there are different degrees of everything

there are different degrees of good and bad happenstances or degrees of lying in depth and in effect , different levels of wisdom, some maybe self impacted others may refer to large groups of people, u could have different levels of skill set, some maybe more expertly, others may need a bit more guidance, yet we are learning and teaching all the time simultaneously and our speech levels differ from expressive to direct and clear as well as instructive , we have differ degree of relationship with our higher self or the teacher, as we sometimes may not fully grasp in deciphering the message , which itself has different degree concomitant with our willingness to overcome struggles, for we may not give , or establish the grounds thru which all would flourish. first our alignment goes back words thru introspective research into our truth and origin, for we may want to be nearer to bigger truths versus for the sake of preservation of the unpreservative , that is the small self or ego or this life or that happenstance or whatever , bc then we are contributing to smth that’s ever lasting, which will also expedite where need to be next and what we are meant to do, but we have different degrees of living , and different ways we die as well with it which does not correlate to the meanings we give which also differ bc they tend to contredit one another including what we say versus what we do. the different degrees of our fight between small self the ego and personality and ur higher self, ur teacher or ur own inner god, also varies here , bc we also have different degrees of words and their meanings which produce different degrees of expressions on reality and thus our lives , it has multiplied this differ ways of being , though the part about which is in conjunction about itself is the precise area where we need to focus on and apply cohesive work towards its betterment , although it’s only a small part of the whole that itself has found some rule of alignment , it is such a critical part of the grounds thru which we wish to develop smth further , so we look into the area, where we deny the self the inner truths and higher calling, we turn off the attention from what is vital, or close the door to a potential of opportunities that is going to expedite matters in which case we may feel strong afflictions, bc although there are variations there too, the degree by which we understand our higher self alarm bells going off for smth we need to pay close attention to and take serious, itself has a bigger variation against the odds in which we take ourselves , seriously, bc what is human is it all this arbitrary means ? then in the bad even if such, how would we truly feel , for most people there are different variations of meaning there as well, some are or pessimistic whereas others are more optimistic and then many others fall somewhere in the middle

we take in habits as we get older so even when the veil is eventually lifted and we become more self conscious, we may not be able to get ourselves out of the rigid confinements of stark dense reality, but this doesn’t mean that we didn’t evolve or transcend our problems, it only refers to some connections of being different variations as per different ways to live and die coexisting in a rather conjunctional way , and if we were to equalize that we would either make thjngs worse generally or improve those few bad occurrences, and here different degree of lying come into strong play but when we try to find a solution between two problems we think of equal power which is also not true , one false objective does not always equal another false objective but here bc we are oscillating in and of ourselves bc we have a intense needs to be balanced of equanimity of flow of life , a comfort that we may resonate strongly with and never fall away from, for this gives us safety in a very different world, with different variations we are aware of but do not clearly see yet which is which in their variations, its hard to tell which is product of our own delusions and which belong to who ever else in whatever situation as well as how well best we can define maybe there is variations of degrees of understanding there too bc u can only reach into another for so much depth for if u have not experienced this depth well within, it would be hard to recognize where u go not that u can , but what do u see where u go, and in what u are confronted with, bc most often, where things tend to oscillate they force equalize what they see which is good for them to get their power back but it evades a ton of detail along the way, and unless we are willing to accept and recognize these variations , we end up equating things that are not equal , for the sake of that equalizing process bc perhaps it’s either that or we collectively break

