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or gravity brought us here, causes and effects made our life possible, we became consciousness itself bc we were piece of it, but why is the period between early years to now different, why must we be so innocent at first only to be taken advantage of later and then have that as the path of our soul, how relevant are the events on our lives, and what quality are the events , which may or may not have anything to do with our souls path, can it be changed? can we collectively come to a consensus about making a better world out of all this? how then can we trust one another, are we the enemies ? or is the enemy a thought or an idea form, bc upon coming here we all come with not exactly knowing, we simply do not know, children are innocent as they believe things that are presented to them, but later what ever is the qualifying there, that is divine and true, not the facades we decorate ourselves with, that begins to resonate with every individual, we realize everything is a mechanical action, everything is caught up in down delusion, but upon breaking free form this we can go with meaninglessness, which can get a lot of necessary work to back up, so there is reason for being here, we somehow got attracted to an idea or form or both, or smth that brought us here, the perception of good and bad may be residue form our prior form, but here, we have the effect of there’s cause so we don’t know the score form it, maybe we were told upon exiting there, but we couldn’t retain it or it wasn’t effective in terms of appropriate gravitation, simply not recognizing the factors of rise times , in here time by human perception, we did as well as what we get from here now, collectively , since on individual basis, we see many different extreme forms of this “ wrong “ or mistake or cause of which allows us to “experience this” , so on collective basis this is best we can do, and here we have progression of what constitutes as consciousness which primes us for what is to be effected from the causes of this life, which we become aware of, the meaning is already there, its evolution or change, or efficiency or betterment, he better more improved than u we’re before , the gas change, and this is much like what cspitslims teaches us , it used to build things of sturdy now it makes them easy to break is u buy more often and while u go bankrupt, the stuff gets recycled to be remade cheaply again, it’s how machinated we live, the danger of which normalizes in us as fact or right which becomes our confirming if we insist and persist on it but the expanse of our collective consciousness has pointed to a way we haven’t realized in the prior, that is if our unity consciousness and that we are soul before our human lives and much of life’s struggles could have been mended with simply knowing , and u notice why things were intentionally shrouded, but what we do from here determines so much more , not assuming we harness power of now by denying an active last, and trying to control the trajectory in sheer holes to continue power and control over everything , first we fill ourself that this is control. this is power, the mighty exertion of excess negativity in full bloom

and u may still smile and be nice in ur “ tough love” but here the love is far from tough nor the tough from love, toughness without love is abusive, for the tough love sounds very much like this and we can see how we handle such, from material objectives to when things get called out, so the proof is already hiding in the pudding, the truths are ugly but they are in plain sight, u can see the whole thing in the works , and here when we are repeatedly exposed to things we take them as true and fact, perhaps initially, and upon our development our minds are shaped very much like this, now we know more see more our minds can be more expanded we can perceive and do things much more differently than ever before we didn’t think that those we admired , are actually also in us, that we too can achieve great things and even do so much more with our unique person , we each have stories , but often, since the world is not developed according to us, but we are instead being demanded to cut ourselves short or down, to match whatever is affirmed, and here the betrayal comes in the form of natural key whereas what ur experiencing is far from natural, the artificiality becomes like a machine, u may get mad at someone and live in ur delusions in ur own mind for hours days weeks months and even years on end and not realize what frivolity it is, but ur feeling and experiences are valid, and u can’t simply cut them off or deny them either, ur just not given the priority , hence u do not possess that same priority within, we don’t come with the instructions on how to be, which is where the clue comes , as to us not exactly being true inhabitants of this planet, it was animals and plants and all that other germinal stuff, we happened to arrive here later, before us was dinosaurs , much other different species have come they, and some of which have gone extinct, this goes to show us that all things must also come to a good end how we end things must matter here, dinosaurs didn’t he but easy, they got annihilated , and it was after the meteor that hit earth that they slowly suffocated and died of hunger, and other terrible conditions, that’s unfortunate, bc the meteor didn’t directly kill them, its effects did. we go back outside to seek for self in all things reality , thus synchronicity allows us to establish some how of basis for our thoughts, we do know that we can run the risk of making error in our thighs, make wing judgment calls or decisions , that effect greatly upon our life, this shows that we do seek outside of ourself, either in others , for confirmation, not validation but acceptance more like, of unity, bc when ur alone sometimes things can be daunting, and the life is very much that, it can be isolating and lonely at times, cold, when u think about it; the difference between natural order which is bountiful, how the world gives us food and everything we need, and cold bc it’s also financial, capitalists rule every aspect of our lives, we are looked at as machines who should do things , and that’s our only worth.

