and stones others have guns. some have this knowledge others have that. we have some belief pattern that gives us some trajectory but still we may fall short in our own devices to meet all the needs of society. let alone ourselves. we all do in a way. utilise what we got. and we may or may not know what this end result may translate to another person from another part of the world. we may get offended by their way of life bc it goes counter to what we have been taught. or based on by what we have to work with, we draw such conclusions. it’s not bc we are of small mind. it’s afforded to us the nature of our lives works in this way that conditions our senses that this is all there is and there’s nothing anyone which we are taught. and the only way to advance ourselves is to take others lot. this last part refers to our justice so development for there’s more then just one type of conditioning. u may get ur own type. which is how u assimilate the events into ur own world. ur private sanctuary. ur inner kingdom and then there is ur surroundings. the culture ur part of. the things that we available for u to work with. then there’s the world behind us borders. which. when we try to examine what else is out there we find so. many different conditions and circumstances it can make our heads turn at the sight of them. u not only look to the current status of all and everything g but u also focus on how each have come to those points of operation. and then u also must consider the individualistic difference there as well bc each person has differ experience and differ way to assimilate to their reality why they have to work with.

we have a choice. at all times we we given this choice naturally. much like many other choices that we may or may not notice about our life. such as the choice to choose peace or love or harmony. or the choice to focus inward in challenging point of one’s life or the choice to use ur mind according to ur like such as developing ur own thoughts about smth. then there are common objectives. such as how we all are human. and before that. we are all souls. we may or may not get the grasp about what the sexual origins maybe. woman and man. and then there are choices there as well. the choice to choose the type of partner u wish to be with. the choice to choose to live the life in the best way that translates ur truth and origin and so on. the commonalities that u let us can also cause us strong opposition. such. as resources to be shared. which attribute to our common survival. our common appeals are. we all need certain conditions for the best sustainable of our lives. though there are certain conditions that come with that. it require great deal of work to make things possible. for example. to cultivate food u don’t just make out of thin air. although it would be nice. this is currently at the very least not possible. u may go to the store and buy the finished product. which i convenient. but there’s a traction for these objectives they didn’t get there on their own. there’s the drivers who transport the goods that workers organize on shelves. and then there’s farmers who cultivate these goods with love and care and then there’s all these animals and natural sources that also take their time for proper maturation. in a way. we can into the thought that simply hating each other is not going to help us in anyway bc when we focus on our interdependence we may feel another common objedirve. our shared vulnerability. here the choice to handle such can refer to as either being brave or delving or acting from a place of inner fear due to instability of management of our feelings. another objedirve that’s commonly shared but only has the illusion that it’s isolated. or in other terms ur the only person who feels particular type of feelings and others don’t. or aren’t capable of feeling. feelings.

we may think. perhaps so and so might hate us for reasons that are uncommon to us. or that we are being targeted. these tend to arise due to our marked differences and our assumptions that others might target us as hillsides to actual happenstances. if there is a presence of opposition. it’s usually due to many conditions and not just one. and although events have the look of happening spontaneously. they tend to form over a long course of time. we may choose to train our eyes to detect for things for signs early on before they grow to much bigger concerns. or we can turn the other way. or deny these as they occur. only to repeat same errors. these errors don’t refer to our shortcomings. but more do adhere to to our calling to change things for better. to have a chance to learn last lessons that have overcome accumulated. and in which case. where we may find ourselves in the absence of information but not know how to go about utilizing it , since this too is a common issue shared by all. we can see this happening within our own generational turn over. people are vulnerable at first. at infancy. where they depend excessively to their environment. here we gain the initial nutriments for our person. then we take this. to the world and test out our knowledge. and in return we discover our own limits and boundaries with each other. boundaries refer to honour everyone as u would urself. irregardless to what we hear about each other. or whether if someone is good or bad. bc someone might also think this way about us. they may think we are the world’s person on earth where’s our actions were kind and or our intentions were well but we simply didn’t have the right tools to make thing happen or that what we had to work with was machine guns and where we lived was in dust and sand. we may see this. common ground as more of a constructive way to improve our lot and enhance on our qualities while detecting and cutting off our bad habits we might have incurred during the incubation period where we were still stirring while we went about eh world. at our formative years. but how much of that falls on us depends entirely on the global mindset if inter connectedness. which is a work in progress.

sometimes however we may be in a position of hurry. we may feel we have to expedite on issues. bc some of these concerns. about the world can be dire. in their condition as well as circumstance. but we may not notice that some of these age old issues have far reaching process for their resolve bc they aren’t only happening on the surface but there are layers to them. but that’s smth that we may wish to recognize as having to work with what we got each in our own lot. and sometimes. the work falls on our inner kingdom. smth that requires a lot of time. and effort. since it touches on patience as well as perseverance on our path of acknowledgment. and other times it may be smth to do with our interpersonal relationships. each in our own challenges and changes to keep up with. since change is par of life. so aside from global changes and regional changes. ur having to work with ur own life changes. as different versions of u may be required at different stages of ur life in profession. right now we have this hierarchical societies. that demand too much from individuals for the sake of expert ship. which end up getting us to lose so much time and energy on the essentials and that reflects our inner kingdom. u might feel like life is in wait. hasn’t begun. and u may dilly day with ur friends and family gatherings in wait. for years. and then u may go to school and participate in social connections in the same way. only to at some point down ur life. things come to halt. or suspension or even sickness and death and that’s it for ya. all those years in wait were the best years of ur life. in retrospect. on the contrary. we may all discover another common objedirve. that we are all trying to live our life in full. u may think someone’s choice is reckless only to discover their life philosophy. that thru smth painful. like the loss of a dear friend in a bad way or loss of opportunities. may get them to yolo. or live life with little to no direction. or their personal admission is loose. they like to joke about serious stuff. and u may think from the surface they are being immature. that too is a way of coping. it’s because everyone wants to cherish this life even though not very many of us know what it’s about.

the biggest common objedirve is that this world both offers the illusion and to an extend. material security. and the opposite in which destruction and death takes place strategically in an effort to acquire such. when u think of it this way. u can see the worlds life philosophy is very much a advertisement of a riddle in the works. rather. than actual setting of systems in place where such security is ensued. surely this varies greatly from place to place. which refers to “working with our lot and working with what we got “ mentality. however it’s still a work in progress we can determine that some of us might even have figured out what the right things are but still be confounded with the limits of our own lot in favour of greater good. and that can be perplexing as it’s also very confusing bc it can cause us to contradict ourselves. we may want to strive for better but only to find that there is a great deal of preparation before anyone can reach such level of thought. this doesn’t mean just bc someone figured out how to live or coexist or solve our world problems is that makes them superior to the rest of humanity. we may worry this can be the condition. bc the world and societies are build on hierarchical connections. and we do place too much burden on the experts and leaders as well as those of people with greater scope of responses for the world and the people around them. but we can’t be too hard on ourselves either. bc something has to be done. especially when we are confronted with life’s many ills. if we assume that a particular safety measure is safe indeed and love in accordance with this safety in mind only to discover how precarious the nature of such things is. then we may feel deep sense of betrayal. hence the cultural clashes that may occur even though the help comes from a good place. since the greater scope of events are not in alignment with the smaller more local happenstances. that are in motion. this can create a tension in our own framework of pretty much taking in a whole vast array of experiences. that are extremely stark and diametrically opposite to one another and hold it in without cracking. or carrying all without falling. or seeing both sides of the spectrum in full without losing our equilibrium. that’s harder o do but it seems like a kite common objedirve that’s collectively shared. and in which once realized. makes us less alone.

life goes on

it does not stop. does not give us respite. despite the many heights and ills. we can be happy one moment and very sad the next. leave it to nature it’s said. when all else fails. thus we surrender to what is. even though we may have workable objectives along with the many mysteries among it. to surrender. what does it mean. is it weakness? is it blindness ? will we be led off the hill if we give up and give in for one second ? do we not have self esteem ? or is our esteem dreamed by the continuity of our efforts to freedom daily? what does freedom mean? do we still get to have responsibilities or is it the act of doing and wishing and actualizing everything we think as right. and what do right anyway? we just woke up in the middle of a nightmare. that much is true about our reality. if we take a good look around. we have workers who toe the salve line. we have infastructure that’s falling apart . systems are supposed to cover all yet we depend on donations like it’s breath of air. in the mids of constrictions. how much longer can we go on like this and under such heavy pressure ? life goes on that much is true. we may as well fall apart on the road of continuity yet here we are. day after day. heartbreak after heartbreak we show up tot he lot with fresh pair of eyes. despite the many ills and the heights. the figuring out the right way through it all can get us all kinds of mixed up. bc we don’t know what sort of conditioning we are part of. which is cycles within cycles. that which we cling to for instance can be one of them but not all bc the discovery never ends !

u wanna slow down and think clearly before ur next move. sometimes that’s all we can do. to redo core our gear monger many chaoses and ills of life. but what good is it. if it’s not recognized. we may say. and recognition here isn’t to be rewarded by the basic simple experiences that make us human at the baseline level. oh to be kind. u do u wanna cookie ? oh u helped someone. do u wanna be acknowledged for it. surely for every good deed there’s equivalence. but we tend to get ourselves lost in the middle of it when it comes to self care. we may get lost in the absolutes as a effort to. compensate for what it does to us. more so than what it does to the world or whoever is the direct recipient. we get offended. in a way it’s true. bc it could be us. or that this isn’t the word u thought it was. growing up when things were dandy and fine. and news were full of responsibilities. u thought well. everything is taken care of. wi don’t have to worry much. again these confirming may get us in a trap. we may replace one. conditioning with yet another and not know that we are falling the blueprint of those who brought us to these abject conclusions that we think we discover for the first time. we run the risk of repeating smth or playing. the hand of smth far more dangerous and not know that we are simply being human just like anyone who wants to eliminate suffering urs and others and have some kind of security and safety in a volatile world. u want things to run efficiently and people be happy inactive with healthy objectives that contribute to the greater good. then such surrender makes sense. u can even go with the flow! life is short after all. too much worry

and policing of each other can get us tired. we may feel we are militants in disguise ! constantly checking others work. making sure they are doing it right. constantly ensuring that so and so somewhere is getting the right they need. according to what we think their rights is and should be. we may think we understand it but from our own thinking. but aside from the details that may set us apart there are commonalities that bring us together. that’s the very last ! bc u know ur no differ than ur kin. no matter the colour of the skin or the background or which part of the global map they got spring forward. the whole reality is a theatre when u think of it. we mould into situations. we adapt to our environment. that gives us a clue in into our true nature as actors in a natural setting. albeit it’s peppered with technology and advancements for our ease of life but it also cases a big shadows doesn’t it ? all this. stuff. then again that’s part of our joint history. we too would love to get prosperous if given the opportunity. that’s why u hardly hear those who do make it to make a dent a things they once did. not bc they suddenly sell out humanity. but a greeter discourse is experienced. the more u notice. the more u gain the experience. perhaps even just by being on this earth. part of aging. a special type of wisdom gained. u are now reaching the summit. the tail end of ur life. where u can’t go any further in ur own body and u must ascend. and u begin to understand the whole meaning of life. in abstract ofc. bc we can’t all be all knowing. at heart maybe. but that’s why we need each other. it’s still a work in progress to develop that level of trust with each other. we wanna surrender to what each other might know. but we are too tentative. bc the very act of human nature is unpredictable and anyone can pivot to selfishness or sell out their brothers or sisters for a small fee if their own gain or personal advancement. and maybe it’d the body in fear of its own self extinction.

ofc. life and death we but arbitrary terms. entry and exit routes for all who dare come true this earthly grounds and manifest whichever way or form and then deal wth the hand that they are given. do we choose for real the place we are born. do we choose our parents. or is it at random. u just rein down like drops from a cloud. maybe we get attracted to all the commotion for there is a lot of them. although some maybe hidden and others may surface just so we , and by that. as cumulative societies. for ones activities do cause many to also be involved in some type of special way that holds us all to higher ground and accountable for the ways we may choose to handle our portion of it, can over come them in some no. personal way. bc how can we determine that smth that we may parent. an isssue or a cause. is actually smth that pertains to us. as deeply as we think we feel about them. but the common conditions remain still. for we are all human. that’s why he suffering of others others us. but on the contrary there’s another in fashion systems. do human attitude that is arising. the more others die. the more stuff u have for u. this would be the summit and height of cynicism on the event that u nah find urself so helpless and unable to find urself some type of self security . this is where we may low to say that society might have a red line indeed. bc if we lose all hope for humanity and give up the good stuff. such as compassionate loving care. for ourselves and each other. and approach our issues with hester full of resolve. with patience and diligence. the we may be creating a condition that is already there or more so being it to the purview. common to all for resolve. but again. it self is a process bc we have never been there before. we never reached the next cycle of conditioning. that is embedded in our youth. all the way back from the day we touched down on earth! and when we recognize this illusion in us. then we begin to notice each others as well which gives us a clear insight as to what happened irregardless to emotional upheavals that may ignite in us. this doesn’t mean we cut off our emotional soul supply. for the emotions do offer some type of compass to navigate the diffuse life may throw at us. but much like any other naturalities such as love and friendships and even prosperity. this is trademarked. or more so. industrialized. or more clearly put. capitalized. it has been packaged and sold en masse that we can’t even tell what’s organic from inorganic anymore ! hence our collective plight.

to really unlearn what we have been slowly cooking in is difficult bc again life does not stip. it demands demons everyday to toe the line. we march on everyday. this duty. that responsibly. including the resonantly we have for our self conscience. for we may discover that we are part of the grand plan unfolding before us. we may have become aware just now. or we simply needed to develop the informing a natural way since there is so many misinformation abound. not bc we can’t hurry or act timely on causes and conditions but the older we get. the more we realize the inject of our choices. and here in lies the real work. since we can get ourselves lost in the muck. easy. by replacing our self responsibility for the corrections we demand for everything that may ignite this internally. juxtaposing is as strong distaste towards others who may seem like they are the cause to ur suffering whereas it’s our inner calling for self realization in to which we can by the clarity of our hearts and minds therefrom to come to better solutions for the common good instead. that would be an organic development. but again. we can’t afford the time. we are wobbly as human kind. for there is so much at risk here more than just human life ! for the world is in peril. and that’s our only home we got. if we lose that too on top of everything else. there is no more humanity. at least. not here. not now. one of the simple practices i tend to do is this. i may go thru difficulties now so that the future trajectory is better. or i may delay or put off the essential only that in the future time things may become more complicated to be solved. this is the same thing as maintaining ur own household. u put off ur chores and they only grow. and this only frustrates u more. and perhaps part of our unsettling feelings come from that. we tend to project it onto each other bc we aid react. due to this faulty environment. that is apparently toxic to our wellbeing. it causes many reactions in different people. some may go into exile. move to the mountains. whereas others have codes to nuclear weapons it’s not that different even though the effects are

often times we hear about kindness

then there is a conjunction in our understanding based on by what available in which kindness can be attributed to either weakness or a strategic way to complicate with people without actual basis in. which kindness may represent or provide what it tends to naturally do, offer peace and security and assure guidance. or be a benevolent place of shelter. free from judgment or criticism or the usual stuff we find out there where kindness is either scarce or missing entirely. we may also become accustomed. or habitual in our modes of kindnesses which offer security enough but does not reach any further or mature any deeper or go anywhere either. though all forms of kindness is key. making sure that our generous attitude is not misleading is a personal responsibility associated with the way we seem to matching to way we truly are otherwise we would be appropriating the notion without substance. which is where it can get misleading. kindness that is. not our intention bc if we give into habituation or machination of the action , it is due to our inability to move further in our kindness more so than the contents of our true intention. and here is where many would rather be rude than kind bc at least being rude does not get misunderstood. but. often times that too get get out of hand. u may think ur clever in ur rudeness. you may play pretend. and act like ur a new yorker or someone with freedom to which greater extend with no casualties of circumstances or losses of potential but u might notice rudeness too can be misunderstood. even more so than kindness misapprehended or misused but when we become too conceptual with how we seem then we lose our true authenticity we run the risk of doing that too amidst it all.

there are many ways in which a person can express themseves. not all kindness is covert. same with anger and aggression or our inner rage. we may feel like we have to covet our true feelings for the sake of not being misunderstood or mislead the others which is where personal responsibly comes in. often times people pair their self expression with patience. there is a space they elaborate on stretch the path before them. while they augment or mandate the e passage of time. not consciously ofc but with greater intent. they tend to slow down enough so that they can see the trajectory first. so that they can accommodate to their reality better. u might think. ah so. this is a magic trick. or someone who possess great skill can only do it. but this is nothing to do with being superior to ur kin but all the more to do with being better than ur former self. if we examine our experiences we may have noticed that we may have contradicted our kindness with our occasional madness. and vica versa. we may notice that we have the same fictions as those masters whose life’s we hear about whose summit we never think we could match with to the serial killers who almost speak like us in their format of “kindness” and approach when they receive the attention of query by their captors . u may notice also that someone who says that smth is not a big deal ends up seeking revenge of turning tables on u. irregardless to of having forgiven or let go or made no deal out of smth that might have concerned u enough to bring the issue forward. the same is true when faceless nameless people help u in rooms u do not actively participate in. yet u would not know. and even assume that such occurrences are standard or given.

in a way it’s hard to discern sometimes who actually means their expressions and who is just simply wishing for help or attention. often times. a simple attention or being present and hearing someone out should suffice. to quell much deeper complexes about the mystery of human nature. more so. its perplexed quality of its unpredictability. which can cause in us a degree of uncertainty among each other. irregardless to social rules and codes of ethics. bc it only takes a moment to change thing. and we knowing this. act in a way that is somewhat predictable by others. we act kind bc we wish to appear benevolent and trustworthy. a safe space for others to come near us and know that we will not be advantageous or flip flop on our own personal notions. making them feel uneasy. if u notice. people tend to stay away from things of that nature. not bc they are judgmental of what u wish to achieve but more so that we tend to to go away from things of aggression and negativity and go toward things of warmth. softness n offers some type of assurance. we can look to the world and notice that both kindness and aggression have a established reps. u can see that not all kindness is created equal and some people are nice just so they get on ur side. of trust. only to breach it. or use u. leaving ur reserves depleted. and then may also notice that not all anger is out of petulance of our inner child. but more so a product of smth that took very long to develop. such as injustices we might have incurred or certain conditions that may feel us at a greater disadvantage due to what losses this may pertain to our livelihood. in a way. anger is a survival tactic. a last resort for some. and bc our reality has shifted to such material grounds of advancements. bc there’s illusion of civilization and order and control we assume that such anger is unjustifiable. why complain. u should be grateful. and u can even compare. so and so somewhere things are far worse. ur being entitled by ur anger and self righteousness. and so on.

