what can i say?

some days are like these where u must prioritize yourself , love urself , honour yourself, and put urself first , where the loving care is true and just, since let’s admit it, what we refer to romantic love on this planet is face, it’s the very basis where cyclic suffering takes place, if u want to end suffering ,u stop what starts it and here, we speak of giving endless birth in a unstable planet, what are we even doing ? everyday is the same, we pomp ourselves while distracting from real and persons concerns, we detour to this eon that avenue , in just love is a fiction , a distraction, when u think on selfishness or more so like a business that functions , perhaps if we had functional societies we wouldn’t depend on love so much, bc we think ah so, we must find a way we can connect with people and not be alone, but in truths we are already alone, every day we are alone , even in room full of people we can find this loneliness let alone be irrelevant in a world full of peoples presence bc let’s face it nobody flinches in day to day suffering that takes place yet we all proclaim we found love and that this will changw the world for better , we think ignoring all the red flags is altruistic , we think maybe we are thinking too along the lines of shallow thought but this ain’t true, sometimes what u feel tells u where to look at not exactly means where u found it at , but ofc given that we are also stubborn, for the romantic lore is rather selfish and greedy, , we miss the mark on what it means to truly open our hearts and notice that it’s our self love that brings light to the world not some facade business like exchange of what we think romantic love is and should be, u might wonder well what sort of planet do u live in, ah we live in a stupid planet my friend , the dumbest of it all, we get all kinds of proclamation of who is better than who, lots of competitions and enfiles drivel on what is assumed as necessary, which is often in the superfluous aspects of what constitutes as our reality, which is why nothing truly meaningful happens here, only few, ofc there’s good, when baies are born , u know that they stopped their breath in another universe, they held it, and sometimes they forget to restart their breathing or where they are at allows for such meditations so here they grow into adulthood and or u get the stand ins too, walks ins as well as walk outs when during sleep walk stages where these susceptible people will get out as they stop “ their breath “ the intensif connectivity that lets ur consciousness be here , and then ur consciousness has to go elsewhere but only momentarily, so in the mean time another may do the same and step into ur body for a little bit, and have their consciousness thru the laws of this appropriate place, that’s where i am, anyway , and who is to say that they are capable of the same love , bc the rules o such are not reliant on magic, or any tiptoe of wish, especially if its not true, it simply cannot be sustained, and a lover can recognize those isn’t solutions like right away or their love is also not awakened or not real , then again this is not a real world, it just a version some type of reality, and we are easy to be convinced also the food is good

for instance what constitues as karma can it be determined by laws that are available among our kind, there is a motion that love is justice for it allows ur heart to flourish which is the absolute reach of full potential since the cultivation of the merits come adorn a good place but not of secular kind, bc that would be limited , it would be tit for tat also, and that’s not what love actually does when it’s practiced with good intentions in the right order and done with the collective in mind, u don’t think it’s me versus the world, bc u don’t even belong to urself, ur only here getting in and out of myriad of situation and and there are professions , multiples of them that u can participate , all with love , and in gold kind, though here in where i’m at because nothing is real, all is plastic and fake, this especially includes actions and intentions, where what appears to be hardly ever is what it is or what it says it intends to be , i think we have a germination problem or more so a contamination grit where those who step in from time to time, bring wit themselves a degree of other planters functions that are newly introduced here, but then our system is not able to handle it, since not every place has dominant love frequency as its baseline operations , so we get this love type thing it’s not love but it hides behind love it’s distrust it’s scepticism it’s ridicule it’s all things love cannot contruse , for it can’t make such claims and make them stationary , even eternal objrdirves aren’t stationary look at us we scatter about like marbles all over the galaxy, order is made to force us into a line so that we don’t scatter much further than it, then we too go to these mental spheres , our consciousness with us, entirely new worlds, and of lacking of love , u are introduced to all other forces but bc ur still fresh off the love zone C and pls don’t make fun of my planet it’s stupid and it’s not perfect but the love , perhaps bc it’s stupid , is what makes it all the more true, even though we keep wasting it on romanticism , so anyways, we think all that we see there is of love , and we think if we elaborate on our self love , then perhaps they recognize our value and worth, though these forces , well, in their purified form all force is just science, they serve a purpose , they accompany other objrdirves they combine and advance, continuity is the name of their game, but this is only possible if all the dominant forces are in some divine order, and of purity at that, which we can upon coming back to this planet, realize where we are , level wise, in all those forces, whether do its operating from its dominant house of origin or , in small dots here and there as simply “walk ins “, if ur lucky, u may learn to love urself thru it all, but the path is not easy, bc of alll the ration of riches all across the space, some far away ,for it challenges our human logic even mathematics , we simply cannot compute what this vastly may mean for us, but only know thru self love, that is the equanimity of being into which one sees oneself in constant transmission and does not be too tough on oneself on those conditions all bc its attributes by the misapprehension of other forces around him