we may ask ourselves what may brought us here, and not receive answer in human term, it could be causes and effects between much bigger objectives and say tens, but then we might have much higher self we might have temporarily derided from, the amnesiac states of consciousness , and the cause was much bigger, we forgot, now we are en route to remember, but this is also not in human term, to remember is to embody smth that’s beyond comprehension, but it’s not like being possessed, although that too happens here, via mind games gaslighting and manipulative techniques, although the directives are purely cosmic ? the way to tell their correctness comes from wanting betterment for all, that one have already grasped the concept of human unity, and does not wish to project further distractions, only each word in truth, each action meaning full than before, fully present and self conscious, upright in all that one does, aka has a spine to stand against many atrocities, and at the very least does not vaccinate upon one’s values for th earthly pleasures that offer many, a bad ideas to unfold if we cave into simple pleasures and desires of the five senses for instance , u may think ur efforts go wasted but this is illusion bc there’s look of false worldly win, the falsity does not happen on its own ? there is indeed an interaction being made, between people, between nations, between power and the ones under he power, but we don’t just go out in public and claim this connection we don’t say yes system are aware of u bc they do profess their love but when it comes to get human feelings done they are nowhere to be found, they don’t answer phone calls or response diligently to emails or thee concerns when they are brought to them, there’s simply no acknowledgment. so there is presence of consciousness and conscience, u may feel about smth, but to remedy is goes beyond validation from others , or the simple act of seining that to reimburse although, in much less , in observation , based on by otherise human consciousness that already lets us know we are equal humans that there are no hierarchies , by what we came to realize by material endowments, but by our expertise, wisdom, righteousness or the merits from our good self consciousness that we bring to the lot, which naturally does not expect domination, does not become a dictator either. is only king in his own kingdom in in his private life

in a way self control does permit us the freedom we are, but we don’t get that in the way that we divinely feel, our conscience rescues us, that self control is right of way, its right way, bc just bc u can do smth doesn’t mean u should , u can see this, and u see it’s replicate all over the world the many ways “ self control “ forms to play. but we also notice this is not a sense too common among the lot, ease of which comes from that which was established in the prior. we say we aren’t responsible bc we have not been at the privilege of executing those options but we are executing these options and at the end it’s both options which permit a way to see available options other than our small minded thinking on what limited options have long been developed , small bc we think that people are to be feared bc of the systems “emphasizing excess control and power” and surely www are species that like to colour outside the lines we likes to explore and detrimental our own boundaries and here is where we err sometimes bc the amount of knowledge is available at different rations , were, in thru human life and development, some of these being hard earned, and our instincts have become more calmed down, we are a lot more civilized , we notice that art of war is frivolous pursuit even in most remotest pasts , tribes know to work together for their collective survival, but some of these old ideas are so grand they are hard to die, they don’t die, they are resistant in our lives , and those who take up these options tends to realize this as a form of blessing but it could be the very challenge, the fuck around and find out type thing , but what’s our role, each person, since this pertains to us all in some way, and that we can’t simply accept an ignore, just bc we alone couldn’t change about it, what then do we do, how then do we accord our life so that it one’s not loss its meaning, and we , ourselves while we remain in wait, since initially we begin to orb some degree of blind faith, we trust too much too fast and we expect things to get better , and thus hardly harkens in a world that has determined otherwise. bc u could say well they are bad they r rotten they will be punished and then we turn our backs and leave it to nature, they leave it to nature too they poison us and then leave us to ourself see what we will do next the wait in between states is the hardest bc life happens anyway u could encounter someone or smth can change a strong fate , in waiting states

and that’s after all this evolution took place and it brought u here ur mom and dad fell in love which is a blessing and it’s rare, and then they got pregnant with u another miracle and rarity bc it often is hard to happen, there is a very small window of open unity, and then people who sacrificed so much made ur reality possible, and the systems that surround u help guide the way, all seems kosher at first but then i begin to notice discrepancies , or that smth is off there’s contradiction somewhere or other, a system failure or inconsistency somewhere or else but we often look to those who are near us initially bc we don’t irise system are aware of us and that there is a process and a program, thru which we tend to progress collectively anyways,and warfare takes ur life or poverty, or smth else happens, so it’s not ur fault, it’s the contrions that are put on earth that make this possible, we tend to think it’s normal, byproduct , of being here ,, eat or be eaten, or kill or be killed , or hunt or be hunted, or and we do that regardless to the illusion of system, and civilly, now i personally think civilized societies work better when we have bette outlook towards each other, and better intention, which includes improved thoughts, u can’t be racist inside and act kind on the outside for example, but just bc ur racist doesn’t mean u should be explicit, but seek help, do introspective search, maybe ask urself why u may feel this way, and how u can take steps to improve ur own conditions, some of it could be part of ur seller programming and conditioning, to do smth differ does not expect from us to see as others do, that would be monkey business , ur just copying strategies to assimilate urself to simulated version of reality, a sort of role playing so to say, but without pronouncing it , the exchange as one. which can be often misleading in and of itself, or after all this evolution u do smth predictably dumb , either act on ur delusions , or sadly, ur evolution comes to end when others delusions are cast upon u, u could be targeted for simply frivolous objectives that stokes the fires of such mental conditions , the afflictions , the loss, hardship, all that evolutions and poor we are gone like a mist, but this is all symbolic, it’s trying to tell us smth, if we are willing and receptive to hear it at a heart consciousness, bc surely our minds can be trained, we can evolve and be mature mentally, know how to use our kinds and not be subjected to it, and use it for good things , for all betterment, our hearts too become smart and mature overtime, for maturity refers to wisdom that’s where smart comes from, it’ takes a lot to get us here, what can we do from here that can determine a better .. perhaps, a new world, we can try here first before things get worse and we may have to migrate.