both kindness and anger can have an effect of feeling like a phoney bc of their strong association to their misuse and misunderstanding as well as our experience with them. at some point u may feel either ur anger should be relinquished. or ur kindness needs to toughen up. sometimes u may find that since both are somewhat correlated. u may need to find their connection where there’s compensation or lack there is bound to be commute of imbalance that will have a tendency of its own to pierce a strong side effect that seems not connected to either or , but in reality it is. hence the strong need to resolve matters in a timely way. can get us to be true in our self represent as well as to utilize the passage of our process as a means to slow down rather than speed up bc we also run the risk of assuming that speed is often associate with genius or efficiency. or that we may need to adhere to efficient practices and then act in a expedient way. but without having all the components. or of having done our inner work. come to consensus as to how to augment our own approach in a loving way. which honours us in our feelings and experiences but does not cause any harm to others in our self pursuits. a very difficult thing to do indeed. as u can see. when we adhere to kindness for kindness sake or to be recognized as nice. or to get smth in return it can backfire. and when we are angry to get what we want. bc we think that’s the way things work. that tool can close doors that were previously open and push them away. from wanting to work with u, let alone listen.

ofc. in a hierarchal sense. we may see that life is not fair. we find solutions as. means to slash over the illusion of such reality. we may even think that bc reality has a strong quality of illusion it should not be taken seriously. but we also notice that we have to take it seriously. for when we don’t. the we end up taking less care of it. or care less. no fucks available comes to mind. or living selfishly. or for only self interest. that too is bound to fail. and on the other end of the spectrum when we give too much of ourselves or put ourselves last we end up becoming empty or fall short where there’s nobody who can break that fall. this leaving us at a greater sense of loss. which then we attach this negative appeal to our kindness or however we might have expressed ourselves prior to this occurring. often times. if there is a negative side effect to our own mechanism we tend to examine what’s the new appeal or new thing we might have introduced to our life and then go from there in examining what offends our sense. and here such offences don’t exactly mean that they are bad in nature. o my that combination to ours. this may produce a negative reaction rather. for some reason. there are certain things. that are not absolute in their nature. but only in their passing thru life. each in their profession. at times and intervals of their own cycles work or do not work together. and among these two strong expressions. are myriad of diverse dials. somewhat works. works only in parts and so on. we may honour this natural connections as past of our cumulative harmony which we try to figure out still. hence we can be hasty in our thought processes and procession must be this way or that. only to be challenged by our life experiences that such strong statements comes from our need to control the unpredictabilities in our nature. this may require from us all to be somewhat predictable at least on common grounds to offer some type of eye to eye understanding of this nature that comes with these grounds. and then consider not to abuse such grounds. bc they attribute to common trust. and it is where our civility depends. as well as our future concerns. on our survival abilities.

people don’t have to be good or bad

in order to deserve love. everyone needs to belong. and be part of smth other than himslef. this allows us to continue to deepen our familiarity with each other as species and allow to grow through its many challenges. like families. and children where we are being nourished in where we belong, we may notice its imperfections. though unlike mature love or that which has accelerated at a faster pace as we get older to one where we may feel apprehensive about opening up. children in case of disputes tend to make no big deal of such issues. it’s just smth that happens to us as we get older and experice so much loss and pain that we become a bit more guarded with who we love and whether if all types of love is benevolent. or authentic. it’s interesting bc love itself is benevolent so anything else than it must not be. but there are imperfections there as well. bc we are not perfect being. or that we have not figured out everything about our existence. let alone work to manage a healthy coexistence. it’s all part of the process. but nonetheless where we find ourselves. everyone deserves to love and be loved. in fact. love is all the more essential today than ever before. if there’s any great time to open our hearts for love. it’s now. and it’s anyone really. just look around. there are people all over the place. u don’t have to be exclusively selective as to exceptional love only. the personal love that some may assume as selfish. or self interested. it’s not. it’s mutually beneficial. it’s what establishes the basis for family and self journey through life. but again. we notice how displaced this term is all around. even if there are perfect families. they could be challenged with much higher donations that life throws at them. children know this. they argue with each other but hardly ever make excess calculations. even in their anger and fury they will come down and continue to coexist with each other. the aversion part of our lives is smth that’s adopted much later.

u might say that thee are people who are less that human among us. but thats not coming from a loving place. its not coming from . hate either. since absolve of one does not mean presence of other. it just means we are imperfect. and may be acting from a place of hurt. or uncertainty instead. self love may allow us to go easy on ourself. and no take everything too seriously. much like our right processes. we may think. to wonder has no consequences few but it does. whereas to aptly respond to that which comes our way. can also go either way. for we do not have to respond to everything that comes our way. whereas selectivity might save us efficiency. or care of what we already come to know. that we do not wish to waste any more of our time and effort to keep going around in circles as to what this means. other than the fact that we see all human. we share similar concerns and we all strive to be the better version of ourselves. we aren’t meant to be perfect. but we do run the risk of conceptualists everything also. such as forgiveness being key to total independence form afflictions caused by meek decisions we might have made in the prior. this fortunes can become mechanical in nature. if we become adapted to it without undersrnd f its true power. and we may run the risk of strategically making errors since there is no consequences. now do u think that’s honest ? for do u think that makes the person unlovable or not good ? neither one of these can certainly clarity what is happening here. somethings are better left alone or to nature. we may wish to honour and respect the same struggle found in us all.

we may think it’s all or nothing. such are the pridic types of love. or the types of delusions we may have about life and our existence. or this it’s what balances the mundane of life. bc things are so methodical so strategic so cut n dry. we wanna feel alive . or smth. like a jolt from having been stuck. or feel anything. these can be signifiers to how sinful the oath really is. not that smth is wrong with u. including the last losses u may have incurred. our life is linear. unlike our minds and hearts. our life has a start and finish. but we see in examining how we factor in and digest our problems we find this as either everywhere. we may one day find that we have moved on. and. next. smth comes up and we are confounded. where have all my process gone ? does any of it count for anything ? why must i be forced to start over again and again does effort mean anything ? these can make us lose heart indeed ! and close it entirely. as it happens to some where strong isolations are pertinent. what then do we do? is it our will that life has us in such conundrums ? ofc not. it’s last of the process and we may be too quick to find a fall guy or someone to put all our inconveniences on. it’s the dark side of love for if love nurtures and shares the burden. lack of love is going to protect very heavily here. but we still miss the point. bc aside from docs love. there’s all this abundance of nurturing available for all. but we can’t access it. why? there are strong social codes and conditions that may prevent us from authentic connections.

u may also think ur personal love self love or life for family or even ur children does not contribute to the world ! ah. u could be surprise how much of “all these types of love” do to the world. we are at the mercy of lovers i disguise all the time. where does the term god is other people come from. it comes from the benevolent and the open heartedness of strangers. who give. without expecting anything in return. who forgive and open and try again and again regales to personal loss or pain and what do we mean when we reject the presence of that? what does that mean for the world if we do not appreciate such a big love that goes around and nourishes us even in our sleep ? we may wish to honour this love without determining a clear recipient. that’s what this means. someone paid it forward to u. without any discrimination or about ur past. and all they ever wish for u to do. if u must. is to pay it forward to someone else who maybe in peril. that’s how love can traverse the earth but love can also become incorporated. there’s love peppered in every as and every media. love can get people to follow trends and adapt to new behaviours. that are part of social machinations. this doesn’t mean people are machines and are easy to manipulate . no. it means that we all seek and wish for the same thing even though the delivery of it may differ. we all seek this fluid love that allows for our healing and move with ease. all the while wisdom says we will still have challenges he’s in our day to day living but then our way of handing becomes with ease. and maybe the outcome changes. maybe it does not. that’s not smth we can worry about right now. our tasks is that we give it our all and our best shot.

u might say periods it’s this misdemeanour of love in comprehended among us that got us to where we cumulatively are. as people. whether ur viewing this from a systemic purview. or a ecological one is one and the same. for all our actions are united and connected. even though they may act as apart. we may honour this. tractions made. we may take a good look at our own process. what decision led us here. how did we do. where fi there’s anything to learn and gain from there that’s going to complete our pure being and personal bliss into actions bc it’s actions that change the world. it’s often said love is. what now. a verb. a pronoun an english term that signifies its true nature in a abstract way. u can processor love. oh. world. i’m love embodied. and place a huge task yourself bc love. that big expressed by one person can be difficult indeed to set a good example for the rest of the word when it’s one love ! when the very act of love requires from us smth that’s never been done before with as if u ever find urself staring at a wall with big shadows. trying to threaten u. u must look behind you as to who controls both the shadow and the light. and not so that u wish to condemn or critics what is happening behind u. but more so that. often times we may assume such strong productions to be factual whereas they r only phenomenal due to our strong resistance to and stubbornness in our own self righteousness. which love remedies by softening our stronghold to such strong thoughts and beliefs so that we can see the comprehensive whole. or relax enough that we can pivot in the right direction. mistake can be made. we can take the wrong turn we may even let our minds get the best of our gifts. such tools as discernment and seeking. for truths. and make the errors of overgeneralizing what we think we see only bc of our inner afflictions that may get us in a particular momentum thru which we alone cannot find a way out. and this worldly love. this big love that keeps us glued or together as societies irregardless to our renders can truly be a lifesaver. that’s why love is essential nutrients for us all. and it’s a process thru which we awaken to its true power. we may wish to allow this for everyone.

in our sense of becoming

we may come through series of obstacles. some late placed there long before we got here and others happened to form thru out our lives. the act of such relativity and being magnetized to specie experiences are mysterious indeed but they only possess the look of happening at random. there is a grand design. there is smth that comes to there for a meaningful , though, let us note , no word would ever convey its meaning or reveal its secrets. itself allows us the welcome to explore. and embody. they which we then mix in our heart contents with that which we articulate in the material. we may find opportunities here. some of which give us the freedom to accountability or to include one’s presence in the mix of everything one is part of. though we may run the risk of excessive self dominating thoughts. the i’m right and everything else is wrong type attitude can contradict our need to balance between knowledge and that which is yet to be discovered. in the burrows of our mind we may come to a conclusion that indeed there is progression of thought. even in our minds the same. we may assume that we run out of room if given in formation fills it. or that bc everything has already been discovered we may no longer need to put in the effort to discover further. to magnify only that which is a portal to another. not the shallow shadow of a past experience whose contents have already web identified. only to notice that such closures would complete. the progression of more lasting occurrences. such is life. we have cycles of every kind. though just bc there’s these patterns to our life does not make all right. it’s in our thought processes to come to a conclusion that we are right coupled with refusal to accept that which we may have errors. or have partial knowledge. which we stubbornly reject. or disqualify only bc in our sense of absolute or that bc our certainty has us in a particular way that contradicts our hearts that we are unable to move forward form otherwise predictable conditions set. that we may find difficulties in terms of how we can lovingly take it easy on our parts of overcoming such inner discrepancy before we relay or project outwardly. since this is part of our self responsibility . along with discovery of all things small and magnified.

we may not think too bigly about small errors. we may assume that it simply comes with the grounds. or we take responsibility for everything that happens. not to complement our own personal narrative e bc we may come to self experice that some of our thought processes have a momentum. of shadow of continuity simply by our self maintenance than actual resolve via curiosity to seeking organically the true reason in. which things tend to transpire. our quickness of wit combined by our motivation to solve matters is one thing. though we may wish to apply the same careful caution that we might our own kind or our own self. the true benevolent loving kindness makes no such distinction between us and me. this or that. here and there since we do complement the overall process. and we may wonder what this process intensely means. maybe in the concrete reality the same. we often rely on a map. that we trust others judgment for. so that we know where to go. this accuracy information does show itself at times. and places where we might have perfected the skill and thus reliably lean towards such. but then we may come to a junction where bc we have grown objectively assuming that all is such. and the opposite is true here as well.

though we can take the road of extreme contradiction if we wish so. but we may have learned from accumulate past if we ever do desire. for it’s there for everyone. makes no distinctions as to who is first. or last. does not say well u started it. or who started it but who is go work together to its transcendence. of completion of a chicle or closing of a chapter so that we can all collectively begin anew on the next approach. or lesson of transcendence for the work at hand never ends. it’s ever so continuous as the mysteries of our lives. one minute u think u might die. next ur fine. one minute u think everything is falling apart in ur life and next u respite. despite ur attempts to give up u hang on and some days u may find no hope or light but then when u release urself into that which cant be altered. u find the naturalness of ur freedom there. u may begin to question the truth about which conditions. u may wonder how u got there only to illuminate a path prior that set u there. and then i might see some familiar faces there as well. all of which are on their own accord. some co joined in their thoughts and hearts . yet others belong to certain causes and conditions that we may or may not fully understand. bc our lives are that much multiplied where our experiences are that much coloured and our perceptions that much evolved. for example in the instance that we may recede. not bc we are tired. not bc we feel doubt. but bc we may feel co fiction to preserve smth that can’t be touched. only to become aware of. and when we hold that natural smth back. what does that mean for we ? what does that want for our process of overcoming that which was prior onto what’s next ? we inhibit our own way. an effort to some type of greed. and we think we wouod have more on. our lot for our survival only to forget. so this act of being present even in the instructions fluid of our spirituality is the practice we need to refine skill. but never possess it entirely or make claim of it. hiding it from others who in dire times. may need. its nutriments

we may think such resources are finite. only to be discovered once and then. we can bank on it. or be come prolific for attention and praise. we may swish to be worshipped as our main appeal rather than the task that’s required for us to overcome shared appeal. consider this. the world is like ur home. u may be on trust fund. meanwhile others are hustling about. someone else is doing the task of cleaning. toilets. others are in charge of disposing what is offending ur sense. though this is only a me. versus u type reality. this is the sentiment of being safe. but for how long. even a lifetime comes with such instabilities. where ur fortunate one moment and all is gone next. this attribute to material reality is what may cause to some. sleepless nights. and anxieties. hunger pangs. loss of appetite. and content worry for what may or may not be clear and near or far in happenstance as well with it. however. we may not notice that even in case of many lifetimes. and here we may not be sure if there is a reincarnation. we may very easy think that this is it. if u have good luck then ur better then most. or perhaps we can see or. it feel at ease with such reality for it does indeed come with a lot of unknowns aside from what is certain such as our life. our breath our bodies and our senses that may give us some type of assurance. like security of ur person just bc ur indoors. even though there’s truth in it. there can be a chance ur building may collapse or a meteor could help u transcend inner sleep. u won’t even have to know. it just happens. then we may find courage to want to change these conditions not to get even more paranoid and overprotective of our lot which further isolated us. and conditions us to us versus them me faulty. but more so. how can i make the world better. even though i myself may be fine and well. for one aspect is a lot more simplistic. to assume that there are human variations. where some are endowed. and or have more than others or that it could be conveyed as one being virtuous.whereas we may notice that much like water. we all come from the same place. say. space. and then we just randomly fill these spots. not bc it’s personal but see this as a calling for a task that larger than just ur life.

now our minds may begin to think dogmatic on things that are larger than life. laughs. as it happens. but here the term leader then life does not make us any better than each other for we may discern what is large. that which is longer than one lifetime can be large. the nature that’s vast and beyond than our human nature can be larger than what we consider this brief but essential life that can both be fart and slow. huh shows us we can’t just think in abject absolutes ah it doesn’t matter and then bam. it matters. or u say well it matters and then bam. cosmic joke is on u. don’t be too serious. but u must not slack. either. u should have some fun but don’t forget to be dutiful. u may be creative but facts do matter. u can speak up. but ensure it’s the truths. and where u melt find errors. u may wish to clear the room. not run away! but make sure u right ur wrongs before u take that exit door. if today is not good for. give up. sleep wake up tomorrow will be more so improved. intent well but dont be blind hearted. trust urslef but be open to others concerns and information that u might oppose. but don’t accept everything just bc so and so believes it so. we do have responsibly but it’s not all or nothing. otherwise how can we make sense for all those fallen. or do we believe that things have condition of their own when the world is larger than single human life. there will always be chance to advance. to better self and intent on improving conditions. it’s all a matter of making. sense of how we respond to our reality. it’s either in form of excuses. or self admission. and here we may get cocky and say we know everything. or give into such momentum to be maintained. though we all do take turns between leading and follow. the essential nutriments is sense of presence we bring along. and make good use of such.

often times

we think about love as a sentiment. or a cause to our self betterment in which we grow more so in a benevolent way that enables proper growth, nourishes our senses, and our internet internet qualities to be as well with it, though we may become conflicted as to what love truly means. there’s very contradictions notions of which can get us all kinds of confused. we may think too much versus allow ourselves to rest assured that there need to be a degree of trust in the unknown. but then again. there are a ton of triggers that may cause us reaction towards that which we do not know perhaps bc of our past experiences that may have given us a sense of hope for that which we collaborate but then do not know of whether if we should trust ever so easily. we may feel contraction in the way we feel and do things. a part of such contrast tends to unfold naturally in the face of such u certainties of reason and heart. though we may try to balance that which we do not know with that which we hope for greater geee of concern towards all in a equal way. that too is love. then again. we are way to conditioned to cut our losses and or seek out wherever it may suit us. for the act of valuation is one thing. the very nutriments to confirm that which is revealed to us is the very portion that allows us maturity to handle with care those contradistinctions that life may have for us. as part of the common grounds shared. as versus. things being a personality quirk or a flaw that must be exceptionally noted. for the latter can strongly isolate individuals to such an extend. u have to compensate for excessive love for self to remedy the lack of love u wish to receive. short term this can allow us to not give up on the continuity of our life however long term we may close our heart or let our heart freeze. in its development whereas we have become too linguistic in the acts of lore of love and all that it contains and pertains for all kind of life.

often times we want the best for ourselves. this doesn’t mean that we don’t want the best for others. though there’s a phenomena resulting from if we get the best for ourselves then others may not get the best. while this is only an illusion produced due to the natural conditioning. or a byproduct of our environment that causes us strong contest of thought. that’s rather mechanical and runs without our oversight bc we may have adopted to these measures naturally as part of grounds is hard to note. since we are saturated with experience and are guided with all kinds of impulses and adhere to all types of wisdom. whether if a particular type of wisdom complements a much larger one or serves a shorter purpose. depends on the ability we have developed to discern which is which so that we are a bit more concise with our own self processes that may help contribute to the greater whole. but then again we do get confronted with inner contradictions such as whether if we should or should not result a given situation or a person or people. or a particular type of data or topic or recognizance about smth that may relate to us in some way. we may assuage that love is smth that’s self serving all the while. allowing us to be more giving and caring and kind. so how does it happen that way. how do both exist. that which serves the self serves all in some way. and how can we determine that which serves is us fit for everyone. we often think love is this way. smth that we must acquire. but we may not notice also that there are many ways in which we can embody and express love. such as the one we may have towards ourselves in the face of stark difficulties that life may grow our way. our abilities that may run short bc we can only do so much. or that we may have erred in our thinking and therefore have got ourselves all kinds of confused about our life. on how to navigate the reality at all! we may depend so much of loving kindness of others. bc we may look up to our ancestors or those who may be in the public front as such leaderships may also ignite in us the same.

