to know thyself

ok, that’s good, but which part about self are we exactly “knowing”? more so, which part about self is self or is composed of some type of tangible form that pops up in our heads when we think about to “know “ and the “self” , for to know we use our senses and must have some basis established and with proofs, tools and symbols to determine knowledge , and with self, we often go by what we perceive through knowledge, is self ur name? ur dob? is it ur profession , culture, ur apparence ? maybe we can express self thru patterns and habits, or thru character and personality, in their most intrinsic form, , all these could be part of self, and a way of arriving at knowledge, though to know self, we understand the process and progression of self, more so than its components, a comprehensive self is composed of many parts to one, both on intrinsic and denser way,- a behaviour can be dense bc of what it manifests faster then a thought process, that’s more intrinsic , to know self , one does not omit parts that one things is undesirable, or culturally unacceptable, bc that would be denying urself ur own true portion of which has some truth and meaning to it, regardless to how we may perceive them, bc we are still getting to know ourself, to quickly shut off parts without full grasp of their reason , could be detrimental to our overall self understanding , thereby affecting our understanding of the world around us, distorting our common purview , granted , there will be a degree of ignorance among us so long as we are in process of getting to know self thereby we can determine somethings about our human nature which contributes to our common grounds problem solving abilities for without some type of facts and factors established about a given objrdirves it’s hard to reason with it as well as to effectively come to resolutions it’s less than desirable aspects, or things that simply need good change , and we do have them, it would be deceptive otherwise to call things as perspective when we have myriad of problems, but it’s very telling how we handle our collective issues by way of self understanding g, for if we truly know and understanding ourself then our actions would reflect that self knowing, u might say , how then do we reach full self understanding or realization? by the benevolence of our actions, regardless to their apparences , and we already do this, but then we forget the step about which we also reflect this upon others in their own misdemeanours , and endeavours, surely by todays standards some things are unforgivable , or seem to far gone and beyond the point of return for some, u think , how can this person redeem themselves ever again? and we get to love with these types of individuals among us, who cause and continue to cause all kinds of problems, among us, it’s as if they have no personals agency whatsoever ever , and u notice how easy things would be if they simply refrained from certain types of behaviours that cause harm towards others , which includes extremely subtle ones such as systemic negligence or being too entangled with strangers that u forget self care and self realization and live through their suffering bc it makes u feel superior to them

the best way to know ourself is not tangible by any means , the self is selfless, it’s nothing , there’s no one there , but it’s also not nothing for there is a presence there, where this progression of the presence is what marks up our human understanding of the souls process experiencing itself as human form based on by guidelines and rules and laws offered by nature, and then peppered with human systems and understanding of these natures, maybe a little too generously, and even at times in forms of toxins posions and bombs, and here we dwell on the human perceptive of what makes a person and which attribute of self should be considered , bc based on by the souls position, all everything is arbitrary, they are here we have so man objrdirves to work on and work with, we come here not knowing , we tend to fit the bill or appropriate instead just to get thru it all, we look to see not to understand, we give into apparences easy, we hunk we absolutely know and are sure of who each other is and it’s bc we do it to ourself, we are our profession, we are our colour our cultures, traditions, we believe vehemently of our habituations , to be more so important than the intrinsic fluid that empowers us , the reality in its tangible form offers security to our otherwise not knowing , we allow ourselves to be distracted for a moment of relief from all the mysteries this existence could otherwise pose towards us , feelings of unease or freedom, from otherwise what the certainties of reality offers us, knowledge , or that u have arrived , into safety bc everything is predictable , at least it used to be, our existentialism is heightened only bc the one things that offered us a degree of solace is now being globally threatened ,and we don’t known how to handle things any other way bc we were never offered it, we are so o accustomed to our ways, and partly bc it’s too risqué to our wellbeing to explore uncharted territory or think of all the endless possibilities of vast endless space that terrifies us, it’s the same eternities we feel at soul level often mistaken for boredom or emptiness like there is no meaning in anything, no feeling , just empty loop of repetitive happenstances , we take it too seriously, to live our life to the fullest that we willfully run away from our own presence, it’s such a powerful way to affirm oneself “i” i did this i did that im capable of this i usually tend to do that when this happens, and so on, this shows that we are curious about our true self and want to know more of its processes bc if we truly understand ourself then we can accord ourself with more ease than experience discomfort, our primary goal ends up being elimination of suffering , the systemic equivalence of i is even worse , ur this class or that u do smth it gets systemized people put wrong things down on their pieces of paper, and then this paper can change ur life forever , and from there everyone else sees u they all kinds of lenses , they talk to u like a object totally dehumanized , they could be discussing u in front of u like ur some type of decoy , or a robot, some type of dummy who simply does not know how to be a human, or that ur faulty device, invalid , must be dealt with accordingly