and here is so variation between what we need to know and what we are confronted with knowing , for most info is either false limited distorted or frivolous in nature that it is in excess or seems to be thru this detour of understanding which will eventually correct itself but u can see the harder we make things for ourself the more the clean up thereafter energy of which could have taken us further we don’t say this to detract folks from their true path, but to motivate them from a very technical purview for self efficiency and that which contributes to greater sense of co efficiency between smaller to larger groups , and this refers to all areas of life, we may lie , and degree of our lies can deceive others but only so much eventually this li comes back to us and plus our higher self is concerned my nagging at us which perturbes our conscience and in which case e feel compelled to project that outwards bc we are human and bc we must exasperate or vent out wherever there is a pressure , but think of the variations there some are very toxic so that their projections can kill someone, and u may ask which is better maintaining behaviour or saving lives , u know smth is artificial when it pretends to slow down of smth that is human nature requires alarming expedited actions to follow , bc even in the case of having truths been found out , we may delay the process by over compensation of theatrics , and actions that are plastic but wants to convince the world public since that’s the true nature of a lie is that u want to deceive others it’s not a joke when a lie is a joke it’s usually the difference between of wanting to be good out and of wanting to remain hidden and expedite energy to keep maintaining its hidden aspect so a lie insists and it overcompensates as striker of its unclear conscience as a result of deeply knowing what u say and do is wrong , but u do it anyways, and this leads u to materialize uncomfortable conditions for urself hence the lack of inner peace , and when we project this to others they may overcompensate by taking things too seriously and being too hard on themselves and where no self help book helps and where no consolation is comforting ; they seem to feel perturbed bc there is immediacy of an action but they cannot determine what it is bc it’s well hidden from clear purview at the very least

in retrospect nothing is wasted except for human nature and human life of human time and human energy , we are precious to life bc we took so long to get here , and there’s smth to respect about that regardless to how we feel about objrdirves, we may have that great distaste, we may feel conflicted bc of the good versus bad in constant replay, we are constantly called intro roles that we are forced to play versus being honest true which makes us more real, everything feeling like theatrics does not pertain to life is a stage and we are merely players when the whole concept becomes machinated there is no room for innovative thought and improvisation along the way , improve is like an improvement too, bc ur on ur toes u become efficient by nature of its gift which is what makes the very act of improv exciting, and u notice u must trust urslef to have the right esteem to develop with ur eyes closed or in the dark, or whatever , ur not exactly trying too hard to be too strategic but move with ease as u flow with life , thru its ups and downs but, ofc the material reality is slow , we hang on by others consciences often due to the machinated version of reality that does not honour human life in full, the preciousness of life, the true reason why we are here remains buried deep in the ground thus unable to function or flourish, they say life is a stage and we are players die e change hats called onto auditions compete with each other do not have our own lines our own life or expression either are forced to play a very small facet of our true self where the body serves the greater good as mere object

where do we go when we are unwanted,? perhaps to an extend we understand the frivolity of existence but overgeneralize it we chuck the whole thing to the basket and then idc that’s not our fault either bc there are strong forces at play of varying degrees that pull at our heart strings it’s one thing if they let u wallow in ur own misery eventually entire has a way of healing us and helping us out of our conundrums we only can’t do that bc of the artificiality of reality, it has nothing to do with ability ur natural system gets on a overdrive bc it knows of expedited action during emergency , where it can or perform full functions it’s only then it ends up backfiring g on itself entirely we get this greenhouse effect bc we can’t penetrate outside the confines of the sphere that is generated overtime due to rejection of true self for the sake of artificial , whether if its self inflicted or extrapolated from other matters little , but the variations must be noted bc they grow up exponentially later on and influence our thought processes that’s why we have the differences of development thee those small variations may appear inconsequential at first but when they feel they grow subtly and that’s why they become unrecognizable in terms of their origin when they are in their nature form, of brought into fruitful action

we do wish to become more sensitive ofc to these small variations but not in a generalized way bc then what we r doing is projecting wards the external machinated faulty reality how the can we determine our inner scope when the external world is faulty? bc we need the correlation there and further isolation may not do us good either , maybe we take the faulty reality for what it is and then of having developed alliances with our higher self we become teachable , and when u learn from urself this humbles u, and then what happens next is that u take this humbleness u feel, and project that outwardly, which makes u tolerant of others process as well as be more understanding without compensating on the truths and factors about life, which may not always come as positive bc it is what it is , ur not trying to sell smth bad as good for the sake of change bc it’s what it is and it can’t be changed u may notice that everything changes anyway , and what is ness offers us eyes to see things as they are no matter how difficult the purview at times, bc life in its variations comes with a lot of heart break as well within, why this part matters is of course everyone’s concern bc this may be the key to unlock the next door to our collective upgrade , but we must not be wasteful or bring any of those past inconsistencies along with us , down if which are deeply engrained and we may also notice that bc the reality is rigid we can’t move within it wit ease the general troubles about the world and life in general also can contribute to the difficulties process , and why it’s very necessary for us to pay attention to how we can be more self responsible for the ground needs to be cultivatable , and there needs to be smth that motivates us for the continuity and along the way of stark variations remain humble , and how do we do that? by being humble to our personal process bc we are our own best teacher , for when we are apt to learn from our own process even in absolute silence we can learn from a tea cup or breeze of fresh air , even if we had nothing to do that day