though at the same time we may also notice that love is fleeing. it works one day and another day it doesn’t. we may oscillate bwtwwwn this notion. or that. we may ask and reason for clarity but not get anywhere at that all the while there is a undeniable force that powers and propels our days to no end. only that things that begin come to an end and that’s part of love too to let go appropriate when and where nature may call us to do. and in that we may notice the continue to love that’s true. that is matured and is authentic. regardless to what this may pertain, such love has momentum and contributes greatly to the world front. and that’s not adherent to our recognizance. though we may feel greeter discern of such imbalances to unfold. it’s like love with no reciprocity. love that does not go anywhere. love u pour and the more u poor the more void u feel. it’s almost like some type of force is like love but it’s more like a black hole. it can get us all kinds of messed up. such as in the case of relationships that also drain us. take too much from us without giving anything in return. such conditions may get us to question nature of love. is this gonna keep going this way. how much more must i give before finally someone notices it. that we aren’t infinite sources of this or that objective . we nurture each other but we too must be nurtured in return. and there is nothing selfish in requiring such simple basic common sense. that we may learn from our own experience in the act of giving and taking. so it’s not that a parochial type of love is bad or it’s wrong but that its mechanism may require from us a greater concern as to whether if what we think we see and what is are exactly the same. bc that’s the particular reasoning that gets us inspired in the first place we may notice that love may not fix all. but it’s a essential nutrient for our evolution and continuity of species. in a way. love a requirement on this planet for proper function and to an extend we may have all grown accustomed to this.

some may make their own families. others may give their life to their offspring. yet others choose to embody their loving kindness through the way of their living. of extending themseves to there communities. yet others are more recluse. they may be too quiet and thinking. more so than they speak. and they may concern themselves o wth mysteries of love. not just what’s already available not be observed. there’s no wrong way to practice love. unless ur love is weaponed as a means for gradual. behaviour towards others trust and given by the context of situations. that already established social norms to be honoured and social contracts to be discerned from simply going with the flow. as there is a rhythm between going with the flow and directing its source to its destination otherwise we are embodying the art of living in a flux rather than a somewhat discernible reality that offers both mystery and discipline for the known portion of it. and we may also assume that while love can open doors and allow others to drop their charges of self defences. bc we do. as species. struggle with the notion of trust. this much is given ! if there is any commonness anywhere. it’s that our trust is fragile on earth for it has a ton of sacrifices for where we are today. to forgo honouring of such losses and clarifying the matters in which a given social condition has developed we miss the mark on ultimate form of love. that is to love ourselves in act info which we might have not known prior but we know now and the congresses do application that which we know for the simple honour for the love of human kind. and human suffering.

when we open ourselves to a degree of self benevolence then we equalize our resistance which might have got us all tense. it’s like what stress does to a body. does to the heart of those whose love gets severely challenged. y may feel great pull of either direction. u may feel like one way and do another. u may feel ur contradicting ur self and thus no longer know which direction to take. a direction do self propelled purposeful existence and cooperation is one of the resulting of quality of love that we may have experienced some of which in hindsight can get us to compare our quality of existence. though often times. there is a discrepancy of vision or understanding between that which we are going thru. or the magic of now. which is more like. magic notes that are apparent and disappearing once the moment is gone. or passed ( things the moment only leaves our immediate purview for the continuity of what’s truly established has its momentum which contributes greatly to where we are all headed collectively) and the bigger picture though which we may no longer have access to such states of wisdom not in the way that we might have had during the time of which we went through or embodied those conditions. produced out of our experiences. we then mistake this loss for the loss of self. we may even close out parts of ourselves bc we may give too much emphasis on over generalize on . such things happen when we have repeating issues. that keep coming back no matter how much we change ourselves. we may have tried super hard to be self responsible. we may apply what we learn to our day to day experiences. we may even assume our heart is open how we such things is akin to how empty words can be. just bc they sound positive or good but without any intrinsic nutriments and the same is true of our living kindness n if it’s too methodical. then it misses the mark on its true embodiment. and what it works towards. we may give too much emphasis on strategies to get better results. but then how can we determine that particular type of approach is not self serving. or self limiting or perhaps it is smth that we give. in order to get back in return. such things are hard to reconcile from a systemic purview where certain activities have developed. and the discrepancy between what we see and what we truly experice is what gives us a confused appeal. how then do we reconcile such discrepancies but without getting in the way of our own self processes. which could get us to close our heart or gain a false sense of what love means come from validating these truths within self first. and then be very authentic in ur approach towards living kindness to urself. not as a means to compensate for the lack of better way of relating to the world but to complement it. and he’ll heal it for the betterment of everyone who nay depend on us for a share in a very hot sunny day for example. be the wisdom u wish to see in the world. that’s ultimate practice of love.

often times we are compelled to take sides

it’s like a sport this life is. we compensate one for the other. we choose this side bc it attributes our values and intentions are aligned to an extend. or we are part of smth that’s local. perhaps. the scope of which has a dominating effect than what’s far. even if everything is connected. though we end up taking on the karma of locale. and then through this karma we adopt to already exiting process. which is what gets us in trouble. bc it makes us feel inadequate. that we must fill these unrealistic shoes of the prior. of those who came before us. whose experience tends to dominate on such causes and conditions that we feel rather compelled or obliged to. but who gets to say the continuity of separation must be upheld? who are we to determine the continuity of past events just bc they are situated in such a distinct control that it shan’t be discussed or is it up for transcending or equalizing or purifying or updating or improve the quality of such interactions held! we feel compelled and do not know of which why or what is the true reason behind a such establishments. we go again the heart matter. we close the door to open communication. we turn our back to each other which is the source of aggression and lowness can get us all kinds of mixed up. or the fact of the matter is. where’s there’s the heart that knows better is now confounded by the burdens of the past which projects itself to our current. it’s no wonder why we are all stuck! and nothing. improves ..

don’t worry. things improve anyway. with our without our aware cognizance however there are things of delay that must be considered. this delay. interim. can get us to luck out on objedirve. potential of which can improve multiples of societies. improve border connections. promote prosperity among individuals and groups whose ideals may slightly differ for we do lot have to be the same for the achievement equaling of such rights that pertain to us all equally. surely one person may apply the same theory only differently. perhaps his demure and distinct qualities may set him apart from his counterparts. of neighboring lands. but this does not mean that it’s all or nothing. we are diverse. that much is true. however some of our shared arguments have long been on a roll. we see this thru religious discrepancies the same. familiars break apart. they say. well i chose this and this and this but not that. some variations thus apply based on by the choices made of those yesteryears. which then cultivated a diverse cultures to sling forth with shared appeal. it is a choice to place one’s attention to the differences or the similarities. but this does not mean. only adhere to sameness. and one the variations. for the comprehensive wholes does suggest even in the most intrinsic cases. a shared unity appeal that honours both.

surely it’s difficult to figure things out. the further we go the harder the way back. or to pull oneself. to contain oneself again mid one has gone way beyond oneself. as these may happen. bc there’s so much heart and soul. so much passion for a cause or other that we may not notice in the mids of our passions that we follow or embody that which we are part of, we may not notice while getting thru it all the implications this may have upon another’s. now. we are adaptable beings. and we do borrow from our ancestors as well as be well keen inspires from each other. there are serious losses to note this much is true. for this life and reality does come with such occurrences u fortunately. but we can see this as a byproduct of the continuity of improvement of such conditions. in process more so than ah so. this must be inevitable. it can’t be changed. we must prepare for what’s next. as this may happen. and this isn’t bc we are irrational beings there’s a careful balance between that which can we can change and that which we must accept. though we may not know exactly which is which. and that’s alright. we can rest assured to have faith in the place where the authentic of our being is not getting lost bc there is too much application of practical thought whereas all we need to do is all my a dash of heart to all we do and we do so that. it’s just the truth is. the historical contexts are actually that much scary. so we adopt to these much like a child does for the first time a condition that may cause both fear and excitement for the opportunity to be challenged ever so strongly.

this stimulating factor can be motivational but also concerning why? bc we are human. and bc we have errors in the last and things can hurt and harm us. which is where we end up resorting to preconceived notions. we all do this why. bc we do oscillate between wanting change. of wanting to get out of our comfort zones and wanting to trust and evolve and change. but at the same time we have wisdom. information shared or via observation of the same we may develop a worry. of the repetitiveness of such destructive cycles that at first sign of trouble or anything that may instigate in us the continuity of those issues. we may then resort to objective adoptions that have previously took tractions. we say. at first. why yes. human beings we actually capable of anything they put their heart and minds to. and then only to resort to. all human beings are dumb or are programmable and thus it’s futile to bother to save them. not bc we believe either or. bc there’s a side of us. a dreamer. who wants the best for all. and then there’s the struggle of the reality in which we may be confounded between how easy it is to fix things and how difficult it actually is about getting to it. it’s a lot easier to adhere to age old ways as imposed to allow this strong challenge to evolve past our differences. for this may pertain from us to preserve our unique features that sets us apart collectively. as in smaller clusters of groups families. and transitions the same. all the while ironing out small but significant issues that tend to grow and inhibit our ways of evolutions. bc these also interact. whether if we choose to see the correlations of not. and they do cause us much suffering long term. we end up being the ancestors we critics so vehemently. we become like the shadow of our parents when we marry irregardless to our initial adolescent opposition. we feel the challenges run thru us. in the same way we embody ghosts of our ancestors when we feel our first failures. which tend to collect.

these compounds effects is what weights us down at the end of the day. where we may feel more than we need to bc we take on more than we need to. for the simplification of our lives do expect for us a process of letting go though we may feel disillusioned and assume the act of letting go is to pronounce strong. orders to keep some people out of our lives. bc they may pose a threat to us. whereas we could be paranoid in our thinking bc of our strong association with our personal experice. but we are not able to turn our subjective reasoning to complement the objective whole. but use it as a weapon to change the collective whole in favour of our subjective reasoning. we may think smth that works for us works for everyone. and thus trade what works for all. potential. to ever be recognized. we may get out of our way of evolution. by doing the same for each other. but without inhibiting the supply for what’s natural and shared by all. that is the choice to evolve past our differences including those of our own. this may mean that some degree of compromise is necessary. what does unity mean but if compromise or do we think we must assign a kind of the flies or lord of the lions and then tame the rest of them. there is a degree of personable agency in lead and follow. and there is a degree of self discipline as well as responsibility to adhere ti. this much is true. wi can determine how this is by the correlation of the aya that got us thru to where we may all find ourselves at.the same rules apply to all equally. these challenges are meant to stimulate in us a better way determined for our co operative evolution process for the survival of our species as well as the sort of qualities found there in attribute to all in some way. we stop and go. we oscillate between urgency of change. and application based on by priority as well as the act of tranquility in between periods. and the act of perseverance coupled with patience to adhere to for the century of such con nations of elements that propel our lives forward while we also from time to time look back in loving gaze and reconcile what happened.

there’s a lot to be grateful for

and a lot to worry or concern oneself with. about life. about the world. we may feel at odds with feeling comfort and security as well as part of condition of the environment, recognize the impermanence of reality. almost in flux. we may worry that the dangers of the planet can pose existential concerns towards us. where our efforts might go wasted. we may find the difficulties between finding rightful motivation. and giving up the lot. for it may contain within it more dangers than good. we may worry that our safety is at risk over the long term when the world does not find strategically on how to find reconciliation of its parts if not in whole. perhaps we feel greater concern at the stark similarities between a newcomer and an idealistic expert whose expertise would have them a greater advantage over the foolish innocents of the fool. though in equal measure. both are essential. for one allows from the external point of view. a detached version of that which an expert might be deeply ennobled with. to unify the two thoughts give us a middle ground between the known and the unknown. which allows us to develop the faith necessary to keep going. despite the challenges and difficulties this life may project to us. though there’s no denying the dangers in the world. for its full of scary happenstances. as we continue to parse through reality. we may root our the source of given circumstances . yet still feel at odds with our personal findings perhaps bc of the discrepancy between that which we see. and that which is. a willingness to be honest with self. in terms of how certain comedians may have us feel and react in the presence of those conditions allow for us to develop the necessary emotional maturity for the need of wanting to undersrnd situations a little bit better and not feel helpless in their presence.

much like natural world. there are both good and bad happenstances in our cumulative nature as well. which we see play out among different variations. through which we may develop the sense of self security in a uncertain world. or feel uncertainty irregardless to what sort of findings there we might find along the way of our own self cognizance. we may notice that these issues have long been developed. and we may only be grazing the surface of smth that’s much deeper. in truth. irregardless to what we may have revealed to us. there would be insufficiency of reason. this happens bc we may find greater sense of discrepancy in terms of how we feel about a given situation versus what’s happening before us. in objective purview. the main objective usually is driven by eliminating any form of discomfort or suffering. whether this is ourselves or someone we know or love or a stranger or a community member is only slight in sudden. when we have unified our basic need to where. we trust. versus when we don’t. i other that which is is revealed to us. or that which is our one self progression. or that which we have accustomed ourselves in our self performance. means only as form of association to a cause and not the originator. though in our attempt to parse through which information we may find a greater difficulties in telling the t truths as they are. but as we associate ourselves to them. since this relativity is a difference between reverse engineering a particular thought versus. being the progenitor of it.

we may feel obligated to social constrains. which may work towards one particular goal. from one point of operation. though consideration for myriad of operations allows us to embody the art of unity. of that which ignites from within. to that which we relay among our lot. to the much bigger conditions that may avail us. some which we are alen ed to. others in continual progression that may be outside of our control. to know the difference between what we can control and what is outside of our scope of operation is a sign of wisdom. we may feel we have wasted too much energy and time on objedirve. perhaps bc of our own self inadequacies. that we can learn from so as to make efficient our own sense of understanding as versus willingness or priority of wanting to be right. at any cost. though in our self discovery of our true nature. we tend to run the mistake of assuming everyone else is the same. even though there are strong variations. and we may notice that part of our understanding requires from us to let go that which we have come to recognizance. and surrender to our higher self. that which we can trust. much like the intellectual materialism that may cause us to hoarde. ideas. and information that we keep as a weapon to deploy only when it suits us. versus believing in a divine occurrence which allows us to not possess information. to grasp it so tightly that it becomes toxic. and harms us. getting in the way of natural progression of maturation of the intermingling of information and what it does to the ones who awaken to it.

our expectations might have us in the same way. then there are healthy expectations and then those that hold us back. confine us to our own self made jail in our minds. we may be too rigid in our thinking. assuming the nature and condition of the others. or make excuse for the way in which we may not be able to help a certain condition so we compensate by over production of a line of thought or idea that can inhibit our expanse of understanding on a given topic or condition. we may feel repetitive in our thought processes bc we are oscillating between convincing ourselves of such inadequacies that may arise as a result of such conjunction of thought. not bc we cannot overcome the difference of the two by getting real with what is. that latter part is harder to discern bc itself is a process. and requires a greater detail of finding out the correct alignment within. of the stark forces coming together to form a certain effect. based on by its own set of conditions. often times we like to seize that which is not ours. and then we abandon that which is our responsibility. not bc we do not now the difference between the two. but bc there’s a greater sense of projection in a world of smoke and mirrors. where the light plays a role and the darkness hides the truths. or more so that the combination of both contrasts a purview that given where we stand , allows us the necessary nutriments to complement our own process of overcoming or getting though the difficulties we may be faced with. in noticing however. that not all things are linear. representative of the symbolism between life thru death. our lives develop in a multi later we experience. where things may stop and then they pick up. then they stop for other things progress again . where they start and stop we may assume that there’s great co tradition between the contrast of our thought processes in association with the condition of the events that are outside of our scope. but thee contrition don’t always effect us or are they necessary part of our evolution in terms of our unique position in which each of us must also walk our own personal journey. we may notice that this isn’t afforded to all equally. not just yet. does not mean that we are wrong. or that we must sacrifice ourselves for the greater good in a haphazard way. only that we mya notice the type of work that’s ahead of us. and allow our own self progression to unfold naturally so that we can complement our part. in humility. since the world is far from perfect. and priorities on such conditions is the necessity nutriments to overcome such collective suffering.

unity does not mean

sharing every secret every word every utterance and every deed with each other. unity aspect is a state of mind it cinders all as equals. as one’s kin. human family. so to say. rather then obligation to give way inches of oneself for the sanctity of unity. although there’s a bit of that. for we are interconnected. there is a give and take that naturally occurs anyway under germination process. there are no separation it’s illusion. though in articulating the right way to unite we may wonder. how much of our person do we give. how much of our reason do we owe. to others. and how much of what we are must we concede to make way for others to feel at ease with the true sense and meaning for any unity stands for. is it. to chuck away ur unique person n for the sake of the whole? is it think like everyone else ? are there one standard truths and facts. or is it all attribute to common sense. how do we go about sharing what is essential but keep that which does not contribute to the greater good in a beneficial way how can we determine this is not covetousness or secrecy. when do we make way for others to freely choose irregardless to social contexts and obligations. where do we draw the line between individuality and what unity requires from us. a common appeal or common conduct on common grounds which may seem like manipulation or coercion or control. how do we tell the two apart. of having been seized and of having benevolent interactions. all of these fall under concern for opening up ourselves to each other and determine the sweet spot.

part of what makes us concerned is that we do recognize there’s a certain degree of inaction and influence among us towards each other as well as how we too are guided by succinctness abound which includes social conduct. of what’s generally accepted. certain practices that might have formed into habituation and certain customs and cultures that also ebb and flow. or chafe divert and go their own ways while retaining some type of common ground due to their historical connections. it’s normal to be worried about what the different variations might impede the social strata. we often worry about bad influences that can impact the next generations. we worry about others making things difficult for our lot. hence our concern becomes more pronounced. from where we may relay our concerns but may come off as judgment or criticism. and sometimes they may elevate to those conditions if the issues have long been persisting and or effects have become pronounced through which we may not further ignore or deny the effects this may have upon our person our concerns may or may not be hyped. for we are human. we learn from our past experiences and try to figure into and apply foresight. we often pair this with fortitude for we do understand to an extend degree of forgiveness is part of the spectrum of overcoming shared hardship and determine the common ground. to reflect our individual or group concerns.

we may notice our commonalities therein in determining how to handle common conflict . that given arguments can get us in straits. we may become arrogant or too stubborn to presented ideas and information. or too rigid with sharing quality content with each other. for the sake of supporting the common cause. we may also become impatient with other process often criticizing their progress as well as assume that any of their shortcomings maybe a hidden covetous agenda to hurt or harm us. these tend to hinder the willingness to unify and cohere on that which concerns us. we may mistake our assumptions for facts. for the sake of filling in the gaps to compensate for the information that’s missing. for we can be part of the whole but not the whole itself or determine others what that whole has to be. though in unity aspect. we are not exactly living in an vacuum either. we don’t just go with the flow. bc there are diversity and changes and defences ebbs and flows that we need a degree of mutual direction. a willingness to determine the trajectory that’s common for all. which is the main purpose of unity. not the other stuff. that we portent such as personal plagiarism to appearances or appeal or attention especially when it’s self serving.