and when we are confronted with strong mentalities as to what certainties should be permitted among us and which types shod be eliminated and how, and whatnot, the maintenance of which marks up our lives, where we have institutionalized human nature , while reducing every human to a mere thing, an objectif to be moved here and there, propped up for this purpose or other, brainwashed , or reprogrammed to fit appeals, all kinds of it , we get prison guards to teachers and doctors , all types of conditionings take place , and we do this to preserve our assuredness of the systems , we say u have to work a lot , yet we have doctor shortage while the present ones overwork and they end up burning out over time, it’s almost as if systems already know us that we are good , a doctor of good appeal would recognize peoples plight that h can’t put a price tag on human life but if u make him hustle enough eh may eventually give up his passion, we don’t want helpful humanity, we don’t want aggressiveness bc it sows further division among us, deprivation is what leads to greed, and some never break out of it while the systems further burrow u in ur afflictions, bc u suffered now u are sure everyone else must suffer the same fate for this is “peer of our human nature “ but we say we can not have known this if we don’t experience certain things , we say that this serves us a purpose of knowledge but so many knowledge is false let alone frivolous out there, what more can we learn about suffering ? how long does it take for people to redeem themselves from their wrongdoing ? when do we say that effort actually begins to pay off, or pays at all? most people don’t even get a chance to elaborate on their self knowing , they just die too soon, what does that mean for our human nature, we do this too often, we bring people into this world we give so much effort to do this, only for them to grow up to be wasted by the systems and the assured ignorances of each other and we are certain of everything , our media is riddled with absolute certainties and ignorances , all these silent conversations to assert our self dominance over and above others, and we are too sure of this type of existence that any induction of a new idea or a way out of this collective mess is seen as bizarre or too crazy, no , that’s not how it is around here u would say, people would never , and we are so easy to talk like this , not always in absolute certainty that we know others but more so that we have had hopes too many times crushed after getting all excited about improvement of smth or other , or a promise or other, that u may actually begin to worry is this the end of the world, if things all of a sudden are going well,