my planet does not recognize such love systemically bc its love incorporated here, its spirituality corporated , family corps, all types of corps u can find it all here, so in truth we don’t have time for love , the true love does not even have a chance to bud inside the mind b dire too busy about earthly objectives, too much concern about what will happen next, or what happened last, many times we have to do the work too many times over, bc it was wrong the first several times, and we get a new information, but this info was from like decades ago, so u can assess the footwork , u have to keep going back , dismantle the whole thing and hike it right back up, u goya’s have a degree of self love for that, or else u can run the risk of going mad, bonkers , and it’s not one where u temporary take ur mind out to another earthly place and then bring it back for supper either for some madness remains , as it becomes the place of love , for those who were never granted a chance in the world of , how can i say, lack of proper understanding , for we may connect the operation of what love makes, and in part it makes love thru understanding that’s mutually shared, we too have a intention too great , we want a world that’s livable, that’s worth living in, are u worth it? the suffering ? are u worth the struggle ? u wanna love the world u love in , and ensure it’s not gonna kill u at the same time u need to not let ur head get to u, don’t think that all deaths r attribute to this planet, for some , simply forget to breath again, it’s really that simple, and others who figured out how to keep their consciousness here while holding their breath, tend to distort their purview over some time, much like when u keep ur true word hidden or keep a secret, or a fart, h tend to implore , bc it has to go somewhere u can’t just seize and hold for u may stifle it, and we know, at times we can be, stifling, we do this two ways, either by non interaction or too much interaction which is a suggèrent way to stifle someone , u stifle them from their a moth to be themselves or their truth and their person, bc now there is a business of trying to keep u happy, and this is a failing project, we are resolvable from our happiness, that if we did the work of self love we would have found it, in a way u can say go love urself bc, it’s more powerful than fuck, a fuck does not even constitute a love, it’s list at best, it’s ur body desires much like foo, it serves a purpose , but while ur here, once u cease , do u think that food is gonna matter ? maybe in someway, but not of dominant kind, we know this based on by our valuations system? what do we priorise what lingers in our minds more then all others what do we come back to? what is the ones that propel us forward, what attracts us? what are we attracted to? is there a component in ur self u can recall , and in kind, smth that refers to ur entire race, this earthly place in a beneficial way, that can never be undone ? it’s hard to say so bc we are mostly prevented from being genuinely kind here bc everything is mortised , ask pelle they prefer to have nice things than nice people around maybe bc our love has never had a maturation stage we think marriage and divorce is a maturation stage but given on a collective stage it’s infantile, and we see why and how that is