a degree of self sacrifice is a given. for we can’t appeal to all or have all appearances. there’s a degree of uniqueness to ourself and towards that which we maybe drawn to or part of. our unique aspect does not supersede others uniqueness either. for each of us hagw a unique blueprint we bring to the world and share with the world its unique fruitions. there’s no one way to live but there are communities inthe way we co habitats as well as tribute to our common needs and objectives. while one thing may appear to be one way it may very well be another. these variations tend to cause twists in our thinking. for we may pay too much emphasis on relativity of objedirve from a shallow point of view if we get too impatient with the process and profession of what unity mean. it’s not linear ! much like healing. much like forgiveness much like love. u may oscillate between contrasts bc u also within urself gain a thing called vital experience through which u may have had ur personal sacrifices which are what makes life so personal. we in our individuating may recognize facts in hindsight. some of which can be costly wish to apply our findings to the world ina. beneficial way where others do not suffer the same fate ! . u maybe feeling this as a personal responsibly. a natural obligation upon coming here to this earthly place in human form and a free service to ur fellow human. but we also notice how difficult it is to pinpoint on the right thing. the right common appeal or order among the many chaos that we may be part of near and far.

sometimes the best unity is to leave things alone. and approach them from a naturalistic purview. though we may assume nature is to wait it to leave it to god or other higher body of power. here we may refer to religion or faith or something beyond our rationale. not bc we are not willing. to take personal responsibility for given factors but maybe. in our reach for greeter heights we may come to a halt. and this means the unity of halt why? bc no one is left behind. we don’t forsake each other even in appearances of such. we wish for all to be better deep down but maybe this vital unforeseen is our of each even though it’s in us all. a code of ethics that’s common to our kind. though bc we get illusioned that there are different variations to our lot that we must supersede each other. and this gets in the way of our thinking and seeing clearly. then what happened when we do cave into ways of apparence of those who are abandoned ? and how do we cultivate a better reality where there are no such casualties of limited collective thought ? then it is said that we must learn from such processes and become humble in presence of such strong challenges which may run counter to all that we have worked so hard for ! in such cases where we may have collectively ran short. we may become discouraged and thus cave into negative thoughts or actions to counter to all that we have worked so hard for which can cause us to lose vital progress . we don’t lose. per se. but the crystallization process means the many processes that inspire or ignite a particular idea into thought. which then marinates overtime or due to one’s already set impulses. brings into collection of words in repeat which the overtime influences particular type of actions. it’s via this process that a given context can become materialized.

why do we insist on our way

in the face of compelling evidence of otherwise. usually in matters of conflict. there’s a degree of of disagreement. or opposition. they which each person or group or organization tends to do whatever they wanna do irregardless to objectivity. and in presence of such presentations made, do we then think that we honour the objedirve reality in some way. or is there smth more to that which we profess to care about. there are few signifiers to this. firstly. we must rule out the priority of being right over the nature of self rightness as there is a slight but impactful difference there. whereas one is selfless the other priorities self over the correctness of a given content. we tend to freak out in the face of errors. we may feel inconvenienced or feel inadequate bc this may cause us to look weak or incompetent with telling what os. but this is shady so true. it’s just a societal flaw that we might have haphazardly adopted if we are to show signs of weakness or of potential of being wrong. to honour the choices in others. we mya wish to step out of our comfort zone of self priority of self connectedness if we wish to adhere to some form of correction or other in our self relation about what is.

in a way we can say that we aren’t exactly sparring with others on being right but are having a tough time letting go a past version of ourselves that we may get glimpses through others. and that may cause us some type of inadequacies if we haven’t firmly established an intrinsically independent self. much like self thought or self realization or even logistics that run along the lines of which allows one to operate as person. not constantly seeking outside for steps to follow or direction. even if oration not consciously at least. not directly. not cos gently complicating by force or via demand either. but allowing the nature essence of simply being human. by the guidance of ur own presence. for where u may need to be. and what u need to be doing. is the difference between the types of intentions avoid as to whether if a person is intent on the right thing. or of wanting to be right. irregardless to what they are fighting about. at some point things become more methodical and systemic than organic. or as a byproduct of natural formation thru which. a person must be choosing between objedirve d in order to get through smth that is concomitant to one slice reject. if there is no correlation there. then ones project may be assumed. or that one is strictly practical of thought with little to no o heart and soul for the complete inner guidance. then one may reason well with one’s true intentions here. as to why one may oppose in the face of information. or deny. so vehemently and still insist on one’s way.

conflicts usually arise due this condition. we may or may not realize our portion of which our words nations may influence to an extend the. profession of events. but where do we draw the line between personal responsibility and that which extends well being just ourselves. and who gets to determine which portion falls on. whom. and depending on what type of work is at hand as well with it. we are still learning as to how to communicate with each other about common objectives let alone interpersonal relationship matters. that includes our self speak. all of these being about a comprehensive experience that allows us to use the right language. even then we run the risk of being misunderstood we may be perceived as this way or that. depending on which. comforts others narration of their own life events. often times we find comfort in knowing certain things . other times we assume to believe. in things even though they may not be there. this isn’t a delusion per se or illusion of one’s mind set. but more so of one’s self security in a uncertain world. we all seek shelter from troubled thoughts. maybe our hearts are afflicted from. the losses of our past. as we all have them. to a degree by which our initiation into the world in our own self awakening we might have erred to discover our own limits or to learn the diversity abound. that we can change our minds but not another’s.

we may ask ourselves the integrity of our own actions as we embody ourselves in our own self process thru the day. as well as what is our intention. if our intention is a unity peace harmonious working together type atmosphere. then it can easily be misconstrued as weakness. but this is not weakness. this isn’t it. rammed would be the strong hold of one’s self convictions above all else regardless to information available to the contrary of objectives. we may feel inconvenienced bc of how this may make us seem to a world that is already looking thru a critical lens. to everything and everyone for it may portray the unity aspect of keeping each of us. in accordance to divine goodness. not as a mean for criticism or judgment. but the truthfulness matters here for it builds trust among members as well as deepens the experiences. the act of thinking on peace is one thing but to rule embody such. to reconcile past matter is not for faint hearted. it’s far too easy to cut off loose ends. or call it quits. but it’s harder to work through difficulties and come to consensus on a path that attributes to all given that the directions are honoured by all parties involved. we may think just bc we wish to keep peace that means forced connection often times when the calamity is greater there is going to be greater challenges on its mitigation. ur not going to expect people who have had issues to just all of a sudden be alright ur gonna need mediators. healing is non linear. things can come up. there needs to be a process of honouring such nature of human kind. we all have experienced challenges and lies and deception. we all know the true price of a mistake. an honest mistake. not a calculated one. for there is a difference between the two either. for one is occurring naturally as a byproduct of what’s available whereas the other one has hidden alternative. or agendas that does not appear as itself processes itself to be. to now the difference allows us to accord ourselves. as it’s needed for its tending. we may not assume though such peaceful conduct requires complete presence either the true presence is in our hearts where the healing takes place. and then we take that healing without concepts. embody them where ever we go. and that includes wishing well for others. especially when a particularly offending thought may arise. either out of habit. or due to one’s strong controlling or expectations or diversion within one’s mind that intercuts oneself. bc the true art of separation begins inside. the fragmentation and the juxtaposition of our vision tends to flip flop naturally causing us to challenge what we have established with its opposite. but this is not necessary. sometimes when we notice. a past bad habit or a act of experience that no longer serves us we can consciously decouple from it but more so. to replace it with a healthier habit. if we can’t fill the space with a new habit or healthy habit. then we just become still. in this stillness we may be normalizing. heightened senses. or those that are in disarray or perturbs. for its hearse to accept our wrongs than know what to do with our finding

even though fixing the issues take longer and more and this is where most issues tend to arise and happen. even though the originating cause may seem more impactful. we feel compelled to do this or else. we feel like we are being out of control or guided by a invincible hand. we may wish to not hold ourselves responsible in our reactions the same the u made me do it mentality comes to mind. or that if there’s a no limit to what i do. it’s bc ur fault or his fault or hers. but in truth. what we do. has direct link to our self responsibly irregardless to of having been inspired. this is true and true in many occasions the same. everywhere in the world people are held responsible systemically on their own actions and portion of things in which they may feel this or that case to effect this or that happenstance. a degree of personal responsibility is not meant to condemn us. but to give us the power to change. and we may take caution with these words. such as change. often times when these objectives are imposed we see this as a punishment or a loss. like we are the loser. so it’s an ego response more than anything. else to be feeling inconvenient in the face of symbolisms that work to challenge our senses. discerned between our subjectivity and objedirve reasoning. to clear the purview of our strong subjective attachment to objectives allows us to see things for what they are and not as we wish them to be or as they profess to be for this can also happen. the ability to see things for what they are however die not need strong reactions all the time. for we can utilize these findings in a benevolent way if we truly understand.

why do we exist

as humankind we haven’t undersold why we even why must we exist. why must we be born. what does it mean to be human being in a volition world? we have natural system and man made system we have many different ways in which we can wander the conclusions. yet there are still marked differences in our behaviours. and conduct. we may one moment think we got everything figured out. and next thing everything goes in the gutter bc someone offended us. or we are all of a sudden at destruction mode. someone is our perceived enemy. and we can’t find peace. or the world is ending bc we don’t get what we want. and all of a sudden everything all the virtues. all that good stuff leaves us. we become the dark side of who we once were. and we forget. why we are here. or even started to wonder the nature of our humanity. why do these things shown ? ever wonder why? do u think god or some entity is punishing u? targeting u for some thing u cannot fully realize. ? perhaps n ur capacity to reason u may assume ur being led to smth u cannot conceptualize. nor can u articulate in a proper way which causes much concern since we may not have much power in the thorough of which we co create but only in the hindsight where things become clearer only then we may have circumstances or consequences of our chose to deal with. since we can’t force others to be a proper way. in the same way that we don’t.

surely there has to be smth of clarity to our nature. it can’t just be stains on some history books that can determine it for us. it can’t be this theory or that. it can’t be our limited understanding of comparisons either. life is based on series of causes and effects. events of which we may have a degree of control but not entirely. irregulars to how this may seem. even in the case of someone who is self realized. there’s gonna be a degree of uncertainty. and unknown . aspect in their path no matter how much of one’s knowledge may permit a degree of foresight. for this may include the unified collective effort each in their own accord of knowledge and self inclinations to right conduct. but again. we are in peril bc what is our general philosophy of humanity anyway. why are we here. nobody can answer that. perhaps we can break things down a bit. we can say. well i was once a child. a youngun. a young gun trigger happy with one’s own self convictions. too certain of what they think they know. we have all been there before. to chart the uncharted territory of previously discovered with fresh pair of eyes. for the sake of newcomer senses of the outsiders purview looking in. or the other way around. an insiders perspective looking out. either way. we develop a special perspective towards life and in which we are the compass guiding it.

we can say that in our youth we gather all these memories and experiences which are like gems in the sky of our own soul. we ever so often look to these guidances for proper direction about life. but still cannot answer why are we here. then we apply ourselves to world knowledge. we become a bit more kind to it. to its limited resources. to break things down we get familiar with may of the systematics. we entangle ourselves with each other. to figure things out. have u remembered any of ur mentors of such team work and effort on mutual conduct towards a shared appeal? how wonderful it feels to come to a consensus together about a given smth? it feels lovely doesn’t it ? same as if u had a bad day. and then u go outside and a smile from a stranger can warm things up and ground ur senses real quick. yet still. we do not know why we are here ? so we quest on forward.

maybe we intrusive bigger dreams next. we say. next to my passion and my purpose. i want to make a family. bc my life is greeter the. the sum of its parts and when it comes to the heart of the matter. this is where my self love extends. behind just myself or my familial conduct either. here we place emphasis on on. building and expanding our life and our own self territory for this may offer us a shelter from the natures own destructiveness. i mean what is the definition of a volatile world if it’s not destructive. naturally. the world gallops us daily. it slowly digests us. from the moment u are born and make conduct with air. a catalism takes place. u are not just growing. there is a continual exchange made. i ben in our own body of organism this is ever so true. your bodies change system ever so often. skin renews itself organs refresh and detox. there is a conduct to our surroundings that permeate such conditions. we are keen on establishing good health bc we may come to a undertaking of how this may impact us at large. and how we can then convey better effect. in our own essences. hence the extend beyond just oneself and one’s familial structures to practice our nature that’s still unknown to us. even in the regard of the exercising our heart and expanding our compassion beyond just ourselves.

here we may expand beyond our localities and even borders. to what’s beyond. we may become interested in differ lasts of the world. sides cultures and background. we may become passionate about things we understand and open tabs about new unfamiliar offences when though they may relate to one or other conditionings of our own make. we may recognize via small errors that they can grow pretty quick. and thereby become more sensitive with our right process. once a young gun now a old shot gun precise but does not hurry in one’s admission to conclude or preclude any of those big objedirve yet occasionally we may touch down to our origin. why are we here though ? we may notice that there are variations to our human kind. we are all blood and bone. skin and gore. we all get hungry and poop and need to shower. and need shelter. we all have same desires. wanna love a long life. wanna be healthy and love being around family extending beyond just our lot towards our community. surely there are variations. we have differ traditions and different evolutions that came to be one. reality as we see it today. or we are in process of fully grasping its nature but only of equal to our kin.

we may be a bit more competitive toward how we are altruistic when it comes to others discrepancies but ask us about our family disputes and we are dead strong on well i do not think u undsrsnd what my life has been like and that everything else is good and well but when it comes to what i know or what i think i know therein lies our problem among our assimilated or assumed powers. that work to make exception to the rule for the sake of self rightness bc in the face of the greet unknown it is said that if ur right. then ur well. but how do we come to the consensus of our self righteousness ? if we also have a track record of being wrong ? and where do we draw the line on what we need to know ? these are the general humanoid that can cause us much trouble. and to reconcile matters we may over simply on occasion. which is also a product of our environment of such conduct. we can all learn from it in terms of determining our total human philosophy and undersrnd . into our nature. but also accept that it’s not a ends by mean to a teaching of a set summit. but a continual rising much like the solar system travelling thru space ! but but we still have the conundrum. what is our relationship to planet earth ? if we have one at all. i think we do. bc our bodies depend on it for substance. but

there’s also all this bloodshed which can’t be sanitary. and then there’s all this pollutants. and discrepancies that cause haphazard in our shared reality. pollutants can disturb the way we see. and perceive reality as well as how we wish to conduct ourselves. there are many pollutants but i’m touching on the material ones. the wines produced as a result of our human philosophy no matter how fragmented it might be to us. or we may be convinced of the strength of our borders and lines. there’s still the phenomena of shared air and resources. like the ground we stand on the map itself gives us the percocet illusion. while on the surface of the water nodes lands may seem disconnected but in truths. they are connected as one. same as the shared sky that reflect the same nutriments as one. yet we run the risk of feeling isolated ma extremely alone at times and also fades away. not seen or not cared for. this is worse when we feel this from a systemic purview. a world of people yet here we are. in our own self conundrum. drowning in our dark side of psychology. why why oh why the human kind is so cruel and ignorant. and don’t wanna run th risk of closing our heart but sometimes life does it for us. kaput. gone. then what is our self worth and our truth in our philosophy if we can not use any of it. the vast resource of information that e and up dying with.

there is prosperity

in unity. whereas we make things complicated by strong certainties that cause us much peril. we may become too stubborn or arrogant in our way. in terms of being self righteous. this can inhibit our way of overcoming obstacles that’s in everyone’s way. the first ones to notice that unity is the way thru troubles are the ones that set the pace and pace the way although this may come with great many sacrifices along the way. such unity how we allows for everyone to reconcile their differences and work toward as collective efficiencies. where’s we used to complete now we collaborate. whereas we used to this versus that. now we see all and everything. this allows for us the less resistance for change. or that which we could have been or that we already are. but we become more of it. as we embody our values rather than just speak. it helps to speak about conditions for they allow us to parse through vast array of resources e might have gathered thru our experiences. but not know. of which to hold on to and what to categorize for organizing our own mind states. hence we may flip flop between intentions objectives where there is no clarity versus when. we do reach effortless clarity thru unity that we may begin to do the work that’s necessary for us to overcome these obstacles that’s blocking our collective way.

some old ways may continue on where’s not all old ways may be so. for this reason we unify our past and present as whole and not just parse in they which we may prioritize our laws like and dislike. for collective needs to be pronounced our likes and dislikes need to be selfless. though there is a degree of self need that’s there as well. it just doesn’t make ultimatums. this or else i will not. for we may be too certain in our self abstraction but not know of which or where to apply our personal findings when. our needs are strictly self serving. we may see this play out in society already. all over the world. depending on which context may reveal such conditions. and this may give us clues as to where the particular type of work may be present. to each their own. it is said. then how can we have unity of mind and thought when we can conceptualize such states of being ? to each their own as completely to the greater whole can be a life mission for some. but it only works when we are all in it together. here is where things can get messy bc we don’t. exactly have the experience of being that which we say. and say that which we are. truly to ourselves for the fear of being overcome by our kin. this may challenge our unity aspect at times. which is given bc our shared histories do come with pain and hurt. we may process well i forgive. well i want change. but this is harder to do than merely statement for the walk the way does in fact reveal to us. what is. and here. depends on our availability to handle the depth of which some truths and or what is may be harder to deal

or accept . or make sense of or which may cause us strong reactions. bc usually it is in hindsight that things become clear. but this means that we have some work with aligning our inner truth with the external conditions that we may be faced with. we can say that there is no responsibly in that which is done. but this is hardly ever true. as we do notice that there’s compelling evidence of having been spirited. or haunted by the recollections of our past. to reconcile these. discrepancies of the past so that we are coherent with the present is what allows us to walk the way towards a unified future that serves all in some benevolent way. along with prosperity comes honesty however. if we wish for anything sustainable to take root. or purify that which is. since there are many a ways that brought us here. systemically. albeit natural albeit manmade. are al but part of the symbiocism that’s necessary nutriments for our collective evolution. might have had been generated at partial and now do we recognize their full use. in which case we may direct attention to where their purpose might be. or their full potential not to criminalize or condemn but to make efficient use with. and of. towards that unified context.

surely the challenges do feel real. we may feel great strains in our sanities bc we may be confounded with our own inner mechanisms of self rightness and self righteous activities that might have brought us here. hence the art of undoing the exterior of the past and present. of this as that of us and me. is akin to unifying the internal process of subjective versus objedirve. of mine and urs. and of our ignorance and clarity that we may now have within our possession although here even the word possession is tricky one for we own nothing. we only borrow it during four brief stay on earth things such as realizations. words. even our hides are borrowed. for we have no such strong claim other then to make use with as best as we can. the discrepancies between the selfish and the selfless types of acts. can be found at the gamut of our own heart matter. to know the content of others heart is one type of insight to awaken to the content of ur own heart matter is another. both complete the unity aspect and the process of overcoming shared hardship. and when we do intellectualize too much of human nature. we may be too simplistic. we may say ah so that’s easy. then everything and everyone who have not reached such states of self realization or the realization of the whole. or those who have not the ability to come to a collective consensus are to be dismayed. are all but faultiness on our own mind state for this is the process to get thru. either today or another day. and to delay on such notions only inhibit our own way even though in our self ness we may be convinced of our survival about at the cost of others well being.