u pay for smth illusory too much, we all pay for the crimes of our human selves , without much knowledge into why these things even happened, we say oh i must be bad , here there or in a past place somewhere and i come here to precisely and strictly suffer, based on by others delusions , bc that’s what the systems represent as, u get kings and queens some pure bloods among us, who are more like gatekeepers, or jail guards or punishers among us they are absolutely certain this is true , and the rest of us suffer from minor infractions to sometimes friendly fire, or issues caused out of boredom , u just happened to be there and if it happens to u that u must have deserved it they are never wrong, if they make a mistake their so is a divine error geared to serve the greater good even though it may not seem like it, if all else fails they can always say that u offended then with smth u said or some other minor flaw to assert their dominance and make excuse for their errors , while u pay for it , this is our current collective quality right now , there are many forms of these guards type mentalities and bc it’s not natural to us as human , bc ur here for the same reason i am, and no matter how much u say eh not human but a unicorn won’t make a dent of change in ur true nature , it may make our current parlay a bit tumultus , but we are still on the discovery of what all this means , we do our best in this imperfect world, and surely there will eventually be a great reveal for why all this had to happen and what are the conditions and causes for it, we strive to be our best version so that our score is a good one, that’s the idea of self knowledge anyway bc u determine e self progression via this way, not actually grasp and hold onto some arbitrary identity or form bc that’s not potential to be maintained our symbolism of existence is a strong clue things change we are born we grow decay and then leave this place , all by signs that allow us to utilise as part of our self d determination to self knowledge, and a mind that holds self in this way, like holding air between ur finger tips, we also do this with perceiving our reality and especially each other, gentle hold, is not grasping , or pointing fingers anywhere , it just is, a very simple and direct relationship, and part of the way in which we can achieve this is by becoming more peaceful about our humanity, and our eventual departure from here, we cans do this partially, or in this or that part of the world, in occasion, though we can peon the communication lines to our human nature and how bizarre our current systems are , inclusif of some certain behaviours or others, bc they no longer serve us collectively, we come to a realization the profession of the world is also a loving entity, and that no matter how much we deny reject or ignore its plight, doesn’t augment its parts , we don’t manipulate reality just bc we can manipulate ourself, or each other , what tends to be continues on , whether if we choose to recognize it or not, and here is the danger , why lie or ourself? it’s like the same thing as running from ur own problems or ur own shadow , only for so much cannot be maintained , after some time has passed some instabilities will begin to appear and any foundation with minor cracks and misplaced steps on how its built will not last very long especially when the warning signs are ignored and red flags are cancelled about it and there’s no inspection or care for its maintenance either , as u notice we have no measure to counter anything of this sort when it comes to our human plight , we continue to ignore the signs , and go on our assumed ways instead towards each other

usually when we are assumed as self knowing and act on such with absolute certainty towards others we can make great errors along the way, bc we hide our faults assuming that it’s human nature and very standard for all to do this if the opportunity is given to them, that’s the real issue , those who see themselves as hand of god do not unrecognized their wrongs , sometimes they use their mistakes to control u, or project what they think they understand from it towards u instead assuming that what they did is general to human life, but this works based on by each persons level of understanding , so they will not approach u in their mode of speech but based on by what they assume is ur level of understanding , u in return understand them as if u understand urself, so u assume they have the same heart as u or hold better intentions as u do, u may get a whiff of wrong, smth in the air, in between ur fingertips( and here we are conditioned to conceal any unpleasant thought or feeling, so our impulse here would be immediately conceal anything that’s negative or unpleasant without further inquiry into their nature ) but bc ur conditioned to grasp and only believe in that which is tangible in ignore it u think it’s a faultiness of ur mind, but then it comes thru and then u may wonder if u attracted that sort of manifestation but when u do the same during a crisis or an event where if ur mind was that powerful and u just simply thighs about smth or made a incantation or other , that it will come thru it did t , it makes u wonder how these processes actually work, is there need for presence of someone for smth to work out that way? do we think that everything irreconcilable by our articulate minds is a product of religious or mysticism where there’s this big that is playing out among us but it’s non human, how certain can we be that what is occurring is non human ( we feel there’s a presence there , it does feel much more than our singular human existence but it could be equivalent to a group of pelle versus one more like, it’s said that this life is but a dream but a persistant one and own that has consequences , in examining our actual dreams we go by a lot of symbolism ? there are myriad of juxtapositions and other depictions that make the seems world seem a bit otherworldly than here, would it suffice to say that what happens next would also be otherworldly once we finally awaken ? so it’s important to become lucid in it, self knowing is the anti thesis to delusional thinking bc then ur working with established facts and factors and are not misusing knowledge or incorrectly applying teaching gas and skills necessary to continue on ur self understanding bc it never ends unlike how in this world we get stuck in conundrums, and here think on the true definition of being stuck, is it stationary bodies ? or stationary internal processes where nothing else improves, this stickiness tends to happen quite often in this world bc some people have right to know themselves and evolve in their self knowing , and be real out there or be people , considered as people, are people, have always been people, and then there are others who are not given their right to self knowing evolve appropriately be real or become people and be people or are considered as people at all.