life’s meant to be easy going , and it is not that difficult to get along with each other we are already collectively there only that systems are in the way now desparations take priority such as one’s survival ability which includes the survival of ego since we are at the junction of things transcending, what u grasp and hold onto tightly and whatever it may be for this greatly contributed may make u feel more or less hurt along the way, or of feeling like strong challenges are upon ur way , of transcending the ego or die along with it , and to die with it , can we afford it ? we must think the depth in which the ego serves the higher soul, ofc u must not destroy it, for everything that’s left of us serves some purpose even though we may not fully grasp things yet , in full purview , as student of life our experience humbles us first bc learning never ends , and that can be the friction we need so instead of saying we must have sadness to experience joy or we must learn thru struggles or if we didn’t have problems we would be bored to knowing that ego transcends we keep learning and that learning itself is a challenge and not add any more to it just bc “this is the way things are it’s always been this way it can’t be change for us what it is “ that’s defeatist

and we do defeat ourselves when we defeat each other we think this is the way to be of good and evil of this and that u or me , the we have to fight and there is no other alternative that i can see , is arbitrary bc we don’t try hard enough, we think that this is part of our survival the survival of the fittest , our stupidity must not be fit , it works against us when it does , so it’s ok to delay on objrdirves and allow ourselves to become a bit more relaxed bc what’s true requires minimum effort even though we play great emphasis on what we do, how does conscious flow work? it’s not mindless , it doesn’t just gent heat it gets or is alright with what is , but there is truth there especially with being alright with what is even though u may not agree , bc what u wish to do is expedite that equalizing process without attaching too much meaning to either side , or else u get out of balance and u don’t want to do that, the act of getting out of balance usually signifies contradictory in self, for u may want to appear as u are and act as u appear and mean what u say and say what u an while careful with ur words and actions , ur also careful with ur i tentons and inner actions , bc it all starts within u may not even execute a behaviour but ur thought process may play a role but also note that not all thoughts are ur own , some come and go about , others are projected yet others are on repeat like a song becoming like a brain worm, or a particular word that pops up and in repeat it may ignite feelings u may pay attention to these relationships and understand that nothing has control over ur inner acquisitions and that is a process in and of itself sometimes we take up challenges bc we are bored and this friction is good concomitant to the quality of the environment we are part of and not a statement or testament to who we truly are , there are variations there too, for most people their environment is strongly demanding and itself causes much inner fright or a true person well within the burrows of a layered one, and one is layered bc u may feel u need to protect urself from the feeling that u get , the dangers abound, we mould however adapt to our environment, and here we may notice how we become skillful in various tasks and challenges.

eventually these skills are available for everyone they too subtly grow amin gus and then become accessible we tap into the grand resource that’s why we see the same things used everywhere strategies and theories abound , maybe due to relativity if objrdirves we also connect the dots , it’s more like a spiders web, so no wonder why we don’t like it when a pert of it is faulty or needs upgrade , bc we all feel it resonate to us especially if it’s happening in a very core part of it or vital pert of it that may cause vulnerability within the entire framework , and a degree of self doubt helps greatly along the way, before we establish solid grounds , and even then the solidity is only relative to our environment and they which we talk , for this self doubt may grant us potential of being wrong, we then navigate the variations abound, when we are self responsible , when we refrain from wrong doing , and right our previous wrongs done in the dark in the ignorance of our initial mind, where we couldn’t access vital information or know about ways in which to skillfully apply in appropriate placements, then we would still have diversity, of strong variation bc there re parts of us that have been altered, but each preserving their own inner equanimity in terms of their own self work then contributes to the common ground, improving it exponentially when especially we align ourselves to the right forces of life , its already hard to establish these objectives as u can see it’s very complex also simple , but to add more to the troubles only makes it worse , so we can refrain from it, it’s a good choice to make