many a time we may notice even so we contradict our words with our own actions. only when in hindsight we might notice such importance or that we are supposed to. depending on where we stand and what we portent. in our own accustomed knowledge’s. we all have a way in which the world may require from us a particular type of recognizance. although not know of its use. purpose and where we may utilise it for greeter efficiency. these are the unifying effects to our self conscience. as we may convince ourselves of having reached the summit but then there’s the furthering down the road of actualizing what we are evolving with. it’s one thing to see the sight. it’s another to walk the way. even harder so to embody our hearts content or be that which we are and seem as we intent to be. as we also become more and more emboldened with the change we self allow. surely there’s a degree of self interest there as well for the world is riddled with give and take’s not bc of tit for tat more so that we are indeed dealing with substance. whether it’s intrinsic substance such as energy and time. or belief. or love. or material substance such as the workings of turning thoughts into actions and that these actions do come with consequences or causes and effects and that we may have control over that which we do. but not of that which may respond or react to us. in diligent

we often seek

an humiliation of the other. there’s a good side and a bad. there is good people and there is bad. danger that we must face and seek and destroy. there’s no other way that we can coexist but only one must supersede the other. one gets destroyed and changed entirely. or is classed as not right. or alright. must be a problem. to the whole of human kind. we do not seek better any other ways in which we could relate our attention to a kind of care. we often think this is weakness. to love ur only? pfft. u gotta be kidding me. not in a million light years. make that eons. to love ur enemy is to eat from the ground. we become germaphobes to such a extend we prevent or get in the way of otherwise natural germination process which allows us all to equally share and rise from these human grounds. or even humane. but humanity leaves us the minute we draw borders and lines. we think that we must keep some in side those lines and others outside of it. we won’t have it any other way. we are not going to discuss. the many other alternative possibilities that we could somehow make everything. coexist without changing too much of each others parts. this is difficult bc often times we draw the line between us being right and others. perhaps. anyone. is wrong. and that our way is the only way. and that everyone must concede bc it’s in our very mark of unique genius that we may say we are exception . to the rule.

ofc all of this may cause us much internal perils. for to deny ur brother ur likely kin. is to deny ur arm the correct blood flow. this constricting our own abilities to be come whole. we end up living partial lifestyles where one side of us is excessively beaten like a drum that gets work on the side where we repeatedly beat. we do not notice the connection of the whole. the rest of us that we might have subjectively dissed. and thence from become dull and shallow in our own humanity where we may look to others with disdain who may rekindle more of the same bc we all have these similarities as well as differences what are similar to be categorized. the boredom is what forces us to seek that which we rejected in the first place. not bc we are to be doomed to experience such states. it’s only a byproduct of our own choosing. and our unwillingness to notice the way that might have got us there. first of all. it doesn’t matter if we must place a particular blame on a first. we may say we are first the wrong doers. or u are. we may also suffice to make excuse for anything that follows. such as the ways in which we must accord ourselves to what is happening in there we could make errors. series of errors accumulated given enough time must need attention. bc surely while we may choose to. or be compelled to colour outside the lines. we must not deter too much from the central lines of operation in and of ourselves that is. if u feel like ur oscillating too much between this side and that. try to balance the central line and then reclaim some type of equanimity between the two stark opposites. this allows us to veer away from seeing or perceiving the enemy as enemy. bc one may feel liberating in exasperation or constricts a lot more than we can perceive as it’s happening. since this is no blame that everyone perceives their reality in their own subjective way.

surely we may notice. that we may not be in the position to forgive everything within a given enemy that is perceivable to our own personal standards. in the case of that we may notice what we may consider as ethical or moral along the lines of which. this may translate for many others who may be at the receiving end of that effect. but not categorize the occurrence as good or bad more so than the limiting of the negative side effects produced from it instead. while we may not notice at first that each and every person has their point of operation. by the look of similarities to whatever we associate our perception. or. simply bc we adapt to our environment. and perceptible environment is the third atmosphere in which we call the collective reality. where we all have equal access and equal right to perceive it however bc the rule says that we must first work to eliminate any suffering in the world how then can we figure out a path towards such actualizing. firstly. and easily stated. the initial step to do is determine what bad and then stop what that is. but to determine bed becomes more complicated bc then u notice. he said she said bullshit. on other donations this is what www refer to as relying on paper trails for the quickness and ease of making certain expedient decisions while the rest of the issues. more deeper connection. will reconcile itself in time. but again this too is harder to implement bc it requires decisions made by people. we make minute decisions all the time. and sometimes it’s easy to play dumb. to say i didn’t know even when we do for this may permit us some advantage. an intellectual guarantee that we will have upper hand in a given situation. as we may take a step back and notice how much upkeep this requires ! just to make it through. and it takes so much time to develop and continue its momentum. whereas we could simply say that the perception of a given enemy almost always arises due to some type of misconception or other bc we aren’t born with that type of mindset. it only develops much later on. we are given a passport. and identity. our parents shape and chisel us since birth. our society fills in the blanks. and then many other layers of later did experience builds its momentum. like sediments and mountains that form and cannot be denied when studied that u to can not be denied when u study urslef.

though again. all of this. self study includes. requires from us a careful observations in our thoughts and. the type of turns we recollect. since this refers to our self will and our personal agency of choice. we make the choices. which includes our intellectual compartments. which refer to our decisions. we may or may not act upon a given smth. this too is a choice bc internally we may recognize and either repeal or go towards smth. this repellent is also act of attraction where we like to see this as connection or not. it is. a certain entanglement may permit us the necessary curiosity to delve further into its intricacies. again. there’s no easy way to solve conflict. we must get curious for it and be objedirve in the pursuit. we may look at the world at large. to the types of conflict and get angry at the end results. or try to root it out. irregardless to the graveyard of truths since our lives are riddled with historical conundrums u may say that we are sort of haunted in the world by the ghosts of our collective past which do not know of any boundaries. including that we may have established within. we may feel irreconcilable in the face of strong worldly opposition. this can trigger internal sneer of separation bc we go back to any perceivable enemy. when it comes to solving world conflict. for they are not different . we are one and the same. this much is given. but it’s in our minds that we make such strong distinctions which then compels us. perhaps. we may want to take a greater look at what haunts the planet. and recognize this inter relationships from the purview of obligations. we may feel obligated to make right within the world that includes holding ourselves to a higher standard of choice. where we may have placed our responsibilities and conduct. though we may also notice how many variations in the world abound as to the ways of living therefore ways of conduct. we may notice that this is one of places where we may come to a greater discrepancies of magnifying our differences than moving from the grounds of similarities. including the sameness of holding different opinions. not one opinion may suppressed the other. only that we may see the scope of a given view. to cover a part or portion or the whole. even in an affected area. there is more that communicates within the body of a person so is same with in the body of world system. we can look from expanding our consciousness by the resolution s we then make with any type of contradiction conflicting with our inner senses that pertain our self rightness at any cost.

how can we live in a unique way

which honours our own value system while also not let it get thwarted by the societal demand for this side versus that arguments that tend to get in the better of our own ethical conduct. it’s very diffuse to do when we are confronted with survivalism. we may pick and choose between different value systems. even though they are not exactly translating entirely for our needs. but given by the determination of the establishment of systems that give way to categorization and efficient. we may compensate one for the other. this may cause us great instabilities inside since if we are not reflecting our truth and values in the best way that we wish, then we may be confronted with an inner contradiction. this then reflects to our external circumstances where we begin to associate deeper with this side or that. and occasionally we may betray one for the other. bc we may relate more so. depending on which. a given situation may imperil us.

this isn’t so much as that we can’t hold ourselves together. when the world is being torn apart. but that we are that much affected by the environment that we are not able to reflect to a greater degree bc then this would demand from us a greeter sense of unity. which would ofc begin from within foremost. to put together ur own self fragmentation when the world works to tear u apart. which i’m sure. is not exactly happening as we see it. since it’s hard to determine which portions of our life is being consciously applied and which are the lesser of the subconscious state. and which are known and which are those that are supposed. as well as which are commonly accepted albeit. there could be a potential of common appeal that is incorrect. where the truth may hide in plain sight but we cannot see it. since we are too preoccupied with the heavy conditioning of the strong pull of either side. or that one may artificially latch onto us. since there is the art of giving and then there is art of taking. but even with this. aside from our machinations. an orgs of process.

u may. be unable to pull urself together. in the conscious sense that would relate with the world around u hence when u begin to parse the reality u may contract that which ur confronted with. hence the saying. the more we know. the more we do not known we are more confronted with the challenge of our mind set which does not settle at all it goes on as life goes on as truths are perishable to the degree by which they may illuminate a path of continuity before us. although this depends on their form establishment. as some may pass. like a breeze giving us clues to be greater unknown for the symbiotic relationship of all and everything being available to us. to an extend. o my by the self unity and self love can we tap into this inner resource that allows for the proper alignment with our exterior conditions. but. not correct it. that part has to consciously be applied. aka. via actions that cohere with that which we profess.

we may. mistake our frisson’s for self hate. or that we r in the mids of our inability rather. to put it simply. a unified world when it’s kaleidoscopic. and on occasion. cracked. the images get distorted. illusion can turn to delusions. our perils may ail us. and confront us in the sense by which we may be called to attention to greater inner skill of parsing thru the details to determine which is which. all of which may feel too much. only if we are impatient with the process of becoming one with our nature. even if our nature is a storm in brewing. as this may be due to the excess push and pull from either side. the more there is a tension. the more likely we are forced by down conall entity or force field. that has de eloped before our self progression and has contacted us before we realized such initiation. that may have developed some type of side effect to which we must awaken foremost. and then from there. as we continue to love ourselves they the progression of becoming one with our understanding, we then ally our theories of logic with our surroundings. to make sense of the scale in which why is there a greater tension and how does this attribute to me what is my role in this. as well as how can i offer my unique purview. rather than getting caught to either side. even if this means. no quick way to win.

ur not trying to be a hero to a cause. or be the first one to do this or cause the biggest most impactful effect that may have ur name down inn history books either. the cautions that complement the process of understanding is akin to love. self love or love for another. u may feel u have everything figured out. but then there’s smth that may challenge ur sense of well being as to how u arrived at some conclusions. perhaps a check on which u may recognize that u might have gotten urself separated from or origin of thought. for such distractions tend to get in the way of our thinking. especially on a clear day. which is not to be mistaken with wander. for wander is guided by the curiosity whereas the former squires from u a complete abandon of focus as well as a well hidden distraction hence the fragmentation of the reality that has separated itself to this side versus that. compels n us. the sportsmanship to cheer on whichever side that benefits us in some way. but if we were to put all our benefits on a shelf before us. we may recognize that some of them are repetitive. carbon copies of each other with slight differences and others are there to take up too much space. whereas we can categorize and group our own inner gatherings of what reality is rather than flip flop between different objectives when and where it may suit us. but then which do we choose. perhaps the choice is an illusion. perhaps the greater choice is to do so via. unity aspect. to bring it all together is such a difficult task. it’s almost like bringing all family members to thanksgiving dinner. but u don’t like a specific aunt or all of a sudden ur energy catapults at the thought bc u might recall a past bad memory and feel drained bc there is no resolve. and often we are too quick to resolve but without actually resolving issues at the root. which then causes us to flip flop between objectives. ah so. u may proclaim. i knew this. yet again i did. this. and such acts of love is meant to be irrational even if the love is misplaced.

and this also reflects in gossip. afterwords. u may. or may not agree or disagree with either side. or that u may think in ur mind but im such a a good friend or good family member who supports such. but at the same time. it’s in our afflictions that reflect with the inner as the eyelid that causes such greater instabilities of thought that we either surrender to not knowing anymore. u can recall a person who’s exasperated. from such family drama or social perils or in the presence of too much information that are contradictory and feel exhausted after they throw their hands up in the air. they can’t put it all together. bc it’s all too vast. all spread in opposite directions. and each on their own is essences. too certain of itself being absolutely right. and that itself embodies this righteousness. and itself lives in accordance to these sets of practices. and u notice. everyone else doing the same. for each actions have consequences and contractions to them. not everything is in our control. some we may direct. we may even think we are perfect in self skill and still upset someone in the room or offend someone. be completely mistaken. why we don’t freely walk away. is a unique set back to our rather inanity to evade

certain situations that we may be part of. call it societal rules. call it higher calling. or low blows.aka ur own personal karma and or reckoning bc we all have them which all coming us to our self love. bc it is there that we first experience this fragmentation and compartmenting of selves. we may wish not to think of some memories. and we may wish to only embody particular memories. we may proven our good side. but when it comes to our darkness we may covet in shame while in public and any other square. we may deny deny deny the same or we may make excuse for our rather. lack of willingness to change. or to accept these bc it’s not that we have no flaws but how do we carry ourselves. how do we repair our own self mistakes. how do we bring ourselves to ourselves and then learn from our experiences. then apply it to smaller interactions with others. even in our observations we may receive some kind of insight which may complement our understanding into greater objectives. often times. we refrain from challenging relationships. and take reverie in easy going ones. the easy going one or likeminds can offer challenges too but it’s via challenging the unchallengeable that we can reach some type of greater sense in our understanding of the relationship of bigger discrepancies. since we can’t gain the necessary insight. if we in ourselves have not accepted the true nature of differing opinions or different minds or conjunctional states of being. it all starts inside. and when we begin to cheapen our values of good about our solutions. then we lose our external way. often not realizing what we might have manifested. as per to that great cosmic something. that causes us all much peril.

a retrospective study

into one’s own experiences may reveal a lot. i may notice how easy it would have been. to keep things simple. yet due to lack of trust or some type of core instability. u weren’t able to meet up to the ordeal. but this also facilitates a compassionate look into one’s own errors. bc in connection to all and everything. one may notice the interconnectedness of having some degree of influence so to say. no matter how recognized. or how much control we may think we have over a given situation. there will be bigger factors that will eventually come into play depending on which the meridian level of these objectives are revealed to us. so at the end of the day. in better sense of understanding. we must first be revealed its content matters which we easily may chuck to short comings bc they may attribute to personal error of having been associated with that or it points to a greater inconsistency in which we may be part of and thus may simply be a strong side effect that requires attention. it’s via clear understanding of a given situation that we can then contribute our part within its resolve. we don’t just remain in the past. we visit there naturally as it’s occurring. as it may relate to smth of its continuity thru which a better undwrsnding is reached. though in determining such clarity. a greater association is placed of its common objectivity rather than our subjective relationship to it.

what is the difference between retrospective and introspective research. one is of the past. the other is of inner equanimity and the content of which. ur delving into the internet portion of ur material reality. so while retrospect may give u a material linear development. interactive seeks of it much like an. alchemist looking for intrinsic fluid of truth or fact of a given context. though we may notice. the bigger a condition is. the more input it requires. the less sense it makes. since it contains all but in such larger abstraction that we cannot simply convey into words. not with what we have confined ourselves in towards or amiss the reality that we may notice. the pasts that tends to hold us back from undertaking a particular task that would enable change and facilitate better conditions. we have where with all the wisdom and care of our past masters whose strings of words have left such trails leading back to many beginnings . of things that came together and of things that came apart. thru which many issues multiplied. and. then from there. our minds get trained a line of thought. string connections with the world abound. irregulars to our level of personal understanding. thru which we may then be inspired for such inclinations. irregardless to whether if they make sense or not. but we do notice the work is there for us to do. in humbling ourselves to our simple errors. we notice the errors present in all to some degree or other and then gently urge ourselves and others to a better mutual conduct instead. for the greater efficiency bc we notice it’s not personal so long as we don’t wish to have a stationary identity. too fixed on its limited notions. identities are meant to serve a better understanding. for things don’t exactly remain in place. the illusion compels us. but we must complement it. and not work against it.

we don’t live in the past in the reflection of such theories coming to cognizance. perhaps. it’s via maturation of our self consciousness that of having done such work. with currency of mindset. that allows us to see into greater details we could have missed at the time of which it is happening. this gives us the insight we seek. though we don’t standardize this as a fixed system but one that is in the works still for the continuity of our lives will allow for more lessons. more curiosities. challenges. the climate on which if we were to achieve peace in the individual. and the interpersonal. then we will be duller. more lax. and eventually lead to our downfall. for we do have in us the respect for the struggle of having come thru. bc this pertains to our assimilation to truths via clearer examination into the nature in which we made such errors in the first place. bc it runs counter to our natural determination and inclination to be good. since these objectives offer greater insight into our divinity. and this tends to our spiritual clarity. something that we may at times wish to grasp irregardless to life circumstance or the many challenges that may arise times sweep away among vast lands. challenging all kinds of previously adopted norms. which include those established in our mindsets.

though in balance between the past and the now. the real determination is of looking onto the future. we may or may not have developed such connections. for the real nature of human is own that prevents or does not wish harm towards others. on the contrary to self survival. if one has reached total and complete maturity then one will be included to notice that the individual thrives on the common survival ability of the whole and not just its select parts. for this pertains to a more clear mutual conduct and offers many alternatives to what our theories of balancing between our collective past and the future we all wish for all to lead us toward. if we are included to notice such connectivities between such natures. not selectively pick and choose where our awareness may allow us such states of clarity. but be receptive also with the clarity of others that is when viewed from a wider view. offers greater coherence. since each of us are here included to participate and in our part and parcel do possess within us a degree of self directed power which yields such condemn of accountability. a repellent that notices the benevolence of which interaction at their infancy then can determine how such conditions may compel us indirectly. where if if we are flawed at heart. or be summoned in the flawed part of a given region with strong side effects only work to challenge us to have break thru from any illusion and delusion we may too strongly adhere to for the title transcended of a given smth does indeed require from us such transformation to occur. we may notice that we can’t achieve this on our own but by the collaborative effort of all in some way which means all hands on deck. they which each inflict then discovers their own connection with all there is. and then acts diligently on it.

we can

learn from our mistakes that complements a better reality in co creation. we may learn so exclusively that we do not repeat past mistakes. not bc we wish to strategize our exit route. it more so. find a way to mitigate our shared problems. for side stepping. or denying. or being selective in our self reaping does not produce long lasting results. we may wish to repeat past sequence. only to covet into smth else. we may hold hidden objedirve. no matter how we wish to appear as accustomed with reality. in other terms. gotten with the changes. and generalities of upkeep so as to remain relevant with the influx of change. this is not a privilege afforded to few. as everyone has some level of access but it’s bc we prevent it in each other that we end up getting inthe progress of ourselves along with it. it seems that we cannot rise alone. or rise at the cost of others well being. we also cannot rise irregardless to others self condition even if we didn’t have a direct link to their happening. since we are all connected. there are invincible treads that connect us all in some way that where one side pulls the others will feel this entirely. this inner guidance may allow us to do irrational things and carry out senseless objectives. perhaps it’s in our self imposed plight that we cannot find peace in otherwise disturbing world.