firstly we are not real, it’s fake all over, we are afraid to tell the truths about is first infraction to self love, dude u can’t even afford urself ur own truths that’s sad , and it’s just words , u don’t actually have to pay for it, if u could only sit alone for a bit and tell urself some there’s, about urself , about the world, and stuff, and listen , try to rally under den what this means, which is where humility comes from, bc truths can be rough, they can be ugly at times, harsh, brash , and even cold, ice cold at that, they can cut thru concrete, but not even that, it’s bc of that distant place that we feel this coldness at times, even to ourself, we become numbs when we don’t feel, and that’s bc the truths are not available where they need to reel in like the holographic world this is, but we see fake remember, ur forbidden from ur true self, for truths are gateways to change, it’s not allowed in my world, we only conceptualize love, and put it on a silver screen i n the form of posh porn , and then spend the rest of lives in search for it, advertisement tell you how to love urself by the products they sell, but something g has to change, and it often does , what do u think is the new face of love incorporées on this destitute place ? maybe now we got human suffering , suffering pornography? ah cry ur hearts out, nothing will change , soon this too shall pass ,but it doesn’t in truth they are there as we left it, but bc we are fake and we lie so well, we believe otherwise , we say oh it’s indigestion, oh in need a new haircut, i need to buy that thing, or do this thing, collect life experiences so i don’t feel my flesh rotting , it’s sizzling in the sync it produces door, fluids, if ur quiet down enough u can hear the decay in real time, but we run and only for so long, there’s no fun, no joy in buying love, it’s entirely ejaculation of heart bubbles that are just that, bubbles in the mist, soon to become rain, where u don’t reign a worthy kingdom, bc nothing lasts when we build castles in the sand, but we lied too much so now we live the suffering and we think that’s the way it is supposed to be, so we keep fornicating and multiplying issues and we can’t handle the issues nor care for them properly, a strong symbolism of samsaric reality , but we have to fill the void or else we hear our bones crack along as we continue to inch closer to our grave , and our lie has become so habitual , it’s almost like second nature, it comes easy, goes too just as easy, but now its multiples so other forms of it keeps coming bc they too don’t have a mind of their own, they just keep borrowing what’s around, they go ah so that’s how u do it, we must not reveal true self and at some point the true self stops breathing

now we are still figuring things out, my love for instance this self love that i have can be seen arrogant in a place like this bc then ur like how dare u be haiku, have so much to be happy ansgesrduk for and there’s nothing about u to be grateful or happy for, often , the idea of happiness joy and even contentment are overlooked and under appreciated we think things makes it, we think perfect people only exist in exalted places , everything is edited, bc the reality is heavily altered, we just allow the stagnation in the air to become dense, and thus sensitive soon becomes material objects, things don’t just appear , they are made, and the continuation of these things is thru their maintenance , which involves many different processes of upkeep, u have to make sure each part is functional and replace parts as u need to, have trouble shooting steps available and handy,‘ u might have to think of anything that could possibly go wrong but not adhere to it as if it’s a fact, which is hard to do, since we lie a lot, and always approach ur conditions with love, but here , we have already lost our way, our love is in packages, we consume them to prolong our beauty, or in cases of poverty, shorten it, and here, we are thinking along side karmic lines , for a cyclic rebirth can never be deduced to a child born in war zone, it must be made sense such as when u are forced into criminalized positions , u may find a way out thru compassionate concern to urslef in ur situation, u might not notice that much of what we think is real is actually quite frivolous, all these forces diluting the living process may have some merit after all though, for we notice that love itself is not enough, there is always need for smth more, here is all the induction of the forces we do not now , nor are they fully purified, for if things are this way here, so u think this is only limited to this place? u would constrict ur senses if u think that what goes on here remains here and only refer to here, u can go crazy, it’s just a dream after all, there are no responsibilities , u will be purified anyway, but so wi they, the people who u working so easily, hurt harm and use so excessively, people , here , my people of my planet, so know so much about the many forms of love, but we often think we have to choose between such things , we say i will change my ways, so that i will no longer create undesirable actions which is true ur then we chuck the whole thing away, we cut the entire chord to smth that could pose as vital in someway, we don’t work to think that many objectives can be true at once but maybe not the same c just right in their own ways, this deconstruction with the reconstructive process shows that we reject our whole self in favour of favouritism, of others bc we think love is sought, and it is only given if we are worthy, not when we simply are, in fact we can’t even be or try are bc we living a lie, remeber ?