the application of wisdom brings efficiency. which results cannot be mimicked or coveted either. truths do not remain hidden for too long. we discover sooner or later the workings of a given smth. irregardless to our strong resistance and denial. which may produce in ourselves a temporary relief but given the long term conditions we may consider the entire trajectory well beyond one lifetime or few. we may notice that no matter what happens we leave behind legacy. maybe it’s in how we made others feel. or of having produced offspring. each of us leave behind a strong point which contributes to the whole. so in our doings and irrational behaviours the same , there is repetition and overproduction of given conditions that act as separate but when viewed as whole. spells absolute coherence. that can be deeply felt. they which we may then use this grounds. that’s not too certain or this or that. but contains whole in its true essence. to motivate us in our directions to learn to apply wisdom for greater self efficacy. although this can only become crystallized when we reflect our findings systemically. otherwise we could pretend we have impacted some change. but perhaps this change is. or good bc we refused to see that we are forcing about change and not facilitating it benevolently and in a honest way. which honestly can also be taken advantage of since we may notice the kindness of others as weakness as in process of fucking around an storming out about the worldly plight. rather than detect its flaws and change about it. we may resort to of having giving into a weakness rather. and mistook that for self power.

we may process that great change has took pace. we may defy and lie and covet and hide the truths about what really is happening. in either case.ong term sustainably is something. that cannot be defined. by simple logic. it’s the definition of karma served. of full understand of what quantum entanglement even means because all these laws of attraction and the basis in which we may not have with ease to define its worth for others is the real issue. bc then we can easily condemn others but go easy on our own errors of doing. which also happens a lot. especially due to hierarchical developments. that have took root. thru which we may then become delusional in our perceivable portion of it. not bc we are intrinsically bad or of this having any connection to our personal karma bc who is i if im empty of any established meaning other than being a voyager thru the world. only by its manmade laws do i have some type of identity. and its not entirely supported thru out its infancy in terms do how we may associate our nature yet with the natural reality let alone the common misconceptions about its material diversity. as a comedian or rather. product of reality. then. how much awareness can we possess with so many things by kicking our purview. not many a people may have or hold the same mindset how ever it’s by the application of each individual who will answer the call. and administer themselves to willingness for change. or to change. but not know of what they change may be or whether if ur particular type of change will be utilized today. u may how wee se the groundwork for figure potential of this change whose seeds are on sort of a back burner in instance on which ur type of change has been delayed.

to learn from long standing patterns on repeat is harder but once we do make the change of heart or mindset or direction or even the inclination of a given mindset that quells from the illusion of calm waters to one that is disquiet. and clashing about before itself sets the new mixture. after the storms pass. a new level of coagulation of matters that effect the new changes that come about. we may allow the safe space to experiment with such grounds where such conditions may be trusted with given that we do not seek absolute destruction of others in quest for self discovery or the discovery of truths about reality if we are one and that we each of us have a part within the unfolding of all and everything. no matter which portion has entangled us in. it’s not personal. we are merely taking on a role that complements the whole. to allow for the grant unfolding of these longstanding truths into light. so that we can finally overcome past hurdles. by the application of wisdom thought into a body of function which then produces the necessary changes for the efficiency necessary for our evolution. other direction is that we are tired of being human and that we wish to end our continuity but do not have enough people who want the same. although bc of hierarchical happenstances may have us. a given person can have too much power and and up destroying far greater. than the common agreement of the population by numbers. which then tips the scale of balance in which we are in agreement or are co creating a reality we may feel equal at peace. in andover of such. there’s potential for greater change. but we still run the risk of total annihilation due to our willful exchange. for wisdom. there’s a part that we may not like and it’s the embodiment of wilful ignorance. or ignorance borne out of some resistance to inner change. which. is where this all begins.

everyone wants to be treated with dignity and respect at the end of the day.

if u knew ur true power.

would u use it for good or evil. would determining this answer determine whether if we have truly awakened to our true power or did we only get glimpses of it. and what does this signify to our own crystallization process ?

in a systemized world of reality

may we never forget our own humanity.

we take on more than we can handle

only bc we are keen on being responsible. but we are also easy to fool since most of the world systems tend to pass the accountability to someone. else. hardly ever itself.

for systems to work for the benefit of everyone

everyone has to work for the benefit of each other. there is mysterious hand tog god or magic trick that’s gonna do it for us. but each other showing up for us. instead. the work is simple. it only requires that we are honest with ourselves before we claim the other is a liar.

when system intentionally make things hard for individuals

there needs to be counter balance of systems in place to expedite counter measure by the voice and concern of those affected individuals or else there is better a no system. than a unjust one.

dignified living makes people feel satisfied with life.

one does not look for answers but becomes aware of them.

ur the soul that’s making incantations on the paper ur written.

true introspection require no praise or condemnation.

only compassionate presence. when we embody truths. the path appears naturally. . only true which we can then walk with grace.

don’t make permanent decision on temporary places.

true gratitude with right substance transverse universes.

thoughts

the idea that we can inhabit mara is due to the prospect the sun will heat up. earth will become a version of venus. and maybe. mars may have potential for life. but this is not entirely clear. it’s just a speculation.

plus we may not time this right. as earth warms. there will be catastrophe. we can’t see behind what is probable. behind a certain point however things get improbable.

and there’s also no guarantee the mars will be ready. or available beofre destruction of the world first. or at the very least. it becomes uninhabitable to degree by which we may become u.n. actionable.

it’s best to save what we have. work with why we have than strive on possibilities and potential all the while keeping open broad horizon for potential n inquiries arising from natural curiosity.

time will be experienced different also. by our organic standards. we are simply not fit. not a match. to the concomitants of what our life may require for our overall sustained without machinating some type of environment. but this is tough bc u hagw to think sustainable. and well. not sure if mara has any elements that support human life ?

perhaps we see that many will die. few will make it and as we waste precious human life today. we are already headed to our catastrophic end. it’s best to bask in the moment and appreciate ur life make sure u make it count.

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we might * however * run the potential of organically migrating there but. i will ask u a honest question. if u have to migrate anywhere. where would u go? personally i would go thru sirius and then onto other better grounds bc honestly. i’m quite exhausted by the human peril. i feel humanity holds me back.

this is not hate. it’s just observation. it’s mere presence of people that caused me more pain. al whereas on my own. i had peace.

and given by this examination alone. none of us owe anyone a clear directive of our intention other than it serves all. all the while u also consider what’s beneficial to urself.

considering the fact that we are terrible at managing. in general.

one cent look to self and self only for worlds problems.

if we aren’t improving things. then we are going on the wrong direction.

protect ur minds from covetious ness of others.

u don’t owe it to others to prove that ur human.

if u can’t feel bc the world is violent. it’s not ur fault that u can’t feel.

in the event u can’t control smth. or smth cannot be altered by ur worry. the best option is to not worry.

when we don’t trust each other

we look to words more. and then we end up liking too deeply or in a fixed way. bc we wanna compensate for the trust that’s being challenged. when we know why we instinctively do things. then we can apply the correct remedy in the event a trouble arises. being honest with urself can help u gain momentum in this department. maintaining it however in this imperfect world which is also very destructive. is up for discussion.

consideration is key in the art of congruity.

oh the art of being quiet and being still.

sadly it’s not afforded to many. while some are diarrhea of the mouth but not in good way. well intention orhers are constantly forced to fight for their plight and their right to remain human. in a dignified way. that is. quietude is a privilege not afforded to many. in the same way certain. types of presences do we.

concerns. and intuition. as well as intention. relativity of events within systems. and people who are at the receiving end.

i get why i cut off milk from japa. bc peatisides. i was saturated by them at the time eve when i was pregnant with him. i used to make myself two egg omelette with turkey links. and a whole lot of begs. all of which were not organic.

after birth. i also switched to paleo. so we ended up eating a ton of inorganic meats. surely u might think this is of little consequence. or. u paid attention to all kinds of data b about birth defects and other long term issues connected to pesticide laden food and birth child care early development as well as when the bay is inside u at the time of which u pay attention to ur nutrition. all of which i didn’t know at the time.

babies that are born in u our situation who depend on baby formula do well. versus. many children who grow up with food allergies and any other allergies. health conditions etc. can be observed.

ofc food isn’t the only factor that playa a role in a new persons health.

there are other conditions such as asbestos and other crap that could be in ur building. in the air u breath. and the pollution in the air outside. stress and other long term conditions can cause unmitigated issues.

and perhaps u may not notice ur malnutritioned urself. ofc the type of water u have matters too. it’s weird bc we never consider this as. with established basis for health which can contribute to making systems less over bordered with the aftermath of myriad of un mitigatable effects.

we think that we must. go onwards. while skipping key steps. bc it cuts cost. versus. pay attention to the basis established. from its roots spring myriad of illnesses. discomforts. and a very diverse quality of life.

the different disposition of economic structure plays a huge role here. and the natural developments. availabilities. as well as why has become standard. for “efficiency “ sake but without much oversight into strong correlations.

while we may not meet the need of everyone. in terms of organic food or healthy options. per class differences. we can offer. everyone. the land. the seeds and the time. as well as bucks expertise to grow something. and then trade smth. this gives people autonomy on their health. options. and choice. as well as power over the course of their life. healthy. therefore quality of experience and happiness.

since systems also have a way to discriminate on the ill. and profit from the illness.

people know. things have toxins in them

so when u end up making more money first things is o is hit the right notes upon restoration of ur health. by adding filters and paying great emphasis on ingredients etc. how we not many can do this. and we may wonder why. we know. but cannot generalize what we know and make available for all ina equatible sense. which could cut cost on excess. frivolous. since the opposite of heslth does demand some type of upkeep. i cleo bc foods that make u hungrier n make u eat more. due to nutritional deficiencies. etc. interactions.

the knowledge is there. it’s just not affordable. and accessible for all. which does tend to create a altered carbon type of effect. u may think of this as lifetime jail per circumstance. but did u choose it. did u deserve it. and can it be improved.

it’s not logical for folks to volunteer. when they r diet broke and homeless. pay them.

making business out of volunteering is to get folks to do for free systemic issues. and be traumatized by they witness. which harms their general philosophy and inhibits their growth bc the systems have a way of effecting such negative control s over long time exposure.

it’s disrespectful.

to build healthy social skills. u need healthy society. let’s start there.

both individual and and overall world project. or project for societies.

and poor folks place too much emphasis on community. then they can’t save money themselves. bc of the guilt ridden. h i must help others. mentality. due to their trauma. but this also sets the back. bc. calculating such conditions is very tricky. today u have money. tomorrow. poof. gone. and all it takes is one error of judgment or few. or mistake . or natural occurrence. bc things also come up and people often can’t save up money enough.

how much more can be learned from and about poverty and homelessness is beyond me. it’s just a pocus failure at this point. insisted. maintained. and excused in conversations by acting like we don’t know what it does. to people.

get why i cut off milk from japa. bc peatisides. i was saturated by them at the time eve when i was pregnant with him. i used to make myself two egg omelette with turkey links. and a whole lot of begs. all of which were not organic.

after birth. i also switched to paleo. so we ended up eating a ton of inorganic meats. surely u might think this is of little consequence. or. u paid attention to all kinds of data b about birth defects and other long term issues connected to pesticide laden food and birth child care early development as well as when the bay is inside u at the time of which u pay attention to ur nutrition. all of which i didn’t know at the time.

babies that are born in u our situation who depend on baby formula do well. versus. many children who grow up with food allergies and any other allergies. health conditions etc. can be observed.

ofc food isn’t the only factor that playa a role in a new persons health.

there are other conditions such as asbestos and other crap that could be in ur building. in the air u breath. and the pollution in the air outside. stress and other long term conditions can cause unmitigated issues.

and perhaps u may not notice ur malnutritioned urself. ofc the type of water u have matters too. it’s weird bc we never consider this as. with established basis for health which can contribute to making systems less over bordered with the aftermath of myriad of un mitigatable effects.

we think that we must. go onwards. while skipping key steps. bc it cuts cost. versus. pay attention to the basis established. from its roots spring myriad of illnesses. discomforts. and a very diverse quality of life.

the different disposition of economic structure plays a huge role here. and the natural developments. availabilities. as well as why has become standard. for “efficiency “ sake but without much oversight into strong correlations.

while we may not meet the need of everyone. in terms of organic food or healthy options. per class differences. we can offer. everyone. the land. the seeds and the time. as well as bucks expertise to grow something. and then trade smth. this gives people autonomy on their health. options. and choice. as well as power over the course of their life. healthy. therefore quality of experience and happiness.

since systems also have a way to discriminate on the ill. and profit from the illness.

people know. things have toxins in them

so when u end up making more money first things is o is hit the right notes upon restoration of ur health. by adding filters and paying great emphasis on ingredients etc. how we not many can do this. and we may wonder why. we know. but cannot generalize what we know and make available for all ina equatible sense. which could cut cost on excess. frivolous. since the opposite of heslth does demand some type of upkeep. i cleo bc foods that make u hungrier n make u eat more. due to nutritional deficiencies. etc. interactions.

the knowledge is there. it’s just not affordable. and accessible for all. which does tend to create a altered carbon type of effect. u may think of this as lifetime jail per circumstance. but did u choose it. did u deserve it. and can it be improved.

it’s not logical for folks to volunteer. when they r diet broke and homeless. pay them.

making business out of volunteering is to get folks to do for free systemic issues. and be traumatized by they witness. which harms their general philosophy and inhibits their growth bc the systems have a way of effecting such negative control s over long time exposure.

it’s disrespectful.

to build healthy social skills. u need healthy society. let’s start there.

both individual and and overall world project. or project for societies.

and poor folks place too much emphasis on community. then they can’t save money themselves. bc of the guilt ridden. h i must help others. mentality. due to their trauma. but this also sets the back. bc. calculating such conditions is very tricky. today u have money. tomorrow. poof. gone. and all it takes is one error of judgment or few. or mistake . or natural occurrence. bc things also come up and people often can’t save up money enough.

how much more can be learned from and about poverty and homelessness is beyond me. it’s just a pocus failure at this point. insisted. maintained. and excused in conversations by acting like we don’t know what it does. to people.

while to start at all. albeit imperfect. is better than not start at all

overtime perfection is key for evolution.

when every e is able to focus on their own lot

nobody will have time to harm each other. but. also with that we must denounce wars. we may keep weapons for now but we then need to pair that with an open sourced global satellite viewing systems that will show that nobody is doing any funny business behind others back. this installs trust among members and groups within the world. which then enables us. when we feel enough safety is established. to dismantle the weapons and says bye bye to manufacturing, wars, weapons. , all that bad stuff.

this alone can give us so much money and resources. though economy still needs to make sense. extended branches that touch up on along our troubleshooting methods when a crisis is happening at small and at large. can save us long term troubles. we can even de a problem by not creating it. doesn’t matter if we create this accidentally.

if masonry

select random fools to take up useless space in ur business practice. then they do very much the same for presidential elections.

look to bankers for issues. look to central balance those r the guys that may lead u to whoever is behind it all bc someone owns this planet and they are doing an awful job of maintaining it.

in a crisis. u have nothing to prove to anyone.

not everything is happening bc it’s valid. or reasonable. ur not worth of a punishment if they can’t see basic truths about ur nature. and they are not worthy of excuses when there’s clear abuse of power and leniency towards misuse of data.

criminal systems tend to lower ur defences by excessively criminalizing u

before meeting u in a arbitrary middle ground that ends up requiring further self defence from the toxicity of the system.

too much dependence on systems is not healthy.

when u wake up in the middl of global chaos

u may wonder how did we sleep on ourselves for this long and wish to prevent this from happening in the future even though we may not fully know or undsrsnd the mechanism that led us all here.

times like these gives us great awakening

with that comes great responsibility.

primary driver for invoking intention is the heart.

for being too much in the mind can get us to over calculate and think about problems that aren’t event here in the first place. which can impact our decision on the actions that end up being too strategical and often unrelatable to the events.

self trust is difficult when the relationship trust is challenged in the world.

often time we make mistakes and are burdened with too much self responsibilities that we may begin to doubt ourselves even if we are intentionally being tricked by others which hazard this trust process.

women

women tend to get punished and excessively. intend of being protected. and then forced to act happy. th he least a person can do is be honest with their sad. and dissatisfaction and or mistreatment.

i should have been a man.

sometimes being a woman is just simply annoying. a curse. bc of how ur perceived by the world and therefore . how the world treats u.

the world is too harsh for a woman. and it’s the woman who’s expected to mould herself to fit the world instead of it. meeting her halfway. antagonizing her while it does nothing to correct it’s errors.

being a woman is hard bc half the time u don’t even know what’s going on but ur expected to trust and follow and listen and be and stay put when ur ordered and speak when ur allowed.

and where he’ll is needed. that’s when ur free . that’s when u have ur rights. but haphazardly.

so it’s actually very annoying to be a woman in this world. not bc i reject my femininity. but bc the world sort of sucks about it.

not knowing how to woman right is frustrating. it’s as if u can’t figure out how to naturally be u. or authentically be u ur demanded to be excessively open and then punished for not meeting up to the expectations which are often unrealistic.

ur often perceived as too weak for some things and too strong for others. but u sit get to choose or have preferences.

woman is made. is not born.

the many concepts about femininity downs on how much money can be put for a woman. woman is not inherently born. if u notice. we have social variations of woman base don by class differences as well as privileged. beauty is. a privilege. fun is a provider. thee are not virtues. it depends on ur luck. and some of it depends on the worlds luck. so where ur born and whether if the place ur born offers more “rights “ which includes the family. ur born that may like daughters. versus those that may not. ( given that this also depends on social connections such as how much does a daughter worth than a son who co tributes to the family finances and support )

for that reason women aren’t invested in and r those used for dimeric chores or on skills that are often undervalued.

a whole world can be against a woman bc she is not worth much versus the point of an argument often made by men bc the systems are often made and run by men. so an attribute to women rights is hardly ever a truth or a fact about a right for a woman bc it’s never asked her opinion on the subject as well as preferences. context in. which right can even be considered as such. as to what it serves. or whom. or under what intention.

seeing the good in people is great,

setting ur boundaries is important.

some people may wish to keep their pain private

this doesn’t mean they don’t wish to solve their problems. but they may want choice where their issues may be solved in private.

truth is self care.

how can we determine that a person has changed for better.

did they pay back those they wronged. are they actively adopting healthy habits. did they cut off bad behaviours. how honest are they in terms of their practice and difficulties. challenges the same. do they pass the “probation period” before anyone can trust them again?

do their efforts count ? what about what they choose not to do. such as bad choices behaviours the same.

what about what good they do? do they count ? if at all? say if u continue to wish to distrust them.

and what do we say at the end of the day? maybe we need to live apart and love apart but how can we account for a past that left us this way ( on current condition of the world. the great reset and intrapersonal relationships. )

there’s clearly something wrong with the world today.

people forgot being happy and how to have fun as well as be grateful for what they got in reality. but ofc this was never ever established as we think it ought to be. the way it ought to be might simply be common sense we can’t seem to agree with. do we aren’t even fighting esch other. we are fighting ideas. instead.

we often conceptualize and strategize end games and plans in motion

as opposed to taking truths and figuring out ways in which we can reflect efficient in. our frameworks.

there is a way to do it right. we just have to get our minds to that point so that the trajectory becomes globally clearer.

seems like everyday

we are slowly being led to our deaths. we should be grateful bc it could be worse. they could drop bombs over our heads.

don’t be chicken shit it’s just dialysis or geri g raped in the streets. or excess hunger. or heart failure. at early age. ur not supportive of ur systems if u object.

remember folks. u get what u get and u don’t complain.

external circumstances impact our healing.

to get better we need to get to a clearing

what do we say of the world condition ?

everything seems to be on constants commotion

that’s fine. i get it. life is not meant to be fair or easy

but how can we make sense of reality when all we know is constancy of misery

trouble and hardship

it’s almost like some type of musical chairs. u might be next. as determined by others.

but who gets to decide someone else’s life

when we don’t even know how to properly live out our own

if we did. so we would be exemplar then

may i succeed in following in ur footsteps

hopefully not to the edge of the cliff.

we bring to this world our own experience and complement others

in our shared experiences. while they also journey towards their own. sometimes these events give us all opportunity to transcend our part in reality which complements the overall transcendence process. but we often mistake this for personal admission and be too critical of others bc we forget to take our experiences lightly. we become dense as a result of such and cause disharmony in an effort to save face.

when a wrong is recognized and need to be righted

have a window of probation period of careful over analyzation as to demonstrate one’s skills that a mistake is detected and a lesson is learned as well as end of bad action or wrong action. with replacement of good habit formed. and carried in for the probation period without error. i’d there is error. that is pasts if the assessment and the probation duration. and what may be necessary as part of the recovery process. of it ever comes to that. context is key here. and transparency is essential. which requires clear communication and that depends on mutual trust.

we may need to learn to handle with care small but impactful global disputes

however the current mode of expressions. of exchange and the strong dwrtmination to decide upon others date has us in the crossroads of ether if we wish to advance on, or fall back.

now the issue isn’t that ur brave or strong or weak or forgiving too much where u could be advanced by the other. no.

the issue is a moral and a global. existential one. for if we do advance and too strong. would there be a point of no return? and how exactly equipped we are if it ever had to come to that? also, are we ready to say good by to everything we ever knew or had or come to contact with, ever in our life ? which includes our mentors and that which propels us to act like this in the first place.

that is the pressing concern ..

u can’t satisfy everyone.

right ur wrongs and that’s all u can do at the end of the day.

we must honour limits of life and nature

and never abuse the power and harm another.

we are group oriented folks. we get in and out of groups

or we are born into our origin of group. we also hold myriad of groups in our social life we are part of

these groups are small scale representative of much bigger global ones with strong backgrounds and roots connected to history.

it’s evident we must heal from our shared history. it’s how we’re difficult to do so when we keep licking at the wounds.

this happens usually when we are worried about uncertain future. this gets heightened when terrible world conditions occur such as pandemics and inflation.

to help make ourselves and each other feel safe at uncertain times. we must unite. and not the other way around. the more occasions present itself for us to separate. the more willingness we can put on uniting our heads instead.

we can trick others but not for long

we can lie to ourselves but that also doesn’t last or satisfy for too long.

everyone is responsible with the energy they bring.

we need to call bad behaviour when we see them.

loving ur enemies don’t make them benevolent.

distractions. when intentional

work to serve diversion from the actual thing of focus.

sometimes we have to simplify for the sake of the greater good

morning reflections

just being silent due to what’s been going on in gaza

all world leaders must keep it together since their fragmentation can cause us cataclysmic heights.

people aren’t ready to act without leadership guidance. they r too i’ll prepared to be self disciplined and also bc of the connection to the shared hardship laden past with severely systemic implications such as sanctions that have overtaken nations for a very long time which inhibited their growth. invited violence. even tho originally this was “well intended” to quell violence. and unlawful other conducts.

but from where these conducts do occur? just bc u didn’t see how it happens doesn’t mean it’s strong characteristic. of itself.

most these nations are poor where severe gap between classes. is pronounced due to severe lack and improper developments due to mismanagement lack of skill and maybe too much haste in such “builds” perhaps influenced by external conditions of certain business practices.

arguments on religion is age old with delete historical losses effects of which are still felt today by all sides. so it’s always easy to use this as a weapon to divide and cause confusion. or give reason for “whatever might “ is coerced.

strong emphasis on economic and systemic disparities. in context.

everyone deserves to live in dignified way. if we notice the less endowed nations and those who are stateless tend to have a hard time up-keeping some type. of habitual predictable living. they live around many other conditions and circumstances instead and bc things take too much time to resolve. many things can multiply thereafter bc it’s human nature to adapt and then do what u can with what u have.

sometimes what u have is external influence.

whether this is motivated or not is not the issue here. the issue is that we are. dong everything but. get on same page. which causes gray areas where such ambiguous ness causes many other afflictions in its wake.

u wash ur hands before u enter the temple. always.

it’s ur right to seek second opinion when others initially decide strongly upon ur life.

improvements are better than stagnation

no matter how little the improvements may be.

everyone has right to paper trails

anyone can make a mistake. this is impactful most when the departments of strong influence err. and do not notice nor have back up to how to counter the mistakes step side effects.

often times, where systemic negligences is in place, the problem produces strong side effects much bigger than the origins of cause.

therefore. it’s human right to written word of businesses and those who are in charge of systems so that we are ensuring everyone is doing their jobs right and getting things right the second time if they must err the first.

working on common goals while we have not made individual peace

among each other is alright depending on the priority of events that need tackling.

peace is smth that’s complementary to the nature in which such quality of relationships transpire. such as, communication , cooperation and being honest.

these can be utilise the tools to months be conflict. where there can’t be mutual grounds. then there is necessity for justice and even mediators and other experts to step in for help and guidance.

we are only as effective as how awakened we are to our own individual peace.

by ur own self will. know responsibly.

examine the parts. complement the whole.

the things we worry so much about will iron itself out

once we do the right things in the priority of which we recognize them.

the true art of transference is

once u know ur illuminated and there’s a very special relationship about that in terms of one’s dharma and responsibly with that information.

when we know there’s danger it’s one thing

when we don’t know we are in danger but assume we are safe it’s another for thai may refer to us having much less of a chance of survival bc we assume we are safe and there is no danger present.

when we hear about danger. not knowing where it’s coming from. and from whom or for what reason. this causes unnecessary worry. anxiety and even states of strong. paranoia.

anything else goes thru their changes.

for life is never stationary. we are here then we are not. we are young then if we are lucky. we see into old age. we are rich one day. poor the next. we are fat. then we are skinny. and then fat again. but a character and personality defects are harder to change.

in a while . ignorance is laziness

especially when it’s wilfully directed. no matter the look of productivity. precision and focus.

the truth is,

everything lies on our self conscience.

always give ur best. no matter what and where.

( some limitations may apply, pls check with ur divine guidance for more info)

speak family politics

for politics is life and it affects us to such an extend it’s worth discussing for improvements and safety sake.

when it comes to systemic hierarchies

do not make others problems yours ( especially when problems tend to trickle down in effect where as they should be going upwards which then end up flowing in the correct direction of cooperation. benevolence and great change ).

morning reflections

devil worshipers tend to do things differently. obviously bc they assume by sacrificial offering gaining powers to them. which is the reverse of the truth about what our nature represents. where we place the “sacrifice” here matters bc we may not fully understand what the true meaning of the term “sacrifice” means in correlation to that which we aspire.

devil worshippers aspire for the same thing as anyone. to eliminate suffering ( usually here it’s their own, misunderstood. perhaps even misdirected ) and they will coordinate to eliminate suffering ( here their coordination is me versus u. almost always ). and they wanna have self betterment ( but at the cost of urs and perhaps many others well being ).

sometimes the sacrifice needed is the relativity of lifeless that may draw an indivisible to an external objective concomitant with their soul path which leads to discovery of not only one’s own self but also the self in all, thru which one then sacrifices that which gained in the prior and the coming to terms with the congruence of the contents of one’s within with the external. and the use in which one then identifies the bad or wrong or partial or the previously adopted but of never been explored, and release the misdemeanours of one’s thought processes. giving way to transcendence of the findings therein. which refers to events that happens from good to bad and everything in between.

politics is life bc it impacts every portion of it.

a people oriented systems will produce better results

this one built on the interest of the state only at the cost of its own folk.

with trust we can do anything

it’s lack of trust that gets us in between. this side versus that. and the same goes not just in warfare. but in everything g we do and say and choose for. almost entirely.

it’s very diffuse to sustain oneself in a u healthy environment that has to oscillate and even negate the trust it process to have. or have established or promotes it only from one group or one side of people. depending on context.

this can be exemplified by the relationship of employer and the employee. the employer will say. u must be active and productive at all times. it doesn’t matter if the wifi rich is even called for or necessary. the employer just doesn’t wanna waste the money on the employee who’s lazy.

the same is true for employee. they don’t wanna be used. they know they are replaceable. even if they give their best. there are usually many uncertainties on the role of the employer and the whole exchange that can get the employee to be worried to the extreme

and all of this way? bc we are the type of economy and system that puts us against each other. prioritized overwork for productivity sake. it produces wastefulness in time energy effort resources and waste itself. due to our inability to ration and ensure we are reliving goods where it needs to go. and all bc we don’t trust each other.

we always think ah so and so is gonna gyp me. i don’t trust them. and then we do the things that we worry others are gonna do first.

and this wastefulness also comes from the fact we haven’t established human value. which is due to our too business leading to lack of self reflection and developing a healthy hygienic spiritual or religious or just the mystical side of us. which complements better conduct and behaviour among each other.

most afflictions arise from some type of injustice.

whether realized or unrealized.

whether intentionally or not intentionally.

perhaps as part of the environment. or perhaps it’d via one’s own bodily functions. availabilities. things such as brain chemistry. biology.

perhaps it’s via ignorance. that which we don’t know can or cannot harm us.

perhaps we don’t know how to go about life.

we might have also be wrongly told. or taught. in a past life. including this one. of a prior time.

it’d implement to recognize both artificial and leg sic systems need to work together for the completeness of the third atmosphere to be perfected and elaborate

that it efficiently serves all and is aligned with right order of things such as thou shall not kill.

an artificial induction of systemic measure

taken by blueprint of others may not always hit the right notes. for it counteracts the art of creating in the now.

it’s not proper to be in constant spar and argument.

of the frivolous.

the argument is that we already know.

so why the modalities then?

anger in any shape or form distorts reality.

except for righteous anger resulting from accumulation of all past injustices from the averice of others.

karma is assiduous. it does not let up.

abject clarity can be trappist

versus curiosity of wander and inspiration for create.

much of life is wasted on daily frivolities.

very few meanings. albeit may seem little in delivery, are impactful and lay the groundwork and the seeds for tomorrow. wherever that will be , in terms of its manifestation.

ultimatums usually

work to make things seem one way but are actually based on multiple objectives coming together.

usually those who give ultimatums don’t exactly want why they priorities. in theory but actualize what they perform in action.

integrity and merit go together.

communication is important on all human matters

for to misunderstand even the greatest smallest detail is a grace error in its progression . for some truths are as necessary as medicine. and in which we may prevent such from reaching much need, assuming we are right, we end up making big deal out of smth that could easily be rectified via simple language.

why is this world so fake ?

the reality feels more real in our dreams and in our hearts. we see in our minds eye the many potentials this can be. but then some inhibit our bc ollie drove ways. getting in the way of it all all bc of manmade system it’d not even darwin’s law

system functionaries need to do things bc it’s the right thing to do

also bc it’s their job description. they should ever misuse systems upon people. and give unnecessary unrealistic fake ultimatums.

how can we equate the responsibly balance in the world

in the category by which we can and cannot change.

often times people get bullied into coordinating with dangerous folks

bc they assume that this may prevent bad things from happening. other times we allow little bad things to happen so that the big bad things don’t happen. but history shows us time and time again that bartering with ill intended deceptive frauds hardly ever produce good e results for anyone that if u give an inch of ur space to someone with bad intent they will. want more and all the while feel entitlement for that inch and then some.

if there is ultimatum

that some may say do this or else i will harm a ton of folks. what would u do ? would u do what they say so u save the peoples. would u believe that these deal makers would keep their word ? and for how long ? what would change their mind ? would u ever know ? how long would the guarantee last ? will there be a contract to sign ? can we even deal with those who betray us ? and have betrayed us repeatedly in the past ?

what are the alternatives then? just let people die who are targeted ? what are the long term benefits to letting people take responsibility for their choices ? would there be strong need for systemic reflection? a need to protect people against such ultimatums? bc what we allow begets more of it. then what is the right thing among it all?

killing people is an act of treason. it’s a crime against humanity.

it’s not diplomatic. not honest representative of true values. or worth. it’s selfish. self interested and comes with hidden agendas.

develop strong distaste towards

wars, hate, violence, lies, abuse. of any kind.

people who need systemic change don’t need ur virtuous speech and words of wisdom.

both sides matter just not the way we think

information is key just not the way we utilize or.

see things as they are.

say only the essentials.

don’t entertain bad behaviours of others.

brothers fight brothers much like children

except we are all grown up.

a people driven planet is of mutual responsibility.

and the mutuality in the measure if responsibility we may discover true equality.

the devil is in the details.

ur responsible from ur own dark thoughts.

u don’t need to sue it out in guise of freedom of speech. if there is issue with systems. then pursue them.

but the speech and hate towards others need not be tolerated especially under the guise of simply expressing urself.

we need pest control at a systemic level

to ensure we get the best leadership who care and love humanity that otherwise. why should we pay to get us poisoned and killed. al the while assuming they mean well.

redeem urselves.

no one else is gonna do it for u.

repeat these mantras daily.

abolish slave owners.

say no to slavery.

absolute power corrupts.

i’m not always right. imma truth seeker. so we aren’t truth containers but seekers. so there’s a process. it’s not always 100 percent accurate bc of this natural progression.

the quality of our thoughts

don’t begin with just one act. they are formed via daily habits. those little things we repeatedly do.

some may relive us. others may restrict us.

what do we do when we feel contradictions in our thought processes ? do we lean on either side? given that we may wish to recreate smth that we once were liken to. or maybe. we wish for smth new. a breakthrough but don’t know any new way to go about it.

all is the dilemma of thought processes.

why do we kill senselessly?

( on wars) because there is no end. there is no beginning no transcendence. no evolution. no upgrades. no spiritual fruits. no gifts. no endowments. we remain meek.

people need to treat each other better.

we heal thru working out our social biasses.

abolish slave ownership.

spread the word.

when systemic disrespect occurs, get behind the immediate for the world beyond borders is bigger and ur choices are also bigger then ur localities where ur being actively constricted.

i don’t have tolerance for systemic hate

truths are gonna stop it.

the art of gratitude should not be a lie.

keep divine divine.

life is not a dress rehearsal.

this is real life. as we live in it. there’s no wait or put off to another time. even afterlife as u think ur sacrifices matter at all. it’d here and now that u tap into ur potential and evolve.

yet these folks are fake as staged theatre.

people who hate people should not lead.

if they can’t hate u. they will fall apart

because they coordinate to hurt and harm u. and if u remove urself form the picture they are gonna be forced to focus on their relationship and i’m sure they can memorize these words but putting them to life is much harder. but then again they need this. for proper change. we all do. enemy ( by letting go bad habits ) needs to heal too. that’s how we heal the world.

war is a rerun placed in way of good change.

u can’t preserve the privacy of those who exploit u

our true friends become family.

becoming aware is the first step to clarity.

workers rights

the agents in cities. streets full of people among them. who are gov agents. who relay info back and forth from the grounds but they hold other tasks as well such as coercive efforts. to manipulate choice and bc it’s happening while u live. it’s convincing that there are people who understands. or. whatever is ur unique situation bc i bet everyone has their unique situation. it won’t be same as it happened to me for example so u can’t look for these signs. u have to look for ur own.

regular citizens. perhaps. of the bloodline ? friends. inner circle people. original families. or off the coast , earlier establishments.

while it’s nice to be kind or inclusive. it’s not nice to be conniving. double standards . and unfair. perhaps judgemental and too perfectionist when they r not even perfect themselves let alone their faulty systems.

i think the worst part is the fake kindness. bc it’d so conniving and so insidious. u mistake it for real thing and u trust them but then it’s like letting the trojan horse in. and u don’t know where the attack comes from. cos u already checked them green.

they incessantly. online. try. people. to break them. and also. offline. if there’s availability to spy. and get advantage of info that u don’t think others might have on u.

and then they triangular to make smth look like smth else. by juxtaposing and conflating the reactions of the people and paint that as smth else that’s disinformation.

misinformation is wrong info.

disinformation is falsifying smth that was already established as correct.

it is all about getting the work. the best work for them members. the new work. future of work. mechanic a work or at home jobs or creative stuff.

my theory is that recent uprising on human rights was trap. to get to see what was in peoples minds. so now. after all this. sure there’s more we don’t know. let’s remember that this is a collective effort. and as all hands on deck would go. so now folks got readjusted. moved around. some are offed ( i have theories on whose death could have been artificial but that’s anyone’s quest. u can be curious about such objectives easy in this world of distrust and such terrible conduct among people. no matter where they are in the world in disposition ). u support minority folks. u could be punished. systemically perhaps. and u won’t know. maybe this isn’t even that personal. maybe it’s both. or could be. combinations as to why things go wrong. is it cheaper to relocate people than change infastructure ? so now. ofc. we also had boom of creativity. is it gonna get scrapped by these idiots and be resided and funds will be theirs ? i don’t know. i hope they dare not. but. it’s just art.

though again. workers rights. so many corners get cut. so many people lay the groundwork for others. to. succeed ?

so now the future of success is changing even more bc of what recently happened.

but is there hope still? are things looking up ? are we out of the woods yet ? we will have to see.

in the mean time i welcome everyone to dream , to look up at the sky. it’d one sky. to feel the ground md it’s one ground. to breath the air. it’s one air. and to feel bc it’s one love. maybe we can someday learn to share.

we all can have this. creativity. abundance. prosperity and share the work that every human has to do like clean up the world and figure out solutions and do things both from home and at office.

ideas matter. not everyone has to linearly advance too. we don’t have time. we have to take efficient steps globally maybe we can save everyone.

everyone is a good at smth.

u shouldn’t have to defend urself on why ur defending human rights.

go with the flow

with keen awareness. and absolute glow.

i’m still learning to live with death on my mind

and on my heart. i ask myself well. how can i appreciate my life more. or how can i value my time and energy more. and what’s the right thing to do at all times. it can be exhausting and i know i’m not perfect. but i’m doing the best that i can.

in those types of seeking. i may also discover death in a collective way. on human species. of human kind. and human purpose. why are we here. and where are we headed. once we r to move on or grow.

words can be tricky. we let them die the moment we say it out loud. they must not be clung to. thus. revealing their ultimate transformation.

it’s usually people who must trust blindly the system and not mutual way that’s reciprocal. transparent. just.

but system is not sentinel. they r not god. they r simply set of instructions run by people just like people that are forced to trust blindly.

perhaps development of as accidental. but recognizing this now gives us power to change however , the change can’t be determine by few. certainly not by the mindset

that got us here.

inferiority only grows to be partial. that is u wish to act. can be quelled by application of humility. and ur humble about ur own struggles bc this is smth that comes with the faultiness of the world. or environment. that produces such animosities. in theory. then materialized. which we then mistake for real. but also degree of self fulfilling prophecy there.

because we are human. we r have our own imperfections . and because the environment is also faulty there is very little room for error. or that things get out of whack real quick bc we are almost always at the end of our rope.

now let me ask you this however. what’s the difference between vulnerability and fragility. one is scared. and hardly maintains some type of person. which can be destroyed at any inconvenience this isn’t. a weakness. it means the individual is overwhelmed.

the other is , much like a warrior. or retire warrior but bc it’d not a job but a lifestyle. u continue to embody ur values. bc u have in ur retinue such relative strong experience and wisdom. that’s not weakness. that’s carrying in ur heart ur wins and ur losses. which is the tragedy of the warrior anyway.

but i ask u this bc even in the care of the former where the breakdown is perceived as weakness. bc also social constrictions and labels make it so, easy. what difference does it make, as both are suffering. and perhaps it’s not a matter of characteristic that people are weak per se, but that there’s a fundamental issue among us older than us that needs us to face it. to get thru it or transcend it.

all hands on deck requires from us that inner sensitivity so that we are facing ourselves foremost within.

it’s like ur led by ur nose by an invincible hand or ur not sure if ur the leader of self or the follower to someone or smth else. or u run the potential that it might be so. for clarity. and that’s how we make it thru our inconsolable feelings. or thoughts that don’t make sense. or introduction of distortion of information . or straight up lies.

it’s clear that there’s smth significant between humans and their relationship with with earth.

reflections

always help when u get a chance. others. who may need. u maybe the only one who helps. and it counts for smth even tho it may not solve things in the world front.

we can notice different types of help. there’s immediate. away from danger. the on ur toes sort of response that’s diligent and is rooted to survival. and the there’s other types. administrative types. intellectual. i guess. that’s what it is. just getting things done. mundane. ship shap. but it contributes bc they work to do the same , improve. simplify. help.

one way to help is. ask ourselves this. how can we invoke the sleeping dragon that’s inside every single one of us ? how do we stir the soul to transcend aptly right. to determine and to change what we can. and to participate in what we have and do with the community in what we share. all over the world. for this would forge some type of trust ability in each other but not out of desperation out of luck might what have u. a standard is not forced. it’s enabled naturally for it is equal for all. in terms of input. although skill sets might determine that it’s more to each their ability can forsake them.

we could help it if we would. to make peace with the process of our mortality. but while we are still trying to determine what is living. the mere act of aliveness or simply put our lives pass us by in constancy of wait. for change. for simplicity. all the things that facilitates help. to help urself. to each other. to help the situation. the cause. the future the past and where we are interim.

in love there is truth and in truth there is liberation.

however each translates that maybe personal. but the message of omen remains

order of things is natural.

some are distinct. some or more. it is us we make it complicated. when we are at odds between the artificial wirings of reality when it gets in the way of our naturalist. where we are alighted but can we say we can navigate such waters of abject doscrepcies? it’s hard to say since there are a ton of reflective along the way of of personal cognizance .

internet life should never be more fulfilling than real life

nor can it ever be.

things we worry about the most

are ones that solve themselves once we do the things we need to do.

often times bc our societies are fragmented. we give takes a chance. we say. let this side. try this out. let that side try that out. whereas we could simply merge our ideals and find a sweet spot that benefits all in some sustainable way.

most worldly issues are result of money and lack of it.

those who don’t cut back in their life should not tell others to cut back on theirs

but we do need to come to terms with reality and what is. the real solution is in transparent discourse and finding the middle ground that honours respects and meets the equal needs of everybody.

while love knows no bounds. hate is predictable. it’s a one trick pony. after a while. it gets old.

ur agency is ur agency it’s personal

u don’t owe anyone relationship. friendship etc. be cordial. be kind. be accommodating. respect others. and common grounds. that often suffices.

morning reflections

examining. our pain doesn’t mean we are weak or it’s a weakness to be vulnerable with it. examining our pain allows us to make sense of why happened and so that we can have proper closure. or make necessary changes for healing , life betterment. etc.

we can’t examine our pain haphazardly. too soon or too late. it has to be right time when a person is in a purview of perception. or perceive in one’s reality is that one is able to utilize the time of having to relive their pain. for smth worthy. such as getting things right the first time. or getting the gist of things at first try. where much of the work is to be done. so the. next revisit isn’t as painful.

this is the idea though. to soften the heart that may have become alert from the pain and or suffering or threat to one safety or habits or life or whatever is causing the pain. to soften the heart we have to first be vulnerable. that is not victimhood. victimhood is when one refuses to change and continues to response their pain as a means to get smth. specific at that.

a person who has met with their pain head on has healed. has not denied the last. but gone thru it. of having gone thru it. they were to transcend the root of suffering. not just surrounding areas. a patchwork of sloppy work that gets threatens at first challenge. no. such true healing is resilient to repeat offenders. especially that.

to house the last and suffering is to see tbh ga whole. entirely. not just in parts. selectively parsing thru info. this is nice so this works for me. that’s not nice so that doesn’t work for me mentality. we want to see the whole. big picture. no matter how difficult its parts. that’s resiliency. just that we don’t wanna keep being exposed to suffering. for exposure sake. that’s like rebel without a cause. u have to have discriminated. direction and destination for ur purpose. in which u saturate urself with set of motivational actions.

for us to reconcile the past. we have to have closure.

anyone can do anything.

intention changes everything.

don’t settle with this version of reality.

there are better days ahead for everyone.

everyone has their part within the world.

we need to factor in human value and worth into everything we do.

treating grown adults like imbeciles goes counter intuitive to our common spiritual appeal.

morning reflections

it’s not that we don’t know truths. but the act of integrity in practice is what sets the pace for what’s next. collectively speaking. so here. reference is al hands on deck. to each their own. but matters the input. bc it is revealed by end results. by the contribution of each

our minds can get frazzled. sometkwan at the beginning of journey. we may say. well. let me think of this once i cross that road. but upon coming to the road, we get perplexed . our frazzled state of being don’t allow us to see things as they are. but according to what prior pace we might have set. which is a trick the mind plays. hence the act of truth telling. embodiment of truths and never sacrificing ur truths for immediate anything.

it seems such opportunism. comes with a great price ticket.

so here then , how do we not only know truths b n embody truths. but be as that which we appear ? which is harder to do in a world that demands a customary approach to all things. whether is a challenge in our own experience manifold or just the challenge of bigger picture objectives we may notice that there is a fine line between being free and being in line with all else. hence the importance of greet skill of determining whether if that which we perceive to be true or a part of that grand smth that simply reunited from us a much clearer viewpoint.

so the act here isn’t to accept wholly or to deny entirely for both categories do fall along the lines of such extremities which truths work to liberate us from entirely. to a more fluent. fluent states of being of creativity. inspiration and the effortless nature of dimply being.

take a break. take it easy don’t let urself be ground down by the daily subtle constancy of resistance and turn ur lance in the air.

take comfort with this moment right here right now. cos we’ve energy for when ur called to action.

don’t cause unnecessary excess pain.

there is already enough suffering in the world. if u can’t help pls..

if it can’t be changed.

don’t sweat about it.

we say things like take a chance on the economy

and then at any point in junction when things go severely wrong. these small businesses don’t have a fall back plan or survival.

how then can we both take chances and not get swallowed up in the process of change ( that’s beyond our comprehension).

always check the accuracy of each others work.

when we run away for issues when small

they don’t go away they grow. it’s better to face our issues when they are small by adhering to set of simple practices that will detect our behaviour if we are being escapists in our own challenges.

things don’t develop overnight. this same goes for any troubleshooting or any issue that may arise. and seem like it has arisen overnight. usually thjngs take time to detect issues . when we develop keen eye to detect issue when they are small . then we are taking responsibly for our part of management which should work to eliminate uncertainties along the way and anxieties that are naturally produced.

working with others can be scary. bc of different minds and how each person can be passionate about smth that can connect our passions and or get us in linguistic troubles bc of basic misunderstanding of words. knowing these susceptible human potholes of communication can get us ahead of the uncertainties that we face in refers to interpersonal dealings.

welcome change

make sure u know what u agree to and that ur not signing up for smth u aren’t in agreement with.

drop competition and u can see a comprehensive path of cooperation.

ur vibes introduce u.

they may be like vapour. may not easily be defined. to detected by the traditional sense of “proof”. but they r there. improve ur vibes and ur attire will reflect a greater contentment.

love ur experience. love ur life.

then u can grow thru it.

superior approach over others does not work to eliminate or purify our problem

meditations

every morning make the incantations that u are a being of love. a being who’s light. a being who’s capable of healing. of peace. of positivity.

the negativities are usually borrowed. much like other stuff of the world. so when we notice where they arrive where they gone it’s sure for us to discern and remain detached so as to not get swallowed up by its might.

everywhere u go. ur joy. ur peace. w everywhere u go. u notice that u bring quality energy to the world and to the people around u. there is not a single preconceived thought that springs from u. ur just there as a witness and as presence. there’s no animosities. if there are any. projections from ur environment they fall at ur feet bc there’s nothing to reciprocate to strengthen its feel.

where u go. ur a being of strong force that’s not strongly forced. or forced. meaning that it’s natural. it flows. u don’t catch n release. u don’t grasp. u don’t hold tightly. u also don’t hold lose. u don’t say. well maybe this isn’t me. this isn’t real. or u project that happiness joy. that natural quality to appearances. which u might have already decided inside that ur not capable of good. or peace.

but notice that ur stste. ur baseline. is benevolent. and step into that benevolence everywhere u go. this way. where u go. irregardless to the quality of energy there. ur not only not impacted by it in a negative way. studious perhaps. but not negative. but maybe even in a positive way where ur the impact or. ur the ones who spirituality holds others by their hand. given with benevolent permission and peace. and lead them to find their inner light.

usually when times are tough and greet challenges are abound in the world it’s easy to get lost or mistake what’s immediate for the long term. we may also fall on hasty grounds de. and flip flop between objectives bc of greeter instability and lack of security abound due to people being on uncertain ground which can cause instabilities of behaviour. so a degree of concern is right here. but it shouldn’t be debilitating.

if u feel that ur being severely constricted. always use clear communication . if u feel smth changing in ur enteric field. be curious to seek out it’s source. maybe it’d someone who’s mentally distraught. who happens to be nearby. then pray for them. it hurts also nobody to pray for ur enemy. bc u would naturally be included to want them to be purified of bad behaviour or mistaken thighs and be clear in their ways for investing in their life. soul. heart. whatever. bc then we are doing this global common ground peace plan right with great emphasis on mutual trust.

look to what people don’t say.

very little is new under the sun.

once u notice. u may tap into the effortless knowing of continuity of what is. even if that what is is riddled with what it’s not.

often times we wait bc systems tell us to

because there is this concern and that priority. and then things hardly get better. next thing we know things change and we must follow. do u think this is efficient in a way that honours every individual while also considering the big picture and the long term ? do u think the results have proven to be worthy of such admission into waiting period which eats away at our lives. and by the time we are much older. only then , hindsight is clearer. and what do we do when we do see the viewpoint in such clarity? does it scare us to close our hearts or welcome us to a challenge. of well. here are problems and can we think of some solutions to remedy.

do u know ur system.

do u know ur natural human system u depend on. do u know ur system of the world. both man made and artifice. do u know system that are bigger then this world that impact us irregardless to what sort of input we may have or control over ?

everything comes down to human beings and relationship with various systems.

both natural and man made.

hope with actions can change things for better

when intentions are aligned with our highest appeal.

on morals and ethics.

to not lose heart in a world that goes against it

on a daily basis can be tough. it can cause some to give up. others to change heart. yet others to suffer avoidable pain.

it seems to have heart is simply not enough. it may not solve all our problems. may not save us at the end of the day when the issues are overburdening.

we can however learn from it. those of us who see with our hearts.

ideally. we want the world to feel safe as. a home for humankind.

not under rain not contradictory. not covetous or dangerous in a way that can’t be managed by eight billion people.

this doesn’t mean challenges won’t exist. there are cycles bigger than our minds can grasp. the purpose is to be aptly ready for it.

reflections

a new day ofc. brings with it new chance. although it may not seem like it. each day. has strong similarities. and very little subtle shifts ebbs and flows. it’s easy to give into the customs of habit harder to detect growth. or change. but easy to do so when one is at ease with flow

difference between artificial and organic reality and it’s developments tend to create the discrepancy between the shifts while artificial stops rigidly and starts haphazardly. the authentic natural reality is one that develops in a way that can’t be plagiarized. u may be fooled. but that doesn’t mean ur system is being fooled also. which creates the inner resistance in the first place.

u may reject this. u may deny it. u may project it. u may change its meaning g and attributes. u may assign different meaning . try to change it. assuming words overpower the few things that set marked difference between what the artificial and the organic processes may produce. this may only prolong the time it takes and not always. since the organic processes depend on smth that the articulation can never reach. have access to or manipulate.

the issue isn’t that we don’t notice the discrepancy between the two . we may be compelled to choose one over the other. not known flow to merge or utilize the effects or efforts produced as a result of combination of both. seems that both the artificial and organic systems do complement a more comprehensive version of life. although in the minds and hearts of individuals. bc we aren’t able to parse they these variations of systems. the projections that produce the inner results tend to cause contradictions inside the person causing diversions. and contradictions to occur. also bc our minds like to connect dots and make sense of reality.

though sometimes we maybe ned to make these connections. it’d always worth to take caution not to make connections ur being led to make bc that would be o part of artificial reasoning not an organic process. which tend to come easy and go easy. whereas in the organic process which is aware of and is in alliance with artificial or mechanical systems would be more in coordination hence is able to parse thru the parts that may be contradictory to its appeal. or the meaning in which it’s utilized. such in the case with artificial happenstances that are meant to be tools for ease. or purpose for organization. or a need for efficiency and not the other way around. that’s when we know if a thing is being misused also.

notes

science got ahead but at the cost of human life now we a re still ethically and morally catching up. but in sciences defence religion had long waged war against its own heart n soul.

reconciling discrepancy between science and religion is the act of reconcile discrepancy between mind and heart.

perhaps the right alignment allows us to get a glimpse into our soul. but not by human terms. only the embodiment. the act of being followed by an invincible force.

when fragmented . these departments already have some type of hold. contradictions arise due to discrepancies of ethics and morals of such approaches. which is hard to do due to being fragmented. or isolated. each in their departments. of trying to figure out or determine truths.

soul may experience this and find a lack. soul may then experience that and find a lack. for the complementary would have to be established via unitive theories. comprehensive with all and everything that nourishes the soul. which would be healthy dose of curiosity . complemented by altruism. aka. do no harm.

from our current point of observation we can see such variations of fragmentations that cause contradictions and constrictions between objectives.

if u notice. for any discrepancies in one department. we often refer to the lack of smth in another department. this is due to our inability to merge these truths that refer to each department but with the consideration that the soul has been recognized. or that there is a primary driver before all objectives .

and we make these distinctions which contradict the truth found in each department based on by either or. we feel compelled that one is to be chosen. that they can’t be complementary. and each in their departments. as well as whole.

do u think language is a art form for expression of the soul. ? that may derive meaning from myriad other departments ? for the soul does seek for nutriments. for the evolution of its position. so then what would be the relevancies found on this planet. are they absolute or relative in term ? depending o their connection with things of bigger nature.

can we determine where each department is also influential in terms of that which is mentioned above ? in terms of language. and intention. which are driven by ethics and morals. but also fragmented. lots of contradictions arise. bc they all tend to have the same effect of multiplication even though they may produce different results .

we usually refer to breaking free from old structure is destruction of a whole. irregardless of whether if any peers require preserving. or care. or of having ears liie d some basis. although maybe partial. and not yet whole. than merging or the act of such shift as part of merging for all that we see may become partial to the whole when viewed from a wider perspective.

both ironically suppose making efficient of systems. relevant to their departments one refers to man’s heart. if efficiency. aka do no harm. the other. makes efficient the practicality of life. in existence and find a meanings of these. happenings.

but they both end up overproducing between lack and over abundance. missing in parts. redirected due to capitalism ( and other half hearted systems. like borders. national security, economy that thrives on dog eat dog world and lacking of soul even if one is supposedly religious or adhered to religious practices ) so the soul would be severely missing in. places where there is greeter resistance between both and in term of elective both in their higher ideals of reach for perfection.

we may feel compelled to either denounce either or , or adhere to. much like. a buffet of thought processes. create a Frankenstein version. of the merging of both. that’s bc human soul is also appearance of fragmentation due to other system bodies causing contradiction of practice and are also isolated in terms of their “ functionality “

do u believe that deceiving people comes with severe consequences ?

u may fool mirrors but not urself

when we are in a room full of mirrors what do we see.

our certainties can either free us or trap us

depending on where we place our truths.

simply making peace with everyone does not solve our problems.

but making peace allows us the necessary calm that facilitates new ideas and inspirations geared for greater efficiency in solving our shared problems as well as allow us to continue to build onthe right skilll sets such as communications n clarification of our intentions for our personal efficiency as there’s often a ton of wasted energy and effort on the wrong things. or frivolous things. or things that could simply become more perceptible by sorting its contents.

not all movements within are true

a true movement is foremost felt within.

it’s a paradox that

words are both striving for absolute and are also far from it.

good morning

always think of the long term when deciding , make sure to consider the best way to efficiate your own reasoning. how do u approach life. how is u reconcile the realty when there’s so many contradictions. perhaps from an optimistic pov. there’s a lot of work to be done. from a pessimistic pov. we may think there’s hardly any growth or we may think that there’s too much work. perhaps the pessimism comes from lack of belief in humanity. so then that should be the priority. lack of faith in each other comes due to lack of trust. lack of trust comes with irreconciled past. lack of clarity causes discrepancies. lack of common ground pulls us apart. when we are diverted. we are separate and fragmented in memory and thought. when that happens we contradict our words with our actions. then we become not so trustworthy ourselves too ! bc we are too cautious and too worried with a linear. black and white approach to reality. then how do we colour it ? maybe it’s not in what we do but in how we perceive reality. then we look to clear the lenses thru which we see the world. if appearances aren’t what they seem. then there’s potential for detours and caveats in our reasoning. . . it’s like ur in many places at once. but of. ur experience still has to abide by the laws of time and the planets own natural availabilities.

it’s better to err and change than err and deny and then pretend that our efforts are not wasted.

nothing truly goes away by the looks of it.

there is no reset. or restart. there is a past. we are all from somewhere. and are endowed with myriad of experiences and wisdom.

so continue on ur journey with grace. and recognize the same struggle in others.

this is humility. and grace.

in truth we are all one.

constrictions happen due to some of us of having lost our way and closed our hearts. keep on. knocking.

true connections are natural.

they r not forced or have feeling of faux to them. u just grow. much like breath. and sunlight. effortlessly being comfortable in urself and ur atmosphere shared the same.

trust ur inner subconscious.

keep ur self on the righteous path don’t sell urself short. don’t trade ethics morals and dignity for temporary objectives.

be real with what is. but never be rude.

both swearing and smiling

work to manage ur pain.

different times of our lives call for different versions of us.

all of which represent one truth.

when someone comes to u with bad intentions

always consider those they might have already harmed.